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Offline Rakel

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Re: What do you think about all day after your dysphoria is gone?
« Reply #20 on: May 11, 2021, 05:58:57 am »
I hardly can find the right words or Metapher to explain this specific moment, because it blow up all  imaginativeness.
So I give a try to put my feeling in words:

In the minute I woke up from GCS and the surgeon said to me „it went well and all looks good“ my dysphoria was completely gone (the dysphoria never returned) and I felt so much calm, peace, relief, love, holistically and complete the human I am.

As I said it is not a easy undertaking to turn this moment in words, but may be you gotten a impression.

This is exactly what I felt after my GCS. I just felt a physical and mental sense of relief from years of my dysphoria. My only regret was not having GCS sooner.




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Re: What do you think about all day after your dysphoria is gone?
« Reply #21 on: May 13, 2021, 05:48:15 pm »
I had no idea how bad my dysphoria was until laying in bad post op.

Dilation and healing occupied my mind post op. Then granular contraction! There is plenty to think about post op but not dysphoria.
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Re: What do you think about all day after your dysphoria is gone?
« Reply #22 on: May 15, 2021, 03:06:23 am »


If BLOND, you stop "thinking", isn't THAT the whole point?
(just kidding, am thinking of my daughter, she criticizes me
for the "hips & butt" that she wants to keep? ;) )
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Re: What do you think about all day after your dysphoria is gone?
« Reply #23 on: June 12, 2021, 06:25:09 pm »
What I am going to wear today and what color lipstick!! :laugh:
That's me most days, just spent this afternoon baking cupcakes for my niece's birthday, in fact being a housewife I've too much to think about, a woman's work is never done.
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