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Offline MikaelaA

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Re: Pammie’s all new blog
« Reply #260 on: April 30, 2020, 12:58:29 pm »
Pammie,  Hopefully we can be the shining light in your day.   :)


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Re: Pammie’s all new blog
« Reply #261 on: May 01, 2020, 02:56:55 am »
Pammie,  Hopefully we can be the shining light in your day.   :)


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Thank you! I’ve been in a bit of a slump this week but that’s just part of life’s rollercoaster I guess.

This did cheer me up though!


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Re: Pammie’s all new blog
« Reply #262 on: May 01, 2020, 05:18:36 am »
Lockdown is just another rollercoaster just like the whole transition process. I have good days, bad days, happy days and sad days. Today (well, yesterday) was a sad day - very insular and inwardly focussing today.



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Sorry to read about your sad day Pammie but keep rocking that pink and visit here reg, it really helps!  Take care.

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Re: Pammie’s all new blog
« Reply #263 on: May 01, 2020, 06:05:52 am »
Sorry to read about your sad day Pammie but keep rocking that pink and visit here reg, it really helps!  Take care.

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Thanks Jenny! Hugs xx


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Re: Pammie’s all new blog
« Reply #264 on: May 01, 2020, 06:22:26 pm »
Another tough lockdown day
Feeling isolated and sad today




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Re: Pammie’s all new blog
« Reply #265 on: May 01, 2020, 09:30:29 pm »
Hugs
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Re: Pammie’s all new blog
« Reply #266 on: May 02, 2020, 09:57:27 am »
Hugs
Thanks Julie! Always welcome. I managed to get in control for a couple of weeks but that feels like it’s slipping away again - isolation and claustrophobia taking over again. I need to get a grip!


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Re: Pammie’s all new blog
« Reply #267 on: May 04, 2020, 03:21:13 pm »
I’ve had a really tough few days, so fed up with lockdown and feeling so isolated.
Still trying to smile



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Re: Pammie’s all new blog
« Reply #268 on: May 04, 2020, 03:28:56 pm »
Hugs

Hang in there
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Re: Pammie’s all new blog
« Reply #269 on: May 04, 2020, 03:46:29 pm »
Hugs

Hang in there
Thanks Julie xxx


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Re: Pammie’s all new blog
« Reply #270 on: May 04, 2020, 03:59:05 pm »
Hugs from me as well. Just think of the party you will have !!!
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Re: Pammie’s all new blog
« Reply #271 on: May 04, 2020, 05:05:17 pm »
Hugs from me as well. Just think of the party you will have !!!
Good point hun! Xx


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Re: Pammie’s all new blog
« Reply #272 on: May 08, 2020, 04:13:38 pm »
Tough few days. Really struggling with both isolation and claustrophobia and eating and drinking too much as a result!
Had a wonderful evening with my younger daughter yesterday though which was a massive step forward!
So from today cutting down on the chocolate, cutting out biscuits and especially on the gin!
Extra kettlebell workout tonight as part of my attempt to re-lose the extra weight



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Re: Pammie’s all new blog
« Reply #273 on: May 08, 2020, 05:26:37 pm »
Hugs hang in there
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Re: Pammie’s all new blog
« Reply #274 on: May 08, 2020, 06:16:44 pm »
Hugs hang in there
Thanks Julie! Xxx


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Re: Pammie’s all new blog
« Reply #275 on: May 09, 2020, 02:13:25 pm »
Beautiful day today!



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Re: Pammie’s all new blog
« Reply #276 on: May 09, 2020, 04:31:30 pm »
Extra kettlebell workout tonight as part of my attempt to re-lose the extra weight


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Re: Pammie’s all new blog
« Reply #277 on: May 11, 2020, 03:10:16 am »
Well it certainly doesn't show! Not in that picture anyway! - E
Awwww thanks, carefully choreographed angle!


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Re: Pammie’s all new blog
« Reply #278 on: May 13, 2020, 04:02:38 pm »
Awwww thanks, carefully choreographed angle!


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Really down this week - I don’t think anyone in government cares about people isolated and alone.



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Re: Pammie’s all new blog
« Reply #279 on: May 13, 2020, 04:04:53 pm »
Hugs try to hand in there Pammie
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