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Introducting Amy Michelle
« on: September 13, 2020, 05:21:33 pm »
Hello I'm Amy Michelle from Kentucky. I'm hoping to find suggestions and encouragement from others on here by reading their questions, answers and stories.

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Re: Introducting Amy Michelle
« Reply #1 on: September 13, 2020, 07:11:55 pm »
Hello I'm Amy Michelle from Kentucky. I'm hoping to find suggestions and encouragement from others on here by reading their questions, answers and stories.

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Dear Amy
    Please know that I am not trying to purposely sidetrack and hijack your post and this thread but first I want to make certain that you are properly Welcomed to Susan's Place and the Forums. 

    Thank you for writing your first posting.... as you get more involved in exchanging comments on various posts other members will be along to offer their thoughts and comments in response to any of your specific questions and concerns that you may have.

    This is the right place for you to be to find out what others may have to say that may have been in your circumstances and with your questions and concerns.
    There are a lot of members here that will be able to identify with your situation as you continue to feel free to share it.
 
    I also want to warmly WELCOME you to Susan's Place
You will find this a safe and friendly place to share with others and to read about others similar trials, tribulations, and successes.

    As you are certainly aware you can share with others and involve yourself with some give and take with other like-minded members.  When frustrated or if you have successes you can share it here if you wish and receive support from others and offer support to others. ....
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    Please come in and continue to be involved at your own pace.
   
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Re: Introducting Amy Michelle
« Reply #2 on: September 13, 2020, 07:17:35 pm »
Good evening Amy,

You certainly found the best website for transgender issues on the internet.

Do you feel like telling us a little more about yourself.
Exactly what issues do you have to deal with?





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Re: Introducting Amy Michelle
« Reply #3 on: September 13, 2020, 07:46:10 pm »
Hello I'm Amy Michelle from Kentucky. I'm hoping to find suggestions and encouragement from others on here by reading their questions, answers and stories.

Hi!

Welcome Amy Michelle!   :)

Chrissy
Be a good example of good behavior.  Always be kinder than needed.  Be tender to others.  You are as beautiful as the thoughts you think and the words that you speak.   Always stay cheerful, be polite, kind, and understanding.  Knowledge and action shown without love is not impressive.  If you look for the good in people you will find it. Healthy relationships are so important to good living.  Serve others.

Good living, joy, unity, love, and happiness can come from following these practices: Never let selfishness or conceit motivate you.  Regard others as more important than yourself.  Do not limit attention to only your interests, but include the interests of others

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Re: Introducting Amy Michelle
« Reply #4 on: September 13, 2020, 08:52:00 pm »
Hello I'm Amy Michelle from Kentucky. I'm hoping to find suggestions and encouragement from others on here by reading their questions, answers and stories.

Amy Michelle-

Hello and welcome to the community!

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Re: Introducting Amy Michelle
« Reply #5 on: September 13, 2020, 10:51:59 pm »
Hi Amy Michelle, new here also:)

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Re: Introducting Amy Michelle
« Reply #6 on: September 13, 2020, 10:58:28 pm »
Hi Amy Michelle, new here also:)
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Dear Jodie:
Please permit me to give you a warm Welcome to Susan's Place.   Please look at the Welcome Message and informtion that I posted previously on this thread on Reply #2.   Lots of informative links regarding the rules here on the forums that all of our members should be aware of.

Again, Welcome !!!
Best wishes to you,

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A New Chapter: ALASKAN DANIELLE's Chronicles
I am the HUNTED PREY: Danielle’s Chronicles
Things change re: ALASKAN DANIELLE
Positive Mindset... put away negativity

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Re: Introducting Amy Michelle
« Reply #7 on: September 13, 2020, 11:12:12 pm »
Hi Amy Michelle, new here also:)

Jodie-

Hello as well, and welcome to the forum!

