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<not allowed> are more addictive?
« on: November 20, 2007, 01:01:38 am »
I realized that I am very addictive to everyting. I smoke and drink everyday. Drinking is popular among men in my country. And coffee. I was also once addicted to gambling and games when I was young.
Just do it.

suregirl

Re: <not allowed> are more addictive?
« Reply #1 on: November 24, 2007, 06:13:26 am »
For me and I can only speak for me I believe my addictive personality is genetic-Anything that I have ever taken to make myself feel better or escape reality I want more and more of!!-I sought refuge in drink and drugs for a long time whilst coming to terms with my T/S and ended up having to drink when I didnt want to-I now follow a 12 step program and have been clean and sober for 2 years-whats more I discovered I was boring whilst drunk(i.e drink till I fell over)!-I dont today and life although it has difficulties is great and I love it!

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Re: <not allowed> are more addictive?
« Reply #2 on: November 25, 2007, 07:56:42 am »
I was. I had to deal with my Alcoholism first before i could even began to look at me being Transgender.

Let see I cross that line somewhere in 1992 and i had to drink. Could not, not drink.

1994 I was diagnosed with Gender Dsyphoria. I did the Mental Hosipital thing and took the anti-depressant that almost killed me. Anti depressant enable me to slice my wrist. Zoloft is bad for me it turns me into a Ghost.

1995 I did the geographical cured that work. Controlled drinking till 1998 (as if i could). I gave up in 1998

October 2003, Was the end and the beginning of my life.

I'm 4 years sober. One day at a time and learning coping skills. Living to live for once. instead of wishing to die.

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Re: <not allowed> are more addictive?
« Reply #3 on: November 25, 2007, 08:13:25 am »
In addition to the well-known addictive materials such as caffeine, nicotine and ethyl-alcohol, I also tend to be addicted to some kind of behaviors. I was once addicted to computer games, computer programming, Go (or baduk, an Asian chess game) and taking photos of myself.

And now it's crossdressing.

Barbie~~
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emma?

Re: <not allowed> are more addictive?
« Reply #4 on: November 25, 2007, 08:59:39 am »
used to be addicted to anything and everything imaginable
now my list is considerable smaller and lookgin to keep shortening it currently its nicotine caffine and online games lol if i can lost the nicotine ill be a realitivly happy person and then ready to start seriously thinking about the when and how to begian my transition
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