Here you go, please remember to stay on topic and keep comments on a civil level
Hugs
V M
Yay, new thread to poop on ;D
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So... I'm 38.
It's quite weird seeing that haggard guy on the left nowadays; but it's a part of my life I cannot deny. Can't turn back time. Yes, I would have transitioned 20 years ago
had I known it was possible back then. That's why I post this today. Maybe someone around my age is out there wondering the same thing when I started... if it is even possible anymore... if it's too late... if they simply look too old and masculine to change. No, it's not; not by a long shot.
If my post can inspire just
one person from the late-thirty-something crowd to realize that this
is possible, then I'll be one happy biotch!
Quote from: V M on June 11, 2016, 04:36:55 PM
keep comments on a civil level
No, please be quite uncivil... more fun that way :eusa_shifty:
-Vanessa
Quote from: Ⓥ on June 11, 2016, 06:42:18 PM
Yay, new thread to poop on ;D
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So... I'm 38.
It's quite weird seeing that haggard guy on the left nowadays; but it's a part of my life I cannot deny. Can't turn back time. Yes, I would have transitioned 20 years ago had I known it was possible back then. That's why I post this today. Maybe someone around my age is out there wondering the same thing when I started... if it is even possible anymore... if it's too late... if they simply look too old and masculine to change. No, it's not; not by a long shot.
If my post can inspire just one person from the late-thirty-something crowd to realize that this is possible, then I'll be one happy biotch!
No, please be quite uncivil... more fun that way :eusa_shifty:
-Vanessa
I'm a tad older at 53, but lately I've been pretty down on myself. I've been thinking it was too late. If I can get one tenth of your success, I think I would be happy.
Thanks for posting Vanessa,
Paige :)
Quote from: Ⓥ on June 11, 2016, 06:42:18 PM
Yay, new thread to poop on ;D
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So... I'm 38.
It's quite weird seeing that haggard guy on the left nowadays; but it's a part of my life I cannot deny. Can't turn back time. Yes, I would have transitioned 20 years ago had I known it was possible back then. That's why I post this today. Maybe someone around my age is out there wondering the same thing when I started... if it is even possible anymore... if it's too late... if they simply look too old and masculine to change. No, it's not; not by a long shot.
If my post can inspire just one person from the late-thirty-something crowd to realize that this is possible, then I'll be one happy biotch!
No, please be quite uncivil... more fun that way :eusa_shifty:
-Vanessa
Thanks for posting Vanessa. You look great!! Very inspiring.
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Quote from: Paige on June 11, 2016, 07:09:47 PM
I'm a tad older at 53, but lately I've been pretty down on myself. I've been thinking it was too late.
Paige :)
Paige - I thought that way too, a little over a year ago, when I was 53. I thought I was to old to be able to transition and could never pass as being a woman. I was wrong. Hang in there girl you can transition. This is me in March 2015 when I started HRT and me now.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi79.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fj142%2FJessie-Ann15%2FMobile%2520Uploads%2FB7FD336F-6C2A-4D93-8742-BA0B0D574C52_zps7jnknbsw.jpg&hash=0340a8abae16e02dec42a8c07be02015e9ef8b11) (http://s79.photobucket.com/user/Jessie-Ann15/media/Mobile%20Uploads/B7FD336F-6C2A-4D93-8742-BA0B0D574C52_zps7jnknbsw.jpg.html)
This is a full body shot from just the other day.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi79.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fj142%2FJessie-Ann15%2Fiphone%2520pics%2FD0D3411F-6ABE-46AB-9E06-3DC8A69B0639_zpsxarsegq0.jpg&hash=9b7ea388e7c3864f370244c77cfff43893af69bd) (http://s79.photobucket.com/user/Jessie-Ann15/media/iphone%20pics/D0D3411F-6ABE-46AB-9E06-3DC8A69B0639_zpsxarsegq0.jpg.html)
Good Luck to you girl!
Quote from: Jessie Ann on June 11, 2016, 10:14:24 PM
Paige - I thought that way too, a little over a year ago, when I was 53. I thought I was to old to be able to transition and could never pass as being a woman. I was wrong. Hang in there girl you can transition. This is me in March 2015 when I started HRT and me now.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi79.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fj142%2FJessie-Ann15%2FMobile%2520Uploads%2FB7FD336F-6C2A-4D93-8742-BA0B0D574C52_zps7jnknbsw.jpg&hash=0340a8abae16e02dec42a8c07be02015e9ef8b11) (http://s79.photobucket.com/user/Jessie-Ann15/media/Mobile%20Uploads/B7FD336F-6C2A-4D93-8742-BA0B0D574C52_zps7jnknbsw.jpg.html)
This is a full body shot from just the other day.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi79.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fj142%2FJessie-Ann15%2Fiphone%2520pics%2FD0D3411F-6ABE-46AB-9E06-3DC8A69B0639_zpsxarsegq0.jpg&hash=9b7ea388e7c3864f370244c77cfff43893af69bd) (http://s79.photobucket.com/user/Jessie-Ann15/media/iphone%20pics/D0D3411F-6ABE-46AB-9E06-3DC8A69B0639_zpsxarsegq0.jpg.html)
Good Luck to you girl!
Hi Jessie Ann, you look amazing. Susan's is a remarkable place.
Thanks so much for that,
Paige :)
Quote from: Ⓥ on June 11, 2016, 06:42:18 PM
Yay, new thread to poop on ;D
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So... I'm 38.
It's quite weird seeing that haggard guy on the left nowadays; but it's a part of my life I cannot deny. Can't turn back time. Yes, I would have transitioned 20 years ago had I known it was possible back then. That's why I post this today. Maybe someone around my age is out there wondering the same thing when I started... if it is even possible anymore... if it's too late... if they simply look too old and masculine to change. No, it's not; not by a long shot.
If my post can inspire just one person from the late-thirty-something crowd to realize that this is possible, then I'll be one happy biotch!
No, please be quite uncivil... more fun that way :eusa_shifty:
-Vanessa
You look great. Is that just hormones?
Quote from: alex82 on June 12, 2016, 01:01:49 AM
You look great. Is that just hormones?
Wouldn't that be nice? Hehe!
Let's see... chin reduction, rhinoplasty, lip-lift, brow reduction/lift, 700cc b00bs. So, about half surgery, half HRT (for a few years). I didn't go to a big-name FFS surgeon; stayed local here in RVA with Dr. John Zinsser. I think he does amazing work considering he's virtually unheard of in the FFS department.
Believe it or not, I also weighed about 15 lbs
less in the before pic, but I look chubbier I think.
Quote from: Ⓥ on June 12, 2016, 03:37:29 AM
Wouldn't that be nice? Hehe!
Let's see... chin reduction, rhinoplasty, lip-lift, brow reduction/lift, 700cc b00bs. So, about half surgery, half HRT (for a few years). I didn't go to a big-name FFS surgeon; stayed local here in RVA with Dr. John Zinsser. I think he does amazing work considering he's virtually unheard of in the FFS department.
Believe it or not, I also weighed about 15 lbs less in the before pic, but I look chubbier I think.
Well you look great.
I want a tracheal shave, Buccal fat removal, and hairline advancement just at the temples - you can't see it because I wear my hair forward, but I know it's there.
Thought about rhinoplasty on and off for years anyway. I'd be happier just getting the tip done.
Would you advise against breast implants before hormones?
I want it done by next month. Waiting to hear now about times, so I can book flights.
Hi Ladies,
Seeing your results has really got me pumped up. You both look amazing! Hope that is not too unruly for the thread! :) I go for FFS in less than 3 weeks. If I could get close to your results, I would be happy. I hate waiting agh!! Thanks for posting.
Moni
Oh, I have you both beat, I'm 59 as of a few days ago.
Jessie and V (sorry i typed it wrong earlier).. y'all look awesome!!! :o :oThey always say its never too late in life to do something you want :)
Quote from: Ⓥ on June 11, 2016, 06:42:18 PM
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So... I'm 38.
It's quite weird seeing that haggard guy on the left nowadays; but it's a part of my life I cannot deny. Can't turn back time. Yes, I would have transitioned 20 years ago had I known it was possible back then. That's why I post this today. Maybe someone around my age is out there wondering the same thing when I started... if it is even possible anymore... if it's too late... if they simply look too old and masculine to change. No, it's not; not by a long shot.
If my post can inspire just one person from the late-thirty-something crowd to realize that this is possible, then I'll be one happy biotch!
No, please be quite uncivil... more fun that way :eusa_shifty:
-Vanessa
Wow, thats really amazing!! :icon_surprised:
http://m.imgur.com/a/qDnSr
I pretty much failed since ffs did nothing and I still look like a man
Honestly you have come along ways. Your rather beautiful actually. Hugs
Mariah
Quote from: Angieisalone on June 13, 2016, 07:52:05 AM
http://m.imgur.com/a/qDnSr
I pretty much failed since ffs did nothing and I still look like a man
Quote from: Angieisalone on June 13, 2016, 07:52:05 AM
http://m.imgur.com/a/qDnSr
I pretty much failed since ffs did nothing and I still look like a man
I'm not seeing a problem. I think you look fine.
I wish I had your problems. I can afford no work on me, so I'm getting sir at me all the time.
The only time I'm not getting "sir" is if I'm dressed super fem and it's a forward thinking establishment.
Hell, I got called sir at pride [emoji19]
Quote from: Angieisalone on June 13, 2016, 07:52:05 AM
http://m.imgur.com/a/qDnSr
I pretty much failed since ffs did nothing and I still look like a man
I totaly disagree, you do not look like a man at all for me! I like your look!
Quote from: Ⓥ on June 12, 2016, 03:37:29 AMI didn't go to a big-name FFS surgeon; stayed local here in RVA with Dr. John Zinsser. I think he does amazing work considering he's virtually unheard of in the FFS department.
You have wonderful results, Vanessa. And glad to see another Richmond girl on the site!
Normally I lurk here, but seeing Zinsser's name made me rather happy! I'm also a ex-patient of Dr. Zinsser, and I can unreservedly say that my own FFS results with him are pretty pleasing. I had a hairline advance, brow shave, brow lift, and rhinoplasty under his care. I know, "new" user giving a glowing review and all that, but he's well worth checking into for FFS if you're a reasonable distance from Richmond; top notch surgery at a price that's extremely reasonable considering the mammoth markups that the more well-known FFS surgeons are charging these days. Definitely the best kept secret for those of us with modest transition budgets but who don't want to get priced out of good quality FFS within the US.
Just wanted to add my two cents.
Quote from: Angieisalone on June 13, 2016, 07:52:05 AM
http://m.imgur.com/a/qDnSr
I pretty much failed since ffs did nothing and I still look like a man
I disagree! You do not look like a man!
In fact, a picture cannot tell everything. Have the attitude and positivity and you are there! In my opinion, you look great.
Look at it like this. You are living as a female. Many people, like myself, cannot do that due to many personal or financial reasons...but would love to be able to.
Be your true self. That's where the true beauty is. You have come a long way and you have many many years ahead. Be happy, stay positive and Love yourself! :-)
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Quote from: ECC on June 13, 2016, 08:36:12 AM
And glad to see another Richmond girl on the site!
RVA represent! Haha :icon_rockon: Pleasure to meet~
Quote from: ECC on June 13, 2016, 08:36:12 AM
top notch surgery at a price that's extremely reasonable
Truth; I didn't mention price or results because this is not a "FFS" thread at all, however, to be quite delicate here, will say that your experience seems to mirror mine and while debating on going ahead with this whilst getting the consultation, was essentially sold on the bottom line. His staff is amazing too!
Jesus, we sound like shady Dr. Zin shills here, right? :icon_suspicious:
Thank you for the kind words.
Quote from: Angieisalone on June 13, 2016, 07:52:05 AM
I pretty much failed since ffs did nothing and I still look like a man
Your post on another site garnered a staggering 184 replies.
My question to you, Angela, is: Do you honestly, truly believe all those people lied to you just to placate your impassioned threats of self-harm?
I don't lie; sorry, I just don't. If someone posts here and they don't pass or what have you, you're not going to see me posting hug-box bullsh*t just to temporarily please someone. That kind of false encouragement I feel is more destructive than beneficial in the long run and I truly question why some people do it.
I don't know...
But what I do know is that you're very similar to Galaxy; The world is telling you the truth and you simply will... not... believe it. The problem is in your head unfortunately... your self-acceptance and self-love has (for some reason I cannot fathom) been utterly decimated and
that is the issue that you need to tackle head on. Your physical form is both feminine and passable and I don't say anything I don't mean; why would I? I loathe hug-boxers too.
The very very best to you :'(
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Quote from: Angieisalone on June 13, 2016, 07:52:05 AM
http://m.imgur.com/a/qDnSr
I pretty much failed since ffs did nothing and I still look like a man
I am also not a 'hug boxer', and worse - my sense of humour verges on cruel. I would not lie to you. If I had nothing nice to say, I'd move swiftly on.
That is an impressive transformation, and you have an excellent hairdresser btw, which alone is worth staying in New Jersey for.
I have no idea why you don't think your surgery and efforts have worked. I think they definitely have worked and you've ended up looking really lovely.
Quote from: Ⓥ on June 11, 2016, 06:42:18 PM
Yay, new thread to poop on ;D
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So... I'm 38.
It's quite weird seeing that haggard guy on the left nowadays; but it's a part of my life I cannot deny. Can't turn back time. Yes, I would have transitioned 20 years ago had I known it was possible back then. That's why I post this today. Maybe someone around my age is out there wondering the same thing when I started... if it is even possible anymore... if it's too late... if they simply look too old and masculine to change. No, it's not; not by a long shot.
If my post can inspire just one person from the late-thirty-something crowd to realize that this is possible, then I'll be one happy biotch!
No, please be quite uncivil... more fun that way :eusa_shifty:
-Vanessa
What about from the mid 50s crowd?
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Quote from: Angieisalone on June 13, 2016, 07:52:05 AM
http://m.imgur.com/a/qDnSr
I pretty much failed since ffs did nothing and I still look like a man
dysphoria can really cripple your perception , you look better than me and I think I do pretty good for a 65 year old woman.
Quote from: Angieisalone on June 13, 2016, 07:52:05 AM
I pretty much failed since ffs did nothing and I still look like a man
Girl I know YOU think you still look like a man but those of us who are looking at your pictures do not see any of that. I know when I look in the mirror I still see "him" more than I like. We can be our own worst critics. You appear to be overly critical of yourself. I have been following your story since you were posting about de-transitioning last year. I don't know if us making comments on how good you look are going to help or not but I know a number of trans gals who would kill to be able to look as good as you do. I don't know if it's because you have an idealized idea in your own mind about how you think you should look and you don't live up to that standard or you have an overly critical mind set. But something is keeping you from seeing the wonderful changes you have gone through.
We are not here just blowing smoke up your you know what....You need to break free of the negativity that is feeding your insecurity and love the woman you are.
Hi there sisters and brothers and others, I'm 58, I live near Montreal, HRT for 4 1/2 years now, no family and no friends left for about a year now but strangely, happier than I've ever been. Guess I found a way to live in harmony with my solitude and to avoid the depths of loneliness.
So, got my old pics out of the old shoe box and found those two. They date a little, the biker pic is about 10 years old and the ballerina is about 3 years old. I really like this! Two clothing stores I used to go to closed down 6 months ago so I bought many very pretty dresses that I need to show someone so it's gonna be... hummmm, YOU! ha ha. Comments welcome.
Peace, happiness and love. Rose.
(https://6p27oa-sn3302.files.1drv.com/y3mk3jZhW_R3hQmcm51BcBO-qeLEPlLpwNXIvMBK4lonskjYxuY_m0Z1zALIgn4vLoVq6vnPIHx8FaQKdJY3_y07aCLd6f9z1mgRz9hb-lzXzqL6gBa8JQEYbKaydwBa0TRYpnbQZ3sjFvvs6kHBsyZTT4B3OSMpqAYyjo_934TJZ8?width=350&height=400&cropmode=none)
I think I changed a little. :p
Left: 6/2013
Right: 6/11/2016
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Quote from: HappyMoni on June 12, 2016, 12:41:17 PM
Hi Ladies,
Seeing your results has really got me pumped up. You both look amazing! Hope that is not too unruly for the thread! :) I go for FFS in less than 3 weeks. If I could get close to your results, I would be happy. I hate waiting agh!! Thanks for posting.
Moni
Oh, I have you both beat, I'm 59 as of a few days ago.
Yes you got us but just, I turned 58 on May 8th so I was born in...'58. I'm not superstitious in any way and I don't believe in lucky years and stuff like that but for this year and for this year only I decided to pretend I did. That way if anything special happens to me, I'll be able to say: ''I KNEW IT!''. (can't wait to see what it's gonna be though) Ha ha. Good luck with FFS, I hope we can see the results ASAP afterwards and never forget, beauty is in the eyes of the... trans people!
Cheers old lady, Rose.
Quote from: Ⓥ on June 13, 2016, 09:28:05 AM
RVA represent! Haha :icon_rockon: Pleasure to meet~
Your post on another site garnered a staggering 184 replies.
My question to you, Angela, is: Do you honestly, truly believe all those people lied to you just to placate your impassioned threats of self-harm?
I don't lie; sorry, I just don't. If someone posts here and they don't pass or what have you, you're not going to see me posting hug-box bullsh*t just to temporarily please someone. That kind of false encouragement I feel is more destructive than beneficial in the long run and I truly question why some people do it.
I don't know...
But what I do know is that you're very similar to Galaxy; The world is telling you the truth and you simply will... not... believe it. The problem is in your head unfortunately... your self-acceptance and self-love has (for some reason I cannot fathom) been utterly decimated and that is the issue that you need to tackle head on. Your physical form is both feminine and passable and I don't say anything I don't mean; why would I? I loathe hug-boxers too.
The very very best to you :'(
Actually a lot of those comments were mine, but I think most of those people were hugboxxing.
I had my b/a ffs pics posted to a fb trans group and this is what was said http://m.imgur.com/u1NiJ0Y
Now before you say "they're jealous," I can assure you they aren't. The girls who made those remarks are top of the line gorgeous girls that are model tier. Think Gigi gorgeous types.
Quote from: alex82 on June 13, 2016, 10:25:51 AM
I am also not a 'hug boxer', and worse - my sense of humour verges on cruel. I would not lie to you. If I had nothing nice to say, I'd move swiftly on.
That is an impressive transformation, and you have an excellent hairdresser btw, which alone is worth staying in New Jersey for.
I have no idea why you don't think your surgery and efforts have worked. I think they definitely have worked and you've ended up looking really lovely.
I left jersey and did you even look at the last few pics. That's a man face.
The lower-half of the face is very heavy and rough looking.
Quote from: Angieisalone on June 14, 2016, 07:36:19 AM
Actually a lot of those comments were mine, but I think most of those people were hugboxxing.
I had my b/a ffs pics posted to a fb trans group and this is what was said http://m.imgur.com/u1NiJ0Y
Now before you say "they're jealous," I can assure you they aren't. The girls who made those remarks are top of the line gorgeous girls that are model tier. Think Gigi gorgeous types.
I left jersey and did you even look at the last few pics. That's a man face.
The lower-half of the face is very heavy and rough looking.
Yes, I looked through them - I didn't see a mans face, I saw a girl with a fantastic hairdresser.
No, you don't look like a model - I won't lie. But you're not unattractive, or 'unconvincing', and most people don't look like models.
There's a few words for these very stunning people picking on people who aren't 'model tier'. I imagine most of them aren't allowed on here.
Quote from: Roses and Songs on June 13, 2016, 06:45:04 PM
Hi there sisters and brothers and others, I'm 58, I live near Montreal, HRT for 4 1/2 years now, no family and no friends left for about a year now but strangely, happier than I've ever been. Guess I found a way to live in harmony with my solitude and to avoid the depths of loneliness.
So, got my old pics out of the old shoe box and found those two. They date a little, the biker pic is about 10 years old and the ballerina is about 3 years old. I really like this! Two clothing stores I used to go to closed down 6 months ago so I bought many very pretty dresses that I need to show someone so it's gonna be... hummmm, YOU! ha ha. Comments welcome.
Peace, happiness and love. Rose.
(https://6p27oa-sn3302.files.1drv.com/y3mk3jZhW_R3hQmcm51BcBO-qeLEPlLpwNXIvMBK4lonskjYxuY_m0Z1zALIgn4vLoVq6vnPIHx8FaQKdJY3_y07aCLd6f9z1mgRz9hb-lzXzqL6gBa8JQEYbKaydwBa0TRYpnbQZ3sjFvvs6kHBsyZTT4B3OSMpqAYyjo_934TJZ8?width=350&height=400&cropmode=none)
I actually really love your outfit on the bike - and it's not so overtly masculine that a woman couldn't wear it and risk looking unfeminine - jeans and sandshoes, normal weekend wear. The colours of it suit your skin and hair colour much better than lilac. And I realise you weren't, but you look happy - because you're smiling right up to the eyes, and your head is up. You don't in the second picture with your head down.
If the first picture included breasts and make up, I wouldn't have thought twice that it was simply a free-spirited 40 something woman on her bike.
Quote from: alex82 on June 14, 2016, 12:45:25 PM
I actually really love your outfit on the bike - and it's not so overtly masculine that a woman couldn't wear it and risk looking unfeminine - jeans and sandshoes, normal weekend wear. The colours of it suit your skin and hair colour much better than lilac. And I realise you weren't, but you look happy - because you're smiling right up to the eyes, and your head is up. You don't in the second picture with your head down.
If the first picture included breasts and make up, I wouldn't have thought twice that it was simply a free-spirited 40 something woman on her bike.
Wow, how nice, thank you so much Alex. The smile was because I was just coming back from trying my father's BIG bike so... but I have nothing to say against my first life, I worked anything showbusiness for most of it, touring, rock'n roll, girls, booze, a little occasional weed, money was ok, many friends, a small recording studio at home, enough action to keep me busy and not 'thinking' too much. Now it's the opposite but I like it even better so... no complaining to do here. Someone took the pic on the bike, the other one I was alone so I had put the camera on the fridge using the timer, maybe that's why but these were old, I wanted to put some pics online NOW so I took what I had but I'm taking some new ones now, from the fridge... Ha Ha!
PS: I stopped wearing pants, any pants 6 1/2 years ago and probably never will, ever. I got much better and beautiful now and I love it! Thanks again, take care. Rose.
Quote from: Angieisalone on June 13, 2016, 07:52:05 AM
http://m.imgur.com/a/qDnSr
I pretty much failed since ffs did nothing and I still look like a man
Ummm...You need a new mirror. You look great. I do not see a man.
Hugs
Jen
Quote from: alex82 on June 14, 2016, 12:39:21 PM
Yes, I looked through them - I didn't see a mans face, I saw a girl with a fantastic hairdresser.
No, you don't look like a model - I won't lie. But you're not unattractive, or 'unconvincing', and most people don't look like models.
There's a few words for these very stunning people picking on people who aren't 'model tier'. I imagine most of them aren't allowed on here.
Most women don't look like models but most don't look like men either which I'm told a lot by many people irl.
Quote from: JLT1 on June 14, 2016, 02:23:04 PM
Ummm...You need a new mirror. You look great. I do not see a man.
Hugs
Jen
You're clearly ignoring the last few pics where my face is very heavy looking
Quote from: Angieisalone on June 14, 2016, 03:16:56 PM
You're clearly ignoring the last few pics where my face is very heavy looking
I didn't ignore them when I made my comments earlier and I don't think these other women did either. I see an unhappy GIRL. Get your eyebrows thinned out and shaped, put some make up on and smile. 90% of passing is attitude and confidence. If you start out believing you're non-passable then you will act like that and people will react to you that way. It will become a self fulling prophecy. If you don't give yourself a chance then no amount of complements from others will help you. You seem to refuse to consider that what you are being told is the truth. You're a cute girl and I wish I could help you realize that. But it has to start from within. You have to recognize the beauty that is within yourself and let that out. Believe in yourself girl! A lot of girls would give anything to look as good as you.
Quote from: Angieisalone on June 14, 2016, 07:36:19 AM
Actually a lot of those comments were mine, but I think most of those people were hugboxxing.
I had my b/a ffs pics posted to a fb trans group and this is what was said http://m.imgur.com/u1NiJ0Y
Now before you say "they're jealous," I can assure you they aren't. The girls who made those remarks are top of the line gorgeous girls that are model tier. Think Gigi gorgeous types.
I left jersey and did you even look at the last few pics. That's a man face.
The lower-half of the face is very heavy and rough looking.
Listen to Jessie Ann.
Don't listen to 'Bianca' - I just clicked on that imgur thing. That is complete f-ing poison. Who on earth would want to be friends with or have a relationship with someone as vicious as Bianca? Clearly not your guy from Tennessee.
Those comments are just not true, and it's bullying - don't expose yourself to it. For what it's worth, I think she and her like are people who were probably badly picked on, always wanted to be the high school 'mean girls' but weren't until they accessed plastic surgery, and are now making up for some warped kind of lost time by speaking in a parody of the way some 14 year old girls speak about people they don't like. But they're not teenagers in a high school bearpit, they're adults in an adult world. That's their problem going forward, not yours.
Why do you believe them and not people here?
Quote from: Angieisalone on June 14, 2016, 03:16:56 PM
Most women don't look like models but most don't look like men either which I'm told a lot by many people irl.
You're clearly ignoring the last few pics where my face is very heavy looking
Ok, my turn. I've been watching this subject since it opened and I read your posts and I had a look at your pics on imgur. At first I didn't realize it was a scroll down page so I thought:''Well, she's kinda right, maybe with more makeup... but later I went down the page and I saw your most recent, I just couldn't link your pics with what you were saying, the two were so contradictory, I couldn't even imagine what I'd say to you but just now, Jessie Ann opened up the door for me so here it is. First I find that you're very very pretty, 32 and you look half that but I do see the guy you're talking about, that's because you want us to! You're playing a little trick on us Angela, harmless but still a trick. Did you ever see any trans anywhere on this site or elsewhere with such huge photos, taken so close, without makeup and for the last bottom two, showing you in a not very favorable angle to say the least, so There he is, your guy, cause you put it there. I can find you pretty cause I can unconciously take you out of that frame and put you in a better place but you cannot do that, it's you looking at you, too big and much too close so, we're not seeing the same thing at all dear. That's why you don't understand our comments and we don't understand yours. AHHH, nailed it! So, resize your material, put some makeup on, see your hairdresser a bit more often and your photographer a bit less and STOP arguing with us, most all of us here are old and nasty and at such an advanced age, we don't take very well being contradicted RIGHT! (old shoe syndrome and tiny estrogen fit I think) Oups, got carried away a little here, sorry. So anyway, in conclusion we all thought you had the whole works to easily pass and we gave you a B+ because we're waiting for your self confidence to improve a little. Now your turn, why don't you give yourself a chance, and an A!
Be good to yourself, we love you. Rose.
Quote from: Trini on June 13, 2016, 08:19:37 PM
I think I changed a little. :p
Left: 6/2013
Right: 6/11/2016
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that's a big yes on change
Quote from: Trini on June 13, 2016, 08:19:37 PM
I think I changed a little. :p
Oh yeah, just a weeeeee little bit.
Looking good girl
Quote from: Roses and Songs on June 13, 2016, 06:45:04 PM
Comments welcome.
Lovely! You look very good. Your singing is very good to. :)
Stephenie Pitman review trans surgery in thailand.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EEKunnYnbYI
Quote from: Jessie Ann on June 14, 2016, 08:14:28 PM
Lovely! You look very good. Your singing is very good to. :)
Ahhh Jessie Ann, it's amazing how a few meaningless letters hung together on a white meaningless page can give you such a warm feeling inside. Thank you my friend, you are very kind. Love, Rose.
Quote from: Angieisalone on June 13, 2016, 07:52:05 AM
http://m.imgur.com/a/qDnSr
I pretty much failed since ffs did nothing and I still look like a man
I know everyone on here has already been saying this but you genuinely do look great! Your surgeries have definitely worked for you and you look incredibly cute and feminine with and without makeup. I reckon you're probably experiencing a great amount of dysmorphia like many women - both trans and cis - do but please down be down-heartened and please believe us when we tell you you're looking good :) x
Quote from: ECC on June 13, 2016, 08:36:12 AM
You have wonderful results, Vanessa. And glad to see another Richmond girl on the site!
Normally I lurk here, but seeing Zinsser's name made me rather happy! I'm also a ex-patient of Dr. Zinsser, and I can unreservedly say that my own FFS results with him are pretty pleasing. I had a hairline advance, brow shave, brow lift, and rhinoplasty under his care. I know, "new" user giving a glowing review and all that, but he's well worth checking into for FFS if you're a reasonable distance from Richmond; top notch surgery at a price that's extremely reasonable considering the mammoth markups that the more well-known FFS surgeons are charging these days. Definitely the best kept secret for those of us with modest transition budgets but who don't want to get priced out of good quality FFS within the US.
Just wanted to add my two cents.
Hi ECC,
I wanted to interrupt to welcome you. Thanks for the information.
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Once again, welcome to Susan's. Look around, ask questions and join in.
With warmth,
Joanna
Quote from: Ⓥ on June 11, 2016, 06:42:18 PM
Yay, new thread to poop on ;D
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So... I'm 38.
It's quite weird seeing that haggard guy on the left nowadays; but it's a part of my life I cannot deny. Can't turn back time. Yes, I would have transitioned 20 years ago had I known it was possible back then. That's why I post this today. Maybe someone around my age is out there wondering the same thing when I started... if it is even possible anymore... if it's too late... if they simply look too old and masculine to change. No, it's not; not by a long shot.
If my post can inspire just one person from the late-thirty-something crowd to realize that this is possible, then I'll be one happy biotch!
No, please be quite uncivil... more fun that way :eusa_shifty:
-Vanessa
You transitioned very well, and you are very inspiring. As somebody who frequently visits Imgur, I still read a lot of transphobic stuff written in the comments where people claim that older people almost never transition successfully. It's great to show that it's never too late to be who you are. :)
Quote from: Galyo on June 16, 2016, 03:18:16 PM
You transitioned very well, and you are very inspiring. As somebody who frequently visits Imgur, I still read a lot of transphobic stuff written in the comments where people claim that older people almost never transition successfully. It's great to show that it's never too late to be who you are. :)
38 is not old! That's some way off the prime of life!
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=OE1v7BW6UKk
Quote from: Angieisalone on June 13, 2016, 07:52:05 AM
http://m.imgur.com/a/qDnSr
I pretty much failed since ffs did nothing and I still look like a man
Hi
I am an aussie, pre everything (round 2)and i sure hope my results after hrt and ffs are as good as yours. All i see is a lovely woman, bit down but a woman.
Ffs cant fix jawlines, and i have seen many cis woman with square jawlines (go genetics). If we were looked like supwr models life would suck. I marvel at the differences out there.. and if u simple go to busy places with lots of poeple and people watched u would notice lots of different faces, sq ones , round ones etc
Dont put yourself down and let the bullies win.. stand and be proud of who you are. I bet anything if u pulled yourself out of the dumps and went with confidence about who you are and proud of it and went anywhere no one would guess.
I mean the only reason i guessed from imgur is the before posts otherwise i wouldnt have known. If all i saw was the last pic, just an unhappy girl is all i see.
Quote from: VeronicaMJ on June 16, 2016, 03:55:01 PM
Hi
I am an aussie, pre everything (round 2)and i sure hope my results after hrt and ffs are as good as yours. All i see is a lovely woman, bit down but a woman.
Ffs cant fix jawlines, and i have seen many cis woman with square jawlines (go genetics). If we were looked like supwr models life would suck. I marvel at the differences out there.. and if u simple go to busy places with lots of poeple and people watched u would notice lots of different faces, sq ones , round ones etc
Dont put yourself down and let the bullies win.. stand and be proud of who you are. I bet anything if u pulled yourself out of the dumps and went with confidence about who you are and proud of it and went anywhere no one would guess.
I mean the only reason i guessed from imgur is the before posts otherwise i wouldnt have known. If all i saw was the last pic, just an unhappy girl is all i see.
Yeah, how much strength to just keep going! And from an Aussie that means a lot - the old line, "Australia, where the men are men - and that's just the women".
Quote from: alex82 on June 16, 2016, 04:15:28 PM
Yeah, how much strength to just keep going! And from an Aussie that means a lot - the old line, "Australia, where the men are men - and that's just the women".
Sorry but that's not what I've heard:
Australia, where the men are
men - and
that's just the women.
Australia, where the men are down under - and the women on top.
That's it!
Quote from: alex82 on June 16, 2016, 04:15:28 PM
Yeah, how much strength to just keep going! And from an Aussie that means a lot - the old line, "Australia, where the men are men - and that's just the women".
lolz, its the only way to beat them.. keep going..
I have been perilously close to ending all too, the fact i dont want them to win.. and my therapist who i see, pointed out.. dont let the inner child win, be the adult.. stop reacting (and all the tools to help work with this, admitedly not said that way, i just sumerised this).. this i know is very very difficult. its only been a month of therapy (second time around) and i battle daily. yesterday was very bad, i am here by sheer will and one promise, nothing more..
beside the fact, like i said if all i saw the last image all i see is an unhappy woman.. nothing more or less. and to all the others.. dang envy here, time is going slowly.
Quote from: Roses and Songs on June 16, 2016, 04:45:38 PM
Sorry but that's not what I've heard:
Australia, where the men are men - and that's just the women.
Australia, where the men are down under - and the women on top.
That's it!
i love that one for sure.. hahahaha
here the song -> https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XfR9iY5y94s land downunder
Quote from: VeronicaMJ on June 16, 2016, 04:51:20 PM
lolz, its the only way to beat them.. keep going..
I have been perilously close to ending all too, the fact i dont want them to win.. and my therapist who i see, pointed out.. dont let the inner child win, be the adult.. stop reacting (and all the tools to help work with this, admitedly not said that way, i just sumerised this).. this i know is very very difficult. its only been a month of therapy (second time around) and i battle daily. yesterday was very bad, i am here by sheer will and one promise, nothing more..
beside the fact, like i said if all i saw the last image all i see is an unhappy woman.. nothing more or less. and to all the others.. dang envy here, time is going slowly.
i love that one for sure.. hahahaha
here the song -> https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XfR9iY5y94s land downunder
Of all the therapies I've had, confrontation therapy has been the best. There are hideous descriptions of it online - where you are abused and mocked for two hours straight. Maybe some do, mine didn't. You wrote a letter of things you didn't want to speak about and wouldn't be able to introduce verbally, and then spoke about them relentlessly. Every time you wanted to stop, you went back to the beginning to start again. No escape, short of ending the entire process.
There are no words to thank the therapist who did that for me, and encouraged me to be kind to myself after the sessions - go shopping, phone a friend and to hell with the international charges, book a holiday, go to a restaurant you like, or get a massage immediately after your session, you'll need it.
Don't end it - that's just you, in a coffin, having not lived. x
Quote from: alex82 on June 16, 2016, 07:06:49 PM
Of all the therapies I've had, confrontation therapy has been the best. There are hideous descriptions of it online - where you are abused and mocked for two hours straight. Maybe some do, mine didn't. You wrote a letter of things you didn't want to speak about and wouldn't be able to introduce verbally, and then spoke about them relentlessly. Every time you wanted to stop, you went back to the beginning to start again. No escape, short of ending the entire process.
There are no words to thank the therapist who did that for me, and encouraged me to be kind to myself after the sessions - go shopping, phone a friend and to hell with the international charges, book a holiday, go to a restaurant you like, or get a massage immediately after your session, you'll need it.
Don't end it - that's just you, in a coffin, having not lived. x
I do what my therapist suggested, stop take note of what makes me react, analyse it and ask how the adult would respond.
Thanks for the message, i do that when feeling down.. hence i over shop and spend money i dont have.
I only make promises i intend to keep, and your right giving up before i have even lived is no way to go. I dont intend to be the one giving up before even trying /succeeding.
I will keep that in mind what you said. Like many its hard to open up and risk oneself. I just cant do that fully yet.. and when it gets a bit much tend to retreat into myself.. but being a glass half full person.. this doesnt last long. But i have started opening up and letting my emptions show and to actually feel them is part of the reason things get low for me (apart from tge disphoria). Almost like being a teenager again and learning to cope with being a human adult.
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Well i still have a ways to go but here it goes
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And it was windy but the after was taken yesterday :-)
Wow Ally, that's quite the change. You look great :)
Wow some change.. now hopping mine is that good when it begins
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Ty girls I still have a ton of work ahead of me lol like taming those brows :-P
Some amazing changes going on here!!
Thought I'd be different and do a makeup before and after to show the very rare non made up me and the state of my skin though it always patches like that a few days after electrolysis sessions!!
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You can also see the dry shampoo and hair taming working, was having a bad hair day that day!!! It never listens to meeee ;)
Fab make up.
Before
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3 months
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5 months
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Wow!
Just Wow. You are beautiful.
Hugs
Jen
Thanks Jen. :)
Quote from: Harley Quinn on June 20, 2016, 12:11:40 AM
Before
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3 months
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5 months
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WOW!! Gorgeous!!
Quote from: Hannah Samira on June 20, 2016, 10:19:54 AM
WOW!! Gorgeous!!
Lol... amazing what a little bit of time and lipstick can accomplish.
This will be my first 'before / after' picture. I'm still pre-everything (aside from two laser hair removal sessions), but because I had my second laser hair removal session today I felt like I wanted to celebrate by looking how far I have come over time.
The top picture is taken by my mom during holiday six years ago. This photo shows me at pretty much my worst; I was depressed, lazy, and had a negative attitude towards pretty much everything and everybody. During this time, I felt deeply unhappy about myself, and I consoled this fact by assuming that therefore everyone else has to also be unhappy with themselves. It was frankly turning me into a really overly cynical and negative person. It's a time of life where I repressed a lot of my feelings, and I think this picture shows this pretty well.
The bottom picture is a selfie I made today after I got home. I'm still not that great at making mirror-selfies, but I think this one came out pretty well. XD
I'm really happy with how my hair is coming along!
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new picture..(https://www.dropbox.com/s/7ps0la4vwpu44vq/Photo%20Jun%2021%2C%203%2031%2012%20PM.jpg?dl=0)
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Jenny
I like your hair and glasses works well together....pretty
Thanks! Too bad they are just reading glasses. Can't see up close without them and can't see far away with them on. Just thought it was a good angle. Definitely my favorite pic so far. No HRT yet. Hope to start in the next month or so.
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I have taken down most all of my previous pictures but I wanted to stop by this thread one last time to post. So here it is, the official Jessie from start of hormones (March 2015) to present. I have to say it has been one heck of a rocket ship ride.....
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Quote from: Jessie Ann on June 22, 2016, 07:12:57 PM
I have taken down most all of my previous pictures but I wanted to stop by this thread one last time to post. So here it is, the official Jessie from start of hormones (March 2015) to present. I have to say it has been one heck of a rocket ship ride.....
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An absolutely amazing transformation! You are drop dead gorgeous! I am soooo envious! Enjoy your wonderful new life!
Claire (née Dori)
Quote from: Jessie Ann on June 22, 2016, 07:12:57 PM
I have taken down most all of my previous pictures but I wanted to stop by this thread one last time to post. So here it is, the official Jessie from start of hormones (March 2015) to present. I have to say it has been one heck of a rocket ship ride.....
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi79.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fj142%2FJessie-Ann15%2Fbye%2520bye%2FC71F4748-E460-43F8-BAAF-AF9B92C85A8E_zpsxkfwqe1h.jpg&hash=eaa9c824dbd5479999cb184b65bc25751976d5cd) (http://s79.photobucket.com/user/Jessie-Ann15/media/bye%20bye/C71F4748-E460-43F8-BAAF-AF9B92C85A8E_zpsxkfwqe1h.jpg.html)
Rocket ship is right! You look great! Very inspiring. Very happy for you :-)
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Quote from: Jessie Ann on June 22, 2016, 07:12:57 PM
I have taken down most all of my previous pictures but I wanted to stop by this thread one last time to post. So here it is, the official Jessie from start of hormones (March 2015) to present. I have to say it has been one heck of a rocket ship ride.....
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi79.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fj142%2FJessie-Ann15%2Fbye%2520bye%2FC71F4748-E460-43F8-BAAF-AF9B92C85A8E_zpsxkfwqe1h.jpg&hash=eaa9c824dbd5479999cb184b65bc25751976d5cd) (http://s79.photobucket.com/user/Jessie-Ann15/media/bye%20bye/C71F4748-E460-43F8-BAAF-AF9B92C85A8E_zpsxkfwqe1h.jpg.html)
You've blossomed into an absolutely beautiful lady, congrats babe :) x
Looking great Jessie!
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Quote from: Galyo on June 21, 2016, 04:48:37 PM
This will be my first 'before / after' picture. I'm still pre-everything (aside from two laser hair removal sessions), but because I had my second laser hair removal session today I felt like I wanted to celebrate by looking how far I have come over time.
The top picture is taken by my mom during holiday six years ago. This photo shows me at pretty much my worst; I was depressed, lazy, and had a negative attitude towards pretty much everything and everybody. During this time, I felt deeply unhappy about myself, and I consoled this fact by assuming that therefore everyone else has to also be unhappy with themselves. It was frankly turning me into a really overly cynical and negative person. It's a time of life where I repressed a lot of my feelings, and I think this picture shows this pretty well.
The bottom picture is a selfie I made today after I got home. I'm still not that great at making mirror-selfies, but I think this one came out pretty well. XD
I'm really happy with how my hair is coming along!
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FQMVxRa1.png&hash=6fa25a9338991d72f0559a7453ac11fdcb2fab9b)
Progress!!! And jelous of the hair.
Hugs
Jen
Quote from: JLT1 on June 23, 2016, 05:28:06 PM
Progress!!! And jelous of the hair.
Hugs
Jen
You actually like my hair? :D I do like the length of it now and I intend to go to the barber sometime soon, but whenever I look in the mirror I can't help but get annoyed by my giant forehead. >_<
Thanks a lot! It was actually a pretty emotional experience digging through my photo archive.
Barber? Ladies don't go to barbers. :)
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Hairdresser I mean. :laugh:
:D
I have Asperger's Syndrome and in the past I found I use to be very careless with choice of words. But I purposely put myself under the bus many times when to set my self up for failure to learn proper ways of speaking. I failed every time it was so hard to improve my communications, but as I matured I was much better and comfortable with speaking with people. To be honest it really didn't get as good as it is now without going through HRT in my life because it opened up the door to sensitivities I lacked beforehand. I don't mind sharing some photos of who I use to be because it's the past that will never be forgotten nor would it be something I'd allow myself to be held to something I was not.
It's a bit lengthy, but there's a reason why I added a time line to my logic.
(https://scontent-atl3-1.xx.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/60194_156655114362225_1579825_n.jpg?oh=6295e68aeb60e6106599a444bf78f6fc&oe=57F7B907) September 24, 2010
(https://scontent-atl3-1.xx.fbcdn.net/t31.0-8/55201_172342842793452_2409307_o.jpg) November 22, 2010
In both photos I was 19 years of age. The second part I was preparing for my final year to begin service as most of the males not destined for higher education it would seem in my family. I had some serious Gender Dysphoria going on though and I didn't like it.
(https://scontent-atl3-1.xx.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/319399_479910342036699_384935901_n.jpg?oh=8f1e1624a91ffa04dd80fe08cf59d7dc&oe=580760E3) July 16, 2012.
I pretty much got out due to default and started to grow my hair out. I guess the stress in my life made me get some white hair at this point in my time. And I just turned 21 in May.
(https://scontent-atl3-1.xx.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/944949_623594324334966_675273630_n.jpg?oh=fc99e6f36cc9094808b48b983bb0819f&oe=57FF463F) May 6, 2013.
I guess this was about the time when I wanted to start transitioning. And to be honest I had just given up reasoning with my family at this time. I had only started growing facial period a bit later in my months after turning 21, but started to become a bit more visible after turning 22.
(https://scontent-atl3-1.xx.fbcdn.net/t31.0-8/1891520_791755050852225_2062719054_o.jpg) February 26, 2014.
YYYUUUUCCCCKKKK FACIAL HAIR!!! >.<; That took me about 4-6 months to grow to that length though so I guess it was a compromise?!
(https://scontent-atl3-1.xx.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/10897836_985862738108121_6769435777090723747_n.jpg?oh=24c8d905de68c63aa32d9b1ca820aa4c&oe=57FBCC93) January 6, 2015.
When I was down... Sam always found a way to cheer me up. He inspired me when I was down to make something better out of what became terrible, but my financial toll on my life all together. So it was moments with Sam that made my time the best. I stopped my transitioning at this point because I had to pull a second job along with my retail position. I managed to pull a different temporary position at a plantsite + dropped out of college. My roommates lost their job and ways to support the household with income. And I picked up an alcoholism issue to drown my sorrows away until I could stand up on my two feet proudly. Sam went back to school so I didn't have him in my life to hang out with for emotional support and I eventually stopped seeing my therapist all together.
At some point my mother moved and I took some time off from both workplaces to help her move. And I reached a bit of an epiphany at this time taking Sam's advice for once.
(https://scontent-atl3-1.xx.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/11033148_1062104313817296_148277527637489261_n.jpg?oh=e890d080fa06341d7d695910ebf84b1c&oe=57FBD66B) May 19, 2015.
I guess this would make me 24 now hehee! ^^ I started turning my life around at this point and gone straight to my goals I wanted to work for myself! I went back to school and managed to get an internship at DuPont!
(https://scontent-atl3-1.xx.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/12316302_1175984089095984_5423620662520080734_n.jpg?oh=68137288f323606d0cbc2d40daf2b6d9&oe=58375B63) December 4, 2015.
Managed to keep this awesome retail job and turned it into a career! And managed to become an Assistant Technician at one of my most favorable plant sites I worked in the past. I Managed to get back into therapy as well. I had been in for awhile though wasn't like less than 2.5 months. But it wasn't hard for me to prove who I was and to show how I was making an educated adjustment to my life to my therapist. Especially since this was the same one I had gone to before. After all the demons I fought to get to this point. This would be one month before starting HRT.
(https://scontent-atl3-1.xx.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/12439484_1249647388396320_5122042190410903891_n.jpg?oh=b0da514944a0a0573af7e08c3ca35ff2&oe=57E89B80) March 24, 2016. I guess.. about two months in.
I didn't want to shave my face because I wanted to compare it something and so 4 days would pass to see how smooth my face was after a month. ^^
(https://scontent-atl3-1.xx.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/12919778_1254675861226806_8777253829338230004_n.jpg?oh=fde25598f9a9fa5371bdc5e523550973&oe=57EA9710) March 28, 2016.
I'll admit I did have a soft face for the majority of my life, but I dunno it's hard to put in for words if you ask me.
(https://scontent-atl3-1.xx.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/13237815_1290858800941845_8164472970118970154_n.jpg?oh=c50f7ae584231418605edad721845475&oe=57F8C94C) May 16, 2016.
8 days before I turned 25. I guess my skin became a bit 'softer' in the 4 months of HRT and it would seem my eyebrows changed a bit?!
(https://scontent-atl3-1.xx.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/13445607_1309788469048878_1038319828698823905_n.jpg?oh=11611a7a6f246f076193305f29382862&oe=58082D6B) June 13, 2016.
Yeah... One word.... 'Clarity' if anything! ^^
And I guess that brings my current image, which I just put up about 17 hours ago or so. Which is very close to my 6 month mark! ^^
In comparison to whether someone is passable is a bit tricky to answer. Because many people will have different examples, ideas, or concepts on whether your passable or not. And we're about to get to my 'personal' reasoning upon whether someone is passable or not so I guess I should explain my timeline to get to my point. Take your first image and compare it to your current one. How passable are you? Well that's up to you on how much you've changed in time. It's up to you to really decide whether your passable or not, but personally I'd like to see some of your older images so I can help you understand my Asperger's Ideology + Logical Pathways here.
An interesting note I'd wish to disclose... I guess since I didn't really start growing facial hair until 20 most of it was still pretty young and at 6 months HRT. most of it became 'finer' for me, but that doesn't mean all of my facial hair did.
(A thousand hugggzzz right back at ya sista!) ^^
Alright Raye, I shall show you a photo from 2012. It's not the same angle, but it should give you a good idea of where I've come from.
So here is 2012
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fuploads.tapatalk-cdn.com%2F20160702%2F1e3a843b0be42e6c71f168ac6c88b29f.jpg&hash=ae578419e4c52d94be8f6f7c722fe2025f2634dd)
And then 2 days ago
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fuploads.tapatalk-cdn.com%2F20160702%2Fd6068d04908fa9b4f1de5b8f6cb81a31.jpg&hash=680d57012ff38d3ebb3566eb6ae2d092d07ad4b0)
Hoping that helps some
And I kind of envy you on starting all this so young. Too many years of T even though it was low. If I would have faced this at 18 when I had a psychologist try and get at these issues I would have been much better off, but that was in 1987 and I refused to believe there was anything different about me. Damn I was stupid.
But I digress.
Thanks for looking and commenting
Hugs back at you sis
(https://scontent-dfw1-1.xx.fbcdn.net/v/t34.0-12/13607858_1133836900005976_2103653992_n.jpg?oh=0b0d1b405661947adf1afee38c8bc244&oe=5779C31C) (https://scontent-dfw1-1.xx.fbcdn.net/v/t34.0-12/13576486_1133836330006033_1898756283_n.jpg?oh=dff5f37e9959e1d26cb8d990c31fa180&oe=5779B803)3.5 months hrt i am happy with how i look.
(https://scontent-dfw1-1.xx.fbcdn.net/v/t34.0-12/13393371_1118164934906506_2070453031_n.jpg?oh=2d65d07ac7efe2a620f9a6670cbf6451&oe=577AF509) (https://scontent-dfw1-1.xx.fbcdn.net/v/t34.0-12/13393474_1118164824906517_1974340090_n.jpg?oh=ec8ad777064e8e0b9bd40f47010406ee&oe=577A97E7) 2months hrt this is when i came out to family. Lot's of them loath me but i wouldn't say hate.
(https://scontent-dfw1-1.xx.fbcdn.net/v/t34.0-12/13336265_1113689618687371_1973277862_n.jpg?oh=d10b01877476ef15f82d9f36f7337be2&oe=577AD73E) (https://www.facebook.com/) 1.5-1 month just started
(https://www.facebook.com/) (https://scontent-dfw1-1.xx.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/12006121_964002096989458_1897486240233412308_n.jpg?oh=498963c83cc1f99d0b59abbf90ebeb05&oe=57F795E6) (https://scontent-dfw1-1.xx.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/11403448_922400007816334_7853752425709096332_n.jpg?oh=53564de4bbbfa679998332c768a06040&oe=57FA835A) right before transitioning
Wow roseyfox, that's great progress
Quote from: StevieC9 on July 02, 2016, 01:06:34 PM
Alright Raye, I shall show you a photo from 2012. It's not the same angle, but it should give you a good idea of where I've come from.
So here is 2012
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fuploads.tapatalk-cdn.com%2F20160702%2F1e3a843b0be42e6c71f168ac6c88b29f.jpg&hash=ae578419e4c52d94be8f6f7c722fe2025f2634dd)
And then 2 days ago
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fuploads.tapatalk-cdn.com%2F20160702%2Fd6068d04908fa9b4f1de5b8f6cb81a31.jpg&hash=680d57012ff38d3ebb3566eb6ae2d092d07ad4b0)
Hoping that helps some
And I kind of envy you on starting all this so young. Too many years of T even though it was low. If I would have faced this at 18 when I had a psychologist try and get at these issues I would have been much better off, but that was in 1987 and I refused to believe there was anything different about me. Damn I was stupid.
But I digress.
Thanks for looking and commenting
Hugs back at you sis
You definitely come along way to there no doubt you pass :3
Quote from: roseyfox on July 02, 2016, 02:57:45 PM
You definitely come along way to there no doubt you pass :3
Thank you so much. Your too kind.
Hugs
Quote from: roseyfox on July 02, 2016, 02:57:45 PM
You definitely come along way to there no doubt you pass :3
LOL that's what I was gonna say hehehe. HRT has various effects on various people regardless of age. But Age and Genetic Makeup does make most of the bulk when regarding treatment options so I've been told. I had to wait a bit later because I was simply dealing with my alcoholism and + smoking habits. I quit them myself it didn't take a lot of restraint since part of my genes has something to do with the tolerance + willpower I have. But it did take time and that was something I had to suffer from, but I was fortunate for my intersex condition at least when it came to facial hair. I still have tons of facial hair, but half of that just reverted + had I not picked up an alcohol issue I could have possibly kept a more youthful appearance (perhaps I would never know). So I quit drinking and moved over to about 1.5mg of Nic on Vaping. It's not enough for me to be addicted, but with my genetic makeup I'm also not prone to DVT as some would be mostly because of the age factor I'm assuming or my activity. I'm super active working most of the time barely sleeping. So if anything is going to kill me it would be getting sick often and not sleeping as much as I'd like to be able to. In the future, I can see myself cutting that down to 0mg of Nic, because I only vape for the clouds. I've been to a few of vape competitions in Tennessee and met some really interesting people in that community.
But most of it is how I part my hair. And if you don't use lotion you'll find your skin drying up. It didn't take me long to find that out being on HRT. You'd be very surprised how much older you might look without some and a bit of a touch up. I don't wear make up, but I'm considering doing something with my face, but I dunno. Something tells me you don't need makeup to be passable and not every cisgender woman wears makeup, but that's also highly debatable. But I mean we're all going to have some manly features it's just what you make of them that you gotta work around with. Unless you were fortunate to start hormones around 12-18 years of age.
But like what Rosey said your quite a very passable woman. And if I could be so bold to say this, your quite attractive for an older woman! heeheh ^^But I've been wrong before heeh.
Quote from: roseyfox on July 02, 2016, 02:48:19 PM
(https://scontent-dfw1-1.xx.fbcdn.net/v/t34.0-12/13607858_1133836900005976_2103653992_n.jpg?oh=0b0d1b405661947adf1afee38c8bc244&oe=5779C31C) (https://scontent-dfw1-1.xx.fbcdn.net/v/t34.0-12/13576486_1133836330006033_1898756283_n.jpg?oh=dff5f37e9959e1d26cb8d990c31fa180&oe=5779B803)3.5 months hrt i am happy with how i look.
(https://scontent-dfw1-1.xx.fbcdn.net/v/t34.0-12/13393371_1118164934906506_2070453031_n.jpg?oh=2d65d07ac7efe2a620f9a6670cbf6451&oe=577AF509) (https://scontent-dfw1-1.xx.fbcdn.net/v/t34.0-12/13393474_1118164824906517_1974340090_n.jpg?oh=ec8ad777064e8e0b9bd40f47010406ee&oe=577A97E7) 2months hrt this is when i came out to family. Lot's of them loath me but i wouldn't say hate.
(https://scontent-dfw1-1.xx.fbcdn.net/v/t34.0-12/13336265_1113689618687371_1973277862_n.jpg?oh=d10b01877476ef15f82d9f36f7337be2&oe=577AD73E) (https://www.facebook.com/) 1.5-1 month just started
(https://www.facebook.com/) (https://scontent-dfw1-1.xx.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/12006121_964002096989458_1897486240233412308_n.jpg?oh=498963c83cc1f99d0b59abbf90ebeb05&oe=57F795E6) (https://scontent-dfw1-1.xx.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/11403448_922400007816334_7853752425709096332_n.jpg?oh=53564de4bbbfa679998332c768a06040&oe=57FA835A) right before transitioning
Rosey is pretty cute though I don't think she should ever be hating on herself hehe! ^^ She came a very long way to be who she truly is, I'm guessing she started even younger than myself though.
Wow!!! you all have made great progress :icon_chick:
Hugs
I don't stop by this site anymore really but I wanted to pop in for a bit and post my timeline.
I remember being inspired by these threads before I even started and want to make an effort to be more present on these forums. When I was first starting out and was afraid to contact to any support groups or communities the amazing people here gave me the strength and info to get started. Unfortunately It was a rough start and I spent too many nights blubbering myself to sleep with dozens of incognito windows open showing different topic headings and even seeing the banner at the top brings back some pretty intense feelings. It's hard to be back but I've learned tons and am in a much better and waaaay happier place ;D
So yah, here's me+time+hormones+brute force effort..
(Link to full pic) http://i.imgur.com/V9Hi3uM.png (http://i.imgur.com/V9Hi3uM.png)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FV9Hi3uM.png&hash=ad12f135c6cf68e3a17c11b8f487f6960e61d5f9)
Quote from: Solstice on July 27, 2016, 05:56:26 PM
I don't stop by this site anymore really but I wanted to pop in for a bit and post my timeline.
I remember being inspired by these threads before I even started and want to make an effort to be more present on these forums. When I was first starting out and was afraid to contact to any support groups or communities the amazing people here gave me the strength and info to get started. Unfortunately It was a rough start and I spent too many nights blubbering myself to sleep with dozens of incognito windows open showing different topic headings and even seeing the banner at the top brings back some pretty intense feelings. It's hard to be back but I've learned tons and am in a much better and waaaay happier place ;D
So yah, here's me+time+hormones+brute force effort..
(Link to full pic) http://i.imgur.com/V9Hi3uM.png (http://i.imgur.com/V9Hi3uM.png)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FV9Hi3uM.png&hash=ad12f135c6cf68e3a17c11b8f487f6960e61d5f9)
Awesome!!!! Simply awesome!!! So very happy for you. You should be very proud of your achievement!
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Yay for timelines ! :p
(https://scontent-cdg2-1.xx.fbcdn.net/t31.0-8/13738304_10154500743249474_3237603377260266274_o.jpg)
That old life sort of feels like an alternative reality now.
Feb 2012
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2F2ghWbdD.jpg&hash=184bdb7bda89fb27b09262e487c4b671e6590ba6)
Aug 2016 - 30 Months of HRT
(https://pbs.twimg.com/media/Co-MvpXUkAA4QRx.jpg)
Quote from: April Lee on August 03, 2016, 07:10:39 PM
That old life sort of feels like an alternative reality now.
Feb 2012
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2F2ghWbdD.jpg&hash=184bdb7bda89fb27b09262e487c4b671e6590ba6)
Aug 2016 - 30 Months of HRT
(https://pbs.twimg.com/media/Co-MvpXUkAA4QRx.jpg)
............
(Begins to slow clap)
Quote from: Solstice on July 27, 2016, 05:56:26 PM
I don't stop by this site anymore really but I wanted to pop in for a bit and post my timeline.
I remember being inspired by these threads before I even started and want to make an effort to be more present on these forums. When I was first starting out and was afraid to contact to any support groups or communities the amazing people here gave me the strength and info to get started. Unfortunately It was a rough start and I spent too many nights blubbering myself to sleep with dozens of incognito windows open showing different topic headings and even seeing the banner at the top brings back some pretty intense feelings. It's hard to be back but I've learned tons and am in a much better and waaaay happier place ;D
So yah, here's me+time+hormones+brute force effort..
(Link to full pic) http://i.imgur.com/V9Hi3uM.png (http://i.imgur.com/V9Hi3uM.png)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FV9Hi3uM.png&hash=ad12f135c6cf68e3a17c11b8f487f6960e61d5f9)
OMG...WOW!
Congrats
Jen
Hello,
I am a "recently honest with myself" mtf, and you all are very inspiring. I have come out to my doctor and am hoping to start HRT asap. I feel there is a nagging stress that time is running out for me (I'm only 28, but feel like the rabbit from Alice in Wonderland), but the changes you girls have made are amazing. I am trying to go through the Veterans Affairs to get things started. They say I need a psych eval for gender dysphoria, DSM V is that normal procedure for HRT? The anxiety is killing me. Thank you for sharing! :D
Nahia
Congratulations, and welcome. I also went through the VA. I seemed to have stumbled upon the secret code with them as well. Hit me up if you have any questions. I'll be glad to help.
Quote from: Nahia on August 05, 2016, 09:00:59 PM
Hello,
I am a "recently honest with myself" mtf, and you all are very inspiring. I have come out to my doctor and am hoping to start HRT asap. I feel there is a nagging stress that time is running out for me (I'm only 28, but feel like the rabbit from Alice in Wonderland), but the changes you girls have made are amazing. I am trying to go through the Veterans Affairs to get things started. They say I need a psych eval for gender dysphoria, DSM V is that normal procedure for HRT? The anxiety is killing me. Thank you for sharing! :D
Nahia
Not really sure how to message on this site yet, but any help with that would be great. Thank you so much. :)
I sent you a PM. It'll show under messages
Quote from: Nahia on August 05, 2016, 09:40:57 PM
Not really sure how to message on this site yet, but any help with that would be great. Thank you so much. :)
OK. I'll just start a thread.
Quote from: Nahia on August 05, 2016, 09:49:38 PM
Wont let me message yet. No permission :'( .
Nahia
i'm 28 and i've been on hrt only two months now, so you cant really call it a full before and after, as i've kinda just started, but boobs are doing things and i'm starting to look like my female twin (i think). i see ppl transitioning way later than me and still coming out fine so i'm really excited and hopeful :3
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Faw1nlnbob3rvynvja2v0lmnvbq00.g00.photobucket.com%2Fg00%2FTU9SRVBIRVVTMiRodHRwOi8vaW1nLnBob3RvYnVja2V0LmNvbS9hbGJ1bXMvdjUxMC9mbGV4aWJvYi9zb3Jhc2hydDJtb250aHNfenBzbG81OGhoemsuanBn%2F%24%2F%24%2F%24%2F%24&hash=631d1cf21f70e586a63a069661c770763844b405)
Quote from: SoraKat on August 07, 2016, 12:29:34 PM
i'm 28 and i've been on hrt only two months now, so you cant really call it a full before and after, as i've kinda just started, but boobs are doing things and i'm starting to look like my female twin (i think). i see ppl transitioning way later than me and still coming out fine so i'm really excited and hopeful :3
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Faw1nlnbob3rvynvja2v0lmnvbq00.g00.photobucket.com%2Fg00%2FTU9SRVBIRVVTMiRodHRwOi8vaW1nLnBob3RvYnVja2V0LmNvbS9hbGJ1bXMvdjUxMC9mbGV4aWJvYi9zb3Jhc2hydDJtb250aHNfenBzbG81OGhoemsuanBn%2F%24%2F%24%2F%24%2F%24&hash=631d1cf21f70e586a63a069661c770763844b405)
Oh definitely! You'll do fine!!
