Here you go...
:eusa_dance:GET HAPPY!!! :eusa_dance:
There is a new happy thread. That makes me happy!
A song I really like about Odin's wild hunt.
I was at my dentist settling up and the receptionist pulled up my file on the computer, smiled and said "We really need to update your photo or the new staff is going to get really confused" then turned the monitor to me and we both had a good laugh at me unshaven from 2 years ago.
Saw a friend this morning who I haven't seen for a month for a shopping trip. Her first words
"#@&$#!*# you've grown where did they come from!!!!"
I received my long winter down coat from Long Tall Sally today. A perfect fit for this tall girl and also got a long top and a dress that will go great with a pair of leggings I recently purchased :)
Today I scheduled my first laser hair removal session. As I was about to leave the office someone called in and cancelled. So I got in tomorrow rather than 3 weeks from now. =Happy
Quote from: immortal gypsy on October 28, 2014, 10:41:30 PM
Saw a friend this morning who I haven't seen for a month for a shopping trip. Her first words
"#@&$#!*# you've grown where did they come from!!!!"
Hahaha ( . )( . ) hey big girl! :eusa_clap:
Doing absolutely nothing today. Just lazing around on the couch and watching shows with my mom :) It's nice to be lazy sometimes
Quote from: antonia on October 28, 2014, 10:26:05 PM
I was at my dentist settling up and the receptionist pulled up my file on the computer, smiled and said "We really need to update your photo or the new staff is going to get really confused" then turned the monitor to me and we both had a good laugh at me unshaven from 2 years ago.
;D
Too many things to list here :D
Quote from: Shantel on October 29, 2014, 08:31:18 AM
Hahaha ( . )( . ) hey big girl! :eusa_clap:
Thanks :icon_redface:
I think their still quite small, and some of it was the bra I think. (The same bra I have on when we see each other), but large or small they are mine, and they are making me happy :laugh:
Spending time with my mum walking to the park and back, reading over messages from my soul mate, and just an all around warm, happy vibe throughout the day.
I found a dime and a penny today.
I had a really good night's sleep.
Tomorrow is Halloween!
I found a penny.
Pizza, tea and my teddy bears are all helping me get through this virus.
Being called ma'am by the train guards on my way to work, when he wanted to see my ticket. ;D
Simple yes but still surprising for me. Now I'm actually looking forward to work tonight
Finding my tweezers so I don't have to buy another pair
Quote from: immortal gypsy on October 31, 2014, 01:56:23 AM
Being called ma'am by the train guards on my way to work, when he wanted to see my ticket. ;D
Simple yes but still surprising for me. Now I'm actually looking forward to work tonight
And since you are in the know - who is going to win the Cup? Or who should I invest my $2 on?
Last of the big spenders huh ;D
3 weeks being lazy.
No work for a bad bad girl. :)
Quote from: Cindy on October 31, 2014, 07:08:08 AM
And since you are in the know - who is going to win the Cup? Or who should I invest my $2 on?
One with four legs and a tail :P. Oh and make sure it has a jockey on at the end.
If I knew that answer I wouldn't be on this side of the counter. American Football and the AFL are my games when it comes to betting.
However talk is the cup is going overseas again and if it does I'm saying Japan
Remember always gamble responsibly
Go Seahawks (Don't tell Shantel)
No idea of AFL.
And my total betting for every year is $2 on the Cup :laugh:
Quote from: Cindy on October 31, 2014, 07:42:01 AM
Go Seahawks (Don't tell Shantel)
No idea of AFL.
And my total betting for every year is $2 on the Cup :laugh:
Yea! :eusa_clap:
I'm sorry auntie Shan. I think Arizona just might take out the west this year. Even with Carson Palmer as their quarterback.
Before you get cross with me please remember I'm a Miami fan. I start planning for next year around week 10
Could be a bird fight brewing in the west LOL, Don't forget Peyton Manning is still horsin' around
Quote from: Shantel on October 31, 2014, 08:30:47 AM
Quote from: Cindy on October 31, 2014, 07:42:01 AM
Go Seahawks (Don't tell Shantel)
No idea of AFL.
And my total betting for every year is $2 on the Cup :laugh:
Yea! :eusa_clap:
Ahh you found out :laugh:
I'm fickle I was a 49'r when Joe Montana was QB. I would be a Cowboy fan if I could be a cheerleader.
Oh how embarrassing. :embarrassed:
Quote from: Cindy on October 31, 2014, 08:53:30 AM
Yea! :eusa_clap:
Ahh you found out :laugh:
I'm fickle I was a 49'r when Joe Montana was QB. I would be a Cowboy fan if I could be a cheerleader.
Oh how embarrassing. :embarrassed:
Uh - Huh, I sense there's an ulterior motive there! >:-)
Shopping at a little new age store in town (got some Zombie Incense, just for Halloween! :laugh: ), having some tea and listening to a CD from said new age store.
I also get to dress up for Halloween, at my work, tonight! I'm being a generic witch (I'm a big figured girl, so I had to find a costume that fits. Next year, I'll remember to look online, Greek's more my thing :P ), and we'll be having a party and relaxing. It sounds like fun! 8)
Finding leftover pizza in the fridge when my appetite came back.
I didn't get a manicure today, but I did get my eyebrows waxed. And I went shopping. I was going to get a Carhartt but found a Hi-vis winter weight jacket and hoodie for as much as the carhartt. They will blind you in daylight they are so bright. Plus, I got a laptop case for my laptop and now my phone, laptop and desktop all display the Attack on Titan Scout Regiment emblem, the wings of freedom. Which matches the other hoodie and t-shirt I bought the other day.
And I got a Pinkie Pie comforter blanket and fuzzy pink pillow to snuggle with. :)
I found a penny yesterday. That made me happy today.
My laptop didn't come with a cd/dvd drive. So I added one to it thanks to a broken one. And I just figured out how to pair my laptop to my cell phone so I can make phone calls directly from my laptop. I love my little shiny laptop. I even love that it's got a touch screen. :)
I got to dissect a rat and play with its guts.
My game system nearly died on me. I was scrambling and panicking to get the charger and was SURE it was going to die like all the other times it does when it's that low on power but for once, the Goddess smiled upon me for, I made it in time and it's now charging safe and sound and that also means, I didn't lose any progress on my save file. :)
Bought two dresses from Kohl's today on clearance. They were medium, AND THEY FIT! Woooo!!!
Kohl's is now my new favorite store, lol.
I get to spend the night with my boyfriend tomorrow.
Well since I started my new job it has been hard, but one thing about me guy or girl is that I LOVE suits. I have been purchasing tailor made suits probably every 3-4 weeks and I'm enjoying myself. I'm up to 4 suits and got another in the works right now. A bit old school James Bond'ish. Maybe I'll post pictures of each one that I have haha.
p.s. Sorry for double, but I noticed football talk....I love the 49ers till I die, but lord have mercy what is going on this year. I'm concentrating more on college this year. Hopefully my noles for 2 straight years undefeated as long as Winston doesn't do anything retarded.
My dog came to find me. She's old, blind, and has arthritis, so this much movement on her part is actually quite a big deal.
My friend who was has struggled with depression and who used to be more gloomy and much less social is much happier, talkative, and is trying to get a group together to go skating. I am happy for him since he is special to me.
Watching the geese arrive in the area today.
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I had my electrolysis consult today. It's not that bad. I'm scheduled for my next session on the 13th. I didn't realize until I got there, but my big sister, Jannie used to go there. We had met up in the parking lot then went and had lunch together. That was 4 years ago.
See Caleb? Told you I was getting my ducks in a row.
I had some leftover money. So, I went to the store and bought what I needed to make some killer meatballs. But I ended up with more meat than I needed. So, I made two batches: One with all the fixin's (Onion, mild Peppers, Mushrooms, seasonings and hot sauce). The second batch is only seasonings and cheese crackers. I plan on eating the second batch first.
I'm going to drive truck for Celadon.
&
I had my consult and a taste of electrolysis today.
Wonder what this good day will cost me this time.
lovely ride into work today, rain held off till I secured the bike :)
So much happiness in this post!
https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php/topic,177108.msg1558740.html#msg1558740
THAT is what made my week! Yes week, not day but week! :)
Also, I've been finding a bit of change on the ground again, mostly just pennies but, it sure beats going a month without finding anything. :P
I finally know what pads feel like, the one with wings felt like a diaper in a way and the one without wasn't that noticeable so can't really compare it to something. As for tampons, sadly, they'll have to wait till SRS but, I wonder if I could use them for the "other" area? >:-) :D
I LOVE the new boots a bought a while back, just feel so, natural to walk in them. Next time I can help it, I'll give my new high heels a try too! Sadly, they might have to wait till it gets warmer to try them out, would look weird wearing them with long sleeve pants. :/ Till then, boots, hello you glorious boots! :)
I was able to but barely I'll add but still able to get the games I wanted and had pre-ordered. Loving them all too. :)
Oh yeah, still being alive too! Went through a roller-coaster recently which, I need not say more but am glad someone was there for me, meant a lot to me and hopefully they'll be there for the real me too someday. (At this point, they are not)
Whelp, I turn it over to the next poster now, that's all there is from me for now. Still here? Go on, post or turn to the next poster. :D
Met up with Jason Collins of NBA fame for a photo op today. He was super nice. His signed jersey hangs in my den.
He is one of the most historically significant LGBT people by being the first publicly gay athlete to play in any of four major North American pro sports leagues.
Uncle saw my hair and, contrary to what my mom said, he says I look amazing. :D
I get to see Watsky live today for my first concert, can't wait to meet him, take a picture and ask him for guidance about when life gets you down.
Quote from: Mariah2014 on November 05, 2014, 12:48:51 PM
Watching the geese arrive in the area today.
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I love geese!
Quote from: Devlyn Marie on November 08, 2014, 11:19:58 AM
I love geese!
I see several big wedge formations flying south now and with lots of chatter. There's a big Canadian honker that hangs out at the local grocery store parking lot, he followed me right up to my car yesterday as I loaded my groceries in the back seat, I thought he was going to jump in and come home with me.
Quote from: Devlyn Marie on November 08, 2014, 11:19:58 AM
I love geese!
Laura was chased by an irate goose (in non anthro form) once. It didn't help that Kathy was laughing at her the entire time.
Quote from: Laura Squirrel on November 08, 2014, 11:40:07 AM
Laura was chased by an irate goose (in non anthro form) once. It didn't help that Kathy was laughing at her the entire time.
Only negative about them is when they come south and take up winter residence at the local parks, they eat a lot of grass and crap everywhere and leave numbers as big as a small dog's poop. Kinda nasty!
Quote from: Shantel on November 08, 2014, 11:35:32 AM
I see several big wedge formations flying south now and with lots of chatter. There's a big Canadian honker that hangs out at the local grocery store parking lot, he followed me right up to my car yesterday as I loaded my groceries in the back seat, I thought he was going to jump in and come home with me.
That's what I like about them. They're curious by nature, and if you don't show aggression you can really get to know them up close. I've petted them like a dog, they will actually give you a "goose hug" on occasion. http://www.about.lovecanadageese.com/goosehugs.html
I was viciously attacked by a goose when I was three not too long after we moved to florida. And now my neighbor across the street has a few over a hundred of them hanging around his pond. Its interesting to watch how they manage to land so many at one time in a small area and the way they circle and then come in according to the wind. Oh and swans can be mean too.
Swans and geese can be very mean. They know very well how to use those wings as a weapon.
Quote from: LordKAT on November 08, 2014, 06:30:43 PM
Swans and geese can be very mean. They know very well how to use those wings as a weapon.
When my spouse was really pregnant with our first child we visited a lake close by with a walking path. She was chased screaming in terror all over the place by a big domestic goose. I had to run over and kick the thing to make it stop. Should have been a NFL punter! :D
So you're all afraid of geese? Jeez......wanna see something really scary? http://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Drop_bear
I finally lost about 200lb.
Quote from: Rainbow Brite on November 08, 2014, 06:49:11 PM
I finally lost about 200lb.
:o How?! That's a lot of weight to lose.
It's girls' night out tonight.
Quote from: Shantel on November 08, 2014, 06:34:15 PM
When my spouse was really pregnant with our first child we visited a lake close by with a walking path. She was chased screaming in terror all over the place by a big domestic goose. I had to run over and kick the thing to make it stop. Should have been a NFL punter! :D
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wZcP9ZpWJes
Quote from: Devlyn Marie on November 08, 2014, 06:45:44 PM
So you're all afraid of geese? Jeez......wanna see something really scary? http://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Drop_bear
I keep a few of them as pets to stop unwanted visitors from coming over. I just have to remember to have some vegimite behind my ears every time I'm coming and going home.
Caio Magahales knocked the freak out of his opponent.
I got out of bed
I got catcalled from a passing truck
I look hot today
I'm happy because there is a new movie coming out July of next year and I'm SOOOOOOOOO going to see it. It's got my little yellow things called Minions and OMG THEY HAVE THEIR OWN MOVIE!!!!!!!
p.s. thats why I'm happy. hehe
Today my wife (who is gender fluid) and I spoke as guests at the LGTBQ youth meet-up at the NJ pride center for Transgender Awareness Month. I was able to share some of my experiences and talk about issues. We had fun and the kids were great. I also met some of the parents and it was all great.
I met Watsky! We had our picture taken and he signed my poster. I would go bisexual for this man.
Went shopping with my wife got a nice long skirt and top going to my next therapist meeting next week in girl mode for the first time ever:) it's going to be awesome and slightly scary. Ow and my nipple is finally feeling saw
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I finally forgave my sister. Feels good. She also contacted me and I just hope she'll be alright in the future. I still worry about her and love her obviously.
Have fun folks I am gone.
Go Seahawks!
Did you see that action Cindy?
Just finished laundry. My girl clothes that is.
First of all I'm super happy that only a small pile was guy clothes.
Secondly I didn't realize I had so much girl clothes! For example I have more good panties now than I do men's briefs. That to me is just amazing.
Actually yesterday, but I started my happiness 'art'journal (not really art :p ). And it makes me happy that I can find quite a bit of things that make me happy to put in it. I already have ideas for 5 more pages and I did two yesterday.
Cool idea , Nathaniel. I'm glad you have happy times flowing even though it really is way too cold. Someone needs to have a talk with the man upstairs and tell him to turn the heat back on.
Quote from: Shantel on November 09, 2014, 07:47:22 PM
Go Seahawks!
Did you see that action Cindy?
Yep, didn't see the final quarter though.
(https://pbs.twimg.com/media/B2FfRgdCcAEB2U9.jpg)
Aww yiss. <3
Quote from: Rainbow Brite on November 09, 2014, 07:42:04 PM
Have fun folks I am gone.
Well, this saddens me. Even so, I hope you have a great life and hang in there, don't give up and come back if you ever need too. Stay safe and best of luck!
I found .29 cents! ;D
Friends caring for me and helping me onwards. I guess I'm ready to crawl out my little hole today and try again. World, be nice to me, I have to last a bit.
Joining this site today made me happy! You all are so nice and welcoming, it's like a breath of fresh air. My troubles don't feel quite as heavy today as they have been in the yesterdays. Thank you!
Friend called me just now, it is his birthday.
He hasn't heard from me in a month and my voice changed so much that he thought he called the wrong number. XD
The air conditioner at work is finally fixed, and we are expecting a scorcher tomorrow
Quote from: immortal gypsy on November 14, 2014, 03:47:44 AM
The air conditioner at work is finally fixed, and we are expecting a scorcher tomorrow
You can always count on the AC going out when there's going to be a scorcher. It was 26 degrees F here this morning and my gas furnace refused to light, think the igniter is puking out on me. >:(
I never ever have to wear a suit again (Yesterday I had to go pick up my Permanent Residency papers at the Canadian Border, got quite a few odd looks), today I started the process to change my name and my gender marker on my ID. On top of that everything at work went super well, I'm just beaming!
^ don't know where you guys are located but they are talking snow here tomorrow. Kissed the a/c good bye month and a half ago. Enjoy those warm temps
I wore a kilt to my supportgroup today. I'm really proud I did that :)
Quote from: Shantel on November 14, 2014, 08:23:39 AM
You can always count on the AC going out when there's going to be a scorcher. It was 26 degrees F here this morning and my gas furnace refused to light, think the igniter is puking out on me. >:(
Sometimes I think our appliances are secretly sentient. They always know just the right time to stop working to cause us maximum frustration
Quote from: immortal gypsy on November 14, 2014, 06:53:55 PM
Sometimes I think our appliances are secretly sentient. They always know just the right time to stop working to cause us maximum frustration
Yes,
Heater core goes out in the car during the dead of winter, windshield wipers stop in a rainstorm, I really think it's gremlins! ;D
Quote from: Shantel on November 14, 2014, 06:57:18 PM
Yes,
Heater core goes out in the car during the dead of winter, windshield wipers stop in a rainstorm, I really think it's gremlins! ;D
Mmm,
1. I don't like bright light, especially sunlight
2. I hate getting wet (would sit and watch others swim in the pool)
3. Haven't eaten after midnight yet.
Hey maybe I am part Gremlin ;D
Quote from: immortal gypsy on November 14, 2014, 07:06:56 PM
Mmm,
1. I don't like bright light, especially sunlight
2. I hate getting wet (would sit and watch others swim in the pool)
3. Haven't eaten after midnight yet.
Hey maybe I am part Gremlin ;D
1. Bright sunlight is bad for our skin types.
2. Auntie Shan doesn't either, would scare people.
3. Me either, not healthy.
Season 10, Episode 5 of Supernatural. Great episode and loved the version of Carry on my wayward son at the end. I hate that this is the last season ever. :(
Quote from: MyKa on November 14, 2014, 04:34:45 PM
^ don't know where you guys are located but they are talking snow here tomorrow. Kissed the a/c good bye month and a half ago. Enjoy those warm temps
We had snow today.
People from all over are on the site. Including a few Australians.
Picked out for modeling as part of a transgender project.
My skin is soft
If I had a large and powerful enough fan, gypsy would have her AC for an equal exchange of heat.
Put on my favorite girl things and had cuddlez time in bed with the wifey :)
Ahhh, not going to say - but I already have :laugh:
Got my new cell phone case. it's the same shade of purple as my lucky hat and my isotoner gloves.
My hotel room at the Hard Rock only has pictures of KISS and they are on my room key as well. Guess what band I'm here to see...
Quote from: Jill F on November 15, 2014, 05:19:19 PM
My hotel room at the Hard Rock only has pictures of KISS and they are on my room key as well. Guess what band I'm here to see...
Pink Floyd? ZZTops? I dunno I give up! ;D
Quote from: Jill F on November 15, 2014, 05:19:19 PM
My hotel room at the Hard Rock only has pictures of KISS and they are on my room key as well. Guess what band I'm here to see...
Good thing for all those pictures just in case you forgot why you came :D
I am here to rock and roll all night and party every day.
Oh, and I saw an old AC/DC video with Bon Scott performing dressed as a girl, complete with breast forms.
Was it this one?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=868Daj-ys40&feature=youtube_gdata_player
Quote from: Jill F on November 15, 2014, 06:55:18 PM
I am here to rock and roll all night and party every day.
Good job, keep up the good work
Quote from: Devlyn Marie on November 15, 2014, 07:08:41 PM
Was it this one?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=868Daj-ys40&feature=youtube_gdata_player
That's the one! Now if I could only find the YouTube video of me doing the lead vocals on "Big Balls". There's some irony! My Bon Scott impression was spot on until I quit smoking.
Waking up and finding the 49ers won by 6
Means my tip helped my boss and one of our big punters grab a multi this weekend
Guess who will be getting a nice little bonus this week :laugh:
PC issues fixed :)
I have been struggling with an issue that may stop my surgery. Then I get a phone call from a dear friend. Issue solved.
You are a very special woman :-*
Yes I know you read stuff here :laugh:
Quote from: Jill F on November 15, 2014, 05:19:19 PM
My hotel room at the Hard Rock only has pictures of KISS and they are on my room key as well. Guess what band I'm here to see...
Merzbow?
Being called brave for educating others about transgender people. ;D
Quote from: Marcellow on November 17, 2014, 12:10:18 PM
Being called brave for educating others about transgender people. ;D
You are when you respond positively after being called upon to educate others. :eusa_clap:
Quote from: Marcellow on November 17, 2014, 12:10:18 PM
Being called brave for educating others about transgender people. ;D
I got called that by a retired soldier the other day. I told him he was crazy. He's the one who was shot at in Iraq..
Quote from: Talim on November 18, 2014, 09:57:50 PM
I got called that by a retired soldier the other day. I told him he was crazy. He's the one who was shot at in Iraq..
He was definitely brave, he shouldn't be modest :3
Agreed.
I am happy today because I was given 2 surprise tests today. I had no clue I was going to do these so I didn't study for them.
I passed them both! So now, I have my Doubles and Triples endorsement and my Tanker endorsement. Which means more job opportunities.
AND work One came out today and had us fill out papers. If we qualify for their program, $4000 of my schooling will be paid off and I will only have to drive for Celadon for 6 months instead of 1 year.
My Hello Kitty Beanie Baby KISS dolls and a cute tall guy getting flirty with me at the store. I actually had to flash him my wedding rings.
I've never tried this minecraft, but so many people tell me to pound sand I think I'll be a natural! :laugh:
playing a blast from the past, and it really is a blast, Day of the Tentacle. I miss point anc click games like this and monkey island
A little kid bumped into me and said sorry sir :) little things
OMG my mom said hijo (son) instead of hija (daughter) just now without thinking and didn't correct herself!
Maybe it's starting to get harder to say daughter now or something?
The refi on my house was approved today, waiting on the paperwork to arrive so I can finalize this ordeal. Thank god no house payment till January. Best news I heard in a long time
Just chilling with my eldest daughter today . (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1293.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fb591%2Fmjdsk8ter%2FMobile%2520Uploads%2F2014-11%2FD45B9A7B-EEDA-4C13-A297-F4B40641393B_zpsymtfwsad.jpg&hash=73745db16fd3ba162eda1606cd5383a71f34f640) (http://s1293.photobucket.com/user/mjdsk8ter/media/Mobile%20Uploads/2014-11/D45B9A7B-EEDA-4C13-A297-F4B40641393B_zpsymtfwsad.jpg.html)
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Even though my dad was teasing me, he did call me son for the first time, It was kinda fun haha.
Free willy started playing on tv and my dad came in doing the most babyish fake cry ever over the movie. Hes a real clown sometimes.
^ very cute picture
My wife and I had dinner at a nice Italian place tonight. The waiter was someone we knew pretty well from a defunct steakhouse that we'd been going to for years. He recognized my wife, but obviously had no clue about me. We didn't tell him.
^ love itialian! hoping I can talk my parents into going this evening.....yum!!!
Me and my sister are finally talking again. It feels really nice. I still worry about her and I still worry the relationship will end again but, a girl can hope it won't right?
I completely shaved my legs from top to bottom for the very first time this morning and they feel great! It's the little things sometimes that make me smile.
I can see my Adam's Apple poking out my neck. :o
found a tenner in my jeans pocket this morning. Made my day :D
I came out with my gender and sexuality on Facebook, and everyone has been very supportive so far! One person even messaged me saying how I inspire him by being so courageous and speaking up. Ahh I can sleep well tonight knowing people will call me by my new name and not unknowingly misgender me.
I found a quarter yesterday.
Got some free food from my work today. On my way home found a shiny penny that was for ONCE, on heads. Enjoyed the whether today too on my way home from work. Been playing a game of mine all day (minus the time at work) and loving it. Soon I shall be catching some z's as they say and that TOO will make me happy. :)
Last night my wife and I went to her friend's birthday party. I didn't know anyone and had a hard time hearing anything over the loud disco music, so I sort of felt left out. Out of the blue, a guy came up to me and said "You should smile more- you are very beautiful when you smile."
Made my day year.
Hairdresser called me mate instead of the usual darling, that felt good
My boyfriend told me I am very special to him and that he is happy with me last night.
EQUAL MARRIAGE LAW BILL WENT THROUGH!
We're one step closer to equality!
Didn't have to look feminine for Thanksgiving last night. ;D
The other day I asked an elderly friend what she was doing for Thanksgiving, she looked rather forlorn as she said she was going to be alone :-\ Being in the same boat because I had no-where to go and no-one to be with I invited her over and her face just lit up
I was scared to death because I am horribly broke right now and I've never made a Thanksgiving dinner before
Yipes!!! What had I got myself into? What was I going to do? :o Well I got on the net and looked up some recipes, made a list and hopped on my bike and headed for the grocery store, I was on a mission
Pretty sure I could hear my credit card squeal in fear as I slide it through the payment devise
Worked on it all through the night and at 1PM Thursday the hour of reckoning had come and my neighbor was at the door
Well, she was shocked, amazed and delighted and we had a nice little Thanksgiving together
Quote from: V M on November 28, 2014, 05:02:44 PM
The other day I asked an elderly friend what she was doing for Thanksgiving, she looked rather forlorn as she said she was going to be alone :-\ Being in the same boat because I had no-where to go and no-one to be with I invited her over and her face just lit up
I was scared to death because I am horribly broke right now and I've never made a Thanksgiving dinner before
Yipes!!! What had I got myself into? What was I going to do? :o Well I got on the net and looked up some recipes, made a list and hopped on my bike and headed for the grocery store, I was on a mission
Pretty sure I could hear my credit card squeal in fear as I slide it through the payment devise
Worked on it all through the night and at 1PM Thursday the hour of reckoning had come and my neighbor was at the door
Well, she was shocked, amazed and delighted and we had a nice little Thanksgiving together
You rock. That's so awesome!!!
*Hugs V M* Bless your heart, that was awesome indeed! As for that squeal of fear, I think your fear was making you hear things or perhaps, it really was the card and it wasn't fear but, something more, happy. xD Really though, I wouldn't worry too much. It'll work out somehow or another so fear not. *Hugs once more*
Thank you
Bought a few cool things online. My batch of concert DVD's came in today too. ;D :icon_dance:
Quote from: Marcellow on November 28, 2014, 09:41:43 AM
Didn't have to look feminine for Thanksgiving last night. ;D
Worth celebrating.
VM, I did something similar and with equal good results. I'm happy for both of us.
Having my old signature back plus a new avatar. :)
Got a free ice cream and found a penny
Getting to talk to a friend who I've not talked too in a LOOOONG time. Thankfully, we talked quite a good bit and of course, it was a great conversation. :)
Quote from: King Malachite on November 29, 2014, 07:53:58 PM
found a penny
THE CHALLENGE IS ON!
Just found out tonight that someone I went to high school with some 25 years ago is an advocate for a local transgender support group and her pre-teen daughter just recently transitioned to a boy. I connected to her thru another social media site tonight, came out to her myself and we are going to meet for coffee on 12/11 and catch up.
Small world sometimes.
Walking to the local shops today, a car load of guys drove past stops and asks
"Excuse me are you a guy or a girl?"
Instead of keeping quiet or giving some smart alec response. I actually said "I am a girl" :D. They just nodded and drove away
I mean yes it is true I am a girl, but I found my voice. WOO HOO!!
Dad just told me that this time in 2 weeks, we'll be in Disney World
why
why would you say this when I'm about to start my uni project?
I'm gonna be thinking about this constantly now! :D
It's raining. FINALLY!!!
I just buffed and shined my finger nails, they look so nice and pretty. Small things feel so great!
Quote from: JenniR04 on November 30, 2014, 05:03:13 PM
I just buffed and shined my finger nails, they look so nice and pretty. Small things feel so great!
Well, you just made me happy. :) I totally forgot I was going to paint my nails till I saw this and if I'd forgotten, it might be a long time till I got to wear it again. Thank you! :) I think I'll go with pink polish. :)
My daughter ate her WHOLE dinner! Woohoo!
Downside: it was a Happy Meal. At least it tasted better than my salad.
Quote from: immortal gypsy on November 30, 2014, 01:12:33 AM
Walking to the local shops today, a car load of guys drove past stops and asks
"Excuse me are you a guy or a girl?"
Instead of keeping quiet or giving some smart alec response. I actually said "I am a girl" :D. They just nodded and drove away
I mean yes it is true I am a girl, but I found my voice. WOO HOO!!
Awesome!
*high-fives*
I checked the postal status and I discovered that my package with the Get Along Gang Clubhouse Caboose, along with the complete dozen of the Get Along Gang figurines
might be arriving tomorrow!! ;D
I shot 30 rounds through the AR-15 tonight. I so love that gun. My Brother-in-law was recording it. ;D
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jv7gbcWNqtI&feature=youtu.be
Quote from: Laura Squirrel on November 30, 2014, 10:26:48 PM
Awesome!
*high-fives*
I checked the postal status and I discovered that my package with the Get Along Gang Clubhouse Caboose, along with the complete dozen of the Get Along Gang figurines might be arriving tomorrow!! ;D
*high-fives*
Thanks words can not express how nervous I was at that moment. I was just thinking does my voice pass, do I look alright, what will they do when I say I'm a girl, but I am so glad I said "I AM A GIRL"
Hope your package comes tomorrow Laura. That would mean one person enjoys her Monday
Quote from: immortal gypsy on November 30, 2014, 01:12:33 AM
Walking to the local shops today, a car load of guys drove past stops and asks
"Excuse me are you a guy or a girl?"
Instead of keeping quiet or giving some smart alec response. I actually said "I am a girl" :D. They just nodded and drove away
I mean yes it is true I am a girl, but I found my voice. WOO HOO!!
How the West was won? :D
After a month of no Estrogen or very low dose, I am high after going back to injections. Feels good, man.
I can make a pencil stick under mah bewbs. *jiggles*
Getting used to my new job next week,CEO job.The current and retiring CEO shown me how to do things and my new ID card made.Husband works there too,president of human resources.It is a shop I am going to work at.
Found 10 cents today.
Your turn now Malachite. ;)
A student came to my lab who I hadn't seen for about 8 years, I was in the lab and he saw one of my colleagues and asked her if Peter was here, she just smiled and said no - but Cindy is.
He just stood shocked for what seemed ages.
Then he kissed me on the cheek and asked if I would help him with his PhD.
Quote from: Cindy on December 04, 2014, 01:54:21 AM
A student came to my lab who I hadn't seen for about 8 years, I was in the lab and he saw one of my colleagues and asked her if Peter was here, she just smiled and said no - but Cindy is.
He just stood shocked for what seemed ages.
Then he kissed me on the cheek and asked if I would help him with his PhD.
Right on Sis 8) That's great!!!
Just came out to another friend, and it went awesomely well. :D (this emote does not in any way accurately represent how happy I am right now! And what the heck, here's another one just cause! :D )
:D
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Orion space flight is underway and going well.
It is very similar to the Apollo 4 flight in 1967.
Finally some hope for the future generation to inspire them as manned space flights push to the moon and Mars after a 42 year break.
About time.
Nothing like my Planet Express ship though. ;D
Quote from: Ally_B on December 05, 2014, 04:40:12 AM
Just came out to another friend, and it went awesomely well. :D (this emote does not in any way accurately represent how happy I am right now! And what the heck, here's another one just cause! :D )
:D
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Yay congratulations, glad it went well. The more support the better. ;D
Doing a happy dance for you :eusa_dance: :icon_dance: :icon_pelvic_thrust2:
finally saw the doctor about hormones, And shes really happy to refer me to a specialist. Im so happy im finally getting the wheels turning!
My workout and diet is paying off, I lost 3 lbs. Also went to a support group for the first time, no regrets. ;D
My mom wanted me to watch my baby nephew for a few minutes. He turns one this month. So he was in my room and he sneezed (I'm a germaphobe), so I took him back to my mother and when I laid him down, he started to whine and nearly cry. I stood him up on the bed and began playing with his arms and he smiled. I then gave him to my mother, whom he was smiling at, and attempted to make my way out before he could noticed. As soon as I reach the door, he starts whining for me again, so I stood him up on the bed, and he looked at me with his arms reached out. He loves being around me, and that made me happy.
Set up the Christmas tree in the lobby and then helped decorate it, repaired a neighbor's door that had come off it's hinge
Took a much needed nap
Someone asked my uncle if I was his son.XD
I am finally home.
getting my letter confirming my drama school audition date... addressed to my preferred name rather than my legal one (I put both on the form)
The girl I have a crush on touched me
I suffer rather badly from SADS, so I was happy today that, despite is pouring down rain, I was able to catch "Fury" in a theatre when practically no one else around. That the movie sucked big time doesn't diminish my happiness one bit.
Also, I love to cook for friends, it makes me very happy to fatten other ups ;-) and I get a chance to do that tonight.
One of my triggers is the hair on my body.. can't stand the sight of it or the feel of it.. I feel like it weighs me down; I literally feel heavier! So, when I take the time to actually shave it all off, well, I'm on cloud nine! I feel so light, like I lost so much weight off my body and my mind. That's what made me happy today.
Went to Cabela's yesterday. :)
Almost walked out with a nice shiny new concealed carry handbag. But I think I will shop around first.
Quote from: SoroyaAR on December 06, 2014, 09:23:40 PM
One of my triggers is the hair on my body.. can't stand the sight of it or the feel of it.. I feel like it weighs me down; I literally feel heavier! So, when I take the time to actually shave it all off, well, I'm on cloud nine! I feel so light, like I lost so much weight off my body and my mind. That's what made me happy today.
Hopefully HRT will make it grow slower for me. I want to not shave or wax my arms and have just fine light hairs.
I have a major problem with chest hair. I'm like a grizzly bear. Shaving it off has made me extremely happy but it's a chore and I have to do it every couple of days or I get stubble which isn't fun.
Looking good today.... It's like it's all Ally and that other guy was never here. Loving it! :D
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Had a check up with our good Dr today.
All looking good and numbers stable for a while now which he is very happy with
Its hard to remember how I felt before E.
Happy for me to go 6 months between visits and even issue over the phone if I run out.
Wish everyone had a endo like him.
Hey quite a few of us do. :)
Now to loose 10kg. :(
J
At work, in guy-mode, two women around my age thought I was a girl and complimented me. Tried to mask my being pleased without being rude to the customers.
Seeing that paranoia is alive and well. :laugh:
I found 2 pennies, so I'm going to use them to go towards some purchases on Ebay.
The look on the guy's face at the chemist when I picked up some medication. It went from a standard hi how are you today what can I get you look. To a OH ITS YOU! Hi Gypsy I didn't recognize you at first look. He also used correct pronouns when talking aabout me to the pharmacist ;D
The changes they are a coming
My wife, for the first time in our 14 year marriage told me I was pretty.
That's a huge step from being unaccepting and fighting me on my transition to going with me to lobby days with a hundred trans people around her.
Rallys & Hot Cheetos
A friend who I haven't seen or spoken to in months just randomly invited me over to dinner and a Celtic Christmas show this Friday. She's totally on board with my transitioning, too, and is the first person to try to give me helpful advice (since it's essentially just puberty that all other women go through at an earlier age). I appreciate it, too, because I don't have any friends like that. Most of them are either guys (who know nothing about women) or women who aren't willing to talk about anything personal with me. I think I finally have a friend to make girl-talk with.
In my family most of us have the shorter version of names as our actual birth names (i.e Tommy not Thomas, Jess not Jessica). Now my sister (who I'm out to) when under stress will call us by the full version of the name. My name is a gender neutral nickname
Today she used the female version :D. I love my sister
Had a great visit yesterday with an old friend who I have not seen 25 years since high school. We reconnected because I came across a picture of her at our local Pflag group and I reached out to her to learn about her story and also disclose my own gender incongruent status and being in transition. I learned about her son who 10 years old that has transitioned (as much as a youth can) from being born a girl to living full-time as a boy, that it started as early as 3 years old. I told her my story as well and we had a really great time over a coffee lunch. We parted ways saying it would be great to get together again and for me to meet her husband and kids, which I hope to do sometime after the holidays settled down.
It's great to have an ally and someone who I could reach out too. I feel blessed to have came across someone whom I'd lost touch with and now is a similar situation, all-be-it very different, but at sharing the similar connection of the transgender spectrum.
Yesterday, caught up w/ an old friend whom I hadn't seen in 3 years. I discovered we have one of those cool friendships where it doesn't seem to matter how long we haven't seen each other, it always seems like we haven't spent anytime apart at all.
But then, we went through some incredibly bad times in the past together and that probably helped forge that bond. She was actually the first person (that I wasn't in a relationship with) whom I admitted my feelings about being born in the wrong body too (incidentally, that had nothing to do with us not seeing each other for so long!)... And she was always totally accepting of me. :)
I'm also happy today because I didn't wake up hungover after last night's party! lol
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Whenever I heard the name "Andrea", I ignore my mother completely and act as if I didn't hear. She's starting to use it much less.
LOL... A friend of mine is named Andre but his mother calls him ornery :laugh:
Quote from: Marcellow on December 12, 2014, 08:12:21 PM
Whenever I heard the name "Andrea", I ignore my mother completely and act as if I didn't hear. She's starting to use it much less.
Congratulations. Looks like some parents can be trained
My sister's fiancé.
He's so funny and full of energy, I love him haha
He's also the only family member to not have much of a reaction to my coming out and isn't treating me any differently ^-^
A friend linked this list elsewhere:
http://championupnorth.com/music/features/7-visionary-women-who-paved-the-way-for-electronic-music
http://championupnorth.com/music-2/7-visionary-women-who-paved-the-way-for-electronic-music-part-2
They made the list up in two parts. The coolest thing about part one is that the late, the beyond great Delia Derbyshire got the top spot on the first list. The top spot on part two went to Wendy Carlos. The cool thing about that was that they used the proper pronouns.
Quote from: immortal gypsy on December 12, 2014, 10:02:20 PM
Congratulations. Looks like some parents can be trained
Yeah but still a long way to go because she's figured out I'm ignoring her and said "Well that is your name." >:(
What made me happy today? Honestly, being me! Seeing the changes taking place and knowing where I'm heading.... I'm feeling a peace within myself that I don't really ever recall having before.
I know this can all turn on its head quickly with the slightest trigger and I'll be sobbing and mopey again soon enough, but in this moment and in general, I'm happier than I've been in an incredibly long time. :)
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I had one wonderful weekend, met personaly one really nice guy that I knew on facebook...and it was like a fairy tale coming true.
He was a real gentleman and very romantic. We had dinner at an expensive italian restaurant...he insisted to pay :O Talking to him I already could see that he was unique, a very special man and he doesn't care if I am trans, he says I am a very special woman and I deserve to be treated like any other woman =)
Then we went to a local pub, had a few special beers and we talked for hours...then we went to a sofa nearby and he hugged me, we cuddled =) very romantic...I was kissed <3
He lives on a different state =( I ive in São Paulo and he lives in Rio de Janeiro...around 500 km away from each other... this is sad... bu he wants to meet me again soon and he is inviting me to spend the new year holiday with him =)
I just can't believe...I am not happy, I am totally happy...I never had a boyfriend before...is this real? :O =)
My voice seemed to have dropped overnight because I hardly recognized myself speaking.
The new Seven Dwarves Mine Train ride in Magic Kingdom, WDW
It's such an amazing ride
The animatronics are fantastic and everyone in the ride was singing and clapping along to the music! It was such good fun and just gave a really happy feeling afterwards ^-^
Once again reporting on yesterday. Sweetie and I were in Target passing the woman's section and stopped to look at infinity scarves. I commented that one was really pretty. She looked at it and said that one would work for men and women. Then she said it would look good on me and followed up by asking me if I wanted it as it was on sale. I told her not to tempt me and we went on to look at what we came for. On the way out we stopped again and she said, "buy it!" We ended up looking at all the racks and picked out a different one, softer, in blue and green and teal and beige and brown and umber that goes with every coat I own even my black biker jacket and my brown leather bomber! Squee! Sweetie picked out a piece of feminine clothing for me for the very first time! Sure, it's ambiguous, but still....
Quote from: minxiejinxielynxie on December 15, 2014, 12:54:51 PM
The new Seven Dwarves Mine Train ride in Magic Kingdom, WDW
It's such an amazing ride
The animatronics are fantastic and everyone in the ride was singing and clapping along to the music! It was such good fun and just gave a really happy feeling afterwards ^-^
I wanted to ride that last October but couldn't get near it. Next time for sure!
This happened yesterday, but I am still happy about it today.
I found a dime and a few pennies.
Some Christmas carolers came near my workplace and started singing "Jesus Loves Me", and a few Christmas carols. I partially sung along with them.
My surgeon contacted me with 'the package' what to bring, what to do. Oh Goddess it is getting close!!!
Quote from: Cindy on December 19, 2014, 03:19:03 AM
My surgeon contacted me with 'the package' what to bring, what to do. Oh Goddess it is getting close!!!
Keep us informed sis.
Found the paint colours to match the outside of my building.
Strata was no help.
It's been 8 years and the paint is looking awful.
Got a 1L test tin and OMG it looks so much better.
Now to do the rest.....
I threw water balloons at some Christmas carolers.
It was AWESOME! :D
Quote from: Jenny07 on December 19, 2014, 11:41:25 PM
Quote from: Cindy on December 19, 2014, 03:19:03 AM
My surgeon contacted me with 'the package' what to bring, what to do. Oh Goddess it is getting close!!!
Keep us informed sis.
Found the paint colours to match the outside of my building.
Strata was no help.
It's been 8 years and the paint is looking awful.
Got a 1L test tin and OMG it looks so much better.
Now to do the rest.....
Considering your banking career did you use whitewash?
<cindy hides under the nearest rock>
Just having fun in general at school. Everyone knows me by my bright coat. lol
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I like my dorm room.
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And my girlfriends.
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Quote from: Cindy on December 20, 2014, 12:08:39 AM
Considering your banking career did you use whitewash?
<cindy hides under the nearest rock>
I'll get you my pretty... >:-)
I will get you a brush to help me then. :)
You can do over the side of the balcony. I will hold your ankles.
I'm no good with heights.
Out to dinner with Sweetie and the server called us "ladies", then corrected herself. Hey, after only 15 weeks HRT I can pass while presenting male...
while sitting...
from the back.
Hey, it amused me, and for right now I'm trying to appear male.
I managed to do my testosterone injection without any help or trouble with finding a good spot to stick the needle in.
Being told you're useful. Being told at work that (in the short term) things would go to >-bleeped-< if I left and that I'm worth more than what I'm getting paid because of how much I have to balance.
I found a dime yesterday. That made me happy.
So after a long hot and sweaty day the painting is done. Everyone loves painting, right?
I have two large balconies and the outsides are now looking as new with the original colours.
I had to repaint after repairs were done.
The old stuff I couldn't get to looks so bad now.
Perhaps the body corp might get the idea the building is due for repainting.
I was waiting for Cindy to help but she was a no show.
Kind of liked the idea of dangling her over the balcony upside down to paint the outside.
Only 4 floors up, no problems. ;D
Might see if next door wants to repaint theirs.
Quote from: Jenny07 on December 21, 2014, 03:42:21 AM
So after a long hot and sweaty day the painting is done. Everyone loves painting, right?
I have two large balconies and the outsides are now looking as new with the original colours.
I had to repaint after repairs were done.
The old stuff I couldn't get to looks so bad now.
Perhaps the body corp might get the idea the building is due for repainting.
I was waiting for Cindy to help but she was a no show.
Kind of liked the idea of dangling her over the balcony upside down to paint the outside.
Only 4 floors up, no problems. ;D
Might see if next door wants to repaint theirs.
Who little gorgeous me!!
Starting to love the person who I see in the mirror. Being able to see what others see in me for the first time is amazing.
Mariah
VIP backstage passes, open bar, free food and sixth row for Brian Setzer tonight.
And my polka dot rockabilly dress.
Quote from: Jill F on December 21, 2014, 07:40:14 PM
VIP backstage passes, open bar, free food and sixth row for Brian Setzer tonight.
And my polka dot rockabilly dress.
Am I jealous? Hell yeah!!! Brian Setzer totally rocks!!!
I ate a Rueben just now.
Its never a bad day when its Rueben day.
posted about this in another thread, but ... getting correctly gendered in a dream for the first time! made my day. and I'm feeling great since it's christmas eve! as long as I don't have to hear my birth name too much, it's all going to be good :laugh:
After two and a half years my dad finally called me she today.
Let's see...
1.My brother gave me a Christmas card with the name Luis!
2. Mom gave me a card that said "My Baby". Not ideal but better than seeing my birth name at least.
3. Uncle still doesn't know so I'm fine with getting what I got.
4. Dad and I wished each other a Merry Christmas and exchanged cards. We still have a silent treatment going but hey, I wasn't expecting anything.
I don't think any one particular thing made me happy, but I am extremely happy right now and don't really care how it happened.
At least I finally know what happiness is.
This may be nothing, but I had to pick up an order from my daughter's school Monday. I went to the wrong door and the building was dark except for the light in the gym. I walked around back and found the pta president sitting by the open door (apparently I didn't know that this was the pickup point). She smiled and asked if that was me at the front and when I said yes and apologized, she responded "oh, don't worry, a lot of other moms made that mistake too."
My sister decided to be in Sydney today. Spent Christmas afternoon with her and my nephew
I was informed that I would be on the driving range on Friday to practice my backing skills then on Saturday, I will be driving on the road. So, Christmas day is possibly the last day I will get to spend with my family if I pass my CDL test for a long while.
the cats helped to unwrap their presents,had bought them one pack of whiskers cat milk each,a posh ceramic bowl and a stocking of goodies each,they came in the room this morning and sat by their bag of presents,its great to see them excited.
am feeling happy because this is the first year have been able to afford to buy presents for people so am hoping to make people happy today,still waiting for nieces [two and three years old],sister and bro in law to come visit today to open theirs.
Boxing day test in front of me
Basketball to my rear
Here I am, stuck in the middle of work
I'm getting paid public holiday rates to watch sports.
If you can find a job you can love, you don't have to work a day in your life
Watching the Talespin episode, "A Jolly Molly Christmas". It's beautiful.
Was yesterday, but I was busy:
"Ma'am we're closing in five minutes"
I was in full male mode ;D :D
My little Christmas dinner party went off fairly well :)
Quote from: immortal gypsy on December 25, 2014, 07:46:58 PM
Boxing day test in front of me
Basketball to my rear
Here I am, stuck in the middle of work
I'm getting paid public holiday rates to watch sports.
If you can find a job you can love, you don't have to work a day in your life
Glen Munsie or Jaymee Rogers? Their tv ads seem to alternate, as if tab wasn't sure who the best one is.
Maybe they should just put everything on Gypsy??! :)
The woman I have a major crush on smiled and waved at me today.
I found a nickel and a few pennies.
My sister brought me a tasty doughnut.
I'm home.
My partner bought me a necklace and bracelet for Christmas. When introducing us to the new neighbours (I wasn't there) she referred to me as "she", and she complimented me on the shoes I bought in the sales.
All very nice!
Spent all day painting the front today.
Painted over horrible old paint, badly done graffiti fixes etc etc.
Looks so much better.
Bit sore now.
Continue on tomorrow.
Also ordered some items online.
I still freeze doing this out of fear.
Well it's a start.
I need brave Cindy to help me.
Quote from: Jenny07 on December 27, 2014, 01:45:02 AM
I need brave Cindy to help me.
I can break out the whips if you want...
Quote from: Jenny07 on December 27, 2014, 01:45:02 AM
Spent all day painting the front today.
Painted over horrible old paint, badly done graffiti fixes etc etc.
Looks so much better.
Bit sore now.
Continue on tomorrow.
Also ordered some items online.
I still freeze doing this out of fear.
Well it's a start.
I need brave Cindy to help me.
I think I may have to come to Sydney and organise a shopping day. I'm sure Grace will join in and Catherine is back from the USA, wrangle up a few of the nervous girls, get some pretty lingerie, nice dresses and shoes, a make over and get you girls out for dinner. That will give you some confidence, girls just want to have fun (Mmm must write a song!) and it's time we all got together to let you have some :laugh: :-*
It's my bday today and I got spoilt rotten by my beautiful wife and kids[emoji7] handbags heels and beauty salon voucher yay
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Quote from: Cindy on December 27, 2014, 03:49:46 AM
I think I may have to come to Sydney and organise a shopping day. I'm sure Grace will join in and Catherine is back from the USA, wrangle up a few of the nervous girls, get some pretty lingerie, nice dresses and shoes, a make over and get you girls out for dinner. That will give you some confidence, girls just want to have fun (Mmm must write a song!) and it's time we all got together to let you have some :laugh: :-*
Sounds like a wonderful plan.
Go ahead Cindy and make up my day.
Quote from: Jenny07 on December 28, 2014, 01:13:54 AM
Quote from: Cindy on December 27, 2014, 03:49:46 AM
I think I may have to come to Sydney and organise a shopping day. I'm sure Grace will join in and Catherine is back from the USA, wrangle up a few of the nervous girls, get some pretty lingerie, nice dresses and shoes, a make over and get you girls out for dinner. That will give you some confidence, girls just want to have fun (Mmm must write a song!) and it's time we all got together to let you have some :laugh: :-*
Sounds like a wonderful plan.
Go ahead Cindy and make up my day.
See what I can do!
Quote from: Cindy on December 28, 2014, 01:58:22 AM
Sounds like a wonderful plan.
Go ahead Cindy and make up my day.
See what I can do!
So makes me wish I had a passport or could get on an airplane without freaking out.
Note to self: adjust New Year's resolutions.
Quote from: Jill F on December 28, 2014, 02:18:14 AM
So makes me wish I had a passport or could get on an airplane without freaking out.
Note to self: adjust New Year's resolutions.
Have you ever tried getting drunk beforehand? I used to have to fly a lot for my old band and I never got used to flying. Could not have done it w/out booze....
As for what made me happy today.... Well, I got the guts up to go shopping in full make-up (well, as close as I get, my skills are severely lacking!) and dressed in a mixed gender wardrobe that showed off my increasingly non-masculine shape. :)
Misgendered once by a bogan who was trying to get money off me.... Not that I blame him, I have awful beard shadow that I struggle to conceal..... But overall, a successful mission!
Heck, I even avoided buying chocolate! lol
I made 2 new friends today. ^_^
I found a penny and got to talk to the girl I am deeply infatuated with for slightly longer than I usually do, and we talked about video games.
Man, that woman is so beautiful. I wish she took an interest in me.
I made an appointment to get three more ear piercings in tomorrow at 4 with the new earring set my dad got me for Christmas :) its gonna look smashing. Also my hair looked pretty good today ~.`
I passed my night driving test and shifted gears better than any other student in the class. But what really made me happy was Birkin chatted with me through PM's.
Quote from: Talim on December 29, 2014, 11:52:14 PM
I passed my night driving test and shifted gears better than any other student in the class. But what really made me happy was Birkin chatted with me through PM's.
I'm glad for this!! :)
I went to a restaurant tonight where we have been regulars for many years. A friend (and hot TV actor/model guy) that we hadn't seen in over two years and had moved away to the east coast happened to end up sitting next to us. He hugged my wife, reconnected for a bit with her, looked at me for a split second as I waved, talked to her for a bit more, and I waved again.
Him: "Hi... Mike."
Me: "I'm Jill!"
Him: "Holy f***, I didn't even recognize you! You look great." *hug*
Me: *melted a bit inside because he's totally hot* "Thank you so much!!!"
Apparently he did get the memo some time ago, but it took him that long to figure it out and he was completely awesome. We so bought him dinner.
I PASSED MY DRIVING TEST! I HAVE MY CDL!
WOOHOO!
Quote from: Talim on December 30, 2014, 04:21:27 PM
I PASSED MY DRIVING TEST! I HAVE MY CDL!
WOOHOO!
CONGRATULATIONS :eusa_clap:
Yay! Congrats
Quote from: Talim on December 30, 2014, 04:21:27 PM
I PASSED MY DRIVING TEST! I HAVE MY CDL!
WOOHOO!
Quote from: Talim on December 30, 2014, 04:21:27 PM
I PASSED MY DRIVING TEST! I HAVE MY CDL!
WOOHOO!
Excellent! Second time's the charm! Bet you were just too tense on the first. Just do me one favor, never, ever drive a tandem. Those things scare me. (Triples and quads are worse.)
Really, you'll drive what your company wants you to. Just be safe.
drive a Tandem? dont know that one. I do have my tanker and Doubles and Triples endorsements. ;)
On the last day of the year. I receive a text from the chemist saying I can pick up my medications. Tomorrow they go back up to $200. I made my $30 batch by one whole day :D
Plus I now have a few months supply tucked away so all I should be buying now is my hrt meds. More money for clothes and shoes
Went shopping in person for the first time today, picked up some basic clothes/make-up and heard no remarks nor saw any odd glances. On a side note, ouch my wallet.
Got 3 studs in my ears and I get to replace them with my new earrings in 6 weeks woot! :D
Quote from: Talim on December 30, 2014, 11:14:05 PM
drive a Tandem? dont know that one. I do have my tanker and Doubles and Triples endorsements. ;)
Double! Not being in the business, the right term escaped me.
Ah ok. ^_^
Today I went and got my CDL from the BMV. I wanted a new licence photo so I dressed nicely.
When I went downstairs for breakfast, people stopped what they were doing and stared. Talk about uncomfortable. As I walked past, my Co-driver asked if I was going out on a date. I went into the Kitchen to get my food, then sat down with my friends. from the table across I heard, "Holy S**T!" as some male students stared at me. So I asked them what their problem was.
"Nothing, we've just always seen you in coveralls and that coat. You surprised us thats all."
So, first time I've ever walked into a room, a cafeteria no less and practically stopped traffic.
Even my friends were looking at me in disbelief!
(https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-lQw_CVGmrWk/VKROCsAHs_I/AAAAAAAADHg/vTtPhD8U1h0/w286-h509-no/10906442_10153351297936487_1596435359693690861_n.jpg)
(https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-Y1tdK47qs7k/VKROC51y8nI/AAAAAAAADHk/jffJvIqhrbU/w286-h509-no/10347553_10153351301676487_4853342736268904095_n.jpg)
I found a dime and a couple of pennies.
An attractive fast food employee spoke to me, while I wasn't even looking at her. She said "hi, how are you?" and smiled. When that happened, I curled my toes. This wasn't the worker that I am deeply infactuated with right now, but this lady is still beautiful in her own right and I wouldn't mind getting to know her either.
A beautiful woman spoke to me....YAY!!!!!
In line at a grocery store I hear a fairly familiar voice behind me say, "I'm in the middle of an amazon sandwich!" I look back behind me, and there was another 6 foot plus woman. Then I looked at the not-so-tall guy behind me who said that. It was Geezer Butler (bass player, Black Sabbath)! We all looked at aech other and smiled.
Oddly, I ran into Ozzy at the same store a bit over 2 years ago.
The selfless acts of kindness perpetrated by various individuals, this is something I reflect upon every year on this day in particular and my heart goes out to all who step up to make this world a better place
Love and hugs to you
I got to leave work on time for once in my life.. zzz!
Even though I have heard my Mom refer to me as "her daughter" to other people a million times. It never fails to make me smile.
After a big heart-to-heart chat last night, a friend of mine is insisting on taking me make-up shopping soon and teaching me everything she knows (she's quite the cosmetics maven).... This is going to be fun!
2015 is off to a promising start. :)
My period is finally gone! Last one that I recorded was November 21st and it hasn't shown up since.
My sister came to a session with me and, my new avatar. :)
I can't see your avatar Shana-chan. :(
I went to Ulta, which has to be the toys'r'us of beauty stores and bought a tube of Coverblend concealer for what's left of my facial hair. The place set off my dysphoria big time because I have a really crappy self image. but I fought it. next time I am home I am going to do a consultation and then once I start getting a steady paycheck, take some make-up lessons. time to get in touch with my inner girlie-girl.
My Sister-in-law also gave me a make-up tutorial dvd. Even thought she still misgenders me and calls me by my old name. This is a big step for her.
And, I got a new haircut. it's not what I wanted, I dont know how I feel about it yet, but people keep telling me it's cute.
Quote from: Talim on January 02, 2015, 01:04:17 AM
I can't see your avatar Shana-chan. :(
Seriously? I can see it just fine... does anyone else see my avatar or do you not see it?
EDIT: I deleted it and re-uploaded it so, can you see it now?
I got an internship at the local pet supply store and I'll start there on Jan 26. :D Signed the papers today and now they just need to take a tour in the job center.
Quote from: Shana-chan on January 02, 2015, 01:42:17 AM
Seriously? I can see it just fine... does anyone else see my avatar or do you not see it?
EDIT: I deleted it and re-uploaded it so, can you see it now?
No I dont. Can anyone else see it?
Quote from: Talim on January 02, 2015, 10:23:14 AM
No I dont. Can anyone else see it?
I can see it Shana you (I think?) on pink carpet with people in the background
Quote from: immortal gypsy on January 02, 2015, 02:06:30 PM
I can see it Shana you (I think?) on pink carpet with people in the background
Yep, that's what I see too.
I rebooted my phone. I see the avatar now. I like my new avatar too.
I took some BMV paperwork to my doctor. She will fill it out and when I get it back, the trucking company I will be driving for will pay for my new license with the correct gender marker. :)
Quote from: immortal gypsy on January 02, 2015, 02:06:30 PM
I can see it Shana you (I think?) on pink carpet with people in the background
Well, guess everyone can see my new avatar then. :) And no, sadly that is not me. She is pretty and cute though. :)
This song, it's truly wonderful lol.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gCJ3rmiZFr8
Nice ride today with the roads very quiet at the moment due to the holidays.
Hit 70kph though the airport tunnel.
It's a wonderful feeling to go that fast on a bike.
J
I picked up 2 new v-neck long sleeve t-shirts. And while wearing my leggings, you can't tell that I was born male. Yay for hipster style panties. :)
my cousin and his wife letting me be myself in their home on the weekends.. I haven't come out to many people and am currently not able to be myself in the home i share.
I can pick up the papers I need from my doctor today to get my gender marker changed on my drivers license.
My boss finally listening to me,gave me a raise
Counselling session today. Getting my ears pierced tomorrow!
My sister and I spending time together today. She's also started to respect me again and is calling me her sister and now even the name I wish to be called. I love her so much and missed having my sissy!~ :)
Yesterday I went to the eye doctor for a check-up. And I knew that I was going to be getting new frames and really wanted to get some that would help me pass more. BUT I was so super nervous about looking in the men's section. So finally I picked a pair I found on the clearance rack. They were female frames, but a little more rectangular.
Well the saleslady helping me check out commented on that the frames I picked were made a little cheaply and since I have insurance why not get a more well-made pair. And I mumbled something about wanting more rectangular/masculine frames. And she, without hesitation or judgement, said "Well then let's look in the men's section." Then she walked over with me and helped me pick out a pair. She was so nice! She ever said one pair looked very handsome!
AT LAST! I AM FEMALE!!!
Finally, on my license, I got my gender AND name changed. I'm so happy right now. It's taken 3 long years to do it. All my documents are now corrected with my new name. I'm a girl! Legally. Woohoo!
Well, I suppose any time after midnight last night was technically today so...
While I was on the phone with my s.o., she told me that I am the first person to so readily accept her as a woman and that it has made her the happiest she've been in a very long time. Even though she was near tears, knowing that I have made her feel happy and accepted.... Nothing beats that.
I worked (like really exercised) out today for the first time in forever. I joined the gym last night and worked out before work. I'm so pumped about it, I want to play hooky and work out more! Not going to, but still...
Quote from: AbeLane on January 06, 2015, 10:21:49 AM
Yesterday I went to the eye doctor for a check-up. And I knew that I was going to be getting new frames and really wanted to get some that would help me pass more. BUT I was so super nervous about looking in the men's section. So finally I picked a pair I found on the clearance rack. They were female frames, but a little more rectangular.
Well the saleslady helping me check out commented on that the frames I picked were made a little cheaply and since I have insurance why not get a more well-made pair. And I mumbled something about wanting more rectangular/masculine frames. And she, without hesitation or judgement, said "Well then let's look in the men's section." Then she walked over with me and helped me pick out a pair. She was so nice! She ever said one pair looked very handsome!
