How is it going Mac1?
I noticed that your are somewhat up there in years, similar to myself. I am a late transitioner, having GCS about 4 years ago at age 66. I knew I wanted this since I was a teenager. I delayed my transition for various reasons. We all need to make our own decisions.
So, I have to ask, are you still in the "wishing" phase or are you about to do something about your feelings?