I am much better by the way, I guess its because I went back at socialising and being out and about doing things. I did start some therapy tho, as I realise I have a few issues, including struggling being alone/feeling lonely so I guess it's good that I went to talk about it 
I'm sure you already know that this is pretty common after a major surgery like what you had. I'm really glad that you're getting back into the swing of being out and about. Staying busy really helps a lot.
As I broke up from a long term relationship with my ex husband, and now Im a single girl living in London, parts of me longs being in a relationship again, and im seeing a couple of guys but its just casual dating, no strings type situation. I don't know, I should be completely single but I can't seem to be able to.
Totally understand. I haven't been alone in a long time, so I don't really know what it is like. I can imagine, though, that I wouldn't like it too much!
~Sara