week 1 vs week 30
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14 months ago vs today
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Damn girl! That's amazing, great job!
So many of the transformations here just blow my mind. Definitely gives me hope.
@Jenny - Sweet!
Quote from: Alaia on July 01, 2013, 04:29:41 AM
Damn girl! That's amazing, great job!
So many of the transformations here just blow my mind. Definitely gives me hope.
This!
Quote from: Jennygirl on July 01, 2013, 03:41:32 AM
week 1 vs week 30
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14 months ago vs today
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You clean up rather nicely Sweet Pea, love those sparkly eyes!
Quote from: Jennygirl on July 01, 2013, 03:41:32 AM
week 1 vs week 30
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14 months ago vs today
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Jenny - I hate you...you are such a doll and dare I say a better looking woman than where you started? I am so jealous :)
Very happy for your transition and thanks for being so open in sharing. Inspiring to me.
Quote from: Jennygirl on July 01, 2013, 03:41:32 AM
Hmm...you either became your younger sister or your own daughter...I can't tell!
Gorgeous, of course!
Quote from: Alaia on July 01, 2013, 04:29:41 AM
Damn girl! That's amazing, great job!
So many of the transformations here just blow my mind. Definitely gives me hope.
Thanks Alaia! I feel like that is the best possible outcome of posting pictures here.. that I would inspire someone or make them feel better about transitioning. I do think it is possible to work miracles with your look if you put the time in and open up to yourself. Overall I notice tons of differences across my face and body, but I think most of the most noticeable changes have been presentational. I realized early on that starting HRT at 28 would not yield me everything I dreamed of when it came to passing... There would be a lot more to the equation.
I know that there are certain things I was lucky with due to genetics, but I have worked HARD to get where I am today. I really hope that comes through. Nothing I have done has just fallen into my lap.. except for maybe this community of helpers, critique-ers, and friendly relatable personalities .. I am SO thankful to so many people here.. too many to list, really (... okay Shan you take the cake :D Jamie you are right up there, too) I don't think I would be this happy without finding Susan's. The least I can do is try to help members here as others have helped me- in any way possible.
Jenny you're stunning. :icon_eek:
For someone just at the start of this journey you are giving me such inspiration
All of you thank you
Quote from: Jennygirl on July 01, 2013, 03:41:32 AM
week 1 vs week 30
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14 months ago vs today
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Amazing change! You look great.
I think I love this thread above all other threads because I just know it is the biggest help in the world for those starting out. I wish I could post something here but I don't think I have the pics.
Everybody, and I mean EVERYBODY has made such AMAZING progress except those that looked great to begin with, maybe. On the recent ones, Jenny, I see a girl under the scruff tbh, but the change is stunning. Rachel... Omg! Wow!
Quote from: Jen on July 02, 2013, 05:11:55 PM
I think I love this thread above all other threads because I just know it is the biggest help in the world for those starting out. I wish I could post something here but I don't think I have the pics.
Everybody, and I mean EVERYBODY has made such AMAZING progress except those that looked great to begin with, maybe. On the recent ones, Jenny, I see a girl under the scruff tbh, but the change is stunning. Rachel... Omg! Wow!
You are so right about this thread Jen, I think it is the best myself. And no on the highlighted comment, we all know that you were drop-dead-gorgeous all along anyway..LOL Auntie Shan really admires so many of you younger women and yes, OMG WOW!
March 2008
(https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/1234422/Susans/florence.jpg)
August 2012
(https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/1234422/Susans/twins.jpg)
June 2013
(https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/1234422/Susans/IMG_0991.jpg)
I would say this is more of a before and "during" since transition is still ongoing (I don't always present as female since my id is still male and I have to travel internationally for work. In Japan at the moment for work, all my Japanese colleagues are intrigued by my "pop star appearance" with no idea it's due to the E :) )
Kate, good to see you again! Your little one is so cute ... takes after you. :D
Looking good Kate and your 'mini me' is adorable :)
Quote from: V M on July 02, 2013, 08:53:34 PM
Looking good Kate and your 'mini me' is adorable :)
In the photo taken in August 2012, my daughter said "We're like twins!" :D
Awww. I remember when mine were that age. Now the youngest is 19 and sullen.
Quote from: Jen on July 02, 2013, 05:11:55 PM
Rachel... Omg! Wow!
Thanks Jen. To be honest I really hadn't realized just how much I've changed until I put those two pictures side by side. Thanks for the feedback.
Jenny and Kate, you both look so cute and natural. Very adorable pictures.
Before (18 Years Old):
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After (20 months on E (20 Years Old)):
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Quote from: RonnieMay on July 03, 2013, 12:09:34 AM
Before (18 Years Old):
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After (20 months on E (20 Years Old)):
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Gorgeous :)
Quote from: KateConnors on July 02, 2013, 09:10:13 PM
In the photo taken in August 2012, my daughter said "We're like twins!" :D
You look great Kate, and you both look so happy :)
Quote from: KateConnors on July 02, 2013, 08:02:44 PM
June 2013
(https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/1234422/Susans/IMG_0991.jpg)
I would say this is more of a before and "during" since transition is still ongoing (I don't always present as female since my id is still male and I have to travel internationally for work. In Japan at the moment for work, all my Japanese colleagues are intrigued by my "pop star appearance" with no idea it's due to the E :) )
How you could at all pass as male is a total mystery to me. You have such a natural feminine radiance! I love seeing pictures of women who, like me, have young children. Simply lovely.
Kate and Ronnie May, both fabulous transitions WOW ladies!
Just wow, both of you :)
Oh and that little girl...eep! Cute!
Quote from: alice10 on July 04, 2013, 07:15:26 PM
June 2011
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June 2013
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Sooo cute, another good looking chickster!
Alice, awesome transition! I had to laugh at your shirt and your tattoo - I own a 2012 Impreza (that someone will have to pry out of my cold dead hands, I love it so much.)
Quote from: RonnieMay on July 03, 2013, 12:09:34 AM
Before (18 Years Old):
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After (20 months on E (20 Years Old)):
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wow! you are gorgeous I can't help but be jealous. Lucky girl starting so young! :D
Quote from: spooky on July 05, 2013, 11:05:16 PM
i took the second image last night to compare breast growth over the last year. i was genuinely surprised to notice such a huge change in my face instead!
july 2012 (pre hormones) and july 2013 (about 8/9 months hrt)
looking good
Quote from: spooky on July 05, 2013, 11:05:16 PM
i took the second image last night to compare breast growth over the last year. i was genuinely surprised to notice such a huge change in my face instead!
july 2012 (pre hormones) and july 2013 (about 8/9 months hrt)
You look good.
"before and after" reached 2,000 posts. Time for a new collection. The old topic will drift down off the first page.
Day 1
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9 Months HRT (no makeup)
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I've actually been taking a picture every month to mark changes but didn't want to fill the page with 9 photos ;)
Thought I'll post here... it's been a while since I've done a before and after post...
Year 2010 - Pre HRT (before any HRT)
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Jan/Feb 2011 I stopped HRT for a year and a half after this pic
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May 2013 after 13 months of HRT
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Celestica, MaidofOrleans, RonnieMay, alice10 and KateConnors - you are all looking really beautiful in those pics. :)
Quote from: vibes6 on July 06, 2013, 08:01:40 AM
Thought I'll post here... it's been a while since I've done a before and after post...
I've not seen your "before" posts, all I can say is incredible, the girl is darling!
Thanks mods for moving my post over to the new thread :D
I was not expecting that!
Quote from: MaidofOrleans on July 06, 2013, 05:04:07 AM
Day 1
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9 Months HRT (no makeup)
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I've actually been taking a picture every month to mark changes but didn't want to fill the page with 9 photos ;)
I think we'll be noticing an even bigger change the next time you post here in a few months ;)
Looking good, Maid! I've always been impressed with how feminine you look with no makeup at all.
Quote from: vibes6 on July 06, 2013, 08:01:40 AM
Thought I'll post here... it's been a while since I've done a before and after post...
Year 2010 - Pre HRT (before any HRT)
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Jan/Feb 2011 I stopped HRT for a year and a half after this pic
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May 2013 after 13 months of HRT
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Very nice changes. You look so delicate in the after photo :D
Quote from: KateConnors on July 02, 2013, 08:02:44 PM
I would say this is more of a before and "during" since transition is still ongoing (I don't always present as female since my id is still male and I have to travel internationally for work. In Japan at the moment for work, all my Japanese colleagues are intrigued by my "pop star appearance" with no idea it's due to the E :) )
Incredible transition so far Kate, love the little Poo Bah in the photos, she is precious!
*subscribes
As always, this is my absolute favorite thread, so I want to keep up with it.
Congrats on the amazing transformations, everyone! :D
Quote from: MaidofOrleans on July 06, 2013, 05:04:07 AM
Day 1
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9 Months HRT (no makeup)
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I've actually been taking a picture every month to mark changes but didn't want to fill the page with 9 photos ;)
I would of labeled you female even pre-hormones. Lookin' good.
Fall 2011, Pre-Everything vs. Summer 2013, 10 mo HRT
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Wow, Di, you look fabulous. Absolutely gorgeous. Your smile lights up your whole face.
Here's my "before and currently" since I have a ways to go yet :)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FYOWMC6T.jpg&hash=fe78457de1049c023adb7246e650552329b9da91) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FeVHRcPv.jpg&hash=36d3b1f9da840ea33afc2089de37b74b372668c6)
OMG! No comparison. Incredible.
Di, am I going crazy, or were you wearing a baseball cap before? Because that was really cute.
LOL, too much beauty. I'm losing it!
I can't keep up with all the posts, but
Orihime, whoa! seriously...? Major changes!
Princess Di, you look beautiful and your before pic looks like your brother. Def not the same person.
Maidoforleans, subtle changes cause you started out pretty feminine looking, but they make a really big difference nonetheless. Big diff in the story your eyes tell about how you were feeling.
Vibes6, again.. different person. You look so cute now :)
The best thing is seeing smiles replacing despair.
Sorry if I didn't mention some of you gorgeous ladies, but I wrote this post Saturday morning....Jenny, Alice, Ronny May, Kate, Spooky and Ms. Orleans, you girls/women make me proud to be trans and sick to be me. Ms. Maid, you could have gone full time months ago, imho, so I'm sooo happy to see you're going to do it in less than two months. I'm sure you must already be living part time, but the freedom of finally living your life as you were always meant to makes me really happy for you. All of you look so gorgeous, but truthfully, Spooky, Ronny May, and Jenny, your age, beauty and the many years ahead of you where you'll live as you were meant to, brings my catastrophic past into focus. I'll be 59 in 40 days, and I won't have two years of living full time till September 7th, literally the only two years since childhood I've ever been happy. I'm writing this and posting the accompanying photos for you girls who know who you are but haven't yet taken the only steps you know in your mind, body, soul and spirit that will ever make you happy. I began transitioning and stopped within a few months at 23 years old, the biggest mistake and heartache in an empty existence of knowing every day of it I was female and strangling in the slow death of male impersonation. My biggest problem now is looking back at my former life, but it always gets better each time I see myself in the mirror, look down to see my now thin, feminine hands, or think about the guy I met last October who's in love with me and I'm in love with. So all of you girls afraid to take that step to make your now male body match your feminine heart and soul, look at all the women here and know they once looked and felt like you do now (or like me, much worse). Then ask yourself truthfully, 'will I ever be happy living as a male?'
2010/236 lbs.(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1356.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fq739%2FTOmirandaTS%2FObeseampSuicidalMaleImpersonator2010_zpsb17ef4a7.jpg&hash=beed24fb03f70651c2c567377f9d79ccf8c6dba4) (http://s1356.photobucket.com/user/TOmirandaTS/media/ObeseampSuicidalMaleImpersonator2010_zpsb17ef4a7.jpg.html)
2/13...16 MO.'s>165(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1356.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fq739%2FTOmirandaTS%2FPhoto151_zpsc39ca593.jpg&hash=fe8860d6ae4f98dbdb573b6d8036ed193b59335b) (http://s1356.photobucket.com/user/TOmirandaTS/media/Photo151_zpsc39ca593.jpg.html)
20MO.'s
160LBS.(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1356.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fq739%2FTOmirandaTS%2FSince%2520my%2520brothers%2520liver%2520crisis%2520and%2520transplant%2FPhoto0234a_zps6533ded1.jpg&hash=642f3c86f2cd0c785ae60e6bf0ccc15b114c0f76) (http://s1356.photobucket.com/user/TOmirandaTS/media/Since%20my%20brothers%20liver%20crisis%20and%20transplant/Photo0234a_zps6533ded1.jpg.html)22 MO.'s FULL TIME>165...Again!?!? LBS.(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1356.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fq739%2FTOmirandaTS%2FILOVETHISMAXI_zps14c2ef60.jpg&hash=a4b6027d9184fec1b49caf7920146da45f39e7c0) (http://s1356.photobucket.com/user/TOmirandaTS/media/ILOVETHISMAXI_zps14c2ef60.jpg.html)
Miranda, you are beautiful inside and out!
The change is unbelievable Miranda! I love what you said too :)
These transformations are absolutely mind-blowing, beautiful, and inspiring!
Incredible, Miranda!
I had no idea how far you've come. You look great now :D
Quote from: Orihime on July 07, 2013, 12:45:04 AM
Here's my "before and currently" since I have a ways to go yet :)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FYOWMC6T.jpg&hash=fe78457de1049c023adb7246e650552329b9da91) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FeVHRcPv.jpg&hash=36d3b1f9da840ea33afc2089de37b74b372668c6)
OMG Orhime, you look terrific honey! That guy looks like your brother and the only way I can tell is the smile which is charming, but you look gorgeous doll face!
Quote from: PrincessDi on July 06, 2013, 08:40:47 PM
Fall 2011, Pre-Everything vs. Summer 2013, 10 mo HRT
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Once again, so very pretty! Read your website blog, Kudos!
Thanks everyone! I have to say these before and afters were an inspiration to me when I was starting out, so I'm thrilled to be amongst you :)
Quote from: Shantel on July 07, 2013, 09:18:27 AM
Miranda, you are beautiful inside and out!
Shan, you say the nicest, coolest things, some of which I'm sure I don't deserve! But thank you, thank you! This girl loves a compliment, especially when it's sincere, even if it isn't quite true, lol!
QuoteThe change is unbelievable Miranda! I love what you said too
Jen, thank you very, very much too. You ladies know how to make a girl feel good about herself.
QuoteIncredible, Miranda! I had no idea how far you've come. You look great now
And Jenny, I hope you know how beautiful and special I think you are.
I'm not always happy, but I'm happy and at peace the vast majority of my life now. I no longer exist, I live and love the life God gave me when he saved me from myself. Before I show you these photos, I have to say, Orihime and Princess Di, you are both gorgeous young women and should be ecstatic over your transition!
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1356.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fq739%2FTOmirandaTS%2FFrom%2520Randy%2520to%2520Randi%2520to%2520Miranda%2520Elizabeth%2520Thomson%2FRANDI41onemonthbefore1sttransition_zpsbaa40560.jpg&hash=79751fe0110c3b7b54c28ef081e5b1c73ff05cdc) (http://s1356.photobucket.com/user/TOmirandaTS/media/From%20Randy%20to%20Randi%20to%20Miranda%20Elizabeth%20Thomson/RANDI41onemonthbefore1sttransition_zpsbaa40560.jpg.html)
Now, to show you ladies I wasn't always a fat, drunken male impersonator. In the photo above, I was 42, 155 lbs. in my rock star/tennis player male impersonator mode. This was still how I looked on March 27, 2000, at 45, the day I had an unnecessary knee replacement by two money grubbing butchers disguised as surgeons that went horribly wrong. I got MRSA, nearly lost my leg, then nearly died from a blood clot that went from my knee to my lung. The pain, the meds I had to take for months to battle the recurring blood clots and MRSA, and the depression of losing being able to play sports anymore, the only thing that kept me remotely sane, made me gain 93 lbs. to 248, in less than nine months. I attempted suicide three times between 2001 and July 12th, 2011. I came to the next day in my room after washing down 60 10 mg. methadone pills with a 12 pack of beer. That was my last alcohol, and on July 13th, I knew I'd attempt suicide again if I didn't radically change and I knew I'd use a gun successfully. So I 'decided' (no decision at all) to finally attempt to live as a woman, got on HRT, and have gone from 226 lbs. down to 160, then back up to 165 in the last month because of eating fast food and not trying to diet because my brother's terribly sick. But I'm going to get down to 148 by the end of summer. But this Saturday, July 13th, 2013, I'll have two years sober!!! I have no doubts or illusions that if I hadn't stopped drinking I wouldn't have transitioned. And if I hadn't transitioned I know I'd be dead now.
So God bless you all and thank you for being there for each other and for me. Mira
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This is my 58 year old surfer girl pic, taken four days ago
Miranda you were a hot guy and an even hotter girl!
Quote from: Miranda Elizabeth on July 08, 2013, 03:18:18 AM
Shan, you say the nicest, coolest things, some of which I'm sure I don't deserve! But thank you, thank you! This girl loves a compliment, especially when it's sincere, even if it isn't quite true, lol!
We'll have to get made up and wear summery dresses and heels and do lunch sometime by the water at one of those outdoor places with the big market umbrellas and you can tell me how in the world you would think I'd complement you and it wouldn't be true. You know your Auntie Shan is a no BS type of gal, what I said is what it is sweetie! You deserve the best for being a survivor of what has been a horrific struggle, I truly admire that kind of determination and resolve. We can hope that it's infectious because there are a lot of folks here that could benefit from catching it.
Quote from: Miranda Elizabeth on July 08, 2013, 03:18:18 AM
But this Saturday, July 13th, 2013, I'll have two years sober!!! I have no doubts or illusions that if I hadn't stopped drinking I wouldn't have transitioned. And if I hadn't transitioned I know I'd be dead now.
:eusa_clap: Clean, sober and only 58 years young with the entire second half of your life up ahead, congratulations young lady! You're just a kid honey, time to enjoy your life! I turn 70 in August! :D ;D
Quote from: Shantel on July 08, 2013, 08:35:38 AM
We'll have to get made up and wear summery dresses and heels and do lunch sometime by the water at one of those outdoor places with the big market umbrellas and you can tell me how in the world you would think I'd complement you and it wouldn't be true. You know your Auntie Shan is a no BS type of gal, what I said is what it is sweetie! You deserve the best for being a survivor of what has been a horrific struggle, I truly admire that kind of determination and resolve. We can hope that it's infectious because there are a lot of folks here that could benefit from catching it.
:eusa_clap: Clean, sober and only 58 years young with the entire second half of your life up ahead, congratulations young lady! You're just a kid honey, time to enjoy your life! I turn 70 in August! :D ;D
Thank you, Shan. We'd have to bring our S.O.'s, so they wouldn't think we were doing the nasty with perfect strangers who couldn't keep their eyes, then hands off us! And I know you mean the compliments, and truthfully, I deserve the compliment about having determination and resolve to change my existence into a happy life from mere survival and literally nothing more. And even though I had a couple periods of not drinking for 7 months once and 120 days another, I white knuckled every moment I didn't have a beer in my hand and alcohol in my system. I was a 'dry drunk' and a bitch in private and an
>-bleeped-< and a bitch in general. But it's been so easy this time, that I haven't been tempted once to have even one beer, but that's more the Lord than anything I've done, because he kept me alive through all three suicide attempts. Then he gave me the hope that I could live as the woman He made me if I didn't give up. I haven't felt for one moment I did anything other than finally make absolutely the best decision of my life by transitioning. And I thank God every time I look in the mirror that He gave me female features and too much estrogen throughout my life. God is Great and I am finally happy. But thank you, Auntie, thank you. If I ever get up to the Puget Sound area we'll have to make a day of it under that big umbrella! Love you, Mira
By the way, I turn 59 on August 16th, what day is your birthday?
Quote from: Miranda Elizabeth on July 08, 2013, 11:09:15 PM
Thank you, Shan. We'd have to bring our S.O.'s, so they wouldn't think we were doing the nasty with perfect strangers who couldn't keep their eyes, then hands off us! And I know you mean the compliments, and truthfully, I deserve the compliment about having determination and resolve to change my existence into a happy life from mere survival and literally nothing more. And even though I had a couple periods of not drinking for 7 months once and 120 days another, I white knuckled every moment I didn't have a beer in my hand and alcohol in my system. I was a 'dry drunk' and a bitch in private and an >-bleeped-< and a bitch in general. But it's been so easy this time, that I haven't been tempted once to have even one beer, but that's more the Lord than anything I've done, because he kept me alive through all three suicide attempts. Then he gave me the hope that I could live as the woman He made me if I didn't give up. I haven't felt for one moment I did anything other than finally make absolutely the best decision of my life by transitioning. And I thank God every time I look in the mirror that He gave me female features and too much estrogen throughout my life. God is Great and I am finally happy. But thank you, Auntie, thank you. If I ever get up to the Puget Sound area we'll have to make a day of it under that big umbrella! Love you, Mira
By the way, I turn 59 on August 16th, what day is your birthday?
August 3rd for me, you're just a kid still, eleven years my junior! I'm going for botox again today to get the grumpy guy looking wrinkle ironed out of the bridge of my nose. Probably could use a brow lift but......$$$ Ya know. Love you too sweetie!
Y'all don't need to worry about anything, you are all looking perfect! I am ever so slightly jealous!
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Wow!! thank you all so much for the kind words. It really means a lot to me. Miranda, you are so inspiring to me - such a beautiful woman. Well done.
<3 Di
Quote from: PrincessDi on July 09, 2013, 10:01:10 PM
Wow!! thank you all so much for the kind words. It really means a lot to me. Miranda, you are so inspiring to me - such a beautiful woman. Well done.
<3 Di
Di, thank you so very, very much. You know what I said and wrote about you when I first saw you and read your blog. You're a truly beautiful young woman, inside and out, and you'll still far outdistance my looks when you get my age, girl! You're one of the truly gorgeous, cis born looking girls. Just remember, God gave you a wonderful gift, so appreciate His work (and yours, obviously!) when you look in the mirror. God bless you, sweetie! Mira
Videos. 1 year into transition (April 2012) and then 1 month ago (June 2013):
My face got rounder. lol
Keaira (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vW4qzocPHHg#) Greetings to Susans Members (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qjHg_meQ2xw#)
August 2010
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July 2013
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Love your hair cut Kelly! Frames your face so well
Quote from: Keaira on July 10, 2013, 06:09:43 AM
1 year into transition (April 2012) and then 1 month ago (June 2013):
My face got rounder. lol
You've come a long way Keaira, you both have!
I should have made a before video. But, when you really hate your own appearance, you kind of dont want to. I was on a low estrogen dose ar the time of the 1st video.
Just joined this forum a few days ago. I must say everyone I've seen looks amazing!!! It's great to see all the authentic beauty everyone is allowing to show through as their true self.
6 MONTHS OF HRT!!! WOOHOO!!! :D
...which means I'm overdue to update my "Before and After" pictures. So here we go:
First off, a before and after of just my face... no wigs, no nothing, just my natural appearance:
Before: (1/8/13)
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After: (7/11/13)
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Next up, a before and after of myself with wigs on, attempting "girl mode"...
Before: (1/30/13, 4 weeks into HRT)
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After: (7/11/13)
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And finally, full body!
Before: (4/25/2009)
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After: (7/11/13) [side note: no feminizing trickery here, IE padded bras or hip pads or anything... just my natural body now.]
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HRT is awesome!!! And this is only 6 months in. I can't wait to see what I'll be looking like by the end of the year!
Till next time...
Love ya!
-Carrie
OMG Carrie Liz, you are totally rad girl! What a huge change in your transition, kudos!
Hey folks, I've been reading stuff on this forum on and off for years. I just came across this before/after thread and WOW it's AMAZING!
This is my first post so go easy on me eh? :P
I'll take a quick bit of time to tell yall a little about me:
I'm 39, born with Reifensteins Syndrome, also known as Partial Androgen Insensitivity Syndrome (Grade 2/3). I had problems with my testicles since birth since they never descended until I was 8. I had problems with male puberty so long story short, my pediatrician put me on testosterone shots.
I got seriously depressed, because I loved the androgynous body and face I had before testosterone. My voice didn't even really started to break until the testosterone. I got out of my parents house as soon as I could and moved away. Tried to play the male game, I became a FAA licensed aircraft maintenance tech. I tried to play butch, but I was always read as effeminate or gay even though I married a woman when I was 21. My wife knew about my unusual body, and the problems I had with puberty and how testosterone shots made me feel physically and psychologically.
I wound up stopping the testosterone, because it was causing dangerously high blood pressure and keeping my glucose levels up. I hated my male body, facial hair, some arm hair and chest hair (thank god, I never got back hair and the chest I had was sparse, thin and not much of it). I told her due to being born with Reifenstein's, I was sterile - but she wound up falling in love with me anyway.
Fast forward to 2006: I was developing a lot of pain in my testicles, and found out I was entering the first stage of testicular cancer most likely due to my testes not descending until I was 8. So I had a bilateral orchiectomy in 2007. I wanted to transition then, but I decided to see how I felt once the testosterone was out of my body - maybe I would be 'healed' of feeling female. In short: no. Depleted of testosterone brought me psychological relief, I still had to transition.
2010: I started HRT, had a bunch of electrolysis, laser on the face, Radiesse to my cheeks and Restalyne to my lips
2013: I'm just a normal, happy person neither 100% male nor 100% female, but somehow, somewhere in the middle who is mentally and physically androgynous still married to the love of my life who stuck by my side through all of this
:)
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Here is a link to a video of mine on Youtube that shows a lot more pictures in your typical "before/after" slideshow thingy.
Male to female transition: One year of hormones - Before/After (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F9VF3g0KrKU#)
You are all beautiful!
Mikki
Hi there and welcome Mikki! This topic is inspirational isn't it. Part 1 has rolled down off page 1, but it can still be found.
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Wow, Carrie Liz! This has to be (without a doubt) one of the best transitions I've seen in the 15 or so years I've been around. You should be very proud with what's happened in such a short period of time. ;)
You look great Mikki :)
Thanks V M. :)
I don't identify as transgender/sexual... I guess I fall somewhere in the gender queer section. ::)
All my life people said I had to look/be/act male. Then I transitioned to 100% female (minus SRS I "think" I'm happy with just the orchiectomy) and wasn't happy. I felt too conscience about my surroundings; meaning always wondering If I was getting "read". I live in Ft. Worth Texas. Not a too GLBT friendly town. So I started dressing androgynously (is that a word?). To me, gender isn't about clothes, make up, shoes, jewelry, perfume, etc. it's about being comfortable in ones skin. I feel very... no, V E R Y fortunate having come from a loving Italian/eastern euro background. My family would fight for me and protect me at all costs - not accost me, so I knew I had their support. :) My mother was afraid I was going to turn into some Jerry Springer miniskirt, high heel wearing, well, you get the idea. ::) My changes were subtle. I did the hormone thing and gave it time. Took pictures each month to document the progress as you could see from the Youtube link in my original post. I figured it was time to go fulltime when in 'male' clothes, I was getting "maam/miss" when out and about - in which I did. ;D The only time I got "dressed up" was to go to a function with my family at some redneck play in this hick town and I wore a full length dress, heels, professional makeup applied and got my hair done. Everyone was staring esp. my brother in law. I asked him if I looked like a freak show and he said 'no, you look gorgeous.' which shocked the hell out of me since he's a crazy ass redneck. :D My in-laws had a hard time at first, but now they keep their opinions to themselves. My wife who loves me to death, I could tell a bit of her was constantly in mourning after I fully transitioned. So between that and me always worrying about being 'read', I found this wonderful balance between male and female. I still get maamed and now stared at when I talk as a male, but whatever, I just hit this "I just don't care what people think" point. I just tell them I'm the prettiest um, male you will ever meet next to Andrej Pejic. :angel: >:-)
PS,
How come I cant add a picture next to my name? It says I'm a "visitor"
Hi Mikki :icon_wave:
Welcome to Susan's :) Glad to have you here
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Hugs
V M
@Mikki, welcome, wow, you have come through on the right side of a difficult early years. A remarkable video of your transition. As you say "blessed," to have your health, a supportive family, friends and a loving wife that has come out on the right side with you. Have a Great life.
@Carrie, you are blazing a trail to Beauty in a short time. Love the last pic.
Jamie
Thanks V M and Jamie - I couldn't find where it said about being able to post an avatar! Awesome group of folks here!
Cheers! 8)
Quote from: TheAndrogynousAspie on July 11, 2013, 09:53:27 PM
You are all beautiful!
Mikki
So are you mikki, rather stunning actually!
Quote from: Byron on July 11, 2013, 10:23:15 PM
Wow, Carrie Liz! This has to be (without a doubt) one of the best transitions I've seen in the 15 or so years I've been around. You should be very proud with what's happened in such a short period of time. ;)
Wow... completely was not expecting to get a comment like that! Thank you! :D
And yes, I am indeed very happy with it. This is the first time in my entire adult life that I've actually started to like my own body.
Thanks so much, everyone! I couldn't have done it without your support, as well as the inspiration from this very topic. Just 7 short months ago, I still believed that it was completely impossible... that I would always be stuck in a body that I hated. And then I stumbled onto this very thread, and it was one of the primary things that gave me hope that it really was possible. And now here we are!
Thank you so much everyone! Thank you! :D :D :D
@Mikki, I forgot to post that it takes 15 post from you & then you should be able to post an avatar.
Jamie
Hey gang, I found a couple more pictures of me - before/after type pics. I had a hard drive crash without backing stuff up a while back so I lost a lot of pics. :'(
I found them elsewhere on other media and uploaded them to a host site so here they are. To me, I think they are pretty dramatic changes. Note: at the time I went on HRT (just estradiol), I was post op from a bilateral orchiectomy three years prior and my body changed quite a bit from that alone and no estrogen. So it's my thinking that I believe being depleted of testosterone has REALLY helped, since there was nothing to "block" or overcome, so no need for spironolactone:
I have to laugh, because in the top pic with the goatee, it took me about two years to grow the dang thing then I would use mascara to darken it LOL. :eusa_wall:
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@Jamie:
Thanks, I'm sure the motormouth I am, I'll get to 15 posts pretty quick! :icon_blahblah: :eusa_dance:
I'm sure you will. ;)
That second picture looks as if your hair was thinning. No sign in the later pics.
Quote from: Jamie D on July 13, 2013, 10:12:27 AM
That second picture looks as if your hair was thinning. No sign in the later pics.
I noticed that too. Only because my own hair is at that stage - thin up front and rapidly receding. And I was wondering how the hair thickened up (not that it's any of my business, because you look great, but is it real or artificial, and if it's real can you tell me your secret?)
I think you made an excellent choice with your gender. Your pictures now compared to then are extraordinary. :)
Quote from: Michele on July 13, 2013, 06:50:08 PM
I think you made an excellent choice with your gender. Your pictures now compared to then are extraordinary. :)
Thank you, I'll take that as a compliment hehe :)
You know, it's interesting, to me at least, I never though of my hair as 'thin' until We got back from Hawaii and I saw that pic. I was like OMG my hair! I went in the bathroom at home (I have 5 100 watt light bulbs so it's pretty bright) and looked at my hair at every angle and couldn't replicate it (that thin look).
I asked my spouse to look at my hair in the sun at the same angle around the same time of day as that pic, and she was surprised, it didn't look that thin like it did in the pic. Maybe it had something to do with the Hawaii sun? UV? LOL, I really don't know but, my hair shaft is fine, always has been. I get that from my mom. My mom is of Russian/Ukraine/E.U. decent, and a lot of the women in my family have thin hair. My dad is 100% Italian and his hair is so black and gorgeous. Why couldn't I have his hair! haha
But damn, that picture kinda looks like I have Alopecia. :o :(
My secret? No secret, I REALLY thought it was the light, until I had my bilateral orchiectomy in 2007. By blessed luck after that, my hair thickened up (a little, not a lot) once all T production was gone post op. My T levels prior to surgery were in the low 100-103's naturally, no spiro. Even my endo was surprised that my face wasn't androgynous from such low T levels. But like I told him, my parents put me on T shots when I was a kid. Having Refeinstein's Syndrome just plain sucks. But androgen insensitivity is a whole separate discussion. They didn't know what to do/how to treat Reifenstein's in the 70's when I was born. Now, they let the children decide what gender they are as they get older.
I wanted to do hair extensions, but didn't want to spend $1200 on them. I just learned how to style it to hide that "M" LOL. I'm happy now, and to me, that's what counts. :)
PAIS puts several of our members in an unusual position of ambiguity. I think your transition photos are wonderful.
Here's a pre-HRT selfie: http://i.imgur.com/jSfOplX.jpg (http://i.imgur.com/jSfOplX.jpg)
For how I look now without make-up, see this post: https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php/topic,136263.msg1182623.html#msg1182623 (https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php/topic,136263.msg1182623.html#msg1182623)
For how I look with make-up and dressed-up, see this post: https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php/topic,138923.msg1182620.html#msg1182620 (https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php/topic,138923.msg1182620.html#msg1182620)
June 2012
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July 2013 (1 Month of Hormones)
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July 2013 (1 Month of Hormones)
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I love your hair!
Quote from: Jamie D on July 14, 2013, 03:44:12 PM
PAIS puts several of our members in an unusual position of ambiguity. I think you transition photos are wonderful.
Yes, you're absolutely right Jamie. I've become friends with many PAIS and CAIS girls.Damn those CAIS girls! Grr... lol. Anyway, You're right, a LOT of the PAIS boys who stay boys with no gender identity issues and their counterparts XY boys who transition m2f, sometimes are already in some sort of androgyny/ambiguity. I would LOVE to say I was androgynous before, but that would be a lie. However, at least being PAIS with the whole androgen receptor mutation thing going on, I 'like to think' estrogen worked pretty OK for me. What I'm curious to know and I never will is this: what would I have looked like 'now' if my pediatrician put me on testosterone as a kid? I received about 5 or 6 (hell, I can't remember, I'm 39) T shots throughout my youth.
Last T shot I believe I got was 15 or 16 (9th grade) because I had no chest hair, penis still didn't develop for the Tanner stage I was at, I had a prominent case of Gynecomastia (34B/C - and I weighed 145 lbs, so it's not like they were 'fat boy boobs'), no leg/arm hair/underarm, voice was still kind of high, very effeminate.
What sucks was, that last shot I got as a kid... that was a bitch - my life changed after that day. Acne, oily skin, body hair, voice got deeper. To me, that's the day my life got ruined. I know no normal "male" wants testicular cancer, I sure didn't, however, I'll count catching it in time was a blessing. I really think I had a 'pretty good' transition because besides being PAIS, I had virtually no T to overcome. Eight months post op is when I had my first hormone levels checked, and my T level was 8 >:-)
Is there any other folks here on the boards with PAIS? I'd love to connect with them.
I just wanted to show an update of how far I've came :) plus for other girls and guys (yes guys your welcome too ;) to show their progress.
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Alexis
You look amazing. It still shocks me how much a persons face is determined by hormones. How long between pictures?
I've only been onHRT for 3 months so....no major change yet.
Thanks
Kay
WOW you ladies are lookin' gorgeous! I am blown away by what incredible progress you all have made. I hope to make the same progress in the other direction, lol. Keep it up, you all are absolutely beautiful.
Quote from: TheAndrogynousAspie on July 15, 2013, 11:00:46 PM
Yes, you're absolutely right Jamie. I've become friends with many PAIS and CAIS girls.Damn those CAIS girls! Grr... lol. Anyway, You're right, a LOT of the PAIS boys who stay boys with no gender identity issues and their counterparts XY boys who transition m2f, sometimes are already in some sort of androgyny/ambiguity. I would LOVE to say I was androgynous before, but that would be a lie. However, at least being PAIS with the whole androgen receptor mutation thing going on, I 'like to think' estrogen worked pretty OK for me. What I'm curious to know and I never will is this: what would I have looked like 'now' if my pediatrician put me on testosterone as a kid? I received about 5 or 6 (hell, I can't remember, I'm 39) T shots throughout my youth.
Last T shot I believe I got was 15 or 16 (9th grade) because I had no chest hair, penis still didn't develop for the Tanner stage I was at, I had a prominent case of Gynecomastia (34B/C - and I weighed 145 lbs, so it's not like they were 'fat boy boobs'), no leg/arm hair/underarm, voice was still kind of high, very effeminate.
What sucks was, that last shot I got as a kid... that was a bitch - my life changed after that day. Acne, oily skin, body hair, voice got deeper. To me, that's the day my life got ruined. I know no normal "male" wants testicular cancer, I sure didn't, however, I'll count catching it in time was a blessing. I really think I had a 'pretty good' transition because besides being PAIS, I had virtually no T to overcome. Eight months post op is when I had my first hormone levels checked, and my T level was 8 >:-)
Is there any other folks here on the boards with PAIS? I'd love to connect with them.
Yes there are. You should check out the current and older posts on the Intersex talk board.
Quote from: truetranssoulrebel on July 15, 2013, 06:05:53 PM
July 2013 (1 Month of Hormones)
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Looking great. I'm a bit envious of your hair. :D
Quote from: AlexisB on July 16, 2013, 02:41:00 PM
I just wanted to show an update of how far I've came :) plus for other girls and guys (yes guys your welcome too ;) to show their progress.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1278.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fy514%2Falexis_bellew1%2Fmebeforeandafter1_zps7726c8fe.png&hash=dfd3ace4e1bb0dd535cd8d971886ba70acdeb1cf) (http://s1278.photobucket.com/user/alexis_bellew1/media/mebeforeandafter1_zps7726c8fe.png.html)
Wow Alexis, you look incredible! I wouldn't be able to clock you as anything but a CIS woman in public.
Awk thankyou lol i've not started estrogen yet, just puberty blockers :)
Quote from: AlexisB on July 17, 2013, 12:33:38 PM
Awk thankyou lol i've not started estrogen yet, just puberty blockers :)
Very pretty, an excellent candidate for full-blown womanhood!
Quote from: AlexisB on July 16, 2013, 02:41:00 PM
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1278.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fy514%2Falexis_bellew1%2Fmebeforeandafter1_zps7726c8fe.png&hash=dfd3ace4e1bb0dd535cd8d971886ba70acdeb1cf) (http://s1278.photobucket.com/user/alexis_bellew1/media/mebeforeandafter1_zps7726c8fe.png.html)
Quote from: truetranssoulrebel on July 15, 2013, 06:05:53 PM
(https://fbcdn-sphotos-g-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-ash3/1011988_10151561062680852_1240558919_n.jpg)
When I see photos like this, it makes me begin to wonder whether I'm living on the wrong side of the Atlantic. You're both beautiful. Congratulations! ;)
Quote from: AlexisB on July 16, 2013, 02:41:00 PM
I just wanted to show an update of how far I've came :) plus for other girls and guys (yes guys your welcome too ;) to show their progress.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1278.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fy514%2Falexis_bellew1%2Fmebeforeandafter1_zps7726c8fe.png&hash=dfd3ace4e1bb0dd535cd8d971886ba70acdeb1cf) (http://s1278.photobucket.com/user/alexis_bellew1/media/mebeforeandafter1_zps7726c8fe.png.html)
Alexis, from this point forward, I will say the same thing every time that you post photos: You need to become a model. No objections please, just go and make it happen!
awh thankyou! too lovely
Quote from: AlexisB on July 18, 2013, 03:53:36 PM
awh thankyou! too lovely
YOU are!
Looking great Alexis! You must be very happy!
For General Amusement:
My before and after images
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fcdn8.triplepundit.com%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2012%2F08%2Ftrain-wreck.jpg&hash=f9f36b195b349865e22e7d01418be85ac7fd6136) | (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2F63.135.98.40%2Ftrainwreck02.jpg&hash=84f5c6c93f35eb4fd054eef21d984cbb167e595d) |
Train wrecks either way, just not made for glamor! :D
In the "After" picture, it appears to me that you are "stacked." ::)
Quote from: Jamie D on July 20, 2013, 06:18:59 PM
In the "After" picture, it appears to me that you are "stacked." ::)
I'm almost sure she is! ;D
I still think I'm not far enough along for a true before and after. But really who cares? ;) Alright My before pic was took in my old car sometime in 2011. And I think I can now see why the guys at work used to say I looked like Daniel Craig.
And I took this pic this week in my current car. So let me call this my before and after driving edition. I think a lot has changed other than the car I'm driving. ;)
Quote from: Heather on July 20, 2013, 07:28:35 PM
I still think I'm not far enough along for a true before and after. But really who cares? ;) Alright My before pic was took in my old car sometime in 2011. And I think I can now see why the guys at work used to say I looked like Daniel Craig.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1343.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fo798%2Fphoenixrising79%2F486_zps4cc2b2b9.jpg&hash=1662d7fc608c91289acc837b4c49693e52a7e5ee) (http://s1343.photobucket.com/user/phoenixrising79/media/486_zps4cc2b2b9.jpg.html)
And I took this pic this week in my current car. So let me call this my before and after driving edition. I think a lot has changed other than the car I'm driving. ;)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1343.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fo798%2Fphoenixrising79%2F007_zps124021a1.jpg&hash=ad2464003ee542e9b3ca2536a5d7edb809dd575c) (http://s1343.photobucket.com/user/phoenixrising79/media/007_zps124021a1.jpg.html)
Looking so pretty Heather! Who's the grumpy looking man in the photo above you? Holy smokes what amazing progress!
Quote from: Shantel on July 20, 2013, 07:44:16 PM
Looking so pretty Heather! Who's the grumpy looking man in the photo above you? Holy smokes what amazing progress!
Thanks Shantel That grumpy man showed up in a lot of my older photos. Thankfully I think I've seen the last of him. ;)
Man to woman in 50 seconds (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2QE8uhow7Do#)
You think I pulled it off? :)
Quote from: Jamie D on July 20, 2013, 06:18:59 PM
In the "After" picture, it appears to me that you are "stacked." ::)
Funny. ;)
Closer to reality → the
sagging in picture on left. :o ;D
Quote from: Sydney Greentree on July 20, 2013, 09:22:49 PM
Man to woman in 50 seconds (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2QE8uhow7Do#)
You think I pulled it off? :)
You are a master of the dystopian genre.
Quote from: Heather on July 20, 2013, 07:28:35 PM
I still think I'm not far enough along for a true before and after. But really who cares? ;) Alright My before pic was took in my old car sometime in 2011. And I think I can now see why the guys at work used to say I looked like Daniel Craig.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1343.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fo798%2Fphoenixrising79%2F486_zps4cc2b2b9.jpg&hash=1662d7fc608c91289acc837b4c49693e52a7e5ee) (http://s1343.photobucket.com/user/phoenixrising79/media/486_zps4cc2b2b9.jpg.html)
And I took this pic this week in my current car. So let me call this my before and after driving edition. I think a lot has changed other than the car I'm driving. ;)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1343.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fo798%2Fphoenixrising79%2F007_zps124021a1.jpg&hash=ad2464003ee542e9b3ca2536a5d7edb809dd575c) (http://s1343.photobucket.com/user/phoenixrising79/media/007_zps124021a1.jpg.html)
You're looking great Heather!!! Those are some big changes for only half a year of HRT.
Quote from: Heather on July 20, 2013, 07:28:35 PM
I still think I'm not far enough along for a true before and after. But really who cares? ;) Alright My before pic was took in my old car sometime in 2011. And I think I can now see why the guys at work used to say I looked like Daniel Craig.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1343.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fo798%2Fphoenixrising79%2F486_zps4cc2b2b9.jpg&hash=1662d7fc608c91289acc837b4c49693e52a7e5ee) (http://s1343.photobucket.com/user/phoenixrising79/media/486_zps4cc2b2b9.jpg.html)
And I took this pic this week in my current car. So let me call this my before and after driving edition. I think a lot has changed other than the car I'm driving. ;)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1343.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fo798%2Fphoenixrising79%2F007_zps124021a1.jpg&hash=ad2464003ee542e9b3ca2536a5d7edb809dd575c) (http://s1343.photobucket.com/user/phoenixrising79/media/007_zps124021a1.jpg.html)
You have come such a long way. I like what I see :)
Thanks Joanna and Tristan! I know I still got a long ways to go. But I'm grateful for all the changes I have experienced so far. ;)
It's been a while since I've posted in these threads, but I'm coming up on my 1 year on HRT mark (I really can't believe it!), and wanted to share:
A couple of months before HRT
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimageshack.us%2Fa%2Fimg248%2F5281%2Fbeforedy.jpg&hash=8ee7846e2ecc0335075a6de35a7fc84d56cef40a)
~11 months HRT
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimageshack.us%2Fa%2Fimg51%2F9854%2Fyxp3.jpg&hash=13cd81da20d1bf8e59b456648cd3b5f2c9cc2acc)
I feel like I still have a ways to go, but I'm pretty happy with my progress so far.
Quote from: Heather on July 20, 2013, 07:28:35 PM
I still think I'm not far enough along for a true before and after. But really who cares? ;) Alright My before pic was took in my old car sometime in 2011. And I think I can now see why the guys at work used to say I looked like Daniel Craig.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1343.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fo798%2Fphoenixrising79%2F486_zps4cc2b2b9.jpg&hash=1662d7fc608c91289acc837b4c49693e52a7e5ee) (http://s1343.photobucket.com/user/phoenixrising79/media/486_zps4cc2b2b9.jpg.html)
And I took this pic this week in my current car. So let me call this my before and after driving edition. I think a lot has changed other than the car I'm driving. ;)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1343.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fo798%2Fphoenixrising79%2F007_zps124021a1.jpg&hash=ad2464003ee542e9b3ca2536a5d7edb809dd575c) (http://s1343.photobucket.com/user/phoenixrising79/media/007_zps124021a1.jpg.html)
Biggest change ever contender right here. :D
You look AMAZING, Heather. Visually completely passable, too, I believe.
Quote from: ZoeM on July 23, 2013, 01:59:04 PM
Biggest change ever contender right here. :D
You look AMAZING, Heather. Visually completely passable, too, I believe.
Thanks Zoe! I don't know if I would say I'm a contender for the biggest change ever. I have seen many women on this site that have seen way more change than me. But I do appreciate the complement. :)
Lycheeblossom you look great big changes girl! :)
Quote from: lycheeblossom on July 23, 2013, 01:43:16 PM
It's been a while since I've posted in these threads, but I'm coming up on my 1 year on HRT mark (I really can't believe it!), and wanted to share:
I feel like I still have a ways to go, but I'm pretty happy with my progress so far.
Mother of Pearl! :icon_yikes: You better be happy with your progress! I would suspect siblings, not anything else! Also you're smiling now, unlike before, so that's a x5 modifier for your points! I wouldn't believe you're anything but born girl through and through, just by looking at you. Also I kind of wish I could get my hair to do anything like that, instead it just points everywhere and feathers out in all directions. I've sort of given up, and just say, "it's bed head, get over it!" Heheh. ::)
I really don't think I could handle putting a before & after picture of myself up in plain view. I don't know how you all are doing it. Either way, it's nice to see the drastic differences in some, and just how certain things can shape how somebody looks.
Quote from: PepperedIssy on July 26, 2013, 07:44:38 PM
Mother of Pearl! :icon_yikes: You better be happy with your progress! I would suspect siblings, not anything else! Also you're smiling now, unlike before, so that's a x5 modifier for your points! I wouldn't believe you're anything but born girl through and through, just by looking at you. Also I kind of wish I could get my hair to do anything like that, instead it just points everywhere and feathers out in all directions. I've sort of given up, and just say, "it's bed head, get over it!" Heheh. ::)
I really don't think I could handle putting a before & after picture of myself up in plain view. I don't know how you all are doing it. Either way, it's nice to see the drastic differences in some, and just how certain things can shape how somebody looks.
That's exactly what I think.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FTMyogmY.jpg&hash=ffc711e2f8961a8271bf212bc6b9dcad09817fb1)
Quote from: Jennygirl on July 27, 2013, 08:05:21 PM
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FTMyogmY.jpg&hash=ffc711e2f8961a8271bf212bc6b9dcad09817fb1)
As usual you look great Jenny! Now I must say even though I know my hair will be that length in a few months. I'm kinda jealous! :laugh: Anyways lots of progress girl! :)
Quote from: PepperedIssy on July 26, 2013, 07:44:38 PM
Mother of Pearl! :icon_yikes: You better be happy with your progress! I would suspect siblings, not anything else! Also you're smiling now, unlike before, so that's a x5 modifier for your points! I wouldn't believe you're anything but born girl through and through, just by looking at you. Also I kind of wish I could get my hair to do anything like that, instead it just points everywhere and feathers out in all directions. I've sort of given up, and just say, "it's bed head, get over it!" Heheh. ::)
I really don't think I could handle putting a before & after picture of myself up in plain view. I don't know how you all are doing it. Either way, it's nice to see the drastic differences in some, and just how certain things can shape how somebody looks.
Quote from: PiaBianca on July 27, 2013, 03:41:49 PM
That's exactly what I think.
Thank you both so much! I'm certainly happy now! :)
Quote from: Heather on July 27, 2013, 08:22:41 PM
As usual you look great Jenny! Now I must say even though I know my hair will be that length in a few months. I'm kinda jealous! :laugh: Anyways lots of progress girl! :)
Thanks Heather! You've made a ton of progress yourself :D
** HIGH FIVE! **
&
Cheers!!
Quote from: Jennygirl on July 27, 2013, 08:05:21 PM
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FTMyogmY.jpg&hash=ffc711e2f8961a8271bf212bc6b9dcad09817fb1)
You are simply stunning. I hope I turn out as pretty as you have and sound as pretty as you do too; I might have to give Yeson a shot. ;)
Quote from: Jennygirl on July 27, 2013, 08:05:21 PM
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FTMyogmY.jpg&hash=ffc711e2f8961a8271bf212bc6b9dcad09817fb1)
That's quite the metamorphosis Jenny--looking fab!
Quote from: Amelia Pond on July 27, 2013, 08:51:21 PM
You are simply stunning. I hope I turn out as pretty as you have and sound as pretty as you do too; I might have to give Yeson a shot. ;)
Quote from: Alaia on July 27, 2013, 09:04:55 PM
That's quite the metamorphosis Jenny--looking fab!
:D Thanks Amelia & Alaia!!
It's crazy how HRT changes things, but I never guessed that it would affect me as much as it has. I was in the ranks of folks not sure if I would ever pass or be confident enough to consider myself attractive presenting as a female. I feel lucky to have met people on here that really helped me through those months. In fact, because of Susan's, I always had a hope that things would turn out well... and I think it was the HOPE y'all instilled in me that has allowed my transition to go smoother than I ever dreamed possible.
I am just really thankful to have found this place. The politeness/kindness/sensitivity of the members here is in my opinion unparalleled- unlike anything I have ever seen! I feel like we are all in this together and I love being a member here :)
Quote from: Jennygirl on July 27, 2013, 09:10:51 PM
It's crazy how HRT changes things, but I never guessed that it would affect me as much as it has.
If it will affect me only half that much, I'll be totally happy. You look great!
Quote from: Jennygirl on July 27, 2013, 09:10:51 PM
In fact, because of Susan's, I always had a hope that things would turn out well... and I think it was the HOPE y'all instilled in me that has allowed my transition to go smoother than I ever dreamed possible.
When I see the pictures, I start to develop hope, too.
Quote from: Jennygirl on July 27, 2013, 09:10:51 PM
I am just really thankful to have found this place. The politeness/kindness/sensitivity of the members here is in my opinion unparalleled- unlike anything I have ever seen! I feel like we are all in this together and I love being a member here :)
Yeah, exactly. I don't need to add anything.
For those of you who haven't seen me before. Don't worry, I'll delete these pictures fairly soon.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1353.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fq663%2Fkathybottoms%2F1_zpsc5615cdb.jpg&hash=85be43890853dd9d0d13d104600d8bbf05ae8895) (http://s1353.photobucket.com/user/kathybottoms/media/1_zpsc5615cdb.jpg.html)
The day I retired two years ago.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1353.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fq663%2Fkathybottoms%2FPICT0277_zps550507c0.jpg&hash=900865b734fb3041db11250691a2930258d49429) (http://s1353.photobucket.com/user/kathybottoms/media/PICT0277_zps550507c0.jpg.html)
This morning with our first cup of coffee. Suppose I should have yelled"Wait!", and dressed up first.
Quote from: kathyk on July 28, 2013, 09:09:50 AM
For those of you who haven't seen me before. Don't worry, I'll delete these pictures fairly soon.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1353.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fq663%2Fkathybottoms%2F1_zpsc5615cdb.jpg&hash=85be43890853dd9d0d13d104600d8bbf05ae8895) (http://s1353.photobucket.com/user/kathybottoms/media/1_zpsc5615cdb.jpg.html)
The day I retired two years ago.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1353.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fq663%2Fkathybottoms%2FPICT0277_zps550507c0.jpg&hash=900865b734fb3041db11250691a2930258d49429) (http://s1353.photobucket.com/user/kathybottoms/media/PICT0277_zps550507c0.jpg.html)
This morning with our first cup of coffee. Suppose I should have yelled"Wait!", and dressed up first.
Hey Kathy,
Where have you been lady? Looks like you're now enjoying your life just being you, atta girl hon! ((Hugs))
Hi Shan. Great to hear from you.
Finally got my life together, and making it work. I'll stick around awhile. It's lonely in this part of Michigan.
Hugs, K
Shan. I got your message. Not up to 15 posts yet, but working on it. >:-)
Quote from: Jennygirl on July 27, 2013, 08:05:21 PM
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FTMyogmY.jpg&hash=ffc711e2f8961a8271bf212bc6b9dcad09817fb1)
Quote from: lycheeblossom on July 23, 2013, 01:43:16 PM
It's been a while since I've posted in these threads, but I'm coming up on my 1 year on HRT mark (I really can't believe it!), and wanted to share:
A couple of months before HRT
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimageshack.us%2Fa%2Fimg248%2F5281%2Fbeforedy.jpg&hash=8ee7846e2ecc0335075a6de35a7fc84d56cef40a)
~11 months HRT
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimageshack.us%2Fa%2Fimg51%2F9854%2Fyxp3.jpg&hash=13cd81da20d1bf8e59b456648cd3b5f2c9cc2acc)
I feel like I still have a ways to go, but I'm pretty happy with my progress so far.
Quote from: Heather on July 20, 2013, 07:28:35 PM
I still think I'm not far enough along for a true before and after. But really who cares? ;) Alright My before pic was took in my old car sometime in 2011. And I think I can now see why the guys at work used to say I looked like Daniel Craig.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1343.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fo798%2Fphoenixrising79%2F486_zps4cc2b2b9.jpg&hash=1662d7fc608c91289acc837b4c49693e52a7e5ee) (http://s1343.photobucket.com/user/phoenixrising79/media/486_zps4cc2b2b9.jpg.html)
And I took this pic this week in my current car. So let me call this my before and after driving edition. I think a lot has changed other than the car I'm driving. ;)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1343.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fo798%2Fphoenixrising79%2F007_zps124021a1.jpg&hash=ad2464003ee542e9b3ca2536a5d7edb809dd575c) (http://s1343.photobucket.com/user/phoenixrising79/media/007_zps124021a1.jpg.html)
All three of you ladies are simply awesome! The changes in you are sooo amazing it's wonderful to see. I hit two years on HRT one week ago today, but I count my going full time on September 7th as my 2 year birthday. I was looking in the mirror tonight and I really can't remember being that male impersonator in the photos I've posted anymore. I see the woman I've always wanted to be whenever I look in the mirror, think of myself in my mind, and even dream as the real me, Miranda. I'm not always happy, but I'm more, far more than I ever wished, hoped or prayed I could be at nearly 59. I really hope and pray that you three reach this feeling, because that miserable, suicidal thing never existed, and this girl is really quite happy. Hugs, Mira
1 year of HRT
(https://fbcdn-sphotos-f-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-prn2/969809_421471487961684_97373191_n.jpg)
Quote from: Jennygirl on July 27, 2013, 08:05:21 PM
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FTMyogmY.jpg&hash=ffc711e2f8961a8271bf212bc6b9dcad09817fb1)
Girl you hit the facial jackpot. your look aborable.
Quote from: Jennifer.L on August 02, 2013, 10:14:17 PM
1 year of HRT
(https://fbcdn-sphotos-f-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-prn2/969809_421471487961684_97373191_n.jpg)
Pretty nice face yourself Jennifer, and what a remarkable transition!
Quote from: Jennifer.L on August 02, 2013, 10:14:17 PM
1 year of HRT
(https://fbcdn-sphotos-f-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-prn2/969809_421471487961684_97373191_n.jpg)
Very pretty. That's quite the change, I'd be happy with just a portion of that success. :)
Quote from: Jennifer.L on August 02, 2013, 10:14:17 PM
1 year of HRT
(https://fbcdn-sphotos-f-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-prn2/969809_421471487961684_97373191_n.jpg)
You've come a long way, Jen, and your avatar is really cute!
Well thank you girls :D i think my blond hair helps alot. I loooovvve bing blond :)
June 2010:
(https://fbcdn-sphotos-f-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-ash3/13434_1357747180698_8352161_n.jpg)
August 2013:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1285.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fa599%2Farschuma%2F1082900_10102870841702033_827697048_n_zps5635335a.jpg&hash=ccdbbea017dfc47255f44ef6ea99037a948653ba)
Quote from: Anna! on August 04, 2013, 06:03:06 PM
June 2010:
(https://fbcdn-sphotos-f-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-ash3/13434_1357747180698_8352161_n.jpg)
August 2013:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1285.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fa599%2Farschuma%2F1082900_10102870841702033_827697048_n_zps5635335a.jpg&hash=ccdbbea017dfc47255f44ef6ea99037a948653ba)
You're coming right along Anna, looking good and way girly. I like your naturally wavy hair, did you know it was going to be that wavy and nice?
I'm digging the blonde hair on you Jennifer. For some reason, it just seems so fitting on you.
@Anna wonderful transformation. You pass completely in the second photo and it kind of reminds me of a 50's type of look.
Quote from: Shantel on August 04, 2013, 06:10:45 PM
You're coming right along Anna, looking good and way girly. I like your naturally wavy hair, did you know it was going to be that wavy and nice?
Nope! The first photo is about as long as I would ever let it get... [denial]girls have long hair and I'm a guy darnit![/denial]
Quote from: Malachite on August 04, 2013, 06:12:27 PM
@Anna wonderful transformation. You pass completely in the second photo and it kind of reminds me of a 50's type of look.
Thank you! I hear that getting my eyebrows waxed last week helped a TON!
Quote from: Anna! on August 04, 2013, 06:03:06 PM
June 2010:
(https://fbcdn-sphotos-f-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-ash3/13434_1357747180698_8352161_n.jpg)
August 2013:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1285.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fa599%2Farschuma%2F1082900_10102870841702033_827697048_n_zps5635335a.jpg&hash=ccdbbea017dfc47255f44ef6ea99037a948653ba)
Looking great Anna! Your starting to look really feminine. :)
Anna, the change in your cheeks is really pronounced!
Maddy
Quote from: Anna! on August 04, 2013, 06:03:06 PM
June 2010:
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August 2013:
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Anna, I love your pictures. I don't know if you're as cheerful and upbeat looking IRL as you are when you photograph, but I every time I see one of your pics, I think "I wish I knew her. I bet she lights up a room."
Thanks for posting.
gone now :P
Quote from: Heather on August 04, 2013, 07:22:36 PM
Looking great Anna! Your starting to look really feminine. :)
Yay!! That's what I'm going for :)
Quote from: MadeleineG on August 04, 2013, 07:25:17 PM
Anna, the change in your cheeks is really pronounced!
Maddy
I wonder how much of that is hormones and how much is general weight loss. I'm also down 40 pounds from when the first picture was taken.
Quote from: suzifrommd on August 04, 2013, 07:41:56 PM
Anna, I love your pictures. I don't know if you're as cheerful and upbeat looking IRL as you are when you photograph, but I every time I see one of your pics, I think "I wish I knew her. I bet she lights up a room."
Thanks for posting.
You're welcome! And thanks for the comment! I try to be that cheerful everywhere (it's much easier now that I'm on HRT), but I'm worried that I put on a "everybody stay away from me!" face while I was in stores an hour ago :(
Quote from: Anna! on August 04, 2013, 06:03:06 PM
June 2010:
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August 2013:
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Oh, what a transition. And additionally I now know why you are the "pink penguin."
Quote from: Jennygirl on July 27, 2013, 08:05:21 PM
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FTMyogmY.jpg&hash=ffc711e2f8961a8271bf212bc6b9dcad09817fb1)
Ms Jenny. You are a beautiful woman. I haven't been on HRT as long as yourself (19 months), and am eagerly awaiting to be on it as long as you have.
Incredible.
Monica.
Quote from: PiaBianca on August 05, 2013, 12:43:45 AM
Oh, what a transition. And additionally I now know why you are the "pink penguin."
Haha, thanks! I'm also the "pink penguin" because I had a pink Tux avatar for my first few months here (the same picture I'm currently using on Twitter)
Quote from: Alaia on August 04, 2013, 08:02:19 PM
Same day before and after :)
I know, it's not your traditional before and after, but I just wanted to have some fun with it. ;D
Please don't quote this (or at least not my male mode pics). I'm still in the closet to some of my family and friends, so I'll be editing out those pics in a day or so. If you quote it then I'll have to yank them from my album.
And finally, the after after: (woke up in the morning after I fell asleep in that pic on the bed lol)
(https://lh4.googleusercontent.com/-kTU4lp6iBOw/Uf7lhhnSqsI/AAAAAAAAAIM/PhvAyRS-yyQ/w600-h800-no/after+after.JPG)
Wait, we don't have spoiler tags? Ah well, sorry about the picture spam then. At least they are thumbnail sized. ;)
I understand right where you are at with your thinking right now, all I can say is that you have great potential, a lovely face to begin with. We'll be here with you as you move forward with it.
Quote from: Jennygirl on July 01, 2013, 03:41:32 AM
week 1 vs week 30
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FMjKrz8f.jpg&hash=7ff49ce0ba06298023254e5159e666c501165fe3)
14 months ago vs today
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FKhExEhi.jpg&hash=b4f04b5a72475fa0049a0052961636950e9c7859)
You're so beautiful. I think I may have a crush on you.
Quote from: Dreams2014 on August 05, 2013, 10:12:00 AM
You're so beautiful. I think I may have a crush on you.
Who doesn't, Jennygirl is hawt! :D ;D :laugh:
Quote from: Anna! on August 05, 2013, 07:08:32 AM
Haha, thanks! I'm also the "pink penguin" because I had a pink Tux avatar for my first few months here (the same picture I'm currently using on Twitter)
Oh, I'd have betted that it's the ubuntu-logo on your before picture...
Quote from: PiaBianca on August 05, 2013, 02:17:06 PM
Oh, I'd have betted that it's the ubuntu-logo on your before picture...
I guess there is that, too! But the intention was to vaguely reference me being a Linux kernel developer.
Quote from: Anna! on August 05, 2013, 02:20:17 PM
I guess there is that, too! But the intention was to vaguely reference me being a Linux kernel developer.
Oh, higher grade that is. I'm only using linux, although I'm a software developer, too.
Quote from: Shantel on August 05, 2013, 10:15:01 AM
Who doesn't, Jennygirl is hawt! :D ;D :laugh:
^ This! Lol
Quote from: Shantel on August 05, 2013, 09:39:42 AM
I understand right where you are at with your thinking right now, all I can say is that you have great potential, a lovely face to begin with. We'll be here with you as you move forward with it.
Thanks Shan, that's good to hear.
Pics are gone now, probably wasn't the best thread for it anyway. ;)
Quote from: Shantel on August 05, 2013, 10:15:01 AM
Who doesn't, Jennygirl is hawt! :D ;D :laugh:
Ayayay!! Thanks Shan and Dreams :D :D :D
Just curious, Jenny, if the changes in your face (other than hair) have been purely HRT-related or partly loss of body fat. I believe I have a rather similar body mass and starting facial structure to yours and what you've accomplished is exactly what I hope for my face once I start HRT. With my approval for hormones a couple weeks away I guess I'll be finding out for myself rather soon!
Quote from: Violet Bloom on August 06, 2013, 11:05:52 AM
Just curious, Jenny, if the changes in your face (other than hair) have been purely HRT-related or partly loss of body fat. I believe I have a rather similar body mass and starting facial structure to yours and what you've accomplished is exactly what I hope for my face once I start HRT. With my approval for hormones a couple weeks away I guess I'll be finding out for myself rather soon!
Basically I was at 145 @ 5'8" about a year and a half ago when the pic on the bottom left was taken. Then as I approached transition, I started eating a super low sugar pescatarian diet and ended up at 130 in December when I started hormones. I continued eating healthy and with the hormones I lost a lot of muscle mass in my neck, back, and shoulders bringing me down to 125 at one point. In late April, I upped my dose of progesterone and my appetite skyrocketed in May and I ended up eating quite a bit of meat, too. I feel like I've plateaued again at 140-142, only most of the weight that came back was fat and maybe a little muscle because I noticed my arms look a little bigger. My face rounded a little which I do like.
I'm not sure exactly what it is that hormones have done for my face, but it seems to me like the yo-yo weight effect made a rather big difference to my neck and jawline. More than anything facially though, I think it was learning how to apply eyeliner, removing beard hair, and trimming eyebrows ;) My friend said that my nose looks smaller, too, now. I can kind of see it.
I really feel like my results are very much attributable to things that I motivated, not so much that the hormones have completely changed my facial structure. I hope that helps!
Quote from: Jennygirl on August 06, 2013, 12:59:47 PM
Basically I was at 145 @ 5'8" about a year and a half ago when the pic on the bottom left was taken. Then as I approached transition, I started eating a super low sugar pescatarian diet and ended up at 130 in December when I started hormones. I continued eating healthy and with the hormones I lost a lot of muscle mass in my neck, back, and shoulders bringing me down to 125 at one point. In late April, I upped my dose of progesterone and my appetite skyrocketed in May and I ended up eating quite a bit of meat, too. I feel like I've plateaued again at 140-142, only most of the weight that came back was fat and maybe a little muscle because I noticed my arms look a little bigger. My face rounded a little which I do like.
I'm not sure exactly what it is that hormones have done for my face, but it seems to me like the yo-yo weight effect made a rather big difference to my neck and jawline. More than anything facially though, I think it was learning how to apply eyeliner, removing beard hair, and trimming eyebrows ;) My friend said that my nose looks smaller, too, now. I can kind of see it.
I really feel like my results are very much attributable to things that I motivated, not so much that the hormones have completely changed my facial structure. I hope that helps!
Thanks for your reply. The changes I see in your face look primarily like a loss of 'surface bulk' which could be fat loss/migration and/or fine muscle reduction. It would be hard to say how much of this is due to hormones and how much to weight loss/re-gain but the changes are typical of what I've read about from HRT. You seem to have lost thickness around the mouth, chin and jaw even with the re-gain of weight. This is what I'm hoping for. It's kinda like stripping a lumpy, rubbery mask away and leaving smoother and subtler features. Make-up can't do all of that but using it to even-out my skin tone provides some illusion of it.
I'm 6'1" but slightly less than your starting weight. No plans to drop to 130lbs as I only ever got down there from being seriously ill once upon a time. I do eat very healthy though. Everyone tells me I'm too skinny already but I'm quite healthy and my weight is literally rock-stable no matter how much or little I eat and I seem to be immune to occasional fast-food/junk-food ventures.
I'm also curious to know, since you have a similarly slender figure, how much change you've seen in the waste/hip/bum area, especially given your major percentage weight loss/regain. I can squeeze a shape out of this 'twig' but only with very specific clothing cuts, making shopping all the more challenging. So far I've only found one brand of jeans that fits and flatters me properly and has enough length for my mile-long legs.
Quote from: Violet Bloom on August 07, 2013, 12:03:27 PM
Thanks for your reply. The changes I see in your face look primarily like a loss of 'surface bulk' which could be fat loss/migration and/or fine muscle reduction. It would be hard to say how much of this is due to hormones and how much to weight loss/re-gain but the changes are typical of what I've read about from HRT. You seem to have lost thickness around the mouth, chin and jaw even with the re-gain of weight. This is what I'm hoping for. It's kinda like stripping a lumpy, rubbery mask away and leaving smoother and subtler features. Make-up can't do all of that but using it to even-out my skin tone provides some illusion of it.
I'm 6'1" but slightly less than your starting weight. No plans to drop to 130lbs as I only ever got down there from being seriously ill once upon a time. I do eat very healthy though. Everyone tells me I'm too skinny already but I'm quite healthy and my weight is literally rock-stable no matter how much or little I eat and I seem to be immune to occasional fast-food/junk-food ventures.
I'm also curious to know, since you have a similarly slender figure, how much change you've seen in the waste/hip/bum area, especially given your major percentage weight loss/regain. I can squeeze a shape out of this 'twig' but only with very specific clothing cuts, making shopping all the more challenging. So far I've only found one brand of jeans that fits and flatters me properly and has enough length for my mile-long legs.
Wow you are very thin! You'll probably do very well gaining some weight once you've been on HRT for a while. I wouldn't rush it, though. Fat seems like one of those things that take some time to saturate with hormones.
I've had a lot of butt growth and a little hip. In my opinion the shape of my body has seen the biggest changes. Bust/waist/hip measurements since starting HRT have gone from 35/29/34 to 38/29/38. Most of the circumference in the hip measurement is from my butt sticking out though ;)
Ever since upping my progesterone dosage, my appetite soared and my weight did, too. The problem is that my arm muscles have increased in size too which I am absolutely not cool with! Going to be talking to my endo on Friday to see what that is all about! Arm muscles... YUCK!
Quote from: Jennygirl on August 07, 2013, 12:45:21 PM
Wow you are very thin! You'll probably do very well gaining some weight once you've been on HRT for a while.
I'm starting with roughly 35/30/35 and 142lbs. I think my butt is actually pretty good already though any extra would help. I just keep trying to tell myself I have a models' body ;)
Hey!
So I made a crappy timeline real quick to show HRT effects for another member and I thought while I'm at it, why not see what you guys think :)
I made this super quick so again it's crappy but here it is:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fs11.postimg.org%2F8svuu0mub%2Fcrappytimeline.jpg&hash=4607cec4338dd2ad57a9946fdabcf6b48e6cce69)
Quote from: Michelle S. on August 08, 2013, 06:19:25 PM
Hey!
So I made a crappy timeline real quick to show HRT effects for another member and I thought while I'm at it, why not see what you guys think :)
I made this super quick so again it's crappy but here it is:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fs11.postimg.org%2F8svuu0mub%2Fcrappytimeline.jpg&hash=4607cec4338dd2ad57a9946fdabcf6b48e6cce69)
WOW! :o
Quote from: Michelle S. on August 08, 2013, 06:19:25 PM
Hey!
So I made a crappy timeline real quick to show HRT effects for another member and I thought while I'm at it, why not see what you guys think :)
I made this super quick so again it's crappy but here it is:
Thanks for the pic! This isn't crappy at all, it is amazing and you look great in it! Can I ask....did you lose weight after HRT? Your face and neck changed so dramatically (in a great way)!
Quote from: Antonia J on August 08, 2013, 06:24:34 PM
Thanks for the pic! This isn't crappy at all, it is amazing and you look great in it! Can I ask....did you lose weight after HRT? Your face and neck changed so dramatically (in a great way)!
lol well my weight has been pretty funny. When I started HRT, I also started watching what I ate and did this until like month 6... Then I just let myself go but looking at the pictures I see what you mean, so I honestly don't know lol. Pre-HRT I was probably 210. Around month 7 I want to say I was around 180 but I'd have to guess I'm back to 190 now.
Quote from: Michelle S. on August 08, 2013, 06:31:39 PM
lol well my weight has been pretty funny. When I started HRT, I also started watching what I ate and did this until like month 6... Then I just let myself go but looking at the pictures I see what you mean, so I honestly don't know lol. Pre-HRT I was probably 210. Around month 7 I want to say I was around 180 but I'd have to guess I'm back to 190 now.
I wouldn't have guessed that about your weight from the photos, the last two pix gets one happy looking, pretty girl a big squeeze from Auntie Shan!
I think you have progressed really well and look great Michelle :)
Quote from: AlexisB on July 16, 2013, 02:41:00 PM
I just wanted to show an update of how far I've came :) plus for other girls and guys (yes guys your welcome too ;) to show their progress.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1278.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fy514%2Falexis_bellew1%2Fmebeforeandafter1_zps7726c8fe.png&hash=dfd3ace4e1bb0dd535cd8d971886ba70acdeb1cf) (http://s1278.photobucket.com/user/alexis_bellew1/media/mebeforeandafter1_zps7726c8fe.png.html)
i just joined this website and understanding the whole process going MTF but i wanted to know how long have you been on HRT along with what all else you did to see such great results o; .
you're are Gorgeous Alexis :3.
Quote from: AlexisB on July 16, 2013, 02:41:00 PM
I just wanted to show an update of how far I've came :) plus for other girls and guys (yes guys your welcome too ;) to show their progress.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1278.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fy514%2Falexis_bellew1%2Fmebeforeandafter1_zps7726c8fe.png&hash=dfd3ace4e1bb0dd535cd8d971886ba70acdeb1cf) (http://s1278.photobucket.com/user/alexis_bellew1/media/mebeforeandafter1_zps7726c8fe.png.html)
also, if you don't mind me asking, how old where you when you started ;o ?
Quote from: Dreams2014 on August 08, 2013, 06:24:08 PM
WOW! :o
Thanks :)
Quote from: Shantel on August 08, 2013, 06:36:33 PM
I wouldn't have guessed that about your weight from the photos, the last two pix gets one happy looking, pretty girl a big squeeze from Auntie Shan!
Aww thank you, Auntie Shan :)
Yeah, I'm a big girl lol but I'm really tall (6'1-6'2 depending on the police line up... jk) so I wear it well, just a little chunky in the neck/face!
Quote from: V M on August 08, 2013, 06:37:31 PM
I think you have progressed really well and look great Michelle :)
Thank you :)
Quote from: AlexisB on July 16, 2013, 02:41:00 PM
I just wanted to show an update of how far I've came :) plus for other girls and guys (yes guys your welcome too ;) to show their progress.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1278.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fy514%2Falexis_bellew1%2Fmebeforeandafter1_zps7726c8fe.png&hash=dfd3ace4e1bb0dd535cd8d971886ba70acdeb1cf) (http://s1278.photobucket.com/user/alexis_bellew1/media/mebeforeandafter1_zps7726c8fe.png.html)
I love your eye brows, I wish I could figure out how to style mine better! You look great :)
Quote from: Michelle S. on August 08, 2013, 06:19:25 PM
Hey!
So I made a crappy timeline real quick to show HRT effects for another member and I thought while I'm at it, why not see what you guys think :)
I made this super quick so again it's crappy but here it is:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fs11.postimg.org%2F8svuu0mub%2Fcrappytimeline.jpg&hash=4607cec4338dd2ad57a9946fdabcf6b48e6cce69)
omg c: .
your face is so adorbs, haha .
it's done great for you !
E the only thing you took or did you take AAs too ;o?
Quote from: Priestess on August 08, 2013, 07:02:06 PM
omg c: .
your face is so adorbs, haha .
it's done great for you !
E the only thing you took or did you take AAs too ;o?
Thank you :D
I've been on Estradiol and Spiro since day 1, and at month 6 my doctor added progesterone to the mix. That was ummm interesting to say the least lol. Forget estrogen when it comes to mood swings and such; progesterone is one hell of a drug :o
Quote from: Michelle S. on August 08, 2013, 07:06:53 PM
Thank you :D
I've been on Estradiol and Spiro since day 1, and at month 6 my doctor added progesterone to the mix. That was ummm interesting to say the least lol. Forget estrogen when it comes to mood swings and such; progesterone is one hell of a drug :o
yw c: .
and hahahaha.
are the mood swings really that bad x3 ?
but i know what the E and Pro does but wat does spiro do ;o ?
Quote from: Michelle S. on August 08, 2013, 06:19:25 PM
So I made a crappy timeline real quick to show HRT effects for another member and I thought while I'm at it, why not see what you guys think :)
Awesome fast transition and a very good result. You look great!
Quote from: Priestess on August 09, 2013, 12:19:42 AM
yw c: .
and hahahaha.
are the mood swings really that bad x3 ?
but i know what the E and Pro does but wat does spiro do ;o ?
Spironolactone acts as an anti-androgen.
Quote from: Priestess on August 09, 2013, 12:19:42 AM
but i know what the E and Pro does but wat does spiro do ;o ?
Spironolactone will block testosterone production and cause a hormone imbalance, but by itself isn't HRT even if it can cause a little breast tenderness (enlargement) and skin changes over time.
Quote from: Michelle S. on August 08, 2013, 06:19:25 PM
Hey!
So I made a crappy timeline real quick to show HRT effects for another member and I thought while I'm at it, why not see what you guys think :)
That's a spectacular change in 11 months.
Found some old photos the other day:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FQeLQgj2h.jpg&hash=e7195cfcc536e04df08fbdbbc0e2fa9d65e0c014)
It's more a thing of make up, laser and weight loss...
Quote from: Apple Sprout on August 09, 2013, 04:25:40 PM
Found some old photos the other day:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FQeLQgj2h.jpg&hash=e7195cfcc536e04df08fbdbbc0e2fa9d65e0c014)
It's more a thing of make up, laser and weight loss...
You're on a roll, forward momentum is always good!
Quote from: kathyk on August 09, 2013, 03:45:34 PM
Spironolactone will block testosterone production and cause a hormone imbalance, but by itself isn't HRT even if it can cause a little breast tenderness (enlargement) and skin changes over time.
That's a spectacular change in 11 months.
Hi Kathy,
I disagree somewhat. Spiro alone can do alot since it can lowers T levels alot and cis men naturally produce some estrogen so it can tilt the scales quite a bit. I had significant changes when I was only on spiro.
Hugs
Kay
Hi friends :)
This is the 'Before & After Topic', a place for members to show their progress
If you wish to discuss HRT please do so in the Hormone replacement therapy forum
Please try to stay on topic
Thank you
V M
Before ( In or around Feb 22 2011)
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(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi688.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fvv246%2FKeairaElisabeth%2FPhoto0263.jpg&hash=a7495b8031d6aa3f1b6bad944d726489d6938620)
After (3 months HRT)
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Dec. 2011
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Sometime in 2012
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi688.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fvv246%2FKeairaElisabeth%2FIMG_0346.jpg&hash=72d4f6d57cfd48b8eba34a05eaca9473ccc4362a)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi688.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fvv246%2FKeairaElisabeth%2FIMG_1260.jpg&hash=e7fa004e802c5fcaa6a6a862ea046289c3623541)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi688.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fvv246%2FKeairaElisabeth%2FIMG_08365.jpg&hash=d5194f42cd53531ff85b300c0340b6da883aee1e)
After (8/10/13)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi688.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fvv246%2FKeairaElisabeth%2F2013-08-1002-36-27892_zps80a9d764.jpg&hash=dee46c3c34addcc20e91d54c39f581d9c5d19d19)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi688.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fvv246%2FKeairaElisabeth%2F2013-08-1002-32-30963_zpsdd5268cd.jpg&hash=5b4a1574763b13c9cc7058cf992eba4051e322f8)
Quote from: Keaira on August 10, 2013, 02:09:34 AM
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi688.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fvv246%2FKeairaElisabeth%2FPhoto0389.jpg&hash=9eb76a549d2692e0bd1636dc5365c069de171e81)(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi688.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fvv246%2FKeairaElisabeth%2F2013-08-1002-36-27892_zps80a9d764.jpg&hash=dee46c3c34addcc20e91d54c39f581d9c5d19d19)
Wow! That's quite the change. You are beautiful Keaira!
Quote from: Keaira on August 10, 2013, 02:09:34 AM
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi688.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fvv246%2FKeairaElisabeth%2F010.jpg&hash=7176cacd0fe7ce973d930301be38c88ffea05dad)
I hope you kept that beanie!
Thank you. :) It's funny, I don't really see much difference. lol. And yes, I have that beanie. I don't get why everyone wants it so badly. I have 2 Thundercats logo t-shirts too.
Looking over this thread seeing all these faces, I just realised something.
I really love you guys! such lovely people and doing something truly amazing!! :D
I can't present a before and after for HRT yet but I can give a before and after for the results of my working out A LOT and putting basic makeup on ^_^;
february 2013
https://www.dropbox.com/s/kp403aajo2fx69z/022013.PNG
august 2013
https://www.dropbox.com/s/l0ieauk0e3vcz21/2013-08-09%2001.39.40.jpg
Quote from: lycheeblossom on July 23, 2013, 01:43:16 PM
It's been a while since I've posted in these threads, but I'm coming up on my 1 year on HRT mark (I really can't believe it!), and wanted to share:
A couple of months before HRT
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimageshack.us%2Fa%2Fimg248%2F5281%2Fbeforedy.jpg&hash=8ee7846e2ecc0335075a6de35a7fc84d56cef40a)
~11 months HRT
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimageshack.us%2Fa%2Fimg51%2F9854%2Fyxp3.jpg&hash=13cd81da20d1bf8e59b456648cd3b5f2c9cc2acc)
I feel like I still have a ways to go, but I'm pretty happy with my progress so far.
You look great! Very beautiful. You remind me so much of a girl I went to high school with. :)
Quote from: Jennifer.L on August 02, 2013, 10:14:17 PM
1 year of HRT
(https://fbcdn-sphotos-f-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-prn2/969809_421471487961684_97373191_n.jpg)
The blond looks excellent on you.
Some super old photos of me... XD The only ones left existing digitally!
2003
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.freewebs.com%2Fsilverwings_88%2FPICT0211.JPG&hash=88a401d605b9fb61444a2fca49d79c87745f42b4)
2004
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Ftinypic.com%2Fb7l8yb.jpg&hash=a3fecbda4590abd2909e67d246c58fccde744b08)
1 year and 10 months on hormones:
(https://mail-attachment.googleusercontent.com/attachment/u/0/?ui=2&ik=a2ff674439&view=att&th=140762ccb845f6cd&attid=0.1&disp=inline&realattid=1443230799134457856-1&safe=1&zw&saduie=AG9B_P-1JFBomS8XFAngA0rh38uk&sadet=1376372750846&sads=iEjGODz9uHR8tlW3jZ0zAo-oatE)
I know... my "terrible lighting in the evening" look. Unlike some of you who have lost weight on the hormones, I've gained weight!! ;____;
Catalina, I can't even connect the male exterior to the Beautiful you of today. I think I remember you live in the Vancouver area. Looks like you are having a good summer, warm & not much rain. I think a record was broken of more than 31 days without rain.
Enjoy
Jamie
Okies... For one thing... I have to say that this thread is scary, but in a good way. Lol. That is the only way I can think of describing it. I'm saying that because I'm almost to the point where I'll be starting hormones, too. So yeah... Now I can't wait to start, hehe. If only the psychologist will just write his report like he said he would. Got to love when you are "blocked." My therapist is quite upset with him. So hopefully I shall have the go on the 19th. Grrrr... It is a long story.
Anyways... It is just that seeing how beautiful you all have become is making me worry for my safety, haha. I mean, as silly as it may sound, I'm worried that I'll be TOO pretty (if a lot of you are an indication of that). Pretty people attract attention. Heh. Or I'm worried that my face will change completely, and that I'll no longer be myself. I guess that IS the whole point, but hey, I kinda like my face (since it is already a bit feminine, I guess you can say), and it would be nice to still kinda look like me. Or I'm also worried that I will end up looking silly. But looking at all of your pics... That is highly unlikely. Like for example Jennygirl... She is gorgeous. Not only that, her pics are reassuring to those that are around my age that worry that it will be too late to look awesome. But yeah... Mostly I am curious as to how I'll even look. It is like, I try to imagine myself, but I can't seem to do so. Guess I'll have to wait and see, lol.
Thank you all of you for posting your pictures. It is quite reassuring that everything WILL be OK. I know it takes a lot of character and strength to put out there what you used to look like, because I know that sometimes it may bother you. But you doing so is much appreciated. Stay strong and never think you are ugly, because so far, I haven't seen a single ugly face, only beautiful ones. Hope you all have a wonderful day! ^o^
Quote from: Keaira on August 10, 2013, 02:09:34 AM
After (3 months HRT)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi688.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fvv246%2FKeairaElisabeth%2F010.jpg&hash=7176cacd0fe7ce973d930301be38c88ffea05dad)
I like your photo in the beanie cap, that would be one of my looks in the winter months, I have two, both black wool beanies that fit into my androgynous look and are warm, practical and comfortable and I don't have to brush my hair or fuss with it.
Quote from: Lex on August 12, 2013, 03:57:04 PM
You look great! Very beautiful. You remind me so much of a girl I went to high school with. :)
Thank you so much, Lex!
Quote from: Jamiep on August 13, 2013, 09:23:08 AM
Catalina, I can't even connect the male exterior to the Beautiful you of today. I think I remember you live in the Vancouver area. Looks like you are having a good summer, warm & not much rain. I think a record was broken of more than 31 days without rain.
Enjoy
Jamie
Thank you! The only thing is, the summer days are getting shorter, and the air is getting cooler, and September is right around the corner for all the children, lol. And yes, that record was amazing!! I really hope that we get more decent summers here.
Sorry to do this, but two linked images per post.
A linked image can be a collage.
Cross-posting is prohibited.
Here's mine. The before is about 3 years ago, pre everything and very unhappy with myself. The after was yesterday.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg197.imageshack.us%2Fimg197%2F9679%2Fdfu6.jpg&hash=1ec6046a2fb7c413ad4b3174336f2c68cccd945d)
Michelle, that is huge how much hrt has reshaped your face, unrecognizable difference. You are shaping up pretty.
Quote from: michelle666 on August 14, 2013, 06:28:52 AM
Here's mine. The before is about 3 years ago, pre everything and very unhappy with myself. The after was yesterday.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg197.imageshack.us%2Fimg197%2F9679%2Fdfu6.jpg&hash=1ec6046a2fb7c413ad4b3174336f2c68cccd945d)
Grizzly dude to total babe! What a beautiful transition!
Quote from: michelle666 on August 14, 2013, 06:28:52 AM
Here's mine. The before is about 3 years ago, pre everything and very unhappy with myself. The after was yesterday.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg197.imageshack.us%2Fimg197%2F9679%2Fdfu6.jpg&hash=1ec6046a2fb7c413ad4b3174336f2c68cccd945d)
That's incredible Michelle, almost unbelievable! The old you looks scary and unapproachable and the new you looks really huggable and pretty.
catalina, so beautiful! totally different :)
also, Michelle, I almost can't believe those photos are of the same person!
I feel a little ignored but I think it's because I posted my pictures as links.
so I found a photo posting website.
before and after for lots of workout and makeup, I will post before and after for HRT when I can get some HRT!
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2Fg6LhK0n.jpg%3F1&hash=fc0a0aa12e2d83388f20f1ca6ff2bd8cc57b5264) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2Fze6ApIJ.jpg&hash=910d37d4250bd9cb227b37066711d5cab36e52e3)
Hey hey! :-)
OK, so I have never tried this, so here goes.
before (sorry it was bright so my face is a bit scrunchy!) ...
**Picture removed
after erm, about three and a half months of HRT...
**Picture removed
!
that is one heck of a name change!
thanks :) I do like my lips a lot! people often make comment on them ^_^
I was wearing mascara so perhaps I need false lashes as well. and thanks for the tips on the shadow!
Akira, wow! only 3 and half months?? amazing!!
you're going to look stunning in the coming years as the hormones work more ^_^
I see the family resemblance, he could be your brother Akira. Rather amazing what three months and a lot of determination can achieve Miss!
Thanks Gals :-)
I got ID'ed the other day and the lady at the counter said "You can't use your older brothers ID" :-P oh well. :-)
Quote from: Akira21 ♡♡♡ on August 14, 2013, 09:16:52 AM
Hey hey! :-)
OK, so I have never tried this, so here goes.
before (sorry it was bright so my face is a bit scrunchy!) ...
after erm, about three and a half months of HRT...
Amazing change!
Quote from: Akira21 ♡♡♡ on August 14, 2013, 09:32:33 AM
Thanks Gals :-)
I got ID'ed the other day and the lady at the counter said "You can't use your older brothers ID" :-P oh well. :-)
I've been having the same problem with my ID. The pic in my ID looks like my before pic and you see what I look like now. I got pulled over a few weeks ago and the cop put me through the wringer to make me prove it was me.
Quote from: michelle666 on August 14, 2013, 09:34:28 AM
I've been having the same problem with my ID. The pic in my ID looks like my before pic and you see what I look like now. I got pulled over a few weeks ago and the cop put me through the wringer to make me prove it was me.
He probably wanted to detain you for using false ID. Lol
Quote from: Shantel on August 14, 2013, 09:40:19 AM
He probably wanted to detain you for using false ID. Lol
I was starting to think that was going to happen.
Quote from: michelle666 on August 14, 2013, 09:34:28 AM
I've been having the same problem with my ID. The pic in my ID looks like my before pic and you see what I look like now. I got pulled over a few weeks ago and the cop put me through the wringer to make me prove it was me.
I can see why! :-)
Quote from: michelle666 on August 14, 2013, 09:34:28 AM
I've been having the same problem with my ID. The pic in my ID looks like my before pic and you see what I look like now. I got pulled over a few weeks ago and the cop put me through the wringer to make me prove it was me.
I'm happy to know that I'm not the only person who has put off updating her ID for way too long!
Dang Akira, lots of changes. Lookin lovely as always, my friend. Congratulations on looking 150% woman
Quote from: Akira21 ♡♡♡ on August 14, 2013, 09:16:52 AM
Hey hey! :-)
OK, so I have never tried this, so here goes.
before (sorry it was bright so my face is a bit scrunchy!) ...
after erm, about three and a half months of HRT...
Speechless.
wowwwwww
Quote from: Akira21 ♡♡♡ on August 14, 2013, 09:32:33 AM
I got ID'ed the other day and the lady at the counter said "You can't use your older brothers ID" :-P oh well. :-)
That's a double win, isn't it? But you pretty much earned that, great pictures and a great and nice change!
Before
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2F31.media.tumblr.com%2F5d9c9bc94d0d7f756735f63d6ffb70df%2Ftumblr_mrkd7unSbT1sqpx5oo1_250.jpg&hash=db62b64c663c2acde3f7e2ae61013a86f3c4f041)
Me Currently
No make up, 13 months on hormones. I haven't had any facial hair removal yet.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2F31.media.tumblr.com%2F07ce6bb6b11eb1774606bc5528cd240d%2Ftumblr_mrgtiwWn5W1sqpx5oo6_r1_1280.jpg&hash=3eef5b2f368fe8026f960b0133bd39c9c76e67e8)
More Images
http://arunaiyengar.tumblr.com/post/58141351698/just-me-13-months-on-hormones-no-make-up-just (http://arunaiyengar.tumblr.com/post/58141351698/just-me-13-months-on-hormones-no-make-up-just)
Quote from: Aruna on August 15, 2013, 03:20:14 AM
Me Currently
http://arunaiyengar.tumblr.com/post/58141351698/just-me-13-months-on-hormones-no-make-up-just (http://arunaiyengar.tumblr.com/post/58141351698/just-me-13-months-on-hormones-no-make-up-just)
I am not sure how to attach the before pic. Can anyone help me with posting images??
click the button that looks like this (https://www.susans.org/forums/Themes/default/images/bbc/img.gif) right above the text field and smileys and put the URL in between the two img tags
Quote from: Alice In Genderland on August 15, 2013, 03:23:21 AM
click the button that looks like this (https://www.susans.org/forums/Themes/default/images/bbc/img.gif) right above the text field and smileys and put the URL in between the two img tags
this wont work with the above url, it has to be the direct url to the picture so http://blahblahblah.com/blah.jpg. You can get that url by right clicking on the picture and choosing "copy image url"
Quote from: Alice In Genderland on August 15, 2013, 03:25:56 AM
this wont work with the above url, it has to be the direct url to the picture so http://blahblahblah.com/blah.jpg. You can get that url by right clicking on the picture and choosing "copy image url"
Thank you.
Quote from: Aruna on August 15, 2013, 03:20:14 AM
Before
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2F31.media.tumblr.com%2F5d9c9bc94d0d7f756735f63d6ffb70df%2Ftumblr_mrkd7unSbT1sqpx5oo1_250.jpg&hash=db62b64c663c2acde3f7e2ae61013a86f3c4f041)
Me Currently
No make up, 13 months on hormones. I haven't had any facial hair removal yet.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2F31.media.tumblr.com%2F07ce6bb6b11eb1774606bc5528cd240d%2Ftumblr_mrgtiwWn5W1sqpx5oo6_r1_1280.jpg&hash=3eef5b2f368fe8026f960b0133bd39c9c76e67e8)
More Images
http://arunaiyengar.tumblr.com/post/58141351698/just-me-13-months-on-hormones-no-make-up-just (http://arunaiyengar.tumblr.com/post/58141351698/just-me-13-months-on-hormones-no-make-up-just)
I'm so jealous of the MTFs that look good as men because they always end up looking good as women. Sorry, try to take that as a compliment :D
Quote from: michelle666 on August 14, 2013, 09:32:54 AM
Amazing change!
Thanks Michelle :-)
Quote from: TheLance on August 14, 2013, 12:14:59 PM
Dang Akira, lots of changes. Lookin lovely as always, my friend. Congratulations on looking 150% woman
Thanks Lance :-) What you don't see is that, from the other 359 degrees I look like Shrek! lol :-P
Quote from: Jennygirl on August 14, 2013, 01:55:13 PM
Speechless.
wowwwwww
^__^ Thanks Jennygirl. I have to say I have looked at your pictures and cross my fingers hoping to get somewhere close. :-)
Quote from: PiaBianca on August 14, 2013, 03:14:44 PM
That's a double win, isn't it? But you pretty much earned that, great pictures and a great and nice change!
It was a double win (apart from leaving my wine behind :-/ lol Thanks so much :-)
Thanks folks, I am super happy to get some positive feedback :-) thanks ^_^
Quote from: Aruna on August 15, 2013, 03:20:14 AM
Before
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2F31.media.tumblr.com%2F5d9c9bc94d0d7f756735f63d6ffb70df%2Ftumblr_mrkd7unSbT1sqpx5oo1_250.jpg&hash=db62b64c663c2acde3f7e2ae61013a86f3c4f041)
Me Currently
No make up, 13 months on hormones. I haven't had any facial hair removal yet.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2F31.media.tumblr.com%2F07ce6bb6b11eb1774606bc5528cd240d%2Ftumblr_mrgtiwWn5W1sqpx5oo6_r1_1280.jpg&hash=3eef5b2f368fe8026f960b0133bd39c9c76e67e8)
More Images
http://arunaiyengar.tumblr.com/post/58141351698/just-me-13-months-on-hormones-no-make-up-just (http://arunaiyengar.tumblr.com/post/58141351698/just-me-13-months-on-hormones-no-make-up-just)
No make up? wow. You look great :-)
Quote from: Akira21 ♡♡♡ on August 15, 2013, 05:13:55 AM
No make up? wow. You look great :-)
I couldn't be bothered slapping some make up on (too much effort putting it on and taking it off), I'm also terrible at it, need to improve my make up skills.
yes, Aruna, you look so beautiful now! and you were very handsome before.
btw, one of those images is mirrored. I can tell because you have the same slight asymmetry as I do.
Quote from: Yuki-jker86 on August 15, 2013, 07:47:19 AM
yes, Aruna, you look so beautiful now! and you were very handsome before.
btw, one of those images is mirrored. I can tell because you have the same slight asymmetry as I do.
Thank you, :). Yep now that you mention it, the bottom one is mirrored. That's how my webcam works.
I guess you mean the eyes? I can kind of see it and that is why I ask. All these before and afters are both inspiring and depressing(for me) lol Hopefully I will post in here one day.
yes, her eyes are really beautiful and also topped by awesome eyebrows. very lovely, intense stare.
Quote from: Aruna on August 15, 2013, 03:20:14 AM
Before
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2F31.media.tumblr.com%2F5d9c9bc94d0d7f756735f63d6ffb70df%2Ftumblr_mrkd7unSbT1sqpx5oo1_250.jpg&hash=db62b64c663c2acde3f7e2ae61013a86f3c4f041)
Me Currently
No make up, 13 months on hormones. I haven't had any facial hair removal yet.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2F31.media.tumblr.com%2F07ce6bb6b11eb1774606bc5528cd240d%2Ftumblr_mrgtiwWn5W1sqpx5oo6_r1_1280.jpg&hash=3eef5b2f368fe8026f960b0133bd39c9c76e67e8)
More Images
http://arunaiyengar.tumblr.com/post/58141351698/just-me-13-months-on-hormones-no-make-up-just (http://arunaiyengar.tumblr.com/post/58141351698/just-me-13-months-on-hormones-no-make-up-just)
Very lovely transition!
Aruna, I saw all your pics, you have a nice shaped face for transition. You look lovely & hard to believe no make up & no laser.
Jamiep
Thank you to all the beautiful people for your comments. Help's me boost my self confidence. :). I still haven't started presenting as female yet. I should hopefully make the jump to going full-time/part-time as female in a few weeks time, its getting harder to present as male these days.
Looking lovely Aruna :) very feminine. Akira, I do not believe that you look any less stunning from a different angle. You shall not convince me of it, lol.
Quote from: Aruna on August 16, 2013, 01:22:19 AM
Thank you to all the beautiful people for your comments. Help's me boost my self confidence. :). I still haven't started presenting as female yet. I should hopefully make the jump to going full-time/part-time as female in a few weeks time, its getting harder to present as male these days.
You mean people actually believe you when you say you are male!? Looking great :)
Arena, you are gorgeous. You pass 150% IMO.
Quote from: Bardoux on August 16, 2013, 04:55:38 PM
You mean people actually believe you when you say you are male!? Looking great :)
I have no idea how people perceive me. I mostly wear men's clothing because I fear that I might bump into someone I know who I haven't come out to. Sometimes strangers call me out as lady and sometimes they refer to me a guy, but most times I never know because people don't say much or use any pronouns. I have been having some restroom dilemma's lately, sometimes men walk in, they see me and they walk out and check the restroom sign again and then have a laugh, probably a sign I could pass as female and use the women's restrooms. The reason I don't use the women's restrooms is that I still have a beard shadow and I don't want any women to freak out and call call security or something. I would rather use the men's rooms if that means I don't have to deal with bad situations, like women freaking out.
Quote from: Aruna on August 16, 2013, 06:25:14 PM
I have no idea how people perceive me. I mostly wear men's clothing because I fear that I might bump into someone I know who I haven't come out to. Sometimes strangers call me out as lady and sometimes they refer to me a guy, but most times I never know because people don't say much or use any pronouns. I have been having some restroom dilemma's lately, sometimes men walk in, they see me and they walk out and check the restroom sign again and then have a laugh, probably a sign I could pass as female and use the women's restrooms. The reason I don't use the women's restrooms is that I still have a beard shadow and I don't want any women to freak out and call call security or something. I would rather use the men's rooms if that means I don't have to deal with bad situations, like women freaking out.
Exactly like my situation too Aruna, minus the beard shadow. I have hardly any hair over that area after 1yr of laser + electrolysis. Now it's only once a month for some stray hair electrolysis.
Figured I should finally post a pic of myself -- might as well do it here!
Before: June 2009. First day of HRT. My hair sucks 'cause I was just trying to grow it out at this point.
After: March 2013. No make up. Yeah, I need a better diet and exercise plan, so what? :P Come see me next year!
I'm thinking of getting FFS as well to get rid of excess skin on top of my eyes, smaller nose, soften/round my chin, forehead/eyebrow bossing. That's going to be a couple years from now probably since I am just in the process of getting SRS scheduled. Yay!
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fveronicamori.com%2Fpictures%2Fb4%2520after.jpg&hash=2d5863dffebda767695aefe696fa499e4ad24411)
Quote from: Aruna on August 15, 2013, 05:22:07 AM
I couldn't be bothered slapping some make up on (too much effort putting it on and taking it off), I'm also terrible at it, need to improve my make up skills.
You're gorgeous just the way you are! And your eyebrows are to die for - I'm jealous! :)
Quote from: Kaori on August 16, 2013, 09:33:31 PM
Figured I should finally post a pic of myself -- might as well do it here!
Before: June 2009. First day of HRT. My hair sucks 'cause I was just trying to grow it out at this point.
After: March 2013. No make up. Yeah, I need a better diet and exercise plan, so what? :P Come see me next year!
I'm thinking of getting FFS as well to get rid of excess skin on top of my eyes, smaller nose, soften/round my chin, forehead/eyebrow bossing. That's going to be a couple years from now probably since I am just in the process of getting SRS scheduled. Yay!
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fveronicamori.com%2Fpictures%2Fb4%2520after.jpg&hash=2d5863dffebda767695aefe696fa499e4ad24411)
You'll do really well, beautiful smile and those nice cheekbones will help you pull it off. I like your female side photo, really quite pretty already.
start and 6 months in
(//)
Ok the photo on the left certainly was not my best but it's one that i found on my HD. Photo on the right is me swimming in the androgynous pool.
Quote from: Kaori on August 16, 2013, 09:33:31 PM
Figured I should finally post a pic of myself -- might as well do it here!
Before: June 2009. First day of HRT. My hair sucks 'cause I was just trying to grow it out at this point.
After: March 2013. No make up. Yeah, I need a better diet and exercise plan, so what? :P Come see me next year!
I'm thinking of getting FFS as well to get rid of excess skin on top of my eyes, smaller nose, soften/round my chin, forehead/eyebrow bossing. That's going to be a couple years from now probably since I am just in the process of getting SRS scheduled. Yay!
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fveronicamori.com%2Fpictures%2Fb4%2520after.jpg&hash=2d5863dffebda767695aefe696fa499e4ad24411)
I don't feel you need FFS at all hun, and your hair is lovely :) x
Quote from: Bardoux on August 18, 2013, 06:35:54 PM
start and 6 months in
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1284.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fa579%2Fbardoux1%2F6monthsHRT_zps7ee4ae11.jpg&hash=750b04dc90701c856868ef8354dbfb21ba7e9c6c)
Ok the photo on the left certainly was not my best but it's one that i found on my HD. Photo on the right is me swimming in the androgynous pool.
Yeah, left side is unmistakably male. Right side is androgynous leaning female, IMO. Your current avatar shows you already have a cute nose and a distinctly female-ish face with no obvious brow ridge. The only "tell" I am seeing is the Adams Apple.
Yeah i'm realising there is only so far HRT can get you, but i love the changes nonetheless. I'm thinking of cutting my hair shorter to look more masculine for the time being while i am saving money for transition. Sick and tired of being looked at in public no matter how i dress...
Have you thought about simply clipping it back when you are out? I am over a year now and can pull together a decent ponytail. You look good though. Your skin looks so much softer.
Well here I go with a small before and after 7.5 months on the E with the last one being tonight.
(https://fbcdn-sphotos-f-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-ash4/394866_144896029000737_569271571_n.jpg)
(https://fbcdn-sphotos-f-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-ash3/581925_164091593747847_1096994829_n.jpg)
(https://fbcdn-sphotos-g-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-prn2/7106_191755617648111_1293298176_n.jpg)
(https://sphotos-a-ord.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ash3/1174853_216796591810680_1042541225_n.jpg)
So tell me how my progress has been, mentally it's been a lot better plus I'm getting hair :D
Your doing very well JulieVB. Looking back at your before pic i notice that you started off with quite a feminine jaw line and chin already. That has only been accentuated as your skin and features have become softer. For some reason it looks like your nose has also become more defined and with your hair growing back, your looking really lovely :)
Jamie D: Thank you for commenting hun :), when my front strands of hair grow a little longer i'll definitely try out tying it back more often.
julie, very nice, I can't see any beard shadow so I'm jealous!!
bardoux, I can't see your pictures...
Been on HRT for almost 10 months. I don't really take all that many pictures of me without my makeup so I have to use the one I posted in the Passable thread.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg823.imageshack.us%2Fimg823%2F8805%2Fpdjw.jpg&hash=5f5b83789b706c8cd4a914d9be71183efc7bd09e)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg543.imageshack.us%2Fimg543%2F7222%2Fnsdj.jpg&hash=642997843a73fcc70d5da16eabf8d24432787d95)
Quote from: Bardoux on August 20, 2013, 03:01:39 AM
Your doing very well JulieVB. Looking back at your before pic i notice that you started off with quite a feminine jaw line and chin already. That has only been accentuated as your skin and features have become softer. For some reason it looks like your nose has also become more defined and with your hair growing back, your looking really lovely :)
Yes, I second the comment about nose :). Julie, You are doing just great and I am really jealous of Your success :) Love Your hair too :) In Your last pic You are 100% girl.
Quote from: MissC on August 23, 2013, 12:35:27 AM
Been on HRT for almost 10 months. I don't really take all that many pictures of me without my makeup so I have to use the one I posted in the Passable thread.
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Looking very good. :-)
Quote from: MissC on August 23, 2013, 12:35:27 AM
Been on HRT for almost 10 months. I don't really take all that many pictures of me without my makeup so I have to use the one I posted in the Passable thread.
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Absolutely beautiful, love it!
Quote from: MissC on August 23, 2013, 12:35:27 AM
Been on HRT for almost 10 months. I don't really take all that many pictures of me without my makeup so I have to use the one I posted in the Passable thread.
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You looking amazing! All female!
Quote from: MissC on August 23, 2013, 12:35:27 AM
Been on HRT for almost 10 months. I don't really take all that many pictures of me without my makeup so I have to use the one I posted in the Passable thread.
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You look wonderful!! Wow! What a feminine jawline!
Thanks for the support guys. Despite my feelings I'm having for myself it's good that I'm seeing some progress in transition :)
You are pretty clearly making progress.
Pics removed
I've yet to post before and after pics so here goes!
Pretransition (I'm on the right)
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About 6 Months HRT (yesterday)
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Quote from: AbbyJamz on August 26, 2013, 03:59:20 PM
I've yet to post before and after pics so here goes!
Pretransition (I'm on the right)
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About 6 Months HRT (yesterday)
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Yeeeeesss! Gorgeous!
Quote from: AbbyJamz on August 26, 2013, 03:59:20 PM
I've yet to post before and after pics so here goes!
Pretransition (I'm on the right)
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About 6 Months HRT (yesterday)
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no way you're in that picture. for realz?
Quote from: Alice In Genderland on August 26, 2013, 04:01:55 PM
no way you're in that picture. for realz?
Yep, that's really me! I don't think I look too terribly different. Just lost a bunch of weight.
Quote from: lycheeblossom on August 26, 2013, 04:00:53 PM
Yeeeeesss! Gorgeous!
Thank you so much! The first two months were just very low doses, so I've only been on a substantial dose for about 4 months. I'm hoping the changes start becoming more and more drastic from here on out! :)
Quote from: AbbyJamz on August 26, 2013, 06:12:43 PM
Thank you so much! The first two months were just very low doses, so I've only been on a substantial dose for about 4 months. I'm hoping the changes start becoming more and more drastic from here on out! :)
Don't worry: my dosage progression was pretty similar, and I was totally unsure about my physical progress until month 5-6, when I started getting ma'amed consistently in dude-clothes (which promptly found their way into a trashcan). Now, a year in, and I pass for cis 99.9% of the time, and life is just normal and awesome.
Plus, you already look great!
Quote from: AbbyJamz on August 26, 2013, 03:59:20 PM
I've yet to post before and after pics so here goes!
Pretransition (I'm on the right)
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About 6 Months HRT (yesterday)
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Amazing, and only 6 months...simply beautiful!
Quote from: AbbyJamz on August 26, 2013, 06:12:43 PM
Yep, that's really me! I don't think I look too terribly different. Just lost a bunch of weight.
Awesome! Congrats on the amazing weight loss and transition. You're right I do see the resemblance now that I look closer, you could be a younger sister.
Quote from: Mx. Lonely on August 26, 2013, 11:51:48 PM
Awesome! Congrats on the amazing weight loss and transition. You're right I do see the resemblance now that I look closer, you could be a younger sister.
Someone just a few days ago said I went from being a Belushi to Keanu Reeves' cute sister! LOL!
Quote from: AbbyJamz on August 27, 2013, 10:54:57 AM
Someone just a few days ago said I went from being a Belushi to Keanu Reeves' cute sister! LOL!
I was actually think that you looked like you could pass as a relative of his haha!
What I like most about this topic, uniquely, that it gives hope to all of the MtFs who are unsure about whether they can be their real selves, without being ostracized, abandoned, and laughed at.
To those who have bravely posted here, and in the two previous versions (which are still online, but rolled down the pages), I thank you and congratulate you.
Quote from: Jamie D on August 28, 2013, 08:20:45 PM
What I like most about this topic, uniquely, that it gives hope to all of the MtFs who are unsure about whether they can be their real selves, without being ostracized, abandoned, and laughed at.
To those who have bravely posted here, and in the two previous versions (which are still online, but rolled down the pages), I thank you and congratulate you.
True, but it can make others a little more insecure too. :P
If they are that insecure, they can stay out of the topic.
Insecurity != unattractive. I'm sure there's plenty of absolutely beautiful girls out there who just aren't comfortable sharing. And that's ok.
Quote from: Jennygirl on July 01, 2013, 03:41:32 AM
week 1 vs week 30
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14 months ago vs today
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Wow!! You're insanely hot!!! That is so inspiring!
I haven't posted any pics in a long time, so i thought i would put a couple up. The first is definitely pre-anything
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And this is me earlier in the week, holding our 1 month old little girl ;D !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I love her so much!!
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Oh, and i started HRT in December (very low dose), and had my dosage increased last month...so i'm not sure if i'm counting those low dose months or not /shrug.
Quote from: Bijou on September 01, 2013, 09:59:27 PM
And this is me earlier in the week, holding our 1 month old little girl ;D !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I love her so much!!
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Oh, and i started HRT in December (very low dose), and had my dosage increased last month...so i'm not sure if i'm counting those low dose months or not /shrug.
You're both darling, you've come a long way already. The low dose months count!
Quote from: MissC on August 23, 2013, 12:35:27 AM
Been on HRT for almost 10 months. I don't really take all that many pictures of me without my makeup so I have to use the one I posted in the Passable thread.
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Wow! You are gorgeous, honey! Especially for 10 months in! Color me jealous! ;)
Quote from: Jennygirl on July 01, 2013, 03:41:32 AM
week 1 vs week 30
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14 months ago vs today
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Jenny, you look absolutely perfect (and sound perfect, too, btw)! Your transition so far is nothing short of amazing! :)
Quote from: AbbyJamz on September 04, 2013, 12:04:43 AM
Jenny, you look absolutely perfect (and sound perfect, too, btw)! Your transition so far is nothing short of amazing! :)
Thank you so much, Abby.
I've been feeling a little more in touch with my emotions than usual recently (it might be attributable to boys, lol) and reading your comment totally me tear up :D Thank you for that, it does mean a lot.
Also, you are quite a beautiful woman- you must be VERY happy with your own transition :D
You always shock me with the dramatic changes you have made in only a short time Jen.
You look so much happier now.
I have nothing to post yet but perhaps soon.
Big day on Saturday with the therapist.
Here is an after, perhaps?
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Quote from: Jenny07 on September 04, 2013, 04:52:54 AM
You always shock me with the dramatic changes you have made in only a short time Jen.
You look so much happier now.
I have nothing to post yet but perhaps soon.
Big day on Saturday with the therapist.
Here is an after, perhaps?
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I can't wait to see a real after, Jen! Especially one with a Death ray! ;D
Quote from: Just Maddy! on September 04, 2013, 09:02:20 AM
I can't wait to see a real after, Jen! Especially one with a Death ray! ;D
Me too... and I like your new title, Maddy.
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Had a death ray, but lent it to Jenny07!
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11 Months and Brow surgery.
Quote from: MaidofOrleans on September 04, 2013, 12:28:05 PM
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11 Months and Brow surgery.
:O Amazing how 1 surgery and hormones made you so beautiful :D Sorry if that came out wrong but you are so beautiful now I am in shock.
Quote from: LilDevilOfPrada on September 04, 2013, 12:58:32 PM
:O Amazing how 1 surgery and hormones made you so beautiful :D Sorry if that came out wrong but you are so beautiful now I am in shock.
Well she wasn't exactly ugly before....difference of opinion I guess. Definitely look like a woman though.
Quote from: Alice Danielle on September 04, 2013, 01:07:00 PM
Well she wasn't exactly ugly before....difference of opinion I guess. Definitely look like a woman though.
Well she looked handsome now beautiful get what I mean? I mean she used to look like the hot main actor from fast and the furious 3 tokyo drift just saying.
Quote from: MaidofOrleans on September 04, 2013, 12:28:05 PM
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11 Months and Brow surgery.
Wow, Maid! You look GREAT!!!! You are healing up so quickly!!!
Quote from: Jennygirl on September 04, 2013, 01:11:47 PM
Wow, Maid! You look GREAT!!!! You are healing up so quickly!!!
+1 Amazingly different and totally femme fatal!
Quote from: Jennygirl on September 04, 2013, 04:34:48 AM
Thank you so much, Abby.
I've been feeling a little more in touch with my emotions than usual recently (it might be attributable to boys, lol) and reading your comment totally me tear up :D Thank you for that, it does mean a lot.
Also, you are quite a beautiful woman- you must be VERY happy with your own transition :D
Thank you so much!!! I've still got a long way to go, but I'm getting happier with each passing day! :-)
Quote from: MaidofOrleans on September 04, 2013, 12:28:05 PM
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11 Months and Brow surgery.
You look stunning, girl! Super pretty and 100% cis if you ask me! :-D
Quote from: Jennygirl on September 04, 2013, 01:11:47 PM
Wow, Maid! You look GREAT!!!! You are healing up so quickly!!!
Thanks Jen Jen! Thanks everyone else!
How was burning man? Did your bike work out ok?
I'm still a bit swollen but its not bad. Also i'm in a good mood because I just now found out from my therapist that trans exclusions were banned for California health care providers back in April meaning I might be able to get my insurance to cover SRS.
Thanks Liberals!
Quote from: MaidofOrleans on September 04, 2013, 12:28:05 PM
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11 Months and Brow surgery.
Nice result, cutie! :)
Maid
Looking great! Who did your brow surgery? Cost? I'm looking at it for early next year and your surgeon did great!
Hugs
Kay
Quote from: Just Ole Me on September 04, 2013, 10:37:12 PM
Maid
Looking great! Who did your brow surgery? Cost? I'm looking at it for early next year and your surgeon did great!
Hugs
Kay
Dr. Toby Mayer in Beverly Hills
http://bevhillstg.com/
I had brow contouring, eyebrow lift and hairline lowering. Cost was $8000
He used a special technique where he overlaps the incision so that the hair grows out through the scar tissue which covers it.
I chose him because he goes for natural looks and refuses surgery he doesn't think will make much of a difference. He basically told me everything else on my face looked feminine and didn't need work. Not many FFS surgeons will be honest with you like that at.
That's an incredible change Maid, you look amazing!
Maid your beautiful.... I hate you! (not really! :-) ) Seriously though, you look great! :-)
You girls are all way too kind :icon_redface:
Quote from: MaidofOrleans on September 04, 2013, 03:51:22 PM
Thanks Jen Jen! Thanks everyone else!
How was burning man? Did your bike work out ok?
I'm still a bit swollen but its not bad. Also i'm in a good mood because I just now found out from my therapist that trans exclusions were banned for California health care providers back in April meaning I might be able to get my insurance to cover SRS.
Thanks Liberals!
Great news about your insurance covering SRS! It almost makes me consider getting some coverage before going on the SRS journey... Alllllmost ;)
Burning man was incredible for me this year. Although completely uninentional in this regard, I think the boys loved my bike... Or rather, they seemed to love the fact that I was the one who built it- lol. Not one of the 4 cute enough that I ended up making out with had any idea I was trans when I told them, and that didn't stop them either! Those were definitely the most affirming experiences I have had since beginning transition, and I feel like my time there in a way furthered my transition altogether because my confidence with inner Jen is now at an all time high. Heck, I wasn't even wearing makeup- and you know how much I thought I needed makeup! Here is the only pic of the bike that has come in so far (and this is during daytime so it's minus the 25ft tail of LED's sticking up in the sky) http://i.imgur.com/LqwcAem.jpg
Anyway, I keep looking at your photos and I can't believe how cis you look after just one little tweak :D Mayer was an EXCELLENT choice for you! Thank you for inviting me to the consultation, it's really inspiring to me to have somewhat been there with you through it and see you look so happy and beautiful.
Wow that's awesome! :D You go girl!
I'm glad you had a good time and everything went well.
Thank you for all your support through the surgery process it was greatly appreciated. We'll have to get together again when I come up for my follow ups!
You're fantastic Maid. You look a lot like one of my sisters in law who's from Mykonose Greece.