Sweet! I might get them myself next time I go for a check up. I think I need rectangular frames rather than square.
I got my name change process going with TLDEF, was told that there was usually a waiting list but there's a lawyer that's free to take my case and will call me in the new few weeks. I come home and received a call 3 hours later and now I get to see them this Friday afternoon. My mom at the last minute jumped the gun and long story short, I ended up getting the name Damien.
I got a message from someone who cared. :angel:
I've been really happy over these last two months or so, despite the fact that I have been working a lot. It's definitely taking a stress toll on my body. But overall, I just feel like I am in a really good place. I'm really content with my life as it is.It's a very strange feeling that I haven't had in years.
Quote from: birkin on January 06, 2015, 10:46:57 PM
I've been really happy over these last two months or so, despite the fact that I have been working a lot. It's definitely taking a stress toll on my body. But overall, I just feel like I am in a really good place. I'm really content with my life as it is.It's a very strange feeling that I haven't had in years.
I'm glad you are in a good place. You certainly sounded like it when I called earlier. It was great to hear your voice sound upbeat. ^_^
I thought I would sleep better now that my last bit of legal documentation is finally in the correct name and gender. But, I'm too happy. And I kind of owe some of the credit to Birkin. He kind of lit a fire under my butt to get things into gear. He told me if I dont change things then it wont get any better for me. I got my CDL, my name and gender changed on my drivers license and I'm a top student at school. If I was at my lowest point in 2014 I am certainly at my highest now so far. But the highlight of my day was being able to chat for 5 minutes with Birkin.
A talk with my baby sister. She seems to be completely on board and accepting of me. She liked a top I bought the other day and agreed with how I should wear it. (This says eye for putting a girls outfit together. Or we're both total dags :P.)
She even wants me to go out one night and see if I can pick up more numbers from guys then she can, (someone has to mind her boy). When I told her I might not like guys she replied. Ok well I'm still going to try these lines on guys. She wasn't fazed at all, I wish there where more people like her out there for all of us.
I found a penny and a guy brought my a drink.
I found out that as of January 1st my health insurance will cover all transition related surgeries! So the cost of GRS just dropped down to $350! Thank you BCBS of MA.
The lady that I am deeply infatuated with waved at me today.
I also found 2 pennies.
The concert footage that I ordered came in today! WOO HOO! :) :icon_dance:
PM's from 2 of my friends from where I used to work:
"You have come such a long way with your journey and idk I just think it would be loads of fun to have a girls day and do makeovers. Sara is excited she really wants to do it. Lol totally up to you tho dear."
And
"Hey dollface! Ok I know this is a random ass email but iris and I would like to hang out with you sometime.. please by no mean take this in the wrong manner I mean absolutely no disrespect at all. But we would really like to give you some constructive criticism we would really like to help you out with your look to and style.you know give you a more girly look! I mean you have came a long ways since (Workplace) and your doing great! Your very beautiful inside and out! We just really wanna give you advice from a girls point of view .. Iris and I really do support what your doing. Honestly I envy how courageous you are it takes a lot to be able to take other people's negative and crude comments and still continue to pursue your goals!! You go girl!! "
I am so doing this. :)
Add to that the 18 friend requests I've gotten because of that BS over my photo being stolen and the 138 posts of support condemning Andrew's theft of my picture and his transphobic comments...
Quote from: Talim on January 11, 2015, 07:34:03 AM
PM's from 2 of my friends from where I used to work:
"You have come such a long way with your journey and idk I just think it would be loads of fun to have a girls day and do makeovers. Sara is excited she really wants to do it. Lol totally up to you tho dear."
And
"Hey dollface! Ok I know this is a random ass email but iris and I would like to hang out with you sometime.. please by no mean take this in the wrong manner I mean absolutely no disrespect at all. But we would really like to give you some constructive criticism we would really like to help you out with your look to and style.you know give you a more girly look! I mean you have came a long ways since (Workplace) and your doing great! Your very beautiful inside and out! We just really wanna give you advice from a girls point of view .. Iris and I really do support what your doing. Honestly I envy how courageous you are it takes a lot to be able to take other people's negative and crude comments and still continue to pursue your goals!! You go girl!! "
I am so doing this. :)
Add to that the 18 friend requests I've gotten because of that BS over my photo being stolen and the 138 posts of support condemning Andrew's theft of my picture and his transphobic comments...
That sounds really positive after having had that a$$hole on FB. Suspect he never thought it would win you a whole new group of friends! :)
My interview for The Heroines of My Life got published: http://theheroines.blogspot.ca/2015/01/interview-with-antonia-stevens.html
Way cool Antonia!
Got my car insurance renewal today (Progressive). My rate went DOWN for the first time in years, down from almost $1300 for 6 months to $965.00 for 6 months. This is for a car and a van. The van is new and has special coverage for optional equipment.
Yes, it's still high but it's Jersey, so that's to be expected.
Quote from: ImagineKate on January 12, 2015, 09:49:56 AM
Got my car insurance renewal today (Progressive). My rate went DOWN for the first time in years, down from almost $1300 for 6 months to $965.00 for 6 months. This is for a car and a van. The van is new and has special coverage for optional equipment.
Yes, it's still high but it's Jersey, so that's to be expected.
Once you get you gender changed on your Driver's License, it will go down again once you update your insurance company with the change.
Quote from: Sydney_NYC on January 12, 2015, 07:35:22 PM
Once you get you gender changed on your Driver's License, it will go down again once you update your insurance company with the change.
I'm looking forward to that! But I heard they may screw you over by erasing your years as a driver,
Quote from: ImagineKate on January 12, 2015, 07:43:15 PM
I'm looking forward to that! But I heard they may screw you over by erasing your years as a driver,
It shouldn't. Geico didn't lose any of my information. Your driver's license number will change since your partial name, middle initials, eye color, month and year of birthday, and gender is part of your DL number. Here is a link (http://www.highprogrammer.com/alan/numbers/dl_us_nj.html) to decode part of it. Maybe that's why it's happened for a few people, but it shouldn't since newly married women change their names all the time, so their number is going to change too.
My sister gave me .60 cents.
A friend bought a copy of Grim Dawn for me completely out of the blue! It was so nice of him :D I really gotta repay him somehow
My BFF and her wife are driving in from okc today!!! Cannot wait to see them, it's been a year since their wedding reception was the last time.
I want to let my Guy Lombardo and my sandwich hang out.
Signed papers, now awaiting court date for name change. :)
Bought a new pair of running shoes.
The old ones were getting a bit nasty.
J
A couple of things:
- Yesterday I made an appointment at one of our many local clinic's - Park Nicollet Minneapolis, MN location - which is a family practice clinic with a specialty Transgender Clinic which see's patients on Tuesday's. Routine check and to get started on hormones - so excited and nervous.
- Last night after work, I stopped and got a pedicure (only $25) to celebrate making the doctor's appointment ...... deep blue with pink tips in a french style
I'm floating today in anticipation of the appointment even though it's still 3 weeks away.
Quote from: rosinstraya on January 12, 2015, 01:40:45 AM
That sounds really positive after having had that a$$hole on FB. Suspect he never thought it would win you a whole new group of friends! :)
I wasn't expecting any help at all with him, lol so even I was shocked. But yea, its nice to have good friends :)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FS3u3YYI.jpg&hash=d2623e7359c3c245c948c0aa505ba1e667a364a5)
I was getting ready for work. Just stepped out of the shower, didn't have my glasses on, my hair was kind of tussled, I was kind of dancing to "Girls Just Wanna Have Fun" and instead of the usual guy face, I saw something more feminine. It almost made me believe that with a little FFS I might actually be passable. And for a few minutes I was actually happy.
Had a wonderful two hour session with the pain monster today.
So hot today, said 40C around 2pm.
Have spent the last month frantic at work doing 2 large projects with little assistance even when I asked.
Completed both on time and perfect.
Cindy's coming over from Adelaide to visits. Not sure if I should be happy or terrified ???
Happy!
I look forward to a fun time.
I will never do anything to hurt you.
Warms up the irons
This was yesterday but still. Having a bra fitting and finding a nude bra, I can wear my white top I bought a few weeks ago and still look respectable.
Thinking of how good I think I look at this moment in my life.
I was sending an email explaining "I am a mtf..." but autocorrect changed mtf to man. What? Lies! Lies! [emoji13] it gave me a good laugh.
Got home from work finally and hopefully I'll see my kids today.
Wherever you go, then there you are
Birkin and I talked. For the first time in months, I smiled.
I was able to help a couple of my neighbors 8)
Learned about Quebec's bill 35 which means that I don't have to wait for GCS to change the gender marker on my birth certificate. A letter confirming the gender diagnosis will suffice :)
Finally getting to come home after a bad day....
Getting to talk to my girlfriend after missing a few days to have good communication. That really helped with my mood.
This is my 5,000th post! Woohoo!!!
Do I win a prize or gain a new super power, or am I just supposed to buy everyone a round of drinks?
I wonder now if I'll feel any different after I hit "Post". Now I'm nervous. Help me out people, I don't know what to expect now. Ahhhhh!!!!
Drat. Nothing... :D
Here's a painting from Knossos Palice, Crete from 5,000 years ago
(https://sp.yimg.com/ib/th?id=HN.608023303456099431&pid=15.1&P=0)
and let's not forget Stonehenge
(https://sp.yimg.com/ib/th?id=HN.607990580106824874&pid=15.1&P=0)
and I'm sure some of these are at least 5,000 years old
(https://sp.yimg.com/ib/th?id=HN.608015039941578149&pid=15.1&P=0)
See, Rock & Roll was alive and well 8)
Today, I was finally logged back in. No idea why I was even logged out when I had it set to keep me in forever and seeing as I've not had the time nor could be bothered to look for the password, I couldn't log back in. Ah, it's nice to be back. X) No idea which mod/admin logged me back in but, thank you!
Quote from: Jill F on January 20, 2015, 07:38:17 PM
Drat. Nothing... :D
Try again when you get to the 9001th post. ;) Also try once more when you're at the 10,000 post. ;)
Another impossible thing done today at work.
This time it was compliments from my client in writing.
That makes 5 this year so far.
Who's counting.
On another impossible task.
Today I got news that the girl I have been training for the last 4 months received a promotion at work due to my efforts and her work.
I have trained her to assist me with my client which she seems to appreciate.
Her last manager had her in tears as he was a sexist pig. He was sacked for his attitudes.
Very happy for her so bough chocolates.
Shhh. It has not been announced publically yet but lets just keep it between us.
That's 6 now. Not bad for only 21 days.
Mmmmmm interesting
Finally being able to get back to this site after being knocked off of it! Nice to be able to be back, I was getting anxious!
Today marks 2 years on the girl juice. So yay! Estroversary!!!
Oh, and I got an unexpected random unmarked CD in the mail. I went to listen to it and it turns out to be a Hendrix bootleg that I've never heard before. How cool is that?
Congrats on both counts 8) Being a bit jealous of the Jimmy Jam disc though
Had a good session with my therapist discussing my whoa's regarding the insulting assumptiveness of our negatively charged general society at large and how to cope
Getting a phone interview for a job! They seemed pretty intent on getting someone who can work from 6am-2pm weekdays and weekends, which I can. I think I got it :D
although not today, I got my first set of acrylic nails last Monday. I absolutely love how they look and feel.
Came out to my best friend today and it went really well! And she said she always got a "guy vibe" from me. :)
My first day on HRT!
Quote from: AbeLane on January 24, 2015, 08:49:43 PM
Came out to my best friend today and it went really well! And she said she always got a "guy vibe" from me. :)
That's awesome, dude. Glad to hear it went well. :)
I had a good day today. Just good vibes. I also got a haircut and felt presentable to the world today, lol.
I really love doing dumb "comedic" acting and stuff - not professional whatsoever, just me and maaaybe a friend or two being stupid with a cheap camera. I was doing that today, and I played a guy so I got to wear a fake beard, kind of/not really bind, and pack! :D it felt so great and, even though I was acting, I felt more like myself than I have in a long time.
I met up with and old work college and his family that I have not seen in years. It was the first time they saw me in female mode and it went really well :)
Took a few pics of myself over the weekend. Documenting my progress as usual.. When I looked at them today.. I think I could see a glimmer of true femme in myself for the first time. I can't stop crying. :D
I joined this site....its truly amazing that I never knew this even existed and that there is so much support out there. Being from a small town in Ky, theres few resources and even fewer means of support.
Quote from: Rotika on January 26, 2015, 02:29:12 PM
Took a few pics of myself over the weekend. Documenting my progress as usual.. When I looked at them today.. I think I could see a glimmer of true femme in myself for the first time. I can't stop crying. :D
I know that feeling. I look in the mirror and more and more I see a woman staring back at me, literally more and more every day. I start crying. I can't believe this is me, and I can't believe that it will only get better. I've wanted this all my life, since I was 4. I can't believe it's finally happening. Hair growing, face and skin softening, curves becoming more defined, breasts growing, among other things.
What made me happy today. Going about my business without much as a second look, and getting, "miss let me take that from you" from the supermarket parking lot cart attendant!
I came out to my brother and his response was wonderful. Confused, but he was okay. He was even a little mad that our parents were so unaccepting when I first came out to them. It was a great talk. He asked permission if he could tell his wife. I was fine with that, and she sent me text a little while ago just say "hugs." [emoji4]
He also asked me if I had a female name. I told him the story of going from Dawn to Catlin to Catherine. He then reminded me our new step-sister (dad remarried recently) is named Katherine. Mother pussbucket! Back to the drawing board. [emoji13]
Actually two things today
1. Booked an appointment with an endo who can do HRT
2. Made contact with a support group for trans* people.
Proud of myself for finally e-mailing some therapist in my area to start my road to getting T.
Wearing correct work pants and shoes today for the first time, instead of my usual casual jeans and sneakers. None of the people next door or my customers today said anything. Had some fun walking to work, these are not made for navigating puddles
Quote from: immortal gypsy on January 27, 2015, 01:53:18 AM
Wearing correct work pants and shoes today for the first time, instead of my usual casual jeans and sneakers. None of the people next door or my customers today said anything. Had some fun walking to work, these are not made for navigating puddles
Go ahead and jump in the puddles, that's why they are there?
Quote from: Jenny07 on January 27, 2015, 02:38:33 AM
Go ahead and jump in the puddles, that's why they are there?
Normally I would, but converse don't allow as much water in as the pair I have on now :(. On the way home thou my little kid will come out hard and fast :laugh:
Cindy sends the snorkel and flippers to Sydney
The kitchen timer just announced that my chicken soup is ready!
Coming out to another colleague and work and her being really supportive.
Transferred my spiro script to a different pharmacy where I et it for less than 1/3 of the previous cost!
had my first Game Design class today, it was actually really interesting and quite fun! ^-^
This here happened over the course of this week but, what made me happy this week?
Having such wonderful and kind neighbors helping me out when I need them. Bless their souls.
At work getting called girl when a girl does something stupid and the other girl reacts by saying, girl as if to say, be careful. Yes I did do something stupid, and I have a small burn on me thanks to that but, at least something truly great came out of it, not to mention, that entire day I was not miss gendered once and was gendered correctly by everyone.
At work (different day) a fellow co worker whose a guy, hit on me a little, while I'm not into guys, this made me very happy because no one male wise has ever done that to me and it felt like I was seen & viewed as a woman. Sadly I later on during the day after that, realized I said something to him which could've been taken as a different meaning >_< luckily I re-corrected myself but still, talk about :embarrassed:
The one important person I'm not out to yet is my sister. This morning in Facebook I was overjoyed to see she had "liked" an article praising Pope Francis for reaching out to the Spanish transwoman who had written to him. I think she may actually react well to me when I finally come out to her. I would hate to lose my big sis.
I've been awake for just over an hour and dozens of people have messaged, emailed and called to wish me a happy birthday, I've spent more than an hour saying thanks, I love my friends and family, now I'm sitting here crying wondering what did I do to deserve this and how much better this year is than last year.
Oh! Happy birthday, Antonia!
Got my "sold out" Faith No More tickets anyway.
I was happy all day getting ready for the birthday party of a friend tomorrow. Always liked people's faces when they open my present.
Happy bday person who had your birthday today :P
Today the doctor's office called to say I can pick up my "treatment letter", which means I can now get the correct gender on all my new IDs.
Yay!
Quote from: newgrrrl on January 30, 2015, 08:36:56 PM
Today the doctor's office called to say I can pick up my "treatment letter", which means I can now get the correct gender on all my new IDs.
Yay!
Awesome!
<pitch pipe>
Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday dear Antonia
Happy birthday to you!
Hugs, Devlyn
Sniff, I've had the best birthday ever, I've had so many people message, call and email, last year I got like 4 messages.
Life is simply better now, in every way!
Thanks!
Quote from: Devlyn Marie on January 30, 2015, 08:50:16 PM
<pitch pipe>
Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday dear Antonia
Happy birthday to you!
Hugs, Devlyn
Today, I have no idea what it was/is but, even though someone at work abandoned their duties thus leaving me to deal with most of it by myself, it didn't ruin my day and after I finished being made, I was happy the entire day. Feels good. :)
Quote from: antonia on January 30, 2015, 09:36:54 PM
Sniff, I've had the best birthday ever, I've had so many people message, call and email, last year I got like 4 messages.
Life is simply better now, in every way!
Thanks!
And one last minute one too. Happy birthday you hot girl you! :)
Quote from: antonia on January 30, 2015, 09:36:54 PM
Sniff, I've had the best birthday ever, I've had so many people message, call and email, last year I got like 4 messages.
Life is simply better now, in every way!
Thanks!
Quote from: Devlyn Marie on January 30, 2015, 08:50:16 PM
<pitch pipe>
Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday dear Antonia
Happy birthday to you!
Hugs, Devlyn
Oh no almost missed it!
Hugs lovely lady and Happy Birthday.
To continue from Devlyn
Why was she born so beautiful?
Why was she born at all?
I reckon to make the world a brighter place :-*
I delivered my wife's new TV
https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php/topic,182174.msg1615104.html#msg1615104
She was soooo happy.
Except I put the aerial into the wrong socket and took ages to find out why the TV wouldn't work.
Just about to call the store and ask what was wrong and then read the instructions ::)
Do you reckon I would suit blonde? :laugh:
Changed my profile pic to a real picture of myself. Months ago... I would never have done it. But I'm starting to no longer care what people think. Liberating. :D
Quote from: Rotika on January 31, 2015, 01:35:36 AM
Changed my profile pic to a real picture of myself. Months ago... I would never have done it. But I'm starting to no longer care what people think. Liberating. :D
Cutie!
You are a very pretty young lady.
Thanks Cindy :D
Coffee (well iced chocolates) with my sister, and a hug from my nephew in a cafe. It may be sweet and simple, but sometimes they're the moments that give me the biggest smiles
This sounds bad, but I got a promise from my daughter's new therapist that her agency won't ever press charges or send me medical bills if my kid hurts someone. She said they have a fund for that sort of contingency, that that kind of thing happens with that sort of client base and they can handle it. My kid has grown five inches in less than a year and we mostly just stay home all the time because I can't make her do anything anymore. It's a huge relief to be assured I can let her go to therapy and not have to ever visit her in jail as a result.
She's quite a challenge, huh? I'm glad this facility is able to offer you services and peace of mind at the same time.
Love you, Felix! Hugs, Devlyn
One of the women I work with has been going through an extremely hard time. But yesterday, I saw her the happiest I have seen her in months. We just had a really, really nice day.
Aussie, Aussie, Aussie.. ;)
Can't spell it without plenty of Ass.
Quote from: Jenny07 on January 31, 2015, 03:38:43 PM
Aussie, Aussie, Aussie.. ;)
Can't spell it without plenty of Ass.
<counting on fingers> i.....t.....it. Yeah, you can. ???
To explain. Socceroos won the Asian cup
Ooi Ooi Ooi
Quote from: Cindy on January 31, 2015, 05:15:04 PM
To explain. Socceroos won the Asian cup
Ooi Ooi Ooi
Last night Asia, Tomorrow the WORLD
Not that Aussies have big egos or anything :laugh:
This thread is starting to sound like the soundtrack from a Tarzan movie! :laugh:
Being reminded of a story by Devlyn. I have no idea how true this is, but why let that get in the way of a good story? Back on the Johnny Weissmuller days a writer on a Tarzan movie was asked to come up with some authentic dialogue for the Africans and he actually used Swahili. Eventually the movie made it's way to Africa and during a big dramatic scene the audience started laughing. Someone official asked them why and a native Swahili speaker told them that the natives were saying, "what's that crazy white man doing now?"
Nuts. Now I have to check Snopes.
Quote from: Dee Walker on January 31, 2015, 06:33:11 PM
Being reminded of a story by Devlyn. I have no idea how true this is, but why let that get in the way of a good story? Back on the Johnny Weissmuller days a writer on a Tarzan movie was asked to come up with some authentic dialogue for the Africans and he actually used Swahili. Eventually the movie made it's way to Africa and during a big dramatic scene the audience started laughing. Someone official asked them why and a native Swahili speaker told them that the natives were saying, "what's that crazy white man doing now?"
Nuts. Now I have to check Snopes.
While she researches that, let's take a musical break!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D3_1KN5c4BU&feature=youtube_gdata_player
Getting my order taken by a girl I have a crush on
Quote from: Devlyn Marie on January 31, 2015, 04:32:19 PM
<counting on fingers> i.....t.....it. Yeah, you can. ???
There has to be one Devlyn in every group... :icon_no:
Got some things today that I had been putting off for a while.
Nice to get new stuff after 10 or more years.
Makes me happy just doing normal day to day things.
Quote from: Jenny07 on February 01, 2015, 12:05:22 AM
Quote from: Devlyn Marie on January 31, 2015, 04:32:19 PM
<counting on fingers> i.....t.....it. Yeah, you can. ???
There has to be one Devlyn in every group... :icon_no:
Got some things today that I had been putting off for a while.
Nice to get new stuff after 10 or more years.
Makes me happy just doing normal day to day things.
Did you buy yourself something cute?
Devlyn is a very special woman :icon_blink:. Fortunately the immigration dept have her details, seemingly there is a blanket ban on Bostonians just in case.
Not sure if you could call an office chair, new vacuum cleaner and a toilet seat cute.
Each to their own... :D
Quote from: Jenny07 on February 01, 2015, 12:50:34 AM
Not sure if you could call an office chair, new vacuum cleaner and a toilet seat cute.
Each to their own... :D
philistine ::)
How about new heels and a cute dress :laugh:
Time for a good cry
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s6v8OPX4p1A (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s6v8OPX4p1A)
Oh add in the new curtains for the bedroom and I have a nice ensemble.
I wish...
I have killer legs so lets be evil when you're here. >:-)
Quote from: Cindy on February 01, 2015, 01:01:06 AM
Time for a good cry
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s6v8OPX4p1A (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s6v8OPX4p1A)
Awesome vid
Quote from: Jenny07 on February 01, 2015, 01:12:18 AM
Oh add in the new curtains for the bedroom and I have a nice ensemble.
I wish...
I have killer legs so lets be evil when you're here. >:-)
I'm really looking forward to catching up with you all, doing some shopping and just hanging out and having fun. I'm booking flights and accommodation tomorrow. Do you reckon central Sydney or Darling Harbour?
Not that much at darling harbour.
J
Quote from: Jenny07 on February 01, 2015, 01:50:12 AM
Not that much at darling harbour.
J
City centre it is. Last time I stayed near Oxford street and didn't feel very comfortable going out at night, a place even too seedy for me ::)
Try the south end of Hyde Park.
Gypsy said she shared some hugs and smiled. I wonder how many smiles I can get in exchange for a hug.
My Susan's DT's are almost gone, that makes me happy.
My beautiful man, you have a zillion smiles from this girl.
Just make sure you get your claws trimmed before...
Quote from: Jenny07 on February 02, 2015, 05:10:09 AM
Just make sure you get your claws trimmed before...
I like a good back scratch ::)
Quote from: LordKAT on February 02, 2015, 04:57:21 AM
Gypsy said she shared some hugs and smiled. I wonder how many smiles I can get in exchange for a hug.
My Susan's DT's are almost gone, that makes me happy.
;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D
I'll gladly take hug but for you m'lord my smiles are always free
Ah sweet gypsy, I go to work a happy man!
I have been waiting for info re: spot on my nose. I just got all OK, have booked flight back to the sun!
Lots going on at work and extracting myself from my old role.
I see headlights in the distance approaching fast.
Bought a new vacuum cleaned today. Very nice.
Funny how the ordinary things are making me happy.
What's wrong with me? :D
J
Going to the States for a 4 day trip to visit friends, the sun is shining, I'm all packed and waiting for my pickup with a coffee in my hand, life is good today :)
I had my Game Design class in Uni today, we had to play and analyse the Atari 2600 game Pitfall
Since we were working in groups, I decided to find out about the level progression and if it got any harder as we went on, started mapping out the levels.
Turned out nobody else was doing this and everyone trying couldn't get past levels 10 - 20. I had all the levels up to 85 mapped out by the time class ended and could have kept going! Made me happy to get that far :D
I found .27 cents and someone gave me a small foam baseball.
Discovered a really cute little Italian restaurant in Laurel Canyon.
Any place that has paper tablecloths and crayons to draw on it with is awesome in my book. Oh, and the food was really good.
Nice, I love Italian food 8) I dozed off earlier and woke up hungry, a nice little spaghetti sounds pretty good right now
*Heads for kitchen*
Quote from: V M on February 06, 2015, 02:33:46 AM
Nice, I love Italian food 8) I dozed off earlier and woke up hungry, a nice little spaghetti sounds pretty good right now
*Heads for kitchen*
I used to be a cook in two different Italian restaurants while I was in college. I would love to cook for everyone here.
Who wants gourmet pizzas from scratch?
How soon can I crate you up and ship you to OZ Jill?
My spare room awaits.
What made me happy today was after nearly a month of wrestling with the insurance and such I finally got my follow up appointment with the endo scheduled
Quote from: Jill F on February 06, 2015, 03:10:17 AM
I used to be a cook in two different Italian restaurants while I was in college. I would love to cook for everyone here.
Who wants gourmet pizzas from scratch?
I worked at a couple of Italian restaurants in younger days, but mostly I just like to cook 8) Have you ever watched any of the Fabio Viviani vid.s?
Got my first publication in a nature.com journal !
The Journal of Antibiotics advance online publication 4 February 2015; doi: 10.1038/ja.2015.4
A new antibiotic with potent activity targets MscL
OPEN
Irene Iscla1, Robin Wray1, Paul Blount1, Jonah Larkins-Ford2, Annie L Conery2, Frederick M Ausubel2, Soumya Ramu3, Angela Kavanagh3, Johnny X Huang3, Mark A Blaskovich3, Matthew A Cooper3, Andres Obregon-Henao4, Ian Orme4, Edwin S Tjandra5, Uwe H Stroeher6, Melissa H Brown6, Cindy Macardle7, Nick van Holst7, Chee Ling Tong8, Ashley D Slattery8, Christopher T Gibson8, Colin L Raston8 and Ramiz A Boulos8
OK I'm one of a crowd but hey it's a nature family journal!!
That's great news. Well done big sis.
I know how you must feel as my sister also get published for Chemistry.
I remember her first paper.
Also have had stuff of mine published, it's a nice feeling. :)
First stop nature.com journal, next stop the world....
Oh I have over 80 papers published, this is the first in Nature!
Me of little faith.
I hang my head in shame as I am not worthy.
Quote from: Jenny07 on February 06, 2015, 05:36:55 AM
Me of little faith.
I hang my head in shame as I am not worthy.
At last the truth comes out >:-)
Congrats Cindy on getting your paper published, yeah, so exciting!!!
Even nicer seeing it say Cindy.
Nice to leave the rain and cold and be back in the sun - 83 degrees!
I put my name on the list to (hopefully) be in the next AC/DC video.
Got a VIP table for the concert tonight, plus this new moisturizer I'm using smells amazing.
Sephirah is home and doing OK. That is something worth being happy about.
Quote from: LordKAT on February 07, 2015, 01:16:11 AM
Sephirah is home and doing OK. That is something worth being happy about.
Amen to that!!!
More shopping today.
New Bedside lamps and towels.
Only new sheets and dooner to go.
Starting to enjoy this. :)
What's happening to me.
Quote from: Jenny07 on February 08, 2015, 12:24:24 AM
More shopping today.
New Bedside lamps and towels.
Only new sheets and dooner to go.
Starting to enjoy this. :)
What's happening to me.
Do remember that I like silk sheets. ::)
I'm afraid...
I drove 668.8 miles today with just 9 minutes to spare on my 11hr driving clock. I am told that this is something I can brag about.
I was not happy however that Azzie didn't want to visit me last night she I was virtually on her door step.
Just ordered and paid the tickets for Poets of the Fall's concert on April 18... Going there with my mom. :D
Getting further along the process for trying to volunteer with Trevor Lifeline.
Finally found a transport co. that wasn't all booked up and was able to take me to my endo appointment :icon_joy: Just in the nick of time too
My appointment went well and the Dr. upped my dosage and wrote out new scripts to last through another year 8)
Quote from: V M on February 10, 2015, 07:22:40 PM
Finally found a transport co. that wasn't all booked up and was able to take me to my endo appointment :icon_joy: Just in the nick of time too
My appointment went well and the Dr. upped my dosage and wrote out new scripts to last through another year 8)
Badass! Enjoy the fresh girl juice, V M.
I'm curious, when does that "new girl smell" start to wear off?
Quote from: V M on February 10, 2015, 07:22:40 PM
Finally found a transport co. that wasn't all booked up and was able to take me to my endo appointment :icon_joy: Just in the nick of time too
My appointment went well and the Dr. upped my dosage and wrote out new scripts to last through another year 8)
This!!! :icon_female:
Quote from: Jill F on February 10, 2015, 07:29:30 PM
Badass! Enjoy the fresh girl juice, V M.
I'm curious, when does that "new girl smell" start to wear off?
Thank you Jill :icon_chick: LOL... Never, my armpits still smell like fresh cut flowers
Eau de VM
That could be your Goldmine.
For the first time in my life, I was able to pass by all the mirrors and windows I have to deal with at work and love what I saw looking back. I don't know what's changed, but all day long I've been seeing the woman I know I am looking back at me - I even giggled and "shhh"d myself at one point, like I was telling someone else "don't tell anyone!"
I was talking with my mom and sent her a picture of myself as I was talking to her. Here is what she replied with:
(https://farm8.staticflickr.com/7418/16516500775_3c6ed51a5b_c.jpg)
Lovely!!! Both you and your Mum :-*
Quote from: Sydney_NYC on February 13, 2015, 12:55:56 AM
I was talking with my mom and sent her a picture of myself as I was talking to her. Here is what she replied with:
(https://farm8.staticflickr.com/7418/16516500775_3c6ed51a5b_c.jpg)
Wow that is beautiful Sydney! One of the best of you I've seen.
Moms are awesome. Mine is fully accepting of me. She even wanted me to travel to London with her, but I will visit in the summer instead.
That's fantastic Sydney!
Quote from: Sydney_NYC on February 13, 2015, 12:55:56 AM
I was talking with my mom and sent her a picture of myself as I was talking to her. Here is what she replied with:
(https://farm8.staticflickr.com/7418/16516500775_3c6ed51a5b_c.jpg)
Quote from: Sydney_NYC on February 13, 2015, 12:55:56 AM
I was talking with my mom and sent her a picture of myself as I was talking to her. Here is what she replied with:
(https://farm8.staticflickr.com/7418/16516500775_3c6ed51a5b_c.jpg)
Totally jealous. My mother refuses to acknowledge me as female.
Sorry to hear that. Maybe you will get lucky and she will in time. My mom acknowledges it, but because of the dementia tends to mess up on my name and gender sometimes. It's not her fault, but that's what 2 strokes can do. I hope someday your mom comes around and acknowledges it. Hugs
Quote from: StrykerXIII on February 13, 2015, 01:40:43 AM
Totally jealous. My mother refuses to acknowledge me as female.
Talked to the recruiters today about a new job.
Makes me feel better taking some control and not being at the mercy of faceless middle managers looking to sack everyone.
Should be a very valuable catch for a prospective employer.
J
I hadn't been a member of Costco for a few years now and I went to rejoin today for the first time since transitioning and I fretting over the fact I thought I would either have to show the old card to get in or to get a new membership. Turns out I didn't have to show the card at all and was able to join like I had never been a member before leaving all the history of the old account behind just as it should be. Needless to say I was a happy Camper. ;D
I scheduled my first electrolysis appointment for a 2 hour trial session. :D
Scheduled an appointment with a plastic surgeon to look at my nose and hopefully fix a persistent breathing problem. ;D
Quote from: StrykerXIII on February 13, 2015, 01:40:43 AM
Totally jealous. My mother refuses to acknowledge me as female.
My father (parents have been divorced since I was 13) does't acknowledge me as female so I know how that feels. He hasn't really acknowledged me at all in the last year and a half since I came out to him. My mother and step-father have more than made up for it though :)
Hugs to you though, hopefully your mom will come around.
I've lost enough weight that my boobs don't look like fat guy pecs. :)
I got flowers!
4 Ibuprofen
Quote from: Talim on February 14, 2015, 01:33:57 AM
I've lost enough weight that my boobs don't look like fat guy pecs. :)
Talim, hun, if my hair looked like yours in that avatar pic, I'd never be unhappy again.
Hugs from a friend, virtual is good.
Got home from being at a friends house to be welcomed by my family :)
Quote from: Sydney_NYC on February 13, 2015, 12:55:56 AM
I was talking with my mom and sent her a picture of myself as I was talking to her. Here is what she replied with:
(https://farm8.staticflickr.com/7418/16516500775_3c6ed51a5b_c.jpg)
That is super sweet, just reading that gave me a huge grin. The way she writes is total mom texting too.
Started T today.
Talking to my sister tonight, she told me
"My boss told me told me my sister called and asked if I was working"
This made me happy because:
I was worried about her and trying to find her.
A vocal pass over the phone to a complete stranger without me saying I was her sister or giving my name
Quote from: immortal gypsy on February 20, 2015, 02:29:36 AM
Talking to my sister tonight, she told me
"My boss told me told me my sister called and asked if I was working"
This made me happy because:
I was worried about her and trying to find her.
A vocal pass over the phone to a complete stranger without me saying I was her sister or giving my name
Good to hear hon!
Quote from: Cindy on February 20, 2015, 04:35:01 AM
Good to hear hon!
Thanks. Her boss told me she was there, but I had to wait till she was finished for the day before I could talk to her and know for myself. It was nice to hear her voice again, for my own piece of mind
5 month Anniversary on HRT. 5 months goes by fast doesn't it.
Mariah
Finally getting a new computer tonight! This one is pretty much one generation removed from stone knives and bear skins. Hopefully the new one doesn't need rebooted every time I need to check email.
Also finally getting all the home repairs done this and next week. Finally, a garage door that opens, a driveway that doesn't look post-apocalyptic and a proper veggie garden. I can't wait to make my pizza sauce with fresh tomatoes, basil and oregano.
Looking at my face in the mirror and thinking
"The hair is short, there's not that much of it there. Yes I'm pale and it's dark, but right underneath the chin. Thats hard to see. I think I'll try and skip shaving today"
Yeah laser is working :). Hopefully I've made the right decision, and I'm not bouncing off the walls before the end of my shift today
Made it through to the end of the shift, before I started totally flipping out. Now going to spend the rest of the afternoon inside so nobody can see me. It doesn't look like I'm unshaven (the laser is working) I just feel off somehow.
5 days on T...
My speaking voice is not perceptibly lower, but my throat is tight and I can sing (much) lower.
Early, early days, but stoked!
I think I just managed to build a MTG deck that actually works pretty well. :D I usually suck at deckbuilding so this is a very welcome change for me.
Today my ex wife let me know she's working on an article about how trans allies can also "come out" and be more actively supportive, with family, friends and community.
She asked for some feedback on the article, which I gave, and I have to say it was really a sweet experience to have that interaction with her. Sniffle. :)
Happieness is a brand new birth certificate.
It only took 3-4 business days from appointment to my mailbox :D
Now to start changing everything else
A friend gave me some homemade jam sweetened with stevia and I have some low-carb pitas and some smart balance peanut butter. I decided to try PB&J for the first time in years and test to see if it spikes my blood sugar. Oh, and with bacon. Why the heck not, right?
If my BGL test comes up less than 100, expect a new post again here in about an hour. If not, then look for a post from me in the "What made you unhappy today" thread.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FZmLrTMP.jpg&hash=531c888cc6eea57a70694938179f19adad45feb6)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FUfAdQH5.jpg&hash=d457a0beb3692065072b2b0c143ba9b4b20c27d2)
My BGL just read 102. I aim for less than 100 (ideally mid 80s) but that's not bad so I'm happy. This isn't something I expect to want to eat very often so it's fine.
Dalebert, are you diabetic?
I have been below 100 for a few days now and I am ecstatic. Last test was 86 and that was like 4 hours after a full meal.
OK, let me just preface this with one of my little personality quirks- I HATE misplacing/losing things. It drives me nuts when something goes missing, whether it's an article of clothing, a tool, a CD, book or something as insignificant as a guitar pick. As soon as I realize something is missing, I tend to turn my house upside down until I find it. I had been missing a few things for some time now- a small gift from my wonderful wife, a guitar to USB cable, and a fancy guitar strap that I had probably wasted several hours looking for a few months ago.
Well, I found all of them today! Now where the hell did my headphones go? Never did find those... GRRRR
Quote from: Jill F on February 24, 2015, 06:37:05 PM
OK, let me just preface this with one of my little personality quirks- I HATE misplacing/losing things. It drives me nuts when something goes missing, whether it's an article of clothing, a tool, a CD, book or something as insignificant as a guitar pick. As soon as I realize something is missing, I tend to turn my house upside down until I find it. I had been missing a few things for some time now- a small gift from my wonderful wife, a guitar to USB cable, and a fancy guitar strap that I had probably wasted several hours looking for a few months ago.
Well, I found all of them today! Now where the hell did my headphones go? Never did find those... GRRRR
Join the club... LOL I go through the same deal 8) But then you have to figure out how many other things you misplaced while searching for the originally misplaced items
Quote from: V M on February 24, 2015, 07:10:42 PM
Join the club... LOL I go through the same deal 8) But then you have to figure out how many other things you misplaced while searching for the originally misplaced items
NOOOOO!!!!
>:-) Hee Hee
Quote from: V M on February 24, 2015, 07:10:42 PM
Join the club... LOL I go through the same deal 8) But then you have to figure out how many other things you misplaced while searching for the originally misplaced items
Sweetie does that and it drives me bats! I'm very methodical and anal retentive about putting things back because I am incredibly bad at remembering where things are if I don't.
Quote from: Dee Walker on February 24, 2015, 10:32:29 PM
Sweetie does that and it drives me bats! I'm very methodical and anal retentive about putting things back because I am incredibly bad at remembering where things are if I don't.
I seem to have misplaced a bottle of wine tonight. Where did it go?
Quote from: Jill F on February 25, 2015, 12:18:56 AM
Quote from: Dee Walker on February 24, 2015, 10:32:29 PM
Sweetie does that and it drives me bats! I'm very methodical and anal retentive about putting things back because I am incredibly bad at remembering where things are if I don't.
I seem to have misplaced a bottle of wine tonight. Where did it go?
Check stomach?
Quote from: Cindy on February 25, 2015, 12:24:05 AM
I seem to have misplaced a bottle of wine tonight. Where did it go?
Check stomach?
Found it! *burp*
Quote from: dalebert on February 25, 2015, 09:22:51 AM
Prediabetic.
Well, good luck to you brother. I hope you don't become a full blown diabetic. It's doable.
Different things work for different people but exercise is what helps me the most.
Quote from: ImagineKate on February 25, 2015, 09:24:09 AM
Well, good luck to you brother. I hope you don't become a full blown diabetic. It's doable.
Thank you. I feel fortunate to have caught it before it reached full-blown diabetes and I feel like I have a good handle on it. Hopefully I can keep it from getting worse. I test regularly, particularly with foods that haven't been repeatedly tested and proven safe to eat in the past.
The weird beard has been cleared.
This was last night but still
Went to the toilet multiple times without my handbag. Yes it was a quite bar and nobody was in there, but still. I've been using my handbag as a cruch to go to the bathroom since I bought it.
One of my neighbors gave me a Presto hot air popper 8) Someone had given it to her as gift but she never used it because she prefers the microwave popcorn
(https://sp.yimg.com/ib/th?id=HN.608050937328960969&pid=15.1&P=0) :icon_dance:
I told Sweetie that there was an opening listed at Sephora and I was thinking about applying. She said, "you should they'll teach you...", then she trailed off. Still, she's starting to get with the program.
Quote from: V M on February 26, 2015, 04:56:04 PM
One of my neighbors gave me a Presto hot air popper 8) Someone had given it to her as gift but she never used it because she prefers the microwave popcorn
(https://sp.yimg.com/ib/th?id=HN.608050937328960969&pid=15.1&P=0) :icon_dance:
I used to have one of those, made popcorn that you could eat as it popped.
Quote from: LordKAT on February 26, 2015, 10:50:00 PM
I used to have one of those, made popcorn that you could eat as it popped.
I know! The hard part was making sure they landed in your mouth.
so true! They tended to fly away.
Quote from: Jill F on February 27, 2015, 01:16:18 AM
I know! The hard part was making sure they landed in your mouth.
Wait. So like, you're lying on the couch with the popper resting on your chest or something?
I've heard of folks taking the lid off and competing with each other to catch the flying popcorn in the air and there are rumors of people's dogs getting into the action
OK, so today I called my auto insurance company to find out how to change my name on the policy and proof of insurance cards.
The woman I spoke with asked me the reason for the name change, and when I told her I'm transitioning, she said, "Well, congratulations honey!".
That sure made the rest of the conversation a lot easier. ;)
Mom bought me a men's hoodie from Gap. It's a bit small though (XS, I fit in S) but wow she never bought me anything that's for men before. XD
EDIT: OMG! My dad bought me a Snoopy T-shirt O_O
I hugged both of my parents tonight.
It's supposed to warm up to -5c/7f today, I'm going out for a cycling trip :)
Quote from: antonia on February 28, 2015, 06:58:59 AM
It's supposed to warm up to -5c/7f today, I'm going out for a cycling trip :)
Speaking of, it crept above freezing in Manchester, NH today! I'm putting on my banana hammock and getting a tan!
lol, perfect :)
Quote from: dalebert on February 28, 2015, 01:42:52 PM
Speaking of, it crept above freezing in Manchester, NH today! I'm putting on my banana hammock and getting a tan!
I got a penpal! :D
Will be receiving my name change court orders this Friday!
Quote from: DragonBeer on March 02, 2015, 03:47:50 PM
Will be receiving my name change court orders this Friday!
Awesome!! congratulations. :)
My father in-law who has been staying with us since my mother in law passed away on Feb 3rd, has returned home from the hospital after having a stroke last week and the follow up appointment with the neurologists is positive. Thankfully it was a mild stroke and it looks like he is going to recover nearly 100% without an issue.
On paper my transition is complete. My social security card, driver's license and now, my Birth certificate are all in my new name and correct gender. I got my birth certificate today. :D
Yep, when I put my mind to it, I can get stuff done.
Quote from: Talim on March 02, 2015, 05:29:14 PM
Awesome!! congratulations. :)
Thanks. Will never be able to change my birth certificate though.
I think this is more like "What made me freaking ecstatic today?!"
Front row center and VIP passes for Aretha Franklin in August.
Quote from: Jill F on March 05, 2015, 12:15:41 PM
I think this is more like "What made me freaking ecstatic today?!"
Front row center and VIP passes for Aretha Franklin in August.
Almost 50 years to the day I was born, got my new birth certificate with "F"
Only one document left - passport!!
Hello vacation sometime soon
Quote from: Muffinheart on March 05, 2015, 03:41:07 PM
Almost 50 years to the day I was born, got my new birth certificate with "F"
Only one document left - passport!!
Hello vacation sometime soon
And undoubtledly a well-deserved one! Enjoy it to the fullest.
No snow for once ;)
Quote from: Muffinheart on March 05, 2015, 03:41:07 PM
Almost 50 years to the day I was born, got my new birth certificate with "F"
Only one document left - passport!!
Hello vacation sometime soon
Congratulations! That's great
Thank you Jill and Shoei098
:)
Bought a new headlight for my car as the old one had gone all yellow.
After much frustration and getting a few bigger hammers job done.
Nice and new.
:icon_censored:
J
I'm happy because I have so many awesome friends since I transitioned, and today I get to make dinner for 7 of them and then go out dancing the night away :D
Quote from: antonia on March 07, 2015, 11:00:16 AM
I'm happy because I have so many awesome friends since I transitioned, and today I get to make dinner for 7 of them and then go out dancing the night away :D
Kick it up girl!
Quote from: Jill F on March 05, 2015, 12:15:41 PM
I think this is more like "What made me freaking ecstatic today?!"
Front row center and VIP passes for Aretha Franklin in August.
Love the tickets!
Hate the fact that promoters, ticket sellers and artists have rigged the system so that you have to shell out significant $$ months and months in advance of the show order to get tickets.
Heard Dan Aykroyd a couple weeks ago on Howard Stern talking about filming the Blues Brothers and how she did not want to wear the diner waitress uniform in the movie and how John Landis sweet talked her into the movie.
Enjoy!!!
Nice night out with a friend. :)
I didn't have to work today, and for that matter, the next two days either. Spent two hours in the salon getting my blonde on just right. Did I say I didn't have to work today?
I saw this on my friends Facebook account
I saw a hypnotist last night, he hypnotised seven men and then dropped the mic on his foot "OH BUGGER ME!" He shouted.....what happened next will haunt me for the rest of my life...
Try to read that without smiling, can't be done can it?
Quote from: Jayne on March 12, 2015, 12:42:38 AM
I saw this on my friends Facebook account
I saw a hypnotist last night, he hypnotised seven men and then dropped the mic on his foot "OH BUGGER ME!" He shouted.....what happened next will haunt me for the rest of my life...
Try to read that without smiling, can't be done can it?
I'll pay you for that!!!
Found a treasure trove of 1994 Ridge Montebello Cabernet Sauvignon for about half of what it's worth.
Quote from: Cindy on March 12, 2015, 12:48:57 AM
I'll pay you for that!!!
I've heard there are free websites devoted to that sort of thing, of course I know nothing about that kind of thing as i'm sweet & innocent ::)
My wife is getting back home very soon from being out of town and we're going out for a late, late dinner.
I missed her so much.
She is truly awesome and I love her more than anything.
This is a little late as it happened on Wednesday. We were at one of our end of the year tennis tournaments and I was at the galley to buy some ice cream. A man was it front of me putting in his order. As he was finishing, he said to the server ' don't forget the woman behind me'. I was the only one there! The thing is I was in guy mode! Must be the 'vibe' and how I was wearing my shorts and top (sleeves rolled short and shorts rolled up, as well as the ear rings). The guy tracked me down about 20 minutes later to apologize. I indicated that it did not bother me in the least!
A friend who I had been hiding from texted me and said he knew about me and that it's OK. He also said I can't deny who I am. He's a former LEO as well so we kinda stick together.
I am playing this one cautiously though. I hope he isn't like the backstabbers.
This makes me think, just who the hell do I think I am hiding from???
Quote from: islandgirl on March 13, 2015, 11:40:10 AM
The thing is I was in guy mode!
OMG, you accidentally passed. That's awesome!
A double shot of iced potato vodka, a hot bath to soak in and a romance novel on Audible.
I had 7 hours sleep uninterrupted and now a weekend off
Two good friends responded to a spontaneous, unplanned invitation to go out for hibachi and then came back to my place for drinks and a cheesy old horror/comedy movie. Much fun to be had by all.
Sidenote--It seems every other group having hibachi that night was celebrating a birthday. Does it have to be a special occasion to have hibachi? Pfft. We found out at dinner that my friend got her gender marker corrected (FINALLY) on her passport! So we declared that the dinner was a celebration after all. ;D
bought my first men's deodorant :D it smells ~so good~
I used to go out of my way to find the Nivea roll on sticks for men cause I hated the sticks, now I can get my Nivea roll on at the local store, my ex used to make fun of me and ask why I didn't just use the ones for girls :)
Quote from: synesthetic on March 14, 2015, 07:29:57 PM
bought my first men's deodorant :D it smells ~so good~
Seeing my actual name on the balance sheet for work tommorow :)
Went to a shop that I frequent and after 7 years an item I order finally turned up.
Also some other items came in as well that sold out in the US in 5 minutes. Have 3 of them.
All model trains for my collection.
It's an expensive hobby.
My uncle gave me his old phone so I don't have to get a new one!
Just.. coming to the realization that my dreams are coming true. I've been full time at home around family for about a week now. (I live on a piece of family owned land with my father, uncle, two sisters and their husbands.) No one has so much as given me a funny look in girl mode. My first few days full time here were almost embarrasing. Liberating. But still a bit on the "so yea I'm wearing fake boobs everyone" lol.. But it's becoming more and more normal. I'm not feeling so worried about judgement. I feel I've been accepted by everyone. It's awesome :D
Reading the story about the family reunion of Devlyn, Maureen, Kim and their mother made me feel very happy for all of them (and myself). I just LOVE good news <3 :-) ...
I left a message on my old Facebook account informing everyone about my transitioning. Most of the people closer in my life have known for at least half a year now, but this was for everyone else that I don't talk to as often, such as extended family. Hopefully the reactions go well, but I'll admit that I am nervous. At the very least, I am happy to finally have it out there. It's time I stopped pretending just to avoid conflicts.
My uncle knows I'm transgender now. Don't have to hide anything anymore.
I got my Cambridge university info changed! :)
I am now Mariah and female in their system with the title 'Ms', it feels awesome.
I recived my medicare card in the mail today, WITH my proper name on it. Just need my health insurance card to come in and I will then have all my cards
Gypsy, how is the boss performing?
I don't know haven't really seen or spoken to him since Fridays change over, and that was only for about 5 minutes if that. Saturday will be the big day we will be working together that afternoon.
I found a dime and a penny
Two things
My boss was surprissed I came in and worked today on a day off. I told him I could come to work, or try and pick myself up gracefully up off the floor in a skirt after I fainted at the sight of a needle. He agreed that I took the better option. (But he would of loved to of seen me try)
After one of my punters called me her (I don't wear a nametag he didn't know my name). My boss didn't correct him
I think he is finally understanding and comprehending what is going on :laugh:
Officially found out that one of the people made redundant from my old team has got a new job working with me in my new team.
A few weeks ago I had a word with my new boss and hey presto, he now has a new role. Starts with us in two weeks.
Feel good for him as he has a young family and deserved to be treated better that what happened.
Good thing do happen.
J
Got my binder a day early and it's P E R F E C T
No pain, no trouble breathing, no discomfort at all unlike with my other binder
and it binds very well considering I have quite a large chest, but they just look like pecs now! so so sooo happy with it <3
To whoever needs a binder: get yer ass over to underworks!
I answered the phone today and the guy at the other end assumed that I was my wife.
#PhonePass
WooHoo!!!
3 things today ;D
- Had my checkup with my HRT doctor and all my lab results were excellent with levels in the female range. She did adjust my prescription of Delestrogen ( Estradiol Valerate ) to 20mg/mL from 40mg/mL strength, but doubled the frequency of my injections to help prevent mood swings. I worked out well since she also told me that they are no longer manufacturing 40mg/mL Delestrongen. (There are still compounding pharmacies that are.)
- After having electrolysis this morning with a somewhat swollen face that resembled pizza, I was standing in line to pickup my prescriptions at Collen-Lorde (LGBT Health Clinic where there are a ton of transgender patients) and there was a holdup in the line so the guy standing behind me and I just started talking. We were talking about prices on medicine and I told him about the price of Delestrogen there being cheaper than Costco. He commented that I was too young to need estrogen. I told him I was trans and he said he had no clue.
- One of my clients paid me nicely today
1) Being called Ms surname for the first time when I went to get my blood taken today. (Had to do a slight double take, first time I think I've heard my surname +freaking out)
2) I didn't faint :D (They still wouldn't let me sit up for awhile, and I think it took me about an hour to actually leave the place. But I didn't faint, I was just very dizzy)
Dinner out at a nice restaurant and a nice bottle of Cabernet Sauvignon with my wife on the patio. These are moments I live for.
Last year I raised some serious issues against my manager and his manager.
I was livid and so angry.
Yesterday found out that both have been moved sideways since my 3 month battle with HR.
They couldn't fault my facts, they tried, and I was always in the right.
Perhaps others complained as well as one was universally hated.
Lets hope its for the better for the team.
Someone stood up to the bullying and I'm proud I spoke up and did something.
J
My boss accepting me as female. Pronouns, anecdotes, clothing and all.
Quote from: immortal gypsy on March 28, 2015, 02:57:42 AM
My boss accepting me as female. Pronouns, anecdotes, clothing and all.
AWESOME!!!
Congrats Sis
Quote from: Cindy on March 28, 2015, 03:00:15 AM
AWESOME!!!
Congrats Sis
Thank you :D, now just have to work on my older (in time of comming in) regulars
Got tickets to the MAC factory clearance sale, this is going to be bad in a good way :D
Realising that it is OK to love people.
Realising it is OK to open my heart to a man.
Realising it is OK to say that I love all of you and I'm stronger for saying it.
Hey, for all of you who are sad and lonely today, guess what?
I love you.
Quote from: Cindy on March 28, 2015, 06:14:22 AM
Realising that it is OK to love people.
Realising it is OK to open my heart to a man.
Realising it is OK to say that I love all of you and I'm stronger for saying it.
Hey, for all of you who are sad and lonely today, guess what?
I love you.
Love you, too, Cindy!
Dee
(Sad but not lonely)
HOLY SNAP THIS IS BEST DAY EVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!
Well more last thursday here.
Getting the text to say 'can you come in' for my labourer job.
I was worried that I wouldn't that they didn't need me that weekend and then of the bus I heard the noise I set for my text receved sound and checked it. Boy was I happy to see that.
My dryer finally being fixed after 3 visits by the repair man.
Mariah
Top surgery will surprisingly be in the forseeable future.
DragonBeer congracts. That is wonderful news. It always good to know that surgeries we want are possible in the future.
Mariah
Quote from: DragonBeer on April 02, 2015, 12:24:11 PM
Top surgery will surprisingly be in the forseeable future.
Quote from: Mariah2014 on April 02, 2015, 12:29:12 PM
DragonBeer congracts. That is wonderful news. It always good to know that surgeries we want are possible in the future.
Mariah
Like really soon. My uncle said I'm free to use the money left in the bank 4 years ago that was originally for my trip around Europe for top surgery! Which was 3.5k. :o
CANT. CONTAIN. MY. EXCITEMENT.
That's great news! Who are you going to?
Hugs, Devlyn
seeing all of you get happy and excited over good news really made me smile today ^_^
Quote from: Devlyn Marie on April 02, 2015, 02:32:26 PM
That's great news! Who are you going to?
Hugs, Devlyn
So far, I have 3 people in mind.
Dr. Rockmore (Albany, NY)
Dr. Medalie (Cleveland, OH)
Dr. Garramone (Davie, FL)
My only issue that I'm griping about is finding a therapist that'll write me a letter of recommendation within 3 visits or less (I went informed consent) if I choose Garramone or Medalie.
Quote from: synesthetic on April 02, 2015, 06:10:03 PM
seeing all of you get happy and excited over good news really made me smile today ^_^
Awwww. :) (hugs)
I just chewed some mod in another forum for being viciously transphobic. I knew it was one last hurrah before the ban hammer. Probably got a little power rise after taking the time from their immensely busy and wholesomely fulfilling social life. Meanwhile I'm sitting here looking off my balcony viewing 3 or 4 city peaks and eating a peach.
Got my new checks from Navy Federal today. I'm switching credit unions and I could not be happier. My current CU has some major problems, such as two security breaches, and the irony is their unwillingness to embrace new technology like smartphone apps, plus their service is just plain terrible.
Unfortunately when I do my name change I'll have to get new checks again but I get a free order every year so I'm not complaining...
I think I'll open up accounts for the kids too.
Latest Member: ecnadiuglatnerap
parental guidance
DING DING DING!
Well I was thinking the same thing but was a bit more subtle about it. :)
Wisconsin Badgers, baby!
We might have a new cat around July. c:
Just texted with my friend and they have two litters coming in two weeks, both short and semi-long haired ones. The only absolute thing we want is a male cat (due to their basic personality) and a long haired one if possible. But I know myself to have a soft spot for tuxedo cats and apparently there's a chance for those~ Also for polydactyl kitties!
Man, this household has been without a cat for way too long. Third month and counting.
My dad paid for my co-pay at the Dr.'s today.
I gave another big bag of stuff to Goodwill today. Last month I gave away one...maybe two actually. It feels good to let go of stuff. I do have some more to go but it feels good to have more space in my bedroom.
It does feel so good! Each donation is one more step along the path. I was so grateful to say good bye to my boy clothes. Having them around just brought me down. I only have a few short sleeve summer shirts left, and those I am slow replacing with new girl stuff. I am finding harder than I thought find just the right tops that work for me and my SO.
Shaved off my facial hair. I feel manly doing that even though I'm now babyfaced for the next two weeks.
Quote from: DragonBeer on April 11, 2015, 11:43:05 AM
Shaved off my facial hair. I feel manly doing that even though I'm now babyfaced for the next two weeks.
Like every teenager in the world, DragonBeer. Relish it. Eventually shaving can become a dreaded chore. Or perhaps I'm just biased.
My Mrs. Potato Head on my nightstand makes me happy every day.
About 15 years ago I lamented to my wife that I never had a Mr. Potato Head as a child, so I got one for Christmas that year. My PH has lived on my nightstand ever since. In 2013, she transitioned MTF just as I did.
If only we could do it so easily...
Wearing my new tank top that I got on Saturday! It feels so liberating and free.....everyone you MUST get tank tops! That is an order ;)
Quote from: DragonBeer on April 11, 2015, 11:43:05 AM
Shaved off my facial hair. I feel manly doing that even though I'm now babyfaced for the next two weeks.
Heh no worries man, trust me facial hair just keeps coming back...
Quote from: Jill F on April 13, 2015, 12:08:07 AM
My Mrs. Potato Head on my nightstand makes me happy every day.
About 15 years ago I lamented to my wife that I never had a Mr. Potato Head as a child, so I got one for Christmas that year. My PH has lived on my nightstand ever since. In 2013, she transitioned MTF just as I did.
If only we could do it so easily...
A couple of years ago, Birkin got me a Starlite pillow pet for much the same reason. Though he has placed me in the Cone of Silence, I still snuggle with Starlite. I took it with me on the truck for sentimental reasons.
I found a big Rainbow Dash plush toy at Walmart. But I resisted and didn't get it.
Upgraded to 802.11ac at home. Must say my iPhone is now much faster, at least it's consistently pegging the speed test at 50meg: I did an iperf test as well and it's maxing out the link pretty much for local network connectivity. I thought I needed a new Poe switch in the cabinet downstairs but this one seems to be working fine.
Picked an awesome card from Journey into Nyx booster; Iroas, God of Victory (http://gatherer.wizards.com/Pages/Card/Details.aspx?multiverseid=380441). :D
Also, seeing Poets of the Fall live tomorrow! <3
I went with my friend to her monthly trans support group and she described me to the group as her "comfort" and said that had it not been for me, she suspected her life might have gone in a very tragic direction instead of to where she is now in a much more optimistic place. I never thought I was doing anything but being decent with a friend and also one of my favorite people in general. I've told her she's one of my favorite people and it's no exaggeration. Spending time with her has certainly been no sort of sacrifice or effort on my part.
