Lying on my sun bed today and contemplating life, as you do!
I know there have been posts asking if people wish they had been born cis rather than trans or wish they had known much earlier that they were trans (for those of us unearthing our true selves later In life). I have always replied that I have fathered 4 wonderful children and how could i possibly change anything about that!
BUT, there is a but......
I still feel incredibly sad that I didn’t get to live the complete life I really should have had.
I look at young girls and think how i never got to experience that, nor female puberty and, of course, never got to carry a child. I do think I’ve been robbed of so much but I know there is nothing to be gained by focussing on what is just dreams.
Still loving every day of my Pammie life.


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