During this quarantine, I’ve been listening to a lot of the music I grew up with and I felt my soul come alive again. I realized the reason I gravitated towards these songs is because they brought out my inner female spirit. I realized that feeling is what life is supposed to feel like. I’ve been dead inside for so long having to be someone I’m not, almost like a zombie. Now I know why. If I ever had any doubts about my gender dysphoria before, I never will again. I’m so glad I’m finally in a position to start my transition so I never have to feel that way again.