I've heard said that if you make a difference to even one person, your life was well spent. It kind of rung true to me in that moment and I will remember it whenever I feel like I'm not achieving all the goals that I would like to in my lifetime. I'm very happy that my friend is in a good place in her life right now.
Being called 'sir' a few times by a homeless guy. I gave him some money on the way back
I do seem to pass all the time now but I still rarely hear anything said so its always nice when I get something confirming
Today I discovred one of the great unforeseen perks of transitioning. I saw one of the most annoying people I had ever had the displeasure of meeting at the grocery store today. I used to work with him and he would talk your ear off while essentially saying nothing all day long. The guy would never shut up. I saw him, he saw me, and OMG, it seems he never got the memo that I transitioned! He didn't recognize me at all and walked away. Yay! No lecture about the virtues of synthetic motor oil, government conspiracies or whether I should biopsy my hangnail.
A friend had promised me something special when I completed my journey.
Today I was given a Tag Heuer Lady Aquaracer.
I feel all yummy
Was it a chocolate one?
Went for a run today in the big park next to me.
Lots of lakes and tracks to run on.
Next to a pond in a quite part are two black swans with their two babies.
Stoped and watched them for a minute and let them be.
Being free, looking gorgeous and feeling badass.
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Bought some new shirts and tried one on after getting home (it's a red short sleeved button up with chest pockets). My mother said it looked really nice and suited me. Yay! I won't be wearing it any time soon as it's a smaller size than what I currently wear, but I bought it knowing that I'll be losing weight. Plus I saved a heap of money buying them on sale now, rather then later!
Purple hair color, Check!
hair, trimmed and styled, Check!
Just got to let it grow a little longer, Get some red contact lenses and get my neck tattoo and I'll have my Major Kusanagi look complete. :D
Pleasantly resolved a prescription issue with the pharmacist and picked up my refill :icon_chick:
This is for Birkin. He used to think I had a thing for Terry Crews. lol
https://youtu.be/NCxdfCydeq0
honestly, seeing everyone join together to support bruce jenner made my day. so many kind vibes coming from my friends, my family, bruce's family, and even some huge celebrities. it's amazing. :D
Worked all day on a very difficult equation.
In the end I proved it out, nasty hard.
Took off all my clothes and yelled Eureka! :o
Might have a visit to HR tomorrow.
Well not quite...
Had a check up with my Endo. All is good
Found my charging lead for one of my bike lights.
Have been looking for it for 2 months.
Turns out I have $5k in the bank instead of the initial $3.5k I thought I had. Top surgery is sooner than I believed?
I just watched the Mrs Brown video supporting the equal marriage vote in Ireland this May, both funny & heartwarming at the same time.
Here's my favourite line from the short video
"Marriage isn't easy, changing the law isn't easy & changing attitudes is even harder but we can do it, we did it before & the world didn't end & we all grew up a little bit"
After some conflicting information I finally had to take my final driving test at Celadon. I was really sweating it because I never backed in right when I was with my trainer.
I nailed it!
So, I'm no longer quite a rookie. ^_^
Nuff said? :D
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My wife and I were out shopping in Paramus, NJ near our house and came across this in the parking lot:
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Certainly something you don't see every day :)
My band won the "Battle of the Bands" at my school :laugh: We went nuts, and our singer shaved his head on stage.
Too bad he had such luscious hair. It was jet black and flowed down to his shoulders. But now he looks super metal bald \m/
Got a birthday card from my partner's father (he's 88 and only became aware I was trans about two months ago) - it was in pink and purple and spoke about how a woman can never have too many shoes, or handbags! Inside the envelope was the wherewithal to go out and hit the shops!!!
Went out today (day off!) - got eyebrows done, and back waxed. For the waxing she told me the hair was "sparse", so it was only half price. And........all ma'ms and madams with no hint of sir.
Been a good day so far! :)
Well, this was yesterday but it still made me happy.
I was carded for a Duff Beer at Moe's Tavern and the bartender had a hard time believing I was 46.
No, I didn't imagine this. They really have a Moe's at Universal Studios Hollywood.
Not much makes me happy these days but a friend said something really nice to me. I told her that she did a great job on something and she said thank you, that she worked so hard to make it nice, and that I was "the best" and that she was so happy to know me and have me in her life.
I had a lengthy phone conversation with my mum today, during the conversation we stumbled across the fact that we both love Mamma Mia so when the stage show comes to Bristol next year we will both be going along.
My mum doesn't know it yet but i'm going to insist that we go to the local fancy dress shops to rent the most outragous ABBA inspired outfits possible, i'll drop that bombshell once the tickets are paid for!!
I found out today that from here in except for the one scheduled session to finish up with the second SRS letter writer that my therapy visits are on an as needed basis only. She and I feel I have reach a point where I don't need it on any regular basis anymore. Just shows the progress I made from when I started. I have come so far and I'm proud of that fact. :)
Mariah
i'm off tomorrow and its pay week
My mum met my neighbour & introduced herself as "Jayne's mum"!!!!! She also got my name right in my birthday card!
Wow, it's only taken 3 yrs to reach this point, patience can work
Had a nice time with a friend tonight. I'm going to do what I can to not let this one fall away.
Two things have made me very happy, though the first I am worried will change...
First my job got a new GM, ever since then I've had a TON less stress on me and haven't been abused hardly at all especially like I was before, what's more, my hours have increased to an amount that I can survive and have enough left over each month to save up for things, though I still have to be careful when it comes to therapy or what I have saved will be gone quickly. I'm worried this might change but I'm hoping not.
secondly, if you're a Megaman Legends fan like myself and live in the US, well, The Misadventures of Tron Bonn got released digitally for the PSP, PS3 and the PSVita and for only $6. Those who don't know, this is a super rare game that's a spin off and prequel to the Legends games and even used copies go for at least $150+ USD where as new can go anywhere from $400+ to $800+ USD.
Well, to be honest, the first one actually happened around 2 months ago (Just didn't want to jinx it at the time), the second one happened yesterday from what I can tell but both made me so happy. :)
I guess the dorm room attendant hears everything. There's been several people talking about me at the Celadon Terminal in Indianapolis, saying I look like Motoko Kusanagi from Ghost in the Shell. Suit's me just fine.
:D
Had my doctor's check up today and my blood pressure was 'perfect' and I have lost 12 lbs. since my last check up!
My sister sent me this. :)
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Yays for sisters!
Hugs, Devlyn
I got a free sandwich and my sister brought me some Chinese food.
It was time to mow the grass for the first time this year, and I got the lawnmower going in under five minutes. (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fthefiringline.com%2Fforums%2Fimages%2Fsmilies%2Fbiggrin.gif&hash=fa2db8a2d15c338f95b7a2cbcb46a673a808a937)
Congrats! Way to go!!! :eusa_clap: :eusa_dance: :eusa_clap:
Quote from: islandgirl on May 07, 2015, 08:10:37 PM
Had my doctor's check up today and my blood pressure was 'perfect' and I have lost 12 lbs. since my last check up!
I had my LGBT group today & a we watched Mamma Mia (this is the 3rd time this week i've watched it) I had a quick meeting beforehand OMG things are picking up speed.
I now have at least one training session next week (2 if I can sort out bus fare), i'm going to be signed up as a volunteer with another support charity for the homeless & recently housed to increase my contacts for the LGBT group.
Now for the scary bit. . . next friday I have to give a talk about IDAHOT & transgender issues at a womens shelter, then on the following monday I have to give the talk to some of the high level managers for the hostels in the area, this means i've got a week to learn as much as I can about LGBT law, yipes, jinkees.
The day after i'm attending a meeting for LGBT Bristol to discuss trans issues & how things can be improved in this city, I was told that I HAVE to attend as apparently i'm the reason this focus meeting is taking place because I made a few suggestions last year, yipes, jinkees again!!
This snowball that was a small LGBT group is rolling down the hill rapidly gaining momentum & i'm just hanging on & hoping to survive ;)
Had Five Guy's for lunch.
That's all.
;D
Quote from: ainsley on May 08, 2015, 01:23:30 PM
Had Five Guy's for lunch.
That's all.
;D
Are ya sore now? >:-) :P
Quote from: marsh monster on May 08, 2015, 01:25:54 PM
Are ya sore now? >:-) :P
Gasp!! :o
Well, I guess that didn't sound right, eh?
...let me just say that I had a bacon triple cheeseburger for lunch from Five Guy's Restaurant today.
My truck is repaired. Monday I will be assigned a load towards South Carolina to pick up my co-driver. I hope to visit my Aunt who lives in Moncks Corner. She's never seen me since I transitioned.
I got my first laser treatment today! PEW-PEW-PEW!
Holy hells, it hurt but the after-effects aren't nearly as bad as I expected. It's only been about two hours and my face is already looking somewhat normal and not swollen.
So happy! Such a big step for me.
Having my sister pick me up and seeing my youngest nephew so happy
My mother renewed our netflix subscription so I can watch stuff again!
I gave my first LGBTQI talk today at a womens shelter & was as nervous as a long tailed cat in a rocking horse factory.
I survived and in spite of two hot flushes during the talk everyone claimed it was a great talk.
I ended the presentation with a Q & A session, I told the people there that many trans people are uncomfortable with being asked personal questions so they were free to ask me anything they thought was innappropriate to ask a trans person to facilitate any future dealings with trans people, they were very respectfull in their questions & the Q & A went on for an hour.
On monday I have to give the presentation again, this one is in the same building where someone threatened to smash a plate of curry in my face so i'm glad I gave the talk today as it will help my nerves on monday.
Wish me luck cause i'm gonna need it!!
Jayne, good luck and hugs
Mariah
Got both mine and my brother's grass mowed and weed eated today finally. Kind of let it get a bit bad, but meh, neighbors got over it...
Walked into a gas station and this lady was staring at me as she passed. Walked out out to my car she stops me "excuse me, do you know who you look like" um........no ! Daryl Hanna, do you know who she is? I said yes but honestly I had to look her up, thank you google. She took a few pics.....lol and drove off. Please god I don't want to be on someone's Facebook page tonight.
I got the referral letter to the endo - so hopefully add hormones to the AA regimen... yay!
Rainy day and an amazing lunch.
Helping some of my elderly neighbors with small repairs and such
Going to a Ronnie James Dio cancer charity event/celebrity bowling thingy later. We have our own lane and don't even know how to bowl. Oh well, it's supposed to be more like a "get drunk with rock stars and write us checks" type of thing. Two things I am actually good at.
Long live rock and roll!
Getting the doujinshi I ordered from Japan in today when I expected it to come in at the end of the month.
Dogsitting my friend's pembroke corgi while he's away on leave. Church is such a sweetheart I don't want to give him back. :D
I faced my fears head on today, I gave a talk about trans issues at a day center for the homeless, when I was last there someone threatened to smash a plate in my face & i've used every excuse under the sun to avoid having to set foot in there for the last year.
Today I waltzed in there as if nothing was wrong whilst shaking like a leaf inside, I now have to return there on Thursday as one of the staff wants to start a poster campaign to drive home the message that this charity has a zero tolerance policy on transphobia, now that i've gotten over that hurdle returning should be easier (hopefully).
Bought the new Faith No More CD today!! (and I got it for free since my Mom paid for it!! SCORE!!) :icon_dance:
I'm still in the closet as trans, but out as bisexual. My (cis and straight!) mom and I watched a documentary about trans people, because she knows how involved I am in the LGBTQIA+ community and she always likes learning more about those things. She never said anything negative about the trans people in the documentary, and actually was always saying sweet things about them. She always used the right pronouns and referred to them as their correct genders. (!!!)
I've honestly never seen a cis/het person as accepting of the LGBTQIA+ community as her, and that helped calm down some of the anxiety I have about my inevitable coming out as trans.
I love my mom.
I found three quarters behind the couch.
^ lol your rich! God that reminds me of the time when my cousin moved out. He had this recliner chair he ate in, played video games in 24/7 passed out/ slept in. Anyways when he left the chair stayed behind as well, I took a sawzaw <sp tool to and removed the god awful thing. I must of found $20 in change and 5 lbs of Doritos dust and crumbs. It was horrible .
Finally finishing up a very large job I've been running behind on. Sometimes owning your own business can be stressful as hell.
I attended an LGBT focus meeting today, as the chair opened the meeting she told the people present that this meeting would not have taken place if it wasn't for me raising some concerns I've had about the lack of trans support in this city, I felt well chuffed at this point.
Then as my eye scanned the agenda for the meeting I noticed my name on the list of speakers!! Luckily I've given 2 trans presentations in the last week so was able to fill my time slot without notes but it would have been nice to have some warning.
That the backup drain for the a/c is there, works and that I actually noticed it dumping water from the outlet for it at the eave. Got the regular drain cleaned out and going now.
Old Navy carries clothes in my size! Yay for big girls! And I dressed at my therapist's for the first time. Yay me! [emoji4]
Got a bit of a haircut today, which is always nice :)
I went with my SO to her doc appointment today and I left the house with only light makeup. Subtle eye shadow and a little lip liner.
So when we got to the doctors I had to use the restroom. I asked the nurse for the key to the bathroom and she handed me the key to the LADIES room.
Silly, I know, but it did give me a good feeling.
Yeah.
Ella
I contacted someone who's giving away their old binders. Even though it's not guaranteed, the chances that I'll be getting a binder are really good, and I'm pretty much ecstatic (and I may or may not be tearing up from happiness)
Having lots pf Cadbury's dairy milk.
Lots of it.
$24 Red dress :icon_chick:
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My first birthday as Jessie. Spent it with my girlfriend, my sister and her husband at the beach. Got some sun and a lot to drink and a great dinner!!
Quote from: V M on May 25, 2015, 06:51:13 PM
$24 Red dress :icon_chick:
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Cute!!
Quote from: Cindy on May 26, 2015, 03:13:49 AM
Cute!!
Thank you, it's been quite awhile since I'd gotten myself a new dress and I'd been looking for one like that and at 1/4 of the price and free shipping I couldn't resist
There were 4 available when I first looked, but they are sold out now
Watching the Thunderbirds practice for the USAF Academy Graduation.
Well, it was Sunday, but I still need to share lol.
My SO and I went to a museum and then lunch at a nice restaurant nearby.
I did my makeup and tried something new with my hair. I thought it was subtle but feminine. I was dressed somewhat guy like, but I don't have much in women's clothing that I like.
Anyway. When the waiter came, he rested his hand lightly on my shoulder. I wouldn't think he would do that for a man, but we were in a gay friendly area, so I thought that my be it.
So we chatted with him a little and found out he was from Hawaii and moved here for his girlfriend. Hmmm, the plot thickens.
He did the same thing a little later on and I found it to be very nice.
So I paid our bill with my credit card, male name, and when he brought it back, he seemed unsure whom to give it to. My SO presents somewhat male.
Not sure what it all means, but it still felt good.
[emoji4]
Ella
I bumped into someone today I used to know back when I was still working at the clinic. We had the usual catch up type of chat and I mentioned my daughter was living with me. On being asked how old my daughter was I said she was 30 and was told I looked far too young to have a 30 year old daughter. ;D
This was a few days ago but...
I had a run tat took me 2000 miles to deliver. My delivery was in Kent Washington. It's a long haul but I love the view. After Washington the drive through Utah was amazing. In Transformers: Age of Extinction, there is a scene that takes place at this area called "Hole in the rock." I got to see it in person. With the Autobots hiding in Utah, I couldn't help put play the "Autobots reunite" theme across the radio. And quietly imagining being in Optimus Prime as I drove my Kenworth.
Long trips can be boring. :p
Well yesterday but...
I bought a new pair of earings. They're purple my favorite colour :)
Unfortunately I couldn't afford the other set there also. Oh well a few pays time that will change
I go back to work in the morning.
Marsh work?
Quote from: LordKAT on May 29, 2015, 01:45:18 AM
Marsh work?
Back at the store I used to work at near my house. The one I actually like, lol. People were glad to see me back too. That was good. I had gotten stressed and pretty pissed off about some stuff last September and left. But things are different, back to the way they were and they called me back yesterday to start work since they can't find anyone to take the position that's reliable and doesn't have a criminal record.
The woman who works on my LGBT group is going off on maternity leave soon, she works in a womens shelter so this is where i've been based to do my admin work, with her going off soon it looked like I would be working elsewhere but the manager & staff at the shelter all told me today that they not only want me to continue using their office space but they want me to become more involved in womens services with the aim of me eventually becoming a support worker.
The staff & clients have been super supportive, at first I was very nervous about entering the shelter but they've welcomed me with open arms & several times today i've found myself crying happy tears, the tears say more than words ever could.
So, uh... apparently I exercise now.. and I actually enjoyed it. Who is this man and what has he done with Alex?! xD
But in all seriousness, that was awesome.
I cleaned out my bathroom. It's nice to use a clean bathroom!
I spent the weekend doing the thing we all fear most.
Meeting "The Parents" for the first time. They where lovely
mine was..well VERY superficial.
on a whim, I submitted my profile pic to a certain TS oriented Hot'r Not thread that rated on a 1 to 10 scale.
I was voted a 9
Today marks my 1 year anniversary living full-time as a woman :)
I ordered a Portal Female Scientist jacket from the Valve store the other day and it just arrived today! I love it so much ^-^
Mum also said that I don't have to get changed when coming out of my room (usually I wouldn't present as female around the house as it makes my family uncomfortable), so this could be a change for the better :D
Quote from: wantobeagirl on May 31, 2015, 11:36:04 PM
Today marks my 1 year anniversary living full-time as a woman :)
Congratulations! :icon_bunch: :icon_birthday:
I got tipped a dollar.
I found the spider that made me sleep in the living room for over a week. The poison got to it.
I talked to a sweet girl today.
I got a chicken sample for the Chinese place.
My boss didn't stay long.
Being pre-everything, I feel that need for reassurance that it is the right move. So I submitted my picture to a >-bleeped-< forum and got some encouraging validation in the comments. My self consciousness driving me again. But I feel reassured and that makes me happy :)
Tos 1. links OK for those ranked family or staff.
I got a double CD of a Noise recording that I lost back in 06'. I also got a wig for one of my dolls.
Quote from: V M on May 25, 2015, 06:51:13 PM
$24 Red dress :icon_chick:
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New dress arrived and it fits :icon_chick: Turns out it's 3/4 sleeve rather than long sleeve but I'm okay with that because I like it better that way
Feeling like a
sexy monkey :icon_eyebrow: LOL
Quote from: V M on June 05, 2015, 12:48:59 AM
New dress arrived and it fits :icon_chick: Turns out it's 3/4 sleeve rather than long sleeve but I'm okay with that because I like it better that way
Feeling like a sexy monkey :icon_eyebrow: LOL
Cool!! Cowgirl in Red.
Quote from: V M on June 05, 2015, 12:48:59 AM
New dress arrived and it fits :icon_chick: Turns out it's 3/4 sleeve rather than long sleeve but I'm okay with that because I like it better that way
Feeling like a sexy monkey :icon_eyebrow: LOL
Nice "lady in red"
Looks really good :-*
L Katy
Homemade hot chocolate and curling up with someone special while drinking it.
Quote from: V M on June 05, 2015, 12:48:59 AM
Quote from: V M on May 25, 2015, 06:51:13 PM
$24 Red dress :icon_chick:
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New dress arrived and it fits :icon_chick: Turns out it's 3/4 sleeve rather than long sleeve but I'm okay with that because I like it better that way
Feeling like a sexy monkey :icon_eyebrow: LOL
Smoking Hot Sis!!
Today 3 persons call me "mister" or other masculin name, after they apologise for their "mistake" but that kind of made me happy. Mostly because two of them are people I see everyday and they know my name :D
I did some selling of items in guy mode today. I said who cares and just stayed in female mode in posture and looked relaxed. I had so many people talk to me and ask how I was doing. And even if I hate my old first name everyone I met used it which is 100% better then sir.
Congratulations on your coming out Raven!
I visited my sister this weekend and dropped a few hints. Feeling now like she will be, at least, somewhat supportive.
Marly I haven't gone out yet. Time was short this morning so I just threw on jeans and t shirt and just did my normal guy look. I'm actually planning to go shopping tonight. I've spent the last three hours making sure everything is perfect. Worked up the courage to show my mother and she says I pass as a bio female right now!
Oh and I was a little scared but I walked outside to get my mail. Dress, shoes, wig and all.
I found my lanyard.
I gave myself a french pedicure, albeit botched but nevermind. Better luck next time. At least when I'm at home I can look at my feet and see something I kinda like.
(Still too chicken to wear sandals at the university)
Well, this was last night, but it still makes me happy.
Went to see Whitesnake from the 5th row. They played a bunch of Deep Purple songs and even brought out Glenn Hughes to help sing a couple of them. Watching them sing together was awesome. They literally hugged and kissed each other, even locking lips on a couple of occasions. Watching the homophobes cringe was priceless. I'm pretty sure that neither of them are gay or even bisexual, but it was a great statement.
Pro tip: flirt with the guitar player and get a guitar pick. It's funny that I have collected far more picks at concerts in the last two years than I did in the entire time before I transitioned.
I had a spicy chicken biscuit for breakfast. It was delicious, really got my day off to a good start.
I am happy that tomorrow is my last day as "him" at work. On Monday I will be Jessie full time in all aspects of my life (except for traveling, I need to get my passport updated and then get my known traveler info updated).
I had a number of other things that really made today special. I was informed that the local news station that is following my transition has been given permission by the media relations department of my employer to film at my new work site to document my transition at work. My new office has my new name on it and they have updated my work ID. I was able to download my pay stub for the check I am getting on Monday and it is in my new name. I also received an updated credit card with my new name, my first Jessie credit card!
I also found out that the producer from the TV news station got permission and will be with me on Saturday as I go to my electrolysis appointment. They are very interested in documenting what it takes to transition. I am hopeful that they will be able to paint a picture of the real life time, energy, expense and pain that is involved in the process. While I know that I have kind of blazed through the process, that was only possible because of others who have been the true trailblazers. It helped that I am the type of person who can look at a problem, research the issue and develop a course of action fairly quickly. Susan's was invaluable in that process and I know that others have been helped tremendously by this site also.
I hope that I will be able to help educate the public on our issues, issues that are as diverse as we are. I know my transition is not typical but hope that it can be used as a contrast to show how it should be as opposed to how it is for the majority of our community. Because of the diversity among our ranks, I don't think that there could ever be a true single spokesperson for us. But I do think it is important for those of us who can, to reach out and try to educate the world on as many of our issues as we can. I hope I am up to that challenge.
That's what has made me happy today!!
That is wonderful! From all that I have read in your posts, I am sure that you will present vey well. I think I would be scared to death! All the Best! Look forward to hearing more from you.
I got two samples of cheesecake brownies, and got a penny.
Well I woke up this morning and set some goals up for myself. Going to find another job before September since its making really unhappy where I'm at. Also applied for a community college and its looks like I'll start in the fall of this year. And I'm going for a degree AA Psychology degree. So doing this hopefully in the next three and a half months I'll just go female full time.
A single pink bar on a pregnancy test. ;D
This week my wife and I got away for a few days. Yesterday afternoon , we went into Starbucks for ice tea. When I went to pick up my tea, the guy looked up at me and said ' and for Lady Kelly. your Peach Iced Green Tea!'. When I turned around ago back to our table, I must have had the biggest smile smile ever. I was almost giddy.
Finally warm enough weather to wear shorts. ;D Time to rock my hairy and nowadays pretty nicely muscled legs.
I went out looking as masc as I could (binder and the most androgynous clothes I have :P) and I think I maybe kinda passed? I didn't get gendered so I probably just confused people, but I felt so good regardless. I actually felt like myself for once.
Oh, and my leg hair is going strong. My winter coat has lasted through the spring and is now living on through summer! xD
I got to see Faith No More's set live at Hellfest in France online. ;D :icon_dance: I love it. I can sit in my apartment and watch a band live as they play thousands of miles away from me.
BUT, I am still hoping to see them in person some day. I have to see them at least once before it all ends.
I found clothes that actually fit! Took five hours and four different stores. (Why is there no section for petite men?!) But now I have a work outfit that doesn't make me look like a child playing dress up and some sharp exercise clothes. :D :D :D I feel spiffy as heck.
Well, here is my first contribution to this thread. I started electro on my face a while back but I thought I'd also give laser a try. Had my first session last Monday. After exactly a week, I'm sitting by my desk at work, I had to scratch my chin and my facial hair is literally falling out. I'm shedding like my dog all over my face and neck. It's funny I was beginning to write laser off.....
Speaking of happy, can anyone tell me how to change my user name? When I joined I wasn't far enough yet but now I need to change it.
Thanks
Typo,
PM any mod with how you want your name changed. They will take care of their end and you will receive an email to reset your password.
Sweet potato gnocchi and new underwear. ^-^
I love white dresses, for the first time in my life I found a white dress that I like, and then I tried on the alternative and it was even better, I now have two white summer dresses and a pair of Nine West white leather pumps to match :D :)
$3 allowed me to play hero of the day :icon_chick:
The apt. manager had bought a nice pair hanging flower baskets for the entrance of the apt. complex, but unfortunately someone had stolen one of the eye hook and chain assemblies that had been there for quite some years and she wasn't able to hang them up proper and thus they sat on the ground :-\ She was rather depressed about it
Simple solution, Invest in a new eye hook and chain and hang them up ::) Problem solved
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Making breakfast for my mom and dad this morning.
One of my staff brought her 5 year old in after school. I had this amazing little girl run into my office screaming 'Cindy'. But she quickly decided the caramel slice I had for her was more fun! Ah the fickleness of the young :laugh:
Woke up after having spent over 4 hours last night with the news crew documenting my transition. I think I was on camera being interviewed for over 2 hours. We covered a large number of topics and my girlfriend was also interviewed with me for about 20 minutes. I'm happy that it went very well and I am looking foward to seeing the final product.
Stopped off at my moms yesterday. Figured it was time to come out as who I really am. I was glad my dad wasn't there as I'm not sure I could deal with him. Anyway, thank god for Caitlyn Jenner. Makes for easier shorthand. So she took it pretty well. No rejection. Then my dad showed up. I told her to explain as best she could and then I left. Mixed emotions but mostly good.
Ella
Worked the morning shift and it wasn't busy....
Congrats Malachite. That is something to celebrate. Hugs
Mariah
My boss taking care of an issue with a new co worker of mine.Would take off of tools of mine without asking me.My boss knows I paid good money for these tools of mine mostly Mac,Matco,Snap On and Cornwell which are not cheap.Boss told him to stay out of my toolbox and got the tools back he took off from me.Plus two new other co workers of mine saying how respectful I am,both women whom work in the shop area.I was raised to watch what I say around women.A new Snap On dealer worth having around,started two weeks ago with great service.Last one was a no good scum bag,boss told him not to come back.My boss likes him very knowing he is great the with people in the shop area.It is a hand shake with him when he comes around.
Quote from: Mariah2014 on June 23, 2015, 08:38:42 PM
Congrats Malachite. That is something to celebrate. Hugs
Mariah
Lol it is good to be able to post in the happy thread for once, even if the reason is small :)
Went to buy a new ink cartridge for the printer. A gentleman in from of me in the check out line felt like had had taken too much time there. He Turned back to me and said sorry for taking so long ma'm. I didn't think that I was passing well. It's such a thrill when you get recognized for who you are!
Quote from: torig on June 23, 2015, 09:18:11 PM
My boss taking care of an issue with a new co worker of mine.Would take off of tools of mine without asking me.My boss knows I paid good money for these tools of mine mostly Mac,Matco,Snap On and Cornwell which are not cheap.Boss told him to stay out of my toolbox and got the tools back he took off from me.Plus two new other co workers of mine saying how respectful I am,both women whom work in the shop area.I was raised to watch what I say around women.A new Snap On dealer worth having around,started two weeks ago with great service.Last one was a no good scum bag,boss told him not to come back.My boss likes him very knowing he is great the with people in the shop area.It is a hand shake with him when he comes around.
Back when I was still working as a mechanic it was an unwritten rule that you didn't touch another mechanic's tools without asking first. And if you did borrow a tool you'd better bring it back as soon as you finished with it or else. I owned a lot of Snap-On tools back then along with other quality makes so I was very fussy about who I would allow to borrow tools from me.
Quote from: Lady Smith on June 24, 2015, 12:48:53 AM
Back when I was still working as a mechanic it was an unwritten rule that you didn't touch another mechanic's tools without asking first. And if you did borrow a tool you'd better bring it back as soon as you finished with it or else. I owned a lot of Snap-On tools back then along with other quality makes so I was very fussy about who I would allow to borrow tools from me.
This dealer my boss kicked out would not warranty tools not purchased from him.I handed him a ratchet that was slipping owned by a friend of mine,threw it back to me and said not purchased from me.I broke about 5 sockets one day and said he would not warrany them,said I was too hard on them.I used them on a hand ratchet.That is when I stopped buying from him.
Off on vacation till the 6th of next month, not a lot of time but I need it
My mother said "Damn son!" in response to something I said instead of "Damn girl!", gender euphoria achieved. 8)
My first T shot. :')
Someone washed the dishes for me!!!!!! :)
My room is fully intact....
I'm glad to here that. There seems to b e some irony in this. Maybe a telling sign for the everyone else in the house. Hugs
Mariah
Quote from: King Malachite on June 30, 2015, 08:50:54 PM
My room is fully intact....
Quote from: Mariah2014 on June 30, 2015, 09:00:12 PM
I'm glad to here that. There seems to b e some irony in this. Maybe a telling sign for the everyone else in the house. Hugs
Mariah
There might be some symbolism in this. I figured it might be related to my transition, lol.
But in a positive light. When I moved away from Spokane due to how I was treated in regards to my gender with in days of my leaving Spokane had one of the worst snow storms they had seen in possibly 50 years. I came back that spring to take my mom for an appointment. It hadn't improved. Next Winter he shoved another one down them. So I think it's in your favor and not your parents favor. If they don't take a hint as to how to treat you it will happen again. Hugs
Mariah
Quote from: King Malachite on June 30, 2015, 09:08:02 PM
There might be some symbolism in this. I figured it might be related to my transition, lol.
Lol if that was the case, then my father's place would be a complete wreck. He doesn't live with me, and mom doesn't *officially* know yet.
My mum called me her son in front of her friend that she hadn't seen for years, that's the first time she has ever said that word since coming out. I think she is finally beginning to take baby steps in accepting me ;D
My wife and I were entering our local Home Depot today, and the woman who welcomes everyone, said "Good afternoon Ladies!". I turned to my wife with a big smile on my face. She heard it too! Her comment, though, was 'that is weird'. Oh well! Still good for me!
Today we had several move-ins in the development I live in. As I was walking to get the mail two lost movers in a truck asked me where the exit was. The were headed in just the wrong direction. I pointed and told them and they passed me to turn around. As they passed me again the man in the passenger seat leaned out to look at me, puzzled.
I just knew her was trying to decide if I was a man or a woman. I'm not offended. I'm elated to be on the ambiguous stage. It's better than being misgendered. After all, I wasn't wearing anything obvious to gender me by.
My 'new' computer I've just built up from parts works perfectly. No glitches, no problems or hardware issues ;D :eusa_dance: :icon_dance: :icon_geekdance:
I've always built up my own computers from parts obtained from computer recyclers & etc and this new computer will be replacing my old rat-tech machine that I've been using for the past decade. My old rat has had about 4 different motherboards installed in it over the course of its life and countless different CPUs, graphics cards, power supplies and other misc hardware, but I decided it was finally time for a fresh start with a new modern tower case instead of the rat's old hacked about case.
Two things
I got a really great yearly review at my work. And also walked six miles today!
I got a new tattoo
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I actually slept realllyyy really well despite it being around 30 degrees celcius in my room (Not even exaggerating)
OMG! Marty Friedman just announced tour dates and he will be playing the Whisky in Sept. I haven't seen him in years. I got to hang out with him a few times in the past and even got some really excellent free guitar lessons from him.
I don't think he's going to recognize me this time. ;D
Whoever stole the seat off my bicycle returned it with a note of apology 8)
Quote from: V M on July 07, 2015, 06:52:56 PM
Whoever stole the seat off my bicycle returned it with a note of apology 8)
That's amazing!
Quote from: Jill F on July 07, 2015, 07:32:13 PM
That's amazing!
Yes, I was shocked!!! But there it was, seat, post and bolts all tied nicely in a plastic shopping bag and hung on the bike rack
That would have never happened when I lived in Calif. When something was gone it was just gone
I was really happy because I really don't like to have to stand to ride all the time and I really didn't need one more unplanned expense this month
Quote from: V M on July 07, 2015, 08:44:23 PM
Yes, I was shocked!!! But there it was, seat, post and bolts all tied nicely in a plastic shopping bag and hung on the bike rack
That would have never happened when I lived in Calif. When something was gone it was just gone
I was really happy because I really don't like to have to stand to ride all the time and I really didn't need one more unplanned expense this month
Emergency SRS, anyone?
Living in CA, I don't think I'm getting my old Marshall Stack or my wife's '66 Mustang back anytime soon. Le sigh...
Knowing that soon i will quit my awful job and going back to school in the fall :D Cant wait!
Quote from: Mariah2014 on June 30, 2015, 09:11:27 PM
But in a positive light. When I moved away from Spokane due to how I was treated in regards to my gender with in days of my leaving Spokane had one of the worst snow storms they had seen in possibly 50 years. I came back that spring to take my mom for an appointment. It hadn't improved. Next Winter he shoved another one down them. So I think it's in your favor and not your parents favor. If they don't take a hint as to how to treat you it will happen again. Hugs
Mariah
I know what you mean Mariah. I just moved away from Spokane last August. Loved the place. But the people, not so much.
...as for what made me happy today. Simple as it is, I got a nice little nap after work.
Quote from: Jill F on July 07, 2015, 08:48:36 PM
Emergency SRS, anyone?
Living in CA, I don't think I'm getting my old Marshall Stack or my wife's '66 Mustang back anytime soon. Le sigh...
I feel for ya, it's amazing how some personal items can grow legs
I still reminisce about a couple of Les Pauls, one Gold Top and a Double Cutaway and a black Am.Strat and Butterscotch Tele with maple and a Fender twin and Marshall's answer to the Fender twin and the pedal board
I used to play a sweet Ovation bass guitar..maybe we oughtta form a band?
"Victoria's Other Secret"! I swear I'm getting a T-shirt made even if you never form that band, Jill.
The dress code at my new employer explicitly states that no piece of clothing or jewelry mentioned in it is excluded from wear by any any staff regardless of it's traditional gender appropriateness. Same with hair. I'm gonna stick with gender neutral a bit longer until I get my beard shadow under control but I did wear the transparent, iridescent pink polish I got for my birthday to work yesterday.
Quote from: V M on July 07, 2015, 09:35:15 PM
I feel for ya, it's amazing how some personal items can grow legs
I still reminisce about a couple of Les Pauls, one Gold Top and a Double Cutaway and a black Am.Strat and Butterscotch Tele with maple and a Fender twin and Marshall's answer to the Fender twin and the pedal board
Holy crap, that's a lot of gear. Bastards!!! The only guitar I ever had stolen was a 1973 Fender P-Bass. Some butthole smashed the rear window of my Bronco and the cops didn't even bother to show up to file a report that I could show to my insurance company for any kind of reimbursement. I miss that bass! Can't say I miss the OJ Simpson Bronco though.
I've lost countless mics, stands and cables at gigs though. The other bands always seem to pilfer them. This is why I tend to buy used mics. Actually, one time I swear I even bought my stolen Shure 57 back from the bastard who took it.
Anyway, what made me happy today? I get to go to a Dodger game tonight for free, have a girls' night out (and 2 of us are trans ;D), get a free Dodger Hello Kitty doll and eat at a nice restaurant all because our friend Bill is completely awesome.
Playing with a neat Noise set up involving a couple of delay/loopers run together. Who needs drugs when you can trip out on manipulating/destroying audio interview footage?! :D ;D
My final college transcript and records now changed over the proper name and gender. I have no more records that are possible to change. It's so nice to finally have those changed over.
Mariah
Quote from: Mariah2014 on July 08, 2015, 05:57:06 PM
My final college transcript and records now changed over the proper name and gender. I have no more records that are possible to change. It's so nice to finally have those changed over.
Mariah
Congratulations Mariah :icon_bunch:
It's a lot of work getting everything changed over but oh so satisfying once it's done.
Yes it is and Thank you. Hugs
Mariah
Quote from: Lady Smith on July 08, 2015, 07:50:16 PM
Congratulations Mariah :icon_bunch:
It's a lot of work getting everything changed over but oh so satisfying once it's done.
just shot a video of me playing guitar and singing. I never realized how much into it i really look.
One thing made me laugh though. I have this habit i don't always think about, i tend to bite my lip for no reason. Also, me pulling some faces that weren't put on, but just because i completely gave into the songs. The audio isn't the best, but i can still hear enough. Also funny is one part where between two strums i quickly readjust my glasses.
Songs i played:
Forever Young
Tangled Up In Blue
If You See Her, Say Hello
(some bull>-bleeped-<ting around involving the words to Boogie Chillun, Mistreated etc.)
I had to get up at 5:00 am (no that's not what made me happy), and shaved shortly after. It's now 11 hours later and my beard shadow, while visible, isn't feeling too terribly rough. This means that when I can afford the right makeup and learn to use it I'll be able to pass all day! This is great 'cause it will be some time before I can afford a more permanent solution.
I managed to kick my sickness' butt and if nothing happens during the night I can take part in the prerelease games after all! ;D
Now I'm just left with this lovely raspy/hoarse bedroom voice...
just watched the trailer for the new Evil Dead series coming out on Halloween
can. not. wait
I am far too excited :D
I debated where to place this, but I felt sharing it with all would be better. One of my Uncles who had been routinely gendering me wrong for the last year and then kind of avoid gender related to speaking to me. I wished him Happy Birthday like I always do and took special care to not say Uncle only because i didn't want to place him a spot to fail. Yet he responded with "Thank You my niece Mariah" This made my day maybe year just because he has come along way in his handling of my transition.
Mariah
Star Trek Renegades premiered in LA on Saturday. I was part of its visual effects team. Apparently we did more visual effects shots than Terminator 2. A lot more. Anyway, from what I was told, it got a standing ovation.
So I can now say with pride that I had my name up on the big screen and I can brag that Pavel Checkov has had a scene in my building. That's right, Walter Koenig, one of the last of the Original series actors.
Dream come true. :D
My new binder arrived, it's a GC2b half top and fits perfectly! It's so comfortable, even more so than the sports bras I wear! Compared to my old binder they're worlds apart (and the old one was great). The old one compressed my stomach and made doing things like bending over and sitting down uncomfortable. The fabric is nicer on my skin, though it tends to roll up at the bottom. Not too much of an issue for me, and it seems to bind better than my other one (perhaps because it's a half top, not a full top and my belly masks my chest better since it's no longer being compressed). I'm happy with the purchase and I'm already considering another one!
Postage was fairly pronto too, exactly two weeks from the time of purchase from USA to AUS. :)
I got my first T shot!
I've started writing again and it's going well. Since I've just come out of a long dry time of not being able to write mostly due to the effects of the illness I live with I'm taking this as a good sign that my health is starting to improve.
I won't bore you with plot descriptions or anything because there is nothing more boring than a writer who is pregnant with their next book, but I will say that I'm happy and it feels pretty darn good. :D
I bought my first skirt and dress as Cyndi today. It felt great and I almost cried while trying them on in the changing room at Value Village. I also helped out a friend make a homemade binder out of a tight T-shirt and some Saran Wrap. It worked well and she seemed to like it. She will try using that before she can purchase a real binder.
I found .20 cents., earned a dollar, brought Splinter Cell: Blacklist for $8.50, and had a customer be really nice to me today.
My mother started using my name out in public. She still slips up at home and uses my birth name, but it's a start!
The pieces of my Halloween costume are rolling in. ;D
Quote from: Devlyn Marie on August 22, 2015, 10:33:18 AM
The pieces of my Halloween costume are rolling in. ;D
Rolling in? You're going as Violet Beauregard?
My wife LOVED her birthday gifts from me. ;D
I have nothing to post, I just wanted to post something
Today I came out to another close friend and she was extremely supportive. I'm slowly gathering courage to finnaly tell my family.
Also, I managed to define the concepts for two more caracters in a game I'm developing with some friends from college. It feels good to get some job done.
Taking my family out to Breakfast. Hugs
Mariah
My wife and I geeked out this weekend. We installed Octoprint on a Raspberry Pi 2 for our 3D printer. (My wife's passion.) Got some really awesome 3D prints out of it. Despite my wife having a migraine part of the weekend, we still had a great weekend together.
Met one of the new Aussie girls Sarahtoakes for a coffee. Nice talk with a lovely person!
Travel well Hon
(Just wanted to post!)
Just found out that SOMA (horror game made by the same people who created Amnesia : The Dark Descent - my all time personal favourite game) comes out on the same day of my birthday :D
So excited for it!
Got my new debit card today with my new name :) :) :)
The beautiful old fashioned handmade bentwood walking stick I purchased on our local auction website arrived today. After making do with nasty cheap sticks that weren't the right length for me it's really great to have something decent at last :D
was phoning every available psycho doy nearby, they are either at holiday or dont want to go to the phone ... so I spoke on the phone answering machine ... nothing big but I did something and this made me quite happy ;D
Drivers License changed! Passport amendments submitted! Not much left --- Whew!
It was actually yesterday. One of my nieces had a baby yesterday, a beautiful boy, so my little sister is now a grandma.
I was out on my tricycle to get some shopping done and was heading home. Around a dozen children were playing on the footpath and when they saw me they scattered after one of them called out to the rest, 'Wow! watch out, old lady coming through.'
After a day of not feeling very well that really put a smile on my face. I have no problems about being called an old lady at all, - it's rather nice actually :D
Officially moving in with my boyfriend... !!
The handmade African drum I ordered arrived today :)
I'd love to find a bodhran at a price I could afford, but this African drum will be fine for now.
The leak in the water main has been repaired and so I once again have running water
Today is my 2nd Manniversary: I started testosterone two years ago today.
It's by far the best gift I've ever given myself... and the greatest act of love and kindness that I have ever received.
I'd like to thank everyone at Susan's (including Susan herself) for the support I've received here over the years. It's been a tough journey, but having all of you in my corner has made it that much easier. :)
I got sir'd today when purchasing coffee for my mother.
I also obtained my learner driver's licence today, having passed the knowledge test. I was confident I'd pass but I wasn't expecting a 100%/every question right pass!
Today I came out to my dad. It was a shock and he needs some time to process it, but even being very religious, he handled it very well and showed that he's really caring. He said that he can't really support me on this right now but that would more than I can ask for him on day 1.
Also, I watched the latest Mission Impossible and it's pretty good.
Felt the itch to be agender today, and it's been a reeeeaaaaallly long time since that's happened, and it's nice because I don't have to worry about feeling too terribly dysphoric, at least about my chest.
My fiancee and I also got some materials to make our next costumes for an upcoming anime convention. Easy outfits, fortunately, but the sword and shield may be a pain.
My brother accepting me for who I am
Quote from: sarahtokes on August 30, 2015, 01:39:35 AM
My brother accepting me for who I am
That is really wonderful, - congratulations Sarah.
Thanks Lady Smith
He lives in NZ so I spoke to him yesterday and wrote him a long letter today...he wrote back immediately and was full of support and just wanted to know what he could do to help me...
He said he was a bit "annoyed" that I had not told him earlier so that he could have helped me when I was younger...when I read this about 30 minutes ago I couldn't hold back any longer and out came the tissues...so yeah I am very grateful and happy as another important person comes aboard for the journey with me.
Quote from: sarahtokes on August 30, 2015, 01:50:59 AM
Thanks Lady Smith
He lives in NZ so I spoke to him yesterday and wrote him a long letter today...he wrote back immediately and was full of support and just wanted to know what he could do to help me...
He said he was a bit "annoyed" that I had not told him earlier so that he could have helped me when I was younger...when I read this about 30 minutes ago I couldn't hold back any longer and out came the tissues...so yeah I am very grateful and happy as another important person comes aboard for the journey with me.
Lovely!
I told you about getting shares in Kleenex!!
Quote from: Cindy on August 30, 2015, 02:07:18 AM
Lovely!
I told you about getting shares in Kleenex!!
First chance I get....
I got some more steak. It was yummy. :D
Figured out why my TV/DVR/On Demand wasn't working reliably, and fixed it myself. Loose connection between the box and the TV.
I'm hiding from the world and responsibilities today, so this was my one bright spot.
OK, this was last night, but here goes...
We went to the Joe Bonamassa concert last night, which was awesome. Before the show we went out to dinner and were served by a trans waitress. She was completely awesome as well.
I've discovered that the pain meds I take for Chronic Fatigue Syndrome have a beneficial effect on my problems with narcolepsy. As I can't tolerate the stimulants normally used to treat narcolepsy this is a big plus for me. I had started to notice that the days when I had more pain and needed to use my meds that I was less sleepy as a result and when I did a google search I discovered that neurologists had observed this effect too so it wasn't just my imagination. Wooot! - this makes me sooooo happy because it means that I can have a life again. :eusa_dance: :eusa_clap: :icon_joy:
I had a GREAT day yesterday, I normally don't have those, it's either just good, meh, or bad, although it could've been better if something had happened and if I didn't have some loneliness and depression at a certain point but thankfully that didn't last long so overall, I'm really happy about yesterday.
I saw my therapist for the first time today. I'm so excited I could explode. He's already ready to write me a letter for HRT and I can start it whenever I'm able to afford it!
He even suggested a few places I could work locally that cover everything - it turns out Starbucks and Capital One are great places to work if you're transgender.
An unexpected compliment from an old friend. This was the first time they had seen me for a long time, so I absolutely appreciated the love.
A co-worker, an absolutely sweet woman from Kenya, spontaneously referred to me as "she". I haven't asked anyone to do that yet.
I just applied for 10 different positions through a temp agency. After the grueling task of applying for jobs individually for the past several days that feels like a big relief. I mean, I didn't get hired or an interview or anything yet... but I'm hopeful. I'll keep looking tomorrow. :)
my first testosterone shot since 2007.(had 4 shots) and after pregnancy(2012) :D
I just looked down on the desk and saw a little tiny jumping spider, I blurted out loud "Aww! So cute!" and beamed a smile at it. Normally I would not do that. I have been on HRT for a month now and I feel good, happy, and apparently now I think things are cute. Teehee ;)
hugs & :-*
-Jade
Just got a backstage pass release form for Def Leppard on Sunday. \m/
I got the last of my stiches/screws out from my FFS/BA surgery. Now all that is left to do is finish healing.
Way to go girl!
Quote from: Jill F on September 17, 2015, 03:51:55 PM
Just got a backstage pass release form for Def Leppard on Sunday. \m/
Quote from: Jessie Ann on September 17, 2015, 05:42:23 PM
I got the last of my stiches/screws out from my FFS/BA surgery. Now all that is left to do is finish healing.
Screws! - Wow Jessie almost sounds like you're the Bionic Woman!
The local church shop is having a sale with all clothing $NZ5.00 for a grocery bag full. I scored a nice pair of jeans and an olive green shirt for myself as well as a pair of nearly new jeans for my daughter along with three really nice tops that look great on her. I think I'll go back tomorrow and see what else I can find :D
I'm about 1/3 of the way through a 12-week fitness programme, through which I'm trying to transform my rather weather-beaten body into something the other people might find appealing. ;)
I've noticed that various areas feel a lot firmer than before... but today I was stretching in front of a mirror and I noticed for the first time in years that my shirt is now hanging pretty much normally over my belly. My belly has been distended and scarred for about 18 years now, so it's amazing to finally see my body starting to resemble a normal human body for the first time in almost 2 decades.
Holy cow, is it possible that I'm learning to love the skin I'm in?!?
The class I taught this morning - my students are super fun :)
Only one more therapy appointment to go and managed to book the doctor's appointment on the same day, to hopefully get the go ahead for hormones. Fingers crossed :P
My daughter has just been recruited for a big software development project. I'm just so absolutely happy for her :eusa_dance: :eusa_clap: :icon_dance:
A watermelon grape smoothie made with frozen watermelon, red grapes, greek yogurt and two ounces of caramel moonshine.
Had my HRT bi-annual checkup and all my levels were great (hormones and other blood work.) And I have been eating healthier this week and I dropped 6 pounds.
These past weeks were awful. My dysphoria has been kicking hard and both my parents are standing strong against my gender identity with no signs of acceptance. My dad, specially, saying unnecessary harsh things.
But today, after a >-bleeped-<ty day, my mom apologized for some things she said before. She didn't say that she supports me, and I honestly don't think she does. But it's finnaly a step in a better direction.
I made pickles ;D Just six jars, four large and 2 small using some regular pickling cucumbers and some strange roundish shaped yellow cucumbers
I love it when they give that tell tale 'pop' that lets you know that they have sealed proper, so far 5 out of 6 have popped but I'm still holding out hope for the last jar :)
Quote from: Dee Marshall on September 25, 2015, 07:05:11 PM
A watermelon grape smoothie made with frozen watermelon, red grapes, greek yogurt and two ounces of caramel moonshine.
What made me happy is realizing such a thing exists. Now I must find it :D
Quote from: QueenSwag on September 29, 2015, 04:09:05 PM
What made me happy is realizing such a thing exists. Now I must find it :D
Caramel moonshine? Firefly Distillery of South Carolina. I believe they have an online presence. We drive from NY to FL so we can stop there and at the tea plantation near it for tastings. Plan to hit it next week, in fact.
going to see a Dr today who may possibly be able to speed up my access to a suitable Psychiatrist. Apparently there are only two in the entire of Adelaide that are able to give a medical diagnosis of Gender Dysphoria which then opens up the treatment options IE Hormones and I am getting a referral to see one whom my Psychologist works with so can smooth the way to a quick appointment with him...Yay!
Planning a wedding......MINE!!!! OMG! OMG! OMG! :)
Congrats girlfriend!! Wonderful news.
Quote from: Jessica Merriman on September 30, 2015, 12:27:59 AM
Planning a wedding......MINE!!!! OMG! OMG! OMG! :)
Quote from: Jessica Merriman on September 30, 2015, 12:27:59 AM
Planning a wedding......MINE!!!! OMG! OMG! OMG! :)
Holy flurking schnit! Congrats to both of you!!!
I forgot what I was going to say... Oh yeah, I just got Nightmare Before Christmas leggings and top. Too cute!
Quote from: Jessica Merriman on September 30, 2015, 12:27:59 AM
Planning a wedding......MINE!!!! OMG! OMG! OMG! :)
Jess, you just put the biggest smile on my face. Best of luck and have a wonderful life together!
Congrats Jessica :icon_chick:
My new kitchen faucet finally came in and the mgr. let me install it myself instead of having to wait for the maintenance people to get around to it
I watched a couple of episodes of Parks and Recreation Season 2. Chris Pratt is hilarious. Do you hear me? HILARIOUS.
Went to a museum & art gallery. Had Jamaican food for lunch. Tried out a Harley Sportster. A man offered me his seat on the train
A few days ago in the "what made you both happy and sad" thread, I mentioned that I had finally posted my Facebook coming out post to tell the last few people that I had not. I followed up to say that I had gotten 100% supportive responses from the 1/3 of my Facebook friends who responded.
Last night Sweetie asked my permission to repost it so that those of her friends who were not my friends could see it. Her friends are giving me the same kind loving, supportive responses I got from mine. Even the one who worried me most, the one who's coming to stay with us for the holidays. The world is full of wonderful people!
Going to see Marty Friedman later. I don't think he's going to recognize me this time...
I went in for an interview for a job I thought I would never be qualified for. Not only did they offer it to me on the spot, but got me started on the paperwork already. Less happy, more exstatic.
Quote from: thorhugs on September 30, 2015, 07:44:08 PM
I went in for an interview for a job I thought I would never be qualified for. Not only did they offer it to me on the spot, but got me started on the paperwork already. Less happy, more exstatic.
Awesome!!! ;D Congrats on the new job!!!
Sent the documents needed to update my reptile licence to be in my new name, and I just received the updated licence, only a few hours after sending the needed ID. That leaves almost everything updated in regards to important documentation, feels great!
I thought I was getting another nastygram from the IRS, but the letter said that the balance due now was $0.00. That's a relief. No audit! YAY!!!
Also going to see Duran Duran at the Hollywood Bowl tonight.
Quote from: Jill F on October 01, 2015, 06:15:55 PM
I thought I was getting another nastygram from the IRS, but the letter said that the balance due now was $0.00. That's a relief. No audit! YAY!!!
Also going to see Duran Duran at the Hollywood Bowl tonight.
And I'm not jealous in the slightest........ ;)
Quote from: Jill F on October 01, 2015, 06:15:55 PM
I thought I was getting another nastygram from the IRS, but the letter said that the balance due now was $0.00. That's a relief. No audit! YAY!!!
:eusa_clap: :eusa_dance: :icon_dance: :eusa_clap: :eusa_dance: :icon_dance:
Quote from: Lady Smith on October 01, 2015, 07:13:17 PM
Quote from: Jill F on October 01, 2015, 06:15:55 PM
Also going to see Duran Duran at the Hollywood Bowl tonight.
And I'm not jealous in the slightest........ ;)
Not afraid to admit that I'm happy for Jill and a bit jealous at the same time ;D Jill's one lucky girl
I think many of us know of and/or go through the 'hit and miss' of 'passing' or not from time to time and the sadness or elation depending on the way it goes and what happens among the general public
Well, I've been noticing that lately I've been getting more positives than negatives again and it has been making me feel pretty good
Also, a guy friend whom I've been kinda flirty with from time to time put together a really pretty 'Longboard' for me
I haven't ridden a skate deck in years so I'm a bit nervous about it, but he's going to help me with it and we're going to go to a local park in a few days or so 8)
Shopping at Target. Oh how I love to shop.
But not that act, alone.
So I was done shopping and waiting to get it all paid for. I was buying stuff for baking a cake, in which I am so going to make a bunch of Chinese Sponge Cake tomorrow, you just don't even know.
Anyways when I came up, I finally was greeted as Miss (instead of the copious amount of sirs that I still get), and so the cashier was all super nice and friendly, and so when it came to ringing the cream of tartar, she was like "so what are you planning on baking?" I get all excited and tell her my plans for it and then after all the talk about it all, she also then states "I was talking to this other woman earlier about baking" which totally indirectly had her classifying me as female. After that I shuttle off with a huge grin on my face.
Kate <3
I got to have a remote movie night with my two best online friends who are in different states. We watched RENT together and all cried like babies. (My two awesome friends who were the very first people I came out to)
Coming out of a slump and a broken heart.
I was feeling a bit sad and lonely.
Sitting here looking after the Forum, alone and unloved.
Then a phone call - I got a date!!!!!
Quote from: Cindy on October 02, 2015, 05:33:51 AM
Coming out of a slump and a broken heart.
I was feeling a bit sad and lonely.
Sitting here looking after the Forum, alone and unloved.
Then a phone call - I got a date!!!!!
Congrats! The universe works in mysterious ways, right?
As for what made me happy today: a great new book! I have been reading a lot more lately.
Quote from: Cindy on October 02, 2015, 05:33:51 AM
Coming out of a slump and a broken heart.
I was feeling a bit sad and lonely.
Sitting here looking after the Forum, alone and unloved.
Then a phone call - I got a date!!!!!
Yay! - Good karma in action :D
The smile on the face of one of my coworkers when she told me she was going to Callen-Lorde and I wished her well with the sweetest pain she would ever know and that I thought HRT would do well by her.
Found a tattoo design that I thought I'd lost. I worked it up from an iron age Celtic coin and some other Celtic artwork some years ago and i thought it had gone missing when I moved house. I was delighted when I found it while digging through a file box of old stationery bits and bobs where it must've been put when i was packing everything up for the move.
Having found it I'm going to get it done and as it happens we have an excellent tattoo artist here in town so I'm going to ask him for a quote.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi883.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fac31%2FSanctaRosa5%2FAvatars%2FAnneTattoDesign_zpsxnlbkotk.jpg&hash=4a1b996f0413ffdf7edb28b383f87d1b7373bde8) (http://s883.photobucket.com/user/SanctaRosa5/media/Avatars/AnneTattoDesign_zpsxnlbkotk.jpg.html)
Found a £10 note on the street, if I saw who dropped it then I would have returned it, oh well :)
peanut butter toast yo
i have low standards in life
Quote from: Peep on October 05, 2015, 11:03:26 AM
peanut butter toast yo
i have low standards in life
Nothing wrong with that, one of the best food combos there is ;)
Quote from: Elis on October 05, 2015, 12:25:05 PM
Nothing wrong with that, one of the best food combos there is ;)
Now i want more :/ how balanced is a diet of bread and peanuts?
Semi retirement a step closer.
received this text from my 24 year old Daughter
"just so you know I'm proud of you and will be with you all the way. Feel like this has bought us so much closer, Love you Dad"
That's wonderful news Sarah ;D
I had the love and support of my children during my transition and that was absolutely priceless. And now all these years later my children remain my best friends and greatest supporters.
We're four hours into a long road trip with one of our best friends and her husband to see another friend and take a cruise with her. Tonight we'll be stopping at South of the Border, a kitchy place in South Carolina then tomorrow on to Kissimee with a stop at the only tea plantation in the U.S. What fun!
For all you burglars, we live in Bumfunk, Ia. and the key is under the mat. ;)
To be honest dear friends I haven't been doing well these last few weeks. Had a nasty bout of self-doubt & hatred* a few weeks ago. It made it very hard to feel like I deserved to be happy, let alone even considering that I could be happy in the future.
Currently (today-wise) I am trying not let it kick my butt. So I have a nice cup of hot strong black coffee and I am working on my resume for a possible second job. Hopefully things will just be okay today. If not, at least I made an effort, right?
*My self-doubt and hatred stem from a host of issues tied into my life. For the record, I haven't transitioned yet. I want to heal myself before I can start that journey.
Quote from: SarahMarie1987 on October 07, 2015, 10:25:15 AM
To be honest dear friends I haven't been doing well these last few weeks. Had a nasty bout of self-doubt & hatred* a few weeks ago. It made it very hard to feel like I deserved to be happy, let alone even considering that I could be happy in the future.
You'd be surprised or not how many of us deal with a degree of fear and loathing but don't live anywhere near Las Vegas
But worry not, you
will find your dreams and turn them into reality somehow and be happy
Hugs
Yesterday's endo appointment went well and the Dr. increased my dosage again 8)
Jalapeno infused honey!!! It is the best combination ever.
Kate <3
Today we celebrated 28 years of marriage and just over 30 together...my wife bought me a pair of earrings and a bracelet....the other gift she gave me was the being the first person in real life to Gender me correctly for the first time...she was trying to be nice and succeeded beautifully. To most it would be a throw away line but for me it is something I will remember for a long time.
Sailing away!
http://i244.photobucket.com/albums/gg39/babhdail/FB_IMG_1444675960729.jpg
I'm in the middle. Back on the weekend.
Quote from: V M on October 07, 2015, 09:49:18 PM
You'd be surprised or not how many of us deal with a degree of fear and loathing but don't live anywhere near Las Vegas
But worry not, you will find your dreams and turn them into reality somehow and be happy
Hugs
All the points for that reference!! That made me smile and happy today! :)
I realized that when I pull on shirts, sweatshirts and pullovers they've started hanging up on "something". :D
Warm jumpers made me happy today.
it's sooo cold D:
Just bought a cute fluffy beanie to wear once the winter weather starts popping up. I saved so much buying it online and I can't wait to try it on. ^^
I also donated what I had leftover to the site. It wasn't much, but I was happy to donate towards this wonderful community.
Watching the little native lizards in my wild jungle of garden courtyard always cheers me up. Anyone who tells me that my courtyard area needs massively tidying up gets told it's a lizard sanctuary and therefore a protected area ;)
Quote from: Lady Smith on October 19, 2015, 07:19:04 PM
Watching the little native lizards in my wild jungle of garden courtyard always cheers me up. Anyone who tells me that my courtyard area needs massively tidying up gets told it's a lizard sanctuary and therefore a protected area ;)
gossh that sounds awesome!
