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What are you thinking right now?
« on: December 06, 2011, 12:11:16 am »
A fun and sometimes important thing to share.

Right now I'm thinking go the f to sleep little girl please, I'm sad and weird and really need a break from being nurturing for a few minutes at least.
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Re: What are you thinking right now?
« Reply #1 on: December 06, 2011, 04:21:53 am »
How it is that I seem to have a knack to always get involved in problematic relationships...

So many of us seem to be attracted to what ultimately seems no good for us.
I have this "I want to help you" syndrome - and often it's not actually appreciated or even wanted at all.
So many folks just like to keep living in their dysfunctional environment - and there come I and like to help them fix it... !@#$%^&*

Note: "No good deed will go unpunished..."

Grrrrrrr...
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Re: What are you thinking right now?
« Reply #2 on: December 06, 2011, 03:49:04 pm »
I'm worrying about everything and feeling powerless to stop my babies from dying.
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Re: What are you thinking right now?
« Reply #3 on: December 06, 2011, 09:22:06 pm »
I'm worrying about everything and feeling powerless to stop my babies from dying.

Why are they dying? Is it your rams?

I'm sleep- and food-deprived and on a lot of medication, half delirious and having a hard time keeping track of what I'm thinking. :icon_confused2:
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Re: What are you thinking right now?
« Reply #4 on: December 06, 2011, 10:47:42 pm »
Nothing, friggin bored and I want to go to this holiday party at this gay bar. Act of boyfriend will likely occur. :(

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Re: What are you thinking right now?
« Reply #5 on: December 06, 2011, 11:32:20 pm »
They're not dying at the moment, I'm just feeling paranoid about every little thing and really, really hoping nothing goes wrong this spring with lambing.  They're only sheep, but I am responsible for them; like every other animal under my care, I am obliged to keep them eternally safe and healthy and free from fear, and I'm good at it, but it's also an impossible job.  Sheep especially, there's only so much you can do, and a lot of the time you get relegated to worrying and watching and having it creep up on you anyway.  Maybe that's just me and my crappy luck, though.  I wish I could magically fix everything and never have to worry about any of my charges ever again.  ::) :-\
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Re: What are you thinking right now?
« Reply #6 on: December 07, 2011, 12:13:55 am »
They're not dying at the moment, I'm just feeling paranoid about every little thing and really, really hoping nothing goes wrong this spring with lambing.  They're only sheep, but I am responsible for them; like every other animal under my care, I am obliged to keep them eternally safe and healthy and free from fear, and I'm good at it, but it's also an impossible job.  Sheep especially, there's only so much you can do, and a lot of the time you get relegated to worrying and watching and having it creep up on you anyway.  Maybe that's just me and my crappy luck, though.  I wish I could magically fix everything and never have to worry about any of my charges ever again.  ::) :-\

You sound like a really good caretaker for them. :)
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Re: What are you thinking right now?
« Reply #7 on: December 07, 2011, 03:54:39 am »
What to eat for lunch - after I had 3 breakfasts already!

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Re: What are you thinking right now?
« Reply #8 on: December 07, 2011, 04:09:41 am »
I'm thinking that I just finished my burrito and that I should congratulate myself for being somewhat productive tonight, but I know I have not been nearly productive enough.
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Re: What are you thinking right now?
« Reply #9 on: December 07, 2011, 04:56:06 am »
I'm thinking about how to get the old Star Wars computer games "X-wing" and "Tie Fighter" to work on my windows 7 computer. I wanna replay some childhood gems!
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Re: What are you thinking right now?
« Reply #10 on: December 07, 2011, 10:22:58 am »
How to NOT die a virgin! !!! Oh my.

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Re: What are you thinking right now?
« Reply #11 on: December 07, 2011, 10:46:11 am »

How absolutely cataclysmic it's going to be in 2012, when I come out to the wife and family of 30 years.

Needless to say, there is a monumental amount of work to be done between now and then. In business it's called, "Managing your exit strategy."

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Re: What are you thinking right now?
« Reply #12 on: December 07, 2011, 11:00:10 am »
About whether or not to go to a silly pflag party and also about getting my neighbor to help me move a mini fridge from one of the guest rooms to my dinning room so I can move all the wine from my big fridge to it to give me more room.

