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Offline Dietlind

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Re: A totally awesome day
« Reply #980 on: April 12, 2019, 07:53:29 am »
Still getting some pain but something has changed. I don't know exactly what. Has to do with hormone levels and biochemistry but I feel more... centered somehow. More certain of what I am doing and why I'm doing it. I feel, more me.
This might be a similar thing/experience, which I tried to describe as the more feminine feeling, which happened to me at about the time you are at now!







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Re: A totally awesome day
« Reply #981 on: April 12, 2019, 08:32:06 am »
Still getting some pain but something has changed. I don't know exactly what. Has to do with hormone levels and biochemistry but I feel more... centered somehow. More certain of what I am doing and why I'm doing it. I feel, more me.
Lovely to hear,  happy for you. X

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Re: A totally awesome day
« Reply #982 on: April 12, 2019, 10:01:22 am »
This might be a similar thing/experience, which I tried to describe as the more feminine feeling, which happened to me at about the time you are at now!

I don't know that its a more feminine feeling more like a feeling that stuff is right. Really hard to describe but I just know things are not what they were.
Every day is a totally awesome day
Every day provides opportunities and challenges
Every challenge leads to an opportunity
Every fear faced leads to one more strength
Every strength leads to greater success
Success leads to self esteem
Self Esteem leads to happiness.
Cherish every day.

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Re: A totally awesome day
« Reply #983 on: April 14, 2019, 07:00:01 pm »
Every day is a totally awesome day
Every day provides opportunities and challenges
Every challenge leads to an opportunity
Every fear faced leads to one more strength
Every strength leads to greater success
Success leads to self esteem
Self Esteem leads to happiness.
Cherish every day.

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Re: A totally awesome day
« Reply #984 on: April 15, 2019, 08:51:18 am »
Looking great in those pictures.

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Re: A totally awesome day
« Reply #985 on: April 15, 2019, 06:59:21 pm »
Looking great in those pictures.

Thanks I don't recognize myself anymore.
Every day is a totally awesome day
Every day provides opportunities and challenges
Every challenge leads to an opportunity
Every fear faced leads to one more strength
Every strength leads to greater success
Success leads to self esteem
Self Esteem leads to happiness.
Cherish every day.

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Re: A totally awesome day
« Reply #986 on: April 16, 2019, 12:08:25 am »
Woohoo! Down yet another size. Dress size 12 for underwear not bad. :)

Well a little selection of photos... quite a change!

https://www.flickr.com/photos/142425753@N03/shares/o249As
Every day is a totally awesome day
Every day provides opportunities and challenges
Every challenge leads to an opportunity
Every fear faced leads to one more strength
Every strength leads to greater success
Success leads to self esteem
Self Esteem leads to happiness.
Cherish every day.

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Re: A totally awesome day
« Reply #987 on: April 17, 2019, 05:49:12 pm »
I'm looking into some more surgery options as I'm not happy with the speed of the feedback coming from India. I'm not sure what else there is left to do except change my birth certificate which lies low down on priority list.

When I awoke after the operation I knew I needed to go that last step and get srs, but, I also knew that everything else just felt right! Since a few days ago the pain has almost gone and my usual energy is returning. I don't feel dysphoric in the least, and, it feels like I've crossed a line at which I can be happy.

I like my body, like how things have developed with family, like how things are going with Alicia. Work is fine. I don't know that there is much else to resolve at the moment. This document may have served its purpose.

Its been one heck of a ride! Bit like a freight train with no brakes running down a very steep hill. So many things have changed that I find I stand at the place even I would have called impossible 2 years ago. Thanks for all the support along the way and hopefully this document has some use to others considering transition. I'm sure there will be a whole new step when I finally get some action and dates for srs but for now I might as well as finish as I started.

I have no regrets about yesterday. Today is a totally awesome day. Tomorrow will be a totally awesome day. You just have to have a vision and the courage to face your fears and just about anything is possible.
Every day is a totally awesome day
Every day provides opportunities and challenges
Every challenge leads to an opportunity
Every fear faced leads to one more strength
Every strength leads to greater success
Success leads to self esteem
Self Esteem leads to happiness.
Cherish every day.

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