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Re: Pammie’s all new blog
« Reply #60 on: March 06, 2020, 02:10:23 am »
Just lovely Pammie!

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« Reply #61 on: March 07, 2020, 12:15:38 pm »
I’ve had connection problems getting onto Susan’s both through the app and the browser (tried safari and chrome) hence I’ve been quiet!
Back in Teesside helping out with various grandkids as usual - it’s so lovely to be such a big part of their lives!
I stay at my daughter and son-in-law’s house which helps me feel closer to her

Yesterday’s pic - always think these trousers look good and emphasise my slimmer (than previously) waist


Today’s very scruffy pic!



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« Reply #62 on: March 07, 2020, 04:18:53 pm »
Beautiful, just beautiful.  Thank you Pammie:)
Thank you! Xx


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Re: Pammie’s all new blog
« Reply #63 on: March 07, 2020, 04:40:48 pm »
Good evening!
2 hr pampering after work - oh how I love my hairdresser pampering sessions - hair, nails and toes!
I can just relax so much - a little slice of heaven!
Followed up with a drink with my lovely boyfriend




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Pammie,

You have a lovely hairstyle and look.   :)

Chrissy
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Good living, joy, unity, love, and happiness can come from following these practices: Never let selfishness or conceit motivate you.  Regard others as more important than yourself.  Do not limit attention to only your interests, but include the interests of others

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« Reply #64 on: March 07, 2020, 05:18:09 pm »
Pammie,

You have a lovely hairstyle and look.   :)

Chrissy
Thanks Chrissy! My hairdresser was the second person I came out to (outside of therapists) and has become a very important person in my life! Xxx


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« Reply #65 on: March 08, 2020, 04:25:28 am »
Pammie,

You have a lovely hairstyle and look.   :)

Agree! 
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« Reply #66 on: March 08, 2020, 07:02:16 am »
Agree! 
I'm also a fan
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« Reply #67 on: March 08, 2020, 02:01:35 pm »
Busy Sunday as usual, helping my son in law move into his new house (sad because it’s his not his and Siobhan’s)  - 2 dump runs and 3 trips with boxes - carrying boxes is really hard because I lost much of the little muscle mass I had - then the 130 miles drive home and meet my boyfriend for an hour for coffee and cake
Today’s look could best be described as relaxed!

Sunday evening is chill time and a bath very much on the cards!
Ps I did manage an 8.5km run this morning too!

Suddenly feeling really sad tonight and got my photo  album out - I know it won’t help but can’t helping looking at Siobhan’s pics - especially the early years when we lived in Holland and every pic features the most wonderful smile




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Re: Pammie’s all new blog
« Reply #68 on: March 08, 2020, 02:04:48 pm »
Hugs Pam, she is with you in memories XXXXXXX
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« Reply #69 on: March 08, 2020, 02:30:37 pm »
Hugs Pam, she is with you in memories XXXXXXX
Thanks Davina xxx. I do try to focus on all those wonderful memories and on her 2 little boys who I treasure so much but grief is a vicious enemy and you never know when it will strike


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« Reply #70 on: March 09, 2020, 03:57:46 pm »
Just a normal day in Pammie world. Up at 5 to go to the gym at work b4 starting work. I was hoping it would set me up for the day but it actually tired me out. Oh well, it was a good plan!  Did manage 5.25km in 25:30 minutes.
Lots of meetings afterwards and lots of hugs from my girlfriends at work who are also fb friends and saw I’d had a tough evening yesterday. Love my hugs!
Home and photo album time again to bring back good memories of my little girl who always smiled.
Transition was a breeze compared to the challenge of coping with grief - it reminds me about perspective but i’m not trying to extrapolate that to all my friends on here as plenty had and have massive challenges to transition xx




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« Reply #71 on: March 10, 2020, 04:05:58 pm »
Happy Tuesday!
Another early start and long day but nice chilled evening time to consider life. Thanks in large part to the perspectives I’ve managed to generate from Susan’s Place I have a really good feeling about the progress I’ve made over the last 2.5 years and the challenges I’ve already overcome.
Life still has challenges - not least getting my surviving daughter on board again -  but every day is amazing and I just love being me. Even having to wait for GCS I can handle fine. I miss my Siobhan every day but I know she would want me to remember her with smiles and to continue to enjoy life.
I have so many blessings to count and my lovely boyfriend Andy is chief among them.
There are so many lovely people on here and I feel part of so many stories. Big hugs to everyone




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« Reply #72 on: March 10, 2020, 04:58:12 pm »

I have so many blessings to count and my lovely boyfriend Andy is chief among them.


Gratitude can mitigate sorrow over time.

Happy Tuesday Pammie

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« Reply #73 on: March 10, 2020, 05:13:51 pm »
Gratitude can mitigate sorrow over time.

Happy Tuesday Pammie

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Cyndi
Yes, I think positive things always help. Thanks Cyndi!
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« Reply #74 on: March 11, 2020, 12:20:21 pm »
On the train today. Chill time is great!
Feeling better today and positive too. And looking good of course!
Worked from home in the morning and my Andy came over for an hour which was great! Though longer would have been even better!



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« Reply #75 on: March 12, 2020, 10:54:25 am »
 :'looking great Pammie.  Nice outfit at work!
Is Andy your man friend guy?  Sounds like fun

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« Reply #76 on: March 12, 2020, 11:25:46 am »
Very nice Pam, glad your felling more positive
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« Reply #77 on: March 12, 2020, 11:26:42 am »
:'looking great Pammie.  Nice outfit at work!
Is Andy your man friend guy?  Sounds like fun
Yes, Andy is my boyfriend, been together for 29 months now. He’s a total darling!


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« Reply #78 on: March 12, 2020, 11:27:04 am »
Very nice Pam, glad your felling more positive
Thanks!


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« Reply #79 on: March 12, 2020, 11:34:09 am »
Today was one of those days where work just sucked! It happens!
Morning run was tough for some reason, not helped by my normal run being blocked by works so ended up doing 6.5km but not very fast.
Work i’m just going to skim over - it was, it sucked and I’ve headed home early.
Off to meet my Andy for an hour tonight then the weekly 130 mile drive to Teesside to help out with grandkids. Going up early this week because tomorrow there is a funeral to go to. The first since my little girls so it ain’t gonna be fun! (Of course, they never are). My poor son in law, lost his wife and now his mum - a lot to handle!
Last year he had 2 Mother’s Days to organise and this year none - really emphasises the losses.
Such a lovely guy and a fantastic dad. Xx




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