Lizard's are so cute ;D
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A common native skink like wot live in my courtyard. New Zealand skinks are unusual in that they don't lay eggs and have live births. The babies are teeny weeny copies of their parents and are very cute.
As I was exiting a meeting a little while ago, a lady that I know commented to another lady "Dammit, Joi's boobs are better looking than mine. What an "uplifting comment!" ;)
Painting my nails and talking a nice walk outside.
Going to see Danzig for Halloween. How perfect is that? \m/
My wife and I went to Torrid today shopping for her for a change. I found a great deal for my self to 3 super long tops to wear with leggings for $30 in the clearance rack. I can't believe I found them that long off the rack, but glad I did.
This was actually saturday, but anyway:
I went as a mime girl for halloween and participated in the costume contest. I won best performance by the usual mime routine, some interaction with the judges and some improvised dance.
Dancing always helps me shove my anxiety and discomfort away, and I got a lot of applause and compliments that night. It felt really good.
Went on the train to Bolton, pigged out on junk food, spent the day in the museum,art gallery & aquarium then went home and saw the illuminations by tram.
Had another cookbook by my alter ego sell today at Barnes and Noble. Made another $.99 Another 49,997 and I'll be able to afford to transition!!!!
Drinking coffee, counting blessings, and listening to music.
Finding out that Persona 4 Golden has the BGMs of the boss battles....AWESOME!
I also found 11 cents today. :D
A coworker said I looked like a real man bcos of my hairstyle :)
Sweetie and I had a few bad days. She was off from work last week with few plans and she never reacts well to that. This caused me to write a post (duplicated elsewhere here). Anyway, last night she told me she had heard from her cousin through Facebook. Evidently she saw that my "explaining transgender" posts. Sweetie passed on the message that she was happy for me and "wished her (me) all the best on her life path". Not only does her family accept me, but Sweetie, who's still having trouble with this passed on the message instead of tossing it. If she hadn't told me I probably never would have known the message was sent. Progress!
I found .11 cents yesterday. I'm still happy about it now.
Snow in the mountains
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Insurance quote for my bike a lot less than expected
I found .25 cents.
Taking a nice walk since the weather outside is lovely!!
Most of the time like today I'm just happy for the simple things, company, roof, warmth, food, comfy chair and my work table with work stuff on it/computer.
I posted some pictures (my latest ones) on >-bleeped-< and stated that I was Androgynous, all the users kept saying ''Just admit your female and stop saying your Androgynous'' funny thing is... im a Pre HRT in a male body and all I used was make up ;D
My boyfriend and I had a wonderful Christmas! And he is no longer having problems with his family and transition, it has become a non issue. ;D
My lovely daughter winkled me out of the house to go for a walk with her. It was fun and I enjoyed myself, we even had ice cream together :D
Quote from: Lady Smith on December 31, 2015, 12:10:55 AM
My lovely daughter winkled me out of the house to go for a walk with her. It was fun and I enjoyed myself, we even had ice cream together :D
Lovely.
Somehow we have to keep going, even in grief.
Love
Cindy
I found .26 cents.
Quote from: King Malachite on January 26, 2016, 10:23:20 PM
I found .26 cents.
You are accumulating quite a wealth there!!! ;D
Phoned the doctor... I think transitioning is curing me of my phone fear... like if i can phone someone about this then ringing a company to ask if they have that whatever in pink is never gonna be scary again lol
I am happy since I still have a job and alive.
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For most of my medical transition I've been wearing sports bras. Today I bought my first real bra, a white, 40 C pushup bra! So comfy in the short term. Now I need to wear it a whole day to see how it feels. I also bought a six pack of day to day boy shorts, one size smaller than my last purchase and I may well be able to go down another size yet.
PS: I also got my hair done by my favorite stylist while waiting for Sweetie to pick me up for work. She showed me how to bring out my curls and it looks great. When Sweetie picked me up we went to Cracker Barrel across the street. A waitress who's very familiar with us, and who has never commented about my presentation either way (she only sees me in my androgynous work uniform), said "are you ladies ready to order?" The new 'do works!
Got my haircut today which always puts me in a good mood. Plus my barber noticed I was on T ;D. I didn't think the changes were particularly noticeable; but she noticed my voice was deeper and my face looks sqaurer. As she put it it's amazing how last time I saw her two months ago the changes weren't noticeable (I was only a month on T) and now 3 months on T you can see the difference. So yeah I'm a very happy trans guy :)
Elis glad some one notice your transition. Today I visit Gender Therapy counseling for the first time, and she order blood test for my hormones level. I will return next week to discuss my result. Fingers cross.
Luanne
I just got chocolates and a dozen roses from my girlfriend whom is currently away. I'm so glad to have her and accepting as well
On my way to work I planned to post this in the happy and sad thread, although happy and terrified would be more accurate. The other day I bought my first real bra
I've been wearing sports bras. I resolved to wear it to work today. Of course I woke up this morning to frozen pipes. I almost gave it up but I won't walk out of the house unshaven. I used my night table water to brush my teeth and ran out my Keurig heating water to shave. Somehow I managed. I really was worried about how people would react. Everyone was complimentary. Best of all, a customer flirted with me. A young, attractive customer flirted with 56 year old me! Too bad I'm a married lesbian, huh? <giggle!>
Yay! The temperature just went above zero! It was - 8° F when the dog and I ventured out this morning.
Got to take pictures of the the runners raising money for AIDS Project LA by running in the LA Marathon. So many people running in the marathon. Makes me want to start training to run in one.
Quote from: Devlyn Marie on February 14, 2016, 09:24:20 AM
Yay! The temperature just went above zero! It was - 8° F when the dog and I ventured out this morning.
I used to lived in Michigan and I knew the frozen temperatures.
Finally starting to get some warmer weather again ;D It's still freezing cold at night but at least the days are a bit warmer and the snow has begun to melt off
My morning dilation is finished!
I am happy from a really great weekend and past few days.
The weather was very nice all weekend, so I was able to get outside and take some long walks. Monday I had work, which went well. Tuesday was work again, plus a therapy session afterwards. What was nice and made me so happy was that I unequivocally and rightly and normal stated to my therapist (who knows I am trans) that I am a woman in my heart and mind. And there was absolutely no shame from myself about stating it out loud!
Plus, since I cannot drive a car, I was able to see how our public bus service worked out. It went great! So I am just riding a great high of happiness and proud of myself type feelings.
Well, more amused than actually happy. I was talking with my primary care physician and told him someone (actually my hair stylist) suggested biotin for my splitting nails. He said that it worked for some people. He then wrote me a prescription for it and for acrylic nail polish. Well, not really. No prescription for the nail polish, he just strongly recommended it. :D He also complimented me on being extremely healthy for my age and for losing weight over the winter, something few of his patients manage. I love my doctor! I also love my team of endocrinologists. Can't leave THEM out and have them pouting!
I wore a bra to work for the first time ever and I felt like myself I felt so good. I also had a good internal giggle when I was asked why I moved a lady's order to the other side of my register I told her because I might have unintentionally added it to the guy I rang up while she was getting something she had. forgotten and said he probably would not like getting home and finding out he had bought lipstick and she started to lecture me about how people can transgender and I would be surprised at who and that point I said "yeah you never know" pointing at myself she got real quite I let her know she did not offend me and she left happy. I really was not offended and was greatful that people will stand up for us I made sure I told her that.
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My sister had enough points to get me a free pizza from Dominos I just had to pay for the delivery and tip.
Early finish so rode around on vintage trams
I guess this made me happy. To a degree it only !made me perplexed. I was doing laundry in the common laundry room when a neighbor came in and began doing his. I was dressed androgynously because, well, just because. I was being my normal self and wondered the whole time "does he think I'm a woman? A gay man?" We talked about the complex, our families, places we had lived. When we he was done and I was folding he came over, put out his hand and said. Have a good day, I'm (name)." I responded, "nice to meet you, I'm Dee." Wow did that throw me for a loop! "Dee" not "Dion". When did I internalize my nickname enough to offer it to strangers at first meeting? Previously I had only let people use it after I had known them a while.
Just in! I'm sitting in the break room before my shift and the head of personnel came in to change the birthday bulletin board to march. She then came over to my table and quietly said, "come into personnel when you have a moment and we'll change your gender in the records and make a new badge if you like"!
Right on Dee!!! ;D Feeling happy for you
*Hugs*
I talked to one of the other trans women here and she got the same offer. I think they're trying to head off complaints about us using the staff ladies room. I'll take it! My new badge says "Dee"!
Rearranged the furniture, everything feels new and clean, just like me:)
~ Winter
I've been running a weekly baking group at a women's shelter over the last month or so, this week was the fourth group I've ran.
Due to me being untrained (for now) I've always had a staff member with me by my request, the woman who's helped with this told me today that she thinks I'm ready to spread my wings & run the group solo.
She told me she's very impressed with the way I put the women at ease & with the calm way I handle the often awkward questions that arise due to me being trans.
I'm now booked in for 3 training groups next week & my baking group will soon be rolled out to another women's shelter, happy days
Today was pretty awesome. Besides being quote here on Buzzfeed (http://www.buzzfeed.com/skarlan/we-asked-trans-people-to-share-the-unique-stories-behind-the#.lxB9p1VRgz) about how I chose my name, I also found out I am casted to be in a "Pronouns Matter" campaign video for Callen-Lorde.
I went to my endocrinologist yesterday for an overdue appointment and ended up getting a prescription for Androgel, which I'm excited about. No more shots.
My roommate also got the doctor's letter they needed to proceed with the process of getting a service dog. I'm super excited for them since they've been having a lot of trouble with their disabilities for a long time.
Quote from: Sydney_NYC on March 01, 2016, 11:47:43 PM
Today was pretty awesome. Besides being quote here on Buzzfeed (http://www.buzzfeed.com/skarlan/we-asked-trans-people-to-share-the-unique-stories-behind-the#.lxB9p1VRgz) about how I chose my name, I also found out I am casted to be in a "Pronouns Matter" campaign video for Callen-Lorde.
What a wonderful story, Sydney! Now you have an androgynous name like the rest of your family. Oddly, I and the other two trans women I work with also have androgynous names.
Dee (Dion... Dione? Haven't decided. Is it worth the expense to change "Dion Patrick" to "Dione Patrice"?)
Quote from: Dee Marshall on March 02, 2016, 05:54:55 AM
What a wonderful story, Sydney! Now you have an androgynous name like the rest of your family. Oddly, I and the other two trans women I work with also have androgynous names.
Dee (Dion... Dione? Haven't decided. Is it worth the expense to change "Dion Patrick" to "Dione Patrice"?)
"Sydney" is more common as a girls name than a boys but both can use it. I also picked that name since I code a lot and having a more androgynous name in the IT world has it's advantages due sexism in the tech world. An example is this article:
Women write better code, study suggests (http://www.bbc.com/news/technology-35559439)
Quote" ........ we see evidence for gender bias: women's acceptance rates are 71.8% when they use gender neutral profiles, but drop to 62.5% when their gender is identifiable ."
Quote from: Sydney_NYC on March 02, 2016, 08:11:59 AM
"Sydney" is more common as a girls name than a boys but both can use it. I also picked that name since I code a lot and having a more androgynous name in the IT world has it's advantages due sexism in the tech world. An example is this article:
Women write better code, study suggests (http://www.bbc.com/news/technology-35559439)
My Sweetie is Jewish. Among her family and friends "S*dney" is more common for males, but I get your point. I was in IT from 1981 to 2006 and I definitely saw the sexism, not to mention the preference for single people willing to make their job their entire life.
I got dressed up nice and went out shopping. I got some light beige culottes that go well with the aquamarine sweater I got last fall and a silly red, green, and white long sleeved tee with a skull pattern. I paid a dollar for the tee. I chatted with some friends over their lunch then headed home first stopping to...
change the 'M' on my driver's license to an 'F'!!!!
I went for a meal to celebrate my brothers birthday, my 2 year old niece was there. We were given a buzzer to tell us when the table was ready & she insisted on holding it, when our table was ready my mum told her to "give it to the nice lady" & she ignored the waitress in front of her, turned around & went to give it to me. . . aww bless
Work wasn't as busy
Finally felt well enough to ride my bicycle to the store and back 8)
After 5 months on hormones i went out in public without makeup for the first time ever. I'm sure I got read a few times, but everybody was very accepting. It really made me feel that things are progressing well.
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On Saturday morning whilst at the gym I had an epiphany: I was sitting near the mirrors and I looked over towards a (presumably) cis guy exercising in front of the mirrors who was looking at his reflection between sets. I saw him admiring his own body, and I realised I'm starting to get the first inklings of the same feeling myself. I thought: is this what it feels like to be cis? To look at your own body as it develops and think "Yeah, that's looking alright"? It's an alien feeling that I've craved for years but hadn't yet experienced... and now I'm starting to feel it myself.
I'm finally getting there. :D
One of my besties...
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had bariatric surgery in November. She's lost a lot of weight so today I helped her clean out her closet and came home with three bags of clothes including...
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which you can also see in my new avatar with the jacket she also gave me! Then we had tea and looked into laser, $129 for six sessions on her armpits (she's cis) and $400 for six sessions on my face and neck. Now all I have to due is figure out how to pay for it.
I started working out at the gym and making it a regular thing. I felt pretty good today. I'll probably be sore tomorrow, but it will be a good sore :)
I had a 5 or 6 year old girl say to me "I did not know boys wore nail color!" I told her most boys don't but I do. I also asked her if she would be friends with a boy at her school if they wore it and she said yes I was happy
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Getting my first Harley a week on Monday. Badass black 883 Sportster R. Bring yer leathers Cindy!
Found two pairs of pants today. :) I usually have troubles to find pants because apparently every guy is supposed to be much more robust than I am, not to mention my wonky proportions (my legs are somewhat long in comparison to my height, got that from my mom).
I also don't want slim fits and absolutely no skinny jeans so finding regular jeans was a big win. :D And the other pair has camo pattern, love it!
A couple of months ago, my GP told me that my cholesterol was worryingly high and he wanted to put me on statins. He said I had a 30% risk of having a heart attack within the next 10 years.
I had another review with him this morning: after changing my diet and increasing my gym attendance, my cholesterol has lowered to a level where he's no longer hugely worried about it. My risk of a heart attack has dropped to 6.5%.
So, no statins for me then. At least, not yet. ;D
I was having trouble finding a color corrector that would hide my beard and the orange lipstick trick caused me to overcompensate. Then I found a YouTube video about using a makeup base and lipstick to make a custom corrector. I took the lipstick that never worked right and some BB cream I had bought that was a shade too pale and it worked! Some of the result and a light coating of the proper BB cream and no visible beard shadow! That combined with finding a good laser tech 15 minutes away make me a happy girl!
I was just hired at an art gallery today because I was trans (at least one of the reasons) instead of being denied for the same reason like every other job I've applied for in the last year. This will be the first job I've had in four years now. I can't describe how happy and relieved I am right now. Everything else in life has been piling up against me and I was starting to feel suicidal again. This is the change I needed. :)
Got my lard butt on the treadmill for the first time in months. I did it for 20 minutes. I am going to TRY and do 20 minutes each day. Of course, I've said this before and I have fallen off the wagon every time. Maybe I can keep it going. I don't know how this will go. But, at least it's a start.
Yesterday I got the dead ends of my hair taken care of and my hair has gotten so much fuller on top according to my hair dresser and I agree. Here is the result:
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The today I was filmed for the Callen-Lorde Pronouns Matter Campaign that will be one of many videos played throughout the center and on their Youtube Channel and site :)
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Denise and I were featured together in one of the videos and we had a lot of fun :)
Being 4 months on T I'm starting to realise that I'm beginning to like how I look. Plus my dysphoria is almost non existant; simply a low buzz in the background of my brain instead of the static noise it was before. Sure I wish my body was slimmer but I don't hate my body because I'm trans really.
So yesterday my partner wanted to go to Home Depot for some paint and stuff and I had originally intended to attend the last day of the keystone conference. I decided to save the 50 bucks that the conference would have cost us and treated us to a nice dinner.
Now, I'm not full time but I'm 3 months on e now and chomping at the bit to go full time. So instead of going to a safe place to present as female, I put on my makeup and some casual cloths, and we went shopping and to the restaurant.
To be honest, I was scared sh**less, but no one pointed and laughed. The woman at Home Depot took a little to much interest in my ID when we bought spray paint, but overall it left me feeling better about myself.
Yea [emoji1]
I found out that my workplace is closed for Easter! :D
I found out I may not be unemployed in two weeks due to my contract ending.
Sapere Aude
My wife and I drew a monster face in the sand at the bottom of the playground slide so it looked like our daughter was sliding into its gaping maw. >:-)
I went out in full Sofia garb today. It was pretty fantastic! I have some wonderful friends who are recognizing my need to be pulled out a bit. Went to a place that would be relatively safe space, then we went to a restaurant that was definitely not safe space, lol. But still, everything went well! Of course, I still have my facial hair, so I am jarring to look at atm...
Quote from: big kim on March 09, 2016, 12:39:29 PM
Getting my first Harley a week on Monday. Badass black 883 Sportster R. Bring yer leathers Cindy!
Gulp.
Broccoli. I love broccoli.
Coffee. It doesn't last, but it's made me appreciate the short period it makes me happy for all the more.
I found a couple of pennies.
new found sense of self
and chocolate
always chocolate
Sprite and ramen noodles with Worcestershire sauce, and the party plans my partner made for St. Patrick's day
What made me happy today? I came out at work today in front of about 80 people. It is a very accepting place, but I never dreamed it would go so well. My partner and I got a standing ovation. We got like twenty people lined up to hug us. I was amazed and so thankful. I kind of feel bad because others have not had it go well for them. I guess it is nice to know that there are accepting people out there.
For anyone thinking about coming out, I would recommend telling people face to face. The first thing I said was that I was trying to respect them. They all appreciated the honesty and respect showed for them.
Moni
Thinking about the .20 cents I found a few hours ago.
Got my first Harley Davidson (883 Sportster R). Had great fun riding around, went to my local bike meet met a lot of interesting people.
Congrats 8) Those are sweet bikes
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What colour did you get?
Thanks got a black one, a 2015 one of the last.
I've been dealing with a lot of issues concerning things about myself. I am adopted, so there is a host of rejection and abandonment issues. I have a cerebral palsy, so I have issues with being disabled. And I am trans, so having issues with not transitioning yet and dealing with gender dysphoria.
That sounds kind of heavy, right? Well for a little while it was today. But I gave myself a pretty good pep talk about how strong and how much of a bad ass I am for getting help for the issues I have. How I am working on moving forward. In however small a step or however a big a step I need it to be for the day.
And, once again, I've lost track of the MtF specific version of this thread where I've already found cause to make two posts today. Sometimes, when you're feeling a little depressed the Universe conspires to cheer you up. To wit:
I tried to call my sister today as I haven't in a couple of weeks and I was feeling down. Recently on Facebook I replaced my gender neutral picture and gender of "pending" with the same picture I'm using here and "female". That's the setup, dig? This my sister said to me:
"Someone asked me if I had any siblings and I told her just one. That got me thinking. Are you my sister now? I've always wanted a sister!"
Of course I said "yes"!
((Happy tears!))
Yea Dee. That's awesome
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+1, sisters are great!
Finally getting to chapter five of Stein's Gate.
Shipping notice new outfits and size 17 pumps from amazon 2 day. Ready for friday night hopefully don't arrive 2 late. ;D
The existence of my STP really. I've waited so long to get it and now I finally have it!
Learned GC2B were having a discount day yesterday so bought myself a new binder.
Having a friend who picked me up during a breakdown :)
Yes! I have berries! (Blueberries & Strawberries) Life is good.
Watching a simpsons ep (the one were Lisa has to dress up as a boy) and the channel edited out the trans slur I remember was in the ep. Maybe things are finally changing for the better :)
Day off, sunny, bikes got a full tank
Fantasizing about stuff. I don't care how it is when I can pretend it's better. It's nice to get a break.
Alex Winter has revealed that he & Keanu Reeves will soon be starting work on the third Bill & Ted movie.
That news had me air guitaring at my desk. ;D
No way, dude. Most bodacious news
Was able to get a haircut after being long overdue :)
Quote from: V M on October 28, 2014, 08:41:19 PM
Here you go...
:eusa_dance:GET HAPPY!!! :eusa_dance:
That was a wonderful thing to click on ;D ;D ;D
Always glad when I can make others Happy ;D ;D ;D
*Hugs*
I have to move to New Mexico next week and instead of having to live in a remote place, my partner and I have been offered a place in Albuquerque to house sit.
I'm hoping that I'll have enough time to establish a doctor there to continue hrt without a break.
The truck is rented and we are packing now, hoping that we aren't removed from our apartment before we are ready.
I'm scared and excited, but the house sitting offer made me super happy
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Finally got the courage to make an appointment to get my ear lobes pierced. Both excited; happy and nervous.
Got my second letter today so everything is set for me to get GCS on Aug 24th.
Getting my first months hrt ordered :D
Quote from: Jestwacked on April 22, 2016, 10:13:46 AM
Getting my first months hrt ordered :D
Yay!!! Congrats :icon_chick:
Hugs
I realized this morning that my changes are going to be slow and hard fought. But that it is really okay. I want to learn and grow into myself. Emotionally through my therapy and then eventually physically through hormone treatments.
It will take a while, but just allowing myself the patience and trust to know that I will change is really amazing.
Getting my eyebrows threaded and tinted after 5 whole weeks (usually 3 or less).
So good to be me again.
And she told me some of her clients would kill for my arches.
That made my week.
I've had loads to be happy about this week.
Today after a year of struggling on a very cheap tablet I've been able to upgrade (to a very cheap notebook). I'm trying to get my head around windows 10 right now.
After a year on a tablet I keep stroking the screen & wondering why it won't work. . . . oh yeah, it's not a touch screen, I can be such a dozy cow sometimes.
Earlier this week I went to do my volunteer baking group at the womens shelter, one of the women said she's enjoyed my cakes so much she's saving up for a food mixer to start baking her own.
Another client was leaving that day & as soon as she saw me she gave me a big hug & a huge thank you for the baking group.
Listened to my voice recordings from 3 months, 5 months and currently 6 months on T. Can't believe how different I sound :)
Waking up to start another beautiful day :-*
Sunshine, a day off, my Sportster & a ride over the moors to east Lancashire.
Sunshine? What's that? Im back in my winter coat here in Boston! ;D
Hugs, Devlyn
Here in the UK it's T shirt weather ;)
Quote from: Devlyn Marie on May 05, 2016, 12:24:36 PM
Sunshine? What's that? Im back in my winter coat here in Boston! ;D
Hugs, Devlyn
Not often seen in Lancashire! Winter coats are, I haven't put mine away yet
got through a complete 1/2 hour session of Electrolysis for the first time...I can now see patchy skin in my beard yay yay I have difficulty due to having hypersensitivity on the right side of my body including my face...but I got through it
Quote from: ElizabethK on May 05, 2016, 04:50:15 PM
got through a complete 1/2 hour session of Electrolysis for the first time...I can now see patchy skin in my beard yay yay I have difficulty due to having hypersensitivity on the right side of my body including my face...but I got through it
Good on you. ^- ^ I don't know if I'd be able to do electrolysis. Seems painful. :(
I'm happy that I made a new friend. :D
Quote from: BioS on May 07, 2016, 03:26:21 PM
Good on you. ^- ^ I don't know if I'd be able to do electrolysis. Seems painful. :(
I'm happy that I made a new friend. :D
I have some stupid skin hypersensitivity issues on the right side of my body so it makes it a bit sore but doing it in such small increments I can manage. I am teaching myself to try and "zone" out...but as a back up I am seeing a Dentist in two weeks for injections so I can do a two-hour session primarily on my top lip and chin. Hopefully I will feel nothing until the next day...
Liz
As a background to this I have to tell you that my stylist has been adamant for months about not cutting my hair while it grows out.
While brushing my hair out I noticed some one inch long hairs growing at my hair line. The rest of my hair is 8" long or longer. I think my hairline may be lowering and filling in! Can it be true?
On Friday, I made a speculative approach with a dance/music production agency for a voluntary web design role which involved a quick voicemail in the style of an elevator pitch and brief email, not expecting any kind of return. Yesterday, just as I decide to follow it up with a quick phone call, I get an email response from the contact who was so happy with my method of application they want to see me for an informal interview this Friday, which will mostly involve the company and WordPress.
I'm dead stoked.
I've had 3 days of happy things happening.
On Monday I introduced my cake baking group to a new womens shelter & had 9 or 10 clients (plus one dog) join in
Yesterday I ran my baking group at the shelter I normally volunteer at & managed to get one of the women who is suffering severe depression to not only smile but to crack up laughing.
Today I had my 4th laser session & the hair is getting so sparse now I barely felt a thing
Happy days
Yesterday I was notified that I got the new position I've been trying for and, best of all, I've already been vetted by the state! I'm employed in my field and not an axe murderer! Yay!
Quote from: Dee Marshall on May 13, 2016, 04:54:43 AM
Yesterday I was notified that I got the new position I've been trying for and, best of all, I've already been vetted by the state! I'm employed in my field and not an axe murderer! Yay!
I don't know why, by the axe murderer thing tickled me.
Happy Thing: I found several new art projects to work on.
I'm being a bit myself today: floral shoes, denim leggings, minnie mouse t-shirt and red nails. In guy mode :)
It's incredible how quick I stopped caring about people's stares and even feeling proud of dressing like this.
Getting ready to head out to a spring fair. I'm wearing a new button down shirt and feeling pleased with my appearance. My 6 year old son made me feel even better.
My son: is that your new shirt, mom? You look very handsome in it.
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Nail polish. First time (ever), sideswiped by the realisation that my hands looked amazing.
[happydance]
Sno.
Now a Great Aunt, my niece had a boy
Getting a disability pass for the local transit bus, which I didn't think I would get. Also I found out that it works with a door to door bus service that will take you to places like the grocery store or the mall. So that is really good for me! More mobility and more independence from the people in my life who want control.
I've been depressed and nervous much of the day.. It's not important why. Soaked in the tub and shaved. I wasn't happy with the shave.
I had to go out to the store so I got dressed, no gaff, blue cords, a yellow cable knit sweater and black flats. I looked at my face and, being downhearted, didn't bother with makeup.
When I got to the store with absolutely no idea what to make I went to the fish department. The man said, "what can I get for you, ma'am?" Strangely, my day turned around! ;D
Oh, important point, I haven't done laser or electrolysis yet.
I went to a Xmas meal today for staff & volunteers with women's services (I know it's almost June, don't ask).
One of the women there has only met me once before & we got on like a house on fire both today & last time we met, she's got a 2 for 1 spa day ticket & has invited me along to join her when she goes.
I'm a very happy chick right now (I promise it's not the 2 large glasses of red wine I had with the meal doing the typing right now)
Electro tomorrow. Last appt. was two weeks ago. Not looking forward to the pain; but definitely happy to get the removal process started again!
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My hair is getting quite longer. The bob it is currently in now has one side of my bangs that hangs past my chin. I like flipping my head back and fourth so i can smell my awesome smelling shampoo and clean hair.
It truly is the little things :)
I just feel good today; although I'm worried how long that'll last. My face is looking quite masculine now after being almost 7 months on T. I may not think I'm quite 'attractive' but I'm happy how I look. Just thinking how I was a year ago to now; I'd never go back :)
While I'm doing laundry I'm texting back and forth with Randi (formally known here as Sweetie) about the trip we're leaving on tomorrow. She said she has a makeup bag for me to use. Agreeing to divorce but stay together has really lowered her stress over my transition! I wonder if, in a year or two, she would entertain marrying me again? Just kidding! Never doing THAT again.
Hearing my friend's voices.
Having to receive a parcel for my dad and the delivery guy called me Mr *surname* ;D
Birdwatching, nice sunny day rode to Southport & back through Preston to another nature reserve.
Oddball medical stuff. My urologist 'scoped out my blockage that has been bugging me, and said "Easy fix. 30 minute procedure." (Oh, that's her time. I'll need a wee bit more, as it is a surgery.)
Then, I got an appointment with a highly regarded electrologist for next week, to start my time in The Chair. It's A Good Thing...
Knowing that after today, I may not have to work as many Sundays.
Seeing Eider ducks close up
Had an awesome 18km run this morning, then leftover indian food for breakfast. The pinnacle of human existence :)
Sunny today. Big fat knacker take out later as our kitchen sink /pipe work is borked. And I really can't be bothered to sort it out tonight. Oh the excuses for a pizza.
Yesterday I stopped by my work with my partner and had lunch. We then walked around town for a bit and came back to the bar section of my work. I was looking as my profile pick shows and I was wearing a real bra as opposed to the sports bra I usually wear at work. I guess I'm more subtle when I work.
Anyway, when work ended tonight, one of my male coworkers was about to grab a barstool but stopped and offered it to me so it was only one other girl and myself sitting down. They all know I'm transgender and they are the coolest people I could hope to work with. It might just be the city is awesome , but these people make me so happy.
I figured work would be the same as usual, but they felt proud to ask me if I would close the rest of Deli + Bakery tonight since those associates had to go home early. Apparently they were soooo over their time heheheheee. Made me feel great they put that much trust in me to get the job done. Best part it wasn't a 1530-0230 Shift, but one of my few short ones at 1530-0030. I managed to get done at 0100 so I only had to stay late 30 extra minutes to get the job done. Made me feel so proud of myself and they were happy with my clean up/closing results! And then I found out I had THIS Saturday off! ^^
My wife mentioned I should tell our best friends and former neighbors what is going on (after they busted me on my nail polish). Made me pretty happy. Going to tell them next time Insee them. Will be the first time telling anyone besides my wife...
My old friend that I haven't talked to in a few years just had a stern talk with my parents while he was visiting our hometown. My parents have been absolutely stubborn about their denial of my gender since I came out. I live out of state, so I wasn't there. I was completely shocked when, during a Skype call with my brother, my parents were actually willing to talk to me with a video feed. On top of that, my dad actually called me Jessica, which I never thought would happen. It was a pleasant chat for once, even if it was a short one.
Hooray for true friends. The good ones are always there for you no matter what. :)
I know I'm repeating myself, but everyone at work referred to me as she tonight. Oh my god that feels good. Plus they are surprised that I had a hard time before being accepted. It feels so freaking good.
I woke up this morning and realized that I am on my way. No more secrets. I am not presenting yet, but I have some appointments made for this week to get the show on the road.
My wife still loves me even after dropping the T-bomb on her. She suggested a couple that we know that it would be safe to come out to.
I am sitting here enjoying an espresso buzz and looking out at a bright summer monring in the woods. Damn, life is good! When the going gets tough, I want to remember mornings like this.
The British government has announced that they're launching a full review into the needs of our transgender citizens, as well as the views of the general public towards us.
They're also removing any reference to trans being a 'mental illness' from all official areas, including the NHS. On the subject of the NHS, they're improving staff training so that GICs can be better supported & offer more appropriate services. And they're reviewing the need for the government to request information about citizens' gender, with a view towards removing this from areas where it is completely irrelevant.
And best of all... they're reviewing the outdated Gender Recognition Act of 2004, which currently makes us jump through hoops, spend hundreds of pounds and basically beg a bunch of faceless bureaucrats to allow us officially to change our gender. The hope is that they'll come up with a self-declaration system instead.
Hurrah! :D
What made me happy today? :eusa_think: Hmmmm, I'll let you know if I think of something
I was researching grades of tequila the other day to explain the difference between reposado and añejo to someone and stumbled across a common Mexican cocktail, la Paloma, grapefruit soda and tequila, often garnished with lime and perhaps some salt. Today I finally found Jarrito's grapefruit soda in the store and with one of my favorite reposado made my first one which I'm enjoying as I type. I have a new favorite drink!
My therapist. Really.
I went through a bad patch last week, and right at my worst, she called to offer me a session that had just freed up. Yes, please! It helped. It really helped. I was able to vent all the nasty stuff rattling around in my head regarding family issues, clear up my thinking about what I should be doing and saying, and get some really good ideas on how to handle things going forward. She even got me laughing at one point.
I left the session smiling, and feeling much better than when I went in. Yay!
lately 4 out of 5 customers have been calling me ma'am, I try to plot twist and try to make my voice as deep as possible to give them shivers, and they will look me dead in the eyes and say thank you nice young lady.
and i'm just sitting there like :o :o :o :o :o :o ::) ::) ::)
oh well ::) ::) ::) ::)
Shoes! Yeah, I got it bad.
I've assembled some more professional outfits from yesterday's run to Goodwill, Costco, and Forever 21. Because of some great scores at goodwill I kept the cost under $70 US for what amounts to a dozen different outfits. (Careful mix and match). Alas my little black flats and sneakers don't cut it.
So, off to the mall to splurge 😀 Some nice ankle boots will be just the right thing. Score! Cute matte black with a gold buckle detail. I haz a happy. Bonus: I'm pretty sure I'm actually passing.
Got a whole bunch of stuff I ordered from the consignment site Swap yesterday so instant boost to the wardrobe. On top of that I got my new camera and equipment so have been playing around with that trying to get things right for when I start making my YouTube videos. ;D
It's my hubby's and my first anniversary, so it's off to dinner and a movie.
Quote from: Lady Sarah on July 16, 2016, 01:49:59 PM
It's my hubby's and my first anniversary, so it's off to dinner and a movie.
Happy Anniversary! :icon_clap: :icon_geekdance: :icon_flower:
Cloth shopping with my wife today :-) couldn't find anything in the men's world and she suggested looking in the women's department. She is so understanding and supporting...
A random customer came up to me and said my hair was really beautiful. And a coworker noticed I have a bit of a natural cheek coloring and said it was really pretty like I was wearing makeup similar to a Cisgender Girl's pallet.
I was at the Walmart pharmacy in line for my prescriptions wearing jeans and a t-shirt without makeup, so generally in male mode. The pharmacist looked over from the back and said, "I'll be right with you ma'am." Yaaaaay. The same thing happened when I went to donate blood yesterday. :-)
While going into the bank this morning, the county judge (on his way out) opened both doors for me, and said "good morning, young lady".
...I found my appetite :icon_chew: :icon_chew:...went missing about 25 years ago...turned up just after 2nd month on HRT
I had to lower, repair, and raise a large shortwave radio antenna (an 80-10M fan dipole of my own design and construction). Now, I've lost about 40 pounds since I put this thing in the sky, as well as certain... changes to my biochemistry and wardrobe. :) Still, I was able to get the job done.
As I was re-rigging the antenna, a hawk flew low and circled the mast I was working on. I stopped and watched her for several minutes, until she flew off in search of easier prey. Amazing!
Life is good!
I just ran across the man I learned shamanism from.
Me: You don't remember me do you?
Him: You look familiar.
Me: Dion
Him (with a nod and a smile): How have you been?
Me: There have been some changes.
Him (looking down at my boobs): So I see!
Humorous interchange with total acceptance, what's better than that?
I got my wife to sit down and have breakfast with me, AND agree to go on a drive to the coast and out to lunch. (I'm cross-dressing as male for all of this. Compromises.)
Small steps. Always small steps. But it's something.
Somebody liked my tumblr post.
Got a new friend to ride with.
Trying to teach my daughter basketball (the one sport I was actually picked for in school). OK, she spent most of it running round giggling shouting 'backit-ball!'. But we had a massive laugh.
Sampling some guest beers at our local bar. 'Backit-ball' proved too much for one person and she flaked out using my arm as a pillow. Shed pull it back into place if I moved it. Happy days.
My new passport arrived; so glad all I needed was a letter from a GP to change my gender for my new one :) :) :)
Every day I wake up, kiss my wife, look at my reflection in the mirror and announce. We fooled em one more day. I've been on borrowed time for twenty years. I was only given five years by the Doc's. Waking up female would just be that much better.
I know I don't pass, but darn it, the people are friendly enough around here that the Walmart cashier gendered me correctly tonight.
It actually doesn't happen very often, so it's still a thrill.
It's little things like that happening that make the daily stuff bearable.
Day off, good weather forecast, HD Sportster
It's our 10 year anniversary soon, we settled our daughter at her new nursery today and OH took me shopping to Victoria Secret.
Both came out quite happy. So then she buys me flowers. Then we purchase a few bottles of red wine and some stirling IPAs. She can't leave my hips alone during the day and my usual exterior powers down and I feel weak for once.
2 hours ago she's snoring face down on the bed like a light weight jessie. So much for some grown up time. I had to laugh.
Paperwork for my Italian passport came through which I can do via family connection. It's going to be a long ride.
I realized how consistently I'm being seen as a woman. The store is deep into back to school merchandising right now, so many parents with their children are wandering the aisles. Multiple times today mothers said, "let the lady by" to their kids. The only time in recent memory that I've been misgendered was last night in the supermarket when I put a divider after my order and the guy behind me said "thanks buddy". I turned to look at him and he quickly corrected himself and became very solicitous. I think he may even have been flirting. I may be a lesbian but that doesn't mean I don't appreciate a good flirt.
Two things made me happy today...the first was a girl at work notice my nails and commented how beautiful they looked and I ordered a new bra and it came today and was a perfect fit!
Heather :-*
Missed my dose of T yesterday but was able to get a dose today. This morning I felt the dysphoria creep back which made me feel awful; I can't quite describe the feeling. As soon as i applied the gel I just felt 'right'. Guess that means I truly am trans; I couldn't even go a day without some vitamin T :)
Got promoted and got a nice bump in salary so it seems I'll be able to afford all the transition related things sooner than I expected.
makeup practice today made me happy :) this is the first photo i look like a female in, in my own opinion.
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Randi sent me this picture. I'm on the left:
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Clues are something I'm really careful about. My hair is up off my neck and I still look right, no guy here! I need to do something about those eyebrows, though.
Also LGBT night at Citi Field (New York Mets Baseball):
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A new chapter in my life,my husband Kevin and I got married last weekend and it went well.Came home from our honeymoon this afternoon..
Congratulations!
Thank you and dad walked me down the aisle
What made me happy today is even though I don't have much but I was able to share what little I have with someone less fortunate
I tend to go for small walks, especially when I've been feeling rather depressed
So tonight while I was walking about I came upon someone who seemed rather distraught and I began feeling somewhat afraid because he was giving me a rather hard stare
Not sure as to what to do I asked if he was okay, he used some rather foul language and indicted that he was
"Starving to death"
I had made some mac n' cheese and some black beans with mushroom slices earlier plus a neighbor had given me a bit of potato salad so I told him to wait there and I'd bring him a plate
I basically gave him half my dinner and some of my guy clothes that I hadn't worn for years but were still in good shape
He said "Thank you ma'am, I guess not everyone is a (another string of foul language) and thank you for not being afraid of me"
I said 'You're welcome but I do have to go now, take care"
Then I went home and had a bit of a cry for awhile
My Dot Warner doll, (Animaniacs), arrived today! She's sooooo cute!! ;D
thats it's been a week since i got my job back and in 57 days ill be getting my srs :)
Our 10 year anniversary today - and my partner fell asleep at 19:00. Had to laugh.
The nursery that told social services that had "conclusive proof" I hit my daughter has been closed down with immediate effect - they initially refused to co-operate with social services, and on investigation, they found it was all claptrap. Add to the fact they took extra funding to support our child with Special Educational Needs and non of it went to her benefit or her care plan..... well the words "disaster", "mismanagement" and "irresponsible" were thrown their way.
Victory tastes like a nice straight up bourbon.
55 days left till v day :)
I got my Social Security gender change and sent off for my gender change for my driver's license. YEA!
Moni
First time out in public in a size 8 boot cut jeans... With purple finger nails. Confused a bunch of people who only know me in male mode. Did not care to explain much... Caught a guy staring at my back until he realized what is going on. The look on his face was priceless.
While my current cloth could go both ways, I did get coffee in full girl outfit including ballet flats this morning... For the very first time. What a rush of happy feeling...
Quote from: HappyMoni on August 19, 2016, 08:38:27 PM
I got my Social Security gender change and sent off for my gender change for my driver's license. YEA!
Moni
Booyah! Nice one!
Painting every toe nail a different colour
Alice x
Daughter finished her pudding and decided to wee in the bowl. Not ideal but we laughed. She then ran off and poop'd in her potty. That's a massive step for her, so massive cheers all round for her "out the box thinking" for toilet training.
So when your daughter pees it's "out of the box"? Probably natural.
I now have a job plus the registration day to pay for my barbering course starts tomorrow at my local college. I'm still cautious but it's looking like my life is finally moving forward.
When my dear partner apologised for mansplaining...
Quote from: Dee Marshall on August 21, 2016, 04:33:24 AM
So when your daughter pees it's "out of the box"? Probably natural.
Yeah some skip the potty days and go straight for the toilet, it's a big jump forward for her, so many a fun days exploring what she wants to do at the moment. We'll roll with it whatever way it goes.
Talking to my sister
While grocery shopping at the mall today, we decided to drop in to the Sears clearance outlet to see if they had anything irresistable. How about yer basic black skirt. regularly $30, marked down to $15, further marked down to $10, and then 2/3 off at the cashier. A good quality basic wardrobe item for $3.45 including tax! Irresistable!
Good weather forecast, day off, Sportster shined up & serviced, free entry to National Trust premises
I posted something else in the other "happy" thread, but just now, scrolling, Tapatalk presented me with the picture of Randi and I at the Mets game on LGBT night. Remembering that makes me happy.
It's my oldest son's third birthday today. He has an obsession with garbage trucks and was very excited to get a loud toy garbage truck. To top things off today was garbage day and he got to see a real garbage truck. Now I'm lying down with him as I try to get him to sleep... heheh scratch that. He started crawling all over me. ;D
I celebrated my best friend's birthday with him. We played music together, watched movies, and ate our body weight in cake, ice cream, and taquitos. It was a good day.
I am very happy today...I have 2 daughters, 1 in Orlando and 1 in Southeast Georgia. Both safe after the hurricane that just went through Florida and South Georgia.
Heather
The damn Foley catheter is out, and my own plumbing is working again. I know, I know... Still, it makes me happy.
Quote from: Atom on August 20, 2016, 07:25:07 PM
Daughter finished her pudding and decided to wee in the bowl. Not ideal but we laughed. She then ran off and poop'd in her potty. That's a massive step for her, so massive cheers all round for her "out the box thinking" for toilet training.
Heh I don't know why I missed your comment before. My oldest son has done stuff like that. The other day he took his training pants off, peed on the floor, then told me he wanted to 'jump in the muddy puddle". XD I think he watches too much Peppa Pig sometimes.
Earlier today my son and my younger son (the 1 year old) both sat in my lap and started making noises similar to Gollum from Lord Of The Rings. When they do random things like that it's like the perfect distraction from dysphoria.
A comment on another thread made my day today too. I grew up with emotionally abusive parents and my partner can be emotionally abusive too. I grew up believing that I was stupid, despite many people telling me otherwise (even my partner and my parents-- when they aren't mad. Every time they get mad though, they'll flip and start calling me stupid, idiot and other names). It's really helpful and relieving when people don't repeat those awful things. It gives me hope that I do have potential and I could possibly make a difference one day.
Happy Rebirthday to me! I took my first doses of spironolactone and estradiol two years ago this evening. Since I take morning and evening it's been exactly two years. This calls for a new picture.
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A new avatar pic can wait for a time when I'm better prepared. I only realized the date while posting a response in another thread.
Went for a ride with one of my besties, a woman from work. We stopped to walk the grounds of Omega Institute, went to a tea shop, then window shopping. Nearly cried over a pair of boots I can't afford right now:
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We decided to grill and stopped at the supermarket, ran into a friend from work and got invited to a BBQ:
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Great day!
I found a penny.
Technically last night not today. Came out to my 75 year old aunt, she was totally cool. We talked all evening, and walking home she checked what name I'd prefer, and said she'd love to have another niece. My mum has totally rejected me, so to have support from some family means alot 😊.
-Hugs Megan-
My relationship with my girlfriend Remrie is becoming much more serious - and definitely in the direction we both want to go. I love her so much and it really makes me a happy woman. ^^ I honestly didn't think I'd fall in love this deeply with someone after being with them for 4 months. Regarding my passing of my sweet Jessebelle in Nov 11, 2012. But I'm really glad I'm starting to open up more.
I was checking out the boards here and also listening to music. A Jefferson Starship song came on that was "our song." My wife and I both got up at the same time and knew we were going to dance. We were married in 1979. After all these years, it is still amazing. I am so lucky!!!!!
Moni
My weight is down to just 1.5 pounds above goal! Squeeee!
Alas, I got there because of a bit of food poisoning I brought home from a fun family weekend trip. Diet plan NOT recommended... :P
But still... Squeeeee!
I'm visiting my sister. I think this picture shows how it's going:
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These are, left to right, my nephew Brian, my niece Kim, below her, my grandniece, Brian's daughter, Ella Rose, me!, my niece Kelly, my sister Jackie, and Brian's other daughter, my grandniece Lily. Kim's son, my grandnephew, Cameron was by earlier. His brother, Zach, and my nephew Sean and his family couldn't come by.
Today Jackie and I took a long walk and browsed in an antique store then had lunch. After lunch we walked back and she cooked for her brood (above).
Tomorrow my cousins are expected. Before that Jackie and I are going shopping.
Best of all, they call me Aunt Dion!
And today I got one of those 'free' (with purchase...) 45 minute makeovers at Sephora. It was pretty amazing, and a spectacular learning experience. I got more in 45 minutes one-on-one on how to do an everyday look for MY face than from gigabytes of YouTube videos. Oh, and purchases were made. I think I still came out ahead of buying a dumpsterload of drugstore specials and finding how how they don't work for me.
Here's the before (from a couple weeks back) and after pics:
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I'm very, very happy with this. Heck, I think I was passing for real today!
Great, Michelle! Good for you! I need to bite the bullet and do that.
Quote from: Michelle_P on September 21, 2016, 11:11:49 PM
And today I got one of those 'free' (with purchase...) 45 minute makeovers at Sephora.
You look fantastic, Michelle! Congrats! I especially love the serenity in your eyes in the 'after' pic: it's amazing what a good make-over can do. :)
My little moment of happiness came in the form of my 6-monthly dental check-up. I've had a bit of sensitivity on two teeth and was a bit worried about them, but my dentist gave them a thorough inspection and said she couldn't see any problems with them, so I've been given a clean bill of dental health.
After facing a barrage of abuse at home last week, I had a brilliant weekend hanging out with a bunch of fellow trans peeps, which was exactly what I needed to help me recover. I felt included, welcome and loved - which is more than I can say for my situation at home.
One of the peeps I hung out with is a friend I've known for about a year, and he attends the same GIC as me. He has a couple of disabilities which can make communication a bit difficult at times... and as such he's been struggling to get our GIC to approve him for his next stage of treatment. I had no trouble getting that approval myself, so I offered to accompany him to his appointment to support him & help advocate for him. So I booked a day off work & sat in on his appointment, gently nudging the conversation along & steering it onto positive ground.
To cut a long story short, he got his approval & is being fast-tracked for the treatment he needs. :)
Stopped at work to pick up some prescriptions and L'ORÉAL was having a makeup demonstration. I got some samples, some coupons, and the demonstrator showed me how to use mascara!
Randi and I are looking for a new apartment. We got to the place and she had to call the potential landlord to tell him we were there but her phone was acting up. She said, "this is Randi Marshall. We're here. I had to use my partner's phone because mine's not working." Partner. Until recently she would have said "husband". She might well have said "roommate." Instead of those she claimed me!
Oh, and yesterday she was looking for makeup and I told her I had a coupon if she bought L'ORÉAL. Today I mentioned that I had tried the moisturizer sample but hadn't liked it. She said I should just use the better stuff and use the coupon for mascara or something. Just maybe she's coming around!
An odd one for this thread, but it's progress for me, and it makes me happy.
It's been a rough few weeks, but for the first time ever, I was able to stop myself from self harming.
Sno.
I've been offered a one year lease on my first choice apartment. So, Yay!
Even better, now that I have an official offer, the California 2012 Gender Nondiscrimination Act covers me. :)
Even though my back surgery for Monday got postponed until today, it got done. The hospital staff are all very friendly. To make things even better, my brother and his family live only a few miles from the hospital.
Had my first Therapy session yesterday :-) Seems like a good fit and a lot of things to work through. But a start. Also discovered that my primary care doctor claims to offer gender identity services. Put that on my list of things to discuss in my next visit... HRT here I come :D
Well what is making me happy happened this past Thursday.
I used on of my vacation days at work and took a day trip to New York City. Since I only live two hours away, it was a fairly easy bus ride in. It was also my first solo trip. So I was totally alone in New York City, but it was wonderful because I went where I wanted to and did what I wanted to. I went to Central Park and a few bookstores. A few cool coffee places as well.
There were so many different kinds of people to watch and interact with! It was really neat. I saw a lot of cute outfits on cute girls. But instead of feeling bad since I am not out yet or on HRT, I was just looking at their outfits and thinking about how I could try their looks for myself.
All in all, it was a wonderful and great trip!! I've been floating on cloud 9 since I got home.
After a couple of weeks of nervous waiting, I've finally got the all-clear on a bunch of important medical tests.
Ready to rock and roll tonight! Well, more like...THRASH! It's extremely rare that I can get the chance to go to a concert. So, this will be a lot of fun.
FA-BU!
Proposed to my girlfriend Deb of a year this afternoon and she said yes.Was speechless at first and that is when she said yes
Quote from: clarissa jade on November 12, 2016, 03:49:24 PM
Proposed to my girlfriend Deb of a year this afternoon and she said yes.Was speechless at first and that is when she said yes
Congratulations, Clarissa!
Quote from: KathyLauren on November 12, 2016, 07:07:01 PM
Congratulations, Clarissa!
Thank you and we are both happy together.I knew I wanted to spend the rest of my life with Deb.Deb is fully supportive of me crossdressing which I do part time
Running the Hot Thing at work today. 300 pounds of molten metal at my disposal. >:-)
Quote from: Devlyn Marie on December 01, 2016, 09:37:32 AM
Running the Hot Thing at work today. 300 pounds of molten metal at my disposal. >:-)
Ooo... that sounds like fun. Makes the welder and blacksmith in me very excited. I'm super jelly of you. [emoji16]
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I came out to my doctor and he wrote a referral for our GIC. Now the waiting game begins (12-18 month wait time). If I give him the name of a psychologist who specialises in gender counselling he will write me a referral next week.
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Quote from: Alora on December 01, 2016, 10:13:12 AM
Quote from: Devlyn Marie on December 01, 2016, 09:37:32 AM
Running the Hot Thing at work today. 300 pounds of molten metal at my disposal. >:-)
Ooo... that sounds like fun. Makes the welder and blacksmith in me very excited. I'm super jelly of you. [emoji16]
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Our wave solder machine sprung a leak once, I got this nifty two pound paperweight. 8) It's sn pb 63/37. Looks like the tinman had a rough night! :laugh:
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A lady brought my a soda.
For the first time in years I put up Christmas decorations.
Including a rather unique HO HO HO Christmas Radiation mask
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Your 'Rock' girl! Your sense of humour is wonderful! With your year, I hope Santa has loaded up his 'big' sleigh! Hugs, Kelly
Cindy, are you sure they weren't trying to turn you into a Cyberman? That would be several steps backwards!
Quote from: Cindy on December 18, 2016, 01:51:07 AM
For the first time in years I put up Christmas decorations.
Including a rather unique HO HO HO Christmas Radiation mask
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Now there's a modern art prize winner if I ever saw one!!! 8) Love it
I've arrived! Today was my first time being asked to pass toilet paper under a stall door.
Quote from: Dee Marshall on December 29, 2016, 11:57:45 AM
I've arrived! Today was my first time being asked to pass toilet paper under a stall door.
I guess that must count as 'passing' 😉.
Got my ears pierced :-)
I just got out of my doctors appointment and I get to start HRT 5 months sooner then expected. Watch out ladies... Here comes Alora!!
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Quote from: Alora on December 29, 2016, 01:34:49 PM
I just got out of my doctors appointment and I get to start HRT 5 months sooner then expected. Watch out ladies... Here comes Alora!!
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Wow! Congratulations... so happy for you!
So many great answers..even a marriage proposal!
It's only 4:25 AM so not much has happened today yet. I guess I'm happy I'm alive (so many of my heroes passed away this year) and that I'm living in southern Thailand. Perfect weather, delicious food, and my rent, including utilities, wi-fi, cable TV, under-building parking and a 24-hour guard is $150 a month. It costs $1.33 to fill up my motorbike.
But yesterday what made me happy was messaging with my daughter and several friends in the USA. I usually do, but it still made me happy.
Quote from: sarah1972 on December 29, 2016, 02:48:38 PM
Wow! Congratulations... so happy for you!
Thanks. I'm super excited
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Quote from: meganjames2 on December 29, 2016, 01:23:40 PM
I guess that must count as 'passing' 😉.
And voice passing at that.
Today I went to Sephora to get more color corrector and to look at powder foundations. The person who assisted me made a point of commenting on how nice my skin is.
I wondered what happened to a boy who lived near me, I found out he'd become a decorated Army officer & now retired with his beautiful wife. You deserved a good life, you were a great kid who grew into a great man
A lot of internal acceptance and love for me. Just feeling happy in general actually
Taking my depression and converting it into anger. (What? What's happy about that? Wait for it....) Then, taking that anger and funneling that into a couple of my more "musical" Noise projects. Bonus: I got the idea to resurrect a couple of projects that have been dormant for a few years. Hey, I had to get something positive out of this day. The last couple of days were depressing as it is. (That had nothing to do with current events) Now, I'm nice and relaxed and in a good mood.
This happened Tuesday evening into Wednesday morning. (I've been busy!) Just before dinner on Tuesday the director of my agency called me to see how I'm getting on. We talked about the slowness (nobody's fault) of filling my schedule with clients and the amount of time I have to drive (I cover six counties) between clients because it's hard to schedule so that I see clients who are near each other on the same day. He said he was leaving on vacation the next day but promised we'd resolve both of those when he returns.
The next day I was with a client and noticed he had called and left a message. I don't like to take messages when I'm with a client but I had to take this one. The message was that he was going to put a thousand dollar loan in my check next Monday to be paid back $50 every two weeks unless I called and told him no. I cried! He said it was to help me get through the transition to full time.
I work for and with such wonderful people!
Squeee!
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Yeah, it's a typical DMV photo, but still...
Squeeeee!
Quote from: Michelle_P on January 25, 2017, 07:09:24 PM
Squeee!
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Yeah, it's a typical DMV photo, but still...
Squeeeee!
YAH!!!! Congrats Michelle!
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^
^ Cool beans.
Speaking of cool....
We are finally cooling down around here.
This is a good thing.
I HATE warmer weather during the winter months. It's just not natural and it freaks me out.
BUT, if we had a cool summer, I wouldn't complain one bit. I would love that.
I asked my doctor for HRT prescription today and he ordered them.
Congrats Jeanette! Something to celebrate!
I was wearing a tight long sleeved blouse today. My client complimented me on my curves and my "large rack". No, she was NOT coming on to me!
Half of the people at my new workplace don't know I'm Trans the other half do, but really haven't said anything negative about it. Alot of the women are somewhat jealous with my attributes LMAO. And of lately I've been getting compliments and I guess Booty Call. I'm not sure I like the attention, but I'm really liking what's happening! xD
My therapist offered a referral to a speech therapist today! Now to see what Kaiser MST does...
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3 month blood work all fine, cell count fine so no bloodletting for me, blood pressure returned to normal since starting T. This is all good news considering how bad a shape I felt before starting. Guess I was slowly killing myself through deprivation.
I have a close friend who I've been in love with for quite some time now. He knows, he doesn't reciprocate, we're still friends, it's not a big deal. Anyway, I mentioned to him recently that I was getting on testosterone soon, and he was glad for me. He's straight, and he said because he's straight he wouldn't be interested in getting together (if you know what I mean). I was a lot more okay with it than I thought I would be.
I think I realize, deep down, that if we were dating, he (like most men) would want to restrict my transition, and I feel so lucky that we're friends and that he can accept me for who I am. I think that's what love is.
I am beginning to accept my identity as a solo person outside of the confines of a dating relationship. For the past decade, I was always dating somebody, and when I wasn't dating somebody, I was formulating attack plans for all my crushes. So it's nice to just focus on myself for a change.
Anyway, I was just thinking on this today, and it made me happy, so there's my "what made me happy" for today.
Ordering a sports bra for the first time.
Randi went clothes shopping with me yesterday. She talked me into a more expensive pair of jeans than I intended and a pretty blouse. (Pictures maybe on Tuesday when I wear them to see the endocrinologist.)
Ok, not trans* related, but it was just the ignition coil on my MINI that went out and not a blown head gasket. Whew!!! $106 to repair. 2ez!!
I did cleanup, washing dishes and coffee cups at our UU coffee klatch today.
Helping others makes me happy [emoji4]
An acquaintance gave me a bouquet of flowers. Flowers and kindness make me happy [emoji4]
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now that's made me happy
I shaved my thighs for the first time today and I'm going for more tomorrow. My legs are pretty hairy but it's coming off.
And this is cheating but a few days ago I was using a public restroom sink. I saw a guy walk in behind me from the mirror, and after he saw me from behind, he stepped back and did a double take on the gender posted on the door.
It's 3 years today since I received one of the greatest gifts I've ever had: top surgery! Happy Ex-Mammaryversary to me! ;D
Randi is correctly gendering me when talking to strangers 95%+ of the time now! It may be because I praised her for trying so hard lately.
It may also be because several people have looked at her like she has Turette's when she's misgendered me.
Finally got to colour my hair after 2x rounds implants and I love it...just gonna have to wait for the pics ;D
My female cousin saying I looked more female than she is and have good legs and my make up was good.
My sister is a few years old and a lot of relatives recently said that I look like she did when she was my age. :)
Praise the hormones!
A friend invited me to an Oscar Party tonight. I was told to either dress as a character in one of this year's films, or dress as an over-the-top attendee. There would be a contest. Ahem. Dear, never, ever dare a woman like me to try and do over-the-top.
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I won.
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Congratulations on the win Michelle.
Hugs,
Jeanette
Obviously got the correct envelope !!!!!!! well done girl
On my way back from lunch I walked past a man who was shorter than me (and that's saying something!). From the size of his hands I'd say he was cis.
Being too short (or too tall) is not a reason not to transition.
Saw my GP this morning and armed with info from here (thanks ftm) booked for a blood test to see if I can go on HRT , my GP was wonderfull bless her I could give her a hug but better wait till I have come out. The other thing that's made me happy is the veggie curry I made last night , recon its the best meal I have made so far.
Bottle of white wine for £2.79!
Being alive! Being healthy! Being, finally, happy!
It is a vast improvement from where I was a year ago.
Quote from: big kim on March 01, 2017, 04:48:26 PM
Bottle of white wine for £2.79!
WOAH!!! I'm not a lot into white wine but, WHERE?!?!?
Home Bargains
Quote from: big kim on March 01, 2017, 04:48:26 PM
Bottle of white wine for £2.79!
I have slight recollections from when I was a student at Sheffield Uni of a whisky substitute for about that price, hate to think what was in it. We used to consume a bottle on the Friday afternoon before going to the gigs that night.
I'm not sure if it was utterly repulsive or not or my now non-existent taste buds have no recollection.
I'm having a very lovely glass of Banrock Station White Shiraz that I bought for $8.50 a bottle in Adelaide. It isn't a very good wine by any means but since I no longer have smell or taste buds it doesn't matter! It is nice and fresh on the palate though.
I have to admit it is the class of wine that is too poor to cook with, too poor to serve to a friend but OK for a lonely girl on a 37C night.
Cindy, I'll hoist one with you.