And Kaiser in California will be paying for my SRS sometime near the end of next year. So glad they changed the laws, and Kaiser didn't even argue about it.
Jennygirl, that's awesome. and the bike is soooo cool....Wish i had talent like that.
Since it's Throwback Thursday I was digging around and found this old pic. Pic on the left is from 9 months before starting transition. The pic on the right is 9 months into transition.
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My wife and I were discussing this the other day so I dug up the first photo I had taken after I decided to transition from early July of 2012 and then one from a couple of weeks ago and put them side by side (HRT started the last week of December 2012 if it matters).
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I also thought I'd share a picture of my darling wife and I since she's been *so* supportive of me (hope I'm not breaking any rules with that, if so I'm sorry and if you let me know I'll correct it). I love her so very much.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Ffarm4.staticflickr.com%2F3707%2F9735319956_aff7bd8a67.jpg&hash=2ec2bebb1bfca03e89d1c5e1b17f044b815d5a98) (http://www.flickr.com/photos/84622038@N05/9735319956/)
Quote from: Orihime on September 12, 2013, 06:27:51 PM
Since it's Throwback Thursday I was digging around and found this old pic. Pic on the left is from 9 months before starting transition. The pic on the right is 9 months into transition.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FX2u4vPK.jpg&hash=819d45813f0770329d375cf809d1613d96feb5d7) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FBtwQ2cP.jpg&hash=ca1c0ff01c59d837782cc4acc714241404ea0285)
Holy gazoly! That's amazing! And you look, like, 10 years younger at least too!
Quote from: Madison Leigh on September 12, 2013, 06:34:41 PM
I also thought I'd share a picture of my darling wife and I since she's been *so* supportive of me (hope I'm not breaking any rules with that, if so I'm sorry and if you let me know I'll correct it). I love her so very much.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Ffarm4.staticflickr.com%2F3707%2F9735319956_aff7bd8a67.jpg&hash=2ec2bebb1bfca03e89d1c5e1b17f044b815d5a98) (http://www.flickr.com/photos/84622038@N05/9735319956/)
Darling supportive wives are precious and in short supply here, my hat's off to you both for such commitment!
Quote from: Orihime on September 12, 2013, 06:27:51 PM
Since it's Throwback Thursday I was digging around and found this old pic. Pic on the left is from 9 months before starting transition. The pic on the right is 9 months into transition.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FX2u4vPK.jpg&hash=819d45813f0770329d375cf809d1613d96feb5d7) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FBtwQ2cP.jpg&hash=ca1c0ff01c59d837782cc4acc714241404ea0285)
That's just incredible Orihime, and you are such a beautiful woman in such a short amount of time, just amazing!
Quote from: Orihime on September 12, 2013, 06:27:51 PM
Since it's Throwback Thursday I was digging around and found this old pic. Pic on the left is from 9 months before starting transition. The pic on the right is 9 months into transition.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FX2u4vPK.jpg&hash=819d45813f0770329d375cf809d1613d96feb5d7) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FBtwQ2cP.jpg&hash=ca1c0ff01c59d837782cc4acc714241404ea0285)
No, no no. NOT the same person! :o
Before coming out to my parents and everyone else I looked through a lot of before and after pics. They were so impressive and gave me hope. Now it's time for me to show you my progress. :D What do you think, please be honest? ;)
This pic was taken pre HRT, just makeup and a wig:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1317.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Ft629%2Fninaspix%2FPhoto135_zps50b004ff.png&hash=e9ffb2936773e8c59f3e766f85a9028c624812c9)
This pic was taken on 5/21/13, the day I started HRT. As you can see I will need a wig for the rest of my life. Well, now I'm OK with that, but it took me some time to accept it:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1317.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Ft629%2Fninaspix%2FIMG_0408_zps5a89c7f5.jpg&hash=c3b91710d4765b516a3d926cf7813f9677c39e04)
This pic was taken on 9/11/13, I'm really happy so far. :) What do you think?
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1317.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Ft629%2Fninaspix%2FPhoto270_zpsaf455948.jpeg&hash=f19c785aa993a19393110152f7cac91d92568b99)
Quote from: Nina on September 13, 2013, 07:43:02 AM
Before coming out to my parents and everyone else I looked through a lot of before and after pics. They were so impressive and gave me hope. Now it's time for me to show you my progress. :D What do you think, please be honest? ;)
This pic was taken pre HRT, just makeup and a wig:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1317.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Ft629%2Fninaspix%2FPhoto135_zps50b004ff.png&hash=e9ffb2936773e8c59f3e766f85a9028c624812c9)
This pic was taken on 5/21/13, the day I started HRT. As you can see I will need a wig for the rest of my life. Well, now I'm OK with that, but it took me some time to accept it:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1317.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Ft629%2Fninaspix%2FIMG_0408_zps5a89c7f5.jpg&hash=c3b91710d4765b516a3d926cf7813f9677c39e04)
This pic was taken on 9/11/13, I'm really happy so far. :) What do you think?
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1317.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Ft629%2Fninaspix%2FPhoto270_zpsaf455948.jpeg&hash=f19c785aa993a19393110152f7cac91d92568b99)
Looking good, definitely look female and a bit younger too
You gotta take the quotation marks off of the image size numbers to make the images show up
Quote from: Alice Danielle on September 13, 2013, 07:47:45 AM
Looking good, definitely look female and a bit younger too
You gotta take the quotation marks off of the image size numbers to make the images show up
I started HRT when I was 29.
Thanks for the hint, I wondered where my error was.
Felt like jumping in today since it is my 15 month anniversary
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi43.tinypic.com%2F2aikf0x.jpg&hash=cf594403c03e08812a3551c3dbd18b15a4f4def6)
Looking at all of you women and how far you've come just leaves me breathless!
Quote from: Orihime on September 12, 2013, 06:27:51 PM
Since it's Throwback Thursday I was digging around and found this old pic. Pic on the left is from 9 months before starting transition. The pic on the right is 9 months into transition.
Quote from: Nina on September 13, 2013, 07:43:02 AM
Before coming out to my parents and everyone else I looked through a lot of before and after pics. They were so impressive and gave me hope. Now it's time for me to show you my progress. :D What do you think, please be honest? ;)
You are giving me hope as well. I might be successful too. At least this is what your pictures are telling me.
Quote from: Serena Lynn on September 13, 2013, 05:13:06 PM
Felt like jumping in today since it is my 15 month anniversary
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi43.tinypic.com%2F2aikf0x.jpg&hash=cf594403c03e08812a3551c3dbd18b15a4f4def6)
Your transformation is amazing, Serena. I love watching what you've accomplished. Very inspiring!
Toni
Quote from: Shantel on September 13, 2013, 06:37:12 PM
Looking at all of you women and how far you've come just leaves me breathless!
Thank You sweetie! Moving forward! :)
Quote from: Antonia J on September 13, 2013, 07:42:31 PM
Your transformation is amazing, Serena. I love watching what you've accomplished. Very inspiring!
Toni
thanks dear. watching each of our transitions is inspiring to me keeps me moving! :)
Quote from: Serena Lynn on September 13, 2013, 05:13:06 PM
Felt like jumping in today since it is my 15 month anniversary
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi43.tinypic.com%2F2aikf0x.jpg&hash=cf594403c03e08812a3551c3dbd18b15a4f4def6)
That's amazing, you're very beautiful.
Quote from: Serena Lynn on September 13, 2013, 05:13:06 PM
Felt like jumping in today since it is my 15 month anniversary
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi43.tinypic.com%2F2aikf0x.jpg&hash=cf594403c03e08812a3551c3dbd18b15a4f4def6)
OMGoodness you look fantastic. The transformation is amazing, it's almost like magic.
Quote from: PiaBianca on September 13, 2013, 07:26:38 PM
You are giving me hope as well. I might be successful too. At least this is what your pictures are telling me.
Thanks. At first I was afraid to post pictures of myself on the internet, but if my pics are inspiring to someone, it was definitely worth it. I'm still amazed by the effects of HRT.
Quote from: RonnieMay on July 03, 2013, 12:09:34 AM
Before (18 Years Old):
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2F24.media.tumblr.com%2Feaf5e453ad507e31d4f66b07c561eabc%2Ftumblr_mpcgwtrDoJ1qamlrxo1_500.jpg&hash=4ca9640bd86f7134cccbb972688ab21a94ef9153)
After (20 months on E (20 Years Old)):
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2F24.media.tumblr.com%2Fe6945a84235416be415026eb1d246b13%2Ftumblr_mpcgwtrDoJ1qamlrxo2_500.jpg&hash=029c5fed4c4eeb9ef995bbffbe449de8b52036ad)
Wowzha! Awesome transformation there! Love your hair...
Just looked through a massive chunk of this thread and figured it'd be terrible forum etiquette to spam "Wow!" at everyone. Even though I see myself everyday it astounds me the effect those little blue pills have!
Quote from: Kaylee on September 14, 2013, 02:04:24 PM
Just looked through a massive chunk of this thread and figured it'd be terrible forum etiquette to spam "Wow!" at everyone. Even though I see myself everyday it astounds me the effect those little blue pills have!
To paraphrase:
Morpheus: This is your last chance. After this, there is no turning back. You take the sugar pill - the story ends, you wake up in your bed and believe whatever you want to believe. You take the blue pill - you stay in Wonderland and I show you how deep the rabbit-hole goes.
:D
Wow you all look so amazing!! :o
I can't wait to post before and afters of myself XP Just less then 30 days for me :laugh:
Quote from: Christine167 on September 14, 2013, 02:40:22 PM
To paraphrase:
Morpheus: This is your last chance. After this, there is no turning back. You take the sugar pill - the story ends, you wake up in your bed and believe whatever you want to believe. You take the blue pill - you stay in Wonderland and I show you how deep the rabbit-hole goes.
:D
Nerd...Love it!
Quote from: Nina on September 13, 2013, 07:43:02 AM
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1317.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Ft629%2Fninaspix%2FPhoto135_zps50b004ff.png&hash=e9ffb2936773e8c59f3e766f85a9028c624812c9)(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1317.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Ft629%2Fninaspix%2FPhoto270_zpsaf455948.jpeg&hash=f19c785aa993a19393110152f7cac91d92568b99)
Nina, look how happy you are! I think you'll do great. You are beautiful!
Quote from: Serena Lynn on September 13, 2013, 05:13:06 PM
Felt like jumping in today since it is my 15 month anniversary
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi43.tinypic.com%2F2aikf0x.jpg&hash=cf594403c03e08812a3551c3dbd18b15a4f4def6)
Serena it amazes me have far you've come. You look truly fabulous and are an inspiration to me.
Here's a pic of me from Feb 2012 and another from last week, about 12 months on hormones (6 months on a low dose, stepped up in March), sorry for the shoddy quality...
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimageshack.us%2Fa%2Fimg845%2F3279%2Fgoi9.jpg&hash=c82072ee66be28b9044f38966c3637dbf1824bff)(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimageshack.us%2Fa%2Fimg266%2F989%2Fi0cb.jpg&hash=1bf3c74b3a9547457f8457a11e36a3e09c7d75d9)
The confidence boost I've had since coming out to people makes wish I wish I'd started at 20 instead of 30 though :-(
Just peeking back in this thread... thanks everyone for the compliments (yes that really was the old me) and to all that have posted pics, just amazing! <3
Quote from: Kaylee on September 15, 2013, 09:37:17 AM
Here's a pic of me from Feb 2012 and another from last week, about 12 months on hormones (6 months on a low dose, stepped up in March), sorry for the shoddy quality...
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimageshack.us%2Fa%2Fimg845%2F3279%2Fgoi9.jpg&hash=c82072ee66be28b9044f38966c3637dbf1824bff)(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimageshack.us%2Fa%2Fimg266%2F989%2Fi0cb.jpg&hash=1bf3c74b3a9547457f8457a11e36a3e09c7d75d9)
The confidence boost I've had since coming out to people makes wish I wish I'd started at 20 instead of 30 though :-(
Such a huge change, Kaylee you doll!
Quote from: Kaylee on September 15, 2013, 09:37:17 AM
Here's a pic of me from Feb 2012 and another from last week, about 12 months on hormones (6 months on a low dose, stepped up in March), sorry for the shoddy quality...
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimageshack.us%2Fa%2Fimg845%2F3279%2Fgoi9.jpg&hash=c82072ee66be28b9044f38966c3637dbf1824bff)(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimageshack.us%2Fa%2Fimg266%2F989%2Fi0cb.jpg&hash=1bf3c74b3a9547457f8457a11e36a3e09c7d75d9)
The confidence boost I've had since coming out to people makes wish I wish I'd started at 20 instead of 30 though :-(
Love that red hair! You looking really pretty!
Quote from: Alaia on September 15, 2013, 04:53:39 AM
Nina, look how happy you are! I think you'll do great. You are beautiful!
Thank you, that means a lot to me.
Quote from: Kaylee on September 15, 2013, 09:37:17 AM
The confidence boost I've had since coming out to people makes wish I wish I'd started at 20 instead of 30 though :-(
That's so true! I wish I'd come out when I still had my hair. ;)
Yesterday, my mom took a picture of me, which is a tad better than the one from 9/11/13. I don't wanna spam this thread with my pics, so here is only the link to it. (Or shall I put it into those [img] brackets? Sorry, I'm a newbie. :D)
http://i1317.photobucket.com/albums/t629/ninaspix/IMG_0743_zps80685976.jpg
Quote from: Nina on September 16, 2013, 09:11:27 AM
Thank you, that means a lot to me.
That's so true! I wish I'd come out when I still had my hair. ;)
Yesterday, my mom took a picture of me, which is a tad better than the one from 9/11/13. I don't wanna spam this thread with my pics, so here is only the link to it. (Or shall I put it into those [img] brackets? Sorry, I'm a newbie. :D)
http://i1317.photobucket.com/albums/t629/ninaspix/IMG_0743_zps80685976.jpg
Nina, I am remiss in failing to comment on your original post here, but you are indeed such a pretty and happy looking doll! Just wanted to be sure and let you know that I think your transformation is terrific! I think your before photo threw me because you looked so much like a person I once knew that it left me speechless.
Quote from: Shantel on September 16, 2013, 09:21:09 AM
Nina, I am remiss in failing to comment on your original post here, but you are indeed such a pretty and happy looking doll! Just wanted to be sure and let you know that I think your transformation is terrific! I think your before photo threw me because you looked so much like a person I once knew that it left me speechless.
Thanks, Shantel. You make me blush!
This thread always blows me away. @Nina-- I love your features. You look great, but I'm wondering if maybe a longer hairstyle and longer sideswept bangs might be a better look for you. You might want to go to one of the free online virtual makeover sites and try out of couple of dozen new new looks sometime. It's a great way to home in on what style works best for you.
@Kaylee, I'm just sayin' no way that's you in the first pic.
And that's about the best pic I've seen of @Serena Lynn and she's taken some great ones (the "after", I mean).
~ Lyric ~
I always get super depressed and super jealous whenever I see this thread. I just don't think I'll ever get to the point where I can pass reasonably. :(
Everybody here that posts looks great, though. :D
Quote from: Shantel on September 15, 2013, 11:24:33 AM
Such a huge change, Kaylee you doll!
I've just been called a doll, first time for for everything I suppose, thanks!
Quote from: -Emily- on September 15, 2013, 12:11:11 PM
Another late but stunning transition :). I cant believe seeing those changes You had :)
Cheers chuck, you just put a great big smile on my face!
Quote from: Aina on September 15, 2013, 02:49:41 PM
Love that red hair! You looking really pretty!
And you made it bigger! The reds brand new, got bored on Friday and figured it was time to go through the obligatory teen girl ritual of destroying my hair with dye, I was quite surprised it turned out ok :-)
Quote from: Lyric on September 16, 2013, 01:37:47 PM
@Kaylee, I'm just sayin' no way that's you in the first pic.
~ Lyric ~
Thanks darling, but yup, it most definitely is/was me. I have worse pics I can put up to confirm it's not just one I found online, gonna save those for a later date to give everyone a chuckle though ;). I have dropped from 13 stone 7 down to 10 stone 10 as well between the 2 so I'd look way different even without everything else probably...
Quote from: Shodan on September 16, 2013, 01:42:36 PM
I always get super depressed and super jealous whenever I see this thread. I just don't think I'll ever get to the point where I can pass reasonably. :(
Everybody here that posts looks great, though. :D
System Shock 2?
I didn't think I'd ever pass either, but those little blue pills are powerful stuff, I'm sure you'll get there!
Quote from: Lyric on September 16, 2013, 01:37:47 PM
This thread always blows me away. @Nina-- I love your features. You look great, but I'm wondering if maybe a longer hairstyle and longer sideswept bangs might be a better look for you. You might want to go to one of the free online virtual makeover sites and try out of couple of dozen new new looks sometime. It's a great way to home in on what style works best for you.
Online virtual makeover sounds interesting. I'll look into that. I chose the actual hairstyle when I was pre HRT. Back then I tried a longer wig, but it looked not half as good. But now with the effects of the hormones I think it may work.
Quote from: Kaylee on September 16, 2013, 03:07:08 PM
System Shock 2?
I didn't think I'd ever pass either, but those little blue pills are powerful stuff, I'm sure you'll get there!
Yup. One of the greatest games ever, and I'm sure the pills are awesome stuff, but, honestly, if you take a look at a picture of me (which you can find if you're willing to do some digging) I'll end up looking like a hag. Or a female neanderthal. Take your pick.
Quote from: Nina on September 13, 2013, 07:43:02 AM
This pic was taken on 9/11/13, I'm really happy so far. :) What do you think?
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1317.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Ft629%2Fninaspix%2FPhoto270_zpsaf455948.jpeg&hash=f19c785aa993a19393110152f7cac91d92568b99)
Here's a picture of one of my nieces for you to compare with your picture. Could be sisters.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1353.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fq663%2Fkathybottoms%2F5334_668903140645_6994258_n1_zps20efcc38.jpg&hash=87ef283796b685dea6c8244e8afffd5387ec7770) (http://s1353.photobucket.com/user/kathybottoms/media/5334_668903140645_6994258_n1_zps20efcc38.jpg.html)
Quote from: kathyk on September 17, 2013, 12:36:20 AM
Here's a picture of one of my nieces for you to compare with your picture. Could be sisters.
Amazing, they could be twins!
Quote from: Nina on September 16, 2013, 03:59:58 PMOnline virtual makeover sounds interesting.
I love these sites. Anyone doing wig or hairstyle shopping should try them. My fav is the one InStyle mag has that uses celebrity styles and is updated with some frequency. Here's some lines:
http://www.taaz.com/virtual-makeover (http://www.taaz.com/virtual-makeover)
http://www.instyle.com/instyle/makeover/ (http://www.instyle.com/instyle/makeover/)
http://www.marykay.com/whatsnew/virtualmakeover/default.aspx (http://www.marykay.com/whatsnew/virtualmakeover/default.aspx)
Quote from: kathyk on September 17, 2013, 12:36:20 AM
Here's a picture of one of my nieces for you to compare with your picture. Could be sisters.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1353.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fq663%2Fkathybottoms%2F5334_668903140645_6994258_n1_zps20efcc38.jpg&hash=87ef283796b685dea6c8244e8afffd5387ec7770) (http://s1353.photobucket.com/user/kathybottoms/media/5334_668903140645_6994258_n1_zps20efcc38.jpg.html)
Wow, they say there is a double of everyone out there...
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Foi39.tinypic.com%2F2aj412v.jpg&hash=55416a4501751336e938c2e404c29b1b247945a9)
Wow!! Happy anniversary! And you look more amazing each time! Your face is soooo much more feminine than in the past!
Quote from: Serena Lynn on September 13, 2013, 05:13:06 PM
Felt like jumping in today since it is my 15 month anniversary
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi43.tinypic.com%2F2aikf0x.jpg&hash=cf594403c03e08812a3551c3dbd18b15a4f4def6)
Why not I might as well jump in on this thread seeing today is my 8 month anniversary since starting HRT
THis is about 3 years before HRT.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FcZru3WY.jpg&hash=a51aa4fadc6cc39edfd4bdb01907698ea04c2430)
And this was taken on 9/20/2013.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FSRUBSRa.jpg&hash=2824660c0e51cfebfffb33991f8f98f0a06d1453)
Quote from: Bethany Dawn on September 20, 2013, 01:21:22 PM
Why not I might as well jump in on this thread seeing today is my 8 month anniversary since starting HRT
THis is about 3 years before HRT.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FcZru3WY.jpg&hash=a51aa4fadc6cc39edfd4bdb01907698ea04c2430)
And this was taken on 9/20/2013.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FSRUBSRa.jpg&hash=2824660c0e51cfebfffb33991f8f98f0a06d1453)
You look terrific!
@Bethany, I went through that phase before I really got to find Jamie & make up...I used to have all that facial hair too, then it was just a mustache...it finally got in the way, so I shave it off so I could do the last step, the make up that makes all the feminizing look pretty. Once all that hair was off & how awful it made me look plus older, all of a sudden I became a younger better looking person, that hair does us no favors. Once the make up is on it takes even more years off me. Congrats on passing Beauty school, you look wonderful!
Thanks Ketelyn and Jamie.
Quote from: Jamiep on September 20, 2013, 03:32:55 PM
@Bethany, I went through that phase before I really got to find Jamie & make up...I used to have all that facial hair too, then it was just a mustache...it finally got in the way, so I shave it off so I could do the last step, the make up that makes all the feminizing look pretty. Once all that hair was off & how awful it made me look plus older, all of a sudden I became a younger better looking person, that hair does us no favors. Once the make up is on it takes even more years off me. Congrats on passing Beauty school, you look wonderful!
Jamie I have zero makeup on. I really do need to work on applying makeup.
@Bethany, yes I realize that. There are a lot of tips at cosmetic company web site or check out Youtube. Around the house & neighborhood I use Cover Girl True Blend liquid. Big night out on the town I use a real good foundation cream that covers the beard extremely well MAC Full Coverage Foundation & all the time I use MAC Mineralize Foundation/Loose Powder. They are more expensive but worth it. The liquid & cream I just use my fingers to spread. The powder you can us a sponge or brush. If you can't get to a store you can order online. At a store you can have the assistance of staff to help pick the closest match to your skin tone. That is the best way, which I did at MAC's. Sometimes I would be in a pharmacy & pic a product & dab a bit on my skin or hold a product up to my face looking in the mirror. Online is trickier because of how the colors display on your screen could be different from the real product, it is more by trial & error. I have never ordered online. You just have to experiment until you get the look you envision for yourself. I'm a MAC Girl!
Quote from: KatelynRain on September 20, 2013, 01:13:19 PM
Wow!! Happy anniversary! And you look more amazing each time! Your face is soooo much more feminine than in the past!
Thank you! ;D
Quote from: Bethany Dawn on September 20, 2013, 01:21:22 PM
Why not I might as well jump in on this thread seeing today is my 8 month anniversary since starting HRT
THis is about 3 years before HRT.
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And this was taken on 9/20/2013.
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Quite a quantum leap for you Bethany, congrats!
I never do get to comment here enough. You are all such beautiful women, and should be so proud of yourselves!
My contribution:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg163.imageshack.us%2Fimg163%2F4885%2Fxvsr.jpg&hash=2d6c3c484c5ddc54805f3e9e1c361f55fd774107) (http://imageshack.us/photo/my-images/163/xvsr.jpg/)
My hair was a bit...windswept...from my walk to and from the farmers' market this morning. But still, I felt cute when I got home. Whenever I saw my reflection, I'd have those moments (which have becoming more regular) where I go, "oh- that's a girl there!" It's such a surreal feeling. It's strange how it can all catch up seemingly suddenly- we see our faces countless times, every day. I had to remind myself with past photos through Facebook just what has changed, and felt it was worth to post here.
Its funny, too. I can't put my finger on it. I know there's a difference there, but besides the boobs, I really don't know what it is. Maybe the before isn't a very good before. Regardless, I'm more than happy to be the one on the right :)
Dee you are a very pretty woman.
Quote from: Dee on September 22, 2013, 02:06:00 AM
I never do get to comment here enough. You are all such beautiful women, and should be so proud of yourselves!
My contribution:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg163.imageshack.us%2Fimg163%2F4885%2Fxvsr.jpg&hash=2d6c3c484c5ddc54805f3e9e1c361f55fd774107) (http://imageshack.us/photo/my-images/163/xvsr.jpg/)
My hair was a bit...windswept...from my walk to and from the farmers' market this morning. But still, I felt cute when I got home. Whenever I saw my reflection, I'd have those moments (which have becoming more regular) where I go, "oh- that's a girl there!" It's such a surreal feeling. It's strange how it can all catch up seemingly suddenly- we see our faces countless times, every day. I had to remind myself with past photos through Facebook just what has changed, and felt it was worth to post here.
Its funny, too. I can't put my finger on it. I know there's a difference there, but besides the boobs, I really don't know what it is. Maybe the before isn't a very good before. Regardless, I'm more than happy to be the one on the right :)
You looked like Keanu Reeves before and now you look super cute ;)
Quote from: Dee on September 22, 2013, 02:06:00 AM
I never do get to comment here enough. You are all such beautiful women, and should be so proud of yourselves!
My contribution:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg163.imageshack.us%2Fimg163%2F4885%2Fxvsr.jpg&hash=2d6c3c484c5ddc54805f3e9e1c361f55fd774107) (http://imageshack.us/photo/my-images/163/xvsr.jpg/)
My hair was a bit...windswept...from my walk to and from the farmers' market this morning. But still, I felt cute when I got home. Whenever I saw my reflection, I'd have those moments (which have becoming more regular) where I go, "oh- that's a girl there!" It's such a surreal feeling. It's strange how it can all catch up seemingly suddenly- we see our faces countless times, every day. I had to remind myself with past photos through Facebook just what has changed, and felt it was worth to post here.
Its funny, too. I can't put my finger on it. I know there's a difference there, but besides the boobs, I really don't know what it is. Maybe the before isn't a very good before. Regardless, I'm more than happy to be the one on the right :)
There is a remarkable difference Dee, like the commercial once said, "You've come a long way baby!" I see a guy on the left that you look nothing like and a very vivacious, attractive looking woman on the right. Your avatar photo looks grumpy and not nearly as pretty and alive in comparison. We only have photos and don't see you every day in real life so we only get the instant the shutter clicked so it's not always easy to make the best assessments, but if you are that woman on the right of my screen you are just beautiful and appear to have moved light years ahead from your former self.
Quote from: Dee on September 22, 2013, 02:06:00 AM
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg163.imageshack.us%2Fimg163%2F4885%2Fxvsr.jpg&hash=2d6c3c484c5ddc54805f3e9e1c361f55fd774107) (http://imageshack.us/photo/my-images/163/xvsr.jpg/)
... Whenever I saw my reflection, I'd have those moments (which have becoming more regular) where I go, "oh- that's a girl there!" It's such a surreal feeling. .....
Yeah, no question about it that's a girl there. You're great looking, sound real confident, and wow - you've had an incredible change in two years.
Quote from: Christine167 on September 22, 2013, 06:59:48 AM
You looked like Keanu Reeves before and now you look super cute ;)
I was going to say Ashton Kutcher, be either way still look great before and after! Such a complete change. I also find myself looking through old pics thinking "Bloody hell, that was me!?!"
Also, what bass are you using in that pic? I haven't played it properly for a while but I generally use a green Musicman stringray SUB with pressed metal scratch plate, plays like a dream when she's had some attention :-)
Thank you all!
@Bethany- you look so happy now, I love it! But what's with the TB hat? I thought you were from the Cape? (Kidding... I actually love the Rays).
@Shan- Haha, I never really thought of my avatar as grumpy looking, but I do see that now. I'll probably change it in the near future, it's kinda dated by now. But I know what you mean with the shutter-glimpses compared to everyday. I explain this to my roommates all the time; they see me everyday, which makes it harder for them to understand the significance of what I've gone through. I'm happy to see the changes in retrospect, though!
@Christine and Kaylee- hah! I usually heard Justin Long, specifically from pics of that show in the before. Not offensive comparisons... but I'm glad they're in the past.
And Kaylee, that's an SD Curlee bass. Walnut and brass, 3/4 semi neckthrough, old school dimarzio pickups. It's a sustain machine! But my usual go to is just the ol' fender standard jazz. I've always wanted a stingray though, that range and playability is so killer. Then the rick 4001 follows on the wish list... and.... Oh god... gear acquisition syndrome is kicking back in....!!!
Quote from: Dee on September 22, 2013, 02:06:00 AM
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Had to quote the photos like the rest...
First a question, how old were you when you started HRT if you don't mind me asking...
Anyway this is exactly what I hope to see for myself as far as changes go. Absolutely incredible, it's just so hard to imagine that much change can happen. On top of that who knows how much will change as everybody differs. I'm only 1 month in and like most have the anxiety that it will not happen for me, but these are the types of before's and after's that keep me going and excited for the future. We shall see!
On a second note...
Quote from: Kaylee on September 22, 2013, 10:35:00 AM
Also, what bass are you using in that pic? I haven't played it properly for a while but I generally use a green Musicman stringray SUB with pressed metal scratch plate, plays like a dream when she's had some attention :-)
Quote from: Dee on September 22, 2013, 04:49:18 PM
Kaylee, that's an SD Curlee bass. Walnut and brass, 3/4 semi neckthrough, old school dimarzio pickups. It's a sustain machine! But my usual go to is just the ol' fender standard jazz. I've always wanted a stingray though, that range and playability is so killer. Then the rick 4001 follows on the wish list... and.... Oh god... gear acquisition syndrome is kicking back in....!!!
My husband is a musician, you both sound like him and I'm clueless and tone deaf when it comes to music and singing. Wished I had that talent, here is a photo to make you two drool :P And this is only his guitar section he has a whole studio aka master bedroom. Yes his instruments get the best room in the house lol!
(sorry I know it's off topic, but you two sound like you'd geek out over it so couldn't help but share)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi145.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fr227%2FThaliesin%2FIMG_20130922_150907_zps17c06e05.jpg&hash=b5bfccb75801abe1fe504b0f25e4c0c82fb0179a)
Quote from: Dee on September 22, 2013, 02:06:00 AM
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg163.imageshack.us%2Fimg163%2F4885%2Fxvsr.jpg&hash=2d6c3c484c5ddc54805f3e9e1c361f55fd774107) (http://imageshack.us/photo/my-images/163/xvsr.jpg/)
I'm more than happy to be the one on the right :)
I think the one on the right would make a good avatar, you have a very nice smile in that one :)
Quote from: V M on September 22, 2013, 05:20:24 PM
I think the one on the right would make a good avatar, you have a very nice smile in that one :)
I was thinking the same thing too!
Quote from: Kaylee on September 15, 2013, 09:37:17 AM
Here's a pic of me from Feb 2012 and another from last week, about 12 months on hormones (6 months on a low dose, stepped up in March), sorry for the shoddy quality...
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimageshack.us%2Fa%2Fimg845%2F3279%2Fgoi9.jpg&hash=c82072ee66be28b9044f38966c3637dbf1824bff)(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimageshack.us%2Fa%2Fimg266%2F989%2Fi0cb.jpg&hash=1bf3c74b3a9547457f8457a11e36a3e09c7d75d9)
The confidence boost I've had since coming out to people makes wish I wish I'd started at 20 instead of 30 though :-(
Wow, you look like a teenager now, that much younger!
Quote from: Dee on September 22, 2013, 04:49:18 PM
@Bethany- you look so happy now, I love it! But what's with the TB hat? I thought you were from the Cape? (Kidding... I actually love the Rays).
Thank you very much. I have never been so happy in my life. I use to live near Port Charlotte FL . for 8 years before moving back to Massachusetts. I fell in love with the Rays and Lightning while down there. I learned that the Red Sox are just as an evil empire as the Yankees. By the way that photo was taken at a spring training game.
Well I guess it's settled, next time I'm at my computer, a news avatar will be my task, haha.
Harlow- i was 27 when I started hrt (still the same age, bday soon). Those first couple months are painstaking! I remember feeling like there just wouldn't be any effect. Just give your body time to adjust, and you'll start to see it for yourself. But I'm honored my b/a can be motivational.
Also, your husband has quite the collection! Always happy to see other people with crazy instrument collections.
@Kathy- I meant to respond to you earlier. I feel like the confidence is 90% of what goes into passing, and I'm grateful for the support system I have. Everyone- family, friends, roommates- has only encouraged this confidence. And who would have known living with 5 twenty-something guys during transition would have bred such an atmosphere! Very thankful for them, everyday. :D
Quote from: Dee on September 22, 2013, 02:06:00 AM
I never do get to comment here enough. You are all such beautiful women, and should be so proud of yourselves!
My contribution:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg163.imageshack.us%2Fimg163%2F4885%2Fxvsr.jpg&hash=2d6c3c484c5ddc54805f3e9e1c361f55fd774107) (http://imageshack.us/photo/my-images/163/xvsr.jpg/)
That smile is easily worth a thousand words. Fantastic!!
Quote from: Dee on September 22, 2013, 04:49:18 PM
And Kaylee, that's an SD Curlee bass. Walnut and brass, 3/4 semi neckthrough, old school dimarzio pickups. It's a sustain machine! But my usual go to is just the ol' fender standard jazz. I've always wanted a stingray though, that range and playability is so killer. Then the rick 4001 follows on the wish list... and.... Oh god... gear acquisition syndrome is kicking back in....!!!
Nice, old, chunky bits of wood are the best! My old housemate must have around 30+ of the things so I only ever needed the String ray and an Ibanez acoustic, anytime I wanted to use something else I'd just shout "Oi, hippy, where's the Wal? What do you mean it's in the studio! Ok the 78 Jazz will do!" :)
Apart from the green/blue Yamaha electro-acoustic 6 stringer my gear acquisition is on hold for the mo, this transition malarkey can get a tad expensive :-) Definitely agree with the others that have said to use that pic as your avatar pic, you look proper chuffed stiff!
Quote from: Harlow on September 22, 2013, 05:14:42 PM
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So...many..strings...to break!! That looks like a very fun room :D
Quote from: Ultimus on September 22, 2013, 09:17:12 PM
Wow, you look like a teenager now, that much younger!
:-) Thank you so much!!! I actually get ID'd quite frequently since starting hormones, bit of a pain though as I don't drive and haven't updated my passport yet...needless to say I get some entertaining looks off counter staff :D
Quote from: Alaia on July 01, 2013, 04:29:41 AM
Damn girl! That's amazing, great job!
So many of the transformations here just blow my mind. Definitely gives me hope.
Alaia, your avatar looks super cute.
Quote from: Dee on September 22, 2013, 02:06:00 AM
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Dee, this is an amazing transformation. You are a beautiful person, and it looks like things will turn out pretty well for you. Keep it up! ;)
Everybody looks so pretty it gives me hope.
Kaylee, that's some awesome hair - the color really suits you. Awesome results. Totally cute. Jealous.
I'm happy that your confidence is up as well. Sounds like you're surrounded by some very supportive and understanding people. Double jealous.
Healthy weight loss? Triple jealous.
Looking like a girl in her early twenties too when all is said and done? That's crazy good in terms of results.
Congrats!
Quote from: Michele on September 24, 2013, 04:38:38 PM
Kaylee, that's some awesome hair - the color really suits you. Awesome results. Totally cute. Jealous.
I'm happy that your confidence is up as well. Sounds like you're surrounded by some very supportive and understanding people. Double jealous.
Healthy weight loss? Triple jealous.
Looking like a girl in her early twenties too when all is said and done? That's crazy good in terms of results.
Congrats!
Thank you so much, that's just put a massive smile on my face where chocolate just wasn't cutting it (having a "I'm fat and ugly" day. Though my housemate did say I was acting just like a teenage girl, which is awesome in itself I suppose :)
Quote from: Kaylee on September 24, 2013, 05:15:20 PM
Thank you so much, that's just put a massive smile on my face where chocolate just wasn't cutting it (having a "I'm fat and ugly" day. Though my housemate did say I was acting just like a teenage girl, which is awesome in itself I suppose :)
You'll never be fat Kaylee! Chocolate is 100 calories per oz. +/- love it though, but it is a prescription for an unwanted muffin top.
Quote from: Kaylee on September 15, 2013, 09:37:17 AM
Here's a pic of me from Feb 2012 and another from last week, about 12 months on hormones (6 months on a low dose, stepped up in March), sorry for the shoddy quality...
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimageshack.us%2Fa%2Fimg845%2F3279%2Fgoi9.jpg&hash=c82072ee66be28b9044f38966c3637dbf1824bff)(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimageshack.us%2Fa%2Fimg266%2F989%2Fi0cb.jpg&hash=1bf3c74b3a9547457f8457a11e36a3e09c7d75d9)
The confidence boost I've had since coming out to people makes wish I wish I'd started at 20 instead of 30 though :-(
Wow...this is kinda scary...you look exactly like my sister when she was in her 20's. Absolutely amazing :)
Quote from: Alice Elanore on September 24, 2013, 07:04:21 PM
Wow...this is kinda scary...you look exactly like my sister when she was in her 20's. Absolutely amazing :)
The photo of her former self looks like that biker guy on "Falling Skies"
Quote from: Alice Elanore on September 24, 2013, 07:04:21 PM
Wow...this is kinda scary...you look exactly like my sister when she was in her 20's. Absolutely amazing :)
Look like two entirely different people. Brilliant.
Quote from: Shantel on September 24, 2013, 05:21:01 PM
You'll never be fat Kaylee! Chocolate is 100 calories per oz. +/- love it though, but it is a prescription for an unwanted muffin top.
It is possible...my nickname used to be Chubb in secondary school :( I must remember not to weigh myself when already feeling down and angry!!!
You know its funny, but I was always more of a jelly sweets kinda person before hrt, I didn't really see the appeal in chocolate that much. Now though it's another matter! (hate to perpetuate stereotypes, but apparently this one's true :)
Quote from: Alice Elanore on September 24, 2013, 07:04:21 PM
Wow...this is kinda scary...you look exactly like my sister when she was in her 20's. Absolutely amazing :)
Thank you :) I figure if I just refuse to grow up mentally then the body will follow, like those crazy monks that can control body temperature/heart rate but more useful!!!
Quote from: Shantel on September 24, 2013, 08:32:25 PM
The photo of her former self looks like that biker guy on "Falling Skies"
Hehe. I'm more used to the Ozzy/Jesus references :)
Quote from: Dreams2014 on September 25, 2013, 04:09:40 AM
Look like two entirely different people. Brilliant.
Thank you, I have actually managed to pass for an hour or so before my friends bf clocked on that we'd already met and partied quite hard together.
His name is Davros - well, its really Dave but everyone calls him Davros - and I looked like this last time I saw him, how could he forget me!!
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimageshack.us%2Fa%2Fimg14%2F2826%2Ftwno.jpg&hash=8b2a620bb8c01f27f62ead1922449b1675de5e97)
Pic's from about a year ago after 3 months low dose spiro/e btw to keep pics on topic :)
Thanks darlings, you've all really cheered me up ;D
Kaylee, whoa. Absolutely lovely :)
Quote from: Kaylee on September 26, 2013, 01:42:34 PM
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Pic's from about a year ago after 3 months low dose spiro/e btw to keep pics on topic :)
Thanks darlings, you've all really cheered me up ;D
There is a lot of real creative character wearing that getup....Cute!
Here are two before (older pics) as of Fall 2012:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2F141bSXA.jpg&hash=c00bef95127cf4fd5996598bac5b044b0af4f134)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FSHd5wGn.jpg&hash=e6de08b7c1d7894bcb5d41d05b87fd4af399df53)
Here is a new pic as of Summer 2013:
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Here is a current pic as of Fall 2013:
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265 days full-time, 186 days on HRT, and 132 days with legal uniformity and counting....
Quote from: Mlle. Glistenburg on September 29, 2013, 11:47:13 AM
265 days full-time, 186 days on HRT, and 132 days with legal uniformity and counting....
Wow, really a 180 degree turn and pretty!
Quote from: Shantel on September 29, 2013, 11:54:34 AM
Wow, really a 180 degree turn and pretty!
Shantel, your words are too kind. Thanks deary!
Quote from: Mlle. Glistenburg on September 29, 2013, 11:47:13 AM
Here is a current pic as of Fall 2013:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FsfdL7wk.jpg&hash=648a8e4c67b67f18a6a246dd574c702e13dd59a7)
265 days full-time, 186 days on HRT, and 132 days with legal uniformity and counting....
WOW. What a difference! The dark hair looks great too.
Not strictly a before and after photo, but the one on the left is 7 years ago, pre-hormones, and the one on the right was today. I thought of comparing because it feels like I've come full circle and returned to a similar look that I had back then. I never looked particularly masculine, but I didn't always pass pre-hormones. It's difficult to put my finger on what's changed, except it seems my features look 'finer' and 'thinner' now.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg163.imageshack.us%2Fimg163%2F4892%2Fbw95.jpg&hash=ea7825e4bef0d69c26925f4aea1e4663e3d8c85f)
Quote from: Assoluta on September 29, 2013, 03:58:56 PM
Not strictly a before and after photo, but the one on the left is 7 years ago, pre-hormones, and the one on the right was today. I thought of comparing because it feels like I've come full circle and returned to a similar look that I had back then. I never looked particularly masculine, but I didn't always pass pre-hormones. It's difficult to put my finger on what's changed, except it seems my features look 'finer' and 'thinner' now.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg163.imageshack.us%2Fimg163%2F4892%2Fbw95.jpg&hash=ea7825e4bef0d69c26925f4aea1e4663e3d8c85f)
You have changed considerably. Your features seem more delicate, eyebrows are thinned and eyes look better. I'm not sure, but was that a wig in your first photo?
Quote from: Shantel on September 29, 2013, 04:06:13 PM
You have changed considerably. Your features seem more delicate, eyebrows are thinned and eyes look better. I'm not sure, but was that a wig in your first photo?
It was indeed a wig!
Quote from: Assoluta on September 29, 2013, 06:00:53 PM
It was indeed a wig!
You're looking pretty and sweet hon!
Five Years, pre was a week before getting ears pierced. That was my turning point.
Quote from: Cindy on September 30, 2013, 04:39:48 AM
Mmmmm
I'm a bit old for this but....
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1240.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fgg499%2F8295%2F928e2a24-e055-4f79-9ed9-a76777008cae.jpg&hash=a91f7a1f0081de570792f75dd4a09b1800716c3f)
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Quote from: Cindy on September 30, 2013, 04:53:11 AM
Five Years, pre was a week before getting ears pierced. That was my turning point.
Holy smoke Cindy what a swap, you make a much better looking woman any day hon! I didn't want to become an old fogy either..
Quote from: Cindy on September 30, 2013, 04:53:11 AM
Five Years, pre was a week before getting ears pierced. That was my turning point.
Cindy, you look great! I don't believe I've ever seen a before photo of you on here before, and I'm happy to see this example.
And too old? What are you taking about. :)
Quote from: Dee on September 30, 2013, 11:51:43 AM
Cindy, you look great! I don't believe I've ever seen a before photo of you on here before, and I'm happy to see this example.
And too old? What are you taking about. :)
Yeah like a fine wine, that one!
Quote from: Assoluta on September 29, 2013, 03:58:56 PM
Not strictly a before and after photo, but the one on the left is 7 years ago, pre-hormones, and the one on the right was today. I thought of comparing because it feels like I've come full circle and returned to a similar look that I had back then. I never looked particularly masculine, but I didn't always pass pre-hormones. It's difficult to put my finger on what's changed, except it seems my features look 'finer' and 'thinner' now.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg163.imageshack.us%2Fimg163%2F4892%2Fbw95.jpg&hash=ea7825e4bef0d69c26925f4aea1e4663e3d8c85f)
Beautiful :)
Quote from: Cindy on September 30, 2013, 04:53:11 AM
Five Years, pre was a week before getting ears pierced. That was my turning point.
You look lovely, and very happy. I envy you.
Quote from: Shantel on September 30, 2013, 11:14:50 AM
Holy smoke Cindy what a swap, you make a much better looking woman any day hon! I didn't want to become an old fogy either..
If there were only one thing in life before starting all this process that I could not stomach becoming it would be an old man. Now if I could just get transition over with in time to have a few good years as a pretty young woman who's allowed to wear 'young' clothes, I'd then be okay with becoming an old woman.
Can't believe I am doing this!
5 Years ago (https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-d4YJiO20nsI/Uk2bcoltcsI/AAAAAAAABNA/xqTV3ebx2IM/w601-h800-no/al+moody.jpg)
Couple of days ago (https://lh5.googleusercontent.com/-EAbnN7L4AQ4/UkVl-k3ZcYI/AAAAAAAABA4/T0nWrJYb0MY/w521-h926-no/20130927_120301.jpg)
Quote from: alexjrogers on October 03, 2013, 11:30:24 AM
Can't believe I am doing this!
5 Years ago (https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-d4YJiO20nsI/Uk2bcoltcsI/AAAAAAAABNA/xqTV3ebx2IM/w601-h800-no/al+moody.jpg)
Couple of days ago (https://lh5.googleusercontent.com/-EAbnN7L4AQ4/UkVl-k3ZcYI/AAAAAAAABA4/T0nWrJYb0MY/w521-h926-no/20130927_120301.jpg)
I like the second one better, much more promising! Who is that dark looking fellow? Kinda scary!
Quote from: Shantel on October 03, 2013, 12:04:52 PM
I like the second one better, much more promising! Who is that dark looking fellow? Kinda scary!
I don't know him.....
I'm really starting to like my new androgynous look. I thought I'd share a fun before and current pic.
BEFORE
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi885.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fac58%2Fautumnrain80%2Fbeard_zps19ad1c89.jpg&hash=c740bd61966311cfa24d1284f9a8de3dee0a743b) (http://s885.photobucket.com/user/autumnrain80/media/beard_zps19ad1c89.jpg.html)
CURRENT
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi885.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fac58%2Fautumnrain80%2F10-6-13_zps77b64f98.jpg&hash=73e0ca3f5173361fcda83b31897eb549787b26d4) (http://s885.photobucket.com/user/autumnrain80/media/10-6-13_zps77b64f98.jpg.html)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi885.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fac58%2Fautumnrain80%2F144a3738-cefc-4429-94f1-68b9f0445255_zpsdb1e6452.jpg&hash=2ba82a1a2c2326f89070d6f7906854838b2973d3) (http://s885.photobucket.com/user/autumnrain80/media/144a3738-cefc-4429-94f1-68b9f0445255_zpsdb1e6452.jpg.html)
Not wearing make up in any pics, but one day I'll get a pic with make up. :) (sorry for low quality, have only a terrible web cam)
What do you think?
Quote from: Just Kate on October 06, 2013, 01:53:28 AM
I'm really starting to like my new androgynous look.
What do you think?
That's a huge change already, you clean up rather nicely Kate. The eyebrows in the before picture were destined to take over your whole face, they look much better now and could probably use a little more fine tuning. There are eyebrow tutorials on the Internet with all the how to information. Jennygirl had posted a good one awhile back, she is the eyebrow go to gal here. You're looking really quite androgynously feminine right now and have a naturally pretty face.
I just updated my timeline collage that I've been doing. People who I've know for years that I haven't seen in a while don't recognize me anymore, I didn't think I changed all that much until I look at the first pic in the series.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg14.imageshack.us%2Fimg14%2F5158%2Fx4zx.jpg&hash=6d2c64d8be41e998883e6ee5a32fccb58d905c48)
That's a pretty good timeline collage Michelle! I see such a big difference, especially in the eyes. I see a lot of glowing happiness coming from them in the recent pictures versus the very first few.
Quote from: Dee on September 22, 2013, 02:06:00 AM
I never do get to comment here enough. You are all such beautiful women, and should be so proud of yourselves!
My contribution:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg163.imageshack.us%2Fimg163%2F4885%2Fxvsr.jpg&hash=2d6c3c484c5ddc54805f3e9e1c361f55fd774107) (http://imageshack.us/photo/my-images/163/xvsr.jpg/)
My hair was a bit...windswept...from my walk to and from the farmers' market this morning. But still, I felt cute when I got home. Whenever I saw my reflection, I'd have those moments (which have becoming more regular) where I go, "oh- that's a girl there!" It's such a surreal feeling. It's strange how it can all catch up seemingly suddenly- we see our faces countless times, every day. I had to remind myself with past photos through Facebook just what has changed, and felt it was worth to post here.
Its funny, too. I can't put my finger on it. I know there's a difference there, but besides the boobs, I really don't know what it is. Maybe the before isn't a very good before. Regardless, I'm more than happy to be the one on the right :)
Very nice. I wouldn't think it was the same person! :) Is that an SD Curlee bass?
Going back a page I see...
Quote from: Dee on September 22, 2013, 04:49:18 PM
And Kaylee, that's an SD Curlee bass. Walnut and brass, 3/4 semi neckthrough, old school dimarzio pickups. It's a sustain machine! But my usual go to is just the ol' fender standard jazz. I've always wanted a stingray though, that range and playability is so killer. Then the rick 4001 follows on the wish list... and.... Oh god... gear acquisition syndrome is kicking back in....!!!
I can spot my basses! I have two 1973 4001s. :) I have an SD Curleee here that I'm doing work on (I'm a luthier).
I have too many basses and guitars, and amps... I'm starting to sell some of them to help finance my transition...
Wow, amazing pictures everyone.
There is just too many names to mention!! you all look stunning, what a huge difference :)
Keep up the good work :)
Quote from: Cindy on September 30, 2013, 04:53:11 AM
Five Years, pre was a week before getting ears pierced. That was my turning point.
Cindy there is no way that your two pictures are of the same person.
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The time, it's flyin' now! Can't wait to have my first xmas as myself. My mom sent me a message the other day "I can't wait to spend christmas with my DAUGHTER!" (she did use caps :D)
I cannot believe it's only been 10 months... Feels like at least twice as long.
Quote from: Jennygirl on October 07, 2013, 12:18:21 PM
My mom sent me a message the other day "I can't wait to spend christmas with my DAUGHTER!" (she did use caps :D)
That's so sweet!
QuoteI cannot believe it's only been 10 months... Feels like at least twice as long.
Wow, that was fast!
I was looking into some older pics and OMG... I could not believe my eyes...
Roughly 2.5 years ago - I dont recognise that guy, btw. And the image is bloody ironic - I noted that only now... Uncle Freud would be sooo happy to see this one :). But, I am not compensating for anything, anymore! :) :) :)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FAiYxcfuh.jpg&hash=c7a3cfdfd36f12506917819063c6cfa8037ab409)
And this is me - 2 weeks ago
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2F4M1UHuoh.jpg&hash=843ee845a64aee2e2cb0b67ea529a28d229c6098) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2Fu1tb7WQh.jpg&hash=3512272c34a1bda22f3480c0450a8552260b2639)
That's some, ahem, big gun you got there! lol
If you hair was longer you would look like a totally different person!
Quote from: RavenMoon on October 07, 2013, 02:46:20 PM
That's some, ahem, big gun you got there! lol
No kidding! It is the 45mm Russian light anti-tank gun (M1942). They busted German Panzers good in WW2! :)
Quote from: RavenMoon on October 07, 2013, 02:46:20 PM
If you hair was longer you would look like a totally different person!
Yeah, I know :) I would look totally different with makeup too :)
Quote from: Jennygirl on October 07, 2013, 12:18:21 PM
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The time, it's flyin' now! Can't wait to have my first xmas as myself. My mom sent me a message the other day "I can't wait to spend christmas with my DAUGHTER!" (she did use caps :D)
I cannot believe it's only been 10 months... Feels like at least twice as long.
Your skin looks so much softer! You are very pretty. :)
Quote from: -Emily- on October 07, 2013, 02:41:54 PM
I was looking into some older pics and OMG... I could not believe my eyes...
Roughly 2.5 years ago - I dont recognise that guy, btw. And the image is bloody ironic - I noted that only now... Uncle Freud would be sooo happy to see this one :). But, I am not compensating for anything, anymore! :) :) :)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FAiYxcfuh.jpg&hash=c7a3cfdfd36f12506917819063c6cfa8037ab409)
And this is me - 2 weeks ago
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2F4M1UHuoh.jpg&hash=843ee845a64aee2e2cb0b67ea529a28d229c6098) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2Fu1tb7WQh.jpg&hash=3512272c34a1bda22f3480c0450a8552260b2639)
Big changes Emily, getting real cute and girly. :icon_bunch: The fellows in your old unit would be startled! :D ;D I often entertain myself with those same thoughts about my past military connections.
Quote from: Jennygirl on October 07, 2013, 12:18:21 PM
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The time, it's flyin' now! Can't wait to have my first xmas as myself. My mom sent me a message the other day "I can't wait to spend christmas with my DAUGHTER!" (she did use caps :D)
I cannot believe it's only been 10 months... Feels like at least twice as long.
It's hard to believe that you're the person on the left. Whaaaa happened? ;D
Quote from: Shantel on October 08, 2013, 08:51:29 AM
Big changes Emily, getting real cute and girly. :icon_bunch: The fellows in your old unit would be startled! :D ;D I often entertain myself with those same thoughts about my past military connections.
Thanx Shantie :) That was very nice and sweet of You :)
P.S. Btw, that was a re-enactment, not real military event, but my fellows would be really surprised, lol :).
Quote from: Shantel on October 08, 2013, 08:53:55 AM
It's hard to believe that you're the person on the left. Whaaaa happened? ;D
The inevitable ;)
It's getting harder and harder for me to believe as well!
Quote from: Jamie de la Rosa on October 07, 2013, 03:58:17 PM
Your skin looks so much softer! You are very pretty. :)
Thanks Jamie!!! I really appreciate all of your encouragement and help through this process. The past year has been made a lot easier because of you :) Thank you
Quote from: Jennygirl on October 07, 2013, 12:18:21 PM
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The time, it's flyin' now! Can't wait to have my first xmas as myself. My mom sent me a message the other day "I can't wait to spend christmas with my DAUGHTER!" (she did use caps :D)
I cannot believe it's only been 10 months... Feels like at least twice as long.
Wow Jenny you just keep looking better and better congrats on the 10 months I'll be there in like a week. ;D
wow you guys are amazing you all look great !
Quote from: Heather on October 08, 2013, 02:39:10 PM
Wow Jenny you just keep looking better and better congrats on the 10 months I'll be there in like a week. ;D
Congrats to you, too, Heather! And thanks :)
You seem to be doing great as well!
Quote from: Jennygirl on October 08, 2013, 02:45:22 PM
Congrats to you, too, Heather! And thanks :)
You seem to be doing great as well!
Thanks Jenny I'm coming along still don't look as good as you though. :)
Quote from: Heather on October 08, 2013, 02:48:55 PM
Thanks Jenny I'm coming along still don't look as good as you though. :)
you all look great its amazing :)
Quote from: ukftminneed on October 08, 2013, 02:40:10 PM
wow you guys are amazing you all look great !
Thank You, sir :)
/me curtsys
Quote from: Jennygirl on October 07, 2013, 12:18:21 PM
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The time, it's flyin' now! Can't wait to have my first xmas as myself. My mom sent me a message the other day "I can't wait to spend christmas with my DAUGHTER!" (she did use caps :D)
I cannot believe it's only been 10 months... Feels like at least twice as long.
Your image should come with a trigger warning >.<
My jaw dropped irl when I saw that last picture, just fantastic change
edit: I also said something like 'holy
>-bleeped-< what happened' or along those lines XD
Quote from: Hideyoshi on October 08, 2013, 05:06:32 PM
Your image should come with a trigger warning >.<
My jaw dropped irl when I saw that last picture, just fantastic change
Jenny was a good looking guy too, so it's no wonder she's beautiful now. :)
Cannot contain the ear to ear smile while reading your comments, thanks so much you guys.
It's been one hell of a busy year, but through all the ups and the downs it has all been worth it so far- as I'm sure many of you other transitioners feel as well. Every little step is worth it, regardless of how fast or slow the change is.
Quote from: -Emily- on October 07, 2013, 02:41:54 PM
I was looking into some older pics and OMG... I could not believe my eyes...
Roughly 2.5 years ago - I dont recognise that guy, btw. And the image is bloody ironic - I noted that only now... Uncle Freud would be sooo happy to see this one :). But, I am not compensating for anything, anymore! :) :) :)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FAiYxcfuh.jpg&hash=c7a3cfdfd36f12506917819063c6cfa8037ab409)
And this is me - 2 weeks ago
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2F4M1UHuoh.jpg&hash=843ee845a64aee2e2cb0b67ea529a28d229c6098) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2Fu1tb7WQh.jpg&hash=3512272c34a1bda22f3480c0450a8552260b2639)
OMG! I saw one of your posts in the FTM section and saw your avatar pic and thought you were a FTM in early transition who just got their hair cut or something! xD
Quote from: Jennygirl on October 07, 2013, 12:18:21 PM
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The time, it's flyin' now! Can't wait to have my first xmas as myself. My mom sent me a message the other day "I can't wait to spend christmas with my DAUGHTER!" (she did use caps :D)
I cannot believe it's only been 10 months... Feels like at least twice as long.
PLEEEASE tell me what you use to get such beautiful, flawless skin! :o
Quote from: Christine Eryn on October 08, 2013, 06:50:01 PM
PLEEEASE tell me what you use to get such beautiful, flawless skin! :o
1) coconut oil used daily for makeup remover & moisturizer at night - also as a shave oil
2) a few dabs of bobbi brown concealer for the occasional dark circle and hiding that last bit of upper lip beard shadow
3) *very* light dash of makeup forever HD powder across areas w/ concealer to set it
4) a few swipes of blush
5) good lighting for the photo! (a window or diffused light source at a forward angle to the face)
Bottom line: coconut oil is my jam :D I hope this helps!
May 2011
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Flazingabout.files.wordpress.com%2F2011%2F05%2Fphoto-on-2011-05-13-at-22-34.jpg%3Fw%3D300&hash=91d707645a505bca1ae68c317772d699250fe70e)
October 2013 (4 Months HRT)
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Quote from: Jennygirl on October 08, 2013, 07:07:05 PM
1) coconut oil used daily for makeup remover & moisturizer at night - also as a shave oil
2) a few dabs of bobbi brown concealer for the occasional dark circle and hiding that last bit of upper lip beard shadow
3) *very* light dash of makeup forever HD powder across areas w/ concealer to set it
4) a few swipes of blush
5) good lighting for the photo! (a window or diffused light source at a forward angle to the face)
Bottom line: coconut oil is my jam :D I hope this helps!
Coconut oil? Fascinating! That never occured to me. I am gonna run out to Target ASAP and buy some! I do need concealer too, especially now that my HRT has really thinned out my face (in a good way), especially my eye sockets. Thanks for the tips! ;D
Quote from: Jennygirl on October 08, 2013, 07:07:05 PM
1) coconut oil used daily for makeup remover & moisturizer at night - also as a shave oil
2) a few dabs of bobbi brown concealer for the occasional dark circle and hiding that last bit of upper lip beard shadow
3) *very* light dash of makeup forever HD powder across areas w/ concealer to set it
4) a few swipes of blush
5) good lighting for the photo! (a window or diffused light source at a forward angle to the face)
Bottom line: coconut oil is my jam :D I hope this helps!
ShaunaNinjagirl is a pretty Native American member here with beautiful skin, she is a big advocate of coconut oil use for moisturizer!
truetranssoulrebel, I'm absolutely flawed. You look great, and the difference between 2011 and now is amazing. I sooooo wish I had your long, dark curly hair. And if that's only four months HRT, the next year will just make you cuter and cuter, although most girls would kill to be as cute as you are right now. Thanks for sharing! :)
Quote from: Michele on October 10, 2013, 09:37:40 AM
truetranssoulrebel, I'm absolutely flawed.
Did you mean "floored" or do you have a lot of imperfections? ;)
Quote from: RavenMoon on October 10, 2013, 09:54:27 AM
Did you mean "floored" or do you have a lot of imperfections? ;)
It was the southern accent in print is all!
Quote from: Shantel on October 10, 2013, 10:24:56 AM
It was the southern accent in print is all!
Oh lawd jesus its a fahr! Ain't no body got time fo dat.
Quote from: truetranssoulrebel on October 09, 2013, 08:58:16 AM
May 2011
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October 2013 (4 Months HRT)
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You are making good progress. Still doing your YouTubes?
Quote from: Jennygirl on October 08, 2013, 07:07:05 PM
1) coconut oil used daily for makeup remover & moisturizer at night - also as a shave oil
Bottom line: coconut oil is my jam :D I hope this helps!
Jenny, You look great - as always :)
And thanks for the tip :) Just bought myself a bottle of coconut oil and my skin really likes it and it smells sooo nice :).
P.S. I have also read that it can be rubbed into scalp for increased hair growth and also used as a lubricant. Errr... nevermind :P.
I can post the first pictures of my transition
I started my ths since 2 months
I also made a spectacular diet
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April 23, 2013. I weighed 216 pounds
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today. I weigh 165 pounds
I'm not wearing makeup and I wear clothes of guy
Well it's only been 2 months, but thought it would be interesting to post. All of these have been taken in 2013 so all very recent.
Just before I went completely femme I took up a dandy stache :laugh:
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(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi145.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fr227%2FThaliesin%2FHRT%2FIMG_20130320_163436_zps4f41bf8a.jpg&hash=313c1ed0f881c6f0fd757757aed21d3bab876b0e)
Me with a mohawk :)
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Went from my usual platinum blonde...
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to my new beloved blue hair XD
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The beginning!!
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And 1 and 2 month photos...
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You have beautiful eyes and a very androgynous body. A touch of makeup is enough to make you "pass." Your changes will probably be very good.
Quote from: Jennygirl on October 07, 2013, 12:18:21 PM
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The time, it's flyin' now! Can't wait to have my first xmas as myself. My mom sent me a message the other day "I can't wait to spend christmas with my DAUGHTER!" (she did use caps :D)
I cannot believe it's only been 10 months... Feels like at least twice as long.
I am very happy for you. What a change in so little time.
My mother accept my progressive feminization but many problems with hormones ^ ^
How old are you out of curiosity. I'm 26, I think at my age, it still can there be big changes
Arno, Jenny is even a bit older than You ;).
/me runs and hides
Love that 50/50 split, Harlow. That's pretty awesome how you practically could switch between genders. Your face is perfect for both.
Quote from: arno on October 13, 2013, 07:54:23 AM
I am very happy for you. What a change in so little time.
My mother accept my progressive feminization but many problems with hormones ^ ^
How old are you out of curiosity. I'm 26, I think at my age, it still can there be big changes
Thank you Arno :) I am 29 and had good changes from HRT, so my guess is at 26 you'll be just fine! Sorry to hear you are having problems with hormones :(
Harlow- I love your progression! Keep it up you are looking great!
It's been almost exactly a year since I started hormones! My life has been so much better since transitioning, and I can't wait to see where I am in another year. :)
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Quote from: abbyt89 on October 13, 2013, 07:32:45 PM
It's been almost exactly a year since I started hormones! My life has been so much better since transitioning, and I can't wait to see where I am in another year. :)
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:o Wow! I can't believe you could have ever been your before picture. You are way to beautiful and feminine to have ever been that before guy. :)
Amy
Quote from: abbyt89 on October 13, 2013, 07:32:45 PM
It's been almost exactly a year since I started hormones! My life has been so much better since transitioning, and I can't wait to see where I am in another year. :)
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Abby. You look incredible. HRT and sacrifices are worth it.
Quote from: abbyt89 on October 13, 2013, 07:32:45 PM
It's been almost exactly a year since I started hormones! My life has been so much better since transitioning, and I can't wait to see where I am in another year. :)
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You look so amazing!!!! Congrats on all you've accomplished!
Quote from: abbyt89 on October 13, 2013, 07:32:45 PM
It's been almost exactly a year since I started hormones! My life has been so much better since transitioning, and I can't wait to see where I am in another year. :)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FQI1BXTa.jpg&hash=52c2c4517278883a11ef7e6be2aa4fed5322424e)
Holy
>-bleeped-<e Abby, you look gorgeous I think I'm in love! Who is that big fat guy beside you there?
@Abby, tell me a cow flew by, cant be you. The guy on the left isn't that your brother? Diligence got you there losing 85 lbs, stunning. You look Beautiful! Congratulations.
Quote from: abbyt89 on October 13, 2013, 07:32:45 PM
It's been almost exactly a year since I started hormones! My life has been so much better since transitioning, and I can't wait to see where I am in another year. :)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FQI1BXTa.jpg&hash=52c2c4517278883a11ef7e6be2aa4fed5322424e)
The first phrase that pops into my head is: "holy mother of god!"
That is an amazing transformation! Just wow!
Abby, that is *crazy* you must be very happy! :-)
I'm shooting to lose about 100 lbs. I've lost 25 so far and Ms. Abby is an inspiration and proof it can be done. I've sacrificed a lot and worked really hard at it as I'm sure she has.
Girl power!
Quote from: abbyt89 on October 13, 2013, 07:32:45 PM
It's been almost exactly a year since I started hormones! My life has been so much better since transitioning, and I can't wait to see where I am in another year. :)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FQI1BXTa.jpg&hash=52c2c4517278883a11ef7e6be2aa4fed5322424e)
Gorgeous!
Before and after threads are always so utterly inspirational. I promise to post something as soon as I actually have an "after" :)
Stunning and inspirational Abby, thank you for posting this. Before I saw it I was kinda down a 'never gonna get there' spiral. This was a big lift to my day so thanks :))
Quote from: jamielikesyou on October 14, 2013, 06:36:53 AM
Stunning and inspirational Abby, thank you for posting this. Before I saw it I was kinda down a 'never gonna get there' spiral. This was a big lift to my day so thanks :))
Agreed!!
Thank you all for the kind words :) You are all so wonderful!
I am glad that it is inspirational to some people - before I transitioned I found inspiration in the same way. I'm so lucky to be where I am and to be part of such a wonderful community!
That's what I love about this place. I'll have some doubts and then see these amazing transformations like yours! Thanks for sharing. :)
Some people asked to see a before and after, so here it is.
(https://scontent-a-dfw.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ash3/s720x720/73348_506590616067867_895310227_n.jpg)
Me six months ago. "Am I duding correctly yet?"
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Me today, three weeks HRT. "Screw duding, girling is the >-bleeped-<!"
(Ugh. I hate you, cleft chin...)
On a completely unrelated note, "duding" is accepted by my spell checker while "girling" is not. Mysterions...
Quote from: Kristall on October 14, 2013, 10:12:29 PM
Me today, three weeks HRT. "Screw duding, girling is the >-bleeped-<!"
(Ugh. I hate you, cleft chin...)
On a completely unrelated note, "duding" is accepted by my spell checker while "girling" is not. Mysterions...
Girling is totally the sh!t, f- duding.
On an unrelated note, neither girling nor duding were recognized on my phone. So damn egalitarian.
On a related note- rock that cleft chin! Seriously, you look awesome for such a short time.
Three weeks? that's it? It seems more like you've been on them for three months, at least! Way to go, Krystal!
A little zappage on the beard and moustache, and I think you could go out right now and nobody could tell the difference.
Quote from: Willow on October 14, 2013, 11:49:21 PM
Three weeks? that's it? It seems more like you've been on them for three months, at least! Way to go, Krystal!
A little zappage on the beard and moustache, and I think you could go out right now and nobody could tell the difference.
It seems I'm rather fortunate to have started with feminine features, discounting the massive amounts of facial/body hair. I feel like my body has taken to E like a fish to water. Already my skin is looking better/feeling softer and my breast area is feeling sore and itchy. Unfortunately, this means that I cut myself even worse than I usually do when I shave. I've never been very good at it.
I'm still saving up for the laser. That stuff is pricey, chie? Better get started on learning makeup in the meantime. I'd ask my mom, but she's been a tomboy all her life, so she has no idea what she's doing with makeup either.
Quote from: Kristal on October 15, 2013, 12:12:24 AMIt seems I'm rather fortunate to have started with feminine features, discounting the massive amounts of facial/body hair. I feel like my body has taken to E like a fish to water. Already my skin is looking better/feeling softer and my breast area is feeling sore and itchy. Unfortunately, this means that I cut myself even worse than I usually do when I shave. I've never been very good at it.
I'm still saving up for the laser. That stuff is pricey, chie? Better get started on learning makeup in the meantime. I'd ask my mom, but she's been a tomboy all her life, so she has no idea what she's doing with makeup either.
Ouchie :( I'm terrible with a razor too, I think only once did I ever not cut myself
Yeah, it depends where you go. Sometimes it's as low as $70 a treatment, all the way up to $150. Still pretty pricey if they only zap less than 20 hairs or so each time. But you're perfect for it; fairer skin and darker hair.
Check for tutorials online. I've seen a few pretty good ones that focus on using a male face and making it look femle, not like you'd need too much more of that ;)
Many are aimed at CDs, but should work just fine.
You're looking gorgeous, girl. Stay beautiful :)
Quote from: Willow on October 15, 2013, 12:18:21 AM
Ouchie :( I'm terrible with a razor too, I think only once did I ever not cut myself
Yeah, it depends where you go. Sometimes it's as low as $70 a treatment, all the way up to $150. Still pretty pricey if they only zap less than 20 hairs or so each time. But you're perfect for it; fairer skin and darker hair.
Check for tutorials online. I've seen a few pretty good ones that focus on using a male face and making it look femle, not like you'd need too much more of that ;)
Many are aimed at CDs, but should work just fine.
You're looking gorgeous, girl. Stay beautiful :)
I always feel uncomfortable on CD sites. There's a different mindset at work there. Moreover, I feel uncomfortable around men in general. My father drives an old pickup, and when we go somewhere in it, I'm always sandwiched between him and my larger younger brother. That makes me want to curl up in a tiny ball, and they're family. I don't even want to think about sitting that way between two strangers.
Quote from: Willow on October 13, 2013, 02:54:46 PM
Love that 50/50 split, Harlow. That's pretty awesome how you practically could switch between genders. Your face is perfect for both.
Thanks Willow, that 50/50 shot was literally the day I was like f@*% my facial hair I'm over it dot com. XD
Quote from: Jennygirl on October 13, 2013, 03:08:31 PM
Harlow- I love your progression! Keep it up you are looking great!
Thanks Jenny, I'm excited for more changes. I'm glad I'm going through with it this time around!
Quote from: Harlow on October 15, 2013, 12:39:00 PM
Thanks Willow, that 50/50 shot was literally the day I was like f@*% my facial hair I'm over it dot com. XD
You're like the perfect andro, and can do whatever you want with your body (genderwise) and get away with it. Do what makes you happy :)
Quote from: Willow on October 15, 2013, 01:01:02 PM
You're like the perfect andro, and can do whatever you want with your body (genderwise) and get away with it. Do what makes you happy :)
You don't even know how much of a HUGE compliment that is to me, thank you so much!! :laugh:
Quote from: Harlow on October 15, 2013, 01:26:05 PMYou don't even know how much of a HUGE compliment that is to me, thank you so much!! :laugh:
I am to please :D
Ok now I must shower and call my psychologist and apologise for missing the appointment today and hope to reschedule for this week rather than just skipping this week, so I can hope to get myself as good as you.
Quote from: Willow on October 15, 2013, 01:38:40 PM
I am to please :D
Ok now I must shower and call my psychologist and apologise for missing the appointment today and hope to reschedule for this week rather than just skipping this week, so I can hope to get myself as good as you.
Yes please don't miss any appointments on my behalf! :laugh:
Harlow, that shade of blue hair really fits your skin tone based on that pic. I also like the shoulder length hair better. It fits your face frame better than the short hair and makes it look more feminine. Side bangs would look wonderful on you too. You've really made some progress based on the last pictures i saw of you. Keep it up! ;)
Quote from: PrincessPatience on October 16, 2013, 11:57:57 PM
Harlow, that shade of blue hair really fits your skin tone based on that pic. I also like the shoulder length hair better. It fits your face frame better than the short hair and makes it look more feminine. Side bangs would look wonderful on you too. You've really made some progress based on the last pictures i saw of you. Keep it up! ;)
Why thank you!!! ;D
I'm growing my hair out. The longer hair is extensions I made out of my own hair when I cut it all off years ago (long story on why I still had my years old ponytail...lol) I only have enough to do one side of my head, but it looks cute I just use a hair comb to pin it all to one side in the back. It is time consuming to get it just right, so I don't always wear them.
It's funny I work in the hair industry and when I first went blue from platinum several hair stylists commented how complimentary it was to my skin tone. We'd kind of laugh, because normally colors that you'd say complimented skin tones would be natural colors like auburn, copper, golden shades etc. But for whatever reason blue seems to be a good color on me! :laugh:
wow what a change, very inspirational, thanks for sharing
Quote from: abbyt89 on October 13, 2013, 07:32:45 PM
It's been almost exactly a year since I started hormones! My life has been so much better since transitioning, and I can't wait to see where I am in another year. :)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FQI1BXTa.jpg&hash=52c2c4517278883a11ef7e6be2aa4fed5322424e)
Quote from: Jennygirl on October 07, 2013, 12:18:21 PM
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The time, it's flyin' now! Can't wait to have my first xmas as myself. My mom sent me a message the other day "I can't wait to spend christmas with my DAUGHTER!" (she did use caps :D)
I cannot believe it's only been 10 months... Feels like at least twice as long.
my god you look awsome
Thanks nanofan :)
Quote from: Chris29 on October 21, 2013, 01:20:28 PM
This has been me when I was 16 lol : http://imgur.com/gQXP9iI
And this is me now : http://imgur.com/a/LoMdY
Guess I ve changed a bit xD
Yes you have! Got your weight under control, got rid of "baby fat" features and now look like a WOMAN!
A bit is an understatement. You've transformed immensely, Chris!
Before sometime in 2008 (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi39.tinypic.com%2F2d81gs3.jpg&hash=a87eb898aecf8c28904302d213bf56dc119d6b79)
After 2013 (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi39.tinypic.com%2F2jfb19d.jpg&hash=fd2f33357c8aa49aa682663ddbfe7eda35b4dbae)
Quote from: AriannaJade on October 21, 2013, 03:50:07 PM
Before sometime in 2008 (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi39.tinypic.com%2F2d81gs3.jpg&hash=a87eb898aecf8c28904302d213bf56dc119d6b79)
After 2013 (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi39.tinypic.com%2F2jfb19d.jpg&hash=fd2f33357c8aa49aa682663ddbfe7eda35b4dbae)
You look adorkable!
Thank you! =)
Quote from: Jennygirl on October 07, 2013, 12:18:21 PM
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The time, it's flyin' now! Can't wait to have my first xmas as myself. My mom sent me a message the other day "I can't wait to spend christmas with my DAUGHTER!" (she did use caps :D)
I cannot believe it's only been 10 months... Feels like at least twice as long.
Wow Jenny your transition is inspiring to say the least! You look so beautiful!
Thank you :) I feel lucky in many ways to be having this experience, and I'm glad it's an inspiration to you. That inspirational aspect is part of what makes these forums so great, for serious! :)
Jenny, we need more photos. You truly inspire many of us. Hugs, Kay
Aug 2010
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October 2013
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Quote from: Kelly the Post-Trans-Rebel on October 22, 2013, 11:34:52 PM
Big change Kelly, you still have that devilish twinkle in your eyes, bet you'd be a lot of fun at a party girlfriend!
Hi, Everyone!
This is my first ever post on any site, period!
I want to say what a great inspiration this whole thing is for me! I am really beginning to feel human and not alien at last, after reading through your posts. They have sent me on a rollercoaster of emotions, hope and happiness! I discovered this wonderful place a few days ago. Until then I guess I was in a kind of in a state of constant depressive denial and reclusive isolation and believed I could never be a part of a forum like this.
I am turning 38 soon, and have been struggling with gender identity issues and anxieties for years, decades. THERE IS HOPE! Thank you for teaching me that! I'm bouncing off the walls with joy and perhaps finally clawing my way out of the endless black hole of hopelessness.
I want to share some pics to put a face to my words, but I haven't figured it out yet, as i'm a bit of a 'technophobe' with computers and haven't had the self confidence to look for, or communicate with people whom I discovered I can really relate to. I don't even have a cellphone that takes pictures, lol!
You are all wonderful! I'm so jealous in a good way of you all! I feel like you are mentors for me, and that if you really desire and believe, things are actually possible, maybe even for me!
Quote from: Karin on October 26, 2013, 09:00:39 AM
You are all wonderful! I'm so jealous in a good way of you all! I feel like you are mentors for me, and that if you really desire and believe, things are actually possible, maybe even for me!
Welcome Karin,
That's the nature of this place, we're all here in support of one another!
Hi Karin! There are a lot of good people here and good info too.
Hi Karin. And welcome! I'm fairly new here as well and have the same feelings towards this forum and its members. I'll be turning 56 next month, and have been dealing with this since I was about four. So good for you taking action. It's never too late, but easier when you are younger. Wish I stared sooner.
Thank you so much! I appreciate your warm words of welcome!
I have 'square eyes' from staring at the screen reading through many posts trying to catch up but couldn't stop! You have really reached me in a way that feels like i'm being welcomed into a family. I haven't felt this way for so long a time!
Yes, I remember as a young child thinking along the same lines: I made the same wish each time I saw a shooting star, that I could be a girl. When I blew out my birthday cake candles the same thing. I went to a religious junior school. I would pray at night before sleeping that the big guy upstairs would fix my body lol!
I'm sure we all remember similiar things, perhaps even with a smile sometimes.
I'm sorry, I know i'm writing in the wrong thread here, (I hope to get some my picture sorted) but thanks again for listening ;)
I'll tell you, last night I got dressed up as a woman (a Japanese school girl to be more precise) for a Halloween party with a cover band I play in. I was rather nervous about it, but all night everyone kept saying they didn't know who I was and thought the band replaced me with a pretty girl. lol It was a wonderful experience with all the positive feedback I was getting. Granted, it was a costume party, but so many women came up to me, including some that have known me for years, and said they thought I was a girl, from my appearance and mannerisms. Even one of the guys in the band said I looked great and should dress that way all the time. lol I agree! Funny part about the mannerisms, I wasn't acting any different than usual. But I did feel a little more free to be myself.
It really was a confidence booster. ;D I posted a couple of photos in the Do You Think I Can Pass thread. So after having my doubts erased it's full speed ahead...
That's Cool!
Isn't it priceless when a friend tells us they prefer you as you are nowdays rather than that unhappy person from before!
{ heard Lou Reed died. I liked his work from the Velvet Underground days.} had wondered if my love for rock and metal could fit in with how I want to live. But I have found there are genetic women out who love to talk the subject and go to gigs, so that's great!
I can still do things I liked before!And now, things associated with being female too without feeling shame! I feel my life is becoming more balanced!
Who needs stereotypes! 8)
Hi, Karin,
Welcome! ;D I also struggled with the despair and depression. I don't think I've ever been this happy in my life just finding the place where I can be me. I'm soooo happy for you that you're feeling the same way. I didn't sleep well for several days, I was so excited, it was great. Still is great. I just keep smiling at the world. Be prepared to have more energy than ever.
I haven't so much found mentors as family. They all really care, it's wonderful. And no one judges, which is wonderous as well. So, welcome to the family, little sister. :angel:
-maggie
Quote from: Magdalena on October 27, 2013, 06:47:55 PM
Hi, Karin,
Welcome! ;D I also struggled with the despair and depression. I don't think I've ever been this happy in my life just finding the place where I can be me. I'm soooo happy for you that you're feeling the same way. I didn't sleep well for several days, I was so excited, it was great. Still is great. I just keep smiling at the world. Be prepared to have more energy than ever.
I haven't so much found mentors as family. They all really care, it's wonderful. And no one judges, which is wonderous as well. So, welcome to the family, little sister. :angel:
-maggie
Hey Maggie that kind of happiness is infectious! You'll start a pandemic :D
Shan, I hope so! I brought enough for everyone. :D
Quote from: Magdalena on October 27, 2013, 06:57:31 PM
Shan, I hope so! I brought enough for everyone. :D
Lol thats our girl! ;D
Hi, Maggie!
Thanks for your lovely message! I'm always learning, and respect your and everyone's words of wisdom! It's great to share.
I've come some way along and made a number of improvements and are becoming happier by comparison, but I have ways to go! My quirky sense of humour from childhood and early teens is slowly returning as forefront, after years of frequent recluse and dark moods. People at work are coming up to me saying "Hey! How's it goin?" Even the security staff have time for me since i'm talking again! And that's with me looking unmistakebly fem, but not yet out!
The world might be a dull place if there was nothing left to do and everything was black and white!
:D
These posts are very inspiring. Giving me lots of hope.
I look at this thread everyday and it gives me so much optimism and hope about my future. You ladies are all amazing.
Quote from: Jamie de la Rosa on October 10, 2013, 11:53:14 AM
You are making good progress. Still doing your YouTubes?
You are going to be one hell of a stunning woman...you have gorgeous potential!
Almost Six Months.
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well, this is me... in 2003
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and then, in 2013... ten years later...
10 YEARS... OMG... but It seems to me that Marina is younger than
the first guy...
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Apple Sprout, You've changed so much and look awesome! I know you've been struggling with concerns of how you will pass and everything but if this is the level of change you have after six months just wait until twelve months, etc, you will be a stunning señorita! :)
Quote from: Apple Sprout on October 29, 2013, 08:38:26 AM
Almost Six Months.
amazing! keep going :icon_pistoles: :icon_bunch:
Sadly, it is a bit of cheating. Notice that I never ever put frontal shots anymore, and the truth is that I still look really really awful on them (ok,maybe it is that the ligth at my place is really really horrible.), and this perspective helps hide problems with the cheeks and lack of fat (nose looks ever bigger on the front), not to mention the angle with the camera raised and looking down.
Although well, I show the first photo yesterday to somebody I met three weeks ago, and they were amazed too. I keep being told that there is nothing male left in my aspect, but... You know how GID is.
Anyways, I have plans for FFS already. Once I make one year on HRT (April 2014) I will start the consultations, and if things go according to plan, Summer of 2014 would be the best possible date.
Quote from: Apple Sprout on October 29, 2013, 08:38:26 AM
Almost Six Months.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FCdHO1KD.jpg&hash=8cb2b388d1b2d265850007167837c141fc951469)
Oh my! ;D Very nice!
Quote from: Apple Sprout on October 29, 2013, 02:50:18 PM
Sadly, it is a bit of cheating. Notice that I never ever put frontal shots anymore, and the truth is that I still look really really awful on them (ok,maybe it is that the ligth at my place is really really horrible.), and this perspective helps hide problems with the cheeks and lack of fat (nose looks ever bigger on the front), not to mention the angle with the camera raised and looking down.
Although well, I show the first photo yesterday to somebody I met three weeks ago, and they were amazed too. I keep being told that there is nothing male left in my aspect, but... You know how GID is.
Anyways, I have plans for FFS already. Once I make one year on HRT (April 2014) I will start the consultations, and if things go according to plan, Summer of 2014 would be the best possible date.
Yes, I suffer from a similar nose. :) I haven't started HRT or anything yet, and my photo here was actually part of my Halloween costume from the past weekend.
But with a little work you will look great! You have much nicer lips than I do. Damn you! lol
Quote from: RavenMoon on October 29, 2013, 03:19:37 PM
Yes, I suffer from a similar nose. :) I haven't started HRT or anything yet, and my photo here was actually part of my Halloween costume from the past weekend.
But with a little work you will look great! You have much nicer lips than I do. Damn you! lol
Mac tinted lip balm... I've never had a lipstick...
The nose is a funny thing. When I got the VFFS results not even her knew how to tacke my nose... She had a few ideas, but it is a work best left for a pro. So I'd rather not think or have illusions about my dream nose until then. The only thing I know is that I need to ask about removing or changing the nasal spine.
It can't be that bad... Yesterday I met a girl that looked like the gender bender version of John Difool (Maybe the Final Incal version). Still looked better than me with that big nose.
Some women have large noses. Lots of times they have them made smaller. If you look on non FFS cosmetic surgery sites you can see examples. So think of it that way.
One fault I see with some FFS examples is the nose. They often do very little with it IMO. I'm Italian, so having a Italian girl's nose is fine with me, but just as if I was a cis female with a nose larger than I like, I'd have it made smaller.
There's a bit too much emphasis on not changing the person's face and just feminizing it, but you can see in some before and after examples that unless they had a feminin looking face to start with, and they seem to like to feature those faces on the websites, then a little more work needs to be done. And that's ok. I'm not paying all that money for cosmetic surgery and leave with a bigger nose than I want! I don't care if I look different, that's the point!
I also see lots if natal females with sloped foreheads and slight brow ridges. It seems more common with longer noses. But that seems to be where a lot of work gets done. I don't have a large brow ridge, so I'm lucky and might not even need it. My brows are pretty high too after I plucked them. :)
Just wish I had fuller lips. :(
Quote from: Marina mtf on October 29, 2013, 01:59:35 PM
10 YEARS... OMG... but It seems to me that Marina is younger than
the first guy...
You do, and so much more feminine!
So I got a morphing app yesterday, and had some fun putting together this quick'n'dirty morph-animation of my face changing over the last 30 months. Definitely happier at this end than that end of it, and not done yet :D. (Both versions are 1.6Mb, 24 seconds, no sound - one or other of them should play directly in your browser.)
http://www.yoxi.net/anitya/av/morph-30months.avi
http://www.yoxi.net/anitya/av/morph-30months.mp4
That was cool, thanks for sharing.
Thanks Padma, awesome transformation!
Sooooo super neat!
I love watching your hair grow! Very cool.
I loved watching Padma's smile grow. That was even neater! :D
Padma, creative & lovely progression!
It was Halloween, so here's a halloween-themed Before/After!
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(http://imageshack.us/photo/my-images/89/fsjo.jpg/)
2009/2010/2013 - I've got red on me.
Note: I've noticed in the past year, that my friends stopped taking pictures at parties like 3 years ago, and now all my recent pics are in the bathroom :p. Bummer...now I actually wouldn't mind having my picture taken!
You... Dressed up as Andrew W. K.?
Very very nice Dee.
Me in 2010 at 225lbs
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi845.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fab20%2Fmaximusloverus%2FFacebook%2FMiss%2520it%2520and%2520Miss%2520them%2F69862_117855394941665_6953128_n.jpg&hash=beeab9bcd709df5147f43958b0dbc37b565f788b) (http://s845.photobucket.com/user/maximusloverus/media/Facebook/Miss%20it%20and%20Miss%20them/69862_117855394941665_6953128_n.jpg.html)
Me in 2011 at 175lbs
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi845.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fab20%2Fmaximusloverus%2FFacebook%2FUntitled%2520Album-1%2F738110_463081383752396_1423853284_o.jpg&hash=476bfd1bf88bf3c416503e1e977b0945b3def0ae) (http://s845.photobucket.com/user/maximusloverus/media/Facebook/Untitled%20Album-1/738110_463081383752396_1423853284_o.jpg.html)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi845.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fab20%2Fmaximusloverus%2FFacebook%2FProfile%2520Pictures%2F340536_211417408918796_4344274_o.jpg&hash=623cecd7ac29d0c630ed7cdac515ef8f169d4633) (http://s845.photobucket.com/user/maximusloverus/media/Facebook/Profile%20Pictures/340536_211417408918796_4344274_o.jpg.html)
Not sure if guys could cut into this or if I even qualify for this thread given that i am still pre-T but, it's amazing what a haircut and and finding confidence in being who I really am can do.
Quote from: maximusloverus on November 07, 2013, 01:18:58 AM
Not sure if guys could cut into this or if I even qualify for this thread given that i am still pre-T but, it's amazing what a haircut and and finding confidence in being who I really am can do.
Booo :) I almost wanted to rant about guys sneaking in, but - indeed - guys dont have the before/after thread in their subsection, they only get "do I pass" and "badass dude"! Gender inequality, huh? :)
Quote from: Dee on November 06, 2013, 11:17:31 PM
It was Halloween, so here's a halloween-themed Before/After!
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg89.imageshack.us%2Fimg89%2F5863%2Ffsjo.jpg&hash=20fb853a9747f5a16cd4fcaa6e74e5aacc76bcf4)
(http://imageshack.us/photo/my-images/89/fsjo.jpg/)
2009/2010/2013 - I've got red on me.
Note: I've noticed in the past year, that my friends stopped taking pictures at parties like 3 years ago, and now all my recent pics are in the bathroom :p. Bummer...now I actually wouldn't mind having my picture taken!
You look great Dee! Oh and you've got some red on you... :P
The photo in the middle is hilarious lol
Maximus I think it's been an great adventure for you so far. You are looking pretty handsome and I'm liking the changes that appear to going in your jaw line. That's a sharp look sir.
Quote from: Christine167 on November 07, 2013, 06:21:12 AM
Maximus I think it's been an great adventure for you so far. You are looking pretty handsome and I'm liking the changes that appear to going in your jaw line. That's a sharp look sir.
Thank you I hope to someday be able to experiment with facial hair but the growth just isn't there yet.
Quote from: Dee on November 06, 2013, 11:17:31 PM
It was Halloween, so here's a halloween-themed Before/After!
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg89.imageshack.us%2Fimg89%2F5863%2Ffsjo.jpg&hash=20fb853a9747f5a16cd4fcaa6e74e5aacc76bcf4)
(http://imageshack.us/photo/my-images/89/fsjo.jpg/)
2009/2010/2013 - I've got red on me.
Note: I've noticed in the past year, that my friends stopped taking pictures at parties like 3 years ago, and now all my recent pics are in the bathroom :p. Bummer...now I actually wouldn't mind having my picture taken!
Oh Dee, what a pretty woman you are, you'll have to have a funeral service for the two dorks in the other pix. Love you pretty looks lady!
Quote from: maximusloverus on November 07, 2013, 01:18:58 AM
Me in 2010 at 225lbs
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi845.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fab20%2Fmaximusloverus%2FFacebook%2FMiss%2520it%2520and%2520Miss%2520them%2F69862_117855394941665_6953128_n.jpg&hash=beeab9bcd709df5147f43958b0dbc37b565f788b) (http://s845.photobucket.com/user/maximusloverus/media/Facebook/Miss%20it%20and%20Miss%20them/69862_117855394941665_6953128_n.jpg.html)
Me in 2011 at 175lbs
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi845.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fab20%2Fmaximusloverus%2FFacebook%2FUntitled%2520Album-1%2F738110_463081383752396_1423853284_o.jpg&hash=476bfd1bf88bf3c416503e1e977b0945b3def0ae) (http://s845.photobucket.com/user/maximusloverus/media/Facebook/Untitled%20Album-1/738110_463081383752396_1423853284_o.jpg.html)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi845.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fab20%2Fmaximusloverus%2FFacebook%2FProfile%2520Pictures%2F340536_211417408918796_4344274_o.jpg&hash=623cecd7ac29d0c630ed7cdac515ef8f169d4633) (http://s845.photobucket.com/user/maximusloverus/media/Facebook/Profile%20Pictures/340536_211417408918796_4344274_o.jpg.html)
Not sure if guys could cut into this or if I even qualify for this thread given that i am still pre-T but, it's amazing what a haircut and and finding confidence in being who I really am can do.
So far excellent Maximus, I personally think a can-do attitude and deleting the word "can't" from one's vocabulary will work miracles every time. You're on a roll and looking good, don't let up!
Quote from: Dee on November 06, 2013, 11:17:31 PM
It was Halloween, so here's a halloween-themed Before/After!
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg89.imageshack.us%2Fimg89%2F5863%2Ffsjo.jpg&hash=20fb853a9747f5a16cd4fcaa6e74e5aacc76bcf4)
(http://imageshack.us/photo/my-images/89/fsjo.jpg/)
2009/2010/2013 - I've got red on me.
Note: I've noticed in the past year, that my friends stopped taking pictures at parties like 3 years ago, and now all my recent pics are in the bathroom :p. Bummer...now I actually wouldn't mind having my picture taken!
Very nice! My avatar is from Halloween too! ;D
Quote from: Dee on November 06, 2013, 11:17:31 PM
It was Halloween, so here's a halloween-themed Before/After!
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg89.imageshack.us%2Fimg89%2F5863%2Ffsjo.jpg&hash=20fb853a9747f5a16cd4fcaa6e74e5aacc76bcf4)
(http://imageshack.us/photo/my-images/89/fsjo.jpg/)
2009/2010/2013 - I've got red on me.
Note: I've noticed in the past year, that my friends stopped taking pictures at parties like 3 years ago, and now all my recent pics are in the bathroom :p. Bummer...now I actually wouldn't mind having my picture taken!
Oh wow, that's an amazing change. Really makes me think positively. If you don't mind me asking (and if you can forgive me potentially asking a question that's already been asked a good thousand times over), at what age did you start transitioning?
Thank you all!
Quote from: Shodan on November 07, 2013, 12:46:12 AM
You... Dressed up as Andrew W. K.?
I sure did! The one to the left is my stained shirt from when I saw Gwar, and the recent one, I decided to just be ambiguously bloody.
Quote from: Michaela J. on November 07, 2013, 03:44:08 PM
Oh wow, that's an amazing change. Really makes me think positively. If you don't mind me asking (and if you can forgive me potentially asking a question that's already been asked a good thousand times over), at what age did you start transitioning?
No worries. I started HRT this past January, at 27. Also, welcome to Susans!
Wow, you and HRT hit it off well, huh? :D I'm 22, hoping to start sometime this year. Thanks for answering!
Quote from: maximusloverus on November 07, 2013, 01:18:58 AM
Me in 2010 at 225lbs
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi845.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fab20%2Fmaximusloverus%2FFacebook%2FMiss%2520it%2520and%2520Miss%2520them%2F69862_117855394941665_6953128_n.jpg&hash=beeab9bcd709df5147f43958b0dbc37b565f788b) (http://s845.photobucket.com/user/maximusloverus/media/Facebook/Miss%20it%20and%20Miss%20them/69862_117855394941665_6953128_n.jpg.html)
Me in 2011 at 175lbs
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi845.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fab20%2Fmaximusloverus%2FFacebook%2FUntitled%2520Album-1%2F738110_463081383752396_1423853284_o.jpg&hash=476bfd1bf88bf3c416503e1e977b0945b3def0ae) (http://s845.photobucket.com/user/maximusloverus/media/Facebook/Untitled%20Album-1/738110_463081383752396_1423853284_o.jpg.html)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi845.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fab20%2Fmaximusloverus%2FFacebook%2FProfile%2520Pictures%2F340536_211417408918796_4344274_o.jpg&hash=623cecd7ac29d0c630ed7cdac515ef8f169d4633) (http://s845.photobucket.com/user/maximusloverus/media/Facebook/Profile%20Pictures/340536_211417408918796_4344274_o.jpg.html)
Not sure if guys could cut into this or if I even qualify for this thread given that i am still pre-T but, it's amazing what a haircut and and finding confidence in being who I really am can do.
Max- of course your pics are welcome. Though, you could totally start the trend for a guys' Before/After. Really, especially considering you're pre-T, you look awesome! The weight loss and confidence is pretty major!
And who's to say what the before/after markers should be? Hormones are just one of a gillion things involved with transitioning. I'd certainly qualify your recent pics as "after."
I just discovered this thread and now can't make myself do anything else but scroll through. Thanks all for sharing.
I see such great changes in everyone I pray I do as well
Quote from: maximusloverus on November 07, 2013, 01:18:58 AM
Me in 2010 at 225lbs
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi845.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fab20%2Fmaximusloverus%2FFacebook%2FMiss%2520it%2520and%2520Miss%2520them%2F69862_117855394941665_6953128_n.jpg&hash=beeab9bcd709df5147f43958b0dbc37b565f788b) (http://s845.photobucket.com/user/maximusloverus/media/Facebook/Miss%20it%20and%20Miss%20them/69862_117855394941665_6953128_n.jpg.html)
Me in 2011 at 175lbs
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi845.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fab20%2Fmaximusloverus%2FFacebook%2FUntitled%2520Album-1%2F738110_463081383752396_1423853284_o.jpg&hash=476bfd1bf88bf3c416503e1e977b0945b3def0ae) (http://s845.photobucket.com/user/maximusloverus/media/Facebook/Untitled%20Album-1/738110_463081383752396_1423853284_o.jpg.html)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi845.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fab20%2Fmaximusloverus%2FFacebook%2FProfile%2520Pictures%2F340536_211417408918796_4344274_o.jpg&hash=623cecd7ac29d0c630ed7cdac515ef8f169d4633) (http://s845.photobucket.com/user/maximusloverus/media/Facebook/Profile%20Pictures/340536_211417408918796_4344274_o.jpg.html)
Not sure if guys could cut into this or if I even qualify for this thread given that i am still pre-T but, it's amazing what a haircut and and finding confidence in being who I really am can do.
Heh, when I first saw this post I said to myself "Well, you look pretty dudely in all of them. In fact, you seem to be getting dudelier." Then I saw the part about "pre-T" and everything clicked. I guess you win, sir.
Quote from: Dee on November 06, 2013, 11:17:31 PM
It was Halloween, so here's a halloween-themed Before/After!
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg89.imageshack.us%2Fimg89%2F5863%2Ffsjo.jpg&hash=20fb853a9747f5a16cd4fcaa6e74e5aacc76bcf4)
(http://imageshack.us/photo/my-images/89/fsjo.jpg/)
2009/2010/2013 - I've got red on me.
Note: I've noticed in the past year, that my friends stopped taking pictures at parties like 3 years ago, and now all my recent pics are in the bathroom :p. Bummer...now I actually wouldn't mind having my picture taken!
The pretty girl on the right is in no way related to those two party animals.
One question ... were you able to find Waldo?
Mmmkay. I think this photo speaks for itself! Hormones are my best friend! :-)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi196.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Faa160%2Fnuprometheus%2FMobile%2520Uploads%2FIMG_38492106398085_zps4d58d098.jpeg&hash=add364df7891f5e7ebf38792cac558e741f7b247)
I'll be at 7 months HRT on the 15th! Yay!
Quote from: AbbyJamz on November 08, 2013, 02:11:11 PM
Mmmkay. I think this photo speaks for itself! Hormones are my best friend! :-)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi196.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Faa160%2Fnuprometheus%2FMobile%2520Uploads%2FIMG_38492106398085_zps4d58d098.jpeg&hash=add364df7891f5e7ebf38792cac558e741f7b247)
I'll be at 7 months HRT on the 15th! Yay!
Yes, you are just beautiful Abby!
Quote from: AbbyJamz on November 08, 2013, 02:11:11 PM
Mmmkay. I think this photo speaks for itself! Hormones are my best friend! :-)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi196.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Faa160%2Fnuprometheus%2FMobile%2520Uploads%2FIMG_38492106398085_zps4d58d098.jpeg&hash=add364df7891f5e7ebf38792cac558e741f7b247)
I'll be at 7 months HRT on the 15th! Yay!
Very pretty!
I just opened my Photobooth app on my laptop and realized I haven't opened it since I first got the laptop in August 2011 and found a pic when I was playing with the cam. I then realized I was sitting in the exact same spot as I was then, so I took a pic(no makeup, just washed my face).
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg38.imageshack.us%2Fimg38%2F8769%2Fqzad.jpg&hash=e0bef293c350b7d373bc435e37bae5b755263175)
Quote from: michelle666 on November 08, 2013, 09:12:42 PM
I just opened my Photobooth app on my laptop and realized I haven't opened it since I first got the laptop in August 2011 and found a pic when I was playing with the cam. I then realized I was sitting in the exact same spot as I was then, so I took a pic(no makeup, just washed my face).
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg38.imageshack.us%2Fimg38%2F8769%2Fqzad.jpg&hash=e0bef293c350b7d373bc435e37bae5b755263175)
haha instant transformation.
Quote from: Dee on November 07, 2013, 04:28:09 PM
Max- of course your pics are welcome. Though, you could totally start the trend for a guys' Before/After. Really, especially considering you're pre-T, you look awesome! The weight loss and confidence is pretty major!
And who's to say what the before/after markers should be? Hormones are just one of a gillion things involved with transitioning. I'd certainly qualify your recent pics as "after."
I think i will just so us guys don't feel left out :)
So here is my before and afters.
I still definitely look like a guy, but maybe just more baby faced now? I've been trying to grow my hair too but half way through between these pictures I got it cut and the hairdresser did not understand the meaning of do not loose length :
Week 2
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi856.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fab123%2FGoobachar%2F2013-05-0914-57-11722.jpg&hash=36ef526ae5d498c73166425f101de19bd86f8d98)
Week28
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi856.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fab123%2FGoobachar%2F2013-11-1015-20-51180.jpg&hash=56cbcdc445a58eb61fed13429d9028b095cd1413)
(also i really hope this works as I suck at using forums)
Quote from: KaylaH on November 12, 2013, 05:49:10 AM
So here is my before and afters.
I still definitely look like a guy, but maybe just more baby faced now? I've been trying to grow my hair too but half way through between these pictures I got it cut and the hairdresser did not understand the meaning of do not loose length :
Week 2
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi856.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fab123%2FGoobachar%2F2013-05-0914-57-11722.jpg&hash=36ef526ae5d498c73166425f101de19bd86f8d98)
Week28
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi856.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fab123%2FGoobachar%2F2013-11-1015-20-51180.jpg&hash=56cbcdc445a58eb61fed13429d9028b095cd1413)
(also i really hope this works as I suck at using forums)
You're doing fine Kayla! Wow that before photo got a chuckle out of me, you look as if you had been on a real bender before that was taken.
The second photo is good, you really have a nice face which will serve as a good platform for feminizing when starting transition if you decide to.
This is more of a before and in progress, since it's only been 6 weeks since I started an effective HRT regimine. I think I looke the same in both, but meh.
Hopefully the hormones will start working and in maybe 6-12 months I will post a real before and after :)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi776.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fyy44%2FHailey_Matthews%2FMobile%2520Uploads%2FCAM00081_zpse3510e90.jpg&hash=e0ab9af6620f6eb392c24acf3926edcbfaf0d3b2)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi776.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fyy44%2FHailey_Matthews%2FMobile%2520Uploads%2FCAM00385_zps64d53798.jpg&hash=071a4ddc64ec00fffb03b6efe273f7909a8f062c)
Cute!!
Quote from: HelloKitty on November 13, 2013, 09:47:28 AM
This is more of a before and in progress, since it's only been 6 weeks since I started an effective HRT regimine. I think I looke the same in both, but meh.
Hopefully the hormones will start working and in maybe 6-12 months I will post a real before and after :)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi776.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fyy44%2FHailey_Matthews%2FMobile%2520Uploads%2FCAM00081_zpse3510e90.jpg&hash=e0ab9af6620f6eb392c24acf3926edcbfaf0d3b2)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi776.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fyy44%2FHailey_Matthews%2FMobile%2520Uploads%2FCAM00385_zps64d53798.jpg&hash=071a4ddc64ec00fffb03b6efe273f7909a8f062c)
Wow, you really have a remarkably feminine face for never having taken hormones. I guess there are those of us who really had no business trying to pass as male in the first place. ;)
If that's the in progress shot the "after" pic will be something else! Very pretty. :)
Thxs girls, that means a lot for me to hear that. <3
I'm full time so I'm happy at least to just be myself but cant wait to see what happens later on.
Each new day I get a lil happier :)
Quote from: Miyuki on November 13, 2013, 02:41:34 PM
Wow, you really have a remarkably feminine face for never having taken hormones. I guess there are those of us who really had no business trying to pass as male in the first place. ;)
You're too sweet haha! Thank you. :3
Since it's been almost 9 months since I started HRT, I figured I'd post a quick before and after.
This is me at 16, back in 2010:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2F5DWHNHZ.png&hash=04ffd7a640bba465322fcc95ddbdaee761fa44f2)
And here's a picture I took yesterday after an appointment with an aesthetician: (spelling?)
Sorry about the hair, it's like that because it needed to be out of the way during the makeup process. :P
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FOKpnPWxh.jpg&hash=df73f510783294493ece3db8eb9b3d9c9e1a48b1)
Looking really good, Sara. From the looks of the before picture you had a pretty good starting point.
This topic should give almost every male-to-female transgender hope for a good outcome. It is inspiring.
Congratulations to all who posted in it.
It is awesome to read this thread! Tears of joy.
I'll put up pics soon, but I'm not sure when a good "after" point will be. Still a work in progress. Anyway, the avatar is a recent pic of me being silly. I do that.
Imagine the "before" of me looking like "what if Fred Flintstone played in an '80s metal band".
Looking fantastic, Sara!
Quote from: Jill F on November 14, 2013, 02:13:40 AM
Imagine the "before" of me looking like "what if Fred Flintstone played in an '80s metal band".
What a mental image! ;D
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7H5FVsrsB4c (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7H5FVsrsB4c)
Quote from: Sara on November 13, 2013, 09:11:32 PM
Since it's been almost 9 months since I started HRT, I figured I'd post a quick before and after.
This is me at 16, back in 2010:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2F5DWHNHZ.png&hash=04ffd7a640bba465322fcc95ddbdaee761fa44f2)
And here's a picture I took yesterday after an appointment with an aesthetician: (spelling?)
Sorry about the hair, it's like that because it needed to be out of the way during the makeup process. :P
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FOKpnPWxh.jpg&hash=df73f510783294493ece3db8eb9b3d9c9e1a48b1)
You look darling Sara!
Really nice... ;D
Sara you are so pretty! Very delicate features, I wished I'd stuck with HRT when I was 23 but oh well I'm back on for the long haul with not regrets 8)
Quote from: HelloKitty on November 13, 2013, 09:47:28 AM
This is more of a before and in progress, since it's only been 6 weeks since I started an effective HRT regimine. I think I looke the same in both, but meh.
Hopefully the hormones will start working and in maybe 6-12 months I will post a real before and after :)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi776.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fyy44%2FHailey_Matthews%2FMobile%2520Uploads%2FCAM00081_zpse3510e90.jpg&hash=e0ab9af6620f6eb392c24acf3926edcbfaf0d3b2)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi776.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fyy44%2FHailey_Matthews%2FMobile%2520Uploads%2FCAM00385_zps64d53798.jpg&hash=071a4ddc64ec00fffb03b6efe273f7909a8f062c)
Give the meds time, they do work. Jsut frustratingly slow. But I'd say your looking great. I'd go lighter on the eyebrows and add blush. bt that not big. you look great girl :)
Quote from: Orange Creamsicle on November 13, 2013, 09:13:11 PM
Looking really good, Sara. From the looks of the before picture you had a pretty good starting point.
Oh my gosh, is this post surgery? If so, who was your surgeon? Amazing results!
Quote from: Jennifer.L on November 14, 2013, 05:37:34 PM
Give the meds time, they do work. Jsut frustratingly slow. But I'd say your looking great. I'd go lighter on the eyebrows and add blush. bt that not big. you look great girl :)
Hehe thanks. :) Couldnt agree more about the eyebrows, they were overdone this time. It's because they needa be waxed...so bad. Not easy to get em looking good atm :(
And yes I would like blush actually, but have none atm. I needa lotta stuff I don't have!
Quote from: Sara on November 13, 2013, 09:11:32 PM
Since it's been almost 9 months since I started HRT, I figured I'd post a quick before and after.
This is me at 16, back in 2010:
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And here's a picture I took yesterday after an appointment with an aesthetician: (spelling?)
Sorry about the hair, it's like that because it needed to be out of the way during the makeup process. :P
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You look great Sara! Quite a change already from before. Oh to be early 20's again like you...lucky girl :)
A couple before pics. They're several years old though lol. Me trying to look femmy within a year or two of deciding to transition. Thankfully the quality and lighting wasn't good so my nose was hidden! Only recently started HRT so I'll give it until maybe the end of the year or early next year before I post a current pic. :P
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Looking forward to seeing your progress Ashey... also, your avatar is the cutest thing ever! ;D
Wow, there have been seeing some very beautiful ladies posting in this thread. Congrats to all of you!
Sara, HelloKitty, and Ashey- you are all killin' it! Thanks for sharing the photos :)
Quote from: Ashey on November 14, 2013, 07:36:56 PM
A couple before pics. They're several years old though lol. Me trying to look femmy within a year or two of deciding to transition. Thankfully the quality and lighting wasn't good so my nose was hidden! Only recently started HRT so I'll give it until maybe the end of the year or early next year before I post a current pic. :P
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You're pretty darned cute there Ashley, you should be fabulous!
Ok, I got a few before, and few not after but Now pics. To make it fair, I selected only photos that have no make up on, and nothing super feminine. I tightened the shirt to show body change and shape.
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First two are from 1 year ago, and the third was from 6 years ago.
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All of these are from this month. Far left is my actual hair, and the next two are with my wig. I do not have make up on in these. I believe you can hide a lot with makeup.
Wow, Ксениа... i don't know if you want to hear this, but you were a pretty hot "guy"... but you're also now a very beautiful woman! :)
Quote from: Ms Grace on November 15, 2013, 07:06:48 PM
Wow, Ксениа... i don't know if you want to hear this, but you were a pretty hot "guy"... but you're also now a very beautiful woman! :)
Thank you and I got used to hearing that I was a good looking guy, and I constantly had people wanting me to, or telling me to model. I never did it because I never liked the way I looked and never thought I was good looking. I love how I am looking so much better!!!!!
Quote from: Ксениа on November 15, 2013, 07:11:13 PM
Thank you and I got used to hearing that I was a good looking guy, and I constantly had people wanting me to, or telling me to model. I never did it because I never liked the way I looked and never thought I was good looking. I love how I am looking so much better!!!!!
My life experience was very similar to yours.
Quote from: Ксениа on November 15, 2013, 07:11:13 PM
Thank you and I got used to hearing that I was a good looking guy, and I constantly had people wanting me to, or telling me to model. I never did it because I never liked the way I looked and never thought I was good looking. I love how I am looking so much better!!!!!
It's funny how that works. Whenever someone used to say something nice about my appearance, I'd always be very dismissive about it. It didn't make sense to me that anyone would think I looked good, when I hated my own appearance so much. The only compliment I was ever given that I actually enjoyed, was when people would tell me I looked young for my age. That always put a smile on my face. ;)
But seriously, you've made an amazing amount of progress in one year. I don't think you even need the wig anymore, although it does look nice. Very realistic and natural.
Quote from: Miyuki on November 16, 2013, 05:44:56 PM
It's funny how that works. Whenever someone used to say something nice about my appearance, I'd always be very dismissive about it. It didn't make sense to me that anyone would think I looked good, when I hated my own appearance so much. The only compliment I was ever given that I actually enjoyed, was when people would tell me I looked young for my age. That always put a smile on my face. ;)
But seriously, you've made an amazing amount of progress in one year. I don't think you even need the wig anymore, although it does look nice. Very realistic and natural.
Thank you, and I have only been on HRT for 4.5 months. :) I had the same, people told me i looked great and I was like you. :) I really want to model as a woman. :) That is my goal.
Quote from: Ксениа on November 15, 2013, 07:01:06 PM
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Hi Ксениа! What an amazing transformation! You were a beautiful, virile man. Now, You're a very pretty young girl. I feel you 10 years younger! (If it is not too intrusive what age did you?) What did you do? Hair removal and I guess maybe a diet ... I am very curious ;)
Quote from: {Alice} on November 17, 2013, 05:31:28 AM
Hi Ксениа! What an amazing transformation! You were a beautiful, virile man. Now, You're a very pretty young girl. I feel you 10 years younger! (If it is not too intrusive what age did you?) What did you do? Hair removal and I guess maybe a diet ... I am very curious ;)
What age did I do what hon? I actually haven't had any hair removal at all, I have my first laser appointment for my face on tuesday. Im so excited. :) But really, I stopped swimming over a year ago to get smaller, my diet went out the window too. One week i was healthy, the next i was eating everything is site due to cravings. It is more under control now though. Two weeks ago, i really started to diet and work out an I noticed that i'm getting a more feminine shape. I think I need to start doing squats to get that booty back. SO after I started HRT, i actually got fatter before I got skinnier do to diet and exercising.
This was me swimming 2 years ago, I was actually really good when I stopped. When I stopped swimming I lost weight and go smaller quickly.
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I was on swim team for a few years too. Never could get the butterfly down, way too hard for me. But my upper body strength has never been strong. I was a good swimmer because I'm tall and lanky and have big hands and feet (paddles :laugh: )
I do miss swimming a lot though :/
I can NOT believe you haven't had any beard removal yet??? And no shadow without makeup on?? What is your secret? That's amazing, I have a thread about my first visit for laser (nov 15th) here ---> https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php/topic,150803.new.html#new (https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php/topic,150803.new.html#new) Hope it helps, I was nervous but SO excited!! Can't wait for my next appointment and see some real results 8)
Quote from: Harlow on November 17, 2013, 03:21:25 PM
I was on swim team for a few years too. Never could get the butterfly down, way too hard for me. But my upper body strength has never been strong. I was a good swimmer because I'm tall and lanky and have big hands and feet (paddles :laugh: )
I do miss swimming a lot though :/
I can NOT believe you haven't had any beard removal yet??? And no shadow without makeup on?? What is your secret? That's amazing, I have a thread about my first visit for laser (nov 15th) here ---> https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php/topic,150803.new.html#new (https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php/topic,150803.new.html#new) Hope it helps, I was nervous but SO excited!! Can't wait for my next appointment and see some real results 8)
Really, I have had zero laser and that is w/o makeup. The secret, lol. I use like 3 different razors going in different angles all over the face. lo. No secret really. If you saw me in person, you would see a slight shadow. But from practice, I learned how to get rid of the shadows. Additionally, HRT has actually made the hairs less coarse and thinner so they are easier to shave and doesn't leave as much of a shadow. Also, some of the hair is not as dark, or has started to turn light colored which may present a problem for laser now.
I always sucked at freestyle at first, but butterfly, kick ass from day one when I started learning it a few years ago.
I will take a look, and I am sure it will help because Im not sure what exactly to expect for laser yet.
Ксениа is BANNED for thinking butterflies can swim.
Oh, wrong thread.
Quote from: LordKAT on November 17, 2013, 03:52:30 PM
Ксениа is BANNED for thinking butterflies can swim.
Oh, wrong thread.
;D
This thread is always so inspiring, especially for me since I'm pre everything (but the desire).
All this talk about swimming makes me realize it's something I never learned to do. But I walk a lot so I have very firm legs. :)
Last month before HRT, and getting close to seven months:
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As for the not so good lookin front:
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Not really convinced about the "change" as others see it. No makeup save for the eyeliner and beard concealer.
PS: Wow, the bra and top are really unaligned... I took these ones while I was changing this morning.
Quote from: Apple Sprout on November 17, 2013, 04:42:49 PM
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Not really convinced about the "change" as others see it. No makeup save for the eyeliner and beard concealer.
PS: Wow, the bra and top are really unaligned... I took these ones while I was changing this morning.
I see a remarkable change, you are looking very girly and feminine there Apple.
Quote from: Apple Sprout on November 17, 2013, 04:42:49 PM
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Not really convinced about the "change" as others see it. No makeup save for the eyeliner and beard concealer.
PS: Wow, the bra and top are really unaligned... I took these ones while I was changing this morning.
Oh I see it! You have pretty eyes and great lips in that last shot!
Quote from: Apple Sprout on November 17, 2013, 04:42:49 PM
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Not really convinced about the "change" as others see it. No makeup save for the eyeliner and beard concealer.
PS: Wow, the bra and top are really unaligned... I took these ones while I was changing this morning.
Same person, really? Both of these ae you??? I'd say you changed a lot, and look great.
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Cutie patootey
Hey! You changed your pictures!!
Quote from: harmonic_dissonance on November 17, 2013, 06:46:42 PM
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Ok so where is the before photo? ;)
Honestly, I don't see a boy in either if those! Damn you! Lol
Great screen name too!
Quote from: Apple Sprout on November 17, 2013, 04:42:49 PM
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Not really convinced about the "change" as others see it. No makeup save for the eyeliner and beard concealer.
Your head appears elongated in the recent picture. Based on your "guy" photo, I'd say they were stretched about 12.5%
Quote from: Gabrielle on November 17, 2013, 09:23:45 PM
Your head appears elongated in the recent picture. Based on your "guy" photo, I'd say they were stretched about 12.5%
On one side my face looked longed when I dropped the wight on the 2012 summer. On the other... DSLR camera with photoshop lens aberration correction against crappy Nexus 7 camera positioned slightly higher than me.
If I have changed, yet I seem to find new places to rant again. Now the upper part of the torso. M size clothing, L size shoulders... :( And I should be happy about it.
Wow, seriously! I wonder how much sooner many of us would have transitioned had we known we would end up as we are now? I'm astounded at these before and afters. Everyone looks so much HAPPIER!
Quote from: SarahR on November 18, 2013, 03:33:32 AM
Wow, seriously! I wonder how much sooner many of us would have transitioned had we known we would end up as we are now? I'm astounded at these before and afters. Everyone looks so much HAPPIER!
Exactly!
I know I would have much sooner.
Quote from: SarahR on November 18, 2013, 03:33:32 AM
Wow, seriously! I wonder how much sooner many of us would have transitioned had we known we would end up as we are now? I'm astounded at these before and afters. Everyone looks so much HAPPIER!