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Re: What are you thinking right now?
« Reply #13 on: December 07, 2011, 11:07:23 am »
They're not dying at the moment, I'm just feeling paranoid about every little thing and really, really hoping nothing goes wrong this spring with lambing.  They're only sheep, but I am responsible for them; like every other animal under my care, I am obliged to keep them eternally safe and healthy and free from fear, and I'm good at it, but it's also an impossible job.  Sheep especially, there's only so much you can do, and a lot of the time you get relegated to worrying and watching and having it creep up on you anyway.  Maybe that's just me and my crappy luck, though.  I wish I could magically fix everything and never have to worry about any of my charges ever again.  ::) :-\
What breed do you keep?  We're looking at adding a handful of Icelandic since they are triple purpose (milk/wool/meat).  Unfortunately my family that hardly speaks to me is using that land for cattle even though it is mine now so it will be another year or two because if I ask them to stop it will be a bigger fight than coming out (coming out only hurts their social standing, but taking back the land hurts their $).
Do you keep the rams separate?  We are thinking we may just use insemination instead of having to deal with rams.

Do you keep anything else?  We have keep bees and have chickens, ducks, geese, turkeys, and a peahen with plan to hatch more turkeys and peafowl next year.


To be back on topic for the thread.  I'm about to go meet an old friend (almost a mentor) I haven't seen for 5 years.  He seems to be accepting via email/facebook, but I'm still nervous about meeting him again.
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Re: What are you thinking right now?
« Reply #14 on: December 07, 2011, 12:10:12 pm »
What breed do you keep?  We're looking at adding a handful of Icelandic since they are triple purpose (milk/wool/meat).  Unfortunately my family that hardly speaks to me is using that land for cattle even though it is mine now so it will be another year or two because if I ask them to stop it will be a bigger fight than coming out (coming out only hurts their social standing, but taking back the land hurts their $).
Do you keep the rams separate?  We are thinking we may just use insemination instead of having to deal with rams.

Do you keep anything else?  We have keep bees and have chickens, ducks, geese, turkeys, and a peahen with plan to hatch more turkeys and peafowl next year.


To be back on topic for the thread.  I'm about to go meet an old friend (almost a mentor) I haven't seen for 5 years.  He seems to be accepting via email/facebook, but I'm still nervous about meeting him again.

I started with Corriedale, then added Harlequin, then added Border Leicester (American) for a while, and then two years of Texel, and now I'm back to Leicesters because I like them pretty well.  So my ewes are all over the map with what breed they have in them, and how much.  Do you mean separate from the ewes or separate from each other?  Most big operations put the rams with the ewes for an allotted few weeks and pull them out again so that all the lambing will be as concentrated as possible.  Or you can leave them together all winter if you don't mind the possibility of a ewe being really late.  For me it's easier that way.  The rest of the year you keep two groups, and be very sure they're contained, because accidents happen quickly.  If you possibly can, do not put anybody by himself, because they're very social and they go nuts when they're alone all the time.  Unless you have a really foul one, rams aren't too bad just because you only have to fool with them a couple times a year.  I think insemination would be easier in a sense and less easy in another sense.

I also keep chickens and a llama.  The llama lives with the sheep and acts as a guard.  Believe it or not, llamas are good insurance against dog attacks.  Mine also will guard them against people he doesn't know, though I don't know if that's a llama thing or just his bad-tempered self.

 ;D I love keeping sheep.  They're not as stupid and have a hell of a lot more personality than people give them credit for.  I think you'll like them, and good luck with your family.

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Re: What are you thinking right now?
« Reply #15 on: December 08, 2011, 01:49:50 am »
About whether or not to go to a silly pflag party and also about getting my neighbor to help me move a mini fridge from one of the guest rooms to my dinning room so I can move all the wine from my big fridge to it to give me more room.

I'm going to a silly pflag party next week. ;D

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I also keep chickens and a llama.  The llama lives with the sheep and acts as a guard.  Believe it or not, llamas are good insurance against dog attacks.  Mine also will guard them against people he doesn't know, though I don't know if that's a llama thing or just his bad-tempered self.
Logan my daughter got to see some llamas the other day, and I told her I knew somebody who has a llama, and she thought that was so cool. Thank you. ;D
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Re: What are you thinking right now?
« Reply #16 on: December 08, 2011, 07:42:48 pm »
Just how gorgeous I look in my new  picture   >:-)

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Re: What are you thinking right now?
« Reply #17 on: December 08, 2011, 08:02:11 pm »
I'm wondering why my therapist can never seem to be on time except when I'm running late!
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Re: What are you thinking right now?
« Reply #18 on: December 08, 2011, 09:24:30 pm »
I'm thinking that I'm almost getting too old to put in 60 hours working in a 4 day period.  Almost.
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Re: What are you thinking right now?
« Reply #19 on: December 08, 2011, 10:18:56 pm »
Kia Ora Felix,

 ::) By the time I was going to write about my thoughts of the moment they were gone replaced by a new fresh lot...Bloody thoughts never stay for long  ;)

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