My therapist and I decided that the time has come for me to burn the Sad Old Man's pre-transition journals. That'll leave nothing but my An update on me... (https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php/topic,215456.msg1907455.html) thread covering my transition history. Farewell, Sad Old Man. You served me well and kept me safe, but it is time for you to leave now.
Bittersweet, but happy now. Time to move forward.
Clan Dew aka Clan Spew, a blend of white wine & whiskey. I was violently sick on that stuff as a 16 year old & never touched it again
Quote from: big kim on March 02, 2017, 02:16:06 AM
Clan Dew aka Clan Spew, a blend of white wine & whiskey. I was violently sick on that stuff as a 16 year old & never touched it again
Clan Spew sounds horribly familiar !
I know it wasn't, but I seem to think it was methylated spirits with coffee groundings.
Ahh the Saturday mornings of utter paralysis, a head so sore and a stomach so rebellious and you turned to the person next to me in the bed and wonder; why am I in bed with a guy?
Quote from: Michelle_P on March 02, 2017, 01:39:02 AM
Cindy, I'll hoist one with you.
My therapist and I decided that the time has come for me to burn the Sad Old Man's pre-transition journals. That'll leave nothing but my An update on me... (https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php/topic,215456.msg1907455.html) thread covering my transition history. Farewell, Sad Old Man. You served me well and kept me safe, but it is time for you to leave now.
Bittersweet, but happy now. Time to move forward.
NO!
Please don't get rid of the old journals of him. One day you will re read them and take even more strength from them. History is important. It is an insight to your past that is important.
Today I restarted my voice training and got a lot of compliments from my speech therapist, how beautiful I am and how much I changed since we last met.
Made my day! :)
I just bought myself a new drawing tablet [emoji39]early birthday present to me
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I went hiking with friends and visited the remains of the castle where Richard Lionheart was held captive, after he was captured on his way back from the 3rd crusade.
The weather was fabulous and I feel my energy rushing back into my body now that the sun is shining again.
I was never able to feel such a deep enjoyment in the past that I feel now for such mundane things and activities.
My eldest daughter, who's been giving me the cold shoulder for 3 weeks, popped round to visit me today :D
I was on my way back from the city today, where I had been attending the support group, en femme of course. My wife needed some groceries, so I stopped in a town I normally pass by on the highway. I went into the supermarket and rounded up the items she needed. There were a normal number of people in the store, and some of them I had to pass by several times as I went back and forth looking for the items. Absolutely no one in the store noticed me!
I may not have achieved invisibility, but it seems that I have achieved unremarkability. That is a big win! I know I do not pass well enough to go stealth. If people were to notice me, they might think, "That woman might be trans." But at least they are not thinking, "That man is wearing a skirt," and they mostly do not notice me at all. I am just another customer. Yay!
Simply sitting at home watching TV with my wife and wearing MY women's jeans....it's the little things I know.
I've got a couple of things that have made me happy, not just today but over the last few weeks.
A friend visited me the other day & fixed my laptop so big Yay I now have a way to log onto this wonderful site, there's no telling how long my laptop will keep working as I'm a serious jinx around technology.
Last month I received my second opinion for surgery, I've been told that I'll probably have surgery sometime around August this year, after a 7yr battle the end is within sight.
Happy days & best wishes to all you lovely people
Done my back in yesterday fitting polycarbonate one piece windows in the doors of my daughters drag beetle ,must have twisted when pulling through tight seals, so the upside is called in sick and have a day at home in my flat by myself and have sorted new internet connection out (cant stop my ramblings now!!!!) . Also get to wear my breasts all day, they feel so correct that I forget they are on and baked a date and walnut loaf (cake) , thank God for mixers as cant beat with a spoon (ouch) , feeling better sat on this firm dining chair so back to work tomorrow
I got a friend of mine to try yoga with me. It was fun.
I was invited to a birthday party and a few relatives who didn't know attended as well. Everyone was totally accepting and I was treated as the woman I am.
It was the first larger event I attended as me and I'm so happy about the outcome.
I even got a kiss on the hand during the reception! [emoji4]
Today I found the business card of a stylist Randi and I used. She has left the salon we had gone to. She was always our favorite and now we have her back.
went shopping with the gf for groceries and she made a comment about me getting a dress.. I was this close -><- to getting it, and she said she wouldn't mind...
When we got home, I went and looked at my limited wardrobe to see if I could find a size. I found a skirt that was size 14 that does fit, but its a little tight on the waist. She handed me one of her "new" skirts she bought but never wore and said I could keep it. It matched my shirt perfectly.
Made me feel good shes accepted the desire to dress, but says I shouldn't leave the house like that. Which I agree.
I believe I'm now ready to get my Man Card laminated. ;D
I've just had a builder come round my house to quote for some work. He wanted to use a strong word to describe how badly damaged he thinks something is, so he said the word quietly and then said "I can say that because there are no women in earshot".
Well... not any more there aren't! ;D
Finally got my 1st appointment sate for Charing Cross GIC :) :) :). Only a 12 month wait instead of the usual 13 as well :D
so far nothing
Got my surgery date for beginning of Dec. but there is a chance that it will be earlier. They can tell me in May.
I'm so happy that it will be this year and not in 2018 as I was originally told.
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sat here scrolling through the posts and flipped through the channels on TV, Blues Brothers film on ,now that always makes me happy
Quote from: davina61 on March 17, 2017, 05:02:01 PM
sat here scrolling through the posts and flipped through the channels on TV, Blues Brothers film on ,now that always makes me happy
All I can think of is, "Do you know the theme from Rawhide?"....
Went on a road trip back to the town where I was born and had some of the best North Carolina BBQ I've ever had. We also visited a restaurant where my mom used to work and ate there too, so it was a foodfest all day haha! At the restaurant I managed to get into the "hombres" room, without being stared at TOO much, which I was happy about. I rarely have the courage and this one was just a single gendered stall, but I still did it. :)
After that I was able to go to a store and get some little things that help with dysphoria.
And around 11:30, I hit 100 subscribers on YouTube!
So aside from a few misgendering instances, I had a really good day. :)
Me and my brother sorted out our many Yu-Gi-Oh cards, made our own decks, and then duelled with them, and he beat me 3-2, but it was great. My brother's at university, and he's moved out, so I don't get to spend much time with him, and it was especially fun to play a game we haven't played since we were children. Then after he left, I played WWE 2k16 and ate some noodles, so that was good as well. Oh, and my new haircut, which I've had for a week now, but it makes me happy every day, because it actually makes me look kind of good, and like a boy.
Happy and embarrassed.
Randi knows a lot of minor celebrities. She let slip our situation to one of them and the person asked Randi if Randi would allow her to start a "go fund me" page to help us out of this predicament.
I know that I'm nothing to this woman, other than Randi's spouse, and that this is entirely because of Randi, but the woman has been kind to me over the years and I really appreciate the little and, this time, big things she has done over the years to make my life a little better.
Addendum: The page is getting unbelievable results and I am so grateful!
Getting my 1969 Plymouth GTX started today,runs good and know my grandfather was looking down saying cool.It was his car he bought new and I inherited it when he passed away 5 years ago.I always loved and cherished it when he was alive.
I used a womans public bathroom for the very first time at the local cinema. Up until now I "sucked it up"
I was walking through the hall at my college heading to an interview. This is my first time out in full femme mode. I was really nervous about the kind of reception I would receive...
I was just about to exit the hall into a courtyard when a wonderful stopped me and gave me the best compliment.
She said "Girl you are totally working that outfit. Shoes, skirt, top you've even got the hair flowing down your back!! You look great!"
I was, still am, beaming. I feel so good right now.
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I had a great dream last night. Inside a huge pyramid I woke up inside a sarcophagus, the lid opened with that grinding stone sound like in Ra in the movie Stargate, and I rose up in my new body, a fantastic male body. As I woke up from this dream I had this incredibly powerful feeling that this is the future, it's possible now, not just a fancy.
went for food and then popped in clothes shop, cant help it bought a dress that's the same colour as my VW panel van a sage green . Its a shirt style with 3/4 sleeves in a soft silky material (look I am new at all this!!!) and whilst looking around found some rings only prob is the large size one only fits my 3rd finger left hand and the other my small finger but feels so good and loving this dress , you guessed it wearing it now . Oh and found some detangle hair for kids that works on my wig with a styling brush so feels more real now and had a good moment brushing it out wearing it.
I wore no make-up, braided hair, my glasses, yoga pants, and a tshirt. Looking pretty much like I just rolled out of bed and I went in for injections on my vocal cords at the outpatient surgery center.
Nurse: Any chance your pregnant, hun?
Me: No.
Nurse: Oh, well when was your last period?
Me: I don't have a uterus.
Nurse: Oh, ok, then.
She was seriously trying to make sure I was not pregnant with the followup question about my periods. I could tell in her tone and demeanor. That is a pass IMHO. I was like, wow, I really need to quit worrying about whether I am very clockable.
Daughter and her fella and grandson came to visit, got me a 20 litre saucepan(stockpot) for my birthday so large curries will be made. Wearing female jeans top and hoodie and nails painted and no pulled faces or comments
My friends in Russia told me about the ways they celebrate Easter. I don't personally celebrate, but hearing about their traditions was very interesting!
does it include vodka??? !!!!!!!!!
I managed to take my sisters nebulizer apart, clean and lubricate it , put it back together and it is now working. Her new one won't arrive until Tuesday and she uses it 4+ times a day.
I was very glad to send 10 books to my fans, each one with a signature. It was a high point after a terrible discussion with my CIS wife.
Quote from: davina61 on April 16, 2017, 04:44:08 PM
does it include vodka??? !!!!!!!!!
Haha, I wish! It's a very revered holiday in Russia, so no vodka. Go to Russia on the new year though, they'll hook you up!
Sorry for the double post, but I just found out something incredible!
So I haven't been very active on the internet except for some select websites, none of which talked about ISU Worlds 2017. I didn't even know when it was, how shameful! But I found out that my favorite male skater won Worlds with a world record, AND my favorite female skater did the same!
Where I was during these amazing events, I have no clue. But holy crap, I'm so happy!
GOT MY EARS PIERCED at last , gold studs ;D walked up to my local Clair's lunch time so that's my birthday money gone. Mind you I think I have been sussed now at work , well it will make coming out simpler
Got a third monitor from a second hand shop for 25€ today. :laugh: What can I say? I love having tons of desktop real estate for windows >:-)
rubbish on the telly so have Airplane the movie on , surly you cant be serious , I am and don't call me Shirley!!!!! It always cheers me up especially the co pilot . guess I picked the wrong day for giving up laughing
Day off, good weather forecast, Harley Sportster with a full tank. Not wasting it riding half way across the country to check out a POS used bike that's nothing like the description like the last time.
My attempt at making Chinese food actually turned out pretty good this time ;D Plus I still possess the ability to eat with a pair of chopsticks
one in each hand? sorry having a silly moment
I've lost 13 lbs and then this happened.
They just recently opened up a Texas Roadhouse (Steakhouse) by us here in Northern NJ (You can see the NY Skyline from their parking lot.) We've been to them down south and like their food. It seemed like half people there were rednecks. (I didn't even think there were that many in this part of NJ.)
This older guy (he looked like a cross between Kenny Rogers and Grizzly Adams) with 2 other people keeps staring at me about 3 tables away. After he pays his check he gets up from his table and walks up to our table and approaches me and then says: "I just have to say you have the most beautiful alabaster complexion I've ever seen on a woman and just think you are beautiful."
Sydney tell me this guys phone number!
The rednecks live in the cracks and crawlspaces in Walmart. It was sad. Before the Texas Roadhouses opened they had to subsist on Budweiser, beef jerky and pickled okra from the grocery section. If they didn't live in a supercenter they really suffered.
You should have come further north. Poughkeepsie has had one for months and here in Kingston we've had one forever.
So glad you got that wonderful compliment!
Quote from: Dee Marshall on April 20, 2017, 06:35:29 AM
The rednecks live in the cracks and crawlspaces in Walmart. It was sad. Before the Texas Roadhouses opened they had to subsist on Budweiser, beef jerky and pickled okra from the grocery section. If they didn't live in a supercenter they really suffered.
You should have come further north. Poughkeepsie has had one for months and here in Kingston we've had one forever.
So glad you got that wonderful compliment!
I lived in Chester, NY in the late 80's and visited often in the early '90s so I know the area well. Before Wal-mart there was Loyd's Supermarket and Super Center in Middletown and Newburgh. When in High School I worked at the one in Middletown. Some really interesting people you would meet there. Also purchased my first car in Kingston, NY.
I got the approval from my health insurance for surgery. They will cover everything incl. some privileged class. [emoji2]
Quote from: Thessa on April 23, 2017, 12:26:34 AM
I got the approval from my health insurance for surgery. They will cover everything incl. some privileged class. [emoji2]
WAY TO GO Thessa!!! That is reason to be happy for sure. Congratulations on the win.
Hugs,
Jeanette
I just remembered a cute moment from my childhood.
When I was about 6 or 7, I read a book that had a young boy with hearing aids as the super smart sciencey character. I had hearing aids, so I ran around the classroom telling people I was super smart and sciencey too because I had them.
My parents also called them "spy ears" to make me feel better about having a disability, so I played spies with my friends a lot. I was considered the ultimate spy because of my spy ears. 8)
Quote from: JeanetteLW on April 23, 2017, 12:38:35 AM
WAY TO GO Thessa!!! That is reason to be happy for sure. Congratulations on the win.
Hugs,
Jeanette
Thank you Jeanette! [emoji66]
Now the waiting begins, I'm scheduled for beginning of December with a slight chance to be move to an earlier spot.
I should get that information in May.
Hugs, Thessa
This morning I showed my sister the dainty CZ heart earrings I'm wearing and the pink frost nail polish I'm wearing. I am also wearing a bra so the little girls are showing. That started a short conversation on earrings, nails and polish, a little about makeup, and a little about how I use ordering for her and others around Christmas to get some things for myself. I even showed her a couple items I got for myself while buying the same for her in a different color and size. I also brought out a few other earrings I have to show her. Girl talk! .... cooool.
Hugs,
Jeanette
The appointment at the NHS GIC went well.
Talked to my son today. He'll be a graduate nurse this time next month. He called to tell me he was taking Randi and me to brunch when we come out to see him graduate. He also wanted to tell me how proud he is of his mother, Randi. He said she referred to me as "she/her" the whole conversation. This from the woman who said that she'd never see me as anything but a man. They do both refer to me as "dad" in those conversations. We're gonna have to do something about that or people might think one or more of us is crazy. I no longer look anything like anyone's dad.
I'm officially on T!
What made me happy today was me going to a trainimg evening for an LGBT charity. The group was small and everyone was so friendly. I also met someone who was asexual as well; first time ever ;D. Just wish I could have talked to her about it but seemed a bit too personal.
Thanks Elis!
Another thing that made me happy was the fact that one of my friends got engaged this evening. He and his boyfriend have been talking about getting married for so long, and now it's going to happen in the near future!
Something that makes me happy today or any day is when I see members on here who have struggled in the past 'paying it forward' by helping others with their hard-won experience. It just makes me feel warm and fuzzy all over. :)
A ride to Liverpool to see the places Dad misspent his leave ( & wages) from the Merchant Navy when he was a young tearaway. Very rundown now but I imagined it 70 years ago with drinking, fighting & hookers
The female tech at work saying she loved my nail colour
My voice is getting a bit gravelly already, and not because I'm sick. I'm not happy about the slight sore throat, but it means I might be getting some early changes!
Also, I finished my second music video. Happy happy!
I sent off my name change application in the mail today. :D
I wasn't out of coffee like I thought I was this morning... that counts for something right?
I ordered my first binder today. I understand that guys learn to hate them, because they're squeezy and hot and just generally a pain, but I'll be very happy to have one.
A man held the door for me today and when I said thank you, he replied, "yes ma'am". I was over the moon. I haven't really even started my transition but I have long hair, smooth face, and I had on big sunglasses. It just felt so good to be "ma'am'ed" [emoji23]
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I wore a camisole with a built in underwire bra to work today for the first time ever. And I actually fill the cup up. It is a small step but a huge leap for me [emoji176]
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One of my colleagues is pregnant, and I asked her how the little one's coming along.
She said everything's going great, and then said: "Did I tell you that they've said we're having a girl? At least that's what it looks like we're having". Which is kinda sweet & sensitive; after all, she recognised that the baby's genitals mean that it's probably a girl but she's aware that this can't be taken as gospel.
Then she said she had a dream after they'd learned the sex of the baby, and that I featured in that dream. In her dream she'd had the baby & was bringing it around the office to show off (as new parents tend to do), and I'd asked whether this was her daughter. She replied: "Oh, no - it's my son. We thought we were having a girl but it turns out they got that wrong and he's actually a boy".
I'm so incredibly touched by what this dream represents.
It's clear that the fact that she has a transgender colleague who has transitioned from female to male right under her nose has made her think a bit differently about gender, and as a result she's open-minded about the gender of her baby-to-be and will probably be very accepting if that kid ever needs to come out about anything.
That's how we change the world, people: one person at a time. :)
Actually it was yesterday. I got good checkup results from both the eye doctor and my oncologist. I'm good to go for another 3 months.
When I stepped on my scales this morning I have lost 12 pounds in the last 3 weeks [emoji137]
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I had the guts to buy my first bikini!
But will I keep it?
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April 22, 2015, the day of my first face to face pass in gender neutral clothes and no makeup. It may be months to the next one, but I'm good with that!
Being transgender is just a phase. It hardly ever starts before conception and always ends promptly at death.
They say the light at the end of the tunnel is an oncoming train. I say, climb aboard!
Think outside the voice box!
Being called Sarah at work :-) I am only out to about 1 % of the company and my car clients but many of those have immediately switched. Confused the remaining 99% ;D
I was a bit scared to go to school because of my Tourette's getting bad again (just in time for Tourette's awareness month!) but oh my god, it was so worth it.
For one, I got a 90 on my test and FINALLY learned a good method for factoring.
My teachers were incredibly understanding of my tics and allowed me to work in the conference room.
I told the director of the school that I'm transgender, and she said everyone would be more than willing to accommodate my needs as a trans person (i.e. calling me by my real name and pronouns).
I found out that I have almost $150 in reward points from the school's point system.
I also found out that my score on the biology EOC was one of the highest in the county.
Today has been so great!
My EMLA cream arrived...
After my facial torture was done.
Hugs,
Laurie
I am 11 months full time today and am okayed for my GCS surgery. Yea! :)
Moni
Congrats! Exciting times!
First time being called "Miss" and "Good night Ladies".... Yeah!
Stayed off painkillers for a month
Chocolate chip cookies in the oven as I type this. What high blood sugar levels?
Quote from: maksim on May 18, 2017, 02:47:11 PM
I was a bit scared to go to school because of my Tourette's getting bad again (just in time for Tourette's awareness month!) but oh my god, it was so worth it.
For one, I got a 90 on my test and FINALLY learned a good method for factoring.
My teachers were incredibly understanding of my tics and allowed me to work in the conference room.
I told the director of the school that I'm transgender, and she said everyone would be more than willing to accommodate my needs as a trans person (i.e. calling me by my real name and pronouns).
I found out that I have almost $150 in reward points from the school's point system.
I also found out that my score on the biology EOC was one of the highest in the county.
Today has been so great!
That's great news! Glad things are going so well for you. :)
Hugs, Devlyn
Craving pickles. #GirlProblems #Hormones [emoji23]
Quote from: Devlyn Marie on May 19, 2017, 04:32:05 PM
That's great news! Glad things are going so well for you. :)
Hugs, Devlyn
Thanks Devlyn!
My bosses have been trying to impose a new supervisor over me, and I'm not bloody having it. I've worked under people with the same personality type before and it's extremely bad for my mental health. I told my line manager as much & said if this change is imposed on me I'll have no choice but to look round for another job, because I can't afford to put my mental health at risk.
So after going back & forth with my line manager all month I finally had a meeting with the Chairman today. She said I won't have to work under this other individual.
Hooray! ;D
My mom bought me some sticky therapeutic heating pads for my sore shoulder, they feel so good!
My June 8th appointment to start hrt :)
Took the photo at left of me, in which I unexpectedly do not look like a troll. :)
My package came today. I brought 4 shirts from an online store and they all fit great! It is nice to have clothes that fit me for a change! I get my stuff from asian stores now since I would rather not have to buy from the little boys section in stores and men's clothing here is normally too big on me.
I spotted two fantastic actors that I haven't seen in years, both appearing in Episode 4 of the new Twin Peaks series: my old bae Richard Chamberlain (who I fancied enormously when he was in Shogun); and James Morrison (who played the awesome TC McQueen in Space: Above & Beyond). I was utterly delighted to see both of them.
If you haven't started watching the new Twin Peaks yet, I recommend you do. It's just as crazy as the original, if not more so - and I'm completely hooked on it. Oh, and David Duchovny reprises his role as Denise in episode 4, so please be aware of that if you had any trouble with it in the original series.
I just put a fistful of pennies on the train tracks.
Quote from: Devlyn Marie on May 27, 2017, 07:27:49 PM
I just put a fistful of pennies on the train tracks.
You might have waste your money. The newer coins have very little copper in them and may not flatten the same way.
Quote from: Devlyn Marie on May 27, 2017, 07:27:49 PM
I just put a fistful of pennies on the train tracks.
That sounds so ominous 🤣
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Quote from: Dena on May 27, 2017, 08:03:24 PM
Quote from: Devlyn Marie on May 27, 2017, 07:27:49 PM
I just put a fistful of pennies on the train tracks.
You might have waste your money. The newer coins have very little copper in them and may not flatten the same way.
That's true, and there used to be freight trains running to and from the granite quarries around here. Those would absolutely flatten an all copper penny. But I put my pennies in front of a commuter train tonight...
Quote from: ghostbees on May 27, 2017, 08:16:42 PM
That sounds so ominous 🤣
...don't fret, everyone survived.....except Abe Lincoln....some things never change!
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Quote from: Devlyn Marie on May 27, 2017, 08:37:18 PM
You might have waste your money. The newer coins have very little copper in them and may not flatten the same way.
That's true, and there used to be freight trains running to and from the granite quarries around here. Those would absolutely flatten an all copper penny. But I put my pennies in front of a commuter train tonight...
...don't fret, everyone survived.....except Abe Lincoln....some things never change!
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You've just impounded him and now you'll be caught in no dime!
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Just noticed my work email has changed to Sarah :happy_dance:
<happy dancing with Sarah> ;D
Congratulations on another little step!
Hugs, Devlyn
Quote from: ghostbees on May 28, 2017, 05:36:42 AM
You've just impounded him and now you'll be caught in no dime!
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;D :laugh: 8) ba-dum-tsssss
Quote from: sarah1972 on May 30, 2017, 12:15:50 PM
Just noticed my work email has changed to Sarah :happy_dance:
Congrats Sarah!!! :eusa_clap: :eusa_dance: ;D
Got asked by a male customer (remember still in mostly bloke mode) when I drove there car out of the workshop for them" who did your nails" . I did was my answer and he said nice job!!!!! They are a Indigo blue with clear coat but scuffed them a bit as must have still been a bit soft when I went to bed so not that good. Also went in my local shop on way home ,3rd time with nails done and no comments/strange looks . Must be getting used to me.
I bought a snake phone case from Redbubble and I'm buzzing!
Also lego batman comes out soon
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There was a cancellation at the hospital; so my initial consultation for top surgery has been moved from the 8th June to the 6th June :)
Out and about in NYC... sporting some nice heels on a warm summer night [emoji16]
The checklist from the hospital came. Two months until surgery...
Jake Pitts from Black Veil Brides liked my photo on Instagram!
I've gotta admit, I really don't like BVB at all now, but they were my idols when I was a young teenager so it's pretty cool to be noticed by one of the members so many years later!
My mom freaked out when I told her like I would've if I was still into them, lol :) She's still a fan!
Nothin' wrong with that, there are various groups that I would buy tickets to in a heartbeat if they ever came to town
After a rough morning, wearing old work clothes and spending three hours cleaning a commercial refrigerator in a community kitchen of two month old leftovers, month-old salads, open yogurt from last year, and Tupperware science experiments on the brink of exploding, I needed a change.
I put out a call on FaceBook for my friends, offering a dinner the night (my treat) for anyone at loose ends. I had always wanted to do that. :D I got a shower in, changed into that comfortable black and white dress I recently got, and fixed up my appearance; all activities that I do for myself to help me feel better. Off to dinner!
I had a long, leisurely dinner with a wonderful person, one of my newer friends that I have become close with. We can talk to each other about anything, and we usually do. :) That was really nice.
I walked them to their car, then went and got a cappuccino on the way back to my place, a short walk. :D
This was a pleasant afternoon and evening. I'm very, very happy today.
I love when days turn out like this Michelle.
Sensible quiet dinner is always good :)
Cooked pork chops and and sweet potatoes for my wife and I, they were amazing. ;D
It's funny how food can make us happy. I suppose it's tied in at a very primitive level to our 'feedback systems'. ;) I certainly enjoy simple deliciousness!
There's lots of fresh produce at the market. Strawberries and grapefruit! Yaaay!
My breakfast this morning makes me happy:
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Fresh strawberries and my high fiber cereal with almond milk, grapefruit, and Sumatra Tano Batak coffee from Bird Rock roasters (thanks, Jason!)
It's funny how many of my happy moments seem to be tied into food and dining with friends. The pleasure of tastes and textures, and the enjoyment of social comraderie seem to go well together. I just have to make sure I don't overdo it!
Careful on the grapefruit/estrogen interaction. :)
Hugs, Devlyn
Quote from: Devlyn Marie on June 07, 2017, 10:43:57 AM
Careful on the grapefruit/estrogen interaction. :)
Hugs, Devlyn
No worries!
For the folks wondering, grapefruit contains a compound that interferes with an enzyme, CYP 3A4, in the wall of the intestine. This enzyme breaks down certain molecules, including many drugs particularly when delivered via the oral pathway. Estrogen compounds are among the ones that CYP 3A4 breaks down. Grapefruit's effect on CYP 3A4 lasts for days, and it can cause oral estrogen dosages to go wildly off target.
Folks on transdermal and intramuscular estrogen delivery won't see much change. I'm on transdermal, and my levels have been 115 pg/mL or lower. I'd love to see this up in a more normal transition range, but my HMO and doctor guides very conservatively.
Eyebrow place started charging me the "female" rate today ($3 less) yeah!
Got my debit card with Kristen on it today
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I passed the whole day with little effort, I had a fulfilling chat with my dad, we were getting distanced because of my transition, we cleared things up and now I think we're good, I cried a lot but now I'm fine, I think it was a good day overall.
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Beautiful shoes!
Right now, I am watching and listening to a good old-fashioned thunderstorm outside my window. Nothing like a good lightning and thunder show to brighten your day! I used to love watching them when I was a kid. Still do.
And if the thread allows a "what made you happy yesterday?" item, my wife and I had a great evening with a gay couple we know through our dance class. It was one of those "We ought to get together" things where we just never got around to it. We finally did yesterday and had a great time. Really good people.
Quote from: Dee Marshall on June 12, 2017, 02:37:56 PM
Beautiful shoes!
Thanks! I'm kind of in love with them [emoji7]
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My friend's mom saw a picture of me after not seeing me for a LONG time. Ever since everyone (except me) learned how to drive, I don't think any of us have seen much of each other's parents aside from my mom, who drives us longer distances for anime conventions and such.
Anyway, my friend's mom saw a picture of me that I posted on Instagram today, marking my official non-calendar 7 weeks on T!
The conversation between my friend and my mom went like this:
Her mom: Whoa, is that Max? She looks like a real boy now!
Her: He is a real boy, but yeah!
Her mom: Did she get surgery?
Her: No, he's on testosterone.
Her mom: I've never known anyone to do that! Tell her I'm happy for her!
I was really happy to hear that I look more passable in my face now, even if my friend's mom used she/her pronouns. I don't really mind the pronouns from my friends' parents anyway, since they're not used to the pronoun switch because I'm not a constant topic in their lives. It takes some getting used to, which is okay!
This right here just made me happy. :)
Hugs, Devlyn
Quote from: maksim on June 15, 2017, 05:59:45 PM
My friend's mom saw a picture of me after not seeing me for a LONG time. Ever since everyone (except me) learned how to drive, I don't think any of us have seen much of each other's parents aside from my mom, who drives us longer distances for anime conventions and such.
Anyway, my friend's mom saw a picture of me that I posted on Instagram today, marking my official non-calendar 7 weeks on T!
The conversation between my friend and my mom went like this:
Her mom: Whoa, is that Max? She looks like a real boy now!
Her: He is a real boy, but yeah!
Her mom: Did she get surgery?
Her: No, he's on testosterone.
Her mom: I've never known anyone to do that! Tell her I'm happy for her!
I was really happy to hear that I look more passable in my face now, even if my friend's mom used she/her pronouns. I don't really mind the pronouns from my friends' parents anyway, since they're not used to the pronoun switch because I'm not a constant topic in their lives. It takes some getting used to, which is okay!
Finally got my ears pierced! Also Sephora gave me a birthday present!
Quote from: Dee Marshall on June 15, 2017, 08:18:19 PM
Finally got my ears pierced! Also Sephora gave me a birthday present!
Thanks Dee. Just bring my dysphoria on. Piercings. I have been pondering that step of late. I know it's not a big deal but every step is. Every one of my feminization steps so far have gone unnoticed by everyone but me. Who is going to notice a post in each ear.
Glad you did it. I think I am soon behind ya.
Julie
Quote from: Dee Marshall on June 15, 2017, 08:18:19 PM
Finally got my ears pierced! Also Sephora gave me a birthday present!
Way to go, Dee!
Quote from: JulieOnHerWay on June 15, 2017, 10:57:18 PM
Thanks Dee. Just bring my dysphoria on. Piercings. I have been pondering that step of late. I know it's not a big deal but every step is. Every one of my feminization steps so far have gone unnoticed by everyone but me. Who is going to notice a post in each ear.
Glad you did it. I think I am soon behind ya.
Julie
Do it Julie! I was still presenting in male mode when I got mine done. I noticed that the deputy chief at my fire department wore an earring. So I wasn't worried that people would say anything there, and they didn't. Not a single person anywhere commented on them. :icon_cry2: If you are presenting mostly masculine cues, people will think nothing of it.
But if you present any feminine cues, nothing emphasizes them like a pair of nice, shiny silver studs. They make a huge difference to how I see myself in the mirror.
I connected with one of my followers on Instagram today, after I made a post about how things have been difficult lately. We added each other on Facebook, and we decided to do an audio chat.
She let me talk to her about what's been going on in my life, and we shared experiences with our disabilities and she took every opportunity she could to tell me that I'm never alone, and I have a friend in her. She gave me a bunch of resources and projects she campaigns for that I can check out, and we laughed a bit over my funny tics ("wow!" "chicken!" "bless you!"). All in all, the chat was lovely and I'm so glad she saw my post on Instagram.
If I'm going to be completely honest, I did cry a little after she hung up, simply because she was so kind to me. I don't receive that much pure kindness and understanding from people these days, so it was a bit of a shock, but a good one for sure.
From yesterday, dancing wearing my breastforms, never felt so girly and making a new friend , we had a good chat and girly hugs . She works with "problem" children and has 3 trans pupils 2 f to m
Received the call that my surgery date is finally confirmed. 15 days to go...I'm getting nervous...[emoji4]
Showed pictures of me to 2 different ladies at work yesterday, and neither recognized me, despite me standing right there. It felt real good to have them ask if I was my Wife.
Coming back to Susan's after a loooong time away. It's nice to be back. :)
I don't normally post here but my old monitor after about 14 years of use started to fail. It was flickering and the colors were shifting making it very difficult to view the site. Three weeks ago, I ordered a very special replacement with a 24 inch screen and two inputs. It took a day or two for them to decide my credit card was good and then it took the remainder of the week for them to ship it from Japan to Los Angles. Then it took another 2 weeks for the shipper to get it from Los Angles to Phoenix, a distance of about 400 miles. Anyway, it was sitting on my door porch when I got home at noon and it's now installed so I can SEE again. The old one was a 5x4 monitor and the new one is a 16x 9 giving me a bunch more screen real-estate and best of all, the colors are correct and it doesn't flicker. :icon_dance: :icon_dance: :icon_dance: :icon_dance:
Facebook notified me that my brother had commented on some guy's post. The original poster was mouthing off with some contrived rubbish about the new law in Canada that outlaws discrimination based on gender identity. My big brother stood up for me and rebutted the guy's trolling. He started his comment with " I am proud to have a transgender sister..."
OMG, I love it when he calls me his sister! I get all weepy.
Today I am going for injections into my neck skin(works really well in the neck and under the chin...I feel nothing) to have the last of my first growth beard removed with Electrolysis. That will make for one complete clearance of my face...it has taken a 18 months to get here and I still have more to be done, nothing like when I started. Going by a couple of my more recent appointments I am able to manage with numbing cream when dealing with the secondary hair and I think today is the last injections from my Dr.... :)
Affirmation from friends what a wonderful thing. Clothes wise, I no longer have anything very masculine or made for guys but there aretimes that i prefer to go sort of "tomboy". Yesterday was one of those days for the holiday here, i wore:
V-neck t-shirt
No bra
medium length shorts
leather sandals with my new pedicure
My hair was in a pony tail and i had zero makeup on.
I stopped in to see a friend yesterday and i commented that i was dressed pretty boyish today and she quipped back "honey you are anything but boyish, ain't nobody going to mistake you for a boy, look in the mirror " That was kinda cool. :)
My internet friend's boyfriend (who doesn't know me at all) saw a picture of me (my profile picture) and he immediately said I was pretty and referred to me as a "she". That's the first time I've passed to someone who doesn't know and it feels really good.
I also got the date for my screening appointment to the Gender Services so the ball is rolling slowly but surely.
I started my RLE 2.5 months ago, but today I finally started HRT, my first E dose 😊.
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My gender marker was changed today and I filled my name change.
Got a regular MRI check out of the way. Researchers are happy, selected slices went to my radiologist for a pituitary check so I won't have to go for another ride this year, I'm happy the GFR numbers didn't mess things up, and to get this out of the way!
Stopped for breakfast at a favorite place as a post-scan treat. :D
And, stopped at AAA office and fixed my name on the AAA card and my vehicle title and registration. :D
All within 3 blocks of my home, done as part of my morning walk. :D
Me, happy? You betcha!
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I started my RLE 2.5 months ago, but today I finally started HRT, my first E dose .
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Big hug! Happy E-Day! :) Mark your calendar.
Hugs, Devlyn
Quote from: maksim on June 25, 2017, 03:01:35 AM
I connected with one of my followers on Instagram today, after I made a post about how things have been difficult lately. We added each other on Facebook, and we decided to do an audio chat.
She let me talk to her about what's been going on in my life, and we shared experiences with our disabilities and she took every opportunity she could to tell me that I'm never alone, and I have a friend in her. She gave me a bunch of resources and projects she campaigns for that I can check out, and we laughed a bit over my funny tics ("wow!" "chicken!" "bless you!"). All in all, the chat was lovely and I'm so glad she saw my post on Instagram.
If I'm going to be completely honest, I did cry a little after she hung up, simply because she was so kind to me. I don't receive that much pure kindness and understanding from people these days, so it was a bit of a shock, but a good one for sure.
Big hug! I'm happy for you, hon. :)
Hugs, Devlyn
Quote from: Thessa on July 05, 2017, 01:59:45 PM
My gender marker was changed today and I filled my name change.
Yays! These are a bit more than little steps. :)
Hugs, Devlyn
So I have my first BA consultation today. It was amazing. The Dr was hilarious and really personable. At the end of the appointment I also found out that he is also getting certified to perform bottom surgeries.
I'm waiting to see results but I might be getting both done the beginning of next year.
So excited!!!
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Got through a 20 minute session of electrolysis with no cream or anaesthetic of any kind making for a total 1 hour 20 minutes for the week...I have one area left, my chin and lip area which isn't that heavy. On Tuesday I am having dental blocks to finish this off...as of Tuesday I could have only minor in feeble hair left ;D ;D ;D
Yesterday I did my first mile on the elliptical in 11 min, and today I came to work early and have 2 options leave early or make compensatory time today :D
Last night I went to dinner with my friends in Mo. and their adult son followed with a Walmart excursion after. Without any previous discussion, all three made a point of calling me Laurie in the public settings.
I found my glasses 8) I sometimes read in bed especially when I have trouble sleeping
I had looked under there before but didn't see them the first time but this time I saw something make a glint of the beam of the flashlight so I grabbed the broom and dragged them to me
It was a frustrating few days
I got an ear pierced.
I just heard from Vital Statistics. They don't need my immigration documents after all, so I don't have to wait six months for my name change. Woo-hoo!! By next week, I should officially be me!
Bummer that my driver's license will still say 'male' for another year or two, but at least it will have my name and photo on it.
Got my first AA jab today (decapeptyl), bye bye T *waves*
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Not related with being trans, but: new speakers and a craft beer sale at my grocery store.
I won't drink any until weekend, but still.
New speakers? In the car?
Ah no, I don't even have a car! These are for my laptop, nothing fancy but seems to work okay. Now listening to some 80s hits, life is good ;D
Nice :')
My Depo-Provera shot went well, I didn't even feel it. Still don't feel it an hour later.
I was at the dentist yesterday getting dental blocks for Electrolysis and when I left the dentist room and headed for reception I realised I had left my glasses behind...a quick search ensued and they were found under the dentist chair, So finally I make it to the reception area and promptly take off my glasses again...the lady at reception then hands me a form to fill in and I realise that I can't see it properly and start rummaging around in my handbag for my glasses only to look up to see the receptionist grinning at me and glancing down at my glasses right in front of me..I was so embarrassed that I went to apologise only to have my top teeth(denture) coming flying out of my mouth. I just caught it between my Numb lips before tit fell onto the desk...
Well, that was it, the woman began to giggle and I began giggle and with a few seconds I frantically trying to stop laughing as every time I did my teeth popped out...all the while the poor woman on reception was just laughing even harder...Not one single person had a clue what had broken us up except us too....she was still giggling as a snuck out the door holding my hands over my mouth...When you make a genuine connection its great!! ;D
Quote from: ElizabethK on July 12, 2017, 04:35:34 AM
I was at the dentist yesterday getting dental blocks for Electrolysis and when I left the dentist room and headed for reception I realised I had left my glasses behind...a quick search ensued and they were found under the dentist chair, So finally I make it to the reception area and promptly take off my glasses again...the lady at reception then hands me a form to fill in and I realise that I can't see it properly and start rummaging around in my handbag for my glasses only to look up to see the receptionist grinning at me and glancing down at my glasses right in front of me..I was so embarrassed that I went to apologise only to have my top teeth(denture) coming flying out of my mouth. I just caught it between my Numb lips before tit fell onto the desk...
Well, that was it, the woman began to giggle and I began giggle and with a few seconds I frantically trying to stop laughing as every time I did my teeth popped out...all the while the poor woman on reception was just laughing even harder...Not one single person had a clue what had broken us up except us too....she was still giggling as a snuck out the door holding my hands over my mouth...When you make a genuine connection its great!! ;D
That was amazing :D
Might be tmi but I hooked up with my first guy; he was really nice and sweet :)
Just got kicked out of the men's room and was directed to the ladies room. And I did not even try. No makeup, just jeans and sneakers. Second time this week. First time it was more obvious.
Guess the mail fail is starting...
Went to the nutritionist and she gave me her happy dance! I've lost a good bit of weight since we last saw each other :^)
I was waiting for a friend when I saw someone in a "gay agenda" t-shirt, the one that has taco Tuesday. Just for fun I walked up and said, "as a lesbian, tacos are every day." They laughed and said, "as a trans person I believe in advocating." I replied "me too, for both." Their eyes got wide in shock. What a pass!
I got approval today for genital electrolysis and my therapist is writing my letter for my breast augmentation later this fall. [emoji16][emoji16]
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Went to the Dr. and he said he was proud I have lost 20lbs since I saw him last. 20 more to go. :)
Met up with several trans friends, three of whom I had never met before IRL, for the flag-raising to begin the local Pride Week. We have decided to start a trans social group for this area.
There was an exceptionally quick turnaround time for the fixing of my front bike wheel, which means I don't have to borrow a car again. Back to bicycle commuting I go!
Went clothes shopping with my wife. Got me another pair of yoga pants, a pair of running shorts and two tank tops. My wardrobe just tripled.
Don't step on 'em!
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Nice shoes!!!
Quote from: ElizabethK on July 16, 2017, 04:20:12 PM
Nice shoes!!!
Blue suede! Best of all? $20 at the Easy Spirit outlet in a 10 wide.
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April 22, 2015, the day of my first face to face pass in gender neutral clothes and no makeup. It may be months to the next one, but I'm good with that!
Being transgender is just a phase. It hardly ever starts before conception and always ends promptly at death.
They say the light at the end of the tunnel is an oncoming train. I say, climb aboard!
Think outside the voice box!
Feeling I have lost about 3 more pounds 23 total :-*
I'm going to do drag today...drag solder, that is! 300 pounds of molten metal at my disposal. One step closer to world domination! >:-)
Got my new birth certificate and updated citizenship certificate today...yeah [emoji2]
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Quote from: Thessa on July 24, 2017, 09:18:53 AM
Got my new birth certificate and updated citizenship certificate today...yeah [emoji2]
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That's great!! Congrats. Now you need to update your avatar to show you jumping for joy.
Hugs,
Laurie
Quote from: Devlyn Marie on July 19, 2017, 09:26:22 AM
I'm going to do drag today...drag solder, that is! 300 pounds of molten metal at my disposal. One step closer to world domination! >:-)
Love it!!! [emoji179][emoji179][emoji179]
What are you planning on making?
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Fresh heirloom tomatoes! With basil, skim ricotta cheese, and a homemade balsamic vinaigrette with a little mustard. :) Ahhh! (For those with me last night, yes, this is the same dish I made for Jenny's party.)
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I love fresh produce season, and these tasted so darn good!
Quote from: Laurie on July 24, 2017, 09:46:44 AM
That's great!! Congrats. Now you need to update your avatar to show you jumping for joy.
Hugs,
Laurie
Thank you Laurie!
At the moment I can make a check mark almost every day. That's so incredibly! [emoji3]
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Bought a human hair wig today, it's such a difference. I really hope that it will last as long as promised. It's such a great feeling compared to my other wigs.
Afterwards I went to the photographer, so that I can request a new drivers license and ID card in the afternoon today.
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Quote from: Thessa on July 25, 2017, 07:26:14 AM
Bought a human hair wig today, it's such a difference. I really hope that it will last as long as promised. It's such a great feeling compared to my other wigs.
Afterwards I went to the photographer, so that I can request a new drivers license and ID card in the afternoon today.
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If you can find a hairdresser who will help you look after it. They can last for ever and be styled if looked after correctly.
Quote from: Cindy on July 25, 2017, 07:32:41 AM
If you can find a hairdresser who will help you look after it. They can last for ever and be styled if looked after correctly.
They have been super friendly today.
She styled the wig and told me how to take care. The hairdresser is not around the corner but it's definitely worth it to go there.
My daughter got also a new haircut and is excited about the results. She told me it was the best experience so far.
Almost no Make-up:
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Right before the sign-up deadline, I signed up for GISHWHES today. For those who don't know it, it's an international team-based scavenger hunt in August that has prompts ranging from kind and selfless ("Help a senior citizen cross something off their bucket list," "Earn a certification in CPR and show us a photo of you with your certificate") to silly and embarrassing ("commute to work in public transport wearing an outfit made entirely of trash," "While covered entirely in butter, hand out free hugs in public") to absolutely ridiculous ("Spell out the Norwegian word for love using kayaks in a Norwegian fjord," "Ride a camel on the floor of your country's stock exchange").
Nothing quite compares to it, and whenever I think of it I just get a big smile on my face. I can't wait to give it a shot for the first time.
Quote from: Thessa on July 25, 2017, 07:40:42 AM
They have been super friendly today.
She styled the wig and told me how to take care. The hairdresser is not around the corner but it's definitely worth it to go there.
My daughter got also a new haircut and is excited about the results. She told me it was the best experience so far.
Almost no Make-up:
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Just wanted to say you look amazing :)
Quote from: Elis on July 25, 2017, 09:25:21 AM
Just wanted to say you look amazing :)
Thank you so much [emoji66]
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Looks like the eye ointment I MADE the GP prescribe is working. Having had Herpes attacks (that's cold sore) in my right eye before I can tell when its there, he didn't know and wanted to send me to hospital 30 miles away. Told him if it didn't work in 2days I would go but feels a lot better tonight, swollen lid has gone down and not so light sensitive or blood shot.
Today is friday for me, going to Charleston SC in the morning. Folly beach and the Isl of palms watch.
Got my ears pierced today [emoji7]
Quote from: Thessa on July 26, 2017, 01:26:37 PM
Got my ears pierced today [emoji7]
Nice one, makes you feel kinda nice doesn't it ;D
Quote from: ElizabethK on July 26, 2017, 04:46:45 PM
Nice one, makes you feel kinda nice doesn't it ;D
Oh yes, it does!
And this time I can keep them. [emoji41]
It is such a great feeling to finally do all the things I was waiting for so long.
I got up last night (technically today) to watch the meteor shower from my back yard. I was worried I wouldn't be able to see any because of the clouds and a storm in the distance, but luckily half the sky was still visible and I still caught a couple of them. It's been a long time since I saw any, I forgot how it's simultaneously calming and exciting to watch the night sky for them :D
I got my new tattoo started. This one is being done in 3 stages for two reasons. 1: this one will be expensive and 2: I've noticed my pain tolerance as dropped a little since starting HRT, that or the outer thigh is just that uncomfortable [emoji23]🤣
This is just the outline for now. Next month I'll put the base color in, then the month after will be the final coloring. This will optimize the color pigmentation.
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Loves [emoji182][emoji179][emoji182]
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Looking forward to my FFS, 55 days!
Big stop-being-a-coward moment for me today. I got my ears pierced last summer. Did all the maintenance, kept turning the training studs and cleaning the location, everything was going fine. At the appointed time, I removed one, cleaned it good, and couldn't get it back in. Eventually there was a little blood but I got it back through, and was too afraid to take the other one out. So they've been in ever since.
Tonight I removed them both, and put them back in after a cleaning. No problem! I feel confident enough to get a few different pairs now. I want something from the depths of the earth that rejoices when it sees the sun. :)
Hugs, Devlyn
Quote from: Devlyn Marie on July 30, 2017, 08:37:56 PM
Big stop-being-a-coward moment for me today. I got my ears pierced last summer. Did all the maintenance, kept turning the training studs and cleaning the location, everything was going fine. At the appointed time, I removed one, cleaned it good, and couldn't get it back in. Eventually there was a little blood but I got it back through, and was too afraid to take the other one out. So they've been in ever since.
Tonight I removed them both, and put them back in after a cleaning. No problem! I feel confident enough to get a few different pairs now. I want something from the depths of the earth that rejoices when it sees the sun. :)
Hugs, Devlyn
It's about time you started enjoying them Dev. It is taking you long enough. Now go get them pretties to show off your courage.
Hugs,
Laurie
Just arrived in Carinthia.
We will stay here for one week to further recover from surgery. [emoji41] (https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20170804/7b27d55d204a2c880db9e46aabdfd827.jpg)
I'd stay there to recover even without the surgery!
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April 22, 2015, the day of my first face to face pass in gender neutral clothes and no makeup. It may be months to the next one, but I'm good with that!
Being transgender is just a phase. It hardly ever starts before conception and always ends promptly at death.
They say the light at the end of the tunnel is an oncoming train. I say, climb aboard!
Think outside the voice box!
Just being ME made me happy today! Went to Wal-Mart wearing my new necklace, and my nails are long and pretty. A nd I've discovered girly showers. My wife has helped with this. I piss her off stealing her stuff now! I've only been seriously transitioning for couple of months so it still feels funny to go in a crowd just being my femme self. I used to hide side of me, now I just it all hang out. People notice, I've gotten a few dirty looks, but I don't care! But I did chicken out from buying a top in the ladies clothes[Bad Me]. Anyways, great day today!!!
Seeing someone that I have missed today. Despite us not being in a good place, he showed me how much he still cares about me. I love him so.
I have the best wife in the world! Since I told her about who I really am she's been really supportive. Today we went shopping for my first women's clothes. I got me a nice blouse and we bought ourselves matching pink P.J.s I probably look ridiculous, but I don't care! This just feels so good, finally where I've always wanted to be!
Not today, Saturday, I've been busy! As I headed north through South Florida I stopped and had lunch with Dani. What a wonderful visit! We talked about everything under the sun and disagreed just enough for lively conversation. Thank you, Dani!
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April 22, 2015, the day of my first face to face pass in gender neutral clothes and no makeup. It may be months to the next one, but I'm good with that!
Being transgender is just a phase. It hardly ever starts before conception and always ends promptly at death.
They say the light at the end of the tunnel is an oncoming train. I say, climb aboard!
Think outside the voice box!
Quote from: Dani2118 on August 06, 2017, 08:47:28 PM
I have the best wife in the world! Since I told her about who I really am she's been really supportive. Today we went shopping for my first women's clothes. I got me a nice blouse and we bought ourselves matching pink P.J.s I probably look ridiculous, but I don't care! This just feels so good, finally where I've always wanted to be!
Wow that's is so great good on you and your very supportive wife!!! ;D ;D
Quote from: Dani2118 on August 06, 2017, 08:47:28 PM
I have the best wife in the world! Since I told her about who I really am she's been really supportive. Today we went shopping for my first women's clothes. I got me a nice blouse and we bought ourselves matching pink P.J.s I probably look ridiculous, but I don't care! This just feels so good, finally where I've always wanted to be!
Sounds great, my wife does the same with me. I have a small collection going now.
Hopefully I will be happy in a little while when I get on the scale at the gym. Hopefully a pound less. I sure am trying but my weight loss has stalled at 219.
I passed in public for the first time in years today!
I went to my doctor today for usual 3 month visit and finally told him about me being trans. I was so scared he would think I was a freak or something that when he was OK with it I had a little cry fit on him! He's supposed to set me up with another doctor for HRT[YEA!!!!!!!!]. I feel like I'm going home, not there yet, but a lot closer now!
Quote from: Dani2118 on August 09, 2017, 10:02:19 PM
I went to my doctor today for usual 3 month visit and finally told him about me being trans. I was so scared he would think I was a freak or something that when he was OK with it I had a little cry fit on him! He's supposed to set me up with another doctor for HRT[YEA!!!!!!!!]. I feel like I'm going home, not there yet, but a lot closer now!
Hi Dani,
I too had a great outcome when I told my doctor. I could have had a prescription for HRT that day but I waited 4 more days to tell him yes.
Feels great to be accepted doesn't it?
Hugs,
Laurie
I went to McDonalds today in femme mode. I know I don't pass very well yet, but had a little fun anyway! I used my femme voice to order, then went to the pay window. It made my day that it took her a few seconds to figure me out! The woman at the pickup window did the same thing. They both smiled, so I guess I did pretty good!
Got my trans nb pride tattoo done today :)
Quote from: Elis on August 14, 2017, 07:19:16 AM
Got my trans nb pride tattoo done today :)
please, oh please elis fill us not clued in what a "trans(i know that part)nb pride is. One of the signs of age is that stuff that is popular is not even close to being on your radar any more.
My happy moment. Went on my daily chores dressed en femme from head to toe. Not frilly but everyday girl stuff. Jeans, T shirt and sneakers. All women's. And not only did the world not stop iIt did not even notice.
Quote from: JulieOnHerWay on August 14, 2017, 11:41:43 PM
please, oh please elis fill us not clued in what a "trans(i know that part)nb pride is. One of the signs of age is that stuff that is popular is not even close to being on your radar any more.
I got two flowers done one in the trans pride colours and another in the demi male flag colours with my pronouns in the middle. Definitely didn't get it because it was popular but as a celebration that I finally know what my gender actually is and how I fit on the gender spectrum.
Thinking about how my father told me I needed to shave yesterday.
Sorting out my medication for the day and opening the estradiol bottle to take out three instead of two.
Since my T dosage has been upped, my voice is already getting weaker but I'm not showing any signs of actual sickness this time. So maybe my voice is dropping for real!
I finally came out as trans to the last of my neighbours today. I've known all of them for about 10 years, and upon coming out, every single one of them has been absolutely lovely to me!
I'm a slow learner, but am finally starting to realise that my deep-seated fears of how others would view me are largely unfounded. Today I took one step closer to freedom. :)
A new friend I've made mentioned he was interested in jamming on guitars and such with me
I was in Home Depot today getting a bunch of electrical parts for a project. The cashier asked me if I was going to be doing the work myself. She was very impressed when I said, "Yes, I am." Hee-hee! I think that's a pass.
Learning of a new Blade Runner movie premiering on my birthday ;D
I finally got a boyfriend!! <3
Quote from: Alanna1990 on September 21, 2017, 11:52:10 PM
I finally got a boyfriend!! <3
Congratulations...I hope you have a great time!!! :eusa_clap: :icon_flower:
Went for a long walk with a friend, commiserating over recent unpleasant experiences and improvements in our lives going forward, and then shared dinner at a hole-in-the-wall Middle Eastern place that was absolutely wonderful.
Life is good.
Right now I am listening to some music. I wrote my friend a letter. Plan on sending it out tomorrow. I ordered some underwear from Torrid, so I am hoping that will ship out soon. Other than that, I am just doing my best to find the little things that make me happy.
Randi shared this on Facebook
http://empoweredtranswoman.com/
I'm not sure it's any good, although I know of some of the presenters, but she shared it. What progress!
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April 22, 2015, the day of my first face to face pass in gender neutral clothes and no makeup. It may be months to the next one, but I'm good with that!
Being transgender is just a phase. It hardly ever starts before conception and always ends promptly at death.
They say the light at the end of the tunnel is an oncoming train. I say, climb aboard!
Think outside the voice box!
Congrats Alanna! That's awesome Girl!
I was going to say, I just finished my weekly 5 hour electrolysis yesterday, so this is the longest gap between the pain. I like what it's doing, so I don't mind it too much.
Instead I'll say I'm happy since I finished all the painting needed for my gallery renovation. That's a major milestone for me. I can't wait till its done so I can create in it again!
Bari Jo
Started a new job where i am completely out to all of my co workers and boss (I am pre HRT currently) had one of my co workers tell me that she doesn't feel comfortable using he/him to gender me and it made my year!
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Quote from: Christine1 on September 24, 2017, 03:56:28 PM
Congrats Alanna! That's awesome Girl!
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Congratulations...I hope you have a great time!!! :eusa_clap: :icon_flower:
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We were on a date yesterday... He was such a gentleman <3
Oh my! Girls night out, with Nancy and Elsie. We had dinner at Original Joes, pasta for me, and Nancy and Elsie both had steaks! Then off to Cobbs Comedy Club for "Really Funny Comedians (Who Happen To Be Women)", a fun show with a little bit of everything from raunchy to very sly comedy.
I had a blast!
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I took my wife out in her new super-dooper electric wheel chair and we had lunch out together for the first time since my cancer treatments.
We both had pizza, the first one that I have been able to taste in almost 12 months.
Lovely!!
Quote from: Cindy on October 02, 2017, 01:50:27 AM
I took my wife out in her new super-dooper electric wheel chair and we had lunch out together for the first time since my cancer treatments.
We both had pizza, the first one that I have been able to taste in almost 12 months.
Lovely!!
A woman after my own heart. After the Doctors cleared me to eat whatever I wanted, after I had my stent placed, I went out for pizza too. I'm still only allowed pizza once a month though. :'( :'( :'( :'(
Quote from: Cindy on October 02, 2017, 01:50:27 AM
I took my wife out in her new super-dooper electric wheel chair and we had lunch out together for the first time since my cancer treatments.
We both had pizza, the first one that I have been able to taste in almost 12 months.
Lovely!!
Awesome Sis ;D
Hugs
Another full clearance on my top lip...losing track how many that's been but my Electrologist studied my face after todays session trying to work out where she needs to work next and she finally settled on the only area's that after a week show a few hairs...She said..."You know what...we have definitely turned a corner for the home stretch now"
Quote from: ElizabethK on October 03, 2017, 12:59:52 AM
Another full clearance on my top lip...losing track how many that's been but my Electrologist studied my face after todays session trying to work out where she needs to work next and she finally settled on the only area's that after a week show a few hairs...She said..."You know what...we have definitely turned a corner for the home stretch now"
That's great news Liz. X
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Quote from: ElizabethK on October 03, 2017, 12:59:52 AM
Another full clearance on my top lip...losing track how many that's been but my Electrologist studied my face after todays session trying to work out where she needs to work next and she finally settled on the only area's that after a week show a few hairs...She said..."You know what...we have definitely turned a corner for the home stretch now"
That is so awesome. My heart swells for your joy!
I won my fantasy baseball league [emoji461]☺
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Quote from: ElizabethK on October 03, 2017, 12:59:52 AM
Another full clearance on my top lip...losing track how many that's been but my Electrologist studied my face after todays session trying to work out where she needs to work next and she finally settled on the only area's that after a week show a few hairs...She said..."You know what...we have definitely turned a corner for the home stretch now"
Yaaaay!
I just had a two hour session Monday, and was basically cleared *EVERYWHERE*. [emoji1]
It's definitely a great feeling, after all these hours In The Chair, to be on the home stretch.
Ah, but today I am baking. All sorts of goodies are coming out of the oven. Delicata squash! (Halve, clean out seeds, slice in 1/4" pieces. Toss with olive oil, salt, pepper. Bake 20 minutes at 400ºF, tossing halfway through.)
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Best of all though are my brownies. I love scraping the batter into the pan, and then getting the last tiny bit on a spoon, to take a taste.
❤️❤️❤️ It tastes like childhood... ❤️❤️❤️
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Bedhead wasn't as bad today.
Quote from: Michelle_P on October 03, 2017, 02:35:32 PM
Yaaaay!
I just had a two hour session Monday, and was basically cleared *EVERYWHERE*. [emoji1]
It's definitely a great feeling, after all these hours In The Chair, to be on the home stretch.
Ah, but today I am baking. All sorts of goodies are coming out of the oven. Delicata squash! (Halve, clean out seeds, slice in 1/4" pieces. Toss with olive oil, salt, pepper. Bake 20 minutes at 400ºF, tossing halfway through.)
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Best of all though are my brownies. I love scraping the batter into the pan, and then getting the last tiny bit on a spoon, to take a taste.
[emoji173]️[emoji173]️[emoji173]️ It tastes like childhood... [emoji173]️[emoji173]️[emoji173]️
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Brownie recipe pls [emoji16]
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Met my new doctor today. She said that the VA would do facial hair removal, under dermatology.
Quote from: Artesia on October 03, 2017, 05:10:45 PM
Met my new doctor today. She said that the VA would do facial hair removal, under dermatology.
That is interesting. I'd be interesting what diagnosis or coding they would be using and it it not covered under transgender issues.
Quote from: Laurie on October 03, 2017, 06:40:55 PM
That is interesting. I'd be interesting what diagnosis or coding they would be using and it it not covered under transgender issues.
I didn't ask. When I get to my first appointment, I will ask how it was coded. When I first started transitioning, I was told that the VA doesn't do hair removal, it may have changed recently, though.
I believe that my doctor is a transwoman as well. She might know ways around the system.
Quote from: Artesia on October 03, 2017, 07:55:52 PM
I didn't ask. When I get to my first appointment, I will ask how it was coded. When I first started transitioning, I was told that the VA doesn't do hair removal, it may have changed recently, though.
I believe that my doctor is a transwoman as well. She might know ways around the system.
Artesia,
I an sure she's utilizing a way around the system. I'm sure nothing has change recently and if it does it will not be good for us under this administration. It will be along the lines of what they are trying to do with active duty trans troops and under the same lame "cost cutting" excuses.