I always used to joke that if I had a time machine I'd go back and spike Hitler with a Viagra just before each of the Nuremberg rallies (imagine trying to give all those speeches with a multi hour boner that wont go away, bye bye credibility!).
Nowadays though I'd just go slap 18 year old me round the face and tell him he's not imagining things, get to a friggin therapist! (though I don't know if I'd actually get treatment raving that a woman from the future told me to transition!)
Quote from: Kaylee on November 18, 2013, 07:18:37 AM
(though I don't know if I'd actually get treatment raving that a woman from the future told me to transition!)
Priceless :)
Quote from: Apple Sprout on November 18, 2013, 02:46:13 AM
On one side my face looked longed when I dropped the wight on the 2012 summer. On the other... DSLR camera with photoshop lens aberration correction against crappy Nexus 7 camera positioned slightly higher than me.
If I have changed, yet I seem to find new places to rant again. Now the upper part of the torso. M size clothing, L size shoulders... :( And I should be happy about it.
I understand how losing weight can make your face look thinner, but unless you have had some serious FFS, the bone structure remains essentially the same. Therefore, the ratio of the distance between your eyes, and the distance from the top of you nose to the bottom of your chin should stay the same, no matter the size of the image.
Positive changes though. Congratulations.
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me august of 2012 vs me last thurdays going to Rihanna's concert. Only 5wks on HRT.
Quote from: PrincessPatience on November 19, 2013, 11:02:52 PM
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me august of 2012 vs me last thurdays going to Rihanna's concert. Only 5wks on HRT.
To your left you can see a pic of me being jealous. All you girls who only need hair... GRR! ;)
Quote from: PrincessPatience on November 19, 2013, 11:02:52 PM
me august of 2012 vs me last thurdays going to Rihanna's concert. Only 5wks on HRT.
Everything looks so much softer and more feminine. You go girl!
Quote from: ♡ Emily ♡ on November 20, 2013, 04:52:18 PM
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I know this is a guy-ish hat, but its cuuute! And my bff said that I look like a small dwarfie in it :P
I love your armour, but I think you are going to need some breast-plates soon ;)
By any chance, have you had a broken nose?
Quote from: Gabrielle on November 20, 2013, 08:42:25 PM
I love your armour, but I think you are going to need some breast-plates soon ;)
By any chance, have you had a broken nose?
Oh yeah... and I am very much aware of that :( It is not THAT bad in real life, but it does pop up at times at specific angles in pics. I am looking at rhinoplasty in future, which probably will be my only facial surgery, which barely could be described as "FFS" since after BA, the nosejob is the most popular surgery with the cis-women population as well :).
And judging from my current growth, I might be able to pass on any "plates" till next summer ;). But when time comes... at least I will be used ti that sensation already :P.
Quote from: harmonic_dissonance on November 17, 2013, 06:46:42 PM
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You look so beautiful in both pics!!! Love the hair in the second :)
Quote from: Gabrielle on November 20, 2013, 08:42:25 PM
By any chance, have you had a broken nose?
I was wondering the same thing! Mine was broken twice (once on each side). The second time straightened it back out! Now it's thinner than it used to be too, but you can see the original base of it on either side. :-\
Oh, and PMS was to blame both times. :o
Guy-mode. 5 weeks HRT. Overexposed and blurry, just how I like it. xD
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Quote from: Ashey on November 21, 2013, 06:11:19 PM
Guy-mode. 5 weeks HRT. Overexposed and blurry, just how I like it. xD
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Hey cheyla, we're gonna need a 'Before' pic, you know?
Quote from: Kristal on November 20, 2013, 01:54:35 AM
To your left you can see a pic of me being jealous. All you girls who only need hair... GRR! ;)
Haha thank you! :D
Quote from: Gabrielle on November 20, 2013, 08:39:09 PM
Everything looks so much softer and more feminine. You go girl!
Yay! Thank you. :)
Quote from: RavenMoon on November 21, 2013, 05:48:36 PM
I was wondering the same thing! Mine was broken twice (once on each side). The second time straightened it back out! Now it's thinner than it used to be too, but you can see the original base of it on either side. :-\
Oh, and PMS was to blame both times. :o
Well, mine was broken only once and I never actually cared to fix it, cause I had that totally dumb and stupid thought that having a broken nose would add +5 Masculinity to my presentation (imagine... I had times when I thought that having a scar running across my cheek would be cool to...). Anyway, it has really thinned down due to the HRT and thus I can also attest that hormones can make Your nose look thinner, but... yeah, the fact that it was broken is more apparent yet. Is my schnobby that much obvious and into-Your-face? :( It is kinda giveaway then, isnt it?
Quote from: ♡ Emily ♡ on November 22, 2013, 01:55:29 AM
Well, mine was broken only once and I never actually cared to fix it, cause I had that totally dumb and stupid thought that having a broken nose would add +5 Masculinity to my presentation (imagine... I had times when I thought that having a scar running across my cheek would be cool to...). Anyway, it has really thinned down due to the HRT and thus I can also attest that hormones can make Your nose look thinner, but... yeah, the fact that it was broken is more apparent yet. Is my schnobby that much obvious and into-Your-face? :( It is kinda giveaway then, isnt it?
Hey, scars are cool no matter what your gender.
I like ladies with scars...
I've had my nose broken a few times, I'm not sure how but it ended up amazingly straight but there are quite a few scars
Luckily the scars are not as readily visible as they once were
Quote from: Kristal on November 22, 2013, 05:39:21 AM
Hey, scars are cool no matter what your gender.
I like ladies with scars...
I wonder how many men like ladies with scars because I have a lot from a lot of crazyness in my life. I have a huge one on my knee from stupidity as a kid, on my upper left arm from when I got attacked by a crazy drunk guy with a beer bottle, one on my F you finger on my left hand from a knife my brother put in the water while I was washing dishes, one on my left wrist from playing basketball in the streets in DC, one on the inner part of my right elbow from getting attacked by a boxer at an animal shelter, and a few others.
Quote from: ♡ Emily ♡ on November 22, 2013, 01:55:29 AM
Well, mine was broken only once and I never actually cared to fix it, cause I had that totally dumb and stupid thought that having a broken nose would add +5 Masculinity to my presentation (imagine... I had times when I thought that having a scar running across my cheek would be cool to...). Anyway, it has really thinned down due to the HRT and thus I can also attest that hormones can make Your nose look thinner, but... yeah, the fact that it was broken is more apparent yet. Is my schnobby that much obvious and into-Your-face? :( It is kinda giveaway then, isnt it?
I was quite traumatized by it! It wasn't very crooked, but it was enough to make me very unhappy with it! I guess the main thing was I looked different to me.
I hate scars. I have a few. I never had a desire to look more masculine. The only one on my face is under my chin from an airbag. Those things hurt!-
And they burn you. I had perfect skin on my face until I caught chicken pox from my son back in 2000. It sucked! Now I have some scars on my forehead. :(
Lately I'm taking extra good care of my skin. I'm trying to slow down the aging process! Lol
I'm curious what hormones will do to my face. Hopefully I'll be starting soon after the new year. I still want a smaller nose though. I'm real fussy about my appearance. I was never crazy about it as a guy, but as I've gotten older it got a bit larger. It took a long time but I can see from photos that I got some changes to my face later in life from androgen.
Quote from: RavenMoon on November 22, 2013, 02:25:40 PM
I hate scars. I have a few. I never had a desire to look more masculine. The only one on my face is under my chin from an airbag. Those things hurt!-
And they burn you. I had perfect skin on my face until I caught chicken pox from my son back in 2000. It sucked! Now I have some scars on my forehead. :(
I had a lot of acne scarring on my forehead left over from my teenage years. The thing I found that was the most effective to treat it with was an at home chemical peel. There are a ton of options if you search for "TCA chemical peel" at Amazon. After using a 15% TCA peel once a month over the course of a year, not only are my acne scars almost entirely gone, but my skin in general looks a lot younger and more healthy. It also may even help get rid of the scar under your chin if it's not too big.
Quote from: RavenMoon on November 22, 2013, 02:25:40 PM
I'm curious what hormones will do to my face. Hopefully I'll be starting soon after the new year. I still want a smaller nose though. I'm real fussy about my appearance. I was never crazy about it as a guy, but as I've gotten older it got a bit larger. It took a long time but I can see from photos that I got some changes to my face later in life from androgen.
Ungh, when I was a teenager I used to keep telling myself that I wasn't too masculine, and that if I made it to 18 without experiencing any excessive masculinazation or hair loss, I wouldn't have to worry about it anymore. But sadly, that just isn't the case. Testosterone doesn't automatically leave you alone when puberty is over. Masculinization is a process that can continue throughout a person's entire life. I wish someone had told me that sooner. :-\
Hi all, here are some pictures i did last week with my new makeup .
It is incredible how make up can change a face,i didn't recognize myself in the mirror and i almost cryed lol. For a moment i could see a girl in front in me...
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimageshack.us%2Fa%2Fimg197%2F4328%2Fh5qm.jpg&hash=f102526304c8953fa832bc9538d5acc838b2f13c)
Quote from: FrozenValkyrie on November 23, 2013, 11:21:51 AM
Hi all, here are some pictures i did last week with my new makeup .
It is incredible how make up can change a face,i didn't recognize myself in the mirror and i almost cryed lol. For a moment i could see a girl in front in me...
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimageshack.us%2Fa%2Fimg197%2F4328%2Fh5qm.jpg&hash=f102526304c8953fa832bc9538d5acc838b2f13c)
Once again, awesome transition and so pretty!
Quote from: FrozenValkyrie on November 23, 2013, 11:21:51 AM
Hi all, here are some pictures i did last week with my new makeup .
It is incredible how make up can change a face,i didn't recognize myself in the mirror and i almost cryed lol. For a moment i could see a girl in front in me...
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimageshack.us%2Fa%2Fimg197%2F4328%2Fh5qm.jpg&hash=f102526304c8953fa832bc9538d5acc838b2f13c)
You actually kinda remind me of one of my ex-girlfriends in a couple of those pics. xD I guess that's a good thing in a way. But yeah, makeup does do wonders. I haven't done full makeup yet. Waiting until a few more laser sessions and then hopefully I can shock myself with it lol.
Quote from: Miyuki on November 23, 2013, 01:34:54 AM
I had a lot of acne scarring on my forehead left over from my teenage years. The thing I found that was the most effective to treat it with was an at home chemical peel. There are a ton of options if you search for "TCA chemical peel" at Amazon. After using a 15% TCA peel once a month over the course of a year, not only are my acne scars almost entirely gone, but my skin in general looks a lot younger and more healthy. It also may even help get rid of the scar under your chin if it's not too big.
I'll check that out. You can't see the scar under my chin unless I'm looking up, but I can feel it.
Quote
Ungh, when I was a teenager I used to keep telling myself that I wasn't too masculine, and that if I made it to 18 without experiencing any excessive masculinazation or hair loss, I wouldn't have to worry about it anymore. But sadly, that just isn't the case. Testosterone doesn't automatically leave you alone when puberty is over. Masculinization is a process that can continue throughout a person's entire life. I wish someone had told me that sooner. :-\
I have noticed that gradual change way into my 30s... I started getting more hairy and just recently my hair has thinned a tiny bit at my part (as you grow new hair in places you never had it, you lose old hair!)
Yeah, I wish I started sooner too, but I'm not too bad off... But some of the girls posting here need nothing extra! Damn you all! lol ;) (just kidding, I'm happy for you all)
Might as well jump in here, mind you these are the typical awful passport photos of legend, my avatar is a better current representation. Still...
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.elkeinland.com%2Fimg%2Fpassports.png&hash=1b23163a68c27c2687c32a4744745838f35237ed)
Quote from: Missy~rmdlm on November 24, 2013, 04:10:59 AM
Might as well jump in here, mind you these are the typical awful passport photos of legend, my avatar is a better current representation. Still...
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.elkeinland.com%2Fimg%2Fpassports.png&hash=1b23163a68c27c2687c32a4744745838f35237ed)
Missy all I can say is WOW! It appears that you had gained a ton of weight in the mid photo then lost it when Missy came out of the cocoon. That's not too uncommon, we all go through dysphoric angst and either almost eat or drink ourselves to death, do drugs or all of the above. Congrats pretty lady you made it!
@ Shantel : Thank !
@ Ashey : I take this as a compliment :).
@ Keaira Raine : You look like brother and sister in your pictures.
Quote from: FrozenValkyrie on November 24, 2013, 01:00:00 PM
@ Shantel : Thank !
@ Ashey : I take this as a compliment :).
@ Keaira Raine : You look like brother and sister in your pictures.
Thank you. :)
And you are right about the power of make-up. ^_^ you look great!
Last Halloween night
Me and icephoenyx went out to straight clubs
Face by mac cosmetics
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1277.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fy488%2Fxchristine100%2FIMAG0014_zps745e3371.jpg&hash=640b4ca73b0962ac56ce61ceee39b48486e6c125)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1277.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fy488%2Fxchristine100%2FIMAG0249_zpseb321ea6.jpg&hash=709f174ded30c4f7310a182f2528781d438bc3e6)
Pre hormones pre laser pre electro
What a miserable shell I was
Jaime, you are always so elegant :)
Valkyrie, Horsey, xchristine... some awesome transformations there to behold!
While reading threads like this I am always astounded at the numerous people that have good success transforming their appearance to be more at ease with themselves. It makes one contemplate the aims of the parodies that persist and exist.
Quote from: big head horsey-faced marsh monster on November 24, 2013, 03:31:30 PM
Here is a before and after for me. I don't have many before pictures because I avoided cameras like the plague.
the before one was at 30 years old.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi686.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fvv228%2Fjaime_r_d%2F30yearsold.jpg&hash=b54ea2d2d6bd3c5d9b9af8d429f490564ae97ecf)
And the after at 48 years old.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi686.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fvv228%2Fjaime_r_d%2F48yearsold.jpg&hash=929dac3dc9bdef45d10efb8cefcb31fa29baaac1)
OMG Jaime, you are so beautiful, it's really hard to believe that you and your handsome brother were the same person at one time.
Quote from: xchristine on November 24, 2013, 03:48:34 PM
Last Halloween night
Me and icephoenyx went out to straight clubs
Face by mac cosmetics
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1277.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fy488%2Fxchristine100%2FIMAG0014_zps745e3371.jpg&hash=640b4ca73b0962ac56ce61ceee39b48486e6c125)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1277.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fy488%2Fxchristine100%2FIMAG0249_zpseb321ea6.jpg&hash=709f174ded30c4f7310a182f2528781d438bc3e6)
Pre hormones pre laser pre electro
What a miserable shell I was
Phenomenal transition and so pretty.
I have to say, I am about to start HRT within the next month (bloodwork scheduled for a week from Friday, then who knows how long it'll take for an actual prescription) but whenever I get down while looking in the mirror and thinking, I'm never gonna pass as female and I'm always gonna look like a man in a dress, I look at this thread. The transformations on here are incredible. So many of you went from frankly pretty brutish looking dudely men to absolutely beautiful women. It gives me hope.
HT's effects are fine and all, but much of what much can be done is self perception. I still look in the mirror and still see plenty of what I don't want. Another thing that has a major effect: Presentation of hair makes a big difference. The immense amount of time and pain spent on facial hair removal, (not to mention the pain of electrolysis hair removal else ware as a pre-op) is a solid investment if it causes dysphoria.
Quote from: Ashey on November 21, 2013, 06:11:19 PM
Guy-mode.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi44.tinypic.com%2F1zpi58j.jpg&hash=981398489afb13f9d1615c3fee80c88d7c5c5699)
Guy mode? Are you sure about that? There is no "guy" in that photo.
Quote from: KarinMcD on November 25, 2013, 08:15:47 AM
Guy mode? Are you sure about that? There is no "guy" in that photo.
If that's guy mode I can't wait to see girl mode! ;D
Quote from: KarinMcD on November 25, 2013, 08:15:47 AM
Guy mode? Are you sure about that? There is no "guy" in that photo.
Quote from: Shantel on November 25, 2013, 10:13:18 AM
If that's guy mode I can't wait to see girl mode! ;D
:embarrassed: Aww, thanks. :3
Quote from: big head horsey-faced marsh monster on November 24, 2013, 03:31:30 PM
Here is a before and after for me. I don't have many before pictures because I avoided cameras like the plague.
the before one was at 30 years old.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi686.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fvv228%2Fjaime_r_d%2F30yearsold.jpg&hash=b54ea2d2d6bd3c5d9b9af8d429f490564ae97ecf)
And the after at 48 years old.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi686.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fvv228%2Fjaime_r_d%2F48yearsold.jpg&hash=929dac3dc9bdef45d10efb8cefcb31fa29baaac1)
Wow absolutely amazing!! You're beautiful and need to take a compliment when it's given :P
Quote from: Harlow on November 25, 2013, 07:11:23 PM
Wow absolutely amazing!! You're beautiful and need to take a compliment when it's given :P
hear hear!
Here's my most recent before and after, enjoy :)
12/13 years old, first and so far only time at Niagara fall, was amazing!
(https://scontent-b-lga.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-prn1/317596_4627806421505_148904069_n.jpg)
17 years old, School beach trip a couple weeks before graduation
(https://scontent-b-lga.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-frc3/4782_132426455040_2260064_n.jpg)
19 years old, chilling about in and around a beach and surrounding forest, closest I got to a six pack
(https://scontent-b-lga.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-frc3/247578_2127500266549_4156512_n.jpg)
20 years old, being silly after Tropical Storm Irene
(https://scontent-a-lga.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ash2/315443_2395966738043_2716590_n.jpg)
Following are selfies from when I started HRT until now
(https://scontent-b-lga.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-frc3/407826_139310272892646_997035379_n.jpg)
(https://scontent-b-lga.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ash3/581925_164091593747847_1096994829_n.jpg)
(https://scontent-b-lga.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-prn1/644200_167527463404260_1231951179_n.jpg)
(https://scontent-a-lga.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-prn2/7106_191755617648111_1293298176_n.jpg)
and finally as of Friday!
(https://scontent-b-lga.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-frc3/1476594_244980188992320_112707558_n.jpg)
(https://scontent-a-lga.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-prn2/1468584_244980168992322_911096590_n.jpg)
This has been good for me just to gather up some pictures since I graduated high school until now to really see and show my progress :]
Such a change from a chunky little guy until now, you are coming right along nicely hon. Funny how many of us were chunksters when we were young, wonder how that ties in to GID if at all?
Quote from: Shantel on November 25, 2013, 08:52:41 PM
Such a change from a chunky little guy until now, you are coming right along nicely hon. Funny how many of us were chunksters when we were young, wonder how that ties in to GID if at all?
I think it might. I had no desire to take care of myself back in the guy days. Working out? Why bother? You're only going to get ripped.
Quote from: Kristal on November 25, 2013, 09:32:28 PM
I think it might. I had no desire to take care of myself back in the guy days.
I wasn't a chunk, but I certainly took poor care of myself. Hard to maintain good habits when you can't look at yourself. :-\
I was extremely overweight for most of my childhood. I've heard though, that being overweight can reduce your testosterone levels and raise your estrogen levels. I wonder if allowing yourself to become overweight might not be some sort of unintentional form of self medication. I know that throughout my childhood I seemed to have a subconscious aversion to sports, exercise, or pretty much any activity known to raise testosterone levels. There might be something to that.
Thought I'd hijack the the ladies thread. (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi39.tinypic.com%2F283sco.jpg&hash=262cb97e32946f66878c02597266195b666b424b)
Pre-T, Sep. of 2011 to now.
Not that you're not welcome here but there is a thread for the guys now
https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php/topic,153497.0.html
Quote from: Orange Creamsicle on November 26, 2013, 10:35:08 AM
Not that you're not welcome here but there is a thread for the guys now
https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php/topic,153497.0.html
Ah, thanks! This must be fairly new.
Holie #(& jamieson!!!
Haha your hawt...wanna spank me?
Quote from: Jamison on November 26, 2013, 10:32:31 AM
Thought I'd hijack the the ladies thread. (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi39.tinypic.com%2F283sco.jpg&hash=262cb97e32946f66878c02597266195b666b424b)
Pre-T, Sep. of 2011 to now.
Bro, why you so sexy? You're seriously making me rethink this whole lesbian thing. Okay, not really, but
DAYUM...
Quote from: Jamison on November 26, 2013, 10:32:31 AM
Thought I'd hijack the the ladies thread. (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi39.tinypic.com%2F283sco.jpg&hash=262cb97e32946f66878c02597266195b666b424b)
Pre-T, Sep. of 2011 to now.
Talk about a transformation, you got some serious guns there Jamison!
Quote from: Jamison on November 26, 2013, 10:32:31 AM
Thought I'd hijack the the ladies thread.
You look great and,
of course, you're welcome to post here! I love seeing the flip-side!
I sometimes wish that we didn't compartmentalize the MtF, FtM, and A sections. :-\
Quote from: Jamison on November 26, 2013, 10:32:31 AM
Thought I'd hijack the the ladies thread. (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi39.tinypic.com%2F283sco.jpg&hash=262cb97e32946f66878c02597266195b666b424b)
Pre-T, Sep. of 2011 to now.
Holy smokes, what an amazing transition!
Quote from: Jamison on November 26, 2013, 10:32:31 AM
Thought I'd hijack the the ladies thread. (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi39.tinypic.com%2F283sco.jpg&hash=262cb97e32946f66878c02597266195b666b424b)
Pre-T, Sep. of 2011 to now.
Yowza! You look great darling, feel free to hijac...and I'll cut that innuendo out before it starts and gets me into trouble :) x
big head horsey-faced marsh monster - You are looking amazing :-)
Jamison... Erm... wow! I am very confused about my jealousy - I didn't know it would work when the direction is in reverse! Looking great :-)
Quote from: Jamison on November 26, 2013, 10:32:31 AM
Thought I'd hijack the the ladies thread. (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi39.tinypic.com%2F283sco.jpg&hash=262cb97e32946f66878c02597266195b666b424b)
Pre-T, Sep. of 2011 to now.
Looking tight, solid, thick.
Quote from: Ultimus on November 26, 2013, 04:08:58 PM
Looking tight, solid, thick.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fdeansguide.files.wordpress.com%2F2007%2F07%2Fquagmire.jpg&hash=0f69ca24173333270128d531e4a1b356770d393b)
Quote from: big head horsey-faced marsh monster on November 24, 2013, 03:31:30 PM
Here is a before and after for me. I don't have many before pictures because I avoided cameras like the plague.
the before one was at 30 years old.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi686.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fvv228%2Fjaime_r_d%2F30yearsold.jpg&hash=b54ea2d2d6bd3c5d9b9af8d429f490564ae97ecf)
And the after at 48 years old.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi686.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fvv228%2Fjaime_r_d%2F48yearsold.jpg&hash=929dac3dc9bdef45d10efb8cefcb31fa29baaac1)
Absolutely gorgeous!
Quote from: Jennygirl on July 01, 2013, 03:41:32 AM
week 1 vs week 30
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FMjKrz8f.jpg&hash=7ff49ce0ba06298023254e5159e666c501165fe3)
14 months ago vs today
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FKhExEhi.jpg&hash=b4f04b5a72475fa0049a0052961636950e9c7859)
Jenny your Amazing.
Thanks for your positive spirit.
Its giving me more hope and strength to decide what I want later on down the road.
XOXO
Jade
Jade- I'm glad that my transition so far has helped you on your own journey. That's gotta be the best possible outcome of sharing things here and your comment encourages me to keep going. So thankful to have this community!
Thanks for your kindness in letting me know that I have helped. You are fueling the positivity. I really appreciate it :)
Quote from: Jamison on November 26, 2013, 10:32:31 AM
Thought I'd hijack the the ladies thread. (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi39.tinypic.com%2F283sco.jpg&hash=262cb97e32946f66878c02597266195b666b424b)
Pre-T, Sep. of 2011 to now.
Wow... just wow. They say that hot guys usually make hot girls, but You are a fine example that this rule works both ways!
Simply jawdropping! You looked so fragile before and now... You are such a hulk (like Hulk Hogan "hulk")! :icon_workout:
Quote from: ♡ Emily ♡ on November 28, 2013, 03:01:35 AM
Wow... just wow. They say that hot guys usually make hot girls, but You are a fine example that this rule works both ways!
Simply jawdropping! You look so fragile before and now... You are such a hulk! :icon_workout:
Firstly, I totally agree. Jamison. Wow. Hunk!!!!!
Secondly, Emily! I love your new avatar! It looks like you are making some really great progress. Happy for ya :)
Quote from: Jennygirl on November 28, 2013, 03:04:13 AM
Firstly, I totally agree. Jamison. Wow. Hunk!!!!!
Secondly, Emily! I love your new avatar! It looks like you are making some really great progress. Happy for ya :)
Thx Jenny - it goes without saying that Your looks are as stunning as always :). But I guess, I just got lucky with an angle and hair in that pic :)
Quote from: Ксениа on November 15, 2013, 07:01:06 PM
Ok, I got a few before, and few not after but Now pics. To make it fair, I selected only photos that have no make up on, and nothing super feminine. I tightened the shirt to show body change and shape.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2Fkasihnya%2FIMG954608.jpg&hash=d55817043184eabab780418eb90af18b09e95558) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2Fkasihnya%2F1-1.jpg&hash=b7284a6d6edc5820351c81f8055141cefc8fa072) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2Fkasihnya%2F3.jpg&hash=1ecd6e75c423c45260ce08e212d85990ef1b77dc)
First two are from 1 year ago, and the third was from 6 years ago.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2Fkasihnya%2Fme1.jpg&hash=0f2146ef4b21b7fe4428d6d1ac0466a75e16df7b) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2Fkasihnya%2FIMG_20131112_110928_010.jpg&hash=9a4db7d17ec168b0f1cf8716adee3b21440d6cad) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2Fkasihnya%2FIMG_20131112_110815_508.jpg&hash=075bf43715f607ea162d4d0e4bea80214be73aea)
All of these are from this month. Far left is my actual hair, and the next two are with my wig. I do not have make up on in these. I believe you can hide a lot with makeup.
Impressive! ❤️
Quote from: Jennygirl on November 28, 2013, 03:04:13 AM
Secondly, Emily! I love your new avatar! It looks like you are making some really great progress. Happy for ya :)
I was just thinking the same thing. Very nice Emily!
Quote from: RavenMoon on November 28, 2013, 12:17:41 PM
I was just thinking the same thing. Very nice Emily!
Tnx Raven :). As they say - great minds think alike? ;)
I only went back a couple pages, you guys and girls are looking great!
Quote from: big head horsey-faced marsh monster on November 24, 2013, 03:31:30 PM
Here is a before and after for me. I don't have many before pictures because I avoided cameras like the plague.
the before one was at 30 years old.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi686.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fvv228%2Fjaime_r_d%2F30yearsold.jpg&hash=b54ea2d2d6bd3c5d9b9af8d429f490564ae97ecf)
And the after at 48 years old.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi686.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fvv228%2Fjaime_r_d%2F48yearsold.jpg&hash=929dac3dc9bdef45d10efb8cefcb31fa29baaac1)
Wow just wow!
Quote from: PrincessPatience on November 19, 2013, 11:02:52 PM
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1312.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Ft535%2FBadKidJerry%2FE94A924C-8EB2-4260-A84D-E492703B334D-2775-00000545BCB9FE50_zpsec6a04ec.jpg&hash=9d0794d8ae886bc6c5894a7616dc3ef0b8ea4ab9) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1312.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Ft535%2FBadKidJerry%2FBFDCDDB1-ACC0-456B-B2D5-9A4952A212BB-2775-00000545C25CFE48_zpscd8a1dd5.jpg&hash=127ad2f181ca7928c99c404230d8cc9e58c03dbe)(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1312.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Ft535%2FBadKidJerry%2FCC52BF32-9879-4159-B4F7-C9BA77FA3777-2775-00000545B52C9F16_zpse3be276a.jpg&hash=61c7fcfa58f6e0f6656879a302e07e7943045770)
me august of 2012 vs me last thurdays going to Rihanna's concert. Only 5wks on HRT.
looking beautiful!
Quote from: HelloKitty on November 13, 2013, 09:47:28 AM
This is more of a before and in progress, since it's only been 6 weeks since I started an effective HRT regimine. I think I looke the same in both, but meh.
Hopefully the hormones will start working and in maybe 6-12 months I will post a real before and after :)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi776.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fyy44%2FHailey_Matthews%2FMobile%2520Uploads%2FCAM00081_zpse3510e90.jpg&hash=e0ab9af6620f6eb392c24acf3926edcbfaf0d3b2)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi776.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fyy44%2FHailey_Matthews%2FMobile%2520Uploads%2FCAM00385_zps64d53798.jpg&hash=071a4ddc64ec00fffb03b6efe273f7909a8f062c)
Very cute and I love your profile pic!
Quote from: Sara on November 13, 2013, 09:11:32 PM
Since it's been almost 9 months since I started HRT, I figured I'd post a quick before and after.
This is me at 16, back in 2010:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2F5DWHNHZ.png&hash=04ffd7a640bba465322fcc95ddbdaee761fa44f2)
And here's a picture I took yesterday after an appointment with an aesthetician: (spelling?)
Sorry about the hair, it's like that because it needed to be out of the way during the makeup process. :P
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FOKpnPWxh.jpg&hash=df73f510783294493ece3db8eb9b3d9c9e1a48b1)
Your looking great!
Thanks, ladies. I reluctantly moved my post to the men's section, but that's way less fun than posting here. What can I say? I enjoy the attention, and of course the flirtatious and motivating comments.
Ok so yesterday was thanksgiving and I am not out to my family yet. So it was boy mode durning the day. And to make myself feel better I did a bit of make-up practice after making it home.
I decided to do a little before and after of yesterday. Even managed to smiled in one photo.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi917.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fad15%2FHayleyRMc%2FMobile%2520Uploads%2Fimage_zpsac007b74.jpg&hash=4755ba6baa2983c7404ae111602a4ce12df12325) (http://s917.photobucket.com/user/HayleyRMc/media/Mobile%20Uploads/image_zpsac007b74.jpg.html)(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi917.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fad15%2FHayleyRMc%2FMobile%2520Uploads%2Fimage_zps7a9e83cb.jpg&hash=6111e94acf3de9dcec1b2c2b1106606fe86cc807) (http://s917.photobucket.com/user/HayleyRMc/media/Mobile%20Uploads/image_zps7a9e83cb.jpg.html)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi917.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fad15%2FHayleyRMc%2FMobile%2520Uploads%2Fimage_zps5c1a6997.jpg&hash=9a3ccfb00fad4595741b8a077767585a4e0da5b5) (http://s917.photobucket.com/user/HayleyRMc/media/Mobile%20Uploads/image_zps5c1a6997.jpg.html)(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi917.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fad15%2FHayleyRMc%2FMobile%2520Uploads%2Fimage_zps25fa799e.jpg&hash=39662b08417d03b9149828fdd19d1c677337ef30) (http://s917.photobucket.com/user/HayleyRMc/media/Mobile%20Uploads/image_zps25fa799e.jpg.html)
Oh Hayley, you're so adorbs. ^__^
Quote from: FrozenValkyrie on November 23, 2013, 11:21:51 AM
Hi all, here are some pictures i did last week with my new makeup .
It is incredible how make up can change a face,i didn't recognize myself in the mirror and i almost cryed lol. For a moment i could see a girl in front in me...
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimageshack.us%2Fa%2Fimg197%2F4328%2Fh5qm.jpg&hash=f102526304c8953fa832bc9538d5acc838b2f13c)
You are so incredibly cute - 100% girl. :)
Quote from: Missy~rmdlm on November 24, 2013, 04:10:59 AM
Might as well jump in here, mind you these are the typical awful passport photos of legend, my avatar is a better current representation. Still...
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.elkeinland.com%2Fimg%2Fpassports.png&hash=1b23163a68c27c2687c32a4744745838f35237ed)
Wow! what a change Missy! :o
Quote from: big head horsey-faced marsh monster on November 24, 2013, 03:31:30 PM
And the after at 48 years old.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi686.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fvv228%2Fjaime_r_d%2F48yearsold.jpg&hash=929dac3dc9bdef45d10efb8cefcb31fa29baaac1)
You have absolutely no reason to avoid a camera now! You are gorgeous. :)
Quote from: Ashey on November 21, 2013, 06:11:19 PM
Guy-mode. 5 weeks HRT. Overexposed and blurry, just how I like it. xD
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi44.tinypic.com%2F1zpi58j.jpg&hash=981398489afb13f9d1615c3fee80c88d7c5c5699)
"Guy mode"? - LOL
No way!
Quote from: Riley Skye on November 25, 2013, 08:35:36 PM
(https://scontent-a-lga.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-prn2/1468584_244980168992322_911096590_n.jpg)
This has been good for me just to gather up some pictures since I graduated high school until now to really see and show my progress :]
That is a lot of progress! You are doing great!! :)
Quote from: Hayley on November 29, 2013, 02:13:33 PM
Ok so yesterday was thanksgiving and I am not out to my family yet. So it was boy mode durning the day. And to make myself feel better I did a bit of make-up practice after making it home.
I decided to do a little before and after of yesterday. Even managed to smiled in one photo.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi917.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fad15%2FHayleyRMc%2FMobile%2520Uploads%2Fimage_zpsac007b74.jpg&hash=4755ba6baa2983c7404ae111602a4ce12df12325) (http://s917.photobucket.com/user/HayleyRMc/media/Mobile%20Uploads/image_zpsac007b74.jpg.html)(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi917.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fad15%2FHayleyRMc%2FMobile%2520Uploads%2Fimage_zps7a9e83cb.jpg&hash=6111e94acf3de9dcec1b2c2b1106606fe86cc807) (http://s917.photobucket.com/user/HayleyRMc/media/Mobile%20Uploads/image_zps7a9e83cb.jpg.html)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi917.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fad15%2FHayleyRMc%2FMobile%2520Uploads%2Fimage_zps5c1a6997.jpg&hash=9a3ccfb00fad4595741b8a077767585a4e0da5b5) (http://s917.photobucket.com/user/HayleyRMc/media/Mobile%20Uploads/image_zps5c1a6997.jpg.html)(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi917.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fad15%2FHayleyRMc%2FMobile%2520Uploads%2Fimage_zps25fa799e.jpg&hash=39662b08417d03b9149828fdd19d1c677337ef30) (http://s917.photobucket.com/user/HayleyRMc/media/Mobile%20Uploads/image_zps25fa799e.jpg.html)
You look really quite attractive even in boy mode which tells us all here that you are going to have a stellar outcome when you transition Haley!
Quote from: Jamison on November 26, 2013, 10:32:31 AM
Thought I'd hijack the the ladies thread. (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi39.tinypic.com%2F283sco.jpg&hash=262cb97e32946f66878c02597266195b666b424b)
Pre-T, Sep. of 2011 to now.
Good gawd!!
Cold shower time.
Quote from: Hayley on November 29, 2013, 02:13:33 PM
Ok so yesterday was thanksgiving and I am not out to my family yet. So it was boy mode during the day. And to make myself feel better I did a bit of make-up practice after making it home.
I decided to do a little before and after of yesterday. Even managed to smile in one photo.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi917.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fad15%2FHayleyRMc%2FMobile%2520Uploads%2Fimage_zps25fa799e.jpg&hash=39662b08417d03b9149828fdd19d1c677337ef30) (http://s917.photobucket.com/user/HayleyRMc/media/Mobile%20Uploads/image_zps25fa799e.jpg.html)
And a beautiful smile it is too!
Quote from: Ashey on November 29, 2013, 03:32:34 PM
Oh Hayley, you're so adorbs. ^__^
Quote from: Shantel on November 29, 2013, 03:46:52 PM
You look really quite attractive even in boy mode which tells us all here that you are going to have a stellar outcome when you transition Haley!
Quote from: Jamie D on November 29, 2013, 03:52:33 PM
And a beautiful smile it is too!
Aw thanks for the lovely compliments. It def made my day readying those.
Quote from: Hayley on November 29, 2013, 02:13:33 PM
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi917.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fad15%2FHayleyRMc%2FMobile%2520Uploads%2Fimage_zps25fa799e.jpg&hash=39662b08417d03b9149828fdd19d1c677337ef30) (http://s917.photobucket.com/user/HayleyRMc/media/Mobile%20Uploads/image_zps25fa799e.jpg.html)
Looking really good there, good to see a smile this time!
Quote from: Hayley on November 29, 2013, 02:13:33 PM
Ok so yesterday was thanksgiving and I am not out to my family yet. So it was boy mode durning the day. And to make myself feel better I did a bit of make-up practice after making it home.
I decided to do a little before and after of yesterday. Even managed to smiled in one photo.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi917.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fad15%2FHayleyRMc%2FMobile%2520Uploads%2Fimage_zpsac007b74.jpg&hash=4755ba6baa2983c7404ae111602a4ce12df12325) (http://s917.photobucket.com/user/HayleyRMc/media/Mobile%20Uploads/image_zpsac007b74.jpg.html)(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi917.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fad15%2FHayleyRMc%2FMobile%2520Uploads%2Fimage_zps7a9e83cb.jpg&hash=6111e94acf3de9dcec1b2c2b1106606fe86cc807) (http://s917.photobucket.com/user/HayleyRMc/media/Mobile%20Uploads/image_zps7a9e83cb.jpg.html)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi917.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fad15%2FHayleyRMc%2FMobile%2520Uploads%2Fimage_zps5c1a6997.jpg&hash=9a3ccfb00fad4595741b8a077767585a4e0da5b5) (http://s917.photobucket.com/user/HayleyRMc/media/Mobile%20Uploads/image_zps5c1a6997.jpg.html)(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi917.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fad15%2FHayleyRMc%2FMobile%2520Uploads%2Fimage_zps25fa799e.jpg&hash=39662b08417d03b9149828fdd19d1c677337ef30) (http://s917.photobucket.com/user/HayleyRMc/media/Mobile%20Uploads/image_zps25fa799e.jpg.html)
You look great as a girl and as boy !
@Jamie D : Thank you :)
OK first, EVERYONE LOOKS SO BEAUTIFUL!!!
• Hayley, you must be struggling to pass as a guy. You are so freaking pretty.
• FrozenValyrie, whoa. Have you started hormones? Because there's no way the only difference in your before/after is just makeup. And if you haven't...wow, you're on your way to being a very, very gorgeous woman.
• "Big-Headed-Horsey-Face," please change your name! I don't want to call you that! But I wish you wouldn't be so hard on yourself, joking or not. Your pictures are in appropriate company with all the young, beautiful women on this site, and your before just underscores how well you have transitioned. Seriously, you look absolutely amazing.
• Jamison- OMG. [Censoring my thoughts from the internet]. Please continue to post your pics here :) Also, I apologize for including you under the "beautiful" header. Is it ok to say you're a beautiful man? Because holy crap.
And secondly- and more importantly- please take a look at the following video. There are a lot of pics here that I imagine were used without permission. Many users of this site- particularly from the Before/After threads, are included in these. I love, love, love that we embrace sharing our pics with each other- I know it helped me for a long time before and during my transition, and I like to think I return the favor.
But remember, what you post on the internet will be shared without your permission. If this concerns you, watch through these videos. If you see your images, and do not want them shared, I would encourage reaching out to this YouTube user, or YT support, to have them removed. It's a series of videos. For those who are YouTube illiterate- you may browse the user's videos by selecting their name, and then selecting the "videos" tab on their channel.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1etfUYMgk40
My step mom sent this video to me. It does partly look like a compilation of this thread. I quite liked the video a lot though, it made me tear up looking at the smiles grow! Great video, I hope nobody asks to have it removed.
It is amazing to see the smiles form, and the pics where the before/afters are at the same angle are absolutely stunning to watch morph. It really does show all the hard work HRT does. And hopefully, everyone who's image is used is ok with this use, because I know pre-HRT me would probably have watched this a thousand+ times. But of course, I just wanna make sure our sisters are aware! :)
Dee, thanks for finding & sharing the wonderful video. Resolves are out of this world!
Beautiful video! Wow, am excited to keep on changing everyday :D
My huzzfriend said he didn't have time to watch it, but of course he watched the whole thing. Than said "Now they need a video of their parents reactions" lol XD
Was exciting to, to see so many familiar faces :)
Definitely an appropriate video to have in this thread!
It's well done, too- I liked the music choice a lot. Obviously made by someone who cares about the community :)
Yeah, it's pretty damned awe inspiring! I guess there was some FFS involved in some cases so not 100% HRT but even so... amazing!
Quote from: FrozenValkyrie on November 23, 2013, 11:21:51 AM
Hi all, here are some pictures i did last week with my new makeup .
It is incredible how make up can change a face,i didn't recognize myself in the mirror and i almost cryed lol. For a moment i could see a girl in front in me...
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimageshack.us%2Fa%2Fimg197%2F4328%2Fh5qm.jpg&hash=f102526304c8953fa832bc9538d5acc838b2f13c)
Good Gandhi! You almost made ME cry. You are, 1: absolutely gorgeous; 2: awesome with makeup; 3: you had that... you know, "marry me?" effect on me just now. You also have a magical smile, it's so cute and adorable. So, if you're by any chance, into senoritas, don't forget me until I get my transition done with. ::)
Quote from: Hayley on November 29, 2013, 02:13:33 PM
Ok so yesterday was thanksgiving and I am not out to my family yet. So it was boy mode durning the day. And to make myself feel better I did a bit of make-up practice after making it home.
I decided to do a little before and after of yesterday. Even managed to smiled in one photo.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi917.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fad15%2FHayleyRMc%2FMobile%2520Uploads%2Fimage_zpsac007b74.jpg&hash=4755ba6baa2983c7404ae111602a4ce12df12325) (http://s917.photobucket.com/user/HayleyRMc/media/Mobile%20Uploads/image_zpsac007b74.jpg.html)(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi917.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fad15%2FHayleyRMc%2FMobile%2520Uploads%2Fimage_zps7a9e83cb.jpg&hash=6111e94acf3de9dcec1b2c2b1106606fe86cc807) (http://s917.photobucket.com/user/HayleyRMc/media/Mobile%20Uploads/image_zps7a9e83cb.jpg.html)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi917.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fad15%2FHayleyRMc%2FMobile%2520Uploads%2Fimage_zps5c1a6997.jpg&hash=9a3ccfb00fad4595741b8a077767585a4e0da5b5) (http://s917.photobucket.com/user/HayleyRMc/media/Mobile%20Uploads/image_zps5c1a6997.jpg.html)(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi917.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fad15%2FHayleyRMc%2FMobile%2520Uploads%2Fimage_zps25fa799e.jpg&hash=39662b08417d03b9149828fdd19d1c677337ef30) (http://s917.photobucket.com/user/HayleyRMc/media/Mobile%20Uploads/image_zps25fa799e.jpg.html)
Well, you should smile more often, babe, as it's magic. Makes you even cuter (more cute? whatever).
Quote from: Dee on November 30, 2013, 12:28:27 PM
• FrozenValyrie, whoa. Have you started hormones? Because there's no way the only difference in your before/after is just makeup. And if you haven't...wow, you're on your way to being a very, very gorgeous woman.
First i really thank you ! I have tried HRT for like 1 month, but it is complicated, one day i'm happy about transitioning and one day i think i am doing a huge mistake. Actualy i don't know if i am a girl but i am sure that i am not a boy ! The funny thing is that when i was young until like 15y old i had a very feminine face. Now that i am 23years old i thought i had lost this feminine face because everyone tell me that i look very manly. After a lot of fail makeup session little by little i improved at doing makeup and now i am beginning to see some feminine feature i had when i was younger. I also improved my nutrition and my skin care since four month. The before photo was taken 1 years ago and if i look manly in it, it was to show the contrast. The facial expression can do a lot, in front of a mirror i try to improve it to look more feminine.
Quote from: Shelly Lullaby on December 01, 2013, 07:54:56 AM
Good Gandhi! You almost made ME cry. You are, 1: absolutely gorgeous; 2: awesome with makeup; 3: you had that... you know, "marry me?" effect on me just now. You also have a magical smile, it's so cute and adorable. So, if you're by any chance, into senoritas, don't forget me until I get my transition done with. ::)
Thanks !!! :) All my life i have suffer because all i want is to have a part of women's beauty, comment like this warm my heart thank again! . I will wait until your transition is done because i am attracted to women ;D
So I've clicked over 12 months of kicking my Y chromosome's butt, here's a before/after in celebration:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FVwne8V1.jpg&hash=d69427d929b851e0a612965bbf001c1c55d70c11)
Quote from: Orihime on December 01, 2013, 08:59:52 PM
So I've clicked over 12 months of kicking my Y chromosome's butt, here's a before/after in celebration:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FVwne8V1.jpg&hash=d69427d929b851e0a612965bbf001c1c55d70c11)
Wow, you easily look ten years younger! You hit the fountain of youth!
Ori
Yo look great! So what has the last 12 minths brought for you?
Hugs
Kay
Thanks! The last 12 months have brought me peace and happiness!
Quote from: Orihime on December 01, 2013, 08:59:52 PM
So I've clicked over 12 months of kicking my Y chromosome's butt, here's a before/after in celebration:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FVwne8V1.jpg&hash=d69427d929b851e0a612965bbf001c1c55d70c11)
That's an amazing transformation - happy anniversary!
OMG Orihime! I now have hope for myself. That's really you in both? Awesome girl!
Quote from: Dee on November 30, 2013, 12:28:27 PM
But remember, what you post on the internet will be shared without your permission. If this concerns you, watch through these videos. If you see your images, and do not want them shared, I would encourage reaching out to this YouTube user, or YT support, to have them removed. It's a series of videos. For those who are YouTube illiterate- you may browse the user's videos by selecting their name, and then selecting the "videos" tab on their channel.
The video has been taken down at the source.
One thing you can do to protect yourself is to add a "watermark" copyright to your images. It is not hard to do. Here is an example:
http://www.ehow.com/how_5827593_create-watermark-photoshop.html
If someone misappropriates your copyrighted material and uses it on another site, you can ask that it be removed.
Quote from: FrozenValkyrie on December 01, 2013, 11:04:56 AM
Thanks !!! :) All my life i have suffer because all i want is to have a part of women's beauty, comment like this warm my heart thank again! . I will wait until your transition is done because i am attracted to women ;D
I know I'm a geek and all, but first thing I noticed is that you wrote in rhymes. :D
Also, I know it sounds creepy, but today your picture just randomly came to mind and I smiled like an idiot. :laugh:
I posted back on page 32 and just wanted to add this picture I took earlier before I went into comfy sweats mode, I finally got a body shot!
(https://scontent-a-lga.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ash3/576661_247845528705786_460136452_n.jpg)
Riley, that comfy sweatshirt is not long enough to cover Your booty! I see what You have there! ;)
Quote from: Shelly Lullaby on December 02, 2013, 08:32:00 AM
I know I'm a geek and all, but first thing I noticed is that you wrote in rhymes. :D
Also, I know it sounds creepy, but today your picture just randomly came to mind and I smiled like an idiot. :laugh:
For the rhymes it was totally involuntary lol ;D. I am happy if i can make other smile.
Quote from: Riley Skye on December 02, 2013, 04:01:58 PM
I posted back on page 32 and just wanted to add this picture I took earlier before I went into comfy sweats mode, I finally got a body shot!
(https://scontent-a-lga.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ash3/576661_247845528705786_460136452_n.jpg)
WOW ! You are very pretty !
Quote from: Riley Skye on December 02, 2013, 04:01:58 PM
I posted back on page 32 and just wanted to add this picture I took earlier before I went into comfy sweats mode, I finally got a body shot!
(https://scontent-a-lga.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ash3/576661_247845528705786_460136452_n.jpg)
Okay, no joke, I just woke up and when this loaded I thought I had stumbled into the FtM forum and you were just starting out. Must've been the jersey...
Quote from: Riley Skye on December 02, 2013, 04:01:58 PM
I posted back on page 32 and just wanted to add this picture I took earlier before I went into comfy sweats mode, I finally got a body shot!
(https://scontent-a-lga.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ash3/576661_247845528705786_460136452_n.jpg)
Something about your face here just "clicks" female. Maybe it's the facial fat or the serene expression.
I have followed your progress through your pics and I can definitely say that, at this point, it's definitely pushing into the "female zone". And with that body you have another cause for celebration.
I believe that from now on it's an easy ride for you. Keep doing whatever you're doing and enjoy it as best as you can!
Love and Hugs,
Vanya.
Thanks for the positivity guys! I'm definitely feeling a lot better and happier about my body now that it's really been changing for the better. I'm now 11 months into hormone therapy, can't believe it's been nearly a year! For the first time in my life I feel happy with myself and most of all feel so cute! :]
MIRANDA THOMSON "I KNEW I WAS A GIRL AT THREE, BUT DIDN'T BEGIN LIVING FEMALE TILL I WAS FIFTY-SEVEN"
At 24, Hinting At Who I Really Am At 42 in my Rock Star, Athlete mode At 56, 226 lbs, Drunken, Suicidal March 2012 @ 8 mo. HRT May 2013 22 mo. HRT 161 lbs.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1356.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fq739%2FTOmirandaTS%2FFrom%2520Randy%2520to%2520Randi%2520to%2520Miranda%2520Elizabeth%2520Thomson%2Fdbbb4a4a-28f1-48f8-821b-1fe6d9c87959_zpsa8bf39b4.jpg&hash=7a4f095d87c3ffa26fdf2aeae3871a8a2af9b8b0) (http://s1356.photobucket.com/user/TOmirandaTS/media/From%20Randy%20to%20Randi%20to%20Miranda%20Elizabeth%20Thomson/dbbb4a4a-28f1-48f8-821b-1fe6d9c87959_zpsa8bf39b4.jpg.html)(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1356.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fq739%2FTOmirandaTS%2FFrom%2520Randy%2520to%2520Randi%2520to%2520Miranda%2520Elizabeth%2520Thomson%2FRANDI41onemonthbefore1sttransition_zpsbaa40560.jpg&hash=79751fe0110c3b7b54c28ef081e5b1c73ff05cdc)(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1356.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fq739%2FTOmirandaTS%2FFrom%2520Randy%2520to%2520Randi%2520to%2520Miranda%2520Elizabeth%2520Thomson%2FObeseampSuicidalMaleImpersonator2010_zps6738c67a.jpg&hash=0cd6896bd915d704640e3d1b6ecf8673683208b0) (http://s1356.photobucket.com/user/TOmirandaTS/media/From%20Randy%20to%20Randi%20to%20Miranda%20Elizabeth%20Thomson/RANDI41onemonthbefore1sttransition_zpsbaa40560.jpg.html)(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1356.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fq739%2FTOmirandaTS%2F40c7b65e-d740-48e2-b45a-6aad0f010b11_zpseafa6bfc.jpg&hash=18cdfc2b4acef0eac140a8e0cd85e9197755a823) (http://s1356.photobucket.com/user/TOmirandaTS/media/40c7b65e-d740-48e2-b45a-6aad0f010b11_zpseafa6bfc.jpg.html)(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1356.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fq739%2FTOmirandaTS%2FSince%2520my%2520brothers%2520liver%2520crisis%2520and%2520transplant%2FPhoto0234a_zps6533ded1.jpg&hash=642f3c86f2cd0c785ae60e6bf0ccc15b114c0f76) (http://s1356.photobucket.com/user/TOmirandaTS/media/Since%20my%20brothers%20liver%20crisis%20and%20transplant/Photo0234a_zps6533ded1.jpg.html)(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1356.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fq739%2FTOmirandaTS%2Fb11d1e20-a538-4350-9cf2-23183228dd1d_zps498d4940.jpg&hash=3dc39ade084b7cfff896b0fcbc28251fb9281d87) (http://s1356.photobucket.com/user/TOmirandaTS/media/b11d1e20-a538-4350-9cf2-23183228dd1d_zps498d4940.jpg.html)
12/04/2013 @27 mo. Full Time
29 mo. HRT
Miranda - 24 and 57 - there sparkle in the eyes is still there.
Quote from: Jamie D on December 05, 2013, 03:46:05 AM
Miranda - 24 and 57 - there sparkle in the eyes is still there.
She does, she's a beautiful gal and a wonderful person all rolled into one! :)
Miranda - WOW.
I'll add for fun... Thats 298 days taken 2 weeks ago...but, in real life, somehow I think I look different, but the roomie says I look the same. hmm
(https://fbcdn-sphotos-f-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-frc1/q71/s720x720/581960_830506316970_1657778472_n.jpg)
Miranda: Wow! I love your expression at 24, so playful, and beautiful too. At 54, I see a saddening look of being lost, but then, the real you shines through in the final pictures, and you look your beautiful self, and very much at peace, which is the most beautiful thing :)
smile_jma: My my, totally cute! What a year it must have been. :)
Quote from: smile_jma on December 06, 2013, 03:26:22 AM
I'll add for fun... Thats 298 days taken 2 weeks ago...but, in real life, somehow I think I look different, but the roomie says I look the same. hmm
(https://fbcdn-sphotos-f-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-frc1/q71/s720x720/581960_830506316970_1657778472_n.jpg)
I can see the difference. Your face is much more rounded and your cheeks are fuller now. Smoother skin, and did you pluck your eye brows because they do look different. ;)
Quote from: Miranda Catherine on December 05, 2013, 01:19:51 AM
MIRANDA THOMSON "I KNEW I WAS A GIRL AT THREE, BUT DIDN'T BEGIN LIVING FEMALE TILL I WAS FIFTY-SEVEN"
At 24, Hinting At Who I Really Am At 42 in my Rock Star, Athlete mode At 56, 226 lbs, Drunken, Suicidal March 2012 @ 8 mo. HRT May 2013 22 mo. HRT 161 lbs.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1356.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fq739%2FTOmirandaTS%2FFrom%2520Randy%2520to%2520Randi%2520to%2520Miranda%2520Elizabeth%2520Thomson%2Fdbbb4a4a-28f1-48f8-821b-1fe6d9c87959_zpsa8bf39b4.jpg&hash=7a4f095d87c3ffa26fdf2aeae3871a8a2af9b8b0) (http://s1356.photobucket.com/user/TOmirandaTS/media/From%20Randy%20to%20Randi%20to%20Miranda%20Elizabeth%20Thomson/dbbb4a4a-28f1-48f8-821b-1fe6d9c87959_zpsa8bf39b4.jpg.html)(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1356.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fq739%2FTOmirandaTS%2FFrom%2520Randy%2520to%2520Randi%2520to%2520Miranda%2520Elizabeth%2520Thomson%2FRANDI41onemonthbefore1sttransition_zpsbaa40560.jpg&hash=79751fe0110c3b7b54c28ef081e5b1c73ff05cdc)(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1356.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fq739%2FTOmirandaTS%2FFrom%2520Randy%2520to%2520Randi%2520to%2520Miranda%2520Elizabeth%2520Thomson%2FObeseampSuicidalMaleImpersonator2010_zps6738c67a.jpg&hash=0cd6896bd915d704640e3d1b6ecf8673683208b0) (http://s1356.photobucket.com/user/TOmirandaTS/media/From%20Randy%20to%20Randi%20to%20Miranda%20Elizabeth%20Thomson/RANDI41onemonthbefore1sttransition_zpsbaa40560.jpg.html)(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1356.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fq739%2FTOmirandaTS%2F40c7b65e-d740-48e2-b45a-6aad0f010b11_zpseafa6bfc.jpg&hash=18cdfc2b4acef0eac140a8e0cd85e9197755a823) (http://s1356.photobucket.com/user/TOmirandaTS/media/40c7b65e-d740-48e2-b45a-6aad0f010b11_zpseafa6bfc.jpg.html)(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1356.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fq739%2FTOmirandaTS%2FSince%2520my%2520brothers%2520liver%2520crisis%2520and%2520transplant%2FPhoto0234a_zps6533ded1.jpg&hash=642f3c86f2cd0c785ae60e6bf0ccc15b114c0f76) (http://s1356.photobucket.com/user/TOmirandaTS/media/Since%20my%20brothers%20liver%20crisis%20and%20transplant/Photo0234a_zps6533ded1.jpg.html)(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1356.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fq739%2FTOmirandaTS%2Fb11d1e20-a538-4350-9cf2-23183228dd1d_zps498d4940.jpg&hash=3dc39ade084b7cfff896b0fcbc28251fb9281d87) (http://s1356.photobucket.com/user/TOmirandaTS/media/b11d1e20-a538-4350-9cf2-23183228dd1d_zps498d4940.jpg.html)
12/04/2013 @27 mo. Full Time
29 mo. HRT
That is so sweet of all you wonderful ladies, thank you sooo much! When I come to Susan's, which hasn't been enough lately, the "Before and After" thread amazes me the most. It gave me hope when I first began, a time when I had none at all, a time a few months after the center 'Angels' photo was taken I tried to kill myself for the third time, July 12, 2011. Now there's happiness where there was hopelessness. During the photo at 24 I was at a Halloween Party, trying to show my friends who I was without showing who I really was, and once I told my friends' wives and girlfriends I'd done my own makeup, they knew. My friends were oblivious because I was a very good athlete and a womanizer. I could fool nearly everyone but myself who I was. I'd promise myself every night that I'd begin living as a woman soon, the same way I used to pray to wake up as a girl at eight years old. May God bless us all, we deserve it if anyone does. As Alaina and many other women said, I was born with a birth defect.
Quote from: Riley Skye on December 02, 2013, 04:01:58 PM
I posted back on page 32 and just wanted to add this picture I took earlier before I went into comfy sweats mode, I finally got a body shot!
(https://scontent-a-lga.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ash3/576661_247845528705786_460136452_n.jpg)
Guuurl, you're cute as hell. Also, your hips are killing me (I'm kinda hot for nice girly shapes). ::)
A friend of mine shaved off a bit. I've just been doing alittle upkeep. More still needs to be taken off, but I don't want the 'surprised' look. So, have to be careful.
Well, work still doesn't know :)
Every one of you girls are sooo beautiful!
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FcVmGRfa.jpg&hash=12067f35a1e0df1751c7dc294d31fbbf9c49db52)
Pics are from my phone, so they look kind of weird.
Nonetheless, Boy mode vs. Girl Mode
What a change, Madi! It's great!
thanks willow!
Madi, your change is amazing and you're really pretty! I take it that you're living full time, but if you're not you should be! If I was to see you on the street I'd know you're female, no questions asked. smile_ima, I disagree with your roomie, I can tell the difference in your photos. Although you had a pretty feminine face before HRT, the fat distribution in your face is easy to see and you definitely look even more female after you began hormones. And Riley, your change is huge too. I went back to see your original post and your photo at 11 yrs. old made me very sad because only another TS girl/woman knows the pain behind another TS eyes. It's really wondrous and wonderful to see all the incredible changes going on in our photos in this thread, but I always look at the pre HRT pics to see the differences in the eyes. Maybe I'm crazy, but I believe what the Bible says that, "the eyes are the windows of the soul", and where there's so much pain no matter how we tried to hide it, pre HRT, the differences in the eyes are sometimes even bigger than the huge physical changes. I see deep sadness replaced by joy, tenuous at first, but growing stronger with every photo. I'm sooo jealous of all of you young ladies in that you had the guts, the tenacity and the good sense to begin transition at this most opportune time in history to begin your transformations from existence to true happiness. God bless us all! Hugs, Mira
Quote from: madi_craig on December 10, 2013, 05:22:14 PM
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FcVmGRfa.jpg&hash=12067f35a1e0df1751c7dc294d31fbbf9c49db52)
Pics are from my phone, so they look kind of weird.
Nonetheless, Boy mode vs. Girl Mode
Very nice!
I love this thread. Can't wait until I can contribute. :)
Quote from: Ashey on November 21, 2013, 06:11:19 PM
Guy-mode. 5 weeks HRT. Overexposed and blurry, just how I like it. xD
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi44.tinypic.com%2F1zpi58j.jpg&hash=981398489afb13f9d1615c3fee80c88d7c5c5699)
very nice
There are so many crazy transformations here!
Quote from: Jennygirl on July 01, 2013, 03:41:32 AM
week 1
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FMjKrz8f.jpg&hash=7ff49ce0ba06298023254e5159e666c501165fe3)
btw, Jenny, i think your "before" pics look kind of like David Guetta
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fus.cdn001.fansshare.com%2Fphotos%2Fdavidguetta%2Fdavid-guetta-eyes-1730918599.jpg&hash=6216a2d46d3e176512334c3745156b95b5def604)
Always my favorite thread. I can't wait to post my pics one day. Keep em comin!!
Quote from: Orihime on December 01, 2013, 08:59:52 PM
So I've clicked over 12 months of kicking my Y chromosome's butt, here's a before/after in celebration:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FVwne8V1.jpg&hash=d69427d929b851e0a612965bbf001c1c55d70c11)
Awesome change!! You look great
Quote from: Jennygirl on July 01, 2013, 03:41:32 AM
week 1 vs week 30
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FMjKrz8f.jpg&hash=7ff49ce0ba06298023254e5159e666c501165fe3)
14 months ago vs today
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FKhExEhi.jpg&hash=b4f04b5a72475fa0049a0052961636950e9c7859)
I literally almost cried when I saw this. You are so beautiful and cute. :icon_love: Also, just the other day I watched your Yeson video on YouTube, you have an amazing, overly sweet voice. :icon_cute:
Thank you so much miranda and raven! I am not full-time, but would love to be.
Family issues and things have caused me not to dive in all the way.
However, you ladies are extremely encouraging!
Also, @Jennygirl. I have to agree with everyone on here about you.
Honestly, you have become a HUGE inspiration in my life!
If I transition half as well as you I will be overjoyed.
me at 19 compared to how I looked at 14 (btw that's my jr high school pic that's why theres a reflection lol)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi823.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fzz151%2Fusergino%2Ffb9ad15d-cc92-43e0-9c79-17f592c88808wallpaper_zps58579fa1.jpg&hash=19763172d469526cf76cee642f467e05c53046fd)
So I finally made a transition video. Here it is, 1 yr!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e1rFR0pMHEc (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e1rFR0pMHEc)
Thanks you Jenny for helping me with the music <3
Gorgeous and so stylish. Just great :)
Rowan, I aspire to even a fraction of your fashionability. Your style in every way never ceases to amaze me every time I see new material from you. There seems to be some natural sense and skill for it built into your mind. When I need a little fashion inspiration in the future I will look back at your photos for some ideas. I want to put on a good show while I still have some youth left in me.
i redid the callage I posted, but anyway do yall see any difference in my face? if so can yall tell me whats different and more feminine looking. im still not on hormones. this is comparing how I look now at 19 to how I looked at 14
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi823.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fzz151%2Fusergino%2F1483876_712036712148877_620299443_n_zps28105ae9.jpg&hash=f3c493ec29d5055726129f87170c76f4bc47ae8c)
Quote from: Angélique LaCava on December 17, 2013, 04:57:19 PM
i redid the callage I posted, but anyway do yall see any difference in my face? if so can yall tell me whats different and more feminine looking. im still not on hormones. this is comparing how I look now at 19 to how I looked at 14
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi823.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fzz151%2Fusergino%2F1483876_712036712148877_620299443_n_zps28105ae9.jpg&hash=f3c493ec29d5055726129f87170c76f4bc47ae8c)
Looks like your younger brother.
Your eyes seem wider and bigger, your cheeks also seem higher up. Pretty amazing again Angelique for no hormones, whats your secret hehe?
Wow Rowan beautiful video! I love all the fashions boy and girl :) I kind of dressed similar as a guy, was going for a dandy, vintage gentleman kind of a thing, even did a handle bar moustache towards the end. Then one day I was like "You know what? I f***ing HATE my moustache"!!!!! And that was the beginning to the end of the gentleman phase and became the lady I was inside all along (and no this is definitely NOT a phase :laugh: )
And like you through it all I found ME and couldn't be happier! Loved the music too, I'm excited to do a transformation video one day too XP
Quote from: Rowan Rue on December 17, 2013, 03:28:40 PM
So I finally made a transition video. Here it is, 1 yr!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e1rFR0pMHEc (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e1rFR0pMHEc)
Thanks you Jenny for helping me with the music <3
Rowan, i dont have words, love your look, your transformation, everything
Amazing timeline, i love videos like this because two timelines like this was my inspiration to found the strengh and make my own change.
Rowan, you look amazing! That was a great video. I was struck by how quickly you changed too, hormones made such a difference so soon you lucky thing!
Daaamn, girl! Rowan, you are truly gorgeous. You also seem so much happier.
Do we have yet another musician here?
Amazing change, Rowan! :)
Quote from: Aina on December 17, 2013, 06:33:31 PM
Looks like your younger brother.
Your eyes seem wider and bigger, your cheeks also seem higher up. Pretty amazing again Angelique for no hormones, whats your secret hehe?
thanks lol. I don't really have a secret I guess im just lucky.
Quote from: Rowan Rue on December 17, 2013, 03:28:40 PM
So I finally made a transition video. Here it is, 1 yr!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e1rFR0pMHEc (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e1rFR0pMHEc)
Thanks you Jenny for helping me with the music <3
wow Rowan! I want your wardrobe! I especially love the red duster coat! :p
Very nice Rowan, and of course it always helps when you are very pretty and extremely photogenic, good show lady!
Quote from: Rowan Rue on December 17, 2013, 03:28:40 PM
So I finally made a transition video. Here it is, 1 yr!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e1rFR0pMHEc (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e1rFR0pMHEc)
Thanks you Jenny for helping me with the music <3
Giiiiiiiiirl...
*wet panties :icon_redface:*Quote from: Jill F on December 17, 2013, 09:25:51 PM
Daaamn, girl! Rowan, you are truly gorgeous. You also seem so much happier.
Do we have yet another musician here?
I'm one too. :eusa_shifty:
Love the video Rowan you definitely have been a inspiration to me in the last year, and I look forward to seeing your progress in the next year. :)
no one else is going to say anything bout whether I changed or didn't change in looks?
Quote from: Angélique LaCava on December 18, 2013, 01:03:28 PM
no one else is going to say anything bout whether I changed or didn't change in looks?
You were a pretty child to begin with, but yes you have changed your looks dramatically and have become a real beauty Angelique. I don't comment on everybody's photos, I'd be here all day. Don't want you to feel slighted though honey, you look great as always.
Quote from: Angélique LaCava on December 18, 2013, 01:03:28 PM
no one else is going to say anything bout whether I changed or didn't change in looks?
I would love to improve my eyes like that over time.
I kind of feel like I'm pretty slack with commenting on this thread - the truth is everyone is so utterly amazing and inspiring, I feel like it's not very constructive for me to be saying pretty much the same thing to everyone all the time (or worse, that I might come across as a bit phoney).
Angélique... Rowan... (and everyone else)... stunning! Hope to the goddess I get even a fraction of your awesome by the time I'm ready to post a Before & After!
Quote from: Ms Grace on December 18, 2013, 06:14:55 PM
I kind of feel like I'm pretty slack with commenting on this thread - the truth is everyone is so utterly amazing and inspiring, I feel like it's not very constructive for me to be saying pretty much the same thing to everyone all the time (or worse, that I might come across as a bit phoney).
You're not the only one feeling this, sometimes there's a fine line between being honest and hurting someone's feelings or blowing a lot of smoke up someone's skirt and being phony. At times like that I abstain from commenting. I think most of the gals are pretty good and it's taken them a lot of nerve, I wouldn't cut it myself so I have a hard time being as critical as some.
Quote from: Angélique LaCava on December 18, 2013, 01:03:28 PM
no one else is going to say anything bout whether I changed or didn't change in looks?
Angelique, for God's sake, this is the second time now that you've gone asking for more feedback, and I'm going to admit, it kind of scares me. How can you not know how gorgeous you look? Do you really need all of us telling you that? You're one of many that I don't bother commenting on because they're so clearly beautiful that I assume there's no possible way that they really need me to tell them that they look great.
Let's not get hasty now! Some people come to this thread because they need the validation regardless of how beautiful or not everyone may see them. Maybe it is part of their process of accepting themselves. It can be frustrating to be proud of a picture to have it coincidentally buried quickly by someone else for whatever reason. It's an inherent issue that some may have with this thread.
When the tone starts to get skewed a little bit like this is when I start to worry that maybe it's not doing it's job. I think it's perfectly okay for Angelique to ask for more feedback, although maybe she could have done it in a slightly more gentle tone.
Angelique, you've always looked beautiful to me! If you are having trouble believing that, perhaps getting going with hormones would help with the mental side of things and accepting yourself as the beauty that you are :)
Oh well ... I'll do that too then
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What the heck emma... What an amazing transformation!!!
Seriously your full body shot is nothing short of incredible... How did you slim down your arms so much???
Amazeballs!!!
lol.. thank you... Well, I lost weight and muscles by doing lot of footing (a lot) and having a more healthy diet: no junk food, no meat (I'm peso-vegetarian), less sugar, no alcohol, no fried things, no soft drinks ... and that's about it.
@emma.b This is incredible you look so beautiful !
Emma, wow. You sure dropped the weight, understandable given the foods you stopped eating. What is "footing"?? (walking??)
Atta girl Emma, you are such an inspiration for all and especially to our sisters here trying to deal with excessive weight problems, way to go lady! :eusa_clap:
Wow Emma, just gorgeous! (I follow your tumblr btw lol)!
Emma, as always You are truly inspiring! I am following Your YT channel and having seen Your "7 months HRT" video was one of the most convincing revelations ever :).
In total agreement with everyone else Emma!
Amazing!!!
Thank you all for the kind messages (and for following my channels) :) To answer Ms Grace .. footing would be jogging :D I'm French and didn't knew that "footing" is a pure French creation (not even borrowed ... created) :D - go figure...
Quote from: emma.b on December 19, 2013, 05:36:36 PM
Thank you all for the kind messages (and for following my channels) :) To answer Ms Grace .. footing would be jogging :D I'm French and didn't knew that "footing" is a pure French creation (not even borrowed ... created) :D - go figure...
Was surprised by your YouTube conversation was Aeris, she's a personal friend of mine, small world huh?
So.. a year later....
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Keaira, you are looking great! I really like the new glasses and that new haircut!
Quote from: Orange Creamsicle on December 19, 2013, 09:04:02 PM
Keaira, you are looking great! I really like the new glasses and that new haircut!
Thank you. I actually need a bit of a trim. but not much.
Everyone looking so good on this thread. Amazing changes all around!
Quote from: Angélique LaCava on December 18, 2013, 01:03:28 PM
no one else is going to say anything bout whether I changed or didn't change in looks?
Really it's probably because you've posted quite a bit in the picture topics and even after getting rave reviews you kept insisting on more comments. You get a lot of good feedback, especially considering you said you weren't on HRT. It's nice to hear over and over but I suspect you already know you look great ;)
Quote from: emma.b on December 19, 2013, 12:10:00 PM
Oh well ... I'll do that too then
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Wow what a transformation! Even your 5 month picture looks adorable!
Quote from: Keaira Raine on December 19, 2013, 09:02:05 PM
So.. a year later....
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Love the direct comparison shot. You can see a change in everything. Hair, facial hair, makeup and the cute smile - all great changes :)
Quote from: emma.b on December 19, 2013, 05:36:36 PM
Thank you all for the kind messages (and for following my channels) :) To answer Ms Grace .. footing would be jogging :D I'm French and didn't knew that "footing" is a pure French creation (not even borrowed ... created) :D - go figure...
Crap, I'm gonna have to start jogging. I have heard it a million times that it's the best way to shed the male arm muscle, but I didn't want to accept it because I have always had a thing against running.
Your pictures have convinced me, though. I am so amazed. Simply incredible result. Thank you for sharing :)
Does jogging on an arc trainer count? :D
sorry posted on the wrong thread.
The "Before and After" topic (this one) is a comparison topic; from where we started to where we are now. It really is to provide inspiration for those of us considering transition. I believe it is the single most inspirational topic on the site.
The "You look fabulous, Darling!" topic is a celebration of change. It is a "feel good" topic, not a passing topic.
The "Do I look, or could I pass, as female?" topic is for constructive criticism.
You pick the one that best fits your needs as a poster.
Quote from: Rowan Rue on December 17, 2013, 03:28:40 PM
So I finally made a transition video. Here it is, 1 yr!
Rowan, thank you so much for posting that. Seeing such amazing transformations is inspiring and helps mopes like me get motivated when things seem to have stalled.
Here's to a good 2014 for everyone when it comes to befores and afters. :)
Thanks everyone! The responses I've gotten to the video have been amazing, kinda overwhelming. I'm not sure I'll ever think of myself as being inspiring. It's such a weird thing to hear :-\
Emma - Wow, you look incredible. I've watched quite a few of your videos and loved them (I actually didn't realize you were on Susan's until just now) but those full body photos are just amazing. Guess I have to get back to footing too! :D
Keaira - OMG! I LOVE, LOVE, LOVE that haircut on you!!! It looks SO good! Plus, wow, so many other changes too. You look great ;D
It's kind of nice to have been away from the forum a while, and get to come back now and see more dramatic changes in in everyone :)
Quote from: Rowan Rue on December 17, 2013, 03:28:40 PM
So I finally made a transition video. Here it is, 1 yr!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e1rFR0pMHEc (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e1rFR0pMHEc)
Thanks you Jenny for helping me with the music <3
nice video
Quote from: emma.b on December 19, 2013, 05:36:36 PM
Thank you all for the kind messages (and for following my channels) :) To answer Ms Grace .. footing would be jogging :D I'm French and didn't knew that "footing" is a pure French creation (not even borrowed ... created) :D - go figure...
Darn...had hoped it was just walking... ::)
Quote from: Keaira Raine on December 19, 2013, 09:02:05 PM
So.. a year later....
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Keaira, that is an outstanding transformation, congratulations!
April 2013
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december 2013
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Quote from: {Alice} on December 20, 2013, 06:15:47 PM
April 2013
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december 2013
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You're coming right along Alice, quite change already!
just so people don't think im a complete idiot just wanted to let people know the last post I made saying " gave them to a church that helped children with no parents" I posted it on the wrong thread lol sorry. I meant to post it on the one that was called "what did u do with ur boys cloths"
Quote from: Rowan Rue on December 20, 2013, 11:20:54 AM
Thanks everyone! The responses I've gotten to the video have been amazing, kinda overwhelming. I'm not sure I'll ever think of myself as being inspiring. It's such a weird thing to hear :-\
Keaira - OMG! I LOVE, LOVE, LOVE that haircut on you!!! It looks SO good! Plus, wow, so many other changes too. You look great ;D
Thank you. ^_^ I've found it to be a quite versatile style. And the only one I have ever stuck with!
One thing I loved about your video, aside from your absolutely stunning transformation, was your wardrobe. I know you had to have made and/or customized a lot of it. Do you still do that?
Quote from: Ms Grace on December 20, 2013, 03:32:25 PM
Keaira, that is an outstanding transformation, congratulations!
Thank you. It's funny, everyone see's so much more than I do. my eyes must be broken, lol
Quote from: {Alice} on December 20, 2013, 06:15:47 PM
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April 2013..................................December 2013
Sorry, not buying it. Those are two different people! ;)
This thread is really full of magic and sorcery. And i'm really suspicious that all of you is a shapeshifter
The left is all before hormones, and the right is from two days ago. :)
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Quote from: {Alice} on December 20, 2013, 06:15:47 PM
April 2013
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december 2013
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Alice, I'm blown away by the change in your face shape! You look gorgeous :)
Quote from: Ксениа on December 21, 2013, 06:59:31 AM
The left is all before hormones, and the right is from two days ago. :)
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wow you look so "kind hearted" and handsome in your boy pictures lol, like most of our befores lol, in your female pictures you look so adorable like a little angel, but with a small bad girl side that your keeping hidden, lol i wish i was as adorable and cute as you
Quote from: Ксениа on December 21, 2013, 06:59:31 AM
The left is all before hormones, and the right is from two days ago. :)
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Unbelievable! From very much a guy to very much a girl!
Rowan, I wish I had 1/10th the style you do. You're awesome and beautiful! It's good to see you here.....
@Ксениа
oh wow , what a change!
;)
Wowzers! I have not know about this section till today. I was having doubts about a sucessful transition, but you ladies have proven me madly wrong. There is hope for me yet! Thank you for sharing and i plan to share once i begin my transition. you all look absolutely stunning, many after being quite masculine in appearance originally like me. Thanks again and God Bless you all!
Well I did this video to post in my Yeson thread, but I kind of wanted to post it here too because to me I feel like a completely different person comparing myself to 7 months ago when I did not have the capability to use a female voice at all. As a result of the audible parts of my presentation changing, it sure seemed to make a whole lot of difference overall... i.e. mannerisms, facial expressions, confidence, and most of all self acceptance.
Regardless of how you are able to be happy with your voice through practice and/or surgery, it is just pretty darned amazing how much of a global difference it makes in everyday life and accepting yourself. I am a happy camper :)
7 months ago vs today
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OLIar0LPVrk
That is nothing short of incredible. :o You sound amazing, and I would never be able to tell you had anything done to modify your voice. This is why, even if I get no other surgical work done, I am without a doubt going to go to Yeson at some point. For me at least, being able to speak in a female voice naturally would be the greatest thing I think I could do for myself in terms of improving my confidence in my passability. Being able to sing in a female range might be fun too. :D
Miyuki I totally agree,,,
man it seems like yeson voice surgery works magic,,,jenny your voice is soooo pretty :)
im totally gonna do it too
cant wait :)
Thanks Miyuki and FalsePrincess :D
As far as who it has allowed me to become, it surely does seem like a miracle. I always want to stress though that my voice is only partially a product of the surgery- I don't want to give people a false impression that the surgery alone gave me the voice I have... Probably the largest part has been from hard work and diligence. I would hate for someone to have this surgery and not know that it still takes a great deal of practice to develop a feminine voice. But for all matters, I love to make my own experiences an inspiration to others in any way possible- and I thank you both for your wonderful comments :)
Two thumbs up, Jenny! You were still completely gorgeous 7 months ago, but I can tell how much better you feel about yourself with the voice in place too. Excellent results, and I'm really happy for you!
Quote from: Jennygirl on December 21, 2013, 06:52:33 PM
As far as who it has allowed me to become, it surely does seem like a miracle. I always want to stress though that my voice is only partially a product of the surgery- I don't want to give people a false impression that the surgery alone gave me the voice I have... Probably the largest part has been from hard work and diligence.
Gathered that. However, that said, just to clarify - This surgical procedure is primarily to raise the natural pitch of your vocal chords? How much of your pitch improvement specifically was the result of training rather than surgery for you? I am concerned about how much I can realistically achieve when I start clinical voice therapy in March. My voice isn't very bassy to start with but many people have likened the character and resonance of my speech to that of a radio broadcaster. I don't know if this will help or hinder.
This is, to me, the most inspiring thread on all of Susan's Place! Each time I return I'm astounded and heartened by EVERYONE'S progress. I don't leave enough feedback,
and I'm sorry, but that's because I feel I tend to sound like a broken record. Anyhoo, God bless all of you beautiful women. Mira
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This first photo is of a very unhappy, fat, habitually drunken male impersonator. Approx. 2010, one year pre- third suicide attempt.
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This one is me, taken this month. I hope the difference in the way I feel is reflected in the photos. 27+ mo. living full time!
I think of myself now as a happy, loving, hopefully thoughtful, caring woman, daughter and S.O. to a man I love very deeply.
What an astounding difference, Mira!
I think we should hold that as an inspiration to us all.
Thank you Carrie :D
Violet- A lot can be done with practice. I'm a firm believer that anyone really can achieve a female sounding voice through practice alone. Obviously having a surgery could make it easier, but the practice is always a necessity anyway. Especially if your voice is not bassy, you shouldn't have any problems at all. It sounds like the way you speak or the "character" you mention might need the most work, which is actually the fun part :)
Mira- beautiful and inspiring as always. I hope you read and enjoy the PM I sent you, I surely appreciated yours :D
Miranda, you are fantastic!
Willow, Jenny, Jamie, wow! Thank you sooo much. Your compliments make me really happy, and make me feel even happier than cis-girl compliments because all three of you know that we have to work harder than they do to look pretty, or at least (for me) pretty presentable, at least in the beginning. I know this, I look forward to the day when I wake up each morning, even when I'm really hurting physically. I Love life and before transition, when I avoided mirrors like a vampire, I hated waking up, the first thought was usually, "F**k, why didn't I die in my sleep last night? Another f**king worthless, hopeless day to get through." Then I'd try to promise myself that someday I'd transition. AND I HAVE!!!!! Your encouragement means so much, thank you, ladies!!! Hugs, Mira
Miranda, you look absolutely wonderful! :) Your face shows more happiness, more contentment. I'm very happy for you.
Quote from: LilLivvy91 on December 21, 2013, 04:13:46 PM
Wowzers! I have not know about this section till today. I was having doubts about a sucessful transition, but you ladies have proven me madly wrong. There is hope for me yet! Thank you for sharing and i plan to share once i begin my transition. you all look absolutely stunning, many after being quite masculine in appearance originally like me. Thanks again and God Bless you all!
I remember before I was scared as well, asking myself how I would ever fit in as a woman because I saw how masculine I was and never believed that I could change so much. I've never been happier to be wrong. :)
Quote from: FalsePrincess on December 21, 2013, 12:36:22 PM
@Ксениа
oh wow , what a change!
;)
:)
Quote from: Miranda Catherine on December 21, 2013, 12:20:32 PM
Unbelievable! From very much a guy to very much a girl!
Rowan, I wish I had 1/10th the style you do. You're awesome and beautiful! It's good to see you here.....
Even I am still surprised. :)
Quote from: kiaraja on December 21, 2013, 11:04:16 AM
wow you look so "kind hearted" and handsome in your boy pictures lol, like most of our befores lol, in your female pictures you look so adorable like a little angel, but with a small bad girl side that your keeping hidden, lol i wish i was as adorable and cute as you
Thank you. I have always been kind hearted. THese are the first pictures that I would say that I look kind of like an angel and I love it. I do have a bad side.. shhhhh! I'm just under 6 months on HRT and I have read, and have been told that I can expect more changes. Cant wait.
Quote from: Miranda Catherine on December 22, 2013, 03:13:51 AM
Willow, Jenny, Jamie, wow! Thank you sooo much. Your compliments make me really happy, and make me feel even happier than cis-girl compliments because all three of you know that we have to work harder than they do to look pretty, or at least (for me) pretty presentable, at least in the beginning. I know this, I look forward to the day when I wake up each morning, even when I'm really hurting physically. I Love life and before transition, when I avoided mirrors like a vampire, I hated waking up, the first thought was usually, "F**k, why didn't I die in my sleep last night? Another f**king worthless, hopeless day to get through." Then I'd try to promise myself that someday I'd transition. AND I HAVE!!!!! Your encouragement means so much, thank you, ladies!!! Hugs, Mira
Oh Mira, you are such a beautiful new creation, you and the other ladies here offer a lot of hope to those just looking in at their own possibilities! xox Shan
Here's my latest before/after;
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Quote from: michelle666 on December 22, 2013, 12:12:07 PM
Here's my latest before/after;
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Michelle, the guy is scary but you look gorgeous, love that avatar photo!
Quote from: michelle666 on December 22, 2013, 12:12:07 PM
Here's my latest before/after;
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimageshack.us%2Fa%2Fimg607%2F3734%2Fpjvl.jpg&hash=805013452197d0c7600f7cf2af1b4f824c9def91)
WOW! Unbelievable, you're an inspiration can't wait to get by my first year to see how many changes I will see. You look completely different and look 100% female!
I'm living full time now regardless of my small 34A boobies on my skinny lanky frame, I don't mind being a lady boy atm as I feel more beautiful than ever dressing and presenting as myself. I just can't wait to look more and more womanly though. And I'm only on month 4 XD
Miranda... Michelle...
wow, just wow! In guy mode you were both a bit scary looking (sorry) but as ladies, gosh, what a wonderful transformation into very approachable women. What amazes me with you both is how larger your eyes appear to have become. I'm presuming that has nothing to do with surgery or makeup...?
Anyway, congrats to you both. Very inspirational.
So I'm finally ready to dive in with some pics:
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(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv337%2Fscottyelf%2F5months3.jpg&hash=444b5edb5110d4222006cba439b5b826cc6c0cca)
I've been on HRT just under 5 months (1 low dosage), and all of the above were in boy-mode. The last one I took in a random mirror when I was in the airport yesterday :) I'm really happy with the ongoing changes, though they are by no means complete yet :)
Quote from: Harlow on December 22, 2013, 04:32:46 PM
WOW! Unbelievable, you're an inspiration can't wait to get by my first year to see how many changes I will see. You look completely different and look 100% female!
I'm living full time now regardless of my small 34A boobies on my skinny lanky frame, I don't mind being a lady boy atm as I feel more beautiful than ever dressing and presenting as myself. I just can't wait to look more and more womanly though. And I'm only on month 4 XD
Judging from your pics, you look female now. You look like a skinny version of a girl I go to school with, except her hair is bright red. Same style though, and same face, just skinnier.
Quote from: Ms Grace on December 22, 2013, 04:38:46 PM
Miranda... Michelle...
wow, just wow! In guy mode you were both a bit scary looking (sorry) but as ladies, gosh, what a wonderful transformation into very approachable women. What amazes me with you both is how larger your eyes appear to have become. I'm presuming that has nothing to do with surgery or makeup...?
Anyway, congrats to you both. Very inspirational.
I haven't had any surgery. I'm trying to avoid any sort of facial surgeries if I can. The only thing I want to get done is the lines on the sides of my mouth.
Quote from: Shantel on December 22, 2013, 12:15:56 PM
Michelle, the guy is scary but you look gorgeous, love that avatar photo!
Thanks! That pic is right around the same time that I had my last license picture taken. I really need a new one. I've been having some issues using it as an ID.
Quote from: Andaya on December 22, 2013, 04:39:27 PM
So I'm finally ready to dive in with some pics:
(click to enlarge)
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I've been on HRT just under 5 months (1 low dosage), and all of the above were in boy-mode. The last one I took in a random mirror when I was in the airport yesterday :) I'm really happy with the ongoing changes, though they are by no means complete yet :)
You have some nice visible changes for only 5 months, congrats!
It's been a while since I've posted in this thread, so here is a comparison between Christmas 2012 and today!
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.ocarinaproject.net%2F%7Eanna%2Ftransition%2Fchristmas2012.jpg&hash=2cd0e077ea050d93ffd45fe56da135136e71dfd4) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.ocarinaproject.net%2F%7Eanna%2Ftransition%2F12-22-2013.jpg&hash=386b3d1152a1b3725847cf1e541446563ab9ac08)
Quote from: Anna++ on December 22, 2013, 06:58:40 PM
It's been a while since I've posted in this thread, so here is a comparison between Christmas 2012 and today!
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.ocarinaproject.net%2F%7Eanna%2Ftransition%2Fchristmas2012.jpg&hash=2cd0e077ea050d93ffd45fe56da135136e71dfd4) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.ocarinaproject.net%2F%7Eanna%2Ftransition%2F12-22-2013.jpg&hash=386b3d1152a1b3725847cf1e541446563ab9ac08)
Amazing for only a year. You are beautiful!
Quote from: michelle666 on December 22, 2013, 07:16:43 PM
Amazing for only a year. You are beautiful!
Wow o.O Agreed 1 year?? Amazing :D
Quote from: michelle666 on December 22, 2013, 07:16:43 PM
Amazing for only a year. You are beautiful!
Quote from: Harlow on December 22, 2013, 07:19:15 PM
Wow o.O Agreed 1 year?? Amazing :D
Aww, thank you! :) I can't wait to see how much I change over this next year!
Christmas 2007 and Christmas 2012 can you tell which one is from 2012... ;D
wish I could show my boys goofy smiles!! :)
Wow such a transformation. And what beautiful family photos!! I know we can't see their faces, but I bet they all have big smiles on! Happy for you, Merry Christmas :)
Quote from: Just Shelly on December 22, 2013, 09:03:38 PM
Christmas 2007 and Christmas 2012 can you tell which one is from 2012... ;D
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1229.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fee461%2Fshellydrae%2Fc39b311d-48bf-41af-8102-d33910680e49.jpg&hash=9fc3fdd5ea5377d0398bf660460abd87e49ee56f)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1229.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fee461%2Fshellydrae%2FChristams_201250035JPG.jpg&hash=ac321bc75a8bfd390432b81a68df952e20afa030)
wish I could show my boys goofy smiles!! :)
Miranda,Michelle,Adaya,Anna,Shelly amazing, just wow. I'm just blown away by everyone! you all look so good! :) :)
Quote from: Just Shelly on December 22, 2013, 09:03:38 PM
Christmas 2007 and Christmas 2012 can you tell which one is from 2012... ;D
It is incredibly heart-warming to see a family together through such a change!
Quote from: Violet Bloom on December 22, 2013, 10:22:20 PM
It is incredibly heart-warming to see a family together through such a change!
Hear! Hear!
Quote from: Ms Grace on December 22, 2013, 04:38:46 PM
Miranda... Michelle...
wow, just wow! In guy mode you were both a bit scary looking (sorry) but as ladies, gosh, what a wonderful transformation into very approachable women. What amazes me with you both is how larger your eyes appear to have become. I'm presuming that has nothing to do with surgery or makeup...?
Anyway, congrats to you both. Very inspirational.
Firat of all, Merry Christmas to all of you wonderful ladies!!! Azahara, Shantel, Grace and Marieee, thank you, Ladies! It's really sweet of all four of you to say such nice things, and every compliment makes me feel even more that my efforts have been worth it. Grace, I haven't had any surgery at all. I think that my eyes are just happy, and in my pre-HRT I was undoubtedly seriously depressed and what seemed to be a case of terminal drunkenness, lol! I'm alive and happy most of the time. I can be down over physical problems with my back or my knee, but pretty soon, I'll look down at my hands, or catch a glimpse of myself in the mirror, and I'm instantly in a better mood. I waited so terribly long to transition and for years I believed I was just too old, angry, bitter and ugly, but I painted myself into that proverbial corner where there wasn't one more alternative than kill myself or transition. I transitioned and have experienced such peace, happiness, and far from feeling isolation, I was proud to be my late brother's sister, and I so love being a daughter, an aunt and a girlfriend and a woman in love with a pretty special man, all things I never thought I'd be able to ever experience, but have. Maybe that' why my eyes are bigger. I'm amazed!!! Hugs, Mira
P.S. Shan, I'll write you before Christmas.
Quote from: Just Shelly on December 22, 2013, 09:03:38 PM
Christmas 2007 and Christmas 2012 can you tell which one is from 2012... ;D
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1229.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fee461%2Fshellydrae%2Fc39b311d-48bf-41af-8102-d33910680e49.jpg&hash=9fc3fdd5ea5377d0398bf660460abd87e49ee56f)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1229.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fee461%2Fshellydrae%2FChristams_201250035JPG.jpg&hash=ac321bc75a8bfd390432b81a68df952e20afa030)
wish I could show my boys goofy smiles!! :)
Wow, Shelly that's so great to see. I only hope, and pray that I can take a picture like with with my children in a few years time!
And Anna ... one year? Are you kidding?? Great work, girl! :)
Quote from: Just Shelly on December 22, 2013, 09:03:38 PM
Christmas 2007 and Christmas 2012 can you tell which one is from 2012... ;D
Shelly,
Great pix dear, you are lovely as always and a great parent for your boys. Merry Christmas!
The day I came OOTC:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FhwPkvY1.jpg&hash=1761f8601a52bb40e21df4818adb8b21ffb1db59)
Four days pre-HRT:
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Wow, what a change!
(Text from both pages have been previously posted).
Oh... you wanted face & body shots?
Quote from: Keaira Raine on December 19, 2013, 09:02:05 PM
So.. a year later....
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So amazing
Seeing your picture there are two tottaly different people.
The on on the left looks so sad and tired. The posture of the body, like the person wants to sink into the world and not be seen.
The one on the right. Toally opposite. Looks like a happy person that wants to reach for the sky instead.
Seeing all of your photos. In the before photos, even when you smile your eyes say something else. And in the after pictures the eyes match the smiles.
Hormones f yeah!
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi871.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fab276%2Femalanom%2Fbild2_zps6d658bb6.jpg&hash=60dacba9fb209ea10536baef887f0a45bfc44bf9) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi871.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fab276%2Femalanom%2Fbild3_zps25903aca.jpg&hash=468cf1953a74518175aeb53f25b8090283854d29) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi871.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fab276%2Femalanom%2Fbild_zpsa63510cb.jpg&hash=e3135ee2e4cb6cafabc27b02fe7721d6a64328e1)
The before one is some time in the late summer of 2010
The other two is from the 23 of December this year. I have been on hormones since around March
One messy pic to compare to that messy man
and one more clean pic.
I don't know. I don't see much difference in my contours of my face even though there is something there I just can't put my finger on.
But anyway I seem to pass most of the time so something must have changed. Maybe easier to see with the eyes of a stranger.
erm you forgot to post a pic of you as a man?! i mean seriously you did look like a woman even before hrt :)
Quote from: Bardoux on December 23, 2013, 05:06:48 PM
erm you forgot to post a pic of you as a man?! i mean seriously you did look like a woman even before hrt :)
My thoughts as well. :)
Quote from: Keaira Raine on December 19, 2013, 09:02:05 PM
So.. a year later....
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi688.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fvv246%2FKeairaElisabeth%2Fcomparison_zpsb2548d49.jpg&hash=a767cfb0b376d64c5ae60fcab8af53b9f859311a)
Keaira, your photos changes are pretty darn cool, and the change in your hair is perfect. You look very feminine and happy! I think the change in you is awesome!!! God bless you, Mira
Quote from: eloij on December 23, 2013, 02:59:25 PM
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi871.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fab276%2Femalanom%2Fbild2_zps6d658bb6.jpg&hash=60dacba9fb209ea10536baef887f0a45bfc44bf9) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi871.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fab276%2Femalanom%2Fbild3_zps25903aca.jpg&hash=468cf1953a74518175aeb53f25b8090283854d29) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi871.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fab276%2Femalanom%2Fbild_zpsa63510cb.jpg&hash=e3135ee2e4cb6cafabc27b02fe7721d6a64328e1)
The before one is some time in the late summer of 2010
The other two is from the 23 of December this year. I have been on hormones since around March
One messy pic to compare to that messy man
and one more clean pic.
I don't know. I don't see much difference in my contours of my face even though there is something there I just can't put my finger on.
But anyway I seem to pass most of the time so something must have changed. Maybe easier to see with the eyes of a stranger.
Eloij, you have lips to die for, for starters. You already looked somewhat feminine before HRT, but I see shades of Liv Tyler in your facial features, and she's absolutely stunning. Anyway, I think you're a cutie, on your way to gorgeous!!!
On another thought, do any of you other full time girls/ladies literally not remember what you looked like at all before HRT and then living 24/7? I look at the photos of that person with a half-assed Fu Manchu, and I don't even recognize her, because that woman's mask was discarded 29 months ago. It's nice to get compliments on the changes we've all made, but honestly, the pre-transition photo makes me sad, and I'm not only glad I don't remember the way I once looked like, I'm not sure if I want to post the pre-hrt photos again. I like the new me and abhor the old, suicidally depressed woman and actually find it hard to look at those old photos of a former existence, never a life. I received a lot of strength on this thread though, seeing so many women who gave me hope when I had absolutely none, so much so that I'll probably keep posting anyway. I know my changes are pretty drastic too, so I hope they help someone like I was helped so wonderfully. Hugs, Mira
xmas eve night 2012 w/ my mom & step dad, shortly after starting HRT & coming out to them
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FD0m1ppx.jpg&hash=9d0c918ece535f36e8ea1186227acef47749c7b2)
xmas eve night 2013 w/ my mom & step dad :D
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FcT3KyD0.jpg&hash=3c5603b1f84d946964a102dee85204e81be49713)
Without a doubt, the best year of my life so far. Merry Holidays everyone ;)
Cheers to 2014!!!!
Quote from: Jennygirl on December 24, 2013, 11:45:30 PM
xmas eve night 2012 w/ my mom & step dad, shortly after starting HRT & coming out to them
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FD0m1ppx.jpg&hash=9d0c918ece535f36e8ea1186227acef47749c7b2)
xmas eve night 2013 w/ my mom & step dad :D
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FcT3KyD0.jpg&hash=3c5603b1f84d946964a102dee85204e81be49713)
Without a doubt, the best year of my life so far. Merry Holidays everyone ;)
Cheers to 2014!!!!
Merry Christmas, Sweetie! Jennygirl, you deserve the best life can give you! May God bless you and your family in 2014! You're a very special, special woman! Hugs, Mira
P.S. I can see where you got your looks!
Quote from: Miranda Catherine on December 25, 2013, 12:05:38 AM
Merry Christmas, Sweetie! Jennygirl, you deserve the best life can give you! May God bless you and your family in 2014! You're a very special, special woman! Hugs, Mira
P.S. I can see where you got your looks!
Awww thanks Miranda! You always say the nicest things. Bless your heart!
And yes I am quite proud of how my mother looks for being 60, I've always thought she's a good sign of great things to come! :) She probably won't read this but... thanks mom for the great genes!!!!
60? OMG she could almost be your older sister....
Quote from: Jennygirl on December 24, 2013, 11:45:30 PM
xmas eve night 2012 w/ my mom & step dad, shortly after starting HRT & coming out to them
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FD0m1ppx.jpg&hash=9d0c918ece535f36e8ea1186227acef47749c7b2)
xmas eve night 2013 w/ my mom & step dad :D
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FcT3KyD0.jpg&hash=3c5603b1f84d946964a102dee85204e81be49713)
Without a doubt, the best year of my life so far. Merry Holidays everyone ;)
Cheers to 2014!!!!
Wow, your change is incredibility and you look so much happier. I'm at similar start to where you were during the end of 2012. So thank you for sharing this. You're such a inspiration Jenny and Congrats on all the progress! ;D
Quote from: Jennygirl on December 24, 2013, 11:45:30 PM
xmas eve night 2012 w/ my mom & step dad, shortly after starting HRT & coming out to them
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FD0m1ppx.jpg&hash=9d0c918ece535f36e8ea1186227acef47749c7b2)
xmas eve night 2013 w/ my mom & step dad :D
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FcT3KyD0.jpg&hash=3c5603b1f84d946964a102dee85204e81be49713)
Without a doubt, the best year of my life so far. Merry Holidays everyone ;)
Cheers to 2014!!!!
Whether intentional or not, I love how everyone matches in the 2nd photo. You and your family look so beautiful and happy! I love it!
Quote from: eloij on December 23, 2013, 02:09:14 PM
So amazing
Seeing your picture there are two tottaly different people.
The on on the left looks so sad and tired. The posture of the body, like the person wants to sink into the world and not be seen.
The one on the right. Toally opposite. Looks like a happy person that wants to reach for the sky instead.
Seeing all of your photos. In the before photos, even when you smile your eyes say something else. And in the after pictures the eyes match the smiles.
Hormones f yeah!
Your observation I think is quite valid. In the first picture I was still working at Valeo 7 days a week for months. It had become a toxic and hostile workplace for me. I was so stressed out that I would throw up every night. I was also on a lower estrogen dosage.
having said that, there is a certain peace that came from being fired there and moving on to my next job. Only6 people know I an transgender at my new job.
Quote from: Miranda Catherine on December 24, 2013, 02:12:00 AM
Keaira, your photos changes are pretty darn cool, and the change in your hair is perfect. You look very feminine and happy! I think the change in you is awesome!!! God bless you, Mira
Aww. Bless you too Miranda. I have to say your pictures are amazing!
I actually need to get my hair trimmed. Its a little longer than I like. Right now I look like Edna Mode from The Incredibles, lol. hopetully i can get a 3rd picture like those two sometime next year so that we can keep a good comparison.
Quote from: Keaira Raine on December 25, 2013, 04:06:39 AMI actually need to get my hair trimmed. Its a little longer than I like. Right now I look like Edna Mode from The Incredibles, lol. hopetully i can get a 3rd picture like those two sometime next year so that we can keep a good comparison.
Off topic:
I can do a perfect Edna Mode voice.
You're wearing a hobo suit, dahling, I won't allow it! :P
Quote from: Jennygirl on December 24, 2013, 11:45:30 PM
xmas eve night 2012 w/ my mom & step dad, shortly after starting HRT & coming out to them
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FD0m1ppx.jpg&hash=9d0c918ece535f36e8ea1186227acef47749c7b2)
xmas eve night 2013 w/ my mom & step dad :D
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FcT3KyD0.jpg&hash=3c5603b1f84d946964a102dee85204e81be49713)
Without a doubt, the best year of my life so far. Merry Holidays everyone ;)
Cheers to 2014!!!!
Very beautiful Jenny!!
Looks like the only thing that has changed is that you all got more beautiful :) Its so nice to see that nothing really changes with the people who love you......it looked like a very Merry Christmas last year and it looks like the same this year :)
Oh....did your mother and you coordinate on purpose?? lol
Quote from: Casey Danielle on December 25, 2013, 02:05:20 AM
60? OMG she could almost be your older sister....
Definitely telling her this one!! Haha she's going to love that!!
Quote from: PrincessPatience on December 25, 2013, 02:08:30 AM
Wow, your change is incredibility and you look so much happier. I'm at similar start to where you were during the end of 2012. So thank you for sharing this. You're such a inspiration Jenny and Congrats on all the progress! ;D
Thank you so much for the nice words, and I hope that you see all the progress of the world in the coming year!
Quote from: rinaballerina on December 25, 2013, 03:18:48 AM
Whether intentional or not, I love how everyone matches in the 2nd photo. You and your family look so beautiful and happy! I love it!
It was totally intentional per my request and they were very much excited to see the before/after match as well. The only thing I did was crop it so that it matched :D Thank you very much I will let them know!
Quote from: Just Shelly on December 25, 2013, 08:51:26 AM
Very beautiful Jenny!!
Looks like the only thing that has changed is that you all got more beautiful :) Its so nice to see that nothing really changes with the people who love you......it looked like a very Merry Christmas last year and it looks like the same this year :)
Oh....did your mother and you coordinate on purpose?? lol
Awww... So very nice of you to say :) Indeed it has been the best 2 Christmas visits of my life. Even though last year's was a little bit distraught with confusion, it was still eye opening and fantastic in its own way. This year, though, has been an onslaught to my happy receptors. Almost every day I've been bawling from happiness at some point. Reuniting with old friends, seeing family members for the first time as me, and still more to come. Thank you again for the nice comment.
And as to the coordination, it was actually accidental but it worked out randomly in our favor :) Thanks for noticing!
I hope everyone is having a wonderful day!!! Love you all and thanks for all the lovely responses!
Hey, Jenny,
I came out to my mom shortly before Christmas last year too. While I'm not yet along to the point of taking family photos en femme, the world of difference in my happiness is the same as yours between then and now! It's clearly measurable in your expression.
Quote from: Jennygirl on December 24, 2013, 11:45:30 PM
xmas eve night 2012 w/ my mom & step dad, shortly after starting HRT & coming out to them
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FD0m1ppx.jpg&hash=9d0c918ece535f36e8ea1186227acef47749c7b2)
xmas eve night 2013 w/ my mom & step dad :D
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FcT3KyD0.jpg&hash=3c5603b1f84d946964a102dee85204e81be49713)
Without a doubt, the best year of my life so far. Merry Holidays everyone ;)
Cheers to 2014!!!!
Jenny, you look amazing. You are my new hero. I am so happy for you. You are living the dream for many of us. Enjoy your new life. I bet you are still pinching yourself to make sure its all real.
Hugs
Kay
Ugh, Jenny, you evoke the sort of envy that triggers dysphoria in me :( you're so beautiful.
Quote from: Jennygirl on December 24, 2013, 11:45:30 PM
xmas eve night 2012 w/ my mom & step dad, shortly after starting HRT & coming out to them
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FD0m1ppx.jpg&hash=9d0c918ece535f36e8ea1186227acef47749c7b2)
xmas eve night 2013 w/ my mom & step dad :D
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FcT3KyD0.jpg&hash=3c5603b1f84d946964a102dee85204e81be49713)
Without a doubt, the best year of my life so far. Merry Holidays everyone ;)
Cheers to 2014!!!!
Yay Jenny I'm not gonna lie I have seen you in a few pictures and you always make me jealous and I might have a little bit of a girl crush on you, you look absolutely amazing
Jenny your rocking christmas, good to see a nice family portrait. Your mother and you somehow coordinated outfits.
Quote from: Violet Bloom on December 25, 2013, 10:35:05 AM
Hey, Jenny,
I came out to my mom shortly before Christmas last year too. While I'm not yet along to the point of taking family photos en femme, the world of difference in my happiness is the same as yours between then and now! It's clearly measurable in your expression.
Cheers to the co-happiness! That's the best!
Quote from: Just Ole Me on December 25, 2013, 11:08:43 AM
Jenny, you look amazing. You are my new hero. I am so happy for you. You are living the dream for many of us. Enjoy your new life. I bet you are still pinching yourself to make sure its all real.
Hugs
Kay
Too sweet Kay, too sweet. Almost had to grab a Kleenex after I read this. Thank you dear :)
Strangely though, it just feels so normal. Even my parents have been saying it. Getting started with this last year I questioned whether or not my family would ever accept me at all... and now that we are through it and the acceptance is there, it's a bit like nothing is different at all.
I think I've realized something very important that I do want to share... I think a big part of why I've been so accepted is because I accepted myself early on. Every time I've been reunited with people here at home, it always just ends up feeling normal once they realize that I am still the same person (just with a different gender presentation). I can definitely say that I am not afraid to let the old me (or rather the me I've been all along) show through. I am not concerned with being "feminine enough" anymore or proving anything to anyone. Okay, so maybe I do spend a fair amount of energy trying to present especially well in these scenarios- but overall the end result is a feeling of normalcy that I had not expected.
I definitely notice it the most with my parents, who (bless their hearts) have had the hardest time with pronouns and my name this time around. My mom has been pretty good at it, but my step dad is really flubbing it up almost constantly. It does throw me off a lot, but I cannot get mad at them. I think that their mistakes are completely understandable, because it really just kind of feels like nothing has changed when just the 3 of us are together.
Quote from: Michaela J. on December 25, 2013, 03:03:59 PM
Ugh, Jenny, you evoke the sort of envy that triggers dysphoria in me :( you're so beautiful.
Thank you Michaela... not quite the reaction I was hoping at all to elicit from you, and I kind of want to apologize. There is no need to separate yourself from my good fortune with transitioning. After all, the blossoming of one flower is an encouraging reminder that
all flowers are made to blossom in their own time. Even if it hasn't happened for you yet, there is no need to feel down on yourself about it.. and I wish you all the best in finding your way and find the experiences I share here merely as inspiration. I promise, I will do my best to share everything I have learned with you all. It is the least I can do for the amount of support and knowledge I have gained here.
Quote from: kiaraja on December 25, 2013, 07:01:44 PM
Yay Jenny I'm not gonna lie I have seen you in a few pictures and you always make me jealous and I might have a little bit of a girl crush on you, you look absolutely amazing
Thanks kiaraja :) Ooooh a crush huh?! :o :)
Quote from: izzy on December 25, 2013, 07:42:04 PM
Jenny your rocking christmas, good to see a nice family portrait. Your mother and you somehow coordinated outfits.
Thank you izzy! Yes that was purely accidental, but worked out rather nicely! I wish I had a pic of the whole outfit. Imagine black tights and fuzzy topped stiletto boots ;)
I hope everyone had a great Christmas. I've been watching movies in my PJ's with the parentals all day. It's not going to be easy to work off all of these cookies too... Can't freaking resist my mom's peanut butter kiss cookies.. Pure evil.
You know, Jenny, I'm always interested when you post, you're kind of my hero and motivation not to give up.
To be perfectly honest, Kiaraja may not be the only one crushing on you - as a matter of fact, you are nr2 on my "Most beautiful ever" list right after my goddess. But the truth is, admiring someone for their beauty and being enchanted by them, that's a bit different. For me, personality always comes first, you know what they say, intelligence is sexy.
So, I woke up and kind of immediately read your previous post and by the end of it, I had a smile on my lips, kinda the first in a while.
Wrapping it up, I just wanted to thank you for being awesome as you are. Go get them, Tiger :-*
Quote from: Shelly Lullaby on December 26, 2013, 02:26:34 AM
You know, Jenny, I'm always interested when you post, you're kind of my hero and motivation not to give up.
To be perfectly honest, Kiaraja may not be the only one crushing on you - as a matter of fact, you are nr2 on my "Most beautiful ever" list right after my goddess. But the truth is, admiring someone for their beauty and being enchanted by them, that's a bit different. For me, personality always comes first, you know what they say, intelligence is sexy.
So, I woke up and kind of immediately read your previous post and by the end of it, I had a smile on my lips, kinda the first in a while.
Wrapping it up, I just wanted to thank you for being awesome as you are. Go get them, Tiger :-*
I had to bite my lip while reading this, and I teared up quite a lot when I read about your smile. Thank you so much Shelly.
I wouldn't be the person I am today without beautiful words of encouragement like yours. It is a huge, huge compliment to me that you do not find me to be shallow-minded. Thank you again, and best wishes for you to keep going at it strong in the new year. HUGS!
Sheesh. I have been soo emotional after my last round of pellets... kind of more than ever. Cheers to the amazing girl juice. It makes life so much more real. And, there are even cookies- which I love.
I totally agree with Shelly, Jenny. I'd be happy if I was a tenth as beautiful as you are.
And you're not just all body, you've got a good brain too.
Jennygirl you look absolutely stunning. Its so easy to see how happy you are, and how much love is shared between you and your parents.
You hit the nail on the head with this quote.
QuoteI think I've realized something very important that I do want to share... I think a big part of why I've been so accepted is because I accepted myself early on. Every time I've been reunited with people here at home, it always just ends up feeling normal once they realize that I am still the same person (just with a different gender presentation). I can definitely say that I am not afraid to let the old me (or rather the me I've been all along) show through. I am not concerned with being "feminine enough" anymore or proving anything to anyone. Okay, so maybe I do spend a fair amount of energy trying to present especially well in these scenarios- but overall the end result is a feeling of normalcy that I had not expected.
I have experienced the exact thing. If someone is being their authentic selves then they will be accepted as such. I recently came out to an old school friend whom I have not seen in twenty five or so years. And his reaction was of total acceptance. This quote is a comment he made on my most recent photo.
QuoteNice pic. U go girl! I'll be down to visit. U are part of the best time in my past. Merry Xmas
Quote from: Jennygirl on December 24, 2013, 11:45:30 PM
xmas eve night 2012 w/ my mom & step dad, shortly after starting HRT & coming out to them
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FD0m1ppx.jpg&hash=9d0c918ece535f36e8ea1186227acef47749c7b2)
xmas eve night 2013 w/ my mom & step dad :D
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FcT3KyD0.jpg&hash=3c5603b1f84d946964a102dee85204e81be49713)
Without a doubt, the best year of my life so far. Merry Holidays everyone ;)
Cheers to 2014!!!!
You are so beautiful Jenny. So meant to take this journey. beautiful! beautiful! beautiful!
Quote from: Bethany Dawn on December 26, 2013, 03:59:00 AM
Jennygirl you look absolutely stunning. Its so easy to see how happy you are, and how much love is shared between you and your parents.
You hit the nail on the head with this quote.
I have experienced the exact thing. If someone is being their authentic selves then they will be accepted as such. I recently came out to an old school friend whom I have not seen in twenty five or so years. And his reaction was of total acceptance. This quote is a comment he made on my most recent photo.
Thank you Bethany. It's definitely something we hear over and over again.. Acceptance of oneself is the most important part of transition.
Sounds like a great thing for your friend to say to you. You have accepted yourself as well and a big congratulations to you :)
Quote from: Serena Lynn on December 26, 2013, 09:33:54 AM
You are so beautiful Jenny. So meant to take this journey. beautiful! beautiful! beautiful!
Thank you Serena. And you as well my dear were obviously meant for this journey. You were one of my main inspirations starting out. Always so beautiful and seemingly relaxed about the whole thing, you gave me a motherload of confidence that it was the right choice.. and your transformation is golden in my opinion. Thank you for sharing a bit of yourself with those of us who really needed such a thing to get going :) You are awesome, this means a lot to me coming from you!
Quote from: Willow on December 26, 2013, 03:03:04 AM
I totally agree with Shelly, Jenny. I'd be happy if I was a tenth as beautiful as you are.
And you're not just all body, you've got a good brain too.
It's unanimous, we all have girl crushes on Jenny. After Abby's recent surgery we have to add her to the mix, and I've been crushing on Serena since I signed onto Susan's :)
You are all amazing for the paths you have taken and also your generosity and selflessness in sharing with the rest of us. Thank you!
Quote from: Antonia J on December 26, 2013, 09:12:33 PM
It's unanimous, we all have girl crushes on Jenny.
Lucky ducky!
Quote from: Antonia J on December 26, 2013, 09:12:33 PM
It's unanimous, we all have girl crushes on Jenny.
true story
I wish I looked like Jenny, sounded like her...more motivation for me to work with makeup...I mean I look okay enough without it, but hey. Or do I, I don't know...my hope is I do but that's where you all come in, I need feedback.
Anyway...
Age 15: (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimgur.com%2FMiUxqnI.png&hash=a0c82d7b440729947a3debdd71daa70224992b29)
Age 17: (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FUrnBCGth.jpg&hash=32f4735c89cb8e9a1888b0a586fc6d60ba391217)
Today (age 21, naked/pure/etc. face, 13.5 months HRT): (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimgur.com%2F61GVvXK.png&hash=d07cfc348fb8c31fd3da868fa2f2a23434861f2c)
Genuinely don't care if you quote, these are making their way on a documentary anyway. :)
~Jessica
Sheesh! I'm glad I didn't sign up for okcupid! ;)
Well, it's official. I am so completely flattered that I don't even know what to say. All I know is... I'm proud to be a part of this community and I hope I get the chance to meet more people from here in person. So far the people I have actually met have been as good or better than I imagined from their online personas. And I like those odds of meeting more amazing people in real life!
Quote from: Jennygirl on December 26, 2013, 10:18:14 PM
Sheesh! I'm glad I didn't sign up for okcupid! ;)
Well, it's official. I am so completely flattered that I don't even know what to say. All I know is... I'm proud to be a part of this community and I hope I get the chance to meet more people from here in person. So far the people I have actually met have been as good or better than I imagined from their online personas. And I like those odds of meeting more amazing people in real life!
Look out - Valentine's Day is fast approaching! ;)
Quote from: Violet Bloom on December 26, 2013, 10:26:46 PM
Look out - Valentine's Day is fast approaching! ;)
Sexy and Smart means no escape! :D Looking AMAZING Jenny!
Quote from: Jennygirl on December 26, 2013, 10:18:14 PM
Sheesh! I'm glad I didn't sign up for okcupid! ;)
Well, it's official. I am so completely flattered that I don't even know what to say. All I know is... I'm proud to be a part of this community and I hope I get the chance to meet more people from here in person. So far the people I have actually met have been as good or better than I imagined from their online personas. And I like those odds of meeting more amazing people in real life!
i agree with you jenny, i want an older trans sister to hang out with and talk about girl things with, and do makeup and talk about shoes... i have 3 sisters but i don't think i would be accepted by them
Quote from: Marieee on December 26, 2013, 10:41:39 PM
Sexy and Smart means no escape! :D Looking AMAZING Jenny!
That's another reason
I don't post personal pics around here - I'd never out-run all the hungry tigresses! ;) ;) ;)
Quote from: Violet Bloom on December 26, 2013, 10:26:46 PM
Look out - Valentine's Day is fast approaching! ;)
Oh god, don't remind me! That's my birthday, and this year is a big one!
Quote from: GorJess on December 26, 2013, 10:15:17 PMI wish I looked like Jenny, sounded like her...more motivation for me to work with makeup...I mean I look okay enough without it, but hey. Or do I, I don't know...my hope is I do but that's where you all come in, I need feedback.
Anyway...
Age 15: (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimgur.com%2FMiUxqnI.png&hash=a0c82d7b440729947a3debdd71daa70224992b29)
Age 17: (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FUrnBCGth.jpg&hash=32f4735c89cb8e9a1888b0a586fc6d60ba391217)
Today (age 21, naked/pure/etc. face, 13.5 months HRT): (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimgur.com%2F61GVvXK.png&hash=d07cfc348fb8c31fd3da868fa2f2a23434861f2c)
Genuinely don't care if you quote, these are making their way on a documentary anyway. :)
~Jessica
Even the change between 15 and 17 are great, but between 17 and 21? WOW! You look great!
Quote from: Antonia J on December 26, 2013, 09:12:33 PM
It's unanimous, we all have girl crushes on Jenny.
Quote from: Violet Bloom on December 26, 2013, 10:26:46 PM
Look out - Valentine's Day is fast approaching! ;)
Now that you mention that, I bet it will be a riot with all of us crushing on her. >:-)
Quote from: GorJess on December 26, 2013, 10:15:17 PM
I wish I looked like Jenny, sounded like her...more motivation for me to work with makeup...I mean I look okay enough without it, but hey. Or do I, I don't know...my hope is I do but that's where you all come in, I need feedback.
