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Re: What are you thinking? 10.0
« Reply #1700 on: January 19, 2018, 12:15:56 pm »
Now that I'm not trying to hide myself anymore, I'm thinking of getting my ears pierced tomorrow!
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Re: What are you thinking? 10.0
« Reply #1701 on: January 19, 2018, 12:32:44 pm »
Now that I'm not trying to hide myself anymore, I'm thinking of getting my ears pierced tomorrow!

Go for it.  I have three holes in each year and wear the earrings around the house all the time.  I haven't gone out with them on as yet but it's obvious that there are holes in my ears.


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Re: What are you thinking? 10.0
« Reply #1702 on: January 19, 2018, 10:40:41 pm »
Thinking about what its been like it kinda feels like Christy Lee is trapped behind multiple Glass shields/doors and is smashing them one at a time to break free

But Everytime i try to tell my mum i want to be a girl and im Transgender i freeze and that voice still says NOOO What are you doing STOP!, its almost like a knee jerk reaction
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Re: What are you thinking? 10.0
« Reply #1703 on: January 20, 2018, 03:55:59 am »
Thinking about what its been like it kinda feels like Christy Lee is trapped behind multiple Glass shields/doors and is smashing them one at a time to break free

But Everytime i try to tell my mum i want to be a girl and im Transgender i freeze and that voice still says NOOO What are you doing STOP!, its almost like a knee jerk reaction
Christy, the glass wall feeling is one I remember well,  and I've seen others use the same metaphor here.
When the need to break through comes, you'll do it when you're ready both to share it with others and take the next steps you need.
Till then,  hang on in there, spend this time building your mental strength and your own understanding, so you're best placed to move forward down your road.

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Re: What are you thinking? 10.0
« Reply #1704 on: January 20, 2018, 04:10:36 am »
Thinking that not being able to talk can be amusing. People assume that you cannot hear and that you are not intelligent.


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Re: What are you thinking? 10.0
« Reply #1705 on: January 20, 2018, 04:38:21 am »
Thinking that not being able to talk can be amusing. People assume that you cannot hear and that you are not intelligent.



Then again, when some folks like some of my neighbors do talk the same assumption can be made  :laugh:

I tend to think those of few words actually think within the most depth
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Re: What are you thinking? 10.0
« Reply #1706 on: January 20, 2018, 05:12:51 am »
Thinking that not being able to talk can be amusing. People assume that you cannot hear and that you are not intelligent.
Well I've never heard you talk, even before your operations, but I certainly hold you to be very intelligent, and more than that, wise. X

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Re: What are you thinking? 10.0
« Reply #1707 on: January 20, 2018, 05:25:07 am »
Cindy definitely has a rather high intellect

The contributions she has made to the medical field particularly cancer research are astounding not to mention her many other talents and contributions to humanity

An amazing individual she is

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Re: What are you thinking? 10.0
« Reply #1708 on: January 20, 2018, 05:40:24 am »
Christy, the glass wall feeling is one I remember well,  and I've seen others use the same metaphor here.
When the need to break through comes, you'll do it when you're ready both to share it with others and take the next steps you need.
Till then,  hang on in there, spend this time building your mental strength and your own understanding, so you're best placed to move forward down your road.

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Thank you, i am trying my best :)

Thinking that not being able to talk can be amusing. People assume that you cannot hear and that you are not intelligent.

Ive been treated this way a few times, i find it unpleasant more than amusing
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Re: What are you thinking? 10.0
« Reply #1709 on: January 20, 2018, 07:49:11 pm »
Thinking about a conversation i once had with a life long friend, this friend is quite religious/spiritual and im wondering

So ive told her im a very sarcastic person, ive also told her im asexual she sort of corrected me both times

she said

1) I dont think that really fits your personality so much maybe try not to be that way so much, it felt weird hearing that, at the time i thought its just because of who she is.. but idk now , when she said that it got me thinking about if it was something i do to keep up the facade? or was she wrong? idk

2) When i told her i was Asexual, she said i dont see that about you, i think your a sensual person, were all sensual people i think its maybe something to do with why your like how you are now something along those lines, she said she was glad that i told her but she just thinks theres something more to it, she said i just dont want to date because of my current situations (we speaking about other things as well), at the time even it got me thinking, does she maybe think i might be transgender? shes known me since i was a kid.... nothing else has been spoken about it since, i should also say this lady is also a counselor 


1 more thing i should add, MUM is Asexual, worse then me i think i atleast like it sometimes, but she hates anything to do with Sex, and is ok with it, i hate it atm but im not ok with it kinda my feelings on this are complicated

Just thinking about to these conversations and all of our conversations she probably knows be best out of anybody perhaps even my mum... but she is my mums friend, which is why i havent told her, im wondering if she has a feeling about me?
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Re: What are you thinking? 10.0
« Reply #1710 on: January 20, 2018, 09:36:55 pm »
The ridiculous behavior of nit pickers ... ::)
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Re: What are you thinking? 10.0
« Reply #1711 on: January 20, 2018, 10:35:49 pm »
The ridiculous behavior of nit pickers ... ::)

What Union do they belong to?

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Re: What are you thinking? 10.0
« Reply #1712 on: January 20, 2018, 11:06:23 pm »
The Local 5150 Nit Pickers Union, don't you know anything?
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Re: What are you thinking? 10.0
« Reply #1713 on: January 20, 2018, 11:17:52 pm »
The Local 5150 Nit Pickers Union, don't you know anything?

Nooooooooooooooooooo, I don't know anything.  I know something, but not anything.

I recognize the Local # 5150, that's what my shrink put in the box on my audit form.

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Re: What are you thinking? 10.0
« Reply #1714 on: January 21, 2018, 03:59:57 pm »
"We're not wearing the vagina hats this year".......<crickets>

<voice in back>  "We're wearing the vagina hats!!! woohoo!"

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Re: What are you thinking? 10.0
« Reply #1715 on: January 21, 2018, 04:42:03 pm »
"We're not wearing the vagina hats this year".......<crickets>

<voice in back>  "We're wearing the vagina hats!!! woohoo!"

?????????????????????????????????????

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Re: What are you thinking? 10.0
« Reply #1716 on: January 21, 2018, 07:31:34 pm »
I wish my cat wouldn't sit down right in front of me and lick his crotch...
I'm not out, I'm not on E, unless things change I doubt I ever will be.

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Re: What are you thinking? 10.0
« Reply #1717 on: January 21, 2018, 08:47:19 pm »
The main things to remember in life are Love, Kindness, Understanding and Respect - Always make forward progress

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Re: What are you thinking? 10.0
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Re: What are you thinking? 10.0
« Reply #1719 on: January 24, 2018, 05:00:02 am »
 Thinking about growing my hair long and straight, when i use to try and do that in high school all i got was Messy and Afro

Also i never brushed my hair, so thats something im thinking about starting
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