My name is Tim and I am 24 years old. I guess I will just get to the point, over the last year or so i have begun having desires to completely dress as a woman and I am very specific in my self image. I should explain that I have never crossdressed before and have no recollection of ever dressing in my mothers or sisters clothes when I was younger, however I did wear my mothers shoes alot, but never any articles of clothing or make up. In the last number of months my desire to dress has become overwhelming, so much so that I get a strange quiver in my whole body when I fantasize.
The image of my self is very erotic and I will eloborate, I see myself wearing a black latex mini dress and black platform heels with my body entirely shaved, wearing heavy glamour makeup and a blonde medium length wig. My mannerisms in my fantasy are very sexual, I dare say even sluttish, as is my attire and when I have these dreams my entire body seems to yearns so much to wear the dress and completely feminise myself.
I am also a virgin and have never really had any real relationship with a woman, I am not sure what this means, I am sexually attracted to women but I have never pushed myself to have a relationship.
When I consider the option of crossdressing it seems considering my low libido to be a good option for me. I am not sure where I stand at the moment as I have read definitions of transvestism, crossdressing and transsexualism and I appear to have characteristics of all three. I am a not sure what a good course of action is for me do any of you have any ideas on what I have said please let me know. Do you think due to how complete my feminine image is that I alrealy have a crossdressers mentality and is my vision of myself unusual?
Please everyone your help would be massively helpful and necessary.
Best wishes Tim