Anyway...
Age 15: (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimgur.com%2FMiUxqnI.png&hash=a0c82d7b440729947a3debdd71daa70224992b29)
Age 17: (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FUrnBCGth.jpg&hash=32f4735c89cb8e9a1888b0a586fc6d60ba391217)
Today (age 21, naked/pure/etc. face, 13.5 months HRT): (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimgur.com%2F61GVvXK.png&hash=d07cfc348fb8c31fd3da868fa2f2a23434861f2c)
Genuinely don't care if you quote, these are making their way on a documentary anyway. :)
~Jessica
You are an absolute cutie, girl. And, your smile is adorable as hell. ::)
Jess, you're beautiful! I find it hard to believe those are your before pictures!
Quote from: Jennygirl on December 27, 2013, 02:08:20 AM
Oh god, don't remind me! That's my birthday, and this year is a big one!
Funny - I seem to have a sixth sense for significant life events. You'll make the best of it, I'm sure. Should we all eat a slice of cherry pie in your honor? ;)
Quote from: Jennygirl on December 24, 2013, 11:45:30 PM
xmas eve night 2012 w/ my mom & step dad, shortly after starting HRT & coming out to them
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FD0m1ppx.jpg&hash=9d0c918ece535f36e8ea1186227acef47749c7b2)
xmas eve night 2013 w/ my mom & step dad :D
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FcT3KyD0.jpg&hash=3c5603b1f84d946964a102dee85204e81be49713)
Without a doubt, the best year of my life so far. Merry Holidays everyone ;)
Cheers to 2014!!!! you can add me to the jenny club
ok.. I've been AWOL from Susans for months now.. plugging away at life and going through my changes. Tell me what you all think.. last time I posted photos I never got a response.. so I'm hoping this time I won't get hijacked.. so Jenny.. don't post more photos right after me or I'll never hear another word! You're too damn beautiful!
Oh.. and I'll be turning 41 this coming March. As of Dec 28th I should be at nine months on Hormones.
So.. first is me with my kids about ten years ago
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1026.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fy326%2Fsage_fox1%2FTransition%2520Photos%2FSageandthekids2003ish1_zps7983e348.jpg&hash=406bde6d53384c085bd47f1593043f74a7c654a7)
Second is me about a week before starting HRT.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1026.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fy326%2Fsage_fox1%2FTransition%2520Photos%2Fsagepre-hrt_zpsf83c7b68.jpg&hash=23132552486bbae0db78e50a9fa5dfc586c027b2)
Then two from this last week:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1026.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fy326%2Fsage_fox1%2FTransition%2520Photos%2Fself-portrait122513_zpsaca22bd4.jpg&hash=1dbe636302aed8ec6ce15258e2531affc5d9d964)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1026.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fy326%2Fsage_fox1%2FTransition%2520Photos%2FSageatwork_zpsbee8fff3.jpg&hash=f8dff4ba1a112b2997691ca15459226a8505f102)
My first post, and I just want to say that I hate all of you. :-)
Seriously, you're all gorgeous as hell. I'll be starting HRT two weeks from today, after finally deciding that I've been denying the real me for faar too long. But when I look in the mirror I don't feel so optimistic that I'll look anywhere near half as good as you lovely ladies. So, I'm jealous. There. I said it.
Give it time. I was convinced I'd need extensive FFS.... and in less than a year I'm being flirted with and chased by men and women both. :) Granted it's mostly lesbians that think I'm hot.. but I'm not arguing.
You're time will come.. have patience.. and take care of yourself! It's not just hormones .. it's diet, exercise, mental state. Basically, eat clean, exercise, meditate and smile! :D
oh.. and moisturize!! A nightly beauty regime is essential to good results IMO.. especially if you're older like me and have to reverse the decades of neglect.
Quote from: RedFox on December 27, 2013, 09:50:40 PM
Give it time. I was convinced I'd need extensive FFS.... and in less than a year I'm being flirted with and chased by men and women both. :) Granted it's mostly lesbians that think I'm hot.. but I'm not arguing.
I thought you might be drawing in the lesbians! Some day I hope to receive such blessings. It is my dream. If I can pull together more free time I'd like to delve deeper into sculptural metalwork art with the aid of my welding skills. That oughta generate some attention!
Large scale metal art is my interest as well Violet. Lately I've been involved with the practical aspect of welding on my truck and some custom bumpers I fabricated. But I like doing found art and some crafted things. I really want a forge too.. and a larger anvil... very relaxing to be hammering on hot steel or to watch it melt under a torch or an electrode. :D
And yeah.. something sexy about a chick working with hot steel. I turn myself on sometimes. LOL.
Quote from: RedFox on December 27, 2013, 08:25:53 PM
ok.. I've been AWOL from Susans for months now.. plugging away at life and going through my changes. Tell me what you all think.. last time I posted photos I never got a response.. so I'm hoping this time I won't get hijacked.. so Jenny.. don't post more photos right after me or I'll never hear another word! You're too damn beautiful!
Oh.. and I'll be turning 41 this coming March. As of Dec 28th I should be at nine months on Hormones.
Arr you sure there where no aging reversal substances in your hormones? Could never guess a hottie like you where not in your late 20s. Seriously.
Quote from: RedFox on December 27, 2013, 08:25:53 PM
ok.. I've been AWOL from Susans for months now.. plugging away at life and going through my changes. Tell me what you all think.. last time I posted photos I never got a response.. so I'm hoping this time I won't get hijacked.. so Jenny.. don't post more photos right after me or I'll never hear another word! You're too damn beautiful!
Oh.. and I'll be turning 41 this coming March. As of Dec 28th I should be at nine months on Hormones.
So.. first is me with my kids about ten years ago
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1026.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fy326%2Fsage_fox1%2FTransition%2520Photos%2FSageandthekids2003ish1_zps7983e348.jpg&hash=406bde6d53384c085bd47f1593043f74a7c654a7)
Second is me about a week before starting HRT.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1026.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fy326%2Fsage_fox1%2FTransition%2520Photos%2Fsagepre-hrt_zpsf83c7b68.jpg&hash=23132552486bbae0db78e50a9fa5dfc586c027b2)
Then two from this last week:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1026.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fy326%2Fsage_fox1%2FTransition%2520Photos%2Fself-portrait122513_zpsaca22bd4.jpg&hash=1dbe636302aed8ec6ce15258e2531affc5d9d964)(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1026.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fy326%2Fsage_fox1%2FTransition%2520Photos%2FSageatwork_zpsbee8fff3.jpg&hash=f8dff4ba1a112b2997691ca15459226a8505f102)
LOL. Don't try to pass that goateed guy off as that cutie in the bottom photos! Now the guy in the suit is a family member. Brother, cousin, but related ;) And you don't look like you are in your 40s.
You are the paratrooper, right?
Quote from: Jennygirl on December 27, 2013, 02:08:20 AM
Oh god, don't remind me! That's my birthday, and this year is a big one!
You and I share a birthday it seems! Hopefully it's been better for you than me. I've always wound up single on my birthday, and all of my friends have tended to ditch me for dates with their significant others, thus leaving me thinking "seriously? You have 364 other days to show them your love. This is my day. Way to be brainwashed by Hallmark."
Quote from: RedFox on December 27, 2013, 09:50:40 PM
Give it time. I was convinced I'd need extensive FFS.... and in less than a year I'm being flirted with and chased by men and women both. :) Granted it's mostly lesbians that think I'm hot.. but I'm not arguing.
You're time will come.. have patience.. and take care of yourself! It's not just hormones .. it's diet, exercise, mental state. Basically, eat clean, exercise, meditate and smile! :D
oh.. and moisturize!! A nightly beauty regime is essential to good results IMO.. especially if you're older like me and have to reverse the decades of neglect.
Absolutely right on! You're looking foxy there Red, good work girlfriend!
Thanks for the ego boost everyone! Like so many people I thought the changes were happening so slowly or that I'd never look like the woman I knew I was.
Yes.. I am actually 40. I wrestle with the wrinkles and loose skin like every other 40 year old. I just have a heavy moisturizing regime that seems to be helping a lot. One of my goals with FFS, other than softening the harder lines and a rhinoplasty, is to tighten up the skin around my eyes and on my neck. But I am fairly content with where I'm at at the moment. Apparently the women in my family age better than the men. ;)
And yes.. I am/was the paratrooper (airborne & air assault). I had actually returned to the active Army reserves in November.. was invited to return as a female officer. Only lasted for a month due to orders to transfer to the inactive that had already been initiated (by me).. but I'm now fighting to return to uniform once more. :) Trying to set the example and pave the way for all the other trans service members.
Left is Pre-HRT & the right side is me today.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2Fkasihnya%2FIMG954608.jpg&hash=d55817043184eabab780418eb90af18b09e95558) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2Fkasihnya%2Fwork1.jpg&hash=94e855354ce5a3b7cf8c01224c5c4715449b4c61)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2Fkasihnya%2FIMG953214.jpg&hash=8b78b2ff49fe111846762407db12040b0cd9babd) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2Fkasihnya%2Fwork2.jpg&hash=8ccafcca46e80e5071aaec58bca595b164f6a4cd)
Quote from: Ксениа on December 28, 2013, 12:50:24 PM
Left is Pre-HRT & the right side is me today.
Such subtle, yet dynamic, changes!
Quote from: RedFox on December 27, 2013, 08:25:53 PM
ok.. I've been AWOL from Susans for months now.. plugging away at life and going through my changes. Tell me what you all think.. last time I posted photos I never got a response.. so I'm hoping this time I won't get hijacked.. so Jenny.. don't post more photos right after me or I'll never hear another word! You're too damn beautiful!
Oh.. and I'll be turning 41 this coming March. As of Dec 28th I should be at nine months on Hormones.
Wow, HRT has complemented your features quite nicely. You look gorgeous!
Thanks Dee!! :D
And that last photo is in a welding jacket, hair messy, and safety glasses on my head. What you don't see are the leather biker boots. :p
Quote from: RedFox on December 28, 2013, 04:06:23 PM
Thanks Dee!! :D
And that last photo is in a welding jacket, hair messy, and safety glasses on my head. What you don't see are the leather biker boots. :p
bada$$, gurrrllll!
Quote from: RedFox on December 28, 2013, 04:06:23 PM
Thanks Dee!! :D
And that last photo is in a welding jacket, hair messy, and safety glasses on my head. What you don't see are the leather biker boots. :p
the one thing i see is that dewalt grinder, bah you should get a makita, all my tools are makita
I do have some nice cordless makita tools. But the dewalt grinder is cheap and works well. I've no complaints. I spend money where appropriate.. like my 220V lincoln welder that will melt 1/2" steel. I had actually walked in with the grinder in my hand when I went to use the bathroom.. then thought it would be a good prop for the photo.
bahaha i should get a pic in my lululemons and my full tool setup
Okay friends :)
Please stay on topic
Maybe tools and such are best off with their own topic
Now then, getting back to the The All New 'Before & After Topic...
Is this better? :-\
Before:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fstudioefra.com%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2009%2F11%2Fold-hand-drill-small.jpg&hash=abcac75c86a97d145c1399bfa580d3601a50efd1)
After:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fblog.barrytwynam.com%2Ffiles%2F2011%2F07%2Fcordless-drill.jpg&hash=fcf01ea07bb9c679683fbfeff15b2b91757026c9)
Sorry V M! Couldn't resist. :D
I'd give you spankings but I think you'd probably like it
Quote from: Ксениа on December 28, 2013, 12:50:24 PM
Left is Pre-HRT & the right side is me today.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2Fkasihnya%2FIMG954608.jpg&hash=d55817043184eabab780418eb90af18b09e95558) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2Fkasihnya%2Fwork1.jpg&hash=94e855354ce5a3b7cf8c01224c5c4715449b4c61)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2Fkasihnya%2FIMG953214.jpg&hash=8b78b2ff49fe111846762407db12040b0cd9babd) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2Fkasihnya%2Fwork2.jpg&hash=8ccafcca46e80e5071aaec58bca595b164f6a4cd)
I'd go on about you being gorgeous, but... ::) ::) ::) I got a little Wonky >:-)
Quote from: Ксениа on December 28, 2013, 12:50:24 PM
Left is Pre-HRT & the right side is me today.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2Fkasihnya%2FIMG954608.jpg&hash=d55817043184eabab780418eb90af18b09e95558) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2Fkasihnya%2Fwork1.jpg&hash=94e855354ce5a3b7cf8c01224c5c4715449b4c61)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2Fkasihnya%2FIMG953214.jpg&hash=8b78b2ff49fe111846762407db12040b0cd9babd) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2Fkasihnya%2Fwork2.jpg&hash=8ccafcca46e80e5071aaec58bca595b164f6a4cd)
Whoa! Hey there!! That haircut looks amazing on you.
~Jessica
Quote from: Ксениа on December 28, 2013, 12:50:24 PM
Left is Pre-HRT & the right side is me today.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2Fkasihnya%2FIMG954608.jpg&hash=d55817043184eabab780418eb90af18b09e95558) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2Fkasihnya%2Fwork1.jpg&hash=94e855354ce5a3b7cf8c01224c5c4715449b4c61)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2Fkasihnya%2FIMG953214.jpg&hash=8b78b2ff49fe111846762407db12040b0cd9babd) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2Fkasihnya%2Fwork2.jpg&hash=8ccafcca46e80e5071aaec58bca595b164f6a4cd)
God, only five months? nice hair by the way.. did you blow dry it yourself?
Quote from: V M on December 29, 2013, 12:30:25 AM
Okay friends :)
Please stay on topic
Maybe tools and such are best off with their own topic
Now then, getting back to the The All New 'Before & After Topic...
Yes, I think that's the whole point of being a transsexual summed up nicely.
Quote from: kiaraja on December 26, 2013, 10:42:29 PM
i agree with you jenny, i want an older trans sister to hang out with and talk about girl things with, and do makeup and talk about shoes... i have 3 sisters but i don't think i would be accepted by them
This makes me think about how I have
no trans friends, but we can be friends :)
Quote from: Alisha on December 29, 2013, 12:31:51 PM
God, only five months? nice hair by the way.. did you blow dry it yourself?
Yes, only almost 6 months. :) I had to blow dry and straiten my hair as I have super curly hair. I love my hair strait and I love the length I get from the extensions.
Quote from: Feyru on December 29, 2013, 12:03:26 PM
Whoa! Hey there!! That haircut looks amazing on you.
~Jessica
Thank you Jessica. I actually decided yesterday that I am going full time, so now Im on day number two.
Quote from: Shelly Lullaby on December 29, 2013, 01:25:56 AM
I'd go on about you being gorgeous, but... ::) ::) ::) I got a little Wonky >:-)
Shelly,.....: I would thank you but I might be a little...... well thank you. :) based on the feed back from you, other members of Susans, and other friends and Family, I saw that I could go full time with no problem.
This is my "before" (my "Today", actually). I'll post an after when there is an after... Give me a few months. ;D
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi947.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fad313%2Fmissadventure214%2Fphoto_2_zps24039b8b.jpg&hash=dcbdd68a41986d970bf7fc688e8d9be3d97b27d6)
The blurry awkwardly lit in the mirror selfie makes me look better than I really do. But... Now that I see myself I think HRT, letting my hair grow out, laser to the face, and new glasses will make a world of difference. There's hope!
I could also stand to lose 15 pounds or so. But I wont cry if that doesn't happen.
Quote from: missadventure on December 30, 2013, 05:01:25 AM
This is my "before" (my "Today", actually). I'll post an after when there is an after... Give me a few months. ;D
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi947.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fad313%2Fmissadventure214%2Fphoto_2_zps24039b8b.jpg&hash=dcbdd68a41986d970bf7fc688e8d9be3d97b27d6)
The blurry awkwardly lit in the mirror selfie makes me look better than I really do. But... Now that I see myself I think HRT, letting my hair grow out, laser to the face, and new glasses will make a world of difference. There's hope!
I could also stand to lose 15 pounds or so. But I wont cry if that doesn't happen.
I remember taking the same shots pre-hrt, thinking the same way, looking at my body going how am I ever going to pull this off. You summed it up nicely. HRT, Laser, Clothes, Letting the Hair grow, i didn't have this problem but yes, new glasses will help. Losing 20 pounds made a wourld of difference. :)
I cant wait to see an After pic in a few months.... or maybe before to see how you progress.
p.s. Welcome to Susan's and Happy Holidays
Quote from: Ксениа on December 30, 2013, 05:32:45 AM
i didn't have this problem but yes, new glasses will help. Losing 20 pounds made a wourld of difference. :)
I cant wait to see an After pic in a few months.... or maybe before to see how you progress.
p.s. Welcome to Susan's and Happy Holidays
Thanks! :) Im not even sure the new glasses issue is related to how others will see me or how I'll see myself. I mean, I've been wearing the same exact style of frames for 20 years, so when I look at them I see "male me"... Although, I've told at least three times a week for the past 20 years that I look like John lennon, and the glasses are a big part of that, so maybe as I transition it'll be best to discourage that look...
I've already dropped 30 pounds this year. I wanted to drop more before starting HRT... But I figure at this point what's left will continue to burn away through exercise and HRT will put new where it needs to go.
I am happy though in that when I was chubby I had small B cup sized man boobs, which have stayed even though weight came off from elsewhere. Hoping HRT will quickly give them better shape and definition so they look "proper" rather than looking like man boobs.
More pics as soon as there are changes!
Quote from: Ксениа on December 30, 2013, 05:32:45 AM
I remember taking the same shots pre-hrt, thinking the same way, looking at my body going how am I ever going to pull this off.
Oh, and by the way, you're gorgeous. ;D
this is me with no makeup. Okay some mascara. Do I loook female?
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1056.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Ft372%2Fdedalus3333%2FCIMG7143_zps3ffae2a5.jpg&hash=f7b8d5ff3e98eb25090f0240daad1b3261a2cd4d) (http://s1056.photobucket.com/user/dedalus3333/media/CIMG7143_zps3ffae2a5.jpg.html)
You look purple...and ye, I would have guessed female unless clothing or other things went the other way.
LOL... I was gonna say she was looking a bit blue :D
sorry wrong thread lol and it's my camera's flash. If I don't use it it highlights every imperfection. This camera sucks. Ok I'm lying I'm actually veruca salt and recently excaped willy wonka. Oh gawd, the horror lol
but thanx...yeah I'm andro and dressed as aboy in winter I get called he. Well, actually that doesn't happen. But if I dressed uber macho I'm sure I would
I think you mean Violet Beauregard... But you are forgiven :D
I think seeing the results on this page is enough to convince anyone on the fence about transitioning to go for it. You all have had such great results!
Violet! You're turning violet, Violet!
Take her to the juicing room!
Quote from: Jamie D on December 31, 2013, 06:08:16 PM
Violet! You're turning violet, Violet!
Take her to the juicing room!
Sounds like fun - How do I sign up? ;D
Quote from: Violet Bloom on December 31, 2013, 07:12:22 PM
Sounds like fun - How do I sign up? ;D
I suspected you might deign to opine. :P
Quote from: Joanna Dark on December 31, 2013, 02:55:25 PM
this is me with no makeup. Okay some mascara. Do I loook female?
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1056.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Ft372%2Fdedalus3333%2FCIMG7143_zps3ffae2a5.jpg&hash=f7b8d5ff3e98eb25090f0240daad1b3261a2cd4d) (http://s1056.photobucket.com/user/dedalus3333/media/CIMG7143_zps3ffae2a5.jpg.html)
Not only do you look female, you look like a super-cool female from the moon Pandora! :)
These picture threads are fun. :D. I feel that 'He' is gradually disappearing and that feels good.
Below is 2011
(https://lh6.googleusercontent.com/w95lGX2N3cJUICSChOyIdvBQxbjXV6Nk_0Pza95Yaw=w184-h292-p-no)
And today
(https://lh4.googleusercontent.com/-SpsInIOQ6fe0Ghd0BaPWq6PMIf52eZPWbwdjyn32w=w282-h194-p-no)
Quote from: svaso on January 01, 2014, 12:33:05 PM
These picture threads are fun. :D. I feel that 'He' is gradually disappearing and that feels good.
Below is 2011
(https://lh6.googleusercontent.com/w95lGX2N3cJUICSChOyIdvBQxbjXV6Nk_0Pza95Yaw=w184-h292-p-no)
And today
(https://lh4.googleusercontent.com/-SpsInIOQ6fe0Ghd0BaPWq6PMIf52eZPWbwdjyn32w=w282-h194-p-no)
wow I never would have recognized you, totally different person! You look great! Congrats =)
1 Year HRT
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimageshack.us%2Fa%2Fimg208%2F6330%2Fi1ac.jpg&hash=ef22db7214aca0f31d012b8b3b739b800b36aa93)
It's a new year. Smile!
Quote from: Dee on January 02, 2014, 01:31:19 AM
1 Year HRT
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimageshack.us%2Fa%2Fimg208%2F6330%2Fi1ac.jpg&hash=ef22db7214aca0f31d012b8b3b739b800b36aa93)
It's a new year. Smile!
You're cute as hell babe, but who is the guy on the first pic? 0.o
Quote from: Dee on January 02, 2014, 01:31:19 AM
1 Year HRT
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimageshack.us%2Fa%2Fimg208%2F6330%2Fi1ac.jpg&hash=ef22db7214aca0f31d012b8b3b739b800b36aa93)
It's a new year. Smile!
Dee,
Oh my gosh dear, you have come such a long way from that person with the scowling looks. Happy anniversary to you pretty lady!
Woowzer Dee! Just wow.
Thank you, Shelly, Shan, and Jamie!
Wow. I really can't believe it's been a whole year...and how much has changed during that time. I usually don't get sappy about benchmarks or anniversaries, but when I first found this site, and browsed through the B&A threads, I never imagined I'd be sharing my own one year post.
Everyone says it takes time, and it does. But when you hit some of those milestones, it can get totally surreal just how recent the "before" was. So for those who might be lurking, thinking transition is impossible, just know there's a whole world out there, waiting to accept you when you're ready!
Quote from: svaso on January 01, 2014, 12:33:05 PM
These picture threads are fun. :D. I feel that 'He' is gradually disappearing and that feels good.
Below is 2011
(https://lh6.googleusercontent.com/w95lGX2N3cJUICSChOyIdvBQxbjXV6Nk_0Pza95Yaw=w184-h292-p-no)(https://lh4.googleusercontent.com/-SpsInIOQ6fe0Ghd0BaPWq6PMIf52eZPWbwdjyn32w=w282-h194-p-no)
And today
Lots of changes in two years!
Quote from: svaso on January 01, 2014, 12:33:05 PM
These picture threads are fun. :D. I feel that 'He' is gradually disappearing and that feels good.
Below is 2011
(https://lh6.googleusercontent.com/w95lGX2N3cJUICSChOyIdvBQxbjXV6Nk_0Pza95Yaw=w184-h292-p-no)
And today
(https://lh4.googleusercontent.com/-SpsInIOQ6fe0Ghd0BaPWq6PMIf52eZPWbwdjyn32w=w282-h194-p-no)
You know, you kinda look like my mom - before you feel offended, she's pretty young (I was an early pregnancy) and everyone says she's hot stuff, so it was a compliment actually. :-*
Quote from: Shelly Lullaby on January 03, 2014, 08:37:46 AM
You know, you kinda look like my mom - before you feel offended, she's pretty young (I was an early pregnancy) and everyone says she's hot stuff, so it was a compliment actually. :-*
Thank you Shelly! I'm not offended at all. That was a beautiful compliment!
Thank you too, Azahara & Jamie D!
Yesterday was my one year anniversary on hormones and I decided to take this picture so we can all see the difference 365 days made. And now a horribly embarrassing before into a wonderful now!
3rd January, 2013
(https://scontent-b-lga.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-frc3/407826_139310272892646_997035379_n.jpg)
3rd January, 2014
(https://scontent-b-lga.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ash4/1526515_257913204365685_118536156_n.jpg)
Riley, I think you've made great progress. I envy how much your hair has filled in. :)
Quote from: Gwynne on January 04, 2014, 03:41:29 PM
Riley, I think you've made great progress. I envy how much your hair has filled in. :)
Awesome smile too! (before and after ;))
Quote from: Dee on January 02, 2014, 01:31:19 AM
1 Year HRT
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimageshack.us%2Fa%2Fimg208%2F6330%2Fi1ac.jpg&hash=ef22db7214aca0f31d012b8b3b739b800b36aa93)
It's a new year. Smile!
Wow only 1 year!! So pretty Dee :)
Here's the most recent before and after, figured I would update it since I had FFS :p
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FAhQYXKp.jpg&hash=3759989d473581f2d889e746586867eeea63f911)
Is that you now, Abby? You've recovered quite quickly!
You and my friend Celeste (who had FFS with Cardenas at about the same time) are both looking wonderful, only 2-3 weeks after surgery.
Quote from: Dee on January 02, 2014, 01:31:19 AM
1 Year HRT
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimageshack.us%2Fa%2Fimg208%2F6330%2Fi1ac.jpg&hash=ef22db7214aca0f31d012b8b3b739b800b36aa93)
It's a new year. Smile!
Holy hormones!! You look amazing..
Quote from: abbyt89 on January 04, 2014, 10:50:04 PM
Here's the most recent before and after, figured I would update it since I had FFS :p
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FAhQYXKp.jpg&hash=3759989d473581f2d889e746586867eeea63f911)
Wow, Abby you look great. You and the surgeon have both done a terrific job!
Quote from: abbyt89 on January 04, 2014, 10:50:04 PM
Here's the most recent before and after, figured I would update it since I had FFS :p
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FAhQYXKp.jpg&hash=3759989d473581f2d889e746586867eeea63f911)
Just beautiful Abby!
It has been a while since I have submitted something here. I hope everyone enjoys these!!
8 Months Pre-HRT
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2F8XqWAu4.jpg&hash=58d8b499dd1ec5b53b90313d6cb3bef3f8146426)
18 Monthes HRT
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FvAadezs.jpg&hash=3ea060c628613508de1ce1265e9ee3f092b3bd9b)
26 Months HRT
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FAOWhFoY.jpg&hash=593aaa4af3089347be1444222c2647b49688817c)
Quote from: abbyt89 on January 04, 2014, 10:50:04 PM
Here's the most recent before and after, figured I would update it since I had FFS :p
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FAhQYXKp.jpg&hash=3759989d473581f2d889e746586867eeea63f911)
You're so pretty! ;D
Quote from: abbyt89 on January 04, 2014, 10:50:04 PM
Here's the most recent before and after, figured I would update it since I had FFS :p
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FAhQYXKp.jpg&hash=3759989d473581f2d889e746586867eeea63f911)
Are you the other Deschanel sister? You look alot like Emily.
Quote from: Charley Bea(EmeraldP) on January 05, 2014, 11:13:51 PMAre you the other Deschanel sister? You look alot like Emily.
Yeah, I see that. Pretty cool!
Kinda funny, I'm watching a Bones marathon :P
Quote from: Sanjiyan on January 05, 2014, 08:35:46 PM
It has been a while since I have submitted something here. I hope everyone enjoys these!!
8 Months Pre-HRT
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2F8XqWAu4.jpg&hash=58d8b499dd1ec5b53b90313d6cb3bef3f8146426)
18 Monthes HRT
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FvAadezs.jpg&hash=3ea060c628613508de1ce1265e9ee3f092b3bd9b)
26 Months HRT
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FAOWhFoY.jpg&hash=593aaa4af3089347be1444222c2647b49688817c)
wow i actually said out loud "bam" when i saw your before to after, definitely a very different person, you went from geek older man, to killer hotty, just amazing results
Quote from: Riley Skye on January 04, 2014, 02:27:37 PM
Yesterday was my one year anniversary on hormones and I decided to take this picture so we can all see the difference 365 days made. And now a horribly embarrassing before into a wonderful now!
3rd January, 2013
(https://scontent-b-lga.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-frc3/407826_139310272892646_997035379_n.jpg)
3rd January, 2014
(https://scontent-b-lga.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ash4/1526515_257913204365685_118536156_n.jpg)
Absolutely freaking adorable, Riley! You're cute as a button now, and looking really feminine! And wow, so much hair regrowth! Congratulations!
Sanjiyan, that is insane! What a stunning transformation, and what an attractive young lady you've become. Truly amazing.
Wow,I must say you all look great girls, it is a tough and sometimes painful journey, but it is our only road to travel...... Huge kisses to all my sisters X
Quote from: Dee on January 02, 2014, 01:31:19 AM
1 Year HRT
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimageshack.us%2Fa%2Fimg208%2F6330%2Fi1ac.jpg&hash=ef22db7214aca0f31d012b8b3b739b800b36aa93)
It's a new year. Smile!
AMAZING!!!!!! Like Alisha said, HOLY HORMONES!!!!
Quote from: Sanjiyan on January 05, 2014, 08:35:46 PM
It has been a while since I have submitted something here. I hope everyone enjoys these!!
8 Months Pre-HRT
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2F8XqWAu4.jpg&hash=58d8b499dd1ec5b53b90313d6cb3bef3f8146426)
18 Monthes HRT
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FvAadezs.jpg&hash=3ea060c628613508de1ce1265e9ee3f092b3bd9b)
26 Months HRT
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FAOWhFoY.jpg&hash=593aaa4af3089347be1444222c2647b49688817c)
Ok, after some focusing and looking, I can see that all three pictures are the same person. You look great, and in the last picture, well the lighting doesn't help you but still stunning.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1074.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fw417%2FRenegadeDuck%2FBefore-After_zps5f994ca2.png&hash=8c6a4131fec226beb6cd1d1793b63db2d1ff1d39)
Hopefully the size isn't crazy. No hormones just a new hair cut, makeup and clothes. Can't wait to start this summer (If all goes well). Also, the chest is pretty much all bra >_< (For now).
Quote from: Renegade Duck on January 12, 2014, 04:51:51 PM
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1074.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fw417%2FRenegadeDuck%2FBefore-After_zps5f994ca2.png&hash=8c6a4131fec226beb6cd1d1793b63db2d1ff1d39)
Hopefully the size isn't crazy. No hormones just a new hair cut, makeup and clothes. Can't wait to start this summer (If all goes well). Also, the chest is pretty much all bra >_< (For now).
You haven't started HRT yet and that's your body shape!! blimey you have such a feminine figure already :)
Thanks Bardoux ^_^ I got teased a lot growing up for being so thin (not the worst thing in the world really) but look who's laughing now =P
So many stunning transformations!
Congrats to everyone.... I can't wait to get started on HRT.
I hope I have similar results..
Thanks, I know the feeling of having to wait. The more I experiment and try new things the more impatient I get about waiting for it. I hope everything goes smoothly for you Abyss. ^_^
Quote from: Renegade Duck on January 12, 2014, 04:51:51 PM
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1074.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fw417%2FRenegadeDuck%2FBefore-After_zps5f994ca2.png&hash=8c6a4131fec226beb6cd1d1793b63db2d1ff1d39)
Hopefully the size isn't crazy. No hormones just a new hair cut, makeup and clothes. Can't wait to start this summer (If all goes well). Also, the chest is pretty much all bra >_< (For now).
Lol, hey cute stuff, you'll do well I can assure you!
Indeed, that's for sure.
I wish I looked that good before HRT..... I can't wait.
Thanks, you look really nice too. I still can't find a dress that I look good in, but you seem to pull it off nicely.
It feels really nice to have a picture up in here after watching the forums for so long. Looking through so many lovely transitioned women was really inspiring and confidence building.
Quote from: Renegade Duck on January 12, 2014, 09:17:58 PM
It feels really nice to have a picture up in here after watching the forums for so long. Looking through so many lovely transitioned women was really inspiring and confidence building.
Same here, it really helps.. I can't wait for my HRT...
I guess I could still do a before/after of me cross dressing though....
Yeah, so far mines just cross dressing as well, but it can still make the nice beginnings of a timeline. Also, cute forum name change Sarah. I thought about changing mine as well. ^_^
Quote from: Renegade Duck on January 13, 2014, 12:43:51 PM
Yeah, so far mines just cross dressing as well, but it can still make the nice beginnings of a timeline. Also, cute forum name change Sarah. I thought about changing mine as well. ^_^
:) Thanks, it's what I plan to make my new First and Middle name
2009 on the left at a train museum in Japan.
2014 at my one year anniversary party to celebrate going full time (one year potent HRT anniversary coming on the 29th) on the right.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.animetedstudios.com%2Fimages%2Fprogress.jpg&hash=263ad76a6c1c5b434c5e968403308a2abb8efcdc)
Quote from: Misato on January 13, 2014, 08:00:46 PM
2009 on the left at a train museum in Japan.
2014 at my one year anniversary party to celebrate going full time (one year potent HRT anniversary coming on the 29th) on the right.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.animetedstudios.com%2Fimages%2Fprogress.jpg&hash=263ad76a6c1c5b434c5e968403308a2abb8efcdc)
jesus, amazing transformation!
素晴らしい変換、美里！
Oops, 2008 was the before pic.
Quote from: FalsePrincess on January 13, 2014, 08:01:42 PM
jesus, amazing transformation!
Jesus? Where!?!
Quote from: Gwynne on January 13, 2014, 08:03:33 PM
素晴らしい変換、美里！
Been to Japan but don't speak or read Japanese.
Quote from: Misato on January 13, 2014, 08:04:51 PM
Been to Japan but don't speak or read Japanese.
That's probably a good thing. I'm not sure whether what I said best translates as "inspiring transformation" or "terrifying transformation".
For the record, I meant the former :P
misato you make me very jealous.
Quote from: izzy on January 13, 2014, 08:54:27 PM
misato you make me very jealous.
Most everyone here makes me jealous, I'm preHRT though...
Quote from: Sarah Rose on January 13, 2014, 09:05:32 PM
Most everyone here makes me jealous, I'm preHRT though...
Based on your avatar pic, I think you'll do great! You're very cute already.
Quote from: Gwynne on January 13, 2014, 09:07:35 PM
Based on your avatar pic, I think you'll do great! You're very cute already.
I second that sentiment! :)
:icon_tears: Thanks so much everyone!
That really really means a lot to me.
Quote from: Misato on January 13, 2014, 08:00:46 PM
2009 on the left at a train museum in Japan.
2014 at my one year anniversary party to celebrate going full time (one year potent HRT anniversary coming on the 29th) on the right.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.animetedstudios.com%2Fimages%2Fprogress.jpg&hash=263ad76a6c1c5b434c5e968403308a2abb8efcdc)
Wow-wee ka-zow-wee :o
What a change!
Quote from: Misato on January 13, 2014, 08:00:46 PM
2009 on the left at a train museum in Japan.
2014 at my one year anniversary party to celebrate going full time (one year potent HRT anniversary coming on the 29th) on the right.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.animetedstudios.com%2Fimages%2Fprogress.jpg&hash=263ad76a6c1c5b434c5e968403308a2abb8efcdc)
Wow! You look great in that dress. It's really pretty too. Wonderful before and after pictures.
Quote from: Misato on January 13, 2014, 08:00:46 PM
2009 on the left at a train museum in Japan.
2014 at my one year anniversary party to celebrate going full time (one year potent HRT anniversary coming on the 29th) on the right.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.animetedstudios.com%2Fimages%2Fprogress.jpg&hash=263ad76a6c1c5b434c5e968403308a2abb8efcdc)
WOW! amazing and I love the dress!!!
Quote from: Misato on January 13, 2014, 08:00:46 PM
2009 on the left at a train museum in Japan.
2014 at my one year anniversary party to celebrate going full time (one year potent HRT anniversary coming on the 29th) on the right.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.animetedstudios.com%2Fimages%2Fprogress.jpg&hash=263ad76a6c1c5b434c5e968403308a2abb8efcdc)
OH MY GOD! In the picture on the right you look EXACTLY like my aunt.
Freaky. :P
Quote from: Jamie D on January 13, 2014, 09:24:28 PM
Wow-wee ka-zow-wee :o
What a change!
I'm rather stunned by it myself. :)
Quote from: Adriana the Duck on January 13, 2014, 09:29:47 PM
Wow! You look great in that dress. It's really pretty too. Wonderful before and after pictures.
Thanks! I was worried about the big print but it worked!
Quote from: Marieee on January 13, 2014, 09:54:46 PM
WOW! amazing and I love the dress!!!
Thanks. Very comfortable dress too. Thinking of getting some professional pics taken of me in it. Family is asking for updated photos.
Quote from: randomdude5 on January 13, 2014, 11:11:02 PM
OH MY GOD! In the picture on the right you look EXACTLY like my aunt.
Freaky. :P
I got a bunch of, "You look like your mom" at the party. Looking like your aunt, that's a new one.
I've had a great team to help me through my first year. My therapist helping me grow my confidence. The women who style my hair, wax my brows, teach me skin care and makeup tips, zap off my beard all making me feel beautiful. Support from ya'll here. My SO and my friends for staying with me or coming into my life. And then the Captain of my team, my Mom. She demonstrated how wonderful and loving life could be, giving me an example to emulate when I became free to realize, "Hey, she's on to something."
Quote from: Misato on January 13, 2014, 08:00:46 PM
2009 on the left at a train museum in Japan.
2014 at my one year anniversary party to celebrate going full time (one year potent HRT anniversary coming on the 29th) on the right.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.animetedstudios.com%2Fimages%2Fprogress.jpg&hash=263ad76a6c1c5b434c5e968403308a2abb8efcdc)
OK, so quite apart from the fact that you look pretty, and happy and, yes, that dress is adorable on you, can I just say that I would kill for arms and shoulders that are as slim and feminine as yours. You lucky girl! :)
Quote from: Misato on January 13, 2014, 08:00:46 PM
2009 on the left at a train museum in Japan.
2014 at my one year anniversary party to celebrate going full time (one year potent HRT anniversary coming on the 29th) on the right.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.animetedstudios.com%2Fimages%2Fprogress.jpg&hash=263ad76a6c1c5b434c5e968403308a2abb8efcdc)
great
Quote from: ♡ Emily ♡ on January 14, 2014, 03:54:47 AM
Misato, great and truly impressive changes! And Your arms have slimmed down so nicely :) And to keep rolling the balls - You remind me of my groupmate in uni - she was very intelligent and stunning lady :)
Quote from: Carlita on January 14, 2014, 10:02:33 AM
OK, so quite apart from the fact that you look pretty, and happy and, yes, that dress is adorable on you, can I just say that I would kill for arms and shoulders that are as slim and feminine as yours. You lucky girl! :)
Thank you, the angle I'm at helps the shoulders. Straight on, they are wider than I'd like but I've accepted em'.
Quote from: stephaniec on January 14, 2014, 10:09:04 AM
great
:)
Hi friends :)
Let's try to stay on topic here
Meanwhile visit the Hey!!! Who Likes Trains? (https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php/topic,157943.0.html) topic
Quote from: V M on January 17, 2014, 08:07:08 PM
Hi friends :)
Let's try to stay on topic here
Meanwhile visit the Hey!!! Who Likes Trains? (https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php/topic,157943.0.html) topic
Wow I missed this who knew so many would be into trains XD
Misato quite a stunning transformation btw :)
Quote from: Misato on January 13, 2014, 08:00:46 PM
2009 on the left at a train museum in Japan.
2014 at my one year anniversary party to celebrate going full time (one year potent HRT anniversary coming on the 29th) on the right.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.animetedstudios.com%2Fimages%2Fprogress.jpg&hash=263ad76a6c1c5b434c5e968403308a2abb8efcdc)
You look amazing! What a change. :)
http://s1227.photobucket.com/user/Samantha0U812/media/CIMG2163.jpg.html?sort=3&o=2 (http://s1227.photobucket.com/user/Samantha0U812/media/CIMG2163.jpg.html?sort=3&o=2)
This is me just before starting HRT.
http://s1227.photobucket.com/user/Samantha0U812/media/Now.jpg.html?sort=3&o=0 (http://s1227.photobucket.com/user/Samantha0U812/media/Now.jpg.html?sort=3&o=0)
28 Months HRT.. FFS 6+ months ago.. Have some other milestones to go..
Please don't reply and include images.. Thanks..
SamiT can I ask who did your ffs? You look great! Thanks Samantha
Samantha,
FFS was done by Dr Rumor. Brow Contour, Lip Lift, Rhino, Scalp Advance, trech shave, fat injections, and 1500 Hair graphs. The thing I am the most impressed with so far is the Hair graphts.. I had some serious widows peaks. New hair still growing but its looking very good.
I have VFS scheduled for August and looking forward to that as my voice just gives me away.. Always have had a deep chesty tenor voice, practice and coaching got me up some but just so very hard to maintain..
Thanks Shan.. :)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2F1003%2Fushida%2F420219_10150691764292559_520062558_11485178_1504467444_n1.jpg&hash=1249f23963d4d90771fe5239a40686bb624cf90a)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2F1003%2Fushida%2Fphoto4_zpsb36afac5.jpg&hash=0533a2a6ff35aa494f756d6072bd90c01062d4de)
Teela, you're transformation is radical. Wow.
Quote from: Gwynne on January 20, 2014, 05:57:13 PM
Teela, you're transformation is radical. Wow.
aww, Thank you.
its sideways I think, but here is how my frame femmed out, this is from 3 months ago I wanna say? (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2F1003%2Fushida%2Fphotohshjjuju_zps838e8f1b.jpg&hash=0f0311de7d7de748ad5eb47f401609ad81bae3f7)
The pics I posted a moment ago was Day 1 on HRT, and the after was christmas day.
wow looking amazing Teela
Looking good Teela.
SamiT, thanks for sharing. I've had a consult with Dr. Zukowski and am planning to speak to Dr. Toby Mayer as well. May I ask what made you choose Dr. Rumor as I don't think I've heard much about this doctor. You look amazing and very natural. :)
Samantha,
To be real honest it was a peer recommendation. Dr R has a big heart, I love her vision for our community. I knew I didn't need anything super aggressive. An hence I stayed away from the heavy hitters. I like Dr Z's work, he has done a fantastic job creating a look, it just wasn't for me. I think so much of transition is discovery of what makes us comfortable in our own skin. I'm a very unique individual and hence I wanted something that suited me. It has also lead me to some fantastic people that have been very important in my path forward. Dr R had trained under Dr Leis for a time and has some very solid skills in his own portfolio. Any more there are so many good surgeons. I urge you to look outside a little bit. Some people need that comfort factor of a surgeon that has a large practice and high profile. There are also some VERY talented professionals out there that just stay low key. I would urge you to go to one of the trans events as many of these practices are there.
Sami
Can I just say how in awe I am of all of you here? I've been a lurker in this thread for quite a while since my friend Kate (she's "Just Kate" here) linked me to her before/after. I've only recently made the decision to be more proactive about my presentation (years and years of self-denial and suppression), and I'm still aiming more for genderqueer/androgynous than female (trying to keep a wife that doesn't want to be seen as a lesbian :(), but I'll still post before/after pics as soon as I can figure out how. (I think maybe my account isn't fully registered yet?)
Well it had been about a year since I'd worn my glasses.. stopped shortly after I began HRT. I think I will be wearing these more often again :)
Same couch, same glasses, same Jenny on the inside! 1yr later
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2F0LJFpBQ.jpg&hash=ec0c79bd431f08157c1e7a26607c70ff371bd6c6)
glasses are definatly a winner
Quote from: Jennygirl on January 21, 2014, 02:59:10 AM
Well it had been about a year since I'd worn my glasses.. stopped shortly after I began HRT. I think I will be wearing these more often again :)
Same couch, same glasses, same Jenny on the inside! 1yr later
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2F0LJFpBQ.jpg&hash=ec0c79bd431f08157c1e7a26607c70ff371bd6c6)
Looking great girl! And reminding me I need to get new frames. :)
Quote from: Jennygirl on January 21, 2014, 02:59:10 AM
Well it had been about a year since I'd worn my glasses.. stopped shortly after I began HRT. I think I will be wearing these more often again :)
Same couch, same glasses, same Jenny on the inside! 1yr later
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2F0LJFpBQ.jpg&hash=ec0c79bd431f08157c1e7a26607c70ff371bd6c6)
What a marvelous transition, who would possibly even guess? You look good in your glasses Jenny!
"Guys go for dames with good looking frames!" ;D
Sami, thanks so much for answering my questions! I guess I never realized that there are many more options out there for FFS then a select few....Thanks again!
Samantha
Quote from: Jennygirl on January 21, 2014, 02:59:10 AM
Well it had been about a year since I'd worn my glasses.. stopped shortly after I began HRT. I think I will be wearing these more often again :)
Same couch, same glasses, same Jenny on the inside! 1yr later
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2F0LJFpBQ.jpg&hash=ec0c79bd431f08157c1e7a26607c70ff371bd6c6)
Bravo! You are such a fast healer, Jenny. I love how Jennifer Finney Boylan put it- "Same monkeys, different barrel."
Anyway, today is my first estroversary. My before/after should basically be evident in the avatar. I'll update the pic after I get my face tweaked in March and drop a few more pounds.
Thanks girls, and congrats Jill!
I probably won't wear the glasses unless I'm at work or doing detailed design stuff on the computer... I went a year without them, so I don't really need them.. but seeing perfectly clear is indeed nice :)
Quote from: Arcee on January 21, 2014, 12:57:30 AM
Can I just say how in awe I am of all of you here? I've been a lurker in this thread for quite a while since my friend Kate (she's "Just Kate" here) linked me to her before/after. I've only recently made the decision to be more proactive about my presentation (years and years of self-denial and suppression), and I'm still aiming more for genderqueer/androgynous than female (trying to keep a wife that doesn't want to be seen as a lesbian :(), but I'll still post before/after pics as soon as I can figure out how. (I think maybe my account isn't fully registered yet?)
Welcome, Arcee. A number of aspects of the site will open to you after you have 15 posts. That's just a security measure to protect the members from bots, spiders, and trolls.
You can always post images though. Just open Jenny's post below yours, with the "quote" button, and look at her formatting.
Quote from: Jamie D on January 21, 2014, 04:58:03 PM
Welcome, Arcee. A number of aspects of the site will open to you after you have 15 posts. That's just a security measure to protect the members from bots, spiders, and trolls.
You can always post images though. Just open Jenny's post below yours, with the "quote" button, and look at her formatting.
Ah HA! That makes sense. Funny, I used to admin a forum a few years ago, you'd think I'd have realized this. Thanks for gently pointing me in the right direction.
So, here's me in 2005, full denial mode (shaved head, goatee and all):
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.buyog.com%2Fimages%2Faug2005.jpg&hash=2a7ea1937e8b1ca86b1d0ca5a606a02b306ccc9c)
And here I am last week, still boymode, but pushed quite a bit in the other direction. Not an "after" picture, by any means, but more like the first signpost on the way:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.buyog.com%2Fimages%2Fjan2014.jpg&hash=d78d5616a712d1b2e0c11d5617d93d8522776506)
I hate how visible my beard shadow still looks in this pic, even though it's only like 5 minutes after shaving. Makeup is still a bit of a mystery to me. ::)
Quote from: Arcee on January 21, 2014, 06:21:43 PM
Ah HA! That makes sense. Funny, I used to admin a forum a few years ago, you'd think I'd have realized this. Thanks for gently pointing me in the right direction.
So, here's me in 2005, full denial mode (shaved head, goatee and all):
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.buyog.com%2Fimages%2Faug2005.jpg&hash=2a7ea1937e8b1ca86b1d0ca5a606a02b306ccc9c)
And here I am last week, still boymode, but pushed quite a bit in the other direction:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.buyog.com%2Fimages%2Fjan2014.jpg&hash=d78d5616a712d1b2e0c11d5617d93d8522776506)
I hate how visible my beard shadow still looks in this pic, even though it's only like 5 minutes after shaving. Makeup is still a bit of a mystery to me. ::)
Hey there Arcee!
That heavy dark beard reminds me of about how Jennygirl, that stunning beauty in the photos just above you looked just a little over a year ago. So it's not big thing my friend, it's all destined to go. You have a nice face and a winning smile.
Quote from: Shantel on January 21, 2014, 06:28:11 PM
Hey there Arcee!
That heavy dark beard reminds me of about how Jennygirl, that stunning beauty in the photos just above you looked just a little over a year ago. So it's not big thing my friend, it's all destined to go. You have a nice face and a winning smile.
Thanks, Shantel, that's very sweet of you to say, even if I have a hard time believing it. :embarrassed:
Quote from: Arcee on January 21, 2014, 06:40:18 PM
Thanks, Shantel, that's very sweet of you to say, even if I have a hard time believing it. :embarrassed:
Believe it, 9000 members here can't all be wrong.
Quote from: Arcee on January 21, 2014, 06:21:43 PM
So, here's me in 2005, full denial mode (shaved head, goatee and all):
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.buyog.com%2Fimages%2Faug2005.jpg&hash=2a7ea1937e8b1ca86b1d0ca5a606a02b306ccc9c)
And here I am last week, still boymode, but pushed quite a bit in the other direction. Not an "after" picture, by any means, but more like the first signpost on the way:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.buyog.com%2Fimages%2Fjan2014.jpg&hash=d78d5616a712d1b2e0c11d5617d93d8522776506)
I hate how visible my beard shadow still looks in this pic, even though it's only like 5 minutes after shaving. Makeup is still a bit of a mystery to me. ::)
I have to say your beard shadow doesn't look bad at all. Yes it's there but it won't be forever. You're first sign post is lovely and you look quite happy in that photo. Also from personal experience, I had super thick, fast growing facial hair. 5 o'clock shadow almost an hour after shaving. Hair removal (laser for me) has worked wonders.
Shantel is right on all accounts. I could grow a beard in 4 days a little over a year ago.
My one suggestion, start getting that taken care of ASAP! I'm still not all the way done.
Welcome to the forums and thanks for posting your own pics. I agree with Shantel too, you've got a great smile and what looks to be a solid starting point :)
Quote from: Arcee on January 21, 2014, 06:21:43 PM
And here I am last week, still boymode, but pushed quite a bit in the other direction. Not an "after" picture, by any means, but more like the first signpost on the way:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.buyog.com%2Fimages%2Fjan2014.jpg&hash=d78d5616a712d1b2e0c11d5617d93d8522776506)
I hate how visible my beard shadow still looks in this pic, even though it's only like 5 minutes after shaving. Makeup is still a bit of a mystery to me. ::)
Boy mode? Barely. LOL
Yeah, for those with dark facial hair, laser might be a good place to start. We have a hair removal board in the Beauty section.
Quote from: Arcee on January 21, 2014, 06:21:43 PM
Ah HA! That makes sense. Funny, I used to admin a forum a few years ago, you'd think I'd have realized this. Thanks for gently pointing me in the right direction.
So, here's me in 2005, full denial mode (shaved head, goatee and all):
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.buyog.com%2Fimages%2Faug2005.jpg&hash=2a7ea1937e8b1ca86b1d0ca5a606a02b306ccc9c)
And here I am last week, still boymode, but pushed quite a bit in the other direction. Not an "after" picture, by any means, but more like the first signpost on the way:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.buyog.com%2Fimages%2Fjan2014.jpg&hash=d78d5616a712d1b2e0c11d5617d93d8522776506)
I hate how visible my beard shadow still looks in this pic, even though it's only like 5 minutes after shaving. Makeup is still a bit of a mystery to me. ::)
A visit to sephora for having a consultation will give you an adult level crash course intro as well as learning what colors and products to be messing with (plan on spending a bit.) My first trip to Sephora on May 4 last year was the first time in my adult life my shadow actually was covered to invisible, amazing stuff, and educational too.
edit added: I concur on hair removal, I hammered my beard with 9 laser sessions and now at 30 hours electrolysis. I will post a before and after photo set [of 72 hours growth] right on this thread just before my SRS in April. It's already amazing.
Hi everyone!
All of the before/after transformations I've seen thus far have been awe-inspiring. I do hope to one day build the courage to move forward in transitioning. My biggest problem is being my own worst critic. Here is my Instagram link of a few pictures pre-HRT, www.instagram.com/felicity_skye. Let me know your thoughts. :)
Aw, thanks for the encouragement, everyone! I needed it tonight, it's been a very stressful day.
Felicity: you're beautiful! If that's pre-HRT, you're going to be a knockout!
Quote from: Felicity on January 21, 2014, 09:25:45 PM
Hi everyone!
All of the before/after transformations I've seen thus far have been awe-inspiring. I do hope to one day build the courage to move forward in transitioning. My biggest problem is being my own worst critic. Here is my Instagram link of a few pictures pre-HRT, www.instagram.com/felicity_skye. Let me know your thoughts. :)
Honey, we are all our own worst critics here, you don't have the corner on that issue, but my oh my you are so pretty to begin with, what's to criticize?
Quote from: Arcee on January 22, 2014, 03:01:11 AM
Aw, thanks for the encouragement, everyone! I needed it tonight, it's been a very stressful day.
Felicity: you're beautiful! If that's pre-HRT, you're going to be a knockout!
Acree: Thank you, very sweet! I think you are going to be quite the bombshell yourself. Amazing how HRT has changed the features of everyone so far, so only imagine your beauty! I was a little hesitant in posting a link of my pictures at first; I haven't ran across many women of color like myself and was a little nervous. Not to say anything negative of the forum, but again me being my own worst critic.
Quote from: Felicity on January 22, 2014, 09:08:14 AM
Acree: Thank you, very sweet! I think you are going to be quite the bombshell yourself. Amazing how HRT has changed the features of everyone so far, so only imagine your beauty! I was a little hesitant in posting a link of my pictures at first; I haven't ran across many women of color like myself and was a little nervous. Not to say anything negative of the forum, but again me being my own worst critic.
Don't think you are alone here hon, we have plenty of ladies of color as members here. Anyway, we all aspire to color blindness for the most part we are all Susan's big extended family.
Quote from: Shantel on January 22, 2014, 09:06:10 AM
Honey, we are all our own worst critics here, you don't have the corner on that issue, but my oh my you are so pretty to begin with, what's to criticize?
Shantel: Thank you for such kind words! I agree, we all are and I'm working on it.
Quote from: Felicity on January 21, 2014, 09:25:45 PM
Hi everyone!
All of the before/after transformations I've seen thus far have been awe-inspiring. I do hope to one day build the courage to move forward in transitioning. My biggest problem is being my own worst critic. Here is my Instagram link of a few pictures pre-HRT, www.instagram.com/felicity_skye. Let me know your thoughts. :)
you look very attractive
Quote from: Felicity on January 22, 2014, 09:08:14 AM
Acree: Thank you, very sweet! I think you are going to be quite the bombshell yourself. Amazing how HRT has changed the features of everyone so far, so only imagine your beauty! I was a little hesitant in posting a link of my pictures at first; I haven't ran across many women of color like myself and was a little nervous. Not to say anything negative of the forum, but again me being my own worst critic.
I'm glad you
did post your pics. A good, healthy community should embrace and celebrate diversity of every kind, and I'm glad Susan's does. :)
Ok well I don't really present in public but I've noticed a change to just my "boymode" that I use at work. So I figured a little before and after of how I looked before to now (5 months hrt). I apologize for the quality of the photos and the super bright red hoodie. It's eye burning red.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi917.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fad15%2FHayleyRMc%2FMobile%2520Uploads%2Fimage_zps8340abbb.jpg&hash=4a8200ad4d69c91d73ddc3de6924f7c6d8f75760) (http://s917.photobucket.com/user/HayleyRMc/media/Mobile%20Uploads/image_zps8340abbb.jpg.html)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi917.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fad15%2FHayleyRMc%2FMobile%2520Uploads%2Fimage_zps8af2c79a.jpg&hash=0699aba0506b44fef4edf67b91e15bd8da865376) (http://s917.photobucket.com/user/HayleyRMc/media/Mobile%20Uploads/image_zps8af2c79a.jpg.html)
Quote from: Hayley on January 22, 2014, 11:11:56 AM
Ok well I don't really present in public but I I've noticed a change to just my "boymode" that I use at work. So I figured a little before and after of how I liked before to now (5 months hrt). I apologize for the quality of the photos and the super bright red hoodie. It's eye burning red.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi917.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fad15%2FHayleyRMc%2FMobile%2520Uploads%2Fimage_zps8340abbb.jpg&hash=4a8200ad4d69c91d73ddc3de6924f7c6d8f75760) (http://s917.photobucket.com/user/HayleyRMc/media/Mobile%20Uploads/image_zps8340abbb.jpg.html)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi917.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fad15%2FHayleyRMc%2FMobile%2520Uploads%2Fimage_zps8af2c79a.jpg&hash=0699aba0506b44fef4edf67b91e15bd8da865376) (http://s917.photobucket.com/user/HayleyRMc/media/Mobile%20Uploads/image_zps8af2c79a.jpg.html)
Wow, what a difference 5 months can make! If I saw you on the street looking like that, my brain wouldn't say "boy".
Hayley,
What a doll you are, you clean up well! Between you and Jenny being forthcoming you give Arcee some real confidence in what is possible. Good going ladies, encouragement is what a support site is all about!
Quote from: Arcee on January 22, 2014, 12:03:39 PM
Wow, what a difference 5 months can make! If I saw you on the street looking like that, my brain wouldn't say "boy".
Quote from: Shantel on January 22, 2014, 12:20:10 PM
Hayley,
What a doll you are, you clean up well! Between you and Jenny being forthcoming you give Arcee some real confidence in what is possible. Good going ladies, encouragement is what a support site is all about!
Thank you Arcee and Shantel. I should say that the old before pic is slightly older then 5 months but my old hatred of photos kept them to a minimum. My boy mode doesn't work as well with new/random people. The ones who've known me don't question it. Also I lost a bit of weight. Was up near the mid-high 150s and I am down under 125 now. I agree that Jenny is quite an inspiration, she is a stunning lady.
The bottom pic is boy mode? Those eyebrows look gorgeous but don't exactly scream man :P
You look wonderful Hayley :)
Quote from: Hayley on January 22, 2014, 11:11:56 AM
Ok well I don't really present in public but I've noticed a change to just my "boymode" that I use at work. So I figured a little before and after of how I looked before to now (5 months hrt). I apologize for the quality of the photos and the super bright red hoodie. It's eye burning red.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi917.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fad15%2FHayleyRMc%2FMobile%2520Uploads%2Fimage_zps8340abbb.jpg&hash=4a8200ad4d69c91d73ddc3de6924f7c6d8f75760) (http://s917.photobucket.com/user/HayleyRMc/media/Mobile%20Uploads/image_zps8340abbb.jpg.html)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi917.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fad15%2FHayleyRMc%2FMobile%2520Uploads%2Fimage_zps8af2c79a.jpg&hash=0699aba0506b44fef4edf67b91e15bd8da865376) (http://s917.photobucket.com/user/HayleyRMc/media/Mobile%20Uploads/image_zps8af2c79a.jpg.html)
Hayley: You are indeed a prime example of how amazing transitioning can be. Your results thus far are so inspirational and quick turn around only at 5 months HRT. I can only imagine at your 1yr and 2yr mark how fulfilled you will be. I am amazed at all the mtf and ftm transitions on this forum. Congratulations, beautiful! :)
Quote from: Hayley on January 22, 2014, 11:11:56 AM
Ok well I don't really present in public but I've noticed a change to just my "boymode" that I use at work. So I figured a little before and after of how I looked before to now (5 months hrt). I apologize for the quality of the photos and the super bright red hoodie. It's eye burning red.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi917.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fad15%2FHayleyRMc%2FMobile%2520Uploads%2Fimage_zps8340abbb.jpg&hash=4a8200ad4d69c91d73ddc3de6924f7c6d8f75760) (http://s917.photobucket.com/user/HayleyRMc/media/Mobile%20Uploads/image_zps8340abbb.jpg.html)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi917.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fad15%2FHayleyRMc%2FMobile%2520Uploads%2Fimage_zps8af2c79a.jpg&hash=0699aba0506b44fef4edf67b91e15bd8da865376) (http://s917.photobucket.com/user/HayleyRMc/media/Mobile%20Uploads/image_zps8af2c79a.jpg.html)
yea, E's doing quite well. If you don't mind , how long ago was your avatar picture taken.
Quote from: stephaniec on January 22, 2014, 05:20:26 PM
yea, E's doing quite well. If you don't mind , how long ago was your avatar picture taken.
2 1/2 months I believe. Which at the time I was only on E. Could've been closer to 3 but I didn't date it.
Thank you for the wonderful compliment Felicity it brought a huge smile to my face. I am truly in awe when I see others before and afters so many stunning individuals.
Quote from: Bardoux on January 22, 2014, 03:02:15 PM
The bottom pic is boy mode? Those eyebrows look gorgeous but don't exactly scream man :P
Yes that is my boy mode. And thank you for the compliment. Took me waaaaaay to long to pluck my eyebrows so I'm glad someone thinks they look good.
Absolutely adorable, Hayley! What a shocking change in such a short time. I would definitely not see you as a guy in the second pic.. when do you plan on going ft? And yes, awesome brows :P
Arcee- I think you are adorable, what a great start, I can't wait to see how hrt treats you! :)
Felicity- you look fabulous already! hrt will just be the icing on the cake!
Quote from: muffinpants on January 22, 2014, 08:24:50 PM
Arcee- I think you are adorable, what a great start, I can't wait to see how hrt treats you! :)
Aw, you're sweet, thank you for boosting my self esteem. I feel like I still have a loooooong way to go.
The thing that absolutely blows my mind is the difference in face shape E makes. I am in complete awe of some of the changes evident in these photos. Very encouraging.
Quote from: Hayley on January 22, 2014, 11:11:56 AM
Ok well I don't really present in public but I've noticed a change to just my "boymode" that I use at work. So I figured a little before and after of how I looked before to now (5 months hrt). I apologize for the quality of the photos and the super bright red hoodie. It's eye burning red.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi917.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fad15%2FHayleyRMc%2FMobile%2520Uploads%2Fimage_zps8340abbb.jpg&hash=4a8200ad4d69c91d73ddc3de6924f7c6d8f75760) (http://s917.photobucket.com/user/HayleyRMc/media/Mobile%20Uploads/image_zps8340abbb.jpg.html)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi917.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fad15%2FHayleyRMc%2FMobile%2520Uploads%2Fimage_zps8af2c79a.jpg&hash=0699aba0506b44fef4edf67b91e15bd8da865376) (http://s917.photobucket.com/user/HayleyRMc/media/Mobile%20Uploads/image_zps8af2c79a.jpg.html)
Not to repeat everyone else's comments, but ... I think the change is that your 'boy mode' isn't a boy!
OK, so I repeated ... but really, if that's boy mode, just how fabulously girly are you in girl mode?! :)
Figured Id give this another try with a little older pic. Better shock factor.. Lots of girls here are just WAY to fabulous..
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1227.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fee431%2FSamantha0U812%2Fold.jpg&hash=41fb11e3e0b31235178cfc70d70a026eccdfaa56)
October 2008
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January 2014
So, I know it is a little early to post in this thread as I am only, nearly, 4 months on HRT. However, since I'm now full-time I thought I might as well most a little before and after picture. This is me a few days before starting hormones and 15 weeks after.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1367.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fr799%2FMaryT1981%2F3months_zps64cbec75.jpg&hash=3198ca1fc3937862e5833872552c8fed8ec7c26e) (http://s1367.photobucket.com/user/MaryT1981/media/3months_zps64cbec75.jpg.html)
Quote from: Mary81 on January 23, 2014, 10:09:28 AM
So, I know it is a little early to post in this thread as I am only, nearly, 4 months on HRT. However, since I'm now full-time I thought I might as well most a little before and after picture. This is me a few days before starting hormones and 15 weeks after.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1367.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fr799%2FMaryT1981%2F3months_zps64cbec75.jpg&hash=3198ca1fc3937862e5833872552c8fed8ec7c26e) (http://s1367.photobucket.com/user/MaryT1981/media/3months_zps64cbec75.jpg.html)
Wow Mary what a doll you are and such a huge swap for such a short time, it's definitely working for you dear!
Quote from: Mary81 on January 23, 2014, 10:09:28 AM
So, I know it is a little early to post in this thread as I am only, nearly, 4 months on HRT. However, since I'm now full-time I thought I might as well most a little before and after picture. This is me a few days before starting hormones and 15 weeks after.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1367.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fr799%2FMaryT1981%2F3months_zps64cbec75.jpg&hash=3198ca1fc3937862e5833872552c8fed8ec7c26e) (http://s1367.photobucket.com/user/MaryT1981/media/3months_zps64cbec75.jpg.html)
Well looking that lovely I would say that 4 months is not to soon for a before and after. Congrats going full time. I'm sure it is wonderfully exciting for you.
Sami that is quite a change using the older photo had the effect you were going for. I think you might want to have your brows cleaned up a bit. Other than that I'm seeing nice lady all the way.
Muffin, I don't know when my shift over to full time will happen. My social issues make it hard for me. Slowly woking on that issue though and hopefully I before the end of February. Still have to finish coming out to family.
Carlita my boymode and girl mode are very close at this point just less unisex clothes and makeup, which I am still learning and slowly getting the hang of.
Quote from: SamiT on January 23, 2014, 07:42:00 AM
Figured Id give this another try with a little older pic. Better shock factor.. Lots of girls here are just WAY to fabulous...
SamiT, that's a very impressive change, especially from the starting point which is pretty much all man. Your current picture looks nothing short of 100% cute girl. You're extremely lucky, not just in terms of end result, but in terms of the magnitude of the changes. I'd kill for even half of those results.
Thanks for sharing - seeing photos like this really does inspire me to keep working!
Sami- I'm gonna agree with the rest, wow!! what a change! you are quite the beautiful woman now <3 you have gorgeous lips and such sweet eyes! love the hair, too. Fabulous all around!!!
Mary- that is amazing for just 4 months! looking so girly and beautiful!! I don't see a spec of 'maleness' in you anywhere.
Thank you Ladies... As with most I don't see it.. Its always difficult to move past that reflection that has stared at you for far so many years..
After looking at the photo the other night I did a major clean up on the eye brows.. Much more lady like. I still have to operate in the day-time in guy mode and I work in the oil field so sometimes it gets a little hard to get wound up to look more lady like. Unfortunately as with most mid life transitions responsibility to family comes before transition.. I'm working to correct that as at this point it comes at a high emotional cost.
Thanks girls. Like SamiT said, it is difficult to see past the man in the mirror and I sometimes fear I may have gone full-time a little too soon. SamiT, I am really impressed, by the way, with your before and after picture. All I can saw is wow.
Quote from: Mary81 on January 23, 2014, 10:09:28 AM
So, I know it is a little early to post in this thread as I am only, nearly, 4 months on HRT. However, since I'm now full-time I thought I might as well most a little before and after picture. This is me a few days before starting hormones and 15 weeks after.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1367.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fr799%2FMaryT1981%2F3months_zps64cbec75.jpg&hash=3198ca1fc3937862e5833872552c8fed8ec7c26e) (http://s1367.photobucket.com/user/MaryT1981/media/3months_zps64cbec75.jpg.html)
You look very lovely and it's never too early! I did a basic before and after (though it is mostly a guy mode verses girl mode) Its always nice to see how far you've come.
Sami & Mary -- you two are both lovely and inspirational! Like JustEmily said, what a difference E makes! And Mary -- no way are you f/t too soon. :)
As always, so many amazing transformations here!
Nice new avatar, Em. The girl juice agrees with you!
Nice newest avatar!! ;)
I liked the avatar with the hairdo better, thought it was a really nice pic. :)
Quote from: ♡ Emily ♡ on January 27, 2014, 01:54:31 AM
Thanks :) - that was cute of You :). But that pic had too much of MtF vibe in it and as such was not suitable anymore ;).
Naw, you just looked like a cute gal in that one
Last pic in guy mode before HRT, on the way to the shower this morning. The hair comes from wearing a wig all day.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FinEDt7V.jpg&hash=69c0578187221738c22b2f42672e559085aac5f9)
Wearing the same shirt, two weeks ago, on a wednesday. That seems to be my beauty day.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FQonOUwI.jpg&hash=9f95b18882a801badc751c2a45f1c59a8181173c)
I realise that this is more of an after and before :D
Decided to jump on the trans* bandwagon and post my timeline...
I present to you "The timeline of a northern swedish "boy" transforming into some kind of woman."
As I made this I see that my femininity has gone in waves and waves. In some ways I think I looked more fem in the beginning of my hormone treatment than now. But that was probably because my fear of not passing to my now more I don't give a *%explicit word"# about what other think...
Click for bigger image and ehm Enjoy?...
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You've come along really well eloij :) You look great
Quote from: V M on January 27, 2014, 08:33:33 PM
You've come along really well eloij :) You look great
Thanks.
I was hoping for more change to the face by now. But it's only 9 months or so on E and half of it was on a low dose. At least the rest of the body is doing it's thing...
Quote from: eloij on January 27, 2014, 08:38:02 PM
Thanks.
I was hoping for more change to the face by now. But it's only 9 months or so on E and half of it was on a low dose. At least the rest of the body is doing it's thing...
You shouldn't be so self critical :) Your face has feminized rather nicely
Time to get yourself over to the 'Fabulous' (https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php/topic,155728.msg1346311.html#msg1346311) topic
I guess there must have been a great change maybe, coming to think about it.
A old acquaintance of me works in a clothes store and at check out yesterday she didn't seem to know who I was at all. Last time I saw her was around when the first pic was taken. So yeah...
Quote from: ♡ Emily ♡ on January 28, 2014, 07:57:25 AM
That was quite reassuring, wasn't it? :)
And if You ever decide to come across the Baltics and to visit Riga, dont forget to send me a notice :)
Quite :)
LOL Don't know why but I always thougt you where brittish...
Riga . That makes us "Cultural twins/sisters" or something. Thinking about my city and yours are the cultural capital this year... So I may actually be there some time this year, haven't decided yet...
Quote from: Willow on January 27, 2014, 07:45:12 AM
Last pic in guy mode before HRT, on the way to the shower this morning. The hair comes from wearing a wig all day.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FinEDt7V.jpg&hash=69c0578187221738c22b2f42672e559085aac5f9)
Wearing the same shirt, two weeks ago, on a wednesday. That seems to be my beauty day.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FQonOUwI.jpg&hash=9f95b18882a801badc751c2a45f1c59a8181173c)
I realise that this is more of an after and before :D
You look really cute. :) I like your FC Barcelona shirt. ;)
Quote from: eloij on January 27, 2014, 08:16:54 PM
Decided to jump on the trans* bandwagon and post my timeline...
I present to you "The timeline of a northern swedish "boy" transforming into some kind of woman."
As I made this I see that my femininity has gone in waves and waves. In some ways I think I looked more fem in the beginning of my hormone treatment than now. But that was probably because my fear of not passing to my now more I don't give a *%explicit word"# about what other think...
Click for bigger image and ehm Enjoy?...
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi871.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fab276%2Femalanom%2Ftransformed_zps9669cbe4.jpg%7Eoriginal&hash=c2f27844e722e22e8fe5467fe224a2598dcd44dc)
very nice
Here one of me... lol I looked like a sasquatch lol
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1354.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fq694%2FSona_Avedian%2FBeforeandAfterTemplateoption1_zps744dcbfb.jpg&hash=809bf63cfb09ae7f603816ca528eae84baf058a2) (http://s1354.photobucket.com/user/Sona_Avedian/media/BeforeandAfterTemplateoption1_zps744dcbfb.jpg.html)
Quote from: Sona~TS on January 28, 2014, 04:32:15 PM
Here one of me... lol I looked like a sasquatch lol
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1354.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fq694%2FSona_Avedian%2FBeforeandAfterTemplateoption1_zps744dcbfb.jpg&hash=809bf63cfb09ae7f603816ca528eae84baf058a2) (http://s1354.photobucket.com/user/Sona_Avedian/media/BeforeandAfterTemplateoption1_zps744dcbfb.jpg.html)
Is that really you in both pics? Were you a pro-wrestler? I ask because you look like one in the before pic and if so are you still?
lol no, ur silly. I was a Marine.. and yes of course it's me in both
Wow....simply wow.
That pic of me with the beard was from 2012. I started HRT Jan 13, so it's being a little while and plus I lost like 75 lbs lol and did LOTS of laser.
Here are some random pics of me... before and after to kinda put it into perspective...
Me as a guy holding the woman
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1354.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fq694%2FSona_Avedian%2F3_zps0bbeb4ce.jpg&hash=3085fb590e903bf0509ed92a55296061a302ba73) (http://s1354.photobucket.com/user/Sona_Avedian/media/3_zps0bbeb4ce.jpg.html)
Me as a young Marine in Okinawa.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1354.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fq694%2FSona_Avedian%2Fhotguy23_zps6b47a681.jpg&hash=2b53e0b2aa6374a8744e519fda3795c28b2daf55) (http://s1354.photobucket.com/user/Sona_Avedian/media/hotguy23_zps6b47a681.jpg.html)
Stopped lifting 4 year prior to this body pic... This was just a few month before starting my transition and going fulltime
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1354.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fq694%2FSona_Avedian%2FIMG_8715_zps1a770320.jpg&hash=155921973fa82bfeb7943f28a3bc0122e484bf35) (http://s1354.photobucket.com/user/Sona_Avedian/media/IMG_8715_zps1a770320.jpg.html)
This pic was taken last weekend....
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1354.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fq694%2FSona_Avedian%2F1546254_10201808850317624_1805850934_n_zps7bcc53a9.jpg&hash=8523c196bba638ebc54c8ba51428d59055b87f00) (http://s1354.photobucket.com/user/Sona_Avedian/media/1546254_10201808850317624_1805850934_n_zps7bcc53a9.jpg.html)
How in heck did you lose all that muscle?
Also you look pretty in the recent pic.
Quote from: Sona~TS on January 28, 2014, 04:59:41 PM
That pic of me with the beard was from 2012. I started HRT Jan 13, so it's being a little while and plus I lost like 75 lbs lol and did LOTS of laser.
Here are some random pics of me... before and after to kinda put it into perspective...
Me as a guy holding the woman
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1354.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fq694%2FSona_Avedian%2F3_zps0bbeb4ce.jpg&hash=3085fb590e903bf0509ed92a55296061a302ba73) (http://s1354.photobucket.com/user/Sona_Avedian/media/3_zps0bbeb4ce.jpg.html)
Me as a young Marine in Okinawa.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1354.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fq694%2FSona_Avedian%2Fhotguy23_zps6b47a681.jpg&hash=2b53e0b2aa6374a8744e519fda3795c28b2daf55) (http://s1354.photobucket.com/user/Sona_Avedian/media/hotguy23_zps6b47a681.jpg.html)
Stopped lifting 4 year prior to this body pic... This was just a few month before starting my transition and going fulltime
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1354.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fq694%2FSona_Avedian%2FIMG_8715_zps1a770320.jpg&hash=155921973fa82bfeb7943f28a3bc0122e484bf35) (http://s1354.photobucket.com/user/Sona_Avedian/media/IMG_8715_zps1a770320.jpg.html)
This pic was taken last weekend....
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1354.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fq694%2FSona_Avedian%2F1546254_10201808850317624_1805850934_n_zps7bcc53a9.jpg&hash=8523c196bba638ebc54c8ba51428d59055b87f00) (http://s1354.photobucket.com/user/Sona_Avedian/media/1546254_10201808850317624_1805850934_n_zps7bcc53a9.jpg.html)
Wow! Absolutely fantastic change.
You look really pretty in the recent picture, and as a transguy I'd love to get as jacked as you were in the before pics! :)
Here's me Now and ur free to check out my album here http://s1354.photobucket.com/user/Sona_Avedian/library/
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1354.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fq694%2FSona_Avedian%2F1620519_10201815561685404_513459034_n_zpsdbd3ee0f.jpg&hash=545c8cdcf99dfe519a194288897d45ec6f0b2748) (http://s1354.photobucket.com/user/Sona_Avedian/media/1620519_10201815561685404_513459034_n_zpsdbd3ee0f.jpg.html)
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Quote from: Sona~TS on January 28, 2014, 04:59:41 PM
This pic was taken last weekend....
Insane change. Congrats :)
haha, I was so insecure as a guy, everything was a competition lol. I had to out do everyone to feel accepted.
I started racing mountain bikes actually, and doing YOGA! weeeee now I wanna do yoga! lol
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1354.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fq694%2FSona_Avedian%2F994529_203838689780497_1554392473_n_zps99247f17.jpg&hash=5587a36f8a0f002d4b09b4a7363007495cc6948a) (http://s1354.photobucket.com/user/Sona_Avedian/media/994529_203838689780497_1554392473_n_zps99247f17.jpg.html)
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I am also only 5'8". So that helps. I always had a small frame and spent years in the Marines at only 130lbs Racing bike and doing the yoga were huge. But I also quit drinking, smoking, fast food, soda, energy drinks, and started eating healthy, and exercised my fanny off. lol
Quote from: Sona~TS on January 28, 2014, 04:32:15 PM
Here one of me... lol I looked like a sasquatch lol
Amazingly incredible transition Sona congratulations! Having been a body builder must have helped by being a focused and driven type of person. I can tell you have a wonderful sense of humor as well as being very pretty! :eusa_clap:
Thank you. But I wasn't a body builder. :( I was a U.S. Marine
The resemblance to Jenny Elizabeth is uncanny you two could be sisters.
I have no idea who that is honey... ???
Quote from: Sona~TS on January 28, 2014, 05:35:54 PM
Thank you. But I wasn't a body builder. :( I was a U.S. Marine
Hooah! You looked like a real animal, quite a remarkable change hon. Ex-paratroop here, you might put a post in "Roll Call" there's a lot of veterans here.
I did sweetie, I posted in that thread about a year ago
Quote from: Sona~TS on January 28, 2014, 05:42:37 PM
I have no idea who that is honey... ???
She is a member here.
Quote from: Sona~TS on January 28, 2014, 04:32:15 PM
Here one of me... lol I looked like a sasquatch lol
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1354.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fq694%2FSona_Avedian%2FBeforeandAfterTemplateoption1_zps744dcbfb.jpg&hash=809bf63cfb09ae7f603816ca528eae84baf058a2) (http://s1354.photobucket.com/user/Sona_Avedian/media/BeforeandAfterTemplateoption1_zps744dcbfb.jpg.html)
Newer in history was so many jaws dropped at the same time.
I have no words other than: Amazing change!
Wow Sona you look stunning. Simply lovely.
awww, thank you so much!
I'll be finishing my Transition timeline and 1 year HRT video in the next couple weeks, I should post it on here!
OMG Sona you look amazing!!! how did you drop all that muscle :-\
so i found two pictures that are in close relation to eachother in angle and colour,
my before was in 2006
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi930.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fad144%2Finfinitepure%2FIMG_0552.jpg&hash=131dc1f530b29326208681dd7efbee18c668c42d) (http://s930.photobucket.com/user/infinitepure/media/IMG_0552.jpg.html)
and my after is 2014
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi930.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fad144%2Finfinitepure%2Fprofile4.jpg&hash=53a1dabaf9e2f8da7d2720c565bf08b09ef208ec) (http://s930.photobucket.com/user/infinitepure/media/profile4.jpg.html)
looking at the pictures i can barely see any change with an 8 year difference, am i incapable of aging? and im 9 months hrt, it looks like the only difference is hair length, eyebrow trimming and maybe fuller cheeks
Quote from: Sona~TS on January 28, 2014, 04:32:15 PM
Here one of me... lol I looked like a sasquatch lol
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1354.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fq694%2FSona_Avedian%2FBeforeandAfterTemplateoption1_zps744dcbfb.jpg&hash=809bf63cfb09ae7f603816ca528eae84baf058a2) (http://s1354.photobucket.com/user/Sona_Avedian/media/BeforeandAfterTemplateoption1_zps744dcbfb.jpg.html)
...What???
I ... Like... How did....
What???
Simply floored. Amazing transition.
Quote from: kiara jamie on January 28, 2014, 07:15:57 PM
so i found two pictures that are in close relation to eachother in angle and colour,
looking at the pictures i can barely see any change with an 8 year difference, am i incapable of aging? and im 9 months hrt, it looks like the only difference is hair length, eyebrow trimming and maybe fuller cheeks
Wait, wait honey stop what you're doing to yourself! In the earlier one there was a very handsome young man, in the later one there is a stunningly beautiful woman. Btw - I had to laugh a few days ago when you said you could get fat, that's never going to happen Miss, you have a nice slender figure. Trust me on this!
Quote from: Mickie on January 28, 2014, 07:16:21 PM
...What???
I ... Like... How did....
What???
Simply floored. Amazing transition.
lol ya i agree i was a little shocked to believe it too, i almost want to see the paperwork to verify lol, you don't even look related from before after, most ppl look like brother sister in their pictures
Quote from: kiara jamie on January 28, 2014, 07:37:48 PM
lol ya i agree i was a little shocked to believe it too, i almost want to see the paperwork to verify lol, you don't even look related from before after, most ppl look like brother sister in their pictures
Pfffffftt
Screw paperwork, I want lessons :P
You look great girl! Don't worry about those other things, you're doing just fine. :)
I'm flattered. But my transition wasn't overnight (but thats what you see). You guys still haven't seen the in between pics. I used to look rough. lol
Simply amazing. Your shoulders... they...shrank. I am amazed and I keep looking back. I can't wait to see your transformation video.
Wowza.
The Transition video is insaine. It's long, but captivating. 11 mins long. Well documented, high res pics, It's really something. I just put 6 more hours into it. It's getting really close. I just hope you tube doesn't try to shut off my music?
My shoulders did not shrink really, it was my Deltoid muscle group and my Traps used to be pretty big. Again. I was 238, I'm 160lbs now... I stopped getting all my proteins from meat, and a million other things...
Quote from: Sona~TS on January 28, 2014, 04:32:15 PM
Here one of me... lol I looked like a sasquatch lol
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Words cannot describe, you really went through a transformation...You look very happy now also! I look forward to seeing the video.
Thank you so much. I'll be posting that video sooner rather than later actually. Is there an appropriate forum I should put on?
The only surgery that I have had to date has been my Breast Augmentation
Quote from: Sona~TS on January 28, 2014, 04:32:15 PM
Here one of me... lol I looked like a sasquatch lol
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It's like one of those moments when your chatting up a pretty girl in a bar and her huge, scary boyfriend comes over with that look..... :D
Holy Mother of God Sona I can't believe your transformation. Your before pic looked like someone from Duck Dynasty or something. You give me a lot of hope :)
P.S., only if you want to answer, what did you use to rid yourself of that dense forest on your face?
P.P.S. I see you said laser, wow that had to take some time.
Sona this is just a totally amazing transition! You look so pretty! I have to ask did your hairline come back from the hormones? Or did you just have your head shaved in the before pictures?
Sona that was amazing , amazing transformation :)
Like really , should get an award or somethin :)
btw cant wait till I can post here too...
on summer maybe XD
Quote from: Sona~TS on January 28, 2014, 04:32:15 PM
Here one of me... lol I looked like a sasquatch lol
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1354.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fq694%2FSona_Avedian%2FBeforeandAfterTemplateoption1_zps744dcbfb.jpg&hash=809bf63cfb09ae7f603816ca528eae84baf058a2) (http://s1354.photobucket.com/user/Sona_Avedian/media/BeforeandAfterTemplateoption1_zps744dcbfb.jpg.html)
... Wow. I've seen some amazing transformations before, but this may be the most dramatic.
Quote from: kiara jamie on January 28, 2014, 07:15:57 PM
so i found two pictures that are in close relation to eachother in angle and colour,
my before was in 2006
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi930.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fad144%2Finfinitepure%2FIMG_0552.jpg&hash=131dc1f530b29326208681dd7efbee18c668c42d) (http://s930.photobucket.com/user/infinitepure/media/IMG_0552.jpg.html)
and my after is 2014
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looking at the pictures i can barely see any change with an 8 year difference, am i incapable of aging? and im 9 months hrt, it looks like the only difference is hair length, eyebrow trimming and maybe fuller cheeks
kiara jamie, such a pretty result. You should be very, very proud!
Quote from: Sona~TS on January 28, 2014, 04:32:15 PM
Here one of me... lol I looked like a sasquatch lol
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1354.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fq694%2FSona_Avedian%2FBeforeandAfterTemplateoption1_zps744dcbfb.jpg&hash=809bf63cfb09ae7f603816ca528eae84baf058a2) (http://s1354.photobucket.com/user/Sona_Avedian/media/BeforeandAfterTemplateoption1_zps744dcbfb.jpg.html)
I think you've discovered a formula that will make you an extremely wealthy individual.
You guys are too kind.
It's not fully polished yet, but this is my Male to Female Transition Timeline video and 1 year HRT video
(This video is for motivational purposes only) :D
Please put on your best pair of head phones and turn it up about half way through....
Enjoy...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i6HaVYg6kB4&feature=youtu.be
My gawd...
What does that thing run, a 3 sec quarter mile???
That... Was an amazing video! I am sorry, I am at a loss for words!
Quote from: Mickie on January 29, 2014, 02:41:26 PM
My gawd...
What does that thing run, a 3 sec quarter mile???
The Trans Am I owned ran some 8s in the quarter mile on medium boost levels but it was more of a street car... Ya know, I had to show off how MAN I was. lol
Quote from: Sona~TS on January 29, 2014, 02:20:54 PM
You guys are too kind.
It's not fully polished yet, but this is my Male to Female Transition Timeline video and 1 year HRT video
(This video is for motivational purposes only) :D
Please put on your best pair of head phones and turn it up about half way through....
Enjoy...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i6HaVYg6kB4&feature=youtu.be
Thank you so much for sharing! Wow, that was emotional. So powerful. I actually want to cry. :)
Really happy for you hun
Quote from: Sona~TS on January 29, 2014, 02:54:44 PM
The Trans Am I owned ran some 8s in the quarter mile on medium boost levels but it was more of a street car... Ya know, I had to show off how MAN I was. lol
(blushing) Please stop. My journey is like anyone elses. I am no different than anyone else. It's what you put into it and how you face your obstacles in it.
Thank You very much.
Sona that is an incredible transformation,you are beautiful.I recently scared the life out of myself driving a 70 Dodge Superbee with 4 times LESS horsepower than your Trans Am!
Quote from: Sona~TS on January 29, 2014, 02:20:54 PM
You guys are too kind.
It's not fully polished yet, but this is my Male to Female Transition Timeline video and 1 year HRT video
(This video is for motivational purposes only) :D
Please put on your best pair of head phones and turn it up about half way through....
Enjoy...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i6HaVYg6kB4&feature=youtu.be
Whoa, totally wonderful video Sona!
Sona: that was really really really amazing. What an inspiration. You are an amazing person.
What the heck did I just watch. Holy crap that was awesome sona.
Amazeballs video.
My plan "A" was to take my deepest, darkest secret to my grave as well. And it almost worked. Well, until I imploded in November 2012...
Quote from: Sona~TS on January 29, 2014, 02:20:54 PM
You guys are too kind.
It's not fully polished yet, but this is my Male to Female Transition Timeline video and 1 year HRT video
(This video is for motivational purposes only) :D
Please put on your best pair of head phones and turn it up about half way through....
Enjoy...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i6HaVYg6kB4&feature=youtu.be
Incredible! Thanks for making this video, very inspiring. Good music choices too!
Sona, that half of a transition video was amazing, inspiring, and I am crying those awesome girl tears right now. They represent respect for what you have done and how you have done it... both before and during your transition.
But, the video is incomplete. It is only half a transition.
You neglected to show how your Trans Am (heh, Trans) went from stock to THAT! How did it survive that wheelie?
Only 1200 HP?
I see TWO amazing transition stories to be told here.
:p
Quote from: Sona~TS on January 29, 2014, 02:20:54 PM
You guys are too kind.
It's not fully polished yet, but this is my Male to Female Transition Timeline video and 1 year HRT video
(This video is for motivational purposes only) :D
Please put on your best pair of head phones and turn it up about half way through....
Enjoy...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i6HaVYg6kB4&feature=youtu.be
Totally blew me away! You look really happy! Thanks for making this video. It helps people like me that still resemble your before picture...
inspiring ;D
The video was very amazing. I love being able to watch people's transition videos, they definitely give a lot of hope to people in various stages of transitioning.
all i can say is that its ten minutes after seeing your transition video and my jaw is still dropped, you have made a new level for transition video's its so inspiring, and i have to say it has emotionally moved me more than i ever thought possible, but i must ask what gun was that in the video, it looked like an ar with a grenade launcher, was that your service weapon?
ps im probably gonna be awestruck for the rest of the night lol, it was just so damn amazing
Wow Sona! :icon_yikes:
There's not much more I can say that hasn't already been said. Your transition has been nothing short of fantastic!
I'm amazed at how much you have changed in just a couple years time. And you look incredible--you are gorgeous girl! Very inspiring for those of us at the start of transition. Thanks so much for sharing ^_^
Gee Golly people! What heck did I miss? I happy this video is connecting with people. It's very humbling for me to have these positive responses.
Listen guys, I'm sorry about the responses here, I tried to respond to every post with a quote in all one single post but I seem to be having issues with that, so please forgive me until I figure out a way around it, unless someone here knows what I'm messing up, please?!
Ummm The Trans Am I had. I sold it last September. It was a total nightmare actually. I dumped a lot of money into that slug and never really got the satisfaction I wanted back from it.
But there are some times I wish I was sitting in it on the free way when some Snob in a Ferrari pulls up next to me. lol I had some interesting reactions with that thing, especially from the crotch rocket boys.
It made 1200hp on medium boost, High boost and a larger exhaust housing, it may be able to push about 1500hp, and the original turbo for that motor (promod 94mm) it would probably make 1800hp easy.
That wheelie with all 4 wheels off the ground caused about 14K of damage. :(, then I had a horrible fire the next year. I spent 28 months in Afghanistan paying for that silly car. (Pix are on my FB page and videos there as well as my YT.
Thanks for the compliments...
As For my Trans*Formation Dicepticon Skillz that I may posses....
I didn't start HRT or Full Time until Jan 1st (Fulltime) Jan 6 (HRT).
The first two pictures of me (Sona) when I first came out was roughly 4-6 weeks before Jan 1st.
My biggest ally in this was myself and other positive people around me.
I spent nearly 11 years researching peoples transitions before this, so I knew what I kinda wanted to do as far as who to tell first, and how to relay this awesome info to my Mother. lol
Diet, Excericise aside... Another Major help for me was no giving a >-bleeped-< about the negative energy around me as a very not attractive Trans woman.
This^^ allowed me to try tons of different makeup techniques and outfits. ( BE FLUID, constantly change your look, even if you're comfortable with it)
I learned to DRESS YOUR AGE. (That was pretty big)... I'm 31, not 13.... So the Hello Kitty attire slowly found it's way to my donation bin or for house wear shortly after going fulltime.
Yes there are some grown up 40-50 year old genetic women who still go out wearing powder puff girl back packs and 6" glass heels... But people are going to tend to not take you seriously regardless of her actually being a cis female. So dressing against your obvious situation was obviously not helping me get things done. But everyone knows this I think.
I learned that if you're gonna dress and present as the woman that you are, (NO MATTER HOW LITTLE YOU PASS), if you look appropriate, which I quickly learned to do, you should ALWAYS use the women's room no matter what! Using the mens room is simply drawing far too much Neg energy to you, and you're putting yourself at risk... and peeing in the ally way is what drunk high school girls do....
My voice used to be pretty bad, I slowly started changing it by voice coaching. It's still a work in progress as everything will be, but I have it to the point to where its not a clue for 95%.
People looked, starred, and even laughed, but I always tried to keep my cool, and forget about them.
MOST IMPORTANT:
I want this world to understand this community and that we cannot have labels put on us.
In order to do that, they need to be educated and learn to respect our situation/blessing, yes?
So, everywhere I went, I pretended to be an Ambassador for the Transgender Community.
Yes, that's right. If I wasn't passing, then I'm going to take advantage of it. People knew! Hands down! So, I used that to my favour.
They're watching me, they may not even know, that I know, they know, ya know? lol sorry I had to.
In doing this, I could at least try set an example for society, let them see that we are not all "Freaks", that we have manners, intellect, love, and compassion.
Why not? I'm not passing at this point, so screw it. No standing and peeing, no yelling like a >-bleeped-<. If I'm a Lady then I should actually act like one, right?
That idea really helped. It's wasn't until my 7-8 month mark that I started to actually, "pass". I didn't even realize it, why people were looking, I didn't take into consideration that some may be looking because they actually find me attractive. But at this point, I truly didn't care if I did pass or ever. Life is a challenge, so Bring it!
Sorry guys, gotta go to bed, I have an Math Exam in like 7 hours. lol
Oh my gosh, Sona, I'm speechless. Your video was very well done, and really inspiring. So happy for you. :)
Quote from: kiara jamie on January 28, 2014, 07:15:57 PM
so i found two pictures that are in close relation to eachother in angle and colour,
my before was in 2006
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi930.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fad144%2Finfinitepure%2FIMG_0552.jpg&hash=131dc1f530b29326208681dd7efbee18c668c42d) (http://s930.photobucket.com/user/infinitepure/media/IMG_0552.jpg.html)
and my after is 2014
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi930.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fad144%2Finfinitepure%2Fprofile4.jpg&hash=53a1dabaf9e2f8da7d2720c565bf08b09ef208ec) (http://s930.photobucket.com/user/infinitepure/media/profile4.jpg.html)
looking at the pictures i can barely see any change with an 8 year difference, am i incapable of aging? and im 9 months hrt, it looks like the only difference is hair length, eyebrow trimming and maybe fuller cheeks
You look terrific in both pics.... just the gender changed! Ya, I don't see any aging affect, we should all be so lucky.
Very pretty. :)
QuoteGee Golly people! What heck did I miss?
I do believe people are having a hard time reconciling your two looks. Your video is very well done as well and you're commentary in it obviously comes from your heart, very nice. You look great, more important... you look so much happier. :)
Quote from: Sona~TS on January 30, 2014, 12:09:32 AM
I learned to DRESS YOUR AGE. (That was pretty big)... I'm 31, not 13.... So the Hello Kitty attire slowly found it's way to my donation bin or for house wear shortly after going fulltime.
Yes there are some grown up 40-50 year old genetic women who still go out wearing powder puff girl back packs and 6" glass heels... But people are going to tend to not take you seriously regardless of her actually being a cis female. So dressing against your obvious situation was obviously not helping me get things done. But everyone knows this I think.
I learned that if you're gonna dress and present as the woman that you are, (NO MATTER HOW LITTLE YOU PASS), if you look appropriate, which I quickly learned to do, you should ALWAYS use the women's room no matter what! Using the mens room is simply drawing far too much Neg energy to you, and you're putting yourself at risk... and peeing in the ally way is what drunk high school girls do....
My voice used to be pretty bad, I slowly started changing it by voice coaching. It's still a work in progress as everything will be, but I have it to the point to where its not a clue for 95%.
People looked, starred, and even laughed, but I always tried to keep my cool, and forget about them.
MOST IMPORTANT:
I want this world to understand this community and that we cannot have labels put on us.
In order to do that, they need to be educated and learn to respect our situation/blessing, yes?
So, everywhere I went, I pretended to be an Ambassador for the Transgender Community.
Sorry guys, gotta go to bed, I have an Math Exam in like 7 hours. lol
First off I think your story is aspiring!!!!
But I do think some of what you show is glamifying transsexuals and trivializing something that really isn't a hobby or a life style but more something that is done in desperation to be happy with who we have always felt we were. You do tell this story but some f the pics tell another one.
The only reason I say this stems from what I seen in a few pics I seen in a earlier post. I noticed some ambiguous poses and I also noticed what looked like your penis showing in one. This is fine, you have the right to post whatever pics you want, but if we are to be taken seriusly and respected I don't think it can happen if some of what is seen could be classified as porn.
Please don't take my response to mean I think badly of you! This is not the case, in fact I would of loved to show your story to my children but after viewing much of it I thought better. I wish I wouldn't have!
Quote from: Just Shelly on January 30, 2014, 11:04:52 PM
First off I think your story is aspiring!!!!
But I do think some of what you show is glamifying transsexuals and trivializing something that really isn't a hobby or a life style but more something that is done in desperation to be happy with who we have always felt we were. You do tell this story but some f the pics tell another one.
The only reason I say this stems from what I seen in a few pics I seen in a earlier post. I noticed some ambiguous poses and I also noticed what looked like your penis showing in one. This is fine, you have the right to post whatever pics you want, but if we are to be taken seriusly and respected I don't think it can happen if some of what is seen could be classified as porn.
Please don't take my response to mean I think badly of you! This is not the case, in fact I would of loved to show your story to my children but after viewing much of it I thought better. I wish I wouldn't have!
I'm very glad you find my story inspiring, especially after seeing your interpretation of it.
It's not about anything that is degradable, meaning (anything materialistic or physical). I could truly care less, if right this minute, I passed or not.
It's about truly accepting yourself without this very skewed image of the stereotypical standard of "Beauty" that society fabricates for us and then sells to us. It's all in YOUR head.
I changed my TOTAL lifestyle around to match the way I felt I should as a Woman. Pass or not pass, I wanted to live past 40. I wanted to stop eating garbage.
I believe my mental state positively increased the more as I learned about my new way of life while NOT PASSING as a female. I didn't care. The Sona from day1 is equally as beautiful as Sona now.
I never thought I would pass. So I simply learned to pass for myself on the inside and love myself, and respect my new identity. That is far more important than passing hands down.
I wanted to reach new levels of understanding. Yoga opened my eyes.
Society mean nothing to me. This video could be deleted from every web site in the world right now because I know that I have reached out and truly connected with at least 2 people who needed. (That was the point of the video in the first place).
I find it hard to reflect my emotions and intentions through a internet video. I had to use some music, my words and images to explain my story in a timely manner that was compelling and vibrant enough to keep people from switching to something else.
My physical changes are just physical............. Hold on.... Let me say that one more time for you,
My physical changes are just physical. I could get hit by a bus 60 years or 60 mins from now. My body will start to decompose in 6 weeks, my implants with simply fall off, and all the physical changes that I have made in my short life would mean nothing at least to me.
What actually does mean something to me is that for 443 days of my 31 years on this planet were at least genuine. That's all that matters to me.
With me embracing and accepting my self with my eyes closed shut from this fake world, I had already won my own battle.
My eyes open up into the bathroom mirror and I see my temporary shell that will represent me until it dies off and becomes nothing.
As I look at my body, I (As Sona, not HIM, but me finally), I simply said that I love my self. I'm beautiful, but I still want to make some changes and not just to change my appearance but to be the woman I have always been.
I hope you're still paying attention to this, because it is going somewhere I think....
I started burning candles, and listening to classical music. I discovered that I love to paint and draw, and do yoga. I learned that I really didn't want to smoke cigarettes anymore, etc etc and so and so on.... So, my sipirit was happy for that. The lifestyle, the mountain biking, the diet and outlook, everything changed... everything inside, and I did it only for that, not my parents, my friends, just me,
not even the look in the mirror. Just my soul and spirit.......................
The drastic changes that happened inside my mind began to reflect on this temporary, physical, degradable, decomposable BODY.
It was all just icing my make own cake, a cake that I baked just for me, not society. Not you, not Katy Perry or Fashion magazine, but me.I felt the best parallel to showcase my internal/MENTAL transition, was to use the reflected bi-product of my physical transition, since, ya know, that is what everyone else seems so focused on around here.
Nose jobs, boob jobs, foot jobs, stomach jobs, hand jobs, heart and mind jobs, whatever you want to say..... None of it matters to me. If people thought I looked horrible, that's their mistake. My boobs, and or weight loss do not make my mind. My smile will be just as wide if I looked downward and saw them missing. They're nice to have, sure. Lots of women like their breasts. But they do not make me a woman. My mind does. PERIOD. END OF STORY.
Others can focus and simple, primitive things like boobies, finger nail polish, and long hair as a benchmark in their womanhood, not me. Only if I, and I only want those things.
I think porn is great. It's natural, it's ancient, it's exciting for many. I don't watch much of it, but I don't judge any one for what they choose for a career or the types of movies they watch, or the type of thoughts they may or may not have. I just don't care. lol
I don't care if people are perverted at times, it happens. People are so insecure with things that do not matter.
My penis means nothing to me... ABSOLUTELY nothing. I would prefer a Vagina, but again, does , me having my vagina make me more of a women now than I was pre-op? Umm NEGATRON my friend. It does NOT! To you or anyone else, sure, maybe, perhaps, I don't really care. lol
This is all just my own
thought that makes me ME. So I'm not wrong and you could be right....
I had a girlfriend who liked to wear bikinis at the beach....
I asked her why she liked to wear them thangs?
She said it made her feel more feminine and sexy, crap, at least she honest.
I have a bikini of my very own. Why? Because it has a funny print on it and it makes ME feel even more feminine than I already do. PERIOD
I have picture of me wearing it.
I had an idea of using it to compare my parallel reflection of my metal transition to the static photo of "Him" or Kimbo Slice before.
I mean, That's the whole idea, right??????????????????????????????????????????
Are you with me?
I didn't post that bikini picture because I wanted my friends (both current and past who never let go of "him"), to view it and NOT feel too uncomfortable.
Why, Women wear bikinis everyday. I see it on the front pages of magazines on the bathroom floor of my Mom's church... So what.. Is it porn to you? Maybe, sounds like it could. I don't care either. lol
I chose the last comparison pic because it was simple and physically revealing and I didn't feel the need to have my friends view me in a thong bikini just to show the physical change.
So, I picked that so perhaps as you say
"PORN" photo to use, my mom and I both thought it would be more appropriate, and I wanted to have my genitals region covered. I could have used a sports illustrated (swim suit edition) to cover it up, but I used my hands instead.
Sorry you interpreted the video it the way you did. I think if you actually knew me you wouldn't have a doubt. But you don't.
So yea. bottom line is...
If you think its porn... Then maybe to you it is. Maybe that's how you view it. I'm not sure where you're mind is wondering when you stop, and take moment to look at that image. If you think it is, than go for it. Here's a box of tissues! You'll be the very first person to bring that term or even the idea up after several hundred people I know personally seeing it. I have heard it's "revealing" though by one person.... I ask her if she meant my entire video or just the material flesh decomposing in it?
I hope this helps you. If not, oh well. :)
Thank you for the compliments to did give me! :) I do appreciate it.
^^^ Checkmate :D
Quote from: Jenelle327 on January 31, 2014, 05:00:59 PM
^^^ Checkmate :D
I never checked!! Just voiced an opinion...one that's not to favorable in the TS circles though!
Never Ever did I say your video was PORN!! Just some parts could be CLASSIFIED as possibly soft porn!
and the few times I do wear a bikini or even a dress for that matter is because I wanted to look good and yes, sexy....but I thought that was wrong for me to feel when I first went FT....something I struggled with my first year FT. I have come to find out this is why many women wear certain things...it makes us feel good about ourselves. Could VS be in existence if it relied only on the sales from men!!
and yes you look
damn sexy!! I think some of my thinking is still stuck with me thinking I or anyone trans is not allowed to look sexy....I don't believe I do this purposely but I think it shows up at times.
One minute I look at myself and say damn girl.....you can rock those skinny jeans and the next minute I'm thinking oh should I be dressing like that! Thankfully I think more in the prior and don't limit myself on dressing choices just because I am trans....I must be doing something right, I have had many compliments from women and men on how I dress.
Quote from: Sona~TS on January 31, 2014, 04:49:11 PM
Thank you for the compliments to did give me! :) I do appreciate it.
Hey girl, quite a fantastic to see the power of truth and then the power of few tiny pills, give life and transform otherwise existence into a blooming wonderful life. I too have taken the green pill (matrix pun intended lol) and found out how deep does the rabbit hole go!!!
It isn't easy, or rather near impossible, but with a bit of love and perseverance anything is possible.
Go Girl!
PS. I did sent you a friend request via fb :-)
Quote from: Sona~TS on January 31, 2014, 04:49:11 PM
The drastic changes that happened inside my mind began to reflect on this temporary, physical, degradable, decomposable BODY.
It was all just icing my make own cake, a cake that I baked just for me, not society.
As much as i pray for a body like yours one day, the biggest prayer for me is to have such a strong acceptance and resolve for myself as you have for you.
thats what i love about your story the most :) the joy that occurs in your mind that is reflected everywhere else.
much love :)
Wow Sona!!! You are like night and day. :D
This month will be 3 years of HRT, fighting tooth and nail for my transition and everything that goes with it. From rejecting family to being homeless to lobbying for a transgender inclusive ENDA and Immigration reform, I think I have weathered fairly well. I mean, I'm still alive and fighting, right?
If I can go from this:
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(Happy isn't he? :P)
to this:
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Then it was worth all the crap I've been through.
Quote from: Keaira Raine on February 01, 2014, 04:27:36 AM
Wow Sona!!! You are like night and day. :D
This month will be 3 years of HRT, fighting tooth and nail for my transition and everything that goes with it. From rejecting family to being homeless to lobbying for a transgender inclusive ENDA and Immigration reform, I think I have weathered fairly well. I mean, I'm still alive and fighting, right?
If I can go from this:
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(Happy isn't he? :P)
to this:
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Then it was worth all the crap I've been through.
You look absolutely marvelous! That's a pretty amazing transition:)
Quote from: Sona~TS on January 29, 2014, 02:20:54 PM
You guys are too kind.
It's not fully polished yet, but this is my Male to Female Transition Timeline video and 1 year HRT video
(This video is for motivational purposes only) :D
Please put on your best pair of head phones and turn it up about half way through....
Enjoy...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i6HaVYg6kB4&feature=youtu.be
Wow. I'm a FTM but this is truly inspirational. Great transition. :)
Quote from: Mr Hockey on February 01, 2014, 12:19:32 PM
Wow. I'm a FTM but this is truly inspirational. Great transition. :)
It's encouraging to everyone to know that it's possible to realize your dreams if you have the desire and drive!
Quote from: Keaira Raine on February 01, 2014, 04:27:36 AM
This month will be 3 years of HRT, fighting tooth and nail for my transition and everything that goes with it. From rejecting family to being homeless to lobbying for a transgender inclusive ENDA and Immigration reform, I think I have weathered fairly well. I mean, I'm still alive and fighting, right?
Keaira, you look wonderful :)
I love the new avatar!
Quote from: Gwynne on February 01, 2014, 06:00:00 PM
Keaira, you look wonderful :)
I love the new avatar!
That makes two of us, and she does look terrific!
Quote from: Gwynne on February 01, 2014, 06:00:00 PM
Keaira, you look wonderful :)
I love the new avatar!
Quote from: Shantel on February 01, 2014, 06:18:39 PM
That makes two of us, and she does look terrific!
Thank you ^_^ It's not as impressive a transformation as Sona's, lol. BUT, I'm fairly happy so far. I think I did this to prove to myself that I was okay. I spent 2 days being called by male pronouns during the move out of my apartment and a good friend and a trans woman herself had called me "Sir" at one point. I was so hurt and angry.
Here is how my hair is cut. I've wanted this style for a very long time and it actually looks good on me. ^_^
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I would like Breast augmentation though because the women on my Mother's side are generally tiny.
I see no signs of this "sir" anywhere, but we'll keep looking for him ??? ...
You look very glamorous Keaira, don't sweat the small stuff.
Keaira,
I am in agreement with you, your hair style is perfect for you. Love the dress, you are looking really Beautiful!
Hugs
Jamie
Quote from: oh hai! on February 01, 2014, 10:37:31 PM
I see no signs of this "sir" anywhere, but we'll keep looking for him ??? ...
You look very glamorous Keaira, don't sweat the small stuff.
Thank you. :) When I do, I dont worry about it for long.
Oh and if you find "him..", Please give him my thanks for protecting me until I could stand on my own feet. ^_^
Quote from: Jamiep on February 01, 2014, 11:41:26 PM
Keaira,
I am in agreement with you, your hair style is perfect for you. Love the dress, you are looking really Beautiful!
Hugs
Jamie
*hugs*
Thank you. btw, thats a lovely dress you are wearing in your avatar. I love that style myself. :)
Ok so i know it hasnt been that long since my last photo. however here we go now im only 2 and a half months in. what do you think?
pre
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Post 2months
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Quote from: Keaira Raine on February 01, 2014, 04:27:36 AM
Wow Sona!!! You are like night and day. :D
This month will be 3 years of HRT, fighting tooth and nail for my transition and everything that goes with it. From rejecting family to being homeless to lobbying for a transgender inclusive ENDA and Immigration reform, I think I have weathered fairly well. I mean, I'm still alive and fighting, right?
If I can go from this:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi688.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fvv246%2FKeairaElisabeth%2Fphoto-97.jpg&hash=058401938fbbdf17d333429589d0211bb8c974a3)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi688.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fvv246%2FKeairaElisabeth%2FPhoto0263_zpse9b621e2.jpg&hash=620152eccb6fa7245c7b7a07e3d2661f15b1fe21)
(Happy isn't he? :P)
to this:
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(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi688.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fvv246%2FKeairaElisabeth%2F2014-02-0104-54-23076_zps68b20a52.jpg&hash=bf199dfe6390c1b890a6e7aa943d44086ed096ce)
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Then it was worth all the crap I've been through.
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WOW that is truely ohe great transition. I have a long way to go and hope to turn out half as well. congragulations you do truely look marvilous.
Quote from: Keaira Raine on February 01, 2014, 10:34:19 PM. I've wanted this style for a very long time and it actually looks good on me. ^_^
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I love your hair. I think I may try a similar style, eventually.
Quote from: Keaira Raine on February 01, 2014, 10:34:19 PM
Here is how my hair is cut. I've wanted this style for a very long time and it actually looks good on me. ^_^
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Keaira,
You are so right, that is absolutely the perfect style cut and length for the shape of your face and it complements your good looks, you look gorgeous there girlfriend! Looking back a year ago on your life there has been some huge changes that have gone on, it's been a pleasure to watch you go from that place down in the dumps, where we all are at times, to a truly happy, pretty upwardly mobile woman with one hell of a great boyfriend as supporter and cheerleader. Congratulations! :eusa_clap:
Quote from: kiara jamie on January 28, 2014, 07:15:57 PM
looking at the pictures i can barely see any change with an 8 year difference, am i incapable of aging? and im 9 months hrt, it looks like the only difference is hair length, eyebrow trimming and maybe fuller cheeks
You are very attractive either way, and now you are very feminine ... AND YOU'RE STUNNING!!!!
comparing how I looked 2 years ago right wen I started transitioning to now. I took the pic in the same exact spot I took it 2 years ago and its also both same exact lighting. do yall see a difference or no?
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Quote from: Angélique LaCava on February 04, 2014, 12:05:08 AM
comparing how I looked 2 years ago right wen I started transitioning to now. I took the pic in the same exact spot I took it 2 years ago and its also both same exact lighting. do yall see a difference or no?
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Not really that much, you look incredible in both ;) Looks like your jawline has changed some, it's not as angled and your skin is glowing literally. I have to say I looove your hair in the first one though, the way it sweeps across your face is beautiful.
Quote from: Angélique LaCava on February 04, 2014, 12:05:08 AM
comparing how I looked 2 years ago right wen I started transitioning to now. I took the pic in the same exact spot I took it 2 years ago and its also both same exact lighting. do yall see a difference or no?
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Your features are softer and less angular now. What's really impressive is your makeup techinque. Your eye makeup is very natural yet sparkle. Your contouring is incredible. Consider doing tutorial videos. Seriously.
well then, why not.......
(https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-_-jub5tYL9s/UvFXegljfTI/AAAAAAAAQXI/FleWPjj2n3g/s640/diet%2520F.jpg)
Quote from: innainka on February 04, 2014, 02:53:49 PM
well then, why not.......
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Huh? :o
Quote from: innainka on February 04, 2014, 02:53:49 PM
well then, why not.......
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wow we got a looker here, lol its funny how heels make your legs look so much more dramatically longer
interestingly enough my legs were always long however, I never really believed such and rather thought of them being short, hence my choice in slacks, baggy and low hanging. As I was a body builder with bloky, thick body, I had tendency to look wider.
Once 70 lbs came off, and I have regained the proportions, I started to see the length.
Quote from: innainka on February 04, 2014, 04:12:41 PM
interestingly enough my legs were always long however, I never really believed such and rather thought of them being short, hence my choice in slacks, baggy and low hanging. As I was a body builder with bloky, thick body, I had tendency to look wider.
Once 70 lbs came off, and I have regained the proportions, I started to see the length.
You're beautiful, quite an exciting outcome to your transition.
Quote from: innainka on February 04, 2014, 04:12:41 PM
interestingly enough my legs were always long however, I never really believed such and rather thought of them being short, hence my choice in slacks, baggy and low hanging. As I was a body builder with bloky, thick body, I had tendency to look wider.
Once 70 lbs came off, and I have regained the proportions, I started to see the length.
How did you lose the 70 lb? I think my arms still look too muscular, even putting quite a few guys at work to shame. :(
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I would like to be on record for pilling on the incredible Sona story and transformation. I rarely visit this thread because I get very jealous but that was an incredibly inspiring, moving and powerful story. God I needed that sort of kick in the ass. Thank you for sharing.
Quote from: Keaira Raine on February 04, 2014, 08:43:14 PM
How did you lose the 70 lb? I think my arms still look too muscular, even putting quite a few guys at work to shame. :(
Nah, your arms look girly to me! ;D
I went on a cannibalistic calorie deprivation diet for two years!
My food intake was roughly fist size portions twice to maybe three times a day, fluctuation between 400-600 calories.
Human of average size will need 1200-1800 calorie diet to maintain body mass. So in the sense I was allowing my own body to consume it self!
Now, I started from a very healthy athletic body, so chance that something would go wrong was rather small, however, after suicide attempt prior to start of transition, I was of a mind set, that if this pursuit would kill me, then be it! After all I didn't want to stick around if I couldn't achieve the ultimate of self, "being a woman!"
Here is the article I wrote about what I have learned about diet:
I did get very weak, to the point of experiencing dizziness often during normal daily functions, such as getting up from a sitting position. Such would not be possible if I had to perform any physical labor! I was fortunate that I had a part time desk job.
Here is the link to the article I have written about the diet: https://sites.google.com/site/femininepoiseibp/ (https://sites.google.com/site/femininepoiseibp/)
Holy crap innainka- amazing amazing transformation. Wowsers!
The article you wrote is very informative and actually a bit reassuring to me because my preferred food plan is pretty much right in line with yours... Low sugar and low digestive impact, lots of fresh fish, lots of coconut oil, and tons of greens is the way I would describe my own diet.
I am still dealing with somewhat muscular arms, but then again it hasn't been that long on hormones and it's not like I'm getting clocked because of them.. They just still look kind of "peculiar".
I also think I may try to incorporate some low strength cardio with a laptop/phone charging exercise bike / generator ;) I don't want to be using my arms at all, but cardio seems like another excellent choice to lean out the upper body as boring as it is. I've honestly never been one for cardio. I hate running with a passion. I love cycling, though!
I like your article because it pertains specifically to mtf transformation. I found this other one a while back which I also like:
http://www.trans-health.com/2001/lose-muscle-gain-fat-dieting-for-mtfs/
And again I will say what a beautiful transformation you have shown us, thank you for sharing!
Quote from: innainka on February 05, 2014, 12:05:46 AM
I went on a cannibalistic calorie deprivation diet for two years!
My food intake was roughly fist size portions twice to maybe three times a day, fluctuation between 400-600 calories.
Human of average size will need 1200-1800 calorie diet to maintain body mass. So in the sense I was allowing my own body to consume it self!
Now, I started from a very healthy athletic body, so chance that something would go wrong was rather small, however, after suicide attempt prior to start of transition, I was of a mind set, that if this pursuit would kill me, then be it! After all I didn't want to stick around if I couldn't achieve the ultimate of self, "being a woman!"
Here is the article I wrote about what I have learned about diet:
I did get very weak, to the point of experiencing dizziness often during normal daily functions, such as getting up from a sitting position. Such would not be possible if I had to perform any physical labor! I was fortunate that I had a part time desk job.
Here is the link to the article I have written about the diet: https://sites.google.com/site/femininepoiseibp/ (https://sites.google.com/site/femininepoiseibp/)
Was this before or during hrt? I was of the impression that since our bodies are going through a second puberty it wasn't a good idea to starve it at a time of growth? You do look absolutely gorgeous hun! :)
Excellent dietary articles, I bookmarked them both! I dropped 60 lbs in a like manner over the previous three years but find myself on a plateau and would like to drop 20 more before I even out. Diet and exercise has been an important part of my regimen, I should have started earlier in my transition before I began to turn into a fat putz.
Having the seven month blues...sorta....but ya, small comparison:
pre HRT:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi418.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fpp264%2Fkingkill83%2Ftransition%2FPreTransition.jpg&hash=b801e6a8b9af11e9e4c512424cc5a49d57e741bc) (http://s418.photobucket.com/user/kingkill83/media/transition/PreTransition.jpg.html)
7 months, 2 days ago:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi418.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fpp264%2Fkingkill83%2Ftransition%2F7months.jpg&hash=ab04874ca8467315122d586890338da2b43f09e8) (http://s418.photobucket.com/user/kingkill83/media/transition/7months.jpg.html)
Quote from: innainka on February 04, 2014, 02:53:49 PM
well then, why not.......