Quote from: SoraKat on August 07, 2016, 12:29:34 PM
i'm 28 and i've been on hrt only two months now, so you cant really call it a full before and after, as i've kinda just started, but boobs are doing things and i'm starting to look like my female twin (i think). i see ppl transitioning way later than me and still coming out fine so i'm really excited and hopeful :3
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Faw1nlnbob3rvynvja2v0lmnvbq00.g00.photobucket.com%2Fg00%2FTU9SRVBIRVVTMiRodHRwOi8vaW1nLnBob3RvYnVja2V0LmNvbS9hbGJ1bXMvdjUxMC9mbGV4aWJvYi9zb3Jhc2hydDJtb250aHNfenBzbG81OGhoemsuanBn%2F%24%2F%24%2F%24%2F%24&hash=631d1cf21f70e586a63a069661c770763844b405)
I'm the same age! You give me hope. ;D
N
Well, my 6 month anniversary... "A Very Merry Un-Birthday To You.....who me... yes you!" Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha....
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi651.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fuu232%2FRubyRocket%2F20150102_151115_zpsvgdxsexp.jpg&hash=6558600505222e6d5caec3c8795d6a9ecefa4de1) (http://s651.photobucket.com/user/RubyRocket/media/20150102_151115_zpsvgdxsexp.jpg.html)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi651.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fuu232%2FRubyRocket%2F20160806_105331_zps4dlkdtpm.jpg&hash=d77d84845cd6e5bf5277a79515315af75d716b07) (http://s651.photobucket.com/user/RubyRocket/media/20160806_105331_zps4dlkdtpm.jpg.html)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi651.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fuu232%2FRubyRocket%2F20160806_104829_zpsiaiomvvo.jpg&hash=f8a6f95ceaf51e9f22d703dc318d63f91e2a4fb3) (http://s651.photobucket.com/user/RubyRocket/media/20160806_104829_zpsiaiomvvo.jpg.html)
6 Months?? You look fantastic, Harley!
Thank you! Yuppers 6 months... hopefully I will start hair removal later this month. Hormones pretty much pimp slapped me in the face!
Amazing. Simply amazing.
Hugs
Jen
Which kind of removal are you going with?
Combo of Laser and Electrolysis. Hopefully it'll save me a little money...
It's been a while since I've posted on these forums, but I just wanted to share
My before and after :-). The before is from about seven years
ago at 21 years old. Currently, I'm 20 months on HRT, 6 months post SRS with Suporn, 9 months post FFS with Facial Team, and 12 months post op from VFS with Yeson.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FPkWX2wx.jpg&hash=8ceb130dca4cb16bfe838581efaf86294ee698da)
Dana!!! You look awesome and happy!!!! :)
Okay All... Here are mine!
One pic was taken three years ago at age 52...about the time I stared HT. I had it taken to submit to Virtual FFS for some recommendations... The others were taken within the last month or so... Hopefully you can tell which are the "before" and which are the "after" :)
The recent ones are courtesy of hormones, two 11.5 hour surgeries with Dr Deschamps-Braly and countless hours of electrolysis marathons. CO2 fractal laser and microneedling with a little injectable filler thrown in the mix!!!
Take Care,
Ashley :)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi690.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fvv262%2Fhookster_photo%2Fimage_zps4hvlp3h3.jpeg&hash=ff0b3d0b1d124aaea8afebf630f9353197ba15c9)
Continued...( hint... This may be the "before" pic)
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WOW!! Way to go Dana and Ashley! :o
This is two weeks ago while shopping for my wedding dress... My life has come so far in these last three years... Wouldn't change a thing....
Onward we go!!! :)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi690.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fvv262%2Fhookster_photo%2Fimage_zps1dhhbadx.jpeg&hash=7e75b92e2ac4d3277e5fbb4f334ee190f9febe65)
Wow what a change Ashley! Do you happen to have before and after profile shots (FFS pre and post)?
HI Debra! .. I do... I will get them posed later today and PM you or just email me at the address I sent and I can do it faster without having to load things into photobucket first!
Take Care!
A :)
OMG... You give me new hope.. You are hotter than hot.. and HAPPY!!..
Tess..
Lovely photo. Hugs
Mariah
Quote from: tgirlamc on August 08, 2016, 11:16:39 AM
This is two weeks ago while shopping for my wedding dress... My life has come so far in these last three years... Wouldn't change a thing....
Onward we go!!! :)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi690.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fvv262%2Fhookster_photo%2Fimage_zps1dhhbadx.jpeg&hash=7e75b92e2ac4d3277e5fbb4f334ee190f9febe65)
Save some space for me here, because one day this ugly duckling will become a swan.. You all blow me away with your transformations. Nothing like this was possible when I was in my teens, twenties or even thirties.... Thank god for those surgeons who have inspired to change transgender girls lives. I think two years and I will be born again... I have to be on HRT for one year, then SRS, then the rest.. :laugh: Very excited... So why do I want to keep crying.. I am not on HRT yet... :laugh: :laugh: :laugh:
Tess...
I thought i'd contribute to the thread instead of just lurking...
A very unhappy me in Nov 2015:
(https://s9.postimg.org/i4zhnntpb/IMG_3270.jpg)
A month or so ago... only 3.5 months of HRT (and cleaning up my diet) at this point:
(https://s9.postimg.org/iawf3wrjj/foto_no_exif.jpg)
Quote from: tgirlamc on August 08, 2016, 11:16:39 AM
This is two weeks ago while shopping for my wedding dress... My life has come so far in these last three years... Wouldn't change a thing....
Onward we go!!! :)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi690.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fvv262%2Fhookster_photo%2Fimage_zps1dhhbadx.jpeg&hash=7e75b92e2ac4d3277e5fbb4f334ee190f9febe65)
F.
Lady, you look amazing.
Have a wonderful wedding. I wish you everything you'd hope for yourself.
Quote from: Ella_bella on August 08, 2016, 08:47:45 PM
I thought i'd contribute to the thread instead of just lurking...
A very unhappy me in Nov 2015:
(https://s9.postimg.org/i4zhnntpb/IMG_3270.jpg)
A month or so ago... only 3.5 months of HRT (and cleaning up my diet) at this point:
(https://s9.postimg.org/5mzst1p2n/Full_Size_Render.jpg)
At 3.5 months you are looking great!
Hugs
Jen
OK I'll contaminate this thread a bit too then :) 34 MTF, started HRT in January this year. Lost nearly 60 lbs as well since last summer.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FmH95OJt.jpg&hash=16372d83c08e5a8766a4b40599d0ba1de4ba670b)
One year before HRT at 32.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2Fap5vC1I.jpg&hash=7ef9014de9b2f6d907fe31c2cdb8d957cb29566d)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FBGx8W68.jpg&hash=92115438c531fbabfb03e8771b4c9968acc8a055)
Spring last year
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FrYpsVVr.jpg&hash=dbfc21ff85907158770b2c11241d4910560b828c)
Last summer, before 3rd laser
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FP6kb3bq.jpg&hash=b01997fccc2291f4640ff075bc43faa500df475b)
2-3 month-ish HRT
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2F33MRT6K.jpg&hash=461c9b50661d0f29e6804989be503f8eaff6c29b)
4.5 month HRT
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2F9b5QJqg.jpg&hash=7ef41eb303e3f220dd4dc769a3aff6895896c3f4)
Male mode at 4.5 month HRT
This is when I started getting regular male fails The above picture ire filter and makeup free
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FBJJ0tZJ.jpg%3F1&hash=a70225272973a03ea3c6f993ed46a670d3372cd1)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FTRmz4ZD.jpg%3F1&hash=3088e3ea4eef59fea993247bb2c7449df2dba06d)
5 Month HRT
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FzS5DAWO.jpg&hash=7d49020459f4de8a6c4b86ab1c569b5930cb7d21)
Coming up on 6 months
These are all from the past weekend
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(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FP7BfTOL.jpg&hash=0b09b4aa330a61033303902a5a9bca6d8508a839)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FF7Tw4jy.jpg&hash=bee77577eee72fdceef31d4c16b68a049e3d59d5)
Yes I look like my grandma I know :)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2F6vtGY3F.jpg&hash=a25d9ab7b7621b4a94e6e3829af3c7329d24fe2b)
Playing with makeup last nite
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FinBILgO.jpg&hash=1cfa446d7338354a2c7c9cd880348dcf1df111c5)
I think the flash turned me into a zombie
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FoTiJDOj.jpg&hash=999b2050f82c2560e20ca1c8cf01de8983f98f0e)
Quote from: Marissa_K on August 09, 2016, 08:25:38 AM
OK I'll contaminate this thread a bit too then :) 34 MTF, started HRT in January this year. Lost nearly 60 lbs as well since last summer.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FmH95OJt.jpg&hash=16372d83c08e5a8766a4b40599d0ba1de4ba670b)
One year before HRT at 32.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2Fap5vC1I.jpg&hash=7ef9014de9b2f6d907fe31c2cdb8d957cb29566d)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FBGx8W68.jpg&hash=92115438c531fbabfb03e8771b4c9968acc8a055)
Spring last year
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FrYpsVVr.jpg&hash=dbfc21ff85907158770b2c11241d4910560b828c)
Last summer, before 3rd laser
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FP6kb3bq.jpg&hash=b01997fccc2291f4640ff075bc43faa500df475b)
2-3 month-ish HRT
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2F33MRT6K.jpg&hash=461c9b50661d0f29e6804989be503f8eaff6c29b)
4.5 month HRT
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2F9b5QJqg.jpg&hash=7ef41eb303e3f220dd4dc769a3aff6895896c3f4)
Male mode at 4.5 month HRT
This is when I started getting regular male fails The above picture ire filter and makeup free
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FBJJ0tZJ.jpg%3F1&hash=a70225272973a03ea3c6f993ed46a670d3372cd1)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FTRmz4ZD.jpg%3F1&hash=3088e3ea4eef59fea993247bb2c7449df2dba06d)
5 Month HRT
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FzS5DAWO.jpg&hash=7d49020459f4de8a6c4b86ab1c569b5930cb7d21)
Coming up on 6 months
These are all from the past weekend
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FHvjq9nA.jpg&hash=b36a05f1179346f5a42c123e2d62f41af48dc8b5)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FP7BfTOL.jpg&hash=0b09b4aa330a61033303902a5a9bca6d8508a839)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FF7Tw4jy.jpg&hash=bee77577eee72fdceef31d4c16b68a049e3d59d5)
Yes I look like my grandma I know :)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2F6vtGY3F.jpg&hash=a25d9ab7b7621b4a94e6e3829af3c7329d24fe2b)
Playing with makeup last nite
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FinBILgO.jpg&hash=1cfa446d7338354a2c7c9cd880348dcf1df111c5)
I think the flash turned me into a zombie
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FoTiJDOj.jpg&hash=999b2050f82c2560e20ca1c8cf01de8983f98f0e)
Amazing!! You look great! Really great!!!
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Quote from: Marissa_K on August 09, 2016, 08:25:38 AM
OK I'll contaminate this thread a bit too then :) 34 MTF, started HRT in January this year. Lost nearly 60 lbs as well since last summer.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FmH95OJt.jpg&hash=16372d83c08e5a8766a4b40599d0ba1de4ba670b)
One year before HRT at 32.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2Fap5vC1I.jpg&hash=7ef9014de9b2f6d907fe31c2cdb8d957cb29566d)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FBGx8W68.jpg&hash=92115438c531fbabfb03e8771b4c9968acc8a055)
Spring last year
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FrYpsVVr.jpg&hash=dbfc21ff85907158770b2c11241d4910560b828c)
Last summer, before 3rd laser
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FP6kb3bq.jpg&hash=b01997fccc2291f4640ff075bc43faa500df475b)
2-3 month-ish HRT
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2F33MRT6K.jpg&hash=461c9b50661d0f29e6804989be503f8eaff6c29b)
4.5 month HRT
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2F9b5QJqg.jpg&hash=7ef41eb303e3f220dd4dc769a3aff6895896c3f4)
Male mode at 4.5 month HRT
This is when I started getting regular male fails The above picture ire filter and makeup free
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FBJJ0tZJ.jpg%3F1&hash=a70225272973a03ea3c6f993ed46a670d3372cd1)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FTRmz4ZD.jpg%3F1&hash=3088e3ea4eef59fea993247bb2c7449df2dba06d)
5 Month HRT
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FzS5DAWO.jpg&hash=7d49020459f4de8a6c4b86ab1c569b5930cb7d21)
Coming up on 6 months
These are all from the past weekend
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FHvjq9nA.jpg&hash=b36a05f1179346f5a42c123e2d62f41af48dc8b5)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FP7BfTOL.jpg&hash=0b09b4aa330a61033303902a5a9bca6d8508a839)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FF7Tw4jy.jpg&hash=bee77577eee72fdceef31d4c16b68a049e3d59d5)
Yes I look like my grandma I know :)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2F6vtGY3F.jpg&hash=a25d9ab7b7621b4a94e6e3829af3c7329d24fe2b)
Playing with makeup last nite
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FinBILgO.jpg&hash=1cfa446d7338354a2c7c9cd880348dcf1df111c5)
I think the flash turned me into a zombie
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FoTiJDOj.jpg&hash=999b2050f82c2560e20ca1c8cf01de8983f98f0e)
Classic beauty. Wonderful.
Hugs
Jen
^^ AWWW thanks :)
Marissa... you look fabulous!
Congrats Marissa!!! You look gorgeous!!!!... And most importantly... HAPPY!!!! :)
Hugs!!!
Ashley :)
Wow
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Quote from: tgirlamc on August 08, 2016, 11:16:39 AM
This is two weeks ago while shopping for my wedding dress... My life has come so far in these last three years... Wouldn't change a thing....
Onward we go!!! :)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi690.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fvv262%2Fhookster_photo%2Fimage_zps1dhhbadx.jpeg&hash=7e75b92e2ac4d3277e5fbb4f334ee190f9febe65)
Ashley, I just wanted to congratulate you on your amazing transformation. We are of a similar age and what you have achieved is truly an inspiration - you must be absolutely delighted.
With my best wishes and love for your forthcoming wedding,
Amanda x
Hi Amanda!!!
Thanks so much for the kind words!... It is so strange looking at old pics of myself... When you make so many changes in a relatively short time... Your mind quickly sees the changes as the new normal... In some ways you feel like you've always looked this way and the surgery didn't do anything until you see the old images and it hits you how far you have come
I don't like seeing the old images but I wanted to show others what can be done even If you are past the half century mark like me! Life is what we make it and we all hold the steering wheel of our own lives... Just have to steer them to where we want to be...
Onward we all go!!!
Ashley :)
Been a while since I posted in this thread.... Here goes nothing.
(https://s25.postimg.org/p9acd0b73/download_20150623_173327.jpg)
(https://s25.postimg.org/t0mwt5x2n/Aug_10_2016_8_42_47_AM.jpg)
Ashley, you give me hope. I am just now starting my transition at 52. I am on spiro but no E yet. Hope to get that by the end of the month. I look so forward to the coming years. I have never been happier in my entire life. Thanks. Jenny
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Congrats Jenny!!! You have amazing things ahead!!! Enjoy every day.. Nothing like living a life that is finally your own!!!
Take Care,
Ashley :)
Quote from: tgirlamc on August 10, 2016, 10:28:37 AM
Hi Amanda!!!
Thanks so much for the kind words!... It is so strange looking at old pics of myself... When you make so many changes in a relatively short time... Your mind quickly sees the changes as the new normal... In some ways you feel like you've always looked this way and the surgery didn't do anything until you see the old images and it hits you how far you have come
I don't like seeing the old images but I wanted to show others what can be done even If you are past the half century mark like me! Life is what we make it and we all hold the steering wheel of our own lives... Just have to steer them to where we want to be...
Onward we all go!!!
Ashley :)
Ashley, thank you for your insight. As the 'new you' emerged from the swelling, bruising and bandages, did you find that you changed in other ways as well (for example, your mannerisms, posture and the way you interact with people) or was it more a case of your identity catching up with who you'd always been?
Congratulations once again,
Amanda x
Thank you all for posting your b/a pictures. I find it inspiring! I have gone back to these B&A posts numerous times for inspiration.
Before, I knew which direction life was taking me but I refused to budge. After all, it's not possible to transition.
I used to stare at the picture topics here and say to myself "I'll never be able to do this".
Then, I hit rock bottom, that's when I said "I HAVE to do this".
When I started making changes is when I said "I am doing this!"
Now that I am doing this, I've never been happier!
Thank you to the many people who inspired me along the way here and are still inspiring me to be the best I can be!
1st pic, in white dress for Christmas 2015 party. First time I ever wore a dress in public. (I'm still very conscious about my too-round figure)
2nd pic, taken yesterday with coffee in hand, never been more at peace with life even in the midst of many challenges.
3rd pic, before: August 2015 only 1 month of part time presenting as the real me. After, August 2016 and much happier.
4th pic, August 2016, Yes...I survived testosterone poisoning
Be yourself!
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.back40foundation.org%2Ffiles%2FIMG_5339.JPG&hash=989c2bc6050a445d477fec3b0e3df51a751a1720)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.back40foundation.org%2Ffiles%2FIMG_7399.JPG&hash=ab27ae93e543fe8df74540bb14e630ab0a30dc0c)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.back40foundation.org%2Ffiles%2FIMG_7299.JPG&hash=a6923122c626586aee8ee8e26fb6e52e5894e662)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.back40foundation.org%2Ffiles%2FIMG_7047.JPG&hash=da316a80b698fc4c88971480e364407e2a2825d9)
Looking Gorgeous Monica!!!! You look very happy!!!! :) I Love the shirt too!!!
Amanda!!!... After a lifetime of feeling a bit of a disconnect from people because they never saw the real me... I was determined to be fully engaged with others and the world around me!... The surgery has really helped me with the confidence to make that happen successfully!!! But equally important was the revelation that all I need to pass as...is me... A trans woman
Take Care!!!
Ashley :-D
Monica, I first saw you on >-bleeped-<, and you gave me hope, because I'm 45 and terrified that my body and especially face are too far gone thanks to testosterone for me to ever pass. You look fantastic and are an inspiration!
1 year before hrt, then 2 months into hrt. 28
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Faw1nlnbob3rvynvja2v0lmnvbq00.g00.photobucket.com%2Fg00%2FTU9SRVBIRVVTMyRodHRwOi8vaW1nLnBob3RvYnVja2V0LmNvbS9hbGJ1bXMvdjUxMC9mbGV4aWJvYi9iZWZvcmVhbmRhZnRlcl96cHNla3hydGg2eS5qcGc%253D%2F%24%2F%24%2F%24%2F%24&hash=70ce93f274771917b559614533e96927550e881b)
Thank you tgirlamc! I am happy these days :)
Quote from: Karlie Ann on August 11, 2016, 02:47:23 PM
Monica, I first saw you on >-bleeped-<, and you gave me hope, because I'm 45 and terrified that my body and especially face are too far gone thanks to testosterone for me to ever pass. You look fantastic and are an inspiration!
This moves me, thank you hun. I thought the same things. And i'm very overweight. after almost 2yrs of HRT, the fat redistribution is amazing, even overweight. And your face isn't too far gone like you say...you're ripe to do it! Be yourself girl!
A quick collage I put together of before/after. Currently on spiro only. Hope to have E by the end of the month. (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fuploads.tapatalk-cdn.com%2F20160812%2F1c8a7382b37ee45a35de8cb6747cdc4b.jpg&hash=fdf7017283f5aaa941e665d2c6d68cbb8affa908)
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So many great looking girls! You give others hope.
Another hideous image of me pre transition, was one of the last images of old me ever taken
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi750.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fxx148%2FSylvester1994%2F9288_10152148776867493_4472292308506528331_n_zpsj0ndfsga.jpg&hash=d17e55214a3c95feae4890b4d225cdeee2216ddb) (http://s750.photobucket.com/user/Sylvester1994/media/9288_10152148776867493_4472292308506528331_n_zpsj0ndfsga.jpg.html)
And taken last week
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi750.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fxx148%2FSylvester1994%2F9967B61D-3E68-440C-BAE7-6FE9CA2A29E4_zpsrnh3mici.jpg&hash=c5e72fd4be7058d65a45833355eeb4ba08f595f1) (http://s750.photobucket.com/user/Sylvester1994/media/9967B61D-3E68-440C-BAE7-6FE9CA2A29E4_zpsrnh3mici.jpg.html)
This is me after coming out to myself like 3 years ago (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fuploads.tapatalk-cdn.com%2F20160815%2F4a381e1fcd079a55e323e3b7ccc2a95e.jpg&hash=2543787c65809cbf0fd92ed011ca58184c6a594b)
This is me now
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fuploads.tapatalk-cdn.com%2F20160815%2F63349ad0d6ae1d57c11befdc34b89588.jpg&hash=7ee5af3bf17169bcfcc88e5fbd8c15062deeb54c)
Uh.... Yeah. [emoji16]
http://imgur.com/GalDS6E This is me a couple months pre-HRT Sept 2013
http://imgur.com/PVsYFMt 1 month after starting HRT Dec 2013
http://imgur.com/3DG4uIX w/ my mother near Christmas 2014
http://imgur.com/St4FqWy March 2016
http://imgur.com/2BkFgbj June 2016
What is most important is that now I am happy with myself and where my life is going. I hope others grasp that as well.
Wow... congratulations! You look wonderful!
ThankYou!!! ;D
Quote from: Jess802 on August 15, 2016, 12:33:56 AM
This is me a couple months pre-HRT Sept 2013 - June 2016
A+
Quote from: Angieisalone on June 13, 2016, 07:52:05 AM
http://m.imgur.com/a/qDnSr
I pretty much failed since ffs did nothing and I still look like a man
I wouldnt say that at all no failure there you look female to me and attractive to boot
Quote from: Marissa_K on August 09, 2016, 08:25:38 AM
OK I'll contaminate this thread a bit too then :) 34 MTF, started HRT in January this year. Lost nearly 60 lbs as well since last summer.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FmH95OJt.jpg&hash=16372d83c08e5a8766a4b40599d0ba1de4ba670b)
One year before HRT at 32.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2Fap5vC1I.jpg&hash=7ef9014de9b2f6d907fe31c2cdb8d957cb29566d)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FBGx8W68.jpg&hash=92115438c531fbabfb03e8771b4c9968acc8a055)
Spring last year
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Last summer, before 3rd laser
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2-3 month-ish HRT
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4.5 month HRT
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2F9b5QJqg.jpg&hash=7ef41eb303e3f220dd4dc769a3aff6895896c3f4)
Male mode at 4.5 month HRT
This is when I started getting regular male fails The above picture ire filter and makeup free
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(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FTRmz4ZD.jpg%3F1&hash=3088e3ea4eef59fea993247bb2c7449df2dba06d)
5 Month HRT
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Coming up on 6 months
These are all from the past weekend
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(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FP7BfTOL.jpg&hash=0b09b4aa330a61033303902a5a9bca6d8508a839)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FF7Tw4jy.jpg&hash=bee77577eee72fdceef31d4c16b68a049e3d59d5)
Yes I look like my grandma I know :)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2F6vtGY3F.jpg&hash=a25d9ab7b7621b4a94e6e3829af3c7329d24fe2b)
Playing with makeup last nite
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I think the flash turned me into a zombie
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I,m dumbfounded that is truly incredible :)
Speechless
^^^^ Thank you :P
Marissa, you are looking great! I read your bit on running and would really like to get started. I am 52 and diabetic so I have to be careful (at least with the diabetes part). I have been trying to lose weight but recently the scale has been going the wrong direction so I need to make a change. I am not on E yet but hope to very soon. I actually started my 10 day to E countdown if all goes well at my Dr. appointment on the 25th. Thanks for posting and making me think a bit. I hope I can get the muster up to get started. I am 6-2 and about 216 lbs but would really like to get under 200. I was 210 but then started jumping up again. Very frustrating. Food is way too addicting. Wish it didn't taste so good.
Thanks again.
Jenny.
Yes inspiring ...im 53 wih ffs andna face lift
I might be okay
The first one is me in late 2009. The second pic is from a few weeks ago. My eyes looked so sad in that first one.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi50.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Ff341%2Fdebbie7571%2FForum%2520Pics%2F1531DAB5-ECA1-42DF-8C10-B3BA03A930C4_zpsfxqo44sq.jpg&hash=e004f0c6b194eb27cdd1596f23ad25631842a63a) (http://s50.photobucket.com/user/debbie7571/media/Forum%20Pics/1531DAB5-ECA1-42DF-8C10-B3BA03A930C4_zpsfxqo44sq.jpg.html)
Very nice, Deborah!
2 years before any hormones and then10 months on HRT...
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fuploads.tapatalk-cdn.com%2F20160816%2F000737a9bd3f1419da53442e83f25be6.jpg&hash=c69f7be31537d75ee316a3bb4fc6fa93677c8bef)
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Quote from: Deborah on August 15, 2016, 05:37:48 PM
The first one is me in late 2009. The second pic is from a few weeks ago. My eyes looked so sad in that first one.
Remarkable changes. Amazing.
Quote from: Jenny0713 on August 15, 2016, 02:18:18 PM
Marissa, you are looking great! I read your bit on running and would really like to get started. I am 52 and diabetic so I have to be careful (at least with the diabetes part). I have been trying to lose weight but recently the scale has been going the wrong direction so I need to make a change. I am not on E yet but hope to very soon. I actually started my 10 day to E countdown if all goes well at my Dr. appointment on the 25th. Thanks for posting and making me think a bit. I hope I can get the muster up to get started. I am 6-2 and about 216 lbs but would really like to get under 200. I was 210 but then started jumping up again. Very frustrating. Food is way too addicting. Wish it didn't taste so good.
Thanks again.
Jenny.
Yes that is an issue with food...... I can safely say that running has changed my life. I honestly don't know what I would do if I had to stop for whatever reason. I can't go into my gym because of our locker room situation for obvious reasons. I was about 2 months into HRT when someone looked at my chest and asked if I'm sure I'm in the right change room....
Quote from: Marissa_K on August 16, 2016, 12:40:20 PM
Yes that is an issue with food...... I can safely say that running has changed my life. I honestly don't know what I would do if I had to stop for whatever reason. I can't go into my gym because of our locker room situation for obvious reasons. I was about 2 months into HRT when someone looked at my chest and asked if I'm sure I'm in the right change room....
Ugh. That doesn't sound like much fun. Maybe at some point you can go into the women's changing room... Or just plan it so you can go home afterwards and take a shower at home.
Thanks again for sharing. I will be sure to post when I get further along in my transition.
Jenny.
i thought that i would dip my tow in the pool over here, or maybe lake lol
this is 3 years ago about a year before i came out
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi17.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fb54%2Fcarey965%2FDSC_0369.jpg&hash=4ca59b26dd85ce0839329b2dd287d9a1f0092397) (http://s17.photobucket.com/user/carey965/media/DSC_0369.jpg.html)
unfortunately that is me on the right, the one on the left is one of my best girl friends it was taken on sunday
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi17.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fb54%2Fcarey965%2Fme2.jpg&hash=c325e4d1e1647a6726e04095cf55c5dd86f7f779) (http://s17.photobucket.com/user/carey965/media/me2.jpg.html)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi17.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fb54%2Fcarey965%2Fme3.jpg&hash=ddddaf6c50d64a8a0322aabb74990e6cc720aa22) (http://s17.photobucket.com/user/carey965/media/me3.jpg.html)
And me with Laura Jane Grace my fave
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi17.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fb54%2Fcarey965%2Fme4.jpg&hash=94ceb143218e9057e7ad2aeb1325703481612bd4) (http://s17.photobucket.com/user/carey965/media/me4.jpg.html)
And my favourite past time i just had to put up
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi17.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fb54%2Fcarey965%2Fme5.jpg&hash=9ecef5e0df77386a8f1d67fab93e9017e09a97ab) (http://s17.photobucket.com/user/carey965/media/me5.jpg.html)
Quote from: AmandaDanielle on August 15, 2016, 11:26:09 PM
2 years before any hormones and then10 months on HRT...
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Amazing .....you are so lucky :)
When I look at the eyes of the pre HRT then then after being on HRT the difference shows such increased happiness. How can anyone say it is wrong to do this when the pre HRT photos shows the sadness. I am looking forward to one day posting my photos of my changes until then these photos are such motivation.
Hugs,
Heather
Quote from: Heather14 on August 21, 2016, 07:22:48 AM
When I look at the eyes of the pre HRT then then after being on HRT the difference shows such increased happiness. How can anyone say it is wrong to do this when the pre HRT photos shows the sadness. I am looking forward to one day posting my photos of my changes until then these photos are such motivation.
Hugs,
Heather
I noticed that too ...
Congratulations to all the ladies here. Wonderful "transformations".
Quote from: Solstice on July 27, 2016, 05:56:26 PM
I don't stop by this site anymore really but I wanted to pop in for a bit and post my timeline.
I remember being inspired by these threads before I even started and want to make an effort to be more present on these forums. When I was first starting out and was afraid to contact to any support groups or communities the amazing people here gave me the strength and info to get started. Unfortunately It was a rough start and I spent too many nights blubbering myself to sleep with dozens of incognito windows open showing different topic headings and even seeing the banner at the top brings back some pretty intense feelings. It's hard to be back but I've learned tons and am in a much better and waaaay happier place ;D
So yah, here's me+time+hormones+brute force effort..
(Link to full pic) http://i.imgur.com/V9Hi3uM.png (http://i.imgur.com/V9Hi3uM.png)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FV9Hi3uM.png&hash=ad12f135c6cf68e3a17c11b8f487f6960e61d5f9)
Solstice.. you rock girl ;) love your style..
Gratz on a beautiful transition darling. I love your tattoo's, and I'm interested in getting some simple black inkwork done myself.. particularly something similar to the straight armband, love it.
-Fara
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You all look just so, so amazing and you have made an old women cry with joy. What a wonderful change you have all had. Isn't life just so incredible now we have made the truth shine through.
Go in peace beautiful people.
Paula, X.
I havent posted here in awhile, but thought I'd post a few photos of my transition so far.
I'm 42yo. My weight-loss started 10/2015, HRT 3/31/2016. I've lost about 55 lbs since coming out to myself, and hope to drop a handful more (I'd love to weigh ~165-170lbs).
I'm not full-time yet but hope to be by November.
4yrs Pre HRT (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FwkBD6Aj.jpg&hash=9863d48dda4635ab920f336bd919f55e7fd5ea5b)
6mth PRe-HRT (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FFqn8sEs.jpg&hash=3a771fd8d7c9ea80179aa5e3290490aa7228fffa)
1mth PRE-HRT (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FXKJt3xw.jpg&hash=40afc33632c1989ea90921717976e7de1fdeccfc)
2mths HRT (Face) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FZzF6nhY.jpg&hash=cf5db9aaec92cd8b0ba0ffe98442316ca0c3952d)
3mths HRT (Body) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FhOih907.jpg&hash=eb17bfa6cfca5c269e6fb486244676595392d4df)
4.5mth HRT (Body) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FeFHIRqo.jpg&hash=5d3de1432f486382ea159592658f25058c6b9892)
4.5mth HRT (Face) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FCV9eVZ3.jpg&hash=9f22dea4482f67705e5a416bc78948ba3c977954)
Today 4.75mth HRT (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FgovhgyF.jpg%3F1&hash=70f7540604cb6443bf396d2425e07f9482e6d338)
Wow totally amazing its startling .....
Wow Gia. You are a poster child for HRT. Congrats on finding your path.
Quote from: GiaFarrell on August 25, 2016, 03:38:46 PM
Solstice.. you rock girl ;) love your style..
Gratz on a beautiful transition darling. I love your tattoo's, and I'm interested in getting some simple black inkwork done myself.. particularly something similar to the straight armband, love it.
-Fara
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Thanks! The benefit of a rough transition was the freedom to start from scratch :). It took a long time to get rid of internalized influences and buy whatever seemed legitimately fun! wasn't chasing an aesthetic but kinda ended up with one anyway haha. I have a few tattoos but the armbands are my favorite and get the most attention. My best guess is either it's so different from the detail-oneupmanship that's common now or the fact that they hold a lot of meaning for me that people pickup on?
You've had a pretty stellar transition yourself from what I see! Congrats and have fun getting marked up!
Best!
~Gwen
P.S. unsolicited 15th month pic because I $&^%ing love this dress >:-)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FjitEoD6.jpg&hash=73170eb737e783bc60b364e8e6da71a5451f9beb)
Quote from: Solstice on August 28, 2016, 09:18:51 PM
Thanks! The benefit of a rough transition was the freedom to start from scratch :). It took a long time to get rid of internalized influences and buy whatever seemed legitimately fun! wasn't chasing an aesthetic but kinda ended up with one anyway haha. I have a few tattoos but the armbands are my favorite and get the most attention. My best guess is either it's so different from the detail-oneupmanship that's common now or the fact that they hold a lot of meaning for me that people pickup on?
You've had a pretty stellar transition yourself from what I see! Congrats and have fun getting marked up!
Best!
~Gwen
P.S. unsolicited 15th month pic because I $&^%ing love this dress >:-)
Totally get it, I'm still trying to figure out what I like style wise. ;)
The thought your timeline evokes to me is that I need to be more patient. Do the hard work that I can control eat right, exercise, but so much of it is out of my hands: hormones, hair removal, growing hair out, list goes on.. it all just takes time, just like the weight loss.
I feel like I've made progress, but I still see a very masculine face in the mirror. I need to be patient...
Anyways, thanks again for inspiration! ;) Yes, I love that #$%@ dress btw! Rock it girl. Will post tat picks once they're done.
-Fara
Quote from: Solstice on July 27, 2016, 05:56:26 PM
I don't stop by this site anymore really but I wanted to pop in for a bit and post my timeline.
I remember being inspired by these threads before I even started and want to make an effort to be more present on these forums. When I was first starting out and was afraid to contact to any support groups or communities the amazing people here gave me the strength and info to get started. Unfortunately It was a rough start and I spent too many nights blubbering myself to sleep with dozens of incognito windows open showing different topic headings and even seeing the banner at the top brings back some pretty intense feelings. It's hard to be back but I've learned tons and am in a much better and waaaay happier place ;D
So yah, here's me+time+hormones+brute force effort..
(Link to full pic) http://i.imgur.com/V9Hi3uM.png (http://i.imgur.com/V9Hi3uM.png)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FV9Hi3uM.png&hash=ad12f135c6cf68e3a17c11b8f487f6960e61d5f9)
Absolutely amazing transformation! I am trying to lose a lot of weight and if you don't mind me saying, your weight loss is really impressive - how did you manage to shed that much in such a short period? You look fantastic.
This thread always makes me so happy and so sad.
It's wonderful to see how well people are doing in their transitions and how beautiful everyone is and at the same time it is so disheartening to see that I am still no closer to the "after" side of things 2 years after I first contacted my GP.
Hi PBP,
I'm so sorry you are feeling disheartened... Sadly, the journey of transition can take a lot of disheartening turns... but,... two years and no closer at all to where you want to be is sad indeed... I don't know your situation details but I want you to know that it can be done... There is a wealth of experience here on this site. So, if there are particular hurdles you are finding hard to get past, chances are that many here have dealt with similar situations and you might want to explore their coping strategies... There are many common threads between us all and you've got a great resource here.... This journey can be very difficult and it is one best made with friends at your side!... I wish you all the best on the road ahead!!!
Onward We Go....
Take Care,
Ashley :)
Quote from: PBP on September 01, 2016, 05:56:22 PM
This thread always makes me so happy and so sad.
It's wonderful to see how well people are doing in their transitions and how beautiful everyone is and at the same time it is so disheartening to see that I am still no closer to the "after" side of things 2 years after I first contacted my GP.
Awww..... Hon. I'm sure things will get moving for you soon. :)
Just thought I'd sort of post an update here. Life has been busy with school and such. While I don't post here often, I do check in regularly to see all of your amazing stories, advice to each other, and OF COURSE beautiful smiling faces
I'm going to post maybe more photos than I normally might, because this is officially 6 months on both E and Spiro *happy dance*. I've noticed a fair amount of changes, too many to list here, but am over the moon to finally begin to see what I've longed to see in myself since as long as I can remember (I'm 28 fwiw).
Here is one from a few months before starting hormones:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi292.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fmm9%2Fkelseygal%2FNot%2520yet%2520moved%2520to%2520private%2Fdd3f8ece-a161-4de3-a9a3-6eaf18fb31c0_zpsjc5kdk3r.jpg&hash=6b90d6b5d24338d9a38d54eef18eb89d5ad77e5c) (http://s292.photobucket.com/user/kelseygal/media/Not%20yet%20moved%20to%20private/dd3f8ece-a161-4de3-a9a3-6eaf18fb31c0_zpsjc5kdk3r.jpg.html)
This is when I first got *busted* by a friend, it was really freaking awesome for someone who was so close to me to notice not only that something was changing, but WHAT was changing. I think this was July, so about 4 months on hormones. Note the smoother skin, maybe a little difference in facial features? Idk.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi292.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fmm9%2Fkelseygal%2FNot%2520yet%2520moved%2520to%2520private%2F714396fc-ab2b-48f7-8823-9d405e99c111_zpstqgzlhhu.jpg&hash=fc8ec1293e9e8b96abd1fa6c978fabc98055cb59) (http://s292.photobucket.com/user/kelseygal/media/Not%20yet%20moved%20to%20private/714396fc-ab2b-48f7-8823-9d405e99c111_zpstqgzlhhu.jpg.html)
It was in Europe a month ago for vacation that I first started confusing people a bit. I got mam'ed once and called 'lady' on another occasion. I didn't, and don't, see it personally, but it happened and I'll take what I can get :-p This photo was from Cassis (outside of Marseilles) and the first time I realized I may need to be more aware about thin shirts, wind, etc when in boy mode *ittybittytittydance*
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi292.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fmm9%2Fkelseygal%2FNot%2520yet%2520moved%2520to%2520private%2Fa5b2745f-c85a-4b55-b33c-fe89d590bfa0_zpsf4lgwsuq.jpg&hash=d715199af2ace3e329e4466d6bb533ae2a7911e6) (http://s292.photobucket.com/user/kelseygal/media/Not%20yet%20moved%20to%20private/a5b2745f-c85a-4b55-b33c-fe89d590bfa0_zpsf4lgwsuq.jpg.html)
Starting to really settle into things mid-August to now. Mom and dad know, best friends know, in laws know, starting to present more regularly around home and the neighborhood, etc. Finally got a haircut that works for me and that is easy enough for my meager hairstyling skills Even confused the gentleman taking tickets at the movie theatre a few weeks back while out with my wife – "ladies, can I see your tickets?" (followed by awkward moment when he realized it). No make up btw. Just skinny jeans and a vneck (we'll call this style emo).
Also over the past month or so, I have come to the conclusion that I will need a push out the door to blossom all the way and feel comfortable enough to move to full time... so have scheduled FFS (the works, jaw, forehead, nose,). Frankly I'm tired of living this weird half-life and feeling like so many things are on hold. I know it is mostly my own baggage and self-esteem issues but... I'm pretty excited anyways! It is later this year For now, it is getting easier to catch a 'magical' photo angle:
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!THE SIDE BY SIDE
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One more thing, I am extremely happy at the slower pace I've moved with transitioning. To be honest I think it was the difference between staying married to my wife, and getting divorced. Yesterday, at 6 months, was the FIRST, yes you read that right, time I have ever been in public with my wife as Jordin and first time ever using my 'voice' in front of her(if you can call it that). We went out with another couple (one of them is on here *hugs*). On the car ride home, my wife told me how much it strengthened her relationship with me, and how all of her big fears were debunked: I am not an insanely different person, I do not sound like mini-mouse, people are generally accepting in this area, it is not weird or awkward
Sorry for the long post and vomit. Let's just chalk this up to a big milestone, and not having posted in awhile :)
Kelsey, you're looking amazing! Estrogen looks good on you! ;) Congratulations on the 6 months and getting surgeries scheduled. I don't really think you need them... but congratulations all the same. You're looking just stunning!
Quote from: Harley Quinn on September 12, 2016, 01:46:58 PM
Kelsey, you're looking amazing! Estrogen looks good on you! ;) Congratulations on the 6 months and getting surgeries scheduled. I don't really think you need them... but congratulations all the same. You're looking just stunning!
Thanks! It is so good to finally feel normal :)
Congratulations to all girls! Really awesome transitions here!!!
kelseygal......thats amazing so impressed
Quote from: markie on September 12, 2016, 08:20:40 PM
kelseygal......thats amazing so impressed
Thanks! So happy.
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Hi Kelsey!!!
Your looking awesome sister and the happiness of a life on the right course is shining through!!!!
:)!!!!!
Onward we go!!!!
Ashley :)
Kelsey - That was an incredibly inspirational read and amazing photos of you. ;D
Quote from: tgirlamc on September 13, 2016, 01:53:36 PM
Hi Kelsey!!!
Your looking awesome sister and the happiness of a life on the right course is shining through!!!!
:)!!!!!
Onward we go!!!!
Ashley :)
Quote from: T90 on September 13, 2016, 07:07:36 PM
Kelsey - That was an incredibly inspirational read and amazing photos of you. ;D
Yay! Thanks :) I'm so looking forward to full time, and moving on. Very nervous for the FFS but know it will make a big difference, which makes me excited all at the same time!! I think just that and change name/ID and all that stuff, and I'll be g2g to settle into the rest of life. Jan 1 is my target full time date.
J
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I'm new to Susan's, but I see some familiar faces here from elsewhere. Hi everyone :) Here's my before/after
2 years ago, 34 years old
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FCqvxx6p.jpg&hash=f1ae67bb88e847f368be32189aa50e71ed755ce9)
These are from the last week or so, 36 years old, 11 months of hrt and 5 months full time:
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(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FlgRDdCM.jpg&hash=24a134c23a99d5cf604647649b736ffbdd55b88f)
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Quote from: rtg on September 14, 2016, 10:19:43 AM
I'm new to Susan's, but I see some familiar faces here from elsewhere. Hi everyone :)
These are from the last week or so, 36 years old, 11 months of hrt and 5 months full time:
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(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FlgRDdCM.jpg&hash=24a134c23a99d5cf604647649b736ffbdd55b88f)
Very impressive. You're beautiful.
Quote from: rtg on September 14, 2016, 10:19:43 AM
I'm new to Susan's, but I see some familiar faces here from elsewhere. Hi everyone :) Here's my before/after
2 years ago, 34 years old
These are from the last week or so, 36 years old, 11 months of hrt and 5 months full time:
Very lovely! Youve made quite the transformation! Congratulations and welcome to the forum!
Welcome aboard rtg!!! You are gorgeous girlfriend!!!
Onward we go!!!!
Ashley :)
Welcome rtg, crazy transformation two thumbs up
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Kelseygal......
Very impressive. Your target date of Jan 1st is well within reach (depending on where you live and how long it will take to you to process your document changes) because of how good you look now.
(https://scontent-ort2-1.xx.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/11709816_930795623643439_1529959830415786034_n.jpg?oh=0c7a96f7cf604748622e8325dd69ae04&oe=586F3812)(https://scontent-ort2-1.xx.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/10666078_922394094483592_6251146466680707755_n.jpg?oh=4917e6677fa3a906a9144d40ba920de6&oe=587311C9)(https://scontent-ort2-1.xx.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/7102_786026458120357_4459249623404631791_n.jpg?oh=3b035c06151a436e1369dad9cd3426b3&oe=583D6495)
before hrt
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FOhmYQla.jpg%3F1&hash=c3d826839a550c66e600a58a6998f95058f36c4f)(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2Fqe0R6rA.jpg&hash=db05d221442888cfe022be0451148764ceb6427f)(https://scontent-ort2-1.xx.fbcdn.net/v/t34.0-12/14182246_1180523432003989_2107889266_n.jpg?oh=33417d4f9e831c8ad17f21573dcdd1ac&oe=57E08AEF) 7 months hrt I am 18 and looking forward to hitting a year
Wow!! You're one of the most beautiful women I've ever seen! You kinda remind me of that Juliet doctor on the show, Lost. Incredible!
Quote from: rtg on September 14, 2016, 10:19:43 AM
I'm new to Susan's, but I see some familiar faces here from elsewhere. Hi everyone :) Here's my before/after
2 years ago, 34 years old
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FCqvxx6p.jpg&hash=f1ae67bb88e847f368be32189aa50e71ed755ce9)
These are from the last week or so, 36 years old, 11 months of hrt and 5 months full time:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2F0uOCc7d.jpg&hash=20805840009041d75d4ecf6e2ad0ae73475a61e6)
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Before anything
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2F2VFRjWIl.jpg%3F1&hash=0d567dc7b797f0cdc8c33c2c89bb8f50885a07ad)(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FAxbeldNl.png&hash=e4a03218d428e2522d09f07bd00f2192d4685871)
2-3 month of hormones ( december 2015)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FyTTSkjAl.jpg&hash=1cba572646e1e7e6e55df466f0a1555428abe2e3)(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FcTO5Vw4l.jpg&hash=837d91954aa6bba4b82bb1a7a6226c4c305f8410)
Comparison Before first FFS on january 2016 to a couple days after second FFS on september 2016.
- Rhinoplasty, Chin contouring, Tracheal shave, Breast Implants, Forehead reduction type 1
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(The 2 last pictures were before my forehead surgery, i will post new ones when swelling goes away :) )
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Incredible
Rosey, katelyn, that's totally amazing! You're both beautiful. It helps eliminate a lot of doubts. [emoji6]
I've not gotten very far, but here goes...
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Quote from: Amanda_Combs on September 22, 2016, 12:42:11 AM
Rosey, katelyn, that's totally amazing! You're both beautiful. It helps eliminate a lot of doubts. [emoji6]
I've not gotten very far, but here goes...
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wow, amazing.. if only i would be so lucky..
Everyone looks amazing and it is such a blessing to be part of this family!
ditto
Quote from: archlord on September 21, 2016, 08:07:47 PM
Before anything
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2F2VFRjWIl.jpg%3F1&hash=0d567dc7b797f0cdc8c33c2c89bb8f50885a07ad)(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FAxbeldNl.png&hash=e4a03218d428e2522d09f07bd00f2192d4685871)
2-3 month of hormones ( december 2015)
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The side view of your FFS is stunning.... hows it looking now that some time has passed? Very curious... any recent pics?
Comparison Before first FFS on january 2016 to a couple days after second FFS on september 2016.
- Rhinoplasty, Chin contouring, Tracheal shave, Breast Implants, Forehead reduction type 1
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FbuAARCrl.jpg&hash=da47359f7164b3e799d41ce69900eed7db0031ba)
(The 2 last pictures were before my forehead surgery, i will post new ones when swelling goes away :) )
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Hi RitaChans, hope things are going well for you ;).
QuoteThe side view of your FFS is stunning.... hows it looking now that some time has passed? Very curious... any recent pics?
I still have some bruises on my cheek so i am waiting till everything is really back to normal before taking any new picture :P I am also getting my hair extensions back on october 4th + change of color so i should have new picture by this time :)
almost 3 months on hormones :3 (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fimg.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fv510%2Fflexibob%2F1%2520year%2520later_zpsjowlomxl.jpg&hash=99485e7a9ee0b9193a17935209e08734f8472aab)
Three monts? WOW!!!!
Hugs
Jen
3 mths and no cosmetic surgery ?!.
Pretty impressive !!
Ummm... 3 months and wow Sorakat! Congratulations!!
Quote from: Ⓥ on June 11, 2016, 06:42:18 PM
Yay, new thread to poop on ;D
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So... I'm 38.
It's quite weird seeing that haggard guy on the left nowadays; but it's a part of my life I cannot deny. Can't turn back time. Yes, I would have transitioned 20 years ago had I known it was possible back then. That's why I post this today. Maybe someone around my age is out there wondering the same thing when I started... if it is even possible anymore... if it's too late... if they simply look too old and masculine to change. No, it's not; not by a long shot.
If my post can inspire just one person from the late-thirty-something crowd to realize that this is possible, then I'll be one happy biotch!
No, please be quite uncivil... more fun that way :eusa_shifty:
-Vanessa
I've been kicking myself for the exact same reason (I just turned 36). Thankfully posts like yours and others I've seen on here reaffirm then fact that age doesn't really matter when the metamorphosis you undergo ends with the hidden you, the
real you, finally on display.
Thanks!
Elora
p.s. You look great Vanessa! Boy do I know about the haggard before picture. lol
Quote from: Elora on September 30, 2016, 10:59:25 AM
I've been kicking myself for the exact same reason (I just turned 36). Thankfully posts like yours and others I've seen on here reaffirm then fact that age doesn't really matter when the metamorphosis you undergo ends with the hidden you, the real you, finally on display.
Thanks!
Elora
p.s. You look great Vanessa! Boy do I know about the haggard before picture. lol
Come on... 36 is not old. You have plenty of youth left! I'm 36, so I should know...
Quote from: Harley Quinn on September 30, 2016, 11:24:41 AM
Come on... 36 is not old. You have plenty of youth left! I'm 36, so I should know...
I do know that. I do. It's just when I look back at the decades I spent blithely being crushed to death by the steadily growing elephant in the room, I sometimes wish for that time back. ;) But c'est la vie, right? Regardless of my age I'm happy to be here, now.
Elora
Quote from: markie on September 29, 2016, 08:48:18 PM
3 mths and no cosmetic surgery ?!.
Pretty impressive !!
XD i wish. i cant even afford laser right now, and ffs is like, the last thing on the list of things i'm even able to imagine being able to afford.
honestly, i'm begining to wonder if puberty for me was put on pause in ways. i grew up in a really
>-bleeped-<ty environment so i developed anorexia and a drug problem and those lasted for a long time. i think all the cortisol from stress and malnutrition from years of severe under-eating and drug use might've effed up my body's response to testosterone. i'm 28, so given the results i'm having from hrt (with biotin, exercise, eating ok, not on weird drugs, and living with mostly sane ppl) it makes me wonder if my initial male puberty wasn't put on hold and now that i'm healthy its picking back where it left off but with estrogen this time ?
Quote from: SoraKat on September 30, 2016, 01:43:08 PM
XD i wish. i cant even afford laser right now, and ffs is like, the last thing on the list of things i'm even able to imagine being able to afford.
honestly, i'm begining to wonder if puberty for me was put on pause in ways. i grew up in a really >-bleeped-<ty environment so i developed anorexia and a drug problem and those lasted for a long time. i think all the cortisol from stress and malnutrition from years of severe under-eating and drug use might've effed up my body's response to testosterone. i'm 28, so given the results i'm having from hrt (with biotin, exercise, eating ok, not on weird drugs, and living with mostly sane ppl) it makes me wonder if my initial male puberty wasn't put on hold and now that i'm healthy its picking back where it left off but with estrogen this time ?
maybe, but my understanding its genetic.. the amount of body fat to muscle etc.. whole host of factors.
wow you look good
Age is just a number Elora but I wouldn't mind trading your 36 for my 55!!!...Here's my before and after...i
Onward we go!!!
Ashley :)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi690.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fvv262%2Fhookster_photo%2Fimage_zps4hvlp3h3.jpeg&hash=ff0b3d0b1d124aaea8afebf630f9353197ba15c9)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi690.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fvv262%2Fhookster_photo%2Fimage_zps8nxb6kw1.jpeg&hash=a785ffce47add825115c7a4b85af5ed6eed61a19)
From David Bowie sexy to sexy sexy! Your amazing Ashley! Congrats on the wedding beautiful!
Quote from: Harley Quinn on September 30, 2016, 09:21:38 PM
From David Bowie sexy to sexy sexy! Your amazing Ashley! Congrats on the wedding beautiful!
Thanks Harley!... It's been an amazing ride and I am just getting started!!!
Onward we go!!!
A :)
Whoa !!!! Incredible absolutely
You really are inspirational thank you
Respect !!!
Ashley
I wouldn't call my pictures particularlly before/after since I've really just started my transition but I think that after losing quite a bit of weight (around 40 pounds) and being on hormones for almost 7 months, I would like to hear your opinion about my changes. It's really difficult for me to see the changes since I look at myself every day and I'm particularly interested in facial changes.
This is actually the first time I've every published my picture online...
This was me last year before I even came out to myself:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1378.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fah85%2Fjessisondelli%2FA817AB27-22C5-4BF1-B02E-5991E75F4D0E_zpsry3y2fxq.jpg&hash=5ed62201c939f1ae60911987a2a7e4dcc1e50ebc)
This is me now:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1378.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fah85%2Fjessisondelli%2Fimage_6245123232_zps5dkcgg1q.jpg&hash=84fc2177f7a04a40a14ba92d0d45935d118c3e8c)
Oh yeah there are changes... your pores look non existent, your cheekbones are quite defined, your face has slimmed, and your jaw is way less defined. I do know exactly what you are talking about. Changes are difficult to see in ourselves... but you've had some significant changes
Quote from: JessicaSondelli on October 01, 2016, 01:32:46 PM
I wouldn't call my pictures particularlly before/after since I've really just started my transition but I think that after losing quite a bit of weight (around 40 pounds) and being on hormones for almost 7 months, I would like to hear your opinion about my changes. It's really difficult for me to see the changes since I look at myself every day and I'm particularly interested in facial changes.
This is actually the first time I've every published my picture online...
This was me last year before I even came out to myself:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1378.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fah85%2Fjessisondelli%2FA817AB27-22C5-4BF1-B02E-5991E75F4D0E_zpsry3y2fxq.jpg&hash=5ed62201c939f1ae60911987a2a7e4dcc1e50ebc)
This is me now:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1378.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fah85%2Fjessisondelli%2Fimage_6245123232_zps5dkcgg1q.jpg&hash=84fc2177f7a04a40a14ba92d0d45935d118c3e8c)
I can def see the changes, pics like this give the rest of us hope.
Quote from: Harley Quinn on October 01, 2016, 02:56:23 PM
Oh yeah there are changes... your pores look non existent, your cheekbones are quite defined, your face has slimmed, and your jaw is way less defined. I do know exactly what you are talking about. Changes are difficult to see in ourselves... but you've had some significant changes
Thanks for your nice words. To be fair, the lighting conditions in the after shot were much better than in the before shot plus the makeup makes a difference too of course.
It's funny that people who see me on a regular basis, don't really notice anything - well, except for the hair and the boobs - but those who haven't seen me for a few months don't even recognize me at first. It's really exciting and frightening at the same time when you start to realize that it gets harder to pass as a male every day. it made me realize that this is for real even though I thought nothing is really happening...
Jessica
Quote from: VeronicaMJ on October 01, 2016, 04:05:40 PM
I can def see the changes, pics like this
give the rest of us hope.
Yes the changes are really apparent .....
Quote from: JessicaSondelli on October 01, 2016, 05:02:07 PM
Thanks for your nice words. To be fair, the lighting conditions in the after shot were much better than in the before shot plus the makeup makes a difference too of course.
It's funny that people who see me on a regular basis, don't really notice anything - well, except for the hair and the boobs - but those who haven't seen me for a few months don't even recognize me at first. It's really exciting and frightening at the same time when you start to realize that it gets harder to pass as a male every day. it made me realize that this is for real even though I thought nothing is really happening...
Jessica
Oh it's definitely got a hold on you now... enjoy it! You look great!
So I thought I'd share mine here...
Here's my before:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2F9bQkVrQ.png%3F1&hash=8cd0d88d1a1b376b41c639b4861ce07222f1e51b)
And here's me today, no makeup or anything, just natural. I know I don't 'pass' yet, haven't gotten any laser, but I'm officially 9 months and 3 days on HRT today :)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2Fmbfx7KW.jpg&hash=8d5f3bb30cc61c1f307ecb4267a1da437f8c5d74)
Quote from: AoifeJ on October 02, 2016, 01:44:13 PM
So I thought I'd share mine here...
Here's my before:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2F9bQkVrQ.png%3F1&hash=8cd0d88d1a1b376b41c639b4861ce07222f1e51b)
And here's me today, no makeup or anything, just natural. I know I don't 'pass' yet, haven't gotten any laser, but I'm officially 9 months and 3 days on HRT today :)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2Fmbfx7KW.jpg&hash=8d5f3bb30cc61c1f307ecb4267a1da437f8c5d74)
DON'T PASS yet?! I think you look very androgynous Compared to your old ID you look very different. That's a plus in my book! ^^
I agree I look androgynous (:D) and I thank you very much, but I definitely don't pass when I go out in the world, that's all I'm saying..
I bet you could flip from androgynous to female with nothing more than careful use of makeup. The impact of 20 minutes of effort on appearance can be amazing. It took me a long time to figure this out, courtesy of some other posters here and their "before and after makeup" images.
Quote from: Michelle_P on October 02, 2016, 04:25:54 PM
I bet you could flip from androgynous to female with nothing more than careful use of makeup. The impact of 20 minutes of effort on appearance can be amazing. It took me a long time to figure this out, courtesy of some other posters here and their "before and after makeup" images.
I'd have to agree with this. I've been thinking about this too for some time. My current photo is of my at 9mo HRT. And I do get called MAM' nowadays more than when I was when I began my transition. SO I'm indifferent to the idea of having Makeup, but I know it's a total boost to your confidence when you do. And people call you mam everyday! ^^
Coming up on two years HRT. ;)
(https://scontent-sjc2-1.xx.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/530508_537936149557804_417206104_n.jpg?oh=444caae5ee652c7205d57fe550e8fe98&oe=58A8871F) (https://scontent-sjc2-1.xx.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/14591799_10154094593518160_5169037962777601127_n.jpg?oh=035befbd6f2687bb75d029cde4cca35f&oe=58A81CA7)
Amazing transformation Trini Congrats. I can remember when you first start posting photos on her. I love the progress you have made since then. Hugs
Mariah
Quote from: Trini on October 07, 2016, 02:07:03 AM
Coming up on two years HRT. ;)
(https://scontent-sjc2-1.xx.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/530508_537936149557804_417206104_n.jpg?oh=444caae5ee652c7205d57fe550e8fe98&oe=58A8871F) (https://scontent-sjc2-1.xx.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/14591799_10154094593518160_5169037962777601127_n.jpg?oh=035befbd6f2687bb75d029cde4cca35f&oe=58A81CA7)
And you are even prettier in person girl! You have made beautiful progress keep it up and hope to see you again soon.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi79.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fj142%2FJessie-Ann15%2FBA%2520Surgery%2F552D3873-96F4-40F9-AD47-3A9304FA1AF0_zps0tsm9okl.jpg&hash=f8cee24f8ee8aebf56fc6deb542c51d80e72c8ce) (http://s79.photobucket.com/user/Jessie-Ann15/media/BA%20Surgery/552D3873-96F4-40F9-AD47-3A9304FA1AF0_zps0tsm9okl.jpg.html)
Quote from: Trini on October 07, 2016, 02:07:03 AM
Coming up on two years HRT. ;)
(https://scontent-sjc2-1.xx.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/530508_537936149557804_417206104_n.jpg?oh=444caae5ee652c7205d57fe550e8fe98&oe=58A8871F) (https://scontent-sjc2-1.xx.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/14591799_10154094593518160_5169037962777601127_n.jpg?oh=035befbd6f2687bb75d029cde4cca35f&oe=58A81CA7)
Thanks!! T.T
I'm getting nothing but love everywhere and it's AWESOME!
Here is another before and after. 9 months HRT at 34 year of age. I have gone full time now.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FmH95OJt.jpg&hash=16372d83c08e5a8766a4b40599d0ba1de4ba670b)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FMwvBa8r.jpg&hash=621680f29f2bf5fe83f784f8d26e21b41a5c6926)
Marissa looking beautiful inspirational..... you were meant to be as you are ☺
Quote from: Marissa_K on October 08, 2016, 06:23:06 AM
Here is another before and after. 9 months HRT at 34 year of age. I have gone full time now.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FmH95OJt.jpg&hash=16372d83c08e5a8766a4b40599d0ba1de4ba670b)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FMwvBa8r.jpg&hash=621680f29f2bf5fe83f784f8d26e21b41a5c6926)
Looking more amazing everyday!!!!
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Your coming along nicely Marissa. Hugs
Mariah
Quote from: Marissa_K on October 08, 2016, 06:23:06 AM
Here is another before and after. 9 months HRT at 34 year of age. I have gone full time now.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FmH95OJt.jpg&hash=16372d83c08e5a8766a4b40599d0ba1de4ba670b)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FMwvBa8r.jpg&hash=621680f29f2bf5fe83f784f8d26e21b41a5c6926)
Quote from: Marissa_K on October 08, 2016, 06:23:06 AM
Here is another before and after. 9 months HRT at 34 year of age. I have gone full time now.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FmH95OJt.jpg&hash=16372d83c08e5a8766a4b40599d0ba1de4ba670b)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FMwvBa8r.jpg&hash=621680f29f2bf5fe83f784f8d26e21b41a5c6926)
Congratulations, you look beautiful. It's amazing what those little pills can do for us...
Hugs
Jessica
Some selfies through the years!
