I dread mirrors and avoid at all costs generally. I have mixed emotions about this body. If I am waking up refreshed and after having dreams as my true self, I get one glimpse and euphoria turns to dysphoria pretty fast. I hope this gets better soon. It has only been about a year now that I have been accepting of all of this. I am patiently approaching things and trying to enjoy what I can about myself. If only I could have one day where the dream was finally a reality, my heart would feel so much better. I thought about news-papering all the mirrors but that feels like the wrong attitude. My sincere hope is that transition is kind to my old body and lets a the right one emerge soon.