(https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-_-jub5tYL9s/UvFXegljfTI/AAAAAAAAQXI/FleWPjj2n3g/s640/diet%2520F.jpg)
I did this --> :o
Now you have to post more :D , because wow your a real amazing turn around!
Quote from: PrincessDayna on February 05, 2014, 11:57:40 PM
Having the seven month blues...sorta....but ya, small comparison:
pre HRT:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi418.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fpp264%2Fkingkill83%2Ftransition%2FPreTransition.jpg&hash=b801e6a8b9af11e9e4c512424cc5a49d57e741bc) (http://s418.photobucket.com/user/kingkill83/media/transition/PreTransition.jpg.html)
7 months, 2 days ago:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi418.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fpp264%2Fkingkill83%2Ftransition%2F7months.jpg&hash=ab04874ca8467315122d586890338da2b43f09e8) (http://s418.photobucket.com/user/kingkill83/media/transition/7months.jpg.html)
I'm jealous Dayna, I'm about as far into HRT as you and have nowhere near that dramatic of results. You are off to a wonderful start and already are a beautiful woman.
Quote from: PrincessDayna on February 05, 2014, 11:57:40 PM
Having the seven month blues...sorta....but ya, small comparison:
isn't it amazing what few tiny pills can do!
well, thanks Natallie, here is another more crisp representation of my journey:
(https://lh5.googleusercontent.com/-z-Coki0KxC0/Uf7tbtDEbzI/AAAAAAAAPnM/-5wRk-itC28/s640/MIRACLE.jpg)
(https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-X_Tpi_R9ibc/UX9M0I9_tcI/AAAAAAAANlM/K9HJJ-xb-u8/s800/DSC_0074.jpg)
Quote from: innainka on February 06, 2014, 08:32:19 AM
well, thanks Natallie, here is another more crisp representation of my journey:
(https://lh5.googleusercontent.com/-z-Coki0KxC0/Uf7tbtDEbzI/AAAAAAAAPnM/-5wRk-itC28/s640/MIRACLE.jpg)
(https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-X_Tpi_R9ibc/UX9M0I9_tcI/AAAAAAAANlM/K9HJJ-xb-u8/s800/DSC_0074.jpg)
Oh ... My ... GOOOOODDD!!!!!
We have had some amazing transformations on this thread, and its predecessors ... And there are some amazing girls on here whose transitions are truly inspirational ...
But seriously ...
I'm speechless.*
* And that's a rarity :)
Princess and Innanka,
You are both so very inspiring!
Wow. The before/after photos shown here definitely give me hope.
Quote from: innainka on February 06, 2014, 08:32:19 AM
well, thanks Natallie, here is another more crisp representation of my journey:
(https://lh5.googleusercontent.com/-z-Coki0KxC0/Uf7tbtDEbzI/AAAAAAAAPnM/-5wRk-itC28/s640/MIRACLE.jpg)
(https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-X_Tpi_R9ibc/UX9M0I9_tcI/AAAAAAAANlM/K9HJJ-xb-u8/s800/DSC_0074.jpg)
Wow is right! Did you have your brow ridge shaved Innainka? It kind of looks like you did. I only ask because I need that to be done for my brow. You look beautiful! Thanks for sharing your pictures!
Quote from: innainka on February 06, 2014, 02:29:53 PM
full on FFS with the master of Facial surgery!
Do tell ;)
the extra pics are great btw ;D
@innainka
You look simply exquisite. Is there a link, website etc to contact them on for prices, before and afters etc. I only ask as I need to start factoring things into the equation now for a few years down the track.
Only info I could find on InnoAesthetica appears that it is Dr. Cardenas? If so yet another upvote for him from me for who I eventually settle on (Currently Dr. Cardenas/Dr. Zukowski/Dr. Mayer on my shortlist.)
I know, I know, my posts are always 3 feet tall! lol
Listen guys, I never wanted to start a battle with you here. I shared some pics, and said I'd share my video...
I understand that some of you may find my clothing attire or lack thereof to be ummm shall I say, inappropriate. That's fine, I won't take it personally.
For me, I will never pass my judgement on others until it's requested.
I was being slammed with messages from people all over asking about weight loss, dietary regiments, make-up, work outs, my yoga routines, and so on.
Many of them, not all, but many, seemed to lack a couple of very important things, Self-understanding, Self-acceptance, and Confidence.
They seemed to be holding themselves from acceptance or even an entire transition based off of the notion that they would not pass. :(
Hearing this breaks my heart. :( It seriously does. I can easily get emotional over people who are in obvious pain, especially those who share a similar pain as I did.
My point is that, when you look at what I had done to my physical body to overcompensate... The years in the gym shooting Testosterone, lifting, and then living a very unhealthy lifestyle, I had kinda turned
my body into trash. Garbage in, garbage out... My high school pictures aside, you cannot tell me that I should have assumed, even when coming out, that I was going to pass as a woman let alone have the look I do now.
C'mon, I simply didn't see it happening or at least not anything soon. Can you believe that at least?
So my transition became more about accepting myself as the beautiful person I am on the inside. That helped me build confidence and ignore the bull
>-bleeped-< around me.
So, I simply didn't enjoy reading messages of people asking me how to make them look like Kim Kardashian. I reply with, "how about looking like yourself"?
Most say because they don't like the they look. I take this as low self esteem, little or no acceptance, and zero confidence.
Of course women wanna look good, we want to be fabulous and attractive, most do anyway.
But if you don't feel fulfilled in that category, don't set that as your benchmark for being a woman!
Everyone transitions differently, and we all start with different genetics.
I achieved my goal while making new ones everyday. I set the bar high for myself.
I spend about 30s hours a week swimming, spinning, and doing yoga on a very low cal diet. I've been doing it for nearly a year and a half.
I feel that in most cases, if you want it that badly, most can get to their goals if you truly sacrifice for them. That's all.
I'm not here to have people judge me, I honestly never thought that'd be a problem.
I'm truly here to help while I'm transitioning publicly as I may relocate and live a more private lifestlye in a couple of years. Until then, I'm open and I wanna help others.
There are a lot of knowledgeable people here, I figured I could offer my advice when it's requested.
I feel horrible if I've offended anyone with my video or my replies about it. Those were not my intentions.
If you guys have anymore questions for me I will be available on Facebook for the time being. Believe it or not, my video has connected with others, and they're reaching out to me.
They are in need of some advice and QNA, and I want to help them. If you come over, message me and tell me that you're from susans, I will add you as soon as I see ya. :)
I will leave y'all alone, I want this to be a peaceful place.
Quote from: Just Shelly on January 31, 2014, 06:04:24 PM
I never checked!! Just voiced an opinion...one that's not to favorable in the TS circles though!
Never Ever did I say your video was PORN!! Just some parts could be CLASSIFIED as possibly soft porn!
and the few times I do wear a bikini or even a dress for that matter is because I wanted to look good and yes, sexy....but I thought that was wrong for me to feel when I first went FT....something I struggled with my first year FT. I have come to find out this is why many women wear certain things...it makes us feel good about ourselves. Could VS be in existence if it relied only on the sales from men!!
and yes you look damn sexy!!
I think some of my thinking is still stuck with me thinking I or anyone trans is not allowed to look sexy....I don't believe I do this purposely but I think it shows up at times.
One minute I look at myself and say damn girl.....you can rock those skinny jeans and the next minute I'm thinking oh should I be dressing like that! Thankfully I think more in the prior and don't limit myself on dressing choices just because I am trans....I must be doing something right, I have had many compliments from women and men on how I dress.
Shelly,
I totally understand where you're coming from honey, I do, regardless if we have different definitions of the term "Soft Porn".
And Thank you for your kind complements I do appreciate them.
Quote from: innainka on January 31, 2014, 06:08:37 PM
Hey girl, quite a fantastic to see the power of truth and then the power of few tiny pills, give life and transform otherwise existence into a blooming wonderful life. I too have taken the green pill (matrix pun intended lol) and found out how deep does the rabbit hole go!!!
It isn't easy, or rather near impossible, but with a bit of love and perseverance anything is possible.
Go Girl!
PS. I did sent you a friend request via fb :-)
Lmao! You look Fab sweetie! I'm blown away by your transformation too! Look at you, you little shape-shifter you! lol
Seriously, you look amazing, you're attitude is even more impressive!
Thank you so much!
Quote from: Laurenza on February 01, 2014, 04:04:28 AM
As much as i pray for a body like yours one day, the biggest prayer for me is to have such a strong acceptance and resolve for myself as you have for you.
thats what i love about your story the most :) the joy that occurs in your mind that is reflected everywhere else.
much love :)
Lauren (Is that your name dear?),
I will tell that you are on the right path. Acceptance if paramount, or at least it was for me and I'd find it hard to keep my determination within my transition if I was worried about everyone else.
Secondly, I have no doubt in my mind that you can transform to another dimension. I mean look at you, you're gorgeous. You look way better than the first 3-4 months I did.
So I have no doubt that you can improve your way of life and or your look just as I did and will continue to do.
Thanks you for your support misssy! :D
Quote from: Keaira Raine on February 01, 2014, 04:27:36 AM
Wow Sona!!! You are like night and day. :D
This month will be 3 years of HRT, fighting tooth and nail for my transition and everything that goes with it. From rejecting family to being homeless to lobbying for a transgender inclusive ENDA and Immigration reform, I think I have weathered fairly well. I mean, I'm still alive and fighting, right?
If I can go from this:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi688.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fvv246%2FKeairaElisabeth%2Fphoto-97.jpg&hash=058401938fbbdf17d333429589d0211bb8c974a3)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi688.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fvv246%2FKeairaElisabeth%2FPhoto0263_zpse9b621e2.jpg&hash=620152eccb6fa7245c7b7a07e3d2661f15b1fe21)
(Happy isn't he? :P)
to this:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi688.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fvv246%2FKeairaElisabeth%2FMobile%2520Uploads%2F20140119_052447_zpseab9098_edit_1390149862830_zpsxrwkaewi.jpg&hash=044902588c9caf0e39f353d5cd3415d80fdf922c)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi688.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fvv246%2FKeairaElisabeth%2F2014-02-0104-54-23076_zps68b20a52.jpg&hash=bf199dfe6390c1b890a6e7aa943d44086ed096ce)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi688.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fvv246%2FKeairaElisabeth%2F2014-02-0104-58-09831_zps84a078c2.jpg&hash=dcf537aa843f11492ea4f2eb07a27eae4e1223e4)
Then it was worth all the crap I've been through.
You are a doll! You are transitioning very very well! I mean it!
And ty
Quote from: Mr Hockey on February 01, 2014, 12:19:32 PM
Wow. I'm a FTM but this is truly inspirational. Great transition. :)
Thank you so very much. I'm tickeled to hear people are being motiva8'd by it! :D
Btw, Hockey is my favorite sport! But I am a Wings fan. ;)
Quote from: Sheala on February 02, 2014, 05:10:44 AM
Ok so i know it hasnt been that long since my last photo. however here we go now im only 2 and a half months in. what do you think?
pre
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FyugEVy6.jpg&hash=a8cdd9a7220c25fd35467e003dbe137bd3b48003)
Post 2months
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FFeTbTFv.jpg&hash=dd775ee0c4780821e844f0b281b4751f786921ce)
I'm seeing lots on improvements. Your hair looks great, and so does that smile :)
I have some suggestions if I may offer them to you. I can PM you if you like!? They're simple tips and tricks that can go a long way!
But for real, you very nice, very cute!
Quote from: Angélique LaCava on February 04, 2014, 12:05:08 AM
comparing how I looked 2 years ago right wen I started transitioning to now. I took the pic in the same exact spot I took it 2 years ago and its also both same exact lighting. do yall see a difference or no?
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi823.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fzz151%2Fusergino%2Fimage_zps11ce0b2c.jpg&hash=67a16327739b1cd23fed36d05610fe21a8e59cb8)
Your face is already incredibly feminine. It is. You maintain a natural feminine expression. You have a warm smile, and amazing skin complexion.
I couldn't say anything else, you look amazing!
Quote from: TiffanyT on February 04, 2014, 11:05:24 PM
I would like to be on record for pilling on the incredible Sona story and transformation. I rarely visit this thread because I get very jealous but that was an incredibly inspiring, moving and powerful story. God I needed that sort of kick in the ass. Thank you for sharing.
Thank you so much Tiffany! You kick your self into gear and get to work! :D Get excited, and determined. Set your initial goals!!! It you know it's gonna happen, than it normally will girl!
Quote from: PrincessDayna on February 05, 2014, 11:57:40 PM
Having the seven month blues...sorta....but ya, small comparison:
pre HRT:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi418.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fpp264%2Fkingkill83%2Ftransition%2FPreTransition.jpg&hash=b801e6a8b9af11e9e4c512424cc5a49d57e741bc) (http://s418.photobucket.com/user/kingkill83/media/transition/PreTransition.jpg.html)
7 months, 2 days ago:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi418.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fpp264%2Fkingkill83%2Ftransition%2F7months.jpg&hash=ab04874ca8467315122d586890338da2b43f09e8) (http://s418.photobucket.com/user/kingkill83/media/transition/7months.jpg.html)
Double DANG Missy! You Nailed it!
Wow, wow and triple wowza. All of you ladies are so inspiring to me, and goes without saying you all look so amazing. I'am so proud to even be apart of the same community as you all. Much love! :)
And Sona, I remember seeing your transition video like 2 weeks ago, and it was wonderful. Some things in that video really stuck in my mind and are giving me confidence, so thank you!
Quote from: oh hai! on February 06, 2014, 06:15:48 PM
Only info I could find on InnoAesthetica appears that it is Dr. Cardenas? If so yet another upvote for him from me for who I eventually settle on (Currently Dr. Cardenas/Dr. Zukowski/Dr. Mayer on my shortlist.)
Same here, could a link be provided?
Wow Sona, you weren't kidding about three feet long. lol I enjoyed reading it all though! (That post would take me an hour to make wowzers)
Is this really possible? I am speechless. At the moment I feel. My life is totally hopeless without a future. But when I look at this thread I feel that with the right level of application and determination almost anything is possible! Innainka if you don't mind me asking approximately how old were you when you started your transition? I will understand if you do not wish you answer
Quote from: Sona~TS on February 06, 2014, 08:26:12 PM
I know, I know, my posts are always 3 feet tall! lol
Listen guys, I never wanted to start a battle with you here. I shared some pics, and said I'd share my video...
I understand that some of you may find my clothing attire or lack thereof to be ummm shall I say, inappropriate. That's fine, I won't take it personally.
For me, I will never pass my judgement on others until it's requested.
I was being slammed with messages from people all over asking about weight loss, dietary regiments, make-up, work outs, my yoga routines, and so on.
Many of them, not all, but many, seemed to lack a couple of very important things, Self-understanding, Self-acceptance, and Confidence.
They seemed to be holding themselves from acceptance or even an entire transition based off of the notion that they would not pass. :(
Hearing this breaks my heart. :( It seriously does. I can easily get emotional over people who are in obvious pain, especially those who share a similar pain as I did.
My point is that, when you look at what I had done to my physical body to overcompensate... The years in the gym shooting Testosterone, lifting, and then living a very unhealthy lifestyle, I had kinda turned
my body into trash. Garbage in, garbage out... My high school pictures aside, you cannot tell me that I should have assumed, even when coming out, that I was going to pass as a woman let alone have the look I do now.
C'mon, I simply didn't see it happening or at least not anything soon. Can you believe that at least?
So my transition became more about accepting myself as the beautiful person I am on the inside. That helped me build confidence and ignore the bull>-bleeped-< around me.
So, I simply didn't enjoy reading messages of people asking me how to make them look like Kim Kardashian. I reply with, "how about looking like yourself"?
Most say because they don't like the they look. I take this as low self esteem, little or no acceptance, and zero confidence.
Of course women wanna look good, we want to be fabulous and attractive, most do anyway.
But if you don't feel fulfilled in that category, don't set that as your benchmark for being a woman!
Everyone transitions differently, and we all start with different genetics.
I achieved my goal while making new ones everyday. I set the bar high for myself.
I spend about 30s hours a week swimming, spinning, and doing yoga on a very low cal diet. I've been doing it for nearly a year and a half.
I feel that in most cases, if you want it that badly, most can get to their goals if you truly sacrifice for them. That's all.
I'm not here to have people judge me, I honestly never thought that'd be a problem.
I'm truly here to help while I'm transitioning publicly as I may relocate and live a more private lifestlye in a couple of years. Until then, I'm open and I wanna help others.
There are a lot of knowledgeable people here, I figured I could offer my advice when it's requested.
I feel horrible if I've offended anyone with my video or my replies about it. Those were not my intentions.
If you guys have anymore questions for me I will be available on Facebook for the time being. Believe it or not, my video has connected with others, and they're reaching out to me.
They are in need of some advice and QNA, and I want to help them. If you come over, message me and tell me that you're from susans, I will add you as soon as I see ya. :)
I will leave y'all alone, I want this to be a peaceful place.
Shelly,
I totally understand where you're coming from honey, I do, regardless if we have different definitions of the term "Soft Porn".
And Thank you for your kind complements I do appreciate them.
Lmao! You look Fab sweetie! I'm blown away by your transformation too! Look at you, you little shape-shifter you! lol
Seriously, you look amazing, you're attitude is even more impressive!
Thank you so much!
Lauren (Is that your name dear?),
I will tell that you are on the right path. Acceptance if paramount, or at least it was for me and I'd find it hard to keep my determination within my transition if I was worried about everyone else.
Secondly, I have no doubt in my mind that you can transform to another dimension. I mean look at you, you're gorgeous. You look way better than the first 3-4 months I did.
So I have no doubt that you can improve your way of life and or your look just as I did and will continue to do.
Thanks you for your support misssy! :D
You are a doll! You are transitioning very very well! I mean it!
And ty
Thank you so very much. I'm tickeled to hear people are being motiva8'd by it! :D
Btw, Hockey is my favorite sport! But I am a Wings fan. ;)
I'm seeing lots on improvements. Your hair looks great, and so does that smile :)
I have some suggestions if I may offer them to you. I can PM you if you like!? They're simple tips and tricks that can go a long way!
But for real, you very nice, very cute!
Your face is already incredibly feminine. It is. You maintain a natural feminine expression. You have a warm smile, and amazing skin complexion.
I couldn't say anything else, you look amazing!
Thank you so much Tiffany! You kick your self into gear and get to work! :D Get excited, and determined. Set your initial goals!!! It you know it's gonna happen, than it normally will girl!
Double DANG Missy! You Nailed it!
Girl wear what you want. If people don't like it that's there problem. If you have the body for it now flaunt it if you want to. Let the haters hate.
Quote from: Sona~TS on February 06, 2014, 08:26:12 PM
I know, I know, my posts are always 3 feet tall! lol
Listen guys, I never wanted to start a battle with you here. I shared some pics, and said I'd share my video...
I understand that some of you may find my clothing attire or lack thereof to be ummm shall I say, inappropriate. That's fine, I won't take it personally.
For me, I will never pass my judgement on others until it's requested.
I was being slammed with messages from people all over asking about weight loss, dietary regiments, make-up, work outs, my yoga routines, and so on.
Many of them, not all, but many, seemed to lack a couple of very important things, Self-understanding, Self-acceptance, and Confidence.
They seemed to be holding themselves from acceptance or even an entire transition based off of the notion that they would not pass. :(
Hearing this breaks my heart. :( It seriously does. I can easily get emotional over people who are in obvious pain, especially those who share a similar pain as I did.
My point is that, when you look at what I had done to my physical body to overcompensate... The years in the gym shooting Testosterone, lifting, and then living a very unhealthy lifestyle, I had kinda turned
my body into trash. Garbage in, garbage out... My high school pictures aside, you cannot tell me that I should have assumed, even when coming out, that I was going to pass as a woman let alone have the look I do now.
C'mon, I simply didn't see it happening or at least not anything soon. Can you believe that at least?
So my transition became more about accepting myself as the beautiful person I am on the inside. That helped me build confidence and ignore the bull>-bleeped-< around me.
So, I simply didn't enjoy reading messages of people asking me how to make them look like Kim Kardashian. I reply with, "how about looking like yourself"?
Most say because they don't like the they look. I take this as low self esteem, little or no acceptance, and zero confidence.
Of course women wanna look good, we want to be fabulous and attractive, most do anyway.
But if you don't feel fulfilled in that category, don't set that as your benchmark for being a woman!
Everyone transitions differently, and we all start with different genetics.
I achieved my goal while making new ones everyday. I set the bar high for myself.
I spend about 30s hours a week swimming, spinning, and doing yoga on a very low cal diet. I've been doing it for nearly a year and a half.
I feel that in most cases, if you want it that badly, most can get to their goals if you truly sacrifice for them. That's all.
I'm not here to have people judge me, I honestly never thought that'd be a problem.
I'm truly here to help while I'm transitioning publicly as I may relocate and live a more private lifestlye in a couple of years. Until then, I'm open and I wanna help others.
There are a lot of knowledgeable people here, I figured I could offer my advice when it's requested.
I feel horrible if I've offended anyone with my video or my replies about it. Those were not my intentions.
If you guys have anymore questions for me I will be available on Facebook for the time being. Believe it or not, my video has connected with others, and they're reaching out to me.
They are in need of some advice and QNA, and I want to help them. If you come over, message me and tell me that you're from susans, I will add you as soon as I see ya. :)
I will leave y'all alone, I want this to be a peaceful place.
I'm not at all offended. Envious? maybe. :P
But, this is my journey. I don't need to follow in anyone's footsteps and I want to blaze my own trail. I see myself in the mirror now. And I'm pretty happy with how I look for the most part. I am also working on getting my somewhat stocky body down a few pounds. Just yesterday I discovered I can pull my belt tighter a notch. I'm down to 175lb when not more than a few months ago I was 198lb. I try to eat better, drink less soda and I have even started going to the gym at work. If I still look muscular, then so be it. I know for a fact that there are a couple of women who wish they had arms like mine. People like you Sona inspire people like me to go the extra mile to become a better me. Wear what you feel comfortable in, because girl, you have every reason to show it off! that's an amazing transformation and you have a fantastic attitude to go with that fantastic body you have.
QuoteI'm truly here to help while I'm transitioning publicly as I may relocate and live a more private lifestlye in a couple of years. Until then, I'm open and I wanna help others.
There are a lot of knowledgeable people here, I figured I could offer my advice when it's requested.
Sona, I read your post and I'm simply flummoxed.
You're open and want to help others, yet you've described a large part of Susan's as not getting 'it' and needing a lot of help. So I'm confounded that you've decided Susan's isn't a good place for you. I would think it would be ideal.
Self-help gurus don't go where people don't need help, they do just the opposite.
You're not all that unique, I was a far more advanced bodybuilder than you appeared to be. I've lost most of my mass so I wasn't as shocked by your video as others were because they don't have this history. They see a huge guy become a very feminine young woman and they're desperate to know the HOW you did it.
I'm not surprised you found the attention a bit annoying, and the judgment of your attire or lack of is absurd. I suppose those people need some help too. ;)
Perhaps you could ignore the PMs and instead create a thread for helping people achieve their goals. You mention a good 30 hours of physical and emotional effort you do a week that may benefit many girls plenty.
You also have some very keen insight to what is necessary on one's inside.
I hope you decide to stay, I think you could be a real treasure around here, who knows... you may be able to have real impact on a few lives or two.
That's my take, but I do get where you're coming from.
Good luck to you either way. :)
Quote from: Sona~TS on February 06, 2014, 08:26:12 PM
I know, I know, my posts are always 3 feet tall! lol
Listen guys, I never wanted to start a battle with you here. I shared some pics, and said I'd share my video...
I understand that some of you may find my clothing attire or lack thereof to be ummm shall I say, inappropriate. That's fine, I won't take it personally.
For me, I will never pass my judgement on others until it's requested.
I was being slammed with messages from people all over asking about weight loss, dietary regiments, make-up, work outs, my yoga routines, and so on.
Many of them, not all, but many, seemed to lack a couple of very important things, Self-understanding, Self-acceptance, and Confidence.
They seemed to be holding themselves from acceptance or even an entire transition based off of the notion that they would not pass. :(
Hearing this breaks my heart. :( It seriously does. I can easily get emotional over people who are in obvious pain, especially those who share a similar pain as I did.
My point is that, when you look at what I had done to my physical body to overcompensate... The years in the gym shooting Testosterone, lifting, and then living a very unhealthy lifestyle, I had kinda turned
my body into trash. Garbage in, garbage out... My high school pictures aside, you cannot tell me that I should have assumed, even when coming out, that I was going to pass as a woman let alone have the look I do now.
C'mon, I simply didn't see it happening or at least not anything soon. Can you believe that at least?
So my transition became more about accepting myself as the beautiful person I am on the inside. That helped me build confidence and ignore the bull>-bleeped-< around me.
So, I simply didn't enjoy reading messages of people asking me how to make them look like Kim Kardashian. I reply with, "how about looking like yourself"?
Most say because they don't like the they look. I take this as low self esteem, little or no acceptance, and zero confidence.
Of course women wanna look good, we want to be fabulous and attractive, most do anyway.
But if you don't feel fulfilled in that category, don't set that as your benchmark for being a woman!
Everyone transitions differently, and we all start with different genetics.
I achieved my goal while making new ones everyday. I set the bar high for myself.
I spend about 30s hours a week swimming, spinning, and doing yoga on a very low cal diet. I've been doing it for nearly a year and a half.
I feel that in most cases, if you want it that badly, most can get to their goals if you truly sacrifice for them. That's all.
I'm not here to have people judge me, I honestly never thought that'd be a problem.
I'm truly here to help while I'm transitioning publicly as I may relocate and live a more private lifestlye in a couple of years. Until then, I'm open and I wanna help others.
There are a lot of knowledgeable people here, I figured I could offer my advice when it's requested.
I feel horrible if I've offended anyone with my video or my replies about it. Those were not my intentions.
If you guys have anymore questions for me I will be available on Facebook for the time being. Believe it or not, my video has connected with others, and they're reaching out to me.
They are in need of some advice and QNA, and I want to help them. If you come over, message me and tell me that you're from susans, I will add you as soon as I see ya. :)
I will leave y'all alone, I want this to be a peaceful place. /Snip
I know I don't post often anymore, but I would like to say something if I may. I think you have touched on something very very important and I would like to add my opinion as well. I think a lot of trans-women, in general, have this misconception that transition is all about the outward appearance. When transition becomes vanity based it is almost doomed to hardship and frustration. I think it becomes this shallow goal that ultimately will leave you wondering why you still aren't happy or satisfied. Beauty and youth are fleeting. Becoming beautiful on the inside will reward you for the rest of your life.
In my opinion transition should be about becoming who you are. Embracing who you are and really doing some soul searching to become your authentic self. In my own experience, that is what I have done. In my case it just so happened that once I found myself and really explored my authentic self, the outward appearance fell into place. I think knowing and loving who are should be paramount to becoming some beautiful bombshell. Not everyone is born with the looks or the financial freedom to modify themselves to look how they want. We should all be striving to become your own person. Beautiful in our own ways. Its our flaws and uniqueness that make us truly beautiful.
I would have gave you a reputation point but apparently I'm not a member. At any rate, I wanted to offer my own opinion. Thank you for stating that point. I think it needed to be highlighted and brought to the forefront of peoples transition.
<3 Liv
Edit:
I realize that I have posted something like this in a vanity thread. But I think that this fits with the theme of "Before and After" I think all too often the pictures only reflect the physical, when most of the time the biggest changes are mental and emotional. I just wanted to commend you for touching on the most important (in my opinion) part of transitioning into who you really are. Whatever and whomever that may be. :)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2F31.media.tumblr.com%2F07e4dcfd270171dee663df13711ba342%2Ftumblr_mminz4Vf2T1sp8vs2o1_400.png&hash=908e5ee1e79a976721d429c9b295fc2f62224839)
May 2013
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February 2014
at the time of the first picture I would never have been confident enough to wear what I did in the second picture
Eva, I think you look quite lovely :)
Quote from: Bardoux on February 10, 2014, 08:57:36 AM
You really don't look at all like the same person Vanessa, you've made great progress and I'm sure that we can all relate to the feelings and self doubts that come along with the program, but you're doing well dear! I wonder if perhaps you're upper lip may have been dealing with an infection from the electrologist's needle? Perhaps you may need some antibiotics!
Every time I think about detransitioning, I will look at this:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FjXB4BBD.jpg&hash=30cdc39ce1299d2833503aa38b9cecabcf3cbf19)
Quote from: Shantel on February 10, 2014, 10:42:45 AM
You really don't look at all like the same person Vanessa, you've made great progress and I'm sure that we can all relate to the feelings and self doubts that come along with the program, but you're doing well dear! I wonder if perhaps you're upper lip may have been dealing with an infection from the electrologist's needle? Perhaps you may need some antibiotics!
Thanks Shan :) , you know it's crazy but for some reason an infection never entered my mind :s. A friend of mine is a junior doctor and he just said put a barrier cream on it and let it heal. Though with it being two months on i should probably book with a dermatologist.
Quote from: AppleJack on February 10, 2014, 01:09:13 PM
Every time I think about detransitioning, I will look at this:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FjXB4BBD.jpg&hash=30cdc39ce1299d2833503aa38b9cecabcf3cbf19)
Don't. You just look so much happier!
And this is one of the things that keeps reminding me to never go back too... looking at the recent pictures and realizing that I actually like them, and the before pictures and realizing how much I hate them.
You're doing great! I think you have a beautiful face, and seeing a smile on someone who wasn't smiling before is so great. :) You're beautiful. Don't let yourself doubt it.
No HRT magic (yet) just simple change of clothes and make-up ;)
Whatcha all think?
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi271.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fjj147%2FNikolai53%2Fbeforeandafter.jpg&hash=5ffbbf9adfdd3fef8defb168df16bd960ee0858d)
Quote from: Natallie553 on February 12, 2014, 12:49:00 PM
No HRT magic (yet) just simple change of clothes and make-up ;)
Whatcha all think?
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi271.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fjj147%2FNikolai53%2Fbeforeandafter.jpg&hash=5ffbbf9adfdd3fef8defb168df16bd960ee0858d)
really nice :)
hrt will make it even more amazing :)
Quote from: AppleJack on February 10, 2014, 01:09:13 PM
Every time I think about detransitioning, I will look at this:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FjXB4BBD.jpg&hash=30cdc39ce1299d2833503aa38b9cecabcf3cbf19)
Quote from: Carrie Liz on February 10, 2014, 02:03:40 PM
Don't. You just look so much happier!
And this is one of the things that keeps reminding me to never go back too... looking at the recent pictures and realizing that I actually like them, and the before pictures and realizing how much I hate them.
You're doing great! I think you have a beautiful face, and seeing a smile on someone who wasn't smiling before is so great. :) You're beautiful. Don't let yourself doubt it.
Who's that sad-looking miserable dude? Girl you look more and more beautiful every picture. Carrie don't stop either! You are becoming wonderfully feminine :)
I'm so encouraged and impressed by the progress all the girls here have made! It gives me the hope that I can transition and be accepted for who I am within the community. Having had my diagnosis of gender dysphoria I still waiting for contact from the clinic to get the go ahead to start hrt. I'm getting desperate fast approaching 50. The more time that passes I worry about how ineffective the changes will be!
Quote from: Natallie553 on February 12, 2014, 12:49:00 PM
No HRT magic (yet) just simple change of clothes and make-up ;)
Whatcha all think?
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi271.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fjj147%2FNikolai53%2Fbeforeandafter.jpg&hash=5ffbbf9adfdd3fef8defb168df16bd960ee0858d)
Natallie, you're a total stunner already!
Quote from: oh hai! on February 12, 2014, 03:55:39 PM
Who's that sad-looking miserable dude? Girl you look more and more beautiful every picture. Carrie don't stop either! You are becoming wonderfully feminine :)
Still a fake smile that doesn't reflects how I feel. I'm far more depressed than the old dude. It's one of those things I had to learn with transition, how to make something that looks like a smile.
Hi everyone! I just found this forum tonight, just started HRT on Valentine's Day... But oh well! I'll post anyway! :D
Back in November:
(https://scontent-b-lga.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ash4/t1/1450068_396623327135251_737809489_n.jpg)
About 3 weeks ago:
(https://fbcdn-sphotos-g-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-ash3/t1/76277_427575744040009_1473507893_n.jpg)
A week ago:
(https://scontent-b-lga.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-prn1/v/t34/1624205_428303557300561_970286002_n.jpg?oh=0de7d8dbd69dc9119cd8c97516f28468&oe=53026E74)
(https://scontent-b-lga.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-prn2/v/t34/1797273_428303560633894_1072058769_n.jpg?oh=37ead121ad09de324f13cbb36900304e&oe=5302835A)
Cute pic.s Zoë 8)
Quote from: Natallie553 on February 12, 2014, 12:49:00 PM
No HRT magic (yet) just simple change of clothes and make-up ;)
Whatcha all think?
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi271.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fjj147%2FNikolai53%2Fbeforeandafter.jpg&hash=5ffbbf9adfdd3fef8defb168df16bd960ee0858d)
Whut?!? No HRT, no fair!! You're going to look amazing!
Wait, Edit: You already look amazing, but when you start HRT it will be a reality!
Quote from: Zoë on February 15, 2014, 11:15:26 PM
Hi everyone! I just found this forum tonight, just started HRT on Valentine's Day... But oh well! I'll post anyway! :D
Congrats on starting HRT! Those pics are cute, you'll do great ^^
It's been about 6 months since my last photo in this thread and I just thought I'd post an update. I've been on transition level HRT for about 11 months now and feel like things are really starting to go my way. New job with a £5K payrise where no one knows I'm trans apart from my boss - I worked with her for quite awhile a few years ago, and one person that figured it out.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi273.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fjj210%2Fkaylee_anderson1%2F015_zps114a874f.png&hash=03ad7449974bc9838d65c3b2468cd9365756e5f0) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi273.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fjj210%2Fkaylee_anderson1%2F013_zps59b484e5.jpg&hash=96365d457c8700ab6b149bcbe2e55381872e35b4)
According to conversations my boss has overheard apparently I've been rated as an 8/10 by the guys on my team, I'm happy with that!!
Quote from: Kaylee on February 17, 2014, 05:04:28 PM
It's been about 6 months since my last photo in this thread and I just thought I'd post an update. I've been on transition level HRT for about 11 months now and feel like things are really starting to go my way. New job with a £5K payrise where no one knows I'm trans apart from my boss - I worked with her for quite awhile a few years ago, and one person that figured it out.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi273.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fjj210%2Fkaylee_anderson1%2F015_zps114a874f.png&hash=03ad7449974bc9838d65c3b2468cd9365756e5f0) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi273.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fjj210%2Fkaylee_anderson1%2F013_zps59b484e5.jpg&hash=96365d457c8700ab6b149bcbe2e55381872e35b4)
According to conversations my boss has overheard I'm apparently I've been rated as an 8/10 by the guys on my team, I'm happy with that!! Yes I can plainly see that doll face, pretty cool what a winner you are lady we're all proud of you!
Wow you are very pretty :)
:icon_geekdance: If I am even half that when I get Hrt I will party like it is 2000 :P
Quote from: Kaylee on February 17, 2014, 05:04:28 PM
It's been about 6 months since my last photo in this thread and I just thought I'd post an update. I've been on transition level HRT for about 11 months now and feel like things are really starting to go my way. New job with a £5K payrise where no one knows I'm trans apart from my boss - I worked with her for quite awhile a few years ago, and one person that figured it out.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi273.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fjj210%2Fkaylee_anderson1%2F015_zps114a874f.png&hash=03ad7449974bc9838d65c3b2468cd9365756e5f0) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi273.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fjj210%2Fkaylee_anderson1%2F013_zps59b484e5.jpg&hash=96365d457c8700ab6b149bcbe2e55381872e35b4)
According to conversations my boss has overheard apparently I've been rated as an 8/10 by the guys on my team, I'm happy with that!!
looks like your doing great
Just shy of 7 months now, and I'm feeling quite happy with the changes so far:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv337%2Fscottyelf%2F7months.jpg&hash=014515ff5f84ae35ec00dc0d15fe50bb0df84283)
Quote from: Kaylee on February 17, 2014, 05:04:28 PM
It's been about 6 months since my last photo in this thread and I just thought I'd post an update. I've been on transition level HRT for about 11 months now and feel like things are really starting to go my way. New job with a £5K payrise where no one knows I'm trans apart from my boss - I worked with her for quite awhile a few years ago, and one person that figured it out.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi273.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fjj210%2Fkaylee_anderson1%2F015_zps114a874f.png&hash=03ad7449974bc9838d65c3b2468cd9365756e5f0) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi273.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fjj210%2Fkaylee_anderson1%2F013_zps59b484e5.jpg&hash=96365d457c8700ab6b149bcbe2e55381872e35b4)
According to conversations my boss has overheard apparently I've been rated as an 8/10 by the guys on my team, I'm happy with that!!
You are very pretty and that hair color looks great on you! You also look a lot younger in your current picture than you did in boy-mode. Amazing transformation!
Quote from: Kaylee on February 17, 2014, 05:04:28 PM
It's been about 6 months since my last photo in this thread and I just thought I'd post an update. I've been on transition level HRT for about 11 months now and feel like things are really starting to go my way. New job with a £5K payrise where no one knows I'm trans apart from my boss - I worked with her for quite awhile a few years ago, and one person that figured it out.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi273.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fjj210%2Fkaylee_anderson1%2F015_zps114a874f.png&hash=03ad7449974bc9838d65c3b2468cd9365756e5f0) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi273.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fjj210%2Fkaylee_anderson1%2F013_zps59b484e5.jpg&hash=96365d457c8700ab6b149bcbe2e55381872e35b4)
According to conversations my boss has overheard apparently I've been rated as an 8/10 by the guys on my team, I'm happy with that!!
Thats an amazing transformation!!
Quote from: Andaya on February 18, 2014, 11:10:02 AM
Just shy of 7 months now, and I'm feeling quite happy with the changes so far:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv337%2Fscottyelf%2F7months.jpg&hash=014515ff5f84ae35ec00dc0d15fe50bb0df84283)
Just wow amazing , your post gives me hope , im 2 months in and I just cant wait for time to pass :)
Quote from: FalsePrincess on February 18, 2014, 02:49:28 PM
Quote from: Andaya on February 18, 2014, 11:10:02 AM
Just shy of 7 months now, and I'm feeling quite happy with the changes so far:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv337%2Fscottyelf%2F7months.jpg&hash=014515ff5f84ae35ec00dc0d15fe50bb0df84283)
Just wow amazing , your post gives me hope , im 2 months in and I just cant wait for time to pass :)
Aww, you are so sweet. I felt exactly the same way about the people who were posting right before I started HRT, so it's lovely that you think the same way now. You're closer than you think!
Quote from: V M on February 16, 2014, 12:48:00 AM
Cute pic.s Zoë 8)
Quote from: Shantel on February 16, 2014, 10:48:42 AM
+1 :)
Quote from: Alaia on February 17, 2014, 02:54:21 AM
Congrats on starting HRT! Those pics are cute, you'll do great ^^
Aww thanks <3 I'm really excited and ready to get on with my life and soon being able to finally show the rest of the world what a beautiful person I am. I'm so inspired by all the transformations I've seen here, I can only hope that mine will be half as good as everyone else's!
Quote from: Kaylee on February 17, 2014, 05:04:28 PM
It's been about 6 months since my last photo in this thread and I just thought I'd post an update. I've been on transition level HRT for about 11 months now and feel like things are really starting to go my way. New job with a £5K payrise where no one knows I'm trans apart from my boss - I worked with her for quite awhile a few years ago, and one person that figured it out.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi273.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fjj210%2Fkaylee_anderson1%2F013_zps59b484e5.jpg&hash=96365d457c8700ab6b149bcbe2e55381872e35b4)
According to conversations my boss has overheard apparently I've been rated as an 8/10 by the guys on my team, I'm happy with that!!
They must be blind - you are a solid 10/10
I have been on hormones for a year now. And finally it seems to be that I may finally be able to take things forward. I so badly want to go full-time but am 'literally' scared out of my skirts thinking that I will not pass. I would really luv to have your opinion on whether my fears are unfounded or pretty legitimate.
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thanks so much in advance .. :)
You look very female to me, so please try not to worry :)
Quote from: ssneha23 on February 19, 2014, 09:09:13 PM
I have been on hormones for a year now. And finally it seems to be that I may finally be able to take things forward. I so badly want to go full-time but am 'literally' scared out of my skirts thinking that I will not pass. I would really luv to have your opinion on whether my fears are unfounded or pretty legitimate.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Ffarm4.staticflickr.com%2F3763%2F12647528164_3067e76b62_z.jpg&hash=1817e86d98d79044bc2249a26a2d490fefaba59b)
thanks so much in advance .. :)
you've gone beyond passable
You are rather pretty Ssneha, but I think you forgot something, your smile :icon_chick: I also think it's time for you to get yourself over to the Fabulous (https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php/topic,155728.720.html) thread
Hugs
Quote from: V M on February 19, 2014, 09:44:18 PM
You are rather pretty Ssneha, but I think you forgot something, your smile :icon_chick: I also think it's time for you to get yourself over to the Fabulous (https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php/topic,155728.720.html) thread
Hugs
Thanks sooo much for your kind comments everyone .. hugs .. you made my day ..
Here is one of my best pics - with a smile (giggles) :icon_chick: :icon_chick:
(https://farm6.staticflickr.com/5510/12648251765_efe4e86e26_z.jpg)
Love your big eyes and lovely lips...I still dnt know how you pass as a male..
Quote from: ssneha23 on February 19, 2014, 10:29:09 PM
Thanks sooo much for your kind comments everyone .. hugs .. you made my day ..
Here is one of my best pics - with a smile (giggles) :icon_chick: :icon_chick:
(https://farm6.staticflickr.com/5510/12648251765_efe4e86e26_z.jpg)
I really like your pic, you look great and have a beautiful smile! But where is the before picture ;)
I also lovvvvvvee your outfit! You really pull off that look and skirt. 10/10 on style. :)
Quote from: Natallie553 on February 20, 2014, 07:24:18 AM
I really like your pic, you look great and have a beautiful smile! But where is the before picture ;)
I also lovvvvvvee your outfit! You really pull off that look and skirt. 10/10 on style. :)
Ty.. but, I really hate my before .. He is gone forever - do I really need to put him here .. ? .. Suffice to say he was a heavy, fat.. hairy gorilla... who is best gone ..
I am soo sorry ..
[Edited to remove the weight reference... thought it might offend people]
Quote from: ssneha23 on February 20, 2014, 12:00:24 PM
Ty.. but, I really hate my before .. He is gone forever - do I really need to put him here .. ? .. Suffice to say he was a 180 pound hairy gorilla... who is best gone ..
I am soo sorry ..
Well you should have just used the "You look fabulous" thread then. You certainly qualify!
Quote from: ssneha23 on February 19, 2014, 10:29:09 PM
Thanks sooo much for your kind comments everyone .. hugs .. you made my day ..
Here is one of my best pics - with a smile (giggles) :icon_chick: :icon_chick:
(https://farm6.staticflickr.com/5510/12648251765_efe4e86e26_z.jpg)
You look fantastic. Gorgeous smile.
Quote from: ssneha23 on February 20, 2014, 12:00:24 PM
Ty.. but, I really hate my before .. He is gone forever - do I really need to put him here .. ? .. Suffice to say he was a 180 pound hairy gorilla... who is best gone ..
I am soo sorry ..
So without me trying to be offensive, would this be an accurate before and after? ;) :-*
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fcdn.motinetwork.net%2Fmotifake.com%2Fimage%2Fdemotivational-poster%2F1012%2Fgorillas-gorilla-adaption-tools-demotivational-posters-1293422288.jpg&hash=c53db96508189e90e44bd0a3bbdce3ac7324851b)
to
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.demotivationalposters.org%2Fimage%2Fdemotivational-poster%2Fsmall%2F1006%2Fpuberty-emma-watson-magic-gtrl-woman-cubby-demotivational-poster-1277516977.jpg&hash=fa8910f4c89ba49cac2af4f41523c9b7861b7064)
And I'm just over 180....thanks :P lol
Quote from: Natallie553 on February 21, 2014, 09:56:55 AM
So without me trying to be offensive, would this be an accurate before and after? ;) :-*
Lol no offence at all. in fact that pic is pretty accurate of what he looked like .. good riddance ..
Quote from: Natallie553 on February 21, 2014, 09:56:55 AM
And I'm just over 180....thanks :P lol
You're a beautiful girl Natalie .. and beauty is not equated with weight .. I never did and do. But, for a girl like me 180 pounds with a height of 5'4" // 180 pounds was a lot of weight to carry .. I am soo sorry, I did not mean to offend you or anyone with the weight reference.
Hugs - sneha
Here are my pics...http://www.flickr.com/photos/michelle_thoms/with/8284344128/
Can not view them unless you sign up for a flickr account and yahoo! A pity :(
Quote from: Meshi on February 22, 2014, 03:36:21 AM
Here are my pics...http://www.flickr.com/photos/michelle_thoms/with/8284344128/
Michelle, you have to go into your Flickr account and change the privacy settings if you want others to be able to view your photos.
or post it on facebook for your viewing only, view the image, and click options > Get link. Use the link to view the picture, right click and choose 'copy link URL' and use that.
I know many of you have read my posts by now and are wondering when I'll post some photos. I jusy want to say something before continuing this:
Jennygirl, you are absolutely awesome. You give me hope that my nose (what I consider my worse feature) might not 'spite my face' after all once I've had a few more months on hrt. I watched your video and am in the same place with my voice as you were in your before voice. I've tried many techniques I've read about here on Susan's and elsewhere and while they'll raise it some, it's just too hard to maintain. So I believe VFS is in my near future as my voice is my only giveaway. So that's 2 surgeries I know I'll need eventually, VFS, and of course SRS to make me whole.
So many of you here on Susan's and in this thread have given me so much hope for my future. Of course you Jennygirl, Bardoux (hope I spelled it right), Shantel, Sona, Stephanie,.......... And you too Pat, there are just too many names to mention. I want to thank all of you for your warm welcome and acceptance of me into the sisterhood here on Susan's. You are all so beutiful and your "after's" are so awesome. You are all truly my inspiration and you reinforce my strength to continue living as me, and my excitement for my future despite my being 50 when starting hrt.
As for the photo's, I will eventually post a before, and my first after at 6 months, then another at 12 months, and so on. At 6 months I will change my Avatar to a photo of myself. So I ask you all to just be a little patient with me and let me get some time in on the "mones" before posting a before and after. At this point I'm only a little over 1 month and 3 weeks in on hrt. Again I thank all of my new friends, and am glad to be part of this family.
Ally
Very sweet post Allyda, don't let us rush you dear, take your time until you feel more confident, we aren't going anyplace and will look forward to getting to know you better.
Quote from: Shantel on February 22, 2014, 12:46:57 PM
Very sweet post Allyda, don't let us rush you dear, take your time until you feel more confident, we aren't going anyplace and will look forward to getting to know you better.
Thanks Shantel. I pass easily as long as I don't speak, and even then I think I'm taken for a girl with a voice problem as sometimes it's scratchy. I just want my nose to shrink, thin up, anything!, lol! Although y'all would probably not even notice it. My nose isn't huge by any means. It's just I have a small oval face I feel it's proportionally too big for. But then again as I said in another thread: we are our own worse critic's, lol! :D I have noticed Some facial changes for the better like my chin shrinking. Who knows, after hrt has a couple of years I may end up with a heart shaped face, which is fine with me. I just wish my boobs would stop itching, lol!, he,he, he. One of those wonderful things signalling change.
I've rambled on long enough. Thanks again Shantel for the lovely comment. -and your patience. ;)
Ally
Oh..i forgot. :angel: http://www.flickr.com/photos/michelle_thoms/sets/72157632276820080/
Thank you Allyda. Your appreciation warms my heart. It really does.
If there has been one thing that keeps me coming back to share my experiences here, it is because of people like you.
Thank you :)
Quote from: Meshi on February 23, 2014, 03:46:50 AM
Oh..i forgot. :angel: http://www.flickr.com/photos/michelle_thoms/sets/72157632276820080/
Wow, that's quite the incredible transition Michelle, your before and after shots are amazing! I wouldn't ever even consider that the beautiful gal in those pics was the same person as that muscular guy. You must have done some serious hard work to get where you are at. Congrats and great job!
Quote from: Jennygirl on February 23, 2014, 04:04:07 AM
Thank you Allyda. Your appreciation warms my heart. It really does.
If there has been one thing that keeps me coming back to share my experiences here, it is because of people like you.
Thank you :)
Thanks Jennygirl for those lovely lovely words. They are very much appreciated and have made my morning! :)
So it's been a while since I posted in general but here is my last offical guy head shot circa 2011, along with my first official female headshot from today.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi38.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fe104%2Fpennygurl11%2Fguyhs_zpscffa13f6.jpg&hash=e3906512415b1de8deb8bb5ec325c4440ea926b4) (http://s38.photobucket.com/user/pennygurl11/media/guyhs_zpscffa13f6.jpg.html)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi38.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fe104%2Fpennygurl11%2FHeadshotPNY_zps4a980048.jpg&hash=8e8cb7128d85250c06d66420bbc47ede3c619f86) (http://s38.photobucket.com/user/pennygurl11/media/HeadshotPNY_zps4a980048.jpg.html)
Very pretty Penny :)
Here's me at 21 (as a boy often mistaken for a lesbian), at 25 (pre-HRT), and two weeks ago at 38 (no makeup, 11 years postop). Look at those ears! I swear HRT has made my ears less prominent. :)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi144.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fr195%2Fmandonlym%2Fmeredith-collage_zps550c566a.jpg&hash=77fa0fc2d947308387c50b296a4f32ff28b4637d) (http://s144.photobucket.com/user/mandonlym/media/meredith-collage_zps550c566a.jpg.html)
Penny, you have a beautiful face!
@ Mandonlym you are a little doll too, quite a transition and it's quite clear that you had a strong need to.
Shantel thanks, and I *love* "transdrogynous". I may use that someday! :)
Quote from: Penny Gurl on February 23, 2014, 02:15:27 PM
So it's been a while since I posted in general but here is my last offical guy head shot circa 2011, along with my first official female headshot from today.
lovely :)
Quote from: Natallie553 on February 12, 2014, 12:49:00 PM
No HRT magic (yet) just simple change of clothes and make-up ;)
Whatcha all think?
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi271.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fjj147%2FNikolai53%2Fbeforeandafter.jpg&hash=5ffbbf9adfdd3fef8defb168df16bd960ee0858d)
Girl, you look fabulous! Great curves, your youth and HRT will do wonders for you. Thanks for sharing
Quote from: mandonlym on February 23, 2014, 04:42:44 PM
Here's me at 21 (as a boy often mistaken for a lesbian), at 25 (pre-HRT), and two weeks ago at 38 (no makeup, 11 years postop). Look at those ears! I swear HRT has made my ears less prominent. :)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi144.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fr195%2Fmandonlym%2Fmeredith-collage_zps550c566a.jpg&hash=77fa0fc2d947308387c50b296a4f32ff28b4637d) (http://s144.photobucket.com/user/mandonlym/media/meredith-collage_zps550c566a.jpg.html)
Wow you looked very young at 21. You look fantastic Mandolyn! :)
There are so many nice looking ladies here.
Quote from: Bardoux on February 23, 2014, 05:45:26 PM
Wow you looked very young at 21. You look fantastic Mandolyn! :)
Thanks so much Bardoux. After all these years it still boosts my ego to hear people say I'm pretty (except for creepy men funny enough). Blame it on my parents who only paid attention to me when I did something they liked!
Quote from: ssneha23 on February 21, 2014, 01:48:06 PM
Lol no offence at all. in fact that pic is pretty accurate of what he looked like .. good riddance ..
You're a beautiful girl Natalie .. and beauty is not equated with weight .. I never did and do. But, for a girl like me 180 pounds with a height of 5'4" // 180 pounds was a lot of weight to carry .. I am soo sorry, I did not mean to offend you or anyone with the weight reference.
Hugs - sneha
I have to agree, my guy is starting to finally fade away and my inner bueaty is beginning to show itself to the world. :)
My current height is 5'9 with a few extra pounds (but still declining in weight :D) just as you no offense was taken, all was taken in good intention. :). We should share more together girl, I think it would be fun.
Quote from: monica93304 on February 23, 2014, 05:36:53 PM
Girl, you look fabulous! Great curves, your youth and HRT will do wonders for you. Thanks for sharing
Thanks Monica, I'm looking forward to all the changes and I get excited just thinking I can finally be who I am. :)
Quote from: Penny Gurl on February 23, 2014, 02:15:27 PM
So it's been a while since I posted in general but here is my last offical guy head shot circa 2011, along with my first official female headshot from today.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi38.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fe104%2Fpennygurl11%2Fguyhs_zpscffa13f6.jpg&hash=e3906512415b1de8deb8bb5ec325c4440ea926b4) (http://s38.photobucket.com/user/pennygurl11/media/guyhs_zpscffa13f6.jpg.html)(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi38.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fe104%2Fpennygurl11%2FHeadshotPNY_zps4a980048.jpg&hash=8e8cb7128d85250c06d66420bbc47ede3c619f86) (http://s38.photobucket.com/user/pennygurl11/media/HeadshotPNY_zps4a980048.jpg.html)
That's really amazing. It's a different person!
Quote from: JdlR on February 24, 2014, 08:08:23 PM
That's really amazing. It's a different person!
And clearly the woman on the right is a lot happier!
Quote from: Penny Gurl on February 23, 2014, 02:15:27 PM
So it's been a while since I posted in general but here is my last offical guy head shot circa 2011, along with my first official female headshot from today.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi38.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fe104%2Fpennygurl11%2Fguyhs_zpscffa13f6.jpg&hash=e3906512415b1de8deb8bb5ec325c4440ea926b4) (http://s38.photobucket.com/user/pennygurl11/media/guyhs_zpscffa13f6.jpg.html)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi38.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fe104%2Fpennygurl11%2FHeadshotPNY_zps4a980048.jpg&hash=8e8cb7128d85250c06d66420bbc47ede3c619f86) (http://s38.photobucket.com/user/pennygurl11/media/HeadshotPNY_zps4a980048.jpg.html)
You are so different. I LOVE the new headshot. You are a different type entirely. :)
I'd cast you.
Quote from: mandonlym on February 23, 2014, 04:42:44 PM
Here's me at 21 (as a boy often mistaken for a lesbian), at 25 (pre-HRT), and two weeks ago at 38 (no makeup, 11 years postop). Look at those ears! I swear HRT has made my ears less prominent. :)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi144.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fr195%2Fmandonlym%2Fmeredith-collage_zps550c566a.jpg&hash=77fa0fc2d947308387c50b296a4f32ff28b4637d) (http://s144.photobucket.com/user/mandonlym/media/meredith-collage_zps550c566a.jpg.html)
Wow! You do not look like you are 38! I thought it was a typographical error and you were 28. Then I saw 11 years post-op. Amazing.
Well I'm officially being gendered female everywhere I go so let us celebrate the past 14 months of hrt, the anniversary is on Monday the 3rd lol
My cousins wedding 8-10-2010, father and daughter :3
(https://scontent-a-lga.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ash2/t1/40391_1400049409188_3138606_n.jpg?lvh=1)
Halloween 2010, my friend in the background
(https://fbcdn-sphotos-h-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-prn1/t1/77003_1714648425511_8046541_n.jpg)
Photo shoot around abandoned hospital 4-1-2012
(https://scontent-b-lga.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-frc3/t1/531114_3574717534941_1560724774_n.jpg)
And me now living fulling as the young woman I was meant to be <3
(https://fbcdn-sphotos-h-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-prn1/t1/1622008_276799525810386_563496224_n.jpg)
Quote from: JdlR on February 26, 2014, 03:17:42 PM
Wow! You do not look like you are 38! I thought it was a typographical error and you were 28. Then I saw 11 years post-op. Amazing.
Awwww, thanks! I get mistaken for younger a lot... I thank my parents for the good genes. :)
Quote from: Riley Skye on February 26, 2014, 05:17:32 PM
And me now living fulling as the young woman I was meant to be <3
(https://fbcdn-sphotos-h-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-prn1/t1/1622008_276799525810386_563496224_n.jpg)
What a cutie pie!
Quote from: Penny Gurl on February 23, 2014, 02:15:27 PM
So it's been a while since I posted in general but here is my last offical guy head shot circa 2011, along with my first official female headshot from today.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi38.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fe104%2Fpennygurl11%2FHeadshotPNY_zps4a980048.jpg&hash=8e8cb7128d85250c06d66420bbc47ede3c619f86) (http://s38.photobucket.com/user/pennygurl11/media/HeadshotPNY_zps4a980048.jpg.html)
Just wanted to chime in and say how much I adore your hair. That lighter to darker ombre' in curls is just gorgeous!
Quote from: Riley Skye on February 26, 2014, 05:17:32 PM
Well I'm officially being gendered female everywhere I go so let us celebrate the past 14 months of hrt, the anniversary is on Monday the 3rd lol
And me now living fulling as the young woman I was meant to be <3
(https://fbcdn-sphotos-h-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-prn1/t1/1622008_276799525810386_563496224_n.jpg)
You really look great!
Hi I haven't posted very much on this site but i just want to say that you are all such a source of inspiration to me, and the pics are a source of encouragement as i will be starting HRT sometime this week. so once again thank you everyone for being awesome :D
Quote from: Jennygirl on July 01, 2013, 03:41:32 AM
week 1 vs week 30
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FMjKrz8f.jpg&hash=7ff49ce0ba06298023254e5159e666c501165fe3)
14 months ago vs today
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FKhExEhi.jpg&hash=b4f04b5a72475fa0049a0052961636950e9c7859)
Wow Jenny just....wow. This kind of makes me want to cry. :')
Lets try again....... :icon_censored:
(https://lh5.googleusercontent.com/-fHg7ltkWFsA/Un51yqPYWTI/AAAAAAAAQNc/8-qOQwySpSc/s640/Untitled-Stitched-01%2520crp.jpg)
My first before and after, so here is goes:
(https://v4s2.yimg.com/so/7409/12898629663_af546400d3_o.jpg)
In one way, I feel like I have a ways to go, yet in another I can't believe how much has changed in just 2 1/2 months.
(Note that the camera didn't something weird with my flesh tones giving my face some shadows that aren't there.)
Quote from: Penny Gurl on February 23, 2014, 02:15:27 PM
So it's been a while since I posted in general but here is my last offical guy head shot circa 2011, along with my first official female headshot from today.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi38.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fe104%2Fpennygurl11%2Fguyhs_zpscffa13f6.jpg&hash=e3906512415b1de8deb8bb5ec325c4440ea926b4) (http://s38.photobucket.com/user/pennygurl11/media/guyhs_zpscffa13f6.jpg.html)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi38.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fe104%2Fpennygurl11%2FHeadshotPNY_zps4a980048.jpg&hash=8e8cb7128d85250c06d66420bbc47ede3c619f86) (http://s38.photobucket.com/user/pennygurl11/media/HeadshotPNY_zps4a980048.jpg.html)
That's an amazing before and after!
Quote from: innainka on March 02, 2014, 08:44:44 PM
Lets try again....... :icon_censored:
(https://lh5.googleusercontent.com/-fHg7ltkWFsA/Un51yqPYWTI/AAAAAAAAQNc/8-qOQwySpSc/s640/Untitled-Stitched-01%2520crp.jpg)
Now THAT is before and after - an amazing (and gorgeous) transformation!
Quote from: Elizabeth1 on February 15, 2014, 12:18:09 AM
I'm so encouraged and impressed by the progress all the girls here have made! It gives me the hope that I can transition and be accepted for who I am within the community. Having had my diagnosis of gender dysphoria I still waiting for contact from the clinic to get the go ahead to start hrt. I'm getting desperate fast approaching 50. The more time that passes I worry about how ineffective the changes will be!
Judging by your avatar pic I don't think you need to worry.
Time for a one-year update!
Last year, at pretty much this exact time, I posted pictures of myself in the "Could I Pass One Day?" topic for the very first time. In that post, I showed myself wearing several different wigs to see which one would look the best. Yesterday, I just took a picture wearing the exact same wig to compare how I looked then versus how I look now. Here are the results:
(I feel like this should be a good example of the subtle little feminizing changes that HRT can do with your face given enough time.)
Pre-Transition: (November of 2010. On one of the only days that I was somewhat happy with my male appearance. This happened maybe once or twice a year at the most.)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi57.tinypic.com%2Feg3lh1.jpg&hash=527f10b5dc96df0146f00e8596b358bd9058ddc1)
1 year ago: (just past 2 months on HRT)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi50.tinypic.com%2F2s00hp5.jpg&hash=0d754ac75bb6d3caac139946c88da8c8da2a8609)
Yesterday: (just shy of 14 months on HRT)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Foi58.tinypic.com%2F166ah53.jpg&hash=c26811bd73534500736451e20834a3eaf9de0f9b)
Wow Carrie! You just keep looking more and more amazing!
Quote from: Carrie Liz on March 03, 2014, 10:37:39 PM
Time for a one-year update!
Last year, at pretty much this exact time, I posted pictures of myself in the "Could I Pass One Day?" topic wearing several different wigs to see which one would look the best. Yesterday, I just took a picture wearing the exact same wig to compare how I looked then versus how I look now. Here are the results:
(I feel like this should be a good example of the subtle little feminizing changes that HRT can do with your face given enough time.)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi50.tinypic.com%2F2s00hp5.jpg&hash=0d754ac75bb6d3caac139946c88da8c8da2a8609)
Yesterday: (just shy of 14 months on HRT)
1 year ago: (just past 2 months on HRT)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Foi58.tinypic.com%2F166ah53.jpg&hash=c26811bd73534500736451e20834a3eaf9de0f9b)
Very nice Carrie!!
The smile really helps...plus it looks like you styled and brushed the wig better.....but there is definitely a better ora about you now.
Looking good! :)
Quote from: Carrie Liz on March 03, 2014, 10:37:39 PM
Time for a one-year update!
Last year, at pretty much this exact time, I posted pictures of myself in the "Could I Pass One Day?" topic wearing several different wigs to see which one would look the best. Yesterday, I just took a picture wearing the exact same wig to compare how I looked then versus how I look now. Here are the results:
(I feel like this should be a good example of the subtle little feminizing changes that HRT can do with your face given enough time.)
Pre-Transition: (November of 2010. On one of the only days that I was somewhat happy with my male appearance. This happened maybe once or twice a year at the most.)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi57.tinypic.com%2Feg3lh1.jpg&hash=527f10b5dc96df0146f00e8596b358bd9058ddc1)
1 year ago: (just past 2 months on HRT)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi50.tinypic.com%2F2s00hp5.jpg&hash=0d754ac75bb6d3caac139946c88da8c8da2a8609)
Yesterday: (just shy of 14 months on HRT)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Foi58.tinypic.com%2F166ah53.jpg&hash=c26811bd73534500736451e20834a3eaf9de0f9b)
Wow Carrie, simply amazing!!!
Quote from: innainka on March 02, 2014, 08:44:44 PM
Lets try again....... :icon_censored:
(https://lh5.googleusercontent.com/-fHg7ltkWFsA/Un51yqPYWTI/AAAAAAAAQNc/8-qOQwySpSc/s640/Untitled-Stitched-01%2520crp.jpg)
Whiskey tango foxtrot? I mean I went from a shaven ape in a dress to a klutzy amazon, but this transformation is amazeballs.
Quote from: Carrie Liz on March 03, 2014, 10:37:39 PM
(I feel like this should be a good example of the subtle little feminizing changes that HRT can do with your face given enough time.)
Pre-Transition: (November of 2010. On one of the only days that I was somewhat happy with my male appearance. This happened maybe once or twice a year at the most.)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi57.tinypic.com%2Feg3lh1.jpg&hash=527f10b5dc96df0146f00e8596b358bd9058ddc1)
1 year ago: (just past 2 months on HRT)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi50.tinypic.com%2F2s00hp5.jpg&hash=0d754ac75bb6d3caac139946c88da8c8da2a8609)
Yesterday: (just shy of 14 months on HRT)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Foi58.tinypic.com%2F166ah53.jpg&hash=c26811bd73534500736451e20834a3eaf9de0f9b)
Um, "Subtle little feminizing changes"????? Edit to "extraordinarily beautifying and drastically feminizing"!!!! That reads like a more accurate description.
Quote from: Carrie Liz on March 03, 2014, 10:37:39 PM
Time for a one-year update!
Last year, at pretty much this exact time, I posted pictures of myself in the "Could I Pass One Day?" topic for the very first time. In that post, I showed myself wearing several different wigs to see which one would look the best. Yesterday, I just took a picture wearing the exact same wig to compare how I looked then versus how I look now. Here are the results:
(I feel like this should be a good example of the subtle little feminizing changes that HRT can do with your face given enough time.)
Pre-Transition: (November of 2010. On one of the only days that I was somewhat happy with my male appearance. This happened maybe once or twice a year at the most.)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi57.tinypic.com%2Feg3lh1.jpg&hash=527f10b5dc96df0146f00e8596b358bd9058ddc1)
1 year ago: (just past 2 months on HRT)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi50.tinypic.com%2F2s00hp5.jpg&hash=0d754ac75bb6d3caac139946c88da8c8da2a8609)
Yesterday: (just shy of 14 months on HRT)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Foi58.tinypic.com%2F166ah53.jpg&hash=c26811bd73534500736451e20834a3eaf9de0f9b)
welcome to womanhood
Some pretty big changes there Carrie Liz, and all for the better. I agree with Steph, welcome to womanhood! ;)
Quote from: Sydney_NYC on March 03, 2014, 01:04:53 AM
My first before and after, so here is goes:
(https://v4s2.yimg.com/so/7409/12898629663_af546400d3_o.jpg)
In one way, I feel like I have a ways to go, yet in another I can't believe how much has changed in just 2 1/2 months.
(Note that the camera didn't something weird with my flesh tones giving my face some shadows that aren't there.)
Lookin' good! :D
Okay. Time to be brave and post, more or less, a 'Before & During' post.
Here's me in August 2012 before I ever came out.
(https://farm3.staticflickr.com/2219/12978788825_59da6d63b0.jpg)
Here's me right about the time I came out to myself, but before coming out to anybody else. Note I was not a happy person at this time. :/ This was February of last year.
(https://farm4.staticflickr.com/3002/12978933283_7012897641.jpg)
And me now. About 3 months HRT.
(https://farm4.staticflickr.com/3211/12976894823_b1e728e689.jpg)
I know I've still got a long way to go, but whenever I look at these pictures it's assuring that I've also come a long way. I hate that my hair grows so slowly. What you see in that last picture is a year's worth of growth. I haven't cut it since last January.
Quote from: Carrie Liz on March 03, 2014, 10:37:39 PM
Time for a one-year update!
Last year, at pretty much this exact time, I posted pictures of myself in the "Could I Pass One Day?" topic for the very first time. In that post, I showed myself wearing several different wigs to see which one would look the best. Yesterday, I just took a picture wearing the exact same wig to compare how I looked then versus how I look now. Here are the results:
(I feel like this should be a good example of the subtle little feminizing changes that HRT can do with your face given enough time.)
Pre-Transition: (November of 2010. On one of the only days that I was somewhat happy with my male appearance. This happened maybe once or twice a year at the most.)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi57.tinypic.com%2Feg3lh1.jpg&hash=527f10b5dc96df0146f00e8596b358bd9058ddc1)
1 year ago: (just past 2 months on HRT)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi50.tinypic.com%2F2s00hp5.jpg&hash=0d754ac75bb6d3caac139946c88da8c8da2a8609)
Yesterday: (just shy of 14 months on HRT)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Foi58.tinypic.com%2F166ah53.jpg&hash=c26811bd73534500736451e20834a3eaf9de0f9b)
Yep dat hair has given yous dat shexy look. Your hair really pulls a great look for you! Good stuff. :o
Quote from: Shodan on March 06, 2014, 05:44:56 PM
Okay. Time to be brave and post, more or less, a 'Before & During' post.
Here's me in August 2012 before I ever came out.
(https://farm3.staticflickr.com/2219/12978788825_59da6d63b0.jpg)
Here's me right about the time I came out to myself, but before coming out to anybody else. Note I was not a happy person at this time. :/ This was February of last year.
(https://farm4.staticflickr.com/3002/12978933283_7012897641.jpg)
And me now. About 3 months HRT.
(https://farm4.staticflickr.com/3211/12976894823_b1e728e689.jpg)
I know I've still got a long way to go, but whenever I look at these pictures it's assuring that I've also come a long way. I hate that my hair grows so slowly. What you see in that last picture is a year's worth of growth. I haven't cut it since last January.
You're doing really well! You look like you feel good and that is what's most important. :)
Quote from: 930310 on March 07, 2014, 12:48:47 AM
You're doing really well! You look like you feel good and that is what's most important. :)
Shodan, I'll have to agree, you have made big progress from the scary bad-ass tough guy in the first photo. You're at the point where we can say, 'who would have ever known they were the same person?'
Quote from: Shodan on March 06, 2014, 05:44:56 PM
Okay. Time to be brave and post, more or less, a 'Before & During' post.
Here's me in August 2012 before I ever came out.
(https://farm3.staticflickr.com/2219/12978788825_59da6d63b0.jpg)
Here's me right about the time I came out to myself, but before coming out to anybody else. Note I was not a happy person at this time. :/ This was February of last year.
(https://farm4.staticflickr.com/3002/12978933283_7012897641.jpg)
And me now. About 3 months HRT.
(https://farm4.staticflickr.com/3211/12976894823_b1e728e689.jpg)
I know I've still got a long way to go, but whenever I look at these pictures it's assuring that I've also come a long way. I hate that my hair grows so slowly. What you see in that last picture is a year's worth of growth. I haven't cut it since last January.
I have to agree, you went from hillbilly hit man toward a much more feminine look. HRT sometimes takes a little longer to solve head hair issues so I wouldn't worry as long as it is growing. You really have come a long way girl! ;)
Quote from: Carrie Liz on March 03, 2014, 10:37:39 PM
Time for a one-year update!
Last year, at pretty much this exact time, I posted pictures of myself in the "Could I Pass One Day?" topic for the very first time. In that post, I showed myself wearing several different wigs to see which one would look the best. Yesterday, I just took a picture wearing the exact same wig to compare how I looked then versus how I look now. Here are the results:
(I feel like this should be a good example of the subtle little feminizing changes that HRT can do with your face given enough time.)
Pre-Transition: (November of 2010. On one of the only days that I was somewhat happy with my male appearance. This happened maybe once or twice a year at the most.)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi57.tinypic.com%2Feg3lh1.jpg&hash=527f10b5dc96df0146f00e8596b358bd9058ddc1)
1 year ago: (just past 2 months on HRT)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi50.tinypic.com%2F2s00hp5.jpg&hash=0d754ac75bb6d3caac139946c88da8c8da2a8609)
Yesterday: (just shy of 14 months on HRT)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Foi58.tinypic.com%2F166ah53.jpg&hash=c26811bd73534500736451e20834a3eaf9de0f9b)
Horomones have done you well Miss Carrie! ;D
@ Shodan ... no matter how you look at it, those are still pretty big changes. Looks like you have lost weight too.
How is this for a change?
First picture in each row is a before hormones picture, followed by a picture taken this week.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2Fkasihnya%2F1-1.jpg&hash=b7284a6d6edc5820351c81f8055141cefc8fa072) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2Fkasihnya%2Fa33dd4a3336cf330d3b189c891dfb9d7661a8967ece2f42f379996b8844b4630.jpg&hash=c78ce492a4904f33550740113c071008e8fbf2b3)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2Fkasihnya%2FIMG954608.jpg&hash=d55817043184eabab780418eb90af18b09e95558) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2Fd4e35ad00ec182fcdef1e399da01d4313cfd4f6560970909e9a6251c4ab6eebf.jpg&hash=9d097b04c565809bbfcf0bade11d48490324c386)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2Fkasihnya%2FIMG953214.jpg&hash=8b78b2ff49fe111846762407db12040b0cd9babd) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2Fkasihnya%2Fbcf38454cabf73fb8be6619e4f398181606fa24426c3415d4297108bb3eb921c.jpg&hash=a86b77eaee2781db58f0712e2f4876a8d349fcd5)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2Fkasihnya%2FIMG953215.jpg&hash=af909a0e523112cb2fd41c2dd621b09202b90a80) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2F47cbfc957ba60e26f3942ad13322f1e64a14ddb307ac588caf1e974c3ae1aa37.jpg&hash=fc2d211c76eb9a3acb596505a0ea687a92b2d0f8)
Here's me about 4 years ago;
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Ffarm8.staticflickr.com%2F7433%2F13044899635_5ed670b8f7_o.jpg&hash=d8324006a1e0c3631d9aa7827eff10329143248c)
and today!
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Ffarm8.staticflickr.com%2F7347%2F13044901725_c1805a820e_o.jpg&hash=5078080a8aaa569c91cbce11f5afe1f715d894cc)
Wow love your hair!
Quote from: michelle666 on March 09, 2014, 05:20:43 PM
Here's me about 4 years ago;
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Ffarm8.staticflickr.com%2F7433%2F13044899635_5ed670b8f7_o.jpg&hash=d8324006a1e0c3631d9aa7827eff10329143248c)
and today!
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Ffarm8.staticflickr.com%2F7347%2F13044901725_c1805a820e_o.jpg&hash=5078080a8aaa569c91cbce11f5afe1f715d894cc)
Wow!!!! That is an amazing change!!!!!
Quote from: Ксениа on March 09, 2014, 05:04:07 PM
How is this for a change?
First picture in each row is a before hormones picture, followed by a picture taken this week.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2Fkasihnya%2F1-1.jpg&hash=b7284a6d6edc5820351c81f8055141cefc8fa072) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2Fkasihnya%2Fa33dd4a3336cf330d3b189c891dfb9d7661a8967ece2f42f379996b8844b4630.jpg&hash=c78ce492a4904f33550740113c071008e8fbf2b3)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2Fkasihnya%2FIMG954608.jpg&hash=d55817043184eabab780418eb90af18b09e95558) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2Fd4e35ad00ec182fcdef1e399da01d4313cfd4f6560970909e9a6251c4ab6eebf.jpg&hash=9d097b04c565809bbfcf0bade11d48490324c386)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2Fkasihnya%2FIMG953214.jpg&hash=8b78b2ff49fe111846762407db12040b0cd9babd) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2Fkasihnya%2Fbcf38454cabf73fb8be6619e4f398181606fa24426c3415d4297108bb3eb921c.jpg&hash=a86b77eaee2781db58f0712e2f4876a8d349fcd5)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2Fkasihnya%2FIMG953215.jpg&hash=af909a0e523112cb2fd41c2dd621b09202b90a80) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2F47cbfc957ba60e26f3942ad13322f1e64a14ddb307ac588caf1e974c3ae1aa37.jpg&hash=fc2d211c76eb9a3acb596505a0ea687a92b2d0f8)
As I said in the other thread, you look great!
Quote from: 930310 on March 09, 2014, 05:32:46 PM
As I said in the other thread, you look great!
As I said in the other thread, thank you. :)
Quote from: Ксениа on March 09, 2014, 05:04:07 PM
How is this for a change?
First picture in each row is a before hormones picture, followed by a picture taken this week.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2Fkasihnya%2F1-1.jpg&hash=b7284a6d6edc5820351c81f8055141cefc8fa072) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2Fkasihnya%2Fa33dd4a3336cf330d3b189c891dfb9d7661a8967ece2f42f379996b8844b4630.jpg&hash=c78ce492a4904f33550740113c071008e8fbf2b3)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2Fkasihnya%2FIMG954608.jpg&hash=d55817043184eabab780418eb90af18b09e95558) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2Fd4e35ad00ec182fcdef1e399da01d4313cfd4f6560970909e9a6251c4ab6eebf.jpg&hash=9d097b04c565809bbfcf0bade11d48490324c386)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2Fkasihnya%2FIMG953214.jpg&hash=8b78b2ff49fe111846762407db12040b0cd9babd) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2Fkasihnya%2Fbcf38454cabf73fb8be6619e4f398181606fa24426c3415d4297108bb3eb921c.jpg&hash=a86b77eaee2781db58f0712e2f4876a8d349fcd5)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2Fkasihnya%2FIMG953215.jpg&hash=af909a0e523112cb2fd41c2dd621b09202b90a80) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2F47cbfc957ba60e26f3942ad13322f1e64a14ddb307ac588caf1e974c3ae1aa37.jpg&hash=fc2d211c76eb9a3acb596505a0ea687a92b2d0f8)
Total hottie both before and after. :)
Quote from: Ксениа on March 09, 2014, 05:04:07 PM
How is this for a change?
First picture in each row is a before hormones picture, followed by a picture taken this week.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2Fkasihnya%2F1-1.jpg&hash=b7284a6d6edc5820351c81f8055141cefc8fa072) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2Fkasihnya%2Fa33dd4a3336cf330d3b189c891dfb9d7661a8967ece2f42f379996b8844b4630.jpg&hash=c78ce492a4904f33550740113c071008e8fbf2b3)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2Fkasihnya%2FIMG954608.jpg&hash=d55817043184eabab780418eb90af18b09e95558) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2Fd4e35ad00ec182fcdef1e399da01d4313cfd4f6560970909e9a6251c4ab6eebf.jpg&hash=9d097b04c565809bbfcf0bade11d48490324c386)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2Fkasihnya%2FIMG953214.jpg&hash=8b78b2ff49fe111846762407db12040b0cd9babd) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2Fkasihnya%2Fbcf38454cabf73fb8be6619e4f398181606fa24426c3415d4297108bb3eb921c.jpg&hash=a86b77eaee2781db58f0712e2f4876a8d349fcd5)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2Fkasihnya%2FIMG953215.jpg&hash=af909a0e523112cb2fd41c2dd621b09202b90a80) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2F47cbfc957ba60e26f3942ad13322f1e64a14ddb307ac588caf1e974c3ae1aa37.jpg&hash=fc2d211c76eb9a3acb596505a0ea687a92b2d0f8)
WoW that's a big change girl! And all so much for the better.
Just one question which I only ask because I'm curious because I never had any. In your "before" photos in the two top rows that's alot of chest hair. Did hrt get rid of all that?
In any case you look great hon, and you'll only look better as more time passes.
Ally
Quote from: Carrie Liz on March 03, 2014, 10:37:39 PM
Time for a one-year update!
Last year, at pretty much this exact time, I posted pictures of myself in the "Could I Pass One Day?" topic for the very first time. In that post, I showed myself wearing several different wigs to see which one would look the best. Yesterday, I just took a picture wearing the exact same wig to compare how I looked then versus how I look now. Here are the results:
(I feel like this should be a good example of the subtle little feminizing changes that HRT can do with your face given enough time.)
Pre-Transition: (November of 2010. On one of the only days that I was somewhat happy with my male appearance. This happened maybe once or twice a year at the most.)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi57.tinypic.com%2Feg3lh1.jpg&hash=527f10b5dc96df0146f00e8596b358bd9058ddc1)
1 year ago: (just past 2 months on HRT)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi50.tinypic.com%2F2s00hp5.jpg&hash=0d754ac75bb6d3caac139946c88da8c8da2a8609)
Yesterday: (just shy of 14 months on HRT)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Foi58.tinypic.com%2F166ah53.jpg&hash=c26811bd73534500736451e20834a3eaf9de0f9b)
Hi Carrie,
I haven't been posting much, but I saw these the other day and I wanted to respond. Last time I talked with you was in the other thread where I kind of came off like a jerk. I'm really sorry for that.
I remember when you first posted those pics where you were trying out different hair styles, and I thought you were so vibrant and energetic and filled with this sense of optimism and hope. It was really inspirational. I guess it was around the time I joined the boards, or at least participating, and it's always stuck with me. I haven't gotten to know you very well since then, but I have always admired you and wished you the best.
I think that's part of why i reacted the way I did, like I felt like you were holding yourself back and it kind of upset me. Maybe it wasn't fair. But when I saw this pic, it's impossible for anyone to deny what a beautiful young lady you are. It's really incredible and you should be so proud of yourself.
Anyways, I hope things are going well and that you're feeling more confidant than you were. You deserve to. You've made such amazing progress and things are only going to keep getting better!
Quote from: TiffanyT on March 09, 2014, 11:40:21 PM
Hi Carrie,
I haven't been posting much, but I saw these the other day and I wanted to respond. Last time I talked with you was in the other thread where I kind of came off like a jerk. I'm really sorry for that.
I remember when you first posted those pics where you were trying out different hair styles, and I thought you were so vibrant and energetic and filled with this sense of optimism and hope. It was really inspirational. I guess it was around the time I joined the boards, or at least participating, and it's always stuck with me. I haven't gotten to know you very well since then, but I have always admired you and wished you the best.
I think that's part of why i reacted the way I did, like I felt like you were holding yourself back and it kind of upset me. Maybe it wasn't fair. But when I saw this pic, it's impossible for anyone to deny what a beautiful young lady you are. It's really incredible and you should be so proud of yourself.
Anyways, I hope things are going well and that you're feeling more confidant than you were. You deserve to. You've made such amazing progress and things are only going to keep getting better!
It's okay. I'll openly admit, I am a complete scaredy-cat when it comes to trying feminine things. And this fear admittedly is holding me back. Because I've been so afraid of trying these things, so afraid of looking weird, I'm still at the stage of makeup and clothes and accessorizing that most trans women are at before they even start transition. And frankly, the only reason I was even as far along as I was when I made that post, is because I had a group of trans friends who basically kicked me in the butt and got me out of the house to go clothes-shopping, get into public more, get my ears pierced, and at least try feminine clothes. If it weren't for them, I'd still probably only be ever going out in "girl mode" to go shopping once a month.
So really, I deserved it. And I still do. (Granted, I never even took your comments as jerkish at all, it was a genuine case where I was just completely ignorant to what the hell I was supposed to be doing, because I really had been too scared to ask anyone about it, or even try, up to that point.)
I do admit, I probably could have been full-time months ago if I wasn't so scared all the time. But really, you're right. I am still holding myself back. I'm still dealing with a tremendous amount of fear every time I go out. And it's taking me a very long time to internalize the simple fact that being trans is okay, and that I don't have anything to be ashamed of. I've just always cared too much about what other people are thinking about me.
So again, don't worry about it. I learned a lot about skin-care routines and makeup that I probably wouldn't have learned otherwise because you called me out on it.
And I'm not the type to take anything at all personally. So don't worry about it. I know that those who give me kicks in the butt are only doing it because they think I need it. And they're usually right. And you were definitely right. I really wasn't trying.
(And I'm actually not wearing any makeup in this most recent picture either, so in a way I guess I'm still not trying. :P I really need to work on that.)
Quote from: Ксениа on March 09, 2014, 05:04:07 PM
How is this for a change?
First picture in each row is a before hormones picture, followed by a picture taken this week.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2Fkasihnya%2F1-1.jpg&hash=b7284a6d6edc5820351c81f8055141cefc8fa072) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2Fkasihnya%2Fa33dd4a3336cf330d3b189c891dfb9d7661a8967ece2f42f379996b8844b4630.jpg&hash=c78ce492a4904f33550740113c071008e8fbf2b3)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2Fkasihnya%2FIMG954608.jpg&hash=d55817043184eabab780418eb90af18b09e95558) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2Fd4e35ad00ec182fcdef1e399da01d4313cfd4f6560970909e9a6251c4ab6eebf.jpg&hash=9d097b04c565809bbfcf0bade11d48490324c386)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2Fkasihnya%2FIMG953214.jpg&hash=8b78b2ff49fe111846762407db12040b0cd9babd) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2Fkasihnya%2Fbcf38454cabf73fb8be6619e4f398181606fa24426c3415d4297108bb3eb921c.jpg&hash=a86b77eaee2781db58f0712e2f4876a8d349fcd5)
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Just gorgeous!! :) you give girls like me so much hope and its such a joy to watch you bloom into a beautiful flower :)
xx
I spent 2 hours to see all the posts in this topic, and with so many amazing and beautiful transformations, I am a little bit ashamed to show mine, but I will give it a try:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1140.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fn569%2Fmonikanovakova%2FBeforeAndAfter-13Months.jpg&hash=103fbae977408d112d00250094a34d0116ff57e0)
Quote from: Ксениа on March 09, 2014, 05:27:58 PM
Wow!!!! That is an amazing change!!!!!
Thanks! I'm really happy with whats going on with my changes. I started going to a new primary care doctor and I showed him the picture on my license. He asked when I got facial surgery because it wasn't on my record. He was really surprised when I told him that I had no surgeries.
You look amazing Ксениа! You have some huge changes!
Quote from: michelle666 on March 10, 2014, 07:53:59 AM
Thanks! I'm really happy with whats going on with my changes. I started going to a new primary care doctor and I showed him the picture on my license. He asked when I got facial surgery because it wasn't on my record. He was really surprised when I told him that I had no surgeries.
You look amazing Ксениа! You have some huge changes!
Yep, two nights ago, I showed the bartender my ID when I decided to get a drink. We had been talking for like an hour, and when he saw my ID, the look on his face and the double take. priceless. That, and the fact that when I look at old pictures of me, i feel like I had a twin, who recently died, like it is some other person.
Quote from: Laurenza on March 10, 2014, 02:54:22 AM
Just gorgeous!! :) you give girls like me so much hope and its such a joy to watch you bloom into a beautiful flower :)
xx
It has been less than a year that I was in the same boat, nervous about my future, how I would turn out, if the hormones would treat me well, if I would love family, friends, and my job. It was less than a year ago, that i was scared that I would never be seen as female, accepted, and loved. I looked at my body, and asked myself, how will i ever pass with that and this.... but HRT is working miracles to the point that I am in awe over it. I remember looking for hrt time line photos and videos, searching for someone who had similar features, and I never could.
I do have to say, laser hair reduction/removal has done wonders and has a lot to do with it face wise.
Quote from: Allyda on March 09, 2014, 09:22:23 PM
WoW that's a big change girl! And all so much for the better.
Just one question which I only ask because I'm curious because I never had any. In your "before" photos in the two top rows that's alot of chest hair. Did hrt get rid of all that?
In any case you look great hon, and you'll only look better as more time passes.
Ally
Ally,
I had a lot of hair, every where and I have more now than I like, but some things that people say will not happen on HRT has indeed happened. A lot of the hair all over my body is not growing, and those that remain, are much thinner. Just as dark, some not so dark, but it has made it so that I can shave, and no one can tell the difference. Before, I would shave and you could tell because my hair was sooo coarse before.
Quote from: Aquarelle on March 10, 2014, 07:41:17 AM
I spent 2 hours to see all the posts in this topic, and with so many amazing and beautiful transformations, I am a little bit ashamed to show mine, but I will give it a try:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1140.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fn569%2Fmonikanovakova%2FBeforeAndAfter-13Months.jpg&hash=103fbae977408d112d00250094a34d0116ff57e0)
You look beautiful and happy!
Thank you :) I really feel happy and finally the things are going the way they have to be :)
Quote from: Ксениа on March 09, 2014, 05:04:07 PM
How is this for a change?
First picture in each row is a before hormones picture, followed by a picture taken this week.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2Fkasihnya%2F1-1.jpg&hash=b7284a6d6edc5820351c81f8055141cefc8fa072) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2Fkasihnya%2Fa33dd4a3336cf330d3b189c891dfb9d7661a8967ece2f42f379996b8844b4630.jpg&hash=c78ce492a4904f33550740113c071008e8fbf2b3)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2Fkasihnya%2FIMG954608.jpg&hash=d55817043184eabab780418eb90af18b09e95558) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2Fd4e35ad00ec182fcdef1e399da01d4313cfd4f6560970909e9a6251c4ab6eebf.jpg&hash=9d097b04c565809bbfcf0bade11d48490324c386)
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WOAH. thats a REALLY big change....
Just... WOW.
Actually gave me a little bit of hope inside i could turn our half as decent as some of the people in this thread Q_Q
Quote from: TotallyAwks on March 10, 2014, 09:21:26 AM
WOAH. thats a REALLY big change....
Just... WOW.
Actually gave me a little bit of hope inside i could turn our half as decent as some of the people in this thread Q_Q
Of course you can!
And the term "decent" is vague. The beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder!
Quote from: Aquarelle on March 10, 2014, 07:41:17 AM
I spent 2 hours to see all the posts in this topic, and with so many amazing and beautiful transformations, I am a little bit ashamed to show mine, but I will give it a try:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1140.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fn569%2Fmonikanovakova%2FBeforeAndAfter-13Months.jpg&hash=103fbae977408d112d00250094a34d0116ff57e0)
Big big changes all for the better especially in the face. That looks like your real hair also. You've really blossomed!
Quote from: Aquarelle on March 10, 2014, 07:41:17 AM
I spent 2 hours to see all the posts in this topic, and with so many amazing and beautiful transformations, I am a little bit ashamed to show mine, but I will give it a try:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1140.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fn569%2Fmonikanovakova%2FBeforeAndAfter-13Months.jpg&hash=103fbae977408d112d00250094a34d0116ff57e0)
You look happy and that's what is important...
And that you look pretty is a great bonus!
Quote from: Aquarelle on March 10, 2014, 07:41:17 AM
I spent 2 hours to see all the posts in this topic, and with so many amazing and beautiful transformations, I am a little bit ashamed to show mine, but I will give it a try:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1140.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fn569%2Fmonikanovakova%2FBeforeAndAfter-13Months.jpg&hash=103fbae977408d112d00250094a34d0116ff57e0)
Fantastic change! I very much agree you look very happy and pretty.
Quote from: Aquarelle on March 10, 2014, 07:41:17 AM
I spent 2 hours to see all the posts in this topic, and with so many amazing and beautiful transformations, I am a little bit ashamed to show mine, but I will give it a try:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1140.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fn569%2Fmonikanovakova%2FBeforeAndAfter-13Months.jpg&hash=103fbae977408d112d00250094a34d0116ff57e0)
yes, very nice
I can't remember, but I think this may be my first "official" before and after post :P
Before:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi145.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fr227%2FThaliesin%2FHRT%2Fb4HRTSaphire2013_zps559b9bc5.jpg&hash=2c9b0b7989e412ea5f9cb17fe94cc31859a39d42)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi145.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fr227%2FThaliesin%2FHRT%2Fb4HRT2013_zps08abad2b.jpg&hash=35f7e41c6d2ec1ba59d322ad9fb7a2803af3c1c5)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi145.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fr227%2FThaliesin%2FHRT%2FIMG_20130316_203033_zps4559c837.jpg&hash=4164553c593a6e4115a4d60001dba632af4c95f4)
After (6 months HRT):
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi145.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fr227%2FThaliesin%2FHRT%2F2014-02-10selfie_zps34e15882.jpg&hash=fc74e63d3a26482990357d0d1950b7f3ac833a1e)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi145.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fr227%2FThaliesin%2FHRT%2F2014-02-11selfie_zps87ad32dd.jpg&hash=eed96a2214223c49ed62b7a8a57db2010b37f848)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi145.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fr227%2FThaliesin%2FHRT%2F2014-02-13IGslefie_zpseb0bb128.jpeg&hash=652b5f9ddd05c46552f2370a7759573dde343ac0)
At work getting my hair done for a demo ;D
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi145.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fr227%2FThaliesin%2FHRT%2Fdaaf1003-3e76-4ec4-97d2-328ef873ea56_zps4b5300da.jpg&hash=894274fb786945ddd3347887f1799098cff0319c)
So pretty Harlow! x
Quote from: Harlow on March 10, 2014, 04:29:25 PM
I can't remember, but I think this may be my first "official" before and after post :P
Before:
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(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi145.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fr227%2FThaliesin%2FHRT%2Fb4HRT2013_zps08abad2b.jpg&hash=35f7e41c6d2ec1ba59d322ad9fb7a2803af3c1c5)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi145.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fr227%2FThaliesin%2FHRT%2FIMG_20130316_203033_zps4559c837.jpg&hash=4164553c593a6e4115a4d60001dba632af4c95f4)
After (6 months HRT):
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi145.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fr227%2FThaliesin%2FHRT%2F2014-02-10selfie_zps34e15882.jpg&hash=fc74e63d3a26482990357d0d1950b7f3ac833a1e)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi145.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fr227%2FThaliesin%2FHRT%2F2014-02-11selfie_zps87ad32dd.jpg&hash=eed96a2214223c49ed62b7a8a57db2010b37f848)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi145.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fr227%2FThaliesin%2FHRT%2F2014-02-13IGslefie_zpseb0bb128.jpeg&hash=652b5f9ddd05c46552f2370a7759573dde343ac0)
At work getting my hair done for a demo ;D
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi145.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fr227%2FThaliesin%2FHRT%2Fdaaf1003-3e76-4ec4-97d2-328ef873ea56_zps4b5300da.jpg&hash=894274fb786945ddd3347887f1799098cff0319c)
You look great! :)
Thanks ladies :D
Not to double post but just made this on my phone app and the angles are right on. Pretty trippy!
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi145.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fr227%2FThaliesin%2FHRT%2Fbampa6mosHRT_zps792ea7be.jpg&hash=d4388baadba7c0b3bf51f2f3cf604f67ebd0ba63)
Quote from: Harlow on March 10, 2014, 04:58:47 PM
Thanks ladies :D
Not to double post but just made this on my phone app and the angles are right on. Pretty trippy!
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi145.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fr227%2FThaliesin%2FHRT%2Fbampa6mosHRT_zps792ea7be.jpg&hash=d4388baadba7c0b3bf51f2f3cf604f67ebd0ba63)
night and day difference, Harlow... Awesome transformation! :D
So nice you were able to keep your original hair color. You look amazing!
Quote from: Harlow on March 10, 2014, 04:29:25 PM
I can't remember, but I think this may be my first "official" before and after post :P
Before:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi145.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fr227%2FThaliesin%2FHRT%2Fb4HRTSaphire2013_zps559b9bc5.jpg&hash=2c9b0b7989e412ea5f9cb17fe94cc31859a39d42)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi145.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fr227%2FThaliesin%2FHRT%2Fb4HRT2013_zps08abad2b.jpg&hash=35f7e41c6d2ec1ba59d322ad9fb7a2803af3c1c5)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi145.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fr227%2FThaliesin%2FHRT%2FIMG_20130316_203033_zps4559c837.jpg&hash=4164553c593a6e4115a4d60001dba632af4c95f4)
After (6 months HRT):
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi145.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fr227%2FThaliesin%2FHRT%2F2014-02-10selfie_zps34e15882.jpg&hash=fc74e63d3a26482990357d0d1950b7f3ac833a1e)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi145.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fr227%2FThaliesin%2FHRT%2F2014-02-11selfie_zps87ad32dd.jpg&hash=eed96a2214223c49ed62b7a8a57db2010b37f848)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi145.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fr227%2FThaliesin%2FHRT%2F2014-02-13IGslefie_zpseb0bb128.jpeg&hash=652b5f9ddd05c46552f2370a7759573dde343ac0)
At work getting my hair done for a demo ;D
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi145.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fr227%2FThaliesin%2FHRT%2Fdaaf1003-3e76-4ec4-97d2-328ef873ea56_zps4b5300da.jpg&hash=894274fb786945ddd3347887f1799098cff0319c)
Dayumn!
Thats amazing, love that hair color btw, really suits you.
@Harlow You look really pretty! I hope I can get an epic moustache like you had in your before pic on T. :P
Quote from: Calder Smith on March 11, 2014, 12:29:30 AM
@Harlow You look really pretty! I hope I can get an epic moustache like you had in your before pic on T. :P
I'm pretty sure you'll be able to grow the most epic of all moustaches ever!
Haven't been to this thread in a while, and had to say: you're all doing so flipping great :D :D :D
Beauties!!
Quote from: Jennygirl on March 11, 2014, 03:26:50 AM
Haven't been to this thread in a while, and had to say: you're all doing so flipping great :D :D :D
Beauties!!
OK ... so when are you going to start revealing a little more of YOUR post-FFS fabulousness, then? ;) :)
Quote from: Allyda
Big big changes all for the better especially in the face. That looks like your real hair also. You've really blossomed!
Quote from: stephaniec
yes, very nice
Quote from: castle of glass
Fantastic change! I very much agree you look very happy and pretty.
Quote from: 930310
You look happy and that's what is important...
And that you look pretty is a great bonus!
Thank you very much :) You made my day :)
Quote from: Mickie on March 10, 2014, 05:07:37 PM
night and day difference, Harlow... Awesome transformation! :D
Thanks Mickie. It's funny because 6 months ago I was showing my partner all of these "6 month before and afters of MTF's" photos and now I AM one of those 6 month before and afters, and I'm pretty stoked!! I finally put me first and who would of thought my conservative family of 7 all of whom are older would come to accept that I'm transgender and on HRT and that they are okay with it. Wished I'd done it sooner but I got cold feet :-\
Quote from: JustEmily on March 10, 2014, 10:47:03 PM
So nice you were able to keep your original hair color. You look amazing!
Thanks Emily, I think it translated quite well myself :laugh:
Quote from: TotallyAwks on March 10, 2014, 10:57:47 PM
Dayumn!
Thats amazing, love that hair color btw, really suits you.
That's kind of how i wake up everyday, thinking wow! I finally did it, and am so happy I did :D And thank you!
Quote from: Calder Smith on March 11, 2014, 12:29:30 AM
@Harlow You look really pretty! I hope I can get an epic moustache like you had in your before pic on T. :P
Calder I'm not gonna lie, it was pretty fun for awhile to have a handlebar moustache! But you can have it :D Lol. My friend who is FTM has a LOT of facial hair and before T was not a hairy person at all!
Quote from: Carlita on March 11, 2014, 06:03:30 AM
OK ... so when are you going to start revealing a little more of YOUR post-FFS fabulousness, then? ;) :)
Soon when I get the chance! I've been so busy saving for SRS I haven't really taken any photos. As soon as I recovered I hit the ground running
are you going to go to brassard still? i have to say the photos ive seen of you since your ffs you look amazing, truly an inspiration
To everyone who has posted in this thread and threads like this before:
You all have given me so much hope. Thank you for posting these pictures.
Quote from: Frigg on March 11, 2014, 10:39:54 PM
To everyone who has posted in this thread and threads like this before:
You all have given me so much hope. Thank you for posting these pictures.
honey!!! We were all worried and scared just like you. I know i surely was. Ask some other forum members that were around when I was just starting and they will tell you. :)
Quote from: Jennygirl on March 11, 2014, 09:20:08 PM
Soon when I get the chance! I've been so busy saving for SRS I haven't really taken any photos. As soon as I recovered I hit the ground running
I have to admit that IS quite a good reason for not spending time taking photos!
hello everyone, im stil new to this but I will post a few pictures soon of whats going on, I like how everyone is so beautiful. I hope one day I will be the same. everyone gave me inspiration of what to come and thank you.
Quote from: Lavinia on March 13, 2014, 03:04:33 PM
hello everyone, im stil new to this but I will post a few pictures soon of whats going on, I like how everyone is so beautiful. I hope one day I will be the same. everyone gave me inspiration of what to come and thank you.
Hi Lavinia, if you are new to this forum maybe you would like to tell us a bit about yourself in the "Introductions"-board so that we can get to know you better?
Before:
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After:
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barbie~~
Quote from: barbie on March 15, 2014, 03:24:49 AM
Before:
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After:
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barbie~~
It looks like someone had hair removal on her legs...
It's a huge difference actually.
I totally forgot I have my old high school photo plastered online.
I've been on hrt for 8 months but only started Spiro like two months ago.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Ffiles.qrz.com%2Ft%2Fkc0gqt%2Fkc0gqt.jpg&hash=ee101452588c9694b054edc7aa56bc69a134651f)
Quote from: Emily King on March 15, 2014, 04:47:52 AM
I totally forgot I have my old high school photo plastered online.
I've been on hrt for 8 months but only started Spiro like two months ago.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Ffiles.qrz.com%2Ft%2Fkc0gqt%2Fkc0gqt.jpg&hash=ee101452588c9694b054edc7aa56bc69a134651f)
I can clearly see what a big change you've gone through!
I plugged an HDD and decided to check some pictures...
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FWHDc1g7.jpg&hash=76fe831c7e01f67ec47749f74df1772bf94fd276)
Quote from: 930310 on March 15, 2014, 05:13:42 AM
I can clearly see what a big change you've gone through!
Thank you!
It might have taken 19 years but, now I'm happy and at the end of the night that's all that matters.
Quote from: Emily King on March 15, 2014, 09:39:31 AM
Thank you!
It might have taken 19 years but, now I'm happy and at the end of the night that's all that matters.
Welcome to my world Emily, my but that hair color looks so familiar to me. Looks good on you though, I'm not changing mine either it was hard earned.
Quote from: Emily King on March 15, 2014, 09:39:31 AM
Thank you!
It might have taken 19 years but, now I'm happy and at the end of the night that's all that matters.
You have surprisingly fair and healthy facial skin.
barbie~~
Quote from: 930310 on March 15, 2014, 04:41:20 AM
It looks like someone had hair removal on her legs...
It's a huge difference actually.
Yes. The effect of Tria home laser.
barbie~~
Quote from: barbie on March 15, 2014, 09:47:36 AM
Yes. The effect of Tria home laser.
barbie~~
The Tria is like all other lasers right? Only works on darker hairs...
As requested!
2yrs ago vs last week :)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FsyQs3gb.jpg&hash=3905e5b533c3d385fd6f6b3f46b2fe64601e31e7)
Stunning! :)
I think I can comfortably post in this thread now :-\
Day 1 of HRT September 8 2013:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2F2CIKcaX.jpg&hash=ec27462d88b806d982f3be22495cd9c33e5601ba)
March 15 2014:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2F8XIcmsQ.jpg&hash=c0f827395a6cc0026534ac8a9cdf82fa43d5bebd)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FNBmg3GJ.jpg&hash=805f457af94c572936a5fde108585a31e41bd3a7)
My Life http://imgur.com/a/uFOpu
Ugh. -.- So jelly of the last 3 posts.
I need to really start thinking serious about this.... To the think-mobile i go!
I have to admit we are holding down this page pretty well, ladies :D
Feyru and Chris29, looking stellar. Both amazing transformations!
Feyru what a smile!! Heck yes, I love it!
I agree! Your all so gorgeous :) x
Quote from: Jennygirl on March 16, 2014, 01:55:07 AM
As requested!
2yrs ago vs last week :)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FsyQs3gb.jpg&hash=3905e5b533c3d385fd6f6b3f46b2fe64601e31e7)
Amazing!
You look very beautiful and female!
Quote from: Feyru on March 16, 2014, 02:15:23 AM
I think I can comfortably post in this thread now :-\
Day 1 of HRT September 8 2013:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2F2CIKcaX.jpg&hash=ec27462d88b806d982f3be22495cd9c33e5601ba)
March 15 2014:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2F8XIcmsQ.jpg&hash=c0f827395a6cc0026534ac8a9cdf82fa43d5bebd)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FNBmg3GJ.jpg&hash=805f457af94c572936a5fde108585a31e41bd3a7)
You look very good Feyru!
Quote from: Jennygirl on March 16, 2014, 01:55:07 AM
As requested!
2yrs ago vs last week :)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FsyQs3gb.jpg&hash=3905e5b533c3d385fd6f6b3f46b2fe64601e31e7)
OK, that'll do! :)
Soo much with the jealous "hate"
I think facial expression and confidence is contrasting between before and after in the photos of Jenny and Feyru. Both of you look happier after transition. If your life is better, then you beauty will be the same.
barbie~~
Quote from: Chris29 on March 16, 2014, 02:51:24 AM
My Life http://imgur.com/a/uFOpu
WOW!
You have certainly changed A LOT!
Congratulations on your great accomplishment!
Quote from: TotallyAwks on March 16, 2014, 03:54:31 AM
Ugh. -.- So jelly of the last 3 posts.
I need to really start thinking serious about this.... To the think-mobile i go!
Three very amazing persons posting almost consecutively. It's not everyday you get to see that. ;D
Amazing transformation JennyGirl!
Quote from: Jennygirl on March 16, 2014, 01:55:07 AM
As requested!
2yrs ago vs last week :)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FsyQs3gb.jpg&hash=3905e5b533c3d385fd6f6b3f46b2fe64601e31e7)
Thanks for posting! Again, you're giving me a peek at my own future because of our similar faces. The change in facial 'bulk' is incredible but is exactly what I am achieving through HRT too. I just finished a year of laser and am moving on to electrolysis shortly so I'm hot on your heels. The appropriate subtlety of your FFS gives me much hope that I too can get by without heavy surgery.
If patience is a virtue and we are all impatient to see changes.
But also that good things do come to those who wait... it out.
Nothing is better than withstanding the test of time
Looking great everyone
Just goes to show us that the self doubt of I can't do that is nothing more than that.
Surprised they don't have a ftm drool thread pointing over here :-)
Today marks six months on hormones. Wasn't sure I'd make it this far, but here I am. It's been a great ride--everything I expected and then some, although pulling the trigger to go "full-time" has taken a bit longer than expected, but that's okay. Planning to do that before my one year anniversary in September.
My official "before" and "after" (yes, that is a wig and I'm okay with that--for now--my own hair is coming in rather nicely).
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi803.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fyy318%2Fjane_nicole1%2FSixMonthsHRTSidebySide_zps0e41a2a1.jpg&hash=06eada5e6d620ab27172566a06e678627ce6e2dc) (http://s803.photobucket.com/user/jane_nicole1/media/SixMonthsHRTSidebySide_zps0e41a2a1.jpg.html)
As an added note I actually had my dark under-eye circles nicely concealed until I had an issue with the mascara. LOL.
Jane
Quote from: JaneNicole2013 on March 16, 2014, 12:50:40 PM
Today marks six months on hormones. Wasn't sure I'd make it this far, but here I am. It's been a great ride--everything I expected and then some, although pulling the trigger to go "full-time" has taken a bit longer than expected, but that's okay. Planning to do that before my one year anniversary in September.
My official "before" and "after" (yes, that is a wig and I'm okay with that--for now--my own hair is coming in rather nicely).
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi803.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fyy318%2Fjane_nicole1%2FSixMonthsHRTSidebySide_zps0e41a2a1.jpg&hash=06eada5e6d620ab27172566a06e678627ce6e2dc) (http://s803.photobucket.com/user/jane_nicole1/media/SixMonthsHRTSidebySide_zps0e41a2a1.jpg.html)
As an added note I actually had my dark under-eye circles nicely concealed until I had an issue with the mascara. LOL.
Jane
You look great! It's a big difference in such a short time!
Quote from: Jennygirl on March 16, 2014, 01:55:07 AM
As requested!
2yrs ago vs last week :)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FsyQs3gb.jpg&hash=3905e5b533c3d385fd6f6b3f46b2fe64601e31e7)
Jennygirl as always you give me the most hope I'll one day have a face I can be proud of. Absolutely stunning!
I haven't really done one of these, but this is one of the few pre HRT photos I have left soo. I've been on hormones from May through September, went off for 2 months (and cut my hair), and have been back from November to current time:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Ffarm3.staticflickr.com%2F2869%2F10164420133_1b6e6ac7c0_b.jpg&hash=f5a5ee02a7f997df73a3405cf465034ed8412e03)(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Ffarm8.staticflickr.com%2F7356%2F13042218955_ba2a65bcb3_o.jpg&hash=aad4f9124664565c7511c8fd7bbe6ba8699840d6)
Pre transition taken about a year ago): extremely anorexic, extremely unhappy doped out gay boy. Post transition (taken last week): less anorexic, only mildly unhappy, angsty transgirl. Yaaay, it's an improvement!
It's weird cuz it's almost like that person in the 'before' photo wasn't me. Like a very unhappy brother who died or committed suicide so I could live and I'm stuck with his memories..we look like we could be twin brother and sister too. And what's weird is I'm not just being sappy...it really does feel that way. Like I'm an entirely new person and the old one is lost and gone forever. But I think a lot of people feel that way..gender transition is just sorta one pronounced example of the evolutions we all go through in life. Funny the way our oldselves become lost to us as they fade away and die to make way for the new person that we become with each passing day.
I'm looking forward to making another one of these..I'll dig up another photo and make one 4 months from now or something haha. Itll be interesting to see how much I change in that time.
Well, jussmoi, I see you didn't have very masculine facial features, if any. I don't see that much changes between before and now, yet, you *pass*. 100%
Quote from: jussmoi4nao on March 17, 2014, 12:09:29 AM
I haven't really done one of these, but this is one of the few pre HRT photos I have left soo. I've been on hormones from May through September, went off for 2 months (and cut my hair), and have been back from November to current time:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Ffarm3.staticflickr.com%2F2869%2F10164420133_1b6e6ac7c0_b.jpg&hash=f5a5ee02a7f997df73a3405cf465034ed8412e03)(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Ffarm8.staticflickr.com%2F7356%2F13042218955_ba2a65bcb3_o.jpg&hash=aad4f9124664565c7511c8fd7bbe6ba8699840d6)
Pre transition taken about a year ago): extremely anorexic, extremely unhappy doped out gay boy. Post transition (taken last week): less anorexic, only mildly unhappy, angsty transgirl. Yaaay, it's an improvement!
It's weird cuz it's almost like that person in the 'before' photo wasn't me. Like a very unhappy brother who died or committed suicide so I could live and I'm stuck with his memories..we look like we could be twin brother and sister too. And what's weird is I'm not just being sappy...it really does feel that way. Like I'm an entirely new person and the old one is lost and gone forever. But I think a lot of people feel that way..gender transition is just sorta one pronounced example of the evolutions we all go through in life. Funny the way our oldselves become lost to us as they fade away and die to make way for the new person that we become with each passing day.
I'm looking forward to making another one of these..I'll dig up another photo and make one 4 months from now or something haha. Itll be interesting to see how much I change in that time.
You are beautiful!
Quote from: jussmoi4nao on March 17, 2014, 12:09:29 AM
I haven't really done one of these, but this is one of the few pre HRT photos I have left soo. I've been on hormones from May through September, went off for 2 months (and cut my hair), and have been back from November to current time:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Ffarm3.staticflickr.com%2F2869%2F10164420133_1b6e6ac7c0_b.jpg&hash=f5a5ee02a7f997df73a3405cf465034ed8412e03)(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Ffarm8.staticflickr.com%2F7356%2F13042218955_ba2a65bcb3_o.jpg&hash=aad4f9124664565c7511c8fd7bbe6ba8699840d6)
Pre transition taken about a year ago): extremely anorexic, extremely unhappy doped out gay boy. Post transition (taken last week): less anorexic, only mildly unhappy, angsty transgirl. Yaaay, it's an improvement!
It's weird cuz it's almost like that person in the 'before' photo wasn't me. Like a very unhappy brother who died or committed suicide so I could live and I'm stuck with his memories..we look like we could be twin brother and sister too. And what's weird is I'm not just being sappy...it really does feel that way. Like I'm an entirely new person and the old one is lost and gone forever. But I think a lot of people feel that way..gender transition is just sorta one pronounced example of the evolutions we all go through in life. Funny the way our oldselves become lost to us as they fade away and die to make way for the new person that we become with each passing day.
I'm looking forward to making another one of these..I'll dig up another photo and make one 4 months from now or something haha. Itll be interesting to see how much I change in that time.
Dramatic change from that unhappy, sick looking kid, you look beautiful and so alive now and you are so right on all counts. Keep up the good work honey!
Quote from: Chris29 on March 16, 2014, 02:51:24 AM
My Life http://imgur.com/a/uFOpu
Bah!!! All of you people make me jealous....
But more than that, you give me hope. As I'm sure you do to lots of people on here!
Quote from: jussmoi4nao on March 17, 2014, 12:09:29 AM
It's weird cuz it's almost like that person in the 'before' photo wasn't me. Like a very unhappy brother who died or committed suicide so I could live and I'm stuck with his memories..we look like we could be twin brother and sister too. And what's weird is I'm not just being sappy...it really does feel that way. Like I'm an entirely new person and the old one is lost and gone forever. But I think a lot of people feel that way..gender transition is just sorta one pronounced example of the evolutions we all go through in life. Funny the way our oldselves become lost to us as they fade away and die to make way for the new person that we become with each passing day.
I'm looking forward to making another one of these..I'll dig up another photo and make one 4 months from now or something haha. Itll be interesting to see how much I change in that time.
To my eyes, you were already feminine, especially in your eyes and lips, even before transition. Only your hair style seemed to change.
barbie~~
Thought i'd post something up. I still have way a long way to go but i though "why not."
This is me Pre-Everything:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi773.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fyy12%2Femilysings1019%2F525b4df3-a962-4ab1-82d6-29d42f59e09d_zpsfd5889d1.jpg&hash=bdbf8d148da20718db9dbd451108c6779398dc23)
This is after a month on hormones :P
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi773.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fyy12%2Femilysings1019%2Fphoto22_zps154c448d.jpg&hash=906f0a1a308ce1b0fe8591ed12afe1265d6833c6)
Aside from having gotten rid of my mug-rug, I did lose a few pounds but nothing drastic. Went from 225 to 203, and I let my hair grow out obviously xD
Quote from: LittleEmily24 on March 18, 2014, 12:52:30 PM
Thought i'd post something up. I still have way a long way to go but i though "why not."
This is me Pre-Everything:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi773.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fyy12%2Femilysings1019%2F525b4df3-a962-4ab1-82d6-29d42f59e09d_zpsfd5889d1.jpg&hash=bdbf8d148da20718db9dbd451108c6779398dc23)
This is after a month on hormones :P
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi773.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fyy12%2Femilysings1019%2Fphoto22_zps154c448d.jpg&hash=906f0a1a308ce1b0fe8591ed12afe1265d6833c6)
Aside from having gotten rid of my mug-rug, I did lose a few pounds but nothing drastic. Went from 225 to 203, and I let my hair grow out obviously xD
You lost 22 pounds in a month and you say that it isn't drastic...
Good luck on your journey!
Quote from: 930310 on March 18, 2014, 01:05:55 PM
You lost 22 pounds in a month and you say that it isn't drastic...
Good luck on your journey!
well no lol i lost 22 pounds over the course of 3 months xD
Quote from: LittleEmily24 on March 18, 2014, 01:22:42 PM
well no lol i lost 22 pounds over the course of 3 months xD
Still though... Congrats!
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1356.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fq739%2FTOmirandaTS%2FFrom%2520Randy%2520to%2520Randi%2520to%2520Miranda%2520Elizabeth%2520Thomson%2FObeseampSuicidalMaleImpersonator2010_zps6738c67a.jpg&hash=0cd6896bd915d704640e3d1b6ecf8673683208b0) (http://s1356.photobucket.com/user/TOmirandaTS/media/From%20Randy%20to%20Randi%20to%20Miranda%20Elizabeth%20Thomson/ObeseampSuicidalMaleImpersonator2010_zps6738c67a.jpg.html)(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1356.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fq739%2FTOmirandaTS%2F27666af3-d510-44c7-b569-6860942364d3_zps0a14bdbe.jpg&hash=e0d7a3c88d0b27ccdce3b1220dfa79a99f97f3ef) (http://s1356.photobucket.com/user/TOmirandaTS/media/27666af3-d510-44c7-b569-6860942364d3_zps0a14bdbe.jpg.html)
I keep going back to the first photo because it's not only the worst photo ever taken of me, it's the way I saw myself. Obese, broken and suicidal. I now know it was taken within a few months of beginning HRT, July 22, 2011, and when I began living full time only six weeks later. In retrospect, I can't believe I had the courage or naiveté to actually begin living full time so soon after I looked so awful. The second is of me from last week. March 10, 2014. By the way, I've had no surgeries, just HRT, alcohol free for 2 yrs. 8 mo., and 45 lbs. lighter. I was actually 65 lbs. lighter, but gained back 20 lbs. since my brother got sick and passed away, July 10, 2013.
Quote from: Miranda Catherine on March 18, 2014, 01:54:05 PM
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1356.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fq739%2FTOmirandaTS%2FFrom%2520Randy%2520to%2520Randi%2520to%2520Miranda%2520Elizabeth%2520Thomson%2FObeseampSuicidalMaleImpersonator2010_zps6738c67a.jpg&hash=0cd6896bd915d704640e3d1b6ecf8673683208b0) (http://s1356.photobucket.com/user/TOmirandaTS/media/From%20Randy%20to%20Randi%20to%20Miranda%20Elizabeth%20Thomson/ObeseampSuicidalMaleImpersonator2010_zps6738c67a.jpg.html)(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1356.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fq739%2FTOmirandaTS%2F27666af3-d510-44c7-b569-6860942364d3_zps0a14bdbe.jpg&hash=e0d7a3c88d0b27ccdce3b1220dfa79a99f97f3ef) (http://s1356.photobucket.com/user/TOmirandaTS/media/27666af3-d510-44c7-b569-6860942364d3_zps0a14bdbe.jpg.html)
I keep going back to the first photo because it's not only the worst photo ever taken of me, it's the way I saw myself. Obese, broken and suicidal. I now know it was taken within a few months of beginning HRT, July 22, 2011, and when I began living full time only six weeks later. In retrospect, I can't believe I had the courage or naiveté to actually begin living full time so soon after I looked so awful. The second is of me from last week. March 10, 2014. By the way, I've had no surgeries, just HRT, alcohol free for 2 yrs. 8 mo., and 45 lbs. lighter. I was actually 65 lbs. lighter, but gained back 20 lbs. since my brother got sick and passed away, July 10, 2013.