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Forig03.deviantart.net%2F37bc%2Ff%2F2016%2F320%2F6%2Fe%2F6e9f7031308ce336f61bc7c3109cf554-daon3ax.jpg&hash=1175aabced2655c91b2587fbfd1d2d196b7328bc)
Here is a look at my time line -
A years ago (work pictures)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi79.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fj142%2FJessie-Ann15%2Ftime%2520line%2FB59A4655-8CED-44F7-8E15-DF9A259F0F13_zps8n2sleiw.jpg&hash=d023e8fc9d210858e20c5bafd95e90199c096e18) (http://s79.photobucket.com/user/Jessie-Ann15/media/time%20line/B59A4655-8CED-44F7-8E15-DF9A259F0F13_zps8n2sleiw.jpg.html)
2 Years Ago (right before transition)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi79.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fj142%2FJessie-Ann15%2Ftime%2520line%2F2DF29659-63BA-43D2-89E3-2C924818A474_zpssscfvjoy.jpg&hash=72ebda7d2355e6488fdb272ce8c56bba3c6df6fd) (http://s79.photobucket.com/user/Jessie-Ann15/media/time%20line/2DF29659-63BA-43D2-89E3-2C924818A474_zpssscfvjoy.jpg.html)
Month by month changes.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi79.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fj142%2FJessie-Ann15%2Ftime%2520line%2FB4515D97-80C1-4003-AC79-4FADC29BC31D_zps05yslzyg.jpg&hash=897fa4ab55f375e6091e010238c85f5d3bf54254) (http://s79.photobucket.com/user/Jessie-Ann15/media/time%20line/B4515D97-80C1-4003-AC79-4FADC29BC31D_zps05yslzyg.jpg.html)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi79.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fj142%2FJessie-Ann15%2Ftime%2520line%2FBB2832B1-B664-463E-B2FF-65C35C514F6D_zpsal909suy.jpg&hash=1a6b75517cd308ee374c9b22f7188b4230236ae3) (http://s79.photobucket.com/user/Jessie-Ann15/media/time%20line/BB2832B1-B664-463E-B2FF-65C35C514F6D_zpsal909suy.jpg.html)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi79.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fj142%2FJessie-Ann15%2Ftime%2520line%2F4F346835-21F6-42AC-8BF4-5C7E5AF5D872_zpse8ooqzlc.jpg&hash=94dca8677da32b7d262c8104c1623445f30b2e7d) (http://s79.photobucket.com/user/Jessie-Ann15/media/time%20line/4F346835-21F6-42AC-8BF4-5C7E5AF5D872_zpse8ooqzlc.jpg.html)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi79.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fj142%2FJessie-Ann15%2Ftime%2520line%2F26F86113-D145-47A9-871F-C8693F7A78F9_zpsm50mofnp.jpg&hash=d012d24c146db5c97841047a05c69599bb4530c1) (http://s79.photobucket.com/user/Jessie-Ann15/media/time%20line/26F86113-D145-47A9-871F-C8693F7A78F9_zpsm50mofnp.jpg.html)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi79.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fj142%2FJessie-Ann15%2Ftime%2520line%2FFA2B9AD2-D8B4-4A37-8452-B2683EF9E218_zpswjt8wcyq.jpg&hash=4c849f51f794454f7961fdb9fdfe3e3184751024) (http://s79.photobucket.com/user/Jessie-Ann15/media/time%20line/FA2B9AD2-D8B4-4A37-8452-B2683EF9E218_zpswjt8wcyq.jpg.html)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi79.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fj142%2FJessie-Ann15%2Ftime%2520line%2FB1ADBD8A-7292-4E44-8CFA-13E886487E68_zpszdnxnwlw.jpg&hash=f77d2905bc4d8945ae306f3171ad0e22729bb8bf) (http://s79.photobucket.com/user/Jessie-Ann15/media/time%20line/B1ADBD8A-7292-4E44-8CFA-13E886487E68_zpszdnxnwlw.jpg.html)
Quote from: I Am Jess on November 16, 2016, 02:24:58 PM
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi79.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fj142%2FJessie-Ann15%2Ftime%2520line%2FB4515D97-80C1-4003-AC79-4FADC29BC31D_zps05yslzyg.jpg&hash=897fa4ab55f375e6091e010238c85f5d3bf54254) (http://s79.photobucket.com/user/Jessie-Ann15/media/time%20line/B4515D97-80C1-4003-AC79-4FADC29BC31D_zps05yslzyg.jpg.html)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi79.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fj142%2FJessie-Ann15%2Ftime%2520line%2FB1ADBD8A-7292-4E44-8CFA-13E886487E68_zpszdnxnwlw.jpg&hash=f77d2905bc4d8945ae306f3171ad0e22729bb8bf) (http://s79.photobucket.com/user/Jessie-Ann15/media/time%20line/B1ADBD8A-7292-4E44-8CFA-13E886487E68_zpszdnxnwlw.jpg.html)
Wow amazing transformation Jess and amazing what 2 years of HRT can do.
Paige :)
Before
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi651.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fuu232%2FRubyRocket%2FMobile%2520Uploads%2F20160220_125037_zpsg77iriia.jpg&hash=3a2e37d7f7a790c07f3438afec2344e569dcc180) (http://s651.photobucket.com/user/RubyRocket/media/Mobile%20Uploads/20160220_125037_zpsg77iriia.jpg.html)
At 9 months
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi651.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fuu232%2FRubyRocket%2FMobile%2520Uploads%2Freceived_325659257811001_zpspmevtkwq.jpeg&hash=bee6d5a3f0b91d239aafca05f23b8618863cc070) (http://s651.photobucket.com/user/RubyRocket/media/Mobile%20Uploads/received_325659257811001_zpspmevtkwq.jpeg.html)
Quote from: Angieisalone on June 13, 2016, 07:52:05 AM
http://m.imgur.com/a/qDnSr
I pretty much failed since ffs did nothing and I still look like a man
No, you look like your sister.
I think the problem is that you still see yourself, and it reminds you of what you used to look like. You don't look like a different person now, but you look like the sister of your former self.
FFS feminizes your face. And that's what it did. Not like I haven't told you this before!!
You look totally like a cis woman. I can't get how you can see a man here. You're so far out of the man spectrum...
I tend to agree ....if you wanted to go back to being male .... no way too late ....you look totally female i just looked at your photos and all i can see at the end point is female and attractive too !
Hello Angieisalone! If that is what failed FFS and currently "looking like a man" looks like I'd gladly accept that Haha But I do understand how you feel. At 6 months HRT for me when I look in the mirror I'm lucky if 1 out of 10 times I'm noticing any changes in my face whatsoever as to me I still look completely the same and it is extremely disheartening. Then when I look at my newly recieved I.D with new name/gender marker and compare it to the ID I got in 2014 I can certainly see some facial changes easily where as just looking in the mirror I feel no different from day 1. We are always are biggest critics and it certainly can take a huge toll on our self esteem. Just have to remain positive! ^_^
Quote from: Angieisalone on June 13, 2016, 07:52:05 AM
http://m.imgur.com/a/qDnSr
I pretty much failed since ffs did nothing and I still look like a man
Looking at her profile it looks like she has not been here for 5 months, so I guess I address this more generally.
Looking at her pictures I saw a nice feminine face from HRT alone even before FFS and one that a significantly better afterwards... In fact i think her face is way prettier than mine ever was even after my FFS.
That said, if it's not some artifice of the picture, I think I do see one subtle, facial male marker... the relatively deep set eyes and the forehead...
Back in the day Dr. O (now retired - he partially invented FFS and wrote the book on it) believed that the forehead was very important and worked very hard to reshape and minimize/set back the forehead. This opened up the eyes and made the top part of the head more typically female. In general he did a lot more and more agressive boney work than the other FFS surgeons back in my day.
I have not been keeping up with what is happening currently with FFS, but years back the general impression was that Dr. Z's forte was soft tissue work. IMO it looks like more/better boney forehead work would have removed that least very subtle male marker on her face.
That said IMO, the way her face looked post FFS, it would not have prevented her from passing and even being stealth.
We can be our own harshest critics, see issues that are not there, or if we don't pass blame it on the wrong thing. Speech, mannerisms and how ones moves etc are all part of the equation... as are attitude/confidence.
For years I pushed back against those that said passing is largely attitude/confidence. And I still say they are wrong... The other things need to be in a reasonable zone (but not perfect) as well...
BUT what is true is that attitude/confidence is necessary, although not sufficient, to fully pass socially. It's how people experience you as a whole that matters. While the physical is a significant factor (particularly in this T* aware age), passing (stealth, blending - whatever term you prefer) requires more than JUST the physical.
I don't know how real her passing issues are, but if they are real, it's not likely due to her face... and I hope she has found some peace on this issue since that post.
- karen
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FO32Ss11.jpg&hash=ea039108867497916cd61b8cad2a1e79b48b346b)
Pre-HRT vs ~15 months HRT
Quote from: RachelsMantra on November 26, 2016, 01:16:30 PM
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FO32Ss11.jpg&hash=ea039108867497916cd61b8cad2a1e79b48b346b)
Pre-HRT vs ~15 months HRT
just curious, but are your changes only hrt or FFS as well?
Just HRT.
Quote from: RachelsMantra on November 26, 2016, 02:04:20 PM
Just HRT.
sp how long did it take for your chin to shrink? I mean it's obviously a lot smaller now than before.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fuploads.tapatalk-cdn.com%2F20161128%2Fe68786e577e285d4826dec41b6c152ad.jpg&hash=c9c78be0259268bb67febcab0c78020ace77ac4f). (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fuploads.tapatalk-cdn.com%2F20161128%2F5aac1b3ad7818a9fc40a49acf2698955.png&hash=9d763ac31c796e69734c60cc213f40573dd8bddc)
Yesterday I found this old picture where I had that awful mustache. The other one is from last month. There's slightly over a year in between the 2. Any thoughts?
Quote from: Amanda_Combs on November 27, 2016, 09:18:03 PM
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fuploads.tapatalk-cdn.com%2F20161128%2Fe68786e577e285d4826dec41b6c152ad.jpg&hash=c9c78be0259268bb67febcab0c78020ace77ac4f). (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fuploads.tapatalk-cdn.com%2F20161128%2F5aac1b3ad7818a9fc40a49acf2698955.png&hash=9d763ac31c796e69734c60cc213f40573dd8bddc)
Yesterday I found this old picture where I had that awful mustache. The other one is from last month. There's slightly over a year in between the 2. Any thoughts?
My thoughts? Looks more like brother and sister than before and after.
Quote from: Amanda_Combs on November 27, 2016, 09:18:03 PM
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fuploads.tapatalk-cdn.com%2F20161128%2Fe68786e577e285d4826dec41b6c152ad.jpg&hash=c9c78be0259268bb67febcab0c78020ace77ac4f). (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fuploads.tapatalk-cdn.com%2F20161128%2F5aac1b3ad7818a9fc40a49acf2698955.png&hash=9d763ac31c796e69734c60cc213f40573dd8bddc)
Yesterday I found this old picture where I had that awful mustache. The other one is from last month. There's slightly over a year in between the 2. Any thoughts?
Amazing how hrt works so well
I just wanted to say, how wonderful all of you look and how amazing it is to see all the support on here.
I was under another name back in 2010 and this thread really inspired me!
I've been on HRT since then and recently had FFS to help me get a little past that bump I needed to pass.
I'm middle aged so most of you have the advantage of starting young. I use to sport the Vin Diesel look, but as you can see by my profile pic, that person is no longer here.
I'll see if I can find an old pic to post.
Keep it coming girls! You all look amazing!
HUGS
KG
Quote from: KarmaGirl on December 02, 2016, 02:22:39 PM
I'm middle aged so most of you have the advantage of starting young.
Keep it coming girls! You all look amazing!
HUGS
KG
I'm older than middle age at 55 but I think I've had some amazing changes over the the last 641 days that I've been on HRT...
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi79.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fj142%2FJessie-Ann15%2FBA%2520Surgery%2F0DA2388A-9839-4876-8D12-1C5688E14AA2_zpscsrgvokm.jpg&hash=55a4fd55ec4f9702b74ccdb1fa87eaaddf19e09c) (http://s79.photobucket.com/user/Jessie-Ann15/media/BA%20Surgery/0DA2388A-9839-4876-8D12-1C5688E14AA2_zpscsrgvokm.jpg.html)
You know Jess, you are lovely and have amazing 'assets' (I'm jealous) but your best asset is your smile! I love seeing your photos as much for that as anything else. You look just soooo happy! Gives me hope
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Quote from: dori on December 03, 2016, 07:25:53 AM
You know Jess, you are lovely and have amazing 'assets' (I'm jealous) but your best asset is your smile! I love seeing your photos as much for that as anything else. You look just soooo happy! Gives me hope
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Thank you so much. I am really happy so I guess that shows. It's amazing how much better life can be running on the right fuel (estrogen).
Quote from: Paige on November 16, 2016, 03:49:47 PM
Wow amazing transformation Jess and amazing what 2 years of HRT can do.
Paige :)
you give me so much hope!!! :0
I haven't posted an update here in a very long time because of my crummy internet situation. The picture on the left was taken a few months before starting HRT. The one on the right was taken last week just before I went out clubbing. I have now been on HRT almost 3 years.
(https://pbs.twimg.com/media/Cy-JZQVUUAAWBeN.jpg:large)
Quote from: April Lee on December 06, 2016, 05:14:07 PM
I haven't posted an update here in a very long time because of my crummy internet situation. The picture on the left was taken a few months before starting HRT. The one on the right was taken last week just before I went out clubbing. I have now been on HRT almost 3 years.
(https://pbs.twimg.com/media/Cy-JZQVUUAAWBeN.jpg:large)
And you look so much more youthful and vibrant. Positively stunning!
Quote from: April Lee on December 06, 2016, 05:14:07 PM
I haven't posted an update here in a very long time because of my crummy internet situation. The picture on the left was taken a few months before starting HRT. The one on the right was taken last week just before I went out clubbing. I have now been on HRT almost 3 years.
(https://pbs.twimg.com/media/Cy-JZQVUUAAWBeN.jpg:large)
Glad to see you are still dancing girlfriend. :icon_wave-nerd:
Wow thanks for sharing.....inspiring :)
Quote from: April Lee on December 06, 2016, 05:14:07 PM
I haven't posted an update here in a very long time because of my crummy internet situation. The picture on the left was taken a few months before starting HRT. The one on the right was taken last week just before I went out clubbing. I have now been on HRT almost 3 years.
(https://pbs.twimg.com/media/Cy-JZQVUUAAWBeN.jpg:large)
Dude, mean girl, you look awsemoe really, much more younger. Couse i like girl so i can tell you have perfect body. GJ
PS. can you tell me, does your wrinkes forehead gones? or you make any laser operation?
today was the first day of 6 months :3
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IamJess, OMG, ;D incredible is all I can say!
Quote from: SoraKat on December 08, 2016, 12:04:52 AM
today was the first day of 6 months :3
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and its huge diffrence in face, only after 6 months? Incredible
I think I changed a lot too, I guess in 26 Days I'll post a before and after 1 year HRT for myself here.
I think everyone looks great in my 4-5 month absence it looks like we're growing nicely. Man what did I miss? So much. LOL
After just a little over a year... yes, I have extensions.
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Cleaning my office today, I found some of my old passports. I think I changed quite a bit over the years...LOL
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Quote from: MichaelaLJ1972 on January 03, 2017, 01:26:35 AM
After just a little over a year... yes, I have extensions.
WOW! Very different Michaela... you have changed a lot!
Quote from: Inarasarah on January 04, 2017, 06:18:23 PM
Cleaning my office today, I found some of my old passports. I think I changed quite a bit over the years...LOL
Lol... understatement of the decade. Ha ha ha.. looking good sarah.
Quite out of topic, but Inasarah, I have that same avatar on facebook. ;D
Lady of Shallot, uh. Quite a transgender topic.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GJHA8uzvXS0
I love love love Loreena McKennitt and the song. Fun fact: Lady of Shalott was the name of the guild I created for my friends when I played WoW. And yes a bit off topic but still great to meet others with great taste :)
From miserable dude to happy 46yo woman.
2 years prior to the start of hrt, 27 months after the start of HRT.
I found happiness, it wasn't in a bottle of vodka nor hiding in ever-worsening depression or religious conformity. No, it required honesty and truth. From there is where I started truly living, thriving and understanding what faith really means.
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Quote from: Monica Jean on January 05, 2017, 02:09:28 PM
From miserable dude to happy 46yo woman.
2 years prior to the start of hrt, 27 months after the start of HRT.
I found happiness, it wasn't in a bottle of vodka nor hiding in ever-worsening depression or religious conformity. No, it required honesty and truth. From there is where I started truly living, thriving and understanding what faith really means.
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wow, it isn't it amazing what HRT can do.... You look great, babe!
Hugs
-Jessica
I just realized that tomorrow is my 10 months HRT celebration day.... so I guess it's time for a before/after...
From a miserable guy...
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1255.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fhh639%2Fjessisondelli1%2F5623C762-DD19-4535-A489-FB9367EBEE57_zps45vxewnp.png&hash=ce903b17c73fc4c6d50eb9274a5ac1e4b8795641)
to a sometimes a bit crazy but happy bitch....ahem lady.
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Love u all.
Jessica
Quote from: JessicaSondelli on January 07, 2017, 09:49:58 PM
I just realized that tomorrow is my 10 months HRT celebration day.... so I guess it's time for a before/after...
From a miserable guy...
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1255.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fhh639%2Fjessisondelli1%2F5623C762-DD19-4535-A489-FB9367EBEE57_zps45vxewnp.png&hash=ce903b17c73fc4c6d50eb9274a5ac1e4b8795641)
to a sometimes a bit crazy but happy bitch....ahem lady.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1255.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fhh639%2Fjessisondelli1%2FC8BF1F82-27ED-4179-925F-550ABA0FF1FC_zps45n84uxu.jpg&hash=497c30055c2e45896f01b8eb4f34ca14e641a597)
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Love u all.
Jessica
Hi Jessica,
I can't believe you've only be on HRT for 10 months. That's an amazing transformation. You didn't get FFS too?
Paige :)
Quote from: Paige on January 07, 2017, 10:03:03 PM
Hi Jessica,
I can't believe you've only be on HRT for 10 months. That's an amazing transformation. You didn't get FFS too?
Paige :)
Hi Paige,
Just asking me if I got FFS is probably the greatest compliment you could have made. Thank you so much for that. Oh and to answer that. No, no surgeries at all.
To be correct, the male pictures is about 2 years prior to HRT and I lost about 40 pounds before I started hormones.
I can finally see and I'm starting to realize that there is hope on the horizon but I have still a very long way to go.
Hugs
Jessica
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Jessica you look incredible. I too was gonna ask if you had any work done. You progress is definitely inspiring
Quote from: Kristinagl on January 08, 2017, 12:31:42 AM
Jessica you look incredible. I too was gonna ask if you had any work done. You progress is definitely inspiring
Omg. You girls are killing me!!! Thank you so much.
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Congrats Jessica, looking great!!
Two years ago and today on the way back from grocery shopping. If nothing else, I think I look good for 57 of either gender!
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi50.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Ff341%2Fdebbie7571%2FForum%2520Pics%2F1788DB80-4520-4F44-BE8F-E4286CBFDF16_zpsd2clqlff.jpg&hash=7703c3a9ae712c451d9bbfa31e20a9cca275a76e) (http://s50.photobucket.com/user/debbie7571/media/Forum%20Pics/1788DB80-4520-4F44-BE8F-E4286CBFDF16_zpsd2clqlff.jpg.html)
It is better to be hated for what you are than to be loved for what you are not.
André Gide, Autumn Leaves
Quote from: Deborah on January 08, 2017, 04:04:51 PM
Two years ago and today on the way back from grocery shopping. If nothing else, I think I look good for 57 of either gender!
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi50.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Ff341%2Fdebbie7571%2FForum%2520Pics%2F1788DB80-4520-4F44-BE8F-E4286CBFDF16_zpsd2clqlff.jpg&hash=7703c3a9ae712c451d9bbfa31e20a9cca275a76e) (http://s50.photobucket.com/user/debbie7571/media/Forum%20Pics/1788DB80-4520-4F44-BE8F-E4286CBFDF16_zpsd2clqlff.jpg.html)
It is better to be hated for what you are than to be loved for what you are not.
André Gide, Autumn Leaves
Where did all those wrinkles go??? You look like the daughter of
that guy on the left!!
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Quote from: JessicaSondelli on January 08, 2017, 04:19:43 PM
Where did all those wrinkles go??? You look like the daughter of
that guy on the left!!
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LOL. It's either magic or a combination of HRT, sunscreen, and better skin care. That and not hating life anymore.[emoji75]
It is better to be hated for what you are than to be loved for what you are not.
André Gide, Autumn Leaves
Quote from: Deborah on January 08, 2017, 04:24:19 PM
LOL. It's either magic or a combination of HRT, sunscreen, and better skin care. That and not hating life anymore.[emoji75]
It is better to be hated for what you are than to be loved for what you are not.
André Gide, Autumn Leaves
Isn't it funny how miserable we all look in the before picture and pure happiness in the after? There MUST a magic potion in those hormones. I have no other explanation.
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Wow, Deborah! You went from a Richard Dean Anderson lookalike to a very determined looking 40-something woman. I'm convinced HRT is rejuvenating stuff.
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Thank you all for those nice comments. [emoji1327]
It is better to be hated for what you are than to be loved for what you are not.
André Gide, Autumn Leaves
Thank you Jessica! It is amazing isn't it?
Speaking of amazing, look at you! WOW! not even 1 year! You look fab!!!
Quote from: Deborah on January 08, 2017, 04:04:51 PM
Two years ago and today on the way back from grocery shopping. If nothing else, I think I look good for 57 of either gender!
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi50.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Ff341%2Fdebbie7571%2FForum%2520Pics%2F1788DB80-4520-4F44-BE8F-E4286CBFDF16_zpsd2clqlff.jpg&hash=7703c3a9ae712c451d9bbfa31e20a9cca275a76e) (http://s50.photobucket.com/user/debbie7571/media/Forum%20Pics/1788DB80-4520-4F44-BE8F-E4286CBFDF16_zpsd2clqlff.jpg.html)
It is better to be hated for what you are than to be loved for what you are not.
André Gide, Autumn Leaves
lets see, ones got a smile and the other does seem to happy
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This one is the month I started hrt
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About 3 months later
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5 months in..came home from a hunting trip and my wife was gone
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1152.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fp486%2FSarabeth_Craft%2FIMG_0231_zpsmdknaksa.jpg&hash=15963cb68c2eaaf3ad18467c612548f024d0b675) (http://s1152.photobucket.com/user/Sarabeth_Craft/media/IMG_0231_zpsmdknaksa.jpg.html)
New yrs eve
Never posted images before, hope these work. Like almost everyone else here, Jiminy cricket things are going slowwww
Sarabeth
Wow Sarabeth, you look great! ...and in such a short ammount of time!
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Haha, I'm 45, btw.
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These transformations are really fantastic! Congrats to all of you beautiful ladies :)
Quote from: Harley Quinn on January 12, 2017, 07:29:55 AM
Wow Sarabeth, you look great! ...and in such a short ammount of time!
Thank you Harley, I see some changes but of course since I see myself everyday the changes seem minimal and slow...I guess that is normal
Quote from: JessicaSondelli on January 13, 2017, 09:55:31 AM
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Haha, I'm 45, btw.
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Hormones ARE magical! :D
Yeah, I'd have to agree; Hormones are magical.
A number of folks at the UU church know I was having my court date on Friday. I decided to share my happy news, and the minister announced it during the Sharing of Joys and Sorrows in the service. (BTW, I'm totally out, and something of an activist. Not recommended for everyone.) I decided that with the announcement, I should dress a bit more fem than my usual jeans and sweater, so I got out an old favorite.
I had some other, older photos of myself, and I put together this composite. Same tunic and leggings, different hair and shoes. On the left is Jan 15, 2017. The middle is July 8, 2016, 6 months ago, 1 month on HRT. The right is from May 6, 2016, pre-HRT. Something changed. (No more breast forms, for one. Just a push-up bra today.)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1249.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fhh504%2FMichelle_Paquet%2FChanges%2520over%25208%2520months_zps4uw7odud.jpg&hash=7a628f2e43ff730e294f70d086737aef93aaa33f)
If nothing else, I think I've got better poise and posture. My face has changed subtly. I've got a total of 7 months of HRT in, and have moved to full-time as myself.
Quote from: SoraKat on December 08, 2016, 12:04:52 AM
today was the first day of 6 months :3
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Incredible changes in 6 months, SoraKat. Congrats!
Quote from: Michelle_P on January 15, 2017, 08:06:31 PM
Yeah, I'd have to agree; Hormones are magical.
A number of folks at the UU church know I was having my court date on Friday. I decided to share my happy news, and the minister announced it during the Sharing of Joys and Sorrows in the service. (BTW, I'm totally out, and something of an activist. Not recommended for everyone.) I decided that with the announcement, I should dress a bit more fem than my usual jeans and sweater, so I got out an old favorite.
I had some other, older photos of myself, and I put together this composite. Same tunic and leggings, different hair and shoes. On the left is Jan 15, 2017. The middle is July 8, 2016, 6 months ago, 1 month on HRT. The right is from May 6, 2016, pre-HRT. Something changed. (No more breast forms, for one. Just a push-up bra today.)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1249.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fhh504%2FMichelle_Paquet%2FChanges%2520over%25208%2520months_zps4uw7odud.jpg&hash=7a628f2e43ff730e294f70d086737aef93aaa33f)
If nothing else, I think I've got better poise and posture. My face has changed subtly. I've got a total of 7 months of HRT in, and have moved to full-time as myself.
Hi Michelle,
It's absolutely amazing what HRT has done in 7 months. You may not think your face has changed much but to me it's quite remarkable. You look great.
Paige :)
I was digging around in old photos hoping to find my former self from 10 years ago and I finally found one and I even had a hint of smile on my face...lol
About 40 pounds heavier, miserable and very self conscious I hated it when somebody took my picture, that's why there are so few of me.... That has changed, too... :)
TGIF everyone. Love u!
Jessica
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Quote from: JessicaSondelli on February 10, 2017, 07:20:14 AM
I was digging around in old photos hoping to find my former self from 10 years ago and I finally found one and I even had a hint of smile on my face...lol
About 40 pounds heavier, miserable and very self conscious I hated it when somebody took my picture, that's why there are so few of me.... That has changed, too... :)
TGIF everyone. Love u!
Jessica
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Still blows my mind every time. O.O
Quote from: Angela Drakken on February 10, 2017, 07:23:10 AM
Still blows my mind every time. O.O
Trust me... mine, too... One day I will wake up from this dream, that's my biggest fear!!! Somebody pinch me! :)
Quote from: JessicaSondelli on February 10, 2017, 08:06:32 AM
Trust me... mine, too... One day I will wake up from this dream, that's my biggest fear!!! Somebody pinch me! :)
The woman in the mirror wont be disapearing. No matter how hard you pinch ^.^
Makes me so optimistic..!
Well, Sunday is my anniversary. A whole year, I think it's cause to toss up my befores and afters.
My Befores:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi651.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fuu232%2FRubyRocket%2FMobile%2520Uploads%2F20150102_151115_zpsb3fmjo3z.jpg&hash=842057a71e8233fad50829a6ee736b1b644a7c60) (http://s651.photobucket.com/user/RubyRocket/media/Mobile%20Uploads/20150102_151115_zpsb3fmjo3z.jpg.html)
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And my afters:
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Happy Anniversary Harley! Girl You look amazing!
You have traveled far Harley! :) Congrats on all you have achieved!!!... Btw...Love the Rammstein patch!!! ... You should still rock that Engel :)
Onward we go!!!
Ashley :)
Congrats Harley!! You have come so far in a year!!
-Sarah
Wow Harley, it's amazing to see someone's true self come out in those pictures. You look stunning by the way. ;)
It gives me hope seeing such changes are possible.
Quote from: Harley Quinn on February 10, 2017, 11:14:51 AM
Well, Sunday is my anniversary. A whole year, I think it's cause to toss up my befores and afters.
My Befores:
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And my afters:
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Happy one year! Amazing! (Also, please tell me you still have that awesome denim jacket with the rammstein patch >.< )
I hope one years as kind to me..
Quote from: Harley Quinn on February 10, 2017, 11:14:51 AM
Well, Sunday is my anniversary. A whole year, I think it's cause to toss up my befores and afters.
My Befores:
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And my afters:
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Wow, only one year?!? I'm floored.
Congrats and happy anniversary.
Thanks everyone for the kind words. And yes I still have the jacket... it's seen better days but it's still holding together.
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About time to sew them on a more fitted denim jacket... even found a few more patches.
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But it is my favorite riding jacket.
you are all so sexy, and when I look at you, I have a terrible Dysphoria :D
also have your favorite leather motorcycle jacket, but now that I look at I took her from father
Harley the past keeps us going forward, love th toe nail polish! Next weekend I am going to talk to Mom about this. Wish Me luck!
@ Harley
That Danzig patch too <3
^.^
Quote from: Anastasija on February 11, 2017, 03:07:41 PMalso have your favorite leather motorcycle jacket, but now that I look at I took her from father
My leather jacket is like a tent on me now unless I wear a hoodie or two or three underneath. It was always big but now its just getting ridiculous. Lol
I need to trade up for a more slender and form fitting one.
Quote from: Angela Drakken on February 11, 2017, 03:53:03 PM
@ Harley
That Danzig patch too <3
^.^
lol... Thanks. The Danzing patch usually throws people. ;)
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Harley congratulations to you one year anniversary.
(https://s22.postimg.org/hnc3q0wxt/IMG_20170201_145025.jpg)
sry i dont have many before pictures because ive erased or destroyed most of them i did make a mini timeline though!
Korra i will honest with you. I dont know how someone can tell you you will not passing. In my opinion you look great, mean total changing. When i looked your face i even cant imagination you from the previous incarnation a boy
Korra!!! You have traveled far in a short time and arrived looking gorgeous!!!!!
Onward we go brave sister!!!
Ashley :)
thank you so much beautiful ladies!!
I have a question about lost muscle of the shoulder area, after which time you noticed it, and whether the skin is pulled there
Quote from: Anastasija on February 12, 2017, 02:34:21 PM
I have a question about utrary muscle of the shoulder area, after which time you noticed it, and whether the skin is pulled there
i think it has something to do with posture and losing muscle mass over time. I didn't notice it until at least 10 months on hrt. I also noticed my arms were much weaker and smaller compared to before. I used to lift weights regularly before I transitioned so I had a ton of muscle to lose so it might have taken longer for me than some.
28 Months today!
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ok, so now my turn
before
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after 5 months (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2Fut9k4NU.jpg&hash=616c1ebba6d66dd560af6a53a72cc1110bf6e16d)
12-04-2015
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02-10-2017
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Wow, you all look so much different! Anastasija you look like you got 10 years younger. You all give me hope. :)
I swear you'll be fine Josie! :3
Quote from: josie76 on February 13, 2017, 06:02:34 PM
Wow, you all look so much different! Anastasija you look like you got 10 years younger. You all give me hope. :)
thx, its mean a lot for me, couse in every time wneh i saw me in mirror i saw guy in 1 pics wrrrr
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I had some fun shooting selfies around the house yesterday...
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Quote from: JessicaSondelli on February 16, 2017, 04:46:13 PM
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I had some fun shooting selfies around the house yesterday...
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Awesomeness! You look great Jessica!
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Quote from: JessicaSondelli on February 16, 2017, 04:46:13 PM
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I had some fun shooting selfies around the house yesterday...
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Oh my.... Model material.....
Quote from: Stmigo on February 19, 2017, 09:02:23 PM
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Interrupting to welcome Stmigo to the site. Nice shot. Thanks for sharing.
I also want to share some links with you. They are mostly welcome information and the rules that govern the site. If you have not had a chance to look through them, please take a moment:
Things that you should read
Site Terms of Service & Rules to Live By (https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php/topic,2.0.html) | Standard Terms & Definitions (https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php/topic,54369.0.html) | Post Ranks (including when you can upload an avatar) (https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php/topic,114.0.html.) |
Reputation rules (https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php/topic,18960.0.html) | News posting & quoting guidelines (https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php/topic,174951.0.html) | Photo, avatars, & signature images policy (https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php/topic,59974.msg383866.html#msg383866) |
Once again, welcome to Susan's. Look around, ask questions and join in.
With warmth,
Joanna
PS Jessica, WOW! That's all I can say.
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I had some fun shooting selfies around the house yesterday...
You are definitely Rockin' it girlfriend!!
Quote from: JessicaSondelli on February 16, 2017, 04:46:13 PM
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I haven't posted in a long time because my confidence and self-esteem were low but now since I know what I need to do to progress my transition I'm feeling better and more like my old self. So, might as well post while I'm feeling great. :) http://i.imgur.com/MM7eD5S.jpg
Quote from: Dankster on March 06, 2017, 01:23:11 AM
I haven't posted in a long time because my confidence and self-esteem were low but now since I know what I need to do to progress my transition I'm feeling better and more like my old self. So, might as well post while I'm feeling great. :) http://i.imgur.com/MM7eD5S.jpg
Hi Dankster,
Amazing what HRT can do. You look great. If I saw those pictures and didn't know I would think they were two different people.
Paige :)
Quote from: Dankster on March 06, 2017, 01:23:11 AM
I haven't posted in a long time because my confidence and self-esteem were low but now since I know what I need to do to progress my transition I'm feeling better and more like my old self. So, might as well post while I'm feeling great. :) http://i.imgur.com/MM7eD5S.jpg
Amazing !!
Quote from: Paige on March 06, 2017, 07:27:18 AM
Hi Dankster,
Amazing what HRT can do. You look great. If I saw those pictures and didn't know I would think they were two different people.
Paige :)
My mom told me the same thing but in a not so good way. Thanks. : )
Sorry has to edit one the picture broke rules and didn't realise it.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2F25tbYtV.jpg&hash=bcbba5f7bea77ed05630e7eb67040ce1f8aa42e9)
I do not show my face on sites anymore due to my role in my rural community. But I wanted to see if things are going well for me in the facial region.
I do not wear makeup ever in real life or in these photos and today was the first time I tried to pluck my eyebrows so I am scared they look to thin as I am not out yet!! So no laughing at my efforts :/
The photos are in the same room and on the same phone camera to help with them being all the same as much as I can. I started on the very lowest doses of patches you can get for a month, then half doses of patches for 5 weeks and a week on almost full doses (3/4). I plan to go full doses in two more months as I am playing it safe. So safe in fact I only got breast pain a few days ago, which hurts :(
First photo was 3 years ago when I was not ready to do anything at all:
aged 34:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi64.tinypic.com%2F34jc7y1.gif&hash=e97e71152c9283ee1adeed386d9d3aec6e29a279)
Next is twelve months ago just as I was starting therapy but not on medication and was starting IPL:
aged 35
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi67.tinypic.com%2F6ygq6p.jpg&hash=f959d4a612ef81eb8843881c72ff21dee4bf2680)
6-7ish months ago (so about 3 1/2) months before using E:
aged 36
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi64.tinypic.com%2Fj5cabd.jpg&hash=42cce0b1dc0f1538b6f3f679aedcee1d4a126de5)
10 mins ago:
aged 37
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi68.tinypic.com%2F16igjfm.jpg&hash=3b87b2904f042353e423220c5068b5d3b8e818e7) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi66.tinypic.com%2F11i2tcw.jpg&hash=f127403fcbf650aa5e69a4095bd546bc8bceb710) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi64.tinypic.com%2F4hv96a.jpg&hash=c2cf7ec981dfb938617d35f09b32b447c6f4c8d3)
Looking phenomenal Sarah! :)
Quote from: Rosafox on March 13, 2017, 02:13:44 PM
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2F25tbYtV.jpg&hash=bcbba5f7bea77ed05630e7eb67040ce1f8aa42e9)
So fresh faced and innocent looking. Wow! You look great.
From where I was 23 years old (I think) to today where I am currently 28 years old
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2Ft6aybOo.jpg&hash=709d89b99b63c5b0d79d40e51f89b4cf34633ee8)
Quote from: Harley Quinn on March 31, 2017, 09:48:05 AM
Looking phenomenal Sarah! :)
Thank you that is very kind. I personally see a freak in the mirror and I hate it as I see a ugly guy with a huge nose and forehead. That said I am hoping to see things improve in the future. Although I am so dysphoric just looking at photos it makes me regret taking them.
Sarah, your change is incredible! ;)
Just your face pic with no makeup on, I would not doubt I was looking at a woman.
Did you just use the IPL or did you end up getting laser? I have seen reduced patches with an IPL but I'm thinking I need to go laser to really get some progress.
Absolutely beautiful Snofrost. Alice?
Sorry, it's been a while. Hope that you got into the military like you wanted. That you are happy and healed and not so afraid anymore.
Hugs
Michelle, AKA Mikaela
Quote from: josie76 on April 01, 2017, 06:17:12 AM
Sarah, your change is incredible! ;)
Just your face pic with no makeup on, I would not doubt I was looking at a woman.
Did you just use the IPL or did you end up getting laser? I have seen reduced patches with an IPL but I'm thinking I need to go laser to really get some progress.
Thank you that is very kind of you.
In terms of IPL
I did 6 sessions of ipl and have had 3 laser thus far. The ipl cleared my neck and thinned my cheeks but it left my chin/upper lip area unaffected and patches along my jawline with clumps of dark hair that looked odd if I did not shave every two days.
--
Check first photo for an idea of what it was like after just ipl
With the laser the first was a low setting but slaughtered all of the cheek hair. Sadly, I could not afford any after it for 3 months due to a change in jobs and being a fulltime single parent on my own. However, after the three months I got the second on a higher setting. It hurt a lot and the girl doing it showed me my face after the zap. My upper lip was covered in hairs that had melted and fell out onto my skin, as was the case with my chin. After three days the redness was gone and 6 weeks later I got the third which wiped out all the hair on my chin excluding maybe 10 or so fine dark hairs, as well as removing 90% of the upper lip. Since the last treatment it has been 2 weeks since I shaved and I have so little hair now I think the next two rounds will be me done for the next several months as I see what returns. If any light hair appears I will get electrolysis on it. I hope I do not as it freaks me out having anything pierce my skin.
AFTER THE FIRST SESSION OF LASER ON LOW SETTINGS(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi68.tinypic.com%2F2q3su0x.jpg&hash=ae8220bab36067b18a87e3f54c7da6d43aea00f1)
BEFORE I HAD SECOND SESSION (three months after first) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi67.tinypic.com%2F15gb29s.jpg&hash=2ce1413eb44e9df83d7a1fb02bb4a31146643cfc)
--odd not sure why photo is upside down!!
The needle doesn't pierce the skin at any time. It's run between the hair and the skin until it reaches the bottom of the follicle. You only feel discomfort when the current is turned out. The one exception to this is every once in a while that hair changes direction under the skin and you feel a poke. This is one of the reasons you want suffice growth for the operator. The other reason is because the operator has to grab on the hair to check if it's properly treated.
Thank you for clearing it up. At least now I know it will not involve stabbing my face. Which was my fear :-\
You have a wonderful smile Sarah. Probably my favorite of your pictures...
Quote from: Snöfrost on March 31, 2017, 04:06:16 PM
From where I was 23 years old (I think) to today where I am currently 28 years old
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2Ft6aybOo.jpg&hash=709d89b99b63c5b0d79d40e51f89b4cf34633ee8)
Wow Sno... I was thinking 19. Lol you're aging quite gracefully.
I tried to duplicate the pose of this Army photo. I was 23 in the first one, 55 in the second shot.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1279.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fy537%2FDevlynMarie%2F20170401_141151_zps9l1vd0m1.jpg&hash=1d17fd313736c9b87e74be3a7d5f2327516c4fac)(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1279.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fy537%2FDevlynMarie%2F20170401_151120_zpsekrhnrve.jpg&hash=f246711fc1235327fcccd477008b5dac1941d273)
Then, 2004:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1243.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fgg550%2FLillianaxox%2FAs%2520a%2520male%2520from%2520wedding%2520I_zpsm8kzkoym.jpg&hash=1c2e8699c282b5e1fe428d0adad99dc88d195d39)
Not exactly after, more like the middle:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1243.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fgg550%2FLillianaxox%2FLeex_zpstreehf9h.jpg&hash=f14bf3b3fd01a4ebc970dcffa3d02f1b2dfe54b8)
So I decided to take a pic today. The left is before hrt and the right is 16 months hrt.
I'm not exactly sure if I see any changes tbh
(https://scontent.xx.fbcdn.net/v/t31.0-8/fr/cp0/e15/q65/17637178_1520578677961339_4420500072453706529_o.jpg?efg=eyJpIjoidCJ9&oh=a3797acb2ee8697b2d577f5ac560337f&oe=59689F8C)
I love the darker hair it is very pretty on you. In terms of changes I see fuller cheeks which is more feminine by nature I feel
Quote from: Angélique LaCava on April 01, 2017, 11:04:06 PM
So I decided to take a pic today. The left is before hrt and the right is 16 months hrt.
I'm not exactly sure if I see any changes tbh
(https://scontent.xx.fbcdn.net/v/t31.0-8/fr/cp0/e15/q65/17637178_1520578677961339_4420500072453706529_o.jpg?efg=eyJpIjoidCJ9&oh=a3797acb2ee8697b2d577f5ac560337f&oe=59689F8C)
OMG Angélique you are stunning girl.
I think your cheeks filled out.
Your hair looks stunning too!
Angelique, in the first photo you look good. Easy pass, but in the second photo after HRT you look natural. Face is full and your skin has a lovely appearance. Congrats girl! ;) I like the darker hair color on you, and I so wish I had your hair thickness to work with!
Snofrost, I'm with Harley, you look like you're 19 or 20 now. Unbelievable.
Devlyn, you have one of those faces that by itself could have been seen either way even when you were young.
Phew! I was bracing myself for "one of those faces that only a mother could love"! :laugh:
Hugs, Devlyn
Quote from: Angélique LaCava on April 01, 2017, 11:04:06 PM
So I decided to take a pic today. The left is before hrt and the right is 16 months hrt.
I'm not exactly sure if I see any changes tbh
Your cheeks definitely filled out, you lips look softer, your jawline softened up a little, and you seem to have had that "HRT eye opening" effect. It's amazing how huge of an improvement a few subtle changes can have. You looked good before, but great now that HRT has done its magic.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi345.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fp376%2FMegatrons2nd%2F006_zpsri7bicqe.jpg&hash=442a5844c86b50bd987207396b8774a0291b0937) (http://s345.photobucket.com/user/Megatrons2nd/media/006_zpsri7bicqe.jpg.html)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi345.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fp376%2FMegatrons2nd%2F014_zpsfdjqfilz.jpg&hash=c603f97eb5f37e8a82b1079f195aa045678b82ef) (http://s345.photobucket.com/user/Megatrons2nd/media/014_zpsfdjqfilz.jpg.html)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi345.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fp376%2FMegatrons2nd%2FWIN_20170402_11_10_37_Pro_zpsfi2eajgs.jpg&hash=f49a1ec36781ca42a0dea22621b3379981017c0c) (http://s345.photobucket.com/user/Megatrons2nd/media/WIN_20170402_11_10_37_Pro_zpsfi2eajgs.jpg.html)
I hope this works. Not very good with images, or computers.
The first couple are about 8 years ago, the last one is today with my second attempt with makeup. Used a brown tone for eyeshadow instead of the original blue. I can't really see it, but my wife says it looks better on me than the blue.
Quote from: Artesia on April 02, 2017, 10:21:23 AM
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi345.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fp376%2FMegatrons2nd%2F006_zpsri7bicqe.jpg&hash=442a5844c86b50bd987207396b8774a0291b0937) (http://s345.photobucket.com/user/Megatrons2nd/media/006_zpsri7bicqe.jpg.html)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi345.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fp376%2FMegatrons2nd%2F014_zpsfdjqfilz.jpg&hash=c603f97eb5f37e8a82b1079f195aa045678b82ef) (http://s345.photobucket.com/user/Megatrons2nd/media/014_zpsfdjqfilz.jpg.html)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi345.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fp376%2FMegatrons2nd%2FWIN_20170402_11_10_37_Pro_zpsfi2eajgs.jpg&hash=f49a1ec36781ca42a0dea22621b3379981017c0c) (http://s345.photobucket.com/user/Megatrons2nd/media/WIN_20170402_11_10_37_Pro_zpsfi2eajgs.jpg.html)
I hope this works. Not very good with images, or computers.
The first couple are about 8 years ago, the last one is today with my second attempt with makeup. Used a brown tone for eyeshadow instead of the original blue. I can't really see it, but my wife says it looks better on me than the blue.
Yeah I think natural colours are going to suit your face better. Vibrant and bold wouldn't work I think, but hell I say experiment with everything, because it's a lot of fun. Feels great don't it? ;) When you add contouring you'll be well on your way.
(https://i.imgur.com/Mo9RefO.jpg)
So I haven't posted on these boards for a long time... but I took a selfie I really liked yesterday and wanted to share a little before and after :)
Before:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2F88OycII.jpg&hash=2a282676bb064cea2f2ab3e8c8f3a4f1eb69da6b)
And after!!
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FkUeQaaO.jpg&hash=e662c9d68bf24b42cd3a11e561d106deacecefb5)
I hit 15 months of HRT March 30th
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1303.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fag145%2Fallisonmariect%2F15192624_10211477572124891_991549474001284512_n_zpsfnutomql.jpg&hash=11f7807f8dee544537e349bfc44d7cd066ee106d)
Left, 2012. Right, Nov. 2016 after a haircut with no makeup.
Approaching 16Month HRT...
(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20170405/5684fc4c8078cdec0018c1d751a7310d.jpg)
Quote from: archlord on September 21, 2016, 08:07:47 PM
Before anything
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2F2VFRjWIl.jpg%3F1&hash=0d567dc7b797f0cdc8c33c2c89bb8f50885a07ad)(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FAxbeldNl.png&hash=e4a03218d428e2522d09f07bd00f2192d4685871)
2-3 month of hormones ( december 2015)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FyTTSkjAl.jpg&hash=1cba572646e1e7e6e55df466f0a1555428abe2e3)(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FcTO5Vw4l.jpg&hash=837d91954aa6bba4b82bb1a7a6226c4c305f8410)
Comparison Before first FFS on january 2016 to a couple days after second FFS on september 2016.
- Rhinoplasty, Chin contouring, Tracheal shave, Breast Implants, Forehead reduction type 1
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FbuAARCrl.jpg&hash=da47359f7164b3e799d41ce69900eed7db0031ba)
(The 2 last pictures were before my forehead surgery, i will post new ones when swelling goes away :) )
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FGWguooel.jpg&hash=a471d6dcee357704293c625363e91894b5ef70ba)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FMy679VFl.jpg&hash=2f00cdb3a9d0b49326acd0f60e36f8a11536ffbd)
OMG your transformation is literally goals! You went from super hot and muscular guy to super hot and gorgeous woman! Very inspiring to me since I'm a bit muscular and it worries me that if I decide to transition I won't look good but you give me hope :)
So I figured I'd see how things are going. It's about 16 months I think, that seems like a popular check in lol
So this is about 5 years ago I think (https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20170427/6cd66b33d5dd9bcb7347496bb8bff89e.jpg)
And then 5 minutes ago
(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20170427/f0bb075c2834673cb3f697e896544aa5.jpg)
No makeup or anything.
And from another angle(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20170427/93340f4daa178c096094f2b4f6c2e5c3.jpg)
so many startling transformations here! I can hardly tell it's even the same people! here's a more updated comparison for my before and after:
2 years pre hrt
(https://preview.ibb.co/fiPhT5/11227032_10207309538436987_6158190040744716431_n.jpg)
18 months hrt
(https://preview.ibb.co/dBZSvk/IMG_20170424_114952.jpg)
Quote from: Korra- on April 27, 2017, 02:50:55 PM
so many startling transformations here! I can hardly tell it's even the same people! here's a more updated comparison for my before and after:
2 years pre hrt
(https://preview.ibb.co/fiPhT5/11227032_10207309538436987_6158190040744716431_n.jpg)
18 months hrt
(https://preview.ibb.co/dBZSvk/IMG_20170424_114952.jpg)
Heeey, found you again :D
you surprise me a lot, HRT really changed you, you're the bomb girl :)
People say I was this guy... eww
(https://scontent-dft4-2.xx.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/18157831_158365121360693_1900018528356489337_n.jpg?oh=1141a9b12b759738403fb8e8cd7c3062&oe=59C2B796)
this is me after 7 weeks on HRT
(https://scontent-dft4-2.xx.fbcdn.net/v/t31.0-8/q89/s960x960/18077128_156625361534669_6263739619715195305_o.jpg?oh=58bbe6a1d608fc392dfc9f640942e811&oe=598E5D10)
I look at those old pictures and I can't recognize that guy, He's not me, I find him pretty gross.
Korea, that has to be your brother or maybe a cousin in that first pic. ;)
Alanna you are absolutely beautiful!
Josie haha yeah that's my twin brother ;]
You 2 look great Korra and Alanna, my god it's hard to believe either of those guys is where this pretty girls came from.
I think your old photo is even more shocking Korra with the beard :S
I must do an old one of me some day haha, that's abit weird though and I dunno If I am ready...
Quote from: Korra- on April 27, 2017, 02:50:55 PM
so many startling transformations here! I can hardly tell it's even the same people! here's a more updated comparison for my before and after:
2 years pre hrt
(https://preview.ibb.co/fiPhT5/11227032_10207309538436987_6158190040744716431_n.jpg)
18 months hrt
(https://preview.ibb.co/dBZSvk/IMG_20170424_114952.jpg)
Great transformation! You look lovely.
Quote from: Rachel_Christina on April 27, 2017, 11:30:50 PM
You 2 look great Korra and Alanna, my god it's hard to believe either of those guys is where this pretty girls came from.
I think your old photo is even more shocking Korra with the beard :S
I must do an old one of me some day haha, that's abit weird though and I dunno If I am ready...
you must, you're one of the cutest girls in the forums ;) :D
Ha thanks Alanna, I wouldn't go that far. I might though it's tempting, mostly for the lol value.
Quote from: Alanna1990 on April 28, 2017, 11:36:33 AM
you must, you're one of the cutest girls in the forums ;) :D
You are absolutely correct about that! [emoji4]
Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
May as well post here seeming I'm nearing the start of my transition.
(https://i.imgur.com/L2TL1Ui.jpg)
Taken 1-3 Months ago.
Looking at my before photos makes me cringe. I can't imagine ever going back to that pain, that strife, that depression, that alcoholism, barely existing....Uggh.
Transition wiped all those away. 2.5 years after starting this process, I found me. I'm finally living.
2011, Fat, barrel-shaped man:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FGHs1A8Y.jpg&hash=5bdf79a52076d3019b84e85dde568d0ad196bb34)
2017, Curvy, hourglass figure coming into focus:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FfxQy9KW.jpg&hash=76219a11640abbb9734f80f2b3ee3c1c50df23fc) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FjJAMzO7.jpg&hash=c95618c883b4748aeff8e25332209fb4415704da)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FvnrOBAK.jpg&hash=f0c545bdd36305ba5c49bf1488be49d4b96a45a6)
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Quote from: Monica Jean on May 04, 2017, 10:22:50 AM
Looking at my before photos makes me cringe. I can't imagine ever going back to that pain, that strife, that depression, that alcoholism, barely existing....Uggh.
Transition wiped all those away. 2.5 years after starting this process, I found me. I'm finally living.
2011, Fat, barrel-shaped man:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FGHs1A8Y.jpg&hash=5bdf79a52076d3019b84e85dde568d0ad196bb34)
2017, Curvy, hourglass figure coming into focus:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FfxQy9KW.jpg&hash=76219a11640abbb9734f80f2b3ee3c1c50df23fc) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FjJAMzO7.jpg&hash=c95618c883b4748aeff8e25332209fb4415704da)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FvnrOBAK.jpg&hash=f0c545bdd36305ba5c49bf1488be49d4b96a45a6)
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I feel you, you look great, I don't know if anybody noticed before, but don't you all think we look happier after the changes?
We do look happier. That's the unsung milestone of hanging on for so long and being so miserable. I've never been happier! :)
Monica you look great!
4 months HRT, laser, LOT'S of skin TLC. Happy though is what really matters.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fbotd1536.org%2Foldme.jpg&hash=49db1588023f32cf6ab9984969754ab45a000a96) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.botd1536.org%2Fglasses.jpg&hash=94d743c551d1211ae36e423cd7dbf98f87fd792f)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fbotd1536.org%2Fbfr24h.jpg&hash=318f7f8b8411457dfeec52a5b795c332c8f9c5d5) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fbotd1536.org%2Fmakeover.jpg&hash=12480c2831bcf6a62514d73b2d8731a1a2ff6a8d)
Looking good Wanda!
I dug up a 10 year old picture to create a flashback Thursday picture. These two pictures are about 10 years apart.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi79.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fj142%2FJessie-Ann15%2FBA%2520Surgery%2FE4A80177-C457-4A67-BDF7-93BBB4F672A3_zpspweplg6r.jpg&hash=73630f9ace6704141484ec7d630119cee802a234) (http://s79.photobucket.com/user/Jessie-Ann15/media/BA%20Surgery/E4A80177-C457-4A67-BDF7-93BBB4F672A3_zpspweplg6r.jpg.html)
(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20170514/1ca581cf5acc9954415edf5f1cc99034.jpg)
(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20170514/c6aa5c057c1a309f0afff03a79fe0639.jpg)
First picture was summer 2016.
Second picture is current at 5 months hrt.
Just wondering how I am doing?
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Quote from: cdhd2001 on May 14, 2017, 11:22:03 AM
(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20170514/1ca581cf5acc9954415edf5f1cc99034.jpg)
(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20170514/c6aa5c057c1a309f0afff03a79fe0639.jpg)
First picture was summer 2016.
Second picture is current at 5 months hrt.
Just wondering how I am doing?
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You are doing just fine Honey!
Quote from: I Am Jess on May 11, 2017, 05:21:28 PM
I dug up a 10 year old picture to create a flashback Thursday picture. These two pictures are about 10 years apart.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi79.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fj142%2FJessie-Ann15%2FBA%2520Surgery%2FE4A80177-C457-4A67-BDF7-93BBB4F672A3_zpspweplg6r.jpg&hash=73630f9ace6704141484ec7d630119cee802a234) (http://s79.photobucket.com/user/Jessie-Ann15/media/BA%20Surgery/E4A80177-C457-4A67-BDF7-93BBB4F672A3_zpspweplg6r.jpg.html)
Jess you are just too stunning!
Do you give makeup lessons?
So this was me around 2008-9. I started my transition in April 2010
(https://cdn.bandmix.co.uk/bandmix_uk/media/43/43340/173691-p.jpg)
And this is me today :)
(https://scontent-syd2-1.xx.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/18402630_10156130002475968_2894574180514997503_n.jpg?oh=2f0f9c93653aaa97b78a3731317fcf7f&oe=59B054C6)
Quote from: Dani on May 15, 2017, 11:19:06 AM
Jess you are just too stunning!
Do you give makeup lessons?
Ahhh thank you Dani. Believe it or not I've now got this make-up look down so that I can go from no makeup to this in 15 minutes or so. I've shown a few girls how to do this but it all comes down to just practicing what works for you and getting good at it.
My basic routine goes something like this:
Step one is foundation - I use 3 or 4 different foundations but they all go on the same way for me. I use a round makeup sponge. I put the foundation on it and then spot apply the foundation around the face. Once I have the spots done I use the sponge to apply the foundation evenly around my face and neck.
Step two is contouring and rouge - I use a different round sponge to apply dark contouring powder in the widow's peak area of my forehead, the sides of my nose and under the cheeks. I apply some rouge to the tops of my cheeks.
Step three is eye brows - I have a brow pencil and I highlight my brow arch and use a brow brush to work it through the brow. I was using Anastasia Brow Wiz but they may have discontinued it and I'm now trying out replacements.
Step four is the eyes - I start off with a lid primer. I then apply my eye shadow. Right now I'm frequently using a set from Sephora that has gold earth tones in it (Colorful 5 - Milk to dark Chocolate). I generally use a 3 color system where I have my mid color main shadow, a darker one on the outside corners and a lighter one above the lid line and below the brow. I use a primer on my lashes and then use mascara. I like Urban Decay perversion but use a few different ones depending on the color i want. Up until a week or so ago (I had permanent upper and lower eye liner tattooed on) I used a small brush and Milani Cream liner. Using the brush made it pretty easy to apply. If I want a little more dramatic thicker look I can just apply a thicker line with the brush or I just use a Maybelline Master Kaial thick eyeliner pencil.
Step 5 is finishing powder - I usually just use a bronzer to finish my overall look. Right now I'm using Becca Rose Gold Shimmering Skin Perfector pressed powder. I use that to blend the contour and rouge.
This entire process takes about 15 minutes and the last two times I timed it it clocked in at 14 min 30 seconds and this is what I can do...
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi79.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fj142%2FJessie-Ann15%2FBA%2520Surgery%2FDEEE3143-83FB-4396-84F6-5B6E5B83795E_zpsw4iz6vg3.jpg&hash=ec4a847b9177ff592d8d2d1830cec08336764695) (http://s79.photobucket.com/user/Jessie-Ann15/media/BA%20Surgery/DEEE3143-83FB-4396-84F6-5B6E5B83795E_zpsw4iz6vg3.jpg.html)
Quote from: KatieByrne on May 15, 2017, 12:05:05 PM
So this was me around 2008-9. I started my transition in April 2010
And this is me today :)
(https://scontent-syd2-1.xx.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/18402630_10156130002475968_2894574180514997503_n.jpg?oh=2f0f9c93653aaa97b78a3731317fcf7f&oe=59B054C6)
Looking great and soooo much happier girl! :icon_dance:
Quote from: cdhd2001 on May 14, 2017, 11:22:03 AM
Just wondering how I am doing?
Great progress girl! Keep letting HRT work it's magic.
Quote from: Wanda Jane on May 05, 2017, 12:56:02 PM
4 months HRT, laser, LOT'S of skin TLC. Happy though is what really matters.
That's some change! Keep it up girl!
Quote from: KatieByrne on May 15, 2017, 12:05:05 PM
So this was me around 2008-9. I started my transition in April 2010
(https://cdn.bandmix.co.uk/bandmix_uk/media/43/43340/173691-p.jpg)
And this is me today :)
(https://scontent-syd2-1.xx.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/18402630_10156130002475968_2894574180514997503_n.jpg?oh=2f0f9c93653aaa97b78a3731317fcf7f&oe=59B054C6)
big difference, but I would recommend toning it down with the eye makeup and go with a more natural look.
Quote from: Angélique LaCava on May 15, 2017, 05:00:39 PM
big difference, but I would recommend toning it down with the eye makeup and go with a more natural look.
thanks for the advice :) its not always that much
(https://scontent-syd2-1.xx.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/18157433_10156095725910968_4440840411152273300_n.jpg?oh=e17d7e89bcf6a10943b1f4ac8ed5e323&oe=59B1099C)
but i'm in the punk rock/goth scene so loud is the way to go mostly haha :D not ready to grow up yet lol :P
never gonna be a quiet one me lol. although i did spend some time without makeup recently after my voice surgery in Thailand where I was ironically also required to be quiet lol . :D
(https://scontent-syd2-1.xx.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/17457433_10155972267380968_6158370695086679470_n.jpg?oh=7b9d8bd244374b160f7ab00e95d36b03&oe=59B7ABEE)
Quote from: Monica Jean on May 04, 2017, 10:22:50 AM
Looking at my before photos makes me cringe. I can't imagine ever going back to that pain, that strife, that depression, that alcoholism, barely existing....Uggh.
Transition wiped all those away. 2.5 years after starting this process, I found me. I'm finally living.
2011, Fat, barrel-shaped man:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FGHs1A8Y.jpg&hash=5bdf79a52076d3019b84e85dde568d0ad196bb34)
2017, Curvy, hourglass figure coming into focus:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FfxQy9KW.jpg&hash=76219a11640abbb9734f80f2b3ee3c1c50df23fc) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FjJAMzO7.jpg&hash=c95618c883b4748aeff8e25332209fb4415704da)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FvnrOBAK.jpg&hash=f0c545bdd36305ba5c49bf1488be49d4b96a45a6)
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WOW
That is amazing transformation and you look STUNNING :D
that is such a natural and beautiful look. Don't feel embarrased about where you came from we all have photos of ourselves pre-transition that we hate but the important thing is that you are a beautiful and happy woman now and you look like you are loving life :)
Quote from: KatieByrne on May 15, 2017, 10:40:32 PM
thanks for the advice :) its not always that much
(https://scontent-syd2-1.xx.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/18157433_10156095725910968_4440840411152273300_n.jpg?oh=e17d7e89bcf6a10943b1f4ac8ed5e323&oe=59B1099C)
but i'm in the punk rock/goth scene so loud is the way to go mostly haha :D not ready to grow up yet lol [emoji14]
never gonna be a quiet one me lol. although i did spend some time without makeup recently after my voice surgery in Thailand where I was ironically also required to be quiet lol . :D
(https://scontent-syd2-1.xx.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/17457433_10155972267380968_6158370695086679470_n.jpg?oh=7b9d8bd244374b160f7ab00e95d36b03&oe=59B7ABEE)
I like the goth look and think the first pic was awesome. Its not for everyone though and for most it shouldn't be for every day.
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This is me four years ago:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1067.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fu434%2Fkathylauren%2F2013_zpswwd0ougc.jpg&hash=0e05c9d0143f6ad268d1fe0f57c9b2830fba9331)
Seven months ago:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1067.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fu434%2Fkathylauren%2F2016_zps9sgyvmzq.jpg&hash=844b1ec5a69fdca0a64c20a201939fb636e9c8ee)
One month ago, three months on HRT:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1067.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fu434%2Fkathylauren%2FP1130110_zpsup1mqbwg.jpg&hash=8683e2c3f47da1868614c06c4d6b1bd9021edd89)
Since last summer, what I've done is a soft transition. Meaning the presentation is very irregular and I have no HRT. As I'm still waiting for a less stressful time to look into that as I would have to begin on an informed consent basis (or wait 2 years for NHS therapy).
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi55.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fg148%2FAyali_album%2FSnapshot_20151114_5.jpg&hash=f6dde64bb2d476aa40b4a55371f08d5e5217b1ac) (http://s55.photobucket.com/user/Ayali_album/media/Snapshot_20151114_5.jpg.html)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi55.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fg148%2FAyali_album%2FDSC01119.jpg&hash=3907a5b4d7b654467327e88950de02416dfb4b50) (http://s55.photobucket.com/user/Ayali_album/media/DSC01119.jpg.html)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi55.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fg148%2FAyali_album%2FSnapshot_20170326_37.jpg&hash=f48865f535f3982ca9b1d2807744b6842198e1e3) (http://s55.photobucket.com/user/Ayali_album/media/Snapshot_20170326_37.jpg.html)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi55.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fg148%2FAyali_album%2FDSC01080.jpg&hash=cc2311e0f3a868de89df2e109103bb663e38da01) (http://s55.photobucket.com/user/Ayali_album/media/DSC01080.jpg.html)
Hey All...
I haven't posted my before / after for a while so I thought I would update it ... Hopefully you can tell which is the before and which is the after!!!! :)
These are at age 52 and age 56 (as of last month).... We all know that some days in this process are harder than others and you can sometimes feel like you will never get to where you want to be... On those days, don't forget to look behind you and marvel as you remind yourself how far you have already come...
Onward we go brave sisters!
Ashley :)
OK so not so much a before and after as a before and today. ;)
Me at 29. To be honest I remember trying not to look to dorky when I took this picture. I was finally trying to come out of a decade of self imposed social exile. My wife always loved this picture of me. Me not so much. :-\
(https://c1.staticflickr.com/5/4185/33935692734_4934311d4c.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/TGMi9A)421899_3095875684968_1025573354_n (https://flic.kr/p/TGMi9A) by Josie H (https://www.flickr.com/photos/149006210@N03/), on Flickr
October of 2016, when I finally came to understand myself and admit it to my family.
