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Re: Pammie’s all new blog
« Reply #580 on: August 24, 2020, 02:59:09 pm »

Try to relax.  Enjoy your vacation.    :)

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Re: Pammie’s all new blog
« Reply #581 on: August 24, 2020, 04:33:09 pm »
Wow those are huge sunglasses!  (Not a criticism).

Cool.


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Good living, joy, unity, love, and happiness can come from following these practices: Never let selfishness or conceit motivate you.  Regard others as more important than yourself.  Do not limit attention to only your interests, but include the interests of others

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Re: Pammie’s all new blog
« Reply #582 on: August 24, 2020, 11:04:45 pm »
Wow those are huge sunglasses!  (Not a criticism).

Cool.


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Hee hee, aren’t they! Love them! Xxx


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« Reply #583 on: August 25, 2020, 04:01:14 pm »
I do love sunbathing!



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« Reply #584 on: August 27, 2020, 02:48:17 pm »
Lying on my sun bed today and contemplating life, as you do!
I know there have been posts asking if people wish they had been born cis rather than trans or wish they had known much earlier that they were trans (for those of us unearthing our true selves later In life). I have always replied that I have fathered 4 wonderful children and how could i possibly change anything about that!
BUT, there is a but......

I still feel incredibly sad that I didn’t get to live the complete life I really should have had.
I look at young girls and think how i never got to experience that, nor female  puberty and, of course, never got to carry a child. I do think I’ve been robbed of so much but I know there is nothing to be gained by focussing on what is just dreams.

Still loving every day of my Pammie life.




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Re: Pammie’s all new blog
« Reply #585 on: August 31, 2020, 12:10:48 pm »
Home again from holiday - well, at son-in-law’s helping with the boys.



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Re: Pammie’s all new blog
« Reply #586 on: August 31, 2020, 12:59:22 pm »
Glad you got back okay and not having to self isolate !
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« Reply #587 on: August 31, 2020, 01:35:05 pm »
Glad you got back okay and not having to self isolate !
Thanks! Xx
I actually had a great week and felt confident enough to mainly wear bikinis. My son in law reckoned I passed all week and I certainly felt I did. Got a great tan and feeling great about myself! My voice had a great week too!!


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Re: Pammie’s all new blog
« Reply #588 on: August 31, 2020, 06:39:46 pm »
Hi Pammie, 

You look amazing as always and seem to be really enjoying the warm weather.


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Re: Pammie’s all new blog
« Reply #589 on: September 01, 2020, 03:49:47 am »
Hi Pammie, 

You look amazing as always and seem to be really enjoying the warm weather.


Hugs,

Mikaela
Thanks Mikaela! xx
I loved the weather! Xx


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« Reply #590 on: September 06, 2020, 02:07:13 pm »
Home after a fabulous weekend with my wonderful boyfriend - he just makes me feel so feminine and even - dare I say it - sexy!
I’m just madly in love!




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Re: Pammie’s all new blog
« Reply #591 on: September 10, 2020, 02:12:40 pm »
My son-in-law’s 40th birthday this week - good excuse for dressing up





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Re: Pammie’s all new blog
« Reply #592 on: September 10, 2020, 04:49:35 pm »
Any excuse is a good excuse , have a flat inspection tomorrow morning so will make the effort !!Any excuse to look good.
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« Reply #593 on: September 12, 2020, 03:21:08 pm »
Any excuse is a good excuse , have a flat inspection tomorrow morning so will make the effort !!Any excuse to look good.
Absolutely right hun! Xxx
Happy Saturday evening to all my trans sisters and brothers xxx


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« Reply #594 on: September 14, 2020, 01:59:18 pm »
Some days are just horrible - just yet another trial when I keep hoping I’ve gone through enough.
As if realising i’m trans wasn’t enough, then my beautiful first born Siobhan died aged just 34. Learning to cope with that and changing my whole life style to spend every weekend with my son in law and the 2 boys who lost their mummy. - 260 miles every weekend. But no, still not enough. My daughter in law doesn’t like the fact i’m coming up to Teesside to help with the boys and prioritising that over spending time with them. Now i’m a <poo> parent too it seems.
Sometimes there are just too many hurdles to manage.


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Re: Pammie’s all new blog
« Reply #595 on: September 14, 2020, 02:43:45 pm »
Pammie I am so sorry to hear that.  You deserve so much better than the pettiness of your daughter-in- law.

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« Reply #596 on: September 14, 2020, 02:47:35 pm »
Pammie I am so sorry to hear that.  You deserve so much better than the pettiness of your daughter-in- law.

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Emma
Thanks Emma. Definitely a needing hugs kinda evening xxx


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Re: Pammie’s all new blog
« Reply #597 on: September 14, 2020, 03:39:53 pm »
HUGS , all I can say is some people----------
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Re: Pammie’s all new blog
« Reply #598 on: September 14, 2020, 03:45:10 pm »
HUGS , all I can say is some people----------
Thanks Davina, i’m resorting to the tried and tested tonight. Candle lit for my little girl, bottle of wine out and family bar of dairy milk caramel chocolate - pj’s and  duvet and girlie film! Xxxx


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Re: Pammie’s all new blog
« Reply #599 on: September 14, 2020, 05:42:49 pm »
Some days are just horrible - just yet another trial when I keep hoping I’ve gone through enough.
As if realising i’m trans wasn’t enough, then my beautiful first born Siobhan died aged just 34. Learning to cope with that and changing my whole life style to spend every weekend with my son in law and the 2 boys who lost their mummy. - 260 miles every weekend. But no, still not enough. My daughter in law doesn’t like the fact i’m coming up to Teesside to help with the boys and prioritising that over spending time with them. Now i’m a <poo> parent too it seems.
Sometimes there are just too many hurdles to manage.


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Sorry to hear this Pammie - Hugs to you.. With some people you just can not do right for doing wrong.....So your best doing what you think is best and damn the torpedo's...
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