Laurie
Quote from: maksim on October 03, 2017, 02:57:42 PM
Bedhead wasn't as bad today.
I like my bedhead, I even think it's kinda sexy :icon_chick: But I'm kinda weird like that LOL
Quote from: V M on October 04, 2017, 12:42:28 AM
I like my bedhead, I even think it's kinda sexy :icon_chick: But I'm kinda weird like that LOL
Sometimes bedhead looks sexy, but not on me :P Mine just sticks out all over the place, it takes a lot of wetting and straightening to fix it. That's one thing I didn't miss when I had long hair, lol.
They're starting to get my pronouns right at work.
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Quote from: TonyaW on October 05, 2017, 03:06:36 PM
They're starting to get my pronouns right at work.
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I bet that feels great!
I am going to get more hours now. One of my former subordinates walked out on my replacement, so I get some of his hours.
Hi girls 🙋 I'm happy that my wife told me that estrogen is having a positive effect on me and that she showed support for me in my endeavors. Just knowing that is with me on this is wonderful.
Happy, Jessica 💁
I shaved my face for the first time today! I barely had any facial hair and to others it wasn't visible unless they were up close but it was bothering me, and now I can say I shave my face!
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Quote from: maksim on October 06, 2017, 12:54:39 AM
I shaved my face for the first time today! I barely had any facial hair and to others it wasn't visible unless they were up close but it was bothering me, and now I can say I shave my face!
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Milestone !!!!
Congrats man!
Quote from: Alora on October 06, 2017, 01:14:09 AM
I went and got my nails done tonight!!! (https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20171006/b5fac46fd844d347c953c0a4c77864b8.jpg)
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I really like that. How long did it take them to do it? I'll try doing that sometime in the future, but I don't think I could do it with my left hand.
One of my female neighbors pulled up while I was unloading groceries after my therapy session and Says "Hi, You look so cute!" I was still in the dress I wore to the appointment. Granted she probably didn't have her glasses on. But it was nice to hear.
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Quote from: Laurie on October 06, 2017, 09:20:09 PM
One of my female neighbors pulled up while I was unloading groceries after my therapy session and Says "Hi, You look so cute!" I was still in the dress I wore to the appointment. Granted she probably didn't have her glasses on. But it was nice to hear.
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Laurie, you look totally fantastic, very stylish!
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Being in one of our national parks, Mt Lassen Volcanic National Park, with a friend and having a wonderful mini-vacation.
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Yes, I'm wearing a flannel shirt and jeans (not Carharts!).
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You look nice and relaxed Michelle lounging in a nice area even if it is a regular campground. My preference goes to forestry roads far away from people. But to each her own.
Hugs.
Laurie
Quote from: Laurie on October 06, 2017, 09:20:09 PM
One of my female neighbors pulled up while I was unloading groceries after my therapy session and Says "Hi, You look so cute!"
Wow, she was right, Laurie! And I love that dress! Very flattering. I need to look for something in that style.
Steph
Quote from: Artesia on October 06, 2017, 08:59:42 PM
I really like that. How long did it take them to do it? I'll try doing that sometime in the future, but I don't think I could do it with my left hand.
I went to a nail salon and the did it. Took about an hour, and I got a glass of wine while they did them. [emoji16][emoji16]
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I bought a new dress for the cruise I am going on in a less than 2 weeks. I am going with my best friend. We are celebrating her 30th birthday. It is my first cruise, but I am pretty excited.
My Electrologist told me we had "hit a major milestone" and we are down to "fluff", gave me a demo of the kind of current required to remove it ( I will believe it when I feel it) and has asked me to stop shaving everywhere but my top and bottom lip (she knows this annoys me if I don't) From now on she thinks we are probably at the start of a visit every two weeks for couple and stretching out from there....IS that a light I can see..... :D
Quote from: ElizabethK on October 18, 2017, 04:24:39 AM
My Electrologist told me we had "hit a major milestone" and we are down to "fluff", gave me a demo of the kind of current required to remove it ( I will believe it when I feel it) and has asked me to stop shaving everywhere but my top and bottom lip (she knows this annoys me if I don't) From now on she thinks we are probably at the start of a visit every two weeks for couple and stretching out from there....IS that a light I can see..... :D
Fluff-tastic! [emoji4].
Checking out my legs in the shower this morning, I reckon my thighs are getting fatter, yay HRT!
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Quote from: meganjames2 on October 18, 2017, 06:15:13 AMChecking out my legs in the shower this morning, I reckon my thighs are getting fatter, yay HRT!
We're on parallel paths, Megan. I noticed the same thing a few weeks ago. Except my reaction was, "Yay?"
Why can't that fat work on me bum and me hips instead?
Steph
Quote from: Steph2.0 on October 18, 2017, 07:25:07 AM
We're on parallel paths, Megan. I noticed the same thing a few weeks ago. Except my reaction was, "Yay?"
Why can't that fat work on me bum and me hips instead?
Steph
Yes, I'm sure at some point they may be too fat, but I'll worry about that another day [emoji23]
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Quote from: ElizabethK on October 18, 2017, 04:24:39 AM
My Electrologist told me we had "hit a major milestone" and we are down to "fluff", gave me a demo of the kind of current required to remove it ( I will believe it when I feel it) and has asked me to stop shaving everywhere but my top and bottom lip (she knows this annoys me if I don't) From now on she thinks we are probably at the start of a visit every two weeks for couple and stretching out from there....IS that a light I can see..... :D
Wow! That's pretty close to where I am. It's a great feeling, isn't it? Like driving through a long tuner we thought would never end, to see sunlight just ahead!
Yay! And congratulations on your endurance getting to this point.
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Quote from: Michelle_P on October 18, 2017, 06:30:53 PM
Wow! That's pretty close to where I am. It's a great feeling, isn't it? Like driving through a long tuner we thought would never end, to see sunlight just ahead!
Yay! And congratulations on your endurance getting to this point.
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Love the description...the long turn started 21 months ago Yahoo....hope you are enjoying your spring cleaning
Quote from: meganjames2 on October 18, 2017, 06:15:13 AM
Fluff-tastic! [emoji4].
Checking out my legs in the shower this morning, I reckon my thighs are getting fatter, yay HRT!
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My wife and I just bought identical (except colour) thigh Garters that are designed to stop the chaffing at the top of your legs from your this rubbing together when you walk...might be time to stock up!! oh yeah and YAY HRT
We're setting up to run The Big Hot Thing (drag solder machine) tomorrow. I love molten metal. >:-)
Quote from: Devlyn Marie on October 19, 2017, 10:29:23 AM
We're setting up to run The Big Hot Thing (drag solder machine) tomorrow. I love molten metal. >:-)
They don't actually trust you with equipment like that do they???
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Quote from: Laurie on October 06, 2017, 09:20:09 PM
One of my female neighbors pulled up while I was unloading groceries after my therapy session and Says "Hi, You look so cute!" I was still in the dress I wore to the appointment. Granted she probably didn't have her glasses on. But it was nice to hear.
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I know it's a little late, but I agree that is a cute dress and you look great!!
Paula
Quote from: PaulaLee on October 27, 2017, 04:20:46 PM
I know it's a little late, but I agree that is a cute dress and you look great!!
Paula
Thank you Paula
I got a stack of gender change letters from Fenway Health today. One for the Registry of Motor Vehicles, one for Social Security, one for a Passport, and one for the birth certificate. :)
UNLEASH THE PAPERWORK-EN!?
It's really fun when things start coming back filled out the way they should have been.
Quote from: Devlyn Marie on November 01, 2017, 07:26:53 PM
I got a stack of gender change letters from Fenway Health today. One for the Registry of Motor Vehicles, one for Social Security, one for a Passport, and one for the birth certificate. :)
Consider yourself rubber stamped!
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Quote from: Colleen_definitely on November 01, 2017, 07:39:37 PM
UNLEASH THE PAPERWORK-EN!?
It's really fun when things start coming back filled out the way they should have been.
;D
Quote from: Megan. on November 02, 2017, 03:00:32 AM
Consider yourself rubber stamped!
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Thanks, ladies! I'm running out of transitiony things to do here. :)
Hugs, Devlyn
Awesome! Congratulations!
Quote from: Devlyn Marie on November 01, 2017, 07:26:53 PM
I got a stack of gender change letters from Fenway Health today. One for the Registry of Motor Vehicles, one for Social Security, one for a Passport, and one for the birth certificate. :)
I'm going to my first Gender Therapy session about one hour and a half. I am anxious and excited about this session of therapy.
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Good luck, honey! :)
Hugs, Devlyn
Quote from: Devlyn Marie on November 02, 2017, 10:17:28 AM
Good luck, honey! :)
Hugs, Devlyn
Thanks you. I have been waiting for this for so long and no second thought for me. I want to move forward.
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Quote from: Artesia on October 06, 2017, 08:59:42 PM
I really like that. How long did it take them to do it? I'll try doing that sometime in the future, but I don't think I could do it with my left hand.
I had them professionally done. Getting the acrylics on and the paint job took about an hour.
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Quote from: Alora on November 02, 2017, 01:49:24 PM
I had them professionally done. Getting the acrylics on and the paint job took about an hour.
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I went to get my nails manicure done at local Hair and Nails salon to get my fingers and toes pampered every other month. It's worth $30 to have my fingers nails and toes done by professional.
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Quote from: luanneph on November 02, 2017, 10:20:00 AM
Thanks you. I have been waiting for this for so long and no second thought for me. I want to move forward.
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I just returned from my Therapy session and we ready to move forward with Hormones replacement therapy since she seeing i relax and happy about become a woman.
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Congratulations! We call that "One and done" here in Boston. :) Fasten your seat belt!
Hugs, Devlyn
Quote from: Devlyn Marie on November 02, 2017, 02:08:58 PM
Congratulations! We call that "One and done" here in Boston. :) Fasten your seat belt!
Hugs, Devlyn
My day is complete.
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I heard a song on the radio I haven't heard in many years. 'Sweet Surrender.' I just reminded me of how far I have come, and I'm still here. It's hard to describe that feeling. Music is very personal, it brings back memories vividly. I was very much a lost, and alone soul when that song came out. As I listened, a feeling came over me. It felt like empowerment. In a way, it was like hearing that song for the first time, and it made me happy.
I made the deans list for last semester, two weeks ago, just got notified today.
I finished my legal name change and now I have an official ID with my new name, not only that, I also had an incredible date with my boyfriend :icon_love:
For the first time since my throat surgery 7 months ago I can raise my hands above my head.
I won't tell you how much physiotherapy and gym work has gone into that little triumph.
Now I'm on the prowl to be frisked......are you a cute :police: wanna play handcuffs?
Quote from: Cindy on November 06, 2017, 02:36:56 AM
For the first time since my throat surgery 7 months ago I can raise my hands above my head.
I won't tell you how much physiotherapy and gym work has gone into that little triumph.
Now I'm on the prowl to be frisked......are you a cute :police: wanna play handcuffs?
Handstands! [emoji16]
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Cindy HUGS & XXXXXXS well done , cartwheels????
Oh, what an amazingly good day this has been.
I made a big batch of my oatmeal cookie dough, half with pecans and raisins and half with white chocolate chips. [emoji39]
One of my best friends is back from a trip, and we spent hours visiting here today. [emoji3]
Two other friends from a singing group came by to visit as well, and they sang A Capella, beautiful healing songs that had me in tears. I feel so blessed to have experienced this very special gift. [emoji56]
We all visited, enjoying tea and fresh-baked cookies, a special treat for everyone, I hope. (Yes, I love baking, and I love being able to share with others. [emoji5] )
Later this afternoon, I got a surprise call from another dear friend, who was on a little vacation. I hadn't expected to hear from her until after the trip, and the call was really nice.
I'm healing, getting around well, and am happy. I wouldn't miss days like this for anything!
Thank you, my friends, thank you so very much!
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For the second day in a row my 20 month old daughter came to cuddle for 30 minutes before going to bed... such a great sign of unconditional love...
I finally found the right place to get my fingerprints taken and electronically filed so I can move toward my name change court date.
To celebrate I went solo to a great restaurant on a lake and watched seaplanes flying while I ate. Though I'm pretty sure the waitress clocked me, I was ma'amed and deared and sweethearted for the whole meal. Needless to say she got a big tip and a thank you note. Despite elevated stress levels, it turned out to be a nice day.
Steph
Went to my first ever visit with a gender therapist this afternoon, and she was awesome! About 15 minutes after leaving I suddenly realized that I had taken another big step in my journey, and a wave of joy washed over me. It was so strong I almost had to pull off the road. I will be having another session next Tuesday!
I'd spent the day alone. A long ride into Yorkshire, eating alone & was drinking alone feeling a bit depressed when a lady told me I was beautiful. No she wasn't drunk or had a white stick!
Catching up on my sleep.
A very general, non trans thing. I'm in Tokyo it's midnight, and I was able to purchase a limited run game before it sold out within minutes. The internet is awesome.
Bari Jo
That's great! A friend of mine and her fiancee (both trans) just got back from Japan. She's an ESL teacher for Japanese students.
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April 22, 2015, the day of my first face to face pass in gender neutral clothes and no makeup. It may be months to the next one, but I'm good with that!
Being transgender is just a phase. It hardly ever starts before conception and always ends promptly at death.
They say the light at the end of the tunnel is an oncoming train. I say, climb aboard!
Think outside the voice box!
This is my first day of FULLTIME and went shopping, didn't get sired (didn't get mamd either)or stared at. Carpet fitters are doing the hallway in my flats so got " watch out mate stair carpets loose" but he had his back to me and hade seen me in male mode yesterday so took him by surprise when he looked up!!!!
Talking to a friend whom I hadn't spoken to in a long time.
Quote from: Jessica_Rose on November 07, 2017, 08:49:55 PM
Went to my first ever visit with a gender therapist this afternoon, and she was awesome! About 15 minutes after leaving I suddenly realized that I had taken another big step in my journey, and a wave of joy washed over me. It was so strong I almost had to pull off the road. I will be having another session next Tuesday!
It's the big step I made to. Congratulations for courage to make the first tride
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Last night I went to San Jose TransWomen Support Group meeting in woman attire. The ladies at the meeting all came up and hugs me after I told them about my transition. After the meeting we all went out for dinner. I will begin replace all my garments to woman's clothes.
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Quote from: luanneph on November 11, 2017, 10:12:32 AM
Last night I went to San Jose TransWomen Support Group meeting in woman attire. The ladies at the meeting all came up and hugs me after I told them about my transition. After the meeting we all went out for dinner. I will begin replace all my garments to woman's clothes.
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Glad this was a fun and positive experience for you. X
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Quote from: Megan. on November 11, 2017, 10:29:37 AM
Glad this was a fun and positive experience for you. X
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As of last night I will gradually living as a woman.
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Quote from: luanneph on November 11, 2017, 10:12:32 AM
Last night I went to San Jose TransWomen Support Group meeting in woman attire. The ladies at the meeting all came up and hugs me after I told them about my transition. After the meeting we all went out for dinner. I will begin replace all my garments to woman's clothes.
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Congratulations. I'm glad you found the support group. That can be a tremendous help and confidence booster.
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Quote from: Michelle_P on November 11, 2017, 03:18:05 PM
Congratulations. I'm glad you found the support group. That can be a tremendous help and confidence booster.
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Indeed it was a lot of help to listen other TransWomen talk about deal with daily life while trying to live as a woman.
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Here's a general thing that made me happy. Saturday night I met with another Susan's lady here in Tokyo. It was a great evening and I even tried, Fugu, which is poisonous blowfish. I'm happy because the evening went so well, and happier still that I'm still around!
Bari Jo
I took a walk down to get some comics I had on hold at the shop near my house. Stopped to get a bagel and coffee along the way. Weather was chilly, but nice. I have been putting in for second jobs since this afternoon. Not sure how it will go, but I am going to be a positive girl about it all. :-)
I bought a bra insert(s) the other day. Should be here by next week. Been wanting to give myself a bust to help fight dysphoria when I am dressed.
Having story ideas.
Monday 11/13/2017 my last birthday as masculine guy. From now on I will gradually shreds my man clothes, and slowly wear more feminine clothes out and about. Since I will begin my transition on December Fourth I plan to live as a woman full time in June when my body begin change to woman's body.
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Quote from: upcummingattractions on November 13, 2017, 01:02:36 AM
Having story ideas.
Story ideas? Sounds cool, any particular medium?
I went with my daughter to a Doctors appointment. She was asked, if she wants that her mother stay with her during the tests. Looks like a pass.
Cats purr when happy or content. Me? I bake.
I love the materials, working with flour, sugar, eggs. I love the smells of rising bread, vanilla, or molasses. The textures of dough, the magical changes from kneading and baking all capture my interest.
It's a sort of meditative exercise. From today's meditation:
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Quote from: Michelle_P on November 18, 2017, 06:58:54 AM
Cats purr when happy or content. Me? I bake.
I love the materials, working with flour, sugar, eggs. I love the smells of rising bread, vanilla, or molasses. The textures of dough, the magical changes from kneading and baking all capture my interest.
It's a sort of meditative exercise. From today's meditation:
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I agree that it's meditative. For me baking is motivated by stress, not happiness. I can spend a whole day baking when I'm too tense. Mostly things that need to be kneaded. I need to be needed, too.
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April 22, 2015, the day of my first face to face pass in gender neutral clothes and no makeup. It may be months to the next one, but I'm good with that!
Being transgender is just a phase. It hardly ever starts before conception and always ends promptly at death.
They say the light at the end of the tunnel is an oncoming train. I say, climb aboard!
Think outside the voice box!
Yes being trans woman is a life long journey and never ends until last breath. That why I decided to transition at age 58, and I just want to be happy for the rest of my life. One week from now my transition begin.
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With you on cooking as a stress relief , I still cook " by numbers" but the more I do the better I get/understand.Just love cake( making and eating) made Indian breads but might try a loaf.
Quote from: Michelle_P on November 18, 2017, 06:58:54 AM
Cats purr when happy or content. Me? I bake.
You and I will get along just fine Michelle, I do the same. Here is my favorite cookbook for baking. I have made everything in it, cover to cover. One Christmas I brought 11 of the recipes with me in metal tins for everybody. Maybe that was a cry for help:)
https://www.amazon.com/gp/aw/d/1556701780/ref=mp_s_a_1_28?ie=UTF8&qid=1511039290&sr=8-28&pi=AC_SX227_SY327_QL65&keywords=chocolate+cookbook
BTW, there is a cheesecake in there for Laurie. Best dang cheesecake kn the world.
Bari Jo
My sister told me today that it looks like my booty is getting bigger.
And I just finished cooking for my mother's birthday celebrations tomorrow.
Quote from: Bari Jo on November 18, 2017, 03:13:00 PM
BTW, there is a cheesecake in there for Laurie.
Bari Jo
Bari Jo, No, no I don't think so.
I've just been cycling in the rain on hilly quiet roads , I got wet but it wasn't cold. I don't think it made me happy as I woke up that way today but it's continuing 😀 I wish you could pm some cheesecakes through to me and I'll try to judge 😊
Curry, wine, casual sex.
* Putting in for a second job.
* Realizing that things are not all bad at this moment.
* Pumpkin pie (or any pie in general)
* Making plans with my best friend for the weekend.
* Looking forward to things.
The boss's wife was in today. She's known me since I was Mike.
"How's it going, Devlyn?"
"Good. I'm legally female now."
"Oh, wow! Welcome to the sisterhood!"
Not a big deal and a little silly, really, because I'm a lesbian, but an admittedly handsome man at the filling station flirted with me this morning. He's barking up the wrong tree, but, ah, vindication!
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April 22, 2015, the day of my first face to face pass in gender neutral clothes and no makeup. It may be months to the next one, but I'm good with that!
Being transgender is just a phase. It hardly ever starts before conception and always ends promptly at death.
They say the light at the end of the tunnel is an oncoming train. I say, climb aboard!
Think outside the voice box!
Thursday it started to snow and today we went outside, we're living in a hilly area, with our Zipflbobs.
It was so much fun! :)
The Video is someone else, just an example:
https://youtu.be/3ElWuvi_ZCo
In fact it was yesterday, the wife of my best friend told me that she can't imagine me as a man anymore. It's a memory of a distant past. [emoji5]
Last night I got to see a bucketlist band! I went down to NJ to see the Descendents and it was amazing! They played almost everything I wanted to hear. I guess they retired "I'm Not A Loser" from their setlist, which I understand, that's fine, but I really would have liked to hear "Jean Is Dead". Oh well, Dez from Black Flag was there and he sang "Jealous Again" with them, it was awesome!! and the band that played before them was an amazing band called The Ergs. This was a reunion show, they broke up in 2008, but their performance was amazing, this was my 10th time seeing them! I'm actually friends with 2 of them, they're great!
I know this is lame, but I got White Castle today! it was my first time eating at one in like 8 or 9 years! They don't have them where I'm from!
cut my long wig to a fringe , it fits my head perfect with out tape
I think every town has one of those older gentlemen who walks everywhere and says hello to everyone. I was waiting for the train yesterday and here he came down the platform doing his greetings. He got to me and said:
"How are you today, princess of the rails?" :)
Quote from: Devlyn Marie on December 12, 2017, 09:20:01 AM
I think every town has one of those older gentlemen who walks everywhere and says hello to everyone. I was waiting for the train yesterday and here he came down the platform doing his greetings. He got to me and said:
"How are you today, princess of the rails?" :)
Glad to hear he acknowledged your royalty [emoji16]
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Quote from: Devlyn Marie on December 12, 2017, 09:20:01 AM
I think every town has one of those older gentlemen who walks everywhere and says hello to everyone. I was waiting for the train yesterday and here he came down the platform doing his greetings. He got to me and said:
"How are you today, princess of the rails?" :)
As royalty, you should knight the gentleman.
Lady Devlyn, the queen of Mass-TRANS*-it (and I cannot take credit for this one) ;D
Quote from: Devlyn Marie on December 12, 2017, 09:20:01 AM
I think every town has one of those older gentlemen who walks everywhere and says hello to everyone. I was waiting for the train yesterday and here he came down the platform doing his greetings. He got to me and said:
"How are you today, princess of the rails?" :)
Quote from: Megan. on December 12, 2017, 09:39:13 AM
Quote from: Devlyn Marie on December 12, 2017, 09:20:01 AM
I think every town has one of those older gentlemen who walks everywhere and says hello to everyone. I was waiting for the train yesterday and here he came down the platform doing his greetings. He got to me and said:
"How are you today, princess of the rails?" :)
Glad to hear he acknowledged your royalty [emoji16]
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Quote from: Steph2.0 on December 12, 2017, 10:03:57 AM
Quote from: Devlyn Marie on December 12, 2017, 09:20:01 AM
I think every town has one of those older gentlemen who walks everywhere and says hello to everyone. I was waiting for the train yesterday and here he came down the platform doing his greetings. He got to me and said:
"How are you today, princess of the rails?" :)
As royalty, you should knight the gentleman.
Quote from: sarah1972 on December 12, 2017, 10:12:45 AM
Lady Devlyn, the queen of Mass-TRANS*-it (and I cannot take credit for this one) ;D
Quote from: Devlyn Marie on December 12, 2017, 09:20:01 AM
I think every town has one of those older gentlemen who walks everywhere and says hello to everyone. I was waiting for the train yesterday and here he came down the platform doing his greetings. He got to me and said:
"How are you today, princess of the rails?" :)
Between him and you ladies, I have all my Cabinet positions filled. :laugh:
Hugs, Devlyn
Had my first appointment with the gender psychiatrist today. He will be writing my referral letter for top surgery in the new year :)
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Quote from: arice on December 12, 2017, 07:21:53 PM
Had my first appointment with the gender psychiatrist today. He will be writing my referral letter for top surgery in the new year :)
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Hey, great news! What a way to start a new year. :)
Hugs, Devlyn
Quote from: Devlyn Marie on December 12, 2017, 07:35:12 PM
Hey, great news! What a way to start a new year. :)
Hugs, Devlyn
Thanks.
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Quote from: Devlyn Marie on December 12, 2017, 06:49:23 PM
Between him and you ladies, I have all my Cabinet positions filled. :laugh:
Hugs, Devlyn
Does that mean you'e going to let me out of mine since you have a new supply?
Hugs,
Laurie
Quote from: arice on December 12, 2017, 07:21:53 PM
Had my first appointment with the gender psychiatrist today. He will be writing my referral letter for top surgery in the new year :)
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Well congratulations on both your first appointment and the upcoming letter!
Hugs,
Laurie
Quote from: Laurie on December 12, 2017, 08:31:37 PM
Well congratulations on both your first appointment and the upcoming letter!
Hugs,
Laurie
Thanks.
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What's made my day is seeing the total for the month creep up, and up, and up. (Inspite of a panic attack...)
Rowan
Being sad and wanting to cry but laughing randomly instead. It's weird but it helps a little in a way
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Well a little story. I went out in sort of boy mode today to do some treasure hunting in local thrifts. Was in one and the purses / bags were first stop. OMG, a Dooney with a wallet only 10 bucks.. Old and worn but I have seen worse. One more step. The mother lode. A gigantic Orvis tote. Huge, heavy and while scuffed up in pretty good shape. Only 10 bucks too. Ka-ching, Ka-ching. That has not happened in years. And this Orvis can hold small children, a gallon of milk and 6 pack or used to halter a horse the strap drop is so big. Anyway, put my finds in the buggy child seat. No biggie. Just a couple of finds. On my way to find more. Scouring the store. The other day I got some AWESOME furniture and had to look at this selection to make sure. Anyway, there were 2 bamboo coffee tables right there and some dude was looking and moving a glass top desk thing right next to them. Being the chatty bitch i am i commented about desk and coffee tables and moved on. Not thinking. Mind my own business. Saw this guy 2 more times in the store. This does not happen to me. Was I getting perved? Did he see the purse and think??? He was not creepy or anything but was kind of funny. Julie got lurked over. Wow. Then to top it off, because i only found those 2 items and the Orvis could hold half the store, I just put the Dooney in the Orvis and slung it over my shoulder and owned it. Walked out of the store like any other woman would. Even stopped traffic for me to cross parking lot. It was a very interesting experience and affirming. And I love the big bag thing now. Big happy grin.
I noticed I could post an Avatar and could fill in some more information!
Met my eldest niece's girlfriend. I worried she was becoming isolated & lonely just working & going home to read or watch TV. Her girlfriend is a beautiful kind girl who obviously loves her & has given her much more confidence
Quote from: Margaret_B on December 23, 2017, 11:28:04 PM
I noticed I could post an Avatar and could fill in some more information!
And a very good looking avatar picture it is Margret.
I'm just happy. If I could live out the rest of my life the way I feel right now, I'd be content. Sure, there's still things I want to do, changes I want to see. This feeling though ... This I want to feel every day.
Maybe I should start every morning grumpy ;D
A Christmas card I'd been worried on arrived in the mail today :icon_chick: Feeling very relieved and thankful
Hugs
Im happy to be flying out to Vegas this week to see one of my friends who Im out to. Shes got about a week off from military training so we're hitting the strip and going to have a blast out in the city of lights and sounds.
Im also rather happy to know Im not far off my second assessment for a medical diagnosis of transgenderism after having my psychological assessment on the NHS. Knowing Im not insane helps the confidence a lot. I dont even know if I want hormones just yet, Im just happy to know what Im dealing with
Quote from: jaybutterfly on December 28, 2017, 02:27:31 AM
Im happy to be flying out to Vegas this week to see one of my friends who Im out to. Shes got about a week off from military training so we're hitting the strip and going to have a blast out in the city of lights and sounds.
Im also rather happy to know Im not far off my second assessment for a medical diagnosis of transgenderism after having my psychological assessment on the NHS. Knowing Im not insane helps the confidence a lot. I dont even know if I want hormones just yet, Im just happy to know what Im dealing with
Ooo, enjoy Vegas, I love that city. And good luck for your next GIC appointment. X
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Well, after having a delightful trip in vegas, something did come to light that I didnt expect to happen but has been pleasant all the same.
The person I went with and I had a discussion thats brought to light that we both have other feelings involved, and after having been open about them, we're weighing up the ifs and hows of if something more can actually work with us in a relationship. There'd be hurdles of course, but Im just grateful for that in itself. Whatever's decided will be the right thing.
I guess theres reassurance for me, it was about six years ago I was so utterly crushed from being cheated on I feared Id never feel anything like this ever again from my trust being destroyed. This in itself is a win in my eyes, and if we decide not to pursue anything, the friendship is still there :) Plus she's one of a small handful of tightly knit folk to me who knows Im trans (and doesnt care cause she likes guys and girls).
Plucked up the courage to spend this year doing everything I can for me to achieve what I want: no more procrastination. Im gonna write my book, get that full time job and house I need, and come out to my dad. Those are the big ones for me.
And try not to break any more bones this year, four was enough in 2017 and Im good now body.
Day off, better forecast in afternoon, Sportster shined up with a full tank. Bird watching to see if the storm blew anything unusual in
Played Yahtzee with my parents today. Best game I've ever played, we play all six boards on the score sheet, at the same time. I filled all but 1 Yahtzee! Scored a touch over 1800 points for the sheet. Only one other blank on the sheet, in my ones on the top, and I already had my bonus in that column because 4 sixes and 4 fives then average on the threes and fours.
To top off the evening, I spent the night chatting with my girlfriend and her daughters. We had a great time, they seemed to treat me like family from the get go. I felt so special!!!
Today, the hubby and I went to the only western apparel store in town. He got a few items he wanted. I got a nice pair of "Cowgirl Up" jeans. I could not help but show them off to my mother. She asked how much I paid. I told her they were $55.00, which is $15.00 less than they were marked. She then asked me how I could be given a discount like that. I told her "because the guy can, and he owns the store".
She never understood how having a great attitude can have an effect on those you meet or conduct business with.
Well.... it's been awhile since I've been on Susan's. I have lots going on. I finally got authorization for my BA, surgery is set for Feb 12th. I have an appointment to get my second GRS letter, the last hurdle I need for pre-authorization. Hopping for an April surgery date. And on top of all that I just finished my welding program and I now have a college degree.
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Quote from: Alora on January 05, 2018, 04:49:58 PM
Well.... it's been awhile since I've been on Susan's. I have lots going on. I finally got authorization for my BA, surgery is set for Feb 12th. I have an appointment to get my second GRS letter, the last hurdle I need for pre-authorization. Hopping for an April surgery date. And on top of all that I just finished my welding program and I now have a college degree.
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WoW! What a set of good news! I'm happy for you and thanks for coming back and sharing it with us.
HUGS,
Laurie
used today's flu virus contraction to watch a LOT of tv
I was waiting around for my E script, the shop I use has free delivery
So there was the knock at the door and there was a new deliver girl who asks...
"Is *Legal Name* There?"
"Yes"
"Could you get him for me please?"
"Um, yes"
"Oh! Um, could you sign this for me please?"
"Yes, Thank You"
;D
Reverse cowgirl
Quote from: V M on January 05, 2018, 07:41:30 PM
I was waiting around for my E script, the shop I use has free delivery
So there was the knock at the door and there was a new deliver girl who asks...
"Is *Legal Name* There?"
"Yes"
"Could you get him for me please?"
"Um, yes"
"Oh! Um, could you sign this for me please?"
Aha! You're a Yes Mame :)
"Yes, Thank You"
;D
did a little bit of animation, more acceleration testing. Made some eggnog this evening, wrote a bit more of my new chapter for my novel and been to the gym (cycled 4.5k and ran 2) after some deadlifting. Really feeling the weight peeling off now so Im happy about that.
Watched this weeks RWBY and the sheer joy I felt was uncontrollable :)
waiting for Dragonball to air in the next hour and then Im going to bed.
I finally got around to contacting my health insurance provider a few days ago about whether or not they would actually cover MtF hrt, just incase I read the policy wrong and made connections that weren't actually there. Well, I just heard back from them (they sent me an email while I was sleeping) and the answer is yes. THEY SAID YES! :icon_joy: I would assume they would cover seeing a gender therapist, but I'm waiting on that e-mail.
Having that definitive answer is WAY better than me just assuming so.
New glasses were ready and a friend took me to go pick them up \:icon_chick:/ Yay!!! I can see again!!!
Since Dec 29 I have lost 15 pounds 15 more to go than I will be 145 I can be super happy around there Trying to look good for First full summer as me the real me
^ Congrats :)
Finding a New great song.... from Fallout Boy
;D
Just being happy thinking of how surprised the Greys will be when they abduct me next time, lol.
Watching The Good Place
The morning news program I watch has a "Salute the Troops" segment 8) Makes me feel good to see people giving recognition
Quote from: V M on January 19, 2018, 07:35:25 AM
The morning news program I watch has a "Salute the Troops" segment 8) Makes me feel good to see people giving recognition
So much different nowadays as compared to reception and treatment back in the late 60s and 70's.
I weighed myself this morning. I didn't think it was gunna be a good one, I was considering just waiting until next week but I'm glad I did because I'm almost back down to where I was before x-mas! I gained almost 6lbs over the holidays and now I'm back to within a pound of where I was, so I'm happy about that :)
and right now I'm listening to my favorite Ramones album, that band always cheers me up!
I also weighed myself today and last week, and I was pleased that I am keeping off the weight I dropped in December. I also noticed that my pants are fitting much looser at the waistline as compared to about two months ago, however they are all feeling tighter around my bottom. That took me by surprise.
Perhaps this is the result of a more vegetable and seeds healthier diet over than last seven years that has caused some natural plant estrogenic fat deposit result? I remember my bottom getting uncomfortable after sitting down for a long time but more recently it seems almost like I am sitting on a pillow and I can sit for quite awhile before, because of discomfort, wanting to get up.
I have been working out for my abs (abdominals) so that might have reduced my waistline, but I do not see how that would make my bottom bigger. Maybe it is just aging.
So, whatever, my weight is staying off, and that was pleasing. That I can explain logically as the result from not eating as much as before, especially high calories snacks.
I was told I have a nice bum put a smile on my face today
Today was the last day of my previous job.I start a new job next week for a real estate place selling houses and properties.My previous job,could not take anymore of the crap from my now ex boss anymore.My new boss,she is a great person with a heart of gold.A few things she likes about me are I come in on time and my positive work attitude including dressing properly.Plus I am a full time crossdresser,she is a post op transsexual.She likes giving the trans and crossdressing community an opportunity.
That sounds wonderful Zoey. Best to you.
Chrissy
Quote from: ChrissyRyan on January 26, 2018, 04:09:29 PM
That sounds wonderful Zoey. Best to you.
Chrissy
It is and going to work out great
Being called a positive role model in someone's life today.It is from my friend Adrienne's oldest son whom is 16,he crossdresses fulltime now going by Rebecca and Adrienne support this including her husband/Rebecca's dad.Rebecca has been a crossdresser since she was 7 years old.Like me,felt like a feminine male and likes wearing girl's clothes.I have helped Rebecca through the process.Adrienne and her husband see she is happy finally and this started this month,all of her male clothes are gone.
Doctor says, you go girl!
Just kidding. Everything was going well with my evaluation until I started talking about Nordic Alien Julias and Grey Ellie's :)
Again kidding. Doctor approved me GID.
Kidding on Ellie & Julia being aliens, not the the diagnosis :)
today is the first day since I moved with my BF, yesterday I was crying a lot because I missed my family haha, but this is where I want to be, so I'm really happy right now
New job working out greatly,boss is very impressed with me.Possibly have 2 houses sold,the buyers were impressed with me on the sale of each sale.
That's Awesome ;D
I received my birth certificate with my new name and gender today. :D
Quote from: JillianC on January 29, 2018, 09:51:17 PM
I received my birth certificate with my new name and gender today. :D
Congrats!!!! You're Born Again :)
omg omg omg omg omg somebody pinch me
I've wanted to get my PhD for a long time now, and I am seriously getting burned out on my current job.
While chatting with one of my favorite customers at a larger university with a nice chemistry department, this subject came up. She said "hang on, let me call somebody." That somebody ended up being the head organic synthesis researcher/professor. He told me I had a slot in his lab for the asking and that I needed to apply "yesterday, if not sooner" because he wants somebody with experience like mine in his research group.
And to make it even better, the professor in charge of all the instrumentation for the department promised me an assistantship from the chemistry department involving me basically doing my current job for the school a couple days a week. So no tuition bill, and they'd pay me something to help with living expenses.
And on top of that they'll let me start in the winter of 2018 so I can get SRS done while I still have killer benefits with my current employer.
I'm still in shock.
But now I need to go pester my old professors for letters of recommendation. "Hey Dr. B, could I get another letter of rec? Oh right, the name... So uhh there have been a couple of changes."
Quote from: Colleen_definitely on January 31, 2018, 03:43:19 PM
omg omg omg omg omg somebody pinch me
I've wanted to get my PhD for a long time now, and I am seriously getting burned out on my current job.
While chatting with one of my favorite customers at a larger university with a nice chemistry department, this subject came up. She said "hang on, let me call somebody." That somebody ended up being the head organic synthesis researcher/professor. He told me I had a slot in his lab for the asking and that I needed to apply "yesterday, if not sooner" because he wants somebody with experience like mine in his research group.
And to make it even better, the professor in charge of all the instrumentation for the department promised me an assistantship from the chemistry department involving me basically doing my current job for the school a couple days a week. So no tuition bill, and they'd pay me something to help with living expenses.
And on top of that they'll let me start in the winter of 2018 so I can get SRS done while I still have killer benefits with my current employer.
I'm still in shock.
But now I need to go pester my old professors for letters of recommendation. "Hey Dr. B, could I get another letter of rec? Oh right, the name... So uhh there have been a couple of changes."
Great news, Congrats!!!! You better work on the instant vagina pill while there! :)
Well, this happened yesterday but for the life of me I couldn't locate this thread so just picture a blond in a mirror shop.
Anyway, my Endo calls and I answer the phone and she says may I speak to Cassi (blank) and I said this is she. First time ever and the only thing that felt awkward was my deep voice, lol.
She's not too happy about my blood sugar results and has decided to put me on insulin for a month which scares the c out of me because I don't like needles. So I have a meeting with the diabetes nurse on Monday to learn out to stick it to myself - fun.
On lighter HRT news, I'll be starting E patches twice a week and we agreed we'd see how they went and may change after a month and increased my Spiro to way more than initially taking.
I also mentioned how I had been drinking crystal light and the ladies here advised against it because of the potassium and initially I think she was surprised but totally agreed so kudos ladies and tomorrow I start home brewing - tea, not beer :)
Hugs
Cassi
Thanks Cassi.
Also I'm not sure where they're getting this claim that CL is "loaded" with potassium. I'm looking at the ingredients list and any amount that it has is tiny. The wally world knockoffs that I use have 10mg per packet, that's nearly nothing.
Quote from: Colleen_definitely on January 31, 2018, 04:32:37 PM
Thanks Cassi.
Also I'm not sure where they're getting this claim that CL is "loaded" with potassium. I'm looking at the ingredients list and any amount that it has is tiny. The wally world knockoffs that I use have 10mg per packet, that's nearly nothing.
I had created a thread HRT and Leg Cramps and those were responses there. Lately I defer to those more experienced in certain areas than myself.
Quote from: Colleen_definitely on January 31, 2018, 03:43:19 PM
omg omg omg omg omg somebody pinch me
I've wanted to get my PhD for a long time now, and I am seriously getting burned out on my current job.
While chatting with one of my favorite customers at a larger university with a nice chemistry department, this subject came up. She said "hang on, let me call somebody." That somebody ended up being the head organic synthesis researcher/professor. He told me I had a slot in his lab for the asking and that I needed to apply "yesterday, if not sooner" because he wants somebody with experience like mine in his research group.
And to make it even better, the professor in charge of all the instrumentation for the department promised me an assistantship from the chemistry department involving me basically doing my current job for the school a couple days a week. So no tuition bill, and they'd pay me something to help with living expenses.
And on top of that they'll let me start in the winter of 2018 so I can get SRS done while I still have killer benefits with my current employer.
I'm still in shock.
But now I need to go pester my old professors for letters of recommendation. "Hey Dr. B, could I get another letter of rec? Oh right, the name... So uhh there have been a couple of changes."
That's awesome Colleen!!! Congratulations!
Thanks Sarah, I'm so beyond excited right now.
I'm cancer free - for another 6 weeks.
Quote from: Cindy on February 01, 2018, 12:58:52 AM
I'm cancer free - for another 6 weeks.
That's wonderful Cindy!
For real, that's awesome news.
Quote from: Cindy on February 01, 2018, 12:58:52 AM
I'm cancer free - for another 6 weeks.
Truly something to be happy about if there ever was!
It's Payday 1 and I can fee the hungry creditors and pay rent, lol. Well partially that is :)
And my Spiro and E ran out so it's been 30 days now, weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
Quote from: Colleen_definitely on January 31, 2018, 04:32:37 PM
Thanks Cassi.
Also I'm not sure where they're getting this claim that CL is "loaded" with potassium. I'm looking at the ingredients list and any amount that it has is tiny. The wally world knockoffs that I use have 10mg per packet, that's nearly nothing.
This may be why Colleen. The info below and the fact that Spironolactone is a "Potassium sparing" drug. That means it helps retain potassium. I myself am close to the top of the range for potassium so I need to be aware of what I'm eating that has it.
Hugs,
Laurie
QuoteKRAFT, CRYSTAL LIGHT Sugar Free Low Calorie Soft Drink Mix Lemonade, with aspartame and acesulfame potassium sweetener, powder Nutrition Facts
1 NLEA Serving - 2 g
The Skinny from CalorieLab 2
Nutritional summary of "KRAFT, CRYSTAL LIGHT Sugar Free Low Calorie Soft Drink Mix Lemonade, with aspartame and acesulfame potassium sweetener, powder": This food is quite low in sodium, and is an excellent source of potassium. The trans fat content of this food has not been determined. Its 3R nutrient density rating is 0.6 (where anything over 1 is relatively good).
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Quote from: Cindy on February 01, 2018, 12:58:52 AM
I'm cancer free - for another 6 weeks.
Yay Cindy. I know how that vigil is. I'm glad that your have once again been given a clean bill of health.
We've spoken before of the spectre that looms over our heads regularly. My own screening arrives again at the end of the month. At least this time I won't be telling my Oncologist that I'm hoping mine has returned this time. That wasn't very considerate of me doing that to her last time. This time I won't mention it to her except to apologize and tell her I'm not thinking like that now. And that is the truth though it still doesn't really matter to me either way.
Hugs,
Laurie
Quote from: Laurie on February 01, 2018, 02:36:10 PM
Quote from: Cindy on February 01, 2018, 12:58:52 AM
I'm cancer free - for another 6 weeks.
Yay Cindy. I know how that vigil is. I'm glad that your have once again been given a clean bill of health.
We've spoken before of the spectre that looms over our heads regularly. My own screening arrives again at the end of the month. At least this time I won't be telling my Oncologist that I'm hoping mine has returned this time. That wasn't very considerate of me doing that to her last time. This time I won't mention it to her except to apologize and tell her I'm not thinking like that now. And that is the truth though it still doesn't really matter to me either way.
Hugs,
Laurie
I understand Hon.
There was a new consultant sitting in on the exam and she remarked how well I'm doing. I gave her a look that must have upset her because she went quiet.
I'm happy to be well and alive but we are the living dead.
Quote from: Laurie on February 01, 2018, 02:26:49 PM
This may be why Colleen. The info below and the fact that Spironolactone is a "Potassium sparing" drug. That means it helps retain potassium. I myself am close to the top of the range for potassium so I need to be aware of what I'm eating that has it.
Hugs,
Laurie
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Believe me I've spent way too much time studying spiro and how it works. That analysis of crystal light shows way higher levels of potassium than the ones I found. Even then it's less than one tenth what you'd get from a banana, and those are only about 1/4 the recommended daily intake for regular folks.
Quote from: Colleen_definitely on February 01, 2018, 03:13:38 PM
Believe me I've spent way too much time studying spiro and how it works. That analysis of crystal light shows way higher levels of potassium than the ones I found. Even then it's less than one tenth what you'd get from a banana, and those are only about 1/4 the recommended daily intake for regular folks.
I'm glad there's input into the potassium issue. As I mentioned in another thread I use to get leg cramps and was told it was due to lack of potassium.
As my doctor is increasing my Spiro, I'm hoping that things get figured out. Paid in the you know what to brew :)
The package containing the hardware to hook up my internet TV arrived today ;D
Some of those little Dove milk chocolates.
Going out for breakfast with my Aunt Jayne and she said the kindest comment to me.She said I was always ment to be this way as a fulltime crossdresser and told her that is true
I am able to upload an avatar and edit my profile now! YAY!
Being with friends.
Chrissy
I had a dream that i came out to my mother and she was cool with it, we had a bit of a lengthy discussion about it and she learned to accept it thats what i wanted and who i was
then i woke up :(
Ofcourse i dont remember what was said to win her over to the idea, but it felt right i remember that it felt so right when i first woke up, til i realized it was just a dream
I finally have a fridge haha, life with my husband has been an adventure :D
My sweet partner pointing and squealing after I locked the car. Yes, locked the car. Her exclamation "OMG, such a girl, you locked up like a woman"... yet another little sliver shining through, story of my life
Rowan
Quote from: Alanna1990 on February 11, 2018, 05:36:18 PM
I finally have a fridge haha, life with my husband has been an adventure :D
Your husband is a frig? That's cool.
Quote from: Cassi on February 13, 2018, 12:46:29 PM
Your husband is a frig? That's cool.
hahahaha, noooo, we bought a fridge, we began living together one month ago and it was very complicated to prepare food without a fridge, buying food every day is very annoying, even more for me because I really like to cook.
Quote from: Alanna1990 on February 13, 2018, 08:36:24 PM
hahahaha, noooo, we bought a fridge, we began living together one month ago and it was very complicated to prepare food without a fridge, buying food every day is very annoying, even more for me because I really like to cook.
Congrats! No frig can be expensive and laborest.
Mini Espresso machine arrived today ;D Already made Cappuccinos with a friend
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Quote from: V M on February 13, 2018, 08:47:46 PM
Mini Espresso machine arrived today ;D Already made Cappuccinos with a friend
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Wow, so did you make Imma or Idda serve?
I finally got to go for a good jog at the park!
Last year I started jogging and Almost every day from April until November I would go to this park and jog and I really fell in love with the place. I stopped going in December because it got too cold and I've really missed it, I would get really sad every time I drove by, but I took off work today for some appointments and found time to go down there, it felt so great to work up a sweat again from jogging! it put me in a great mood!
I get to meet some new friends tomorrow, I spent time with my daughter, played with C4 with my speech therapist at the VA today and celebrated SAD :(
Reading some nice posts from others here about their newly issued licenses, IDs, account names, and other good results.
Chrissy
Brace off my teeth at last!
My first ponytail. :)
Sounds silly, I guess. I love the way my wig makes me look, but I've been afraid of it, too. I have no idea how to do anything with my hair; and it's synthetic, and about 4 months old, and the ends have begun -- I don't know the word; frizzing? I went to see the saleswoman who sold it to me; she told me that the life span of a synthetic is about 6 months, and the frizzing comes from the hair rubbing against the back and shoulders.
So, it's becoming difficult to wear it without putting it up, somehow; it's starting to look unkempt, no matter how much I comb it. I've had some of those elastic bands for months, but gave up trying to use them after a few frustrating, fruitless attempts. Well, today I was successful, for the first time, and managed a ponytail. I loved it! A completely different look, and reasonably cute, too. :)
Believe it or not, it's only this week, I think, that I finally managed to use bobby pins successfully. I'm such a tyro.
Tyro?
A tyro is a novice, a beginner. Someone who knows nothing. :)
I'd gotten a small espresso machine over the holidays and so I've been making cappuccinos :icon_caffine:
Quote from: AnnMarie2017 on February 24, 2018, 03:02:53 PM
A tyro is a novice, a beginner. Someone who knows nothing. :)
Oh, an ignorant newbie :)
Quote from: V M on February 27, 2018, 02:48:20 AM
I'd gotten a small espresso machine over the holidays and so I've been making cappuccinos :icon_caffine:
My daughter working all sorts of weird hours has crazy sleep patterns. This morning, I was brewing up coffee to be chilled for ice coffee later.
She came down shortly after and said the coffee smelled good and I having no sense of smell was told that how nice is was to wake up to the smell of coffee. Guess I'll have to figure out a way to brew a couple of cups in the morning to entice her to get her rump and rest of her body outta bed, lol.
Cappachino sounds like a good idea.
$1 for my new drivers licence. Benefits of being a very good driver (words from the girl at the counter)
Everyone at work is using she/her pronouns on me, and they know I'm genderfluid and not
adamant about how I'm addressed. :)
Quote from: Devlyn Marie on March 15, 2018, 02:11:39 PM
Everyone at work is using she/her pronouns on me, and they know I'm genderfluid and not
adamant about how I'm addressed. :)
So kewl for you!!!!!
It's a gorgeous sunny day, 73 degrees! Love it!
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Quote from: Sarah_P on March 15, 2018, 03:15:47 PM
It's a gorgeous sunny day, 73 degrees! Love it!
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Communist!!!!
It's like 50 here in Vegas and windy as if the world was coming to an end. It was 75 plus yesterday. Fickle weather I tell you!
A company I've never heard of formed in the past year, got a license to remake my favorite pinball machine and will be shipping remakes probably early 2019. All this announced today at the Texas Pinball Festival. This made me so happy. I could never afford an original as only 8 were ever made. Maybe, just maybe I'll be able to buy one of these remakes. It's Kingpin, for anybody interested.
Bari Jo
Quote from: Cassi on March 15, 2018, 03:19:00 PM
Communist!!!!
It's like 50 here in Vegas and windy as if the world was coming to an end. It was 75 plus yesterday. Fickle weather I tell you!
I'd ask if you were mistaken and actually in Kansas, but we tend to go from 70s to 30s and back. Just dropping to the 50s isn't radical enough.
Quote from: Sarah_P on March 15, 2018, 09:41:06 PM
I'd ask if you were mistaken and actually in Kansas, but we tend to go from 70s to 30s and back. Just dropping to the 50s isn't radical enough.
Oh, okay. Nevermind...........................................
:)
It lets me know I am not alone in this and we have support. The Chat area is nice and the discussions are fun. ;D
Quote from: Corrina on March 15, 2018, 10:01:42 PM
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Hi
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Quote from: Cassi on March 15, 2018, 03:19:00 PM
Communist!!!!
It's like 50 here in Vegas and windy as if the world was coming to an end. It was 75 plus yesterday. Fickle weather I tell you!
Foo on both you and Sarah. It's 34 here in New York and windy, too.
[emoji37]
Quote from: Steph2.0 on March 16, 2018, 07:06:35 AM
Foo on both you and Sarah. It's 34 here in New York and windy, too.
[emoji37]
Awe Steph! You're so cool you bring it with you :)
Quote from: Cassi on March 16, 2018, 01:33:48 PM
Awe Steph! You're so cool you bring it with you :)
I'd rather be hot, and bring that instead! I'm frigid! (Not)
Quote from: Steph2.0 on March 16, 2018, 01:40:23 PM
I'd rather be hot, and bring that instead! I'm frigid! (Not)
Okay, you can be HOT as well. Meant Cool. Like being the cool kid on campus or susan's place :)
Quote from: Cassi on March 16, 2018, 01:42:21 PM
Okay, you can be HOT as well. Meant Cool. Like being the cool kid on campus or susan's place :)
I get it, and thank you. Can you be cool and hot at the same time? Not likely I'll ever be hot though. Too old for that!
Quote from: Steph2.0 on March 16, 2018, 01:44:11 PM
I get it, and thank you. Can you be cool and hot at the same time? Not likely I'll ever be hot though. Too old for that!
Of course you can, look at Jess and Ashley! I'll be 65 and am hoping that I'll look 58 again :)
Quote from: Cassi on March 16, 2018, 01:49:44 PM
Of course you can, look at Jess and Ashley! I'll be 65 and am hoping that I'll look 58 again :)
Well, we'll see in three years, when I'm 62. If I could do even half as well as those two beauties, I would have something wonderful to post to this thread!
Stephanie
Quote from: Steph2.0 on March 16, 2018, 06:28:18 PM
Well, we'll see in three years, when I'm 62. If I could do even half as well as those two beauties, I would have something wonderful to post to this thread!
Stephanie
We are babes in arms compared to the Dynamic Duo so I believe things will progress more. It's awesome what you've achieved in 8 months - keep going girlfriend!
A church member gave me $20 for my birthday that was last month. :)
Lot of stuff has made me happy over the last two days. This may get long so I'll break it into paragraphs by topic in chronological order.
Yesterday I spoke to our development's office. We are getting a new lease, they've just been swamped. The new lease may not be acceptable, but we don't have to rush to pack.
Later yesterday I spoke to my endocrinologist about my hypercalcemia. I now know that it's borderline and not an immediate concern. I'm also comfortable with the next steps. Lastly she explained why she thinks that it being FHH is very likely despite FHH being almost as rare as being transgender. This would be good because FHH is a harmless genetic anomaly with literally no bad symptoms.
Lastly, all of you make me happy. I consider all of you to be siblings and dear friends. For this reason a video interview I saw on the Advocate of one of our own brought me great joy. I won't single her out, go look for yourself. It was a wonderful interview!
The spy who came in from the cold in the War Between the Sexes.
Quote from: Dee Marshall on March 20, 2018, 10:41:44 AM
Lot of stuff has made me happy over the last two days. This may get long so I'll break it into paragraphs by topic in chronological order.
Yesterday I spoke to our development's office. We are getting a new lease, they've just been swamped. The new lease may not be acceptable, but we don't have to rush to pack.
Later yesterday I spoke to my endocrinologist about my hypercalcemia. I now know that it's borderline and not an immediate concern. I'm also comfortable with the next steps. Lastly she explained why she thinks that it being FHH is very likely despite FHH being almost as rare as being transgender. This would be good because FHH is a harmless genetic anomaly with literally no bad symptoms.
Lastly, all of you make me happy. I consider all of you to be siblings and dear friends. For this reason a video interview I saw on the Advocate of one of our own brought me great joy. I won't single her out, go look for yourself. It was a wonderful interview!
The spy who came in from the cold in the War Between the Sexes.
Awesome Dee!
BTW, there are four basic directions on the Compass; North, East, South, and West, and these can be further brokendown into (letters for sake of space):
N, NE, E, SE, S, SW, W, NW
That said, how about a directional indicator for the interview?
:)
This is my 1000th post. ;D :icon_bumdance-nerd:
My wife has told me that she can be comfortable with me as a woman after I become more passable. Which I don't think will take much more time.
Smiles, Jessica
Quote from: Jessica on March 21, 2018, 06:05:15 PM
My wife has told me that she can be comfortable with me as a woman after I become more passable. Which I don't think will take much more time.
Smiles, Jessica
I'll drink to that!
Today I visited my Endocrine for three months check up, and I get my first breasts examination with female nurse present. Looks like my transition is moving along well.
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Wow, I'll be meeting up with my Endo in May, should be interesting for all concerned :)
Quote from: Cassi on March 22, 2018, 12:10:25 PM
Wow, I'll be meeting up with my Endo in May, should be interesting for all concerned :)
Good luck. My meeting was excellent
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I've awoken for the 10,130 days in a row since being determined to have 5 years to live. If that does not make you feel happy and blessed I don't know what will.
Quote from: DawnOday on March 22, 2018, 12:52:50 PM
I've awoken for the 10,130 days in a row since being determined to have 5 years to live. If that does not make you feel happy and blessed I don't know what will.
Dawn,
That is soooooooooooooooooooo terrific!!!!!!
My endo increased my estradiol/spiro doses and prescribed me micronized progesterone instead of synthetic!!
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That is exciting, Allison! Keep us informed as to how the new dosages work out for you!
Pacific Rim Uprising is SO GOOD! WAAAY better than the first one (and I LOVE the first one)! Come by my thread to see me fangirl all over it.
Quote from: Sarah_P on March 23, 2018, 11:10:11 PM
Pacific Rim Uprising is SO GOOD! WAAAY better than the first one (and I LOVE the first one)! Come by my thread to see me fangirl all over it.
I will let you know if I agree. I Kill Giants.
Hasbro finally released all of the Dinobots with upgraded technology. They match the scale of my Insecticons and my fleet of all the reissues of the original Decepticon jets. I finally get to have my completed collection of Dinobots that I've been trying to get for decades!!!!
What can I say, even a Deceptigirl thinks the Dinobots look AWESOME!!! Aside from Optimus Prime, the only Autobots I own.
Quote from: Artesia on March 26, 2018, 01:02:01 PM
Hasbro finally released all of the Dinobots with upgraded technology. They match the scale of my Insecticons and my fleet of all the reissues of the original Decepticon jets. I finally get to have my completed collection of Dinobots that I've been trying to get for decades!!!!
What can I say, even a Deceptigirl thinks the Dinobots look AWESOME!!! Aside from Optimus Prime, the only Autobots I own.
Yikes!
Sounds like a set-up for an invasion! To arms, To Arms............................
Quote from: Artesia on March 26, 2018, 01:02:01 PM
Hasbro finally released all of the Dinobots with upgraded technology. They match the scale of my Insecticons and my fleet of all the reissues of the original Decepticon jets. I finally get to have my completed collection of Dinobots that I've been trying to get for decades!!!!
What can I say, even a Deceptigirl thinks the Dinobots look AWESOME!!! Aside from Optimus Prime, the only Autobots I own.
I hadn't heard about the Dinobots!!! Grrr..... can't.... get... more.... figures.....
Right now the only Transformer I own is the Japanese imported Masterpiece Optimus Prime with trailer.
For me it's actually saying hello to everyone here for the first time. I live and work in the woods in Michigan's upper peninsula, a half hour or so out of a very small community... so it can result in a pretty isolated life. It is very helpful to see such a supportive comunity of friends.
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*community...
Sometimes my spelling is off enough where autocorrect can't figure it out!
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Welcome Andi!
And don't worry about misspeeled words, I do it all the time to see if anyone is reading my posts :)
Quote from: Cassi on March 26, 2018, 07:06:28 PM
Welcome Andi!
And don't worry about misspeeled words, I do it all the time to see if anyone is reading my posts :)
Thanks, Cassi!
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Quote from: Sarah_P on March 26, 2018, 05:25:57 PM
I hadn't heard about the Dinobots!!! Grrr..... can't.... get... more.... figures.....
Right now the only Transformer I own is the Japanese imported Masterpiece Optimus Prime with trailer.
I sold my masterpiece prime a few years back. To big to store, and no where to put him. >:( :'(
Once they arrive, I will post a pic of them in my fiance's Christmas village. She likes Christmas villages and doesn't want to take it down, but at least I'm allowed to invade it....until near Christmas later this year.
As to finding the Dinobts. Happy hunting. I managed to find Slag, called Slug for some odd reason, at Walmart. Supposedly the easiest place to find them. I found the others on ebay for twice the price; except Grimlok, I managed to get him for less than retail and with free shipping. Either way, I'm happy, they will be arriving between tomorrow and Monday.
Apparently, they also have a retooled set of Terrorcons two are out now the rest will be coming later this year. Going to see about finding them too.
Quote from: Artesia on March 27, 2018, 03:06:27 PM
I sold my masterpiece prime a few years back. To big to store, and no where to put him. >:( :'(
Once they arrive, I will post a pic of them in my fiance's Christmas village. She likes Christmas villages and doesn't want to take it down, but at least I'm allowed to invade it....until near Christmas later this year.
As to finding the Dinobts. Happy hunting. I managed to find Slag, called Slug for some odd reason, at Walmart. Supposedly the easiest place to find them. I found the others on ebay for twice the price; except Grimlok, I managed to get him for less than retail and with free shipping. Either way, I'm happy, they will be arriving between tomorrow and Monday.