(https://c1.staticflickr.com/5/4227/33935699654_c145d2d22d_h.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/TGMkcU)IMG_20161022_171553055 (https://flic.kr/p/TGMkcU) by Josie H (https://www.flickr.com/photos/149006210@N03/), on Flickr
Feb 2016, just starting low dose HRT.
(https://c1.staticflickr.com/5/4267/33935696834_afea9b4dec_h.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/TGMjnh)IMG_20170226_143757422 (https://flic.kr/p/TGMjnh) by Josie H (https://www.flickr.com/photos/149006210@N03/), on Flickr
May 2017, recent, my hair is grown out somewhat albeit so wavy its darn near impossible to do anything with untill the sides grow out more.
(https://c1.staticflickr.com/5/4251/33935692704_d35ac94fe6_h.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/TGMi95)IMG_20170514_090457820 (https://flic.kr/p/TGMi95) by Josie H (https://www.flickr.com/photos/149006210@N03/), on Flickr
(https://c1.staticflickr.com/5/4167/33935694054_da17888d36_h.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/TGMixm)_20170519_222000 (https://flic.kr/p/TGMixm) by Josie H (https://www.flickr.com/photos/149006210@N03/), on Flickr
Quote from: KatieByrne on May 15, 2017, 12:05:05 PM
So this was me around 2008-9. I started my transition in April 2010
(https://cdn.bandmix.co.uk/bandmix_uk/media/43/43340/173691-p.jpg)
And this is me today :)
(https://scontent-syd2-1.xx.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/18402630_10156130002475968_2894574180514997503_n.jpg?oh=2f0f9c93653aaa97b78a3731317fcf7f&oe=59B054C6)
That's amazing !!! Fabulous
Seems like it's been forever since I've been here. But after leaving a group and relationship that drained me, I think I'm finally starting to feel more comfortable. I took this at my one year anniversary (back in January!) Better late than never, I guess.....
(https://drive.google.com/uc?export=download&id=0BycQGUWePpwmUWUxRTIwdjRvQVE)
And a more recent one for posterity
(https://drive.google.com/uc?export=download&id=0BycQGUWePpwmRWliVXNhVVhXalU)
(I need to get my hair done)
Quote from: Harley Quinn on February 10, 2017, 11:14:51 AM
Well, Sunday is my anniversary. A whole year, I think it's cause to toss up my befores and afters.
My Befores:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi651.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fuu232%2FRubyRocket%2FMobile%2520Uploads%2F20150102_151115_zpsb3fmjo3z.jpg&hash=842057a71e8233fad50829a6ee736b1b644a7c60) (http://s651.photobucket.com/user/RubyRocket/media/Mobile%20Uploads/20150102_151115_zpsb3fmjo3z.jpg.html)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi651.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fuu232%2FRubyRocket%2FMobile%2520Uploads%2F20151213_093645_zpsrwvwai45.jpg&hash=0a08eff6297b2c299f804bc078445e2a8a4203bc) (http://s651.photobucket.com/user/RubyRocket/media/Mobile%20Uploads/20151213_093645_zpsrwvwai45.jpg.html)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi651.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fuu232%2FRubyRocket%2FMobile%2520Uploads%2F20160220_125037_zpsvanonvqp.jpg&hash=966e09e35095e693db266a5edcb3a5082b67fdef) (http://s651.photobucket.com/user/RubyRocket/media/Mobile%20Uploads/20160220_125037_zpsvanonvqp.jpg.html)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi651.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fuu232%2FRubyRocket%2FMobile%2520Uploads%2FFB_IMG_1466022603942_zpsv8bhb73h.jpg&hash=54210f4eec662220180439ff9555b2657a83d88f) (http://s651.photobucket.com/user/RubyRocket/media/Mobile%20Uploads/FB_IMG_1466022603942_zpsv8bhb73h.jpg.html)
And my afters:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi651.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fuu232%2FRubyRocket%2FMobile%2520Uploads%2F20170110_150559_zpsmiuwmg0f.jpg&hash=dd167ced913b897af2a36b701ad9d19e2b51ac7d) (http://s651.photobucket.com/user/RubyRocket/media/Mobile%20Uploads/20170110_150559_zpsmiuwmg0f.jpg.html)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi651.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fuu232%2FRubyRocket%2FMobile%2520Uploads%2F20170129_092038_zpsxmm5bjx4.jpg&hash=dc496e3d732461aa65ddc48cd8a222e2bf4577ba) (http://s651.photobucket.com/user/RubyRocket/media/Mobile%20Uploads/20170129_092038_zpsxmm5bjx4.jpg.html)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi651.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fuu232%2FRubyRocket%2FMobile%2520Uploads%2F20170119_060924_zpsgsgkk17p.jpg&hash=f58763a4c95596215ee96d824603a87b7ddcbca3) (http://s651.photobucket.com/user/RubyRocket/media/Mobile%20Uploads/20170119_060924_zpsgsgkk17p.jpg.html)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi651.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fuu232%2FRubyRocket%2FMobile%2520Uploads%2F20170117_140213_zpsyfwk1bub.jpg&hash=62cca1c80bfccdc0d4eeeaa44cb8cd0a1993a822) (http://s651.photobucket.com/user/RubyRocket/media/Mobile%20Uploads/20170117_140213_zpsyfwk1bub.jpg.html)
Hey Harley can't see the pictures please post again :'(
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Quote from: tgirlamc on May 19, 2017, 09:49:45 AM
Hey All...
I haven't posted my before / after for a while so I thought I would update it ... Hopefully you can tell which is the before and which is the after!!!! :)
These are at age 52 and age 56 (as of last month).... We all know that some days in this process are harder than others and you can sometimes feel like you will never get to where you want to be... On those days, don't forget to look behind you and marvel as you remind yourself how far you have already come...
Onward we go brave sisters!
Ashley :)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi690.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fvv262%2Fhookster_photo%2Fimage_zps8nxb6kw1.jpeg&hash=a785ffce47add825115c7a4b85af5ed6eed61a19)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi690.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fvv262%2Fhookster_photo%2Fimage_zpsdcgrcgmv.jpeg&hash=8914302337bb8465d4e14a2cc309cf8a40d38ad6)
Ashley, this is one of the most amazing transformations I have seen. Its unbelievable! You look nothing like your before picture. And you are 56?? I truly hope I look that great when I reach that age. You look so much happier in the after picture. The before picture seemed to say " I am alive but I am not even that thrilled about it"
Congratulations on becoming such a pretty and young looking woman.
Quote from: Ashley_wolf on May 31, 2017, 02:07:53 AM
Hey Harley can't see the pictures please post again :'(
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I tossed in the with and without makeup as well as hair regrowth... Just incase it might help anyone. Enjoy, I'll try to leave them up for a while, but I never leave them up too awful long. Especially my male attire.
Quote from: Cimara on May 31, 2017, 07:33:02 AM
Ashley, this is one of the most amazing transformations I have seen. Its unbelievable! You look nothing like your before picture. And you are 56?? I truly hope I look that great when I reach that age. You look so much happier in the after picture. The before picture seemed to say " I am alive but I am not even that thrilled about it"
Congratulations on becoming such a pretty and young looking woman.
Thank You for the kind words Cimara!!!!... Transition, for me, was ... Truly Transformative!!! :) ....
I had wished to have been born a girl since early childhood but never gave transition much serious consideration because it was barely heard of when I was young and in my later years I was busy with life and it just seemed like in impossible dream that always sat in the back of my mind...
When my GD moved from the back of my mind to the forefront 24/7 in my early 50s, I decided to finally look closely at what had been going on with me for over a half century... I met the first transwoman I had ever met and I was hit like a lightning bolt... If she can do this... I CAN DO THIS!!!! So much for indecision about transition... I pretty much knew at that moment that everything was about to change!!!! :)
I am here on the forum to hopefully be like that transwoman that I met was for me.. I want others to see that much is possible in this world... Often, the only thing that holds us back from what we want is fear.... FEAR NOT SISTERS!!!! The steering wheel to your life is in your hands...hit the gas and steer to where you want your life to be!!!
Onward we go brave sisters
Ashley :)
Quote from: tgirlamc on May 31, 2017, 09:15:29 AM
"I had wished to have been born a girl since early childhood but never gave transition much serious consideration
because it was barely heard of when I was young and in my later years I was busy with life
and it just seemed like in impossible dream that always sat in the back of my mind...
Finding Dr. Vitale's Essays online back in mid-1990s
changed everything ... for me ...
Some of "us" would have had quite different lives ...
if we had been born into a world with a ubiquitous WWW ...
Quote from: Harley Quinn on May 31, 2017, 08:50:38 AM
I tossed in the with and without makeup as well as hair regrowth... Just incase it might help anyone. Enjoy, I'll try to leave them up for a while, but I never leave them up too awful long. Especially my male attire.
Harley, this is an amazing transition. At 6 months you start to regress in age from your first picture. You've made great progress in 15 months. What I think is most evident in before and after pictures is the dead eyes that are a glimmer into the unhappiness we are living and how bright they become as we blossom to our correct gender. It gives me hope that I can become the person I want to be.
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Quote from: Balerie on May 31, 2017, 09:47:46 AM
Harley, this is an amazing transition. At 6 months you start to regress in age from your first picture. You've made great progress in 15 months. What I think is most evident in before and after pictures is the dead eyes that are a glimmer into the unhappiness we are living and how bright they become as we blossom to our correct gender. It gives me hope that I can become the person I want to be.
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Thanks, I wasn't too thrilled with life, and did some backtracking in my progress between the 10 and 12th months due to a bad reaction to the Medroxyprogesterone. I'm off it and loving life again.
Harley you should take a picture each month and keep them for yourself your transformation is amazing
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Quote from: Ashley_wolf on May 31, 2017, 10:31:13 AM
Harley you should take a picture each month and keep them for yourself your transformation is amazing
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Thanks for the encouragement.
I have more pictures than I know what to do with LOL! Hairline pictures, body and profile pictures, face (with and without makeup) and basic tracking/journaling. Literally 1000's. Even the ones I personally hate are in there. I amost never see my Endo, so I keep track of impirical, journaling, and photo data to support my opinions when I do speak to her. Came in handy for the Medroxyprogesterone fiasco, justification for continuing Finasteride, and the eventual addition of Micronized Progesterone.
The only thing I'm really unsure of, is when exactly my hair went from straight to wavy, to straight up CURLY! It was straight in January of 2016, and TURBO Curly in January of 2017.
Amazing changes Harley.
Really like the hair changes :O
Hi Folks,
Just a request if you will..
I know everyone likes seeing pictures and so do I. But when replying to a post with picture it really isn't necessary to show all they pictures again and again especially when there are 21 on them. It puts a load on the bandwith and slows down page loading tremendously.
So what I am asking it that before hitting that "post" button in a reply to someone posting pictures you delete the picture links.
Hugs,
Laurie
May 2016:
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May 2017:
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Entire album of many pictures taken throughout:
http://imgur.com/a/XilnO
Hey archlord is there a way I can message you I have some questions about your transition. I'm just looking for guidance on a few things as long with suggestions.
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Jess if you can see this it won't let me pm I don't know why
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Quote from: Ashley_wolf on May 31, 2017, 02:57:52 PM
Jess if you can see this it won't let me pm I don't know why
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You'll just need a few more quality posts.
Post Ranks (including when you can send PMs, upload an avatar or set a profile picture) (https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php/topic,114.0.html.)
(https://68.media.tumblr.com/6ddf0b8798b8afa6aebed69014572125/tumblr_or5ji0bnRe1vcaql7o1_1280.jpg) Sept of 2016
(https://68.media.tumblr.com/5c33cbb580128b2cb1109a6fa65daff1/tumblr_or5jekGO1d1vcaql7o1_1280.jpg) the end of may 2017 hrt started in oct 2016
Quote from: KatieByrne on May 16, 2017, 05:32:32 AM
WOW
That is amazing transformation and you look STUNNING :D
that is such a natural and beautiful look. Don't feel embarrased about where you came from we all have photos of ourselves pre-transition that we hate but the important thing is that you are a beautiful and happy woman now and you look like you are loving life :)
Thank you! I appreciate your words about not being embarrassed about our pasts. It's the only one we have for better or worse. I do cringe looking back though but from a more humorous point of view these days. :)
Well after looking through all the photos of you lovely Ladies I,ve realized I haven't a change in hell of looking like you lot.
I might as well said to my self there's not point in transitioning, think my mind is made. Sara
Quote from: coldHeart on June 16, 2017, 09:36:59 AM
Well after looking through all the photos of you lovely Ladies I,ve realized I haven't a change in hell of looking like you lot.
I might as well said to my self there's not point in transitioning, think my mind is made. Sara
Sara My Friend!!!... Please take another look at post # 397 in this thread and tell me that much is not possible in this world!!!...btw... I was living fulltime femme outside my work when the " before " was taken...
. I know we can get it easily into our heads that this is a quest to look like Miss America.. But it isn't... Transition is a lot of things, at it's core, it is a quest to show the the people around us and the world who we truly are after a lifetime of hiding!!!...but when we focus all our attention on the outside results ... We can easily turn what should be an amazing journey into misery...
The part of transition that gives most all of us the most problem is how we perceive how we look and what we see in the mirror vs what others see can be two very different things... The ghost of who we were can be waiting for us every time we look in the mirror to mess with our heads and make us think that what we seek is unattainable...
Cis women have a huge range in their appearances! ... Facial features body types etc and fitting somewhere into that range is not as hard as we think it is....I heard you write that you pass well from the behind so you are halfway there!!! :)... Anyway Girlfriend... I want you to find the joy that comes from a life that is finally and truly your own... If I can be of help in any way along your path, PLEASE... Don't hesitate to PM me ... This journey is worth the pain and struggle that comes with it!!!
Onward we go brave sister!!!
Ashley :)!!!!!
Ashley, I don't even know what to say. I would never have thought that picture could have been you. When I look at pictures of transpeople I always try to picture them before transition. You totally don't look anything like I pictured. It's amazing how beautiful you are now from how you started. Very impressive.
Quote from: coldHeart on June 16, 2017, 09:36:59 AM
Well after looking through all the photos of you lovely Ladies I,ve realized I haven't a change in hell of looking like you lot.
I might as well said to my self there's not point in transitioning, think my mind is made. Sara
Even my before and after pictures have major differences in them. My second therapist told me I looked to masculine to make a passible woman. Great thing to say to somebody with gender dysphoria. I have also seen others on the site who I wasn't sure would ever be able to pass but yet with makeup, hair and attitude, the magic happens. If you need help, some of the members are very skilled with appearance and if you give them a picture to work with, they may be able to give you some great advice.
Wow, wow, wow!! You all look so amazing!
I realize that I take your profile pictures for granted sometimes, like I think you just wake up like that one day. Seeing before and after pics and I am so amazed, proud and inspired by how far you all have come. And it is always so delightful to see how much happier you are now. <3 <3 <3
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Before
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A couple months ago
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Today
Artesia - right on! Your smile in today's photo is so genuine. Seeing your smile makes me smile.
And your hair is growing out nicely.
Artesia, I love the "today" shot. That look is totally femme!
Hi Artesia. You look good in that last picture. Totally passable.
Quote from: tgirlamc on June 16, 2017, 10:11:13 AM
Please take another look at post # 397 in this thread and tell me that much is not possible in this world!!!
Ashley,
While it might not have been obvious, you started with MUCH better underlying starting material than most of us... That and good response to HRT and maybe FFS, got you to where very very few who don't transition very young get to.
yes looking like Miss America is not important... but passing well is one of teh things that studies have shown correlates well to satisfaction after transition... And even among ggs looks make a huge difference in social experience.
- Karen
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Mom
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Me Today
I think I look like my mother.
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Me no makeup
Quote from: Karen_A on June 16, 2017, 06:40:46 PM
Ashley,
While it might not have been obvious, you started with MUCH better underlying starting material than most of us... That and good response to HRT and maybe FFS, got you to where very very few who don't transition very young get to.
yes looking like Miss America is not important... but passing well is one of teh things that studies have shown correlates well to satisfaction after transition... And even among ggs looks make a huge difference in social experience.
- Karen
Hi Karen!!!
For me, the meaning of passing morphed along the way... Passing ( being perceived as a cis woman ) is certainly not something I count on... I think it does happen sometimes and sometimes not depending on lots of factors when I am interacting with strangers in my daily life....Honestly, I find it very hard to tell most of the time ... My usual assumption is that I don't although I have been getting signals lately that perhaps I am passing ( as cis ) more than I think and I think my voice has evolved more than I gave it credit for...,still considering VFS though!!!
I came to a point almost two years ago though when I decided that my hope should simply to be perceived as female... If people think I am cis... That's fine!... If they see a transwoman... That's fine too!... I think that for me, trying to live in deep stealth would be so stressful... To be that invested in not being discovered would frazzle my nerves and affect my every interaction!!!...
Anyway... I think coming to this point has allowed me to relax a bit more... To be gentle with myself... To be less brutally self critical....and just enjoy the ride... and it is a pretty cool ride indeed!!!
Onward we go!
Ashley :)
Hi Ashely,
You missed my points... This is not a thread for deep discussion, so after this I will drop it here.
First, it seemed to me you implied that because of your results anything is possible even at your age... unfortunately that is not true.. Your results are exceptional.
I was pointing out that your results were due in significant part to an very good underlying structure that many of simply don't have combined with other factors and I don't want people beating themselves up because no matter what they do, they can't look as good as you do because of factors beyond their control.
Quote from: tgirlamc on June 16, 2017, 10:51:15 PM
For me, the meaning of passing morphed along the way... Passing ( being perceived as a cis woman ) is certainly not something I count on...
My second point was about the importance of appearance in the world.
I was not talking about stealth... My second point was that, however unfair it is sometimes, looks DO matter in this society.
For us, even if you are out, if you look to be gg you will be accepted and treated better, and even more so if one is attractive. You may not realize that because of how you look, but that is something I have noticed over the years. People react to what they see/experience more than what they 'know' intellectually.
And as I said even among ggs, for women looks affects how one is treated a LOT more than they do for men.
Those two points put together can put a lot of emotional pressure on the less gifted ... which i think means that it's important to have realistic expectations to be able to deal sanely with transition.
I just wanted to point out that while huge changes in appearance can and do happen, they are not miracles, and besides a lot of work (and in some cases money) the possible results are influenced strongly by underlying individual physical characteristics/genetics. i don't want people beating themselves up for things they can't control.
Sorry for the diversion of the thread... I won't do it again.
- karen
I haven't posted here in a while. I was told by some people that I would be one ugly woman. They were wrong. I'm glad I proved them wrong.
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Hi Karen!
My only wish in posting my before/after in this thread was to offer hope ... Not false hope...that a lot of change can be possible. Especially to those of us starting transition in our later years.
I think everyone should already understand that your starting point, in terms of bone structure and other factors will influence how much change might be achieved ... My starting point picture was there for all to see and they can make their own judgements about what is possible in their own case through hormones and surgery
I fully comprehend how deep the emotions can run in terms of our physical presentation and how it affects the way we are regarded and treated by others... This particular area of transition can be a minefield where one must tread lightly and with the utmost care...
As I indicated, I have no desire to offer false hope... I recognize from what you wrote that you see that as a possible outcome and I do concede to that as a possibility... I shall remain cognizant of that danger and let it temper my tone should I choose to post in this thread again.
Take Care Sister,
Ashley :)
Btw... Jess.... You proved them wrong and then some!!!... Congrats on how very far you came!!!!
Y'know, I have a request to make here which I realize is unorthodox but I think others would probably agree especially if she can comply:
So, @Warlockmaker (https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php?action=profile;u=25404), you look terrific and I'd love to see you toss up a timeline in this thread.
Whatcha say, lady? :icon_bumdance-nerd:
Some folks have mentioned that since I've done 1 year of HRT, I should do a Before&After for that period. OK. Just be forewarned, gnarly older person pics coming up. The biggest changes are that my makeup and wardrobe skills are vastly improved, and I don't need the old silicone breast pads any more.
The head shots, from before HRT, 2 months in, including one month on a fractional estradiol level, and 1 year in:
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The full length shots, after 1 year of HRT, and way back at 1 month on spiro and no estradiol:
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Very nice Michelle! Looking quite lovely, rocking those skinny jeans. Happy Anniversary!
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:eusa_naughty: :eusa_naughty: :eusa_naughty: Sigh, you're doing this wrong; In the before pic, you're supposed to have a full beard, not be smiling, be fat, and be able to see the indignities of the world in your eyes. That's a s**t-eating grin if I ever saw one, and you should be utterly ashamed to have been that happy as a woman living inside of that oppressive, vile, and privileged male homo sapien shell.
Seriously: You're picture proof that noticeable differences are made without FFS or youth... you see the question "am I too old to transition?" posed often enough. I hope you can help inspire others in the same boat to free themselves of their inner bondage. Well done :icon_woowoo:
Quote from: Ⓥ on June 29, 2017, 07:23:06 AM
:eusa_naughty: :eusa_naughty: :eusa_naughty: Sigh, you're doing this wrong; In the before pic, you're supposed to have a full beard, not be smiling, be fat, and be able to see the indignities of the world in your eyes. That's a s**t-eating grin if I ever saw one, and you should be utterly ashamed to have been that happy as a woman living inside of that oppressive, vile, and privileged male homo sapien shell.
Seriously: You're picture proof that noticeable differences are made without FFS or youth... you see the question "am I too old to transition?" posed often enough. I hope you can help inspire others in the same boat to free themselves of their inner bondage. Well done :icon_woowoo:
V.... Thanks for that good laugh along with my morning coffee! That first paragraph is funny s**t :)
Michelle... V's second paragraph is right on too!... You have settled beautifully into the change you have brought about and your feminine energy is as bright as the sun!... Well done indeed beautiful sister!!! :)
A :)
Time for me to post a before and after. Before is four years ago. After is this morning.
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Quote from: Ⓥ on June 29, 2017, 07:23:06 AM
:eusa_naughty: :eusa_naughty: :eusa_naughty: Sigh, you're doing this wrong; In the before pic, you're supposed to have a full beard, not be smiling, be fat, and be able to see the indignities of the world in your eyes. That's a s**t-eating grin if I ever saw one, and you should be utterly ashamed to have been that happy as a woman living inside of that oppressive, vile, and privileged male homo sapien shell.
Seriously: You're picture proof that noticeable differences are made without FFS or youth... you see the question "am I too old to transition?" posed often enough. I hope you can help inspire others in the same boat to free themselves of their inner bondage. Well done :icon_woowoo:
LOL! You made me look and my old diary and time stamps on the picture. My bad!
The 'Before' shot was at a family event, a support event for my mother-in-law. At that event, I had been on spiro for about 3 weeks, and from my diary, I had just told my sister-in-law about my true nature (against my ex's wishes, of course) and had just started experiencing the return of mental clarity and calm for extended periods of several hours.
That explains the grin! :D
I had already been dieting and exercising like a madwoman, and had dropped my weight from 215 lbs down to about 148 that morning. I hated the very idea of having a beard, and started electrolysis well before starting HRT.
Quote from: KathyLauren on June 29, 2017, 09:52:35 AM
Time for me to post a before and after. Before is four years ago. After is this morning.
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wow you look great and younger I think there is a trend that HRT it makes you look younger or maybe it is happiness
Quote from: KathyLauren on June 29, 2017, 09:52:35 AM
Time for me to post a before and after. Before is four years ago. After is this morning.
KathyLauren, that is a remarkable change for such a short time. You are definitely off to a flying start. Oh, and the current hairstyle is very flattering for you. You are doing very well, and another great example for the 'too old to transition' questioners.
I really liked your post Michelle, and yours too Kathy.
That I thought I would go ahead and do it too :')
This is really scarry for me and I may deleate atleast the guy pics, it doesn't even feel like I was ever that person.
I think HRT has been good to me and I will soon hit my 1 year mark :)
Started at 26.
I have few pics of me as a guy, I hated how I looked, but I tried my best to fill the role
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And here I am now much happier :)
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My body, I think has changed.
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Never mind the slippers lol
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I am very happy with what transition has brought me so far, not just in my physical changes, but in my mind, not that it has changed much in my mind, but I have this huge sense of calm and clarity.
I no longer worry about the future.
I want to return to uni to get a degree so I can get out of manual labour.
I want a nice job wher people will respect me.
I hope my changes can encourage people, because back when I started it was hard to see the girl inside.
I had stopped wearing female clothes when I could only see a man. It was probably 15 year since I wore female clothes, before transition obviously lol
This entire process has changed my life in every way for the better.
I am in no way finished, but it can only get better :)
Love yas 💕
Rachel 💋
HRT is our friend, look how good you all are. More incentive for me to start asap
Awesome journey Rachel!!!!... Isn't it amazing... Not only the peace and calm but the discovery of how much power we truly hold within us to make our lives to be what we chose!!!! Keep rockin' it my gorgeous sister!!!! Even better things await!!!! You will have an amazing life!!!
Btw... Curiosity is getting the better of me... What were you doing in the " before " work pic?
Hugs and Love!!!
Ashley :)
Aw thanks Ashley, I'm on the right path that is for you.
And yeah that is a Vat off wine, after the grapes fermented in there for 1-2 weeks sugar will have turned to alcohol, the juice is pumped out, and now I am digging the rest out to go into the press to squeeze out the remaining wine :3 🍷
And thats how red wine goes :')
Rachel, thats amazing. You look really good!
You were making wine?? Why? I thought wine was made with machines.
Julia.
Thanks for sharing Rachel. It is amazing what you have done. Very proud of you girl for wanting to get an education. Keep rocking it girl ❤️
An amazing transition Kathy. You definitely look better now ❤️
Thanks, everyone! Rachel, Michelle, you both look great.
I love your transition Rachel_Christina. You look incredible! This has to be my favorite thread to watch, it just beats out the Fabulous thread... you can see the progression of happiness. Wonderful progress!
Quote from: Rachel_Christina on June 29, 2017, 02:06:38 PM
Pics and Words
I realize how gross it feels looking, thinking, talking about, and remembering the dude we once were obligated being from birth until
whenever, but I must say: very handsome.
Pic 6 = slay. Pic 5 makes me melt; your facial features look amazing front on. Pic 4 = beautiful philtrum (yeah, I just went there).
Overall,
Ya doin' mahvellous dahling!
Wow Rachel C you are amazingly beautiful now. ;)
ok so I really hope this doesn't hurt your feelings girl, because scrolling through I had the thought pop up about your old pic that "you were cute" followed by a "WTF did I just think"? Honestly though you look like 2 different people.
Aw thanks all you guys.
And yes Josie I probably wasn't a bad looking guy. It's funny how that brought me no comfort anyway.
And yes Julia, wine is my job, and it is a big old process :')
It's so funny, if someone showed me a pic of me back then, of me now(present) and said thats you in a few years, I would never believed I could look like that, or have the courage to have gone through with.
I was a coward back then, running away from my problem. Head in the sand was my way of dealing with life.
Thanks again all you fabulous people ❤️
Rachel
You never said you had a twin brother wow what transformation
Your just so beautiful are you still in the wine business!. Sara
Rachel, I understand that being complimented for male attributes did not give you any solice. A while after posting that comment I started feeling bad about it as I realized that such a comment might really make you feel bad. I hope I didn't cross any bounds but if I did I'm sorry.
:)
Quote from: josie76 on July 01, 2017, 07:34:09 AM
Rachel, I understand that being complimented for male attributes did not give you any solice. A while after posting that comment I started feeling bad about it as I realized that such a comment might really make you feel bad. I hope I didn't cross any bounds but if I did I'm sorry.
:)
Haha oh no Josie, don't worry, I didn't take it bad atall :')
I just mean that back then I knew some people seen me as good-looking, but it never did me no good, I was always still so shy and never acted on anyone who may have been after me anyway.
The whole being male but feeling female really stunted me back then.
I am not the easily offended type X3
Wow... amazing changes everyone! :) :)
I think I gathered some courage to come back here and post a before & after, now that I am a bit more deep into my transition.
Before: around ~2012 :-\
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Today: July 2017
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Natallia, that's amazing. How could you have thought your transition was going slow?
Very lovely transformation, Natalia!
Wow Natalia, I think that the estrogen took hold on you and is doing some work. You look great!
Yea Natalia, that is pretty crazy alright :')
Wonderful transformation
You have traveled far from your starting point Natalia!!! You look gorgeous!!!
Ashley :)
Thanks Julia, Kathy, Harley, Rachel and Ashley! :D :D
Natalia, Wow!!! Absolutely stunning. Your eyes are absolutely amazing!
Love
-J
Quote from: Natalia on July 01, 2017, 08:27:07 AM
Wow... amazing changes everyone! :) :)
I think I gathered some courage to come back here and post a before & after, now that I am a bit more deep into my transition.
Before: around ~2012 :-\
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FdyqV92i.png&hash=74db6ab198faadf6624132def094f8fbb16ccd3d)
Today: July 2017
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Girl, you should get disqualified from entering pictures in this thread!!! You look too good!! ;-)
And to all those who say that these are just pictures.... I've seen that girl in real life and she looks even better than on her pictures!
Love u Rachel,
-J
Quote from: Rachel_Christina on June 29, 2017, 02:06:38 PM
I really liked your post Michelle, and yours too Kathy.
That I thought I would go ahead and do it too :')
This is really scarry for me and I may deleate atleast the guy pics, it doesn't even feel like I was ever that person.
I think HRT has been good to me and I will soon hit my 1 year mark :)
Started at 26.
I have few pics of me as a guy, I hated how I looked, but I tried my best to fill the role
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And here I am now much happier :)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FprKQvjN.jpg&hash=732280f64e4566aff01a2a13ee14ecd0595ae085)
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My body, I think has changed.
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Never mind the slippers lol
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I am very happy with what transition has brought me so far, not just in my physical changes, but in my mind, not that it has changed much in my mind, but I have this huge sense of calm and clarity.
I no longer worry about the future.
I want to return to uni to get a degree so I can get out of manual labour.
I want a nice job wher people will respect me.
I hope my changes can encourage people, because back when I started it was hard to see the girl inside.
I had stopped wearing female clothes when I could only see a man. It was probably 15 year since I wore female clothes, before transition obviously lol
This entire process has changed my life in every way for the better.
I am in no way finished, but it can only get better :)
Love yas 💕
Rachel 💋
With all those young girls in here, can we get a senior thread for us older ladies?
One of my friends told me that I was very smart with waiting to transition after 40. I asked him why. He said: "Well, you won't have saggy boobs when you turn 50!"
That really happened...
So here we go...
Love u all.
-J
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Quote from: JessicaSondelli on July 05, 2017, 07:45:03 PM
One of my friends told me that I was very smart with waiting to transition after 40. I asked him why. He said: "Well, you won't have saggy boobs when you turn 50!"
I've heard that from my wife, in slightly other words. You all look great!
Aww Jessica thanks.
I think you transformation is insane. If it really is based on age you must have the body of a teen.
Your changes have been hugely dramatic.
I'm still waiting on boob and weight distribution.
It's happening, slowly.
Quote from: JessicaSondelli on July 05, 2017, 07:45:03 PM
With all those young girls in here, can we get a senior thread for us older ladies?
One of my friends told me that I was very smart with waiting to transition after 40. I asked him why. He said: "Well, you won't have saggy boobs when you turn 50!"
That really happened...
So here we go...
Love u all.
-J
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Not much else can be said, other than Simply Gorgeous!
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Jessica,
Every time you post pictures I am amazed and very happy for your changes and it drives me harder to diet and exercise to see how far I can get this 63 YO body in some resemblance of shape for the day I fully transition.
Emily R
Quote from: JessicaSondelli on July 05, 2017, 07:45:03 PM
With all those young girls in here, can we get a senior thread for us older ladies?
One of my friends told me that I was very smart with waiting to transition after 40. I asked him why. He said: "Well, you won't have saggy boobs when you turn 50!"
That really happened...
So here we go...
Love u all.
-J
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Wow! Stunning!
There is a saying with a Glass House... ;D
You both look absolutely stunning and I hope one day you share your secrets!
Quote from: JessicaSondelli on July 05, 2017, 07:41:54 PM
Girl, you should get disqualified from entering pictures in this thread!!! You look too good!! ;-)
And to all those who say that these are just pictures.... I've seen that girl in real life and she looks even better than on her pictures!
Love u Rachel,
-J
Everyone on here has had such amazing results and I often wonder with the effort that I've put in and the time it's taken why I haven't been able to get a better result than I have but then I see an old picture and it shocks me that actually I think I have done pretty well. I supppse I always compare post transition images as there are practically no pre transition images of me however I was sent this one from a Comic Relief about 6 years ago and would have been one of the last images pre transition. I'm second from left in the RAF officers uniform and the moustache!
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1262.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fii614%2FSA03HAS%2F76524DD1-2632-4F36-A857-6EB374973A46_zpsvpzvu1vi.jpg&hash=8cf9558318d3e59015e3cb11eb4d58d761da3d93) (http://s1262.photobucket.com/user/SA03HAS/media/76524DD1-2632-4F36-A857-6EB374973A46_zpsvpzvu1vi.jpg.html)
And this is last Friday for a birthday party :)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1262.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fii614%2FSA03HAS%2FC2B1E36F-24CA-4AB3-84AD-9925053B9378_zpsockpwung.jpg&hash=869206a20efb84ac0d0443aa0378e2e676fdb199) (http://s1262.photobucket.com/user/SA03HAS/media/C2B1E36F-24CA-4AB3-84AD-9925053B9378_zpsockpwung.jpg.html)
Not bad but still think I have a lot further to go yet!
And this is last Friday for a birthday party :)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1262.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fii614%2FSA03HAS%2FC2B1E36F-24CA-4AB3-84AD-9925053B9378_zpsockpwung.jpg&hash=869206a20efb84ac0d0443aa0378e2e676fdb199) (http://s1262.photobucket.com/user/SA03HAS/media/C2B1E36F-24CA-4AB3-84AD-9925053B9378_zpsockpwung.jpg.html)
Not bad but still think I have a lot further to go yet!
You don't have further to go at all your already there Sasha looking stunning.
Sara
Thanks Sara!!!! I still have a few more things I'd like to see change in my appearance but I don't think I've had too bad an outcome :)
Yeah you look great Sasha.
I dunno if I could have done the low dose thing myself.
But you look to have done great
Thanks! It wasn't really my choice, as I was so young when I started but in a way it's been better as I am impatient and like things done now. It's a consequence of having ADHD sadly.
Having worked hard on that and put my head in the right place it's all go now to raise the dosage and really move things forward :D
Seems today is 1000 days on hormones for me. Here ya go!
L: About a month on HRT (11/2014)
R: 7/4/17
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Quote from: SashaGrace on July 06, 2017, 03:23:48 PM
Everyone on here has had such amazing results and I often wonder with the effort that I've put in and the time it's taken why I haven't been able to get a better result than I have but then I see an old picture and it shocks me that actually I think I have done pretty well. I supppse I always compare post transition images as there are practically no pre transition images of me however I was sent this one from a Comic Relief about 6 years ago and would have been one of the last images pre transition. I'm second from left in the RAF officers uniform and the moustache!
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1262.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fii614%2FSA03HAS%2F76524DD1-2632-4F36-A857-6EB374973A46_zpsvpzvu1vi.jpg&hash=8cf9558318d3e59015e3cb11eb4d58d761da3d93) (http://s1262.photobucket.com/user/SA03HAS/media/76524DD1-2632-4F36-A857-6EB374973A46_zpsvpzvu1vi.jpg.html)
And this is last Friday for a birthday party :)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1262.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fii614%2FSA03HAS%2FC2B1E36F-24CA-4AB3-84AD-9925053B9378_zpsockpwung.jpg&hash=869206a20efb84ac0d0443aa0378e2e676fdb199) (http://s1262.photobucket.com/user/SA03HAS/media/C2B1E36F-24CA-4AB3-84AD-9925053B9378_zpsockpwung.jpg.html)
Not bad but still think I have a lot further to go yet!
Hi Sasha I have to say is wow you look hot I am jealous you got a great body too
Quote from: Trini on July 07, 2017, 07:55:22 PM
Seems today is 1000 days on hormones for me. Here ya go!
L: About a month on HRT (11/2014)
R: 7/4/17
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Your looking good Trini
Male Picture was taken at 30 Years Old Pre-HRT. Now 32 Years Old and 16 Months HRT.
(https://i.imgur.com/OHYs2is.png)
Quote from: ItsEmily on July 07, 2017, 10:04:53 PM
Male Picture was taken at 30 Years Old Pre-HRT. Now 32 Years Old and 16 Months HRT.
(https://i.imgur.com/OHYs2is.png)
wow what a difference in 2 years
Quote from: natalie.ashlyne on July 07, 2017, 09:37:42 PM
Hi Sasha I have to say is wow you look hot I am jealous you got a great body too
Thanks so much! It's getting there now I think :)
Quote from: ItsEmily on July 07, 2017, 10:04:53 PM
Male Picture was taken at 30 Years Old Pre-HRT. Now 32 Years Old and 16 Months HRT.
(https://i.imgur.com/OHYs2is.png)
Stunning transformation!! :) You look absolutely nothing like the person in the first picture ;)
Anyone often feel that their pre transition self and post transition self appear more like siblings than a male/female version of the same person?
~Brooke~
Quote from: ItsEmily on July 07, 2017, 10:04:53 PM
Male Picture was taken at 30 Years Old Pre-HRT. Now 32 Years Old and 16 Months HRT.
(https://i.imgur.com/OHYs2is.png)
Amazing!! From awkward man to stunning beautiful woman.
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What a difference two short years can make... you have laid claim to a life which is finally your own!!!...Looking gorgeous and happy Emily!!!! Keep on rockin' it sister!!!
Onward we go!!!
Ashley :(
Emily, you are rocking it and you are beautiful.
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Emily it's hard to expound on what's already been said.
You look amazing and so happy! Beautiful eyes by the way!
Karrie
Quote from: SashaGrace on July 06, 2017, 03:23:48 PM
Everyone on here has had such amazing results and I often wonder with the effort that I've put in and the time it's taken why I haven't been able to get a better result than I have but then I see an old picture and it shocks me that actually I think I have done pretty well. I supppse I always compare post transition images as there are practically no pre transition images of me however I was sent this one from a Comic Relief about 6 years ago and would have been one of the last images pre transition. I'm second from left in the RAF officers uniform and the moustache!
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1262.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fii614%2FSA03HAS%2F76524DD1-2632-4F36-A857-6EB374973A46_zpsvpzvu1vi.jpg&hash=8cf9558318d3e59015e3cb11eb4d58d761da3d93) (http://s1262.photobucket.com/user/SA03HAS/media/76524DD1-2632-4F36-A857-6EB374973A46_zpsvpzvu1vi.jpg.html)
And this is last Friday for a birthday party :)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1262.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fii614%2FSA03HAS%2FC2B1E36F-24CA-4AB3-84AD-9925053B9378_zpsockpwung.jpg&hash=869206a20efb84ac0d0443aa0378e2e676fdb199) (http://s1262.photobucket.com/user/SA03HAS/media/C2B1E36F-24CA-4AB3-84AD-9925053B9378_zpsockpwung.jpg.html)
Not bad but still think I have a lot further to go yet!
You've rocked your transition! Be proud of yourself!
I totally agree with LizMarie, you have indeed rocked it!
Quote from: LizMarie on July 10, 2017, 10:56:12 AM
You've rocked your transition! Be proud of yourself!
Quote from: Monica Jean on July 10, 2017, 05:08:51 PM
I totally agree with LizMarie, you have indeed rocked it!
Thanks so much! It means a lot from all of you, honest!!
Here's a recent b/a pic I took. Finally found the hairstyle I really like, now I have to learn to keep it maintained properly before I use it every day.
2.75 years HRT, before pic taken 3 years ago when the swell of depression, anger and alcohol usage to kill the inner pain were all raging. I do NOT miss those days. Life is soooo much better now.
(https://pbs.twimg.com/media/DDWpQXlW0AAUFBy.jpg)
Quote from: coldHeart on July 06, 2017, 05:59:00 PM
And this is last Friday for a birthday party :)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi1262.photobucket.com%2Falbums%2Fii614%2FSA03HAS%2FC2B1E36F-24CA-4AB3-84AD-9925053B9378_zpsockpwung.jpg&hash=869206a20efb84ac0d0443aa0378e2e676fdb199) (http://s1262.photobucket.com/user/SA03HAS/media/C2B1E36F-24CA-4AB3-84AD-9925053B9378_zpsockpwung.jpg.html)
Not bad but still think I have a lot further to go yet!
Yes, you need to clean your room, young lady.
(This is what happens when you transition in your 50s, having raised kids)
With mirth and merriment,
Terri
Quote from: Monica Jean on July 10, 2017, 05:35:45 PM
Here's a recent b/a pic I took. Finally found the hairstyle I really like, now I have to learn to keep it maintained properly before I use it every day.
2.75 years HRT, before pic taken 3 years ago when the swell of depression, anger and alcohol usage to kill the inner pain were all raging. I do NOT miss those days. Life is soooo much better now.
(https://pbs.twimg.com/media/DDWpQXlW0AAUFBy.jpg)
Simply astounding, Monica.
Now I remember why I tend to avoid this thread. I simply can't measure up! I'll be on my way now.
Blessings to you,
Terri
Quote from: Maybebaby56 on July 10, 2017, 06:20:01 PM
Yes, you need to clean your room, young lady.
(This is what happens when you transition in your 50s, having raised kids)
With mirth and merriment,
Terri
Haha, it's not my room, it's my sons play room!! We were doing a mass throw out of stuff from all over the house and this room ended up housing the stuff while we were tidying. It's tidy now, honest :)
Haha, it's not my room, it's my sons play room!! We were doing a mass throw out of stuff from all over the house and this room ended up housing the stuff while we were tidying. It's tidy now, honest :)
Looks like you've had a little house party Sasha
There are some wonderful transformations on hear, everyone's just stunning.
Sara
Quote from: Maybebaby56 on July 10, 2017, 06:25:31 PM
Simply astounding, Monica.
Now I remember why I tend to avoid this thread. I simply can't measure up! I'll be on my way now.
Blessings to you,
Terri
I thought the same well into my 2nd year of transition. It wasn't til this past spring I started to see myself in the mirror as the real me...all my faults included. I didn't look perfect, I still struggle with weight, I still look at younger trans women and cry wishing I would have transitioned a quarter century ago...all that baggage staring at me in the mirror is when I accepted myself for what I saw in that mirror.
The only person you have to compare yourself to is your own goals...do you want to be happy? Then be you and map it out on how to get there. That's it. The woman in the mirror with thank you! :)
Quote from: coldHeart on July 11, 2017, 09:32:12 AM
Haha, it's not my room, it's my sons play room!! We were doing a mass throw out of stuff from all over the house and this room ended up housing the stuff while we were tidying. It's tidy now, honest :)
Looks like you've had a little house party Sasha
Haha, honestly it was just a mid house tidy state and it's not normally like that! I work hard to keep the house tidy, it's a big job when the child and the animals are out to reverse it haha
Monica Jean, amazing transformation.
Sasha, you too.
I sometimes see this thread and also feel like I can never get there but most of the time I try to see everyone's changes as hope for myself.
Every once in a while I see a glimpse of the real me.
OK so I haven't posted anything in a long time.
Here my before and current self. The before picture on the left was taken mare than 8 years ago. The picture on the right was from the end of May...
I've been on HRT for 28 months now.
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Well almost 7 months from this
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to this
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Again so many beautiful ladies on here, keeps making me jealous.
I got my name change in the mail today, so I went right out and got my new driver's license. The pics look like DL pictures: they use that camera that makes everyone look hideous. But the new one is definitely better than the old one.
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Congrats on the name change Kathy!! ^-^
The first photo was taken a couple of years ago
The middle photo is pre-HRT (I started transitioning before HRT)
The last photo was taken at 1 month into HRT
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Looking good, Serena. Great transformation!
Beautiful changes everyone!
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Quote from: ItsEmily on July 07, 2017, 10:04:53 PM
Male Picture was taken at 30 Years Old Pre-HRT. Now 32 Years Old and 16 Months HRT.
(https://i.imgur.com/OHYs2is.png)
Nice 10th Doctor cosplay, i've cosplayed the 10th as well. Also great transition or regeneration photo, hope mine is that good.
High and low of my dysphoria in pictures. :icon_ashamed:
(https://s-media-cache-ak0.pinimg.com/originals/b3/ed/b3/b3edb31b2c7b946744d6dc25a754f04d.jpg)
(https://s-media-cache-ak0.pinimg.com/originals/e9/23/8d/e9238d78f0bdd6fe3a08b60a0fc1a0b8.jpg)
JmJw you come a long way gurl.
Here is a damn trippy one, I took one of these this morning, and it reminded me of the other one, so I thought I would mirror image one and stick em together. This had me loling hard today ha
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OMG Rachel!!! ... I love it!!! Well done sister!!! :)
That's a pretty big difference Rachel. You have really pretty skin. That plus your beautiful hair puts you way ahead of a lot of cis women.
Julia
Thanks Ashley and Julia.
And yea that skin has been alot of work to get to this condition. I look after it now
The hair is pure luck :')
Thank you 💕
Hey All...
Since the new Photobucket 3rd party hosting policy laid claim to my previous pics in this section, I just thought that I would re-post! These are me at age 52 and four years later at 56... Hopefully it wont be that hard to tell which are the "before" and which are the "after"... Changes courtesy of HRT, FFS, GRS, Electrolysis, Dermal Abrasion, CO2 Fractal Laser, Micro-needling, Retin-A, Restylane, Dysport, Makeup, Good diet, Exercise.... and Happiness :)!!!!!!
(https://farm5.staticflickr.com/4265/35671667391_3ddac6970a_k.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/WmbBW8)Untitled (https://flic.kr/p/WmbBW8) by Ashley Campbell (https://www.flickr.com/photos/156388176@N05/), on Flickr
(https://farm5.staticflickr.com/4278/34963604754_784e5f08f5_k.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/VgBBzC)Untitled (https://flic.kr/p/VgBBzC) by Ashley Campbell (https://www.flickr.com/photos/156388176@N05/), on Flickr
(https://farm5.staticflickr.com/4330/36101466312_451cb1d2f2.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/X1asbm)Untitled (https://flic.kr/p/X1asbm) by Ashley Campbell (https://www.flickr.com/photos/156388176@N05/), on Flickr
(https://farm5.staticflickr.com/4277/35601191122_c7f7ed0ee2_b.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/WeXpN3)Untitled (https://flic.kr/p/WeXpN3) by Ashley Campbell (https://www.flickr.com/photos/156388176@N05/), on Flickr
(https://farm5.staticflickr.com/4253/34929907964_d3ca02c8d2.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/VdCUGu)Untitled (https://flic.kr/p/VdCUGu) by Ashley Campbell (https://www.flickr.com/photos/156388176@N05/), on Flickr
Onward we go brave sisters!!!
Ashley :)
Must say the change is amazing, now if only I could afford all those treatment----------
Those pictures always fascinate me Ashley. You look nothing like your before pictures. And the person in your before pictures looked miserable. I've seen happier faces at funerals. I'm glad you can be who you are.
Julia
Quote from: davina61 on July 30, 2017, 03:10:51 PM
Must say the change is amazing, now if only I could afford all those treatment----------
Hi Davina!...
It was admittedly... A bundle!!!.... Zero insurance coverage... I sold my house to cover the costs and by doing so, gave up what I viewed as my future security... My home, my job, my potential to find any future work that paid anything close... It all went into a box ...I threw the box off a cliff and then threw myself off as well
At that point in my life, nothing mattered but getting to where I wanted to be and experiencing what it was like being myself in this world... Even if only for a shining moment or two in time ...Even if what followed was to be living and dying destitute in a forgotten gutter ... A perfect moment or two in life seemed like a good trade ... I had been a homeless drug addict eating out of dumpsters in my younger days and that gave me strength to know I could survive anything
Happily, as is often the case in life.... My worst fears did not come to pass and I found at the bottom of the cliff was an amazing and beautiful world that had just been waiting for me to arrive
Onward we go brave sisters!!!
Ashley :)
Julia... Thanks for the sweet words little sister!!!❤️
Quote from: Rachel_Christina on July 29, 2017, 09:50:45 AM
JmJw you come a long way gurl.
Here is a damn trippy one, I took one of these this morning, and it reminded me of the other one, so I thought I would mirror image one and stick em together. This had me loling hard today ha
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Wow! Great change!! Did you get FFS or was it just the hormones?
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Quote from: tgirlamc on July 30, 2017, 04:23:37 PM
It was admittedly... A bundle!!!
Out of curiosity, what procedures did you have?
- Karen
The most astounding thing about all of these pictures is how much happier everyone looks.
Quote from: Stevie on July 30, 2017, 07:02:09 PM
The most astounding thing about all of these pictures is how much happier everyone looks.
That's what makes this thread so much fun. :)
Quote from: Karen_A on July 30, 2017, 05:55:51 PM
Out of curiosity, what procedures did you have?
- Karen
Hi Karen!
Okay... Here we go...
March 2014 ... (4 months after starting HRT) tracheal shave
January 2015 ...FFS (11.5 hours) scalp advance, brow lift, type III forehead recontouring, rhinoplasty, lip lift, chin re-shaping, chin advanced forward, jaw re-tapering and masseter muscle reduction
May 2015... GRS
November 2015... Additional facial soft tissue work (11.5 hours) upper/lower blephroplasty, upper facelift, brow lift, lower facelift, fat grafting to cheeks, jawline and under eye areas, some salivary gland removal to improve jawline and lower facelift results
Since that last procedure... I have had 4 surgeries ( 2 endoscopic, 2 involving coronal incision and removal of the front of my skull) to fix a complication from the type III forehead procedure...
My frontal sinus was not draining... The build up of fluid would pressure it's way out through the type III bone graft causing pain and swelling...( luckily I wear bangs!!!) :) Three of these surgeries were in the last 6 months and it is finally looking like the problem is fixed... Fingers crossed!!!... It has been a battle!!! :)
I am close to 40 hours on surgery tables in the last few years....and to think I had a lifelong fear of surgery!!!
And... Stevie!!!... Happier!!! That's an understatement sister!!!! :)!!!!
Onward we go!!!
Ashley :)
Quote from: tgirlamc on July 30, 2017, 09:00:33 PM
Hi Karen!
March 2014 ... (4 months after starting HRT) tracheal shave
...
Lots of facial work... much more than I!
I had FFS with Dr. O back in 1999 when I was 44 ... in one surgery Type I forehead, Jaw/chin (but opposite of you... Originally think Jay Lenno chin), nose, tracheal shave and scalp advance... Don't think he touched the masseter muscle, but don't really know.
I never went back for the face lift he wanted to do once the swelling subsided. I thought I looked OK and I did not think it would be worth the cost (I had take a 2nd mortgage on the house to pay for FFS)
I have to say your results are much more dramatic than mine!
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Since that last procedure... I have had 4 surgeries ( 2 endoscopic, 2 involving coronal incision and removal of the front of my skull) to fix a complication from the type III forehead procedure...
I'm sorry you had to deal with complications, but glad they have been resolved...
I was lucky not to have any from FFS. (SRS had a minor one)
- Karen
HI Karen!!!
Yeah I had Dr O as one of my surgeons as well!!!... Complications are a part of surgery and a part of life I guess... It's okay... I'm pretty good at rolling with the punches and I didn't let it get me down near as much as I could have let it!!!
I had some GRS complications too but they all resolved well also!!!
Thanks for the sweet words sister!!!
Ashley :)
Quote from: Charlie Nicki on July 30, 2017, 05:55:43 PM
Wow! Great change!! Did you get FFS or was it just the hormones?
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Hey Charlie Nicki, thank You I think it's great you see so much change that you think I had FFS :').
But nope I haven't. I honestly don't see to much change..
I have had no procedures of any kind so far.
Sometimes I think a few of the edges could get knocked of, but I haven't the money and I don't know what could be done anyway
Quote from: tgirlamc on July 30, 2017, 04:23:37 PM
Hi Davina!...
It was admittedly... A bundle!!!.... Zero insurance coverage... I sold my house to cover the costs and by doing so, gave up what I viewed as my future security... My home, my job, my potential to find any future work that paid anything close... It all went into a box ...I threw the box off a cliff and then threw myself off as well
At that point in my life, nothing mattered but getting to where I wanted to be and experiencing what it was like being myself in this world... Even if only for a shining moment or two in time ...Even if what followed was to be living and dying destitute in a forgotten gutter ... A perfect moment or two in life seemed like a good trade ... I had been a homeless drug addict eating out of dumpsters in my younger days and that gave me strength to know I could survive anything
Happily, as is often the case in life.... My worst fears did not come to pass and I found at the bottom of the cliff was an amazing and beautiful world that had just been waiting for me to arrive
Onward we go brave sisters!!!
Ashley :)
Julia... Thanks for the sweet words little sister!!!
These are perfect words! The past couple of days I've been thinking I might need FFS in the future and then I thought "do I want to wait years for it to be approved by my insurance? Or do I want to do it right away and spend a LOT of money (that I don't have and then I'll be in debt)? Is it really worth it?" and this post of yours definitely makes me think it's all worth it. Thanks!
Quote from: Rachel_Christina on July 30, 2017, 11:06:25 PM
Hey Charlie Nicki, thank You I think it's great you see so much change that you think I had FFS :').
But nope I haven't. I honestly don't see to much change..
I have had no procedures of any kind so far.
Sometimes I think a few of the edges could get knocked of, but I haven't the money and I don't know what could be done anyway
I do see a difference! Your male self is like seeing your brother. The face is similar yet you can tell one is female and the other one is male, so believe me, hormones have done their thing!
Quote from: Charlie Nicki on July 31, 2017, 11:40:04 AM
These are perfect words! The past couple of days I've been thinking I might need FFS in the future and then I thought "do I want to wait years for it to be approved by my insurance? Or do I want to do it right away and spend a LOT of money (that I don't have and then I'll be in debt)? Is it really worth it?" and this post of yours definitely makes me think it's all worth it. Thanks!
Hi Charlie Nicki :)
I'm glad you found food for thought in my words ... We all have to weigh our options and choose the path that we are comfortable traveling and the one that feels right...In the the end, we are all victims or beneficiaries of the decisions we make... FFS is quite the process.. If I can ever be of help along your journey, please PM me anytime!
Onward we go brave sister!!!
Ashley :)
Quote from: tgirlamc on July 31, 2017, 11:53:58 AM
Hi Charlie Nicki :)
I'm glad you found food for thought in my words ... We all have to weigh our options and choose the path that we are comfortable traveling and the one that feels right...In the the end, we are all victims or beneficiaries of the decisions we make... FFS is quite the process.. If I can ever be of help along your journey, please PM me anytime!
Onward we go brave sister!!!
Ashley :)
Thanks! I'll add you to my contact list cuz I might need some advice next year if I do feel I need FFS (I'm still too early on hormones so want to wait and see what they do first).
Congratulations for your amazing transitions! :)
These before picture is a few years old...
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Ive been on HRT coming up on 7 months now...
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Wow alora
What a different ,the last two photos you look stunning
Sara.
Yeah that is some crazy difference Alora! Amazing!
Looking Great Alora...you look So different!! I love your Lippy
Wow Alora, major difference! :D
AMAZING difference Alora. Keep rocking it!!
Oh my gosh everyone... y'all totally made me cry. I look in the mirror every day and I see beautiful girl trying to get out but feel like she is still trapped sometimes.
Thank all so much for making my day.
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Wow, Alora you really do look amazing what a change
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Wow amazing evolution!!
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Now that I'm finally out publicly, I can allow the connections between my former life and my real self to be made online. As such, here's my first go at some before and afters:
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Quote from: AlyssaJ on August 22, 2017, 05:48:30 PM
Now that I'm finally out publicly, I can allow the connections between my former life and my real self to be made online. As such, here's my first go at some before and afters:
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I already saw the pics in your thread but can't stress how good you look now, and only 3 months on hormones! And how surprised I am of your physical change. Keep on rocking it girl!
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Leaving this here =) . I just had my BBL surgery revision today
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Quote from: Legit on August 23, 2017, 01:06:34 AM
Leaving this here =) . I just had my BBL surgery revision tofay
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Omg so beautiful!!! And what is BBL?
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You look great Alyssa. Some difference.
You too Archlord, you look fantastic. Hope you are doing well.
Charlie Nicki, a BBL is a Brazilian Butt Lift
Brazilian butt lift and hips filling . Revision was to make my hips wider and balanced with shoulders ( real hourglass figure)
Legit, that's totally amazing. You're very pretty. I love looking at these pictures. It's so awesome how some of you were cute as pretend guys and then turned out to be so amazingly pretty as your real selves. That's not easy to do. Even if someone is very handsome as a male that totally doesn't mean they can be pretty as a female. Last Halloween my brother and his 2 friends dressed as hookers. My brother is very handsome but wow did he make one unfortunate looking woman! Of course the illusion would have been a little better if he hadn't kept reaching under the skirt to adjust his junk.
Julia
Legit? Nothing short of beautiful. I think we are all jealous!
Rosey!!!! Alyssa!!! Archlord!!!.. All impressive results and best of all the happiness of the after shots shines like the sun!!! 😀!!!!
Archlord!!!.... I have been considering the BBL myself and I would be interested in how much of the fat is retained a couple months down the line... I would have to gain a lot of weight to have enough donor fat for the procedure which I could do but I would be a bit worried about losing what I had gained in the right places as I move back down to my normal weight... I hope all goes well with the procedure and please keep us posted sister!!!
Onward we go!!!
Ashley :)
So this bbl surgery, it is just to lift a butt that's like all saggy or is it to enhance anyone's butt?
Julia
Quote from: Julia1996 on August 23, 2017, 12:04:09 PM
So this bbl surgery, it is just to lift a butt that's like all saggy or is it to enhance anyone's butt?
Julia
It enhances and give you a fully looking butt
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The changes from 2014 to 2017
I made the picture on the right side when I was leaving for a nice evening with friends.
First birthday as Theresa, somehow a strange feeling...
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Quote from: Thessa on August 27, 2017, 08:10:51 AM
The changes from 2014 to 2017
I made the picture on the right side when I was leaving for a nice evening with friends.
First birthday as Theresa, somehow a strange feeling...
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Wow amazing..long hair suits you nore
Quote from: sid104 on August 27, 2017, 12:40:33 PM
Wow amazing..long hair suits you nore
Thank you! [emoji3]
I love my long hair, it makes me really comfortable.
The short one was a gift I got in the beginning of my transition.
Theresa, you're beautiful!
This first picture is from 2013, shortly before I realized that I'm trans. I was depressed and at the end of my rope. It was as close as I've ever come to suicide and that's saying something!
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This is a recent picture to my trip to Florida a few weeks ago. Depression is mostly out of my life and suicide no longer comes into the picture.
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Odd, I hadn't realized how little my face has actually changed. Not everything is perfect but most of the time I'm content. Often, I'm happy. Wish I had realized sooner, though.
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April 22, 2015, the day of my first face to face pass in gender neutral clothes and no makeup. It may be months to the next one, but I'm good with that!
Being transgender is just a phase. It hardly ever starts before conception and always ends promptly at death.
They say the light at the end of the tunnel is an oncoming train. I say, climb aboard!
Think outside the voice box!
Quote from: Dee Marshall on August 28, 2017, 07:33:52 AM
Theresa, you're beautiful!
This first picture is from 2013, shortly before I realized that I'm trans. I was depressed and at the end of my rope. It was as close as I've ever come to suicide and that's saying something!
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This is a recent picture to my trip to Florida a few weeks ago. Depression is mostly out of my life and suicide no longer comes into the picture.
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Odd, I hadn't realized how little my face has actually changed. Not everything is perfect but most of the time I'm content. Often, I'm happy. Wish I had realized sooner, though.
:
April 22, 2015, the day of my first face to face pass in gender neutral clothes and no makeup. It may be months to the next one, but I'm good with that!
Being transgender is just a phase. It hardly ever starts before conception and always ends promptly at death.
They say the light at the end of the tunnel is an oncoming train. I say, climb aboard!
Think outside the voice box!
Dee, thank you so much. You made me blush. [emoji3]
You face definitely changed. I wouldn't make any connection between the two pictures without knowing.
So I got FFS and now I feel finally perfectly normal. ;D
Yay for FFS.
2009 : 21 years old
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2015 : 27 years old
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2016 : 28 years old, 1 year HRT
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2017 : 29 years old, 2 year HRT, 1 month FFS
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You look great Ange. What did you have done? The brow obviously, maybe the nose?? Look totally female now in your last pic, and only a month after too
Browridge/hairline + nose + adamsapple. ^_^
I used to get 100% madam'd before, but now I get "Miss" instead of madam a lot, and I feel like people are a lot more cool around me, without the slight discomfort that used to happen often before. Also I get hit on super often. (and sexually harrassed too :( so validating... errrrr... :-X )
All in all I think it fixed all the small problems I had before and I feel like I pass 100%, to the point that I often totally forget that I'm trans. ^^"
They did a great job girl.
I would gues the guys get annoying lol
Quote from: Ange on August 31, 2017, 05:28:04 AM
So I got FFS and now I feel finally perfectly normal. ;D
Yay for FFS.
This is by far my favorite transformation. 110% passable, and pretty to boot.
I haven't posted here in awhile so here goes nothing.......
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Oh, my, Jess, that is quite the change! I definitely prefer the After version! :)
6.5 month mark of hormones and down 70 pounds. no makeup or anything just me sitting on the couch. Seeing a difference but thinking ffs is most definitely in my future but overall still definitely happier
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Quote from: Bari Jo on August 31, 2017, 09:23:23 AM
This is by far my favorite transformation. 110% passable, and pretty to boot.
Thank you ! I'm having tons of positive feedback so I'm quite happy. (I also got sexually harassed in the street recently which is validating as fck but a lot less cool :-\ )
My surgeon is a discreet french surgeon based in Paris. After discussing with him and a few others, I became convinced that he was the one I needed, and I'm like, super-happy of my choice. He was way cheaper and way more efficient. I liked the fact that he was putting my health first, advising against injecting anything, and used neither type 1 or 2 forehead contouring (but another method he uses in reconstructive surgery, facialteam and others are only starting to use recently). He didn't try to sell me more things that I needed, and his priority was clearly passing over beauty standards, which was 100% my philosophy too.
