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Re: Tony’s T travel
« Reply #220 on: July 26, 2020, 03:51:26 pm »
They say that you feelings are reflected in other people.

There is this dude, who tries to control me. He pushes all my buttons and I get annoyed and feel like I don’t want to be close to him.

We don’t know each other very well. I don’t let him control me. But yet he tries. On messenger and facebook.

I don’t know why I get so annoyed. I could just let it be. Not care. But I do care.

Can't you block him?

I'd do that in a heartbeat. Any sign of anthing bad, one warning. After that, permanent block.
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Re: Tony’s T travel
« Reply #221 on: July 26, 2020, 09:18:58 pm »
Sometimes I've intentionally not reacted to people like that.  Ignored them away.
Sounds like limp advice but it's worked for me,  and people went away.

Maybe you'd rather turn the table and own them somehow.

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Re: Tony’s T travel
« Reply #222 on: July 27, 2020, 03:44:59 pm »
Problem is, he’s my friend’s boyfriend.

Don’t want to cut her off too.

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Re: Tony’s T travel
« Reply #223 on: July 27, 2020, 04:22:55 pm »
It figures that it had to be complicated like that.

Hang in.
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Tony’s T travel
« Reply #224 on: July 28, 2020, 01:54:18 am »
Maybe he is jealous? Because his girlfriend and me are friends? Maybe it’s his self esteem doing this.

I’ll try not to get annoyed.

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Re: Tony’s T travel
« Reply #225 on: July 28, 2020, 02:19:51 am »
Oh yes!!!! I talked to my Grand mother just a minute ago. She said, ”Is this really you?? You don’t sound like yourself.”

It is finally happening. Someone else, who you don’t talk to very often, can hear a differance!

Now I’m happy.


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Re: Tony’s T travel
« Reply #226 on: July 29, 2020, 04:14:58 pm »
Oh yes!!!! I talked to my Grand mother just a minute ago. She said, ”Is this really you?? You don’t sound like yourself.”

It is finally happening. Someone else, who you don’t talk to very often, can hear a differance!

Now I’m happy.


Tony

I'm far too old to have that experience, but I would like a similar experience with my wife and daughter someday! :)

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Re: Tony’s T travel
« Reply #227 on: August 02, 2020, 10:24:55 am »
Playing around with my phone. Made a new profile pic. This is how I look. Just over 1 year on T. FaceApp recognizes me as male 100% of the time.




I was celebrating online Pride yesterday with some friends. I put THIS picture, below, on Facebook. Noone has commented anything about being trans but I have 50 likes. Those who knows the flag knows. The rest just ”oh, pretty colors”. Haha.





Soon. Sooon. Completely out. Small steps.

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Re: Tony’s T travel
« Reply #228 on: August 02, 2020, 10:40:07 pm »
Husband has stopped saying ”hugs and kisses” maybe this is it.

I cut my hair yesterday. He said ”You don’t have long hair!!” With a hurt voice. I said ”Yes I do.” I cut my hair 5 weeks ago.

He did not like my pride picture on facebook nor my profile pics.

This is it. It is what it is. I need to go my way. If he does not want to walk by my side, we need to go separate ways.

*sigh* these things are never easy.


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Re: Tony’s T travel
« Reply #229 on: August 04, 2020, 05:01:20 pm »
Good luck Tony. This is indeed hard. Hugs, Randy

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Re: Tony’s T travel
« Reply #230 on: August 19, 2020, 02:08:35 am »
Voice is dropping.

Not extremely much yet. But it is happening.

First my grandmother did not recognize me.

Today a seller from a callcenter asked for me twice during our short conversation. Haha


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Re: Tony’s T travel
« Reply #231 on: August 23, 2020, 02:40:10 pm »
All exercise is good exercise. This was very fun and exhausting. Kayaking! I love it. Will do this more often.

I’ve lost 3 kg in two weeks. 8 more to go before I can get in line for operations. But I’m getting there.





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Re: Tony’s T travel
« Reply #232 on: October 17, 2020, 01:08:57 am »
Long time sonce I wrote anything.

I have a BMI of 33. I’m to heavy for surgery in Sweden. BUT I might have found a path for removing my chest anyway. I found a private clinic doing it.

I will go there in 7 weeks for a checkup. All I need to do now is to cough up 7000€.

I will quit my saving account for my retirement. It only adds 20€ each month on my retirement pay. It does more good now. That’s about 2000€ after taxes.

I get good paycheck this month. Too much overtime. Maybe I can add another 500€ on the stack.

2500€. 4500€ is missing. My sister said she could help me out with little cash. Maybe my mom too. Then I need to take a loan on the rest.


I hope so much for this. It’s like the next step.

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Re: Tony’s T travel
« Reply #233 on: October 17, 2020, 03:00:07 am »


Long time sonce I wrote anything.

I have a BMI of 33. I’m to heavy for surgery in Sweden. BUT I might have found a path for removing my chest anyway. I found a private clinic doing it.

I will go there in 7 weeks for a checkup. All I need to do now is to cough up 7000€.

I will quit my saving account for my retirement. It only adds 20€ each month on my retirement pay. It does more good now. That’s about 2000€ after taxes.

I get good paycheck this month. Too much overtime. Maybe I can add another 500€ on the stack.

2500€. 4500€ is missing. My sister said she could help me out with little cash. Maybe my mom too. Then I need to take a loan on the rest.


I hope so much for this. It’s like the next step.

Good luck with it all Tony, nice to hear from you.

I had a 32 BMI back in June, but have it down under 29 now using protein shakes to help me keep my calorie intake down. X

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