Don't worry too much Rachel, genital hair removal isn't as bad as you may think. It is a bit embarrassing at first, but you get past that quickly. I always kept my eyes closed during electrolysis sessions, occasionally I even fell asleep. The most painful area I remember was near the tendon connecting my thigh to my groin, those hairs always got my attention! Hair on and near the shaft was also somewhat painful. Keep your mind on your goal, not all the little battles you must fight to get there. I wish you all the best.
Love always -- Jessica Rose