I now pass perfectly in all situations and I even tend to forgot I'm trans... Which is a luxury I never thought I'd have one day. ^^ So yup. I totally recommend him.
( Xavier Lachiver if you're wondering what his name is. He has no fancy site and no commercial team. He's just a sweet, super-experienced, super-pro guy. Oh and he's like, super trans-friendly, and concerned about trans issues. )
QuoteI now pass perfectly in all situations and I even tend to forgot I'm trans... Which is a luxury I never thought I'd have one day. ^^ So yup. I totally recommend him.
Wow Ange, that's something I think we all hope to reach someday!
Congrats!
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You look great Sid. See no before pic though
Quote from: Rachel_Christina on September 10, 2017, 11:07:28 AM
You look great Sid. See no before pic though
Thanks..am still kinda pre hrt.only low dose AA .i just played with my makeup,even i need facial laser
The end of 2014.
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2017, current with no makeup.
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Everything continues to change and almost done with hair removal. Soon start surgeries and yet another chapter in my transgender experience.
OMG, Kaitylynn, you are gorgeous! I love your smile. You look so much happier than that old guy.
Quote from: KathyLauren on September 10, 2017, 04:51:02 PM
OMG, Kaitylynn, you are gorgeous! I love your smile. You look so much happier than that old guy.
Oh Kathy, thank you! It is incredible what can happen when we step away from a life untrue :) <3 I am surrounded by beauty and I have a my family here on Susan's to keep me moving forward, always!
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The end of 2014.
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2017, current with no makeup.
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Everything continues to change and almost done with hair removal. Soon start surgeries and yet another chapter in my transgender experience.
Incredible change!
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Last month
And then maybe 6 years ago
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I'm starting to feel more confident, but the voice is still a work in progress and gets me "sir" too much
Kitty
These are some incredible changes!
Awesome Stevie and Kaity Lynn :D Hormones are powerful stuff. Thank goodness they are available to help us all.
Nice Stevie. What a change! How old were you when you started? HRT certainly agrees with you. Did you have any work done on your hair too, or is that all natural?
Quote from: Bari Jo on September 19, 2017, 02:18:51 PM
Nice Stevie. What a change! How old were you when you started? HRT certainly agrees with you. Did you have any work done on your hair too, or is that all natural?
Thank you. I get good comments but I have really bad issues of still seeing the old guy in the mirror
I think 46 when I finally started estradiol. I think I'm 2 years in January.
I got lucky I guess, but the beard is still there. Electrolysis is out of my budget. I tried the flash n go and it helped some but most of the beard is turning grey. Easier to hide but still needs electrolysis
I have my own hair, but I've always had low testosterone except the one time my doctor prescribed it. I wish I hadn't done that. It lowered my voice a little more and gave me more body hair.
Oh, how I wish I'd have done this younger.
Off to therapy tomorrow, so I continue to work on me inside and out
Thanks for the very kind words
Kitty
I decided to say what the heck and post something here.
The first was in June 2012 after my 2nd round with cancer and loss of over 40lbs Weight about 170lbs.
The second was Nov 2015
And the last was Last month Aug 2017 about 9 months on HRT
Laurie
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That's quite a big difference Laurie. It doesn't even look like the same person. You have made huge progress. You look great. One really big difference is that if I saw you in public I would smile and say hi. That other person, I would have avoided. It's amazing with all these pictures how in the before pictures everyone looks angry and totally miserable. And in the after pictures that's gone and people look happy. Its not even about facial expressions. Its in everyone's eyes.
Wow, Laurie, just wow! What a difference between you and the sourpuss in the before pictures!
Nice Laurie, huge differences and obvious happiness to boot!
All I can say is WOW! What an incredible difference for so many of us. It is so awesome seeing the before pictures, with neutral expressions for the most part transformed to beaming smiles and bright eyes. Indeed, I too am happy HRT is available for us.
Is it not the most incredible fork in our journey's paths!?
Laura, Stevie and all my brothers and sisters...thank you for sharing!
Thanks Everyone,
I only posted this for a lark. After 9 months I can't see much of a change.
I do miss my hat though. With my wig it no longer fits. I can see the obvious differences that come from wig and makeup but not really anything else. Well okay the smile when I remember.
Thanks again
Hugs,
Laurie
Well you aren't frowning which is one heck of an improvement.
Quote from: Colleen_definitely on September 20, 2017, 10:56:40 AM
Well you aren't frowning which is one heck of an improvement.
Well I guess you've got me there Colleen. lol
Hugs,
Laurie
Quote from: Laurie on September 20, 2017, 10:25:40 AM
Thanks Everyone,
I only posted this for a lark. After 9 months I can't see much of a change.
I do miss my hat though. With my wig it no longer fits. I can see the obvious differences that come from wig and makeup but not really anything else. Well okay the smile when I remember.
Thanks again
Hugs,
Laurie
Things can still surprise you, Laurie. Two decades ago my son bought a leather hat for me in Australia. I love it, it's beautiful, but it never fit. I tried it on six months ago and now it fits! I have absolutely no clue why.
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April 22, 2015, the day of my first face to face pass in gender neutral clothes and no makeup. It may be months to the next one, but I'm good with that!
Being transgender is just a phase. It hardly ever starts before conception and always ends promptly at death.
They say the light at the end of the tunnel is an oncoming train. I say, climb aboard!
Think outside the voice box!
Quote from: Dee Marshall on September 20, 2017, 11:37:57 AM
Things can still surprise you, Laurie. Two decades ago my son bought a leather hat for me in Australia. I love it, it's beautiful, but it never fit. I tried it on six months ago and now it fits! I have absolutely no clue why.
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April 22, 2015, the day of my first face to face pass in gender neutral clothes and no makeup. It may be months to the next one, but I'm good with that!
Being transgender is just a phase. It hardly ever starts before conception and always ends promptly at death.
They say the light at the end of the tunnel is an oncoming train. I say, climb aboard!
Think outside the voice box!
My friends in Missouri claim to be looking for a more appropriate replacment hat for me. I'm not sure what they might come up with but I'll bet it will be pink.
Laurie
Quote from: Laurie on September 20, 2017, 10:25:40 AM
I only posted this for a lark. After 9 months I can't see much of a change.
Wow Laurie, the transformation is amazing! I can see big changes - your cheeks are fuller, your face is more rounded but most of all you just look happy. I never would have imagined the person in the before pictures making all those positive, welcoming comments we all know and love
Quote from: Laurie on September 20, 2017, 11:00:05 AM
Well I guess you've got me there Colleen. lol
Hugs,
Laurie
That's the biggest difference my friends have noticed. I got a "I don't think I've ever actually seen you smile before" out of some of them the other week. It's pretty sad how miserable we forced ourselves to be.
Quote from: Laurie on September 20, 2017, 11:52:12 AM
My friends in Missouri claim to be looking for a more appropriate replacment hat for me. I'm not sure what they might come up with but I'll bet it will be pink.
Aren't ladies of our vintage supposed to wear red hats?
My wife keeps threatening to get me one but I categorically refuse to wear it.
Steph
Now that's the Laurie we know and love, no change? BIG change well done , lets see what another 12 mths will do.
Laurie, you may not see the changes, but both I and the honey badgers picked right up on it. Cheeks, around the eyes, and especially the whole happy overall appearance.
I've compared it to rejoining the human race after a lifetime of depression and isolation.
Welcome back to the human race.
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Quote from: davina61 on September 20, 2017, 02:21:52 PM
Now that's the Laurie we know and love, no change? BIG change well done , lets see what another 12 mths will do.
Thank you Davina. I'm waiting o see yours posted here too.
Quote from: Michelle_P on September 20, 2017, 02:45:12 PM
Laurie, you may not see the changes, but both I and the honey badgers picked right up on it. Cheeks, around the eyes, and especially the whole happy overall appearance.
I've compared it to rejoining the human race after a lifetime of depression and isolation.
Welcome back to the human race.
You seeing my pictures here I understand but the honey badgers? What did you mo make up wanted posters?
Lets see fat cheeks and a smile is all I needed? lol
Thanks Michelle. I'm getting restless that electric fence is only for show right?
Hugs,
Laurie
The change is huge, Laurie......huge. We're always the last to notice the changes in ourselves.
Quote from: Jessica Lynne on September 20, 2017, 09:03:10 PM
The change is huge, Laurie......huge. We're always the last to notice the changes in ourselves.
Thanks Jess,
I didn't expect my posting here would cause such a stir. I have been told a couple times by fiends that I appear happier than they've ever seen me. I suppose for the most part that is true. Sometimes though I have felt the complete opposite. Happy is the better of the two though.
Thanks again everyone.
Hugs,
Laurie
Quote from: Laurie on September 20, 2017, 09:26:42 PM
Thanks Jess,
I didn't expect my posting here would cause such a stir. I have been told a couple times by fiends that I appear happier than they've ever seen me. I suppose for the most part that is true. Sometimes though I have felt the complete opposite. Happy is the better of the two though.
Don't thank me, L. You're gorgeous, one of the most beautiful souls here. Thanks for all the joy you spread to everyone. Nobody here and I mean nobody manufactures more smiles ;D
Laurie, wow. Jessica Lynne is right and said it the best.
The difference is stunning - you just can't hide the change in your overall outlook and it shows.
HOLY MOLY DOUGHNUTS! (for those who don't know that is a reference to the movie Friday After Next)
Laurie are you trying to tell us those before pictures are the same human being you are?! No way do I believe it. Major difference there.
Quote from: Laurie on September 19, 2017, 11:48:02 PM
I decided to say what the heck and post something here.
The first was in June 2012 after my 2nd round with cancer and loss of over 40lbs Weight about 170lbs.
The second was Nov 2015
And the last was Last month Aug 2017 about 9 months on HRT
Laurie
(https://i.imgur.com/5BVo3l3.jpg) (https://i.imgur.com/Jipemld.jpg?1)
(https://i.imgur.com/ABXSv1e.jpg)
Laurie it's like looking at 2 completely different people. And like Julia said, your male self looks scary while your real self looks inviting and calmed. Congrats on the progress!
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Quote from: josie76 on September 21, 2017, 05:05:42 PM
HOLY MOLY DOUGHNUTS! (for those who don't know that is a reference to the movie Friday After Next)
Laurie are you trying to tell us those before pictures are the same human being you are?! No way do I believe it. Major difference there.
Yes Josie, That indeed was me. I see my dad in them, especially the one with the hat. I tried to live up to his example and I think in some ways I did before I failed miserably. I'm proud of him and loved him dearly. He passed shortly after my divorce and loss of my job. He was the third part of my world crashing down. I nearly did not survive it. Fortunately I did. I don't know what he would have thought of me today.
Laurie
Quote from: Charlie Nicki on September 21, 2017, 05:10:38 PM
Laurie it's like looking at 2 completely different people. And like Julia said, your male self looks scary while your real self looks inviting and calmed. Congrats on the progress!
Thanks Nicki,
My grandkids loved me as that man so I couldn't have been too scary. Thanks to their Mom they never get to know the new me.
Laurie
Quote from: Laurie on September 19, 2017, 11:48:02 PM
I decided to say what the heck and post something here.
The first was in June 2012 after my 2nd round with cancer and loss of over 40lbs Weight about 170lbs.
The second was Nov 2015
And the last was Last month Aug 2017 about 9 months on HRT
Laurie
The hell with that guy! Looking great, sister. :)
Hugs, Devlyn
Quote from: Laurie on September 21, 2017, 07:28:25 PM
...Thanks to their Mom they never get to know the new me.
Laurie
Give it time. Time heals all wounds.
Hugs, Devlyn
Thanks Dev
Laurie,
Wow!
The change outside is visible and wonderful but it is change inside that is most incredible. You went from stern, unhappy an to beautiful, happy woman. The chane in you exemplifies why we do this.
Hugs,
Jen
Quote from: JLT1 on September 23, 2017, 10:45:50 PM
Laurie,
Wow!
The change outside is visible and wonderful but it is change inside that is most incredible. You went from stern, unhappy an to beautiful, happy woman. The chane in you exemplifies why we do this.
Hugs,
Jen
Thank you Jen. Stern and unhappy are polite words for what I was and I think I can refute the beautiful and happy parts too but I'll not do it here. So thank you for the kind words.
Hugs,
Laurie
Some changes in you Laurie. It's funny because I always wonder how trans people looked before transition, And honestly I was not expecting that :O.
Theres sparkle in your eyes, and true happiness in your smile. It's beautiful
Quote from: Rachel_Christina on September 24, 2017, 01:17:22 AM
Some changes in you Laurie. It's funny because I always wonder how trans people looked before transition, And honestly I was not expecting that :O.
Theres sparkle in your eyes, and true happiness in your smile. It's beautiful
Thank you Rachel
Quote from: Laurie on September 19, 2017, 11:48:02 PM
I decided to say what the heck and post something here.
The first was in June 2012 after my 2nd round with cancer and loss of over 40lbs Weight about 170lbs.
The second was Nov 2015
And the last was Last month Aug 2017 about 9 months on HRT
Laurie
(https://i.imgur.com/5BVo3l3.jpg) (https://i.imgur.com/Jipemld.jpg?1)
(https://i.imgur.com/ABXSv1e.jpg)
My goodness... I absolutely cannot believe you are these "before" photos!... astonishing truly... okay so I hope this is okay to say... in your before photos, if I'd have not known it was you without the context, I'd instead have thought "who is that bada--!?" ... in the before photos, tough dude... lovely changes Laurie... your recent photo (with a smile by the way!) is so lovely... it really speaks to a large part of what transition is all about.
Quote from: Laurie on September 21, 2017, 07:22:42 PM
Yes Josie, That indeed was me. I see my dad in them ... I'm proud of him and loved him dearly. He passed shortly after my divorce and loss of my job. He was the third part of my world crashing down. I nearly did not survive it. Fortunately I did. I don't know what he would have thought of me today. ...
I'm sorry to hear of the loss of your father... it sounds like it was truly quite beyond tough... painful... and I'm glad you made it through all that. In our generation during this time it's unique because transitioning in our parents' generations was looked at so differently... I think it's hard for many to gauge exactly what parents would think but I don't think you would have your love for him the way you do if he weren't the kind of person who would have come around to it all (assuming it'd be an issue in the first place). Sometimes the most old fashioned people come around once they realize the world is different today and that it's not the way things used to be looked at. Anyway, I really can't see you caring for him as much as you do without experiencing a connected feeling that he'd certainly have appreciated your journey. I like hearing about parents who were caring enough to be remembered the way you remember your father... I'm sort of corny in this area but I feel that sense of your respect for him matters to his life and your relationship with him even though he may not physically here.
Quote from: Laurie on September 21, 2017, 07:28:25 PM
... My grandkids loved me as that man so I couldn't have been too scary. Thanks to their Mom they never get to know the new me. ...
Quote from: Devlyn Marie on September 21, 2017, 08:12:51 PM
Give it time. Time heals all wounds. ...
I'm with Devlyn on this one... time.
By the way, I backtracked in this thread to September 1st and everyone's changes are quite amazing... really encouraged to see these posts... thank you everyone!
Well its 2 years today Since I started my transition . So I figured it was about time I shared how far I have come in 2 years...Deep Breath and.....POST ;D
1)(https://i.imgur.com/qG4sM6h.jpg)2)(https://i.imgur.com/HJF0dvW.jpg) 3)(https://i.imgur.com/h3s2jqe.jpg)
1) This first one is in July of 2015 as I was thinking about transition
2) The second one is a year Later and I had been on HRT about 4 Months
3) Then this last was taken about a week after having my new hair cut and colour
Quote from: ElizabethK on September 24, 2017, 03:58:15 AM
Well its 2 years today Since I started my transition . So I figured it was about time I shared how far I have come in 2 years...Deep Breath and.....POST ;D
1)(https://i.imgur.com/qG4sM6h.jpg)2)(https://i.imgur.com/HJF0dvW.jpg) 3)(https://i.imgur.com/h3s2jqe.jpg)
1) This first one is in July of 2015 as I was thinking about transition
2) The second one is a year Later and I had been on HRT about 4 Months
3) Then this last was taken about a week after having my new hair cut and colour
Wow... unbelievable ... I would never have guess the "before" is the "after" ... really wonderful Elizabeth... Congratulations!
I like the Lady in the last picture much much better Liz.
These transformations are so amazing. I just have to wonder how much of it is chemicals we take vs. the ones we create in our minds from our obvious paradigm shifts? It really is fascinating to see the staggering metamorphic change.
Our hope and determination seem to manifest like runaway trains.
I love how in every after picture everybody is so obviously more happy!
Quote from: Laurie on September 24, 2017, 12:46:25 AM
Thank you Jen. Stern and unhappy are polite words for what I was and I think I can refute the beautiful and happy parts too but I'll not do it here. So thank you for the kind words.
Hugs,
Laurie
Laurie,
I'm four years post transition. I was disowned by two sisters, one neice, two nephews, and two daughters with the associated 2 grandchildren each. Only last spring did things start to change: two sisters are fine, the four grandchildren love me, my only neice said I was pretty as we hugged and cried. Still working on the daughters. Transition can be hard. But I see what I see. Yes, I was polite on your old look. I see happiy, not sure I see perfection or total bliss.
Hugs,
Jen
Wow Laurie!!! Amazing 🎉🎆👍👍👍👍😊
Elizabeth, you look very good. That's quite a change. Like Laurie ,your before picture picture looks like someone who stomps kittens. It's amazing how much happier and gentle you all look in the after pictures.
Quote from: Ashley3 on September 24, 2017, 04:13:40 AM
Wow... unbelievable ... I would never have guess the "before" is the "after" ... really wonderful Elizabeth... Congratulations!
Thanks Ashley I feel better than I have and each day into this journey it seems to get better...
Quote from: Laurie on September 24, 2017, 04:27:28 AM
I like the Lady in the last picture much much better Liz.
I agree so do Meryl and my girls...
Quote from: Julia1996 on September 25, 2017, 08:37:57 AM
Elizabeth, you look very good. That's quite a change. Like Laurie ,your before picture picture looks like someone who stomps kittens. It's amazing how much happier and gentle you all look in the after pictures.
I think the expression on my face says everything it needs to about how I feel about myself and the world...I may have been a fraction angry....but I made it out the other side ;D
Well it has been 9 months on HRT, I think I am seeing some changes
(https://i.imgur.com/UUkQa5k.jpg)
(https://i.imgur.com/2G2j3iK.jpg)
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form one year ago
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You looked really feminine even before Natalie. Did you have on makeup in the before picture?
Quote from: Julia1996 on September 28, 2017, 03:59:49 PM
You looked really feminine even before Natalie. Did you have on makeup in the before picture?
Thank you and yes I had make up on in my before pic I had permanent eyeliner done and added some when I felt like it.
Quote from: natalie.ashlyne on September 28, 2017, 03:46:18 PM
Well it has been 9 months on HRT, I think I am seeing some changes
(https://i.imgur.com/UUkQa5k.jpg)
(https://i.imgur.com/2G2j3iK.jpg)
(https://i.imgur.com/ghIR49y.jpg)
form one year ago
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I see the changes for sure! You are looking very feminine.
Incredible results Natalie! :)
Might as well throw my denial beard into the ring. Left was about as close to a smile as I used to manage because I was proud of climbing Humphreys Peak for the first time in 2012 or so. (I swear my nose really isn't that big)
(https://i.imgur.com/QzTsIa2.png)
Amazing Colleen. You look really good. Another before picture that looks like someone who would kick your ass. It amazes me how much nicer and happier people look in the after pictures.
To celebrate my one month of HRT, I created this image showing a picture of me on my first day of HRT, and today.
(https://i.imgur.com/thRMZmh.jpg)
I can't really say I'm noticing a lot of changes in my face... Perhaps I'm just not noticing it, or I'm just being impatient as always.
Quote from: Colleen_definitely on September 29, 2017, 07:48:52 AM
Might as well throw my denial beard into the ring. Left was about as close to a smile as I used to manage because I was proud of climbing Humphreys Peak for the first time in 2012 or so. (I swear my nose really isn't that big)
(https://i.imgur.com/QzTsIa2.png)
Amazing!
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Quote from: Galyo on September 29, 2017, 08:54:31 AM
To celebrate my one month of HRT, I created this image showing a picture of me on my first day of HRT, and today.
I can't really say I'm noticing a lot of changes in my face... Perhaps I'm just not noticing it, or I'm just being impatient as always.
You're being impatient. I'm almost 6 months in and just now are things starting to be noticeable. Now of course at your point there were some little things like skin texture changes, but you can't expect everything to happen overnight. Give it time, you'll do great.
Thank you both Julia and Nicki. It's really crazy looking at what few old pictures I have and seeing how far I've come in less than a year.
I'm definitely impatient, haha. It's the little things that keep me going.
Thanks for the positive words. ^_^
Guess I will toss a couple up since I almost hit my 1 year anniversary legally living as a woman. My befores...
(https://i.imgur.com/flMNS3B.jpg)
(https://i.imgur.com/iRgBMt8.jpg)
And my 19 month photos. It'll have been 1 year since I legally became a woman on October 31st.... no, I did not plan that.
(https://i.imgur.com/I94n6rR.jpg)
(https://i.imgur.com/43rjVNu.jpg)
(https://i.imgur.com/CIokQsd.jpg)
Denial beards everywhere!
You're looking fantastic Harley.
Quote from: Colleen_definitely on September 29, 2017, 11:10:40 AM
Denial beards everywhere!
You're looking fantastic Harley.
Thank you Colleen. That was actually my 5 day no shave... I had some serious facial hair, and sensitive skin. Shaving every day is and was not an option. I shave every 2 to 3 days still. Waiting to finish hair removal. That will be heaven!
I hear you there. I'm getting really tired of concealer on half my face.
Quote from: Colleen_definitely on September 29, 2017, 11:38:28 AM
I hear you there. I'm getting really tired of concealer on half my face.
I could live with concealer of half my face if my beard didn't grow through it before my day was done. I'm on a lot of HRT and it's slowed things down a lot but not enough to skip a day shaving or not to need to go over it again and reapply makeup if I need to be out in the evening.
Can't even manage laser right now, let alone electrolysis.
:
April 22, 2015, the day of my first face to face pass in gender neutral clothes and no makeup. It may be months to the next one, but I'm good with that!
Being transgender is just a phase. It hardly ever starts before conception and always ends promptly at death.
They say the light at the end of the tunnel is an oncoming train. I say, climb aboard!
Think outside the voice box!
Quote from: Dee Marshall on September 29, 2017, 11:52:30 AM
I could live with concealer of half my face if my beard didn't grow through it before my day was done. I'm on a lot of HRT and it's slowed things down a lot but not enough to skip a day shaving or not to need to go over it again and reapply makeup if I need to be out in the evening.
I know what you mean! If I'm out for more than 5 hours I'll start noticing hairs on my chin or upper lip sticking out. Hate it!!
I've been looking at this thread forever, but I've not yet said anything - everyone's changes are AMAZING!! Gives me high hopes for my own future!
Quote from: Colleen_definitely on September 29, 2017, 07:48:52 AM
Might as well throw my denial beard into the ring. Left was about as close to a smile as I used to manage because I was proud of climbing Humphreys Peak for the first time in 2012 or so. (I swear my nose really isn't that big)
(https://i.imgur.com/QzTsIa2.png)
Wow Colleen 👍👏😉😊
Quote from: Harley Quinn on September 29, 2017, 11:06:38 AM
Guess I will toss a couple up since I almost hit my 1 year anniversary legally living as a woman. My befores...
(https://i.imgur.com/flMNS3B.jpg)
(https://i.imgur.com/iRgBMt8.jpg)
And my 19 month photos. It'll have been 1 year since I legally became a woman on October 31st.... no, I did not plan that.
(https://i.imgur.com/I94n6rR.jpg)
(https://i.imgur.com/43rjVNu.jpg)
(https://i.imgur.com/CIokQsd.jpg)
Spectacular....
Quote from: Sarah_P on September 29, 2017, 12:52:27 PM
I know what you mean! If I'm out for more than 5 hours I'll start noticing hairs on my chin or upper lip sticking out. Hate it!!
I've been looking at this thread forever, but I've not yet said anything - everyone's changes are AMAZING!! Gives me high hopes for my own future!
Baby steps Sarah. That is what everyone tells me and I pass it along so oft. Someone made a comment about meds versus intent bringing about big change. In my experience, it is a combination of both.
Have you looked in to laser and electrolysis for facial hair removal?
https://imgur.com/KKrP80H
https://imgur.com/tUm9UC9
Like day and night.
Allie, nothing is showing up here. You might have everything set to private, so you have to do a direct link for each picture.
Sorry about that. Fixed it... hopefully :P
That did it. And that's quite an improvement! I love your hair too.
Quote from: kaitylynn on September 29, 2017, 07:05:46 PM
Have you looked in to laser and electrolysis for facial hair removal?
Oh, yes. I'm 4 months into laser for my face & neck. Haven't started anywhere else yet. I've only just started seeing results for the laser a month ago, and it's continuing to vanish. There's still patches of really stubborn hair, not to mention the gray fuzz that the laser isn't getting.
Wow Allie you have definitely changed girl!
That's quite a change Allie. You look great. But I must say you looked kind of pretty even in the before picture.
Allie, you look great. You had a great base to start with too, jealous here:)
So jealous of all of you! :D
Quote from: Roll on October 01, 2017, 12:41:35 AM
So jealous of all of you! :D
As too am I , but happy for you all!
This is from one that won't transition and I'm ok with that.
Your all lovely!
Karrie
You're all becoming very beautiful people. <33333
Quote from: Allie24 on October 01, 2017, 03:35:57 PM
You're all becoming very beautiful people. <33333
:D <3
Still early days on HRT, but here's an old grumpy me, and where I am as of a couple of days ago.
(https://s3-eu-west-1.amazonaws.com/susans/before_headshot.jpg)
(https://s3-eu-west-1.amazonaws.com/susans/new_headshot.jpg)
Megan. X
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That's nothing short of amazing Megan. That type of transformation is inspiration to us all.
Absolutely amazing Megan.
>-bleeped-< that's crazy Megan.
You kinda look like one of my dad's friends.
Oh god
My heart skipped a beat looking at your pictures Megan, so amazing!
Tnx all.
Rachel, are you now imaging what all your dad's friends would look like femme? Haha
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Something like that haha.
Or I have just been outed and you actually are strimmer and he transitioned D:
That's a big change Megan. Another before picture that looks like someone who stomps kittens. It amazes me how much friendlier and happier everyone looks in the after pictures.
Quote from: Rachel_Christina on October 07, 2017, 08:33:06 AM
Something like that haha.
Or I have just been outed and you actually are strimmer and he transitioned D:
Nope, you're safe [emoji6]. X
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Quote from: Julia1996 on October 07, 2017, 08:33:13 AM
That's a big change Megan. Another before picture that looks like someone who stomps kittens. It amazes me how much friendlier and happier everyone looks in the after pictures.
To be fair, I did smile (at least on the outside), that old picture is quite unflattering any way you cut it.
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Is it just me, or did HRT change the shape of our eyes? They all look a lot rounder than in the before pictures... maybe its just me :P
I thought I would throw in my before and after.. The before was taken in July 2015 and the after picture in September 2017.
https://imgur.com/wsJ6GHY
https://imgur.com/Yu2YFRy
That's a big change Josilyn. You look good.
Quote from: Allie24 on October 07, 2017, 08:57:28 AM
Is it just me, or did HRT change the shape of our eyes? They all look a lot rounder than in the before pictures... maybe its just me [emoji14]
Probably just the weight loss, I doubt the HRT would have had that effect after just 3 months.
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Quote from: Josilyn on October 07, 2017, 08:59:54 AM
I thought I would throw in my before and after.. The before was taken in July 2015 and the after picture in September 2017.
https://imgur.com/wsJ6GHY
https://imgur.com/Yu2YFRy
Great progress Josilyn, a big improvement! X
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Quote from: Allie24 on October 07, 2017, 08:57:28 AM
Is it just me, or did HRT change the shape of our eyes? They all look a lot rounder than in the before pictures... maybe its just me :P
I think it is probably just fat redistribution. My partner is a motion picture makeup artist and she has mentioned that my face shape has changes some with no sculpting or anything, just HRT. HRT is powerful, no doubt about it!
Trimming the hedges that were my eyebrows really made a difference in how my eyes look.
I was going to take a picture today. Got new makeup, and a new outfit.
Now I can't/won't because my stupid behind wasn't paying attention. :icon_ashamed: I was working at a different building than usual, and their steamer doesn't vent at all, opened the door to put something in, and wham, face full of steam. My lower half of my face is sunburn red, and I have some mild blistering around my lips. :icon_flamed:
Luckily, I work in nursing homes, got a quick check up/treatment. Wearing a burn ointment now, but it makes Gargamel from the Smurfs look cute compared to me. :'( :laugh:
Could have been worse. But it is telling me to stop working in kitchens.
Quote from: Allie24 on October 07, 2017, 08:57:28 AM
Is it just me, or did HRT change the shape of our eyes? They all look a lot rounder than in the before pictures... maybe its just me :P
It did for me. I am not sure what exactly the change is - maybe they're rounder - but it was noticeable within 3 or 4 months.
Quote from: KathyLauren on October 07, 2017, 03:22:51 PM
It did for me. I am not sure what exactly the change is - maybe they're rounder - but it was noticeable within 3 or 4 months.
Did you add any eye balm/anti aging type creams to your routine or anything like that? I was using one from a sample kit I got a month ago or so, and one of the creams in the kit was definitely pulling my face "tighter" around my eyes and keeping them more open (I tend to squint and have visible under eye circles pretty badly because of issues with a rapidly changing glasses prescription, and it was an extremely noticeable change that went away when I ran out).
Quote from: Artesia on October 07, 2017, 02:45:29 PM
I was working at a different building than usual, and their steamer doesn't vent at all, opened the door to put something in, and wham, face full of steam. My lower half of my face is sunburn red, and I have some mild blistering around my lips. :icon_flamed:
Ouch!! I hope it heals quickly! I've almost managed to burn myself pretty badly with steam several times, not fun at all.
Quote from: Roll on October 07, 2017, 03:33:35 PM
Did you add any eye balm/anti aging type creams to your routine or anything like that?
No, I seldom bother with makeup or creams, even though my wife often tells me I should use a moisturizer. Whatever the change is that I'm seeing is due only to HRT.
Quote from: Sarah_P on October 07, 2017, 11:23:36 PM
Ouch!! I hope it heals quickly! I've almost managed to burn myself pretty badly with steam several times, not fun at all.
I've had worse. I once managed to melt my eyebrows off when I was in the service. I was lighting a Immersion Heater, a donut shaped barrel, with two pipes sticking out of the top. It is clamped onto a metal trash can, and is used to heat water to sanitize equipment. The procedure to light it:
1) put some fuel in a cup that slides into the exhaust pipe, and light it.
2) wait a couple minutes to warm the pipe so the air flow rises out of the desired pipe.
3) open the fuel cup again, and turn the fuel so that the fire drops with the fuel into the barrel. It will look like a string of beads if it is done properly.
4) turn the valve so that the fuel continues to drip, the faster the drip the hotter the water will get.
Unfortunately, someone had already dropped fuel into the barrel, and when I went to light it, the fumes ignited. Fire straight past the front of my face. A few inches closer, and I wouldn't have had a face. As it was, I had a face full of blisters. The worst was my nose, it peeled immediately, and had another blister under the one that popped.
I heal relatively quickly. The redness is almost completely gone. The swelling on the upper lip is just tender now. The lower lip still has some blistering. It's a long thin blister just along the edge of the lip. A couple more days, and I'll be photo ready.
The more I think about it, the more I'm realizing that the universe was telling me that I shouldn't be working as a cook.
Quote from: Artesia on October 08, 2017, 02:35:59 PM
The more I think about it, the more I'm realizing that the universe was telling me that I shouldn't be working as a cook.
That or work around a place like my house. It's all electric and there are only two things that burn. On is charcoal which I light with a chimney lighter and candles which are reserved for a major power failure which I haven't had in the 6 years I have lived here.
So amazing to see these! Some photo links aren't working for me though (Allie, Josilyn). Could just be me having trouble but I'd love to see them!
Quote from: cliodunne on October 10, 2017, 03:02:45 PM
So amazing to see these! Some photo links aren't working for me though (Allie, Josilyn). Could just be me having trouble but I'd love to see them!
Double checked to see if they were just down and they work fine for me, at least Allie's. Are you on a network that blocks imgur or something perhaps? Wouldn't be the first time I've heard of one of the big media dumping sites being blacklisted.
Also, Allie you weren't kidding about your eyes. I just looked at them while checking the pictures and they are substantially larger/rounder!
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Quote from: Roll on October 10, 2017, 03:12:00 PM
Double checked to see if they were just down and they work fine for me, at least Allie's. Are you on a network that blocks imgur or something perhaps? Wouldn't be the first time I've heard of one of the big media dumping sites being blacklisted.
Also, Allie you weren't kidding about your eyes. I just looked at them while checking the pictures and they are substantially larger/rounder!
Lol I know. I'm thinking now it might've been the fat redistribution in my face.
Quote from: Allie24 on October 10, 2017, 03:53:57 PM
Lol I know. I'm thinking now it might've been the fat redistribution in my face.
If that is your timeline video I saw on YouTube, some of those pictures show off the eyes even more. Some of you girls have such big beautiful eyes. You and Julia come to mind and years ago AbbyXOXO. I am not usually self conscious but some of you girls on this thread and the YLFD thread could give me a complex. :)
Quote from: FinallyMichelle on October 10, 2017, 06:51:34 PM
If that is your timeline video I saw on YouTube, some of those pictures show off the eyes even more. Some of you girls have such big beautiful eyes. You and Julia come to mind and years ago AbbyXOXO. I am not usually self conscious but some of you girls on this thread and the YLFD thread could give me a complex. :)
I'm curious to know what video you saw. Do you have a link?
Ummm, probably. Do you want me to PM it to you?
Quote from: FinallyMichelle on October 10, 2017, 06:51:34 PM
If that is your timeline video I saw on YouTube, some of those pictures show off the eyes even more. Some of you girls have such big beautiful eyes. You and Julia come to mind and years ago AbbyXOXO. I am not usually self conscious but some of you girls on this thread and the YLFD thread could give me a complex. :)
Agreed, these younger folks are really beautiful. Its weird getting GD from a non cis girl, but a few of you girls do trigger mine.
Bari Jo
;D Not just younger, some of the older women are gorgeous too! *cough Ashley! *
It's cool, I am rocking 'Middle-aged Frumpy' ;) Good enough for me.
Quote from: Bari Jo on October 10, 2017, 08:05:26 PM
Agreed, these younger folks are really beautiful. Its weird getting GD from a non cis girl, but a few of you girls do trigger mine.
Bari Jo
I know right! Every time I see the results from pretty much anyone 25 and under transitioning I just want to smack myself for not dealing with this sooner. Even if just for hair.
Yep I'm pushing 40, I'm making the best of it. It would have been nice to have come to my senses earlier but there's no sense in crying over shoulda coulda woulda now.
Quote from: Allie24 on September 29, 2017, 07:45:54 PM
https://imgur.com/KKrP80H
https://imgur.com/tUm9UC9
Like day and night.
I don't remember if I replied to you already, you are so beautiful!!! HRT has done you good :) beautiful eyes (can see they look rounder now), great skin, great hair. How long have you been on hormones?
Quote from: Charlie Nicki on October 11, 2017, 12:00:55 AM
I don't remember if I replied to you already, you are so beautiful!!! HRT has done you good :) beautiful eyes (can see they look rounder now), great skin, great hair. How long have you been on hormones?
In that photo it had been a year and four months. But I'll be two years this November.
Quote from: KathyLauren on October 07, 2017, 03:22:51 PM
It did for me. I am not sure what exactly the change is - maybe they're rounder - but it was noticeable within 3 or 4 months.
So I'm not imagining it... I dunno I think maybe for myself at least it must be something to do with the facial. musculature perhaps the Hrt changes it
I don't think you're imagining it at all. Facial fat redistribution, musculature, or even placebo effect, it definitely seems to happen to about everyone once they go on estradiol.
Quote from: Colleen_definitely on October 11, 2017, 09:07:36 PM
I don't think you're imagining it at all. Facial fat redistribution, musculature, or even placebo effect, it definitely seems to happen to about everyone once they go on estradiol.
Kind of a blanket reply to all discussing the effects of estradiol...
When my Endo and I discussed what would realistically happen, she explained what the immediate changes would be in the first 6 months. We also discussed the process as it would run for about 5 years total before everything would sort of settle out. Estradiol as part of MTF HRT is POWERFUL! Regardless of age, it is amazing to feel and see the changes in all of us!
Hope everyone is having the most incredible Thursday!
My eyes have definitely changed. It's not all from HRT I had a brow lift, brow bone reduction and upper and lower eyelid surgery done to help my appearance. The before photo on the left is from November 2009 so there is a little less than 8 years difference in the pictures.
(https://farm5.staticflickr.com/4512/37708116862_72d79b567d_h.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/Zs8XpU)
This is the day I started HRT in March of 2015.
(https://farm5.staticflickr.com/4488/37691697046_fdc2661085_b.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/ZqFNnC)
And this is today.
(https://farm5.staticflickr.com/4455/37708319002_1d52f57288_k.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/Zs9Zv5)
FFS or no, that is an incredible change. You don't even remotely look like the same person.
Quote from: Roll on October 16, 2017, 03:14:07 PM
FFS or no, that is an incredible change. You don't even remotely look like the same person.
Your beautiful dear!
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That's an amazing change Jess!!!
Quote from: Roll on October 16, 2017, 03:14:07 PM
FFS or no, that is an incredible change. You don't even remotely look like the same person.
Thanks girl. HRT has worked wonders for me. I actually didn't have all that much done for FFS.
Quote from: gv2002 on October 16, 2017, 04:53:32 PM
Your beautiful dear!
Thank you
Quote from: Sarah_P on October 16, 2017, 06:33:37 PM
That's an amazing change Jess!!!
Thanks. Sometimes it's hard to believe how far I've come in just 2 1/2 years.
Wow Jess! You look stunning! You give me hope.
Quote from: I Am Jess on October 16, 2017, 02:34:24 PM
My eyes have definitely changed. It's not all from HRT I had a brow lift, brow bone reduction and upper and lower eyelid surgery done to help my appearance. The before photo on the left is from November 2009 so there is a little less than 8 years difference in the pictures.
(https://farm5.staticflickr.com/4512/37708116862_72d79b567d_h.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/Zs8XpU)
This is the day I started HRT in March of 2015.
(https://farm5.staticflickr.com/4488/37691697046_fdc2661085_b.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/ZqFNnC)
And this is today.
(https://farm5.staticflickr.com/4455/37708319002_1d52f57288_k.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/Zs9Zv5)
Wow, your beautiful. You transitioned very well:).
Quote from: I Am Jess on October 16, 2017, 02:34:24 PM
My eyes have definitely changed. It's not all from HRT I had a brow lift, brow bone reduction and upper and lower eyelid surgery done to help my appearance. The before photo on the left is from November 2009 so there is a little less than 8 years difference in the pictures.
Wow, you look amazing!
About 1 year ago.
(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20171030/e51e813b05fcc274415f439e140e904e.jpg)
Current, 9 months hrt.
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Quote from: cdhd2001 on October 29, 2017, 08:05:00 PM
About 1 year ago.
Current, 9 months hrt.
That's just 9 months HRT?! Posts like this are what give me hope!!
Quote from: cdhd2001 on October 29, 2017, 08:05:00 PM
About 1 year ago.
(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20171030/e51e813b05fcc274415f439e140e904e.jpg)
Current, 9 months hrt.
(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20171030/09e56f22dd44b01c640ceb4b2a2fcb9c.jpg)
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Magnificent change!
:
April 22, 2015, the day of my first face to face pass in gender neutral clothes and no makeup. It may be months to the next one, but I'm good with that!
Being transgender is just a phase. It hardly ever starts before conception and always ends promptly at death.
They say the light at the end of the tunnel is an oncoming train. I say, climb aboard!
Think outside the voice box!
Quote from: cdhd2001 on October 29, 2017, 08:05:00 PM
About 1 year ago.
(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20171030/e51e813b05fcc274415f439e140e904e.jpg)
Current, 9 months hrt.
(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20171030/09e56f22dd44b01c640ceb4b2a2fcb9c.jpg)
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Wow!!! That's one huge change! You give me hope as well.
Quote from: cdhd2001 on October 29, 2017, 08:05:00 PM
About 1 year ago.
(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20171030/e51e813b05fcc274415f439e140e904e.jpg)
Current, 9 months hrt.
(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20171030/09e56f22dd44b01c640ceb4b2a2fcb9c.jpg)
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Incredible!! Estrogen definitely likes you!
Thank you for the kind compliments. Still have a ways to go. GRS in June 2018!
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To mark my two months on hormones, I decided to make another picture! Below is a picture of me on my first day of hormones (top), and two months in (bottom).
(https://i.imgur.com/KNIvbR5.jpg)
Please excuse the poor light source. I might make another picture during the day for a little more clarity.
I do say though... I think I'm starting to see some changes! I hope I'm not imagining things!
I don't think it's your imagination, Galyo. I see definite changes around the eyes, cheeks and mouth. Looking good, hon!
Really?? Oh wow that means so much to me, you have no idea haha!
I actually decided to take a new picture today because my therapist told me that she was seeing some significant changes in my face. Apparently she wasn't wrong then!
Galyo,
I really see a slight upturn in the corners of your mouth, not unlike the Mona Lisa picture.
I see a happy woman. You will be just fine in a few more months and getting better.
You look good Galyo. More importantly though, do you paint?? O:
Quote from: Rachel_Christina on October 31, 2017, 12:49:33 AM
You look good Galyo. More importantly though, do you paint?? O:
I used to paint, but I lost my passion for it. The art world is super competitive, and if you don't have like a hundred different contacts you will have to make due with people who will want to spend nothing more than twenty bucks on a painting that you've slaved away on for three months or so. It's just not going to pay any bills, and I'm not otherwise motivated enough anymore to waste so much time on something that very little people appreciate.
I've opted to try and teach others (elderly and such) how to paint, but since I have autism no organization wants me to interact with these people so I've just given up on the whole painting thing.
Look at me blabbing about, haha! Thank you girls so much for your replies, I'm actually super excited to have not just me but also others notice these changes! It truly made my day.
What's in the back of you in the pic looks really night.
I used to do alot of art. I'm hoping to maybe get back into it.
That's a really remarkable change for just 9 months on HRT. You look absolutely great and that beard was impressive but you look much better now :)
Big hugs
Jessica :)
Quote from: cdhd2001 on October 29, 2017, 08:05:00 PM
About 1 year ago.
(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20171030/e51e813b05fcc274415f439e140e904e.jpg)
Current, 9 months hrt.
(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20171030/09e56f22dd44b01c640ceb4b2a2fcb9c.jpg)
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I feel really bad because I haven't posted anything within months. Jessie reminded me of that so I'm trying to do much better again and I'm starting with a new before/after. It shows how I changed within just a bit more than 2 years....
As always, if you need help or advice, feel free to PM me, I usually respond to any message.
Love
Jessica :)
(https://i.imgur.com/Pz7PGjG.jpg)
Quote from: JessicaSondelli on October 31, 2017, 06:13:46 PM
I feel really bad because I haven't posted anything within months. Jessie reminded me of that so I'm trying to do much better again and I'm starting with a new before/after. It shows how I changed within just a bit more than 2 years....
As always, if you need help or advice, feel free to PM me, I usually respond to any message.
Love
Jessica :)
(https://i.imgur.com/Pz7PGjG.jpg)
I need advice on which demon I should sell my soul to for your results. :D Seriously, yet another amazing transformation that gives me so much hope.
Quote from: JessicaSondelli on October 31, 2017, 06:13:46 PM
I feel really bad because I haven't posted anything within months. Jessie reminded me of that so I'm trying to do much better again and I'm starting with a new before/after. It shows how I changed within just a bit more than 2 years....
As always, if you need help or advice, feel free to PM me, I usually respond to any message.
Love
Jessica :)
(https://i.imgur.com/Pz7PGjG.jpg)
Wow!
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Love you Jessica.
Honestly look amazing it's hard to believe those pics on the left was you 😵
Absolutely incredible Jessica! I'll second it, how is this possible? Please share your secrets, especially for us older gals!
Bari Jo
Jesus Jess! You went from Sean Astin to Tim Robbins to an absolutely gorgeous woman. Dayum..!
Yeap jealous +10
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Love you, too Rachel!!! :-*
Quote from: Rachel_Christina on November 01, 2017, 12:50:21 AM
Love you Jessica.
Honestly look amazing it's hard to believe those pics on the left was you 😵
Before and after 6 months on HRT <3 Happier and more free than ever! I can only wish the same for every trans person. Sending love and optimism to all! :))))
(https://pbs.twimg.com/media/DNktx1JVQAEw6nQ.jpg)
(https://pbs.twimg.com/media/DNkty7vUQAAqhNZ.jpg)
(https://pbs.twimg.com/media/DNktzVuVwAA2icv.jpg)
(https://pbs.twimg.com/media/DNktzm5UMAAldtR.jpg)
Quote from: LittleWitchGirl96 on November 01, 2017, 03:30:50 PM
Before and after 6 months on HRT <3 Happier and more free than ever! I can only wish the same for every trans person. Sending love and optimism to all! :))))
(https://pbs.twimg.com/media/DNktx1JVQAEw6nQ.jpg)
(https://pbs.twimg.com/media/DNkty7vUQAAqhNZ.jpg)
(https://pbs.twimg.com/media/DNktzVuVwAA2icv.jpg)
(https://pbs.twimg.com/media/DNktzm5UMAAldtR.jpg)
What an amazing transformation!
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Quote from: LittleWitchGirl96 on November 01, 2017, 03:30:50 PM
Before and after 6 months on HRT <3 Happier and more free than ever! I can only wish the same for every trans person. Sending love and optimism to all! :))))
.................. Seriously, someone has to eventually give me the name of which unholy entity I should be making a deal with for the results people are showing here. ;D
Quote from: Roll on November 02, 2017, 11:24:05 PM
.................. Seriously, someone has to eventually give me the name of which unholy entity I should be making a deal with for the results people are showing here. ;D
Estradiol and at least one T blocker. It's magic! :angel:
Quote from: Dani on November 03, 2017, 04:45:31 PM
Estradiol and at least one T blocker. It's magic! :angel:
Unfortunately, not for everyone.
- karen
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it's amazing what a little hair and makeup can do for a gal!!!
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Quote from: Alora on November 03, 2017, 07:35:29 PM
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it's amazing what a little hair and makeup can do for a gal!!!
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Gotta call it like it is even the bandana pic I would always take you for an (not really that much) older gal.
K heres my stab at this shenanegans, took me a few weeks to actually dig up old pics that werent too depressing to look at;
Before anything, I'd kinda resigned myself to being 'a regular guy';
(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20171104/1aa4359c871d7984a497f13c8daaa019.jpg)(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20171104/5b92e38f75f313857c7ac9a612d93172.jpg)(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20171104/aa687f80989b2054c61fa04189b0421d.jpg)(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20171104/1bfc228eb821b8406a7626728f60a341.jpg)(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20171104/b9986e8e8551009e36783c917b1641ac.jpg)
(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20171104/12c5e5ea7cabe83fbdd1090cafaabe60.jpg)
Kinda getting into things again;
(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20171104/569606e70eb1b4e564cdd7f3fcab18c3.jpg)(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20171104/1cfa3cd4909ec1b960cdb2246e765902.jpg)(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20171104/3806b2f58e92087be98308ae227504d0.jpg)(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20171104/96b79aac969ff0d719f424e2aa9818a8.jpg)(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20171104/f71cb64c77b3bd6b561d75b66051bc76.jpg)
Now;
(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20171104/8890035fc9669a4162d1ef73bc775b25.jpg)(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20171104/f5998ad909559e7a5ed4f57a8f49e002.jpg)(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20171104/091d23539311867ab92a3cb50c7be948.jpg)(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20171104/47e93e37993f1f5a498227cb0239fa3a.jpg)(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20171104/12811b3920ef20f9ed24cd42542a72e1.jpg)(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20171104/8f16436feaa6c76d3690e978df414430.jpg)
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Quote from: Angela Drakken on November 04, 2017, 09:45:30 AM
(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20171104/1aa4359c871d7984a497f13c8daaa019.jpg)
(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20171104/47e93e37993f1f5a498227cb0239fa3a.jpg)
Wait..................................... Whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat? I don't even... How is that possible? :o
Angela, your look is awesome. It projects femininity, strength and quickiness. I picture you as friends with Tank Girl.
Jealous of your results and your confidence!
Bari Jo
Quote from: Roll on November 04, 2017, 12:18:30 PM
Wait..................................... Whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat? I don't even... How is that possible? :o
:D If you asked me around month 3 I wouldn't have had an answer.. But apparently it is, even for some 30+ something year old. It doesn't help that I lost nearly 80 pounds when I finally made up my mind to begin transitioning, approximately 235lbs to 165lbs. (Strange to me considering I seem much more.. 'plushy.')
Quote from: Bari Jo on November 04, 2017, 12:32:35 PM
Angela, your look is awesome. It projects femininity, strength and quickiness. I picture you as friends with Tank Girl.
Yeah, I like my old clothes still, I never intended to change the way I dressed post transition. I'm far more interested in seeing how they drape over a drastically different body than before.. Tank girls pretty awesome, but I think I'd rather chill with Lisbeth Salander. >.> (Or Death from Sandman.)
Quote from: Bari Jo on November 04, 2017, 12:32:35 PM
Jealous of your results and your confidence!
Don't be lol I think they're pretty standard issue after almost a year on horomones and actually finally taking CARE of myself. (Not to mention the lifeless, dead eyes seem a lot brighter now.) I wouldn't consider myself super confident to be honest. A simple 'sir' is enough to make me crawl back to my corner and hide.Or worse still, when I'm told; 'What a waste! You were such a good looking guy!' Or, there are moments, when I look long and hard at my face in the mirror and I really don't see whats changed, or my mind plays tricks on me and the DARK SHADOW on my upper lip seems to be creeping back.. (It never does, but sometimes.. you know?)
wow LittleWitchGirl96, Alora, Angela Drakken cdhd2001,JessicaSondelli you all look wonderful. I think you girls are amazing
Before
(https://i.imgur.com/s7X8ETQ.png)
(https://i.imgur.com/5nZUqdB.png)
After
(https://i.imgur.com/uhUkNpN.jpg)
(https://i.imgur.com/byXvbVh.jpg)
Quote from: Angela Drakken on November 04, 2017, 01:16:37 PM
:D If you asked me around month 3 I wouldn't have had an answer.. But apparently it is, even for some 30+ something year old. It doesn't help that I lost nearly 80 pounds when I finally made up my mind to begin transitioning, approximately 235lbs to 165lbs. (Strange to me considering I seem much more.. 'plushy.')
Yeah, I like my old clothes still, I never intended to change the way I dressed post transition. I'm far more interested in seeing how they drape over a drastically different body than before.. Tank girls pretty awesome, but I think I'd rather chill with Lisbeth Salander. >.> (Or Death from Sandman.)
Don't be lol I think they're pretty standard issue after almost a year on horomones and actually finally taking CARE of myself. (Not to mention the lifeless, dead eyes seem a lot brighter now.) I wouldn't consider myself super confident to be honest. A simple 'sir' is enough to make me crawl back to my corner and hide.Or worse still, when I'm told; 'What a waste! You were such a good looking guy!' Or, there are moments, when I look long and hard at my face in the mirror and I really don't see whats changed, or my mind plays tricks on me and the DARK SHADOW on my upper lip seems to be creeping back.. (It never does, but sometimes.. you know?)
It really makes me happy to see that you got these great results on HRT alone. Sometimes I feel like I will need tons of surgery but then I see cases like yours and it makes me think that I should just wait for E to work and that makes me smile [emoji846]
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Quote from: natalie.ashlyne on November 04, 2017, 10:26:56 PM
wow LittleWitchGirl96, Alora, Angela Drakken cdhd2001,JessicaSondelli you all look wonderful. I think you girls are amazing
Before
(https://i.imgur.com/s7X8ETQ.png)
(https://i.imgur.com/5nZUqdB.png)
After
(https://i.imgur.com/uhUkNpN.jpg)
(https://i.imgur.com/byXvbVh.jpg)
Oh please tell me you're not gonna fix that gap in your teeth is bloody adorable! ^.^
Pretty incredible what happens in such a short gap in time huh? (Sorry for the pun. it really is super cute though!)
Also I love the jammies.
Angela, you don't even look like you have the same bone structure as that guy in the first pics! How? You lost 80lbs, wow. Wish I could loose some of my extra 50lbs. Love the Deceptacon tee shirt.
Natalie, you too look so very different.
Keep it up girls. ;D
Quote from: josie76 on November 06, 2017, 09:56:00 AM
Angela, you don't even look like you have the same bone structure as that guy in the first pics! How? You lost 80lbs, wow. Wish I could loose some of my extra 50lbs. Love the Deceptacon tee shirt.
Natalie, you too look so very different.
Keep it up girls. ;D
The Decepticon t-shirt is one of my favs. At work I like to joke that I'm a 'trans' former XP (my humor has always been in poor taste..)
Oh no the bone structure is most definitely the same.. Just covered in a more plushy exterior. :3
Also, yeah, 80 pounds was.. surprising to say the least considering I haven't really been 'dieting' and frankly refuse to.
Alright all you amazing girls, I have never posted my before picture until now. Here ya go.
(https://www.dropbox.com/s/cq3hologq0zc78c/File%20Nov%2006%2C%203%2059%2057%20PM.jpeg?raw=1)
September 1984. Age 21. Yes that's a thick red beard. Half Welsh, half Japanese.
(https://www.dropbox.com/s/k426ax6ggw7tjle/October%202013.JPG?raw=1)
October 2013. Age 50, portrait photo by corporate photographer.
(https://www.dropbox.com/s/zzl4u1zleqc293y/Passport%20Photo%20square.png?raw=1)
October 2017. Age 54, passport photo. Eyes, lipstick, no other makeup. I have not shaved since 2015.
Awesome transition, Kendra. :)
Hugs, Devlyn
Wow Kendra, changes are amazing.
Quote from: Angela Drakken on November 06, 2017, 09:00:02 AM
Oh please tell me you're not gonna fix that gap in your teeth is bloody adorable! ^.^
Pretty incredible what happens in such a short gap in time huh? (Sorry for the pun. it really is super cute though!)
Also I love the jammies.
Lol thank you I have always hated that gap between my teeth I do want to get it fixed but that is the last thing I want done now and the pjs are very comfortable I could live in them.
you look younger and better now Kendra
Kendra, your changes are AMAZING!
Thank you!
I have seen so many amazing results here - and I know it isn't just about looks, if we are happier that adds so much more and is the most important thing. But yeah it's fun to see the change.
Awesome, Kendra! You look 10 years younger and full of life.
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Quote from: natalie.ashlyne on November 06, 2017, 07:34:59 PM
Lol thank you I have always hated that gap between my teeth I do want to get it fixed but that is the last thing I want done now and the pjs are very comfortable I could live in them.
I hate my gap too, but other people seem to like it and I don't get it. :-X
Quote from: Roll on November 06, 2017, 11:06:00 PM
I hate my gap too, but other people seem to like it and I don't get it. :-X
If its working for you, own it. :3
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Kendra, Your change is amazing, your whole transition has been amazing to follow.
Quote from: April Lee on December 06, 2016, 05:14:07 PM
I haven't posted an update here in a very long time because of my crummy internet situation. The picture on the left was taken a few months before starting HRT. The one on the right was taken last week just before I went out clubbing. I have now been on HRT almost 3 years.
(https://pbs.twimg.com/media/Cy-JZQVUUAAWBeN.jpg:large)
I just joined here after seeing your before and after photo on someone's Flickr page. I was stunned. As a 63-year-old part-time Tgirl I found it inspirational. I'd love to learn more about you but can't figure out how to add a profile here with a photo nor can I figure out how to contact you. You can contact me at miranda dot truesdell at gmail dot com. I'd love to connect with you and be your friend.
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OMG. Seeing these pictures never fails to make me cry. It has happened a few times in person, too, when a new friend gains enough trust in me to show me her "before" picture. Everyone is so beautiful. I get a mix of sadness that I could never look so good, with just a tinge of hope that maybe, just maybe... it's incredibly powerful, and my stock in Kleenex goes up again.
Quote from: MirandaTruesdell on November 15, 2017, 10:24:41 AM
I just joined here after seeing your before and after photo on someone's Flickr page. I was stunned. As a 63-year-old part-time Tgirl I found it inspirational. I'd love to learn more about you but can't figure out how to add a profile here with a photo nor can I figure out how to contact you. You can contact me at miranda dot truesdell at gmail dot com. I'd love to connect with you and be your friend.
Hi Miranda! The post you replied to is over a year old, not sure if you will find her here still or not. Profile pics and PMs are disabled until 15 posts. A mod will be along shortly with a greeting and ToS that talks about that, but if you want to beat them to the punch you can post in the introduction forums. ;D
Quote from: Kendra on November 06, 2017, 10:02:16 PM
Thank you!
I have seen so many amazing results here - and I know it isn't just about looks, if we are happier that adds so much more and is the most important thing. But yeah it's fun to see the change.
Kendra
You have come far my dear sister! Beautiful changes!!! You are right about the happiness... that is the real meat in the sandwich of life here!
Onward we go!
Ashley :)
Wow kendra what a transformation you look fantastic, so many wonderful people on here perhaps in 50 years or so I might put my self on here.
Quote from: coldHeart on November 15, 2017, 02:31:57 PM
Wow kendra what a transformation you look fantastic, so many wonderful people on here perhaps in 50 years or so I might put my self on here.
Sara... I will be 106 then ... but anxiously awaiting!!!
Hugs and Love
A 😀❤️🌻
Quote from: coldHeart on November 15, 2017, 02:31:57 PM
Wow kendra what a transformation you look fantastic, so many wonderful people on here perhaps in 50 years or so I might put my self on here.
Sara, I saw your avatar picture for the short time you had it up and I saw a woman in her early 40s who wasn't unattractive. I though you passed better than my avatar and better than my current appearance.
I wanted to keep these two year updates going for everyone to see how transition progresses. But I kind of spaced it off until now. Sadly my old B&A post will be missing the pictures because photobucket doesn't work like it use to. So I will instead provide the link to the post and the pics separate. The pictures are in line with the post.
original post:
https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php/topic,168444.msg1690396.html?PHPSESSID=87bus21kvi4phbb1soe1sg9mv0#msg1690396 (https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php/topic,168444.msg1690396.html?PHPSESSID=87bus21kvi4phbb1soe1sg9mv0#msg1690396)
pics: https://imgur.com/a/XvHB8 (https://imgur.com/a/XvHB8)
This post will just be photos with no compelling story. But they are all from the past two years and in order from then until now!
These were taken just after the last pic in the previous thread
(https://i.imgur.com/aqPLbgx.jpg)
(https://i.imgur.com/PbnM544.jpg)
(https://i.imgur.com/TEr2QmL.jpg)
(https://i.imgur.com/hoI3l5E.jpg)
(https://i.imgur.com/yRywvmJ.jpg)
these two were the end of 2015 in my life and the start of 2016
(https://i.imgur.com/yMfiWLn.jpg)
(https://i.imgur.com/xkIzPoB.jpg)
(https://i.imgur.com/WNCtFlO.jpg)
(https://i.imgur.com/Ywj2OQx.jpg)
(https://i.imgur.com/KhIwej1.jpg)
(https://i.imgur.com/XuhQ2YY.jpg)
2016 ends and now we're in 2017. I had breast aug in December of 2016 and these photos are after
(https://i.imgur.com/08JTPID.jpg)
(https://i.imgur.com/QnYxSLn.jpg)
(https://i.imgur.com/Yasekl1.jpg)
(https://i.imgur.com/1G3tpkP.jpg)
And here we are today!
(https://i.imgur.com/tHUemeg.jpg)
extras
(https://i.imgur.com/hQSEkUG.jpg)
(https://i.imgur.com/yDVOHC7.jpg)
Well there you have it everyone, two more years of transition for a total of nearly five. I hope this helps all my fellow sisters in there first steps towards transition. It gets better and you will finally start to feel proud of yourself for once and the world actually likes you when they see your true self shine. It feels like the world is no longer grey and you can finally see color. Living through transition isnt always easy or positive. But when you look in the mirror after all your hard work and struggles. You'll just feel the warmest happiest pride for yourself and nothing can match it. See you all in the future. =)
Also the pictures are on a limited timer that I have no control over. So when they expire this is all that will be left. Sorry for when that happens. But nothing I can do to change that! Enjoy my little story and I hope it gives you the inspiration to keep pushing forward no matter how hard life will test you through transition.
@Kyra553 that's an amazing evolution. Congrats! So it all happened in a 5 year time span? Also, I noticed in some of the earlier pics you had an hourglass figure, if you don't mind me asking, were you wearing a girdle? You looked great so I just want to know your secret :)
I am so glad this was the first thing I looked at after waking up. I am in tears watching the transition, and I think the hope is palpable! :)
Kyra!!!
Confident... Radiant... Happy!!!!... :)
Kudos to you sister!!!!
Onward we go!
Ashley 😀💗🌻
Quote from: Charlie Nicki on November 16, 2017, 08:16:27 AM
@Kyra553 that's an amazing evolution. Congrats! So it all happened in a 5 year time span? Also, I noticed in some of the earlier pics you had an hourglass figure, if you don't mind me asking, were you wearing a girdle? You looked great so I just want to know your secret :)
Everyday for work I wear a waist cincher and if work out I wear a rubber one. It helped the most out of everything until hormones help move fat around. Which takes years.
Quote from: Roll on November 16, 2017, 08:34:20 AM
I am so glad this was the first thing I looked at after waking up. I am in tears watching the transition, and I think the hope is palpable! :)
Yes I remember those days of "is this even worth it". You're in the learning phase girl! Hold in there, keep learning about your body and life. We didn't get the privilege of parents or friends to teach us about womanhood growing up or even the life lessons during adultescence. So we have to fumble around for awhile until we understand it for ourselves. I still consider myself more of a half teenager than a woman in her 20s. That is because of how much information I still dont know and life knowledge I missed out on. We have to go through two puberties! Plus we have to learn a whole new childhood of knowledge in a short span of time. But the hardest is unlearning what we were forced to learn growing up because of our body's fault during creation. Unlearning what society, family, and life taught us as a boy is the hardest part to overcome. I'm glad I could help you though because these forums especially the before and after section kept me going the most when I felt down.