Apparently, they also have a retooled set of Terrorcons two are out now the rest will be coming later this year. Going to see about finding them too.
Grimlock saves Christmas! Snarl would be the one I want the most. I've always loved Stegosauruses. They changed Slag to Slug because apparently it's a racial slur (I don't know who towards). Some name changes were simply because they didn't renew their copyrights.
Quote from: Andi H on March 26, 2018, 06:04:28 PM
For me it's actually saying hello to everyone here for the first time. I live and work in the woods in Michigan's upper peninsula, a half hour or so out of a very small community... so it can result in a pretty isolated life. It is very helpful to see such a supportive comunity of friends.
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Andi H: I can identify with your reply above.... I tend to be a very social person and I will start conversations with strangers just about anywhere.... so like you say, living in small isolated towns like you and I both do, it is good to get to know people quickly and to seek and to offer support... it goes both ways.
My personal motto that I live by is
"If you want friends, be friendly"Danielle
Quote from: Alaskan Danielle on March 27, 2018, 04:50:15 PM
Andi H: I can identify with your reply above.... I tend to be a very social person and I will start conversations with strangers just about anywhere.... so like you say, living in small isolated towns like you and I both do, it is good to get to know people quickly and to seek and to offer support... it goes both ways.
My personal motto that I live by is "If you want friends, be friendly"
Danielle
Hey!
Yes it does, and I agree. I do the best I can!
Andi
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Today I had my latest check up
12 months cancer free.
My scans now change from every 6 weeks to every 8 weeks!
Quote from: Cindy on March 29, 2018, 01:29:18 AM
Today I had my latest check up
12 months cancer free.
My scans now change from every 6 weeks to every 8 weeks!
Wonderful!
The spy who came in from the cold in the War Between the Sexes.
Quote from: Cindy on March 29, 2018, 01:29:18 AM
Today I had my latest check up
12 months cancer free.
My scans now change from every 6 weeks to every 8 weeks!
Congrats!!! That is quite a milestone :eusa_clap:
Quote from: Cindy on March 29, 2018, 01:29:18 AM
Today I had my latest check up
12 months cancer free.
My scans now change from every 6 weeks to every 8 weeks!
@ Cindy: Well now, your
GOOD NEWS health report does not get much better than that.
Congratulations are definitely in order for you and your doctors!!!!!
Danielle
Took my Daughter for her 24 months checkup. Doctor wraps up and says:
"You are doing an awesome job with her" .... short break... "AND SO DOES DADDY"
I did not want to ruin the moment so I just smiled and said "I'll tell him"...
Quote from: Cindy on March 29, 2018, 01:29:18 AM
Today I had my latest check up
12 months cancer free.
My scans now change from every 6 weeks to every 8 weeks!
Wow! Congratulations, Cindy. That has to be a bit of a relief.
(I just passed a similar point for my melanoma screening.)
Quote from: Cindy on March 29, 2018, 01:29:18 AM
Today I had my latest check up
12 months cancer free.
My scans now change from every 6 weeks to every 8 weeks!
Wonderful news Cindy!
Quote from: Cindy on March 29, 2018, 01:29:18 AM
Today I had my latest check up
12 months cancer free.
My scans now change from every 6 weeks to every 8 weeks!
That is great news, Cindy!
Awesome!!!!!!
I heard spring peepers all over the place while driving home tonight. :)
Quote from: Devlyn Marie on March 30, 2018, 09:28:19 PM
I heard spring peepers all over the place while driving home tonight. :)
What are Spring Peepers?
Frogs, itty bitty ones.
My first TDoV as Megan! I've been full-time for more than 11 months, and here's to many more months, years and decades! [emoji4]
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Self acceptance = happy
Ps. And an amazing new bra, blouse and she's = shopping therapy = happy.
Quote from: Megan. on March 31, 2018, 03:17:29 AM
My first TDoV as Megan! I've been full-time for more than 11 months, and here's to many more months, years and decades! [emoji4]
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Hugs! I know you did some hardcore transgender awareness work, too. :)
Hugs, Devlyn
Really hot muscular guy at the supermarket in front of me kept looking back at me. I was on the phone and kinda pretended I didn't notice him lol then the cashier stared a second or two longer than usual, which they almost all seem to do a lot more often recently. Literally on line both a male cashier and a female kept looking at me from a bit of a distance.
I keep catching people looking at me! It's weird. Maybe I need a hat and scarf to hide...
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Quote from: Allison S on March 31, 2018, 08:35:05 PM
Really hot muscular guy at the supermarket in front of me kept looking back at me. I was on the phone and kinda pretended I didn't notice him lol then the cashier stared a second or two longer than usual, which they almost all seem to do a lot more often recently. Literally on line both a male cashier and a female kept looking at me from a bit of a distance.
I keep catching people looking at me! It's weird. Maybe I need a hat and scarf to hide...
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I think they where checking you out cause you are a hottie
Quote from: natalie.ashlyne on March 31, 2018, 08:40:45 PM
I think they where checking you out cause you are a hottie
Haha thank you!! I think they're just confused on what I could be and how they can address me though
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Quote from: Allison S on March 31, 2018, 08:51:54 PM
Haha thank you!! I think they're just confused on what I could be and how they can address me though
I agree with Natalie. It took me a while to realize that the looks I was getting weren't clocking me, but rather checking me out. And you look much prettier than me!
I got an email stating with
QuoteDear Colleen,
I am pleased to inform you that you have been accepted into the Chemistry PhD Program at the University of....
Who doesn't want to be a 40 year old grad student? :D
Thanks!
That is fantastic!
Quote from: Colleen_definitely on April 02, 2018, 08:05:10 PM
Who doesn't want to be a 40 year old grad student? :D
Thanks!
Congrats!!
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Thanks everyone, things are really starting to fall into place. Now to go get used to being a poor college student again...
Late to the party, congratulations Colleen!!
Quote from: Colleen_definitely on April 03, 2018, 10:17:41 AM
Thanks everyone, things are really starting to fall into place. Now to go get used to being a poor college student again...
That's awesome news Colleen! Party time again! ( I had so much fun going through University )
Sonja.
My main guitar cable developed a short in it so I ordered a 2 pack of replacements because they were on a good special
It only took two days shipping and I think I saved about ten bucks ;D Plus when they arrived today the UPS man ma'amed me LOL ;D That lifted my spirits a bit
Thanks Sarah and Sonja. I'm not sure how much partying I'll be doing this time around, but it's going to be nice having a "job" where I'm not traveling constantly and living out of hotels.
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The invasion of Christmas town, a little late, but here it is.
:D
I approve!
:laugh: :laugh: I love it!
Oh, got a call for an interview up in Kansas City next Monday. Fingers crossed!!!
Guess things really are serious! Anything especially exciting?
For me, I finally got my house on the market last night and not two hours after my agent listed it she already had our first showing scheduled.
Quote from: Colleen_definitely on April 11, 2018, 07:21:06 AM
Guess things really are serious! Anything especially exciting?
For me, I finally got my house on the market last night and not two hours after my agent listed it she already had our first showing scheduled.
Wow, that's fast! My interview's with another library. I've got a good feeling about this one.
Well that's good news. And if you like what you do, why not continue?
As for the house, yeah the market is insane in the KC area right now. I have it priced on the high side since I like to haggle and buyers are still going nuts.
Wow, am I ever happy today!!!! It has just become common knowledge in my small town regarding my transition journey to a full-time female..... and ALL of my friends and acquaintances that had only known me as a woman are still my friends and acquaintances.
I am sure that there will be some that do not approve but for the most part everyone I have talked to today is very supportive and accepting.....
YES ... this is what made me happy today.
Danielle
Quote from: Alaskan Danielle on April 11, 2018, 02:28:11 PM
Wow, am I ever happy today!!!! It has just become common knowledge in my small town regarding my transition journey to a full-time female..... and ALL of my friends and acquaintances that had only known me as a woman are still my friends and acquaintances.
I am sure that there will be some that do not approve but for the most part everyone I have talked to today is very supportive and accepting.....
YES ... this is what made me happy today.
Danielle
That is so cool, Danielle! I'm going through something similar myself right now and I'm blown away by how cool my friends are. I'll be writing more in my own thread when I have more time.
Congratulations!
Stephanie
Quote from: Steph2.0 on April 11, 2018, 03:01:24 PM
That is so cool, Danielle! I'm going through something similar myself right now and I'm blown away by how cool my friends are. I'll be writing more in my own thread when I have more time.
Congratulations!
Stephanie
Stephanie: Thanks for your reply...
... I will be waiting (impatiently) for your update on your thread.
I think that what we are going through that the majority of transitioners go through it too in some for and at some places .... home, family, friends, job, co-workers, etc.... if they don't, they are very fortunate indeed.
Hugs,
Danielle
Quote from: Alaskan Danielle on April 11, 2018, 02:28:11 PM
Wow, am I ever happy today!!!! It has just become common knowledge in my small town regarding my transition journey to a full-time female..... and ALL of my friends and acquaintances that had only known me as a woman are still my friends and acquaintances.
I am sure that there will be some that do not approve but for the most part everyone I have talked to today is very supportive and accepting.....
YES ... this is what made me happy today.
Danielle
That's awesome Danielle!! I'm so happy it's working out OK. Your friends know you for who you are now, and that should be all that matters.
Well, I am happy for a number of reasons, one being that my daughter and I are both happy as we just purchased a spank'n brand new 2018 Nissan Sentra which we promptly took on an adventure to the Red Rocks around Vegas, lol.
We also stopped at a hamburger place called Farmer Boys (which I only saw women working, humm) and I had a pastrami sandwich on ciabatta bread which I love with MAYO.
Somewhere in the middle after getting the new car we went to CostCo and I purchased the 6 month supply of their Rogaine hair stuff and applied it a little while ago.
And we stopped at one of the mini-casinos and my daughter turned the 30 I have given her into 73 and promptly returned my 30 and we arrived home.
Quite a nice day if you ask me.
Quote from: Alaskan Danielle on April 11, 2018, 02:28:11 PM
Wow, am I ever happy today!!!! It has just become common knowledge in my small town regarding my transition journey to a full-time female..... and ALL of my friends and acquaintances that had only known me as a woman are still my friends and acquaintances.
I am sure that there will be some that do not approve but for the most part everyone I have talked to today is very supportive and accepting.....
YES ... this is what made me happy today.
Danielle
I am soooooooooooooooo happy my adopted daughter of the turn of events in the tundra and am sooooo glad things didn't require alien intervention!!!!!
My mom brought me some hot chocolate and cookies into my room tonight. She then told me she was proud of the things I am trying to do, and the things that I have done. It seems she worry's about my constant depression and stress that I face on a daily basis. Her words and kindness helps more then she knows...
After chopping out a hole in my panel van chassis and trying to fit 90 deg box found by flipping it it fits perfectly and lines up with steering column.
Quote from: TicTac on April 12, 2018, 01:09:59 AM
My mom brought me some hot chocolate and cookies into my room tonight. She then told me she was proud of the things I am trying to do, and the things that I have done. It seems she worry's about my constant depression and stress that I face on a daily basis. Her words and kindness helps more then she knows...
Heya
TicTac: that is terrific news... wow, having support from your mom really means a lot. Yes, kind and supporting words from her would certainly help to get you out of your depression.
I found the only picture of yourself that you posted on your very first posting on March 27... I think that you look very nice.... I am not into Goth... but black does look good on you. From time to time on appropriate threads please feel free to keep us posted with your updates and even a picture occasionally would be nice.
... also that is terrific news about the hot chocolate and cookies..... hmmm, now I am envious of that... I will have to go next door to the coffee shop and get a treat to bring back to my office... perhaps an espresso and some chocolate chip cookies......
Thanks for posting and always feel very free to post your updates and anything else on your mind related to your transition journey.
Wishing you well.......
Danielle
Quote from: davina61 on April 12, 2018, 01:59:25 PM
After chopping out a hole in my panel van chassis and trying to fit 90 deg box found by flipping it it fits perfectly and lines up with steering column.
@ davina: What? No pictures of your project van repairs????
Curious minds want to know.
Best wishes,
Danielle
Quote from: Alaskan Danielle on April 12, 2018, 02:13:58 PM
Heya TicTac: that is terrific news... wow, having support from your mom really means a lot. Yes, kind and supporting words from her would certainly help to get you out of your depression.
I found the only picture of yourself that you posted on your very first posting on March 27... I think that you look very nice.... I am not into Goth... but black does look good on you. From time to time on appropriate threads please feel free to keep us posted with your updates and even a picture occasionally would be nice.
... also that is terrific news about the hot chocolate and cookies..... hmmm, now I am envious of that... I will have to go next door to the coffee shop and get a treat to bring back to my office... perhaps an espresso and some chocolate chip cookies......
Thanks for posting and always feel very free to post your updates and anything else on your mind related to your transition journey.
Wishing you well.......
Danielle
Thank you for the compliment! People in real life tend to have a negative reaction to my look because they think I am a devil worshiper or something, so compliments are nice. I never realized how judgmental people can be until I started wearing more...preferable clothing.
Sure I would love to post more but I need to get more clothing first, as the outfit in that picture is all I have. Well, I actually have a pair of skinny jeans and a shirt but that is literally it. I gave away all my male cloths, so I am not left with much lol.
Yeah, cookies and hot chocolate are awesome! I wish I could consume endless amounts without consequence! I love the stuff really.
Thank you for the kind words! :)
I've had a few things happen this week that have put me on a high. The first is getting rid of my hoodies and shopping for short jackets. I went to a bunch of malls tons of stores, only the ladies dept, and I interacted with sales people and customers. Even though I'm not passable I unapologetictly shopped only in the ladies sections and had a great time all day.
The next thing that made me happy is that one of the jackets I bought received a lot of compliments at work and outside.
I'm getting a lot of compliments on my new style with the hat. At group the therapist gave me a big hug, which surprised me. Am I more huggable? i hope so.
I'm feeling very at ease with myself. I didn't realize it till others commented. I am happy with the road I am on.
My phone has been slowly dying. It requires to be charged 4 times a day now, or just leave plugged in. Well today, the replacement I wanted finally is available to order, Yay. Ordered, it comes in Friday.
And lastly, and this one makes me silly happy. I still collect videogames. Yes, I am still 14 at heart. One game has been difficult for me to get, and I've been searching for years. The company that made it decided to sell their overstock today with a note that quantities were extremely limited. At 7 am when they went on sale, I had my order in, Yay! At 7:01 they were sold out.
All told this is a good week.
Bari Jo
Quote from: TicTac on April 13, 2018, 01:57:29 AM
Thank you for the compliment! People in real life tend to have a negative reaction to my look because they think I am a devil worshiper or something, so compliments are nice. I never realized how judgmental people can be until I started wearing more...preferable clothing.
Sure I would love to post more but I need to get more clothing first, as the outfit in that picture is all I have. Well, I actually have a pair of skinny jeans and a shirt but that is literally it. I gave away all my male cloths, so I am not left with much lol.
Yeah, cookies and hot chocolate are awesome! I wish I could consume endless amounts without consequence! I love the stuff really.
Thank you for the kind words! :)
@ TicTac: Might I suggest that when you post pictures of yourself you don't always need to be in new or special clothing... sometimes just seeing someone post a regular everyday picture of themselves in just a T-shirt and jeans is nice to see... perhaps showing hair styles, makeup or none of that and just the real you and discussing your current events makes a good posting and picture for us to see regarding your transition journey.
Just a thought............
Hugs,
Danielle
Yeah, like me, lol - my total new alien look sans the grey and my t-shirt that the shield was blocked out on :)
In the toy section at Wal-Mart with my grandson yesterday and this kid about 3 or 4 years old starts telling us about the toys he had in his hand. Cool, cute so I said something like that to him. Before he goes back to his parents he tells me that I talk like a man.
Took me a bit to put it together but for him to say I talked like a man he must have thought that I didn't look like one.
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Photos in my diary for those interested, todays happy its my birthday and my mum got me a mirror for my bag that looks like a compact with a pink bird and crystals on the lid and 2 of my cards said to Davina
Quote from: Alaskan Danielle on April 13, 2018, 10:26:44 AM
@ TicTac: Might I suggest that when you post pictures of yourself you don't always need to be in new or special clothing... sometimes just seeing someone post a regular everyday picture of themselves in just a T-shirt and jeans is nice to see... perhaps showing hair styles, makeup or none of that and just the real you and discussing your current events makes a good posting and picture for us to see regarding your transition journey.
Just a thought............
Hugs,
Danielle
I suppose I can share regular picture updates, but they will all have me wearing the same clothing for a bit, but like you said that is not the point. So sure, I will totally share a picture when appropriate! I have been learning to like myself more so I am not bothered by sharing pictures anymore.
Thank you for the reply! :)
Quote from: davina61 on April 15, 2018, 04:17:43 PM
Photos in my diary for those interested, todays happy its my birthday and my mum got me a mirror for my bag that looks like a compact with a pink bird and crystals on the lid and 2 of my cards said to Davina
That's really lovely Davina. Happy Birthday!!
My bday will be next month, maybe something girly this time 🤞
Quote from: davina61 on April 15, 2018, 04:17:43 PM
Photos in my diary for those interested, todays happy its my birthday and my mum got me a mirror for my bag that looks like a compact with a pink bird and crystals on the lid and 2 of my cards said to Davina
That is lovely Davina :icon_chick: Happy Birthday to you
Hugs
Quote from: davina61 on April 15, 2018, 04:17:43 PM
Photos in my diary for those interested, todays happy its my birthday and my mum got me a mirror for my bag that looks like a compact with a pink bird and crystals on the lid and 2 of my cards said to Davina
Happy birthday!!!
Karen
Well, seeing my therapist made me happy today. She is a transgender therapist and she is the one who sets up all of my appointments for surgeries and stuff. Anyways, she runs a transgender group, and I have decided that I want to join it. For the first time I am doing something against my social anxiety's will, and it feel great honestly but also terrifying. Maybe I can actually make a friend for once in my life.
Having my wife encourage me to tell my story to two dear friends and mentors. They were amazing. Lots of hugs and tears.
Feeling some love
Karen
Finding a free game that turns out to actually be pretty fun? Awesome. Finding out there's a nonbinary character in it? Epic.
One of my best friends asked me to be one of her bridesmaids even though Im pre everything
Quote from: jaybutterfly on April 21, 2018, 03:43:49 PM
One of my best friends asked me to be one of her bridesmaids even though Im pre everything
@jaybutterfly ..... wow-whee... that is terrific news...
Of course we will want to see pictures of you in your bridesmaids dress!!!
Please keep us updated!
Hugs,
Danielle
My doctor is so sweet she kept telling me I look gorgeous it made my day
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Quote from: Allison S on April 21, 2018, 05:59:39 PM
My doctor is so sweet she kept telling me I look gorgeous it made my day
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Dear gorgeous
@Allison S ... your doctor is quite correct!!!
My Doctor did not say that to me until after about a year of my HRT........ I think that they were sincere... which of course made me feel terrific.
Danielle
Quote from: jaybutterfly on April 21, 2018, 03:43:49 PM
One of my best friends asked me to be one of her bridesmaids even though Im pre everything
Congrats :D!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! That must feel AWESOME :laugh:!!! So happy for you!
Quote from: Alaskan Danielle on April 21, 2018, 06:17:57 PM
Dear gorgeous @Allison S ... your doctor is quite correct!!!
My Doctor did not say that to me until after about a year of my HRT........ I think that they were sincere... which of course made me feel terrific.
Danielle
We have such nice drs! I've been taking max doses for a few weeks now but I still feel like I'll be at a much better place by 1 year.. And even better by 2 years
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Quote from: Alaskan Danielle on April 21, 2018, 06:17:57 PM
Dear gorgeous @Allison S ... your doctor is quite correct!!!
My Doctor did not say that to me until after about a year of my HRT........ I think that they were sincere... which of course made me feel terrific.
Danielle
Well they're right you are gorgeous. Even your before you were good looking so your "awkard" stage as I call it, probably didn't last long if at all !
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"What made you happy today?"
A Curly Wurly. Marathon bar to those in the US. ;D
I found a dime.
Boss brought in donuts and says: "Devlyn, I hope you can figure out which two are for you." ;D ;D ;D
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Work finally has my name correct in all the programs that we use. Of course the last one was the one we use most and actually puts my name on things.
Only took them 6 weeks.
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Something I put on ebay back in 2015 finally sold! Sure its only $8, but its money that can go to put gas in my car! ;)
Ryuichi
My Internet service started working right last night.
Yay.
Finally, FINALLY posted a fanfic story chapter I've been working on for a while, and got one reviewer that commented on every chapter she read! it was fun replying to her comments!
Now I'm motivated to keep working on the next chapter! ;D
Ryuichi
Quote from: Ryuichi13 on May 12, 2018, 02:26:01 AM
Finally, FINALLY posted a fanfic story chapter I've been working on for a while, and got one reviewer that commented on every chapter she read! it was fun replying to her comments!
Now I'm motivated to keep working on the next chapter! ;D
Ryuichi
Oh, cool :D!
Lilacs. :)
My friends [emoji4]
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My nephew being so accepting and understanding. So far he is the only immediate family ive told.
and wearing my toe rings all day.
My older daughter.
@Laurie Rev. Ranwa
It's been an odd day for me. Mother's Day, seeing all the families out celebrating, and me walking around physically alone, but connected to a few dear ones with a friendly word or two of support or reassurance.
Thank you.
My TRIPP pants came in the mail! WOOT! :D
Ryuichi
Losing five pounds last week!
1. I was able to openly talk to my wife about my anxiety and journey over the last 4 or 5 days.
2. And, I had the privilege to visit and incredible remote community...where everyone is unique and from all walks of live and the world, where they are accepted and embraced for who they are. If you care, are open and contribute you are accepted and included. Nice!
Someone emailed me a Walmart egift card for memorial day ;D
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I did need a few things and it looked like a good bike ride, about 4 miles each way according to google
Had a great time and was there and back in a little less than an hour ;D Wheeeee!!!
Installing a new faucet purchased in Oregon in my California kitchen, and without HOA approval!
Yes, I'm being a naughty girl (again).
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I can fill the tea kettle in seconds instead of a minute or two! Yay!
I'm a happy kitchen criminal today.
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I got my information about the housing I am applying for, and the benefits as well. It seems like it may be a slow process, but if it goes well I could be able to move out by the end of this year. Which will be good. Feeling good about my CP as well today. And my dysphoria is pretty low.
First of all I must qualify that I am new transitioning and mid 60 age range. As much as it pains me to admit, I am not very feminine looking, yet. With that being said I was at my health provider and as they were getting information together, the girls were talking to each other about my information and continually referred to me as her and she.
I just stuck my painful breasts forward in joy.
Anna Lynn
P.S. The verification process has no sense of humor.
Technically yesterday, but it's carrier over in to today as well.
So late last year I told one of the CEO's daughters I was tans, because they were trying to get everyone to follow social media and I was worried because no one knew except a couple of co-workers.
I was hoping to out be end of summer here, and it got a lot easier for me because she apparently told our CEO about it.
He approached me yesterday and told me that it wasn't a big deal, they just want me to be comfortable and that whenever / if I wanted them to change anything formally to let them know and they would no problem!!! I knew my bosses were cool, but I was so concerned because of all the work horror stories I've heard, but OMG!!!!! Once my boss gets back from E3, I'm going to see what can be changed without legal changes....Which would probably just be my name in the system, but STILL!! SO HAPPY!
I was in Boston yesterday and the holy rollers told me I was living in sin and if I didn't repent I was going to burn in the eternal flames of Hell. I said "Cool" and gave them a big grin. ;D
I bought a car a few days ago, on a whim. I can barely afford it, but it was $600 and it's nearly flawless. I was going to wait until selling my old race car, but this was too good to pass up.
It's a 1997 Ford Explorer with the 5.0 V8. My fourth car, and the most powerful I've had. It's going to be a fun project.
I managed to put myself right in the track of a big thunderstorm and watched it at the shore. :)
Quote from: Devlyn on July 03, 2018, 10:08:44 PM
I managed to put myself right in the track of a big thunderstorm and watched it at the shore. :)
Ah you're all wet LOL >:-) That did remind me that needed to water my houseplants though ;D
*Runs to Hide*
I just lit off a ton of fireworks and predictably I'm grinning like an idiot. Oh, yeah, they're also completely illegal here. So, no, I haven't been lighting off any fireworks. :angel:
Quote from: Devlyn on July 01, 2018, 06:59:26 PM
I was in Boston yesterday and the holy rollers told me I was living in sin and if I didn't repent I was going to burn in the eternal flames of Hell. I said "Cool" and gave them a big grin. ;D
Where's sin, it sounds a great place,
I finally, FINALLY, got into a fashion pageant, it's a competition, and it's going to be awesome!!
An astronomy photo of mine was selected as Photo of the Week at SkyNews, the Canadian astronomy magazine. ;D
https://www.skynews.ca/globular-cluster-m13-by-kathy-walker/ (https://www.skynews.ca/globular-cluster-m13-by-kathy-walker/)
Very cool! A question though, how do you account for earth movement over the 88 minute exposure?
Quote from: KathyLauren on July 20, 2018, 12:06:14 PM
An astronomy photo of mine was selected as Photo of the Week at SkyNews, the Canadian astronomy magazine. ;D
https://www.skynews.ca/globular-cluster-m13-by-kathy-walker/ (https://www.skynews.ca/globular-cluster-m13-by-kathy-walker/)
Awesome, it is a beautiful pic. 8)
Quote from: JudiBlueEyes on July 20, 2018, 12:17:24 PM
Very cool! A question though, how do you account for earth movement over the 88 minute exposure?
Thanks, Judi and VM!
It takes a bit of work. The main axis of the mount has to be perfectly aligned with the Earth's axis, and the motor has to drive it at exactly the same rate as the Earth turns, but in the opposite direction. To get the kind of sharpness I was going for, there is a second telescope, with a second camera that guides the mount. A computer is monitoring the image from the guide camera and making adjustments to the mount's tracking every 2 seconds. And, finally, it is not one single 88-minute exposure. In fact, it was 24 2-minute exposures and 8 5-minute exposures. So the tracking and guiding only had to be perfect for a maximum of 5 minutes at a time.
Quote from: KathyLauren on July 20, 2018, 12:06:14 PM
An astronomy photo of mine was selected as Photo of the Week at SkyNews, the Canadian astronomy magazine. ;D
https://www.skynews.ca/globular-cluster-m13-by-kathy-walker/ (https://www.skynews.ca/globular-cluster-m13-by-kathy-walker/)
Wow, that's so cool! I have got to come visit. On posters, winning awards in magazines... I'd better get there before you hire too many guards for me to get past security!
Stephanie
I went out to look if my ride had shown, on the way back in the were a couple of cops and they stopped - One of them said "After you girl" :icon_chick:
Quote from: KathyLauren on July 20, 2018, 12:06:14 PM
An astronomy photo of mine was selected as Photo of the Week at SkyNews, the Canadian astronomy magazine. ;D
https://www.skynews.ca/globular-cluster-m13-by-kathy-walker/ (https://www.skynews.ca/globular-cluster-m13-by-kathy-walker/)
My tongue almost cramped when I tried to pronounce your telescope. "Orion 200mm f/4 Newtonian astrographic reflector telescope and an Atik 383L + monochromatic CCD camera shooting through Astrodon LRGB filters."
Even more wow. You had to rotate the camera to compensate for the Earth's rotation. So very technical. It sounds like you are an Astronomer. That sounds harder than C programming, which I really like.
Awesome picture. Photos like these really put our lives in perspective. I find it rather odd that we live on this 'garden or eden' planet and no others have been found yet in the observable universe.
I had a really fun time last night in Atlantic City.
Knowing I am 24 hours away from my appointment for the final diagnostic decision on if I have dysphoria. Looking forward to not having to doubt myself every five minutes
Bought a new keyboard ;D. I was using an IBM PS2 keyboard (the old mechanical keyboards are really nice - also needed for a project and feel in love with it) but the PS2 to USB adapter went out so I needed a new keyboard.
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Well after as many gatekeeping methods thrown at me that I know of in one appointment, my sadness and dissapointment has turned into a quiet fury over the last few days. I won't be denied, and the prodding has caused things to snap into clarity for me.
I told my parents that I'd like to see a therapist and they're going to pay for me to. One of the perks of still being on their insurance, I guess. Here's to hoping we can get me on hormones quickly.
Also talked to my beautiful trans friend and found out that she never got FFS, which makes me extremely hopeful that HRT will have the same kind of results for me. You would never guess she was trans if you didn't know her before. She looks more "like a woman" than even some cis women. Not that there's a specific way for women to look... you know what I mean. Hormones just did wonders for her is all I'm saying.
Spoke to someone on the phone. I didn't say my name or anything to indicate me or who I was and they called me ma'am from the off. As my voice is what I'm most concerned about in passing that really made me smile!
I set up a new OkCupid account, this time as a woman. Not sure why I hadn't done that already. I have five likes so far, though! No matches yet, but still.
Quote from: emma-f on August 08, 2018, 08:26:12 AM
Spoke to someone on the phone. I didn't say my name or anything to indicate me or who I was and they called me ma'am from the off. As my voice is what I'm most concerned about in passing that really made me smile!
@emma-f Yes, indeed, SMILE !!!
That is terrific news... very self assuring and confidence building for sure.
Are you in any kind of voice therapy?
Thanks for reporting your happy news.
Danielle
Quote from: 4A-GZE on August 06, 2018, 09:24:18 AM
I told my parents that I'd like to see a therapist and they're going to pay for me to. One of the perks of still being on their insurance, I guess. Here's to hoping we can get me on hormones quickly.
Also talked to my beautiful trans friend and found out that she never got FFS, which makes me extremely hopeful that HRT will have the same kind of results for me. You would never guess she was trans if you didn't know her before. She looks more "like a woman" than even some cis women. Not that there's a specific way for women to look... you know what I mean. Hormones just did wonders for her is all I'm saying.
@4A GZEThis is wonderfull news, please keep us updated regarding your future plans and goals.
HRT does not work the exact same way for everyone. It is up to your body and your genes. Some individuals will respond more quickly with more significant results and some may respond more slowly with less significant results.
What you read about others experiences will most likely not be exactlyl like yours.
As we say here, Your Mileage May Vary.
One thing is for sure, patience is required... HRT usually does not change your body quickly but it will make changes. There will be times of successes and times of disappointments and frustrations... again PATIENCE is required.
We are here to rejoice with you in your good times and to support you in your not so good times.
I will be looking for more of your postings in the future.
Danielle
Quote from: 4A-GZE on August 08, 2018, 06:45:17 PM
I set up a new OkCupid account, this time as a woman. Not sure why I hadn't done that already. I have five likes so far, though! No matches yet, but still.
@4A-GTEBe careful out there in the online dating world.... proceed slowly and carefully, because OKCupid is a free site there could possibly be a few of nut-cases and stalkers there like any other dating site.... also some nice people there too but you have to have discernment and watch for red flags.
Never give out your contact information and if you meet make sure it is in a public place preferably mid-day daylight hours.
Be Careful, Be Safe.... and be sure to let your friends know where you are at all times... and even arrange to get a "rescue" cell phone call in the middle of your meeting so you can bail out if need be.
Danielle
Thanks for the advice and whatnot!
I'll definitely be careful out there. I owe all my relationships to online dating, though. I feel pretty confident that I have the hang of it. One of my rules is that we always video chat before meeting, just to be sure I'm talking to the same person as the pictures.
Also, holy crap, I'm up to 45 likes as of this morning! I only had 17 as a man. I nearly tripled that in 12 hours just by being me.
I had a wonderful day with one of my daughters in SF. We are in the middle of our Roadtrip that started in LA and will also finish there.
I wish I could do this more often [emoji3][emoji41](https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20180812/338b626d41bf734ce9a5ea2fe59ac154.jpg)
I finally have an appointment set up! I have to wait about a month, but still. The only downside is I'm not 100% sure my dad understood what I was looking for. Years ago I told him I wanted to see someone about gender identity, and that just sort of fizzled out without happening. So about a month ago, I told him I still wanted to see someone about "that stuff" and he said he would look into it. The person I'm going to see next month has good reviews and seems like a great therapist, but she doesn't specialize in transgender issues.
I never thought I'd say this but I bought a tractor today and it's super cool.
Now I need some denim overalls and a straw hat to make it official ;D
Excellent Colleen! A girl can certainly have a tractor if she wants one. (singing the "green acres" theme)
Judi
Quote from: 4A-GZE on August 15, 2018, 07:29:46 AM
I finally have an appointment set up! I have to wait about a month, but still. The only downside is I'm not 100% sure my dad understood what I was looking for. Years ago I told him I wanted to see someone about gender identity, and that just sort of fizzled out without happening. So about a month ago, I told him I still wanted to see someone about "that stuff" and he said he would look into it. The person I'm going to see next month has good reviews and seems like a great therapist, but she doesn't specialize in transgender issues.
Try them out. If they have good reviews, I wouldn't worry too much. As long as they aren't prejudiced and they are competent ,you should be good.
Mine was listed as LGBT friendly, but not trans specialist
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well... this happened
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:icon_love: :icon_love:
Quote from: Alanna1990 on August 29, 2018, 06:18:10 PM
well... this happened
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:icon_love: :icon_love:
Oh it's pretty :)
Quote from: Alanna1990 on August 29, 2018, 06:18:10 PM
well... this happened
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:icon_love: :icon_love:
Wow!!! Congratulations!!! That's awesome Alanna!!! Have you set a wedding date?
Quote from: Alanna1990 on August 29, 2018, 06:18:10 PM
well... this happened
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:icon_love: :icon_love:
Oh wow! Congratulations
That's beautiful and I'm so very happy for you
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A friend came over to jam on guitars with me 8) It was great fun
thank you all, really
this is something that only happened in my dreams, I'm quite shocked myself :D
my fiance doesn't really know much about this kind of stuff, He knew what the ring meant to me and that's why He gave it to me, He said, we will get married and have a little party with our families and all that, but as far as a date goes... it's still a mistery, most likely in 9 or 10 months.
Honestly I can't stop looking at it, I told him the kind of rings I liked but he chose a different one for me, and while it's different I really like it.
Drafting my resignation letter.
The weirdest thing happened today.... I found out my ex is going to the same festival I am next month, so I decided to reconnect with her. I asked her if she was going to be camping with a group I could join, and she was more than happy to invite me. But here's where it gets weird:
She straight-up asked me if I was feeling anything in regards to gender, because her group is made up of trans and nonbinary people. It took me a minute to respond because, holy crap, what are the chances? Needless to say, I went right ahead and came out to her and now we're going to the thing together. I think we're going to be great friends after all this. I miss having her around, so this is nice.
I'm still kind of in disbelief.
I got two paychecks this week. ;D
It's really my money, but anyhow.
Quote from: Alanna1990 on August 29, 2018, 06:18:10 PM
well... this happened
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:icon_love: :icon_love:
Congrats!! Aw that's so sweet [emoji4]
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Sorry it's been a while everyone, so much has happened:
1. Quit the job that was stressing me out/wrecking my health and took on the part time delivery job, I actually like it and get decent pay
2. Set up my own animation webpage and a new showreel, aggressively chasing clients for work
3. Since Im part time, I'm going to be spending time pursuing my art and creative career plans.
@jaybutterfly Well, for sure this is
very good news.... less stress is a good thing.
I trust that your career plans go as you have projected and that are able to get the necessary clients that your business will need.
Thanks again for posting this "Happy" news.
Please plan to keep us updated in future postings as you feel comfortable doing.
Hugs,
DanielleQuote from: jaybutterfly on September 10, 2018, 05:42:14 PM
Sorry it's been a while everyone, so much has happened:
1. Quit the job that was stressing me out/wrecking my health and took on the part time delivery job, I actually like it and get decent pay
2. Set up my own animation webpage and a new showreel, aggressively chasing clients for work
3. Since Im part time, I'm going to be spending time pursuing my art and creative career plans.
Quote from: Colleen_definitely on August 31, 2018, 11:26:05 AM
Drafting my resignation letter.
@Colleen_definitely Dear Colleen: ****So, what are your plans to give that letter to your bosses???In my previous male-mode executive job before I came to my small town to start my own woman owned business. I had gotten so tired of the corporate politics and stress that I had carried my resignation letter in my suit pocket for almost 6 months.
Whenever the higher ups started getting to me I would always put my hand on the envelope in my pocket... that made me feel much better. I had a very good friend/co-worker that knew about my letter in my pocket and he would come over to me and pat my suit pocket with his hand where I kept the letter and we both would smile.
Finally right before I came out full time I quit that job and then relocated here where I am now.... never had to pull out that letter in anger but it sure was a good feeling to carry it around.
Hugs,
Danielle
@Alaskan Danielle I had a really stressful day the last week and sent the email in. Well perhaps less stressful in the classical sense and more chocked full of the things that I think are rotting this company from within.
So far my boss and his boss have both called trying to get me to stay. I'm sick of the "revenue at any costs, so what if we can't deliver?" attitude that has taken over here and I let them know how I felt.
I gave them until the end of November so that way if they don't bother hiring a replacement or give me time to train someone to take over for the stuff I specialize in, it's on them.
Well today, I finally got to hold my new Granddaughter. She is 4 days old. She is such a doll. Born with a full head of dark hair. I envy her.
Kymmie
And now after 3 years I finally got a job, I'm gonna be able to save money for my SRS :D
Some alone time for the first time in years. It's been bliss.
Had a call from my HRT Doc please increase your Oestrogen and repeat the bloods in 6 weeks we may have to adjust up again...this finally confirms to me with out a doubt, that when my Oestrogen levels drop it severely impacts a couple of area's...one of those impacted being my mood!!
Ninth row seats at tonight's Beck concert
Got called Ma'am today ;D
After multiple attempts, got a job in the field I want; media production for a small but expanding group in the next town over :) Lovely people and really enjoyed myself
@Alaskan Danielle @tgirlamc
I booked in for my permanent face hair removal consultation for tomorrow - I'm so excited!!
And when I was at the supermarket today was wearing girls t-shirt, black skinny jeans, black sneakers, no makeup or anything, the checkout lady who glanced over at me very quickly said "How are you today Madame?"......to which I replied "Fabulous" she looked up and with a longer glance said "Oh sorry I thought you were a woman with your longer hair and (muffled - couldn't make it out)" so I said "Oh that is absolutely fine!" ---made my day ;) This is the first time I have been gendered female and I haven't started hrt yet! OMG I was buzzing for hours!! still am... ;)
Sonja.
Quote from: jaybutterfly on September 26, 2018, 09:53:24 AM
After multiple attempts, got a job in the field I want; media production for a small but expanding group in the next town over :) Lovely people and really enjoyed myself
Super!
Chrissy
Playing with my cat today made me happy. =^_^= Pretty certain it made him happy too, as it always does.
Quote from: Sonja on September 26, 2018, 11:34:13 PM
@Alaskan Danielle @tgirlamc
I booked in for my permanent face hair removal consultation for tomorrow - I'm so excited!!
And when I was at the supermarket today was wearing girls t-shirt, black skinny jeans, black sneakers, no makeup or anything, the checkout lady who glanced over at me very quickly said "How are you today Madame?"......to which I replied "Fabulous" she looked up and with a longer glance said "Oh sorry I thought you were a woman with your longer hair and (muffled - couldn't make it out)" so I said "Oh that is absolutely fine!" ---made my day ;) This is the first time I have been gendered female and I haven't started hrt yet! OMG I was buzzing for hours!! still am... ;)
Sonja.
@Sonja
Dear Sonja:Well, a gender "mistake" from a stranger like can be quite assuring since you have not started HRT yet.
This validates the fact that there is much more to passing than just HRT....
...all the things that you are presently doing are going to go a long way into helping you to pass reliable one the magic potion gets into your veins.
Thanks for your happy posting. I can just about hear you buzzing!!
Hugs,
Danielle
Quote from: jaybutterfly on September 26, 2018, 09:53:24 AM
After multiple attempts, got a job in the field I want; media production for a small but expanding group in the next town over :) Lovely people and really enjoyed myself
@jaybutterfly Yes indeed, this is very good news, getting a job in your desired field makes the work that much more enjoyable.
There is an old saying ....
"If a person has a job that they love then they will never work a day in their life."Thank you for sharing this good news about yourself.
Best wishes to you,
Danielle
Quote from: Sonja on September 26, 2018, 11:34:13 PM
@Alaskan Danielle @tgirlamc
I booked in for my permanent face hair removal consultation for tomorrow - I'm so excited!!
And when I was at the supermarket today was wearing girls t-shirt, black skinny jeans, black sneakers, no makeup or anything, the checkout lady who glanced over at me very quickly said "How are you today Madame?"......to which I replied "Fabulous" she looked up and with a longer glance said "Oh sorry I thought you were a woman with your longer hair and (muffled - couldn't make it out)" so I said "Oh that is absolutely fine!" ---made my day ;) This is the first time I have been gendered female and I haven't started hrt yet! OMG I was buzzing for hours!! still am... ;)
Sonja.
CONGRATS!!!! That's awesome, I remember the first time this happened for me, and with similar circumstances. <3 <3 <3 I was in disbelief for a few days. lol Enjoy it! It only gets better as it happens more and you pass. I'm happy for you, girl!
Your hairstyle looks great on you, btw, I hope that's alright to say. :)
@RabbitSpectre
@Alaskan Danielle
Thanks girls, I was buzzing for a few days, still puts a smile on my face. My hair is growing out and I really need a slight trim to get it under control but its obviously working very well even at this length! so I would say to others out there it doesn't need to be very long to bet a nice feminine curl and look to it.
Danielle - did you get my pm with the photos of me and my s.o.?
Also why do the 'mentions' not work sometimes??
Take care,
Sonja.
Alchemy was a blast. It's like Burning Man, only smaller. But holy crap was it fun. I stayed away from the hard drugs and only got drunk once, but I think next year I'll try to be less sober. (referring, of course, to alcohol only. Illicit drugs don't interest me)
But yeah, I highly recommend going to your local burn. Such a great environment. It's hard to describe.
I was walking down the street and a landscaper pulled over and asked if I knew where some street was. I said "I sure don't, I'm from America." We both laughed, and he said "All right then, sweetheart, you have a nice day."
;D #passinginaforeignland
[emoji4] my 'losticorn'. X
Quote from: Devlyn on October 09, 2018, 09:18:37 AM
I was walking down the street and a landscaper pulled over and asked if I knew where some street was. I said "I sure don't, I'm from America." We both laughed, and he said "All right then, sweetheart, you have a nice day."
;D #passinginaforeignland
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Quote from: Megan. on October 09, 2018, 09:22:48 AM
[emoji4] my 'losticorn'. X
I wasn't lost, he was! :laugh:
Quote from: Devlyn on October 09, 2018, 09:24:41 AM
I wasn't lost, he was! [emoji23]
Well you weren't a very effective 'navicorn' [emoji6]. X
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#I'maunicornnotamap :laugh:
Quote from: Devlyn on October 09, 2018, 09:27:33 AM
#I'maunicornnotamap [emoji23]
You forgot "damnit, Jim".
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Quote from: Dee Marshall on October 09, 2018, 02:15:02 PM
You forgot "damnit, Jim".
:laugh: That's funny right there! :laugh:
Quote from: Devlyn on October 09, 2018, 02:18:34 PM
[emoji23] That's funny right there! [emoji23]
You forgot "I don't care who you are".
(How long will this go on?)
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How cute, enjoy your treat! 🌸🌸🌸
seeing that lovely pic and the two of you look great as well!!!!
finally back at karate after months of physical rehabilitation, really excited to be back training, I need the structure in my life that being out of activity has ruined
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You two are just too cute! ❤️
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@Michelle_P @LaurieWow, a wonderful, happy and beautiful picture to 2 girls that get along well.
So Michelle, please don't let Laurie eat most of the ice cream.... be firm and get your share.
Thank you for treating all of us to this terrific picture...
.... it ought to be enlarged, go into a frame and put on the wall.
Hugs and well wishes,
Danielle
Lol reading Danielle's posts makes my day. Funny gal [emoji4]
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Got my boobs
Yesterday, my sweetie came home with flowers for me. :) :) :)
Quote from: Devlyn on October 16, 2018, 01:17:35 AM
Yesterday, my sweetie came home with flowers for me. :) :) :)
Lucky you! [emoji3]
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Quote from: Devlyn on October 16, 2018, 01:17:35 AM
Yesterday, my sweetie came home with flowers for me. :) :) :)
@Devlyn Dear Devlyn:Gestures from our sweeties like that are always wonderful to receive ... so very affirming for sure to have someone care about you so much.
I don't quite have single sweetie yet but I do have
3 interested suitors and other interested guys and gals that bring me flowers, coffee, candy, small gifts, etc from time to time... even a necklace from my
suitor#4. Definitely a nice feeling to know that you are loved!!! [emoji173]
So,
Devlyn.... where is the picture of the flowers???
Thanks for sharing with your followers,
Hugs,
Danielle
My fiancee brought me a cute engagement ring today. :) I nearly cried when she put it on.
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Quote from: Alaskan Danielle on October 17, 2018, 09:06:28 AM
@Devlyn
Dear Devlyn:
Gestures from our sweeties like that are always wonderful to receive ... so very affirming for sure to have someone care about you so much.
I don't quite have single sweetie yet but I do have 3 interested suitors and other interested guys and gals that bring me flowers, coffee, candy, small gifts, etc from time to time... even a necklace from my suitor#4.
Definitely a nice feeling to know that you are loved!!! [emoji173]
So, Devlyn.... where is the picture of the flowers???
Thanks for sharing with your followers,
Hugs,
Danielle
I was simply enjoying the flowers and the love they signify. :)
I forgot to get a picture.
Quote from: MollyPants on October 22, 2018, 11:33:49 AM
My fiancee brought me a cute engagement ring today. :) I nearly cried when she put it on.
Awww, you lovebirds! Wishing you a great future together.
Hugs, Devlyn
I was finally be able to make some progress on my car after being stuck for the last few weeks. Hopefully this week I'll be able use it again and I can go and get a quote from the bodyshop. What I'm gonna hear from them won't make me happy probably :D
Quote from: MollyPants on October 22, 2018, 11:33:49 AM
My fiancee brought me a cute engagement ring today. :) I nearly cried when she put it on.
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Aw, congratulations!! I am happy for you!
Quote from: MollyPants on October 22, 2018, 11:33:49 AM
My fiancee brought me a cute engagement ring today. :) I nearly cried when she put it on.
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That is wonderful news! Congratulations!
Chrissy
Thank you everyone! I should have mentioned we we're already engaged. My fiancee wanted to get left a ring as well to mark it :) and I feel ready to have one now so we got one!
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Every piece of mail that arrived today - junk, political, or important - had the correct name on it!
Quote from: Steph2.0 on October 29, 2018, 02:14:39 PM
Every piece of mail that arrived today - junk, political, or important - had the correct name on it!
@Steph2.0 Dear Stephanie:
This is terrific news and a happy moment for you.... and even your bills had your correct name on the envelopes!!! You have arrived!!! But of course, even years later you may get something without your correct name on it... probably junk mail or some old document or membership that fell between the cracks of your name and gender changing efforts to make all of the corrections.
Thank you for sharing your happy moment!
Hugs,
Danielle
The trick or treating has started! ;D
A first! Today everything I'm wearing is feminine. A pair of black jeggings, black shirt, black sweater and jacket (it's cold here). A little perfume and for the kicker I am using lipstick. Found a shade that matches my natural lip color. As far as I can tell I'm not drawing any second glances.
Quote from: Denice on November 16, 2018, 02:00:04 PM
A first! Today everything I'm wearing is feminine. A pair of black jeggings, black shirt, black sweater and jacket (it's cold here). A little perfume and for the kicker I am using lipstick. Found a shade that matches my natural lip color. As far as I can tell I'm not drawing any second glances.
Denice,
That is wonderful! I am glad it was a good experience for you. :)
Chrissy
I saw that snow is coming our way so it was time to change the summer wheels on the car to the winter set. Because I decided that this weekend will be girly weekend no matter what, I did not change back to male presentation to do this.
It was quite cold, I had to wear something warm but I wanted to look good(very important while changing tyres in a closed and empty parking lot :D) In the end I wore my medium-high heeled wedge boots, jeggings and my newest winter coat which makes me look like I have some hips :)
It seems that presenting as female affected my tyre changing skills in a bad way as I did not check the rotation indicator of the front tyres and I installed them on the wrong side so I had to do them again :D
After that I went on a test run, I stopped at a gas station to fill up the car and adjust the tyre pressures. As soon as the station attendant saw me coming in, he immediately came out from the shop to help but I politely declined. He was not so eager to help men, who arrived after me :D
After all that workout with hauling the winter wheels to the car, doing 6 wheel changes instead of 4 and hauling the summer wheels back to my apartment while wearing wedge heels, I felt pretty good. As soon as I headed home sleet started falling so it seems my timing was perfect :)
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An astrophoto of mine is going to appear in the Jan/Feb issue of SkyNews magazine. ;D It has already been a Photo of the Week on their website, and won a local contest back in the summer.
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Quote from: KathyLauren on November 23, 2018, 09:01:04 AM
An astrophoto of mine is going to appear in the Jan/Feb issue of SkyNews magazine. ;D It has already been a Photo of the Week on their website, and won a local contest back in the summer.
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@KathyLauren Dear Kathy:
WOW... a stunning photo...
We are all proud of your photography work in this area.
Thank you for sharing and posting.
Hugs,
Danielle
Quote from: KathyLauren on November 23, 2018, 09:01:04 AM
An astrophoto of mine is going to appear in the Jan/Feb issue of SkyNews magazine. ;D It has already been a Photo of the Week on their website, and won a local contest back in the summer.
(https://farm2.staticflickr.com/1792/44018937691_26197ed6d0_b.jpg)
Kathy Lauren,
What are the specifics of what we are looking at in your award winning astrophoto?
Chrissy
Quote from: ChrissyRyan on November 23, 2018, 09:27:13 AM
Kathy Lauren,
What are the specifics of what we are looking at in your award winning astrophoto?
Chrissy
It is a globular cluster, basically a big, round ball of stars. This particular one is called M-13, and is in the constellation Hercules, visible in the summertime. It is actually visible to the naked eye, if you know where to look, how to look, and have a dark enough sky.
Globular clusters are associated with our Milky Way galaxy, but are separate from the general population of stars that we see in the night sky. Each cluster, as a unit, is in orbit around the core of the Milky Way galaxy.
Beautiful shot, Kathy!
Hugs, Devlyn
Someone told me that I need help. There's no help for me! :laugh: :laugh: :laugh: :laugh: :laugh: :laugh: :laugh:
I have a day off to myself so I've dolled myself up. I love playing with make up :)
Also I got some lovely new earrings!
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We have a painter in today. He's upstairs listening to Christmas songs on his radio. :)
wine
Damage not too bad from the taxman this year.
First round 1 hr of electrolysis. Though while not as wholesome customer Xmas party Afterwards felt really good. Really good
I've had a couple of occasions recently when I started to doubt if I was passable or not.
Today I was against someone and was chatting away and she mentioned that we'd never worked together before. I said "yes we did, only 6 months ago". She replied "no that was with 2 men.... oh my god I never recognised you!"
I thought we'd been chatting away with her knowing who (and what) I was, and she had not put two and two together at all. Made me feel much better about myself.
Oh, and I bought myself these Sophia Websters for Christmas:
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Em x
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I've had a couple of occasions recently when I started to doubt if I was passable or not.
Today I was against someone and was chatting away and she mentioned that we'd never worked together before. I said "yes we did, only 6 months ago". She replied "no that was with 2 men.... oh my god I never recognised you!"
I thought we'd been chatting away with her knowing who (and what) I was, and she had not put two and two together at all. Made me feel much better about myself.
Oh, and I bought myself these Sophia Websters for Christmas:
(https://i.imgur.com/CF6wSh3.png)
Em x
Ooooh! Pretty, pretty shoes!
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Good to see Our Lady Sofullofmyself is still posting. >:-) :laugh:
I found a new place to shop. It's called "Saver's", kind of an upscale Salvation Army or Goodwill store. I grabbed a couple of nice jeans and some tops.
Quote from: KathyLauren on November 23, 2018, 09:01:04 AM
An astrophoto of mine is going to appear in the Jan/Feb issue of SkyNews magazine. ;D It has already been a Photo of the Week on their website, and won a local contest back in the summer.
(https://farm2.staticflickr.com/1792/44018937691_26197ed6d0_b.jpg)
My copy of SkyNews finally arrived in the mail. I'm famous!
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@KathyLauren Dear Kathy:
This is very exciting and good news... the SkyNews magazine got your name correct... sure is nice to see it in print.
You are indeed famous, but in my opinion you always have been famous to all of us here on the Forums for all of your contributions, comments and posts.
Thank you for sharing your exciting good news with all of us.
Hugs,
Danielle
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My copy of SkyNews finally arrived in the mail. I'm famous!
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Quote from: KathyLauren on December 17, 2018, 12:12:26 PM
My copy of SkyNews finally arrived in the mail. I'm famous!
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Great!
BTW, what makes for the various colors as seen in some astrophotographs?
In particular, some pinks?
Chrissy
Wow!!! That's pretty cool Kathy ;D
I got discharged from my Drs care to go home yaaaaahooooo
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Yahoo! Take care of yourself and don't over extend! You are still healing from major surgery young lady.
Congratulations, Liz! That is great news.
Quote from: ChrissyRyan on December 17, 2018, 05:01:43 PM
BTW, what makes for the various colors as seen in some astrophotographs?
In particular, some pinks?
In stars, such as in this picture, the colours correspond to temperatures. Orange stars are cooler, yellow are in the middle, and blue stars are hotter.
In typical astrophotographs, pink usually indicates the presence of ionized hydrogen gas. It usually means that there are hot blue stars nearby zapping the gas with radiation that keeps it ionized.
Quote from: LizK on December 17, 2018, 08:06:08 PM
I got discharged from my Drs care to go home yaaaaahooooo
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Congrats Liz :icon_chick:
Hugs
Quote from: KathyLauren on December 17, 2018, 12:12:26 PM
My copy of SkyNews finally arrived in the mail. I'm famous!
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Wow, great job Kathy! I always loved astrophotography, my desktop background is always some kind of picture of our universe.
My sound card came back from the dead and now I'm enjoying great quality music through my 20 years old amplifier driving my 'new' 40 years old speakers.
Quote from: KathyLauren on December 17, 2018, 08:13:08 PM
In stars, such as in this picture, the colours correspond to temperatures. Orange stars are cooler, yellow are in the middle, and blue stars are hotter.
In typical astrophotographs, pink usually indicates the presence of ionized hydrogen gas. It usually means that there are hot blue stars nearby zapping the gas with radiation that keeps it ionized.
Thanks for the explanation.
Chrissy
Finally after 2 weeks in Melbourne I am finally on my way to the airport and going home to my own place, my own bed with my own stuff around me....get to see my beautiful adult daughter.
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Quote from: Denice on December 12, 2018, 06:47:11 PM
I found a new place to shop. It's called "Saver's", kind of an upscale Salvation Army or Goodwill store. I grabbed a couple of nice jeans and some tops.
I loooove savers
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My sister got a new girlfriend, hope it's not a loony like the last one who binned her for Christmas
Having vegan chili and walking two miles. Highlights of my day.
I wore my new knee high boots with the 3" high heel, all day long! And boy do they ever look good! My feet don't hurt a bit! I think I found a good pair!
My therapist just finished my 'first' GCS referral letter and is faxing it to Dr. Ley's office right now!
I think being 'happy' is a massive understatement!!!
Quote from: Jessica_Rose on January 07, 2019, 09:25:51 PM
My therapist just finished my 'first' GCS referral letter and is faxing it to Dr. Ley's office right now!
I think being 'happy' is a massive understatement!!!
:) Yay!
Chrissy
Quote from: Jessica_Rose on January 07, 2019, 09:25:51 PM
My therapist just finished my 'first' GCS referral letter and is faxing it to Dr. Ley's office right now!
I think being 'happy' is a massive understatement!!!
Congratulations, Jessica!! :)
Walking around the track near my house.
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Quote from: Allison S on January 08, 2019, 03:22:39 PM
Walking around the track near my house.
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It's always good to get a walk.
Having a session wit my psychologist today. We talked about my kind of gender fluid situation and my sexual orientation.
Quote from: Dietlind on January 08, 2019, 08:06:01 PM
Having a session wit my psychologist today. We talked about my kind of gender fluid situation and my sexual orientation.
I brought up how I considered a gender transition to a counselor when I had to renew my treatment plan at a mental health office. It was only day two of my Questioning.
Quote from: MadisonJoan on January 08, 2019, 08:26:48 PM
I brought up how I considered a gender transition to a counselor when I had to renew my treatment plan at a mental health office. It was only day two of my Questioning.
If this avatar is your picture, I have to say you look pretty girlish to me! There is no much left to transition!
Quote from: Dietlind on January 08, 2019, 09:08:32 PM
If this avatar is your picture, I have to say you look pretty girlish to me! There is no much left to transition!
It's what I look like as a Female on Face App. I do look beautiful that way.
Quote from: MadisonJoan on January 08, 2019, 09:09:32 PM
It's what I look like as a Female on Face App. I do look beautiful that way.
I think Face App will not change the basic features (the structure) of a face, just takes some flaws away. I bet you would look as pretty if you would have nice makeup, and your hair done like this.
You have a pretty and well shaped basic face, and will be a pretty girl once you are presenting female all the time!
Well finally the payment for my name change went through today off my credit card so I know it was approved only took paying off all of my income tax debt well still have $750 owing but out of 24 thousand that is not bad Now I have to wait for all the mail back to me yahhhhhoooooooo
Quote from: natalie.ashlyne on January 08, 2019, 11:34:47 PM
Well finally the payment for my name change went through today off my credit card so I know it was approved only took paying off all of my income tax debt well still have $750 owing but out of 24 thousand that is not bad Now I have to wait for all the mail back to me yahhhhhoooooooo
@natalie.ashlyne This is wonderful news and a terrific way to start off the New Year.
Thank you for sharing your great news...
Continued well wishes,
Hugs,
Danielle
Chocolate
I was visiting, dressed as male today. I was warmly greeted and addressed by my correct name, in the same way as when I present as female. That is nice, appropriate, and appreciated.
Chrissy
Quote from: ChrissyRyan on January 09, 2019, 11:37:44 AM
I was visiting, dressed as male today. I was warmly greeted and addressed by my correct name, in the same way as when I present as female. That is nice, appropriate, and appreciated.
Chrissy
Are you like I, and can switch freely between male or female, and feel comfortable in either gender roll?
Being called lady all day today when out for lunch and shopping
Quote from: Dietlind on January 09, 2019, 12:29:08 PM
Are you like I, and can switch freely between male or female, and feel comfortable in either gender roll?
No, you are likely unique! Guy clothes are okay, not natural for my true (female) gender but I know how to dress and behave the male part in public. But I have and am giving away lots of male clothing. When someone knows I am trans, I am Chrissy with that person regardless of how I dress.
Chrissy
Quote from: Dietlind on January 09, 2019, 12:29:08 PM
Are you like I, and can switch freely between male or female, and feel comfortable in either gender roll?
It's a great feeling when that happens. I'm out as both in very few places, but I'm finding fluidity is easier. I went to a holiday party while still on a call for work and switched voices constantly for about an hour. That was a trip. I screwed up only once on con call, and didn't slide out of femme voice. Otherside responded that's great, but who was that. :icon_yikes: :icon_censored: :eusa_wall: :eusa_dance: well at leAst I sound different enough.
Quote from: Jaime320 on January 09, 2019, 01:35:20 PM
It's a great feeling when that happens. I'm out as both in very few places, but I'm finding fluidity is easier. I went to a holiday party while still on a call for work and switched voices constantly for about an hour. That was a trip. I screwed up only once on con call, and didn't slide out of femme voice. Otherside responded that's great, but who was that. :icon_yikes: :icon_censored: :eusa_wall: :eusa_dance: well at leAst I sound different enough.