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Re: Introducting Amy Michelle
« Reply #8 on: September 14, 2020, 06:48:41 pm »
Good evening Amy,

You certainly found the best website for transgender issues on the internet.

Do you feel like telling us a little more about yourself.
Exactly what issues do you have to deal with?

Thought I'd give alittle backstory. I believe if I remember correctly I was about 7 or give or take a couple years when I first tried on a pair of my mom's knee highs. The feeling was like I never experienced before and it felt natural. I could not understand why my sister got pretty dresses and such and I didn't. I would often lay in bed thinking I would wake up and be a girl the next morning. I continued to sneak pantyhose, panties, bras and wear them while I was in the bathroom for a few seconds and then put them back in the the hamper. Then in my teens I happen to find an article in one of my dad's porno magazine that discussed transexualism, and my thought was that's what I am. I tore out that article and placed it in my wallet to have to read again. Then one day I left my wallet and my nosey sister found it and went through it and show my dad and mom the article and I was busted. I swore up and down I was a boy and that article was just out of curiosity and I let it go and tried my best to stop sneaking panties and bras. Even got busted for having a pair of panties hid under my mattress when mom decided to change my sheets while I was at school. When I became an adult I tried to put it all behind me an be the man I was suppose to be but that lead me into deep depression for several years. I again gave in and found dresses,panties, bras or makeup whenever I could get a chance to get dressed up. Then on halloween in 2013, I was dating this woman and  joking around that I should dress up as a woman for halloween and what started off as a joke she wouldn't let me out of it. So I gave in and bought me a Black dress, pantyhose, panties, a bra, and wig, and went to her house to get ready. After I got dressed she did my makeup and put on fake nails. I was amazed at how I looked and I'm sadden cause there were no pics taken as I didn't want any to get out. We went down to a bar we often hung out at and I totally fooled alot of people and they thought I was a real woman until I spoke. I ended up winning the costume contest and when the announced I won, I heard a guy near me say, that was a dude I had no idea. But that night had to end and Amy Michelle went back in the closet. I felt so good being out in public and it felt so natural to be dressed fully. I ended up breaking up with her not too long after but she knows that I would love to go out again dressed but we lost touch after I came out to her saying how I felt so natural dressed and was considering dressing on a regular bases. Once again I purged all my stuff and tried to put Amy to bed once again but that was short lived. Now I'm allowing her to wear panties on a regular bases and when and if I get enough money I'm going on a vacation and get fully dressed and got out publicly.

I'm not sure if I'm just a crossdresser or trans. All I know when I am Amy, I feel so happy and so natural. I'm so confused to what I am and wished I had other close to talk to and be friends with and hang out together. I live in eastern ky. I've tried dating sites trying to find friends local but they all turned out just in for one thing.

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Re: Introducting Amy Michelle
« Reply #9 on: September 14, 2020, 07:21:02 pm »
Amy,

Your story is very common here. Many of us start with cross dressing and that is as far as it goes for a good portion of us. I respect CD's because they all seem to express a phenomenal sense of style and presence.

What you really have to ask your self is "How do you see yourself in your own mind?" Assume for a moment that the make up and fashions we adore just never existed. Everybody wore the same drab clothing with no color or fitting. How would you see yourself in such a world?

For myself, my dysphoria was not about clothes or make up, but rather more about hormones and my physical body. I decided I needed GCS and when I did finally have my genitals rearranged in a female manner, my dysphoria was gone and never returned. For myself, complete transition was necessary. From name change to surgery, I needed it all. To be completely honest, during my transition, there were many difficult moments, but I worked through them and I am happy with myself now. Life is worth living.

You need to decide how you want to live the rest of your life. Sexual preference is a big part of this. Do not ignore your desires in this area. There are many options for you to consider besides complete transition and cross dressing.

Take care and see you around.  :-*




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Re: Introducting Amy Michelle
« Reply #10 on: September 15, 2020, 02:53:45 pm »
Hi Amy:

You are very welcome here !

Hugs,

Holly

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