Congratulations Miranda! You look a lot happier now!
Quote from: Miranda Catherine on March 18, 2014, 01:54:05 PM
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1356.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fq739%2FTOmirandaTS%2F27666af3-d510-44c7-b569-6860942364d3_zps0a14bdbe.jpg&hash=e0d7a3c88d0b27ccdce3b1220dfa79a99f97f3ef) (http://s1356.photobucket.com/user/TOmirandaTS/media/27666af3-d510-44c7-b569-6860942364d3_zps0a14bdbe.jpg.html)
I keep going back to the first photo because it's not only the worst photo ever taken of me, it's the way I saw myself. Obese, broken and suicidal. I now know it was taken within a few months of beginning HRT, July 22, 2011, and when I began living full time only six weeks later. In retrospect, I can't believe I had the courage or naiveté to actually begin living full time so soon after I looked so awful. The second is of me from last week. March 10, 2014. By the way, I've had no surgeries, just HRT, alcohol free for 2 yrs. 8 mo., and 45 lbs. lighter. I was actually 65 lbs. lighter, but gained back 20 lbs. since my brother got sick and passed away, July 10, 2013.
Looking beautiful now sweetheart, good to see you again!
Quote from: Miranda Catherine on March 18, 2014, 01:54:05 PM
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1356.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fq739%2FTOmirandaTS%2FFrom%2520Randy%2520to%2520Randi%2520to%2520Miranda%2520Elizabeth%2520Thomson%2FObeseampSuicidalMaleImpersonator2010_zps6738c67a.jpg&hash=0cd6896bd915d704640e3d1b6ecf8673683208b0) (http://s1356.photobucket.com/user/TOmirandaTS/media/From%20Randy%20to%20Randi%20to%20Miranda%20Elizabeth%20Thomson/ObeseampSuicidalMaleImpersonator2010_zps6738c67a.jpg.html)(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1356.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fq739%2FTOmirandaTS%2F27666af3-d510-44c7-b569-6860942364d3_zps0a14bdbe.jpg&hash=e0d7a3c88d0b27ccdce3b1220dfa79a99f97f3ef) (http://s1356.photobucket.com/user/TOmirandaTS/media/27666af3-d510-44c7-b569-6860942364d3_zps0a14bdbe.jpg.html)
I keep going back to the first photo because it's not only the worst photo ever taken of me, it's the way I saw myself. Obese, broken and suicidal. I now know it was taken within a few months of beginning HRT, July 22, 2011, and when I began living full time only six weeks later. In retrospect, I can't believe I had the courage or naiveté to actually begin living full time so soon after I looked so awful. The second is of me from last week. March 10, 2014. By the way, I've had no surgeries, just HRT, alcohol free for 2 yrs. 8 mo., and 45 lbs. lighter. I was actually 65 lbs. lighter, but gained back 20 lbs. since my brother got sick and passed away, July 10, 2013.
Beautiful! This is very inspiring since we are probably about the same age...
Jane
Everyone here just looks so fabulous! You all are doing great.
Here is to everyone having a happy time in there life!
Quote from: Shantel on March 18, 2014, 02:00:14 PM
Looking beautiful now sweetheart, good to see you again!
Hi Shan! Thank you very much for your kindness and it's good to see you again, too!
Quote from: JaneNicole2013 on March 18, 2014, 04:32:54 PM
Beautiful! This is very inspiring since we are probably about the same age...Jane
Hi Jane, I went to your profile and you gave me a HUGE compliment! I'm hitting the big SIX ZERO in August! I just wish I would have transitioned at 19, 29, 39 or 49, instead of 57, which is when I went full time after only six weeks on HRT.
Quote from: 930310 on March 18, 2014, 02:00:00 PM
Congratulations Miranda! You look a lot happier now!
Thank you young lady! I can't even measure the difference between now and then since happiness wasn't and had never been in my vocabulary until I transitioned. I won't say I'm always happy, but any depression I have to deal with now has nothing to do with living as a woman, but injuries, illness and surgical malpractice. And the fact remains that I've never once thought of de-transitioning. I was born female in everything except my body, (and that was pretty female for a long time) but when the time finally comes I'll die as a woman.
Quote from: Miranda Catherine on March 19, 2014, 01:46:47 PM
Thank you young lady! I can't even measure the difference between now and then since happiness wasn't and had never been in my vocabulary until I transitioned. I won't say I'm always happy, but any depression I have to deal with now has nothing to do with living as a woman, but injuries, illness and surgical malpractice. And the fact remains that I've never once thought of de-transitioning. I was born female in everything except my body, (and that was pretty female for a long time) but when the time finally comes I'll die as a woman.
Thanks for calling me lady, i guess...
I'm not sure about who/what I am and I'm actually MAAB.
Right now I guess that I'm trying to be androgyne, but I do present as male though...
Quote from: Miranda Catherine on March 18, 2014, 01:54:05 PM
I keep going back to the first photo because it's not only the worst photo ever taken of me, it's the way I saw myself. Obese, broken and suicidal. I now know it was taken within a few months of beginning HRT, July 22, 2011, and when I began living full time only six weeks later. In retrospect, I can't believe I had the courage or naiveté to actually begin living full time so soon after I looked so awful. The second is of me from last week. March 10, 2014. By the way, I've had no surgeries, just HRT, alcohol free for 2 yrs. 8 mo., and 45 lbs. lighter. I was actually 65 lbs. lighter, but gained back 20 lbs. since my brother got sick and passed away, July 10, 2013.
It is a great achievement, considering your age and also the short period of 3 years. Congrats!
barbie~~
Quote from: Jennygirl on March 16, 2014, 01:55:07 AM
As requested!
2yrs ago vs last week :)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FsyQs3gb.jpg&hash=3905e5b533c3d385fd6f6b3f46b2fe64601e31e7)
wow!!! I love it!!
Quote from: Miranda Catherine on March 18, 2014, 01:54:05 PM
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1356.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fq739%2FTOmirandaTS%2FFrom%2520Randy%2520to%2520Randi%2520to%2520Miranda%2520Elizabeth%2520Thomson%2FObeseampSuicidalMaleImpersonator2010_zps6738c67a.jpg&hash=0cd6896bd915d704640e3d1b6ecf8673683208b0) (http://s1356.photobucket.com/user/TOmirandaTS/media/From%20Randy%20to%20Randi%20to%20Miranda%20Elizabeth%20Thomson/ObeseampSuicidalMaleImpersonator2010_zps6738c67a.jpg.html)(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1356.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fq739%2FTOmirandaTS%2F27666af3-d510-44c7-b569-6860942364d3_zps0a14bdbe.jpg&hash=e0d7a3c88d0b27ccdce3b1220dfa79a99f97f3ef) (http://s1356.photobucket.com/user/TOmirandaTS/media/27666af3-d510-44c7-b569-6860942364d3_zps0a14bdbe.jpg.html)
I keep going back to the first photo because it's not only the worst photo ever taken of me, it's the way I saw myself. Obese, broken and suicidal. I now know it was taken within a few months of beginning HRT, July 22, 2011, and when I began living full time only six weeks later. In retrospect, I can't believe I had the courage or naiveté to actually begin living full time so soon after I looked so awful. The second is of me from last week. March 10, 2014. By the way, I've had no surgeries, just HRT, alcohol free for 2 yrs. 8 mo., and 45 lbs. lighter. I was actually 65 lbs. lighter, but gained back 20 lbs. since my brother got sick and passed away, July 10, 2013.
I'm so sorry to hear about your brother. From what I remember of your earlier posts you had an up and down relationship with him. I haven't spoken to my brother in 10 years. I hope you are doing better.
Congrats on your sobriety.
You look amazing, calm, wise and relaxed. Totally beautifull. I know you transitioned late and it is an absolute testament that you can always follow your dreams. So inspiring and so motivational. Thank you for sharing.
God, it's been forever since I looked back at old photos...but some of the girls in this thread inspired me to do so.
Here goes!
Before:
Trying to find any actual images of myself pre transition is fairly difficult...I generally avoided cameras, not because I thought they would steal my soul or anything...I just hated how I looked :S
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2Fk1aoSA9.jpg&hash=c7f93b69bc9470a2d726867629c5c16e6ef16aca)
Oh look...an Alcoholic Scottish Artist...can anybody else say "Cliché?". I forgot how much muscle I used to have! I mean...look at that top right picture! I look like a bouncer at a night club! If I met past me now I would be intimidated...or tell him the winning lottery numbers...and to transition earlier...I should begin working on a time machine.
After:
I've been taking pictures regularly since I started transitioning, so these finding pictures was much easier ^^;
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2F3fvWj7U.jpg&hash=46ffdecb02b1ba0bf0306c62d3c993114643b580)
These were taken with in the last few weeks with the main one being taken only last night. I'm only just getting comfortable with the length of my hair to go girl mode without the wig...I do still like the red though, will probably dye my own hair some time...probably not quite THAT bright though ^^
4 months into my transition transition, I still have a hell of a long way to go!
I'm looking forward to posting another before and after when I am a year into my HRT...then two years in...then three years in!...you get the picture...
...
Get it?...PICTURE!?
...
I'll see myself out.
Quote from: Danniella on March 20, 2014, 08:14:26 AM
God, it's been forever since I looked back at old photos...but some of the girls in this thread inspired me to do so.
Here goes!
Before:
Trying to find any actual images of myself pre transition is fairly difficult...I generally avoided cameras, not because I thought they would steal my soul or anything...I just hated how I looked :S
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2Fk1aoSA9.jpg&hash=c7f93b69bc9470a2d726867629c5c16e6ef16aca)
Oh look...an Alcoholic Scottish Artist...can anybody else say "Cliché?". I forgot how much muscle I used to have! I mean...look at that top right picture! I look like a bouncer at a night club! If I met past me now I would be intimidated...or tell him the winning lottery numbers...and to transition earlier...I should begin working on a time machine.
After:
I've been taking pictures regularly since I started transitioning, so these finding pictures was much easier ^^;
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2F3fvWj7U.jpg&hash=46ffdecb02b1ba0bf0306c62d3c993114643b580)
These were taken with in the last few weeks with the main one being taken only last night. I'm only just getting comfortable with the length of my hair to go girl mode without the wig...I do still like the red though, will probably dye my own hair some time...probably not quite THAT bright though ^^
4 months into my transition transition, I still have a hell of a long way to go!
I'm looking forward to posting another before and after when I am a year into my HRT...then two years in...then three years in!...you get the picture...
...
Get it?...PICTURE!?
...
I'll see myself out.
Badum tss....
But jokes aside you look fresh and healthy in your pictures and that's great!
Quote from: 930310 on March 20, 2014, 09:01:30 AM
Badum tss....
But jokes aside you look fresh and healthy in your pictures and that's great!
Tell that to these diminishing muscles...went to move my TV the other day there...now I KNOW I put that on that side of the room myself with no problem 5 months ago...but I just about killed myself moving it the other day...the downsides of HRT I guess xD
But in general I do think I am a bit healthier now than I was...I'm off the drink...mostly...I still have my bad days and fall off the wagon on occasion, but I'm getting there, and I'm generally trying to be more healthy and positive about life :)
You wouldn't want to be on the wrong side of the field against this guy
(https://lh6.googleusercontent.com/-jDzfqLUu2hk/Uy0LaWUz3FI/AAAAAAAAQg0/ko9IEJ7M6Uk/s640/HPIM5424vvvv.jpg)
however, she would care not who is winning or who is simply there to have fun
(https://lh6.googleusercontent.com/-W1FfHYG2Wfo/Uy0OBQH3LFI/AAAAAAAAQhI/haMS5v6AJhc/s640/Inushka%2520C.Z.%2520rgt.jpg)
I'd just like to say that all you girls in this thread are amazing! I look forward to the day I can post my own mind blowing before and after photos. You are all just so inspirational. Thank you! :D
Quote from: Danniella on March 21, 2014, 09:29:14 AM
Tell that to these diminishing muscles...went to move my TV the other day there...now I KNOW I put that on that side of the room myself with no problem 5 months ago...but I just about killed myself moving it the other day...the downsides of HRT I guess xD
But in general I do think I am a bit healthier now than I was...I'm off the drink...mostly...I still have my bad days and fall off the wagon on occasion, but I'm getting there, and I'm generally trying to be more healthy and positive about life :)
Well you certainly look healthier and happier. Kudos for you!
@innainka - (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.overclock3d.net%2Fgfx%2Farticles%2F2011%2F12%2F04150004561l.gif&hash=4faf06c508c0c41491edbc8929964a8c5076e438) WOW! That is one incredible transformation! :o
You have certainly made quite the stunning woman! ^^
Quote from: innainka on March 21, 2014, 11:05:02 PM
You wouldn't want to be on the wrong side of the field against this guy
(https://lh6.googleusercontent.com/-jDzfqLUu2hk/Uy0LaWUz3FI/AAAAAAAAQg0/ko9IEJ7M6Uk/s640/HPIM5424vvvv.jpg)
however, she would care not who is winning or who is simply there to have fun
(https://lh6.googleusercontent.com/-W1FfHYG2Wfo/Uy0OBQH3LFI/AAAAAAAAQhI/haMS5v6AJhc/s640/Inushka%2520C.Z.%2520rgt.jpg)
I can't believe that it's the same person in both these pictures. Amazing!
...however, she would care not who is winning or who is simply there to have fun
(https://lh6.googleusercontent.com/-W1FfHYG2Wfo/Uy0OBQH3LFI/AAAAAAAAQhI/haMS5v6AJhc/s640/Inushka%2520C.Z.%2520rgt.jpg)
:-o
I'm a straight trans dude. Not that it matters just so you know where I'm comin' from.
I just want to say with all due respect, GAWWD DAMN. You are so sexy.
Quote from: Alaia on March 22, 2014, 03:48:57 AM
I'd just like to say that all you girls in this thread are amazing!
Yes. Seconded. You ladies look inCREDIBLE. This thread made my day.
Quote from: ♡ Emily ♡ on March 22, 2014, 05:55:51 PM
Since everyone is posting "formerly-badass" pics, I wanted to jump in too :D.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FUl4LxWx.jpg&hash=c2b142367d131359c224d8de3b7d9345a1ab22bb) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FnE6eQ4k.jpg&hash=9d8eabe64454c8e41533561819311e7a08029a1a) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FmYNLqv8.jpg&hash=8ee88c1c7c697119e10ffc012648e7ee78339775)
Yup, not being able to move TV around Your flat definitely sucks. I once was forced to move around a frigde - alone. And I got it down from 3rd floor with no issues... Now, if I crash into random stuff, it's me who is moving backwards :P.
And yes, You all do look amazing :).
Hi Emily!
You've changed a lot through the face. You looked pretty buff with the horse, looks like you've lost a lot of muscle mass since you started.
Quote from: ♡ Emily ♡ on March 22, 2014, 05:55:51 PM
Since everyone is posting "formerly-badass" pics, I wanted to jump in too :D.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FUl4LxWx.jpg&hash=c2b142367d131359c224d8de3b7d9345a1ab22bb) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FnE6eQ4k.jpg&hash=9d8eabe64454c8e41533561819311e7a08029a1a) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FmYNLqv8.jpg&hash=8ee88c1c7c697119e10ffc012648e7ee78339775)
Yup, not being able to move TV around Your flat definitely sucks. I once was forced to move around a frigde - alone. And I got it down from 3rd floor with no issues... Now, if I crash into random stuff, it's me who is moving backwards :P.
And yes, You all do look amazing :).
You're just not the same person, this is... I don't know, it's amazing because I can't understand such a change. You look quite amazing too.
Ooh look at you Emily, your looking really good. You look fantastic in the middle picture!
You're becoming quite the cutie Emily. :)
Quote from: ♡ Emily ♡ on March 22, 2014, 05:55:51 PM
Yup, not being able to move TV around Your flat definitely sucks. I once was forced to move around a frigde - alone. And I got it down from 3rd floor with no issues... Now, if I crash into random stuff, it's me who is moving backwards :P.
And yes, You all do look amazing :).
Emily,
Yes. Considerable changes, and still more to come. How long so far have you been on HRT?
barbie~~
I never was that strong in the upper body but even after only 2 months and 3 weeks I can't do or lift half the things I used to be able to. I'm having trouble opening gars and such.
Seriously all you girls look absolutely amazing. In many of you it's hard to tell it's even the same person.
Wow what a change!
Quote from: michelle666 on March 09, 2014, 05:20:43 PM
Here's me about 4 years ago;
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Ffarm8.staticflickr.com%2F7433%2F13044899635_5ed670b8f7_o.jpg&hash=d8324006a1e0c3631d9aa7827eff10329143248c)
and today!
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Ffarm8.staticflickr.com%2F7347%2F13044901725_c1805a820e_o.jpg&hash=5078080a8aaa569c91cbce11f5afe1f715d894cc)
Amazing change!!!
Quote from: Kaylee on February 17, 2014, 05:04:28 PM
It's been about 6 months since my last photo in this thread and I just thought I'd post an update. I've been on transition level HRT for about 11 months now and feel like things are really starting to go my way. New job with a £5K payrise where no one knows I'm trans apart from my boss - I worked with her for quite awhile a few years ago, and one person that figured it out.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi273.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fjj210%2Fkaylee_anderson1%2F015_zps114a874f.png&hash=03ad7449974bc9838d65c3b2468cd9365756e5f0) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi273.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fjj210%2Fkaylee_anderson1%2F013_zps59b484e5.jpg&hash=96365d457c8700ab6b149bcbe2e55381872e35b4)
According to conversations my boss has overheard apparently I've been rated as an 8/10 by the guys on my team, I'm happy with that!!
So It's been a little while since my last post, but I've been on HRT now for a month and a week, so I thought I would share my progress again ^_^
Before:
(https://fbcdn-sphotos-b-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-prn2/t1.0-9/1480517_417889638341953_692552229_n.jpg)
(https://scontent-a-lga.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-prn2/t1.0-9/1471348_406679959462921_1523982361_n.jpg)
Now:
(https://fbcdn-sphotos-d-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-ash3/t1.0-9/1237621_449473471850236_408020132_n.jpg)
(https://scontent-a-lga.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-frc1/t1.0-9/1978828_449904701807113_1054678449_n.jpg)
(https://31.media.tumblr.com/1e40dd5d0ec0569d4949abe0e85965c5/tumblr_n2w3u4Aa6W1tttccso4_1280.jpg)
So well said Sona! Inspiring. :-)
Quote from: Sona~TS on January 31, 2014, 04:49:11 PM
I'm very glad you find my story inspiring, especially after seeing your interpretation of it.
It's not about anything that is degradable, meaning (anything materialistic or physical). I could truly care less, if right this minute, I passed or not.
It's about truly accepting yourself without this very skewed image of the stereotypical standard of "Beauty" that society fabricates for us and then sells to us. It's all in YOUR head.
I changed my TOTAL lifestyle around to match the way I felt I should as a Woman. Pass or not pass, I wanted to live past 40. I wanted to stop eating garbage.
I believe my mental state positively increased the more as I learned about my new way of life while NOT PASSING as a female. I didn't care. The Sona from day1 is equally as beautiful as Sona now.
I never thought I would pass. So I simply learned to pass for myself on the inside and love myself, and respect my new identity. That is far more important than passing hands down.
I wanted to reach new levels of understanding. Yoga opened my eyes.
Society mean nothing to me. This video could be deleted from every web site in the world right now because I know that I have reached out and truly connected with at least 2 people who needed. (That was the point of the video in the first place).
I find it hard to reflect my emotions and intentions through a internet video. I had to use some music, my words and images to explain my story in a timely manner that was compelling and vibrant enough to keep people from switching to something else.
My physical changes are just physical............. Hold on.... Let me say that one more time for you,
My physical changes are just physical. I could get hit by a bus 60 years or 60 mins from now. My body will start to decompose in 6 weeks, my implants with simply fall off, and all the physical changes that I have made in my short life would mean nothing at least to me.
What actually does mean something to me is that for 443 days of my 31 years on this planet were at least genuine. That's all that matters to me.
With me embracing and accepting my self with my eyes closed shut from this fake world, I had already won my own battle.
My eyes open up into the bathroom mirror and I see my temporary shell that will represent me until it dies off and becomes nothing.
As I look at my body, I (As Sona, not HIM, but me finally), I simply said that I love my self. I'm beautiful, but I still want to make some changes and not just to change my appearance but to be the woman I have always been.
I hope you're still paying attention to this, because it is going somewhere I think....
I started burning candles, and listening to classical music. I discovered that I love to paint and draw, and do yoga. I learned that I really didn't want to smoke cigarettes anymore, etc etc and so and so on.... So, my sipirit was happy for that. The lifestyle, the mountain biking, the diet and outlook, everything changed... everything inside, and I did it only for that, not my parents, my friends, just me, not even the look in the mirror. Just my soul and spirit.......................
The drastic changes that happened inside my mind began to reflect on this temporary, physical, degradable, decomposable BODY.
It was all just icing my make own cake, a cake that I baked just for me, not society. Not you, not Katy Perry or Fashion magazine, but me.
I felt the best parallel to showcase my internal/MENTAL transition, was to use the reflected bi-product of my physical transition, since, ya know, that is what everyone else seems so focused on around here.
Nose jobs, boob jobs, foot jobs, stomach jobs, hand jobs, heart and mind jobs, whatever you want to say..... None of it matters to me. If people thought I looked horrible, that's their mistake. My boobs, and or weight loss do not make my mind. My smile will be just as wide if I looked downward and saw them missing. They're nice to have, sure. Lots of women like their breasts. But they do not make me a woman. My mind does. PERIOD. END OF STORY.
Others can focus and simple, primitive things like boobies, finger nail polish, and long hair as a benchmark in their womanhood, not me. Only if I, and I only want those things.
I think porn is great. It's natural, it's ancient, it's exciting for many. I don't watch much of it, but I don't judge any one for what they choose for a career or the types of movies they watch, or the type of thoughts they may or may not have. I just don't care. lol
I don't care if people are perverted at times, it happens. People are so insecure with things that do not matter.
My penis means nothing to me... ABSOLUTELY nothing. I would prefer a Vagina, but again, does , me having my vagina make me more of a women now than I was pre-op? Umm NEGATRON my friend. It does NOT! To you or anyone else, sure, maybe, perhaps, I don't really care. lol
This is all just my own thought that makes me ME. So I'm not wrong and you could be right....
I had a girlfriend who liked to wear bikinis at the beach....
I asked her why she liked to wear them thangs?
She said it made her feel more feminine and sexy, crap, at least she honest.
I have a bikini of my very own. Why? Because it has a funny print on it and it makes ME feel even more feminine than I already do. PERIOD
I have picture of me wearing it.
I had an idea of using it to compare my parallel reflection of my metal transition to the static photo of "Him" or Kimbo Slice before.
I mean, That's the whole idea, right??????????????????????????????????????????
Are you with me?
I didn't post that bikini picture because I wanted my friends (both current and past who never let go of "him"), to view it and NOT feel too uncomfortable.
Why, Women wear bikinis everyday. I see it on the front pages of magazines on the bathroom floor of my Mom's church... So what.. Is it porn to you? Maybe, sounds like it could. I don't care either. lol
I chose the last comparison pic because it was simple and physically revealing and I didn't feel the need to have my friends view me in a thong bikini just to show the physical change.
So, I picked that so perhaps as you say "PORN" photo to use, my mom and I both thought it would be more appropriate, and I wanted to have my genitals region covered. I could have used a sports illustrated (swim suit edition) to cover it up, but I used my hands instead.
Sorry you interpreted the video it the way you did. I think if you actually knew me you wouldn't have a doubt. But you don't.
So yea. bottom line is... If you think its porn... Then maybe to you it is. Maybe that's how you view it. I'm not sure where you're mind is wondering when you stop, and take moment to look at that image. If you think it is, than go for it. Here's a box of tissues! You'll be the very first person to bring that term or even the idea up after several hundred people I know personally seeing it. I have heard it's "revealing" though by one person.... I ask her if she meant my entire video or just the material flesh decomposing in it?
I hope this helps you. If not, oh well. :)
Thank you for the compliments to did give me! :) I do appreciate it.
What a great before and after?
Quote from: abbyt89 on January 04, 2014, 10:50:04 PM
Here's the most recent before and after, figured I would update it since I had FFS :p
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FAhQYXKp.jpg&hash=3759989d473581f2d889e746586867eeea63f911)
Wow you make both a sexy looking guy and girl!
Quote from: Cassie 4 Ever!!! on December 28, 2013, 12:50:24 PM
Left is Pre-HRT & the right side is me today.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2Fkasihnya%2FIMG954608.jpg&hash=d55817043184eabab780418eb90af18b09e95558) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2Fkasihnya%2Fwork1.jpg&hash=94e855354ce5a3b7cf8c01224c5c4715449b4c61)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2Fkasihnya%2FIMG953214.jpg&hash=8b78b2ff49fe111846762407db12040b0cd9babd) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2Fkasihnya%2Fwork2.jpg&hash=8ccafcca46e80e5071aaec58bca595b164f6a4cd)
Quote from: Zoë on March 23, 2014, 08:48:14 PM
So It's been a little while since my last post, but I've been on HRT now for a month and a week, so I thought I would share my progress again ^_^
Before:
(https://fbcdn-sphotos-b-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-prn2/t1.0-9/1480517_417889638341953_692552229_n.jpg)
(https://scontent-a-lga.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-prn2/t1.0-9/1471348_406679959462921_1523982361_n.jpg)
Now:
(https://fbcdn-sphotos-d-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-ash3/t1.0-9/1237621_449473471850236_408020132_n.jpg)
(https://scontent-a-lga.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-frc1/t1.0-9/1978828_449904701807113_1054678449_n.jpg)
(https://31.media.tumblr.com/1e40dd5d0ec0569d4949abe0e85965c5/tumblr_n2w3u4Aa6W1tttccso4_1280.jpg)
Lookin' good Zoë!!
Here's my "back in the day"
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.sarahsmagickingdom.com%2Ffiles%255Cbef.jpg&hash=2b5a9281bc913d2427c4817e502a8e6f6dfae40e)
And here is 17 months HRT
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.sarahsmagickingdom.com%2Ffiles%255C245.jpg&hash=e4ece56882e9a603f7a5be52d3fc5d769ba4293e) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.sarahsmagickingdom.com%2Ffiles%255C285sm.jpg&hash=f94f632ab8c2334005ef86c0fd3655eca326b8f7) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.sarahsmagickingdom.com%2Ffiles%255C355sm.jpg&hash=16bc30e8a24c51adcd0aead5b364462467554dd7)
Quote from: Sarah Anne on March 24, 2014, 12:01:31 PM
Here's my "back in the day"
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.sarahsmagickingdom.com%2Ffiles%255Cbef.jpg&hash=2b5a9281bc913d2427c4817e502a8e6f6dfae40e)
And here is 17 months HRT
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.sarahsmagickingdom.com%2Ffiles%255C245.jpg&hash=e4ece56882e9a603f7a5be52d3fc5d769ba4293e) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.sarahsmagickingdom.com%2Ffiles%255C285sm.jpg&hash=f94f632ab8c2334005ef86c0fd3655eca326b8f7) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.sarahsmagickingdom.com%2Ffiles%255C355sm.jpg&hash=16bc30e8a24c51adcd0aead5b364462467554dd7)
Sarah, your transition has been nothing short of amazing. You look incredible and so happy now. And seeing successes like yours makes me feel happy too :)
(And a little envious too. But I'm hopeful.)
Sarah - very impressive! :)
Quote from: Sarah Anne on March 24, 2014, 12:01:31 PM
Here's my "back in the day"
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.sarahsmagickingdom.com%2Ffiles%255Cbef.jpg&hash=2b5a9281bc913d2427c4817e502a8e6f6dfae40e)
And here is 17 months HRT
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.sarahsmagickingdom.com%2Ffiles%255C245.jpg&hash=e4ece56882e9a603f7a5be52d3fc5d769ba4293e) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.sarahsmagickingdom.com%2Ffiles%255C285sm.jpg&hash=f94f632ab8c2334005ef86c0fd3655eca326b8f7) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.sarahsmagickingdom.com%2Ffiles%255C355sm.jpg&hash=16bc30e8a24c51adcd0aead5b364462467554dd7)
Holy crap, WOW!!!! The difference is amazing!
you girls give me a lot of inspiration.
Quote from: ♡ Emily ♡ on March 24, 2014, 03:35:59 AM
But I still have to grow in order to match Your sense of style and fashion, barbie :)
Fashion is always difficult. I thought I looked pretty, but some serious people criticize my fashion sense. I like mini-skirts, but the recommend longer Chanel-line or A-line skirts to me. And I do not know how to nicely tie a scarf.
I think fashion is cultural and aesthetic while HRT andr SRS are physical and medical. Fashion requires hard study and trial and errors.
barbie~~
Yes I agree completely Barbie. Besides fashion has cultural roots too. What is popular in the the united states probably isn't in china. People make lots of judgements based on their beliefs but not everyone has the same beliefs right?
I like the idea about female clothing being expressive and being able to feel free to create your own style.
Quote from: Melissa_fox on March 23, 2014, 09:14:24 PM
Wow you make both a sexy looking guy and girl!
Thank you!!! I like how I look as a girl much better!!
This is quite inspirational
Quote from: Sarah Anne on March 24, 2014, 12:01:31 PM
Here's my "back in the day"
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.sarahsmagickingdom.com%2Ffiles%255Cbef.jpg&hash=2b5a9281bc913d2427c4817e502a8e6f6dfae40e)
And here is 17 months HRT
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.sarahsmagickingdom.com%2Ffiles%255C245.jpg&hash=e4ece56882e9a603f7a5be52d3fc5d769ba4293e) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.sarahsmagickingdom.com%2Ffiles%255C285sm.jpg&hash=f94f632ab8c2334005ef86c0fd3655eca326b8f7) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.sarahsmagickingdom.com%2Ffiles%255C355sm.jpg&hash=16bc30e8a24c51adcd0aead5b364462467554dd7)
Amazing!!!!!!!! Never in a million years would the thought come to mind. and even looking at the pics, im going, really??
Quote from: Sarah Anne on March 24, 2014, 12:01:31 PM
Here's my "back in the day"
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.sarahsmagickingdom.com%2Ffiles%255Cbef.jpg&hash=2b5a9281bc913d2427c4817e502a8e6f6dfae40e)
And here is 17 months HRT
A great achievement!
barbie~~
I really hope this works. I don't really know how to put up pictures. But here is an image of me when I was in high school maybe around like 9th or 10th grade?
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2F24.media.tumblr.com%2Ftumblr_lm11ooQPsT1qkrzsco1_500.jpg&hash=c73edb5874176530fb7f6688c2edaed0060f3850)
Now here is an image of my freshman year of college about 3ish years ago.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2F31.media.tumblr.com%2Ftumblr_m29np3Ha4Y1qkrzsco1_1280.jpg&hash=b43503dac085ca3d7320119b85d2c062ee3cb5e9)
And lastly, here is my most recent picture on HRT for 2 months which is also my forum avatar.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2F31.media.tumblr.com%2Fab6ee7bf5e18cfb3f1b33dc8002f49af%2Ftumblr_n1spw5hiiO1qkrzsco1_1280.jpg&hash=1222d7ca076d0b9e467b7202ec9269e0dd361239)
This made me very emotional. I haven't viewed my pictures from years ago in ages. Wow
You are only 2 months in!? OMG, already an amazeballs transformation. Have you considered modeling?
Quote from: Jill F on March 25, 2014, 02:22:13 AM
You are only 2 months in!? OMG, already an amazeballs transformation. Have you considered modeling?
Thank you so much! I still don't pass which I know isn't something I should be striving for but I'd like to be able to, you know? And I actually have been thinking, maybe? I have hopes that ANTM does another cycle and auditions this winter and I will give it a try finally. I've dreamed of always being on the show but was never comfortable in my skin (of course) to do it. But I hope that the next half year or so will be a transformative experience for me and I will be able to audition and see what happens.
Quote from: llerret on March 25, 2014, 02:31:19 AM
Thank you so much! I still don't pass which I know isn't something I should be striving for but I'd like to be able to, you know? And I actually have been thinking, maybe? I have hopes that ANTM does another cycle and auditions this winter and I will give it a try finally. I've dreamed of always being on the show but was never comfortable in my skin (of course) to do it. But I hope that the next half year or so will be a transformative experience for me and I will be able to audition and see what happens.
You mean as a guy, right? All I see is girl, girl, girl. I don't think I'd have clocked you in a million years.
Quote from: Jill F on March 25, 2014, 02:37:36 AM
You mean as a guy, right? All I see is girl, girl, girl. I don't think I'd have clocked you in a million years.
Haha thank you! But nope, I don't pass everywhere I go
This thread is such a trip. Thank you ladies. I remember looking at this thread months/years ago and feeling inspired but also doubting I would ever see similar results. Now, I think I may post some photos soon.
Isn't it amazing how quickly the right hormones and attitude can work magic.
Used to be, I couldn't bear to look at myself.
My mom gushed over how cute I was yesterday... that was new and cool.
Quote from: Sarah Anne on March 24, 2014, 12:01:31 PM
Here's my "back in the day"
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.sarahsmagickingdom.com%2Ffiles%255Cbef.jpg&hash=2b5a9281bc913d2427c4817e502a8e6f6dfae40e)
And here is 17 months HRT
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.sarahsmagickingdom.com%2Ffiles%255C245.jpg&hash=e4ece56882e9a603f7a5be52d3fc5d769ba4293e) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.sarahsmagickingdom.com%2Ffiles%255C285sm.jpg&hash=f94f632ab8c2334005ef86c0fd3655eca326b8f7) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.sarahsmagickingdom.com%2Ffiles%255C355sm.jpg&hash=16bc30e8a24c51adcd0aead5b364462467554dd7)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FE9ZOX5z.png&hash=052f7240c55b4da9c14c3553421ef7f5aaebd2cd)
Quote from: Sarah Anne on March 24, 2014, 12:01:31 PM
Here's my "back in the day"
And here is 17 months HRT
And my jealous hate list grows...
Just kidding, but you do look anazing
Quote from: ♡ Emily ♡ on March 25, 2014, 05:31:25 AM
Same here! I remember eagerly examining this thread and countless videos on YT and realising that most of them were made by young transitioners set me into deeper and deeper despair... I remember looking at myself in the mirror critically and thinking - no way... those shoulders, muscles and frame... I wish I knew back then - it would have made things much easier :).
Emily...I know EXACTLY what you mean. At age 39, I was going over these threads with a fine tooth comb hating that I had waited so long in life to do this. The depression was worse because I couldn't do what these young kids have done. But then I started seeing some "more mature" transitioners and figured...why not!? You don't know what's going to happen until you try. Sure there are plenty of attributes about myself I can't change...at just about 6' tall, I can ALWAYS see over a crowded mall or am asked to grab stuff off the top shelf. But I've realized women really do come in all shapes and sizes. And being older, we have less "standards" that we're expected to meet! LOL!
Also, it is time to yell to the world, "It is never too late to start. The results will likely still amaze yourself and those around you."
Quote from: Sarah Anne on March 24, 2014, 12:01:31 PM
Here's my "back in the day"
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.sarahsmagickingdom.com%2Ffiles%255Cbef.jpg&hash=2b5a9281bc913d2427c4817e502a8e6f6dfae40e)
And here is 17 months HRT
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.sarahsmagickingdom.com%2Ffiles%255C245.jpg&hash=e4ece56882e9a603f7a5be52d3fc5d769ba4293e) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.sarahsmagickingdom.com%2Ffiles%255C285sm.jpg&hash=f94f632ab8c2334005ef86c0fd3655eca326b8f7) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.sarahsmagickingdom.com%2Ffiles%255C355sm.jpg&hash=16bc30e8a24c51adcd0aead5b364462467554dd7)
As I've said before Sarah: WOW!!
Quote from: Sarah Anne on March 25, 2014, 05:55:59 AM
Emily...I know EXACTLY what you mean. At age 39, I was going over these threads with a fine tooth comb hating that I had waited so long in life to do this. The depression was worse because I couldn't do what these young kids have done. But then I started seeing some "more mature" transitioners and figured...why not!? You don't know what's going to happen until you try. Sure there are plenty of attributes about myself I can't change...at just about 6' tall, I can ALWAYS see over a crowded mall or am asked to grab stuff off the top shelf. But I've realized women really do come in all shapes and sizes. And being older, we have less "standards" that we're expected to meet! LOL!
Tall women always look exceptionally good in their clothes and why fashion models are most always tall, long shapely legs are a great asset!
http://www.imdb.com/list/4Su1yZ6vgNc/
Quote from: Shantel on March 25, 2014, 08:19:44 AM
Tall women always look exceptionally good in their clothes and why fashion models are most always tall, long shapely legs are a great asset!
http://www.imdb.com/list/4Su1yZ6vgNc/
I also find this really interesting, because most of the really tall, elegant and "classically" beautiful women also have very strong and angular jawlines...we are off to a head start in that regard at least!
Sarah, I'm new around here and I've got to say that you look stunning in your "after"-pictures. I also hope that I will get the same results one day.
Hi Quarky! Thank you!! Good luck on your journey!!
And to all others who commented....TYSVM! To quote something I wrote in my timeline thread....
Every time I pass a mirror or catch my reflection in a window, I briefly stop and just stare. My wife will say "Yes! You're beautiful! Now COME ON!" I have tried my best to explain to her that vanity has nothing to do with it. That I too simply cannot believe that the person looking back is me. To see it...and feel it...is beyond words.
Sarah
Quote from: Sarah Anne on March 25, 2014, 09:49:49 AM
That I simply cannot believe that the person looking back is me. To see it...and feel it...is beyond words.
Sarah
+1 :angel: :D
Quote from: llerret on March 25, 2014, 02:31:19 AM
Thank you so much! I still don't pass which I know isn't something I should be striving for but I'd like to be able to, you know? And I actually have been thinking, maybe? I have hopes that ANTM does another cycle and auditions this winter and I will give it a try finally. I've dreamed of always being on the show but was never comfortable in my skin (of course) to do it. But I hope that the next half year or so will be a transformative experience for me and I will be able to audition and see what happens.
I think you really underestimate your beauty
I can't wait until I can post before and after photo's here. I just gotta give myself more time on hrt first. The time will come soon enough. All of you girls here give me inspiration to look forward to after I've been on hrt for a years. There's so many of you here I wish to thank it's impossible to name all of you. ;)
Quote from: Sarah Anne on March 25, 2014, 05:55:59 AM
Emily...I know EXACTLY what you mean. At age 39, I was going over these threads with a fine tooth comb hating that I had waited so long in life to do this. The depression was worse because I couldn't do what these young kids have done. But then I started seeing some "more mature" transitioners and figured...why not!? You don't know what's going to happen until you try. Sure there are plenty of attributes about myself I can't change...at just about 6' tall, I can ALWAYS see over a crowded mall or am asked to grab stuff off the top shelf. But I've realized women really do come in all shapes and sizes. And being older, we have less "standards" that we're expected to meet! LOL!
and there you have it.
Hello everyone.
I love this thread. I spend ages browsing all of your pics. Its always amazing to see all these woman finally becoming who they truly are and it is mind blowing looking at the changes :o
I have been on this site since late 2011 and when I joined I was in a very low place. I was 36 and could never see how I would ever make a convincing female. I have had a tough time over the past few years. Its been hard, but as you can see below it has all been worth it.
Summer 2010
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.tsdating.com%2F_core%2Fpic%2Ffull%2Fe3736608e596d9cf9ea7d452cd560e7d8bdcfdefb5dcc7324f60e5a25ef818cd.jpg&hash=bc75f1376da312f3aead7fe67073528c2c1bf4b5)(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.tsdating.com%2F_core%2Fpic%2Ffull%2F1154b8c715757b31978f8b109c51dd188bdcfdefb5dcc7324f60e5a25ef818cd.jpg&hash=686a4332dcc8c9e9c660f6350e6aa43fed2c82d5)
Spring 2014
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.tsdating.com%2F_core%2Fpic%2Ffull%2F1be6be7eff3c4baa587d047a0f2b5b9ae3b2ee34f534cc60d71efa65edf9153b.jpg&hash=0cd06a481c94b84d178460916c8026189d08a8db)(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.tsdating.com%2F_core%2Fpic%2Ffull%2Ffc0160124d2aa4e140489b3a6e211016e3b2ee34f534cc60d71efa65edf9153b.jpg&hash=56288af62440f2ee1fc7a2bc0279c9be9fbd3cc1)(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.tsdating.com%2F_core%2Fpic%2Ffull%2F2a7cb53aba89494652ce1291654948b2e3b2ee34f534cc60d71efa65edf9153b.jpg&hash=cea11ebb42770db61345875ca1f85cad40d02988)
Love and hugs Jo xxxxxx
Quote from: Joanna on March 28, 2014, 07:00:37 PM
H
Spring 2014
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.tsdating.com%2F_core%2Fpic%2Ffull%2F1be6be7eff3c4baa587d047a0f2b5b9ae3b2ee34f534cc60d71efa65edf9153b.jpg&hash=0cd06a481c94b84d178460916c8026189d08a8db)(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.tsdating.com%2F_core%2Fpic%2Ffull%2Ffc0160124d2aa4e140489b3a6e211016e3b2ee34f534cc60d71efa65edf9153b.jpg&hash=56288af62440f2ee1fc7a2bc0279c9be9fbd3cc1)(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.tsdating.com%2F_core%2Fpic%2Ffull%2F2a7cb53aba89494652ce1291654948b2e3b2ee34f534cc60d71efa65edf9153b.jpg&hash=cea11ebb42770db61345875ca1f85cad40d02988)
Love and hugs Jo xxxxxx
Oh hey Joanna,
You're onne of my favorite beauties. I love the dress on you in the center photo, drop dead gorgeous lady!
Hey Auntie Shan ;D
So lovely to hear from you, and also for your wonderful comment. Thanks for being there when I needed you xxx
Quote from: Joanna on March 28, 2014, 07:00:37 PM
Hello everyone.
I love this thread. I spend ages browsing all of your pics. Its always amazing to see all these woman finally becoming who they truly are and it is mind blowing looking at the changes :o
I have been on this site since late 2011 and when I joined I was in a very low place. I was 36 and could never see how I would ever make a convincing female. I have had a tough time over the past few years. Its been hard, but as you can see below it has all been worth it.
Summer 2010
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.tsdating.com%2F_core%2Fpic%2Ffull%2Fe3736608e596d9cf9ea7d452cd560e7d8bdcfdefb5dcc7324f60e5a25ef818cd.jpg&hash=bc75f1376da312f3aead7fe67073528c2c1bf4b5)(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.tsdating.com%2F_core%2Fpic%2Ffull%2F1154b8c715757b31978f8b109c51dd188bdcfdefb5dcc7324f60e5a25ef818cd.jpg&hash=686a4332dcc8c9e9c660f6350e6aa43fed2c82d5)
Spring 2014
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.tsdating.com%2F_core%2Fpic%2Ffull%2F1be6be7eff3c4baa587d047a0f2b5b9ae3b2ee34f534cc60d71efa65edf9153b.jpg&hash=0cd06a481c94b84d178460916c8026189d08a8db)(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.tsdating.com%2F_core%2Fpic%2Ffull%2Ffc0160124d2aa4e140489b3a6e211016e3b2ee34f534cc60d71efa65edf9153b.jpg&hash=56288af62440f2ee1fc7a2bc0279c9be9fbd3cc1)(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.tsdating.com%2F_core%2Fpic%2Ffull%2F2a7cb53aba89494652ce1291654948b2e3b2ee34f534cc60d71efa65edf9153b.jpg&hash=cea11ebb42770db61345875ca1f85cad40d02988)
Love and hugs Jo xxxxxx
Wow what an amazing transformation :) Puberty did you well lol
What's your workout routine?
Yes, you've turned out great, Joanna! Very natural and pretty.
Hey Llerret
I don't really work out that often. I am generally just quite active day to day. I lost a shed load of weight on HRT and I have my mothers genetics which also helps a lot.
By the way you look absolutely gorgeous x
Quote from: Joanna on March 28, 2014, 07:20:48 PM
Hey Llerret
I don't really work out that often. I am generally just quite active day to day. I lost a shed load of weight on HRT and I have my mothers genetics which also helps a lot.
By the way you look absolutely gorgeous x
Thank you, Joanna! You look amazing yourself!
I wish my body was as great looking as yours.
All the women in my family are not very slender or fit and so I'm paranoid and finding myself with lots of body issues though I'm very skinny and fit now. I'm just scared that HRT will ruin my body lol. That's why I was asking about your regimen because again, your body looks phenomenal! I'm so glad you're out of that dark place and are happy
Quote from: Joanna on March 28, 2014, 07:00:37 PM
Hello everyone.
I love this thread. I spend ages browsing all of your pics. Its always amazing to see all these woman finally becoming who they truly are and it is mind blowing looking at the changes :o
I have been on this site since late 2011 and when I joined I was in a very low place. I was 36 and could never see how I would ever make a convincing female. I have had a tough time over the past few years. Its been hard, but as you can see below it has all been worth it.
Summer 2010
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.tsdating.com%2F_core%2Fpic%2Ffull%2Fe3736608e596d9cf9ea7d452cd560e7d8bdcfdefb5dcc7324f60e5a25ef818cd.jpg&hash=bc75f1376da312f3aead7fe67073528c2c1bf4b5)(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.tsdating.com%2F_core%2Fpic%2Ffull%2F1154b8c715757b31978f8b109c51dd188bdcfdefb5dcc7324f60e5a25ef818cd.jpg&hash=686a4332dcc8c9e9c660f6350e6aa43fed2c82d5)
Spring 2014
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.tsdating.com%2F_core%2Fpic%2Ffull%2F1be6be7eff3c4baa587d047a0f2b5b9ae3b2ee34f534cc60d71efa65edf9153b.jpg&hash=0cd06a481c94b84d178460916c8026189d08a8db)(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.tsdating.com%2F_core%2Fpic%2Ffull%2Ffc0160124d2aa4e140489b3a6e211016e3b2ee34f534cc60d71efa65edf9153b.jpg&hash=56288af62440f2ee1fc7a2bc0279c9be9fbd3cc1)(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.tsdating.com%2F_core%2Fpic%2Ffull%2F2a7cb53aba89494652ce1291654948b2e3b2ee34f534cc60d71efa65edf9153b.jpg&hash=cea11ebb42770db61345875ca1f85cad40d02988)
Love and hugs Jo xxxxxx
Your transition is wonderful! I am jealous... :)
Wow Joanna, you look amazing!
Quote from: Joanna on March 28, 2014, 07:20:48 PM
Hey Llerret
I don't really work out that often. I am generally just quite active day to day. I lost a shed load of weight on HRT and I have my mothers genetics which also helps a lot.
By the way you look absolutely gorgeous x
Quote from: Melissa_fox on March 29, 2014, 10:41:31 AM
Wow Joanna, you look amazing!
She is totally amazing, I followed her transition closely and it wasn't easy for her, but she stuck to her guns and prevailed over all the adversity that we all have both real and imagined. She's a great example to all here and I do admire her so much as do so many others who know her.
Quote from: Joanna on March 28, 2014, 07:00:37 PM
Spring 2014
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.tsdating.com%2F_core%2Fpic%2Ffull%2F1be6be7eff3c4baa587d047a0f2b5b9ae3b2ee34f534cc60d71efa65edf9153b.jpg&hash=0cd06a481c94b84d178460916c8026189d08a8db)(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.tsdating.com%2F_core%2Fpic%2Ffull%2Ffc0160124d2aa4e140489b3a6e211016e3b2ee34f534cc60d71efa65edf9153b.jpg&hash=56288af62440f2ee1fc7a2bc0279c9be9fbd3cc1)(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.tsdating.com%2F_core%2Fpic%2Ffull%2F2a7cb53aba89494652ce1291654948b2e3b2ee34f534cc60d71efa65edf9153b.jpg&hash=cea11ebb42770db61345875ca1f85cad40d02988)
Love and hugs Jo xxxxxx
Jesus Christ you look hot here....! You definitely got it.
Before and after, in celebration of 16 months! Looking forward to seeing what the next 16 bring..
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FkG0EZfp.png&hash=f64ef18319dc844798806dd95516c79035d07d2b) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FWQVxnUO.jpg&hash=037907f2a6af7197063a0a07d9008a236272dd61)
Quote from: Orihime on March 29, 2014, 07:34:38 PM
Before and after, in celebration of 16 months! Looking forward to seeing what the next 16 bring..
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FkG0EZfp.png&hash=f64ef18319dc844798806dd95516c79035d07d2b) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FWQVxnUO.jpg&hash=037907f2a6af7197063a0a07d9008a236272dd61)
Cripes Orihime you pretty thing, who's the beast next to you hon? ;D Looking beautiful!
Orihime like I said you are on my jelly list! ;)
Quote from: Orihime on March 29, 2014, 07:34:38 PM
Before and after, in celebration of 16 months! Looking forward to seeing what the next 16 bring..
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FkG0EZfp.png&hash=f64ef18319dc844798806dd95516c79035d07d2b) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FWQVxnUO.jpg&hash=037907f2a6af7197063a0a07d9008a236272dd61)
you have a very natural look in the car shot. Kind of like surfs up.
Surf's Up is right, I spent the day on the beach in Santa Monica!
Finally got the guts to do this.
When possible, start with a beard pic.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FgsUvb5X.jpg&hash=f8e4e9c6f6a84483ce5f6a4ac6f225656e487c22)
Then follow with one where you just look funny.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FMqrH8LG.jpg&hash=16c4be17d0a9d9f8c016d2ecdcdcba6e19d3b176)
Then, start HRT.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FeZuA3OO.jpg&hash=7b45e8c3c6925b503d959e1d05b01f882c25bb16)
Play with makeup.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FirUWw6L.jpg&hash=e055ba72791416eb875d3e0eee2e6d76ed802d0e)
Go shopping.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FY9V638i.jpg&hash=4731fef2623e52cfe6e96bf90100455cac64416a)
Play with hair.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2Fe9v4zN8.jpg&hash=17dd12bc39197ea3f41d4e2bf043d5162aa7adc5)
Go casual.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FyMuCPRd.jpg&hash=be3512fc5c4ef4a578a80b21bea0de54a9116251)
Play dress up.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FcNjwX88.jpg&hash=e5ad6a9fa77ed9dc6bac5c6513abd71a13477661)
Have fun.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FyekgOMX.jpg&hash=c767a8599de7653b40d5ae8616bfcc24add20028)
Wait for what's next.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FP3xtGqj.jpg&hash=96c9b2e85eb525970edd8f15dbc10a988586de19)
4 1/2 months. Finally, the time, hormones and effort are starting to yield results for this 38 year old. Now, for the eyebrows and beard... still a long way to go.
Yay Tori!
I'm so excited to see your pics. :D
You look great and very confident. Thank you for sharing your photo narrative.
*tiptoes in*
Hii, I'm new here but I just wanted to say, looking through this thread has been such an uplifting experience. It truly gives me hope, you're all so beautiful ^^ <3
Quote from: Tori on March 29, 2014, 10:57:28 PM
Finally got the guts to do this.
When possible, start with a beard pic.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FgsUvb5X.jpg&hash=f8e4e9c6f6a84483ce5f6a4ac6f225656e487c22)
Wait for what's next.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FP3xtGqj.jpg&hash=96c9b2e85eb525970edd8f15dbc10a988586de19)
4 1/2 months. Finally, the time, hormones and effort are starting to yield results for this 38 year old. Now, for the eyebrows and beard... still a long way to go.
Wow Tori, who would have known? You clean up nicely and have made huge strides already, stick with it girlfriend!
your looking better these days
Thank you all. Wigs and makeup. And hormones.
Quote from: Shantel on March 30, 2014, 08:15:25 AM
Wow Tori, who would have known? You clean up nicely and have made huge strides already, stick with it girlfriend!
Those two photos were shot in the same spot. Different angles. Different times. Within 7 months of each other.
Quote from: Orihime on March 29, 2014, 07:34:38 PM
Before and after, in celebration of 16 months! Looking forward to seeing what the next 16 bring..
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FkG0EZfp.png&hash=f64ef18319dc844798806dd95516c79035d07d2b) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FWQVxnUO.jpg&hash=037907f2a6af7197063a0a07d9008a236272dd61)
You inspired me to post. I do not recognize him. I recognize you. You have been there on chat.
You look so good!
Quote from: Joanna on March 28, 2014, 07:00:37 PM
Hello everyone.
I love this thread. I spend ages browsing all of your pics. Its always amazing to see all these woman finally becoming who they truly are and it is mind blowing looking at the changes :o
I have been on this site since late 2011 and when I joined I was in a very low place. I was 36 and could never see how I would ever make a convincing female. I have had a tough time over the past few years. Its been hard, but as you can see below it has all been worth it.
Summer 2010
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.tsdating.com%2F_core%2Fpic%2Ffull%2Fe3736608e596d9cf9ea7d452cd560e7d8bdcfdefb5dcc7324f60e5a25ef818cd.jpg&hash=bc75f1376da312f3aead7fe67073528c2c1bf4b5)(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.tsdating.com%2F_core%2Fpic%2Ffull%2F1154b8c715757b31978f8b109c51dd188bdcfdefb5dcc7324f60e5a25ef818cd.jpg&hash=686a4332dcc8c9e9c660f6350e6aa43fed2c82d5)
Spring 2014
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.tsdating.com%2F_core%2Fpic%2Ffull%2F1be6be7eff3c4baa587d047a0f2b5b9ae3b2ee34f534cc60d71efa65edf9153b.jpg&hash=0cd06a481c94b84d178460916c8026189d08a8db)(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.tsdating.com%2F_core%2Fpic%2Ffull%2Ffc0160124d2aa4e140489b3a6e211016e3b2ee34f534cc60d71efa65edf9153b.jpg&hash=56288af62440f2ee1fc7a2bc0279c9be9fbd3cc1)(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.tsdating.com%2F_core%2Fpic%2Ffull%2F2a7cb53aba89494652ce1291654948b2e3b2ee34f534cc60d71efa65edf9153b.jpg&hash=cea11ebb42770db61345875ca1f85cad40d02988)
Love and hugs Jo xxxxxx
Amazing! :o You look gorgeous and I would kill for your curves. I look at your waist, hips and butt, and all I can think is, 'How did she do it?'
So, let us in on the secret ... how did you do it????
Hey Carlita,
Thank you very much....
A few people have asked the same question. I have to be honest I think there are a few reasons I have a waist/hip ratio.
Firstly, its the angle I am standing at! Just off centre, it makes you look more curvy and I have put on a bit of fat around by backside so this helps to show it off and add the curve. The dress is tight and has a flattering pattern to enhance your curves. Also, I lost a lot of weight when I started HRT. My stomach is literally concave every morning. When I stand up it measures 28". Another reason which I think probably has a lot to do with it, is I initially transitioned as a Teenager. I started HRT when I had just turned 16 I was on high dose E for 2 years during the final part of my puberty. I am certain that my hips did widen slightly. Not by much, but enough that now it shows. That's all I can think. I don't work out crazy, or have a strict routine in the method to build muscle. However, I know that by doing squats, leg lifts, lunges etc, this really can help to shape your lower half.
xxx
Quote from: Shantel on March 29, 2014, 10:54:35 AM
She is totally amazing, I followed her transition closely and it wasn't easy for her, but she stuck to her guns and prevailed over all the adversity that we all have both real and imagined. She's a great example to all here and I do admire her so much as do so many others who know her.
Thank you Shan, Thank you for sticking by me and recognising its been tough. Its tough for us all. We fight not just the demons around us, but out own inner demons too.xx
Hi everyone! Here I am, transitioning at 35 years old.
Pre-everything:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi328.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fl353%2Ftruehaley%2FTransition%2F955A167E-5C58-4579-965E-62C76A0A6169_zpslfyfxi3c.jpg&hash=42542eb6d4ef7836bea1e1b2624171c34d826183)(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi328.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fl353%2Ftruehaley%2FTransition%2FB6E4FCF9-E659-4C70-A764-958ADCC03D55_zpsqbzcijnm.jpg&hash=da75360e4cd99da9ebb55f33b55e8988d7e7835f)
Now, after about 4 months on Hormones and 6 months laser hair removal:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi328.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fl353%2Ftruehaley%2FTransition%2F4A702E74-93AA-4013-B873-D9F7DD8F5D82_zpsgmerevge.jpg&hash=234af135225db9d0a29fd7510b49c6521ac4f158)(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi328.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fl353%2Ftruehaley%2FTransition%2F8484DAF0-0EC6-4A54-8423-5B72942EB7A8_zpsfsx0dsb3.jpg&hash=d354d5b647fa60eeeaaef40dbe3c24e031d3486e)
Next-up is FFS in 2 weeks! :)
Quote from: HaleyT on April 01, 2014, 03:22:15 AM
Hi everyone! Here I am, transitioning at 35 years old.
Pre-everything:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi328.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fl353%2Ftruehaley%2FTransition%2F955A167E-5C58-4579-965E-62C76A0A6169_zpslfyfxi3c.jpg&hash=42542eb6d4ef7836bea1e1b2624171c34d826183)(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi328.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fl353%2Ftruehaley%2FTransition%2FB6E4FCF9-E659-4C70-A764-958ADCC03D55_zpsqbzcijnm.jpg&hash=da75360e4cd99da9ebb55f33b55e8988d7e7835f)
Now, after about 4 months on Hormones and 6 months laser hair removal:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi328.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fl353%2Ftruehaley%2FTransition%2F4A702E74-93AA-4013-B873-D9F7DD8F5D82_zpsgmerevge.jpg&hash=234af135225db9d0a29fd7510b49c6521ac4f158)(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi328.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fl353%2Ftruehaley%2FTransition%2F8484DAF0-0EC6-4A54-8423-5B72942EB7A8_zpsfsx0dsb3.jpg&hash=d354d5b647fa60eeeaaef40dbe3c24e031d3486e)
Next-up is FFS in 2 weeks! :)
FFS?? You look like you're doing great without it! Congrats on transitioning!! ^_^
I'm not seeing a need for FFS either Haley :) I think you look very nice
Quote from: HaleyT on April 01, 2014, 03:22:15 AM
Hi everyone! Here I am, transitioning at 35 years old.
Next-up is FFS in 2 weeks! :)
You certainly make a better looking girl than a guy. Maybe your nose could help with a bit of refinement, or even perhaps the hairline, but I'd be hard pushed to call it FFS. But I wouldn't knock cosmetic surgery, as I know that can boost confidence when we still see our old selves in the mirror.
Quote from: HaleyT on April 01, 2014, 03:22:15 AM
Hi everyone! Here I am, transitioning at 35 years old.
Pre-everything:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi328.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fl353%2Ftruehaley%2FTransition%2F955A167E-5C58-4579-965E-62C76A0A6169_zpslfyfxi3c.jpg&hash=42542eb6d4ef7836bea1e1b2624171c34d826183)(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi328.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fl353%2Ftruehaley%2FTransition%2FB6E4FCF9-E659-4C70-A764-958ADCC03D55_zpsqbzcijnm.jpg&hash=da75360e4cd99da9ebb55f33b55e8988d7e7835f)
Now, after about 4 months on Hormones and 6 months laser hair removal:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi328.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fl353%2Ftruehaley%2FTransition%2F4A702E74-93AA-4013-B873-D9F7DD8F5D82_zpsgmerevge.jpg&hash=234af135225db9d0a29fd7510b49c6521ac4f158)(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi328.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fl353%2Ftruehaley%2FTransition%2F8484DAF0-0EC6-4A54-8423-5B72942EB7A8_zpsfsx0dsb3.jpg&hash=d354d5b647fa60eeeaaef40dbe3c24e031d3486e)
Next-up is FFS in 2 weeks! :)
Wow, only four months in and you're looking amazing ^^ You don't even seem to need the FFS
Thank you for all your comments, you are all amazing ;D
I did pick a couple of my better photos, so the need for FFS is not that obvious. If you see me from the profile, or without makeup and a big grin on my face it may be a different story. ;)
I can't wait to be able to go out without any makeup on and still be gendered correctly!
Quote from: HaleyT on April 01, 2014, 03:22:15 AM
Hi everyone! Here I am, transitioning at 35 years old.
Pre-everything:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi328.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fl353%2Ftruehaley%2FTransition%2F955A167E-5C58-4579-965E-62C76A0A6169_zpslfyfxi3c.jpg&hash=42542eb6d4ef7836bea1e1b2624171c34d826183)(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi328.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fl353%2Ftruehaley%2FTransition%2FB6E4FCF9-E659-4C70-A764-958ADCC03D55_zpsqbzcijnm.jpg&hash=da75360e4cd99da9ebb55f33b55e8988d7e7835f)
Now, after about 4 months on Hormones and 6 months laser hair removal:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi328.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fl353%2Ftruehaley%2FTransition%2F4A702E74-93AA-4013-B873-D9F7DD8F5D82_zpsgmerevge.jpg&hash=234af135225db9d0a29fd7510b49c6521ac4f158)(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi328.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fl353%2Ftruehaley%2FTransition%2F8484DAF0-0EC6-4A54-8423-5B72942EB7A8_zpsfsx0dsb3.jpg&hash=d354d5b647fa60eeeaaef40dbe3c24e031d3486e)
Next-up is FFS in 2 weeks! :)
Wow! I agree with everyone else. I really don't think you need FFS.
Quote from: V M on April 01, 2014, 05:52:14 AM
I'm not seeing a need for FFS either Haley :) I think you look very nice
ditto
Current avatar from about two years ago. I had just lost 80 pounds from diverticulitis that was so bad that I had a blowout and colovesical fistula that caused flatulence to come out my urethra. Doc said 1 in 5 to 10 don't survive what I had. Scary thing was that I was pretty indifferent to death back then.
I have some pretty cool scars now, so I'll never be an underwear model now. Spanx, maybe?
That's quite a transformation Jill.
OK everybody hide the kids and put up the dogs. I suppose you all have the right to see my before shot, argh! Here it is, but first....
DISCLAIMER: I am not responsible for any additional Therapy required after viewing. Those with weak stomachs turn away now!
Quote from: Jessica Merriman on April 01, 2014, 10:35:07 PM
OK everybody hide the kids and put up the dogs. I suppose you all have the right to see my before shot, argh! Here it is, but first....
DISCLAIMER: I am not responsible for any additional Therapy required after viewing. Those with weak stomachs turn away now!
So much prettier now, baby :D
yea, wise decision
Wow, Jessica, you look SO much happier now. I know all about that "I'm about to kill sh%t" look! I had an ex-bandmate comment once that I smiled more in the last 10 minutes than I did the entire year he was my singer. And I no longer want to kill him. Still don't want him singing in my band though...
Quote from: stephaniec on April 01, 2014, 10:39:49 PM
yea, wise decision
I think that's why no one is clocking me!*giggle* I was much scarier before. ;D
Jill-The first few Therapy sessions I got tagged teamed because they were scared of me. Even had security wait outside! ;D
Oh, the old, "Do you promise not to hurt me or yourself? Here. Put your belongings in this bag and put this stupid gown on. Oh, and security will be waiting right outside the door. And we are leaving the door open." thing?
Been there.
You know you look great. I will tell you again though, just in case you forgot. You look great.
Quote from: Joanna on March 31, 2014, 02:28:54 PM
Hey Carlita,
Thank you very much....
A few people have asked the same question. I have to be honest I think there are a few reasons I have a waist/hip ratio.
Firstly, its the angle I am standing at! Just off centre, it makes you look more curvy and I have put on a bit of fat around by backside so this helps to show it off and add the curve. The dress is tight and has a flattering pattern to enhance your curves. Also, I lost a lot of weight when I started HRT. My stomach is literally concave every morning. When I stand up it measures 28". Another reason which I think probably has a lot to do with it, is I initially transitioned as a Teenager. I started HRT when I had just turned 16 I was on high dose E for 2 years during the final part of my puberty. I am certain that my hips did widen slightly. Not by much, but enough that now it shows. That's all I can think. I don't work out crazy, or have a strict routine in the method to build muscle. However, I know that by doing squats, leg lifts, lunges etc, this really can help to shape your lower half.
xxx
Thanks, Joanna! I'd send you a proper reply, but I'm too busy taking notes! ;)
okay screw it.... Here I am. 4 months HRT and yada yada yada.
Ive got a ways to go but I've come a long way.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fonebodyperlifetime.com%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2014%2F02%2FSnapshot_20121129.jpg&hash=d058365e3051d5c594cfc436113e80fd48c114da)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fonebodyperlifetime.com%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2014%2F04%2FIMG_20140402_113152.jpg&hash=7dfaedc8f712234d85c0223a0037bcd76ab36097)
Quote from: Jessica Merriman on April 01, 2014, 10:35:07 PM
OK everybody hide the kids and put up the dogs. I suppose you all have the right to see my before shot, argh! Here it is, but first....
DISCLAIMER: I am not responsible for any additional Therapy required after viewing. Those with weak stomachs turn away now!
You don't look like a happy camper there Jessica, it's hard to believe that was you at one time. Buuut I would be the last one to criticize because my dog still looks better than me in the face.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimagizer.imageshack.us%2Fv2%2F280x200q90%2F20%2Fo6t8.jpg&hash=3a0afc945bf6e4057568cc1bf9465228f3c2132b) (https://imageshack.com/i/0ko6t8j)
Quote from: Lara the Lover and the Fighter on April 02, 2014, 10:45:34 AM
okay screw it.... Here I am. 4 months HRT and yada yada yada.
Ive got a ways to go but I've come a long way.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fonebodyperlifetime.com%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2014%2F02%2FSnapshot_20121129.jpg&hash=d058365e3051d5c594cfc436113e80fd48c114da)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fonebodyperlifetime.com%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2014%2F04%2FIMG_20140402_113152.jpg&hash=7dfaedc8f712234d85c0223a0037bcd76ab36097)
Lara, watch out for that mean looking dude above you there, he looks really scary!
Quote from: Shantel on April 02, 2014, 10:54:56 AM
Lara, watch out for that mean looking dude above you there, he looks really scary!
HAH! Yeah he was horrible but I learned a lot from him. :)
Quote from: Lara the Lover and the Fighter on April 02, 2014, 10:45:34 AM
okay screw it.... Here I am. 4 months HRT and yada yada yada.
Ive got a ways to go but I've come a long way.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fonebodyperlifetime.com%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2014%2F02%2FSnapshot_20121129.jpg&hash=d058365e3051d5c594cfc436113e80fd48c114da)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fonebodyperlifetime.com%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2014%2F04%2FIMG_20140402_113152.jpg&hash=7dfaedc8f712234d85c0223a0037bcd76ab36097)
That's just four months? If the next four months are like these first four, you'll be in serious male-fail trouble (which, of course, is what you want!)
Quote from: Lara the Lover and the Fighter on April 02, 2014, 10:45:34 AM
okay screw it.... Here I am. 4 months HRT and yada yada yada.
Ive got a ways to go but I've come a long way.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fonebodyperlifetime.com%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2014%2F02%2FSnapshot_20121129.jpg&hash=d058365e3051d5c594cfc436113e80fd48c114da)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fonebodyperlifetime.com%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2014%2F04%2FIMG_20140402_113152.jpg&hash=7dfaedc8f712234d85c0223a0037bcd76ab36097)
I think you look great ^^ love the hair!
Quote from: Lara the Lover and the Fighter on April 02, 2014, 10:45:34 AM
okay screw it.... Here I am. 4 months HRT and yada yada yada.
Ive got a ways to go but I've come a long way.
Lara, you are definitely looking awesome!
Quote from: HaleyT on April 02, 2014, 07:15:49 PM
Lara, you are definitely looking awesome!
She is awesome!
Quote from: Lara the Lover and the Fighter on April 02, 2014, 10:45:34 AM
okay screw it.... Here I am. 4 months HRT and yada yada yada.
Ive got a ways to go but I've come a long way.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fonebodyperlifetime.com%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2014%2F02%2FSnapshot_20121129.jpg&hash=d058365e3051d5c594cfc436113e80fd48c114da)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fonebodyperlifetime.com%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2014%2F04%2FIMG_20140402_113152.jpg&hash=7dfaedc8f712234d85c0223a0037bcd76ab36097)
doing quite well for 4 months
Quote from: Jane's Sweet Refrain on April 02, 2014, 06:04:11 PM
That's just four months? If the next four months are like these first four, you'll be in serious male-fail trouble (which, of course, is what you want!)
I sure hope so! Thanks so much. :D I love the donkey ears BTW.
Quote from: Nattie on April 02, 2014, 06:47:29 PM
I think you look great ^^ love the hair!
Thanks so much Nattie <3 <3 <3. You won't believe how much time I spend on hair! Im such a novice.
Quote from: HaleyT on April 02, 2014, 07:15:49 PM
Lara, you are definitely looking awesome!
I definitely appreciate it. <3 <3 <3
Quote from: Shantel on April 02, 2014, 07:19:07 PM
She is awesome!
Aunty Shan, thats like an ocean calling a puddle wet. You're the one that's awesome.
Quote from: stephaniec on April 02, 2014, 07:44:07 PM
doing quite well for 4 months
Thank you Thank you Thank you. I wonder sometimes, then I look at that old beard picture. I was Captain Haddock from Tin Tin except I didn't drink. I was just drunk on depression and dysphoria. No more of that!
;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D
Lara amazing transformation already :)
To commemorate my 6 month mark on HRT I decided to make a side-to-side pic comparison since the first day on HRT.
Also, here's some pics of myself before:
When I was with 17 (how I miss this hair!)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fs24.postimg.org%2Fcd8aylnf9%2Fimagem78.jpg&hash=cf523c73f25c24d5403c510fd44b35ffd83579fa)
With 25, one year before starting HRT
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fs24.postimg.org%2Flz6xc0kwl%2Fbefore.png&hash=1c3d44e37e27c7da5d7c830972f831c01f8531d3)
And my transition until now:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fs24.postimg.org%2Fne3g3mfo5%2Ftransition.jpg&hash=be627b06380af0e4a6f9b32d03317b760fd50f51)
Quote from: Natalia on April 02, 2014, 08:43:57 PM
To commemorate my 6 month mark on HRT I decided to make a side-to-side pic comparison since the first day on HRT.
Also, here's some pics of myself before:
When I was with 17 (how I miss this hair!)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fs24.postimg.org%2Fcd8aylnf9%2Fimagem78.jpg&hash=cf523c73f25c24d5403c510fd44b35ffd83579fa)
With 25, one year before starting HRT
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fs24.postimg.org%2Flz6xc0kwl%2Fbefore.png&hash=1c3d44e37e27c7da5d7c830972f831c01f8531d3)
And my transition until now:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fs24.postimg.org%2Fne3g3mfo5%2Ftransition.jpg&hash=be627b06380af0e4a6f9b32d03317b760fd50f51)
Natalia,
It's almost too hard to believe!
Quote from: Natalia on April 02, 2014, 08:43:57 PM
To commemorate my 6 month mark on HRT I decided to make a side-to-side pic comparison since the first day on HRT.
Also, here's some pics of myself before:
When I was with 17 (how I miss this hair!)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fs24.postimg.org%2Fcd8aylnf9%2Fimagem78.jpg&hash=cf523c73f25c24d5403c510fd44b35ffd83579fa)
With 25, one year before starting HRT
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fs24.postimg.org%2Flz6xc0kwl%2Fbefore.png&hash=1c3d44e37e27c7da5d7c830972f831c01f8531d3)
And my transition until now:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fs24.postimg.org%2Fne3g3mfo5%2Ftransition.jpg&hash=be627b06380af0e4a6f9b32d03317b760fd50f51)
Yes. A great achievement. Hairstyle is indeed critical in your appearance.
barbie~~
Quote from: Natalia on April 02, 2014, 08:43:57 PM
To commemorate my 6 month mark on HRT I decided to make a side-to-side pic comparison since the first day on HRT.
Also, here's some pics of myself before:
When I was with 17 (how I miss this hair!)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fs24.postimg.org%2Fcd8aylnf9%2Fimagem78.jpg&hash=cf523c73f25c24d5403c510fd44b35ffd83579fa)
With 25, one year before starting HRT
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fs24.postimg.org%2Flz6xc0kwl%2Fbefore.png&hash=1c3d44e37e27c7da5d7c830972f831c01f8531d3)
And my transition until now:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fs24.postimg.org%2Fne3g3mfo5%2Ftransition.jpg&hash=be627b06380af0e4a6f9b32d03317b760fd50f51)
Great achievement Natalia!!
Decided to do a "nearly 9 month" before and after without make-up. I know these aren't the prettiest photos ever but it is what I see in the mirror everyday and I'm starting to hate it less and less. First one is right in the morning before I took my first pill. 2nd two are from this morning right after the shower. And the last one is from my weekend trip up to Philly I do have my shadow covered in that one. Oh and I went from 139 to 124 over these 9 months. Well really it happened like 2 months in but I've kept it off.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi917.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fad15%2FHayleyRMc%2FMobile%2520Uploads%2Fimage_zps2a0c5688.jpg&hash=de3f3742936c85cc68fc7b94f986ea59992f3a58) (http://s917.photobucket.com/user/HayleyRMc/media/Mobile%20Uploads/image_zps2a0c5688.jpg.html) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi917.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fad15%2FHayleyRMc%2FMobile%2520Uploads%2Fimage_zps6a39352c.jpg&hash=47a426ea6bf2f34864ddf5b0d34896474eab95d7) (http://s917.photobucket.com/user/HayleyRMc/media/Mobile%20Uploads/image_zps6a39352c.jpg.html) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi917.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fad15%2FHayleyRMc%2FMobile%2520Uploads%2Fimage_zps893cf63b.jpg&hash=16aa65175ff8c1a9a424b7c1babf4899a0d29de4) (http://s917.photobucket.com/user/HayleyRMc/media/Mobile%20Uploads/image_zps893cf63b.jpg.html) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi917.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fad15%2FHayleyRMc%2FMobile%2520Uploads%2Fimage_zpsae99e986.jpg&hash=f5bb3f1c098da4c27c92105eeb67cf633b73fbc9) (http://s917.photobucket.com/user/HayleyRMc/media/Mobile%20Uploads/image_zpsae99e986.jpg.html)
Quote from: Hayley on April 03, 2014, 07:00:28 AM
Decided to do a "nearly 9 month" before and after without make-up. I know these aren't the prettiest photos ever but it is what I see in the mirror everyday and I'm starting to hate it less and less. First one is right in the morning before I took my first pill. 2nd two are from this morning right after the shower. And the last one is from my weekend trip up to Philly I do have my shadow covered in that one. Oh and I went from 139 to 124 over these 9 months. Well really it happened like 2 months in but I've kept it off.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi917.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fad15%2FHayleyRMc%2FMobile%2520Uploads%2Fimage_zpsae99e986.jpg&hash=f5bb3f1c098da4c27c92105eeb67cf633b73fbc9) (http://s917.photobucket.com/user/HayleyRMc/media/Mobile%20Uploads/image_zpsae99e986.jpg.html)
You're coming right along nicely Haley, you have a really nice face to start with. In the previous photos an Adams's apple is barely discernible and may not be something you will have to address. You'll probably want to shape those eyebrows, and stay on top of lasering the facial hair. You have a nice full head of hair, you might want to get it professionally styled eventually. This photo shows some brow bossing you may want to get fixed eventually too. I know you probably weren't looking for a critique here, but since I have never given you one and your photos show so much I felt compelled to. Try to smile and not look so dour and serious because you have all the signature makings of a real beauty.
Shantel, thank you for the comment/critique. The eyebrows and hair are getting taken care of coming up here before the end of this month. My next trip to Philly a family memeber who is a really good stylist will be helping me out. Mainly I stopped shaping my brows over the past month because I trust her waxing skills over my plucking and would like to give her a larger base to work with. I am working on the smiling thing though. Mental things with photos make that harder than it should be. Anyway thanks! I know I have tons of work to do.
Quote from: Hayley on April 03, 2014, 11:03:49 AM
Shantel, thank you for the comment/critique. The eyebrows and hair are getting taken care of coming up here before the end of this month. My next trip to Philly a family memeber who is a really good stylist will be helping me out. Mainly I stopped shaping my brows over the past month because I trust her waxing skills over my plucking and would like to give her a larger base to work with. I am working on the smiling thing though. Mental things with photos make that harder than it should be. Anyway thanks! I know I have tons of work to do.
You're pretty good looking though Hayley, I'd love to have some real eyebrows like you have for a starter, being a real blonde northern European type I really don't have any to speak of. Eyebrows lend so much to one's facial expression and character.
Thank you again for the lovely compliment. You're as nice as always and really good at making me smile. Super dark hair has it disadvantages as well. But we take the good with the bad. I'll have much better photos next time.
Quote from: Hayley on April 03, 2014, 07:00:28 AM
Decided to do a "nearly 9 month" before and after without make-up. I know these aren't the prettiest photos ever but it is what I see in the mirror everyday and I'm starting to hate it less and less. First one is right in the morning before I took my first pill. 2nd two are from this morning right after the shower. And the last one is from my weekend trip up to Philly I do have my shadow covered in that one. Oh and I went from 139 to 124 over these 9 months. Well really it happened like 2 months in but I've kept it off.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi917.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fad15%2FHayleyRMc%2FMobile%2520Uploads%2Fimage_zps2a0c5688.jpg&hash=de3f3742936c85cc68fc7b94f986ea59992f3a58) (http://s917.photobucket.com/user/HayleyRMc/media/Mobile%20Uploads/image_zps2a0c5688.jpg.html) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi917.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fad15%2FHayleyRMc%2FMobile%2520Uploads%2Fimage_zps6a39352c.jpg&hash=47a426ea6bf2f34864ddf5b0d34896474eab95d7) (http://s917.photobucket.com/user/HayleyRMc/media/Mobile%20Uploads/image_zps6a39352c.jpg.html) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi917.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fad15%2FHayleyRMc%2FMobile%2520Uploads%2Fimage_zps893cf63b.jpg&hash=16aa65175ff8c1a9a424b7c1babf4899a0d29de4) (http://s917.photobucket.com/user/HayleyRMc/media/Mobile%20Uploads/image_zps893cf63b.jpg.html) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi917.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fad15%2FHayleyRMc%2FMobile%2520Uploads%2Fimage_zpsae99e986.jpg&hash=f5bb3f1c098da4c27c92105eeb67cf633b73fbc9) (http://s917.photobucket.com/user/HayleyRMc/media/Mobile%20Uploads/image_zpsae99e986.jpg.html)
I think you look great Haley!!! Please don't take off any more weight though. I know this may be hard for you to think but adding a little weight now will help give you an even more feminine shape. I struggle with this myself....but I have seen that the 6 pounds I added in the last 9 months has definitely given me a more gurly shape!! Though I really hate my weight now!
What really made me think more about this was yesterday when I was at the gym. There was a women there about the same height as me maybe even a little taller.....but she had to weigh at least 15 pounds less than I. I don't know for sure though....maybe we were close in weight. The thing is, I was thinking....do I look like that?? she has no curves hardly...all because she works it all off. She came in and was running on the stair climber machine....it couldn't even go fast enough. She then went to another cardio machine and had that too the max. All of this was done non stop! I don't think she was doing all this just to feel better....I think there had to be some thinking about how she looked. But maybe I'm wrong, I just know she would of looked fabulous with a few curves!!
Shelly, I know the concern but I haven't lost weight because I've been trying. Cut out sodas and most junk food and the weight just melted off. I'd love to have curves and gain a little weight but my family has a little issue gaining and maintaining weight. I'm ok being around 130 but I hold weight in my face and end up looking heavier than I am which does end up bothering me. Either way my goal isn't to lose any weight or gain much. I like my weight
You all look fabulous and give me hope my hrt will eventually fill my face out a little. I'm only 3 months in and alot older than most of you girls, so I'm still a bit nervous about posting my photos. Also I have these scars on the left side of my face to deal with, and am still fighting the grays on my face. On my trip I stayed with a TG MTF friend who's absolutely the best person I've met in a long while. I asked her why I pass so easily and she said it's my tiny size (5-5, 117 lbs) and female body shape. My hair is still coming in nicely and getting very long and thick, and also it seems while on vacation my Boobs had a growth spurt, and my feet have shrunk a size so now all my new shoes and sandals are too big. I'm now in a size 8 womens from a size 9. :) I have one before hrt photo I'll post along with my newer ones showing my changes at the 6 month mark. I would just like my face to fill out a little before posting and I need to get better with makeup.
All you girls, Hayley, Natalia, Laura, Jessica, Jill F, Jane, Stephaniec, and you too Carlita as well as many others on this thread give me so much hope for my future. For that I can't thank you enough. Shantel you already know how I feel about your support, lol! ;)
Ally
Quote from: Allyda on April 04, 2014, 01:10:21 PM
You all look fabulous and give me hope my hrt will eventually fill my face out a little. I'm only 3 months in and alot older than most of you girls, so I'm still a bit nervous about posting my photos. Also I have these scars on the left side of my face to deal with, and am still fighting the grays on my face. On my trip I stayed with a TG MTF friend who's absolutely the best person I've met in a long while. I asked her why I pass so easily and she said it's my tiny size (5-5, 117 lbs) and female body shape. My hair is still coming in nicely and getting very long and thick, and also it seems while on vacation my Boobs had a growth spurt, and my feet have shrunk a size so now all my new shoes and sandals are too big. I'm now in a size 8 womens from a size 9. :) I have one before hrt photo I'll post along with my newer ones showing my changes at the 6 month mark. I would just like my face to fill out a little before posting and I need to get better with makeup.
All you girls, Hayley, Natalia, Laura, Jessica, Jill F, Jane, Stephaniec, and you too Carlita as well as many others on this thread give me so much hope for my future. For that I can't thank you enough. Shantel you already know how I feel about your support, lol! ;)
Ally
Post it! We are your cheerleaders! :D
Here's my before and after... the before is from 2006 but anything I'd post between 2006 and 2012 would look pretty much the same...
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fxmung.com%2Fimpossumbly%2Fgrace-banda.jpg&hash=254548e5f849439324c6041ef042c58defa93fd4)
Quote from: Ms Grace on April 04, 2014, 10:08:31 PM
Here's my before and after... the before is from 2006 but anything I'd post between 2006 and 2012 would look pretty much the same...
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fxmung.com%2Fimpossumbly%2Fgrace-banda.jpg&hash=254548e5f849439324c6041ef042c58defa93fd4)
A lovely change, Grace :)
Quote from: Ms Grace on April 04, 2014, 10:08:31 PM
Here's my before and after... the before is from 2006 but anything I'd post between 2006 and 2012 would look pretty much the same...
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fxmung.com%2Fimpossumbly%2Fgrace-banda.jpg&hash=254548e5f849439324c6041ef042c58defa93fd4)
WOW Grace! You look 20 years younger. Good job! :)
^^Agreed!!! Looking great Ms Grace! :)
Quote from: Ms Grace on April 04, 2014, 10:08:31 PM
Here's my before and after... the before is from 2006 but anything I'd post between 2006 and 2012 would look pretty much the same...
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fxmung.com%2Fimpossumbly%2Fgrace-banda.jpg&hash=254548e5f849439324c6041ef042c58defa93fd4)
You really do look 20-25 years younger Ms. Grace. Awesome transformation.
Quote from: Ms Grace on April 04, 2014, 10:08:31 PM
Here's my before and after... the before is from 2006 but anything I'd post between 2006 and 2012 would look pretty much the same...
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fxmung.com%2Fimpossumbly%2Fgrace-banda.jpg&hash=254548e5f849439324c6041ef042c58defa93fd4)
You look really amazing Ms. Grace.
Quote from: Ms Grace on April 04, 2014, 10:08:31 PM
Here's my before and after... the before is from 2006 but anything I'd post between 2006 and 2012 would look pretty much the same...
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fxmung.com%2Fimpossumbly%2Fgrace-banda.jpg&hash=254548e5f849439324c6041ef042c58defa93fd4)
I think I prefer the one on the right. Just saying.
Quote from: Ms Grace on April 04, 2014, 10:08:31 PM
Here's my before and after... the before is from 2006 but anything I'd post between 2006 and 2012 would look pretty much the same...
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fxmung.com%2Fimpossumbly%2Fgrace-banda.jpg&hash=254548e5f849439324c6041ef042c58defa93fd4)
The only thing I recognize in "Dude's" appearance is the dynamite smile, glad you kept that Ms. Grace. Amazing transition girlfriend!
Quote from: Ms Grace on April 04, 2014, 10:08:31 PM
Here's my before and after... the before is from 2006 but anything I'd post between 2006 and 2012 would look pretty much the same...
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fxmung.com%2Fimpossumbly%2Fgrace-banda.jpg&hash=254548e5f849439324c6041ef042c58defa93fd4)
all you need now is that awesome smile.
Thanks everyone. Yeah, it's weird, the first pic is from almost eight years ago and yet I look younger now than then. The 'mones really do turn back the clock, at least as far as facial appearance goes. I'm 48 now but reckon I could pass for maybe 38??
Holy flipping shadonkies ms grace!
Kira21 if that's you in your Avatar all I can say is WoW!!! Girl you are gorgeous!
Quote from: Allyda on April 05, 2014, 07:46:40 PM
Kira21 if that's you in your Avatar all I can say is WoW!!! Girl you are gorgeous!
That's her Ally and yes she is!
Quote from: Shantel on April 05, 2014, 08:16:26 PM
That's her Ally and yes she is!
Phenominal, just phenominal, I'm at a loss for words.
Some fantastic shape shifting since I was last here. The best thing to see is how much happier you all are! :D
Quote from: Lara the Lover and the Fighter on April 02, 2014, 10:45:34 AM
okay screw it.... Here I am. 4 months HRT and yada yada yada.
Ive got a ways to go but I've come a long way.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fonebodyperlifetime.com%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2014%2F02%2FSnapshot_20121129.jpg&hash=d058365e3051d5c594cfc436113e80fd48c114da)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fonebodyperlifetime.com%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2014%2F04%2FIMG_20140402_113152.jpg&hash=7dfaedc8f712234d85c0223a0037bcd76ab36097)
I'm seeing the lover in the second picture, and the fighter in the first :P
What a wonderful transformation!
Quote from: Ms Grace on April 04, 2014, 10:08:31 PM
Here's my before and after... the before is from 2006 but anything I'd post between 2006 and 2012 would look pretty much the same...
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fxmung.com%2Fimpossumbly%2Fgrace-banda.jpg&hash=254548e5f849439324c6041ef042c58defa93fd4)
Amazing change and you look 10 years younger now too :)
Quote from: riversong on April 07, 2014, 10:53:09 AM
I'm seeing the lover in the second picture, and the fighter in the first :P
What a wonderful transformation!
Thanks so much Riversong.
Back in those days the only thing I could think about was literally punching people in the face and choking people unconscious. Anytime I wasn't totally obsessed with fighting or training for MMA I would see myself with that beard and testosterone and lose it. Now all I want to do is hug everyone and share my happiness. Now the fighter part is pretty much a metaphor.
In other words....you're absolutely right. :)
Quote from: Lara the Lover and the Fighter on April 08, 2014, 07:21:32 AM
Thanks so much Riversong.
Back in those days the only thing I could think about was literally punching people in the face and choking people unconscious. Anytime I wasn't totally obsessed with fighting or training for MMA I would see myself with that beard and testosterone and lose it. Now all I want to do is hug everyone and share my happiness. Now the fighter part is pretty much a metaphor.
In other words....you're absolutely right. :)
Whew, I'm glad you clarified that Lara! I haven't had my face smashed or been choked for a long time now and as long as we're going to be buds I want you to know that I don't relish the idea as it always made me uncomfortable for days afterwards until the swelling subsided. :icon_peace:
Quote from: Shantel on April 08, 2014, 09:52:07 AM
Whew, I'm glad you clarified that Lara! I haven't had my face smashed or been choked for a long time now and as long as we're going to be buds I want you to know that I don't relish the idea as it always made me uncomfortable for days afterwards until the swelling subsided. :icon_peace:
You're hilarious. lol
Lately I keep getting called a wuss and getting beat up by CIS women. Those mean old 125lbs bullies!
That's a remarkable transformation Lara!
Quote from: Ms Grace on April 08, 2014, 02:48:11 PM
That's a remarkable transformation Lara!
pfft look whos talking. You look great Ms Grace!
Thank you.
Quote from: Lara the Lover and the Fighter on April 02, 2014, 10:45:34 AM
okay screw it.... Here I am. 4 months HRT and yada yada yada.
Ive got a ways to go but I've come a long way.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fonebodyperlifetime.com%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2014%2F02%2FSnapshot_20121129.jpg&hash=d058365e3051d5c594cfc436113e80fd48c114da)
Larry the fighter: Grr. I can't see anything but my eyebrows!
Quote from: Two Bodies/Same Soul on April 08, 2014, 04:54:42 PM
Larry the fighter: Grr. I can't see anything but my eyebrows!
More like anchovies XD
(Gosh it feels weird making fun of him. I can't believe so much has changed so fast.)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.finecooking.com%2Fassets%2Fuploads%2Fposts%2F5021%2FING-anchovies-1_sql.jpg&hash=b575a14f80f40ac1aedc325c6225c54a68eaa7e8)
Seriously though. These transitions are what pretty much pushed me over the edge last month. Made me come out to my family and now i'm going to see a therapist to get on HRT next week . Thanks everyone. <3 I couldn't be happier.
Quote from: Two Bodies/Same Soul on April 08, 2014, 05:32:40 PM
Seriously though. These transitions are what pretty much pushed me over the edge last month. Made me come out to my family and now i'm going to see a therapist to get on HRT next week . Thanks everyone. <3 I couldn't be happier.
And that ladies and gentlemen (and everyone in between) is what susans place is here for. I'm excited for you! And everyone else here. Especially the pages like this, they give people like me hope for things to come!!!
Here is a before and after of me
first one is when I was sixteen and the second one is when I was 22.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2Ft1qxFT9.jpg&hash=fdda955ac9bed646bf215ec6c3bfcc8a30864dc0)
Quote from: HoneyBunny on April 08, 2014, 10:53:16 PM
Here is a before and after of me
first one is when I was sixteen and the second one is when I was 22.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2Ft1qxFT9.jpg&hash=fdda955ac9bed646bf215ec6c3bfcc8a30864dc0)
Wow! Awesome transition HoneyBunny
Quote from: Nattie on April 08, 2014, 11:33:46 PM
Quote from: HoneyBunny on April 08, 2014, 10:53:16 PM
Here is a before and after of me
first one is when I was sixteen and the second one is when I was 22.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2Ft1qxFT9.jpg&hash=fdda955ac9bed646bf215ec6c3bfcc8a30864dc0)
Wow! Awesome transition HoneyBunny
Wow indeed! I was just admiring your pics in the other post, but now seeing how far you've come? Honey you look great!
really nice transformation HoneyBunny
Quote from: HoneyBunny on April 08, 2014, 10:53:16 PM
Here is a before and after of me
first one is when I was sixteen and the second one is when I was 22.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2Ft1qxFT9.jpg&hash=fdda955ac9bed646bf215ec6c3bfcc8a30864dc0)
<Jessica is speechless> :o What a totally amazing transition! No way? :)
Quote from: HoneyBunny on April 08, 2014, 10:53:16 PM
Here is a before and after of me
first one is when I was sixteen and the second one is when I was 22.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2Ft1qxFT9.jpg&hash=fdda955ac9bed646bf215ec6c3bfcc8a30864dc0)
Honey, you've gone from being the spitting image of one of my best friends to the spitting image of his wife. If they could see your Before & After, they'd fall out of their chairs.
Quote from: Gwendolyn Mia Jennell (Gwynne) on April 09, 2014, 12:53:34 AM
Honey, you've gone from being the spitting image of one of my best friends to the spitting image of his wife. If they could see your Before & After, they'd fall out of their chairs.
It's well known that people are generally attracted to people who look like themselves. I find it creepy, but maybe it's because I hate myself.
Quote from: Two Bodies/Same Soul on April 08, 2014, 05:32:40 PM
Seriously though. These transitions are what pretty much pushed me over the edge last month. Made me come out to my family and now i'm going to see a therapist to get on HRT next week . Thanks everyone. <3 I couldn't be happier.
This is so nice to hear. I love susans.
Quote from: HoneyBunny on April 08, 2014, 10:53:16 PM
Here is a before and after of me
first one is when I was sixteen and the second one is when I was 22.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2Ft1qxFT9.jpg&hash=fdda955ac9bed646bf215ec6c3bfcc8a30864dc0)
You look awesome!
Quote from: HoneyBunny on April 08, 2014, 10:53:16 PM
Here is a before and after of me
first one is when I was sixteen and the second one is when I was 22.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2Ft1qxFT9.jpg&hash=fdda955ac9bed646bf215ec6c3bfcc8a30864dc0)
Wow!
Quote from: HoneyBunny on April 08, 2014, 10:53:16 PM
Here is a before and after of me
first one is when I was sixteen and the second one is when I was 22.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2Ft1qxFT9.jpg&hash=fdda955ac9bed646bf215ec6c3bfcc8a30864dc0)
Agreed, WoW! HoneyBunny what a great awesome transformation. :icon_flower:
You look amazing!
Quote from: Allyda on April 09, 2014, 11:44:08 AM
Agreed, WoW! HoneyBunny what a great awesome transformation. :icon_flower:
The best part about this topic is seeing all the smiles in the 'after' pictures. You are all beautiful.
Quote from: HoneyBunny on April 08, 2014, 10:53:16 PM
Here is a before and after of me
first one is when I was sixteen and the second one is when I was 22.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2Ft1qxFT9.jpg&hash=fdda955ac9bed646bf215ec6c3bfcc8a30864dc0)
you look great
Still a work in progress (6 months on hrt), but atleast I pass.
In the first one I was 19 (and wearing a very forced smile, trying to look good), on the second one I am 24 years old.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FKVFrPgS.png&hash=aa058810ca770cc6c47275ec9cf4f0a5994249cc) (http://imgur.com/KVFrPgS)
Quote from: meganB on April 09, 2014, 04:45:16 PM
Still a work in progress (6 months on hrt), but atleast I pass.
In the first one I was 19 (and wearing a very forced smile, trying to look good), on the second one I am 24 years old.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FKVFrPgS.png&hash=aa058810ca770cc6c47275ec9cf4f0a5994249cc) (http://imgur.com/KVFrPgS)
You pass VERY well! :)
Quote from: meganB on April 09, 2014, 04:45:16 PM
Still a work in progress (6 months on hrt), but atleast I pass.
In the first one I was 19 (and wearing a very forced smile, trying to look good), on the second one I am 24 years old.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FKVFrPgS.png&hash=aa058810ca770cc6c47275ec9cf4f0a5994249cc) (http://imgur.com/KVFrPgS)
Wow!
Great transformation! Would peg you as cis female if I saw you on the street :P
Quote from: HoneyBunny on April 08, 2014, 10:53:16 PM
Here is a before and after of me
first one is when I was sixteen and the second one is when I was 22.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2Ft1qxFT9.jpg&hash=fdda955ac9bed646bf215ec6c3bfcc8a30864dc0)
Amazing! Did you get ffs, by any chance?
Quote from: Mickie on April 09, 2014, 05:16:24 PM
Wow!
Great transformation! Would peg you as cis female if I saw you on the street :P
Me too!
Quote from: Ms Grace on April 05, 2014, 07:27:43 PM
Thanks everyone. Yeah, it's weird, the first pic is from almost eight years ago and yet I look younger now than then. The 'mones really do turn back the clock, at least as far as facial appearance goes. I'm 48 now but reckon I could pass for maybe 38??
I would have never guessed 48. I would have guessed late 30s. I've had the same experience on hormones. I get a lot of "you're how old???" comments. It's nice.
2010.(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1179.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fx395%2FCarolinaBob1983%2Ffoumlre_zpsc09b9878.jpg&hash=5a09eb3fd9996e1d3d0170ef9837b1fcd6fe8a22) (http://s1179.photobucket.com/user/CarolinaBob1983/media/foumlre_zpsc09b9878.jpg.html)
Then after hrt and ffs.
2014. (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1179.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fx395%2FCarolinaBob1983%2F1897811_515085891937112_1872263948145689028_n_zpsaf0b7d6a.jpg&hash=f61344eb90ec354630031350b8d528568f7a5edb) (http://s1179.photobucket.com/user/CarolinaBob1983/media/1897811_515085891937112_1872263948145689028_n_zpsaf0b7d6a.jpg.html)
Still nosejob, liplift and some cheekfillings up ahead. Then breast aug.
Quote from: Carolina1983 on April 10, 2014, 03:54:57 AM
2010.(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1179.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fx395%2FCarolinaBob1983%2Ffoumlre_zpsc09b9878.jpg&hash=5a09eb3fd9996e1d3d0170ef9837b1fcd6fe8a22) (http://s1179.photobucket.com/user/CarolinaBob1983/media/foumlre_zpsc09b9878.jpg.html)
Then after hrt and ffs.
2014. (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1179.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fx395%2FCarolinaBob1983%2F1897811_515085891937112_1872263948145689028_n_zpsaf0b7d6a.jpg&hash=f61344eb90ec354630031350b8d528568f7a5edb) (http://s1179.photobucket.com/user/CarolinaBob1983/media/1897811_515085891937112_1872263948145689028_n_zpsaf0b7d6a.jpg.html)
Still nosejob, liplift and some cheekfillings up ahead. Then breast aug.
It looks like all the hrt and ffs paid off. You look awesome. :)
Quote from: Carolina1983 on April 10, 2014, 03:54:57 AM
2010.(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1179.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fx395%2FCarolinaBob1983%2Ffoumlre_zpsc09b9878.jpg&hash=5a09eb3fd9996e1d3d0170ef9837b1fcd6fe8a22) (http://s1179.photobucket.com/user/CarolinaBob1983/media/foumlre_zpsc09b9878.jpg.html)
Then after hrt and ffs.
2014. (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1179.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fx395%2FCarolinaBob1983%2F1897811_515085891937112_1872263948145689028_n_zpsaf0b7d6a.jpg&hash=f61344eb90ec354630031350b8d528568f7a5edb) (http://s1179.photobucket.com/user/CarolinaBob1983/media/1897811_515085891937112_1872263948145689028_n_zpsaf0b7d6a.jpg.html)
wow Carolina, what an amazing transition!
Still nosejob, liplift and some cheekfillings up ahead. Then breast aug.
Hi Carolina!
It has been a while since you were here. You are looking wonderful! Nice to see you. I haven't been posting that much either, a lot going on.
Take care.
Jamie
Carolina, I've never seen your before side.
You are so perfectly femme that I'd asumed you started out that way. What a change! :laugh:
Quote from: Carolina1983 on April 10, 2014, 03:54:57 AM
2010.(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1179.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fx395%2FCarolinaBob1983%2Ffoumlre_zpsc09b9878.jpg&hash=5a09eb3fd9996e1d3d0170ef9837b1fcd6fe8a22) (http://s1179.photobucket.com/user/CarolinaBob1983/media/foumlre_zpsc09b9878.jpg.html)
Then after hrt and ffs.
2014. (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1179.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fx395%2FCarolinaBob1983%2F1897811_515085891937112_1872263948145689028_n_zpsaf0b7d6a.jpg&hash=f61344eb90ec354630031350b8d528568f7a5edb) (http://s1179.photobucket.com/user/CarolinaBob1983/media/1897811_515085891937112_1872263948145689028_n_zpsaf0b7d6a.jpg.html)
Still nosejob, liplift and some cheekfillings up ahead. Then breast aug.
A-M-A-Z-I-N-G!
Quote from: meganB on April 09, 2014, 04:45:16 PM
Still a work in progress (6 months on hrt), but atleast I pass.
In the first one I was 19 (and wearing a very forced smile, trying to look good), on the second one I am 24 years old.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FKVFrPgS.png&hash=aa058810ca770cc6c47275ec9cf4f0a5994249cc) (http://imgur.com/KVFrPgS)
Wow...what a fantastic transformation! :-)
Wow, these before/after pics are amazing, you've all gone through beautiful transformations.
a few months before HRT:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi688.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fvv246%2FKeairaElisabeth%2FImage023_zps4f3e40e1.jpg&hash=6ef240a91f77e8e6db50cb455ddc7b76b9d24a28)
3 years of HRT:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi688.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fvv246%2FKeairaElisabeth%2Fb61528db-e646-4203-9291-5e000f9509e1_zps1461759d.jpg&hash=5696125d24354967672f11c4fe5f3d9d71120724)
Surprise! :P
Quote from: Rainbow Brite on April 13, 2014, 11:23:37 PM
Surprise! :P
I was actually pondering your absence from the site earlier this evening. Good to see you back.
Quote from: Gwendolyn Mia Jennell (Gwynne) on April 13, 2014, 11:32:56 PM
I was actually pondering your absence from the site earlier this evening. Good to see you back.
I closed my original accout because of 2 reasons. One was personal and the second reason was that apparently my posts on here were being monitored. My EEOC case investigator mentioned a post I made here on Susans. I dont want it uses against me.
Quote from: Rainbow Brite on April 14, 2014, 04:30:45 AM
...apparently my posts on here were being monitored. My EEOC case investigator mentioned a post I made here on Susans.
Well, that's creepy.
Great Before & After pics, btw.
Quote from: ♡ Emily ♡ on April 18, 2014, 05:25:41 AM
Hey! I could not figure out where to post this and in the end decided to put it here because it sort of fits in, but since this thread is supposed to be uplifting and inspiring, my post can have an adverse effect so if mods might think that it should go elsewhere, please remove it.
So, getting to the point. I was fooling around with spring-andro outfits and making pics when I realised that despite those 11 months, I somehow look the same.
This was my HRT starting point (I am not taking ubermasculine pics from years ago, because a lot of that stuff went away with serious pre-HRT weight loss programm).
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FaPKB5Ych.jpg&hash=f44a7b5fbe78960a6ddcc7866a925937f18cf624) vs. (https://i.imgur.com/cP2ylh1.jpg?1) (https://i.imgur.com/23olfM7.jpg?1)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FAPyLe9sh.jpg&hash=fd05c22acab95416659bb323f2be403212848c62) vs. (https://i.imgur.com/cCPM11C.jpg?1) (https://i.imgur.com/OgfbPNf.jpg?1)
Sure, hair is longer and I somehow look much more as arrogant bitch, but otherwise... not that much changes, if any.
there definitely seems to be progress your definitely not going backwards
Quote from: ♡ Emily ♡ on April 18, 2014, 05:25:41 AM
Hey! I could not figure out where to post this and in the end decided to put it here because it sort of fits in, but since this thread is supposed to be uplifting and inspiring, my post can have an adverse effect so if mods might think that it should go elsewhere, please remove it.
So, getting to the point. I was fooling around with spring-andro outfits and making pics when I realised that despite those 11 months, I somehow look the same.
This was my HRT starting point (I am not taking ubermasculine pics from years ago, because a lot of that stuff went away with serious pre-HRT weight loss programm).
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FaPKB5Ych.jpg&hash=f44a7b5fbe78960a6ddcc7866a925937f18cf624) vs. (https://i.imgur.com/cP2ylh1.jpg?1) (https://i.imgur.com/23olfM7.jpg?1)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FAPyLe9sh.jpg&hash=fd05c22acab95416659bb323f2be403212848c62) vs. (https://i.imgur.com/cCPM11C.jpg?1) (https://i.imgur.com/OgfbPNf.jpg?1)
Sure, hair is longer and I somehow look much more as arrogant bitch, but otherwise... not that much changes, if any.
Is it possible that you're just on a low dose and your endo hasn't adjusted it for you?
Quote from: ♡ Emily ♡ on April 18, 2014, 05:25:41 AM
Hey! I could not figure out where to post this and in the end decided to put it here because it sort of fits in, but since this thread is supposed to be uplifting and inspiring, my post can have an adverse effect so if mods might think that it should go elsewhere, please remove it.
So, getting to the point. I was fooling around with spring-andro outfits and making pics when I realised that despite those 11 months, I somehow look the same.
This was my HRT starting point (I am not taking ubermasculine pics from years ago, because a lot of that stuff went away with serious pre-HRT weight loss programm).
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FaPKB5Ych.jpg&hash=f44a7b5fbe78960a6ddcc7866a925937f18cf624) vs. (https://i.imgur.com/cP2ylh1.jpg?1) (https://i.imgur.com/23olfM7.jpg?1)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FAPyLe9sh.jpg&hash=fd05c22acab95416659bb323f2be403212848c62) vs. (https://i.imgur.com/cCPM11C.jpg?1) (https://i.imgur.com/OgfbPNf.jpg?1)
Sure, hair is longer and I somehow look much more as arrogant bitch, but otherwise... not that much changes, if any.
I normally don't comment on these because I haven't posted a photo yet, but I do agree with Kate, you've developed a female shape & you have hips. With regard to your face I see much softer features and a loss of the "roughness" you used to have in your pre hrt pic's. Since you, I think were concerned a little with wardrobe, I think the jeans work but I'd definitely try a different top. A summer blouse in a lighter color with maybe a multicolor design would still cover your shoulders but accent your figure much better. Just my 2 cents.
As to the extra calories going to your hips thighs and butt, get used to it girl, we all gotta watch that, lol!
I think you've made progress. However, if you are concerned let your Endo know. In the meantime have fun shopping for summer outfits!!
This is me now:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimagizer.imageshack.us%2Fv2%2F320x240q90%2F856%2Fy0us.jpg&hash=2402dc619adb1ad9ba86a869c38ab76ca67abc95) (https://imageshack.com/i/nsy0usj)
This is me in my next life. Do you think I'll need a tracheal shave? Btw I'm not wearing any makeup here.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimagizer.imageshack.us%2Fv2%2F320x240q90%2F836%2Fjl97.jpg&hash=d1216e0698e27a783032d6cc93a582fb923d2ce5) (https://imageshack.com/i/n8jl97j)
This is actually Valeria Lukyanova :D
Quote from: Shantel on April 18, 2014, 06:48:47 PM
This is me now:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimagizer.imageshack.us%2Fv2%2F320x240q90%2F856%2Fy0us.jpg&hash=2402dc619adb1ad9ba86a869c38ab76ca67abc95) (https://imageshack.com/i/nsy0usj)
This is me in my next life. Do you think I'll need a tracheal shave? Btw I'm not wearing any makeup here.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimagizer.imageshack.us%2Fv2%2F320x240q90%2F836%2Fjl97.jpg&hash=d1216e0698e27a783032d6cc93a582fb923d2ce5) (https://imageshack.com/i/n8jl97j)
I don't think you will need a tracheal shave, but I am sure that a minor FFS and a while on HRT will do wonders for you! You will do fine Shantel ^^
2010:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fladda-upp.se%2Ffiles%2F2014%2Fb97795.jpg&hash=155f312f686906347074e47ffc9fc16e6995a4e8)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fladda-upp.se%2Ffiles%2F2014%2Fb97796.jpg&hash=b98a6d181e554d0ee22ace82becbed9d06f88594)
2014 - 1 year & 5 months on HRT:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fladda-upp.se%2Ffiles%2F2014%2Fb97797.jpg&hash=71a0aa9482dcef533699c397c225442855c915a7)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fladda-upp.se%2Ffiles%2F2014%2Fb97798.jpg&hash=d7b01e08c0d040f5cc3718413d10168484bfc693)
Quote from: IamSoScared on April 18, 2014, 08:56:44 PM
2010:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fladda-upp.se%2Ffiles%2F2014%2Fb97795.jpg&hash=155f312f686906347074e47ffc9fc16e6995a4e8)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fladda-upp.se%2Ffiles%2F2014%2Fb97796.jpg&hash=b98a6d181e554d0ee22ace82becbed9d06f88594)
2014 - 1 year & 5 months on HRT:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fladda-upp.se%2Ffiles%2F2014%2Fb97797.jpg&hash=71a0aa9482dcef533699c397c225442855c915a7)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fladda-upp.se%2Ffiles%2F2014%2Fb97798.jpg&hash=d7b01e08c0d040f5cc3718413d10168484bfc693)
you look good
Quote from: Natalia on April 18, 2014, 07:17:18 PM
I don't think you will need a tracheal shave, but I am sure that a minor FFS and a while on HRT will do wonders for you! You will do fine Shantel ^^
Nattie, Auntie Shan is just spoofing us, lol!! Good one Auntie!! :icon_bunch:
Quote from: ♡ Emily ♡ on April 19, 2014, 12:28:54 AM
Thanks stepjaniec, Chic and Allyda!
I was indeed for the most of my time on low dose/medium dose which came down to low when liver tried to play tricks 5 months ago. It is medium again now, lol!
My wardrobe... For now, I am going for andro-look and this mostly involves a mixture of male/female stuff and since I need to keep my bewbs invisible, having straight-cut male tops is safer. At least, if they are one-two sizes too big they would fall down in straight lines instead of hugging and draping around body. But, yep, one day I will have some of those colourful tops too :).
You'll get there. Sometimes it's hard to be patient (I know I have that problem), and because we see ourselves daily we don't really notice many changes. I know I've seen the changes in you since I've been a member here. As your body continues to feminize you'll notice women's sizes fit you better than male sizes do. However, I understand where your coming from if your going for the Andro look.
I'm soooooo impatient for my face to start filling out and not be so angular. It finally has started a little I've noticed but it all takes time. I've a narrow chin and jawline but I'm just, well, bony looking. I have long hair that if not in up in a pony that hides this and part of my scars a little. I had my bloodwork done this month and see my Endo on Tuesday the 22nd next week where I expect he'll increase my E dose. It's the only one of my meds that's a little on the low/average side for full transition.
We all have our "places" we're not satisfied with, lol! :icon_flower:
Thanx for the kind comments :-). I started out looking very masculine. But soon I have erased most of it. I am not satisfied yet but hopefully I will feel a little better about myself after rhinoplasty and liplift.
Yes. I am a perfectionist when it is about myself.
Quote from: ♡ Emily ♡ on April 19, 2014, 02:13:51 PM
It is very ironic because we keep telling this to other people yet... we often fail to remember that with regard to ourselves :).
Ah hah! We have a stalker here :D. I dont really expect very drastic change with regard to fitting M or F sizes, because from female wardrobe which I have at disposal one thing is quite evident - it needs to be filled in certain upper body parts and while indeed, I can be quite happy about my hips, thighs and butt, I dont really expect much about bewbs - my mom has B cup and I will be lucky if I will get that too and chances are that in a year or smth they might get there. Or not, lol.
Definitely :) Nobody's perfect :). I hope Your bloodwork will be fine to get that increase but it will be slow anyways. I was on medium dosage and things were reaallly slow for the beginning - at least it seems so when looking back. And then, around 8-9 months it all suddenly exploded to the extent that people who were seeing me once per months started to ask questions. Maybe age is an important factor too, but I have read that it is not much biological age as how healthy Your body in general is - and if one has stayed away from drugs, alchocol and other nastiness, while staying at the same time fit - then body will respond faster and better to effects of HRT.
Thanks for the comments and reassurance. Nope, I don't drink and have about quit smoking. The cigarettes might be slowing my progress some, and after this weekend I hope to be free of them. Other than that I'm very healthy for my age with the exception of chronic pain issues from my aircraft accident in 91. Even so I eat well and try to remain active. I've a bass boat I retrieve and launch myself every weekend (I love fishing -It brings me peace) plus I do work as much as I'm able. I've a job to go to on Monday. I think there's alot to what you said: the healthyier you are at the time the better the body will respond to hrt.
Oh and, I'm not a stalker, lol!! I just am very observant.
Ally :icon_flower:
Before pics:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2Fkasihnya%2F1-1.jpg&hash=b7284a6d6edc5820351c81f8055141cefc8fa072) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2Fkasihnya%2FIMG954608.jpg&hash=d55817043184eabab780418eb90af18b09e95558)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2Fkasihnya%2FIMG953214.jpg&hash=8b78b2ff49fe111846762407db12040b0cd9babd) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2Fkasihnya%2FIMG953215.jpg&hash=af909a0e523112cb2fd41c2dd621b09202b90a80)
Now pics & sorry about the messy room:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2Fkasihnya%2FWIN_20140419_101320.jpg&hash=474cba389aee5765fe9887e2885bec39ed7bd62f) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2Fkasihnya%2FWIN_20140419_101323.jpg&hash=cfb0d72922b9bbd9eb651460692299f5700ff599)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2Fkasihnya%2FWIN_20140419_101326.jpg&hash=30c445783839ce0cdb9332aef9c02dc8c9529106) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2Fkasihnya%2FWIN_20140419_101329.jpg&hash=a8373875fe640c9c8f2f8220c0a1d52ca8867526)
Quote from: Shantel on April 18, 2014, 06:48:47 PM
This is me now:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimagizer.imageshack.us%2Fv2%2F320x240q90%2F856%2Fy0us.jpg&hash=2402dc619adb1ad9ba86a869c38ab76ca67abc95) (https://imageshack.com/i/nsy0usj)
This is me in my next life. Do you think I'll need a tracheal shave? Btw I'm not wearing any makeup here.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimagizer.imageshack.us%2Fv2%2F320x240q90%2F836%2Fjl97.jpg&hash=d1216e0698e27a783032d6cc93a582fb923d2ce5) (https://imageshack.com/i/n8jl97j)
This is actually Valeria Lukyanova :D
You are Valeria Lukyanova?
Wow. Amazing transformation!!!
Before, you looked like a person, now...
Quote from: Tori on April 20, 2014, 05:24:03 AM
You are Valeria Lukyanova?
Wow. Amazing transformation!!!
Before, you looked like a person, now...
We have such fun here right? :D ;D :laugh:
I used to follow Valeria on FB but I had to switch her off as I was getting really upset about her unattainable figure.
Quote from: kira21 ♡♡♡ on April 21, 2014, 12:41:09 PM
I used to follow Valeria on FB but I had to switch her off as I was getting really upset about her unattainable figure.
Unfortunately that is a problem for all women and is responsible for a lot of eating disorders and even deaths. Then they get my age and look in the mirror after a shower and see the sags and how things have gone south and they go into a mental funk. We're smart to just accept what we can't change and enjoy what we can.
oh, valeria has the kind of face i wanna get plastic surgery for, hate lookimg like an adult lol
Cassie, you look stunning in the 'befores' - just love that long wavy hair. :)
And your 'afters' show awesome progress! Absolutely wonderful. You're becoming one of the site's supermodels, and I'm sooooo jealous of your natural locks being long enough to pull back in a ponytail.
Thanks for sharing. Very inspirational for those of us like me who are not so far along, and who dream of the day we can look in the mirror and see a cutie like you staring back. Now go clean that room.
Quote from: ♡ Emily ♡ on April 21, 2014, 01:12:58 PM
Well, since Valeria had a couple of her lower ribs removed to look that way... so can anybody else :).
No wonder she looked unnatural to me.
Quote from: meganB on April 21, 2014, 04:47:37 PM
No wonder she looked unnatural to me.
I have heard of trans women who have done that and understand that not only is it an awfully intrusive operation but that they can grow back, I don't know how true that is or if it's just more Internet BS.
Quote from: Shantel on April 21, 2014, 07:27:01 PM
I have heard of trans women who have done that and understand that not only is it an awfully intrusive operation but that they can grow back, I don't know how true that is or if it's just more Internet BS.
Now just a sec there, I have a
bone to pick with that - The internet
always knows best! :D (And I know that because the internet told me so. ::))
Quote from: Cassie 4 Ever!!! on April 19, 2014, 07:50:27 PM
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2Fkasihnya%2FWIN_20140419_101320.jpg&hash=474cba389aee5765fe9887e2885bec39ed7bd62f) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2Fkasihnya%2FWIN_20140419_101323.jpg&hash=cfb0d72922b9bbd9eb651460692299f5700ff599)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2Fkasihnya%2FWIN_20140419_101326.jpg&hash=30c445783839ce0cdb9332aef9c02dc8c9529106) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2Fkasihnya%2FWIN_20140419_101329.jpg&hash=a8373875fe640c9c8f2f8220c0a1d52ca8867526)
Looking more and more beautiful every time you post, Cassie! You have a wonderfully-natural feminine face, hair that I'm definitely jealous of, (I do mine the exact same way, by the way... ponytail with clips on both sides because it's still growing, although I don't have as much of it, :P) and in every single picture you take, your smile just lights up the room! :)
Quote from: Carrie Liz on April 21, 2014, 08:36:53 PM
Looking more and more beautiful every time you post, Cassie! You have a wonderfully-natural feminine face, hair that I'm definitely jealous of, (I do mine the exact same way, by the way... ponytail with clips on both sides because it's still growing, although I don't have as much of it, :P) and in every single picture you take, your smile just lights up the room! :)
I'll second that. I've just seen the photos on my laptop screen instead of my iPhone. I'm a pig compared to Carrie, and now having one of those "I'll never be like that" moments where everything seems impossible. :(
Cassie!!!