I do not have to switch voices, because my natural voice is in the lower to mid female frequency (I sound pretty wimpy as a guy :embarrassed:), I just have to watch the speech pattern. But from clothing, i could switch every hour without any problem, but prefer to be female.
Got two miles of a walk in today. And of course, it's Day 7 of my Questioning. It will have been a full week tomorrow. And last night I shaved my armpits. Also talked to a beautiful trans friend named "Allie" (not her real name). Taking baby steps. Trust the process!
Madison Joan.
New York passed GENDA and also made conversion therapy illegal for minors!
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That I am well enough again to get out of bed and not feel woozy in my head all the time.
I hope i caught the last real man cold for ever. Must have still enough male cold receptors in my body to get a real man cold!
For the first time in my life I bought maxi pads -- for myself!
Quote from: Jessica_Rose on February 06, 2019, 04:40:56 PM
For the first time in my life I bought maxi pads -- for myself!
What an exciting purchase!
Quote from: Jessica_Rose on February 06, 2019, 04:40:56 PM
For the first time in my life I bought maxi pads -- for myself!
@Jessica_Rose Dear Jessica:Wow-zers.... this is certainly a memorable moment in your transition journey.
I bet that "way back when" that you never ever thought that you would ever be buying such things for yourself.
Are celebrations in order with your local friends and wife,
or are you considering this a more private and modest moment.? ???
You do not need to answer! ;)
Thank you for sharing your Happy moment. ... another milestone achieved! :o
Hugs,
Danielle
The weather is finally starting to warm up and most of the snow has melted away :)
I was told "You make such a positive difference in my life" by the most important person in my life. It may not sound like much, but in my 60 years of existence, nobody has ever said that to me before. I cried happy tears.
If you have someone in your life that makes you feel that way, don't assume they know it. Tell them. I means so much more than you know.
Stephanie
Quote from: Steph2.0 on March 15, 2019, 01:43:13 PM
I was told "You make such a positive difference in my life" by the most important person in my life. It may not sound like much, but in my 60 years of existence, nobody has ever said that to me before. I cried happy tears.
If you have someone in your life that makes you feel that way, don't assume they know it. Tell them. I means so much more than you know.
Stephanie
Made me happy just to read this, thank you. X
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That's great Steph, had a good day (not at work!!) lunch with mum and aunty then shopping and then to top it all had my nails done
Sarah is out in a club dancing...[emoji56][emoji56][emoji56]
Quote from: sarah1972 on March 15, 2019, 05:42:21 PM
Sarah is out in a club dancing...[emoji56][emoji56][emoji56]
@sarah1972 Dear Sarah:Very happy for you....
... hope you are having fun!!!
Pictures???Hugs,
Danielle
Being out today for a walk in the sunshine, it felt like spring here today. I ran into several of the regular ladies I encounter in our neighborhood when out walking. It made me happy to smile their way, make small talk, and be part of our community :)
Hugs
Cynthia -
One of many of a video series I'm in for Glamour Magazine's 5-75 series for 2019 that came out yesterday. (I'm #49 :) ) Even though I'm currently 48 years old, the series was originally going to come close to my 49th birthday, but it's close enough. There will be more coming out throughout the year. Here is the video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YazrXMqMGfM
Quote from: Sydney_NYC on March 15, 2019, 10:35:06 PM
One of many of a video series I'm in for Glamour Magazine's 5-75 series for 2019 that came out yesterday. (I'm #49 :) ) Even though I'm currently 48 years old, the series was originally going to come close to my 49th birthday, but it's close enough. There will be more coming out throughout the year. Here is the video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YazrXMqMGfM
@Sydney_NYC
Awesome video I love it, but I particularly LOVE the movie line you chose! I remember it fondly
Sonja.
squeezing in a minor bit of happy here, pardon the interruption ...
I received my letter from the Clerk of court that they received my background check results .. time to schedule the hearing. (yes I cried, again :-\ )
... I now return you to the other happys
Quote from: Steph2.0 on March 15, 2019, 01:43:13 PM
I was told "You make such a positive difference in my life" by the most important person in my life. It may not sound like much, but in my 60 years of existence, nobody has ever said that to me before. I cried happy tears.
If you have someone in your life that makes you feel that way, don't assume they know it. Tell them. I means so much more than you know.
Stephanie
OO .. I know this feeling. Isn't it AWESOME!! :D
Today is the first day since November when I have not had to make a fire first thing in the morning. I'll have to make one later, but still it's a sign of spring arriving in less than a week. Not a moment too soon!
Quote from: KathyLauren on March 16, 2019, 08:47:01 AM
Today is the first day since November when I have not had to make a fire first thing in the morning. I'll have to make one later, but still it's a sign of spring arriving in less than a week. Not a moment too soon!
Do you live in a yurt??
All the houses I know of south of the border have like thermostats and stuff. I didn't realize it was so primitive up north...
😀
Kate
Quote from: KatieP on March 16, 2019, 01:54:40 PM
Do you live in a yurt??
All the houses I know of south of the border have like thermostats and stuff. I didn't realize it was so primitive up north...
😀
Kate
Yes we have a thermostat. But thermostat heat means burning oil, which is expensive. Or it means consuming electricity, which is *insanely* expensive. Wood heat is a fraction the price of either of those options. And because it is a renewable resource (in theory, anyway), it is more environmentally responsible than either oil or electricity, both of which use fossil fuels. Between passive solar, active solar and wood, I try to keep the oil furnace from running more than an hour a day.
I think it would be great to have a real fireplace ;D I bought one of those electric fireplace heaters because I have no other option at my apt. other than the old electric baseboard wall heaters and those things are power bill killers :P At least the electric fireplace is a bit cozy and cheaper to run :icon_chick:
Quote from: KathyLauren on March 16, 2019, 02:51:43 PM
Yes we have a thermostat. But thermostat heat means burning oil, which is expensive. Or it means consuming electricity, which is *insanely* expensive. Wood heat is a fraction the price of either of those options. And because it is a renewable resource (in theory, anyway), it is more environmentally responsible than either oil or electricity, both of which use fossil fuels. Between passive solar, active solar and wood, I try to keep the oil furnace from running more than an hour a day.
Up here where I live, a lot of homes and businesses use
Propane instead of
heating oil for the majority of our heating needs ...
...
super low sub-zero temperatures can cause problems with
heating oil because it can
"gel" and also if there is any water or water vapor at all in the tank or in the line the flow will freeze up.
There are winter blends of heating oils but not much used around here where I live.
I also utilize
propane for my
fireplace insert ... although I like the heat and smell of a wood fireplace, when the going gets tough in the dead of winter with a month or more of bitter sub-Zero temperatures, high piles of snow and ice, it is much easier and handier to use
propane instead of trudging out to the wood pile to get wood... and the mess and clean up of a wood fireplace is also an issue... pushing a button or turning a thermostat knob is much easier.
....plus,
@KatieP , as
@KathyLauren stated
we do indeed have thermostats up here in the North... on my furnace and also on my propane fireplace insert....
... as you know, for a wood fireplace thermostats are not really applicable.
Yes indeed
@V M Fireplaces are very nice... it is always wonderful on a cold night to
toast my toes in front of the fireplace... particularly with a someone special by my side.
Danielle
Escaping the Reaper in Persona 3 Portable.....playing Persona 3 Portable in general..
Here I sit, 40 hours after my last shave, and my chin is still hairless! Those three-hour HNT sessions are really making a difference. I can't stop touching my chin in wonder!
Stephanie
Quote from: Steph2.0 on March 18, 2019, 08:08:03 AM
Here I sit, 40 hours after my last shave, and my chin is still hairless! Those three-hour HNT sessions are really making a difference. I can't stop touching my chin in wonder!
Stephanie
That is such an awesome feeling to be still be smooth after not shaving. It can be quite painful to get to that point.
Congrats to you
C -
Quote from: CynthiaAnn on March 18, 2019, 08:12:01 AM
That is such an awesome feeling to be still be smooth after not shaving. It can be quite painful to get to that point.
Congrats to you
C -
Yes, it's been painful, and I have a very long way to go yet, but I finally see some progress. After 1 1/2 years with the 1/2 hour sessions I was being limited to by my last electrocutioner, it was time to get serious. It'll all be worth it some day.
Stephanie
Quote from: Steph2.0 on March 18, 2019, 08:21:03 AM
Yes, it's been painful, and I have a very long way to go yet, but I finally see some progress. After 1 1/2 years with the 1/2 hour sessions I was being limited to by my last electrocutioner, it was time to get serious. It'll all be worth it some day.
Stephanie
So, what was the serious change, Steph? HTN? Sorry, I don't recognize the name.
And, 3 hour sessions. Did you have any issues with long recovery or scarring?
Kate
Quote from: KatieP on March 18, 2019, 10:38:06 AM
So, what was the serious change, Steph? HTN? Sorry, I don't recognize the name.
And, 3 hour sessions. Did you have any issues with long recovery or scarring?
Kate
The serious change was going to 3 hour sessions instead of 1/2 hour. I get 6 weeks worth of work done in one day.
HNT is our acronym, coined by @sassycassie, that means "Hot Needle Torture."
Courtney uses the "blend method" which uses less heat than straight thermolysis, and I have just a little redness afterward, which dissipates in about an hour. No long term scarring, and also a lot less painful than thermolysis. With BLT numbing cream, depending on where she's working, I can often get a nap while she's killing those nasty roots.
Stephanie
Quote from: Steph2.0 on March 18, 2019, 10:54:21 AM
...
The serious change was going to 3 hour sessions instead of 1/2 hour. I get 6 weeks worth of work done in one day.
...
This speeds things up something wonderful. I decided that if I was going to spend 3 days growing stubble, and another 1-2 days with red, recovering skin, that I might as well just do as much as possible and get it over with.
For most of a year, I did two sessions, 2 hours each, every Monday. Jodie would put me through 2 hours as her first client of the morning, and then I would go off to ice down and have a relaxed lunch while she worked on other clients. After lunch, hers and mine, I was back, a fresh coating of EMLA and plastic wrap on the afternoon's work areas.
This ended when we ran out of hair to work on, and I dropped back to one two hour session, and eventually one hour as I exhausted my follicle supply. Jodie has since retired, and I see another local electrolysis person for an hour every 6 weeks to get the stragglers that are finally becoming active.
I haven't shaved in a year! That makes me happy every day!
My sister told me I was pretty.
Quote from: Steph2.0 on March 22, 2019, 03:40:14 PM
My sister told me I was pretty.
:) :) :) :-* :) :) :)
Quote from: Steph2.0 on March 22, 2019, 03:40:14 PM
My sister told me I was pretty.
@Steph2.0... and ... my Dear StephanieBased on the pictures of yourself that you have posted on the various threads, please know for a fact that you are VERY PRETTY.... and don't forget it!!!Hugs,
Danielle
Quote from: Alaskan Danielle on March 22, 2019, 04:01:55 PM
@Steph2.0
... and ... my Dear Stephanie
Based on the pictures of yourself that you have posted on the various threads, please know for a fact that you are VERY PRETTY.... and don't forget it!!!
Well, I might believe it more if I had as many suitors as someone we know. On the other hand, I've already found the one I want anyway. On the gripping hand, I need to remember that graphic I posted on your positivity thread, and stop comparing myself to others.
So, ya know what? I'm going to accept the compliment with thanks!
Stephanie
My younger friend had me over for some coffee and cake this afternoon to meet her mother who is here to visit. Te mother did not know that I used to try to be a man. We had some nice two hours of conversation, and I had to leave. later my friend called me to tell me that she asked her mother if she could imagine that I would ever have been a man.
The mother said, if Linde was a man, than I am your father!
What better endorsement could I get?
We went over to my nieces last night. I'll confess, one reason for me was to get my hair colored again. I'd specifically asked about it .. to which they agreed. Rather quickly I might add. The evening dragged later and we got ready to leave, I figured too much was going on to get it done. Well, before we could leave my daughter comes running out telling me they were commenting "I guess we're not doing hair" Well, I couldn't disappoint so I went back in.
As it turned out, my nieces did not do it. One niece had a friend who, according to my niece, spends too much time home alone and needed to 'get out'. Very pleasant gal, she should get out more.
Anyways, long story short, I got my hair purpled. The goal was purple under that would come through at times. Instead I think I have purple hair with silver shining through at times! Ah well, Lori likes it. So do I for that matter.
Oh, for Steph, the 'pics or it didn't happen' The color is much deeper than what shows in the photos, at least on my screen.
(https://i.imgur.com/RMdgK16.jpg)(https://i.imgur.com/zNYdMBA.jpg)
(too early in the AM for a full face shot!!!!)
Quote from: Faith on March 24, 2019, 08:12:06 AM
We went over to my nieces last night. I'll confess, one reason for me was to get my hair colored again. I'd specifically asked about it .. to which they agreed. Rather quickly I might add. The evening dragged later and we got ready to leave, I figured too much was going on to get it done. Well, before we could leave my daughter comes running out telling me they were commenting "I guess we're not doing hair" Well, I couldn't disappoint so I went back in.
As it turned out, my nieces did not do it. One niece had a friend who, according to my niece, spends too much time home alone and needed to 'get out'. Very pleasant gal, she should get out more.
Anyways, long story short, I got my hair purpled. The goal was purple under that would come through at times. Instead I think I have purple hair with silver shining through at times! Ah well, Lori likes it. So do I for that matter.
Oh, for Steph, the 'pics or it didn't happen' The color is much deeper than what shows in the photos, at least on my screen.
(https://i.imgur.com/RMdgK16.jpg)(https://i.imgur.com/zNYdMBA.jpg)
(too early in the AM for a full face shot!!!!)
AWESOME!!!!!
As soon as my grafts grow out, I'm going for pink. You can hold me to that promise!
Quote from: Steph2.0 on March 24, 2019, 08:27:30 AM
AWESOME!!!!!
As soon as my grafts grow out, I'm going for pink. You can hold me to that promise!
THANKS!!
Here's the 'frizzy-slept-on-it-all-night' rear view
(https://i.imgur.com/4srAnVf.jpg)
Quote from: Faith on March 24, 2019, 08:29:50 AM
THANKS!!
Here's the 'frizzy-slept-on-it-all-night' rear view
(https://i.imgur.com/4srAnVf.jpg)
Squeee!!
My sweetie got hers done in black with purple and blue highlights, and it's just beautiful.
(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20190324/06fe46c5f79734e591a73e601365d4ea.jpg)
I'm so jealous of you girls with full heads of hair that you can do these things with, but I'm working on it! Some people think 60 is too old for that kind of thing, but I love color!!!
Quote from: Steph2.0 on March 24, 2019, 08:55:43 AM
Squeee!!
My sweetie got hers done in black with purple and blue highlights, and it's just beautiful.
That looks great. Love it!!
QuoteI'm so jealous of you girls with full heads of hair that you can do these things with, but I'm working on it! Some people think 60 is too old for that kind of thing, but I love color!!!
Your day will come. And, you are never too old to feel good about yourself.
Quote from: Faith on March 24, 2019, 09:04:53 AM
That looks great. Love it!!
Your day will come. And, you are never too old to feel good about yourself.
Amen, sister!
Quote from: Faith on March 24, 2019, 08:29:50 AM
THANKS!!
Here's the 'frizzy-slept-on-it-all-night' rear view
(https://i.imgur.com/4srAnVf.jpg)
Kewl. Definitely see it darker in this view.
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Quote from: Faith on March 24, 2019, 08:12:06 AM
We went over to my nieces last night. I'll confess, one reason for me was to get my hair colored again. I'd specifically asked about it .. to which they agreed. Rather quickly I might add. The evening dragged later and we got ready to leave, I figured too much was going on to get it done. Well, before we could leave my daughter comes running out telling me they were commenting "I guess we're not doing hair" Well, I couldn't disappoint so I went back in.
As it turned out, my nieces did not do it. One niece had a friend who, according to my niece, spends too much time home alone and needed to 'get out'. Very pleasant gal, she should get out more.
Anyways, long story short, I got my hair purpled. The goal was purple under that would come through at times. Instead I think I have purple hair with silver shining through at times! Ah well, Lori likes it. So do I for that matter.
Oh, for Steph, the 'pics or it didn't happen' The color is much deeper than what shows in the photos, at least on my screen.
(https://i.imgur.com/RMdgK16.jpg)(https://i.imgur.com/zNYdMBA.jpg)
(too early in the AM for a full face shot!!!!)
Wow, I would not have the guts to do that color! I just got mine done in a dark blonde again! I admire you not only for your hair, but now also for the guts you have!
Quote from: Dietlind on March 24, 2019, 09:43:28 AM
Wow, I would not have the guts to do that color! I just got mine done in a dark blonde again! I admire you not only for your hair, but now also for the guts you have!
I decided to stop hiding and start living. I've spent enough years in neutrals trying to blend in .. time to shine :)
Oh, I forgot one thing. I got another 'gorgeous'. I made my normal self-deprecating comment (color my hair to detract from my face) and got a "but your gorgeous" comment from a young gal there. Someday I might even believe it.
Quote from: Faith on March 24, 2019, 10:24:58 AM
I decided to stop hiding and start living. I've spent enough years in neutrals trying to blend in .. time to shine :)
Oh, I forgot one thing. I got another 'gorgeous'. I made my normal self-deprecating comment (color my hair to detract from my face) and got a "but your gorgeous" comment from a young gal there. Someday I might even believe it.
You better do believe that. Those young people are not always very political correct, they say what they see!
Quote from: Faith on March 24, 2019, 10:24:58 AM"but your gorgeous" comment from a young gal there. Someday I might even believe it.
I'm with you there, girlfriend. I've come to the conclusion that I'll believe it tomorrow.
Quote from: Faith on March 24, 2019, 08:12:06 AM
We went over to my nieces last night. I'll confess, one reason for me was to get my hair colored again. I'd specifically asked about it .. to which they agreed. Rather quickly I might add. The evening dragged later and we got ready to leave, I figured too much was going on to get it done. Well, before we could leave my daughter comes running out telling me they were commenting "I guess we're not doing hair" Well, I couldn't disappoint so I went back in.
As it turned out, my nieces did not do it. One niece had a friend who, according to my niece, spends too much time home alone and needed to 'get out'. Very pleasant gal, she should get out more.
Anyways, long story short, I got my hair purpled. The goal was purple under that would come through at times. Instead I think I have purple hair with silver shining through at times! Ah well, Lori likes it. So do I for that matter.
Oh, for Steph, the 'pics or it didn't happen' The color is much deeper than what shows in the photos, at least on my screen.
(https://i.imgur.com/RMdgK16.jpg)(https://i.imgur.com/zNYdMBA.jpg)
(too early in the AM for a full face shot!!!!)
@Faith
OH Faith!! that is Gorgeous!!! I LOVE your coloured hair! I'm a big fan of coloured hair and I think you look great! XO
Have fun and take care,
Sonja
Quote from: Sonja on March 24, 2019, 06:23:59 PM
@Faith
OH Faith!! that is Gorgeous!!! I LOVE your coloured hair! I'm a big fan of coloured hair and I think you look great! XO
Have fun and take care,
Sonja
Thanks Sonya, I guess I'm not doing too badly for an old lady. ;D
Another happy. My therapist told me to start a journal. No, that's not the happy!
To be honest, I've tried to write a journal before just not about this. I wasn't very good at writing down my thoughts. For the past couple weeks I kept forgetting to even look for one. I got home today and Lori had picked up two for me to try.
On one, spiral bound, the cover says, "Dream Without Limits" I liked it. I felt it would work.
The other one, I looked at it. Pink with flowers. The cover said, "We Love Because He First Loved Us" I got goosebumps as I opened it. Little sayings at the bottom of each page. They repeat, that's ok.
The first page said, "Worry Ends When Faith Begins" .. yes! that's the one.
I began writing
(wow, my handwriting has really gotten bad!!)
@Faith Dear Faith:As you might already know from reading many of my postings and comments around the Forums I always make the suggestion that keeping a journal is good therapy. Not only with our own online Forums threads but also I always recommend a more private and personal "old-school" Pen&Paper journal.
Mine is full of colorful doodling, sometimes illegible and hurried writing, snapshot photos, notes about doctors appointments, my romantic endeavors, my coming out trials and tribulations, and other writings about those that I am friends with, those that accept me, those that do not accept me, and my issues with my non-accepting parents and family, etc, etc.
I find that it is definitely very good personal therapy to write out my feelings and ponder my situations in my journal. Just writing out these things can help me to sort out my priorities and to find ways to help solve my issues in a positive way.
I am so glad to read that you will be starting your own journal... I like that the journal book that you chose is most appropriately titled
"Worry Ends When Faith Begins" ....
WOW, that is definitely for YOU !!!
My journals (I have several now) are not in any kind of a fancy book with a clever cover... mine are rather plain 3 ring notebooks that allows for adding pages and inserting lots of notes and scribbles and some photos too.
Whatever works for you is important, after-all it is YOUR JOURNAL to do with what you want.
I often find myself leaving through some of the past entrees and will sit and read it for hours on a cold rainy night sitting in my comfy chair sometimes with a smile and laughter, sometimes with satisfaction with my decisions, and sometimes with tears in my eyes.
Thank you for sharing your thoughts....
Hugs and best wishes to you....
Danielle Quote from: Faith on March 25, 2019, 06:36:56 PM
Another happy. My therapist told me to start a journal. No, that's not the happy!
To be honest, I've tried to write a journal before just not about this. I wasn't very good at writing down my thoughts. For the past couple weeks I kept forgetting to even look for one. I got home today and Lori had picked up two for me to try.
On one, spiral bound, the cover says, "Dream Without Limits" I liked it. I felt it would work.
The other one, I looked at it. Pink with flowers. The cover said, "We Love Because He First Loved Us" I got goosebumps as I opened it. Little sayings at the bottom of each page. They repeat, that's ok.
The first page said, "Worry Ends When Faith Begins" .. yes! that's the one.
I began writing
(wow, my handwriting has really gotten bad!!)
I found out that my exception to policy for dress and appearance has been approved and I decided to begin full time on Monday. I'm pretty excited. ^-^
I had several positive moments today! First , for my post op, my urologist looked at the orchi and told me I should come back in a year, second he told me that I can stop Finasteride for good ! Yeah, after about 6 years with a little blue pill everyday, I don't need that stuff anymore!
i started my name and gender change process today, filled in all the forms, got finger printed at the Sheriff's office and got everything notarized. I will file he documents tomorrow. I wonder how long it will take to get the court order stating that I am Mrs Dietlind from then on!
All in all, it was a feel good day for me!
Quote from: SiobhánF on March 25, 2019, 07:34:46 PM
I found out that my exception to policy for dress and appearance has been approved and I decided to begin full time on Monday. I'm pretty excited. ^-^
Siobhan, if you are only
pretty excited, I don't think you are awake and know what is happening.
It's not me doing what you are doing and I am SUPER excited for you!!!
I say, Wooooooo Hooooooo!!!!!
And congratulations!!!
Kate
Quote from: KatieP on March 26, 2019, 12:34:46 AM
Siobhan, if you are only pretty excited, I don't think you are awake and know what is happening.
It's not me doing what you are doing and I am SUPER excited for you!!!
I say, Wooooooo Hooooooo!!!!!
And congratulations!!!
Kate
I know exactly what's happening.
I don't see why my response is required to be up to your standards, but I appreciate your excitement for me. Thank you. :)
(Edit: My apologies for my defensiveness. I've been in a mood lately. Please don't take it personally like I did :embarrassed:)
Filed my name change paperwork today! Everything was accepted and correct. I was told that I am an easy case, and I can expect the final judgement in about 5 days or so. The clerk told me I might as well start to officially use my new name!
My I introduce myself: I am Ms Dietlind Diana XXXXX
Once I have the court papers in hand, I can go and have my gender marker changed!
Yayyyy!!!
Quote from: SiobhánF on March 26, 2019, 09:47:02 PM
I know exactly what's happening. I don't see why my response is required to be up to your standards, but I appreciate your excitement for me. Thank you. :)
(Edit: My apologies for my defensiveness. I've been in a mood lately. Please don't take it personally like I did :embarrassed:)
So, I completely concur! None of your responses need to live up to anyone's bar but your own. Certainly NOT mine!
Please accept my complete apologies for the really poor communication.
My ONLY intent was to use a literary ploy to try to show MY excitement for your situation.
Remembering my own "coming out" at work, and how great that was for me, I projected that excitement onto you and your situation. I am truly, completely excited FOR you. I REALLY hope that it works out for you the way it worked for me. If so, I hope there is another post telling all of us about that Happy Day for you!
Again, I am sorry for any stress my poor communication caused...
Kate
Hey, trust me, that's why I edited it to apologize. I realized after posting my response that I was a bit harsh and jumped at you too hastily. I knew you meant well and I'm very excited for next week, regardless of how much it scares me a little. I've already come out, I just haven't been able to present at work, due to being active duty military. Now I get to be full time and never have to worry about whether I didn't wash out my mascara completely before work. lol. Cheers to you, dear! Sorry for the communication awkwardness lol. ^_^
I bought a new sleeveless dress yesterday. I thought I would never wear a sleeveless dress because my arms are so big. Then, my friend, a style guru, gifted me a sleeveless dress, saying it was perfect for me. Shazam. She was right. So, yesterday, I went out and bought another one. Wearing a sleeveless dress is SO EMPOWERING! OMG, it's so lovely. I wore my new dress ALL DAY today. I happen to own a gorgeous necklace and matching earrings, and I wore them, too.
I went to the movies today; first time in a very long time. I saw the new "Captain Marvel" film, starring Brie Larson. It was SO EMPOWERING! It is so amazing to watch a woman overcome and stand tall.
It's been cartwheels today for me. A great day.
Quote from: Ann W on March 26, 2019, 11:50:00 PM
I bought a new sleeveless dress yesterday. I thought I would never wear a sleeveless dress because my arms are so big. Then, my friend, a style guru, gifted me a sleeveless dress, saying it was perfect for me. Shazam. She was right. So, yesterday, I went out and bought another one. Wearing a sleeveless dress is SO EMPOWERING! OMG, it's so lovely. I wore my new dress ALL DAY today. I happen to own a gorgeous necklace and matching earrings, and I wore them, too.
I went to the movies today; first time in a very long time. I saw the new "Captain Marvel" film, starring Brie Larson. It was SO EMPOWERING! It is so amazing to watch a woman overcome and stand tall.
It's been cartwheels today for me. A great day.
Congrats and YAY! I'm still fighting that one. If I go sleeveless the first thing I reach for next is some type of throw or light lace top to cover back up. I still have so much shoulder and back muscle :(
Quote from: SiobhánF on March 26, 2019, 11:45:25 PM
Hey, trust me, that's why I edited it to apologize. I realized after posting my response that I was a bit harsh and jumped at you too hastily. I knew you meant well and I'm very excited for next week, regardless of how much it scares me a little. I've already come out, I just haven't been able to present at work, due to being active duty military. Now I get to be full time and never have to worry about whether I didn't wash out my mascara completely before work. lol. Cheers to you, dear! Sorry for the communication awkwardness lol. ^_^
Completely wash out mascara? I've found that not to be possible. Congrats on being yourself at work.
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The simple joys of life I felt!
Both of my boobs passed the notorious pencil test this morning! >:-)
My girlfriend made a shadow box that pretty accurately describes our relationship
(https://i.imgur.com/4YAgZVkh.jpg)
@Colleen_definitely Dear Colleen:That was very sweet of your girlfriend... nicely done.
BUT
..... The question that begs to be asked is.... which spoon represents you? ???Hugs,
DanielleQuote from: Colleen_definitely on March 27, 2019, 04:33:15 PM
My girlfriend made a shadow box that pretty accurately describes our relationship
(https://i.imgur.com/4YAgZVkh.jpg)
The big one, I'm nine inches taller
I received a raise this week at work, after all these years they still want to pay me more :)
Grateful always
C -
I was at a fast-food restaurant yesterday, ordering at the counter, and the server told me I had very pretty blue eyes. :D
Quote from: KathyLauren on March 28, 2019, 11:38:05 AM
I was at a fast-food restaurant yesterday, ordering at the counter, and the server told me I had very pretty blue eyes. :D
Squeee!
I was told something like that, too. He said my red scarf matched my eyes.
Stephanie
Quote from: Steph2.0 on March 28, 2019, 11:43:50 AM
Squeee!
I was told something like that, too. He said my red scarf matched my eyes
Stephanie
Quote from: KathyLauren on March 28, 2019, 11:38:05 AM
I was at a fast-food restaurant yesterday, ordering at the counter, and the server told me I had very pretty blue eyes. :D
@KathyLauren
@Steph2.0When I first relocated here to my small town as a full time woman I received lots of similar comments too...
I guess that my blues eyes, my smile, and blonde hair made quite an impression... and still today I am getting those kinds of nice-to-hear compliments!!!
For any of us
it is so very nice to hear those very affirming things!!!
I hope that they never stop!
Stephanie: I take it that the compliment about your "Red Eyes" was not true???
Hugs,
Danielle
Quote from: Steph2.0 on March 28, 2019, 11:43:50 AM
Squeee!
I was told something like that, too. He said my red scarf matched my eyes.
Stephanie
:icon_yikes:
I love affirmative comments (yeah, don't we all) I have to work on taking them to heart.
Just a few minutes ago another new comment about my hair .. loved it .. even more so when she found out that the silver glitter mixed in was all natural.
On her way out she said, "Nice to meet you, keep looking beautiful".
Nothing about my eyes though. I'm disappointed.
Quote from: Faith on March 28, 2019, 12:00:49 PM
I love affirmative comments (yeah, don't we all) I have to work on taking them to heart.
Just a few minutes ago another new comment about my hair .. loved it .. even more so when she found out that the silver glitter mixed in was all natural.
On her way out she said, "Nice to meet you, keep looking beautiful".
Nothing about my eyes though. I'm disappointed.
Quote from: Steph2.0 on March 28, 2019, 11:43:50 AM
Squeee!
I was told something like that, too. He said my red scarf matched my eyes.
Stephanie
Quote from: KathyLauren on March 28, 2019, 11:38:05 AM
I was at a fast-food restaurant yesterday, ordering at the counter, and the server told me I had very pretty blue eyes. :D
I think those all beat my completely unshaved direct from electrolysis face being ma'amed at the kwikie mart when I stopped for coffee.
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Quote from: TonyaW on March 28, 2019, 12:22:13 PM
I think those all beat my completely unshaved direct from electrolysis face being ma'amed at the kwikie mart when I stopped for coffee.
I don't think so. Unsolicited, off-hand, not-at-your-best mail-fail
trumps (sorry, no cursing) beats everything
I accidentally rediscovered something I remember hearing a long time ago. I decided to work on my posture and carriage, to give my femininity better expression, and found some instructional material on the web. When I started putting it into practice, my mood, self-esteem, etc., transformed instantly. This was the body directing the mind, something many people don't seem to be aware of.
I've been practicing when I go to the mall to walk for exercise. I get between 2 & 3 miles each day, and it gives me lots of practice. It feels just wonderful! Who knew that posture could be so important.
Something else has been happening, too. I may have mentioned somewhere, recently, that I was connecting more with feminine imagery; I think this is the real me, emerging after a very long sleep. Well, in just the last few days, I find myself reading the expressions of women and seeing new things. To what extent is it projection? I don't know. But it's a definite change. When I thought I was male, I didn't fit in anywhere -- not with men, certainly, and I wasn't included with women. Now, however, there's some kind of connection; women are less objectified, more human, more complex, more genuine, less scary. :) While advertising photos are highly stylized, they are nevertheless designed to express something real; and I find myself looking at some of these pictures and thinking, "I get it. I understand that emotion." It's just wonderful, and amazing, and I hope it never ends.
Quote from: Ann W on March 28, 2019, 01:23:00 PM
I've been practicing when I go to the mall to walk for exercise. I get between 2 & 3 miles each day, and it gives me lots of practice. It feels just wonderful! Who knew that posture could be so important.
That's great Ann, walking is like talking(body language)...
Cynthia -
@Ann W @CynthiaAnn Thank for sharing your thoughts.
I find that "mall walking" is not only great exercise but since I am very outgoing and not afraid to start a conversation with a stranger, it is also a good way to meet people, and one of my favorite advantages of mall walking or airport walking is that I can also do one of my favorite activities... PEOPLE WATCHING...
I love to observe how people interact with each other, especially when I was first transitioning I would closely watch how women and girls interact with each other and interact with men....
...and also their body motions, how they walk, sit, eat, talk, etc.
I found it very helpful for sure.
Hugs,
DanielleQuote from: CynthiaAnn on March 28, 2019, 01:29:37 PM
That's great Ann, walking is like talking(body language)...
Cynthia -
Quote from: Ann W on March 28, 2019, 01:23:00 PM
I accidentally rediscovered something I remember hearing a long time ago. I decided to work on my posture and carriage, to give my femininity better expression, and found some instructional material on the web. When I started putting it into practice, my mood, self-esteem, etc., transformed instantly. This was the body directing the mind, something many people don't seem to be aware of.
I've been practicing when I go to the mall to walk for exercise. I get between 2 & 3 miles each day, and it gives me lots of practice. It feels just wonderful! Who knew that posture could be so important.
Something else has been happening, too. I may have mentioned somewhere, recently, that I was connecting more with feminine imagery; I think this is the real me, emerging after a very long sleep. Well, in just the last few days, I find myself reading the expressions of women and seeing new things. To what extent is it projection? I don't know. But it's a definite change. When I thought I was male, I didn't fit in anywhere -- not with men, certainly, and I wasn't included with women. Now, however, there's some kind of connection; women are less objectified, more human, more complex, more genuine, less scary. :) While advertising photos are highly stylized, they are nevertheless designed to express something real; and I find myself looking at some of these pictures and thinking, "I get it. I understand that emotion." It's just wonderful, and amazing, and I hope it never ends.
Yes, posture and "the walk!" In the early days I would take my dog for walks in the woods, and when I was sure no one could see, I'd practice. It wasn't easy, and it took constant concentration not to slouch and look at the ground as I'd done for most of my life.
I'd seen the YouTube videos and read all about it, and so much of it is BS. I was suspicious, so I went to a mall and just sat and watched women for an hour. Not one of them "put one foot directly in front of the other." They all swung their arms in all different ways. We're not on a catwalk at a fashion show!
What I learned is we should walk with our head up and looking around, hands out of pockets, swing our arms slightly outward to clear our hips (whether you've actually got them or not), tilt your wrist out a little if you're carrying a bag, or better, carry it in the crook of your arm, and give a little thought to dropping your hip a little as you step (but don't overdo it!).
It's about two years later and two things happened lately to open my eyes on how far I've come. I was out shopping with my Bestie, and we had to walk single file in a narrow space. Unknown to me, she videoed me from behind as I was walking. Then just a few weeks ago we were testing her drone in "follow-me" mode. We were walking along with the drone tracking and recording in our left.
In both cases when I saw the videos I was amazed at how feminine my walk had become. In neither case was I even thinking about it. Just moving forward.
Practice a little and tell yourself occasionally what you should be doing. After a while it becomes natural.
LIFE
Quote from: DawnOday on March 28, 2019, 02:26:32 PM
LIFE
@DawnOday Dear Dawn:With the realization that for all of us, LIFE can throw us under the bus sometimes, but it is always in our best interests to get back up, dust ourselves off, and then get back in the groove of living a LIFE that makes us happy.
Sometimes that can be a difficult thing to do.... as we all know.
I am so glad to see you post here on the "happy" thread.
Your one word statement "LIFE" was a joy for me to see!!!
Thank you for sharing,Hugs and as always, best wishes,
Danielle
Whether I live another day, Or another 100 years. If every day is like today, I will die happy. I am soooo blessed.
Quote from: DawnOday on March 28, 2019, 03:02:21 PM
Whether I live another day, Or another 100 years. If every day is like today, I will die happy. I am soooo blessed.
@DawnOday Dear Dawn: (https://i.imgur.com/wcPXE6O.jpg)
Hugs,
Danielle
Met with a not so close female friend today for a cup of coffee. We have not seen each other for a few weeks!
The first thing she said "my your face has changed so much, it got way rounder, way more feminine".
And here i was claiming that estrogen is not doing anything to me! It does not make round boobs, but I take a round face all the time over not doing anything!
Round faces belong to the simple joys of life! ;D
Quote from: Dietlind on March 27, 2019, 08:30:46 AM
The simple joys of life I felt!
Both of my boobs passed the notorious pencil test this morning! >:-)
@Dietlind Dear Linde:The infamous
"Pencil Test" is by no means scientific but it is a fair indicator that things are happening.... and when finally passing the test it gives such an affirming and happy feeling!!!!
Good for you, I am very happy to read your report!!!
Ein sehr freudiges ereignis fur SIE!Hugs,
Danielle
Quote from: Alaskan Danielle on March 28, 2019, 06:04:18 PM
@Dietlind
Dear Linde:
The infamous "Pencil Test" is by no means scientific but it is a fair indicator that things are happening.... and when finally passing the test it gives such an affirming and happy feeling!!!!
Good for you, I am very happy to read your report!!!
Ein sehr freudiges ereignis fur SIE!
Hugs,
Danielle
Danke meine Dame! Heute hatte ich noch das Erlebnis mit meinem mehr runden Gesicht!
I tried on several tops and found one I liked! But I decided to wait to see if it goes on sale soon.
I can always get one at full price. I might as well save some money. :)
Also I got my own tablet computer, for awhile I was using a friend's spare tablet computer. It seems to work well. I do still like desktops and laptops though.
Do you remember the original Star Trek TV series, where they used tablet computers on the show?
Chrissy
Quote from: ChrissyRyan on March 28, 2019, 06:35:53 PM
Do you remember the original Star Trek TV series, where they used tablet computers on the show?
Congratulations on getting your own PADD!
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/LCARS (https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/LCARS)
I had two psych appointments today so I will soon have two surgical recommendations letters on the day. After a nightmare 24 hours (during which I had to dig to the bottom of my big wheelie bin to find a passport my cleaners had thrown out) I'm now happy, if a bit psych'd out
Em x
Raided the Old Navy store today! Most of their stuff is 40% off. And here comes this person who makes absolute statements to wear pants only, well, I have to eat my foot now (now I know what to have for supper, sautet foot).
I did buy two summer dresses, a long skirt split in the front, a shoulder less top with thins straps, and a pink denim jacket (cut like a motorcycle jacket).
I was feeling nasty today anyway, because I was wearing a skirt, and really had the urge to go commando! The only ting keeping me from doing it was that I am still a little concerned about the wound between my legs, But I sure had the urge to do it! >:-)
Quote from: Dietlind on March 29, 2019, 04:34:42 PM
Raided the Old Navy store today! Most of their stuff is 40% off. And here comes this person who makes absolute statements to wear pants only, well, I have to eat my foot now (now I know what to have for supper, sautet foot).
I did buy two summer dresses, a long skirt split in the front, a shoulder less top with thins straps, and a pink denim jacket (cut like a motorcycle jacket).
I was feeling nasty today anyway, because I was wearing a skirt, and really had the urge to go commando! The only ting keeping me from doing it was that I am still a little concerned about the wound between my legs, But I sure had the urge to do it! >:-)
Pretend you are Scottish, eh?
;D
Quote from: KatieP on March 29, 2019, 05:45:56 PM
Pretend you are Scottish, eh?
;D
Yes, someway one has to trick that old brain in doing new things! ;D Tht would have been the first time of my life, but I want t have it heal better before I do this!
(https://i.imgur.com/INOV5PO.jpg)
Being able to share Mothering Sunday with this one, and receiving Mother's Day gifts for the first ever time, made today a very special day!
Em x
@emma-f Dear Emma:Thank you for posting your "Happy" and heartwarming pictures and words...
...very affirming for sure.
Hugs,
DanielleQuote from: emma-f on March 31, 2019, 04:34:01 PM
(https://i.imgur.com/INOV5PO.jpg)
Being able to share Mothering Sunday with this one, and receiving Mother's Day gifts for the first ever time, made today a very special day!
Em x
Today was my first day doing RLE at work. I'm officially full time. :)
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Quote from: SiobhánF on April 01, 2019, 10:40:33 PM
Today was my first day doing RLE at work. I'm officially full time. :)
Congrats on going full time ;D
I was a new test individual for a new test method trying to find if intersex conditions can be detected with a modification with the commonly used DNA swap test! This test method is way cheaper and easier than kariotyping, the common method for the detection of intersex conditions.
Anyway, if this works it will be a breakthrough in the determination if pople are intersex, and need different medical treatment, or if they are not.
Up to presently, I am the only individual who was tested (the lab is owned by a friend), and my benefit is that I get all the DNA information available about me!
Quote from: SiobhánF on April 01, 2019, 10:40:33 PM
Today was my first day doing RLE at work. I'm officially full time. :)
(https://i.imgur.com/t1rG1Kz.jpg)
(https://i.imgur.com/olvDe3H.jpg)
Pretty may not be the rent you pay to exist as a woman, but if it were, you would own the whole block! You look really fabulous, Siobhan.
Congratulations on Day 1 of the rest of your life!!
Kate
Quote from: Dietlind on April 01, 2019, 11:46:41 PM
I was a new test individual for a new test method trying to find if intersex conditions can be detected with a modification with the commonly used DNA swap test! This test method is way cheaper and easier than kariotyping, the common method for the detection of intersex conditions.
Anyway, if this works it will be a breakthrough in the determination if pople are intersex, and need different medical treatment, or if they are not.
Up to presently, I am the only individual who was tested (the lab is owned by a friend), and my benefit is that I get all the DNA information available about me!
That's so cool! But it is also scary, I don't know if I would like to know all my DNA tests, it feels kinda depressing if you know of all possible genetic ailments and illnesses that can happen in the future...
Quote from: Iztaccihuatl on April 01, 2019, 11:59:15 PM
That's so cool! But it is also scary, I don't know if I would like to know all my DNA tests, it feels kinda depressing if you know of all possible genetic ailments and illnesses that can happen in the future...
Don't forget that I am a medical scientist, and I see myself as my biggest medical experiment, I want to know about myself as much as I can!
Nature decided to start the Experiment Linde, and Linde wants to be in control of it as much as she can!
Quote from: Dietlind on April 02, 2019, 08:47:46 AM
Don't forget that I am a medical scientist, and I see myself as my biggest medical experiment, I want to know about myself as much as I can!
Nature decided to start the Experiment Linde, and Linde wants to be in control of it as much as she can!
Well, Linde definitively is in the driver's seat! Go girl!
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Quote from: KatieP on April 01, 2019, 11:57:07 PM
Pretty may not be the rent you pay to exist as a woman, but if it were, you would own the whole block! You look really fabulous, Siobhan.
Congratulations on Day 1 of the rest of your life!!
Kate
Awww, thank you, Kate! <3
My sister brought me Chinese food, and a soda to help the bad day I'm having.
I was out and about shopping today (my favorite past time, I am one of those shop till you drop people). I had to go to the ladies room, and while washing my hands afterwards, the lady next to me started a conversation, which we continued for quite a while after our hands were washed, just small talk type of stuff. As I told her that I have to leave, she said that she could listen to me all day long, because of my accent!
I for sure must have passed from the looks, manners and voice!
A regular customer, a male, asked for my assistance. After I had helped him, as he walked out the door, he said, "Thank you, darlin'."
Woo-hoo! ;D
Nice Ann !! :)
C -
Quote from: Ann W on April 05, 2019, 06:15:13 AM
A regular customer, a male, asked for my assistance. After I had helped him, as he walked out the door, he said, "Thank you, darlin'."
Woo-hoo! ;D
Wooo Hoooo is right!!
I think we need "react" buttons on this forum. I was looking for the "Thumbs UP" icon that I could just Wooo Hooo on the sidelines without stretching the thread length.
;D
Kate
Trinity site open house!
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And yes it's still a little warmer than most other places.
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Had a great support group meeting today, and we decided to start to do some social things together, to hopefully build up some friendships out of this.
Quote from: Dietlind on April 06, 2019, 06:47:33 PM
Had a great support group meeting today, and we decided to start to do some social things together, to hopefully build up some friendships out of this.
That sounds encouraging Linde!
Chrissy
Quote from: ChrissyRyan on April 06, 2019, 08:03:32 PM
That sounds encouraging Linde!
Chrissy
I think so. One can have a ll the cis friends one needs and wants, but some stuff only a trans person can really comprehend! And that is when a trans friend is an important friend to have!
Quote from: Dietlind on April 06, 2019, 08:22:47 PM
I think so. One can have a ll the cis friends one needs and wants, but some stuff only a trans person can really comprehend! And that is when a trans friend is an important friend to have!
Yes, I understand what you mean.
Chrissy
Quote from: Colleen_definitely on April 06, 2019, 05:55:59 PM
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And yes it's still a little warmer than most other places.
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@Colleen_definitely
OMG Colleen - What are you up to??? Some parts of your job already freaked me out but this looks like your visiting radioactive sites ...for fun..??...
Take Lots of care,
Sonja XO
It's how I keep my glowing complexion.
Quote from: Steph2.0 on March 28, 2019, 07:04:19 PM
Congratulations on getting your own PADD!
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/LCARS (https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/LCARS)
Thanks Stephanie. Having my own tablet is nicer, it is better using a device with files, pics, and apps that are just mine on it. Plus as my own, if I break it, well, I can decide when to get it fixed.
I can have my own app and email on it too. But desktops and laptops are still good. The tablet has a bigger screen than a telephone and it is portable still, so those are also pluses.
Have a great week ahead! Star Trek was ahead of its time with tablets and talking computers, and so on. What creativity!
Chrissy
Quote from: Colleen_definitely on April 07, 2019, 11:52:46 AM
It's how I keep my glowing complexion.
Ha! That is funny Colleen!
I hope your advanced graduate chemistry studies and research and labs are going well. :)
Chrissy
Well, several days ago, but midterms pushed everything behind.
I received the physical proof of my associate degree in psychology. I got headhunted and will be starting a new job on the 15th working with 6-21 year old's with personal issues. None were mentioned to be transgender, but they did mention autistic and survivors of sexual assault. The latter being one of the two focuses I want to pursue when working for my doctorate. Take it in stride Claire, Bachelor's degree first.
Pardon the interruption while I squeeze in a minor happy .. I got to read an email sent to me by our HR department back-peddling hard on bathroom usage. I think that they found out that restricting me from the ladies room was not in their best interest.
Quote from: Faith on April 08, 2019, 07:54:22 PM
Pardon the interruption while I squeeze in a minor happy .. I got to read an email sent to me by our HR department back-peddling hard on bathroom usage. I think that they found out that restricting me from the ladies room was not in their best interest.
I think that was a major win! And some of your coworkers are a snitch, otherwise HR would not have know about the bathroom usage. You got to identify the person/s, and exclude them from your circle!!
Got my hormone blood test results today! I am a woman! Even the computer compared me to a natal female!
And the values are pretty good!
Quote from: Dietlind on April 08, 2019, 08:08:28 PM
Got my hormone blood test results today! I am a woman! Even the computer compared me to a natal female!
And the values are pretty good!
Linde,
That is very good news! Congratulations!
Chrissy
Quote from: ChrissyRyan on April 08, 2019, 08:11:57 PM
Linde,
That is very good news! Congratulations!
Chrissy
Thanks Chrissy!
Quote from: Artesia on April 07, 2019, 11:31:29 PM
Well, several days ago, but midterms pushed everything behind.
I received the physical proof of my associate degree in psychology. I got headhunted and will be starting a new job on the 15th working with 6-21 year old's with personal issues. None were mentioned to be transgender, but they did mention autistic and survivors of sexual assault. The latter being one of the two focuses I want to pursue when working for my doctorate. Take it in stride Claire, Bachelor's degree first.
I dislike when
happys appear to get lost in the crowd of other
happys. I saw it, I'm happy for you. :) It's a good feeling to not only be wanted, also to find employment in what you wish to do. I sincerely wish the best outcome for you.
The vending machine randomly pushed out a bag of popcorn, which I ate. :)
Quote from: King Malachite on April 09, 2019, 07:02:58 AM
The vending machine randomly pushed out a bag of popcorn, which I ate. :)
The world really is a better place with gifted popcorn.... :)
One year ago I was at the hospital because I mutilated myself. I would have never thought that one year later I would be so happy. My hairs are growing and I am done with wigs. I have stopped all antidepressants since february. I will move in a rented house in the next couple of days with my new girlfriend. I will try to have full custody of my children. I have the best job of my entire career. This is so unreal. All the years that I thought that transitionning would destroy my life... I feel better than ever. Thanks everyone here that I have read in the last 1+ year. You all helped me being where I am today.(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20190409/5a67a96b0b3f48b297712301863afc3f.jpg)
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One year ago I was at the hospital because I mutilated myself. I would have never thought that one year later I would be so happy. My hairs are growing and I am done with wigs. I have stopped all antidepressants since february. I will move in a rented house in the next couple of days with my new girlfriend. I will try to have full custody of my children. I have the best job of my entire career. This is so unreal. All the years that I thought that transitionning would destroy my life... I feel better than ever. Thanks everyone here that I have read in the last 1+ year. You all helped me being where I am today.(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20190409/5a67a96b0b3f48b297712301863afc3f.jpg)
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Truly, a VERY happy day!!!
Congratulations!
;D
Kate
Today was the day that was planned to inflict lots of pain to me!
I got electrolysis around my mouth (upper and lower section), I got my eyebrows micro-bladed, and I got my entire genital hair area lasered! I am bare down there, like a new born baby. A touch up will be done in 8 weeks, and I will be ready for SRS whenever they want to do on me!
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Sabrina, I am so happy for you! Not only are you in a good place and happy, but you are also very beautiful!
Having someone to text every morning to say "Good Morning!".
I've now been out as a women in public for 11 days since Christmas. Almost everybody is nice, which at first I put down to genuine kindness and social pressure. But there is something else: I'm just a better fit as a woman, and that makes me more...palatable to the world. It's easier to build and maintain positive relationships; now I have a good friend who I text every day and who makes me smile.
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Having someone to text every morning to say "Good Morning!".
I've now been out as a women in public for 11 days since Christmas. Almost everybody is nice, which at first I put down to genuine kindness and social pressure. But there is something else: I'm just a better fit as a woman, and that makes me more...palatable to the world. It's easier to build and maintain positive relationships; now I have a good friend who I text every day and who makes me smile.
I was very happy for you as I was reading your post! That sounds so wonderful! Congratulations!
Chrissy
I was invited to a ladies only swimming pool party! I am considered to be one of them now.
It was the fist time in my life that I wore a female bathing suit. Don't like it, those things stay wet (and cold) for ever!
Quote from: Dietlind on April 21, 2019, 12:01:45 AM
I was invited to a ladies only swimming pool party! I am considered to be one of them now.
That's great Dietlind enjoying other women's company, have fun !
I was out on my exercise and this group of 4 people round the corner, and I hear my name from out of the group at like 25 yards away, I finally recognized her wearing sunglasses as one of my dear neighbors with the friendly geese, and so I had her name at the ready also, she hug's me in front of her "man friend / husband" and their friends, that would have never happened like that 10 years ago, it was an all girl embrace...Everyone else I encountered were very outgoing and friendly, so that made me happy today.
Cynthia -
A wonderful day, mid 80's with blue sky. Just the right day to wear my new outfit I bought for Easter to go to friends for dinner!
Father referred to me by my sister's name.
Saw Dr Gast at UW Surgery Clinic. She seems quite nice. Get my letters and insurance approval and then I'll find out when I get to see her again.
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Quote from: TonyaW on April 25, 2019, 09:43:44 PM
Saw Dr Gast at UW Surgery Clinic. She seems quite nice. Get my letters and insurance approval and then I'll find out when I get to see her again.
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Is that the University of Wisconsin, Madison? Do you know what insurances they take?
Quote from: Dietlind on April 25, 2019, 09:57:07 PM
Is that the University of Wisconsin, Madison? Do you know what insurances they take?
Yes Madison. Don't know all insurances but they are in my network with United Healthcare. Got to bum around State Street with my wife after before it rained. Pretty good day
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I was sworn in as a citizen in the capitol in Madison But I took a lot of classes at the UoW there, too
I have to check with them about the insurance.
Took a few classes there too. Passed enough to graduate even. Had a cyst removed from my ear back when I was in school and they still had my records available. Would have thought them archived by now. Had to give them my name and gender change papers
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Took a few classes there too. Passed enough to graduate even. Had a cyst removed from my ear back when I was in school and they still had my records available. Would have thought them archived by now. Had to give them my name and gender change papers
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My ex taught at the UoW, River falls Campus, and she officially retired from there. I wonder if I could get price reductions because of a retired employee?
Had my first final after going back to grad school and I'm pretty sure I nailed it.
Quote from: Colleen_definitely on May 01, 2019, 09:52:23 AM
Had my first final after going back to grad school and I'm pretty sure I nailed it.
Congrats!
My feeling is a little less important, I received my new medical insurance card in the mail, with my new name and gender marker on it!
The old guy is gong out the door faster and faster!
Being at home....
Quote from: King Malachite on May 01, 2019, 12:22:30 PM
Being at home....
@King Malachite As the old saying goes, there is no place like home.
Even when I go on enjoyable trips and vacations it is so nice to come back to my home to familiar surroundings, cupboards and refrigerator full of my favorite foods, and my own bed!
Hugs,
Danielle
Only a little thing, got my new voter registration card with the new name and gender today, just right for the spring elections!
The guy hits more and more the dust!
Had a breakdown in therapy today talking about all the anger and sadness holding in this dysphoria all my life. My therapist who I have been seeing for two years sat by me and first time ever just held my hand while I cried and let it out. She hugged me and held me and let me just let the pain go. It was a major thing for me. Probably have not cried like that in years.
got my new driver's license, Faith Nicole - F
Dear diary, never in my life was I so happy to get an F on something...
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got my new driver's license, Faith Nicole - F
@Faith Dear Faith:
Wow, for sure this is terrific and very affirming for you.
Thank you for sharing your good news. :icon_dance:
Hugs,
Danielle
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Had a breakdown in therapy today talking about all the anger and sadness holding in this dysphoria all my life. My therapist who I have been seeing for two years sat by me and first time ever just held my hand while I cried and let it out. She hugged me and held me and let me just let the pain go. It was a major thing for me. Probably have not cried like that in years.
Sometimes that can be the most amazing thing in the world! Hugs
Em x
I received a sewing machine as a gift! Now I have to learn how to use the hing! ???
That could end up being quite an experience. Some of those machines are amazingly complex and have features that are surprising.
Quote from: Dietlind on May 02, 2019, 07:10:50 PM
I received a sewing machine as a gift! Now I have to learn how to use the hing! ???
how useful and practical Linde, nice :)
What made me happy was hugging my daughter's boyfriend, because he really is a nice kinda guy....
C -
Got my 1st piece of snail-mail with my name on it ... yah, ok, so it was my SS card .. still ;D !!!!
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all pristine ready for me to spill something on it before filing it away
@Faith Dear Faith:You are becoming official "Faith" in all the right ways!!!
In a short time you are getting your documents in order.
Thank you for sharing.
Hugs,
Danielle.
Quote from: Faith on May 06, 2019, 02:43:20 PM
Got my 1st piece of snail-mail with my name on it ... yah, ok, so it was my SS card .. still ;D !!!!
all pristine ready for me to spill something on it before filing it away
Congrats on SS update Faith
You're now federally female :)
Cynthia -
Quote from: Alaskan Danielle on May 06, 2019, 02:55:41 PM
Dear Faith:
You are becoming official "Faith" in all the right ways!!!
In a short time you are getting your documents in order.
Thank you for sharing.
Hugs,
Danielle
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Last official is my Birth Certificate. I have my CC cards changed. Next up is my bank account and name at work for payroll and insurance. Oh and my Dr, and PP and .. wow .. so much still to do ;D
Quote from: CynthiaAnn on May 06, 2019, 03:48:14 PM
Congrats on SS update Faith
You're now federally female :)
Cynthia -
Take that you federal figure whom shall remain unnamed because no politics will be discussed
Quote from: Faith on May 02, 2019, 03:57:05 PM
got my new driver's license, Faith Nicole - F
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Got my 1st piece of snail-mail with my name on it ... yah, ok, so it was my SS card .. still ;D !!!!
all pristine ready for me to spill something on it before filing it away
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;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D
And today I got my new medicare card in the mail.
Today was also my first time to go as this brand new woman to the doctor, and after that to the pharmacy. Was a funny feeling to be called into the docs office as Ms!
And I have a prescription for a 90 day supply of progesterone in my dirty little paws!
Looking for the restroom at a unfamiliar restaurant last night and the hostess saw me and pointed directly at the door to the ladies and then told me she liked my hair.
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Looking for the restroom at a unfamiliar restaurant last night and the hostess saw me and pointed directly at the door to the ladies and then told me she liked my hair.
:)
My boyfriend sent me a text to say he loves me for all the right reasons.
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My boyfriend sent me a text to say he loves me for all the right reasons.
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@norahjoyWOWzers!! This is certainly good news and a great reason to be
HAPPY !!!!
Thank you for sharing with all of us.
Best wishes,
Danielle
For the very first time ever I got to buy my mom a card from the "from daughter" category and got to sign my actual name on it. Really special it got to be Mother's Day, too!
I was afraid it would be too soon, given the fact that my mom is still not calling me by my name (it's a long story, but not as bad as it sounds), but she assured me it wasn't too early, and noted that she has noticed me become much happier since we got this out in the clear.
Found a way how to directly book an extended stay at the lake Elmo Park Reserve in Minnesota. I will call them tomorrow and try to book a campsite for the motorhome for a month. with a little luck, Lake Elmo will be my home location for July!
Most of June I will be in Hastings, MN, for my son's wedding!
I still have to find locations for August and September.
Watch out Minnesota Ladies, I will be coming!
My best friend is getting married and I'm Maid of Honour! I'm so excited! Apart from anything else I have a hen party yo organise!
Em x
The hug from the trans lady taking her Mum out at the motorway service area tonight.Don't think she met another of us before
Quote from: big kim on May 13, 2019, 04:36:26 PM
The hug from the trans lady taking her Mum out at the motorway service area tonight.Don't think she met another of us before
8) 8)
nice
My contractors finally showed up to build my lanai for which I am waiting for almost two years now!
Quote from: Linde on May 13, 2019, 07:26:34 PM
My contractors finally showed up to build my lanai for which I am waiting for almost two years now!
@Linde Dear Linde:Just in time for the coming summer season. Of course we will be expecting to see pictures as it appears.
Remember the rules here on the Forums... "Pictures or it didn't happen"
HUGS,
Danielle
Today, like most days. What made me happy was simply spending time with my wife.
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@Linde
Dear Linde:
Just in time for the coming summer season. Of course we will be expecting to see pictures as it appears.
Remember the rules here on the Forums... "Pictures or it didn't happen"
HUGS,
Danielle
Well Danielle, for us the summer season is the season you don't want to do construction work, because it rains pretty heavy every day, and you don't want to expose your stuff to that rain.
I told the people to just get the roof over everything as soon as possible and wait with the finishing work for winter to come again.
Here where I live, I does almost any kind of outside activities in the winter. You start your garden in late October, you do your landscaping stuff in the winter, and also your construction work. The only people who are caught outside of air conditioned spaces are European tourists, who try to get roasted!
Quote from: Linde on May 14, 2019, 08:08:45 AM
The only people who are caught outside of air conditioned spaces are European tourists, who try to get roasted!
And rowers, who had the glorious idea to hold the U23 world championships in Sarasota in late July!!! On that lake you really get roasted, unless the gators eat you first. And even they are too lazy for a meal in the mid of the day...
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Hi folks :icon_wave:
Just noticed that I accidentally locked the topic the other day, oops sorry
Oh well, it was about time for a new one anyway
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