Stay strong, stay determined. It will get hard, then harder, and then really really hard. Then its like you're in the eye of the storm and everything is calm from there forward.
Quote from: Kyra553 on November 16, 2017, 12:25:41 PM
Yes I remember those days of "is this even worth it". You're in the learning phase girl! Hold in there, keep learning about your body and life. We didn't get the privilege of parents or friends to teach us about womanhood growing up or even the life lessons during adultescence. So we have to fumble around for awhile until we understand it for ourselves. I still consider myself more of a half teenager than a woman in her 20s. That is because of how much information I still don't know and life knowledge I missed out on. We have to go through two puberties! Plus we have to learn a whole new childhood of knowledge in a short span of time. But the hardest is unlearning what we were forced to learn growing up because of our body's fault during creation. Unlearning what society, family, and life taught us as a boy is the hardest part to overcome. I'm glad I could help you though because these forums especially the before and after section kept me going the most when I felt down.
This is so true! It is a vast learning process that we have to go through. I've been at it for just a little over 2 1/2 years and finally feel very comfortable being me. I have cis friends asking me for make-up and clothing advice, so I think I'm finally getting into the grove.
I put together a month by month collage of pictures to show my evolution over the last 32 months.....
This is where I started at. I was 53 years old when I started on my journey and I am 56 now. It has been an incredible experience going through all the changes. Hopefully this will inspire some of you.
(https://farm5.staticflickr.com/4532/38436883012_8e0df1f179_h.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/21yx5cw)
(https://farm5.staticflickr.com/4555/24596858308_bde5bef866_h.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/Dtxk2W)
At the end of August of 2015 I had some minor FFS and had a breast augmentation procedure done.
(https://farm5.staticflickr.com/4583/38468502651_3078024ae3_h.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/21Bk8BH)
(https://farm5.staticflickr.com/4573/38436867622_7976417412_h.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/21ywZCb)
(https://farm5.staticflickr.com/4523/38468495231_082954ba4c_h.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/21Bk6pM)
In August of 2016 I underwent GRS. The August picture was taken in the hospital admitting area when I was checking in for my surgery.(https://farm5.staticflickr.com/4572/26692779919_74ac2033f0_h.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/GEKtvr)
(https://farm5.staticflickr.com/4578/37581577615_90cfb5d26d_h.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/ZfXpGK)
(https://farm5.staticflickr.com/4539/26692779939_a3c9707550_h.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/GEKtvM)
(https://farm5.staticflickr.com/4515/26692779909_2b711a2f3b_h.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/GEKtvg)
I never get tired of seeing your evolution Jess. You are truly an inspiration.
Bari Jo
Quote from: Bari Jo on November 16, 2017, 03:04:02 PM
I never get tired of seeing your evolution Jess. You are truly an inspiration.
Bari Jo, you and me and Jayne and the rest of the gang will do a group photo in 2 1/2 years and show 'em how it's done. Is it a date?
Steph
If our results look that good, sure!
Bari Jo
Quote from: Bari Jo on November 16, 2017, 03:39:05 PM
If our results look that good, sure!
We'll either knock 'em dead or they'll wish they were! [emoji12]
So I'm not sure if I've changed as much seems. I still see the dude in mirror. Less than before but still lurking.
Of course if I could afford electrolysis I'd feel better, but life goes on regardless.
(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20171116/07bda017c843cdc1a150ac46f76bc2f3.jpg)
Top one is maybe 5 years ago
Then I think this is about 2 years ago
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And then last Friday I had my hair done.
Straight hair was only for a day though lol
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Kitty, big changes I see! I love straight hair on you too. You look so happy in that pict.
Bari Jo
Quote from: Bari Jo on November 16, 2017, 05:44:18 PM
Kitty, big changes I see! I love straight hair on you too. You look so happy in that pict.
Bari Jo
Thank you hun. Unfortunately I can't keep that hair lol (https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20171116/3c2121f7649d3c7b998f58c430e5d9ba.jpg)
Just now lol. Happy but it's a mop lol
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Kitty you look great! Your smile is so genuine.
Jess your month-by-month is so cool to look through, absolutely beautiful change.
Quote from: Kitty June on November 16, 2017, 05:37:17 PM
So I'm not sure if I've changed as much seems. I still see the dude in mirror. Less than before but still lurking.
Of course if I could afford electrolysis I'd feel better, but life goes on regardless.
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No, definitely not a dude! You are looking great Kitty Jane! ;D
You look great Kitty! I swear my hair will never do what I want it to do. I just have to cross my fingers & hope it doesn't decide to stick out straight to the side.
I haven't posted in awhile.. I'm 43yo, 19+ mths HRT, and some weight loss/exercise..
Heres a timeline I posted a few weeks ago..
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FtocgSEN.jpg&hash=71f96449433031fb6e32e19621135a5a023ed933) (https://imgur.com/tocgSEN)
-Fara
Gia, that is absolutely amazing.
Quote from: Colleen_definitely on November 20, 2017, 09:37:11 AM
Gia, that is absolutely amazing.
Appreciate that! Actually my name is Fara.. sadly can't change profile name here..
I'll second that amazing transformation and you are stunning.
Bari Jo
GiaFarrell, hair removal and hrt's have done wonders for you.
Quote from: GiaFarrell on November 20, 2017, 09:34:20 AM
I haven't posted in awhile.. I'm 43yo, 19+ mths HRT, and some weight loss/exercise..
Heres a timeline I posted a few weeks ago..
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FtocgSEN.jpg&hash=71f96449433031fb6e32e19621135a5a023ed933) (https://imgur.com/tocgSEN)
-Fara
It looks like at least physically things have gone very well for you indeed!
I started at about the same age as you, but 20 years ago, and I never ever got even close to that passable, never mind attractive, even with full FFS from Dr. O, many years of high HRT doses, and losing 160lbs.
- Karen
Quote from: GiaFarrell on November 20, 2017, 09:34:20 AM
I haven't posted in awhile.. I'm 43yo, 19+ mths HRT, and some weight loss/exercise..
Heres a timeline I posted a few weeks ago..
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FtocgSEN.jpg&hash=71f96449433031fb6e32e19621135a5a023ed933) (https://imgur.com/tocgSEN)
-Fara
My jaw dropped. What a wonderful transformation. Did you have FFS?
Quote from: Charlie Nicki on November 20, 2017, 10:59:01 AM
My jaw dropped. What a wonderful transformation. Did you have FFS?
No though it's on my list to fix a few things that you can't see from a front pic (jaw/chin, philstrum length, and forehead bulge/brow).
I was fairly lucky to have soft features in general, if I was 20 years younger though.. oh well..
Quote from: GiaFarrell on November 20, 2017, 11:14:49 AM
No though it's on my list to fix a few things that you can't see from a front pic (jaw/chin, philstrum length, and forehead bulge/brow).
I was fairly lucky to have soft features in general, if I was 20 years younger though.. oh well..
OMG even more amazing. HRT made you gorgeous, you don't look like your male self at all! I also don't think you need any FFS. Wow.
Fara incredible! Hrt did right by you. I'm only six weeks in but hope I look as good in 6 years if I'm lucky!
Question, did you do laser or electrolysis for face?
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Quote from: dist123 on November 20, 2017, 11:37:13 AM
Fara incredible! Hrt did right by you. I'm only six weeks in but hope I look as good in 6 years if I'm lucky!
Question, did you do laser or electrolysis for face?
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I did 10 sessions of Laser and have now been doing Electro for about a year (1hr every 2 weeks).
Quote from: GiaFarrell on November 20, 2017, 11:44:44 AM
I did 10 sessions of Laser and have now been doing Electro for about a year (1hr every 2 weeks).
You still had hair after 10 sessions of laser?
Quote from: GiaFarrell on November 20, 2017, 09:58:00 AM
Appreciate that! Actually my name is Fara.. sadly can't change profile name here..
You do look great!
If you ask one of the mods, they can usually change your profile name, if you'd like.
Wow, Fara, you look gorgeous! That is an amazing transformation.
Fara, absolutely stunning transformation. Wow!
If you want to change your profile name, go to this thread (https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php/topic,196460.160.html).
Quote from: Charlie Nicki on November 20, 2017, 01:54:37 PM
You still had hair after 10 sessions of laser?
Yeah I had quite a bit of regrowth as well as gray hair. Hair doesn't give up that easy.. I know quite a few folks that go to a dozen laser sessions before finally switching to electro.
Quote from: Fara on November 20, 2017, 09:34:20 AM
I haven't posted in awhile.. I'm 43yo, 19+ mths HRT, and some weight loss/exercise..
Heres a timeline I posted a few weeks ago..
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FtocgSEN.jpg&hash=71f96449433031fb6e32e19621135a5a023ed933) (https://imgur.com/tocgSEN)
-Fara
Fara, you look absolutely stunning. As someone that's 41 and considering transitioning, it gives me hope to see such an incredible change.
I definitely want to second the difference that weight loss and exercise can make. I've lost a fair amount of weight over the past year, and it's made a huge difference. Not having that "beer belly" has given me a lot more confidence in my female self.
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So, this is 9 months (almost). First one in march, second one was Sunday. Not sure if I look passable or not, but I certainly look different. In the before picture I seem very...tired. Thoughts?
(https://farm5.staticflickr.com/4517/24721388358_291d3c7b66_b.jpg)
(Both pictures are no makeup, no filter. I know there is a bit of beard shadow in the after but it was right before bed and I'd cleaned everything off.)
A lot of the before pics have sad eyes, I think. Can you tell?
Quote from: Kendra on November 17, 2017, 08:08:15 AM
Kitty you look great! Your smile is so genuine.
Thank you so much. I think I am passing visually, but my voice is still a work in progress that I struggle with.
It's a transition though, and eventually it will be something from my past [emoji16]
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Quote from: josie76 on November 17, 2017, 08:34:53 AM
No, definitely not a dude! You are looking great Kitty Jane! ;D
Thanks hun, that helps me more than you know. ❤️
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Quote from: Sarah_P on November 17, 2017, 12:24:57 PM
You look great Kitty! I swear my hair will never do what I want it to do. I just have to cross my fingers & hope it doesn't decide to stick out straight to the side.
Yes, I love it, but sometimes it can be horribly frustrating. I'm just happy that I had low testosterone most of my life and didn't lose it. Bit of a widows peak, but I think I lucked out for the most part.
Maybe if I didn't feel like such a horrible person and had actually talked with the psychiatrist when I was younger, this would have been much easier.
Oh well, it's the price we pay for living in fear.
Glad that's over with [emoji23]
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Quote from: Fara on November 20, 2017, 09:34:20 AM
I haven't posted in awhile.. I'm 43yo, 19+ mths HRT, and some weight loss/exercise..
Heres a timeline I posted a few weeks ago..
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FtocgSEN.jpg&hash=71f96449433031fb6e32e19621135a5a023ed933) (https://imgur.com/tocgSEN)
-Fara
Fara, you look amazing. Such a good transition. Wow
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Quote from: EvaMarie on November 22, 2017, 11:41:47 PM
So, this is 9 months (almost). First one in march, second one was Sunday. Not sure if I look passable or not, but I certainly look different. In the before picture I seem very...tired. Thoughts?
(https://farm5.staticflickr.com/4517/24721388358_291d3c7b66_b.jpg)
(Both pictures are no makeup, no filter. I know there is a bit of beard shadow in the after but it was right before bed and I'd cleaned everything off.)
You look much happier now. And much better too on my eyes.
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Quote from: Fara on November 20, 2017, 09:34:20 AM
I haven't posted in awhile.. I'm 43yo, 19+ mths HRT, and some weight loss/exercise..
Heres a timeline I posted a few weeks ago..
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FtocgSEN.jpg&hash=71f96449433031fb6e32e19621135a5a023ed933) (https://imgur.com/tocgSEN)
-Fara
wow, just plane wow...
Fara you look beautiful!
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For throwback Thursday I don't have to go back very far. I have been in a mission to lose weight since the middle of the year. From June to September I lost 35 pounds. I accomplished that through a combination of diet and exercise. I started eating normally and cut back on my running and exercise around the end of in order to reset my metabolic baseline. For the last 3 months I have managed to stay pretty close to the same weight give or take a pound or two here and there. Now that thanksgiving is over I've started to again work on dropping the last 10-15 pounds I wanted to lose. As of this morning, I am down 44 pounds from my high earlier this year. So I'm now only 8 pounds away from the goal weight I set earlier this year. I'm thinking of adjusting my goal weight down an additional 5 pounds but I'm not sure yet.
With that I give you today's "Before and After" photo.....
(https://farm5.staticflickr.com/4519/26976972909_e79ca76fe3_k.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/H6S3bz)
I've been taking a look at some old photos of how much smaller I was in comparison to my brothers.
16 Year old Me
(https://scontent.fmem1-1.fna.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/24899811_1880012172026502_5286631877376554279_n.jpg?oh=a1e9ab986788d53ea75ff9c16ead7fb0&oe=5AD5C5C2)
Zak (on left) 17 Years Old, Eddie (in middle) 23 Years Old, and Me at 20 Years Old.
(https://scontent.fmem1-1.fna.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/24301277_1880012232026496_5413423290934469765_n.jpg?oh=f74a33083d92cc8daaaf71e37b193c45&oe=5A8C3489)
Pre T Blocking "Specifically" bout 22-23 yoa
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Current, 26 yoa
(https://scontent.fmem1-1.fna.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/24796532_1880012165359836_500347218849616361_n.jpg?oh=897f1a2898432b1bc281a49ced76b9a9&oe=5A91C0E3)
(https://scontent.fmem1-1.fna.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/24296580_1880012168693169_3793908713893202473_n.jpg?oh=46fc9a2748de9b1c95da69110b8718a5&oe=5AD40162)
(https://scontent.fmem1-1.fna.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/24312554_1880011905359862_7783832963768936446_n.jpg?oh=84362e376fe8baeeba96de1d1eb72d5e&oe=5A8B749A)
What a change Raye, looking good.
Great transformation Raye!
Raye!!!
Looking GORGEOUS and HAPPY Sister!!!!
Hugs!!!
Ashley 😀💗🌻
Great pics!! What an amazing transformation
Thank all I guess, but keep in mind in the future I don't identify as Female >.< They/Them or he/him pronouns please. I'm not detransitioning, I just don't feel Female, but I'm on blockers even though I have an Ovary - I don't see or feel I'm Female. I'm a guy, but I don't want to be a guy if that makes sense?! But I'm nothing Raye is Raye.
First, definitely love the new look Raye!
Quote from: Raye on December 05, 2017, 06:40:43 PM
Thank all I guess, but keep in mind in the future I don't identify as Female >.< They/Them or he/him pronouns please. I'm not detransitioning, I just don't feel Female, but I'm on blockers even though I have an Ovary - I don't see or feel I'm Female. I'm a guy, but I don't want to be a guy if that makes sense?! But I'm nothing Raye is Raye.
Makes perfect sense!
Maybe be worth putting pronouns in profile text? I use it for dumb jokes, but pronouns would probably be more practical. ;D
Well that's why my Gender says, "I". So Pronouns are rather defeated. One should always ask ones Pronouns when in doubt. I rarely ever dress fem.
Quote from: Raye on December 06, 2017, 12:00:46 AM
Well that's why my Gender says, "I". So Pronouns are rather defeated. One should always ask ones Pronouns when in doubt. I rarely ever dress fem.
Apologies if I have offended you Raye...
Ashley 🌸
At one time, sure I had identified as Female during earlier parts of my transition, but I mean we never transition straight like an arrow. Sometimes we have curvy roads and speed bumps along the way. And sometimes we see something we thought was the truth about us, but it ended up being mistaken. I never detransitioned I just chose to take a different route through it all that got me. Being Female was just not. I will admit I look much happier now and I have dressed a bit more "fem" than I did in the past. And to this day I still don't wear makeup or girly clothes because they are way too fem for me. But for my boyfriend I try to now and then. He struggles to see this in anyway a homosexual relationship, but understands I'm more NB than anything. And I do have those Female phases in my transition where I do feel Female and not Male or an NB. And those days just seem too few. :/ I can't be upset, because the last time I did talk to y'all I was Female-Identified for an Intersex Person.
Quote from: Roll on December 05, 2017, 08:51:54 PM
First, definitely love the new look Raye!
Makes perfect sense!
Maybe be worth putting pronouns in profile text? I use it for dumb jokes, but pronouns would probably be more practical. ;D
Or in your signature line.
:
April 22, 2015, the day of my first face to face pass in gender neutral clothes and no makeup. It may be months to the next one, but I'm good with that!
Being transgender is just a phase. It hardly ever starts before conception and always ends promptly at death.
They say the light at the end of the tunnel is an oncoming train. I say, climb aboard!
Think outside the voice box!
OI tho I swear I had this coming because of my absence I had forgotten this one was in the MTF Boards too >.<; LOL Yeah I'll put that in my siggy.
Quote from: Raye on December 06, 2017, 03:39:15 AM
But for my boyfriend I try to now and then. He struggles to see this in anyway a homosexual relationship, but understands I'm more NB than anything.
I think it's awesome that you are in a relationship with a guy who accepts you for who you are. Hugs!
Quote from: Raye on December 06, 2017, 04:26:04 AM
OI tho I swear I had this coming because of my absence I had forgotten this one was in the MTF Boards too >.<; LOL Yeah I'll put that in my siggy.
I have this in my gallery just in case. (https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20171208/b1269bab4b47f7da586ffa8c30af2897.jpg)
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Great transitions for all of you ladies!! The common thread is how happy every lady looks as things progress. Be Proud!!
Desire
Almost 1 year on Hrt
(https://i.imgur.com/vxOQUqF.jpg)
(https://i.imgur.com/CnXKEJv.jpg)
(https://i.imgur.com/pkiwMDt.jpg)
(https://i.imgur.com/GDdpK6r.jpg)
Before
(https://i.imgur.com/1BaeFJm.png)
(https://i.imgur.com/5nZUqdB.png)
Quote from: natalie.ashlyne on December 09, 2017, 03:33:12 AM
Almost 1 year on Hrt
Natalie, you are NOT in those before pics!!! Don't see any resemblance whatsoever!
Btw first time checking this thread... You all look amazingly younger in those after photos :o!!!
Happiness shows ;D!!!
Quote from: PurpleWolf on December 10, 2017, 08:36:28 PM
Natalie, you are NOT in those before pics!!! Don't see any resemblance whatsoever!
Btw first time checking this thread... You all look amazingly younger in those after photos :o!!!
Happiness shows ;D!!!
Lol, yes I hate to say it that was me before I have very few before pics as I hated my pics being taken as I did not like anything I saw in them, Thank you, you are very sweet. :)
Digging digging digging felt the same way and never thought about why!!! Thank you fo mentioning that! Wow
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Three month mark. Sorta. :P
(https://i.imgur.com/pPaQSfE.jpg)
I can't believe that wretched looking face at the top was me.
Well, I never thought I'd do this, but I'm just so dang happy today. I finally have a drivers license I'm happy with, for so many reasons. And while I see me in both pictures, I guess there is a little contrast there, especially in the happiness department. So here I am in 2014 (which was pretty much the same as the beginning of this year) and today.
(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20171220/477c21a6057c61d4fee09291177e0b71.jpg)
Stephanie Rhapsody Bensinger
Quote from: Galyo on December 17, 2017, 05:15:20 PM
Three month mark. Sorta. :P
I can't believe that wretched looking face at the top was me.
Wow you look good and that was just 3 months that is impressive
Quote from: Steph2.0 on December 19, 2017, 11:07:45 PM
Well, I never thought I'd do this, but I'm just so dang happy today. I finally have a drivers license I'm happy with, for so many reasons. And while I see me in both pictures, I guess there is a little contrast there, especially in the happiness department. So here I am in 2014 (which was pretty much the same as the beginning of this year) and today.
(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20171220/477c21a6057c61d4fee09291177e0b71.jpg)
Stephanie Rhapsody Bensinger
What a difference, Steph! Even your signature looks happier.
Quote from: Steph2.0 on December 19, 2017, 11:07:45 PM
Well, I never thought I'd do this, but I'm just so dang happy today. I finally have a drivers license I'm happy with, for so many reasons. And while I see me in both pictures, I guess there is a little contrast there, especially in the happiness department. So here I am in 2014 (which was pretty much the same as the beginning of this year) and today.
(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20171220/477c21a6057c61d4fee09291177e0b71.jpg)
Stephanie Rhapsody Bensinger
Huge difference, you've certainly turned that frown upside down! [emoji4]
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Quote from: natalie.ashlyne on December 20, 2017, 12:30:47 AM
Wow you look good and that was just 3 months that is impressive
Thank you, I'm so happy the hormones are working well. :D
I also uploaded this image that includes a pre-transition image:
(https://i.redd.it/i94ftikg7x401.jpg)
Quote from: Steph2.0 on December 19, 2017, 11:07:45 PM
Well, I never thought I'd do this, but I'm just so dang happy today. I finally have a drivers license I'm happy with, for so many reasons. And while I see me in both pictures, I guess there is a little contrast there, especially in the happiness department. So here I am in 2014 (which was pretty much the same as the beginning of this year) and today.
(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20171220/477c21a6057c61d4fee09291177e0b71.jpg)
Stephanie Rhapsody Bensinger
Congratulations, You look great and much happier in your new Drivers License
Quote from: Galyo on December 20, 2017, 10:19:02 AM
Thank you, I'm so happy the hormones are working well. :D
I also uploaded this image that includes a pre-transition image:
Great changes even with just 3 months!
(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20171220/a3e406444618fb9861a72c97586e7a5b.jpg)
10 years ago
(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20171220/bce304ef12fbb9b3b070fa24255055cf.jpg)
October 2016 after a Sephora makeover pre-HRT
(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20171220/85b68a96032e7683dfc71f9ed611ce57.jpg)
Last weekend, 10 months HRT
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Quote from: Roll on December 20, 2017, 10:21:13 AM
Great changes even with just 3 months!
Thanks! These little changes really keep me going!
Quote from: Galyo on December 20, 2017, 10:19:02 AM
Thank you, I'm so happy the hormones are working well. :D
I also uploaded this image that includes a pre-transition image:
(https://i.redd.it/i94ftikg7x401.jpg)
Good to see you got on hormones to i remember we went to the Vumc around the same time ^^
wel here is my update after lurking and never showing a picture on here
This is me from 2 years before hormones al the way up to the 6 months on hormones mark
(https://imgur.com/SJuXshL.jpg)
And this is me right this morning :D
(https://imgur.com/p5y8VSp.jpg)
Quote from: FromAtoZ on December 24, 2017, 03:07:11 PM
And this is me right this morning :D
(https://imgur.com/p5y8VSp.jpg)
Oh my god. That is only 6 months? That is just amazing. This really made my day, I've been so stressed prepping for christmas stuff, seeing such an amazing transformation just filled me with hope and joy.
Quote from: FromAtoZ on December 24, 2017, 03:07:11 PM
Good to see you got on hormones to i remember we went to the Vumc around the same time ^^
wel here is my update after lurking and never showing a picture on here
This is me from 2 years before hormones al the way up to the 6 months on hormones mark
(https://imgur.com/SJuXshL.jpg)
And this is me right this morning :D
(https://imgur.com/p5y8VSp.jpg)
That is amazing what a change, you look very cute
Well since today is my 1 year mark on HRT I figure I would post these I have almost deleted all my pre Hrt pictures of myself
Sept 25 2016
(https://i.imgur.com/2C0fX7D.jpg)
Dec 22 2017
(https://i.imgur.com/8u9LR3i.jpg)
(https://i.imgur.com/8AqWrAI.jpg)
(https://i.imgur.com/GeByMxs.jpg)
@Roll Thank you ^^. wel the lower picture is me at 7 months cause im 7 months in now.
@Natalie.Ashlyne thank you and also a realy nice transistion ^^
Quote from: FromAtoZ on December 24, 2017, 03:07:11 PM
Good to see you got on hormones to i remember we went to the Vumc around the same time ^^
It took a while, but I've been on hormones for about 3,5 months now. The people at VU are lovely, but I wish things would go faster. The waiting times are just ridiculous and depression is lurking around every corner.
You're looking great, by the way. :) Keep it up.
Quote from: FromAtoZ on December 24, 2017, 03:07:11 PM
And this is me right this morning :D
(https://imgur.com/p5y8VSp.jpg)
And what part of you should I be looking at, ;)?! You women have a tendency to upload pretty hot pictures here ;D! Can't complain really, ;) (Btw if you didn't get it, you look great)
Quote from: natalie.ashlyne on December 24, 2017, 10:13:03 PM
Well since today is my 1 year mark on HRT I figure I would post these I have almost deleted all my pre Hrt pictures of myself
Sept 25 2016
(https://i.imgur.com/2C0fX7D.jpg)
Natalie, again - you are NOT in that pic ;D!!! You are making me laugh, again. That is not even the same human being ;D! Usually people at least have some resemblance to their past self - but you are two completely different persons!!!
It could be your dad, :D!!!
Quote from: PurpleWolf on December 28, 2017, 01:26:29 AM
Natalie, again - you are NOT in that pic ;D!!! You are making me laugh, again. That is not even the same human being ;D! Usually people at least have some resemblance to their past self - but you are two completely different persons!!!
It could be your dad, :D!!!
Lol yes it is me Thank you for the compliment, yea I did look a bit like my dad I hated that and now I am starting to see characteristics of my mom now :)
Quote from: PurpleWolf on December 28, 2017, 01:22:17 AM
And what part of you should I be looking at, ;)?! You women have a tendency to upload pretty hot pictures here ;D! Can't complain really, ;) (Btw if you didn't get it, you look great)
My face offcourse :D.
Thank for the compliment ^^
Quote from: FromAtoZ on December 24, 2017, 03:07:11 PM
Good to see you got on hormones to i remember we went to the Vumc around the same time ^^
wel here is my update after lurking and never showing a picture on here
This is me from 2 years before hormones al the way up to the 6 months on hormones mark
(https://imgur.com/SJuXshL.jpg)
And this is me right this morning :D
(https://imgur.com/p5y8VSp.jpg)
Amazing changes! Your face looks like another person.
Quote from: natalie.ashlyne on December 28, 2017, 11:14:10 AM
Lol yes it is me Thank you for the compliment, yea I did look a bit like my dad I hated that and now I am starting to see characteristics of my mom now :)
Natalie I don't think that guy could be you either. Just doesn't seem possible.
My wife started commenting sometimes she sees my mom's face when she sees me. Not ideal for her, but emotionally good for me. :D
Quote from: josie76 on December 31, 2017, 12:01:29 PM
Natalie I don't think that guy could be you either. Just doesn't seem possible.
My wife started commenting sometimes she sees my mom's face when she sees me. Not ideal for her, but emotionally good for me. :D
Thank you and I am happy that it is not just me that sees the mother thing
Quote from: natalie.ashlyne on December 31, 2017, 03:24:49 PM
Thank you and I am happy that it is not just me that sees the mother thing
I've always known I took after my mom's side of my family in looks, and when I ran one of my female pictures through the FaceApp "old" filter I could see my mom readily in it.
I look like mom too! Very different personalities though
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My faceapp photos look so much like my mom, I never noticed the resemblance until I saw them.
I found a pic of me dressed as this one is from this saturday
a girl 5 years ago
(https://i.imgur.com/qURRlER.jpg) (https://i.imgur.com/iwpsvYP.jpg)
That's the cutest pict I've seen as you Natalie. I think you have gotten the pose, hair and makeup perfect too. That and you are really cute:)
Bari Jo
Ditto on that!
Thank you both Bari jo and Cali you both are really sweet! :)
Quote from: natalie.ashlyne on December 24, 2017, 10:13:03 PM
Well since today is my 1 year mark on HRT I figure I would post these I have almost deleted all my pre Hrt pictures of myself
Sept 25 2016
(https://i.imgur.com/2C0fX7D.jpg)
Dec 22 2017
(https://i.imgur.com/8u9LR3i.jpg)
(https://i.imgur.com/8AqWrAI.jpg)
(https://i.imgur.com/GeByMxs.jpg)
Wow that is such a change have you had any cosmetic work done ?
Quote from: Izzy Grace on January 02, 2018, 03:21:16 AM
My faceapp photos look so much like my mom, I never noticed the resemblance until I saw them.
I always hate being compared to familymembers (especially back in the days I never heard the end of it), but I guess there's no escaping genetics.
Quote from: natalie.ashlyne on January 03, 2018, 04:02:33 AM
I found a pic of me dressed as this one is from this saturday
a girl 5 years ago
(https://i.imgur.com/qURRlER.jpg) (https://i.imgur.com/iwpsvYP.jpg)
very nice. You have made leaps and bounds! On a side note... not going to lie... the zebra print on your bedding makes me dizzy. :icon_dizzy:
Quote from: Harley Quinn on January 03, 2018, 03:11:06 PM
very nice. You have made leaps and bounds! On a side note... not going to lie... the zebra print on your bedding makes me dizzy. :icon_dizzy:
I like the zebra print.
Wait for her to find the zebra print pajamas!! That'll be really fun in a picture!
Quote from: natalie.ashlyne on December 24, 2017, 10:13:03 PM
Well since today is my 1 year mark on HRT I figure I would post these I have almost deleted all my pre Hrt pictures of myself
Sept 25 2016
(https://i.imgur.com/2C0fX7D.jpg)
Dec 22 2017
(https://i.imgur.com/8u9LR3i.jpg)
(https://i.imgur.com/8AqWrAI.jpg)
(https://i.imgur.com/GeByMxs.jpg)
:o Dang what witchcraft is this?! seriously that's amazing progress, you must be so happy now :)
Just hit 23 months and going to see the "head" head shrinker about my letters on Monday.
Before
(https://i.imgur.com/HonsLV3.jpg)
(https://i.imgur.com/ejWbuP3.jpg)
22 months
(https://i.imgur.com/pL3cOUJ.jpg)
(https://i.imgur.com/6Xn4Y2b.jpg)
natalie.ashlyne and Harley Quinn -
I hope you don't mind me asking. Are these unbelievable changes with surgery, HRT or what? I'm amazed!!
Quote from: Harley Quinn on January 03, 2018, 08:29:09 PM
Just hit 23 months and going to see the "head" head shrinker about my letters on Monday.
Before
(https://i.imgur.com/HonsLV3.jpg)
(https://i.imgur.com/ejWbuP3.jpg)
22 months
(https://i.imgur.com/pL3cOUJ.jpg)
(https://i.imgur.com/6Xn4Y2b.jpg)
Harley, you have changed so much I would never have guessed that is you in the before pics, I still see Betty Boop in you I love your hair
Quote from: LJH24 on January 03, 2018, 10:05:07 PM
natalie.ashlyne and Harley Quinn -
I hope you don't mind me asking. Are these unbelievable changes with surgery, HRT or what? I'm amazed!!
As far as I know, the results you see are the result of HRT and proper makeup application. If Harley ever offers you makeup assistance, don't refuse it.
Quote from: Dena on January 03, 2018, 10:22:41 PM
As far as I know, the results you see are the result of HRT and proper makeup application. If Harley ever offers you makeup assistance, don't refuse it.
WOW! That is amazing. Beautiful results. <3
Quote from: markie on January 03, 2018, 02:29:04 PM
Wow that is such a change have you had any cosmetic work done ?
Hi Markie, Thank you and no I have not had any cosmetic work done yet, I am trying to pay of some bills than have surgeries.
Quote from: Galyo on January 03, 2018, 02:36:29 PM
I always hate being compared to familymembers (especially back in the days I never heard the end of it), but I guess there's no escaping genetics.
Hi Galyo I always hated when some one said you look like your father now when some one says I look like my mom I am happy
Quote from: LJH24 on January 03, 2018, 10:05:07 PM
natalie.ashlyne and Harley Quinn -
I hope you don't mind me asking. Are these unbelievable changes with surgery, HRT or what? I'm amazed!!
Hi LJH24, Thank you, and as for myself I have not had any surgeries yet I want some, I have lost weight and gained some back this has been on HRT for 12 months so far
Quote from: Artesia on January 03, 2018, 03:36:37 PM
I like the zebra print.
Wait for her to find the zebra print pajamas!! That'll be really fun in a picture!
Hi Artesia thank you I love the idea Have cheetah and tiger print bedding I never thought of pajamas though I love it
Quote from: gabriella8713 on January 03, 2018, 07:11:01 PM
:o Dang what witchcraft is this?! seriously that's amazing progress, you must be so happy now :)
Thank you Gabriella8713 I wish it was witchcraft I am alot happier now than I was before now I can see a future :)
Quote from: Harley Quinn on January 03, 2018, 03:11:06 PM
very nice. You have made leaps and bounds! On a side note... not going to lie... the zebra print on your bedding makes me dizzy. :icon_dizzy:
Thank you Harley you are doing pretty well yourself you look good. I can change my bed to cheetah or tiger also lol I will try to take some pics some place other than my room
I did for get to add one thing I bought lots of make up and watched alot of youtube videos on how to put on make up and learned some of the tricks still working on it.
You can start doing your own youtube instruction videos :)
Quote from: Cali on January 03, 2018, 11:02:02 PM
You can start doing your own youtube instruction videos :)
Thank you, I thought about it i am to camera shy and don't like my voice yet still working on it I hope that one day I can as I have fun doing it I just have some hurdles go through before I feel comfortable
Well, I feel you'd be good at it.
Quote from: LJH24 on January 03, 2018, 10:05:07 PM
natalie.ashlyne and Harley Quinn -
I hope you don't mind me asking. Are these unbelievable changes with surgery, HRT or what? I'm amazed!!
Just hormones, laser hair removal, and hair restoration. I had 3166 grafts in my temples in November of 2016, and hormone therapy brought back most all the hair on my crown. I was pretty bald.
Quote from: Dena on January 03, 2018, 10:22:41 PM
As far as I know, the results you see are the result of HRT and proper makeup application. If Harley ever offers you makeup assistance, don't refuse it.
LOL, thanks Dena. And you were mostly right; I had hair restoration/laser hair removal only. My makeup skills are getting better. It's habit. I am mostly colorblind, so I get help matching my skin tone and count brush strokes to ensure it's even. That's mostly the trick. I paint by numbers 😋
Quote from: natalie.ashlyne on January 03, 2018, 10:12:02 PM
Harley, you have changed so much I would never have guessed that is you in the before pics, I still see Betty Boop in you I love your hair
It's usually the hair that throws people. It was straight for 35 years and it went curly after starting hormones. I have a few friends in the hair biz that I accredit for teaching me how to take care of fine/curly hair.... no more Dove shampoo and towel dry. ::)
Quote from: Harley Quinn on January 03, 2018, 08:29:09 PM
Just hit 23 months and going to see the "head" head shrinker about my letters on Monday.
Before
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22 months
Amazing transition :o can hardly believe it's the same person, but what I really love is how much happier you look now!
Victoria, that is really amazing. I think I'm following your path. I'm doing the hair restoration and if my before and after looks thatgood in two years in hrt, no FFS for me. I'll be one happy lady.
Bari Jo
Quote from: Bari Jo on January 04, 2018, 10:55:28 PM
Victoria, that is really amazing. I think I'm following your path. I'm doing the hair restoration and if my before and after looks thatgood in two years in hrt, no FFS for me. I'll be one happy lady.
Bari Jo
I did hair restoration first because to me it was my biggest source of disappointment. I look at hair as being something that was uniquely feminine. The way the hairline shapes your face and accentuates the parts of your face that you want. I would wear a wig and feel immediately more feminine than without. However, I was annoyed with wigs... they're hot, itchy, uncomfortable, and always need adjustment. That made my choice very simple. It was going to take 12 months to get any benefit from Hair restoration, so I did it first. That way, I just had to add makeup and roll. Hair restoration was the best Facial Feminization Surgery that I could find. Hands down, best decision I made.
Victoria, the hair turned out amazingly well. You now strongly resemble my ex-sister-in-law, a lovely woman (also accepting!). That's a complement, hon. She also has very curly hair and has to deal with the special care it needs.
Well, thank you. I'll take it as it's intended. ;)
I do find it odd that I can't go a week in my life without someone somewhere apparently sharing my face. As a man and as a woman... go figure!
Quote from: Harley Quinn on January 06, 2018, 02:36:17 PM... I do find it odd that I can't go a week in my life without someone somewhere apparently sharing my face. As a man and as a woman... go figure!
The world is full of good lookin' people
Quote from: Harley Quinn on January 06, 2018, 06:28:26 AM
I did hair restoration first because to me it was my biggest source of disappointment. I look at hair as being something that was uniquely feminine. The way the hairline shapes your face and accentuates the parts of your face that you want. I would wear a wig and feel immediately more feminine than without. However, I was annoyed with wigs... they're hot, itchy, uncomfortable, and always need adjustment. That made my choice very simple. It was going to take 12 months to get any benefit from Hair restoration, so I did it first. That way, I just had to add makeup and roll. Hair restoration was the best Facial Feminization Surgery that I could find. Hands down, best decision I made.
This is my plan too. Hair is just so important to me. I'm moving along steadily with meds, and just trying to figure out how I am going to pull of selling my collectibles to afford hair transplants as soon as it is realistic (since some say wait for 2 years on the meds before doing transplants). I hate wigs (not only for the usual reason, but I also have a bad association with them with my mom and sister in law's cancers).
Quote from: Roll on January 06, 2018, 06:43:30 PM
This is my plan too. Hair is just so important to me. I'm moving along steadily with meds, and just trying to figure out how I am going to pull of selling my collectibles to afford hair transplants as soon as it is realistic (since some say wait for 2 years on the meds before doing transplants). I hate wigs (not only for the usual reason, but I also have a bad association with them with my mom and sister in law's cancers).
Sorry to hear about the cancer. I hope they beat it. It's always hard.
That 2 years is debatable. If you're getting regrowth, then I would ride the wave and let it come in. You'll know if it's going to come back in about 6 months. I saw regrowth in 3 months and it slowed at 7 months so I went ahead with surgery at that time. If it's not really growing back or filling in, then go for surgery. It's 3 or 4 dollars a graft, so every little bit counts to ease the burden on the wallet... but it's still going to continue to fill in from the meds after replacement. So once you feel you have a bulk of it from the meds, then do the surgery. It takes about a year for transplants to grow out, and they are going to buzz the areas that they are going to place hair, so you're going to have a weird transition haircut for about a year and a half. Mine is about 18 months and it's finally blending into a decent hair style.
Another thing to consider is "how many grafts they'll place in a session. My doctor specialized in "mega sessions". He did 3166 grafts without breaking a sweat in an afternoon. Some surgeons will only do 1000 in a session and there is a waiting period before they can do a second session or a third etc... And if you need it on your crown and temples that's two separate procedures so you can still lay your head down after surgery. So it could eat up a lot of time and for me that wasn't an option to spread it out 2 years for meds, 2 years of transplants, and another 3 years to grow it out to my shoulders after that... So I did a mega session 9 months in and never regretted it. I am 2 years into transition and still about a year from having my hair down to my collarbone (thank you curly hair ::) )
Quote from: Harley Quinn on January 06, 2018, 09:07:39 PM
Sorry to hear about the cancer. I hope they beat it. It's always hard.
This was some years ago now. Unfortunately, my mother did pass away due to it, though my sister in law has been free of relapse for about, I wanna say 8 years now. Which is amazing because she had an extremely deadly, rare form of breast cancer (rare enough they ran news stories about it), it is a complete miracle she survived. (My mother's was caught too late stage, peritoneal-ovarian.)
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That 2 years is debatable. If you're getting regrowth, then I would ride the wave and let it come in. You'll know if it's going to come back in about 6 months. I saw regrowth in 3 months and it slowed at 7 months so I went ahead with surgery at that time. If it's not really growing back or filling in, then go for surgery. It's 3 or 4 dollars a graft, so every little bit counts to ease the burden on the wallet... but it's still going to continue to fill in from the meds after replacement. So once you feel you have a bulk of it from the meds, then do the surgery. It takes about a year for transplants to grow out, and they are going to buzz the areas that they are going to place hair, so you're going to have a weird transition haircut for about a year and a half. Mine is about 18 months and it's finally blending into a decent hair style.
Another thing to consider is "how many grafts they'll place in a session. My doctor specialized in "mega sessions". He did 3166 grafts without breaking a sweat in an afternoon. Some surgeons will only do 1000 in a session and there is a waiting period before they can do a second session or a third etc... And if you need it on your crown and temples that's two separate procedures so you can still lay your head down after surgery. So it could eat up a lot of time and for me that wasn't an option to spread it out 2 years for meds, 2 years of transplants, and another 3 years to grow it out to my shoulders after that... So I did a mega session 9 months in and never regretted it. I am 2 years into transition and still about a year from having my hair down to my collarbone (thank you curly hair ::) )
The time frame on transplants and then waiting on growth on top of it kills me, I'm pretty much resigned to wigs for the next 3 years. :/ Unfortunately, finances are a concern as well though unless I get really lucky selling off stuff (I'm in school full time right now so no job to fund it ;x) so I pretty much have to wait until the year at a minimum regardless, probably at least a year and a half, before doing transplants to make sure I squeeze everything I can out of the regimen + starting HRT cost wise. *sigh*... Though the long time frame I guess does allow me to look at transplants in conjunction with FFS as well, so I can plan ahead better if I need to cover scars depending on HRT results. (As 18 months on hair regimen would be just over a year hormones, so would be a good indicator of potential FFS needs.)
It's really depressing to think about, but despite it all though I am overall positive about it since there was a time I thought hair was entirely out of my reach. I've had crazy positive returns from the big 3 regimen even at just over 4 months, it really has kicked my long term enthusiasm up quite a few notches.
Terribly sorry to hear about your mom.
Don't worry about hair, they can do wonderful things with hair restoration. I was a Norwood III vertex, almost a IV. I got 80% of my hair back on the crown from meds alone. And they used very little from the back of my head in reality to fix my temples. I get compliments on my hairline all the time. Several hairdressers had no idea that I ever had been balding. So don't fret. It will all work out in time. ☺
Another thought is to look into PRP. They're doing some amazing restorations with just platelet rich plasma alone. They use it to jumpstart damaged follicles to regrow. It's pretty amazing. It's my next procedure, while I finish GRS prep. I am going to try and work it in during my surgical prep months.
Quote from: Harley Quinn on January 07, 2018, 07:28:32 AM
Terribly sorry to hear about your mom.
Don't worry about hair, they can do wonderful things with hair restoration. I was a Norwood III vertex, almost a IV. I got 80% of my hair back on the crown from meds alone. And they used very little from the back of my head in reality to fix my temples. I get compliments on my hairline all the time. Several hairdressers had no idea that I ever had been balding. So don't fret. It will all work out in time. ☺
Another thought is to look into PRP. They're doing some amazing restorations with just platelet rich plasma alone. They use it to jumpstart damaged follicles to regrow. It's pretty amazing. It's my next procedure, while I finish GRS prep. I am going to try and work it in during my surgical prep months.
I read about some horrible reactions to PRP that scared me on it when coupled with the cost, though also saw a ton of people saying it was a miracle cure. I'd be very curious to hear how it goes for you if you do try it!
Quote from: Roll on January 07, 2018, 09:02:19 AM
I read about some horrible reactions to PRP that scared me on it when coupled with the cost, though also saw a ton of people saying it was a miracle cure. I'd be very curious to hear how it goes for you if you do try it!
I will definitely be posting results. Mine is currently suggested as part of FUT hair restoration by Dr. Gabel in Hillsboro, OR. Dr. Gabel wants to touch up the transition areas on my temples along with grafts to the crown area. It's going to be a finishing touch up and if I go with any FFS (from another surgeon), he will cover any scarring that occurs at that time. So it's past the research phase, and I am waiting to pull the trigger until I decide on FFS. Which mainly, I have been thinking of fixing the scarring over my right eye and perhaps a brow lift. So it'll be probably 9 months to a year before I do it. Dr. Gabel is a perfectionist... he does simply amazing work and I trust him implicitly. He is past the great head of hair, and is going for "your hair is out of control". 😀
Quote from: Harley Quinn on January 07, 2018, 07:28:32 AM
I got 80% of my hair back on the crown from meds alone
What meds? I Start HRT at 40 (over 20 years ago) but before that I had started losing hair at the crown...I self prescribed some dutasteride (post-op in 1998) and it seems to bring some back... but i ran into finial issues and stopped it and later HRT altogether... and even though post-op many years, got pretty sparse up there... also have a receding hairline at the temples (had a scalp advance with FFS in 1999 - nut it got worst since then)
When I restarted HRT over 2 years ago the endo refused to prescribe either dutasteride or finasteride. even though the hair loss was obviously male pattern) because they had never heard of it being used for a post-op... so I started Minoxidil (Rogaine) about8 months ago and it may be helping a little...but not enough...
So what has helped you?
Quote from: josie76 on November 17, 2017, 08:34:53 AM
No, definitely not a dude! You are looking great Kitty Jane! ;D
Thank you Jane. I know it's been a while, but I only visit sporadically lol
Hugs
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This was me Jan 30 2016
(https://i.imgur.com/SQPiSMb.jpg)
This is me now as of 10 minuets ago.
(https://i.imgur.com/fzMID3a.jpg)
Please be kind
Love
Bobbie LeAnn
:o Looks like you already got a pretty good dose of kind from the boob fairy. ;D
Quote from: Bobbie Ann on January 14, 2018, 10:07:40 PM
This was me Jan 30 2016
(https://i.imgur.com/SQPiSMb.jpg)
This is me now as of 10 minuets ago.
(https://i.imgur.com/fzMID3a.jpg)
Please be kind
Love
Bobbie LeAnn
You look great love the pink shirt my favorite colour :)
Quote from: Roll on January 14, 2018, 10:23:40 PM
:o Looks like you already got a pretty good dose of kind from the boob fairy. ;D
Lmao that's funny. They look small in that picture.
Quote from: natalie.ashlyne on January 14, 2018, 10:26:13 PM
You look great love the pink shirt my favorite colour :)
Thank you so much. My step son tie dyed it for me. It's my favorite color too. Now when warm weather gets here I'm going to have my motorcycle painted pink.
Now, That's some change there my dear sister!!! Looking gorgeous and happy!!!!! 😀🎉🎉🎉🎉
Hugs!!!!
Ashley 😀❤️🌻
Quote from: tgirlamc on January 14, 2018, 10:48:58 PM
Now, That's some change there my dear sister!!! Looking gorgeous and happy!!!!! 😀🎉🎉🎉🎉
Hugs!!!!
Ashley 😀❤️🌻
Thank you Ashley. I am truly happier than I have ever been in my life.
Love
Bobbie LeAnn
Quote from: Bobbie Ann on January 14, 2018, 11:22:49 PM
Thank you Ashley. I am truly happier than I have ever been in my life.
Love
Bobbie LeAnn
Hey Sister!
That is what we are all looking for in all this!!!... When we find that happiness and claim it... There is no substitute and no time to lament how long it took to get here... Too much livin' to do!!!! 😀!!!!
Hugs and Love My Friend!!!!
A 😀💗🌻
It's hard to believe that big ole biker dude had wittle ole me hiding inside him.
Bobbie LeAnn, the difference is amazing! And here's the most important part by far:
Quote from: Bobbie Ann on January 14, 2018, 11:22:49 PM
> I am truly happier than I have ever been in my life.
Your words hit home. Sounds like such a simple statement but this can be incredibly challenging to achieve. You are accomplishing what life should be about... true long term happiness.
First time I rode my scooter to Sturgis was 1990, the place was pretty out of control back then (awesome in my opinion). From Seattle I rushed there and back on Interstate 90. At a gas station in Idaho on my way back, chatted with a Hells Angel and he called me an "iron ass" for riding overnight half way across the US. On subsequent trips I figured out the best route was back roads with no specific route planned in advance - spot a thunderstorm, take a different route and make the best of the moment knowing I'd get there eventually. The journey good and bad is part of the experience, you don't know ahead of time which moments you will cherish forever - but they do happen. Just like transition.
Quote from: Bobbie Ann on January 14, 2018, 11:22:49 PM
Thank you Ashley. I am truly happier than I have ever been in my life.
And that's what it's all about! ;)
With my partner looking over my shoulder, she too is amazed at the phenomenal changes in our looks...but more so in our expressions! Happy weekend!
Quote from: Bobbie Ann on January 14, 2018, 10:07:40 PM
This was me Jan 30 2016
(https://i.imgur.com/SQPiSMb.jpg)
This is me now as of 10 minuets ago.
(https://i.imgur.com/fzMID3a.jpg)
Please be kind
Love
Bobbie LeAnn
That's amazing. In the picture of your true self you look very warm and friendly, like some one I would say hi to out in public. The before picture looks like someone who likes to stomp puppies. I would totally avoid that person.
Quote from: Julia1996 on January 20, 2018, 10:42:21 AM
That's amazing. In the picture of your true self you look very warm and friendly, like some one I would say hi to out in public. The before picture looks like someone who likes to stomp puppies. I would totally avoid that person.
Stomp puppies and bite the heads off rattlesnakes!
Bobbie Ann was never a puppy stomper!!!! Even behind the Charlie Manson biker beard... There was a kind and gentle woman in her eyes....
Quote from: tgirlamc on January 20, 2018, 01:55:11 PM
Bobbie Ann was never a puppy stomper!!!! Even behind the Charlie Manson biker beard... There was a kind and gentle woman in her eyes....
I should try to dig up some pictures of my biker days. I rode to work. My boss called me "the Terminator".
The spy who came in from the cold in the War Between the Sexes.
Here's me around age 22 in about 1983... A very lost rock n roll meth head...
(https://farm5.staticflickr.com/4760/25929754588_1994a5a097_b.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/FvjLEh)Untitled (https://flic.kr/p/FvjLEh) by Ashley Campbell (https://www.flickr.com/photos/156388176@N05/), on Flickr
Here's me this week... 35 years and several lifetimes later... I was lost... but now, I'm found :)
(https://farm5.staticflickr.com/4676/28023775749_06a02db83a_h.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/JGnbcp)Untitled (https://flic.kr/p/JGnbcp) by Ashley Campbell (https://www.flickr.com/photos/156388176@N05/), on Flickr
(https://farm5.staticflickr.com/4671/39770590052_2796bd9b91_h.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/23AoEQu)Untitled (https://flic.kr/p/23AoEQu) by Ashley Campbell (https://www.flickr.com/photos/156388176@N05/), on Flickr
(https://farm5.staticflickr.com/4702/39770846932_e40ba18f4c_b.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/23ApZcs)Untitled (https://flic.kr/p/23ApZcs) by Ashley Campbell (https://www.flickr.com/photos/156388176@N05/), on Flickr
Onward we go...
Ashley 😀❤️🌻
Quote from: tgirlamc on January 20, 2018, 02:26:06 PM
Here's me around age 22 in about 1983... A very lost rock n roll meth head...
(https://farm5.staticflickr.com/4760/25929754588_1994a5a097_b.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/FvjLEh)Untitled (https://flic.kr/p/FvjLEh) by Ashley Campbell (https://www.flickr.com/photos/156388176@N05/), on Flickr
Here's me this week... 35 years and several lifetimes later... I was lost... but now, I'm found :)
(https://farm5.staticflickr.com/4676/28023775749_06a02db83a_h.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/JGnbcp)Untitled (https://flic.kr/p/JGnbcp) by Ashley Campbell (https://www.flickr.com/photos/156388176@N05/), on Flickr
(https://farm5.staticflickr.com/4671/39770590052_2796bd9b91_h.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/23AoEQu)Untitled (https://flic.kr/p/23AoEQu) by Ashley Campbell (https://www.flickr.com/photos/156388176@N05/), on Flickr
(https://farm5.staticflickr.com/4702/39770846932_e40ba18f4c_b.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/23ApZcs)Untitled (https://flic.kr/p/23ApZcs) by Ashley Campbell (https://www.flickr.com/photos/156388176@N05/), on Flickr
Onward we go...
Ashley 😀❤️🌻
Ashley you always look so beautiful and happy. You are such a positive person you look so good
Quote from: natalie.ashlyne on January 20, 2018, 03:20:13 PM
Ashley you always look so beautiful and happy. You are such a positive person you look so good
I kinda have to say that our sister Ashley is the Pollyanna of Susan's Place - always so positive & upbeat. BTW, thanks Ash, now I have to buy me a pink phone!
October 2013 --> January 2018, couple hours after GCS surgery.
(https://www.dropbox.com/s/sopawc5dxswxc4g/Screenshot%202018-01-20%2018.21.05.png?raw=1)
Kendra!!! Congrats brave sister!!!... I woke up in the recovery room giggling too!!!!
Hugs and Much Love,
Yer Sista' 😀🌻❤️
Quote from: Kendra on January 20, 2018, 07:31:46 PM
October 2013 --> January 2018, couple hours after GCS surgery.
(https://www.dropbox.com/s/sopawc5dxswxc4g/Screenshot%202018-01-20%2018.21.05.png?raw=1)
So cool congratulations you look happy how do you feel?
Quote from: natalie.ashlyne on January 20, 2018, 07:40:32 PM
So cool congratulations you look happy how do you feel?
I feel wonderful. I know that sounds odd as GCS is more than a minor hassle (here's my GCS thread (https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php/topic,230213.80.html)) and it's the first of four surgeries in the next six months, but I set some goals and on my way.
I feel great when I see others gain happiness.
For several decades I hated having photos taken - tried my best to smile for the camera. Now it's effortless.
Congrats Kendra!! ;D
Quote from: tgirlamc on January 20, 2018, 02:26:06 PM
Here's me around age 22 in about 1983... A very lost rock n roll meth head.
I was lost... but now, I'm found :)
Onward we go...
Ashley 😀❤️🌻
So much difference in your eyes. Absolutely amazing. Rock it girlfriend ❤️
Quote from: Kendra on January 20, 2018, 07:31:46 PM
October 2013 --> January 2018, couple hours after GCS surgery.
Beautiful Kendra!! I also woke up with a big smile on my face!! ❤️❤️❤️
Ashley and Kendra you were both handsome then and absolutely gorgeous now!! I love seeing my sisters on here happy [emoji4]
Wow 4 surgeries! Good luck and a BIG congratulations Kendra!!
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Quote from: Bobbie Ann on January 14, 2018, 10:07:40 PM
This was me Jan 30 2016
(https://i.imgur.com/SQPiSMb.jpg)
This is me now as of 10 minuets ago.
(https://i.imgur.com/fzMID3a.jpg)
Please be kind
Love
Bobbie LeAnn
That was one heck of a beard! What a beautiful after I'm in awe [emoji4]
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Quote from: tgirlamc on January 20, 2018, 01:55:11 PM
Bobbie Ann was never a puppy stomper!!!! Even behind the Charlie Manson biker beard... There was a kind and gentle woman in her eyes....
I had to play the part of a badazz biker because of the crowd I hung with but in reality Ashley is right. I am a teddy bear. I was fighting so hard to hide the real me that people were afraid of me. They thought the same of me as Julia. People were afraid to cross me. No one knew the real me was really a woman who loves animals. The only thing I could never fool about who I was inside was an animal. They always knew I was a sweet and loving person.
That's why dogs have always liked me, even a friend's full blooded wolf loved me and it didn't like hardly anyone. I am so happy to be free of that past life. Now I can go on with the rest of my life living as the woman I always knew I was.
My only regret is I wish I had admitted to myself who I was earlier in life. I doubt I will ever be able to have corrective surgery and that breaks my heart. {goes off now to cry}
Love
Bobbie LeAnn
I think all the women on here look amazing. There are so many beautiful women on here. Oh and Ashley did I mention I was lesbian (wink) lmao. {runs away giggling}
Love
Bobbie LeAnn
Natalie!!!... Thanks so much my sweet and beautiful little sister!!! 😀!!!
Cali!!!... Thanks so much and yes!... Of course you need a pink phone!!!... Isn't that the only color they make??? 😀!!!
Jess!!!... Time travel wouldn't be near as cool without you by my side gorgeous sister!!! 😀!!!
Allison!!!... Thanks for the sweet words little sister... We like seeing you happy too and I have had great faith in you since your first day here... You are going to make this world your own!!! 😀!!!
Bobbie Ann!!!... I am glad that hiding your true self eventually became a losing battle... The world is much better place with the woman named Bobbie LeAnn in it!!!... I don't think my husband would like me turning lesbian on him but I have to admit, you do have the cutest twinkle in your eye!!! 😀!!!
Onward we go my brave and gorgeous sisters!!!
Ashley Marie 😀❤️🌻
Quote from: Bobbie Ann on January 21, 2018, 12:00:15 PM
I think all the women on here look amazing. There are so many beautiful women on here. Oh and Ashley did I mention I was lesbian (wink) lmao. {runs away giggling}
Love
Bobbie LeAnn
If my marriage ever finally implodes I'm thinking about retiring, buying a new Harley and living on the open road. If so, I may have to look you up. At least we could go riding together.
The spy who came in from the cold in the War Between the Sexes.
Quote from: Bobbie Ann on January 21, 2018, 11:46:15 AM
> I doubt I will ever be able to have corrective surgery and that breaks my heart
Bobbie LeAnn, that breaks my heart too... knowing that's a reality for so many of us. But no surgeon can accurately install a smile on your face - that is something we develop from within, knowing we are achieving the best life possible. And you are doing that. Photos of us and our sisters here are proof. Many of us, including you, have already accomplished what I previously thought was impossible.
my before is a year ago. My after after is 50lbs lighter, three lazer treatments and almost 4 months on HRT. i have a LONG way to go yet.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi64.tinypic.com%2Fszym37.jpg&hash=d116e621c0a22708fc81692f1ee0c0a89f5996e1) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi66.tinypic.com%2F123rvbo.jpg&hash=47dac5da001186e68e8a611a6d75373f7a50dba6)
Quote from: Becca Kay on January 22, 2018, 10:10:58 PM
my before is a year ago. My after after is 50lbs lighter, three lazer treatments and almost 4 months on HRT. i have a LONG way to go yet.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi64.tinypic.com%2Fszym37.jpg&hash=d116e621c0a22708fc81692f1ee0c0a89f5996e1) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi66.tinypic.com%2F123rvbo.jpg&hash=47dac5da001186e68e8a611a6d75373f7a50dba6)
Good for you!
Quote from: Becca Kay on January 22, 2018, 10:10:58 PM
my before is a year ago. My after after is 50lbs lighter, three lazer treatments and almost 4 months on HRT. i have a LONG way to go yet.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi64.tinypic.com%2Fszym37.jpg&hash=d116e621c0a22708fc81692f1ee0c0a89f5996e1) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi66.tinypic.com%2F123rvbo.jpg&hash=47dac5da001186e68e8a611a6d75373f7a50dba6)
I'm gonna make 4 months soon too on 1/29!
Just found a few pics of "before" (crossdressing at least at the time) and it made me sad.
Both of these are before hrt. (https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20180123/14f6aa5493051c72fb5dee28ebfa0553.jpg)(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20180123/0d022ad5edbe789a5b70ee032cbe5114.jpg)
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Quote from: Allison S on January 22, 2018, 10:50:29 PM
I'm gonna make 4 months soon too on 1/29!
Just found a few pics of "before" (crossdressing at least at the time) and it made me sad.
Both of these are before hrt. (https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20180123/14f6aa5493051c72fb5dee28ebfa0553.jpg)(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20180123/0d022ad5edbe789a5b70ee032cbe5114.jpg)
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Hi Allison even though both your pics where before HRT I still think you looked cute as a girl and will just improve as time goes by
Quote from: Becca Kay on January 22, 2018, 10:10:58 PM
my before is a year ago. My after after is 50lbs lighter, three lazer treatments and almost 4 months on HRT. i have a LONG way to go yet.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi64.tinypic.com%2Fszym37.jpg&hash=d116e621c0a22708fc81692f1ee0c0a89f5996e1) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi66.tinypic.com%2F123rvbo.jpg&hash=47dac5da001186e68e8a611a6d75373f7a50dba6)
Hi Becca congratulations on the weight loss and laser your looking good
Quote from: Becca Kay on January 22, 2018, 10:10:58 PM
my before is a year ago. My after after is 50lbs lighter, three lazer treatments and almost 4 months on HRT. i have a LONG way to go yet.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi64.tinypic.com%2Fszym37.jpg&hash=d116e621c0a22708fc81692f1ee0c0a89f5996e1) (https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi66.tinypic.com%2F123rvbo.jpg&hash=47dac5da001186e68e8a611a6d75373f7a50dba6)
Great transformation <3
Quote from: natalie.ashlyne on January 22, 2018, 11:05:00 PM
Hi Allison even though both your pics where before HRT I still think you looked cute as a girl and will just improve as time goes by
Thanks love [emoji173] I thought at one point I'd stay both. But that was very short lived and I made the best decision of my life. All the shame is finally melting away [emoji4]
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Quote from: Allison S on January 23, 2018, 01:17:55 PM
Thanks love [emoji173] I thought at one point I'd stay both. But that was very short lived and I made the best decision of my life. All the shame is finally melting away [emoji4]
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Honestly I am jealous of you I love that shirt you have in the pic showing a bit of you midriff I wish I could wear clothes like that still trying to loose my belly plus it apparently does not suit my age from what I have been told
Quote from: Allison S on January 22, 2018, 10:50:29 PM
I'm gonna make 4 months soon too on 1/29!
Just found a few pics of "before" (crossdressing at least at the time) and it made me sad.
Both of these are before hrt. (https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20180123/14f6aa5493051c72fb5dee28ebfa0553.jpg)(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20180123/0d022ad5edbe789a5b70ee032cbe5114.jpg)
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You're pretty. And that's without hrt. You will be even more passable after you've been on hrt a while. But honestly looking at your picture I wouldn't have known you're trans.
OK, It's been 6 months so what the heck.
(https://i.imgur.com/v8gO3rx.jpg) (https://i.imgur.com/0Qxm3oM.jpg)
This is the earliest pic I can find of myself: 7/17/2017 - the day I started HRT.
Second pic is today: 1/24/2018 - my first day living full-time.
There might be an older pic of myself lurking around somewhere. I'm not all that excited to find it, but I'll check.
