I have been suffering from depression and anxiety induced insomnia for almost two weeks now. I think that I am suffering from clinical depression and have been for at least 12 - 15 years. So, there is a huge backlog of issues to work through.
When nobody ever sees you as you are that must and does inflict a terrible toll. My depression/anxiety gets triggered in situations where |I am away from home for many hours with strangers and have to act the part of a male. This raging depression, and these anxiety attacks have been a blessing in heavy disguise. They have pushed me to the point where \I either transition or die.
I live in the Glasgow area of Scotland so I doubt that I shall be travelling to London.