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Re: Pammie’s all new blog
« Reply #500 on: July 19, 2020, 05:29:50 am »
Pammie so glad that you are feeling better.   Hmmm gin and chocolate.  I have to try that some day.

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Emma
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Re: Pammie’s all new blog
« Reply #501 on: July 20, 2020, 02:00:08 pm »
I’m still not sure I do Monday’s!



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Re: Pammie’s all new blog
« Reply #502 on: July 20, 2020, 02:06:00 pm »
Looks like Monday to me
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« Reply #503 on: July 20, 2020, 02:08:23 pm »
Looks like Monday to me



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Re: Pammie’s all new blog
« Reply #504 on: July 21, 2020, 11:11:18 am »
Today was my first day in the office for 4 months! A very different place to be honest! But all well organised and completely safe. Got the train to work and that was so quiet and somewhat spooky!
Made a nice change from home alone!





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Re: Pammie’s all new blog
« Reply #505 on: July 21, 2020, 11:33:47 am »
Nice office Pammie!

Glad you are enjoying the change from home.

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Re: Pammie’s all new blog
« Reply #506 on: July 21, 2020, 12:19:57 pm »
@Pammie
Dear Pammie:

I love your "look" in your summer clothes... and your big and happy smile.

Yes indeed it is nice to finally get out and about, out of your home, and you can now go to work in your place of business in your very "neat and well organized" office.

Thank you for your postings, keeping me and the rest of your followers updated regarding your life and your transition journeys.

I really enjoy viewing your frequent pictures that you post.


HUGS and best wishes as always,
Danielle


Today was my first day in the office for 4 months! A very different place to be honest! But all well organised and completely safe. Got the train to work and that was so quiet and somewhat spooky!
Made a nice change from home alone!





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Re: Pammie’s all new blog
« Reply #507 on: July 21, 2020, 01:40:37 pm »
@Pammie
Dear Pammie:

I love your "look" in your summer clothes... and your big and happy smile.

Yes indeed it is nice to finally get out and about, out of your home, and you can now go to work in your place of business in your very "neat and well organized" office.

Thank you for your postings, keeping me and the rest of your followers updated regarding your life and your transition journeys.

I really enjoy viewing your frequent pictures that you post.


HUGS and best wishes as always,
Danielle

Danielle, u r so supportive and encouraging - my absolute role model on Susan’s - we are lucky to have you!
I love to read your posts too in a very different world to mine xx


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Re: Pammie’s all new blog
« Reply #508 on: July 21, 2020, 03:56:06 pm »
Danielle, u r so supportive and encouraging - my absolute role model on Susan’s - we are lucky to have you!
I love to read your posts too in a very different world to mine xx

I wonder if Danielle is in our "not in the club yet" club... or if she has left that club? :)

I'm sure this will be confusing for everyone but you and me, Pammie!
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Re: Pammie’s all new blog
« Reply #509 on: July 21, 2020, 04:09:16 pm »
I wonder if Danielle is in our "not in the club yet" club... or if she has left that club? :)

I'm sure this will be confusing for everyone but you and me, Pammie!
It’s an important question!


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Re: Pammie’s all new blog
« Reply #510 on: July 21, 2020, 04:30:42 pm »
@Pammie   @Ellie_Arroway
Dear Pammie and Ellie:
Certainly CONFUSING FOR ME !!!
Please help me out but if it is an" inside secret" and not to be disclosed I fully understand.


HUGS to both of you, 
Danielle


I wonder if Danielle is in our "not in the club yet" club... or if she has left that club? :)

I'm sure this will be confusing for everyone but you and me, Pammie!

It’s an important question!

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Re: Pammie’s all new blog
« Reply #511 on: July 21, 2020, 06:01:36 pm »
@Pammie   @Ellie_Arroway
Dear Pammie and Ellie:
Certainly CONFUSING FOR ME !!!
Please help me out but if it is an" inside secret" and not to be disclosed I fully understand.