Hmm... my eyebrows still look a little bushy. Probably need to get them shaped properly one of these days.
Quote from: Sarah_P on January 24, 2018, 08:50:10 PM
OK, It's been 6 months so what the heck.
(https://i.imgur.com/v8gO3rx.jpg) (https://i.imgur.com/0Qxm3oM.jpg)
This is the earliest pic I can find of myself: 7/17/2017 - the day I started HRT.
Second pic is today: 1/24/2018 - my first day living full-time.
There might be an older pic of myself lurking around somewhere. I'm not all that excited to find it, but I'll check.
Hmm... my eyebrows still look a little bushy. Probably need to get them shaped properly one of these days.
Wow. Only 6 months but there is no way I would have recognized you.
Edit: Wait, I just realized that is only a month before I joined this forum. So basically you've changed this much just since I've been here. That's incredible!
Quote from: Sarah_P on January 24, 2018, 08:50:10 PM
OK, It's been 6 months so what the heck.
(https://i.imgur.com/v8gO3rx.jpg) (https://i.imgur.com/0Qxm3oM.jpg)
This is the earliest pic I can find of myself: 7/17/2017 - the day I started HRT.
Second pic is today: 1/24/2018 - my first day living full-time.
There might be an older pic of myself lurking around somewhere. I'm not all that excited to find it, but I'll check.
Hmm... my eyebrows still look a little bushy. Probably need to get them shaped properly one of these days.
You look great love your smile. Get your brows done girl it makes such a difference. Congratulations on your new life.
Steph
Quote from: Sarah_P on January 24, 2018, 08:50:10 PM
OK, It's been 6 months so what the heck.
(https://i.imgur.com/v8gO3rx.jpg) (https://i.imgur.com/0Qxm3oM.jpg)
This is the earliest pic I can find of myself: 7/17/2017 - the day I started HRT.
Second pic is today: 1/24/2018 - my first day living full-time.
There might be an older pic of myself lurking around somewhere. I'm not all that excited to find it, but I'll check.
Hmm... my eyebrows still look a little bushy. Probably need to get them shaped properly one of these days.
You look so cute and happy now
Thanks everyone!! :icon_redface:
I am so much happier than that glum looking lump in the first pic.
I had my eyebrows done really early on, but I was still mostly in hiding, so I didn't go really feminine with them. Then I started shaping them myself. If I find an earlier pic you can see an impressive unibrow....
I think I'll make an appointment for next monday afternoon for an eyebrow shaping, I'll be up in the city for my doctor appointment anyway.
Yes! You look so happy! And I agree that you have a wonderful smile. It's very disarming. I imagine a lot of strangers smile back when you smile at them.
Lindy
Quote from: Lindy on January 25, 2018, 02:38:44 PM
Yes! You look so happy! And I agree that you have a wonderful smile. It's very disarming. I imagine a lot of strangers smile back when you smile at them.
Lindy
Aw, thank you! I hadn't really thought about it, but yes, they do. I must dazzle them with pure happiness. Ohhh.... is that my super power?! I'd take that!
Top is December 2017, bottom is June 2011. I started HRT in August 2014, and went full-time in May 2015.(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20180127/68d8f91529d580d80b82e73aeb77ffe0.jpg)
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Quote from: Danielle79 on January 26, 2018, 07:42:43 PM
Top is December 2017, bottom is June 2011. I started HRT in August 2014, and went full-time in May 2015.(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20180127/68d8f91529d580d80b82e73aeb77ffe0.jpg)
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Nice
Danielle... Congrats Sister!!!... A wonderful change!!!... You look Gorgeous and Happy!!!
Onward we go!!!!
Ashley 😀❤️🌻
I guess it is my turn? In the years I have been here this is a first. I still feel my after looks more like most of your befores. (Deep breath) Here goes.
We start with an obligatory very sad, facial haired old white guy.
(https://i.imgur.com/YjEk7N3.jpg)
Next is 9 months into HRT
(https://i.imgur.com/brA4l3t.jpg)
Last is 1 yr 9 months into HRT.
(https://i.imgur.com/iPsos8w.jpg)
Quote from: Jacqueline on February 01, 2018, 02:11:13 PM
I guess it is my turn? In the years I have been here this is a first. I still feel my after looks more like most of your befores. (Deep breath) Here goes. We start with an obligatory very sad, facial haired old white guy.
https://photos.google.com/u/1/photo/AF1QipPXMfST3jDkxktr5dqrEjNhAsmAYpz4YLnSUTvD
Next is 9 months into HRT
https://photos.google.com/u/1/photo/AF1QipPZA-bmm5bvqDq718-OWTFUMcdzYFKrhEFVbKIO
Last is 1 yr 9 months into HRT.
https://photos.google.com/u/1/photo/AF1QipP9AetmgwIUZiXi60DcpERklTmuTUb5ssXqprce
Links do not work unfortunately.
Sorry all. Little embarrassing for a mod to make such a rookie mistake. ;)
Thanks for the heads up Roll
Jacqui
Wow, Jacqueline! That's an amazing change!
Quote from: Jacqueline on February 01, 2018, 02:11:13 PM
I guess it is my turn? In the years I have been here this is a first. I still feel my after looks more like most of your befores. (Deep breath) Here goes.
We start with an obligatory very sad, facial haired old white guy.
(https://i.imgur.com/YjEk7N3.jpg)
Next is 9 months into HRT
(https://i.imgur.com/brA4l3t.jpg)
Last is 1 yr 9 months into HRT.
(https://i.imgur.com/iPsos8w.jpg)
You look wonderful that is amazing
We must be seeing two totally different after photos. You look great Jacqui! Actually quite a bit different from your before. In my humble opinion, you took to estrogen like a fish to water. ☺
Fantastic transformation Jacqui!! Well done. :eusa_clap:
Old me vs New me. Who wins?
Inspirational Jacqui!!
Quote from: DawnOday on February 01, 2018, 03:52:19 PM
Old me vs New me. Who wins?
In a fight or at life? Either way, I'm going with new! ;D (Also inspirational!)
Quote from: Danielle79 on January 26, 2018, 07:42:43 PM
Top is December 2017, bottom is June 2011. I started HRT in August 2014, and went full-time in May 2015.(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20180127/68d8f91529d580d80b82e73aeb77ffe0.jpg)
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You look very angelic
Quote from: natalie.ashlyne on February 01, 2018, 04:43:19 PM
You look very angelic
That's because the photos cut off my devil horns. [emoji39]
That was very sweet, though. Thank you.
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Quote from: Danielle79 on February 01, 2018, 05:38:58 PM
That's because the photos cut off my devil horns. [emoji39]
That was very sweet, though. Thank you.
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Thank you, that explains the tail :)
OMG! I just can not get over these before and afters. I went and read through the whole thread today and I am just AMAZED. I had no hope for my own prospects but after seen some people who were very similar to myself here I am so heartened that I can have a positive outcome. Estrogen is truly miraculous! I pray that one day I will have pictures up here where I don't recognize the two pictures from start to finish. If I had seen pictures like these 10 years ago...!!!
This is exactly why I posted mine - hoping to show what is possible in case anyone else might realize things are within reach. Some of it isn't easy (electrolysis), HRT definitely helps, other things also help (be more careful with decisions that impact health). The pattern I see most often is strained, temporary smiles replaced with genuine, natural smiles. Happiness.
Quote from: transgenx on February 01, 2018, 09:20:44 PM
OMG! I just can not get over these before and afters. I went and read through the whole thread today and I am just AMAZED. I had no hope for my own prospects but after seen some people who were very similar to myself here I am so heartened that I can have a positive outcome. Estrogen is truly miraculous! I pray that one day I will have pictures up here where I don't recognize the two pictures from start to finish. If I had seen pictures like these 10 years ago...!!!
It's a sad fact of life that for quite a while we still see our pre-transition selves in "after" pictures. Some mornings I look in the mirror and cry, and not from joy.
At least now I see a brother and a sister. That's an improvement. Now if only I could be sure which of them would be looking back at me from that window in the bathroom.(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20180202/5e43b3986a062c21f386459496caa051.jpg)(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20180202/84c7c84b8660d7f61cceed2c53004f32.jpg)
The spy who came in from the cold in the War Between the Sexes.
Thanks for all the positive comments. Obviously, I wish my hair was my own. However without massive amounts of transplants or unlikely magic I can't grow it. So, I do cheat and use a wig. I
do love the estrogen and it does help me. It is amazing how different we all look from our first picture.
I really posted this not as a before and after but a before and where I am today at this time.
With warmth,
Jacqui
Quote from: Dee Marshall on February 01, 2018, 10:18:35 PM
It's a sad fact of life that for quite a while we still see our pre-transition selves in "after" pictures. Some mornings I look in the mirror and cry, and not from joy.
At least now I see a brother and a sister. That's an improvement. Now if only I could be sure which of them would be looking back at me from that window in the bathroom.(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20180202/5e43b3986a062c21f386459496caa051.jpg)(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20180202/84c7c84b8660d7f61cceed2c53004f32.jpg)
The spy who came in from the cold in the War Between the Sexes.
I see a big difference. You look much more feminine and happy in the second picture. Like a lot of other girls here the before picture looks like someone who stomps puppies and kicks over children's sand castles at the beach. In so many of the before pictures people look just totally angry at the world. I totally know why they are but I'm always surprised how much it shows in the before pictures.
Quote from: transgenx on February 01, 2018, 09:20:44 PM
OMG! I just can not get over these before and afters. I went and read through the whole thread today and I am just AMAZED. I had no hope for my own prospects but after seen some people who were very similar to myself here I am so heartened that I can have a positive outcome. Estrogen is truly miraculous! I pray that one day I will have pictures up here where I don't recognize the two pictures from start to finish. If I had seen pictures like these 10 years ago...!!!
I went back and read your introductory post and I see some similarities in our back stories. You will find that there are girls at your same stage of realization and you will develop a kinship with them as you navigate the process. When I first started 3 years ago I met some incredible women who are real life sisters to me.
We visited these pages looking for hope and found it in these pages. Most of my "classmates" have graduated and moved on. I have a debt here that I have to repay to those women who inspired me to realize that I could transition and not be seen as a freak. I was full of self doubt and fear. Heck, I still have some doubts but I am fully committed and there is no way I could go back. So, use this site for information, inspiration and support. It was almost exactly three years ago that I had my first therapist appointment and started down the road to finding my true self. I probably could have transitioned without this site but it would have been more difficult. I don't know how much longer I will continue to hang out here but as long as I am here I want to be a resource to my sisters.
I am 6'2" and I now weigh around 190. I was 235 a while back. Weight loss is harder once you start HRT so it's a great thing you are working on it now. I like to think that I'm somewhat proof that even a later in life big girl can transition and not look like a man in a dress (although there are still days that I see too much him in the mirror). If you ever need anything feel free to hit me up via IM - that goes for anyone on this site too.
Quote from: Jacqueline on February 01, 2018, 02:11:13 PM
I guess it is my turn? In the years I have been here this is a first. I still feel my after looks more like most of your befores. (Deep breath) Here goes.
We start with an obligatory very sad, facial haired old white guy.
(https://i.imgur.com/YjEk7N3.jpg)
Next is 9 months into HRT
(https://i.imgur.com/brA4l3t.jpg)
Last is 1 yr 9 months into HRT.
(https://i.imgur.com/iPsos8w.jpg)
You look fantastic!
Do you mind if I ask how you got all that beautiful hair? I'm not happy at all with my hairline and I've been looking at options.
Quote from: I Am Jess on February 02, 2018, 12:34:30 AM
I went back and read your introductory post and I see some similarities in our back stories. You will find that there are girls at your same stage of realization and you will develop a kinship with them as you navigate the process. When I first started 3 years ago I met some incredible women who are real life sisters to me.
We visited these pages looking for hope and found it in these pages. Most of my "classmates" have graduated and moved on. I have a debt here that I have to repay to those women who inspired me to realize that I could transition and not be seen as a freak. I was full of self doubt and fear. Heck, I still have some doubts but I am fully committed and there is no way I could go back. So, use this site for information, inspiration and support. It was almost exactly three years ago that I had my first therapist appointment and started down the road to finding my true self. I probably could have transitioned without this site but it would have been more difficult. I don't know how much longer I will continue to hang out here but as long as I am here I want to be a resource to my sisters.
I am 6'2" and I now weigh around 190. I was 235 a while back. Weight loss is harder once you start HRT so it's a great thing you are working on it now. I like to think that I'm somewhat proof that even a later in life big girl can transition and not look like a man in a dress (although there are still days that I see too much him in the mirror). If you ever need anything feel free to hit me up via IM - that goes for anyone on this site too.
That was a beautiful post Jess. I do hope you hang around here for way more time, your effervescence is refreshing and your transformation is jaw dropping.
Quote from: Jacqueline on February 01, 2018, 02:11:13 PM
I guess it is my turn? In the years I have been here this is a first. I still feel my after looks more like most of your befores. (Deep breath) Here goes.
We start with an obligatory very sad, facial haired old white guy.
(https://i.imgur.com/YjEk7N3.jpg)
Next is 9 months into HRT
(https://i.imgur.com/brA4l3t.jpg)
Last is 1 yr 9 months into HRT.
(https://i.imgur.com/iPsos8w.jpg)
Just wow! What an astounding transformation!! And in such a short amount of time. Amazing.
Quote from: Charlie Nicki on February 02, 2018, 08:11:24 AM
Just wow! What an astounding transformation!! And in such a short amount of time. Amazing.
Wow, and your hair. How?
Sorry. I don't mean to fool anyone.
As I mentioned in a past above, it's a wig. I realized a while ago that my own hair is a thing of the past. Without spending a fortune, medically. The wig cost quite a bit on its own. I now think of it as my hair. I did have it styled
Sorry again if I missed anyone..
Jacqui
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Quote from: Jacqueline on February 02, 2018, 09:42:24 AM
Sorry. I don't mean to fool anyone.
As I mentioned in a past above, it's a wig. I realized a while ago that my own hair is a thing of the past. Without spending a fortune, medically. The wig cost quite a bit on its own. I now think of it as my hair. I did have it styled
Sorry again if I missed anyone..
Jacqui
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Well the wig is perfect. Looks very natural.
That was one majestic 'stache, and your wig is worth every penny you spent. I also thought it was natural hair.
As with most of us, you look way better and happier nowadays.
Ok, so here are some pics. First is from December where life was just *dandy* and I never thought in a million years that I would be able do what I am doing now. The only physical changes are about 40 pounds, no beard and my hair is down in the second pic. Also, please don't say I look like I wanted to stomp squirrels in my before pic :)
-Julie
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.nolawaxhands.com%2F20171201-Still%2520Hiding.jpg&hash=1e313effb2a0406f1942c8b67843690b7c6494bd)(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.nolawaxhands.com%2F20180202-40%2520pounds.jpg&hash=254039d964720fefcbd3e71d865eb52e29d746fa)
40 pounds in less than 2 months is impressive!! You look like you are off to a running start Julie. :)
Quote from: Jacqueline on February 01, 2018, 02:11:13 PM
I guess it is my turn? In the years I have been here this is a first. I still feel my after looks more like most of your befores. (Deep breath) Here goes.
We start with an obligatory very sad, facial haired old white guy.
(https://i.imgur.com/YjEk7N3.jpg)
Next is 9 months into HRT
(https://i.imgur.com/brA4l3t.jpg)
Last is 1 yr 9 months into HRT.
(https://i.imgur.com/iPsos8w.jpg)
Jacqueline, the 'before' picture is supposed to be of yourself, not your father! :D
Seriously, that is an amazing transformation!
You are too kind KathyLauren. That shot was taken the year I became active here, almost 3 years ago. I do see more than a passing resemblance to both my father and his.
Thank you, it's a little embarrassing. I'm not so good with compliments.
I just thought a staff member might be good to see how we struggle with the same problems as everyone else.
Warmly,
Jacqui
Quote from: Jacqueline on February 01, 2018, 02:11:13 PM
I guess it is my turn? In the years I have been here this is a first. I still feel my after looks more like most of your befores. (Deep breath) Here goes.
We start with an obligatory very sad, facial haired old white guy.
(https://i.imgur.com/YjEk7N3.jpg)
Next is 9 months into HRT
(https://i.imgur.com/brA4l3t.jpg)
Last is 1 yr 9 months into HRT.
(https://i.imgur.com/iPsos8w.jpg)
Jacqueline!!!!
I am so glad you decided to take your turn here because... WOW!!! 😀!!!!!
What wonderful changes in 1 year and 9 months ... You have traveled far in a short time dear sister! The happiness and your inner light are shining brightly for all to see... Bask in the glow sister and kudos for making it happen... There is much still to come as well... At 4 plus years into HRT, I still feel like I am seeing and feeling changes everyday... I think the train can move slower for us girls past the half century mark but it still arrives at the destination...
I Love your necklace in the last photo!!!... It demonstrates nature's "Golden Ratio" in relation to a nautilus shell... It speaks to nature's beauty and you are a very good demonstration of that as well my dear...
Onward we go brave sister!!!
Ashley 😀❤️🌻
Transformation Tuesday
(https://farm5.staticflickr.com/4611/39226128415_6f1465a485_o.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/22LhamT)
I will be posting a status up date on Thursday that will explain more....
Quote from: I Am Jess on February 06, 2018, 06:36:26 PM
Transformation Tuesday
(https://farm5.staticflickr.com/4611/39226128415_6f1465a485_o.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/22LhamT)
I will be posting a status up date on Thursday that will explain more....
Can't wait :)
Quote from: tgirlamc on February 02, 2018, 09:01:21 PM
Jacqueline!!!!
I am so glad you decided to take your turn here because... WOW!!! 😀!!!!!
What wonderful changes in 1 year and 9 months ... You have traveled far in a short time dear sister! The happiness and your inner light are shining brightly for all to see... Bask in the glow sister and kudos for making it happen... There is much still to come as well... At 4 plus years into HRT, I still feel like I am seeing and feeling changes everyday... I think the train can move slower for us girls past the half century mark but it still arrives at the destination...
I Love your necklace in the last photo!!!... It demonstrates nature's "Golden Ratio" in relation to a nautilus shell... It speaks to nature's beauty and you are a very good demonstration of that as well my dear...
Onward we go brave sister!!!
Ashley 😀❤️🌻
Like totally jealous of your hair!!!
Well I found a pic of me when I was 15 ish which was 20 years ago now I feel old saying that
(https://i.imgur.com/frrkO8k.jpg)
This is me 2 weeks ago
(https://i.imgur.com/TpSxPao.jpg)
Which reminds me of a time my grandmother said "just wait, you'll find out soon enough" when I asked her what it was like to get old. I think I was five or six at the time.
Guess it's my turn. Been on hrt for about 14 months and am preop (very very soon :-)
This is about four years ago:
(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20180213/3120777a628a5294cac99f0b0b4144cc.jpg)
This pic was taken last month:
(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20180213/4231fadf16265f4574d19e6bb1fda792.jpg)
Thank you everyone on this site, and thank you SPARTA. I wouldn't be where I am today without the support of this community.
And a special thank you to Dena who helped me realize who I really am :-)
Nice
Quote from: TechGirl on February 13, 2018, 05:19:45 PM
Guess it's my turn. Been on hrt for about 14 months and am preop (very very soon :-)
This is about four years ago:
(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20180213/3120777a628a5294cac99f0b0b4144cc.jpg)
This pic was taken last month:
(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20180213/4231fadf16265f4574d19e6bb1fda792.jpg)
Thank you everyone on this site, and thank you SPARTA. I wouldn't be where I am today without the support of this community.
And a special thank you to Dena who helped me realize who I really am :-)
you look totally different would never have guess, you look good
Quote from: natalie.ashlyne on February 13, 2018, 07:27:32 PM
you look totally different would never have guess, you look good
Thank you!
My last before headshot...
(https://www.susans.org/forums/gallery/0/57991-130218195814.jpeg)
My latest headshot...
(https://www.susans.org/forums/gallery/0/57991-130218200023.jpeg)
Quote from: epvanbeveren on February 13, 2018, 08:16:47 PM
My last before headshot...
(https://www.susans.org/forums/gallery/0/57991-130218195814.jpeg)
My latest headshot...
wow totally different you look good
Well thank you Natalie. <3
Quote from: epvanbeveren on February 13, 2018, 08:16:47 PM
My last before headshot...
(https://www.susans.org/forums/gallery/0/57991-130218195814.jpeg)
My latest headshot...
(https://www.susans.org/forums/gallery/0/57991-130218200023.jpeg)
Great evolution! :)
Wonderful and positive changes ladies!!!
Beautiful Keelee!!!
Welcome at last to your real life my dear sister!
Tech Girl!!!!
Killin' it as well and the joy of claiming your true life is jumping off the screen!!!
Natalie!!!
Amazing changes my gorgeous friend... I don't think that 15 year old dared dream of the reality, of how beautiful you are now!!!
Onward we go brave sisters!!!
Ashley 😀❤️🌻
This thread is always an inspiration to me and I think others. it allows us following behind to see where it all starts and where we have the possibility of ended up. For me at least it shows that there is truly a new life at the end of this long long journey and it is not just a bad dream.
Some day I will be able to post in this thread to help others on their journey so that it might relieve a small amount of the uncertainty and anxiety they may have and give someone else the courage to move forward out of the unhappy life path they are following and take the step that is always the hardest and on to the path for a new and happier life.
Paige
Hi All...
Here is me after 52 years of trying to live the way I thought I was expected to...
(https://farm5.staticflickr.com/4278/34963604754_784e5f08f5_k.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/VgBBzC)Untitled (https://flic.kr/p/VgBBzC) by Ashley Campbell (https://www.flickr.com/photos/156388176@N05/), on Flickr
Here is me living my life at age 56...
(https://farm5.staticflickr.com/4694/26410961858_dd93e2a2e8_z.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/GeR5Pm)Untitled (https://flic.kr/p/GeR5Pm) by Ashley Campbell (https://www.flickr.com/photos/156388176@N05/), on Flickr
(https://farm5.staticflickr.com/4655/25197981747_a601444707_z.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/EoEf6a) (https://flic.kr/p/EoEf6a) by Ashley Campbell (https://www.flickr.com/photos/156388176@N05/), on Flickr
(https://farm5.staticflickr.com/4656/39359177984_4c96bc11de_b.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/22Y35mY)Untitled (https://flic.kr/p/22Y35mY) by Ashley Campbell (https://www.flickr.com/photos/156388176@N05/), on Flickr
Onward we go brave sisters!
Ashley :)
Tgirlamc,
I still can't get over how beautiful you are!
Julie
Quote from: JulieAllana on February 17, 2018, 01:06:09 PM
Tgirlamc,
I still can't get over how beautiful you are!
Julie
Awwww Julie!
Thanks so much for the kind words, my sweet and beautiful sister!!!...
I think this is an important thread...It is one that offers hope to many who are just starting down the path... There are so many new faces arriving here by the day!... So many of them arrive heavy with fears and worries about the external part of all this and what may, or may not be possible for them... The beautiful and happy faces in this thread are testament to the fact that much is possible in the realm of external change if that is what they seek...
Onward we go!!!
Ashley 😀❤️🌻
Tgirlamc, You are marvelously beautiful dear. <3
Quote from: epvanbeveren on February 17, 2018, 10:32:32 PM
Tgirlamc, You are marvelously beautiful dear. <3
As are you Erin!!!... You have traveled far and arrived in beautiful style my dear sister!!!
Hugs!!!
A 😀❤️🌻
Everyone is so beautiful! <3 I am truly blessed to be amongst such awesome company.
July 2016 Feburary 24 2018
(https://i.imgur.com/3IGuu6T.jpg) (https://i.imgur.com/bjo3MIO.jpg)
Quote from: natalie.ashlyne on February 25, 2018, 04:41:49 PM
July 2016 Feburary 24 2018
(https://i.imgur.com/3IGuu6T.jpg) (https://i.imgur.com/bjo3MIO.jpg)
Wow
Quote from: natalie.ashlyne on February 25, 2018, 04:41:49 PM
July 2016 Feburary 24 2018
(https://i.imgur.com/3IGuu6T.jpg) (https://i.imgur.com/bjo3MIO.jpg)
Ahh!! Puppy Cerberus!
And amazing transition Natalie!
Quote from: Sarah_P on February 25, 2018, 06:29:27 PM
Ahh!! Puppy Cerberus!
And amazing transition Natalie!
Thank you Sarah ya I love puppies I miss all of them
Quote from: Cassi on February 25, 2018, 04:44:01 PM
Wow
Thank you cassie I say that to about myself lol
Wow Natalie, you look marvelous.
Quote from: natalie.ashlyne on February 25, 2018, 04:41:49 PM
July 2016 Feburary 24 2018
(https://i.imgur.com/3IGuu6T.jpg) (https://i.imgur.com/bjo3MIO.jpg)
Natalie!!! Such wonderful changes my dear and beautiful little sister!... Love the little puppers too!!!
Onward we go!!!
Hugs and Love!!!
Ashley 😀❤️🌻
Quote from: natalie.ashlyne on February 25, 2018, 04:41:49 PM
July 2016 Feburary 24 2018
(https://i.imgur.com/3IGuu6T.jpg) (https://i.imgur.com/bjo3MIO.jpg)
Wow you look really pretty, good for you!
tgirlamc - Ashley,
I love how big your smile is in your photos! and you look fantastic,
Sonja
Quote from: tgirlamc on February 26, 2018, 06:38:03 PM
Natalie!!! Such wonderful changes my dear and beautiful little sister!... Love the little puppers too!!!
Onward we go!!!
Hugs and Love!!!
Ashley 😀❤️🌻
Thank you Ashley you are such an inspiration and kind :)
Quote from: Sonja on February 28, 2018, 02:23:46 AM
Wow you look really pretty, good for you!
Thank you :)
Well I'm past a year now on HRT. I do see some changes. I see my mom in my face more than my dad now. That's actually really nice. At the same time it's hard for me to see real changes. Body wise I know I lost a lot of upper body muscles for sure. My fat it seemed all kinda dropped to my belly at once. :D Anyway heres my timeline so far everybody! ;)
Me about 11 years ago or so. I think 2006
(https://farm5.staticflickr.com/4185/33935692734_4934311d4c.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/TGMi9A)421899_3095875684968_1025573354_n (https://flic.kr/p/TGMi9A) by Josie H (https://www.flickr.com/photos/149006210@N03/), on Flickr
I didn't smile often but when my kids are silly....2014
I actually have a hard time finding pictures of myself with the beard. I wasn't into taking selfies.
(https://farm5.staticflickr.com/4628/38728227560_349f74cda1_h.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/221hhMo)2018-02-28_10-14-14 (https://flic.kr/p/221hhMo) by Josie H (https://www.flickr.com/photos/149006210@N03/), on Flickr
This was about right when I started on HRT. Feb 2017
(https://farm5.staticflickr.com/4267/33935696834_afea9b4dec_h.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/TGMjnh)IMG_20170226_143757422 (https://flic.kr/p/TGMjnh) by Josie H (https://www.flickr.com/photos/149006210@N03/), on Flickr
Last fall. Nov 2017. I was finally able to put my hair in a ponytail for the first time in my life. I always wanted long hair.
(https://farm5.staticflickr.com/4466/24242661758_6fb8dd2a17_b.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/CWeYJS)IMG_20171101_135112 (https://flic.kr/p/CWeYJS) by Josie H (https://www.flickr.com/photos/149006210@N03/), on Flickr
Me recently, no makeup or anything and yes, I'm still working on burning the beard hair off my face! :D
(https://farm5.staticflickr.com/4630/40495702392_7a7611a561_z.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/24Gt4to)2018-02-28_10-07-33 (https://flic.kr/p/24Gt4to) by Josie H (https://www.flickr.com/photos/149006210@N03/), on Flickr
Like I said, all my fat dropped onto my belly! AHHRG. :P
(https://farm5.staticflickr.com/4756/40537996061_e38310a55c_z.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/24LcPUz)2018-02-28_10-08-10 (https://flic.kr/p/24LcPUz) by Josie H (https://www.flickr.com/photos/149006210@N03/), on Flickr
But now that my spine surgical scar is healing I hope to get back into walking or even jogging again someday. Being stuck on a couch for months due to the pain, well I added another 30lbs. Now at near 230! I want to try to get down to 170lbs. Thats my goal anyway. I have to wait for some nerve regeneration to happen first.
(https://farm5.staticflickr.com/4628/39643089685_3fe2f4ed2b_z.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/23p8cqi)Scar from recent spine surgery. (https://flic.kr/p/23p8cqi) by Josie H (https://www.flickr.com/photos/149006210@N03/), on Flickr
Quote from: josie76 on February 28, 2018, 10:30:30 AM
Well I'm past a year now on HRT. I do see some changes. I see my mom in my face more than my dad now. That's actually really nice. At the same time it's hard for me to see real changes. Body wise I know I lost a lot of upper body muscles for sure. My fat it seemed all kinda dropped to my belly at once. :D Anyway heres my timeline so far everybody! ;)
@ josie76: Wow-whee...... thanks for posting your before and after pictures... for just a little over a year of HRT that is very good progress indeed.... I see a lot more that just
"some changes" ... looking forward to more updates in the future.
Wishing you well,
Aspiringperson
7.5 months on HRT, and I am already getting to where when I do my makeup right, and dress right and wear my wig, I feel very good and actually feel like I actually "Look" female to myself. Might not to others, but as I've learned with this whole thing, it's what makes me feel good that matters the most. And I am extremely happy with the results of my laser hair removal on my face, and the subtle changes the HRT is having on my body and face. It is absolutely amazing! Best thing I have ever done in my life! I still do not present full time yet, my wife and I have discussed that this summer is likely when she would like for me to make the change. And one of the reasons for that is so that our 5 year old daughter can get used to me that way all through the summer, so by time she returns to school in the fall, it will make the transition with her school and things easier. She already knows I am a girl. It's awesome! And she has started calling me "Mama" when she is talking to her mommy about me. "Oooh I'm gonna go tell Mama!" She is the best, most empathic, caring and intelligent kid!
(https://farm5.staticflickr.com/4711/39643816035_b44a9d4af9_b.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/23pbVkz) (https://flic.kr/p/23pbVkz) by (https://www.flickr.com/photos/152563975@N08/)
Quote from: Sonja on February 28, 2018, 02:38:05 AM
tgirlamc - Ashley,
I love how big your smile is in your photos! and you look fantastic,
Sonja
Sonja!... Welcome to the forum sister and thanks so much for the sweet words!!!
Josie!!!... What wonderful and beautiful changes my beautiful sister!... You have traveled far in just a short time with HRT.... Kudos to you!!!...
LaRell... You look femme and absolutely gorgeous sister!!! ...Most importantly, your words are telling me you have claimed the self acceptance which lies at the heart of the journey and have a mindset that will lend itself to making your life into whatever you choose... joyful and amazing things await you dear sister!!!
Onward we go brave sisters!!!
Ashley 😀❤️🌻
Quote from: LaRell on February 28, 2018, 11:00:24 AM
7.5 months on HRT, and I am already getting to where when I do my makeup right, and dress right and wear my wig, I feel very good and actually feel like I actually "Look" female to myself. Might not to others, but as I've learned with this whole thing, it's what makes me feel good that matters the most. And I am extremely happy with the results of my laser hair removal on my face, and the subtle changes the HRT is having on my body and face. It is absolutely amazing! Best thing I have ever done in my life! I still do not present full time yet, my wife and I have discussed that this summer is likely when she would like for me to make the change. And one of the reasons for that is so that our 5 year old daughter can get used to me that way all through the summer, so by time she returns to school in the fall, it will make the transition with her school and things easier. She already knows I am a girl. It's awesome! And she has started calling me "Mama" when she is talking to her mommy about me. "Oooh I'm gonna go tell Mama!" She is the best, most empathic, caring and intelligent kid!
(https://farm5.staticflickr.com/4711/39643816035_b44a9d4af9_b.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/23pbVkz) (https://flic.kr/p/23pbVkz) by (https://www.flickr.com/photos/152563975@N08/)
@ LaRell: Wow, a big, big difference that
7½ months on HRT can make. Regarding your daughter calling you Mama... that is so wonderful and heartwarming... the innocence of kids is amazing.
You look very nice... makeup, laser hair removal and wig very nicely done. Looking forward to your continued updates as you progress through your transition journey.
Best Wishes,
Aspiringperson
Josie, wow - what a change! Especially from that first photo. I know your back pain issues were a terrible setback, but now that you've had successful surgery you definitely have better days ahead. You go girl!
LaRell your new look is amazing - and that story of your daughter is so sweet.
Quote from: josie76 on February 28, 2018, 10:30:30 AM
Well I'm past a year now on HRT. I do see some changes. I see my mom in my face more than my dad now. That's actually really nice. At the same time it's hard for me to see real changes. Body wise I know I lost a lot of upper body muscles for sure. My fat it seemed all kinda dropped to my belly at once. :D Anyway heres my timeline so far everybody! ;)
Me about 11 years ago or so. I think 2006
(https://farm5.staticflickr.com/4185/33935692734_4934311d4c.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/TGMi9A)421899_3095875684968_1025573354_n (https://flic.kr/p/TGMi9A) by Josie H (https://www.flickr.com/photos/149006210@N03/), on Flickr
I didn't smile often but when my kids are silly....2014
I actually have a hard time finding pictures of myself with the beard. I wasn't into taking selfies.
(https://farm5.staticflickr.com/4628/38728227560_349f74cda1_h.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/221hhMo)2018-02-28_10-14-14 (https://flic.kr/p/221hhMo) by Josie H (https://www.flickr.com/photos/149006210@N03/), on Flickr
This was about right when I started on HRT. Feb 2017
(https://farm5.staticflickr.com/4267/33935696834_afea9b4dec_h.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/TGMjnh)IMG_20170226_143757422 (https://flic.kr/p/TGMjnh) by Josie H (https://www.flickr.com/photos/149006210@N03/), on Flickr
Last fall. Nov 2017. I was finally able to put my hair in a ponytail for the first time in my life. I always wanted long hair.
(https://farm5.staticflickr.com/4466/24242661758_6fb8dd2a17_b.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/CWeYJS)IMG_20171101_135112 (https://flic.kr/p/CWeYJS) by Josie H (https://www.flickr.com/photos/149006210@N03/), on Flickr
Me recently, no makeup or anything and yes, I'm still working on burning the beard hair off my face! :D
(https://farm5.staticflickr.com/4630/40495702392_7a7611a561_z.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/24Gt4to)2018-02-28_10-07-33 (https://flic.kr/p/24Gt4to) by Josie H (https://www.flickr.com/photos/149006210@N03/), on Flickr
Like I said, all my fat dropped onto my belly! AHHRG. :P
(https://farm5.staticflickr.com/4756/40537996061_e38310a55c_z.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/24LcPUz)2018-02-28_10-08-10 (https://flic.kr/p/24LcPUz) by Josie H (https://www.flickr.com/photos/149006210@N03/), on Flickr
But now that my spine surgical scar is healing I hope to get back into walking or even jogging again someday. Being stuck on a couch for months due to the pain, well I added another 30lbs. Now at near 230! I want to try to get down to 170lbs. Thats my goal anyway. I have to wait for some nerve regeneration to happen first.
(https://farm5.staticflickr.com/4628/39643089685_3fe2f4ed2b_z.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/23p8cqi)Scar from recent spine surgery. (https://flic.kr/p/23p8cqi) by Josie H (https://www.flickr.com/photos/149006210@N03/), on Flickr
Wow Josie you look totally amazing 2 totally different people
Quote from: LaRell on February 28, 2018, 11:00:24 AM
7.5 months on HRT, and I am already getting to where when I do my makeup right, and dress right and wear my wig, I feel very good and actually feel like I actually "Look" female to myself. Might not to others, but as I've learned with this whole thing, it's what makes me feel good that matters the most. And I am extremely happy with the results of my laser hair removal on my face, and the subtle changes the HRT is having on my body and face. It is absolutely amazing! Best thing I have ever done in my life! I still do not present full time yet, my wife and I have discussed that this summer is likely when she would like for me to make the change. And one of the reasons for that is so that our 5 year old daughter can get used to me that way all through the summer, so by time she returns to school in the fall, it will make the transition with her school and things easier. She already knows I am a girl. It's awesome! And she has started calling me "Mama" when she is talking to her mommy about me. "Oooh I'm gonna go tell Mama!" She is the best, most empathic, caring and intelligent kid!
(https://farm5.staticflickr.com/4711/39643816035_b44a9d4af9_b.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/23pbVkz) (https://flic.kr/p/23pbVkz) by (https://www.flickr.com/photos/152563975@N08/)
Wow Just 7.5 months that is great you look wonderful
Okay, not really much for putting myself out there like this but as I want to put up a before and after in another thread anyway... lets see if I can get this to work.
I don't know how long I will keep these up, it is difficult for me even posting them.
So here we go, from youngest to oldest.
(https://i.imgur.com/6IGyarf.jpg)
The Christmas after getting out of the hospital.
(https://i.imgur.com/M6REDrT.jpg)
First drivers photo.
(https://i.imgur.com/eDuoKUd.jpg)
18
(https://i.imgur.com/Z7IoBpL.jpg)
Out of basic, first night in Germany. Ouzo was free flowing, but still not sure why my friend took the picture.
(https://i.imgur.com/C78SM9K.jpg)
Desert Storm.
(https://i.imgur.com/giA5iCI.jpg)
First week out.
There were not many pictures taken of me aft that until now. I hate pictures of me.
(https://i.imgur.com/Qvw0i8k.jpg)
One of the few, 32 maybe.
(https://i.imgur.com/ZPx49UI.jpg)
5 years ago, age 43.
That is all of the male pictures, I don't know who I was then.
I do know that everyone had to work to make me smile. It's still not easy for me.
(https://i.imgur.com/ivnhU1M.jpg)
45th birthday, three weeks before starting hrt, November 2014.
(https://i.imgur.com/G7jEF8T.png)
One year on hormones.
(https://i.imgur.com/HZxxbqG.png)
Two years.
(https://i.imgur.com/1XqBz8C.jpg)
6 months ago.
(https://i.imgur.com/2AQxv97.jpg)
Now.
There were a lot more of the last few years but this is really difficult for me and I got frustrated, so I cut it short. Sorry.
This is kind of a timeline, I hope no one minds.
Ugh! It is so hard for me to hit save.
Quote from: FinallyMichelle on February 28, 2018, 03:00:59 PM
Okay, not really much for putting myself out there like this but as I want to put up a before and after in another thread anyway... lets see if I can get this to work.
I don't know how long I will keep these up, it is difficult for me even posting them.
So here we go, from youngest to oldest.
(https://i.imgur.com/6IGyarf.jpg)
@ FinallyMichelle:
Just a wild guess, but this looks like a "before transition" pic of you when you were younger.
Is there a current "after" pic somewhere to found in another of your posts?
Aspiringperson
I wanted to make sure it would work before I did it all. ;D
Quote from: FinallyMichelle on February 28, 2018, 03:00:59 PM
Okay, not really much for putting myself out there like this but as I want to put up a before and after in another thread anyway... lets see if I can get this to work.
I don't know how long I will keep these up, it is difficult for me even posting them.
So here we go, from youngest to oldest.
(https://i.imgur.com/6IGyarf.jpg)
The Christmas after getting out of the hospital.
(https://i.imgur.com/M6REDrT.jpg)
First drivers photo.
(https://i.imgur.com/eDuoKUd.jpg)
18
(https://i.imgur.com/Z7IoBpL.jpg)
Out of basic, first night in Germany. Ouzo was free flowing, but still not sure why my friend took the picture.
(https://i.imgur.com/C78SM9K.jpg)
Desert Storm.
(https://i.imgur.com/giA5iCI.jpg)
First week out.
There were not many pictures taken of me aft that until now. I hate pictures of me.
(https://i.imgur.com/Qvw0i8k.jpg)
One of the few, 32 maybe.
(https://i.imgur.com/ZPx49UI.jpg)
5 years ago, age 43.
That is all of the male pictures, I don't know who I was then.
I do know that everyone had to work to make me smile. It's still not easy for me.
(https://i.imgur.com/ivnhU1M.jpg)
45th birthday, three weeks before starting hrt, November 2014.
(https://i.imgur.com/G7jEF8T.png)
One year on hormones.
(https://i.imgur.com/HZxxbqG.png)
Two years.
(https://i.imgur.com/1XqBz8C.jpg)
6 months ago.
(https://i.imgur.com/2AQxv97.jpg)
Now.
There were a lot more of the last few years but this is really difficult for me and I got frustrated, so I cut it short. Sorry.
This is kind of a timeline, I hope no one minds.
Ugh! It is so hard for me to hit save.
Wow, you're definitely going to get some looks!!!!!
Quote from: Cassi on February 28, 2018, 03:42:44 PM
Wow, you're definitely going to get some looks!!!!!
Is that a compliment or a curse? 😆 I don't know if I should thank you or not.
Thanks. 😊
People do look but I never know why. It bothers me a lot lately.
Like now, my boyfriend is taking me out to dinner, I kind of don't want to go.
@ FinallyMichelle: Thanks for posting your very interesting transition timeline photos.
The pic of you on your 45th birthday really looks good considering it was before HRT ... hair, eyebrows, makeup is nicely done.... then of course 2 to 3 years on HRT really did their thing.... you look great. Thanks for posting your pics.
Looking forward to more updates in the future.
Best wishes.
Aspiringperson
P.S. In my opinion you should go to dinner with your boyfriend... I think that you look terrific and should have no difficulty passing.... enjoy your meal with him.-
Quote from: FinallyMichelle on February 28, 2018, 03:00:59 PM
Okay, not really much for putting myself out there like this but as I want to put up a before and after in another thread anyway... lets see if I can get this to work.
I don't know how long I will keep these up, it is difficult for me even posting them.
So here we go, from youngest to oldest.
(https://i.imgur.com/6IGyarf.jpg)
The Christmas after getting out of the hospital.
(https://i.imgur.com/M6REDrT.jpg)
First drivers photo.
(https://i.imgur.com/eDuoKUd.jpg)
18
(https://i.imgur.com/Z7IoBpL.jpg)
Out of basic, first night in Germany. Ouzo was free flowing, but still not sure why my friend took the picture.
(https://i.imgur.com/C78SM9K.jpg)
Desert Storm.
(https://i.imgur.com/giA5iCI.jpg)
First week out.
There were not many pictures taken of me aft that until now. I hate pictures of me.
(https://i.imgur.com/Qvw0i8k.jpg)
One of the few, 32 maybe.
(https://i.imgur.com/ZPx49UI.jpg)
5 years ago, age 43.
That is all of the male pictures, I don't know who I was then.
I do know that everyone had to work to make me smile. It's still not easy for me.
(https://i.imgur.com/ivnhU1M.jpg)
45th birthday, three weeks before starting hrt, November 2014.
(https://i.imgur.com/G7jEF8T.png)
One year on hormones.
(https://i.imgur.com/HZxxbqG.png)
Two years.
(https://i.imgur.com/1XqBz8C.jpg)
6 months ago.
(https://i.imgur.com/2AQxv97.jpg)
Now.
There were a lot more of the last few years but this is really difficult for me and I got frustrated, so I cut it short. Sorry.
This is kind of a timeline, I hope no one minds.
Ugh! It is so hard for me to hit save.
You look great I am speechless all I can say is wow
Quote from: FinallyMichelle on February 28, 2018, 03:54:40 PM
Is that a compliment or a curse? 😆 I don't know if I should thank you or not.
Thanks. 😊
People do look but I never know why. It bothers me a lot lately.
Like now, my boyfriend is taking me out to dinner, I kind of don't want to go.
What's really kinda freaky for me, is that you're the spitting image of the girl that I left the Marines to marry.
Michelle - What an amazing difference! You are rocking it girl! People look at beautiful ladies so get used to it.
Here's my latest before and after.....what a difference hair color and length make. I should have gotten extensions and gone blonde long ago.
(https://farm5.staticflickr.com/4751/40545104721_ec84c58d56_o.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/24LQg4F)
Quote from: Aspiringperson on February 28, 2018, 03:56:49 PM
@ FinallyMichelle: Thanks for posting your very interesting transition timeline photos.
The pic of you on your 45th birthday really looks good considering it was before HRT ... hair, eyebrows, makeup is nicely done.... then of course 2 to 3 years on HRT really did their thing.... you look great. Thanks for posting your pics.
Looking forward to more updates in the future.
Best wishes.
Aspiringperson
P.S. In my opinion you should go to dinner with your boyfriend... I think that you look terrific and should have no difficulty passing.... enjoy your meal with him.-
😊 I did, ate too much so maybe I should not have. Lol
Thank you.
What's weird is the older pictures don't bother me as much as the ones after I started to transition. It's like they are not even me. That photo of my 45th birthday almost didn't make it, 😝 it grosses me out. I don't want to hide or misrepresent so I put all of me in there, the good and bad.
Thanks, I don't even wear makeup anymore. I want to learn so bad and next week at the conference I hope that I can learn some at the workshops.
I can't promise I will put up anymore. It was really hard for me to put those up and I want to pull them already.
Quote from: natalie.ashlyne on February 28, 2018, 04:01:45 PM
You look great I am speechless all I can say is wow
Thank you.
Quote from: Cassi on February 28, 2018, 04:04:02 PM
What's really kinda freaky for me, is that you're the spitting image of the girl that I left the Marines to marry.
I hope she is pretty then if you gave up the Marines for her. Then no one ever really leaves the Marines from what I understand. Everyone says I look like my mom, my aunt calls me her name all the time.
Quote from: I Am Jess on February 28, 2018, 06:02:24 PM
Michelle - What an amazing difference! You are rocking it girl! People look at beautiful ladies so get used to it.
Here's my latest before and after.....what a difference hair color and length make. I should have gotten extensions and gone blonde long ago.
(https://farm5.staticflickr.com/4751/40545104721_ec84c58d56_o.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/24LQg4F)
Thanks. It freaks me out when they stare! Lol
You always look great. Lately though it's been settling in on you like it has been there forever. Still inspiring. 🙂
Quote from: FinallyMichelle on February 28, 2018, 03:54:40 PM
Is that a compliment or a curse? 😆 I don't know if I should thank you or not.
Thanks. 😊
People do look but I never know why. It bothers me a lot lately.
Like now, my boyfriend is taking me out to dinner, I kind of don't want to go.
LOL, it was definitely intended as a compliment which my later comment regarding my first "real" girlfriend and leaving "Active-Duty" for should support the compliment!
Definitely, positive and not a curse!!!!
Oh my god Michelle, truly amazing!! I know what you mean about the pictures, there are so few of me from the past 20 years it is absurd. To see the changes HRT has worked on you is a sight to behold though, and I thank you from the bottom of my heart for posting those pictures. It is exactly what I needed to see right now! My emotions and self esteem are just ricocheting all over the place, and seeing that sort of clear, absolute effect truly does help calm my fears.
Michelle!!!
Such wonderful changes my dear beautiful sister!...You have traveled far in life and far on transitions journey... There is pain in your words though and I don't want that for you...We are often our own harshest critic and being self critical can be a trap that can be hard to get out of...I spent a lot of time in that trap... Nothing of value comes from spending time in that dark place of despair except perhaps a understanding of it and a desire to help others escape it's grasp... It is not a place befitting the gorgeous woman I see in your recent pictures!!!
We can often spend so much time worrying about the external part of transition... You have the external part handled sister! and, in beautiful style... We don't always see it ourself but, ,I hope you know in your heart that what I am saying is true... because it is!
There is much in this world for us to claim, in our new lives, that is joyous... That is what I want for you always Michelle...
Onward we go brave sister,
Hugs, Love and Respect...
Ashley 🌻
FinallyMichelle,
Your timeline was inspirational!! The chocolate chip cami's (utilities) were a blast from the past. I enjoyed that outing in the sand in the Corps myself.
I have enjoyed your many posts recently. Keep them up!
Quote from: 2.B.Dana on February 28, 2018, 11:37:25 PM
FinallyMichelle,
Your timeline was inspirational!! The chocolate chip cami's (utilities) were a blast from the past. I enjoyed that outing in the sand in the Corps myself.
I have enjoyed your many posts recently. Keep them up!
Still waiting for my cheese Devil Dogette!!!!!
Quote from: FinallyMichelle on February 28, 2018, 07:01:20 PM
😊 I did, ate too much so maybe I should not have. Lol
Thank you.
What's weird is the older pictures don't bother me as much as the ones after I started to transition. It's like they are not even me. That photo of my 45th birthday almost didn't make it, 😝 it grosses me out. I don't want to hide or misrepresent so I put all of me in there, the good and bad.
Thanks, I don't even wear makeup anymore. I want to learn so bad and next week at the conference I hope that I can learn some at the workshops.
I can't promise I will put up anymore. It was really hard for me to put those up and I want to pull them already.
🙂
Michelle - I think you look great! Do consider that many people on this website consider themselves 'works in progress' as do I, in more ways than one. Chin up young lady!
Sonja x
Quote@ josie76: Wow-whee...... thanks for posting your before and after pictures... for just a little over a year of HRT that is very good progress indeed.... I see a lot more that just "some changes" ... looking forward to more updates in the future.
Wishing you well,
Aspiringperson
QuoteJosie!!!... What wonderful and beautiful changes my beautiful sister!... You have traveled far in just a short time with HRT.... Kudos to you!!!... Ashley
QuoteJosie, wow - what a change! Especially from that first photo. I know your back pain issues were a terrible setback, but now that you've had successful surgery you definitely have better days ahead. You go girl! Kendra
QuoteWow Josie you look totally amazing 2 totally different people Natalie
Goodness thank you, all of you! :D It's certainly harder for me to see any differences. You all certainly know how to lift this girl's spirits!
Quote from: Cassi on February 28, 2018, 07:14:33 PM
LOL, it was definitely intended as a compliment which my later comment regarding my first "real" girlfriend and leaving "Active-Duty" for should support the compliment!
Definitely, positive and not a curse!!!!
Whew! 😊
Quote from: Roll on February 28, 2018, 11:06:02 PM
Oh my god Michelle, truly amazing!! I know what you mean about the pictures, there are so few of me from the past 20 years it is absurd. To see the changes HRT has worked on you is a sight to behold though, and I thank you from the bottom of my heart for posting those pictures. It is exactly what I needed to see right now! My emotions and self esteem are just ricocheting all over the place, and seeing that sort of clear, absolute effect truly does help calm my fears.
I am glad that it could help you. 🙂 I was never going to post anything like that, it was not easy. I had been thinking lately that there are no timelines anymore or not that I have seen. When I first came to the internet for help they were everywhere, for whatever reason they had gotten more scarce. I should have been sleeping the other afternoon instead of struggling with the diabolical craftiness of technology, but I just needed to. I don't know why I did it but if it helped you I am happy that I did.
You will be okay dearheart, it can get really dark sometimes but the other side is sooooo worth it.
Quote from: tgirlamc on February 28, 2018, 11:09:09 PM
Michelle!!!
Such wonderful changes my dear beautiful sister!...You have traveled far in life and far on transitions journey... There is pain in your words though and I don't want that for you...We are often our own harshest critic and being self critical can be a trap that can be hard to get out of...I spent a lot of time in that trap... Nothing of value comes from spending time in that dark place of despair except perhaps a understanding of it and a desire to help others escape it's grasp... It is not a place befitting the gorgeous woman I see in your recent pictures!!!
We can often spend so much time worrying about the external part of transition... You have the external part handled sister! and, in beautiful style... We don't always see it ourself but, ,I hope you know in your heart that what I am saying is true... because it is!
There is much in this world for us to claim, in our new lives, that is joyous... That is what I want for you always Michelle...
Onward we go brave sister,
Hugs, Love and Respect...
Ashley 🌻
And somehow you see through everything. 😃 You are right, logically I know that but my brain is stubborner than wherever I keep my logic.
I have never know anyone as nice as you and I hope that your friends and family appreciate you as much as everyone here.
Hugs
Quote from: 2.B.Dana on February 28, 2018, 11:37:25 PM
FinallyMichelle,
Your timeline was inspirational!! The chocolate chip cami's (utilities) were a blast from the past. I enjoyed that outing in the sand in the Corps myself.
I have enjoyed your many posts recently. Keep them up!
😃 Over a quarter century ago and we all remember it like yesterday, for me it was probably because we couldn't drink. 😉
I always feel like I am a joke that talks too much, maybe I am not so bad if you can get anything out of all that I write. 🙂
Quote from: Sonja on March 01, 2018, 11:10:21 PM
Michelle - I think you look great! Do consider that many people on this website consider themselves 'works in progress' as do I, in more ways than one. Chin up young lady!
Sonja x
"Young" You are too generous. 😊 I can handle it though.
I think that if I had an official title it would be - Work in Progress. From your avatar your progress has been impressive.
There are so many beautiful women here. Young and not so much, yes we know we are getting older 😃, I see so many that don't know that they are beautiful yet though. That is what this thread is about though, hope, hope that tomorrow will be better.
Lol, I have seen so many come and go. Beautiful women, smart women, caring women, women that I have admired and respected without ever saying a word. I admire so many of you, there is nothing special about me and for me that timeline was a roadmap of pain but maybe it gave back to some of you the comfort or help that you have given me.
Michelle
Quote from: FinallyMichelle on March 02, 2018, 04:59:20 PM
There are so many beautiful women here...
I see so many that don't know that they are beautiful yet though. That is what this thread is about though, hope, hope that tomorrow will be better
I know one of the women you are talking about that doesn't fully know yet... Her name is Michelle...
I look forward to the day when she fully embraces the power of what she has accomplished...The strength of the beautiful woman who has traveled so far, and through so much, to be here with us....I want the joy of that to fill her heart and then... I want her to look knowingly in the mirror... smile...and remember the lyrics to an old song...
"I was lost, but now I'm found... I was blind, but now I see"
Onward we go my brave and precious sister,
Hugs!!!
Ashley ❤️
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Quote from: roseyfox on March 04, 2018, 05:58:52 PM
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Wow! That can't be the same person?!
What's your age and if I can ask how you did you take estrogen? Injections, oral, patches, etc.?
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Quote from: roseyfox on March 04, 2018, 05:58:52 PM
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You look great I watch your YouTube videos
Quote from: roseyfox on March 04, 2018, 05:58:52 PM
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Wow, amazing. You look so cute!
Ahh what the hell I'll toss up my work in progress
(https://scontent.fyvr1-1.fna.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/fr/cp0/e15/q65/28577645_228408014371283_2794997465617224569_n.jpg?efg=eyJpIjoidCJ9&oh=5dae287ef9fe7698c7e38e45a1aeeba9&oe=5B4C3BE1)
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Quote from: Kristinagl on March 05, 2018, 03:35:00 AM
Ahh what the hell I'll toss up my work in progress
(https://scontent.fyvr1-1.fna.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/fr/cp0/e15/q65/28577645_228408014371283_2794997465617224569_n.jpg?efg=eyJpIjoidCJ9&oh=5dae287ef9fe7698c7e38e45a1aeeba9&oe=5B4C3BE1)
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you look great you have nice eyes too
Quote from: roseyfox on March 04, 2018, 05:58:52 PM
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Rosey you are very pretty.
Kristen, wow definitely very different.
Quote from: roseyfox on March 04, 2018, 05:58:52 PM
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Roseyfox Your are very beautiful. :)
Chelsea
Quote from: Kristinagl on March 05, 2018, 03:35:00 AM
Ahh what the hell I'll toss up my work in progress
(https://scontent.fyvr1-1.fna.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/fr/cp0/e15/q65/28577645_228408014371283_2794997465617224569_n.jpg?efg=eyJpIjoidCJ9&oh=5dae287ef9fe7698c7e38e45a1aeeba9&oe=5B4C3BE1)
(https://scontent.fyvr1-1.fna.fbcdn.net/v/t31.0-8/fr/cp0/e15/q65/28424111_226425941236157_890651842132702583_o.jpg?efg=eyJpIjoidCJ9&oh=c260d21da1c1b792ff5f092b95e57312&oe=5B4BA367)
Beautiful eyes - I'm sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo jealous!
Quote from: natalie.ashlyne on March 04, 2018, 06:20:02 PM
You look great I watch your YouTube videos
The middle picture really brings out your eyes.
Quote from: Kristinagl on March 05, 2018, 03:35:00 AM
Ahh what the hell I'll toss up my work in progress
(https://scontent.fyvr1-1.fna.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/fr/cp0/e15/q65/28577645_228408014371283_2794997465617224569_n.jpg?efg=eyJpIjoidCJ9&oh=5dae287ef9fe7698c7e38e45a1aeeba9&oe=5B4C3BE1)
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@
Kristinagl: Oh my goodness... what a dramatic change... you look completely different and of course you look beautiful, especially with those blue eyes.
Are you still riding your motorcycle? Before I transitioned I rode a fairly big bike myself and now after 3 years of HRT and going full time I found that I had trouble handling and keeping upright an almost 600 pound motorcycle, out of my own safety I had to downsize to a smaller and lighter bike.
Thanks for your picture update... you do indeed LOOK terrific.
Aspiringperson
This is not really a before and after but more like a work in progress.
First one is me 3 years ago before anything. The next is almost 3 years
of herbs and makeup of course lol. Maybe after two are three years of HRT
I might pass.
(https://i.imgur.com/a53cWov.jpg)
Hugs,
Chelsea
Kristinagl - What an amazing difference!
Rosey - Slay!
I was looking through some old pictures and came across this one from shortly after I had a pacemaker installed 11 years ago. It's still hard for me to believe that I could change this much. It was 3 years and 3 days ago that I had my first shot of estrogen.
(https://farm5.staticflickr.com/4744/25767955257_a645d5ce2c_o.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/Fg2vmD)
Ty for for all the kind words. Didn't think I could smile before a surgery but you all proved me wrong. And Aspiringperson no I don't ride atm. Sold the Harley recently. Will ride again but not high on the priority list. Maybe once snowboarding season ends I'll reopen that door
Quote from: roseyfox on March 04, 2018, 05:58:52 PM
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Rosey - you look awesome!
Sonja
Quote from: Kristinagl on March 05, 2018, 03:35:00 AM
Ahh what the hell I'll toss up my work in progress
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(https://scontent.fyvr1-1.fna.fbcdn.net/v/t31.0-8/fr/cp0/e15/q65/28424111_226425941236157_890651842132702583_o.jpg?efg=eyJpIjoidCJ9&oh=c260d21da1c1b792ff5f092b95e57312&oe=5B4BA367)
wow you look great, what an amazing transformation! Love your t-shirt
Sonja.
Quote from: Chelsea1807 on March 05, 2018, 01:44:43 PM
This is not really a before and after but more like a work in progress.
First one is me 3 years ago before anything. The next is almost 3 years
of herbs and makeup of course lol. Maybe after two are three years of HRT
I might pass.
Hugs,
Chelsea
Chelsea - you look great, you have a pretty and friendly face - I don't think it will take very long on HRT before you pass, but you're already pretty so there's a start!! Also I think you're kind and that goes a long way at passing as a nice person in general.
Sonja
Quote from: I Am Jess on March 05, 2018, 01:47:53 PM
I was looking through some old pictures and came across this one from shortly after I had a pacemaker installed 11 years ago. It's still hard for me to believe that I could change this much. It was 3 years and 3 days ago that I had my first shot of estrogen.
That's incredible!!, you look amazing!!
Sonja
Quote from: Allison S on March 04, 2018, 06:03:57 PM
Wow! That can't be the same person?!
What's your age and if I can ask how you did you take estrogen? Injections, oral, patches, etc.?
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I am 20 and done injection past 2 years injections :3
(https://i.imgur.com/oU49p3i.png)
Sorry about the potato quality of the top image, but I don't keep a whole lot of old pictures of myself around for obvious reasons.
A little over six months on HRT now. :D How time flies!
Wow, good for you!
Quote from: I Am Jess on March 05, 2018, 01:47:53 PM
Kristinagl - What an amazing difference!
Rosey - Slay!
I was looking through some old pictures and came across this one from shortly after I had a pacemaker installed 11 years ago. It's still hard for me to believe that I could change this much. It was 3 years and 3 days ago that I had my first shot of estrogen.
(https://farm5.staticflickr.com/4744/25767955257_a645d5ce2c_o.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/Fg2vmD)
Me thinks we have the same nose :)
Is that on an equal share basis???
Before weight loss and after weight loss.
(https://farm5.staticflickr.com/4777/25925375317_987645636c_o.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/FuWjRB)
Quote from: I Am Jess on March 15, 2018, 04:00:21 PM
Before weight loss and after weight loss.
(https://farm5.staticflickr.com/4777/25925375317_987645636c_o.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/FuWjRB)
Wow! I nominate you for Poster Woman!
Quote from: Cassi on March 15, 2018, 04:20:02 PM
Wow! I nominate you for Poster Woman!
True - weight loss and a transition and legal council!! wow That's fantastic Jess!!
Quote from: Sonja on March 15, 2018, 04:23:06 PM
True - weight loss and a transition and legal council!! wow That's fantastic Jess!!
Add to that:
Motivator
Comrade Actress
Cool nose (like mine but mine's more aged :)
Sense of Humor
I haven't posted for a while.
Totally busy with setting things straight again.
I had to refresh my online business profiles and though that I could do a before and after with them.
2014 was the year I fell in the deep hole 2016 the separation from my Ex-wife started and now I'm in Wonderland [emoji3]
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Please say hi to the Hatter and Alice for me.
Quote from: Cassi on March 17, 2018, 04:19:17 AM
Please say hi to the Hatter and Alice for me.
Sure I will do! [emoji16]
Thessa,
your photos are quite inspirational, thank you posting them!!
Okay Dana, where's our cheese :)
Quote from: Thessa on March 17, 2018, 03:55:02 AM
I haven't posted for a while.
Totally busy with setting things straight again.
I had to refresh my online business profiles and though that I could do a before and after with them.
2014 was the year I fell in the deep hole 2016 the separation from my Ex-wife started and now I'm in Wonderland [emoji3]
(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20180317/142fcee6fc189827e2eae9bd20d3d2f0.jpg)
Geez I'm dumb sometimes - Forgot to say how great your picture is!
Quote from: Thessa on March 17, 2018, 03:55:02 AM
I haven't posted for a while.
Totally busy with setting things straight again.
I had to refresh my online business profiles and though that I could do a before and after with them.