You have come so far. I have admired your transition for quite some time now, but your confidence sans wig, is totally shining through lady!!!
Just you wait! There is even more to come!
:)
Quote from: __________ on April 21, 2014, 04:24:46 PM
Cassie, you look stunning in the 'befores' - just love that long wavy hair. :)
And your 'afters' show awesome progress! Absolutely wonderful. You're becoming one of the site's supermodels, and I'm sooooo jealous of your natural locks being long enough to pull back in a ponytail.
Thanks for sharing. Very inspirational for those of us like me who are not so far along, and who dream of the day we can look in the mirror and see a cutie like you staring back. Now go clean that room.
Thank you. I remember it wasn't that long ago, less than a year ago that I was looking at everyone else, going wow, that is amazing, and then thinking that I might not have the same progress. The hardest part is the wait. Knowing that you cant just wake up the next day and be 100% happy and that it does take time. The time for waiting is over, and the time for living is here!
Quote from: Carrie Liz on April 21, 2014, 08:36:53 PM
Looking more and more beautiful every time you post, Cassie! You have a wonderfully-natural feminine face, hair that I'm definitely jealous of, (I do mine the exact same way, by the way... ponytail with clips on both sides because it's still growing, although I don't have as much of it, :P) and in every single picture you take, your smile just lights up the room! :)
SO I am not only with using a million bobby pins on my hair!! I was so worried before and now when i look at my face, I'm extremely happy. I think in 5 more months, i should be able to put all my hair in a pony tail.
Quote from: Tori on April 22, 2014, 12:19:18 AM
Cassie!!!
You have come so far. I have admired your transition for quite some time now, but your confidence sans wig, is totally shining through lady!!!
Just you wait! There is even more to come!
:)
Thank you!!! I look at myself and I cannot believe that I have changed so much. Im so happy that I have, but then I realize, as I have seen and people have told me that I have a lot of changes to go through still. I cannot wait!
Quote from: ♡ Emily ♡ on April 22, 2014, 05:33:55 AM
It might be true, actually. At least, that explains how Adam (and all of his male descendants, btw) ended with even pairs of ribs instead of having one rib less! You know how sacred texts cannot lie by default - it is all just a matter of interpretation :).
And yes, purpose of my post was to derail this thead even further :).
P.S. Cassie - lookin' good - as always :). I especially love Your sideshots where You are just as pretty as Your front :).
Thank you Emily. I am always more worried about my side profile of my face than the front. This helps a lot!
SO a couple days ago i decided to compare a pic of my wife and I from a few years ago, to now, and the difference was just amazing to me.
2-3 years ago (maybe more, it's fuzzy):
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi60.tinypic.com%2Fxga0br.jpg&hash=388efd076fa1b861ab461d44290c60da217736b3)
2 days ago:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi62.tinypic.com%2Fr94u9t.jpg&hash=def3574e1595e48e8ff870ad90e709513b0cfb5f)
That hat and jacket are the only "boy" clothes i've kept, btw.
Quote from: Bijou on April 22, 2014, 08:24:14 PM
SO a couple days ago i decided to compare a pic of my wife and I from a few years ago, to now, and the difference was just amazing to me.
2-3 years ago (maybe more, it's fuzzy):
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi60.tinypic.com%2Fxga0br.jpg&hash=388efd076fa1b861ab461d44290c60da217736b3)
2 days ago:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi62.tinypic.com%2Fr94u9t.jpg&hash=def3574e1595e48e8ff870ad90e709513b0cfb5f)
That hat and jacket are the only "boy" clothes i've kept, btw.
O0oo very impressive Bijou :) you look great!
I'm about a week shy of 6 months on HRT. The before picture is from a little over a year ago (was 100 pounds heavier than I am now). Pretty happy with my progress so far.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FBt2kbNC.jpg&hash=9a9be5f3085e8bb14296761711a0d9ab6480269d)
(https://scontent-b-dfw.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-prn2/v/t35.0-12/10272855_10103582125932848_326646411_o.jpg?oh=03ddf9a2ccd9fff62533891e1cea3e2b&oe=53598939)
Past Photo IDs spanning 6 years:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fthelifeofzoe.com%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2014%2F02%2F1969732_10103407760712148_1105305401_o.jpg&hash=634712cd34d3317f95c1dc3d1d4c1ea8f9d75d3f)
Quote from: Zoe Snow on April 22, 2014, 11:16:18 PM
I'm about a week shy of 6 months on HRT. The before picture is from a little over a year ago (was 100 pounds heavier than I am now). Pretty happy with my progress so far.
I see lots of changes, Zoe, but none more profound than in your smile. :)
Quote from: Bijou on April 22, 2014, 08:24:14 PM
SO a couple days ago i decided to compare a pic of my wife and I from a few years ago, to now, and the difference was just amazing to me.
2-3 years ago (maybe more, it's fuzzy):
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi60.tinypic.com%2Fxga0br.jpg&hash=388efd076fa1b861ab461d44290c60da217736b3)
2 days ago:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi62.tinypic.com%2Fr94u9t.jpg&hash=def3574e1595e48e8ff870ad90e709513b0cfb5f)
That hat and jacket are the only "boy" clothes i've kept, btw.
Wonderful changes!
Quote from: Missadventure on April 23, 2014, 02:04:02 AM
3 months before starting HRT:
(https://scontent-b-iad.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ash3/t1.0-9/44755_10202013640923036_161698615_n.jpg)
Day 1 of HRT:
(https://scontent-b-iad.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-prn1/t1.0-9/q79/s720x720/1970484_10203356411651465_640509351_n.jpg)
3 months after starting HRT:
(https://scontent-b-iad.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ash3/t1.0-9/q85/s720x720/10294365_10203614398700980_5148911203862653177_n.jpg)
It's been a crazy ride, but I'm having a blast!
Misadventure, the changes in the three months of HRT are impressive. Can't wait to see what you look like at the one year mark. Nice results!
Zoe, I concur with Gwynne: the biggest change is that you look so much happier now.
As for the changes on the outside, excellent job with the weight loss. It's a nightmare shedding those pounds, especially when HRT comes into play. If those photos were put in front of me without knowing they are of the same person, I'd never have guessed that it's a before and after. I'd have said they were of two different people.
Wow Bijou, truly amazing!
Quote from: Bijou on April 22, 2014, 08:24:14 PM
SO a couple days ago i decided to compare a pic of my wife and I from a few years ago, to now, and the difference was just amazing to me.
2-3 years ago (maybe more, it's fuzzy):
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi60.tinypic.com%2Fxga0br.jpg&hash=388efd076fa1b861ab461d44290c60da217736b3)
2 days ago:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi62.tinypic.com%2Fr94u9t.jpg&hash=def3574e1595e48e8ff870ad90e709513b0cfb5f)
That hat and jacket are the only "boy" clothes i've kept, btw.
IamSoSacred, what I change. I would never known you were born a boy.
Quote from: IamSoScared on April 18, 2014, 08:56:44 PM
2010:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fladda-upp.se%2Ffiles%2F2014%2Fb97795.jpg&hash=155f312f686906347074e47ffc9fc16e6995a4e8)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fladda-upp.se%2Ffiles%2F2014%2Fb97796.jpg&hash=b98a6d181e554d0ee22ace82becbed9d06f88594)
2014 - 1 year & 5 months on HRT:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fladda-upp.se%2Ffiles%2F2014%2Fb97797.jpg&hash=71a0aa9482dcef533699c397c225442855c915a7)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fladda-upp.se%2Ffiles%2F2014%2Fb97798.jpg&hash=d7b01e08c0d040f5cc3718413d10168484bfc693)
Yes Emily, look at your hips and thighs, They are 100% female looking. If you had long hair that would complete the whole transformation.
Quote from: ♡ Emily ♡ on April 18, 2014, 05:25:41 AM
Hey! I could not figure out where to post this and in the end decided to put it here because it sort of fits in, but since this thread is supposed to be uplifting and inspiring, my post can have an adverse effect so if mods might think that it should go elsewhere, please remove it.
So, getting to the point. I was fooling around with spring-andro outfits and making pics when I realised that despite those 11 months, I somehow look the same.
This was my HRT starting point (I am not taking ubermasculine pics from years ago, because a lot of that stuff went away with serious pre-HRT weight loss programm).
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FaPKB5Ych.jpg&hash=f44a7b5fbe78960a6ddcc7866a925937f18cf624) vs. (https://i.imgur.com/cP2ylh1.jpg?1) (https://i.imgur.com/23olfM7.jpg?1)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FAPyLe9sh.jpg&hash=fd05c22acab95416659bb323f2be403212848c62) vs. (https://i.imgur.com/cCPM11C.jpg?1) (https://i.imgur.com/OgfbPNf.jpg?1)
Sure, hair is longer and I somehow look much more as arrogant bitch, but otherwise... not that much changes, if any.
Quote from: Zoe Snow on April 22, 2014, 11:16:18 PM
I'm about a week shy of 6 months on HRT. The before picture is from a little over a year ago (was 100 pounds heavier than I am now). Pretty happy with my progress so far.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FBt2kbNC.jpg&hash=9a9be5f3085e8bb14296761711a0d9ab6480269d)
(https://scontent-b-dfw.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-prn2/v/t35.0-12/10272855_10103582125932848_326646411_o.jpg?oh=03ddf9a2ccd9fff62533891e1cea3e2b&oe=53598939)
Past Photo IDs spanning 6 years:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fthelifeofzoe.com%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2014%2F02%2F1969732_10103407760712148_1105305401_o.jpg&hash=634712cd34d3317f95c1dc3d1d4c1ea8f9d75d3f)
Great changes and cool blog! :)
Quote from: Bijou on April 22, 2014, 08:24:14 PM
SO a couple days ago i decided to compare a pic of my wife and I from a few years ago, to now, and the difference was just amazing to me.
2-3 years ago (maybe more, it's fuzzy):
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi60.tinypic.com%2Fxga0br.jpg&hash=388efd076fa1b861ab461d44290c60da217736b3)
2 days ago:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi62.tinypic.com%2Fr94u9t.jpg&hash=def3574e1595e48e8ff870ad90e709513b0cfb5f)
That hat and jacket are the only "boy" clothes i've kept, btw.
Aaaaaaannnnnnddddd my jealousy is back...
This thread does that to me a lot for some reason... Hahaha
Quote from: Bijou on April 22, 2014, 08:24:14 PM
SO a couple days ago i decided to compare a pic of my wife and I from a few years ago, to now, and the difference was just amazing to me.
2-3 years ago (maybe more, it's fuzzy):
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi60.tinypic.com%2Fxga0br.jpg&hash=388efd076fa1b861ab461d44290c60da217736b3)
You look great :-)
2 days ago:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi62.tinypic.com%2Fr94u9t.jpg&hash=def3574e1595e48e8ff870ad90e709513b0cfb5f)
That hat and jacket are the only "boy" clothes i've kept, btw.
I've already posted this picture over on the "Fabulous" thread, so I'm really not looking for any more kudos here.
I'm posting this again over here for one reason and one reason only... to hopefully inspire other people who, like me at this exact point just 15 months ago, were looking at their pre-transition selves, and seeing a guy who is overweight, large-built, seemingly unfixably-masculine, and scared that they will NEVER pass and never look feminine, and that transition is hopeless. Well, it's not. It really is possible. And I hope that these pictures can help to prove it.
BEFORE: (April 2009) . . . . . . . . . AFTER: (April 2014, 15 months into HRT)
(https://fbcdn-sphotos-a-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-frc3/2838_516314684891_5141042_n.jpg) . . . (https://fbcdn-sphotos-a-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-frc3/t1.0-9/1975121_709789584641_3272431578198684651_n.jpg)
carrie your such a cutey, you have definitely got that infectious smile
Very inspiring Carrie!
Quote from: Carrie Liz on April 23, 2014, 07:27:44 PM
I've already posted this picture over on the "Fabulous" thread, so I'm really not looking for any more kudos here.
I'm posting this again over here for one reason and one reason only... to hopefully inspire other people who, like me at this exact point just 15 months ago, were looking at their pre-transition selves, and seeing a guy who is overweight, large-built, seemingly unfixably-masculine, and scared that they will NEVER pass and never look feminine, and that transition is hopeless. Well, it's not. It really is possible. And I hope that these pictures can help to prove it.
BEFORE: (April 2009) . . . . . . . . . AFTER: (April 2014, 15 months into HRT)
(https://fbcdn-sphotos-a-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-frc3/2838_516314684891_5141042_n.jpg) . . . (https://fbcdn-sphotos-a-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-frc3/t1.0-9/1975121_709789584641_3272431578198684651_n.jpg)
Quote from: Melissa_fox on April 23, 2014, 07:50:43 PM
Very inspiring Carrie!
+1 Incredible Carrie, like night and day difference. Looks like you lost a load of weight, you don't even resemble the guy in the before photo, just amazing!
Quote from: Carrie Liz on April 23, 2014, 07:27:44 PM
I've already posted this picture over on the "Fabulous" thread, so I'm really not looking for any more kudos here.
I'm posting this again over here for one reason and one reason only... to hopefully inspire other people who, like me at this exact point just 15 months ago, were looking at their pre-transition selves, and seeing a guy who is overweight, large-built, seemingly unfixably-masculine, and scared that they will NEVER pass and never look feminine, and that transition is hopeless. Well, it's not. It really is possible. And I hope that these pictures can help to prove it.
BEFORE: (April 2009) . . . . . . . . . AFTER: (April 2014, 15 months into HRT)
(https://fbcdn-sphotos-a-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-frc3/2838_516314684891_5141042_n.jpg) . . . (https://fbcdn-sphotos-a-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-frc3/t1.0-9/1975121_709789584641_3272431578198684651_n.jpg)
WoW! Carrie I'm floored. You should help out alot of girls by posting this and showing those who doubt transition is possible. You sure have blossomed into a beautiful Woman. :icon_flower:
Oh and, nice legs by the way. Seems we have this gift in common. ;)
Quote from: Carrie Liz on April 23, 2014, 07:27:44 PM
I've already posted this picture over on the "Fabulous" thread, so I'm really not looking for any more kudos here.
I'm posting this again over here for one reason and one reason only... to hopefully inspire other people who, like me at this exact point just 15 months ago, were looking at their pre-transition selves, and seeing a guy who is overweight, large-built, seemingly unfixably-masculine, and scared that they will NEVER pass and never look feminine, and that transition is hopeless. Well, it's not. It really is possible. And I hope that these pictures can help to prove it.
BEFORE: (April 2009) . . . . . . . . . AFTER: (April 2014, 15 months into HRT)
(https://fbcdn-sphotos-a-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-frc3/2838_516314684891_5141042_n.jpg) . . . (https://fbcdn-sphotos-a-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-frc3/t1.0-9/1975121_709789584641_3272431578198684651_n.jpg)
It's amazing what can happen when you lose the Cubs shirt. Lol. Had to say that as a Cardinals fan.
You do look beautiful. I am 7 months into hormones and becoming discouraged but then I see pictures like these and think, "just give it more time."
Jane
You look great, I'm rather jealous of your legs. :) I've started to pay more attention to legs in general lately...I'm hoping mine will start to look a little bit less guy like after I finally start HRT.
Quote from: Carrie Liz on April 23, 2014, 07:27:44 PM
I've already posted this picture over on the "Fabulous" thread, so I'm really not looking for any more kudos here.
I'm posting this again over here for one reason and one reason only... to hopefully inspire other people who, like me at this exact point just 15 months ago, were looking at their pre-transition selves, and seeing a guy who is overweight, large-built, seemingly unfixably-masculine, and scared that they will NEVER pass and never look feminine, and that transition is hopeless. Well, it's not. It really is possible. And I hope that these pictures can help to prove it.
BEFORE: (April 2009) . . . . . . . . . AFTER: (April 2014, 15 months into HRT)
(https://fbcdn-sphotos-a-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-frc3/2838_516314684891_5141042_n.jpg) . . . (https://fbcdn-sphotos-a-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-frc3/t1.0-9/1975121_709789584641_3272431578198684651_n.jpg)
Quote from: Ellesmira the Duck on April 23, 2014, 10:32:36 PM
You look great, I'm rather jealous of your legs. :) I've started to pay more attention to legs in general lately...I'm hoping mine will start to look a little bit less guy like after I finally start HRT.
My legs have come a long way in the seven months I've been on HRT. They don't look as good as Carrie's, but they do look more feminine than masculine.
Jane
Quote from: Carrie Liz on April 23, 2014, 07:27:44 PM
BEFORE: (April 2009) . . . . . . . . . AFTER: (April 2014, 15 months into HRT)
(https://fbcdn-sphotos-a-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-frc3/2838_516314684891_5141042_n.jpg) . . . (https://fbcdn-sphotos-a-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-frc3/t1.0-9/1975121_709789584641_3272431578198684651_n.jpg)
I don't usually comment much in this thread, but WOW!! What an amazing difference! Well done hun! :) x
Quote from: Carrie Liz on April 23, 2014, 07:27:44 PM
I've already posted this picture over on the "Fabulous" thread, so I'm really not looking for any more kudos here.
I'm posting this again over here for one reason and one reason only... to hopefully inspire other people who, like me at this exact point just 15 months ago, were looking at their pre-transition selves, and seeing a guy who is overweight, large-built, seemingly unfixably-masculine, and scared that they will NEVER pass and never look feminine, and that transition is hopeless. Well, it's not. It really is possible. And I hope that these pictures can help to prove it.
BEFORE: (April 2009) . . . . . . . . . AFTER: (April 2014, 15 months into HRT)
(https://fbcdn-sphotos-a-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-frc3/2838_516314684891_5141042_n.jpg) . . . (https://fbcdn-sphotos-a-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-frc3/t1.0-9/1975121_709789584641_3272431578198684651_n.jpg)
Carrie Liz, you're looking pretty awesome. What an amazing change!
Quote from: Carrie Liz on April 23, 2014, 07:27:44 PM
I've already posted this picture over on the "Fabulous" thread, so I'm really not looking for any more kudos here.
I'm posting this again over here for one reason and one reason only... to hopefully inspire other people who, like me at this exact point just 15 months ago, were looking at their pre-transition selves, and seeing a guy who is overweight, large-built, seemingly unfixably-masculine, and scared that they will NEVER pass and never look feminine, and that transition is hopeless. Well, it's not. It really is possible. And I hope that these pictures can help to
So I've been away for awhile and a large part of that is because I've started living full time and I moved from Minnesota to West Virginia.
Here is an oldish picture of me, total guy mode and I was still in great denial about my dysphoria.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi929.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fad133%2FNaughtyWord82%2Fpics%2520of%2520me%2FHPIM0550.jpg&hash=f4e759f200466cf8ff14765469e2927ba07c4ad9)
Then 2 months ago I finally hit rock bottom and when I moved to West Virginia I came out to most of the rest of my family. I started living full time pre-HRT.
Here are the results.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi929.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fad133%2FNaughtyWord82%2FMobile%2520Uploads%2F20140420_042135_zpsce4d1fac.jpg&hash=855a9e08ca3c709427547b37816668e679c4c1a0)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi929.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fad133%2FNaughtyWord82%2FMobile%2520Uploads%2F20140420_042452_zps908a8bf3.jpg&hash=08e06317d318ccdca93b722fa8039f82567e8f75)
I pass pretty well from what I'm told so getting HRT will only make things better.
-AM
Quote from: Androgynous_Machine on April 25, 2014, 08:41:31 AM
So I've been away for awhile and a large part of that is because I've started living full time and I moved from Minnesota to West Virginia.
Here is an oldish picture of me, total guy mode and I was still in great denial about my dysphoria.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi929.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fad133%2FNaughtyWord82%2Fpics%2520of%2520me%2FHPIM0550.jpg&hash=f4e759f200466cf8ff14765469e2927ba07c4ad9)
Then 2 months ago I finally hit rock bottom and when I moved to West Virginia I came out to most of the rest of my family. I started living full time pre-HRT.
Here are the results.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi929.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fad133%2FNaughtyWord82%2FMobile%2520Uploads%2F20140420_042135_zpsce4d1fac.jpg&hash=855a9e08ca3c709427547b37816668e679c4c1a0)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi929.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fad133%2FNaughtyWord82%2FMobile%2520Uploads%2F20140420_042452_zps908a8bf3.jpg&hash=08e06317d318ccdca93b722fa8039f82567e8f75)
I pass pretty well from what I'm told so getting HRT will only make things better.
-AM
Looking good hon, nice fish btw!
Quote from: Androgynous_Machine on April 25, 2014, 08:41:31 AM
So I've been away for awhile and a large part of that is because I've started living full time and I moved from Minnesota to West Virginia.
Here is an oldish picture of me, total guy mode and I was still in great denial about my dysphoria.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi929.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fad133%2FNaughtyWord82%2Fpics%2520of%2520me%2FHPIM0550.jpg&hash=f4e759f200466cf8ff14765469e2927ba07c4ad9)
Then 2 months ago I finally hit rock bottom and when I moved to West Virginia I came out to most of the rest of my family. I started living full time pre-HRT.
Here are the results.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi929.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fad133%2FNaughtyWord82%2FMobile%2520Uploads%2F20140420_042135_zpsce4d1fac.jpg&hash=855a9e08ca3c709427547b37816668e679c4c1a0)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi929.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fad133%2FNaughtyWord82%2FMobile%2520Uploads%2F20140420_042452_zps908a8bf3.jpg&hash=08e06317d318ccdca93b722fa8039f82567e8f75)
I pass pretty well from what I'm told so getting HRT will only make things better.
-AM
Nice fish!!! I've a 21 foot Shadow Bass Boat and loooove fishing myself. You should see the looks I get though when my petite self climbs down out of my big 4x4 Ram 2500 though at the Boat ramp, lol! :laugh: Especially if I'm in a summer dress or shorts that show my long legs off. I get a crowd of guys offering to launch my boat for me.
Anyway, we have a few things in common. One, I used to own a 267 acre farm in West Virginia just outside of Mannington (20 min from Fairmont, 40 min from Morgantown). I wasn't accepted too well up there though, but it was hard for me to pass as a male. Due to my having Klinefelter's Syndrome I've always been tiny (5-5, 117 lb's) with no upper body and had feminine features. In addition, I'm originally from California and they seemed to know I wasn't from around there without my saying a word. I sold the Farm in 2001, and I sincerely hope things have gotten better up there with the issue of accepting us for you.
What part of West Virginia are you in? I did notice things were a little better in the southern area's of the state than the northern area's where I was.
Second, I started living full time before starting my hrt myself 5 years ago when I bought my current home. Being full time is a little harder without hormones so if your not on hrt yet I can sincerely understand what your going through.
You do have very nice facial features and should do well on hrt. I am curious though as to where in West Virginia you'll be able to find a therapist and Endo experienced in TG care? If your in the northern part of the state though you might try Allegheny Medical Center in Pittsburgh. It's where I used to go for my medical care up there. I'm not too familiar with Charleston if your in the southern part. No matter where your at up there though it's beautiful country.:icon_flower:
I finally got around to uploading some pics (currently 6 months on HRT) so thought i would contribute to this. So many of the pics in here gave me inspiration and hopefully mine will inspire others thinking about starting the greatest journey in the world!
Before
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi326.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fk432%2FAnna_Rain_Robinson%2F9648352692_5d4ccb267f_o_zps7452d48f.jpg&hash=ac0e62bd6727e344de6ef30c76bfff4e87f21755)
Taken July 2013
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi326.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fk432%2FAnna_Rain_Robinson%2Fjunebody1_zpsd2f15e42.jpg&hash=4e43d8bbe8070e3b4359c435fdc8e259dfd146e4)
After (photos taken at 6 months HRT)
Taken 4th April 2014
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi326.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fk432%2FAnna_Rain_Robinson%2F20140405_093222_20140407190707064_zpsee55eea1.jpg&hash=ea34a5457ddb412afc651805a3ef317a22f4196c)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi326.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fk432%2FAnna_Rain_Robinson%2F20140404_194203_20140405030826622_zps280905a6.jpg&hash=6ebad6d4bef6ca2e71da494759cef987c565d293)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi326.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fk432%2FAnna_Rain_Robinson%2F20140404_193454_zps6388d962.jpg&hash=60b39cd048fea3e61cd54b638edd772a0323259d)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi326.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fk432%2FAnna_Rain_Robinson%2F20140404_193522_20140404194111468_zps5ae1db7e.jpg&hash=9d8a72307d8ee25f53721ee35495e96830b1365b)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi326.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fk432%2FAnna_Rain_Robinson%2F20140404_193354_zpsaa9b46aa.jpg&hash=3404e6a7c502148a87de25c80d7770c9744105ec)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi326.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fk432%2FAnna_Rain_Robinson%2F20140405_093824_zps216778ce.jpg&hash=1803068958420b1273d000b75a5c68b5554493d8)
Pretty fantastic alright, very nice! Wonderful physique to begin your transition with too I might add!
That's an impressive transition Anna! I hope HRT will have that good an effect on me.
Quote from: Shantel on April 25, 2014, 11:52:28 AM
Pretty fantastic alright, very nice! Wonderful physique to begin your transition with too I might add!
haha thank you :) For some reason i did used to attract much more women back then!
Quote from: f_Anna_tastic on April 25, 2014, 11:48:53 AM
I finally got around to uploading some pics (currently 6 months on HRT) so thought i would contribute to this. So many of the pics in here gave me inspiration and hopefully mine will inspire others thinking about starting the greatest journey in the world!
Taken July 2013
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi326.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fk432%2FAnna_Rain_Robinson%2Fjunebody1_zpsd2f15e42.jpg&hash=4e43d8bbe8070e3b4359c435fdc8e259dfd146e4)
After (photos taken at 6 months HRT)
Taken 4th April 2014
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi326.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fk432%2FAnna_Rain_Robinson%2F20140405_093222_20140407190707064_zpsee55eea1.jpg&hash=ea34a5457ddb412afc651805a3ef317a22f4196c)
Awesome transformation! Love the hair!
Thank you :)
It's a wig im afraid but it does a good job of minimizing my shoulders!
Quote from: f_Anna_tastic on April 25, 2014, 12:25:15 PM
Thank you :)
It's a wig im afraid but it does a good job of minimizing my shoulders!
The muscle bulk will dissipate in time on HRT. Nice abs, they look good on women too!
Quote from: f_Anna_tastic on April 25, 2014, 12:25:15 PM
Thank you :)
It's a wig im afraid but it does a good job of minimizing my shoulders!
I have long straight black hair, but I've got a wig too that looks great on me when I wear it. Shoulders were never an issue with me as mine are narrow -always have been.
Your makeup looks excellent as well too though in the bottom photo I posted with my earlier reply. Very feninine! :icon_flower:
Anna, wow what a transformation! How did you manage to shed so much of that muscle mass in just 6 months?
Quote from: f_Anna_tastic on April 25, 2014, 12:25:15 PM
Thank you :)
It's a wig im afraid but it does a good job of minimizing my shoulders!
Quote from: Bijou on April 22, 2014, 08:24:14 PM
SO a couple days ago i decided to compare a pic of my wife and I from a few years ago, to now, and the difference was just amazing to me.
2-3 years ago (maybe more, it's fuzzy):
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi60.tinypic.com%2Fxga0br.jpg&hash=388efd076fa1b861ab461d44290c60da217736b3)
2 days ago:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi62.tinypic.com%2Fr94u9t.jpg&hash=def3574e1595e48e8ff870ad90e709513b0cfb5f)
That hat and jacket are the only "boy" clothes i've kept, btw.
Absolutely astounding! It's kind of like
you were always there. It almost looks like you could have been your own sibling too.
Quote from: Bijou on April 22, 2014, 08:24:14 PM
SO a couple days ago i decided to compare a pic of my wife and I from a few years ago, to now, and the difference was just amazing to me.
2-3 years ago (maybe more, it's fuzzy):
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi60.tinypic.com%2Fxga0br.jpg&hash=388efd076fa1b861ab461d44290c60da217736b3)
2 days ago:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi62.tinypic.com%2Fr94u9t.jpg&hash=def3574e1595e48e8ff870ad90e709513b0cfb5f)
That hat and jacket are the only "boy" clothes i've kept, btw.
That was so cute how you wore the same hat and glasses. You look almost like a completely different person. Wow
Umm. sorry lol but llerret have you ever been told you look like Rhianna? Sorry lol had to ask XD
Okay, I'll join in. This one is especially rough for me, as I was a mess a few years back as the result of a crippling injury sustained in the military. I walked with a cane until I got off it a few months back. I busted my booty to get where I am right now so I guess there is no shame: I am my own progressing masterpiece so this is definatley a work in process. I am yet to be on hormones and not quite where I want to be yet, but I guess I shouldn't stress it too much as I am sort of in the "cacoon" stage right now. I'll include my 300Lb. "male" pic, me down to 165 w/0 makeup a couple months ago, and me not even a week after I decided to go forward with the process psychologically. I'll include my mid/post-HRT pic on a later date when I get it. All I can say is never give up, ladies! If Gruffy McFatty here can do it, anyone can!
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi837.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fzz292%2FEvelynEve%2FOldID_zps0dd5d967.jpg&hash=7b5b0e3fc74134137e144b3a439611adbe5d870c) (http://s837.photobucket.com/user/EvelynEve/media/OldID_zps0dd5d967.jpg.html)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi837.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fzz292%2FEvelynEve%2F1_zps395f21ef.jpg&hash=147a614ff68b0b58ac74a3afb04aa2f067cf0187) (http://s837.photobucket.com/user/EvelynEve/media/1_zps395f21ef.jpg.html)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi837.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fzz292%2FEvelynEve%2F3_zps38ae83ba.jpg&hash=e194ae709883c13085299111d089d06cbb9a54fe) (http://s837.photobucket.com/user/EvelynEve/media/3_zps38ae83ba.jpg.html)
Quote from: Ev on April 27, 2014, 04:28:06 AM
Okay, I'll join in. This one is especially rough for me, as I was a mess a few years back as the result of a crippling injury sustained in the military. I walked with a cane until I got off it a few months back. I busted my booty to get where I am right now so I guess there is no shame: I am my own progressing masterpiece so this is definatley a work in process. I am yet to be on hormones and not quite where I want to be yet, but I guess I shouldn't stress it too much as I am sort of in the "cacoon" stage right now. I'll include my 300Lb. "male" pic, me down to 165 w/0 makeup a couple months ago, and me not even a week after I decided to go forward with the process psychologically. I'll include my mid/post-HRT pic on a later date when I get it. All I can say is never give up, ladies! If Gruffy McFatty here can do it, anyone can!
I would say you're well on your way. Kudos on the weight loss! Did you follow any certain diet?
Jane
Quote from: JaneNicole2013 on April 27, 2014, 06:49:13 AM
I would say you're well on your way. Kudos on the weight loss! Did you follow any certain diet?
Jane
Thank you. I should be starting HRT here in a month or so, knock on wood. Weight has always been a big issue for me: I am one of those types that can burn off 10 Lbs. in under 2 weeks but I can put on 5 Lbs in 3 days if I am not careful. However, I can also lose too much/too fast without even meaning to so it is a balancing act. Lots of work, managing diet without actually being on a diet mentality. Lifestyle. Lots of little snacks and only 1-2 meals a day, tops. The weight goes to my chest and butt first: I think I have the high estrogen I already have to thank for that hahahaha.
I had to do several things:
1: Get off certain meds. They created a lot of water retention.
2: My body doesn't handle heavy animal proteins too well, so I had to get off the meats. I bloat, get sick, so forth so forth. I still do eggs, cheese, milk (in moderation) on a vegetarian diet. I still snack, eat chips, cakes so forth so forth to keep weight: but because the meat just put on a lot and got me ill, I've removed it. (Health, not ethical.) As I said I have to be careful not to go too low: if I went down to 160 like I was a few years ago, being 6'0, and I got put on HRT I would probably go too low. So I am trying to stay at a 170-ish range at the moment to prep for the potential weight loss.
3: Progressive workouts: slow but steady. You have to take it slowly for numerous reasons: one of which is flesh retention. If you lose too much too fast you'll get that "empty skin hang" that is just annoying, not to mention stretch marks. Lots of stretching, Tai Chi, and Kuk Sol Won, Karate, and Muay Thai for me. I never could gain muscle definition even after 20 years of martial arts and military, no matter how much I worked out: solid but marshmellow-ish. I guess also the estrogen causes this "feature."
4: Put miles in on high heels. I was doing about 5+ a day sometimes. That forces you to move, not just walk, if you follow.
5. Minimize stress/use stress reduction/redirection. Stress can produce chemicals that actually turn toxic and settle in your tissue, causing inflammation. Inflammation can make you look pudgier, not to mention causes discomfort.
Now, mind you, this is me. Some people just fall into it naturally it seems hahahaha.
WOw! A lot of great results :)
I don't think I will be able to post because I will probably end up looking the same. ;/
I already look like a girl before hrt...
Quote from: f_Anna_tastic on April 25, 2014, 12:25:15 PM
It's a wig im afraid but it does a good job of minimizing my shoulders!
I see a lot of well meaning folks here who wear wigs the wrong way or wear wigs that look wrong on them, but you're a great example of doing a wig right. That look is just fantastic on you and your transformation is nothing less than amazing. Nice to meet you, Anna.
~ Lyric ~
Quote from: Ev on April 27, 2014, 04:28:06 AM
Okay, I'll join in. This one is especially rough for me, as I was a mess a few years back as the result of a crippling injury sustained in the military. I walked with a cane until I got off it a few months back. I busted my booty to get where I am right now so I guess there is no shame: I am my own progressing masterpiece so this is definatley a work in process. I am yet to be on hormones and not quite where I want to be yet, but I guess I shouldn't stress it too much as I am sort of in the "cacoon" stage right now. I'll include my 300Lb. "male" pic, me down to 165 w/0 makeup a couple months ago, and me not even a week after I decided to go forward with the process psychologically. I'll include my mid/post-HRT pic on a later date when I get it. All I can say is never give up, ladies! If Gruffy McFatty here can do it, anyone can!
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi837.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fzz292%2FEvelynEve%2FOldID_zps0dd5d967.jpg&hash=7b5b0e3fc74134137e144b3a439611adbe5d870c) (http://s837.photobucket.com/user/EvelynEve/media/OldID_zps0dd5d967.jpg.html)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi837.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fzz292%2FEvelynEve%2F1_zps395f21ef.jpg&hash=147a614ff68b0b58ac74a3afb04aa2f067cf0187) (http://s837.photobucket.com/user/EvelynEve/media/1_zps395f21ef.jpg.html)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi837.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fzz292%2FEvelynEve%2F3_zps38ae83ba.jpg&hash=e194ae709883c13085299111d089d06cbb9a54fe) (http://s837.photobucket.com/user/EvelynEve/media/3_zps38ae83ba.jpg.html)
Like night and day Ev Kudos! I do like the girl you btw.
Quote from: Melissa_fox on April 26, 2014, 06:40:58 PM
Anna, wow what a transformation! How did you manage to shed so much of that muscle mass in just 6 months?
Well that photo was taken in July so there was a little more than 6 between them, although only 6 on hormones.
I stopped lifting all weights with my upper body and focused on a few sets of squats a couple of times a week and once or twice on an exercise bike per week.
I limited myself to 1200 calories per day and was pretty rigorous (maybe 1-2 days off a month) and made sure i kept eating nutritious stuff (added chilli to almost everything lol)
The hormones have obviously helped.
After month 3 i was noticing breasts budding and knew i needed to start feeding my body so i started tryign to put fat on, this has been successful and due to the estrogen dominance has gone in the right places. I am still noticing muscles loss but it is clinging on to my upper arms and shoulders (well hidden on photos!)
Quote from: Lyric on April 27, 2014, 11:06:03 AM
I see a lot of well meaning folks here who wear wigs the wrong way or wear wigs that look wrong on them, but you're a great example of doing a wig right. That look is just fantastic on you and your transformation is nothing less than amazing. Nice to meet you, Anna.
~ Lyric ~
Thank you very much. I do love the style (i bought a couple of the same style so i can keep it fresh for day to day wear (and i also bought it in teal because i like to go a bit crazy now and then lol) and i agree that wigs are a major downfall for some many sisters on here.
Sayign all that ican't wait to take the wig off and just have my own hair (maybe in 2 years of growth) :) *sigh*
Quote from: sad panda on April 27, 2014, 03:49:23 AM
Umm. sorry lol but llerret have you ever been told you look like Rhianna? Sorry lol had to ask XD
lol you're the third person to have said that to me this week. Rihanna is super beautiful so thank you very much but I really don't think I look anything like her haha :)
Thanks for the tips Anna.
I omly weigh 145 but still way too much buk in thighs and delts even with a low dose of estrogen and only running for fitness.
Quote from: f_Anna_tastic on April 27, 2014, 11:39:08 AM
Well that photo was taken in July so there was a little more than 6 between them, although only 6 on hormones.
I stopped lifting all weights with my upper body and focused on a few sets of squats a couple of times a week and once or twice on an exercise bike per week.
I limited myself to 1200 calories per day and was pretty rigorous (maybe 1-2 days off a month) and made sure i kept eating nutritious stuff (added chilli to almost everything lol)
The hormones have obviously helped.
After month 3 i was noticing breasts budding and knew i needed to start feeding my body so i started tryign to put fat on, this has been successful and due to the estrogen dominance has gone in the right places. I am still noticing muscles loss but it is clinging on to my upper arms and shoulders (well hidden on photos!)
Quote from: llerret on April 27, 2014, 12:01:19 PM
lol you're the third person to have said that to me this week. Rihanna is super beautiful so thank you very much but I really don't think I look anything like her haha :)
Must be the hair :D (which is fabulous btw!)
Quote from: NikkiRincon on April 27, 2014, 09:14:26 AM
WOw! A lot of great results :)
I don't think I will be able to post because I will probably end up looking the same. ;/
I already look like a girl before hrt...
So did I Nikki, so much so that I went full time 5 years ago cause I could no longer pass as male no matter how hard I tried. Hrt will enhance your existing femminine features as it has been doing for me, and I'm 49! I'm just waiting to post photos until I at least reach my 6th month mark so there'll be some significant changes to show, and get some comments from these lovely ladies on how I can improve my look. You'll look great Nikki I've no doubt. When do you plan to begin hrt? :icon_flower:
Quote from: llerret on April 27, 2014, 12:01:19 PM
lol you're the third person to have said that to me this week. Rihanna is super beautiful so thank you very much but I really don't think I look anything like her haha :)
I think you look like Rhianna as well, so count me #5!
Quote from: Allyda on April 28, 2014, 11:20:53 AM
I think you look like Rhianna as well, so count me #5!
#6
It can't be a good before after until you post a bearded photo.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FyUkH6ym.jpg&hash=cda141ad684e1f571d459e110333a8c1508322cc)
2010 - 2014. Two days to make one year on HRT.
"And nothing of value was lost that day". Won't miss that >-bleeped-<ty beard.
Quote from: AppleJack on April 28, 2014, 03:22:50 PM
It can't be a good before after until you post a bearded photo.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FyUkH6ym.jpg&hash=cda141ad684e1f571d459e110333a8c1508322cc)
2010 - 2014. Two days to make one year on HRT.
"And nothing of value was lost that day". Won't miss that >-bleeped-<ty beard.
AppleJack you look great. There's a sparkle in your eyes in your after photo that's not present in your before photo. You've a pretty smile as well. :icon_flower:
Quote from: Allyda on April 28, 2014, 06:51:22 PM
AppleJack you look great. There's a sparkle in your eyes in your after photo that's not present in your before photo. You've a pretty smile as well. :icon_flower:
Oh, that's the tablet reflecting. The difference between using a camera and taking selfies with a front facing camera, xD. It gives it a weird effect...
Quote from: AppleJack on April 29, 2014, 01:10:56 AM
Oh, that's the tablet reflecting. The difference between using a camera and taking selfies with a front facing camera, xD. It gives it a weird effect...
That was...just a generally adorable response, I'm not even gonna lie, haha. Lookin good, sug, keep it up!
Second transition. First was started mmm 20 years ago lol.
But got disupted to no fault of my own. Second restart at 39 yo
I hope that the 17 months I put into hormones snd hair removal
Was worth it
Over a year ago
http://i1277.photobucket.com/albums/y488/xchristine100/online%20pics/IMAG0129_zps189d6777.jpg
Last friday night heading out to rough straight bars
http://i1277.photobucket.com/albums/y488/xchristine100/online%20pics/IMAG0126_zps9ca003dd.jpg
Quote from: xNatasha on April 29, 2014, 09:12:49 AM
Second transition. First was started mmm 20 years ago lol.
But got disupted to no fault of my own. Second restart at 39 yo
I hope that the 17 months I put into hormones snd hair removal
Was worth it
Over a year ago
http://i1277.photobucket.com/albums/y488/xchristine100/online%20pics/IMAG0129_zps189d6777.jpg
Last friday night heading out to rough straight bars
http://i1277.photobucket.com/albums/y488/xchristine100/online%20pics/IMAG0126_zps9ca003dd.jpg
Wow, I'd say so!
Quote from: xNatasha on April 29, 2014, 09:12:49 AM
Second transition. First was started mmm 20 years ago lol.
But got disupted to no fault of my own. Second restart at 39 yo
I hope that the 17 months I put into hormones snd hair removal
Was worth it
Over a year ago
http://i1277.photobucket.com/albums/y488/xchristine100/online%20pics/IMAG0129_zps189d6777.jpg
Last friday night heading out to rough straight bars
http://i1277.photobucket.com/albums/y488/xchristine100/online%20pics/IMAG0126_zps9ca003dd.jpg
Definately looking good there xNatasha. I'd say it was worth it and then some.
Quote from: Abbyxo on April 29, 2014, 05:55:18 AM
That was...just a generally adorable response, I'm not even gonna lie, haha. Lookin good, sug, keep it up!
Dunno. Everything I get told something nice, I try to break it. I will probably keep seeing myself as a freak even after FFS, if I ever go under the knife (Not sure anymore, planning to go with SRS first).
Quote from: AppleJack on April 28, 2014, 03:22:50 PM
It can't be a good before after until you post a bearded photo.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FyUkH6ym.jpg&hash=cda141ad684e1f571d459e110333a8c1508322cc)
2010 - 2014. Two days to make one year on HRT.
"And nothing of value was lost that day". Won't miss that >-bleeped-<ty beard.
Absolutely fantastic, Apple! How the heck did you manage to lose that much lower-face mass and grow that much head hair back? Simply remarkable!
Quote from: Carrie Liz on April 29, 2014, 01:22:10 PM
Absolutely fantastic, Apple! How the heck did you manage to lose that much lower-face mass and grow that much head hair back? Simply remarkable!
Thanks, but...
Face: It's a matter of perspective. This is "the real me" (http://37.media.tumblr.com/5ac29ccc911d483e9afc5784e309dad6/tumblr_n3z63jHziG1t9iec9o1_1280.jpg). But if you want to know the other half... Dysphoria, depression, stress and anxiety. I would lose 0.5kg per week. After that, spiro kept messing my vowels, so it was impossible to gain weight. The dream of some girls... Now it's the opposite, weight watching on androcur.
Hair: Actually, it's a natural hair clip-on extension. My top scalp is fairly damaged and does not grow and the same rate as the sides. I have had some considerable overall filling, but if you want to see the old photos to compare, let me know in FB. They are quite triggering.
Quote from: AppleJack on April 28, 2014, 03:22:50 PM
It can't be a good before after until you post a bearded photo.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FyUkH6ym.jpg&hash=cda141ad684e1f571d459e110333a8c1508322cc)
2010 - 2014. Two days to make one year on HRT.
"And nothing of value was lost that day". Won't miss that >-bleeped-<ty beard.
Yes. A great achievement!
Looking forward to more!
barbie~~
Quote from: AppleJack on April 29, 2014, 02:03:16 PM
Thanks, but...
Face: It's a matter of perspective. This is "the real me" (http://37.media.tumblr.com/5ac29ccc911d483e9afc5784e309dad6/tumblr_n3z63jHziG1t9iec9o1_1280.jpg).
Nice try. :P You may not see it, but I still see the same dramatic change as in the official "after." Your face has really thinned out and feminized. Plus your natural hair looks very feminine. Don't be so hard on yourself.
Quote from: Ev on April 27, 2014, 04:28:06 AM
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi837.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fzz292%2FEvelynEve%2FOldID_zps0dd5d967.jpg&hash=7b5b0e3fc74134137e144b3a439611adbe5d870c) (http://s837.photobucket.com/user/EvelynEve/media/OldID_zps0dd5d967.jpg.html)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi837.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fzz292%2FEvelynEve%2F3_zps38ae83ba.jpg&hash=e194ae709883c13085299111d089d06cbb9a54fe) (http://s837.photobucket.com/user/EvelynEve/media/3_zps38ae83ba.jpg.html)
Ev, so you were bearded and chunky too? HAH! So cool. Doesn't it feel nice to have shed all that? I know it does for me. I feel like I peeled away an extra layer of manliness that never belonged there.
You look great Ev. Can't wait to see how you progress with HRT. Oh and I love your hair. :)
Quote from: Lara the Lover and the Fighter on April 30, 2014, 06:27:09 AM
Ev, so you were bearded a chunky too? HAH! So cool. Doesn't it feel nice to have shed all that? I know it does for me. I feel like I peeled away an extra layer of manliness that never belonged there.
You look great Ev. Can't wait to see how you progress with HRT. Oh and I love your hair. :)
Hahaha thank you. Yeah, that I was. I was a skinny-minny growing up though...6'0/160 LBS bio/male my senior year...before the depression kicked in and I just gave up. I actually managed to get down to my high school weight two years back...when I was 30...but when I learned that you can lose on HRT, I put a little on to compensate for the possible drop in weight. Can't be too thin, after all...especially since I do martial arts.
As far as my hair is concerned: I have always liked it. I always wanted to grow it out and first chance I got after the military, I did just that. My hair has always been very feminine, and is one of those "things I like about me best" parts. (My eyes and lips are my first, followed by my legs and butt. The area I hate most is my tummy followed by my "man-ribs", I must confess.)
love this thread ! you girls are amazing !! great job !
Quote from: AppleJack on April 29, 2014, 02:03:16 PM
Hair: Actually, it's a natural hair clip-on extension. My top scalp is fairly damaged and does not grow and the same rate as the sides. I have had some considerable overall filling, but if you want to see the old photos to compare, let me know in FB. They are quite triggering.
Apple it seems you and I have a simmilar problem though I've always kept my hairline. The top left side of my scalp was somewhat dammaged (burned) in my 91 aircraft accident. And over the years until starting my hrt I would lose hair in patches in that area. This would happen in phases like, it would go on for a year or so then quit. Long story short, it was happening again worse than ever until I started my hrt with Dutasteride (Avodart) added as a DHT blocker. 3 days in on my hrt and my hair loss stopped dead in it's tracks and began reversing. I've a lot of regrowth in these areas, but it's young finer hair than my already fine hair on the rest of my head. Now nearly 4 months on hrt you can't see my scalp in these areas anymore unless it's either wet, or, I'm in a very bright flourescent lit room (and then just barely). I'm hoping in time my regrowth in these areas will continue to thicken but until it does, I'm considering a partial like yours. Overall my hair is long (down past the middle of my back in it's longest area) so the partial I get would need to match my natural hair color.
Since Yours looks so good I thought I'd ask if you had any suggestions on where to get a partial that would just cover the top of my head and fill my bangs in a bit until my regrowth catches up to the rest of my hair? I have a cheap wig that actually look's pretty good on me, but it's too long to wear on a daily basis here in Florida during Summertime.
Quote from: Allyda on April 30, 2014, 12:00:14 PM
Since Yours looks so good I thought I'd ask if you had any suggestions on where to get a partial that would just cover the top of my head and fill my bangs in a bit until my regrowth catches up to the rest of my hair? I have a cheap wig that actually look's pretty good on me, but it's too long to wear on a daily basis here in Florida during Summertime.
Check your PM inbox...
Hello Everybody,
I am so, totally stunned, admiring when I see your pictures (and these words are not enough what I feel) and, I have to confess a little desperate...
I would to say you with a lot of sincerity : Congratulations ++
Apple you are amazing,
Ev you are so pretty,
Carrie you are beautiful,
Androgynous, what change !
Anna, I say again Waou...
Bijou, it is so incredible, how is it possible ?
Zoe, what change too !
IamSoScared, you are so bonny,
Cassie, you are pretty especially when I see your teeth when you smile,
Raimbow, what progress ! mind-blowing
Emily, you are charming,
Shantel, please, give me the recipe and thank you a lot to make me laugh...
Megan, you are definitely a girl...
Carolina, stunning, so stunning,
Hayley, add always a smile, you are amazing,
Grace and Jessica, please, send the real before picture ! How is it possible ? you look so feminine
Lara, you are so cute,
Natalia, extraordinary and so fast ! how can you change your eyes like that ???
HaleyT, you are so fetching,
Orihime, I can't believe that, in 16 months, who is the guy next to you ?
Tori, you are so beautiful... so different like another life
Joanna, nothing to change ? you are a so pretty woman...
Zoë, one month... incredible... I do not imagine in 6 months.
Sarah Anne, I read several times your post about your transition, I look and look again your pictures captivating, exquisite and more...
Llerret, you are charming too.
Sorry for the other ladies but I stoped my reading page 69...(I read from the last) and it was a good thing, my english (not my first language) so poor to find different words for all of you.
I repeat : A lot of congratulations, definitely I envy you... a lot.
Warmly,
Hannah(h)
Never posted a pic on the forums so thought it was a good time, 10 months HRT in two days! Woo!
Before HRT Feb 2013
Going to a friends' wedding, I was not happy with wearing a suit.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1366.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fr767%2Frachelsmith0085%2FFeb2013_zpseb5e7a55.jpg&hash=b9da38cbd1d1a0cb22ecc93a6b4f618d37eed63f)
9 months HRT March 2014
Straightened hair makes me happy! My normal extremely curly hair drives me nuts.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1366.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fr767%2Frachelsmith0085%2F9monthsHRTEarly2014_zpse28cd0c4.jpg&hash=8643b7a09422a855156d1d816478f3ae34a42b3a)
Quote from: Rachel85 on May 01, 2014, 09:29:22 AM
Never posted a pic on the forums so thought it was a good time, 10 months HRT in two days! Woo!
Before HRT Feb 2013
Going to a friends' wedding, I was not happy with wearing a suit.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1366.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fr767%2Frachelsmith0085%2FFeb2013_zpseb5e7a55.jpg&hash=b9da38cbd1d1a0cb22ecc93a6b4f618d37eed63f)
9 months HRT March 2014
Straightened hair makes me happy! My normal extremely curly hair drives me nuts.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1366.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fr767%2Frachelsmith0085%2F9monthsHRTEarly2014_zpse28cd0c4.jpg&hash=8643b7a09422a855156d1d816478f3ae34a42b3a)
Handsome before and now totally gorgeous Rachel!
Quote from: Rachel85 on May 01, 2014, 09:29:22 AM
Never posted a pic on the forums so thought it was a good time, 10 months HRT in two days! Woo!
9 months HRT March 2014
Straightened hair makes me happy! My normal extremely curly hair drives me nuts.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1366.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fr767%2Frachelsmith0085%2F9monthsHRTEarly2014_zpse28cd0c4.jpg&hash=8643b7a09422a855156d1d816478f3ae34a42b3a)
Uh, Yea, you look great. You've a very cute smile and great breast development by the way.
Oh by the way, I've never worn a suit in my life, Always hated the things & they look like they'd choke you to death!, lol!
Ally :icon_flower:
Quote from: Rachel85 on May 01, 2014, 09:29:22 AM
Never posted a pic on the forums so thought it was a good time, 10 months HRT in two days! Woo!
Before HRT Feb 2013
Going to a friends' wedding, I was not happy with wearing a suit.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1366.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fr767%2Frachelsmith0085%2FFeb2013_zpseb5e7a55.jpg&hash=b9da38cbd1d1a0cb22ecc93a6b4f618d37eed63f)
9 months HRT March 2014
Straightened hair makes me happy! My normal extremely curly hair drives me nuts.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1366.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fr767%2Frachelsmith0085%2F9monthsHRTEarly2014_zpse28cd0c4.jpg&hash=8643b7a09422a855156d1d816478f3ae34a42b3a)
Nice show! I always HATED suits and especially tuxedos as well. *gags* I'm going to hate the way I look- guaranteed. LOL. Now I know I never have to wear one again and I get to wear pretty dresses instead. I guess men's formal wear was a major dysphoria trigger for me.
Quote from: Rachel85 on May 01, 2014, 09:29:22 AM
Never posted a pic on the forums so thought it was a good time, 10 months HRT in two days! Woo!
Before HRT Feb 2013
Going to a friends' wedding, I was not happy with wearing a suit.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1366.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fr767%2Frachelsmith0085%2FFeb2013_zpseb5e7a55.jpg&hash=b9da38cbd1d1a0cb22ecc93a6b4f618d37eed63f)
9 months HRT March 2014
Straightened hair makes me happy! My normal extremely curly hair drives me nuts.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1366.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fr767%2Frachelsmith0085%2F9monthsHRTEarly2014_zpse28cd0c4.jpg&hash=8643b7a09422a855156d1d816478f3ae34a42b3a)
It is just amazing. I prefer your transitioned looks.
barbie~~
Quote from: Rachel85 on May 01, 2014, 09:29:22 AM
Never posted a pic on the forums so thought it was a good time, 10 months HRT in two days! Woo!
Before HRT Feb 2013
Going to a friends' wedding, I was not happy with wearing a suit.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1366.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fr767%2Frachelsmith0085%2FFeb2013_zpseb5e7a55.jpg&hash=b9da38cbd1d1a0cb22ecc93a6b4f618d37eed63f)
9 months HRT March 2014
Straightened hair makes me happy! My normal extremely curly hair drives me nuts.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1366.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fr767%2Frachelsmith0085%2F9monthsHRTEarly2014_zpse28cd0c4.jpg&hash=8643b7a09422a855156d1d816478f3ae34a42b3a)
Well, Ms. Rachel, you look absolutely
beautiful now. As a fellow curly hair sufferer, I'm liking what you've been able to do with your locks. How did you get it nice and straight like that?
Quote from: Rachel85 on May 01, 2014, 09:29:22 AM
Never posted a pic on the forums so thought it was a good time, 10 months HRT in two days! Woo!
Before HRT Feb 2013
Going to a friends' wedding, I was not happy with wearing a suit.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1366.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fr767%2Frachelsmith0085%2FFeb2013_zpseb5e7a55.jpg&hash=b9da38cbd1d1a0cb22ecc93a6b4f618d37eed63f)
9 months HRT March 2014
Straightened hair makes me happy! My normal extremely curly hair drives me nuts.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1366.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fr767%2Frachelsmith0085%2F9monthsHRTEarly2014_zpse28cd0c4.jpg&hash=8643b7a09422a855156d1d816478f3ae34a42b3a)
I'm sure you feel as good as you look
@Rachel85 , you look great as a girl ! i can tell from your pic, you looked unhappy as a boy wearing suit
great job girl ! :)
Thanks everyone for the kind words! :)
Hey __________, I just used a straightener, nothing too fancy but a drop of moisture and TWANG curly again. Drives me nuts!
Yes suits were a major dysphoria trigger for me as well. Back then when I had to wear suits I had no idea why they made me so uncomfortable.
Quote from: Rachel85 on May 01, 2014, 09:03:59 PM
Thanks everyone for the kind words! :)
Hey __________, I just used a straightener, nothing too fancy but a drop of moisture and TWANG curly again. Drives me nuts!
Hi. Frizzies after straight ironing right? And the worst is summer humidity.
I'm going to tell you how to fix it. Straight iron your hair with a Dimethicone and/or Cyclomethicone based silicone serum like Sabino Moisture Block or Pure Shine Frizz Remedy.
The absolute important thing - there are other frizz products - like Frizz Ease but they contain oils, water, alcohol, vitamins, conditioners and other garbage that will bend in humidity after being heat fused to the shaft. Avoid these, only get the purest unadulterated silicon product possible. Some exceptions are sunscreen ingredients like Ethylhexyl Methoxycinnamate.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Foi58.tinypic.com%2F2evg8k2.jpg&hash=9d1e25ba91ea728db41603bbca31f91b9bf049be) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Foi61.tinypic.com%2Frle1xw.jpg&hash=cb078da1d4cc8d42ee98199af81c39e2f48d6394)
Sabino Moisture Block - two ingredients only Dimethicone or Cyclomethicone (cons: cost, just a slightly greasy afterlook, but the strongest moisture block recommended for high humidity)
Pure Shine Frizz Remedy - three ingredients only Cyclopentasiloxane, Dimethiconol, Ethylhexyl Methoxycinnamate (cons: none really. works for most regular days. Much cheaper.)
What I do is, after a shower I towel dry my hair. Then a quarter sized amount rubbed on my hands, then run it through the top section of my hair. Vice versa for sides, back, tails. Comb hair straight to evenly distribute product, set in the direction your style and hair part follows. Air dry for 15 minutes to help the shaft directions rest. Then blow dry, use light heat to reduce curling.
Straight iron your hair and you should make it through most of a hot humid day with just some frizz, or a winter day pin straight. :D
I use a tourmaline iron at 356 degrees, the iron slides through my particular hair like butter at that temp. I wouldn't go higher. Always sweep the iron through and moving so you don't damage or burn your hair.
Video test of Sabino Moisture Block
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aPJhPcdNA2Y
Quote from: Rachel85 on May 01, 2014, 09:29:22 AM
Never posted a pic on the forums so thought it was a good time, 10 months HRT in two days! Woo!
Before HRT Feb 2013
Going to a friends' wedding, I was not happy with wearing a suit.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1366.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fr767%2Frachelsmith0085%2FFeb2013_zpseb5e7a55.jpg&hash=b9da38cbd1d1a0cb22ecc93a6b4f618d37eed63f)
9 months HRT March 2014
Straightened hair makes me happy! My normal extremely curly hair drives me nuts.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1366.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fr767%2Frachelsmith0085%2F9monthsHRTEarly2014_zpse28cd0c4.jpg&hash=8643b7a09422a855156d1d816478f3ae34a42b3a)
Wow Rachel! Having already met you in person a couple of months ago I can say I would never have guessed the pic of you in dude mode was you, even if you'd shown it to me back then! Gosh!
Quote from: Evelyn K on May 02, 2014, 06:53:20 PM
Hi. Frizzies after straight ironing right? And the worst is summer humidity.
I'm going to tell you how to fix it. Straight iron your hair with a Dimethicone and/or Cyclomethicone based silicone serum like Sabino Moisture Block or Pure Shine Frizz Remedy.
The absolute important thing - there are other frizz products - like Frizz Ease but they contain oils, water, alcohol, vitamins, conditioners and other garbage that will bend in humidity after being heat fused to the shaft. Avoid these, only get the purest unadulterated silicon product possible. Some exceptions are sunscreen ingredients like Ethylhexyl Methoxycinnamate.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Foi58.tinypic.com%2F2evg8k2.jpg&hash=9d1e25ba91ea728db41603bbca31f91b9bf049be) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Foi61.tinypic.com%2Frle1xw.jpg&hash=cb078da1d4cc8d42ee98199af81c39e2f48d6394)
Sabino Moisture Block - two ingredients only Dimethicone or Cyclomethicone (cons: cost, just a slightly greasy afterlook, but the strongest moisture block recommended for high humidity)
Pure Shine Frizz Remedy - three ingredients only Cyclopentasiloxane, Dimethiconol, Ethylhexyl Methoxycinnamate (cons: none really. works for most regular days. Much cheaper.)
What I do is, after a shower I towel dry my hair. Then a quarter sized amount rubbed on my hands, then run it through the top section of my hair. Vice versa for sides, back, tails. Comb hair straight to evenly distribute product, set in the direction your style and hair part follows. Air dry for 15 minutes to help the shaft directions rest. Then blow dry, use light heat to reduce curling.
Straight iron your hair and you should make it through most of a hot humid day with just some frizz, or a winter day pin straight. :D
I use a tourmaline iron at 356 degrees, the iron slides through my particular hair like butter at that temp. I wouldn't go higher. Always sweep the iron through and moving so you don't damage or burn your hair.
Video test of Sabino Moisture Block
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aPJhPcdNA2Y
Good info, thanks :-*
Quote from: Rachel85 on May 01, 2014, 09:29:22 AM
Never posted a pic on the forums so thought it was a good time, 10 months HRT in two days! Woo!
Before HRT Feb 2013
Going to a friends' wedding, I was not happy with wearing a suit.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1366.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fr767%2Frachelsmith0085%2FFeb2013_zpseb5e7a55.jpg&hash=b9da38cbd1d1a0cb22ecc93a6b4f618d37eed63f)
9 months HRT March 2014
Straightened hair makes me happy! My normal extremely curly hair drives me nuts.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1366.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fr767%2Frachelsmith0085%2F9monthsHRTEarly2014_zpse28cd0c4.jpg&hash=8643b7a09422a855156d1d816478f3ae34a42b3a)
Definitely a over all improvement, I noticed how your lips look much fuller first. :) Though why is your hand in your shirt? :D
Quote from: Melissa_fox on May 02, 2014, 01:19:40 PM
Yes suits were a major dysphoria trigger for me as well. Back then when I had to wear suits I had no idea why they made me so uncomfortable.
Agreed, I wouldn't even wear them to funerals. Instead I'd wear a black suede fringed jacket and dark top & black slacks with my hair in a pony. Some people looked at me funny because it was a totally andro look but it worked and kept me from having to wear one of those neck chokers, lol!
Ally :icon_flower:
Quote from: Allyda on May 02, 2014, 08:11:59 PM
kept me from having to wear one of those neck chokers, lol!
Ally :icon_flower:[/font][/size][/color]
They're dangerous, someone could swing you around in a circle with it and strangle you to death. Suits, ties and men's dress shirts all went to Goodwill over 20 years ago here.
Quote from: Shantel on May 02, 2014, 09:17:50 PM
They're dangerous, someone could swing you around in a circle with it and strangle you to death. Suits, ties and men's dress shirts all went to Goodwill over 20 years ago here.
The cheap ones that tear like paper are good/safe to wear or a really tight one that dont allow figures to get in them. :)
Quote from: Rachel85 on May 01, 2014, 09:03:59 PM
Thanks everyone for the kind words! :)
Hey __________, I just used a straightener, nothing too fancy but a drop of moisture and TWANG curly again. Drives me nuts!
Thanks! I'll play with one this weekend and see what I can do. Can't wait! :)
Fortunately I've never worked in a job where I needed (or was important enough) to wear a suit and tie. In part that was a deliberate choice. I own one tie and have worn it maybe twenty times since the early 1990s...
Hi everyone! I am in my third month on HRT. I used to look like a very scary man or even a devil >:-) >:-) >:-) :
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2F31.media.tumblr.com%2F55ac4077b2837987da58e30030567228%2Ftumblr_n4zerrTO4q1taagy2o1_500.jpg&hash=29d4782b2ae74ad51892312ba8fe3922a8cc47a2)(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2F24.media.tumblr.com%2F35cf36ef2a1ee23ad093d1f66b5a7d83%2Ftumblr_n4zerrTO4q1taagy2o2_500.jpg&hash=b6ec0e9e2c53cc77221b0fdf1c8b8b12f2e9486e)
Now :angel: :angel: :angel: :
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2F31.media.tumblr.com%2Fbf5547d2925a659ea30209789f47ddbd%2Ftumblr_n4vpntRnUD1taagy2o2_500.jpg&hash=cf07173a300e5b9cfa611da3134ee9f87ceb172f)(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2F24.media.tumblr.com%2Fcd6a3a352010e33ea5f4888a2ddf3ac9%2Ftumblr_n4vpntRnUD1taagy2o4_500.jpg&hash=554258671d3172a53ed3e8acc4a118d9e151b01b)
Still a long way to go. I hope everything will work out right. I have to work on a lot of issues... posture, walking, masculine calves, etc >:(
Quote from: yoonsooyi on May 03, 2014, 12:10:25 AM
Hi everyone! I am in my third month on HRT. I used to look like a very scary man or even a devil >:-) >:-) >:-) :
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2F31.media.tumblr.com%2F55ac4077b2837987da58e30030567228%2Ftumblr_n4zerrTO4q1taagy2o1_500.jpg&hash=29d4782b2ae74ad51892312ba8fe3922a8cc47a2)(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2F24.media.tumblr.com%2F35cf36ef2a1ee23ad093d1f66b5a7d83%2Ftumblr_n4zerrTO4q1taagy2o2_500.jpg&hash=b6ec0e9e2c53cc77221b0fdf1c8b8b12f2e9486e)
Now :angel: :angel: :angel: :
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2F31.media.tumblr.com%2Fbf5547d2925a659ea30209789f47ddbd%2Ftumblr_n4vpntRnUD1taagy2o2_500.jpg&hash=cf07173a300e5b9cfa611da3134ee9f87ceb172f)(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2F24.media.tumblr.com%2Fcd6a3a352010e33ea5f4888a2ddf3ac9%2Ftumblr_n4vpntRnUD1taagy2o4_500.jpg&hash=554258671d3172a53ed3e8acc4a118d9e151b01b)
Still a long way to go. I hope everything will work out right. I have to work on a lot of issues... posture, walking, masculine calves, etc >:(
looking good for only 3 months on HRT .. Pick right make-up & hairstyle (maybe a bang?) , you'll be just fine :)
Quote from: DianaVV on May 03, 2014, 12:27:22 AM
looking good for only 3 months on HRT .. Pick right make-up & hairstyle (maybe a bang?) , you'll be just fine :)
Yoonsooy, not bad for a devil! Listen to Diana, she's got good advice. You are going to be a real little doll in no time!
Quote from: yoonsooyi on May 03, 2014, 12:10:25 AM
Hi everyone! I am in my third month on HRT. I used to look like a very scary man or even a devil >:-) >:-) >:-) :
Now :angel: :angel: :angel: :
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2F31.media.tumblr.com%2Fbf5547d2925a659ea30209789f47ddbd%2Ftumblr_n4vpntRnUD1taagy2o2_500.jpg&hash=cf07173a300e5b9cfa611da3134ee9f87ceb172f)(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2F24.media.tumblr.com%2Fcd6a3a352010e33ea5f4888a2ddf3ac9%2Ftumblr_n4vpntRnUD1taagy2o4_500.jpg&hash=554258671d3172a53ed3e8acc4a118d9e151b01b)
Still a long way to go. I hope everything will work out right. I have to work on a lot of issues... posture, walking, masculine calves, etc >:(
I agree with Auntie Shan and Diana Yoonsooyi, you'll be a knockout in no time! :icon_flower:
Quote from: Rachel85 on May 01, 2014, 09:29:22 AM
Never posted a pic on the forums so thought it was a good time, 10 months HRT in two days! Woo!
Before HRT Feb 2013
Going to a friends' wedding, I was not happy with wearing a suit.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1366.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fr767%2Frachelsmith0085%2FFeb2013_zpseb5e7a55.jpg&hash=b9da38cbd1d1a0cb22ecc93a6b4f618d37eed63f)
9 months HRT March 2014
Straightened hair makes me happy! My normal extremely curly hair drives me nuts.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1366.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fr767%2Frachelsmith0085%2F9monthsHRTEarly2014_zpse28cd0c4.jpg&hash=8643b7a09422a855156d1d816478f3ae34a42b3a)
Oh my goodness Rachel! That's a lot of change lol. I do sense a bit of unhappiness in that photo of you in a suit, for sure.
Quote from: Allyda on May 03, 2014, 10:41:58 AM
I agree with Auntie Shan and Diana Yoonsooyi, you'll be a knockout in no time! :icon_flower:
hehe Ally xx ;D
Quote from: Shantel on May 03, 2014, 09:17:04 AM
Yoonsooy, not bad for a devil! Listen to Diana, she's got good advice. You are going to be a real little doll in no time!
yesssssssssss Auntie Shan :D
Quote from: DianaVV on May 03, 2014, 12:27:22 AM
looking good for only 3 months on HRT .. Pick right make-up & hairstyle (maybe a bang?) , you'll be just fine :)
I like that idea! :) :) :) I think I'm getting myself some bangs next week! Thank you, Di!
Quote from: yoonsooyi on May 04, 2014, 03:46:32 AM
I like that idea! :) :) :) I think I'm getting myself some bangs next week! Thank you, Di!
you're welcome yoonsooyi ! cant wait to see you with bang ;D
Quote from: kate on May 04, 2014, 10:36:18 AM
Not a before and after, but i'm coming up to 8-9 months on a high dose of E and P pellets (a few months of low dose patches before).
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1358.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fq769%2Fkate-is%2FIMG_1936_zps15d3be86.jpg&hash=052e14976b253c6b667d18e70b4a9b7a4f0fee8e)
Pretty impressive change already Kate, very nice!
Quote from: kate on May 04, 2014, 10:36:18 AM
Not a before and after, but i'm coming up to 8-9 months on a high dose of E and P pellets (a few months of low dose patches before).
Before:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1358.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fq769%2Fkate-is%2Fimage1_zps240bd981.jpg&hash=8249f89bd0152f1ef36d0e5300cb965a24fa82c4)
8-9 months (trying out different dresses for the first time):
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1358.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fq769%2Fkate-is%2FIMG_1969_zps8aa458d8.jpg&hash=d0481895496ea3e889ad1698a2ba6267439add6a)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1358.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fq769%2Fkate-is%2FIMG_1934_zps7bf6f2fe.jpg&hash=ddde7e177b30138d8bb9d0030f5e1a1890f81b00)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1358.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fq769%2Fkate-is%2FIMG_1936_zps15d3be86.jpg&hash=052e14976b253c6b667d18e70b4a9b7a4f0fee8e)
Kate,
Yes. Such a dramatic change. You seem to be more happy and beautiful now.
barbie~~
Did your upper body mass reduce?
Yeah I looked the same size as you before hrt. Oh gawd please muscles go away. please please please.
Yeah asians really have it a little easier when transitioning IMO. I'm half Korean and the glowing skin and the filling out of cheeks is just insane.
awww you are so cute Kate, both before & after :) great job girl friend ! ;)
may I ask where are you originally from ?
I was just about to say the same, you are so cute Kate :-)
^ I'm gonna third that.
I'm gonna quadruple it ;)
Kate is a mega cutie. What a transformation!
Kate you look absolutely lovely. Super cute.
Quote from: Jennygirl on May 05, 2014, 06:30:33 AM
I'm gonna quadruple it ;)
Kate is a mega cutie. What a transformation!
how bout a quintuple
Before:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2Fkasihnya%2FIMG954608.jpg&hash=d55817043184eabab780418eb90af18b09e95558) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2Fkasihnya%2FIMG953214.jpg&hash=8b78b2ff49fe111846762407db12040b0cd9babd)
After:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2FCassie%2F10171680_1446267718946664_4451779289356045791_n.jpg&hash=8bfca2ce649f9125c8bc8546dcec905502220437) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2FCassie%2F10323138_1446130718960364_1185017995_n.jpg&hash=d718ad529f1d50a0ec4460df5afd3be71b5ba089)
Quote from: Cassie 4 Ever!!! on May 05, 2014, 08:44:37 PM
Before:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2Fkasihnya%2FIMG954608.jpg&hash=d55817043184eabab780418eb90af18b09e95558) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2Fkasihnya%2FIMG953214.jpg&hash=8b78b2ff49fe111846762407db12040b0cd9babd)
After:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2FCassie%2F10171680_1446267718946664_4451779289356045791_n.jpg&hash=8bfca2ce649f9125c8bc8546dcec905502220437) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2FCassie%2F10323138_1446130718960364_1185017995_n.jpg&hash=d718ad529f1d50a0ec4460df5afd3be71b5ba089)
so handsome as a man & gorgeous face as a girl
woot woot
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fmedia.her.ie%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2013%2F12%2Ftyra-banks-birthday-GIF-3.gif&hash=becfa5bc14d3d000acfa8f20304c1b1839b8b069)
Quote from: @Diana on May 05, 2014, 08:55:10 PM
so handsome as a man & gorgeous face as a girl
woot woot
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fmedia.her.ie%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2013%2F12%2Ftyra-banks-birthday-GIF-3.gif&hash=becfa5bc14d3d000acfa8f20304c1b1839b8b069)
:)) thx
Quote from: Cassie 4 Ever!!! on May 05, 2014, 08:44:37 PM
Before:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2Fkasihnya%2FIMG954608.jpg&hash=d55817043184eabab780418eb90af18b09e95558) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2Fkasihnya%2FIMG953214.jpg&hash=8b78b2ff49fe111846762407db12040b0cd9babd)
After:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2FCassie%2F10171680_1446267718946664_4451779289356045791_n.jpg&hash=8bfca2ce649f9125c8bc8546dcec905502220437) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2FCassie%2F10323138_1446130718960364_1185017995_n.jpg&hash=d718ad529f1d50a0ec4460df5afd3be71b5ba089)
Looking great Cassie! Very professional Fem look in the Medical outfit.
Before After, ID photo edition:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FZ1lWHOG.jpg&hash=a641af8df11c0511da9928b4aa0768af5a11f39f)
2008?
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FC0rGZYp.jpg&hash=7da2fc7b3f62a65995e36554b00b925d74ef3690)
August 2013, when I lost my wallet (three months HRT)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FdLexcpY.jpg&hash=3ebbd9f96c4807c2f5db31bb7be6332a84a43a17)
Today!
Quote from: AppleJack on May 08, 2014, 07:31:33 AM
Before After, ID photo edition:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FZ1lWHOG.jpg&hash=a641af8df11c0511da9928b4aa0768af5a11f39f)
2008?
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FC0rGZYp.jpg&hash=7da2fc7b3f62a65995e36554b00b925d74ef3690)
August 2013, when I lost my wallet (three months HRT)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FdLexcpY.jpg&hash=3ebbd9f96c4807c2f5db31bb7be6332a84a43a17)
Today!
Wow, pretty amazing transition so far!
I never thought I would ever be posting on this thread, but what the heck.
Me, 4 months ago
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi61.tinypic.com%2F2ev9aph.jpg&hash=a1491228ed4728fcd3095bef211783d91b058721)
Me, today, after 92 days of HRT
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi58.tinypic.com%2F9hj0v5.jpg&hash=91779d017b4d1174268010cb3ef965ab90fb4317)
I know I still have a very long way to go, but this 58 year old chick can still rock a little!
Hugs,
April
Quote from: April Lee on May 08, 2014, 09:57:50 PM
I never thought I would ever be posting on this thread, but what the heck
April
you are doing great, very fem ! :)
Quote from: April Lee on May 08, 2014, 09:57:50 PM
I never thought I would ever be posting on this thread, but what the heck.
Me, 4 months ago
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi61.tinypic.com%2F2ev9aph.jpg&hash=a1491228ed4728fcd3095bef211783d91b058721)
Me, today, after 92 days of HRT
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi58.tinypic.com%2F9hj0v5.jpg&hash=91779d017b4d1174268010cb3ef965ab90fb4317)
I know I still have a very long way to go, but this 58 year old chick can still rock a little!
Hugs,
April
Gee April, looking good hon, you sure don't look 58 either! Who is the old geezer in the top photo, he sure couldn't be related to you in any way doll!
So I set myself up as meat for the grinder,
I'm not too sure at to wether this thread is strictlly for hormoan progression photos or not. But either way, here's some oldies of me, before comming out, and some from just two days ago.
I'd use make up but well, I'm a complete desaster with makeup and can't get it right to save my life. Ill have to rely on hormoans later. (Forgive the eyebrows form HFIL.)
The differences from not caring LEFT and posing Right.
Before
Edit-
And now
Edit-
I hope the tags work, I suxs at this.
So yeah breacing for survival eeep
Looking amazing April!
Quote from: April Lee on May 08, 2014, 09:57:50 PM
I never thought I would ever be posting on this thread, but what the heck.
Me, 4 months ago
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi61.tinypic.com%2F2ev9aph.jpg&hash=a1491228ed4728fcd3095bef211783d91b058721)
Me, today, after 92 days of HRT
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi58.tinypic.com%2F9hj0v5.jpg&hash=91779d017b4d1174268010cb3ef965ab90fb4317)
I know I still have a very long way to go, but this 58 year old chick can still rock a little!
Hugs,
April
Quote from: ButterflyVickster on May 11, 2014, 06:52:59 AM
So I set myself up as meat for the grinder,
I'm not too sure at to wether this thread is strictlly for hormoan progression photos or not. But either way, here's some oldies of me, before comming out, and some from just two days ago.
I'd use make up but well, I'm a complete desaster with makeup and can't get it right to save my life. Ill have to rely on hormoans later. (Forgive the eyebrows form HFIL.)
The differences from not caring LEFT and posing Right.
And now.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Frs1060.pbsrc.com%2Falbums%2Ft449%2FVictoriaTownsend87%2FMobile%2520Uploads%2FIMG1399801726271_zpsd770017e.jpg%7E320x480&hash=d577a3b1de577e58e18eb0290c65b8888bdfdf71)
I hope the tags work, I suxs at this.
So yeah breacing for survival eeep
You're pretty cute already there, I think you will do fine!
Quote from: April Lee on May 08, 2014, 09:57:50 PM
I never thought I would ever be posting on this thread, but what the heck.
Me, 4 months ago
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi61.tinypic.com%2F2ev9aph.jpg&hash=a1491228ed4728fcd3095bef211783d91b058721)
Me, today, after 92 days of HRT
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi58.tinypic.com%2F9hj0v5.jpg&hash=91779d017b4d1174268010cb3ef965ab90fb4317)
I know I still have a very long way to go, but this 58 year old chick can still rock a little!
Hugs,
April
April, in the first picture you look so miserable and maybe even angry. In the second, you actually look happy and alive!
Quote from: April Lee on May 08, 2014, 09:57:50 PM
I never thought I would ever be posting on this thread, but what the heck.
Me, 4 months ago
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi61.tinypic.com%2F2ev9aph.jpg&hash=a1491228ed4728fcd3095bef211783d91b058721)
Me, today, after 92 days of HRT
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi58.tinypic.com%2F9hj0v5.jpg&hash=91779d017b4d1174268010cb3ef965ab90fb4317)
I know I still have a very long way to go, but this 58 year old chick can still rock a little!
Hugs,
April
WOW, that is quite a change. Great job. Cant wait to see more
Quote from: Allyda on May 06, 2014, 05:43:32 AM
Looking great Cassie! Very professional Fem look in the Medical outfit.
Thank you Allyda!!! Teaching is going very well, everyone calls me Cassie, and by female pronouns and I am fitting in 100%, even at the classes in the pool. :)
Quote from: Cassie 4 Ever!!! on May 11, 2014, 05:20:54 PM
Thank you Allyda!!! Teaching is going very well, everyone calls me Cassie, and by female pronouns and I am fitting in 100%, even at the classes in the pool. :)
if i live close to you , i'd def. go swimming with you, we can tease boys at beach/pool together lol :P
Quote from: April Lee on May 08, 2014, 09:57:50 PM
I never thought I would ever be posting on this thread, but what the heck.
Me, 4 months ago
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi61.tinypic.com%2F2ev9aph.jpg&hash=a1491228ed4728fcd3095bef211783d91b058721)
Me, today, after 92 days of HRT
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi58.tinypic.com%2F9hj0v5.jpg&hash=91779d017b4d1174268010cb3ef965ab90fb4317)
I know I still have a very long way to go, but this 58 year old chick can still rock a little!
Hugs,
April
Your Dad looks upset with you using his tablet!*giggle* ;D Transition definitely suits you! ;)
Quote from: @Diana on May 11, 2014, 08:35:10 PM
if i live close to you , i'd def. go swimming with you, we can tease boys at beach/pool together lol :P
Haha, yeah, that sounds fun! I live by DC
Quote from: birkin on May 11, 2014, 01:19:04 PM
April, in the first picture you look so miserable and maybe even angry. In the second, you actually look happy and alive!
Birkin, I have observed that as well. I took a lot of pictures of me in the weeks preceding HRT, and they all show the same thing. Even when I tried to smile, I looked angry.
But now it's like something almost magical happens to me. It's like all these beautiful emotions bubble out. I am indeed coming alive for the first time in my life.
Hugs,
April
Hello everyone,
Just a little peek at my transition so far. I feel like I have a long way to go still, but I'm getting happier and happier with my appearance as the months go by.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FEIJ4kfC.jpg&hash=67dff87fe81cbbd03db95f27fa7d3fd92de7a827)
Thank goodness for science! :-)
Put 2008 & 2014 together and I wouldn't even think you were related let alone the same person! Great transformation, Andrea!
Quote from: Andrea_LS on May 12, 2014, 10:01:27 PM
Hello everyone,
Just a little peek at my transition so far. I feel like I have a long way to go still, but I'm getting happier and happier with my appearance as the months go by.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FEIJ4kfC.jpg&hash=67dff87fe81cbbd03db95f27fa7d3fd92de7a827)
Thank goodness for science! :-)
oh wow you have such a cute little chin now, and you definitely have an adorable smile, you have much to be proud of i wish my arms were as delicate as yours
Quote from: Andrea_LS on May 12, 2014, 10:01:27 PM
Hello everyone,
Just a little peek at my transition so far. I feel like I have a long way to go still, but I'm getting happier and happier with my appearance as the months go by.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FEIJ4kfC.jpg&hash=67dff87fe81cbbd03db95f27fa7d3fd92de7a827)
Thank goodness for science! :-)
wowzers what a transformation. you surely the rest of us hope we can achieve great results :)
Quote from: Andrea_LS on May 12, 2014, 10:01:27 PM
Hello everyone,
Just a little peek at my transition so far. I feel like I have a long way to go still, but I'm getting happier and happier with my appearance as the months go by.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FEIJ4kfC.jpg&hash=67dff87fe81cbbd03db95f27fa7d3fd92de7a827)
Thank goodness for science! :-)
WoW!!! :) Stunning :)
Quote from: Andrea_LS on May 12, 2014, 10:01:27 PM
Hello everyone,
Just a little peek at my transition so far. I feel like I have a long way to go still, but I'm getting happier and happier with my appearance as the months go by.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FEIJ4kfC.jpg&hash=67dff87fe81cbbd03db95f27fa7d3fd92de7a827)
Thank goodness for science! :-)
Awesome! You've made a wonderful change! It's pictures like these that give me hope for myself :)
Quote from: riversong on May 13, 2014, 09:04:50 AM
Awesome! You've made a wonderful change! It's pictures like these that give me hope for myself :)
+1 She's become a beautiful young woman!
An amazing transition Andrea!!!
Quote from: Andrea_LS on May 12, 2014, 10:01:27 PM
Hello everyone,
Just a little peek at my transition so far. I feel like I have a long way to go still, but I'm getting happier and happier with my appearance as the months go by.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FEIJ4kfC.jpg&hash=67dff87fe81cbbd03db95f27fa7d3fd92de7a827)
Thank goodness for science! :-)
Quote from: Andrea_LS on May 12, 2014, 10:01:27 PM
Hello everyone,
Just a little peek at my transition so far. I feel like I have a long way to go still, but I'm getting happier and happier with my appearance as the months go by.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FEIJ4kfC.jpg&hash=67dff87fe81cbbd03db95f27fa7d3fd92de7a827)
Thank goodness for science! :-)
Pretty damned impressive transition Andrea. You definitely look much happier. :D
Quote from: Bijou on April 22, 2014, 08:24:14 PM
SO a couple days ago i decided to compare a pic of my wife and I from a few years ago, to now, and the difference was just amazing to me.
2-3 years ago (maybe more, it's fuzzy):
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi60.tinypic.com%2Fxga0br.jpg&hash=388efd076fa1b861ab461d44290c60da217736b3)
2 days ago:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi62.tinypic.com%2Fr94u9t.jpg&hash=def3574e1595e48e8ff870ad90e709513b0cfb5f)
That hat and jacket are the only "boy" clothes i've kept, btw.
Wowza, wowza. You look like a sibling of your old self, for one, but I noticed something else. It's weird because you also look like you could be the younger sister of my therapist.
It's a nice jump, and you have a nice hat. ;D
Good grief, Andrea, you look just like the lawyer in "Atomic Laundromat"! By which I mean cute, BTW.
Quote from: Andrea_LS on May 12, 2014, 10:01:27 PM
Hello everyone,
Just a little peek at my transition so far. I feel like I have a long way to go still, but I'm getting happier and happier with my appearance as the months go by.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FEIJ4kfC.jpg&hash=67dff87fe81cbbd03db95f27fa7d3fd92de7a827)
Thank goodness for science! :-)
You look far happier in female mode. Cute!
barbie~~
"hello, susans"
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FFTDCXvf.jpg&hash=4fa3c0ad6fa2c409cbbba2e04c3a4125a8f05a0c)
5 months vs now
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2F5O2xBSz.jpg&hash=9f36ce5f0a45bef00c63ea1e0b2081c64fdf843f)
5 months vs now
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FzlMFufM.jpg&hash=9d787a1087c5a6b050bb8c0066c0d01b5e87b71b)
I did my best to match the angle & lighting for comparison's sake ;) This is also the year anniversary for the romper I am wearing :D
Jenny,my jaw dropped when I saw your before, I'm not sure if i'd seen it before :o or at least I didn't remember. Woww, what an amazing change.
It must feel strange for you...going from a very average guy to an absolutely gorgeous girlll! And you've done it so gracefully...you're awesome!
thanks so much Abby! Yes it gets weirder and weirder to look back as the months go by. Weird in a good way though :)
Quote from: Jennygirl on May 14, 2014, 04:35:13 PM
thanks so much Abby! Yes it gets weirder and weirder to look back as the months go by. Weird in a good way though :)
Yeah, that person seems like somebody else, entirely...I like the real you waaay better ;)
Quote from: Abbyxo on May 14, 2014, 04:40:37 PM
Yeah, that person seems like somebody else, entirely...I like the real you waaay better ;)
Aww "the real you"
That is so sweet of you :D :D :D
Quote from: Jennygirl on May 14, 2014, 04:19:00 PM
"hello, susans"
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FFTDCXvf.jpg&hash=4fa3c0ad6fa2c409cbbba2e04c3a4125a8f05a0c)
5 months vs now
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2F5O2xBSz.jpg&hash=9f36ce5f0a45bef00c63ea1e0b2081c64fdf843f)
5 months vs now
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FzlMFufM.jpg&hash=9d787a1087c5a6b050bb8c0066c0d01b5e87b71b)
I did my best to match the angle & lighting for comparison's sake ;) This is also the year anniversary for the romper I am wearing :D
very powerful imagery
Quote from: Jennygirl on May 14, 2014, 04:19:00 PM
"hello, susans"
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FFTDCXvf.jpg&hash=4fa3c0ad6fa2c409cbbba2e04c3a4125a8f05a0c)
5 months vs now
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2F5O2xBSz.jpg&hash=9f36ce5f0a45bef00c63ea1e0b2081c64fdf843f)
5 months vs now
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FzlMFufM.jpg&hash=9d787a1087c5a6b050bb8c0066c0d01b5e87b71b)
I did my best to match the angle & lighting for comparison's sake ;) This is also the year anniversary for the romper I am wearing :D
Dream girl, you are so just something, my oh my! :)
Quote from: Jennygirl on May 14, 2014, 04:19:00 PM
"hello, susans"
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FFTDCXvf.jpg&hash=4fa3c0ad6fa2c409cbbba2e04c3a4125a8f05a0c)
5 months vs now
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2F5O2xBSz.jpg&hash=9f36ce5f0a45bef00c63ea1e0b2081c64fdf843f)
5 months vs now
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FzlMFufM.jpg&hash=9d787a1087c5a6b050bb8c0066c0d01b5e87b71b)
I did my best to match the angle & lighting for comparison's sake ;) This is also the year anniversary for the romper I am wearing :D
Jennygirl you already know how I feel. You've blossomed into a beautiful young woman both inside and out, and you've been such an inspiration for many of us myself included. Looking at your before and after photos always fills me with hope -something I really needed an extra dose of today. Just keep being you OK.
As always my best wishes. :icon_flower:
Ally
jenny amazing :)
Quote from: stephaniec on May 14, 2014, 05:32:16 PM
very powerful imagery
thanks for the powerful words. I kind of crumbled when I read this. To think that I could help inspire growth in people is perhaps the most fulfilling emotion I have ever felt.
Quote from: Shantel on May 14, 2014, 06:42:39 PM
Dream girl, you are so just something, my oh my! :)
I would not be where I am today without you, Shan. I mean that.
Quote from: Allyda on May 14, 2014, 06:59:44 PM
Jennygirl you already know how I feel. You've blossomed into a beautiful young woman both inside and out, and you've been such an inspiration for many of us myself included. Looking at your before and after photos always fills me with hope -something I really needed an extra dose of today. Just keep being you OK.
As always my best wishes. :icon_flower:
Ally
I will do my best at being me, I guarantee you that. Lately I have felt as though there is nothing that could stop me in that regard. Seeing as though it took me 28 years of shame and gender misfortune to figure it out, it is a very strong breath of fresh air to be able to resume life as if nothing had ever been amiss. I am SO glad that I could somehow bring a little bit of inspiration to your world. I would have to say that is the sole reason I am here now on these forums, because kind people like you have shown their appreciation to me- and that encourages and builds me up to give back in any way possible. It is absolutely in my nature to do that. Thank you Ally :)
FalseHybridPrincess- I just saw your comment come in, thank you so much dear :D
Hey that is not fair Jenny, you look just as beautiful with a lower pixel picture as you are with a higher pixel camera!
Hehe but with jokes aside Jenny you look wonderful!
Well Jenny, this is a jaw dropping before/after. That's an amazing transformation.
A great transformation! :D
Quote from: Jennygirl on May 14, 2014, 04:19:00 PM
"hello, susans"
5 months vs now
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2F5O2xBSz.jpg&hash=9f36ce5f0a45bef00c63ea1e0b2081c64fdf843f)
Jenny I want to formb babbys with you! :D
Quote from: Jennygirl on May 14, 2014, 04:19:00 PM
"hello, susans"
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FFTDCXvf.jpg&hash=4fa3c0ad6fa2c409cbbba2e04c3a4125a8f05a0c)
5 months vs now
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2F5O2xBSz.jpg&hash=9f36ce5f0a45bef00c63ea1e0b2081c64fdf843f)
5 months vs now
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FzlMFufM.jpg&hash=9d787a1087c5a6b050bb8c0066c0d01b5e87b71b)
I did my best to match the angle & lighting for comparison's sake ;) This is also the year anniversary for the romper I am wearing :D
Passing like a boss.
Quote from: Jennygirl on May 14, 2014, 04:19:00 PM
"hello, susans"
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FFTDCXvf.jpg&hash=4fa3c0ad6fa2c409cbbba2e04c3a4125a8f05a0c)
5 months vs now
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2F5O2xBSz.jpg&hash=9f36ce5f0a45bef00c63ea1e0b2081c64fdf843f)
5 months vs now
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FzlMFufM.jpg&hash=9d787a1087c5a6b050bb8c0066c0d01b5e87b71b)
I did my best to match the angle & lighting for comparison's sake ;) This is also the year anniversary for the romper I am wearing :D
It's pretty cool to see the change between the three pictures. the stages of development. thanks for sharing.
Quote from: Jennygirl on May 14, 2014, 04:19:00 PM
"hello, susans"
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FFTDCXvf.jpg&hash=4fa3c0ad6fa2c409cbbba2e04c3a4125a8f05a0c)
5 months vs now
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2F5O2xBSz.jpg&hash=9f36ce5f0a45bef00c63ea1e0b2081c64fdf843f)
5 months vs now
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FzlMFufM.jpg&hash=9d787a1087c5a6b050bb8c0066c0d01b5e87b71b)
I did my best to match the angle & lighting for comparison's sake ;) This is also the year anniversary for the romper I am wearing :D
Jenny I hope that you know that your transition kind of pushed me over the edge. in a good way! when I saw it when I first joined I knew that's what I wanted so thank you.
Congratulation to everyone! What I understand now at this point in my transition is that even if the changes are not perfect the most important thing is to be comfortable with our self.
Don't know what people think of me right now but I don't care as I feel really good with myself now. :)
I haven't put any pictures with makeup or "big" clothes.
Only neutral pictures to show the real changes hrt has done.
Me at 235 pounds before meeting therapist.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FnirnF9M.jpg&hash=ec55542448b811f3b84d1dc853910eed6a4d28ff)
I met therapist few weeks after this picture and a year passed without any picture but I became very muscular in this period and lost a lot of weight.
Then I finally met my endocrinologist and took a picture before starting hrt.
My measurements at this time was 31-28-32
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2F3k7okq9.jpg&hash=df3ad2f57b141a3ad9d5cd1ec936e7b4ce694a95)
Then 1000 pictures later or 1 month on hrt if you prefer I started electrolysis.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FF7ARH2Y.jpg&hash=2fa98456061c8dfe85d20015ee4159bed7699516)
This one was taken by surprise so that's why I don't smile XD. 3 and 3/4 months on hrt.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FZk3nYoZ.jpg&hash=c41d2153a2bc889e68e1b40e2f520bb835055f1a)
5 months and a half on hrt.
Measurements are now 33-26-34.
I'm happy with the result I got so far :)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FylvJe8S.jpg&hash=8217e32923177df54bf3b3d8643db6bc488c617f)(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FCMNiNCF.jpg&hash=78a38483505411389a99f53e30d05d3a925840f6)
I'm open for any comments.
Liz, Wow you lost a ton of weight, good for you girl, you're looking great keep it up!
Quote from: liz on May 16, 2014, 12:16:24 PM
Congratulation to everyone! What I understand now at this point in my transition is that even if the changes are not perfect the most important thing is to be comfortable with our self.
Don't know what people think of me right now but I don't care as I feel really good with myself now. :)
I haven't put any pictures with makeup or "big" clothes.
Only neutral pictures to show the real changes hrt has done.
Me at 235 pounds before meeting therapist.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FnirnF9M.jpg&hash=ec55542448b811f3b84d1dc853910eed6a4d28ff)
I met therapist few weeks after this picture and a year passed without any picture but I became very muscular in this period and lost a lot of weight.
Then I finally met my endocrinologist and took a picture before starting hrt.
My measurements at this time was 31-28-32
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2F3k7okq9.jpg&hash=df3ad2f57b141a3ad9d5cd1ec936e7b4ce694a95)
Then 1000 pictures later or 1 month on hrt if you prefer I started electrolysis.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FF7ARH2Y.jpg&hash=2fa98456061c8dfe85d20015ee4159bed7699516)
This one was taken by surprise so that's why I don't smile XD. 3 and 3/4 months on hrt.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FZk3nYoZ.jpg&hash=c41d2153a2bc889e68e1b40e2f520bb835055f1a)
5 months and a half on hrt.
Measurements are now 33-26-34.
I'm happy with the result I got so far :)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FylvJe8S.jpg&hash=8217e32923177df54bf3b3d8643db6bc488c617f)(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FCMNiNCF.jpg&hash=78a38483505411389a99f53e30d05d3a925840f6)
I'm open for any comments.
You've got some excellent results going there girl. Awesome weight loss too. You look great!
Ally :icon_flower:
Wow Liz, that is quite the metamorphosis! Congrats! Definitely hard work paid off.
Quote from: April Lee on May 08, 2014, 09:57:50 PM
I never thought I would ever be posting on this thread, but what the heck.
Me, 4 months ago
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi61.tinypic.com%2F2ev9aph.jpg&hash=a1491228ed4728fcd3095bef211783d91b058721)
Me, today, after 92 days of HRT
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi58.tinypic.com%2F9hj0v5.jpg&hash=91779d017b4d1174268010cb3ef965ab90fb4317)
I know I still have a very long way to go, but this 58 year old chick can still rock a little!
Hugs,
April
Thanks for all the kind and supportive comments everybody made. The makeup kit I ordered from Amazon came today. Upon opening it, I discovered that one of the bronzers had come lose from its tray and had dusted all the other trays, but I didn't care that much. It was cheap, and I am just glad to have it.I just dusted everything off, and starting fooling around with my new toys. I didn't even put on any foundation or concealer, so I really didn't do a full makeup routine, but I was more pleased with the results today. I am starting to figure out the art of contouring, and I think that shows in the picture below. I know that everybody is probably sick of the outfit. I am too actually, but it is the only one you are going to see until I lose about 10 to 15 more pounds, I am guessing will take me 2 to 3 months. The interesting thing about using the same outfit everyday is that you can see the progression in my looks over weeks. I am literally stunned by the fact that I look a little bit more feminine almost everyday.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi62.tinypic.com%2F2cgj2ix.jpg&hash=0eed11be519e11895990c949eedae242ef628564)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi62.tinypic.com%2Fa47oeg.jpg&hash=969578671946624e1e1d26cd959e5b3245bd7576)
Quote from: liz on May 16, 2014, 12:16:24 PM
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FnirnF9M.jpg&hash=ec55542448b811f3b84d1dc853910eed6a4d28ff)(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FylvJe8S.jpg&hash=8217e32923177df54bf3b3d8643db6bc488c617f)
Great transformation Liz!
Quote from: April Lee on May 16, 2014, 09:06:22 PMI am literally stunned by the fact that I look a little bit more feminine almost everyday.
And so much happier too, by the looks of things!
Mind if I give you a quick makeup tip? I tried the whole "cheap" makeup thing for a while, and the name-brand stuff generally works far better. I'm the world's biggest Scrooge and even I'll splurge on some good (Rimmel, Maybelline, Revlon, nothing fancy but certainly name-brand, the stuff that even Wal-Mart carries) cosmetics. It'll do wonders for how good your makeup looks. But practice with the cheap stuff first - there are many mistakes to be made. And the makeup aisle in a drugstore is one place where nobody will give you a second glance. I see guys in there all the time.
Nice one Liz!!
Jenny, you are such a positive influence. Clearly, genetics are on your side, but I have no doubt your positivity also works magic. Looking good is not always about looks.
liz, my mind is officially blown. I had no clue! Wow, girl.
April Lee, the proof is in the pudding. Ain't it amazing what three months and happiness can do? Just you wait.
Ok, here I go. I try to pick photos with similar facial expressions. Hard not to make a full smile look forced when taking a selfie, so get used to my smirk. Sigh...
Pre HRT.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FgsUvb5X.jpg&hash=f8e4e9c6f6a84483ce5f6a4ac6f225656e487c22)
1st post HRT avatar photo, no makeup, 2.5 months.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FeZuA3OO.jpg&hash=7b45e8c3c6925b503d959e1d05b01f882c25bb16)
1st attempt at eye makeup and andro... a little over 3 months.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FirUWw6L.jpg&hash=e055ba72791416eb875d3e0eee2e6d76ed802d0e)
Going to rehearsal for "The Vagina Monologues" 4 months in.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FY9V638i.jpg&hash=4731fef2623e52cfe6e96bf90100455cac64416a)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FhAWzCdR.jpg&hash=a5e0509a02d4822efe1c5b4b66deb1c6c6f3770c)
Rehearsal the next week. Wig to play with!
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2Fe9v4zN8.jpg&hash=17dd12bc39197ea3f41d4e2bf043d5162aa7adc5)
Performance ready.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FP3xtGqj.jpg&hash=96c9b2e85eb525970edd8f15dbc10a988586de19)
Friend gave me a makeover, 4.5 months.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FsbXolbb.jpg&hash=3584133c7a029b93a1aa31252a1c2ff0dabbdc4f)
6 months!
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2Fy4gFlQ6.jpg&hash=bf930f10ed52805f67ad7ff0a7b3923cda6755b1)
Club Night, 2 days later.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FbtK0pWR.jpg&hash=e261a6501601a4e6aafe0738c5456ee5faadf95f)
Weeeeeee... being a girl is a lot of work and a lot of fun!
It is a lot of work, but look at you Tori and look at how far you have come already. :eusa_clap:
Thank you so much! :)
Big hug.
Looking good Tori!
Quote from: Tori on May 18, 2014, 04:23:50 PM
Jenny, you are such a positive influence. Clearly, genetics are on your side, but I have no doubt your positivity also works magic. Looking good is not always about looks.
liz, my mind is officially blown. I had no clue! Wow, girl.
April Lee, the proof is in the pudding. Ain't it amazing what three months and happiness can do? Just you wait.
Ok, here I go. I try to pick photos with similar facial expressions. Hard not to make a full smile look forced when taking a selfie, so get used to my smirk. Sigh...
Pre HRT.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FgsUvb5X.jpg&hash=f8e4e9c6f6a84483ce5f6a4ac6f225656e487c22)
1st post HRT avatar photo, no makeup, 2.5 months.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FeZuA3OO.jpg&hash=7b45e8c3c6925b503d959e1d05b01f882c25bb16)
1st attempt at eye makeup and andro... a little over 3 months.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FirUWw6L.jpg&hash=e055ba72791416eb875d3e0eee2e6d76ed802d0e)
Going to rehearsal for "The Vagina Monologues" 4 months in.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FY9V638i.jpg&hash=4731fef2623e52cfe6e96bf90100455cac64416a)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FhAWzCdR.jpg&hash=a5e0509a02d4822efe1c5b4b66deb1c6c6f3770c)
Rehearsal the next week. Wig to play with!
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2Fe9v4zN8.jpg&hash=17dd12bc39197ea3f41d4e2bf043d5162aa7adc5)
Performance ready.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FP3xtGqj.jpg&hash=96c9b2e85eb525970edd8f15dbc10a988586de19)
Friend gave me a makeover, 4.5 months.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FsbXolbb.jpg&hash=3584133c7a029b93a1aa31252a1c2ff0dabbdc4f)
6 months!
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2Fy4gFlQ6.jpg&hash=bf930f10ed52805f67ad7ff0a7b3923cda6755b1)
Club Night, 2 days later.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FbtK0pWR.jpg&hash=e261a6501601a4e6aafe0738c5456ee5faadf95f)
Weeeeeee... being a girl is a lot of work and a lot of fun!
Quote from: liz on May 16, 2014, 12:16:24 PM
Congratulation to everyone! What I understand now at this point in my transition is that even if the changes are not perfect the most important thing is to be comfortable with our self.
Don't know what people think of me right now but I don't care as I feel really good with myself now. :)
I haven't put any pictures with makeup or "big" clothes.
Only neutral pictures to show the real changes hrt has done.
Me at 235 pounds before meeting therapist.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FnirnF9M.jpg&hash=ec55542448b811f3b84d1dc853910eed6a4d28ff)
I met therapist few weeks after this picture and a year passed without any picture but I became very muscular in this period and lost a lot of weight.
Then I finally met my endocrinologist and took a picture before starting hrt.
My measurements at this time was 31-28-32
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2F3k7okq9.jpg&hash=df3ad2f57b141a3ad9d5cd1ec936e7b4ce694a95)
Then 1000 pictures later or 1 month on hrt if you prefer I started electrolysis.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FF7ARH2Y.jpg&hash=2fa98456061c8dfe85d20015ee4159bed7699516)
This one was taken by surprise so that's why I don't smile XD. 3 and 3/4 months on hrt.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FZk3nYoZ.jpg&hash=c41d2153a2bc889e68e1b40e2f520bb835055f1a)
5 months and a half on hrt.
Measurements are now 33-26-34.
I'm happy with the result I got so far :)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FylvJe8S.jpg&hash=8217e32923177df54bf3b3d8643db6bc488c617f)(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FCMNiNCF.jpg&hash=78a38483505411389a99f53e30d05d3a925840f6)
I'm open for any comments.
WHOA, LIZ!!!
Complete transformation!!! I am amazed as your steady progression. You are doing very well and I love the natural state in which you shown your pictures. Taking care of your health is the ultimate benefit to a successful transition, everything else will fall into place. Please continue to keep us in the loop on your transition.
Quote from: Andrea_LS on May 12, 2014, 10:01:27 PM
Hello everyone,
Just a little peek at my transition so far. I feel like I have a long way to go still, but I'm getting happier and happier with my appearance as the months go by.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FEIJ4kfC.jpg&hash=67dff87fe81cbbd03db95f27fa7d3fd92de7a827)
Thank goodness for science! :-)
I'll say!!! You are looking marvelous!! You are transitioning well and are very soft looking. Science is a great thing!!! Continue to find your happiness, that's what living is all about! Keep us in the loop on your progression.
Fab, hunny!
Here's a comparison of me at 2 months and at 8 months. At least the twins are growing :)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2F1FSD5J8.jpg&hash=b84fa9409813c31976af1bab01f365405729155b)
You look amazing. Your eyes really stand out in that after picture.
Quote from: RonnieMay on July 03, 2013, 12:09:34 AM
Before (18 Years Old):
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2F24.media.tumblr.com%2Feaf5e453ad507e31d4f66b07c561eabc%2Ftumblr_mpcgwtrDoJ1qamlrxo1_500.jpg&hash=4ca9640bd86f7134cccbb972688ab21a94ef9153)
After (20 months on E (20 Years Old)):
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2F24.media.tumblr.com%2Fe6945a84235416be415026eb1d246b13%2Ftumblr_mpcgwtrDoJ1qamlrxo2_500.jpg&hash=029c5fed4c4eeb9ef995bbffbe449de8b52036ad)
Ok a summary of the last few years.
First is day before I got my ears pierced, second day before starting HRT.
Oh #2 that is how my hair started the day I walked into a hair salon and told them I was a transwoman and needed help - goddess what did they ever see in me! I wear a wig in #3
The rest - progress :laugh:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1240.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fgg499%2F8295%2Fc29d245d-2732-4048-86f4-83398cc15993.jpg&hash=bc769e4b1f6d6f827f77afb13ac4ab9f8cf1f519)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1240.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fgg499%2F8295%2FIMG_0754b-01.jpg&hash=be24360dcb03ce64ca331ed3380d4120e8f53586)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1240.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fgg499%2F8295%2FIMG_0821-02.jpg&hash=07900fd313c8457f5df391aea9ff793398576915)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1240.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fgg499%2F8295%2F928e2a24-e055-4f79-9ed9-a76777008cae.jpg&hash=a91f7a1f0081de570792f75dd4a09b1800716c3f)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1240.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fgg499%2F8295%2FDSC_0148-01cindy2014.jpg&hash=1411c68fda898575366427138a5f3fda2a883e27)
You've come a long way Sis :) Great progress
Hugs
@Cindy - someone sure looks glorious... and a lot happier!! Fantastic transition, hon!
Quote from: Cindy on May 23, 2014, 02:32:56 AM
Ok a summary of the last few years.
You look light years younger now!
Quote from: Shantel on May 23, 2014, 08:20:27 AM
You look light years younger now!
I was dying. Now I'm alive.
Quote from: Cindy on May 23, 2014, 08:32:09 AM
I was dying. Now I'm alive.
I know the feeling sis!
I'll finish my thought.
I really don't recognise that man, he was either a relative or someone I knew who died.
And to borrow another thread.
That is passing.
Fini
Quote from: Cindy on May 23, 2014, 08:32:09 AM
I was dying. Now I'm alive.
yes, definitely know that feeling
Well its now been what, 3 and a half months that I've been on HRT? :) Here's an update (and a refresher)
Before:
(https://fbcdn-sphotos-f-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-prn2/t31.0-8/1462765_10201868640531620_1955425405_o.jpg)
(https://fbcdn-sphotos-c-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-prn1/t1.0-9/68451_223832381081014_325703007_n.jpg)
Now:
(https://scontent-b-lga.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-prn2/t1.0-9/10308146_10152279520459191_5546438807043208384_n.jpg)
(https://scontent-b-lga.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-prn2/t1.0-9/10300703_473149249482658_2481846764040394291_n.jpg)
(https://scontent-a-lga.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-prn2/t1.0-9/10374889_474154152715501_796047068587220887_n.jpg)
(https://scontent-b-lga.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-prn1/t1.0-9/10389012_474670449330538_5431568358841853270_n.jpg)
Quote from: Zoë on May 23, 2014, 04:59:43 PM
Well its now been what, 3 and a half months that I've been on HRT? :) Here's an update (and a refresher)
Before:
(https://fbcdn-sphotos-f-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-prn2/t31.0-8/1462765_10201868640531620_1955425405_o.jpg)
(https://fbcdn-sphotos-c-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-prn1/t1.0-9/68451_223832381081014_325703007_n.jpg)
Now:
(https://scontent-b-lga.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-prn2/t1.0-9/10308146_10152279520459191_5546438807043208384_n.jpg)
(https://scontent-b-lga.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-prn2/t1.0-9/10300703_473149249482658_2481846764040394291_n.jpg)
(https://scontent-a-lga.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-prn2/t1.0-9/10374889_474154152715501_796047068587220887_n.jpg)
(https://scontent-b-lga.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-prn1/t1.0-9/10389012_474670449330538_5431568358841853270_n.jpg)
that's great for 3 and 1/2 months
The thing that amazes me most about the Before & After thread is not just the wonderful transformations (that's a given) but the amazing shift in the happiness/contentment that is so evident in the After pics. Look at Cindy's or Zoe's on this page alone, the sadness and pain and misery is writ large in those before pics...the After pics are worlds apart not just in looks but joy too.
To all of us who have said to cis centric society "I reject your reality and substitute my own" a huge hug! :)
Quote from: Ms Grace on May 23, 2014, 05:36:52 PM
The thing that amazes me most about the Before & After thread is not just the wonderful transformations (that's a given) but the amazing shift in the happiness/contentment that is so evident in the After pics. Look at Cindy's or Zoe's on this page alone, the sadness and pain and misery is writ large in those before pics...the After pics are worlds apart not just in looks but joy too.
To all of us who have said to cis centric society "I reject your reality and substitute my own" a huge hug! :)
I'll second that Ms Grace, somehow we didn't realize the weight on our shoulders formerly being a man and having to fulfill that role but it sure is evident on the before faces, but the after photos are like, "free at last, free at last, thank you God I'm free at last!" If we were just strangers looking in on this forum it has to exert an enormous magnetic attraction to anyone. I am so happy and pleased for these beautiful women!
Quote from: Ms Grace on May 23, 2014, 05:36:52 PM
but the amazing shift in the happiness/contentment that is so evident in the After pics. Look at Cindy's or Zoe's on this page alone, the sadness and pain and misery is writ large in those before pics...the After pics are worlds apart not just in looks but joy too.
Your right there. I like seeing this thread for that reason. I see some people so sad and misserable that fear starting transition, and coming here gives me hope that those sad faces will eventually smile.
Quote from: Ms Grace on May 23, 2014, 05:36:52 PM
To all of us who have said to cis centric society "I reject your reality and substitute my own" a huge hug! :)
Substitute reality? No we just have x-ray vision and can see through the opressive walls of society and can see things to which many are blind.
Quote from: Zoë on May 23, 2014, 04:59:43 PM
Well its now been what, 3 and a half months that I've been on HRT? :) Here's an update (and a refresher)
Before:
(https://fbcdn-sphotos-f-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-prn2/t31.0-8/1462765_10201868640531620_1955425405_o.jpg)
(https://fbcdn-sphotos-c-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-prn1/t1.0-9/68451_223832381081014_325703007_n.jpg)
Now:
(https://scontent-b-lga.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-prn2/t1.0-9/10308146_10152279520459191_5546438807043208384_n.jpg)
(https://scontent-b-lga.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-prn2/t1.0-9/10300703_473149249482658_2481846764040394291_n.jpg)
(https://scontent-a-lga.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-prn2/t1.0-9/10374889_474154152715501_796047068587220887_n.jpg)
(https://scontent-b-lga.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-prn1/t1.0-9/10389012_474670449330538_5431568358841853270_n.jpg)
just gorgeous. what a lovely young woman you are becoming :)
Quote from: Laurenza on May 23, 2014, 09:27:48 PM
just gorgeous. what a lovely young woman you are becoming :)
^_^ why thank you!!! :D I'll make sure to keep posting! :)
Quote from: Incarlina on May 20, 2014, 12:17:57 AM
Here's a comparison of me at 2 months and at 8 months. At least the twins are growing :)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2F1FSD5J8.jpg&hash=b84fa9409813c31976af1bab01f365405729155b)
They are indeed.
But I can also see a definite change in your face - it's one of those changes which is kinda hard to describe and pinpoint, but in the "now" photo you look significantly more feminine than in the before photo; probably a combination of the HRT effects - skin, fat redistribution, hair, eyes etc. While each of the minor changes seems insignificant on its own, taken as a whole they are more dramatic to an outside observer like myself than you'd believe. Cute!
And quit the facial expression of "nothing to see here, move along". Your second photo should have a confident, happy smile because I would be if I were in your position! :)
Quote from: __________ on May 24, 2014, 07:46:17 AM
They are indeed.
But I can also see a definite change in your face - it's one of those changes which is kinda hard to describe and pinpoint, but in the "now" photo you look significantly more feminine than in the before photo; probably a combination of the HRT effects - skin, fat redistribution, hair, eyes etc. While each of the minor changes seems insignificant on its own, taken as a whole they are more dramatic to an outside observer like myself than you'd believe. Cute!
And quit the facial expression of "nothing to see here, move along". Your second photo should have a confident, happy smile because I would be if I were in your position! :)
Awww thank you :D
I haven't noticed any facial changes myself, but I guess it's hard to see changes when I see myself every day. Sometimes I feel like the eyes look bigger, but it might be that they're more open since HRT removed the grumpiness. :)
Quote from: Incarlina on May 24, 2014, 10:30:01 AM
Awww thank you :D
I haven't noticed any facial changes myself, but I guess it's hard to see changes when I see myself every day. Sometimes I feel like the eyes look bigger, but it might be that they're more open since HRT removed the grumpiness. :)
It is hard for we ourselve to gauge facial changes when we see ourselves in the mirror on a daily basis. How I noticed mine was to compare a pre-hrt photo with one I took more recently. I too see changes within your face between the two photos. And, if you haven't already done it girl, it's time to go bra shopping! Your twins will need some support.
Ally :icon_flower:
Quote from: Ms Grace on May 23, 2014, 05:36:52 PM
The thing that amazes me most about the Before & After thread is not just the wonderful transformations (that's a given) but the amazing shift in the happiness/contentment that is so evident in the After pics. Look at Cindy's or Zoe's on this page alone, the sadness and pain and misery is writ large in those before pics...the After pics are worlds apart not just in looks but joy too.
To all of us who have said to cis centric society "I reject your reality and substitute my own" a huge hug! :)
This was the first thing I noticed when I started to see transitions and timelines and stuff. People always were smiling and so much happier. Someday I hope I can participate, but until then, it's good inspiration.
Quote from: TiffanyT on May 25, 2014, 05:59:19 PM
This was the first thing I noticed when I started to see transitions and timelines and stuff. People always were smiling and so much happier. Someday I hope I can participate, but until then, it's good inspiration.
You should be smiling right now girlfriend, you're right up there with the real pretty ladies already!
Let's blow your minds! ^_^
December 2011
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi196.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Faa160%2Fnuprometheus%2F10410399_284704171690999_1367035019190507575_n_zps2168a1a2.jpg&hash=355ab08ff0a5c4c23cb52f598010219656ba18e5)
May 2014
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi196.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Faa160%2Fnuprometheus%2F20140519_153819_zps1e244985.jpg&hash=f5bde31ff65d908bd34d1388f7817b5654498229)
Quote from: AbbyJamz on May 26, 2014, 04:27:12 AM
Let's blow your minds! ^_^
December 2011
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi196.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Faa160%2Fnuprometheus%2F10410399_284704171690999_1367035019190507575_n_zps2168a1a2.jpg&hash=355ab08ff0a5c4c23cb52f598010219656ba18e5)
May 2014
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi196.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Faa160%2Fnuprometheus%2F20140519_153819_zps1e244985.jpg&hash=f5bde31ff65d908bd34d1388f7817b5654498229)
Awesome!!!!!
Congratulations lovely lady
My mind is blown. That's a colossal change.
And you're stunning!
Having nothing but before pics is depressing... but what the future brings... Who knows?
Quote from: Kimberley Beauregard on May 26, 2014, 04:29:15 AM
My mind is blown.
Mine too! Amazing change - you look SO much better now!
