Hey Jenny...I totally understand. It's like having your tea with no milk or sugar (which I do...I even will put a spoonful of instant coffee into my black tea sometimes). You either absolutely love it, or are absolutely repulsed by it..not much in-between (usually, anyway).
But, one thing I do really admire about David Tibet and Michael Cashmore (and Coil, DI6, and really, the lot of them), was how they brought so many trans artists into the C93 fold (Genesis P-Orridge, Baby Dee, Anohni, etc.).
That was just nice.