HUGS to both of you, 
Danielle

Hee hee,,sorry Danielle! It’s not an inside secret. Ellie and I are both pre-op so not yet in the “club” of those who have had GCS so we have formed a “not yet in the club” club
We weren’t sure if you had already had GCS or, indeed, if you were planning it otherwise


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Re: Pammie’s all new blog
« Reply #512 on: July 22, 2020, 03:13:58 pm »
I’m just 2 days away from the first anniversary of the absolute worst day of my life - when my beautiful daughter Siobhan died.
It’s so hard to smile when all I really want to do is cry.

That’s the best I can do today xxx


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Re: Pammie’s all new blog
« Reply #513 on: July 22, 2020, 03:28:03 pm »
Hee hee,,sorry Danielle! It’s not an inside secret. Ellie and I are both pre-op so not yet in the “club” of those who have had GCS so we have formed a “not yet in the club” club
We weren’t sure if you had already had GCS or, indeed, if you were planning it otherwise


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@Pammie   @Ellie_Arroway
To answer both of you ladies question.....
I am in the "all done" club.  I was fortunate that my unique genes cooperated with HRT so I did NOT have to have other surgery procedures such as FFS, BA or VFS.   I count myself very, very fortunate because I do know that there are my transition journey friends here that are "looking forward" to those things to help complete their journey.
HUGS and best wishes...   
Danielle
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Re: Pammie’s all new blog
« Reply #514 on: July 22, 2020, 04:22:48 pm »
I’m just 2 days away from the first anniversary of the absolute worst day of my life - when my beautiful daughter Siobhan died.
It’s so hard to smile when all I really want to do is cry.

That’s the best I can do today xxx


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Pammie, she knows how much you loved her. How much she meant to you. Wherever she is, I am sure of it. And I am sure she is proud of you, sweetie. Of who you are, and who you've grown to be. I am sure she is smiling at you, wanting the best for you.

People in our lives are never truly gone, sweetie. Not while they still live in our hearts. Siobhan is a part of you, as you are a part of her. And nothing can ever take that away from both of you, okay?

Hang in there, hon. I know a lot of how you are feeling. You are still with each other. Holding onto each other. From what I've seen you one of the best kind of mums a daughter could ever have had. And from what you've said of her, she is also someone special. That bond is eternal, Pammie. It will never leave either of you.

*extra big hugs*

Hang on to what you had, not what you've lost, okay? Let that give you strength.

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Re: Pammie’s all new blog
« Reply #515 on: July 22, 2020, 04:30:21 pm »
@Pammie
Dear Pammie:
I have no words but I do give you lots of loving HUGS for you......

     
HUGS,
Danielle


I’m just 2 days away from the first anniversary of the absolute worst day of my life - when my beautiful daughter Siobhan died.
It’s so hard to smile when all I really want to do is cry.

That’s the best I can do today xxx


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Re: Pammie’s all new blog
« Reply #516 on: July 23, 2020, 03:33:51 am »
Pammie, she knows how much you loved her. How much she meant to you. Wherever she is, I am sure of it. And I am sure she is proud of you, sweetie. Of who you are, and who you've grown to be. I am sure she is smiling at you, wanting the best for you.

People in our lives are never truly gone, sweetie. Not while they still live in our hearts. Siobhan is a part of you, as you are a part of her. And nothing can ever take that away from both of you, okay?

Hang in there, hon. I know a lot of how you are feeling. You are still with each other. Holding onto each other. From what I've seen you one of the best kind of mums a daughter could ever have had. And from what you've said of her, she is also someone special. That bond is eternal, Pammie. It will never leave either of you.

*extra big hugs*

Hang on to what you had, not what you've lost, okay? Let that give you strength.
That’s so lovely - thank you Sephirah! Xxx
Hugs right back!


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Re: Pammie’s all new blog
« Reply #517 on: July 23, 2020, 03:34:11 am »
@Pammie
Dear Pammie:
I have no words but I do give you lots of loving HUGS for you......

     
HUGS,
Danielle

Thanks Danielle! Xxx


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Re: Pammie’s all new blog
« Reply #518 on: July 23, 2020, 08:57:48 am »
Hugs
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Re: Pammie’s all new blog
« Reply #519 on: July 23, 2020, 12:57:38 pm »
Hugs
Thanks Hun!


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