Heh, finally found a before pic. After pic is from earlier this year (I already posted it somewhere) though you can also compare to my profile pic I guess.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1284.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fa565%2Fashleydarkstone%2Foldnewash_zps262ee36f.png&hash=336781176779d294977c437f8621af17fe6d93fb)
Quote from: Ashey on May 26, 2014, 07:59:42 AM
Heh, finally found a before pic. After pic is from earlier this year (I already posted it somewhere) though you can also compare to my profile pic I guess.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1284.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fa565%2Fashleydarkstone%2Foldnewash_zps262ee36f.png&hash=336781176779d294977c437f8621af17fe6d93fb)
good going , looking great
Quote from: AbbyJamz on May 26, 2014, 04:27:12 AM
Let's blow your minds! ^_^
December 2011
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi196.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Faa160%2Fnuprometheus%2F10410399_284704171690999_1367035019190507575_n_zps2168a1a2.jpg&hash=355ab08ff0a5c4c23cb52f598010219656ba18e5)
May 2014
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Holy Sh*t!!!! My mind is blown totally away!
Quote from: Ashey on May 26, 2014, 07:59:42 AM
Heh, finally found a before pic. After pic is from earlier this year (I already posted it somewhere) though you can also compare to my profile pic I guess.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1284.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fa565%2Fashleydarkstone%2Foldnewash_zps262ee36f.png&hash=336781176779d294977c437f8621af17fe6d93fb)
Amaziiiing, whoa.
Quote from: AbbyJamz on May 26, 2014, 04:27:12 AM
Let's blow your minds! ^_^
I'm crushing on you AbbyJamz!
I'd like to ask, did you have any FFS at all?
The fat redistribution is just amazing!
No ffs. Just 13.5 months on hormones. ;-)
Quote from: AbbyJamz on May 26, 2014, 07:52:24 PM
No ffs. Just 13.5 months on hormones. ;-)
Wow. Mind is most definitely blown.
Quote from: Ashey on May 26, 2014, 07:59:42 AM
Heh, finally found a before pic. After pic is from earlier this year (I already posted it somewhere) though you can also compare to my profile pic I guess.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1284.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fa565%2Fashleydarkstone%2Foldnewash_zps262ee36f.png&hash=336781176779d294977c437f8621af17fe6d93fb)
Looking great! It is crazy how much your eyes have change. Beautiful.
Three years before HRT:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi102.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fm115%2FAthena_Lynn_Harting%2Fsaddevon_zpseb7d3de9.png&hash=2afea45bade9baae088712d97b77f187fa6e22cd)
Almost three months on HRT:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi102.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fm115%2FAthena_Lynn_Harting%2F20140526_232631_zps63f0c6b9.jpg&hash=a602b4175a4233a1964c467da1f364ae36598030)
NO FFS
Wow, Athena, only three months? You are doing great. I am excited to see where your journey takes you.
Quote from: AbbyJamz on May 26, 2014, 07:52:24 PM
No ffs. Just 13.5 months on hormones. ;-)
You look lovely AbbyJamz Hrt has given you a beautiful face and skin.
Ally :icon_flower:
September 2010
(https://lazingabout.files.wordpress.com/2010/09/photo-on-2010-09-10-at-00-44.jpg?w=300&h=225)
June 2014 (11 months on HRT)
(https://scontent-a-lhr.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-xpa1/t1.0-9/10414571_1510402882520785_986374137838438548_n.jpg)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2Fchris%2FIMG_0380.jpg&hash=0b19185b2da518d25317f08b81b3af00424f0ec9) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2FCassie%2F10307173_1453035018269934_2011441659752303324_n.jpg&hash=21445484df5e082c36a8f4eeaefb17d443e0aeb6)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2Fkasihnya%2F1-1.jpg&hash=b7284a6d6edc5820351c81f8055141cefc8fa072) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2FCassie%2Fphoto-1.jpg&hash=dc80287fe6478cb5e743e4d58e2a5e45a5fa7073)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2Fkasihnya%2F3.jpg&hash=1ecd6e75c423c45260ce08e212d85990ef1b77dc) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2F10363637_1453035021603267_3893742414443702617_n.jpg&hash=27f9537a384675f01f1c87e293d2bd27175eeab9)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2Fkasihnya%2FIMG954608.jpg&hash=d55817043184eabab780418eb90af18b09e95558) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2FDSCF3534_sm.jpg&hash=06d0c78f251fb971905caf4ade8ac8dcf9bbbf69)
Quote from: truetranssoulrebel on May 27, 2014, 02:12:15 PM
September 2010
(https://lazingabout.files.wordpress.com/2010/09/photo-on-2010-09-10-at-00-44.jpg?w=300&h=225)
June 2014 (11 months on HRT)
(https://scontent-a-lhr.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-xpa1/t1.0-9/10414571_1510402882520785_986374137838438548_n.jpg)
Lovely transformation! You look very pretty. :)
Quote from: truetranssoulrebel on May 27, 2014, 02:12:15 PM
September 2010
(https://lazingabout.files.wordpress.com/2010/09/photo-on-2010-09-10-at-00-44.jpg?w=300&h=225)
June 2014 (11 months on HRT)
(https://scontent-a-lhr.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-xpa1/t1.0-9/10414571_1510402882520785_986374137838438548_n.jpg)
Awesome truetranssoulrebel, just awesome. Your very beautiful with lovely skin. I only hope I can look half as good as you do. If I can achieve that much from hrt I'll be a happy girl!
Best Wishes!
Ally :icon_flower:
Quote from: truetranssoulrebel on May 27, 2014, 02:12:15 PM
September 2010
(https://lazingabout.files.wordpress.com/2010/09/photo-on-2010-09-10-at-00-44.jpg?w=300&h=225)
June 2014 (11 months on HRT)
(https://scontent-a-lhr.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-xpa1/t1.0-9/10414571_1510402882520785_986374137838438548_n.jpg)
I love the after shot!! Before was a little scary. :) Transition suits you VERY well!
Quote from: truetranssoulrebel on May 27, 2014, 02:12:15 PM
September 2010
(https://lazingabout.files.wordpress.com/2010/09/photo-on-2010-09-10-at-00-44.jpg?w=300&h=225)
June 2014 (11 months on HRT)
(https://scontent-a-lhr.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-xpa1/t1.0-9/10414571_1510402882520785_986374137838438548_n.jpg)
You look amazing, much better now I think than 2010. I love your eyes!
Quote from: Cassie 4 Ever!!! on May 27, 2014, 02:47:16 PM
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2Fchris%2FIMG_0380.jpg&hash=0b19185b2da518d25317f08b81b3af00424f0ec9) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2FCassie%2F10307173_1453035018269934_2011441659752303324_n.jpg&hash=21445484df5e082c36a8f4eeaefb17d443e0aeb6)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2Fkasihnya%2F1-1.jpg&hash=b7284a6d6edc5820351c81f8055141cefc8fa072) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2FCassie%2Fphoto-1.jpg&hash=dc80287fe6478cb5e743e4d58e2a5e45a5fa7073)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2Fkasihnya%2F3.jpg&hash=1ecd6e75c423c45260ce08e212d85990ef1b77dc) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2F10363637_1453035021603267_3893742414443702617_n.jpg&hash=27f9537a384675f01f1c87e293d2bd27175eeab9)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2Fkasihnya%2FIMG954608.jpg&hash=d55817043184eabab780418eb90af18b09e95558) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv519%2Fbeme1248%2FDSCF3534_sm.jpg&hash=06d0c78f251fb971905caf4ade8ac8dcf9bbbf69)
Help! I'm drowning in a tidal wave of awesome transition photos.
Quote from: __________ on May 27, 2014, 07:20:25 PM
Help! I'm drowning in a tidal wave of awesome transition photos.
I'm drowning in Happiness. I never thought this part of my life would ever come. And still, there are more changes to come. Never believed that I would change this much.
Emily, you start looking more and more charming :)
Keep going on! :)
Quote from: Aquarelle on May 29, 2014, 04:20:35 AM
Emily, you start looking more and more charming :)
Says a person with cute fresh avatar pic :). Thanks :)
I can finally see that huge gap between me one year ago and now.
Quote from: Aquarelle on May 29, 2014, 04:20:35 AM
Keep going on! :)
Oh, I will :)
i guess i'll go for it then.
(https://fbcdn-sphotos-f-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-xfa1/t1.0-9/155603_10151081425367862_1675784246_n.jpg)
about half year before transition began^
and now-ish:(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi155.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fs283%2FXMDrifter%2F13db2df57827ddf65e41feecc9b5314b.jpg&hash=eb4b8b16e85676447ca035f90920d527053a0e38)
Quote from: ♡ Emily ♡ on May 28, 2014, 04:00:56 PM
Hey, I can be creative too :). It is kinda mini-timeline of my first year (starting at the age of 35, lol). Please be advised that there are at least a couple of months between those pictures. Now, looking back it seems that it was so simple and easy... well, it was not. But it was fun, nevertheless :). And without Your support I would not be here now, that is quite sure!
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FULVYBid.jpg&hash=07911c7e55e7b01fe63f7d634632a4109e37e92a)
The longer hair agrees with you Emily. I loved seeing your timeline. It's a great idea.
For a long while I thought my face wasn't changing at all until I looked at the one before photo of myself I have, and compared it side by side to a recent one. Upon doing this I noticed the changes that had taken place even in the short time I've been on hrt were obvious. Upon seeing your side by side photos, I think many if not all MTF's could benefit from creating a timeline using photos taken before, then say for example, every 3-4 months once they begin their transition. I only say this because I've read many threads where a girl is disappointed because they've noticed no changes in their face or body after say 3 or 4 months on hrt. When a person see's themselves every day in the mirror it's difficult to notice changes due to them happening so slowly. Whereas, if they had created a timeline using photos they could compare side by side similar to yours, and others I've seen, it would save them a lot of disappointment and heartache. Just my $.02.
Ally :icon_flower:
My last post showing a 6 month gap wasn't as much "before and after" as it was "during and during". So here's a 12 year difference instead:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FlSFlKwM.jpg&hash=ee26a000da5f8c6f33bd8da91e8ecd5b2d207409)
Quote from: Incarlina on May 30, 2014, 11:58:32 AM
My last post showing a 6 month gap wasn't as much "before and after" as it was "during and during". So here's a 12 year difference instead:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FlSFlKwM.jpg&hash=ee26a000da5f8c6f33bd8da91e8ecd5b2d207409)
Quite a stunning change, you looked like Rasputin, the Russian character who cared for the Czar's young son, dark brooding and mysterious. Must be nice to feel like the new you Miss!
Quote from: Incarlina on May 30, 2014, 11:58:32 AM
My last post showing a 6 month gap wasn't as much "before and after" as it was "during and during". So here's a 12 year difference instead:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FlSFlKwM.jpg&hash=ee26a000da5f8c6f33bd8da91e8ecd5b2d207409)
yea , definitely change for the better
Quote from: Shantel on May 30, 2014, 12:15:11 PM
Quite a stunning change, you looked like Rasputin, the Russian character who cared for the Czar's young son, dark brooding and mysterious. Must be nice to feel like the new you Miss!
"Ra-ra-rasputin lover of the russian queen". It does feel very nice, yes :)
Quote from: Breenyan on May 30, 2014, 12:36:13 AM
i guess i'll go for it then.
(https://fbcdn-sphotos-f-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-xfa1/t1.0-9/155603_10151081425367862_1675784246_n.jpg)
about half year before transition began^
and now-ish:(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi155.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fs283%2FXMDrifter%2F13db2df57827ddf65e41feecc9b5314b.jpg&hash=eb4b8b16e85676447ca035f90920d527053a0e38)
How about wearing eye makeup?
barbie~~
Quote from: ♡ Emily ♡ on May 28, 2014, 04:00:56 PM
Hey, I can be creative too :). It is kinda mini-timeline of my first year (starting at the age of 35, lol). Please be advised that there are at least a couple of months between those pictures. Now, looking back it seems that it was so simple and easy... well, it was not. But it was fun, nevertheless :). And without Your support I would not be here now, that is quite sure!
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FULVYBid.jpg&hash=07911c7e55e7b01fe63f7d634632a4109e37e92a)
Yes! Gradual progress to a perfect woman.
barbie~~
Quote from: barbie on May 31, 2014, 02:01:31 AM
Yes! Gradual progress to a perfect woman.
barbie~~
Thank You, barbie :).
It has been said before, but ladies just look in your eyes of the before and after. Your happiness radiates.
Beautiful!!
Congratulations
Mid January:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi61.tinypic.com%2Fi1wndx.jpg&hash=fa2aa1a9ce18cba98a019016a3454f106b463bb5)
Today:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi62.tinypic.com%2F148jkf5.jpg&hash=c766e4e9ad2cdd89277f4abe1b279c65cf43bc4a)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi62.tinypic.com%2F2ynrqxl.jpg&hash=6fad02c518fdf38e94d7b9e56c1a817893e0e2fc)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi61.tinypic.com%2F2rp8ruw.jpg&hash=49be9b9ac1e68aab59db823054d2ee4a20b09f77)
Quote from: ♡ Emily ♡ on May 28, 2014, 04:00:56 PM
Hey, I can be creative too :). It is kinda mini-timeline of my first year (starting at the age of 35, lol). Please be advised that there are at least a couple of months between those pictures. Now, looking back it seems that it was so simple and easy... well, it was not. But it was fun, nevertheless :). And without Your support I would not be here now, that is quite sure!
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FULVYBid.jpg&hash=07911c7e55e7b01fe63f7d634632a4109e37e92a)
Emily, it has been such an honor seeing your progress the last year or so. I know we don't talk very often, but I've always admired your fearless attitude. Thank you so much for your honesty and openness. Congratulations on all of your success and I hope I get to see it continue year after year.
7 months of HRT
November 2012
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1252.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fhh580%2FEmily_Glass%2Fphoto5_zpsb8c7fc4f.jpg&hash=763eedc8345cfef8424ba39698a6270a96c07f31)
Yesterday
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi61.tinypic.com%2Feu4t45.jpg&hash=f7b4fbe3e5b751159626f81a01ade69ba7b608d9)
Quote from: TiffanyT on June 01, 2014, 11:21:11 PM
Emily, it has been such an honor seeing your progress the last year or so. I know we don't talk very often, but I've always admired your fearless attitude. Thank you so much for your honesty and openness. Congratulations on all of your success and I hope I get to see it continue year after year.
Thanks, Tiffany - You are way too generous! I remember that picture of Yours in girls'n'guns thread, and, wow, I was really impressed with Your success :).
Quote from: EmilyGlass on June 02, 2014, 12:37:09 AM
7 months of HRT
November 2012
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1252.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fhh580%2FEmily_Glass%2Fphoto5_zpsb8c7fc4f.jpg&hash=763eedc8345cfef8424ba39698a6270a96c07f31)
Yesterday
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi61.tinypic.com%2Feu4t45.jpg&hash=f7b4fbe3e5b751159626f81a01ade69ba7b608d9)
Wow! Emily nice progression. Looking really pretty.
8 months HRT, hair transplants, tracheal shave and a rhinoplasty. Still a long way to go, but getting a little better.
1 year ago
(https://farm6.staticflickr.com/5513/14140697699_a4089844ab_n.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/nxyLLK)
Yesterday
(https://farm6.staticflickr.com/5035/14327359705_cd95eebd9e_n.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/nQ4sTc)
Wow! Mary, what an amazing change in just a year.
I'm also considering hair transplants. Is that a wig in the second picture, or did your hair grow that fast?
Hi katiej,
Thank you :)
Yes, that is my natural hair in the second picture. I have been sad because I feel like my hair is growing too slowly! I had 700 grafts (FUE) done in November 2013, just to fill in the temples and straighten the front. I am pretty happy with the coverage but I may go back for a touch up after I have forehead re-contouring done in August (hopefully). If you are in Europe and thinking about hair transplants, I can really recommend my surgeon (http://www.panaceahairclinic.cz).
Mary
You are looking cute, Mary :).
Did the same surgeon also perform trachea shave? I am kinda shopping around for various surgery packages and Prague is just one-hour flight from here... :).
Hello Emily,
Thanks.
No, I had the tracheal shave done by Dr. Bart in Belgium. Tracheal shaves here are done under the public health care system by ENT surgeons. I had a very prominent Adam's apple and after speaking to a number of ENT surgeons here, I felt that none would be aggressive enough.
Sorry,
Mary
Your results look great!
I'll probably need closer to 2,000 grafts. I'm in the US, but it's really expensive here, so I'm definitely willing to travel. And Prague is one of my favorite cities I've ever been in.
When you did yours, did you need to shave your head and start growing from that point?
Hello katiej,
I am not sure what the pricing is like in the US, but I can imagine it is gut wrenching. Panacea prices by individual graft I think and they are competitive for the market here. I think I paid around 2500 USD. If my conversion makes sense :) You might be able to get cheaper prices in Latin America or South East Asia, but I am not sure. I didn't need a lot of work done and Prague is a 45 minute drive away from my flat :)
They shaved a few small strips on the back on my head where took the grafts from. No shaving on the recipient site. I could easily hide the shaved areas, and since it was FUE there were only pin prick sized scars on the back of my head and most of the hair grew back.
Mary
Mary and EmilyGlass, you both have stunning transformations.
Quote from: Mary81 on June 02, 2014, 03:20:58 AM
8 months HRT, hair transplants, tracheal shave and a rhinoplasty. Still a long way to go, but getting a little better.
1 year ago
(https://farm6.staticflickr.com/5513/14140697699_a4089844ab_n.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/nxyLLK)
Yesterday
(https://farm6.staticflickr.com/5035/14327359705_cd95eebd9e_n.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/nQ4sTc)
If not been told what the real case was, I would say these are pictures of some man and his young, beautiful sister... :)
@Mary81 You really look like you got younger during your transition, what an amazing change!
Hi Hikari,
Thank you. That is really nice to hear! Following Jennygirl's advice I started using a Retin-A cream. I have been using it for about 2 months, with a few weeks off ahead of laser and after my rhinoplasty. I am very happy with it and can echo her recommendation. I suppose losing the mustache helped too :)
Quote from: Rachael on June 02, 2014, 02:02:43 AM
Wow! Emily nice progression. Looking really pretty.
Thank you! :)
And thank you, Kimberley.
Quote from: barbie on May 31, 2014, 02:00:37 AM
How about wearing eye makeup?
barbie~~
it just isn't my thing. my sister doesn't wear eye makeup either. and nor does my mom. we just don't really like doing it.
also at most recent photo posters: How are your shoulders so narrow! y'all make me jealous (and before you ask, yes i live in an area where y'all is a commonly used phrase)
Quote from: Mary81 on June 02, 2014, 03:20:58 AM
8 months HRT, hair transplants, tracheal shave and a rhinoplasty. Still a long way to go, but getting a little better.
1 year ago
(https://farm6.staticflickr.com/5513/14140697699_a4089844ab_n.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/nxyLLK)
Yesterday
(https://farm6.staticflickr.com/5035/14327359705_cd95eebd9e_n.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/nQ4sTc)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Foi58.tinypic.com%2F29zaowp.jpg&hash=6d17a84ef7328e7890d29fd70b080a7d014dffc1)
Was spending some time (came back from walking my dog, was getting ready to stitch, got distracted, by internet of coarse) looking through many of the pages in this topic, and some of you all are simply amazingly dramatically transformed, got me looking carefully think, huh, nah, can't be the same person. Yeah, just wow. :o
Okay, I think I posted in this topic some years ago, but going to again, most likely the same old image I used of the old me, but I don't have very many good ones to choose from that show me well enough close up. After smiling my way through here I decided to make a before and after showing similar poses (even sporting the ponytail the same), trying to snap one of me now as close as possible to my old self (my camera got pretty hot to touch, kept knocking the darned thing down too, surprised it didn't break) for a more accurate show of transformation; of coarse there is a big age gap between then and now, but I think I still look good (camera is being overly generous I think, my skin looks too amazing as I'm only wearing lipstick on my lips, nothing else).
Only things done different with my face since then, hormones, though unfortunately not consistently, especially in recent years, no facial hair of coarse, eyebrows thinner from years of plucking, that's it. Not all that drastic, but I'm okay with me face, though there was a time that I hated to look at it, now I can't see myself ever having wanted to look like someone else, like my sister for example--before hormones I used to envy her, thought she was so lucky to be so pretty, but in time I grew to appreciate my own features.
?/?/1995 - 6/2/2014
(https://lh4.googleusercontent.com/-FcCnKbuJDfM/U6tHEGgIlzI/AAAAAAAAQxw/NBFtRKwWKLU/s800/Before%2520and%2520After%2520-%25201995-2014.png)
Hey Meg, your hairline appears fuller. Did it fill in on HRT?
And your skin changed to something kinda awesomeness. The gal version of you is better.
Like OMG better.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Foi59.tinypic.com%2Fdq18u9.jpg&hash=a8c6aa98fc7d1e6242487dea57a5c4cf0ff9d7da)
Quote from: Evelyn K on June 03, 2014, 12:54:17 AM
Hey Meg, your hairline appears fuller. Did it fill in on HRT?
And your skin changed to something kinda awesomeness. The gal version of you is better.
Like OMG better.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Foi59.tinypic.com%2Fdq18u9.jpg&hash=a8c6aa98fc7d1e6242487dea57a5c4cf0ff9d7da)
No, looking at my hairline in that old picture and myself in the mirror now, actually looks exactly the same, my hair is just prettier now (back then I just kinda kept it wild, never did anything with it, ooh, this reminds me, there's a picture I need to find that I may want to share, shows a little more of me then, just wonder how I can do a before and after for that one). While I tried to duplicate how my hair was, my bangs currently aren't quite long enough to pull all the way back without hair clips so the top just appears fuller in that pic. Also, I used to wet my hair a lot back then, looks like it is in that picture (or maybe I had just taken a shower or something before that).
I agree. It did wonders with my skin. Still oily but not excessively and very few zits (perhaps a few per year compared to thousands then).
I look at myself then and now, its so weird how with the passing of so much time that he looks like a stranger to me. The face structure is the same, but the subtle differences are big. I hated my facial hair (but never shaved it for some years until I realized I was a girl), nasty coarse strands (like pubic hair, eew), but thankfully I never had a full beard.
@Megan Joanne: Are you sure that is HRT or did a Vampire bite you? Because, you don't appear to have aged despite the vast span between those pictures!
Also I envy your skin lol
Quote from: Megan Joanne on June 02, 2014, 10:08:45 PM
?/?/1995 - 6/2/2014
(https://lh5.googleusercontent.com/-JaBwgrs8CJA/U403ze5S1wI/AAAAAAAAPCM/NYSBcTOA_zc/s800/Before%2520and%2520After%2520-%25201995-2014.png)
Such a lovely lady!
Still early for me but what the hell :P
Pre-HRT:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi773.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fyy12%2Femilysings1019%2Fphoto12_zps6793d4c1.jpg&hash=ccef5105eca5d362c87d767d9f6a46de9bddcbd7) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi773.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fyy12%2Femilysings1019%2F525b4df3-a962-4ab1-82d6-29d42f59e09d_zpsfd5889d1.jpg&hash=bdbf8d148da20718db9dbd451108c6779398dc23)
First week of HRT:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi773.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fyy12%2Femilysings1019%2Fphoto23_zps8263e8c8.jpg&hash=843a3fb1f91886fd3adf42325feca0eb23dd00e2) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi773.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fyy12%2Femilysings1019%2Fimage2_zps42241bb7.jpeg&hash=0a61673cd2d395a14c00954e9cf039345f7457d9)
Yesterday:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi773.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fyy12%2Femilysings1019%2Fimage6_zps0e60fb3c.jpeg&hash=8be9ba05616e43923b7d56376b9f377df7e6385c) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi773.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fyy12%2Femilysings1019%2Fphoto3_zpsfabc1cc1.jpg&hash=b107e2b4a4caca2baa22937b508cc561fff4d117)
Excuse the "selfie" pose lol i was bored in my car and waiting for my wife to get out of work >_<
Still got a long way to go, but I can't say I'm not happy with the results so far. My hair is actually much longer than my first week, you just cant see it because i have really curly hair and i take advantage of it by using curl-construct mouse xD (currently about lip length compared to before when it was only ear-length)
Wow! So pretty. You are well on your way Em :)
Quote from: LittleEmily24 on June 03, 2014, 12:36:29 PM
Yesterday:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi773.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fyy12%2Femilysings1019%2Fimage6_zps0e60fb3c.jpeg&hash=8be9ba05616e43923b7d56376b9f377df7e6385c) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi773.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fyy12%2Femilysings1019%2Fphoto3_zpsfabc1cc1.jpg&hash=b107e2b4a4caca2baa22937b508cc561fff4d117)
You look better transitioning. I don't know, it seems to me that if my partner was blossoming, I'd want to stay and be a part of that miracle as well. It's so much less boring.
It would certainly make for a lot of interesting life moments.
Quote from: Hikari on June 03, 2014, 09:33:10 AM
@Megan Joanne: Are you sure that is HRT or did a Vampire bite you? Because, you don't appear to have aged despite the vast span between those pictures!
Also I envy your skin lol
Haha, that's funny! :laugh:
I had just finished up posting that before and after last night just before my mom came in from work, and I was showing her the pics (myself from then to now, as well as 25-30 pages going back of other peeps pictures (she was amazed at some of the changes, like some of you never looked to had been guys ever), but anyway, she was astounded by how much I changed, saying that I (my old me) don't even look like me (now). And we were going over the differences and that's the one thing that struck is, you know, it has been about 19 or so years since that picture was taken and I barely looked to have aged at all. I do think if I hadn't ever gotten on the hormones though I may have aged a lot faster, because despite general life problems they made me feel better about myself which I know could be a big factor in how you age. :o ;D But, whatever I'm doing I must be doing something right.
And thanks again everyone for the compliments. <3 Certainly it does lift me up a bit, because it this time in my life sometimes I look at myself and I don't see the beauty there at all. I'm doing everything I can to keep my spirits up (exercise, earrings, a tad bit of make-up, showing my legs as much as possible, singing--or attempting to--along to my favorite songs). Today so far, not sure why, but I've been smiling a lot (but that is for another topic).
Quote from: Evelyn K on June 03, 2014, 02:36:08 PM
You look better transitioning. I don't know, it seems to me that if my partner was blossoming, I'd want to stay and be a part of that miracle as well. It's so much less boring.
It would certainly make for a lot of interesting life moments.
Forgive me if I seem a bit confused by your post 0_o
Oh no worries, I was being introspective about what it would be like to be married and transitioning knowing there might be road bumps.
Some men transition, and look ridiculous and expect their wives to stand by them. Others look better in transition, I regard it as frosting on the cake.
Quote from: Megan Joanne on June 03, 2014, 03:09:05 PM
And thanks again everyone for the compliments. <3 Certainly it does lift me up a bit, because it this time in my life sometimes I look at myself and I don't see the beauty there at all. I'm doing everything I can to keep my spirits up (exercise, earrings, a tad bit of make-up, showing my legs as much as possible, singing--or attempting to--along to my favorite songs). Today so far, not sure why, but I've been smiling a lot (but that is for another topic).
Megan are kidding me? You are friggen gorgeous. I'm not going to post it here, that's your biz, but I'm referring to the Show yourself thread. I vote no glasses BTW. I would so make out with you. Probably marriage and have your baby's. too. (Not that you would me. ;D)
Just saying! Weeee!!! (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Foi60.tinypic.com%2F2h8daw8.jpg&hash=76725f986a8969ccfd73b5339a342f993096768e)
Quote from: Evelyn K on June 03, 2014, 03:48:35 PM
Megan are kidding me? You are friggen gorgeous. I'm not going to post it here, that's your biz, but I'm referring to the Show yourself thread. I vote no glasses BTW. I would so make out with you. Probably marriage and have your baby's. too. (Not that you would me. ;D)
Just saying! Weeee!!! (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Foi60.tinypic.com%2F2h8daw8.jpg&hash=76725f986a8969ccfd73b5339a342f993096768e)
??? , :embarrassed: , :-X , :-\ , ;D
You made me almost choke on my sandwich!
Oh...well...ugh...I...'blushes some more'...
But we hardly know each other. And hey, I'll be the one having the kids, thank you very much. What'm I, nuts! :D
Quote from: Breenyan on June 02, 2014, 07:43:40 PM
it just isn't my thing. my sister doesn't wear eye makeup either. and nor does my mom. we just don't really like doing it.
also at most recent photo posters: How are your shoulders so narrow! y'all make me jealous (and before you ask, yes i live in an area where y'all is a commonly used phrase)
I enjoy wearing eye makeup. Probably eye makeup is the most important in women's makeup, if you interact with people frequently. You will realize how much change can be made in everyday's life by such a subtle decoration in your eyes.
The width of my shoulder is normal compared with many tall women here, and certainly greater than my wife. Yes. Boys used to make fun of my narrower shoulders when I was teens. I like women with wide shoulders, and I once fell in love with a girl with very wide shoulders.
barbie~~
Quote from: LittleEmily24 on June 03, 2014, 12:36:29 PM
Still early for me but what the hell :P
Pre-HRT:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi773.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fyy12%2Femilysings1019%2Fphoto12_zps6793d4c1.jpg&hash=ccef5105eca5d362c87d767d9f6a46de9bddcbd7) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi773.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fyy12%2Femilysings1019%2F525b4df3-a962-4ab1-82d6-29d42f59e09d_zpsfd5889d1.jpg&hash=bdbf8d148da20718db9dbd451108c6779398dc23)
First week of HRT:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi773.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fyy12%2Femilysings1019%2Fphoto23_zps8263e8c8.jpg&hash=843a3fb1f91886fd3adf42325feca0eb23dd00e2) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi773.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fyy12%2Femilysings1019%2Fimage2_zps42241bb7.jpeg&hash=0a61673cd2d395a14c00954e9cf039345f7457d9)
Yesterday:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi773.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fyy12%2Femilysings1019%2Fimage6_zps0e60fb3c.jpeg&hash=8be9ba05616e43923b7d56376b9f377df7e6385c) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi773.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fyy12%2Femilysings1019%2Fphoto3_zpsfabc1cc1.jpg&hash=b107e2b4a4caca2baa22937b508cc561fff4d117)
Excuse the "selfie" pose lol i was bored in my car and waiting for my wife to get out of work >_<
Still got a long way to go, but I can't say I'm not happy with the results so far. My hair is actually much longer than my first week, you just cant see it because i have really curly hair and i take advantage of it by using curl-construct mouse xD (currently about lip length compared to before when it was only ear-length)
You are very attractive!
The changes aren't too dramatic.....but only because you were already attractive before!! :)
I would say the biggest change is the face hair....duh!! But your complexion is fantastic!! :) One of the reason I wish I would of transitioned earlier.
I had someone comment about all my freckles today, it wasn't a bad comment, actual from a man commenting if I was a red head at one time. I never was but when summer comes the freckles just pop out like zits!!
You should be happy with the results....it will only get better!!
Quote from: Megan Joanne on June 02, 2014, 10:08:45 PM
Was spending some time (came back from walking my dog, was getting ready to stitch, got distracted, by internet of coarse) looking through many of the pages in this topic, and some of you all are simply amazingly dramatically transformed, got me looking carefully think, huh, nah, can't be the same person. Yeah, just wow. :o
Okay, I think I posted in this topic some years ago, but going to again, most likely the same old image I used of the old me, but I don't have very many good ones to choose from that show me well enough close up. After smiling my way through here I decided to make a before and after showing similar poses (even sporting the ponytail the same), trying to snap one of me now as close as possible to my old self (my camera got pretty hot to touch, kept knocking the darned thing down too, surprised it didn't break) for a more accurate show of transformation; of coarse there is a big age gap between then and now, but I think I still look good (camera is being overly generous I think, my skin looks too amazing as I'm only wearing lipstick on my lips, nothing else).
Only things done different with my face since then, hormones, though unfortunately not consistently, especially in recent years, no facial hair of coarse, eyebrows thinner from years of plucking, that's it. Not all that drastic, but I'm okay with me face, though there was a time that I hated to look at it, now I can't see myself ever having wanted to look like someone else, like my sister for example--before hormones I used to envy her, thought she was so lucky to be so pretty, but in time I grew to appreciate my own features.
?/?/1995 - 6/2/2014
(https://lh5.googleusercontent.com/-JaBwgrs8CJA/U403ze5S1wI/AAAAAAAAPCM/NYSBcTOA_zc/s800/Before%2520and%2520After%2520-%25201995-2014.png)
Its weird....you look so much different yet so much the same minus the face hair.
Its the same thing I just commented on for Emily. It seems if your attractive to begin with you only become more attractive and the changes aren't as dramatic. Like I said an another post to you...you are very cis looking and pretty. I know its hard for you to believe that and maybe even see it for yourself, but its the truth.
I am in no way nearly as attractive as you are, but I have had positive things said about me from people I work with and even people I am not that familiar with. I also have been told similar things on here when I post a pic. even though I appreciate all the positive comments and they do make me feel good....its somewhat not the same since the opinions come from people from a "support" point of view rather than just a casual point of view. Though maybe I am thinking this wrong ????
I would love to hang with you....I would easily settle for being the ugly chick that hangs with the good looking ones...I'll take the guys you turn down LOL
Hi everyone! I've been a lurker on this thread for months. You girls have given me the motivation to transition and I figured I would go ahead and post some of my pics. :)
Three months on HRT and ~60 pounds lighter (it took me two years to lose the weight). I am 22 years old. Both of the "after" pics were taken an hour ago. No FFS, although I will be getting FFS done this month. Cannot wait! ;D
Pics on the left was when I was most uncomfortable with myself some two years ago.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi62.tinypic.com%2Fwb6zur.jpg&hash=8f96f3239f8cb02c1347594e7e584bc38fc39d5b)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi62.tinypic.com%2Fngt0y0.jpg&hash=7657d89f1e65c29963fae1aa69f0802182b0b8fd)
Quote from: Roni on June 04, 2014, 12:54:44 AM
Hi everyone! I've been a lurker on this thread for months. You girls have given me the motivation to transition and I figured I would go ahead and post some of my pics. :)
Three months on HRT and ~60 pounds lighter (it took me two years to lose the weight). I am 22 years old. Both of the "after" pics were taken an hour ago. No FFS, although I will be getting FFS done this month. Cannot wait! ;D
Pics on the left was when I was most uncomfortable with myself some two years ago.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi62.tinypic.com%2Fwb6zur.jpg&hash=8f96f3239f8cb02c1347594e7e584bc38fc39d5b)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi62.tinypic.com%2Fngt0y0.jpg&hash=7657d89f1e65c29963fae1aa69f0802182b0b8fd)
Looking great Roni! Definitely a improvement from male version :)
Quote from: Kyra553 on June 04, 2014, 01:06:41 AM
Looking great Roni! Definitely a improvement from male version :)
Thank you Kyra! :)
Quote from: Roni on June 04, 2014, 12:54:44 AM
Hi everyone! I've been a lurker on this thread for months. You girls have given me the motivation to transition and I figured I would go ahead and post some of my pics. :)
Three months on HRT and ~60 pounds lighter (it took me two years to lose the weight). I am 22 years old. Both of the "after" pics were taken an hour ago. No FFS, although I will be getting FFS done this month. Cannot wait! ;D
Pics on the left was when I was most uncomfortable with myself some two years ago.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi62.tinypic.com%2Fwb6zur.jpg&hash=8f96f3239f8cb02c1347594e7e584bc38fc39d5b)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi62.tinypic.com%2Fngt0y0.jpg&hash=7657d89f1e65c29963fae1aa69f0802182b0b8fd)
You look amazing! And FFS? On what? This will be the shortest FFS in history. ;D
Quote from: Roni on June 04, 2014, 12:54:44 AM
Hi everyone! I've been a lurker on this thread for months. You girls have given me the motivation to transition and I figured I would go ahead and post some of my pics. :)
Three months on HRT and ~60 pounds lighter (it took me two years to lose the weight). I am 22 years old. Both of the "after" pics were taken an hour ago. No FFS, although I will be getting FFS done this month. Cannot wait! ;D
Pics on the left was when I was most uncomfortable with myself some two years ago.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi62.tinypic.com%2Fwb6zur.jpg&hash=8f96f3239f8cb02c1347594e7e584bc38fc39d5b)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi62.tinypic.com%2Fngt0y0.jpg&hash=7657d89f1e65c29963fae1aa69f0802182b0b8fd)
Roni, you are so cute! Wow, what an improvement. You were to begin with, but that is such a great transformation.
Quote from: Roni on June 04, 2014, 12:54:44 AM
Hi everyone! I've been a lurker on this thread for months. You girls have given me the motivation to transition and I figured I would go ahead and post some of my pics. :)
Three months on HRT and ~60 pounds lighter (it took me two years to lose the weight). I am 22 years old. Both of the "after" pics were taken an hour ago. No FFS, although I will be getting FFS done this month. Cannot wait! ;D
Pics on the left was when I was most uncomfortable with myself some two years ago.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi62.tinypic.com%2Fwb6zur.jpg&hash=8f96f3239f8cb02c1347594e7e584bc38fc39d5b)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi62.tinypic.com%2Fngt0y0.jpg&hash=7657d89f1e65c29963fae1aa69f0802182b0b8fd)
Oh my what a doll you are. You don't need any FFS sweetie!
Quote from: Roni on June 04, 2014, 12:54:44 AM
Hi everyone! I've been a lurker on this thread for months. You girls have given me the motivation to transition and I figured I would go ahead and post some of my pics. :)
Three months on HRT and ~60 pounds lighter (it took me two years to lose the weight). I am 22 years old. Both of the "after" pics were taken an hour ago. No FFS, although I will be getting FFS done this month. Cannot wait! ;D
Pics on the left was when I was most uncomfortable with myself some two years ago.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi62.tinypic.com%2Fwb6zur.jpg&hash=8f96f3239f8cb02c1347594e7e584bc38fc39d5b)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi62.tinypic.com%2Fngt0y0.jpg&hash=7657d89f1e65c29963fae1aa69f0802182b0b8fd)
Excuse my language, but holy
>-bleeped-< that's an amazing transformation!
Quote from: Roni on June 04, 2014, 12:54:44 AM
Hi everyone! I've been a lurker on this thread for months. You girls have given me the motivation to transition and I figured I would go ahead and post some of my pics. :)
Three months on HRT and ~60 pounds lighter (it took me two years to lose the weight). I am 22 years old. Both of the "after" pics were taken an hour ago. No FFS, although I will be getting FFS done this month. Cannot wait! ;D
Pics on the left was when I was most uncomfortable with myself some two years ago.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi62.tinypic.com%2Fwb6zur.jpg&hash=8f96f3239f8cb02c1347594e7e584bc38fc39d5b)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi62.tinypic.com%2Fngt0y0.jpg&hash=7657d89f1e65c29963fae1aa69f0802182b0b8fd)
Loosing 60 lbs is a great achievement. You should be proud of yourself.
I do not think FFS is a must for you.
barbie~~
Quote from: Roni on June 04, 2014, 12:54:44 AM
Hi everyone! I've been a lurker on this thread for months. You girls have given me the motivation to transition and I figured I would go ahead and post some of my pics. :)
Three months on HRT and ~60 pounds lighter (it took me two years to lose the weight). I am 22 years old. Both of the "after" pics were taken an hour ago. No FFS, although I will be getting FFS done this month. Cannot wait! ;D
Pics on the left was when I was most uncomfortable with myself some two years ago.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi62.tinypic.com%2Fwb6zur.jpg&hash=8f96f3239f8cb02c1347594e7e584bc38fc39d5b)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi62.tinypic.com%2Fngt0y0.jpg&hash=7657d89f1e65c29963fae1aa69f0802182b0b8fd)
great progress for three months
@ Kyra, Jane, Kate, Megan, Shantel, Bijou, Barbie, and Stephanie
You girls are awesome! Thank you so much for the kind words. ;D
Quote from: @Diana on May 04, 2014, 03:49:50 AM
you're welcome yoonsooyi ! cant wait to see you with bang ;D
Here it is! :) Sorry for the delay. What do you think?
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2F24.media.tumblr.com%2F759ba799de3d25a7b3cb110b61c148e9%2Ftumblr_n6jdxt6EP61rgdareo1_500.jpg&hash=c95c2a246086e817b859009bfc95aaf13c9b5431)
Quote from: yoonsooyi on June 04, 2014, 10:23:59 PM
Here it is! :) Sorry for the delay. What do you think?
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2F24.media.tumblr.com%2F759ba799de3d25a7b3cb110b61c148e9%2Ftumblr_n6jdxt6EP61rgdareo1_500.jpg&hash=c95c2a246086e817b859009bfc95aaf13c9b5431)
Your very pretty yoonsooyi, bangs look great on you. Diana gave you a great suggestion!
Ally :icon_flower:
Quote from: yoonsooyi on June 04, 2014, 10:23:59 PM
Here it is! :) Sorry for the delay. What do you think?
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2F24.media.tumblr.com%2F759ba799de3d25a7b3cb110b61c148e9%2Ftumblr_n6jdxt6EP61rgdareo1_500.jpg&hash=c95c2a246086e817b859009bfc95aaf13c9b5431)
looks great
Quote from: yoonsooyi on June 04, 2014, 10:23:59 PM
Here it is! :) Sorry for the delay. What do you think?
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2F24.media.tumblr.com%2F759ba799de3d25a7b3cb110b61c148e9%2Ftumblr_n6jdxt6EP61rgdareo1_500.jpg&hash=c95c2a246086e817b859009bfc95aaf13c9b5431)
Ordinary clothes, pretty smile. Natural beauty.
All of you girls look so pretty! :) :)
i agree. you all look so pretty and SO happy.
you must all be so proud of what you have achieved and overcome :)
xx
Today marks my 2 year anniversary for starting hrt. To commemorate the event, I decided to finally post a couple of pictures on Susan's. Here are a before, and after. The after was taken yesterday at the zoo with my son. (I have never posted pictures, so let me know if you can't see them)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1265.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fjj518%2FTgirlBrooke777%2FFall_2009050_zps38ef79ed.jpg&hash=74ea8279fceb762af5fee9e12a29d2e1d2a2706b)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1265.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fjj518%2FTgirlBrooke777%2F20140607_153206_zps24964228.jpg&hash=ed7a5cda67cb42546e8c18b66f6e94ca92ce9d91)
Quote from: Brooke777 on June 08, 2014, 10:49:42 AM
Today marks my 2 year anniversary for starting hrt. To commemorate the event, I decided to finally post a couple of pictures on Susan's. Here are a before, and after. The after was taken yesterday at the zoo with my son. (I have never posted pictures, so let me know if you can't see them)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1265.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fjj518%2FTgirlBrooke777%2FFall_2009050_zps38ef79ed.jpg&hash=74ea8279fceb762af5fee9e12a29d2e1d2a2706b)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1265.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fjj518%2FTgirlBrooke777%2F20140607_153206_zps24964228.jpg&hash=ed7a5cda67cb42546e8c18b66f6e94ca92ce9d91)
Pretty amazing transition Brooke, your son just adores you too, so cute!
Quote from: Brooke777 on June 08, 2014, 10:49:42 AM
Today marks my 2 year anniversary for starting hrt. To commemorate the event, I decided to finally post a couple of pictures on Susan's. Here are a before, and after. The after was taken yesterday at the zoo with my son. (I have never posted pictures, so let me know if you can't see them)
Good choice to transition, Brooke. Your before looks like Wil Weaton.
Quote from: Dee Walker on June 08, 2014, 11:31:18 AM
Good choice to transition, Brooke. Your before looks like Wil Weaton.
What you can't tell from that picture is I had a 44" chest, and 19" biceps. I was huge!
Quote from: Shantel on June 08, 2014, 11:19:33 AM
Pretty amazing transition Brooke, your son just adores you too, so cute!
Thank you! He is an amazing kid.
Quote from: Brooke777 on June 08, 2014, 10:49:42 AM
Today marks my 2 year anniversary for starting hrt. To commemorate the event, I decided to finally post a couple of pictures on Susan's. Here are a before, and after. The after was taken yesterday at the zoo with my son. (I have never posted pictures, so let me know if you can't see them)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1265.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fjj518%2FTgirlBrooke777%2FFall_2009050_zps38ef79ed.jpg&hash=74ea8279fceb762af5fee9e12a29d2e1d2a2706b)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1265.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fjj518%2FTgirlBrooke777%2F20140607_153206_zps24964228.jpg&hash=ed7a5cda67cb42546e8c18b66f6e94ca92ce9d91)
You're awesome Brooke and you look awesome. Its always nice to see when someone externally because as beautiful as they are internally. Congrats on two years!!
you look like an older sister instead of a parent
Quote from: Madison (kiara jamie) on June 08, 2014, 11:45:54 AM
you look like an older sister instead of a parent
LOL, thanks! Someone yesterday asked me if I had him when I was in high school. They were shocked to find out that I am 31.
Quote from: Lara the Lover and the Fighter on June 08, 2014, 11:42:29 AM
You're awesome Brooke and you look awesome. Its always nice to see when someone externally because as beautiful as they are internally. Congrats on two years!!
Aw...you're so sweet!
Quote from: Brooke777 on June 08, 2014, 10:49:42 AM
Today marks my 2 year anniversary for starting hrt. To commemorate the event, I decided to finally post a couple of pictures on Susan's. Here are a before, and after. The after was taken yesterday at the zoo with my son. (I have never posted pictures, so let me know if you can't see them)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1265.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fjj518%2FTgirlBrooke777%2FFall_2009050_zps38ef79ed.jpg&hash=74ea8279fceb762af5fee9e12a29d2e1d2a2706b)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1265.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fjj518%2FTgirlBrooke777%2F20140607_153206_zps24964228.jpg&hash=ed7a5cda67cb42546e8c18b66f6e94ca92ce9d91)
Beautiful. Especially with your son giving you a hug. Makes me smile.
Quote from: Megan Joanne on June 08, 2014, 12:09:39 PM
Beautiful. Especially with your son giving you a hug. Makes me smile.
Thank you! He and I have such a close relationship. It's wonderful!
Quote from: Brooke777 on June 08, 2014, 10:49:42 AM
Today marks my 2 year anniversary for starting hrt. To commemorate the event, I decided to finally post a couple of pictures on Susan's. Here are a before, and after. The after was taken yesterday at the zoo with my son. (I have never posted pictures, so let me know if you can't see them)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1265.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fjj518%2FTgirlBrooke777%2FFall_2009050_zps38ef79ed.jpg&hash=74ea8279fceb762af5fee9e12a29d2e1d2a2706b)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1265.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fjj518%2FTgirlBrooke777%2F20140607_153206_zps24964228.jpg&hash=ed7a5cda67cb42546e8c18b66f6e94ca92ce9d91)
Yes. You looks prettier, younger and happier now.
barbie~~
Quote from: barbie on June 08, 2014, 01:39:19 PM
Yes. You looks prettier, younger and happier now.
barbie~~
Thank you! I am much happier than I have ever been.
Brooke, your pics got me crying those happy girl tears!!!
Gaaaaaaa!
Well, I've never posted on here before, but I figure I should try at some point eh? So, this was me either just before I started HRT or just as I did, I honestly don't remember.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1272.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fy394%2FArtopias34%2FMobile%2520Uploads%2Fimage_zpsbacd51cc.jpg&hash=065e5ddb2326aea1d5a645e914a6ce526985eb9c) (http://s1272.photobucket.com/user/Artopias34/media/Mobile%20Uploads/image_zpsbacd51cc.jpg.html)
And then these two are recents attempts to learn the sorcery that is makeup :P Both a little over five months HRT.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1272.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fy394%2FArtopias34%2FMobile%2520Uploads%2Fimage_zpsa2a7fc9d.jpg&hash=b6ecb6c6cfecdf8a67362e26f7db97752e50cf07) (http://s1272.photobucket.com/user/Artopias34/media/Mobile%20Uploads/image_zpsa2a7fc9d.jpg.html)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1272.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fy394%2FArtopias34%2FMobile%2520Uploads%2Fimage_zps86f1e5aa.jpg&hash=402cc6f120fd23ea44b4ac189fec287b9ce47fa0) (http://s1272.photobucket.com/user/Artopias34/media/Mobile%20Uploads/image_zps86f1e5aa.jpg.html)
Quote from: Tori on June 09, 2014, 04:30:01 PM
Brooke, your pics got me crying those happy girl tears!!!
Gaaaaaaa!
Aww....thank you!
Quote from: Brooke777 on June 09, 2014, 06:11:29 PM
Aww....thank you!
Yes, you are a beautiful woman and really nice in person, I'm impressed.
Little over 6.5 months HRT.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1174.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fr609%2FElanavw%2Fbb511e94-2400-46cd-9e84-6abf320660a1_zps0e8c2e33.jpg&hash=5373bb0b8e8d175f5ee8dc42c815069d1f962988) (http://s1174.photobucket.com/user/Elanavw/media/bb511e94-2400-46cd-9e84-6abf320660a1_zps0e8c2e33.jpg.html)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1174.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fr609%2FElanavw%2FIMG_4664_zps3e094724.jpg&hash=0633327db18465cd3bac8012659e83b741c695ba) (http://s1174.photobucket.com/user/Elanavw/media/IMG_4664_zps3e094724.jpg.html)
Wow Elana!!! HRT has been kind to you 8) Great trasformation
Quote from: ElanaV on June 09, 2014, 07:12:15 PM
Little over 6.5 months HRT.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1174.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fr609%2FElanavw%2Fbb511e94-2400-46cd-9e84-6abf320660a1_zps0e8c2e33.jpg&hash=5373bb0b8e8d175f5ee8dc42c815069d1f962988) (http://s1174.photobucket.com/user/Elanavw/media/bb511e94-2400-46cd-9e84-6abf320660a1_zps0e8c2e33.jpg.html)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1174.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fr609%2FElanavw%2FIMG_4664_zps3e094724.jpg&hash=0633327db18465cd3bac8012659e83b741c695ba) (http://s1174.photobucket.com/user/Elanavw/media/IMG_4664_zps3e094724.jpg.html)
yes, very kind, congrats
Thank you! It has been an amazing journey for me.
Quote from: ElanaV on June 09, 2014, 07:12:15 PM
Little over 6.5 months HRT.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1174.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fr609%2FElanavw%2Fbb511e94-2400-46cd-9e84-6abf320660a1_zps0e8c2e33.jpg&hash=5373bb0b8e8d175f5ee8dc42c815069d1f962988) (http://s1174.photobucket.com/user/Elanavw/media/bb511e94-2400-46cd-9e84-6abf320660a1_zps0e8c2e33.jpg.html)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1174.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fr609%2FElanavw%2FIMG_4664_zps3e094724.jpg&hash=0633327db18465cd3bac8012659e83b741c695ba) (http://s1174.photobucket.com/user/Elanavw/media/IMG_4664_zps3e094724.jpg.html)
I can't get over how the facial expression on the before photo says "Yes i'm here just sort of existing" and the after photo says, "I'm thrilled to be alive, vibrant and I'm so happy with my life!" This has been commented on many times before but it is such a true assessment. You are beautiful ElanaV!
Elana, Brooke and Arto, you've all gone through amazing transitions. You all look so much happier (especially you, Elana).
Quote from: ElanaV on June 09, 2014, 07:12:15 PM
Little over 6.5 months HRT.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1174.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fr609%2FElanavw%2Fbb511e94-2400-46cd-9e84-6abf320660a1_zps0e8c2e33.jpg&hash=5373bb0b8e8d175f5ee8dc42c815069d1f962988) (http://s1174.photobucket.com/user/Elanavw/media/bb511e94-2400-46cd-9e84-6abf320660a1_zps0e8c2e33.jpg.html)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1174.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fr609%2FElanavw%2FIMG_4664_zps3e094724.jpg&hash=0633327db18465cd3bac8012659e83b741c695ba) (http://s1174.photobucket.com/user/Elanavw/media/IMG_4664_zps3e094724.jpg.html)
Oh my goodness, so pretty! And I totally agree with Shantel. You look so alive now, so happy.
Quote from: Dee Walker on June 08, 2014, 11:31:18 AM
Good choice to transition, Brooke. Your before looks like Wil Weaton.
So glad I'm not the only one to see this.
Quote from: ElanaV on June 09, 2014, 07:12:15 PM
Little over 6.5 months HRT.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1174.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fr609%2FElanavw%2Fbb511e94-2400-46cd-9e84-6abf320660a1_zps0e8c2e33.jpg&hash=5373bb0b8e8d175f5ee8dc42c815069d1f962988) (http://s1174.photobucket.com/user/Elanavw/media/bb511e94-2400-46cd-9e84-6abf320660a1_zps0e8c2e33.jpg.html)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1174.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fr609%2FElanavw%2FIMG_4664_zps3e094724.jpg&hash=0633327db18465cd3bac8012659e83b741c695ba) (http://s1174.photobucket.com/user/Elanavw/media/IMG_4664_zps3e094724.jpg.html)
That's freaking awesome.......!!!!!!
Quote from: ElanaV on June 09, 2014, 07:12:15 PM
Little over 6.5 months HRT.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1174.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fr609%2FElanavw%2FIMG_4664_zps3e094724.jpg&hash=0633327db18465cd3bac8012659e83b741c695ba) (http://s1174.photobucket.com/user/Elanavw/media/IMG_4664_zps3e094724.jpg.html)
WoW ElanaV you're so very very cute and pretty! And as everyone is pointing out you look soooooooo much happier! Which makes me very very happy for you!
Best Wishes!
Ally :icon_flower:
OK, so I finally have enough courage to post some pictures. Sorry its taken so long, but everyone keeps posting such beautiful picks and I was "meh" about my image. But felt really good Sunday morning getting back from a Pride Prom (which was my first dance I've ever been to and my feet are still killing me). My self esteem was boosted when the person I went with told me a lot of butch lesbians were checking me out because I was dancing and moving really girly. I was totally not aware and just dancing and trying to keep rhythm. Then got hit on by one of them after I had had a drink and my friend was off sitting. I am more interested in men, but still nice to know other people think I look ok.
Things to know:
HRT Method: Pellets (1st was Mod Dose and second was High Dose, with my next dose being Maxed). Plus cycled Micronized Progesterone, due to me not being able to get PP shots regularly.
Procedures : Trachea Shave at month four.
Height: 5'7" Weight: 115lb to 136lb
These two are me Pre HRT, with the one on the left being me in Oct before my breakdown and the one on the right is me on my Birthday 2013.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Foi57.tinypic.com%2Fzx8zna.jpg&hash=00a6cfe1849928829b170e6ddd0adbd58ee00ccd)(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Foi61.tinypic.com%2Fdfhb37.jpg&hash=99499202b323a24d8d287837744f47b4dca0cf3c)
This is just before starting HRT. I sort of let myself go but at this point was working on regaining my health and weight. Next is me Birthday 2014.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Foi57.tinypic.com%2Fwvo3mh.jpg&hash=c51bbe8764aa66383d6d6c86d213a74312ac446a)(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Foi58.tinypic.com%2F33xvszm.jpg&hash=4a4cf73c207b3f9a12a188f00e28251c621ae1c1)
And finally, these are pics of me today at five months on HRT. Sorry about the quality, as these were from my phone and not my camera. Just got off work.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Foi57.tinypic.com%2F349dnhi.jpg&hash=2f2710dcd4caf11c1c3cfac9084c7f35367ca337)(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Foi60.tinypic.com%2Fqxkuvm.jpg&hash=85954f0e2ce31daa0b09ae03a8ebe5c65a73cb4a)
What a difference! So cute Jennifer.Alexandria.
Quote from: Jennifer.Alexandria on June 09, 2014, 11:26:53 PM
OK, so I finally have enough courage to post some pictures. Sorry its taken so long, but everyone keeps posting such beautiful picks and I was "meh" about my image. But felt really good Sunday morning getting back from a Pride Prom (which was my first dance I've ever been to and my feet are still killing me). My self esteem was boosted when the person I went with told me a lot of butch lesbians were checking me out because I was dancing and moving really girly. I was totally not aware and just dancing and trying to keep rhythm. Then got hit on by one of them after I had had a drink and my friend was off sitting. I am more interested in men, but still nice to know other people think I look ok.
Things to know:
HRT Method: Pellets (1st was Mod Dose and second was High Dose, with my next dose being Maxed). Plus cycled Micronized Progesterone, due to me not being able to get PP shots regularly.
Procedures : Trachea Shave at month four.
Height: 5'7" Weight: 115lb to 136lb
These two are me Pre HRT, with the one on the left being me in Oct before my breakdown and the one on the right is me on my Birthday 2013.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Foi57.tinypic.com%2Fzx8zna.jpg&hash=00a6cfe1849928829b170e6ddd0adbd58ee00ccd)(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Foi61.tinypic.com%2Fdfhb37.jpg&hash=99499202b323a24d8d287837744f47b4dca0cf3c)
This is just before starting HRT. I sort of let myself go but at this point was working on regaining my health and weight. Next is me Birthday 2014.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Foi57.tinypic.com%2Fwvo3mh.jpg&hash=c51bbe8764aa66383d6d6c86d213a74312ac446a)(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Foi58.tinypic.com%2F33xvszm.jpg&hash=4a4cf73c207b3f9a12a188f00e28251c621ae1c1)
And finally, these are pics of me today at five months on HRT. Sorry about the quality, as these were from my phone and not my camera. Just got off work.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Foi57.tinypic.com%2F349dnhi.jpg&hash=2f2710dcd4caf11c1c3cfac9084c7f35367ca337)(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Foi60.tinypic.com%2Fqxkuvm.jpg&hash=85954f0e2ce31daa0b09ae03a8ebe5c65a73cb4a)
aww you so adorable and i have to admit you are really doing well, im at 10 months on hrt and i can't even get a girls attention
Thank you Allyda. I am very much happier. :D
Quote from: Allyda on June 09, 2014, 07:57:14 PM
WoW ElanaV you're so very very cute and pretty! And as everyone is pointing out you look soooooooo much happier! Which makes me very very happy for you!
Best Wishes!
Ally :icon_flower:
Brooke - what a change :) You look like young pretty mom her Your son :)
Arto - You are stunning, and freckles make You very cute :).
Elana - You are simply gorgeous :).
Jennifer - You have really softened up, while staying sooo thin (jealous :) ). Seriously, I would not believe You and Your before pic is the same person.
Quote from: Brooke777 on June 08, 2014, 10:49:42 AM
Today marks my 2 year anniversary for starting hrt. To commemorate the event, I decided to finally post a couple of pictures on Susan's. Here are a before, and after. The after was taken yesterday at the zoo with my son. (I have never posted pictures, so let me know if you can't see them)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1265.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fjj518%2FTgirlBrooke777%2FFall_2009050_zps38ef79ed.jpg&hash=74ea8279fceb762af5fee9e12a29d2e1d2a2706b)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1265.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fjj518%2FTgirlBrooke777%2F20140607_153206_zps24964228.jpg&hash=ed7a5cda67cb42546e8c18b66f6e94ca92ce9d91)
This is beautiful.
You're all doing so well.
I know I've said it before, but it's pages like this and people like you that give people like me hope!
Quote from: Madison (kiara jamie) on June 09, 2014, 11:48:38 PM
aww you so adorable and i have to admit you are really doing well, im at 10 months on hrt and i can't even get a girls attention
Totally not true.
Quote from: Jennifer.Alexandria on June 09, 2014, 11:26:53 PM
OK, so I finally have enough courage to post some pictures. Sorry its taken so long, but everyone keeps posting such beautiful picks and I was "meh" about my image. But felt really good Sunday morning getting back from a Pride Prom (which was my first dance I've ever been to and my feet are still killing me). My self esteem was boosted when the person I went with told me a lot of butch lesbians were checking me out because I was dancing and moving really girly. I was totally not aware and just dancing and trying to keep rhythm. Then got hit on by one of them after I had had a drink and my friend was off sitting. I am more interested in men, but still nice to know other people think I look ok.
Things to know:
HRT Method: Pellets (1st was Mod Dose and second was High Dose, with my next dose being Maxed). Plus cycled Micronized Progesterone, due to me not being able to get PP shots regularly.
Procedures : Trachea Shave at month four.
Height: 5'7" Weight: 115lb to 136lb
And finally, these are pics of me today at five months on HRT. Sorry about the quality, as these were from my phone and not my camera. Just got off work.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Foi57.tinypic.com%2F349dnhi.jpg&hash=2f2710dcd4caf11c1c3cfac9084c7f35367ca337)(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Foi60.tinypic.com%2Fqxkuvm.jpg&hash=85954f0e2ce31daa0b09ae03a8ebe5c65a73cb4a)
You look great for only 5 months hrt. Absolutely awesome transformation. I love the professional look you wear it very well!
Ally :icon_flower:
Quote from: Megan Joanne on June 09, 2014, 11:38:38 PM
What a difference! So cute Jennifer.Alexandria.
I agree, she makes a much nicer pretty female than her skinny geeky former male persona. Transition is being good for her!
Oh my, so many replies!
Meagan: You made me blush a little when I read your post. Thank you so much ;D
Madison: What!? I think you look way better than I do. It was also probably just the event. Lots of L but very few G and even fewer T. I am very thankful for my body frame though after going there. 5'7"-5'8" used to be tall for a guy! Now it seems about average for a woman if not a little short?! That or I'm just surrounded by a lot of tall people.
Emily: Heh, thanks. But I was very unhealthily skinny to start off with and have been having to supplement with generic Ensures once or twice a day. I am much happier with the added 20lb, and it seemed it distributed pretty evenly since my entire body was shriveling away :(
Ally: Thanks. I've had to size up a few times already due to my weight gains. 0 > 6. I love shopping at JC Penny's. Was one of the first places I started shopping at where customers and employees weren't giving me weird looks, so made me feel really comfortable. For that reason I continue to shop there, even if their dressing rooms are a bit messy. Mainly there and my local Plato's Closet. I absolutely adore their Worthington and Liz Claiborne lines for professional wear. But for the pants that I have on, its $18 (not on sale) so I wait until there is a sale and the brand is called "Star City" and is located in Juniors.
Shantel: I'm still a little bit, hmmm how would I phrase it..., dorky. Oddly a lot of what I found interesting geek/nerd wise has faded away and I'm enjoying other aspects to my life now. Other hobbies I used to have seem amplified in interest (cooking, cleaning, sorting, organizing). And then shopping! OMG I used to be just in and out, now it seems I'm distracted by anything that's shineyn :laugh:. And clothes shopping might as well be an all day event!
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Brooke: Wow! You and your kid look absolutely beautiful together. I am so happy for you!
Quote from: Jennifer.Alexandria on June 10, 2014, 11:01:40 AM
Shantel: I'm still a little bit, hmmm how would I phrase it..., dorky. Oddly a lot of what I found interesting geek/nerd wise has faded away and I'm enjoying other aspects to my life now. Other hobbies I used to have seem amplified in interest (cooking, cleaning, sorting, organizing). And then shopping! OMG I used to be just in and out, now it seems I'm distracted by anything that's shineyn :laugh:. And clothes shopping might as well be an all day event!
Funny how the brain slips all the way to the female side once HRT has a firm foothold, sounds like you're all girl through and through now honey! I turned into a mall rat myself a few years ago.
Quote from: Jennifer.Alexandria on June 10, 2014, 11:01:40 AM
Ally: Thanks. I've had to size up a few times already due to my weight gains. 0 > 6. I love shopping at JC Penny's. Was one of the first places I started shopping at where customers and employees weren't giving me weird looks, so made me feel really comfortable. For that reason I continue to shop there, even if their dressing rooms are a bit messy. Mainly there and my local Plato's Closet. I absolutely adore their Worthington and Liz Claiborne lines for professional wear. But for the pants that I have on, its $18 (not on sale) so I wait until there is a sale and the brand is called "Star City" and is located in Juniors.
Thanks for the shopping tips. I get emails from JC Penny's all the time but have been ignoring them. From now on I guess I better give them a look. Lately I've been shopping at thrift stores and Zappo's online. I'm thin like you so finding tops, sun dresses, shorts, skirts, etc., that are small enough for me in thrift stores isn't easy. Same with Wal-Mart. Bells though has clothes my size (5-6-7 depending on brand) but they're expensive. I'll give JC Penny's a look.
Best wishes!
Ally :icon_flower:
I like JCPenney. Some of my favourite clothes came from there, and they have sales quite often. A.N.A. jeans and jeggings look good and fit well and I've gotten a few shirts that were good quality and also fit well. Macy's is nice too, and I think has more things in my style (and in general more young adult-oriented clothing) but they're more expensive and have fewer sales, or fewer clothes on sale. :/
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.imageurlhost.com%2Fimages%2F82iguipv1f3sjo2i7o_thumb.jpg&hash=99b001b55b6bc1f080411e445f8aa60a949ced45) (http://www.imageurlhost.com/viewer.php?file=82iguipv1f3sjo2i7o.jpg)
just a short timeline :D
pre (22y.) and 1 Year HRT (28y.)
feeling absolutely happy but still there´s alot happening :)
hugs*
svenja
You look fantastic, sveebee!
Both you and Jennifer have gone through great changes.
Sveebee85, did you have any chin or jaw line surgery at all????
Quote from: Evelyn K on June 11, 2014, 05:49:24 AM
Sveebee85, did you have any chin or jaw line surgery at all????
hey :)
no, no surgeries yet.
Quote from: Artopias34 on June 09, 2014, 05:30:42 PM
Well, I've never posted on here before, but I figure I should try at some point eh? So, this was me either just before I started HRT or just as I did, I honestly don't remember.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1272.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fy394%2FArtopias34%2FMobile%2520Uploads%2Fimage_zpsbacd51cc.jpg&hash=065e5ddb2326aea1d5a645e914a6ce526985eb9c) (http://s1272.photobucket.com/user/Artopias34/media/Mobile%20Uploads/image_zpsbacd51cc.jpg.html)
And then these two are recents attempts to learn the sorcery that is makeup :P Both a little over five months HRT.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1272.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fy394%2FArtopias34%2FMobile%2520Uploads%2Fimage_zpsa2a7fc9d.jpg&hash=b6ecb6c6cfecdf8a67362e26f7db97752e50cf07) (http://s1272.photobucket.com/user/Artopias34/media/Mobile%20Uploads/image_zpsa2a7fc9d.jpg.html)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1272.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fy394%2FArtopias34%2FMobile%2520Uploads%2Fimage_zps86f1e5aa.jpg&hash=402cc6f120fd23ea44b4ac189fec287b9ce47fa0) (http://s1272.photobucket.com/user/Artopias34/media/Mobile%20Uploads/image_zps86f1e5aa.jpg.html)
\o/ Another person in the Freckles club along with me! Looking great btw.
Wow Svenja! I don't even see that similar of facial structure between the two sets of pictures. Congratulations on such great results with 1yr HRT. I wouldn't even think you would need any surgery (facial-wise).
Quote from: sveebee85 on June 11, 2014, 05:42:20 AM
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.imageurlhost.com%2Fimages%2F82iguipv1f3sjo2i7o_thumb.jpg&hash=99b001b55b6bc1f080411e445f8aa60a949ced45) (http://www.imageurlhost.com/viewer.php?file=82iguipv1f3sjo2i7o.jpg)
just a short timeline :D
pre (22y.) and 1 Year HRT (28y.)
feeling absolutely happy but still there´s alot happening :)
hugs*
svenja
You look amazing! Hope you are feeling it too.
Quote from: Megan Joanne on June 11, 2014, 11:35:52 AM
You look amazing! Hope you are feeling it too.
thank you so much! :)
yes i do! i´m really happy with myself and it´s getting better from day to day.
to see the woman i am makes me totally happy - it´s so wonderful :)
But sometimes there´re also moments when i´m a bit sad cause it seams that i see the man´s face and body trough :(
Quote from: Brooke777 on June 08, 2014, 10:49:42 AM
Today marks my 2 year anniversary for starting hrt. To commemorate the event, I decided to finally post a couple of pictures on Susan's. Here are a before, and after. The after was taken yesterday at the zoo with my son. (I have never posted pictures, so let me know if you can't see them)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1265.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fjj518%2FTgirlBrooke777%2FFall_2009050_zps38ef79ed.jpg&hash=74ea8279fceb762af5fee9e12a29d2e1d2a2706b)
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What a great picture - one of the best I've ever seen here. You've turned into a cutie, Brooke, but the fact that two years down the road you're still part of a family and your son is so happy and proud and accepting of you brought a tear to my eye. You're a very lucky young lady, and he's a very lucky young man! :)
Wow, you were gorgeous in both before and after photos!
Quote from: __________ on June 12, 2014, 04:02:25 PM
What a great picture - one of the best I've ever seen here. You've turned into a cutie, Brooke, but the fact that two years down the road you're still part of a family and your son is so happy and proud and accepting of you brought a tear to my eye. You're a very lucky young lady, and he's a very lucky young man! :)
Yes, I truly am a lucky woman. I have the most wonderful, amazing son in the world. Thank you for your kind words.
(Please don't quote the photo's, they will be removed later.)
Well. Here goes nuttin!
Nearly 12 years ago vs today - 3 months HRT No laser yet.
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Now when seeing those two pictures side by side, I can definitely see the femininity shining through, quite a bit, in your now pic. Yeah, get rid of all that facial hair (you going to do your eyebrows too?), some more time on those hormones, and you should be good.
Do you think I really have to do my eyebrows .... awww geez I just did them! Maybe after laser I don't want to risk being clocked.
Quote from: NikaKeyo on June 12, 2014, 09:18:41 PM
Heyas, Nikari Keyotsumi here. I'm new here but I figured I would post a before and after picture.
Before picture: Around 22 yr
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After pictures: 26 yr old & 3 1/2 years on hrt.
First one is my hair dry and in a ponytail so makes my hair look short :3
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Second is after getting my hair wet in the pool. so it got all curly and all over the place.
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awesome! your expression is much more friendly than in boy-mode - really like it!
Quote from: Evelyn K on June 13, 2014, 07:39:15 AM
Do you think I really have to do my eyebrows .... awww geez I just did them! Maybe after laser I don't want to risk being clocked.
i agree with her.
sometimes we´ve to do a bit more to pass,especially when you´re starting hrt.
probably, if hrt worked a alot in your face structure, you can leave those things and turn back more into a natural look :)
I believe I am getting better and more natural with the makeup. I am perfectly aware that I am almost 60, and I am dressing like a teenage girl at the moment. But this is the second time I have gone through puberty, and I am intending to make this time a lot more fun
3 Weeks Before Starting HRT
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Day 126 of HRT
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Day 128 of HRT
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April, you look so cute in that red dress and belt! I wouldn't worry about dress to much as that look seems pretty good on you. Trust me in that I say I know many more people your age that don't even seem to know how to dress let alone style like they want to live and feel young again.
What you said actually reminded me of a cartoon episode i once watched, where the villan wanted to make all the older population super cute and everyone was in frocks and suits.
April your dress is amazing, what a change!!! You look fabolous! The only thing about the dress is that I wouldn't wear it for an everyday look because it's very short lol but if you confident enough go for it, but to me it seems more adapt for a nighty time clubbing scene XD
Quote from: NikaKeyo on June 12, 2014, 09:18:41 PM
Heyas, Nikari Keyotsumi here. I'm new here but I figured I would post a before and after picture.
After pictures: 26 yr old & 3 1/2 years on hrt.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FTeICJNd.jpg&hash=534f6eee2497f0367386883c5bf640fb0b069b7e)
WOW!! You were even cute as a guy -and I'm into girls! You're even more adorable in your after photos. You look gorgeous girl!!
Ally :icon_flower:
Quote from: April Lee on June 13, 2014, 09:45:04 AM
I believe I am getting better and more natural with the makeup. I am perfectly aware that I am almost 60, and I am dressing like a teenage girl at the moment. But this is the second time I have gone through puberty, and I am intending to make this time a lot more fun
3 Weeks Before Starting HRT
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi61.tinypic.com%2Fi1wndx.jpg&hash=fa2aa1a9ce18cba98a019016a3454f106b463bb5)
Day 126 of HRT
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Day 128 of HRT
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Looking years younger April. :)
And you're fine! Dress how you want. That is definitely not how teenage girls dress---more like young adult during a fun night out. ;)
before
http://ushida.deviantart.com/gallery/39150647/Transition#/art/June-2012-no-hormones-yet-380636596?_sid=35eea265
After
http://ushida.deviantart.com/gallery/39150647/Transition#/art/Me-6-11-14-460234808?_sid=37d1128c
Quote from: Teela Renee on June 14, 2014, 04:59:22 PM
before
http://ushida.deviantart.com/gallery/39150647/Transition#/art/June-2012-no-hormones-yet-380636596?_sid=35eea265
After
http://ushida.deviantart.com/gallery/39150647/Transition#/art/Me-6-11-14-460234808?_sid=37d1128c
Teela, you were a real studmeister before but look at you now you darling thing, very dramatic changes!
Quote from: Teela Renee on June 14, 2014, 04:59:22 PM
before
http://ushida.deviantart.com/gallery/39150647/Transition#/art/June-2012-no-hormones-yet-380636596?_sid=35eea265
After
http://ushida.deviantart.com/gallery/39150647/Transition#/art/Me-6-11-14-460234808?_sid=37d1128c
Do You still practice kendo? (it is kinda difficult not to notice that piece of
bōgu in the corner ;).
Hello! My name is Jenna Christina also known as lady valkyrie in here finland.. My changes are mostly style changes.. because Im not taking any hormones yet ...
Before
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after
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(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimageshack.com%2Fa%2Fimg856%2F6180%2Ffhyp.jpg&hash=5ad90f97120cfe892b583505c800dd4dcd1216ec)
Ps: Im sorry if the images appear too big.. Im not good with computers :(
^ And totally don't even look like you need the hormones. Wow!
Quote from: LadyValkyrie on June 15, 2014, 02:17:08 PM
Hello! My name is Jenna Christina also known as lady valkyrie in here finland.. My changes are mostly style changes.. because Im not taking any hormones yet ...
Before
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afterquite pretty
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimageshack.com%2Fa%2Fimg840%2F8235%2Fh924.jpg&hash=fcef008aac3db3dccc596ab3dc8ef3017185ad49)
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Ps: Im sorry if the images appear too big.. Im not good with computers :(
Thanks girls.. :)
Quote from: LadyValkyrie on June 15, 2014, 02:50:58 PM
Thanks girls.. :)
Very pretty Jenna, I understand that it's difficult to get on HRT in some of the Nordic countries, is that right?
Quote from: LadyValkyrie on June 15, 2014, 02:17:08 PM
Hello! My name is Jenna Christina also known as lady valkyrie in here finland.. My changes are mostly style changes.. because Im not taking any hormones yet ...
Before
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimageshack.com%2Fa%2Fimg819%2F8378%2Fsr91.jpg&hash=61d7521c78406a5c6f3e12d03c676b5483034840)
after
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimageshack.com%2Fa%2Fimg840%2F8235%2Fh924.jpg&hash=fcef008aac3db3dccc596ab3dc8ef3017185ad49)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimageshack.com%2Fa%2Fimg856%2F6180%2Ffhyp.jpg&hash=5ad90f97120cfe892b583505c800dd4dcd1216ec)
Ps: Im sorry if the images appear too big.. Im not good with computers :(
wow beautyful!
you look really great!
Quote from: Shantel on June 15, 2014, 03:04:22 PM
Very pretty Jenna, I understand that it's difficult to get on HRT in some of the Nordic countries, is that right?
Sort of.. Theres only 2 psychiatric hospitals in this country where you have to go if you want treatments.. Then theres the "diagnose" process that takes 1-3 years and after that you can get trans diagnose and hormone treatmens, voice therapy etc..
Good point is that surgery is free.. almost everything is free but also difficult to get..
Edit: You ALL look great.. This is my favorite topic to visit as It gave me hope in the first place when I was considering this transition <3
Quote from: LadyValkyrie on June 15, 2014, 02:17:08 PM
Hello! My name is Jenna Christina also known as lady valkyrie in here finland.. My changes are mostly style changes.. because Im not taking any hormones yet ...
Terve :)
You are simply stunning and gorgeous :).
Moikka ;)
Thanks.. You are sweet too :)
I'm glad that I finally found courage to post something.. I have been reading this forum for so long time that I almost feel like I know all :D
Now I go to get my beauty sleep.. Its midnight in here.. Sweet dreams to all ladies :)
Quote from: LadyValkyrie on June 15, 2014, 03:38:07 PM
Sort of.. Theres only 2 psychiatric hospitals in this country where you have to go if you want treatments.. Then theres the "diagnose" process that takes 1-3 years and after that you can get trans diagnose and hormone treatmens, voice therapy etc..
Good point is that surgery is free.. almost everything is free but also difficult to get..
Edit: You ALL look great.. This is my favorite topic to visit as It gave me hope in the first place when I was considering this transition <3
oooh :((
thought only in germany it´s quite difficult to go forward with transition cause of our law & restrictions.
here you´ve to go to psychological therapy for almost 1 year and you´ve to live fulltime also 1 year before you´re allowed to start HRT.
good point, HRT, facial hair removal, voice therapy and finally GRS will be payed by our insurance. but there´s still a lot bureaucracy to do.
it makes it really complicated and you need such a lot documents (3 medical extimates etc.) ...
Quote from: LadyValkyrie on June 15, 2014, 02:17:08 PM
Hello! My name is Jenna Christina also known as lady valkyrie in here finland.. My changes are mostly style changes.. because Im not taking any hormones yet ...
Yay, another Finn! ^^ Stunning Finn, if I may say so! Don't think there are many of us around here. ^^
Quote from: sveebee85 on June 15, 2014, 04:19:15 PM
oooh :((
thought only in germany it´s quite difficult to go forward with transition cause of our law & restrictions.
here you´ve to go to psychological therapy for almost 1 year and you´ve to live fulltime also 1 year before you´re allowed to start HRT.
good point, HRT, facial hair removal, voice therapy and finally GRS will be payed by our insurance. but there´s still a lot bureaucracy to do.
it makes it really complicated and you need such a lot documents (3 medical extimates etc.) ...
That's rough. 1 year RLE before HRT. But you girls seem to be in much better position before than I am. For me HRT and facial hair removal are necessary before even thinking about full time. But our government won't pay for it, so I'm trying to get a job with a company with an insurance plan that will.
Quote from: sveebee85 on June 15, 2014, 04:19:15 PM
oooh :((
thought only in germany it´s quite difficult to go forward with transition cause of our law & restrictions.
here you´ve to go to psychological therapy for almost 1 year and you´ve to live fulltime also 1 year before you´re allowed to start HRT.
good point, HRT, facial hair removal, voice therapy and finally GRS will be payed by our insurance. but there´s still a lot bureaucracy to do.
it makes it really complicated and you need such a lot documents (3 medical extimates etc.) ...
I made a comment in another thread about how shocked I am how some obstensibly progressive European countries treat trans people in relation to the United States. Although not great here by any means, it seems far more continentals than I suspected are stuck 20+ years in the past on treatment.
I mean, RLE before HRT? IMO for quite a few people that's torture. There's folks that flat out couldn't pass without it, so why put them at that risk, knowing the violence against trans people? Then there's the confirmatory aspect of HRT. Imagine spending a year putting up with non passing RLE only to get HRT. And be like "wait. This isn't for me." Granted that's what therapy is for, but there's something Bout getting those pills and everything finally working correctly in your head that takes that shred of self doubt away.
Quote from: ErinS on June 15, 2014, 11:26:20 PM
I made a comment in another thread about how shocked I am how some obstensibly progressive European countries treat trans people in relation to the United States. Although not great here by any means, it seems far more continentals than I suspected are stuck 20+ years in the past on treatment.
Most Americans have the concept that European society is more enlightened, tolerant, and egalitarian... and it isn't always reality. Northern Europe maybe...Southern Europe not so much. Travel around Europe and you'll see what I mean.
Let's stay on topic friends :) This is the 'Before & After Topic' not the 'Let's Discuss European Attitudes Towards Trans People' topic, if you would like such a topic, feel free to create one in the proper forum area
Thank You
V M
Sorry, VM. [/OT]
Quote from: ♡ Emily ♡ on June 15, 2014, 01:06:45 PM
Do You still practice kendo? (it is kinda difficult not to notice that piece of bōgu in the corner ;).
Yep I still practice. Tho ive also adopted the naginata as of late.
So, I'm back and made a video of my transition.
Sorry that most of the pics are taken with the front camera on Iphone 4s. Crappy quality
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SzD1yjcFwd8 (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SzD1yjcFwd8)
Welcome back! You look fantastic :) and the quality is just fine.
Quote from: Snöfrost on June 17, 2014, 02:16:46 PM
So, I'm back and made a video of my transition.
Sorry that most of the pics are taken with the front camera on Iphone 4s. Crappy quality
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SzD1yjcFwd8 (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SzD1yjcFwd8)
wonderful emotional video! it was awesome :)
You´re looking really great ! Wish you the best!
Greetz from Germany :))
Quote from: sveebee85 on June 17, 2014, 04:23:45 PM
wonderful emotional video! it was awesome :)
You´re looking really great ! Wish you the best!
Greetz from Germany :))
Quote from: Mikaela on June 17, 2014, 04:17:50 PM
Welcome back! You look fantastic :) and the quality is just fine.
Thank you, both of you!
I did this video when I wasn't at home. I didn't have as many pictures on my laptop as I have on my desktop, but those pictures will do.
And at least I had a fitting song on my laptop.
Quote from: Snöfrost on June 17, 2014, 02:16:46 PM
So, I'm back and made a video of my transition.
I've always thought you were exotic and lovely woman with such hauntingly beautiful eyes, I'm glad you're back and hope that you are no longer feeling as depressed as you were before.
Quote from: Snöfrost on June 17, 2014, 02:16:46 PM
So, I'm back and made a video of my transition.
Sorry that most of the pics are taken with the front camera on Iphone 4s. Crappy quality
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SzD1yjcFwd8 (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SzD1yjcFwd8)
nice job looking good
Quote from: Snöfrost on June 17, 2014, 02:16:46 PM
So, I'm back and made a video of my transition.
Sorry that most of the pics are taken with the front camera on Iphone 4s. Crappy quality
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SzD1yjcFwd8 (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SzD1yjcFwd8)
That was beautiful. :'(
I love me some transition videos! That was fantastic, Alice!
Quote from: LadyValkyrie on June 15, 2014, 02:17:08 PM
Hello! My name is Jenna Christina also known as lady valkyrie in here finland...
Oh my goodness...you are very beautiful!
Quote from: Snöfrost on June 17, 2014, 02:16:46 PM
So, I'm back and made a video of my transition.
Sorry that most of the pics are taken with the front camera on Iphone 4s. Crappy quality
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SzD1yjcFwd8 (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SzD1yjcFwd8)
Great video, transition, and overall story!
You look spectacular and seem motivated, and that is all ya need girl!
March on my Friend! :)
Sona I've been meaning to ask you. How long has it taken you to lose your muscle mass while on HRT?
I think more than a few of us would love it if you can respond in this thread here about "muscle reduction" ;D
https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php/topic,166182.msg1440715.htm
Quote from: Snöfrost on June 17, 2014, 02:16:46 PM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SzD1yjcFwd8 (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SzD1yjcFwd8)
That was amazing. Congrats to you.
Quote from: Snöfrost on June 17, 2014, 02:16:46 PM
So, I'm back and made a video of my transition.
Sorry that most of the pics are taken with the front camera on Iphone 4s. Crappy quality
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SzD1yjcFwd8 (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SzD1yjcFwd8)
Beautiful video from a beautiful girl.
awwwwww snofrost :')
Quote from: Snöfrost on June 17, 2014, 02:16:46 PM
So, I'm back and made a video of my transition.
Sorry that most of the pics are taken with the front camera on Iphone 4s. Crappy quality
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SzD1yjcFwd8 (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SzD1yjcFwd8)
Very great video. Thanks for posting it. I found the quality to be good as well. You look great!!
Allie :icon_flower:
Just past nine months HRT...really started noticing changes the past several weeks...getting harder to hide the female than the male. It was nice to cross that rubicon.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi61.tinypic.com%2F2nroaxz.jpg&hash=5f0fba76a8cf763f0ffdf5a7be85db2824a43c4c)
Jane
Thank you all!
I will most likely to create a new video when I've done breast augmentation.
Quote from: Snöfrost on June 19, 2014, 03:01:02 PM
Thank you all!
I will most likely to create a new video when I've done breast augmentation.
You're good at creating them -can't wait to see it!
Allie :icon_flower:
Okay! I've been on HRT for 5 months now! The first picture is from June 2013 and the second (on the right) is from a week or so ago! I see a difference! Subtle but there.
(https://fbcdn-sphotos-b-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-xfp1/t1.0-9/10409256_240744006120909_2516098316129325003_n.jpg)
Wow llerret, you looked amazing even before HRT! But there have been a lot of changes between the first and second photo, for sure. I wouldn't even guess that you were trans.
Quote from: llerret on June 19, 2014, 11:42:57 PM
Okay! I've been on HRT for 5 months now! The first picture is from June 2013 and the second (on the right) is from a week or so ago! I see a difference! Subtle but there.
(https://fbcdn-sphotos-b-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-xfp1/t1.0-9/10409256_240744006120909_2516098316129325003_n.jpg)
Me too, you are so pretty btw! :icon_bunch:
Quote from: JaneNicole2013 on June 18, 2014, 11:36:21 PM
Just past nine months HRT...really started noticing changes the past several weeks...getting harder to hide the female than the male. It was nice to cross that rubicon.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi61.tinypic.com%2F2nroaxz.jpg&hash=5f0fba76a8cf763f0ffdf5a7be85db2824a43c4c)
Jane
Coming right along Jane, takes some of us a lot longer than these kids.
Quote from: birkin on June 20, 2014, 12:26:06 AM
Wow llerret, you looked amazing even before HRT! But there have been a lot of changes between the first and second photo, for sure. I wouldn't even guess that you were trans.
Aww thank you so much!
And people can still tell I'm transgender but I love the changes so far!
Quote from: Shantel on June 20, 2014, 08:48:46 AM
Me too, you are so pretty btw! :icon_bunch:
How's it been for you so far?
And thank you so much!!
Quote from: llerret on June 19, 2014, 11:42:57 PM
Okay! I've been on HRT for 5 months now! The first picture is from June 2013 and the second (on the right) is from a week or so ago! I see a difference! Subtle but there.
(https://fbcdn-sphotos-b-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-xfp1/t1.0-9/10409256_240744006120909_2516098316129325003_n.jpg)
before and after - both absolutely gorgeous!
i really see only see women in you! Great!
Quote from: llerret on June 19, 2014, 11:42:57 PM
Okay! I've been on HRT for 5 months now! The first picture is from June 2013 and the second (on the right) is from a week or so ago! I see a difference! Subtle but there.
(https://fbcdn-sphotos-b-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-xfp1/t1.0-9/10409256_240744006120909_2516098316129325003_n.jpg)
You always were gorgeous even before hrt, and now you've been on hrt for 5 months you look simply radiant! I loooove your hair too!
Ally :icon_flower:
Quote from: llerret on June 19, 2014, 11:42:57 PM
Okay! I've been on HRT for 5 months now! The first picture is from June 2013 and the second (on the right) is from a week or so ago! I see a difference! Subtle but there.
(https://fbcdn-sphotos-b-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-xfp1/t1.0-9/10409256_240744006120909_2516098316129325003_n.jpg)
Isn't it weird how subtle changes can make all the difference. I know your eyes are wider but I can't quite put my finger on the other changes, but it's there.
This is amazing for only 5 months.
Quote from: llerret on June 20, 2014, 11:42:26 AM
How's it been for you so far?
And thank you so much!!
Oh Lierret I'm older then dirt and wouldn't show my mug in this thread and ruin everyone's day. I wanted to add that your hair color looks really good and complements your skin tone nicely, you really are very pretty and have good style and color sense.
Quote from: llerret on June 19, 2014, 11:42:57 PM
Okay! I've been on HRT for 5 months now! The first picture is from June 2013 and the second (on the right) is from a week or so ago! I see a difference! Subtle but there.
(https://fbcdn-sphotos-b-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-xfp1/t1.0-9/10409256_240744006120909_2516098316129325003_n.jpg)
Yeah, I do see a subtle softening of your face. You are a very beautiful woman Llerret!
Quote from: JaneNicole2013 on June 18, 2014, 11:36:21 PM
Just past nine months HRT...really started noticing changes the past several weeks...getting harder to hide the female than the male. It was nice to cross that rubicon.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi61.tinypic.com%2F2nroaxz.jpg&hash=5f0fba76a8cf763f0ffdf5a7be85db2824a43c4c)
Jane
Wow Jane, that's impressive. I can see some very distinct differences, a rounder face, softer skin, and mostly... a happier you! And
that is always a great change to see :)
Quote from: Snöfrost on June 17, 2014, 02:16:46 PM
So, I'm back and made a video of my transition.
Sorry that most of the pics are taken with the front camera on Iphone 4s. Crappy quality
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SzD1yjcFwd8 (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SzD1yjcFwd8)
Ser bra ut! :D
ionly three months on hrt but I still think my transformation has been significant! before or at least the very beginning when I first started wearing makeup(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi100.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fm37%2FAnna_Bolton%2Fimage201208250001_zps31050bbf.jpg&hash=315c6423552febc15b0502ac3e83f0c45eb7274c)
after (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi100.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fm37%2FAnna_Bolton%2F10156003_760667873952703_558610570_n_zps8404c28b.jpg&hash=ec01583f8f2c3db39dad1db1afbacd60e5759967)
Quote from: Annabolton on June 21, 2014, 06:37:36 PM
ionly three months on hrt but I still think my transformation has been significant! before or at least the very beginning when I first started wearing makeup(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi100.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fm37%2FAnna_Bolton%2Fimage201208250001_zps31050bbf.jpg&hash=315c6423552febc15b0502ac3e83f0c45eb7274c)
after (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi100.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fm37%2FAnna_Bolton%2F10156003_760667873952703_558610570_n_zps8404c28b.jpg&hash=ec01583f8f2c3db39dad1db1afbacd60e5759967)
You look very pretty Anna -especially after only 3 months on hrt. I love your hair as well!
Ally :icon_flower:
thanx
Quote from: Annabolton on June 21, 2014, 06:37:36 PM
ionly three months on hrt but I still think my transformation has been significant! before or at least the very beginning when I first started wearing makeup(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi100.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fm37%2FAnna_Bolton%2Fimage201208250001_zps31050bbf.jpg&hash=315c6423552febc15b0502ac3e83f0c45eb7274c)
after (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi100.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fm37%2FAnna_Bolton%2F10156003_760667873952703_558610570_n_zps8404c28b.jpg&hash=ec01583f8f2c3db39dad1db1afbacd60e5759967)
you really look good
Quote from: sveebee85 on June 20, 2014, 01:06:06 PM
before and after - both absolutely gorgeous!
i really see only see women in you! Great!
Why thank you!
Quote from: Allyda on June 20, 2014, 02:11:55 PM
You always were gorgeous even before hrt, and now you've been on hrt for 5 months you look simply radiant! I loooove your hair too!
Ally :icon_flower:
Thank you so much!!!
Quote from: Evelyn K on June 20, 2014, 02:15:34 PM
Isn't it weird how subtle changes can make all the difference. I know your eyes are wider but I can't quite put my finger on the other changes, but it's there.
This is amazing for only 5 months.
Yes the eyes are the main change I notice like omg! And thank you so much!
Quote from: Shantel on June 21, 2014, 10:09:41 AM
Oh Lierret I'm older then dirt and wouldn't show my mug in this thread and ruin everyone's day. I wanted to add that your hair color looks really good and complements your skin tone nicely, you really are very pretty and have good style and color sense.
I appreciate your compliments so much! thank you :)
And everyone is affirming here. Show that mug if you want
Quote from: Alaia on June 21, 2014, 02:29:11 PM
Yeah, I do see a subtle softening of your face. You are a very beautiful woman Llerret!
Thank you so much, hun
Quote from: Annabolton on June 21, 2014, 06:37:36 PM
ionly three months on hrt but I still think my transformation has been significant! before or at least the very beginning when I first started wearing makeup(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi100.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fm37%2FAnna_Bolton%2Fimage201208250001_zps31050bbf.jpg&hash=315c6423552febc15b0502ac3e83f0c45eb7274c)
after (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi100.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fm37%2FAnna_Bolton%2F10156003_760667873952703_558610570_n_zps8404c28b.jpg&hash=ec01583f8f2c3db39dad1db1afbacd60e5759967)
Hey Anna, you have a realistic shot at turning beautiful. There's win in all of your photo's.
Keep it up!
Quote from: Evelyn K on June 21, 2014, 08:36:01 PM
Hey Anna, you have a realistic shot at turning beautiful. There's win in all of your photo's.
Keep it up!
turning beautiful? Pretty sure she's already there.
Quote from: Zoë on May 23, 2014, 04:59:43 PM
Well its now been what, 3 and a half months that I've been on HRT? :) Here's an update (and a refresher)
Before:
(https://fbcdn-sphotos-f-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-prn2/t31.0-8/1462765_10201868640531620_1955425405_o.jpg)
(https://fbcdn-sphotos-c-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-prn1/t1.0-9/68451_223832381081014_325703007_n.jpg)
Now:
(https://scontent-b-lga.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-prn2/t1.0-9/10308146_10152279520459191_5546438807043208384_n.jpg)
(https://scontent-b-lga.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-prn2/t1.0-9/10300703_473149249482658_2481846764040394291_n.jpg)
(https://scontent-a-lga.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-prn2/t1.0-9/10374889_474154152715501_796047068587220887_n.jpg)
(https://scontent-b-lga.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-prn1/t1.0-9/10389012_474670449330538_5431568358841853270_n.jpg)
Here's an update! 129 days on hormones! All pics are from last night/this morning :)
(https://fbcdn-sphotos-f-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-xpf1/v/t1.0-9/10435483_10152367239264191_7523862133537185143_n.jpg?oh=31245b887d4bd052ac9042eaacb4a428&oe=54295341&__gda__=1411190590_63cdf04a51277138f8529d312a023292)
(https://scontent-b-lga.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-xap1/t1.0-9/p417x417/10436691_249609815236361_5130195489329740131_n.jpg)
(https://scontent-a-lga.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-xpf1/t1.0-9/10151860_249500701913939_448709931157857938_n.jpg)
(https://scontent-b-lga.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-xpf1/t1.0-9/10371427_249194018611274_2553227714261992603_n.jpg)
very nice
Quote from: Zoë on June 22, 2014, 06:13:57 PM
Here's an update! 129 days on hormones! All pics are from last night/this morning :)
(https://fbcdn-sphotos-f-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-xpf1/v/t1.0-9/10435483_10152367239264191_7523862133537185143_n.jpg?oh=31245b887d4bd052ac9042eaacb4a428&oe=54295341&__gda__=1411190590_63cdf04a51277138f8529d312a023292)
(https://scontent-b-lga.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-xap1/t1.0-9/p417x417/10436691_249609815236361_5130195489329740131_n.jpg)
(https://scontent-a-lga.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-xpf1/t1.0-9/10151860_249500701913939_448709931157857938_n.jpg)
(https://scontent-b-lga.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-xpf1/t1.0-9/10371427_249194018611274_2553227714261992603_n.jpg)
Yes you look super fabulously great!! I like your new hairstyle. It looks very cute!
Ally :icon_flower:
Quote from: 930310 on June 21, 2014, 02:37:32 PM
Ser bra ut! :D
Man får tacka, även om den sattes ihop i hast!
[Thank you, even that I put this together in a hurry]
Quote from: Annabolton on June 21, 2014, 06:37:36 PM
ionly three months on hrt but I still think my transformation has been significant! before or at least the very beginning when I first started wearing makeup(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi100.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fm37%2FAnna_Bolton%2Fimage201208250001_zps31050bbf.jpg&hash=315c6423552febc15b0502ac3e83f0c45eb7274c)
after (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi100.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fm37%2FAnna_Bolton%2F10156003_760667873952703_558610570_n_zps8404c28b.jpg&hash=ec01583f8f2c3db39dad1db1afbacd60e5759967)
you´re looking gorgeous! really! :)
So I started here.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1179.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fx395%2FCarolinaBob1983%2Ffoumlre_zpsc09b9878.jpg&hash=5a09eb3fd9996e1d3d0170ef9837b1fcd6fe8a22) (http://s1179.photobucket.com/user/CarolinaBob1983/media/foumlre_zpsc09b9878.jpg.html)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1179.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fx395%2FCarolinaBob1983%2F181905_1822729576160_1477834255_32023800_439644_n.jpg&hash=26144f09c435b4004cc054ec8d9a7d108dad9703) (http://s1179.photobucket.com/user/CarolinaBob1983/media/181905_1822729576160_1477834255_32023800_439644_n.jpg.html)
Now I am here.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1179.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fx395%2FCarolinaBob1983%2FMobile%2520Uploads%2FIMG_20140622_175925_zpsf886800d.jpg&hash=a4d31215609ffb4bf6a940d576f696955515fd3e) (http://s1179.photobucket.com/user/CarolinaBob1983/media/Mobile%20Uploads/IMG_20140622_175925_zpsf886800d.jpg.html)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1179.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fx395%2FCarolinaBob1983%2FMobile%2520Uploads%2FIMG_20140619_212020_zpsd11ec1f7.jpg&hash=c8ac40eb090e78943eab8c7654979a12faf87521) (http://s1179.photobucket.com/user/CarolinaBob1983/media/Mobile%20Uploads/IMG_20140619_212020_zpsd11ec1f7.jpg.html)
Wow Annabolton. You look amazing :o
Quote from: Carolina1983 on June 24, 2014, 05:32:55 AM
So I started here.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1179.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fx395%2FCarolinaBob1983%2Ffoumlre_zpsc09b9878.jpg&hash=5a09eb3fd9996e1d3d0170ef9837b1fcd6fe8a22) (http://s1179.photobucket.com/user/CarolinaBob1983/media/foumlre_zpsc09b9878.jpg.html)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1179.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fx395%2FCarolinaBob1983%2F181905_1822729576160_1477834255_32023800_439644_n.jpg&hash=26144f09c435b4004cc054ec8d9a7d108dad9703) (http://s1179.photobucket.com/user/CarolinaBob1983/media/181905_1822729576160_1477834255_32023800_439644_n.jpg.html)
Now I am here.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1179.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fx395%2FCarolinaBob1983%2FMobile%2520Uploads%2FIMG_20140622_175925_zpsf886800d.jpg&hash=a4d31215609ffb4bf6a940d576f696955515fd3e) (http://s1179.photobucket.com/user/CarolinaBob1983/media/Mobile%20Uploads/IMG_20140622_175925_zpsf886800d.jpg.html)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1179.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fx395%2FCarolinaBob1983%2FMobile%2520Uploads%2FIMG_20140619_212020_zpsd11ec1f7.jpg&hash=c8ac40eb090e78943eab8c7654979a12faf87521) (http://s1179.photobucket.com/user/CarolinaBob1983/media/Mobile%20Uploads/IMG_20140619_212020_zpsd11ec1f7.jpg.html)
Carolina, you're so gorgeous and I love your style!
So many gorgeous and fabulous transformations here! :)
Quote from: LizMarie on June 24, 2014, 01:56:05 PM
So many gorgeous and fabulous transformations here! :)
So true. One day I'm gonna marry this topic and become "Mrs. Emma Topic144104".
Quote from: Incarlina on June 24, 2014, 03:22:55 PM
So true. One day I'm gonna marry this topic and become "Mrs. Emma Topic144104".
Lmao, I agree too there are a lot of very beautiful ladies here in this thread. I'm way too jealous to post here.
Ally :icon_flower:
Quote from: llerret on June 19, 2014, 11:42:57 PM
Okay! I've been on HRT for 5 months now! The first picture is from June 2013 and the second (on the right) is from a week or so ago! I see a difference! Subtle but there.
(https://fbcdn-sphotos-b-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-xfp1/t1.0-9/10409256_240744006120909_2516098316129325003_n.jpg)
Well........hello there. :icon_bunch:
I really don't like posting pics like this but I feel like I have to pay it forward. Before and after pics were soooooo helpful early in my transition.
All I can say is, if I can do it then you can do it.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fonebodyperlifetime.com%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2014%2F06%2F1549658240.jpg&hash=d048ce339c2793ffa2c89aea6daf5a4131bc710a)
about two years ago. I was a 200lb train wreck. I only held it together for my children.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fonebodyperlifetime.com%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2014%2F06%2Ff9990.jpg&hash=a7da1e6566e09b01acd50ab316e5bbafcd4eaffb)
I posted this picture in the "can I pass one day" thread. It seemed like no one wanted to respond because it didn't seem likely that I could pass. Around that time I also started HRT.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fonebodyperlifetime.com%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2014%2F06%2FSnapshot_20140627.jpg&hash=dc122c5eb02004048f28eda8f5c84693ca39e89e)
I just took this one a second ago with the same shirt on as before and with the same camera. I think its been around 7 months between those two pictures.
Lara amazing!
Quote from: FalseHybridPrincess on June 27, 2014, 11:23:53 AM
Lara amazing!
Amazing?? No no no no......You're the one thats amazing!
Quote from: Lara the Lover and the Fighter on June 27, 2014, 11:23:03 AM
I really don't like posting pics like this but I feel like I have to pay it forward. Before and after pics were soooooo helpful early in my transition.
All I can say is, if I can do it then you can do it.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fonebodyperlifetime.com%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2014%2F06%2F1549658240.jpg&hash=d048ce339c2793ffa2c89aea6daf5a4131bc710a)
about two years ago. I was a 200lb train wreck. I only held it together for my children.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fonebodyperlifetime.com%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2014%2F06%2Ff9990.jpg&hash=a7da1e6566e09b01acd50ab316e5bbafcd4eaffb)
I posted this picture in the "can I pass one day" thread. It seemed like no one wanted to respond because it didn't seem likely that I could pass. Around that time I also started HRT.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fonebodyperlifetime.com%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2014%2F06%2FSnapshot_20140627.jpg&hash=dc122c5eb02004048f28eda8f5c84693ca39e89e)
I just took this one a second ago with the same shirt on as before and with the same camera. I think its been around 7 months between those two pictures.
Lara you are looking great hon! I also think your avatar says it all.
Quote from: Lara the Lover and the Fighter on June 27, 2014, 11:31:25 AM
Amazing?? No no no no......You're the one thats amazing!
Im pretty sure you pass better than me dear!
you look awesome :)
Quote from: Lara the Lover and the Fighter on June 27, 2014, 11:23:03 AM
I really don't like posting pics like this but I feel like I have to pay it forward. Before and after pics were soooooo helpful early in my transition.
All I can say is, if I can do it then you can do it.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fonebodyperlifetime.com%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2014%2F06%2F1549658240.jpg&hash=d048ce339c2793ffa2c89aea6daf5a4131bc710a)
about two years ago. I was a 200lb train wreck. I only held it together for my children.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fonebodyperlifetime.com%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2014%2F06%2Ff9990.jpg&hash=a7da1e6566e09b01acd50ab316e5bbafcd4eaffb)
I posted this picture in the "can I pass one day" thread. It seemed like no one wanted to respond because it didn't seem likely that I could pass. Around that time I also started HRT.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fonebodyperlifetime.com%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2014%2F06%2FSnapshot_20140627.jpg&hash=dc122c5eb02004048f28eda8f5c84693ca39e89e)
I just took this one a second ago with the same shirt on as before and with the same camera. I think its been around 7 months between those two pictures.
You are so beautiful, and not just only on the outside. Must be something of a wonderful feeling, going from father to becoming a mother. Your avatar says it all. :)
@falsehybridprincess Well, I still think you are prettier than me and I don't ever say that out loud to anyone!! lol
@Megan Joanne Thank you so much!! You are beautiful too!
It is an amazing feeling. I've got four kids and I can see a glow in all of them that I never noticed before. Being their "second mom" is something beyond my wildest dreams. Oh and I am loving the stitch art on your deviantart page. Very nice!
Quote from: Lara the Lover and the Fighter on June 27, 2014, 11:23:03 AM
I really don't like posting pics like this but I feel like I have to pay it forward. Before and after pics were soooooo helpful early in my transition.
All I can say is, if I can do it then you can do it.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fonebodyperlifetime.com%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2014%2F06%2F1549658240.jpg&hash=d048ce339c2793ffa2c89aea6daf5a4131bc710a)
about two years ago. I was a 200lb train wreck. I only held it together for my children.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fonebodyperlifetime.com%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2014%2F06%2Ff9990.jpg&hash=a7da1e6566e09b01acd50ab316e5bbafcd4eaffb)
I posted this picture in the "can I pass one day" thread. It seemed like no one wanted to respond because it didn't seem likely that I could pass. Around that time I also started HRT.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fonebodyperlifetime.com%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2014%2F06%2FSnapshot_20140627.jpg&hash=dc122c5eb02004048f28eda8f5c84693ca39e89e)
I just took this one a second ago with the same shirt on as before and with the same camera. I think its been around 7 months between those two pictures.
Wow! You look so lovely Lara :)
Lara, that's a lovely transformation! You definitely look feminine.
@Aunty Shan You are more beautiful than all of us. Your light shines through with every word that you type.
@kimberley Bearegard and Jname Thanks so much!! :)
Quote from: Lara the Lover and the Fighter on June 27, 2014, 11:23:03 AM
I really don't like posting pics like this but I feel like I have to pay it forward. Before and after pics were soooooo helpful early in my transition.
All I can say is, if I can do it then you can do it.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fonebodyperlifetime.com%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2014%2F06%2F1549658240.jpg&hash=d048ce339c2793ffa2c89aea6daf5a4131bc710a)
about two years ago. I was a 200lb train wreck. I only held it together for my children.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fonebodyperlifetime.com%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2014%2F06%2FSnapshot_20140627.jpg&hash=dc122c5eb02004048f28eda8f5c84693ca39e89e)
I just took this one a second ago with the same shirt on as before and with the same camera. I think its been around 7 months between those two pictures.
All I can say Laura is Amazingly Awesome! Your before and afters are a real inspiration.
Ally :icon_flower:
@Allyda Thanks so much. The people on Susan's helped me so much getting through all the hard parts. I really don't know where I would have ended up. It scares me to think about it.
Quote from: Lara the Lover and the Fighter on June 28, 2014, 10:43:04 AM
Allyda Thanks so much. The people on Susan's helped me so much getting through all the hard parts. I really don't know where I would have ended up. It scares me to think about it.
Me also. Many lovely ladies pulled me back from the brink in the beginning, and everyone on this website showed me that despite my age I can look good and have a happy life, and that I was far from too old to begin my transformation. Like you, It's very scary to imagine if I'd even be here today if it weren't for this Website and the lovely ladies (and a few gents too) that were there for me in the beginning. Now I'm happier than ever not looking back, and looking forward to my SRS and VFS (not necessarily in that order, lol), and FFS if I determine I need it after a few years on hrt.
You do look absolutely fabulous though, and such cute kids too. Enjoy it Laura you deserve it, we all do.
Ally :icon_flower:
Amazing transformation Lara! I can hardly believe the first and last pictures are the same person. o.O I also find your face really comforting for some reason, you just look like a very kind-hearted person. :)
Quote from: birkin on June 28, 2014, 07:01:47 PM
Amazing transformation Lara! I can hardly believe the first and last pictures are the same person. o.O I also find your face really comforting for some reason, you just look like a very kind-hearted person. :)
I second that! Shes so pretty and sweet!
Quote from: Lara the Lover and the Fighter on June 27, 2014, 11:23:03 AM
I really don't like posting pics like this but I feel like I have to pay it forward. Before and after pics were soooooo helpful early in my transition.
All I can say is, if I can do it then you can do it.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fonebodyperlifetime.com%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2014%2F06%2F1549658240.jpg&hash=d048ce339c2793ffa2c89aea6daf5a4131bc710a)
about two years ago. I was a 200lb train wreck. I only held it together for my children.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fonebodyperlifetime.com%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2014%2F06%2Ff9990.jpg&hash=a7da1e6566e09b01acd50ab316e5bbafcd4eaffb)
I posted this picture in the "can I pass one day" thread. It seemed like no one wanted to respond because it didn't seem likely that I could pass. Around that time I also started HRT.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fonebodyperlifetime.com%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2014%2F06%2FSnapshot_20140627.jpg&hash=dc122c5eb02004048f28eda8f5c84693ca39e89e)
I just took this one a second ago with the same shirt on as before and with the same camera. I think its been around 7 months between those two pictures.
Wow, you look great! I especially love you in your current avatar.
Four months HRT, one week post-op FFS.
Can't wait to take my nose cast off!
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi60.tinypic.com%2F2lwmahe.jpg&hash=5f98cafa133e14a1ad279b99f8298dfc8460609c)
wow you look great Roni! Can i ask why you had FFS after only 4 months of HRT?
Quote from: jname on June 29, 2014, 04:50:28 AM
wow you look great Roni! Can i ask why you had FFS after only 4 months of HRT?
I presume it's got to do with the fact that bones don't change so no point waiting if you got the time, resources and courage to go through FFS :)
What an amazing transformation, Roni! You look unbelievable! The top half of your face is just perfection now!
Quote from: jname on June 29, 2014, 04:50:28 AM
wow you look great Roni! Can i ask why you had FFS after only 4 months of HRT?
Yeah, like crowcrow said, I only had bone work done---forehead and nose---things that HRT doesn't change a whole lot, if at all. Everything else in my transition is purely cosmetic: hair, makeup, eyebrow reshaping, and laser hair removal... and weight loss haha.
Quote from: Roni on June 29, 2014, 03:48:51 AM
Four months HRT, one week post-op FFS.
Can't wait to take my nose cast off!
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi60.tinypic.com%2F2lwmahe.jpg&hash=5f98cafa133e14a1ad279b99f8298dfc8460609c)
Nice! I suppose your avatar is the finished product? If so, I think the FFS was a success! Good for you. :D
Quote from: Roni on June 29, 2014, 03:48:51 AM
Four months HRT, one week post-op FFS.
Can't wait to take my nose cast off!
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi60.tinypic.com%2F2lwmahe.jpg&hash=5f98cafa133e14a1ad279b99f8298dfc8460609c)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Foi57.tinypic.com%2F4t224h.jpg&hash=411a4743ceaeca808d008c465cbd31b971126852) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Foi57.tinypic.com%2F9rskkh.jpg&hash=c559ecd46924fe1e7247c2cc553ef933023ca815) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Foi57.tinypic.com%2F4t224h.jpg&hash=411a4743ceaeca808d008c465cbd31b971126852)
Quote from: Roni on June 29, 2014, 03:48:51 AM
Four months HRT, one week post-op FFS.
Can't wait to take my nose cast off!
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi60.tinypic.com%2F2lwmahe.jpg&hash=5f98cafa133e14a1ad279b99f8298dfc8460609c)
Roni your very pretty. You were pretty before FFS I can only imagine how stunning you'll be now that you've had it.
Ally :icon_flower:
There are a lot of pretty ladies here. I'm envious! I only wish that the photos were more consistent. If the two photos have different lighting conditions, it's impossible to compare the before and after photos. Also, the closer your face is to the camera's lens, the more the lens will distort the structure of your face especially when you are using a cell phone's camera.
Quote from: Roni on June 29, 2014, 03:48:51 AM
Four months HRT, one week post-op FFS.
Can't wait to take my nose cast off!
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi60.tinypic.com%2F2lwmahe.jpg&hash=5f98cafa133e14a1ad279b99f8298dfc8460609c)
You look wonderful! I just had rhino three weeks ago. I've very happy with the result, but I won't be posting the one-week after pic. The surgeon described my bruising as "unusually severe", but which he meant that I would frighten small children. It went all the way down to my jaw line. One little bruise under my right eye is all that's left. Best wishes on your new life!
Quote from: Evelyn K on June 29, 2014, 04:20:39 PM
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Foi57.tinypic.com%2F4t224h.jpg&hash=411a4743ceaeca808d008c465cbd31b971126852) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Foi57.tinypic.com%2F9rskkh.jpg&hash=c559ecd46924fe1e7247c2cc553ef933023ca815) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Foi57.tinypic.com%2F4t224h.jpg&hash=411a4743ceaeca808d008c465cbd31b971126852)
My reaction too.
Quote from: Gina_Z on June 30, 2014, 11:00:49 AM
There are a lot of pretty ladies here. I'm envious! I only wish that the photos were more consistent. If the two photos have different lighting conditions, it's impossible to compare the before and after photos. Also, the closer your face is to the camera's lens, the more the lens will distort the structure of your face especially when you are using a cell phone's camera.
I am definitely guilty of doing this also. If you wanted a more fair comparison---same lighting, angle, camera, etc.---I have my FFS journey posted on the FFS forums, with before/after pics. I just don't want it to seem like I'm using lighting/angle to my advantage when I definitely HAVE changed a lot. More drastically than I ever imagined possible.
Quote from: Jane's Sweet Refrain on June 30, 2014, 02:47:07 PM
You look wonderful! I just had rhino three weeks ago. I've very happy with the result, but I won't be posting the one-week after pic. The surgeon described my bruising as "unusually severe", but which he meant that I would frighten small children. It went all the way down to my jaw line. One little bruise under my right eye is all that's left. Best wishes on your new life!
Oh dear, hon! That's good though that the bruising has reduced tremendously!
Quote from: Roni on June 29, 2014, 03:48:51 AM
Four months HRT, one week post-op FFS.
Can't wait to take my nose cast off!
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi60.tinypic.com%2F2lwmahe.jpg&hash=5f98cafa133e14a1ad279b99f8298dfc8460609c)
Looking pretty incredible Roni! And wow, those big beautiful brown eyes are the kind someone could get lost in...
Quote from: Lara the Lover and the Fighter on June 27, 2014, 11:23:03 AM
I really don't like posting pics like this but I feel like I have to pay it forward. Before and after pics were soooooo helpful early in my transition.
All I can say is, if I can do it then you can do it.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fonebodyperlifetime.com%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2014%2F06%2F1549658240.jpg&hash=d048ce339c2793ffa2c89aea6daf5a4131bc710a)
about two years ago. I was a 200lb train wreck. I only held it together for my children.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fonebodyperlifetime.com%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2014%2F06%2Ff9990.jpg&hash=a7da1e6566e09b01acd50ab316e5bbafcd4eaffb)
I posted this picture in the "can I pass one day" thread. It seemed like no one wanted to respond because it didn't seem likely that I could pass. Around that time I also started HRT.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fonebodyperlifetime.com%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2014%2F06%2FSnapshot_20140627.jpg&hash=dc122c5eb02004048f28eda8f5c84693ca39e89e)
I just took this one a second ago with the same shirt on as before and with the same camera. I think its been around 7 months between those two pictures.
OMG!! Your transformation is absolutely awe inspiring!!! You are much more happier!!! I can see it in your face.
Quote from: Annabolton on June 21, 2014, 06:37:36 PM
ionly three months on hrt but I still think my transformation has been significant! before or at least the very beginning when I first started wearing makeup(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi100.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fm37%2FAnna_Bolton%2Fimage201208250001_zps31050bbf.jpg&hash=315c6423552febc15b0502ac3e83f0c45eb7274c)
after (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi100.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fm37%2FAnna_Bolton%2F10156003_760667873952703_558610570_n_zps8404c28b.jpg&hash=ec01583f8f2c3db39dad1db1afbacd60e5759967)
What a freaking amazing transition so EARLY!!! You are GORGGGGG!!! Way to go!!!
Quote from: llerret on June 19, 2014, 11:42:57 PM
Okay! I've been on HRT for 5 months now! The first picture is from June 2013 and the second (on the right) is from a week or so ago! I see a difference! Subtle but there.
(https://fbcdn-sphotos-b-a.akamaihd.net/hphotos-ak-xfp1/t1.0-9/10409256_240744006120909_2516098316129325003_n.jpg)
Before & After are both gorgeous photos, but I can certainly tell the difference. Like you, I have a strong jawline, etc... and I can see how HRT is working in your favor. I'll continue looking forward to your YT updates!
@Felicity You betcha! It's a story all about how my life got flipped-turned upside down. Id like to take a minute just sit right there....wait wait....thats the fresh prince. What I'm trying to say is that I AM much happier and I hope that every transgirl or guy finds the same happiness. Transition or not. HRT or not. Pass or not. Thanks Felicity! :D
What a spectacular finale to this thread!!
Amazing transformations left and right
Quote from: Jennygirl on July 02, 2014, 01:36:14 AM
What a spectacular finale to this thread!!
Amazing transformations left and right
Finale??? Is that really it for this thread. Noooooooo!!
PS: Love your avatar pic, Jenny ... looking good, girl! :)
Quote from: Carlita on July 02, 2014, 10:31:59 AM
Finale??? Is that really it for this thread. Noooooooo!!
PS: Love your avatar pic, Jenny ... looking good, girl! :)
At 100 pages perhaps it is time for v3 of this thread?
Quote from: Hikari on July 02, 2014, 10:41:25 AM
At 100 pages perhaps it is time for v3 of this thread?
Yes, because on V3 is the one I have a feeling Ill be posting my Before and After. Probably around the 60 page mark. ;D
Plus, isn't that weird that it ends on page 100 almost exactly 1 year ago?!
New thread time!
https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php?topic=168444