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Just fake that old smile.

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Karlee:
Apparently it is possible to become happy by just smiling. Just faking a smile can release endorphins into your bloodstream that make you happy.

Could really use some happiness right now. I'm living in limbo. I don't know what I am doing anymore. I don't know what path my life is taking. I don't know what, who and when my 'happy ever after' will begin.

I haven't been active here lately. Seeing my profile picture gave me butterflies. It gave me some good and some bad emotions. I felt happy and sad at the same time....excited and frustrated....optimistic and devastated. Rush of contradictory emotions. I didn't ask for any of this. What a life I am leading...amazing relationship, great job and beautiful people around me. My life would, from a shallow and objective point of view, seem perfect. Yeah, well it remains to be seen how the take to Karlee, if she comes out.

It was once said to me that some days you'll embrace the change and transition, and other days you'll wonder why you ever did it. Currently, I am wondering why I should do it.

But I'm certain it'll all change. I'll probably wake up in the morning with a smile of my face and whispering to myself 'Give it time, hun, give it time.' Good morning world, good morning Karlee.

So, in the meantime, it's time to just fake that old smile.

Love,
Karlee.x

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