Hey guys. I'm almost 25, and currently identify as genderqueer. I've come out as FTM twice in the past, but I had very little support and so it seemed to just slip my mind. I feel like at my age I should be more comfortable with my body. So I thought gender therapy might be something for me to consider. I currently present as female, but I guess I dress rather androgynous. I tell myself I am fine with being a girl, as long as I don't look too much like a girl, or get treated too much like a girl. Contradicting huh? I hate being called "ma'am" or being referred to as a "woman" or a "lady". One thing that keeps me from saying yes I want to transition is I would really like to have my own biological children someday. But when I think about myself, I see myself in a male role. I hate being forced to play the girl. I don't know what I want, and it's been bothering me a lot lately. What do I do?
P.S. I live in Amarillo TX and so far I have found no gender therapists.