I woke up in an interesting mood today... I just felt like, I really can make it all happen. I can have my cake and eat it too even.... I wish I could just channel this feeling into the past and give myself strength retroactively. I know now, that if i really put my mind to it I can whatever I need to, it might not be fun, or easy but i believe I can.
Of course, as someone who has been poor for all of their adult life, having money in my bank account for the first time in years, and I am about to get a raise in a few days which makes me in a good mood.
In any case, Soon, I am going to start a proper savings for this stuff, and i have kicking around the idea of starting a proper website and blog and having paypal donations qnd whatnot. At first I was quite opposed to this because stealth is quite appealing to me but i am pretty sure that the way things played out so far with disclosure and my friends I don't believe it is practical to do so. If I am not going that route, I figure I might as well be totally open about things, as there are some advantages to that too.