2014 was the year I fell in the deep hole 2016 the separation from my Ex-wife started and now I'm in Wonderland [emoji3]
(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20180317/142fcee6fc189827e2eae9bd20d3d2f0.jpg)
@ Thessa: Wow whee, terrific photos and a wonderful transition timeline for sure.
Thanks for posting and keep the updates coming.
Oh by the way, I don't believe we have exhanged replies in the past.... it is nice to meet you on here.
Danielle
(https://i.imgur.com/30Ba8q9.jpg)after 3 months HRT(https://i.imgur.com/MK8bW6s.jpg)
Awesome Davina!
Thessa - Beautiful transformation.
Divina- What a great start. Love the smile girl.
When we put our minds too it nothing is out of reach!
Quote from: I Am Jess on March 19, 2018, 12:20:51 AM
Thessa - Beautiful transformation.
Divina- What a great start. Love the smile girl.
When we put our minds too it nothing is out of reach!
She's back........................................
Dana, Cassi, Danielle and Jess!
Thanks a lot for the positive feedback :)
I will try my best to create more inspirational photos in the future but at the moment my house is more transitioning then I do. It's more important for my daughter and myself to have a nice and cosy home. When everything is fixed I will shift my attention back to improving myself.
Quote from: I Am Jess on March 05, 2018, 01:47:53 PM
Kristinagl - What an amazing difference!
Rosey - Slay!
I was looking through some old pictures and came across this one from shortly after I had a pacemaker installed 11 years ago. It's still hard for me to believe that I could change this much. It was 3 years and 3 days ago that I had my first shot of estrogen.
(https://farm5.staticflickr.com/4744/25767955257_a645d5ce2c_o.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/Fg2vmD)
O my your beautiful!
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I feel like I post too many of these, but it's just so fun to watch yourself develop into who you always were on the inside! I've been so confident lately, that I actually recorded a 30 minute long video the other day talking about some of my experiences and what I need from people in my life, and I posted it publically to Facebook. It's only been on YouTube for 3 days and already has 538 views. Crazy!
Anyway, my wife and I went up to Denver for the afternoon yesterday. So I wore one of my new skirts I had been dying for the opportunity to wear. We went out to eat, then did a little shopping. I needed a new outfit for a photoshoot I was asked to do this evening. I guy I know who loves transwomen and specializes in trying to capture their essence in photographs. He approached me a few weeks ago and asked if I would come let him photograph me. So that should be lots of fun! I'm pretty nervous though!!!
But anyway, here is my current before and after. I feel like every day I look more and more feminine. So it seems like every day when I take a new picture, I love it so much more than the previous ones. It's amazing!
(https://farm1.staticflickr.com/805/40903652001_59d70fe7fa_c.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/25jvUFk) (https://flic.kr/p/25jvUFk) (https://www.flickr.com/photos/152563975@N08/)
No such thang as posting too many photos!
Awesome progress!!!!!!!
Quote from: LaRell on March 19, 2018, 12:41:00 PM
I feel like I post too many of these, but it's just so fun to watch yourself develop into who you always were on the inside! I've been so confident lately, that I actually recorded a 30 minute long video the other day talking about some of my experiences and what I need from people in my life, and I posted it publically to Facebook. It's only been on YouTube for 3 days and already has 538 views. Crazy!
Anyway, my wife and I went up to Denver for the afternoon yesterday. So I wore one of my new skirts I had been dying for the opportunity to wear. We went out to eat, then did a little shopping. I needed a new outfit for a photoshoot I was asked to do this evening. I guy I know who loves transwomen and specializes in trying to capture their essence in photographs. He approached me a few weeks ago and asked if I would come let him photograph me. So that should be lots of fun! I'm pretty nervous though!!!
But anyway, here is my current before and after. I feel like every day I look more and more feminine. So it seems like every day when I take a new picture, I love it so much more than the previous ones. It's amazing!
(https://farm1.staticflickr.com/805/40903652001_59d70fe7fa_c.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/25jvUFk) (https://flic.kr/p/25jvUFk) (https://www.flickr.com/photos/152563975@N08/)
I support Cassi's statement - great progress in just 8 months.
Every post will show someone out there that we can change much more than we can imagine at the beginning of the journey!
This selfie I took in the morning at my hotel before heading out to my doctor for my "last" post-op GRS visit/examination. No make up, no "filling" in my bra... All natural. (my eyes where burning though)
(https://www.susans.org/forums/gallery/0/57991-190318015726.jpeg)
Awesome. Sorry bout your eyes. In fact at first when viewing your picture my first thought was awesome, she's doing good but what's with her eyes! Good job!
I have never posted a 'before and after' in this thread, but I am just shy of my one year HRT anniversary and decided it was time to post! The first photo was taken on 16 Feb 2017, the second photo was on 21 March 2018. I never thought I would look like this after just one year.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FUabcDWf.jpg&hash=ae12a93859082e98eda588462613b10f7f2c65d9) (https://imgur.com/UabcDWf)(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FbjHNb7Z.jpg&hash=968842da7f25716e7640839661dbf1b402732ad8) (https://imgur.com/bjHNb7Z)
Looking brill , well done love
Not a before/after but seemed like the best place to post this anyway.
Pretty much where I'm at 6 months on hrt. I'm fairly patient but I wasn't expecting the emotional craziness. Trying to find relief for my dysphoria is getting harder. But I know it gets harder before it's easier.
I told my laser tech I want facial surgeries because of bone structures and she laughed at me. I don't think she meant anything bad about it and it was more of a "you don't need it" response. I don't have the money for ffs anyway and I'm not working right now so... I'm pretty much stuck where I am.
Oh and Danielle, I'm taking your advice to journal more lol I think this is the most current photo I've shared, the last being 6 months and wearing a wig and makeup. I kind of feel like a bit of a fraud now but maybe this is what I need... who knows!
Some guy on a dating app said my face looks yellow.. lol (https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20180328/319631b606021ff9e1dee15e4a0def98.jpg)
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Not a before/after but seemed like the best place to post this anyway.
- - - - - --
I told my laser tech I want facial surgeries because of bone structures and she laughed at me. I don't think she meant anything bad about it and it was more of a "you don't need it" response. I don't have the money for ffs anyway and I'm not working right now so... I'm pretty much stuck where I am.
- - - - - - -
Pretty much where I'm at 6 months on hrt. I'm fairly patient but I wasn't expecting the emotional craziness. Trying to find relief for my dysphoria is getting harder. But I know it gets harder before it's easier.
.- - - - - --
Oh and Danielle, I'm taking your advice to journal more lol I think this is the most current photo I've shared, the last being 6 months and wearing a wig and makeup. I kind of feel like a bit of a fraud now but maybe this is what I need... who knows!
Dear
Allison:
I am glad that you are deciding to keep your own journal... you will find it will be very calming and it will help you to process your thoughts, good and bad.
Regarding what your Laser Tech told you.... yes, for sure take it as a compliment!!!! I agree with her assessment!
Hang in there, HRT is for the long run... you will get past this bump in the road.... PATIENCE!! and bear with it for now, things will get better and you will look back and conclude that it was well worth the effort, willpower and self-determination to do what you have to do.
Hugs, and wishing your the best.
Danielle
Quote from: Alaskan Danielle on March 28, 2018, 06:23:19 PM
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Dear Allison:
I am glad that you are deciding to keep your own journal... you will find it will be very calming and it will help you to process your thoughts, good and bad.
Regarding what your Laser Tech told you.... yes, for sure take it as a compliment!!!! I agree with her assessment!
Hang in there, HRT is for the long run... you will get past this bump in the road.... PATIENCE!! and bear with it for now, things will get better and you will look back and conclude that it was well worth the effort, willpower and self-determination to do what you have to do.
Hugs, and wishing your the best.
Danielle
Thanks, Danielle you're having me open up more and more. I do feel relieved a bit. This is what I look day to day right now and I just have to cringe through it right now.
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Quote from: Allison S on March 28, 2018, 06:12:04 PM
Not a before/after but seemed like the best place to post this anyway.
Pretty much where I'm at 6 months on hrt. I'm fairly patient but I wasn't expecting the emotional craziness. Trying to find relief for my dysphoria is getting harder. But I know it gets harder before it's easier.
I told my laser tech I want facial surgeries because of bone structures and she laughed at me. I don't think she meant anything bad about it and it was more of a "you don't need it" response. I don't have the money for ffs anyway and I'm not working right now so... I'm pretty much stuck where I am.
Oh and Danielle, I'm taking your advice to journal more lol I think this is the most current photo I've shared, the last being 6 months and wearing a wig and makeup. I kind of feel like a bit of a fraud now but maybe this is what I need... who knows!
Some guy on a dating app said my face looks yellow.. lol (https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20180328/319631b606021ff9e1dee15e4a0def98.jpg)
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Hi Allison I agree with Danielle about your laser technition I think you are going to be very beautiful you do have nice bone structure from the pics I have seen once your hair grows and you get it styled you are going to be a little hottie. You do have great potential. I don't see the yellow in your face of there is may be the lighting? Well I think you look great.
This pic was 2 years ago to the day This pic was 3 days ago
(https://i.imgur.com/5nZUqdB.png) (https://i.imgur.com/1QHutHu.jpg)
Wow, what a difference a year makes Tiffany :)-
Nice.....Didn't want you to think otherwise :)
Quote from: Cassi on March 28, 2018, 09:22:08 PM
Wow, what a difference a year makes Tiffany :)-
Nice.....Didn't want you to think otherwise :)
Thank you Cassi you made my day :) The First pic was on the First Time I went to Interest Arbitration as president of the Union big long day that I remember so clearly
Quote from: natalie.ashlyne on March 28, 2018, 09:28:50 PM
Thank you Cassi you made my day :) The First pic was on the First Time I went to Interest Arbitration as president of the Union big long day that I remember so clearly
I would have been afraid to deal with that Union Rep, lol.
Actually, when it came to a number of unions I had to deal with, especially over employee conduct, I tried to work with the union before doing corrective action back in the day.
Quote from: Cassi on March 28, 2018, 09:30:43 PM
I would have been afraid to deal with that Union Rep, lol.
Actually, when it came to a number of unions I had to deal with, especially over employee conduct, I tried to work with the union before doing corrective action back in the day.
Lol I do try to work with management to the best of my abilities But some times my management is as stubborn and bitchy as me. lol
Quote from: natalie.ashlyne on March 28, 2018, 07:56:17 PM
Hi Allison I agree with Danielle about your laser technition I think you are going to be very beautiful you do have nice bone structure from the pics I have seen once your hair grows and you get it styled you are going to be a little hottie. You do have great potential. I don't see the yellow in your face of there is may be the lighting? Well I think you look great.
I'm not sure I think he was referring to another photo. The one in my hot pink crop top. And thanks Natalie! I think another year or so is what I need.
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Quote from: natalie.ashlyne on March 28, 2018, 09:43:50 PM
Lol I do try to work with management to the best of my abilities But some times my management is as stubborn and bitchy as me. lol
In all honesty, I wasn't as bitchy back in the day and of course it was 9 years ago. For some reason some people who become managers or supervisors for that matter should be.
One thing that use to blow away employees is when they'd come up to me to tell me this or that was wrong and I'd asked, "What Do You Think We Should Do?". Initially, most thought I was asking a trick question but in reality if I wasn't experienced with what they exactly did I felt that most would have a good idea on what to do to correct the issue. And in cases where they did tell me and we did it and it worked they were given credit for it, sometimes awards or at the very least public or work acknowledgement.
Quote from: Cassi on March 28, 2018, 10:51:31 PM
In all honesty, I wasn't as bitchy back in the day and of course it was 9 years ago. For some reason some people who become managers or supervisors for that matter should be.
One thing that use to blow away employees is when they'd come up to me to tell me this or that was wrong and I'd asked, "What Do You Think We Should Do?". Initially, most thought I was asking a trick question but in reality if I wasn't experienced with what they exactly did I felt that most would have a good idea on what to do to correct the issue. And in cases where they did tell me and we did it and it worked they were given credit for it, sometimes awards or at the very least public or work acknowledgement.
I will say I would have been very appreciative if you were my manager I like your ideas. We are going through a shift in management now and things are looking brighter hope it continues :)
Quote from: natalie.ashlyne on March 28, 2018, 10:59:49 PM
I will say I would have been very appreciative if you were my manager I like your ideas. We are going through a shift in management now and things are looking brighter hope it continues :)
I hope your management does a positive shift. Depending on the supervisor or manager and their experience, if they're new and learning, most feel that they have to ""Prove" themselves to their superiors and will not take input well. Not all but enough to make things difficult for everyone involved. Eventually, from my experience, I have seen these types come and go. Unfortunately, damage created by them sometimes cannot be repaired. Sometimes, common sense will win out - one can only hope.
Thank you for the compliment. While my experience and background has involved "life and death" situations - not all but some, maintaining a sense of humor and being able to recognize one's own faults (which isn't easily done and I know that from my own experience) takes time.
It's been a while since I did an official before-and-after post.
The before pic is from a year and a half ago. I was out to family and close friends and starting to pursue transition, but obviously still presenting as male, and still pre-HRT. The after pic is from last week. The camera angles are similar, so it makes a good comparison.
(https://farm1.staticflickr.com/816/39294517210_e3d0420eb7.jpg) (https://farm1.staticflickr.com/816/41039024411_54349aee74.jpg)
Quote from: KathyLauren on March 30, 2018, 09:57:16 AM
It's been a while since I did an official before-and-after post.
The before pic is from a year and a half ago. I was out to family and close friends and starting to pursue transition, but obviously still presenting as male, and still pre-HRT. The after pic is from last week. The camera angles are similar, so it makes a good comparison.
(https://farm1.staticflickr.com/816/39294517210_e3d0420eb7.jpg) (https://farm1.staticflickr.com/816/41039024411_54349aee74.jpg)
@ KathyLauren: Wow-whee, what a difference that 18 months of HRT can make. I am very happy for you that your transitions is going along so well. The thing about HRT is that the changes are gradual so it is difficult to see significant changes in short intervals of time... but certainly at the 1 1/2 year point in your transition timeline the changes are very apparent and... again, KathyLauren, what a difference... you look beautiful and obviously you should have no problem passing as you did at the restaurant photo (I recall that it was a wonderful full-body pic) you posted last week.
Hugs, and wishing you well.
Danielle
I've been meaning to post in this thread for a while. I don't have access to many of my pre photos right now, but I found one.
Here is approximately 2 years prior
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FY7Q21Pd.jpg&hash=8dcf1b012c8dd85a5bff5ebc1f4039463f3572e4)
After coming out, but before hormones
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2Fqr4rrG7.jpg&hash=33af539c85ba9ec7920a65f49ad2a0ecd0744c7a)
About 8 months hrt
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FmnVHI7Z.jpg&hash=dcb2c4c370396d8c2a639280c7ec2c0d9d8b4521)
And about 2 months ago 19 months
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FGDGyvQF.jpg&hash=89b3e6f4d3a580a51456be93a13ab3ef8a79e50b)
Quote from: amberwaves on March 30, 2018, 10:34:08 AM
I've been meaning to post in this thread for a while. I don't have access to many of my pre photos right now, but I found one.
Here is approximately 2 years prior
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FY7Q21Pd.jpg&hash=8dcf1b012c8dd85a5bff5ebc1f4039463f3572e4) After coming out, but before hormones
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2Fqr4rrG7.jpg&hash=33af539c85ba9ec7920a65f49ad2a0ecd0744c7a)
About 8 months hrt
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FmnVHI7Z.jpg&hash=dcb2c4c370396d8c2a639280c7ec2c0d9d8b4521) And about 2 months ago 19 months
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FGDGyvQF.jpg&hash=89b3e6f4d3a580a51456be93a13ab3ef8a79e50b)
Amberwaves: Oh My Goodness! Your HRT timeline photos are absolutely amazing, it is no wonder that you can undeniably pass.
Looking at your photos again, your photo at the 8 month point in your HRT shows a beautiful and nice looking female with no problem passing.... and of course your last and latest photo is a terrific example of undeniable success in your transition goals.
I am so happy for you.... you are looking very good indeed.
Thanks for posting,
Hugs,
Danielle
****NOTE: OK now, all of you have inspired me with your before and after photos... I am soon going to dig into my pictures to see if I can post something as dramatic and significant as the body changes that you all are showing in your HRT timeline photos.
Quote from: Alaskan Danielle on March 30, 2018, 10:53:27 AM
Amberwaves: Oh My Goodness! Your HRT timeline photos are absolutely amazing, it is no wonder that you can undeniably pass.
Looking at your photos again, your photo at the 8 month point in your HRT shows a beautiful and nice looking female with no problem passing.... and of course your last and latest photo is a terrific example of undeniable success in your transition goals.
I am so happy for you.... you are looking very good indeed.
Thanks for posting,
Hugs,
Danielle
****NOTE: OK now, all of you have inspired me with your before and after photos... I am soon going to dig into my pictures to see if I can post something as dramatic and significant as the body changes that you all are showing in your HRT timeline photos.
Yeah I still find it rather staggering to see the progress when it's all laid out in order like that. To be fair I started from a rather good spot as a guy anyway. Just got lucky that my body apparently loves hrt.
Except for the before photo, I've posted all those photos to here before. This was the first time I've ever bothered to show who I used to be and even then it's one of the more flattering ones where I actually don't look miserable.
Quote from: amberwaves on March 30, 2018, 10:34:08 AM
I've been meaning to post in this thread for a while. I don't have access to many of my pre photos right now, but I found one.
Here is approximately 2 years prior
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FY7Q21Pd.jpg&hash=8dcf1b012c8dd85a5bff5ebc1f4039463f3572e4)
After coming out, but before hormones
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2Fqr4rrG7.jpg&hash=33af539c85ba9ec7920a65f49ad2a0ecd0744c7a)
About 8 months hrt
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FmnVHI7Z.jpg&hash=dcb2c4c370396d8c2a639280c7ec2c0d9d8b4521)
And about 2 months ago 19 months
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FGDGyvQF.jpg&hash=89b3e6f4d3a580a51456be93a13ab3ef8a79e50b)
Such a Kutie!!!!, not the guy, the gal!
Amber!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! If I've said it once, I've said it a thousand times, you are amazing. <3 Just such a great timeline!
I've got to ask though... what's with the hockey stick? ;D
Quote from: Roll on March 31, 2018, 04:11:57 PM
Amber!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! If I've said it once, I've said it a thousand times, you are amazing. <3 Just such a great timeline!
I've got to ask though... what's with the hockey stick? ;D
She was protecting the Homeland from Canadian Invaders. Hope I look 1/3 as good when I'm at 8 months.
Here I am. I am posting this on March 31 The Transgender Day of Visibility. The before picture is about 8 years old and the after is today.
(https://i.imgur.com/EiezxNy.jpg?1)
Before in 2010
(https://i.imgur.com/HdatY6r.jpg)
After in 2018
Yes I did lose over 100 pounds and I am post-op.
Quote from: Dani on March 31, 2018, 04:23:36 PM
Here I am. I am posting this on March 31 The Transgender Day of Visibility. The before picture is about 8 years old and the after is today.
(https://i.imgur.com/EiezxNy.jpg?1)
Before in 2010
(https://i.imgur.com/HdatY6r.jpg)
After in 2018
Yes I did lose over 100 pounds and I am post-op.
Totally Awesome! I have to lose at least 100 pounds myself otherwise they're going to thing I'm pregnant
Quote from: Cassi on March 31, 2018, 04:25:35 PM
Totally Awesome! I have to lose at least 100 pounds myself otherwise they're going to thing I'm pregnant
I need to lose another 30 pounds or so. If you look closely, I am wearing a corset, trying to whittle my waist down. With diet and exercise, I should be there in another 10 to 12 months. The last few pounds are always the hardest.
Kewl
Amber and Dani, and really every single other person here, you all are amazing. <3
Quote from: Roll on March 31, 2018, 04:11:57 PM
I've got to ask though... what's with the hockey stick? ;D
Long story short is that pic was snapped in the middle of an amusing mostly impromptu comedic speech as I presented the suck as a gag gift for one of my professors. From what I understand that stick is still in his office.
Quote from: amberwaves on March 30, 2018, 10:34:08 AM
I've been meaning to post in this thread for a while. I don't have access to many of my pre photos right now, but I found one.
Here is approximately 2 years prior
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FY7Q21Pd.jpg&hash=8dcf1b012c8dd85a5bff5ebc1f4039463f3572e4)
After coming out, but before hormones
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2Fqr4rrG7.jpg&hash=33af539c85ba9ec7920a65f49ad2a0ecd0744c7a)
About 8 months hrt
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FmnVHI7Z.jpg&hash=dcb2c4c370396d8c2a639280c7ec2c0d9d8b4521)
And about 2 months ago 19 months
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FGDGyvQF.jpg&hash=89b3e6f4d3a580a51456be93a13ab3ef8a79e50b)
You look amazing now amber what a difference
Quote from: KathyLauren on March 30, 2018, 09:57:16 AM
It's been a while since I did an official before-and-after post.
The before pic is from a year and a half ago. I was out to family and close friends and starting to pursue transition, but obviously still presenting as male, and still pre-HRT. The after pic is from last week. The camera angles are similar, so it makes a good comparison.
(https://farm1.staticflickr.com/816/39294517210_e3d0420eb7.jpg) (https://farm1.staticflickr.com/816/41039024411_54349aee74.jpg)
Kathy you are looking good very cute :)
Quote from: Jessica_Rose on March 22, 2018, 05:42:47 PM
I have never posted a 'before and after' in this thread, but I am just shy of my one year HRT anniversary and decided it was time to post! The first photo was taken on 16 Feb 2017, the second photo was on 21 March 2018. I never thought I would look like this after just one year.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FUabcDWf.jpg&hash=ae12a93859082e98eda588462613b10f7f2c65d9) (https://imgur.com/UabcDWf)(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FbjHNb7Z.jpg&hash=968842da7f25716e7640839661dbf1b402732ad8) (https://imgur.com/bjHNb7Z)
Congratulations Jessica looking good :)
Quote from: epvanbeveren on March 19, 2018, 03:25:18 PM
This selfie I took in the morning at my hotel before heading out to my doctor for my "last" post-op GRS visit/examination. No make up, no "filling" in my bra... All natural. (my eyes where burning though)
(https://www.susans.org/forums/gallery/0/57991-190318015726.jpeg)
Congratulations epvanbeveren looking really good :)
Quote from: Dani on March 31, 2018, 04:23:36 PM
Here I am. I am posting this on March 31 The Transgender Day of Visibility. The before picture is about 8 years old and the after is today.
(https://i.imgur.com/EiezxNy.jpg?1)
Before in 2010
(https://i.imgur.com/HdatY6r.jpg)
After in 2018
Yes I did lose over 100 pounds and I am post-op.
Wow Dani what a difference looking great :)
Dani... we have the same bathroom. :)
(https://www.susans.org/forums/gallery/0/57991-010418052643.jpeg)
Quote from: natalie.ashlyne on March 31, 2018, 11:35:20 PM
You look amazing now amber what a difference
Thank you. Even for people who knew me well I'm still almost unrecognizable these days.
Quote from: epvanbeveren on April 01, 2018, 05:28:06 AM
Dani... we have the same bathroom. :)
(https://www.susans.org/forums/gallery/0/57991-010418052643.jpeg)
So, you are the one making all the noise in there! :D
Quote from: Dani on April 01, 2018, 09:15:44 PM
So, you are the one making all the noise in there! :D
Probably wouldn't be sooooooooooooooo noisy if you'd let her out.
Quote from: Cassi on April 01, 2018, 09:17:04 PM
Probably wouldn't be sooooooooooooooo noisy if you'd let her out.
I am out now, someone has to go to work and make money to pay the bills. :)
Love you guys.
Here's one from me again. I'm at about 8 months HRT now. :)
Click the image to enhance.
(https://i.imgur.com/kg0sFrl.jpg)
Kewl
Dressing & grooming inappropriately, pre-everything:
(https://image.ibb.co/dzp1sH/badme.jpg)
First month of transition, pre HRT, first time with makeup (Aug 2017):
(https://image.ibb.co/bLvkKx/IMG_0493.jpg)
Today, roughly 6 months HRT, presenting full-time:
(https://image.ibb.co/g84Vjx/20180407.jpg)
So awesome galyo and torijo!!!!!
Thank you! Creating these before / after pictures is very inspirational to me for some reason. Shows me how far I've come along. :P
Not sure if it's acceptable or not to post a video........but I found this awesome phone app the other day called "Morphy" that allows you to put in a bunch of pictures, and then have them morph into each other. Such a great tool for us trans people to see our progression over time! I love how it turned out! I can't wait to do it again after 2 or 3 years on HRT.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jL_UROFy8WU
snipped video to save space: Quote from: LaRell on April 09, 2018, 09:51:08 PM
Not sure if it's acceptable or not to post a video........but I found this awesome phone app the other day called "Morphy" that allows you to put in a bunch of pictures, and then have them morph into each other. Such a great tool for us trans people to see our progression over time! I love how it turned out! I can't wait to do it again after 2 or 3 years on HRT.
LaRell: I was in the middle of writing you a PM to ask why you have not written a recent update.... If you did I might have not seen it.
Wow... your morph video was terrific.... I could easily see the good changes in your face... and the sparkle in your eyes... and your most happy smile.
Thanks for posting... I loved it.
Hugs,
Danielle
snipped first 2 pics to save space: Quote from: ToriJo on April 09, 2018, 10:46:24 AM
Today, roughly 6 months HRT, presenting full-time:
(https://image.ibb.co/g84Vjx/20180407.jpg)
Wow-whee
ToriJo: A very dramatic transformation... you "done" good with your transition...
... and you look lovely.
Thanks for posting.
Hugs,
Danielle
Quote from: LaRell on April 09, 2018, 09:51:08 PM
Not sure if it's acceptable or not to post a video........but I found this awesome phone app the other day called "Morphy" that allows you to put in a bunch of pictures, and then have them morph into each other. Such a great tool for us trans people to see our progression over time! I love how it turned out! I can't wait to do it again after 2 or 3 years on HRT.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jL_UROFy8WU
Absolutely stunning!!
Things can, and things will change!
Give it time!
Me before
(https://i.imgur.com/GxqspNg.jpg)
(https://i.imgur.com/ZZsRNnx.jpg)
Me now. A happy one
(https://i.imgur.com/bDr3pHC.jpg)
(https://i.imgur.com/kNuOIlo.jpg)
(https://i.imgur.com/k5pfPer.jpg)
WOW LaRell, I can definitely see the changes happening! You look great lady! ;)
Rachel, lovely as always. I think you have become much like Ashley, an inspiration!
Thanks Josie. I'm so happy with all my changes. Except for my boobs. They are tiny. Think I'm definitely going to have to look into it though. Nothing crazy just a small B and I would have been happy
Quote from: Rachel_Christina on April 10, 2018, 05:36:32 AM
Things can, and things will change!
Give it time!
Me before
(https://i.imgur.com/GxqspNg.jpg)
(https://i.imgur.com/ZZsRNnx.jpg)
Me now. A happy one
(https://i.imgur.com/bDr3pHC.jpg)
(https://i.imgur.com/kNuOIlo.jpg)
(https://i.imgur.com/k5pfPer.jpg)
Absolutely amazing change! I've also realized the huge difference that eyebrows can make.
Enviado de meu Moto G (5) Plus usando Tapatalk
May 27 2015 on the set of Suicide March 2016 off to Arbitration
Squad the movie in Toronto
(https://i.imgur.com/HtSpuaq.jpg) (https://i.imgur.com/5nZUqdB.png)
April 2018
(https://i.imgur.com/3mRAnG3.jpg)(https://i.imgur.com/ukHxVGM.jpg)
Everyone is doing very well. The progress pics and videos really give me hope of making it there eventually. It's definitely achievable.
Sent from my iPad using Tapatalk
Haven't seen this for awhile so I thought I'd bring it back up.
From ultra macho to not-so-much :D
Before:
(In my early 20's)
https://imgur.com/dtLitP9
Now:
(Older, lol)
https://imgur.com/bK7BmIx
+1 to all the people who post B&A pictures.
WOW Justarandomname2! I see two completely different people!
Quote from: justarandomname2 on April 25, 2018, 04:43:11 AM
Haven't seen this for awhile so I thought I'd bring it back up.
From ultra macho to not-so-much :D
Before:
(In my early 20's)
https://imgur.com/dtLitP9
Now:
(Older, lol)
https://imgur.com/bK7BmIx
Wow!!! What a huge change. From macho man to feminine woman!
Amazing justarandomename2, last time I checked your links didn't work.
But my god that is hard to see as the same person!
Quote from: justarandomname2 on April 25, 2018, 04:43:11 AM
Haven't seen this for awhile so I thought I'd bring it back up.
From ultra macho to not-so-much :D
Before:
(In my early 20's)
https://imgur.com/dtLitP9
Now:
(Older, lol)
https://imgur.com/bK7BmIx
You were always cute you're just cuter now as a female! Amazing difference
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Quote from: justarandomname2 on April 25, 2018, 04:43:11 AM
Haven't seen this for awhile so I thought I'd bring it back up.
From ultra macho to not-so-much :D
Before:
(In my early 20's)
https://imgur.com/dtLitP9
Now:
(Older, lol)
https://imgur.com/bK7BmIx
Wow! That's an amazing change. Great job.
Thank you everyone, I normally am way too shy to keep my photos up for more than a few hours (sorry, that's usually why the links don't always work) but I wanted to show that even without a good starting point, it's possible to transition with a bit of noticeable changes.
Tbh, I usually feel unattractive 99% of the time so thank you for the kind words.
@Dani,
Thank you and happy b-day!
Lol @Charlie Nicki my eyebrows where horrendous before transition, literally grew all the way down my eyelids haha
Quote from: Rachel_Christina on April 25, 2018, 02:00:36 PM
Lol @Charlie Nicki my eyebrows where horrendous before transition, literally grew all the way down my eyelids haha
Haha! Well it really made a huge difference :)
Oh don't be jelly, :') I don't have everything. I just do my best with what I have, and have really found what works for me.
One month pre-HRT:
(https://scontent.fsnc1-1.fna.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/31890870_221579345282966_4971605789660676096_n.jpg?_nc_cat=0&oh=6f398b375509129efd6afd4922370214&oe=5B4FC71C)
(https://scontent.fsnc1-1.fna.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/31913630_221578935283007_2433904223717425152_n.jpg?_nc_cat=0&oh=9a8a98e9c1c5afd3fc0372b58fe4f483&oe=5B62F8BE)
3 months on HRT:
(https://scontent.fsnc1-1.fna.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/31779151_221580548616179_3194677209696567296_n.jpg?_nc_cat=0&oh=da29c7836053d995e56cbec2060aa2fa&oe=5B62701C)
One year on HRT:
(https://scontent.fsnc1-1.fna.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/31820201_221578785283022_5024227140560748544_n.jpg?_nc_cat=0&oh=93ad519459da601da449e88f54478457&oe=5B8E65DC)
(https://scontent.fsnc1-1.fna.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/31818420_221579405282960_3239476213969846272_n.jpg?_nc_cat=0&oh=68f9cd6b02a5173e1c43cef9a46f74c4&oe=5B50AC87)
Quote from: LittleWitchGirl96 on May 02, 2018, 10:59:54 PM
One month pre-HRT:
(https://scontent.fsnc1-1.fna.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/31890870_221579345282966_4971605789660676096_n.jpg?_nc_cat=0&oh=6f398b375509129efd6afd4922370214&oe=5B4FC71C)
(https://scontent.fsnc1-1.fna.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/31913630_221578935283007_2433904223717425152_n.jpg?_nc_cat=0&oh=9a8a98e9c1c5afd3fc0372b58fe4f483&oe=5B62F8BE)
3 months on HRT:
(https://scontent.fsnc1-1.fna.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/31779151_221580548616179_3194677209696567296_n.jpg?_nc_cat=0&oh=da29c7836053d995e56cbec2060aa2fa&oe=5B62701C)
One year on HRT:
(https://scontent.fsnc1-1.fna.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/31820201_221578785283022_5024227140560748544_n.jpg?_nc_cat=0&oh=93ad519459da601da449e88f54478457&oe=5B8E65DC)
(https://scontent.fsnc1-1.fna.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/31818420_221579405282960_3239476213969846272_n.jpg?_nc_cat=0&oh=68f9cd6b02a5173e1c43cef9a46f74c4&oe=5B50AC87)
Wow!!
Quote from: LittleWitchGirl96 on May 02, 2018, 10:59:54 PM
One month pre-HRT:
(https://scontent.fsnc1-1.fna.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/31890870_221579345282966_4971605789660676096_n.jpg?_nc_cat=0&oh=6f398b375509129efd6afd4922370214&oe=5B4FC71C)
(https://scontent.fsnc1-1.fna.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/31913630_221578935283007_2433904223717425152_n.jpg?_nc_cat=0&oh=9a8a98e9c1c5afd3fc0372b58fe4f483&oe=5B62F8BE)
3 months on HRT:
(https://scontent.fsnc1-1.fna.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/31779151_221580548616179_3194677209696567296_n.jpg?_nc_cat=0&oh=da29c7836053d995e56cbec2060aa2fa&oe=5B62701C)
One year on HRT:
(https://scontent.fsnc1-1.fna.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/31820201_221578785283022_5024227140560748544_n.jpg?_nc_cat=0&oh=93ad519459da601da449e88f54478457&oe=5B8E65DC)
(https://scontent.fsnc1-1.fna.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/31818420_221579405282960_3239476213969846272_n.jpg?_nc_cat=0&oh=68f9cd6b02a5173e1c43cef9a46f74c4&oe=5B50AC87)
Looking amazingly beautiful LittleWitchGirl96 super hot :D wish I looked as good as you
Quote from: LittleWitchGirl96 on May 02, 2018, 10:59:54 PM
One month pre-HRT:
(https://scontent.fsnc1-1.fna.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/31890870_221579345282966_4971605789660676096_n.jpg?_nc_cat=0&oh=6f398b375509129efd6afd4922370214&oe=5B4FC71C)
(https://scontent.fsnc1-1.fna.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/31913630_221578935283007_2433904223717425152_n.jpg?_nc_cat=0&oh=9a8a98e9c1c5afd3fc0372b58fe4f483&oe=5B62F8BE)
3 months on HRT:
(https://scontent.fsnc1-1.fna.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/31779151_221580548616179_3194677209696567296_n.jpg?_nc_cat=0&oh=da29c7836053d995e56cbec2060aa2fa&oe=5B62701C)
One year on HRT:
(https://scontent.fsnc1-1.fna.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/31820201_221578785283022_5024227140560748544_n.jpg?_nc_cat=0&oh=93ad519459da601da449e88f54478457&oe=5B8E65DC)
(https://scontent.fsnc1-1.fna.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/31818420_221579405282960_3239476213969846272_n.jpg?_nc_cat=0&oh=68f9cd6b02a5173e1c43cef9a46f74c4&oe=5B50AC87)
Starting HRT early does have it's advantages. Lovely beyond compare.
Quote from: LittleWitchGirl96 on May 02, 2018, 10:59:54 PM
One month pre-HRT:
(https://scontent.fsnc1-1.fna.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/31890870_221579345282966_4971605789660676096_n.jpg?_nc_cat=0&oh=6f398b375509129efd6afd4922370214&oe=5B4FC71C)
(https://scontent.fsnc1-1.fna.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/31913630_221578935283007_2433904223717425152_n.jpg?_nc_cat=0&oh=9a8a98e9c1c5afd3fc0372b58fe4f483&oe=5B62F8BE)
3 months on HRT:
(https://scontent.fsnc1-1.fna.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/31779151_221580548616179_3194677209696567296_n.jpg?_nc_cat=0&oh=da29c7836053d995e56cbec2060aa2fa&oe=5B62701C)
One year on HRT:
(https://scontent.fsnc1-1.fna.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/31820201_221578785283022_5024227140560748544_n.jpg?_nc_cat=0&oh=93ad519459da601da449e88f54478457&oe=5B8E65DC)
(https://scontent.fsnc1-1.fna.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/31818420_221579405282960_3239476213969846272_n.jpg?_nc_cat=0&oh=68f9cd6b02a5173e1c43cef9a46f74c4&oe=5B50AC87)
Wonderful progression!
And now for some way before pictures; my mother and me and my sister, my brother and me. My sister was gorgeous and at 70, still is. I like the Christmas picture. If I could photo shop out the scraggly moustache I would actually feel comfortable showing that now. For contrast, me now at 58.(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20180503/15b55f1db154a38ce66372b1fa4d7739.jpg)(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20180503/20e7e255d81d364bf27b09f317c1345e.jpg)(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20180503/e1971faaa6bc60aa94a73a38bef2789f.jpg)
The spy who came in from the cold in the War Between the Sexes.
You look really good Littlewitchgirl, totally passable.
omg, little witch, where do I sign up! You are so cute.
Quote from: Angieisalone on June 13, 2016, 07:52:05 AM
http://m.imgur.com/a/qDnSr
I pretty much failed since ffs did nothing and I still look like a man
I'm sorry to hear you think you've "failed." But I wouldn't have been able to "tell" unless I'd known, if that makes you feel any better.
3 months pre HRT one month HRT
(https://i.imgur.com/2C0fX7D.jpg) (https://i.imgur.com/dZGCP7L.jpg)
6 months hrt 9 months HRT
(https://i.imgur.com/gcUsVcf.jpg) (https://i.imgur.com/Oh2370r.jpg)
11 months HRT 12 months HRT
(https://i.imgur.com/pkiwMDt.jpg) (https://i.imgur.com/CnXKEJv.jpg)
13 months HRT 15 months HRT
(https://i.imgur.com/bjo3MIO.jpg) (https://i.imgur.com/anIeelP.jpg)
17 Months HRT
(https://i.imgur.com/vVxs63W.jpg)
Here's my 2 year HRT anniversary sequence. This represents the combined effects of 2 years of HRT, real life experience, makeup practice, and a nice photo session at the anniversary point...(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20180625/8346545e1a4fb17ac58449b78e9376be.jpg)
I should probably note that there is no retouching on any of these, same hair, albeit restyled, and nice soft forgiving lighting on the last shot.
(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20180625/3987b32b6c37ed79ea04d600433ada89.jpg)
And then I went and changed my hairstyle completely...
Quote from: Michelle_P on June 25, 2018, 12:16:37 AM
Here's my 2 year HRT anniversary sequence. This represents the combined effects of 2 years of HRT, real life experience, makeup practice, and a nice photo session at the anniversary point...(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20180625/8346545e1a4fb17ac58449b78e9376be.jpg)
I should probably note that there is no retouching on any of these, same hair, albeit restyled, and nice soft forgiving lighting on the last shot.
(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20180625/3987b32b6c37ed79ea04d600433ada89.jpg)
And then I went and changed my hairstyle completely...
The new hair looks amazing on you! Also, I love the necklace, I was actually looking for similar stuff at the pride I just attended but only one with those colors had a weird dolphin in the middle.
When I look at my before pic, i feel like im looking at a brother who died.
(https://i.imgur.com/3cVFsn0.jpg)(https://i.imgur.com/S0vY8SV.jpg) (https://i.imgur.com/AEHoM06.jpg)
(https://i.imgur.com/ZVT9h5b.jpg) (https://i.imgur.com/iJZQnw9.jpg)
Quote from: LittleWitchGirl96 on May 02, 2018, 10:59:54 PM
One month pre-HRT:
(https://scontent.fsnc1-1.fna.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/31890870_221579345282966_4971605789660676096_n.jpg?_nc_cat=0&oh=6f398b375509129efd6afd4922370214&oe=5B4FC71C)
(https://scontent.fsnc1-1.fna.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/31913630_221578935283007_2433904223717425152_n.jpg?_nc_cat=0&oh=9a8a98e9c1c5afd3fc0372b58fe4f483&oe=5B62F8BE)
3 months on HRT:
(https://scontent.fsnc1-1.fna.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/31779151_221580548616179_3194677209696567296_n.jpg?_nc_cat=0&oh=da29c7836053d995e56cbec2060aa2fa&oe=5B62701C)
One year on HRT:
(https://scontent.fsnc1-1.fna.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/31820201_221578785283022_5024227140560748544_n.jpg?_nc_cat=0&oh=93ad519459da601da449e88f54478457&oe=5B8E65DC)
(https://scontent.fsnc1-1.fna.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/31818420_221579405282960_3239476213969846272_n.jpg?_nc_cat=0&oh=68f9cd6b02a5173e1c43cef9a46f74c4&oe=5B50AC87)
You look killer, so beautiful!
Some of these I've posted elsewhere but just came across this thread, so here's a few before and afters. Couldn't imagine going back(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20180627/31bc68e3dfb09076e44379c3fc6779aa.jpg)(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20180627/be7552cf31d32b341db7c1e87c8b4154.jpg)(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20180627/e18c911b4149857392a47d25779f7ccc.jpg)(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20180627/bb2e4898570fb199536bdba59e74577b.jpg)(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20180627/cb68dc6ade795f2326f8f59767cba64c.jpg)
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Quote from: Cassie 4 Ever!!! on June 25, 2018, 10:40:24 AM
When I look at my before pic, i feel like im looking at a brother who died.
(https://i.imgur.com/3cVFsn0.jpg)(https://i.imgur.com/S0vY8SV.jpg) (https://i.imgur.com/AEHoM06.jpg)
(https://i.imgur.com/ZVT9h5b.jpg) (https://i.imgur.com/iJZQnw9.jpg)
Wow so amazing !!! You make such a great chic... Happy for you 😊😇
Before
(https://i.imgur.com/Z4l72HJ.jpg)
28 months
(https://i.imgur.com/goe8c4N.jpg)
(https://i.imgur.com/S4bYJqA.jpg)
Sometimes it feels like longer... 🙄 I've noticed that some days and in some photos I see a change, others not so much (except the curly hair... that was unexpected)... I wonder if that will pass one of these days. 🤔
Hi Harley,
While I see the similarities, it's like brother and sister - common family traits but one is definitely a boy and one is definitely a girl. And I must say, you're a much better looking and happier looking woman. I hope you never get the crazy idea to go back the other way. ;-)
Quote from: BrianaJ on June 27, 2018, 09:51:15 AM
Hi Harley,
While I see the similarities, it's like brother and sister - common family traits but one is definitely a boy and one is definitely a girl. And I must say, you're a much better looking and happier looking woman. I hope you never get the crazy idea to go back the other way. ;-)
No, I never really considered going back... with GRS coming up in November, I think it would be quite awkward. 😂 However, I do question the need for FFS on some days... and push for it on others. After almost 2 1/2 years, you'd think I would have decided on facial feminization... Luckily, the easy things like SRS, Laser, Electrolysis, Voice Training, and Hair Restoration have kept me busy while I continue to go back and forth on FFS, VFS, and Breast Augmentation. I figure I have another year to figure it out. I don't see too much happening until at least March with surgery in November and my constant Electrolysis requirements up until then. And being positive about wanting Brazilian Butt Lift... I can keep myself busy.
Quote from: Michelle_P on June 25, 2018, 12:16:37 AM
Here's my 2 year HRT anniversary sequence. This represents the combined effects of 2 years of HRT, real life experience, makeup practice, and a nice photo session at the anniversary point...(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20180625/8346545e1a4fb17ac58449b78e9376be.jpg)
I should probably note that there is no retouching on any of these, same hair, albeit restyled, and nice soft forgiving lighting on the last shot.
(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20180625/3987b32b6c37ed79ea04d600433ada89.jpg)
And then I went and changed my hairstyle completely...
And I'm so glad you did. Your style is beautiful. I'm quite envious of how well it suits you girlfriend 😀
Hey All...
I haven't done an updated one of these for a while so, here we go... The "before" ones are around age 51 and the "after" are all within the last month, age 57.... Hopefully you can tell which are which :) ... (Hint... I look happier now!!!)
Onward we go brave sisters...
Ashley :)
(https://farm2.staticflickr.com/1770/41332109190_67631826e4_k.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/25YnS5f)Untitled (https://flic.kr/p/25YnS5f) by Ashley Campbell (https://www.flickr.com/photos/156388176@N05/), on Flickr(https://farm2.staticflickr.com/1764/42238792305_a22ffb4e92_h.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/27muRnK)Untitled (https://flic.kr/p/27muRnK) by Ashley Campbell (https://www.flickr.com/photos/156388176@N05/), on Flickr
(https://farm2.staticflickr.com/1790/43143124431_6574d7c2f7_b.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/28JpMNX). (https://flic.kr/p/28JpMNX) by Ashley Campbell (https://www.flickr.com/photos/156388176@N05/), on Flickr
(https://farm1.staticflickr.com/914/28273694127_5a1c21842b_k.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/K5s5dX)Untitled (https://flic.kr/p/K5s5dX) by Ashley Campbell (https://www.flickr.com/photos/156388176@N05/), on Flickr
(https://farm2.staticflickr.com/1766/43143121271_63db31e3f3_b.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/28JpLSt)Untitled (https://flic.kr/p/28JpLSt) by Ashley Campbell (https://www.flickr.com/photos/156388176@N05/), on Flickr
(https://farm2.staticflickr.com/1770/43142772311_b7c312b633_k.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/28JnZ8V)Untitled (https://flic.kr/p/28JnZ8V) by Ashley Campbell (https://www.flickr.com/photos/156388176@N05/), on Flickr
(https://farm1.staticflickr.com/913/43143122931_e59b76ce3b_k.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/28JpMn6)Untitled (https://flic.kr/p/28JpMn6) by Ashley Campbell (https://www.flickr.com/photos/156388176@N05/), on Flickr
(https://farm2.staticflickr.com/1835/41175825780_1a7f16b175_k.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/25JySsG)Untitled (https://flic.kr/p/25JySsG) by Ashley Campbell (https://www.flickr.com/photos/156388176@N05/), on Flickr
(https://farm2.staticflickr.com/1828/43093112022_9b6ae0f946_b.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/28DZsS3)Untitled (https://flic.kr/p/28DZsS3) by Ashley Campbell (https://www.flickr.com/photos/156388176@N05/), on Flickr
Jesus Ashley... just... Jesus. You never cease to blow my mind. ;D
Guess I will post also here. If it helps and gives hope to some :)
Although I really don´t have a good before pictures, as I´ve destroyed all I could, which show me with unshaved face etc. The first picture is taken at the time, when I had already moved to live as myself. Talk about guts I say!
October 2017, before HRT
(https://i.imgur.com/PlX2I1x.jpg)
June 2018, 7,5 months of HRT
(https://i.imgur.com/v1UZrOm.jpg)
40 year old Beauty & The Beast ;D
Quote from: Roll on July 01, 2018, 11:08:55 PM
Jesus Ashley... just... Jesus. You never cease to blow my mind. ;D
Awww!!! Thank you Lil' Sister!!! 💕
A😀
I would post a picture but unfortunately it would only be a before picture as i havent transformed into that butterfly yet, still in the larvae stage. If you're interested to see what i currently look like, then you could PM me and i'll show you but its basically me looking like a girly "guy" and not an actual woman. I could tell you my eyes need some major work done as my eyelids sag down quite a bit. I know a woman's eyes are bigger and more exposed even without makeup. My eyes used to look better but as i got older they started to be very saggy. One problem is i'm tired all the time so that makes them maintain a saggy look because my eyes just want to close so i can go to sleep. :-\
Quote from: tgirlamc on July 01, 2018, 10:53:04 PM
Hey All...
I haven't done an updated one of these for a while so, here we go... The "before" ones are around age 51 and the "after" are all within the last month, age 57.... Hopefully you can tell which are which :) ... (Hint... I look happier now!!!)
Always amazed 😉 what model of moxy is that ?
Onward we go brave sisters...
Ashley :)
(https://farm2.staticflickr.com/1770/41332109190_67631826e4_k.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/25YnS5f)Untitled (https://flic.kr/p/25YnS5f) by Ashley Campbell (https://www.flickr.com/photos/156388176@N05/), on Flickr(https://farm2.staticflickr.com/1764/42238792305_a22ffb4e92_h.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/27muRnK)Untitled (https://flic.kr/p/27muRnK) by Ashley Campbell (https://www.flickr.com/photos/156388176@N05/), on Flickr
(https://farm2.staticflickr.com/1790/43143124431_6574d7c2f7_b.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/28JpMNX). (https://flic.kr/p/28JpMNX) by Ashley Campbell (https://www.flickr.com/photos/156388176@N05/), on Flickr
(https://farm1.staticflickr.com/914/28273694127_5a1c21842b_k.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/K5s5dX)Untitled (https://flic.kr/p/K5s5dX) by Ashley Campbell (https://www.flickr.com/photos/156388176@N05/), on Flickr
(https://farm2.staticflickr.com/1766/43143121271_63db31e3f3_b.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/28JpLSt)Untitled (https://flic.kr/p/28JpLSt) by Ashley Campbell (https://www.flickr.com/photos/156388176@N05/), on Flickr
(https://farm2.staticflickr.com/1770/43142772311_b7c312b633_k.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/28JnZ8V)Untitled (https://flic.kr/p/28JnZ8V) by Ashley Campbell (https://www.flickr.com/photos/156388176@N05/), on Flickr
(https://farm1.staticflickr.com/913/43143122931_e59b76ce3b_k.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/28JpMn6)Untitled (https://flic.kr/p/28JpMn6) by Ashley Campbell (https://www.flickr.com/photos/156388176@N05/), on Flickr
(https://farm2.staticflickr.com/1835/41175825780_1a7f16b175_k.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/25JySsG)Untitled (https://flic.kr/p/25JySsG) by Ashley Campbell (https://www.flickr.com/photos/156388176@N05/), on Flickr
(https://farm2.staticflickr.com/1828/43093112022_9b6ae0f946_b.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/28DZsS3)Untitled (https://flic.kr/p/28DZsS3) by Ashley Campbell (https://www.flickr.com/photos/156388176@N05/), on Flickr
Would anyone like to see a picture of me? :o
Quote from: hiddengirlsheila on July 05, 2018, 08:24:22 PM
Would anyone like to see a picture of me? :o
Yes I would like to. :)
Ok, is it okay if its just a before pre-transitioned picture? Because i dont have an after picture to follow it up with as i still not yet went through transitioning.
Quote from: hiddengirlsheila on July 06, 2018, 12:01:05 AM
Ok, is it okay if its just a before pre-transitioned picture? Because i dont have an after picture to follow it up with as i still not yet went through transitioning.
Thats ok :)
Quote from: hiddengirlsheila on July 05, 2018, 08:24:22 PM
Would anyone like to see a picture of me? :o
It's kinda the whole point of the thread, honey! :)
True, this picture might be avatar worthy too especially since i'm pre-transitioned with just some makeup on. Of course i have plenty of other pictures but i'm not going to put them all up in this thread, just one or two pictures will be reasonable. I'll put the picture up after someone replies because i need to be sure my worry if i'll be passable or not is unwarranted. For instance when i transition, will i look a lot better and not retain any masculinity? I have heard you still have some masculine features even after all is said and done but being a little bit of a masculine woman is better than being stuck in a male body that i hate and not really living life as myself. They have advanced with science, medicine, and surgery though, many trans people dont look the way they used to at all, you could not tell a trans woman was in a male body at one point. Just depends on how far some go in transitioning.
Quote from: hiddengirlsheila on July 06, 2018, 05:42:11 PM
True, this picture might be avatar worthy too especially since i'm pre-transitioned with just some makeup on. Of course i have plenty of other pictures but i'm not going to put them all up in this thread, just one or two pictures will be reasonable. I'll put the picture up after someone replies because i need to be sure my worry if i'll be passable or not is unwarranted. For instance when i transition, will i look a lot better and not retain any masculinity? I have heard you still have some masculine features even after all is said and done but being a little bit of a masculine woman is better than being stuck in a male body that i hate and not really living life as myself. They have advanced with science, medicine, and surgery though, many trans people dont look the way they used to at all, you could not tell a trans woman was in a male body at one point. Just depends on how far some go in transitioning.
We have a lot of picture threads. This one is for before and after comparison photos. The passing threads are for passing advice. The Fabulous thread is for when you KNOW you look good. We should all use the threads for their intended purpose so everyone knows where to look for what. :)
Yes, i might put my picture up in the "Do i look, or could i pass, as female" thread in particular just for some assistance and guidance in passing. I look good for someone who hasnt even started HRT yet though, i'm already pretty feminine looking especially with makeup on. As i get older and still dont transition though, i will get more masculine which is exactly the kind of thing i dont want to happen as it will damage me. :-X
Thank you Devlyn, hun. :)
Quote from: Drexy/Drex on July 05, 2018, 06:25:36 AMAlways amazed 😉 what model of moxy is that ?
Drexy my friend!!!
I just noticed the post and question! That one is a Volvo A35F... I spent a few years operating them and moved a lot of soil to support contaminated soil cleanup, landfill relocation, landfill capping, military munition cleanup etc etc etc!... I did operate a Moxy in the Black Hills of South Dakota for a couple months... it looked like this older one here...
http://henryequipment.com/equipment_detail.php?ID=112
it was okay but it was pretty beat up and overheated a lot as I was hauling rock up a very large hill....the Volvo's are like driving a Cadillac!!! The F model even has a backup camera...sweet!!! 😀
Hugs!!!
Ashley 😀💕🌻
Hi Ashley .....thank you .....yes I've heard the Volvo's are nice.....myself it's cats, and bells nicest ones so far have been komatsu,s
Quote from: Drexy/Drex on July 07, 2018, 11:48:00 PM
> I've heard the Volvo's are nice.....myself it's cats,
I love my new kitty and vulva but not allowed to post picture of it. ;)
Here's a Cat and Volvo for you Kendra!
(https://i.imgur.com/Q2iK3HA.jpg)
Rowr! Purrrfect.
Quote from: JudiBlueEyes on July 08, 2018, 12:56:43 PM
Here's a Cat and Volvo for you Kendra!
(https://i.imgur.com/Q2iK3HA.jpg)
🤣[emoji23][emoji38]
Stephanie
That transition is amazing! What did the cat look like before. I mean that's the point of this right?
;)
Jacqui
(https://www.dropbox.com/s/lh2pykgkjsw1728/26775452d571ef775e6d9aa9f86e0fa3--mobiles-oscars.jpg?raw=1)
Before
(https://www.dropbox.com/s/ni6p8bgxyh259mu/Cat%20on%20Volvo.jpg?raw=1)
After
Thank you Kendra. She looks so much happier.
Jacqui
So funny and pertinent..
Looking forward to meeting you Kendra in Sept in UK.
Something of an inspiration to me like a lot of the other regular posters here.
Take care and have fun (TC and HF)
luv n Hugz
Katie
:angel: :angel: :angel: ^-^
Quote from: Kendra on July 11, 2018, 03:41:13 PM
(https://www.dropbox.com/s/lh2pykgkjsw1728/26775452d571ef775e6d9aa9f86e0fa3--mobiles-oscars.jpg?raw=1)
Before
(https://www.dropbox.com/s/ni6p8bgxyh259mu/Cat%20on%20Volvo.jpg?raw=1)
After
Really, Kendra? A wiener dog?
🤣
Yep, bun there done that.
Alright I better quit while I'm behind.
Wow, Oscar Meyer and everything Kendra, and you gave that up. Impressive!
;D
I wish I didn't have an Oscar Meyer weiner....
Quote from: Colleen_definitely on July 12, 2018, 08:04:10 AM
;D
I wish I didn't have an Oscar Meyer weiner....
Yes, a pussy cat with a Volvo would be so much better.
Stephanie
Hilarious! I've actually been in the Oscar Meyer Wienermobile and got a history lesson on them from the drivers. It's very competitive to get the job and they go through a lot of interviews etc to get selected. I think there are only 6 or 8 wienermobiles in the US. The drivers are called "hotdoggers" by the company and it's usually just a one year gig. There are 2 drivers per vehicle and they drive around in their "territories" going from event to event representing/promoting the brand.
It sounds fun at first but there's a lot of commitment to the job and a lot of rules they have to follow. Plus, the two drivers better get along because they'll be together day after day...hotel after hotel...for the year.
How's that for a wet blanket on the fun?!?!
Quote from: Colleen_definitely on July 12, 2018, 08:04:10 AM
;D
I wish I didn't have an Oscar Meyer weiner....
I'll take mine bacon-wrapped, done on the griddle or grille with griddled onions, tomatoes and peppers with mayo and relish thank you. :laugh:
Quote from: BrianaJ on July 12, 2018, 09:04:56 AM
Hilarious! I've actually been in the Oscar Meyer Wienermobile and got a history lesson on them from the drivers.
Twice I've seen mini-wienermobiles on the road. Literally built on a Mini Cooper body.
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Stephanie
Quote from: BrianaJ on July 12, 2018, 09:10:49 AM
I'll take mine bacon-wrapped, done on the griddle or grille with griddled onions, tomatoes and peppers with mayo and relish thank you. :laugh:
Hold the relish, add the pico de gallo and I'm sold.
Aaaah sweet memories of El Guero Canelo in Tucson...
:police:
And now back to our regularly scheduled thread(hopefully). :)
Jacqui
From looking like a contract killer to cuddly science ninja. It's kind of weird what a bit of hope can do to someone.
(https://i.imgur.com/WmCR2RJl.png)
Beautiful transformation Colleen
Quote from: Colleen_definitely on July 13, 2018, 06:24:43 PM
From looking like a contract killer to cuddly science ninja. It's kind of weird what a bit of hope can do to someone.
lol... Science Ninja! 😎
Looking good Colleen! How long has it been in transition? I start to wonder if everyone (of age) had a beard pre-transition? 😂
16 months on HRT and about a year full time. Denial beards are a common thing for sure
Quote from: Colleen_definitely on July 14, 2018, 10:40:06 AM
16 months on HRT and about a year full time. Denial beards are a common thing for sure
ha ha ha... yup, I think you're right. 16 Months, you took to Estrogen like a fish to water! Wonderful and dramatic changes so soon!
Thanks. And to think a bit over a year and a half ago I thought my therapist was insane when she told me I would do just fine transitioning.
Quote from: Colleen_definitely on July 13, 2018, 06:24:43 PM
From looking like a contract killer to cuddly science ninja. It's kind of weird what a bit of hope can do to someone.
(https://i.imgur.com/WmCR2RJl.png)
@Colleen_definitely Thank you for sharing your before and after photos....
... certainly a visual treat for us to see your dramatic transformation.
Yes, hope is one of the keys along with fierce determination and sheer willpower to take the necessary steps that you have taken to get to where you are now.
You look absolutely wonderful and beautiful as your new self.
I am always looking for your updates... thank you for sharing.
Hugs and well wishes,
Danielle
I didn't have much of a change... But I'm working with what I got.
before:
(https://i.imgur.com/ytyj84V.jpg)
28 months:
(https://i.imgur.com/zAySI2K.jpg)
Thanks Danielle.
Quote from: Harley Quinn on July 14, 2018, 11:01:33 AM
I didn't have much of a change... But I'm working with what I got.
You also weren't overcompensating as much as I from the looks of it. You're looking great.
Quote from: Colleen_definitely on July 14, 2018, 11:19:13 AM
You also weren't overcompensating as much as I from the looks of it. You're looking great.
It wasn't for a lack of trying...
(https://i.imgur.com/i4Zd9i3.jpg)
(https://i.imgur.com/s0IADxZ.jpg)
Quote from: Harley Quinn on July 14, 2018, 11:34:04 AM
It wasn't for a lack of trying...
(https://i.imgur.com/i4Zd9i3.jpg)
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That's interesting. Even with that tragedy of a haircut and that uniform you didn't look male. To be honest when I first glanced those pictures I thought of a FtM just starting transition.
Hey I've got a set of those in a box somewhere too! ;D
Denial beards and DD214s everywhere, lol
Oh, I didn't mean any offense calling that haircut a tragedy. I just absolutely hate the high and tight. I've had guys ask for that haircut. Personally I think that haircut is a waste of my skills. But to each their own.
I'd always call it the "ranger tuft" since the infantry guys who usually had them in my unit labeled everything ranger this and ranger that.
I just had a fade, the h&t just looked ridiculous to me.
Quote from: Julia1996 on July 14, 2018, 11:43:41 AM
That's interesting. Even with that tragedy of a haircut and that uniform you didn't look male. To be honest when I first glanced those pictures I thought of a FtM just starting transition.
ha ha ha... well thank you Julia. Perhaps I was intersex and didn't even know it. ::) And yes... the high and tight / skin fade is a tragedy. Unfortunately, sometimes you don't have the choice lol.
As today is my two year anniversary on Hormones I though that this could be funny to post.
I think honestly seeing this reminds me of just how lucky I am(unfortunately not in the boob department though)
3-4 years ago,
(https://i.imgur.com/GxqspNg.jpg)
(https://i.imgur.com/ZZsRNnx.jpg)
And now this was taken yesterday :') was gonna throw the skirt out and thought I'd give it another go
(https://i.imgur.com/cQJNmFQ.jpg)
(https://i.imgur.com/5xG02hp.jpg)
(https://i.imgur.com/VVyj9nh.jpg)
(https://i.imgur.com/lZDxQCa.jpg)
You can really see from these pics my lack of bean growth. I will hope to have small implants done when I can gather up some money.
I have been very lucky with hips waist and my shoulders, I still remain a hard grafter and mechanic most days. Still muscle mass in my upper body has fallen of me.
I'm so happy with where I am today.
Lots of Love Rachel 💖
Wow you girls are so amazing.... 😮
Colleen you make such a beautiful butterfly especially compared to that old picture! ;) I find it hard to imagine you EVER looked like that.
Rachel you are our Irish princess! Kinda like that frog turning into a prince story but definitively a big improvement on the old tale! :D You look beautiful dear. Even if your breasts didn't make a big change the rest of your body reacted to estrogen wonderfully!
On a side note, Rachel if you are doing mechanic type stuff, what do you use to get the oil and grease off your hands? Every time I work on anything I end up with those dark lines in the creases in my finger skin from the grease.
Quote from: Rachel_Christina on July 15, 2018, 05:37:55 AM
As today is my two year anniversary on Hormones I though that this could be funny to post.
I think honestly seeing this reminds me of just how luck am(unfortunately not in the boob department though)
3-4 years ago,
(https://i.imgur.com/GxqspNg.jpg)
(https://i.imgur.com/ZZsRNnx.jpg)
And now this was taken yesterday :') was gonna throw the skirt out and thought I'd give it another go
(https://i.imgur.com/cQJNmFQ.jpg)
(https://i.imgur.com/5xG02hp.jpg)
(https://i.imgur.com/VVyj9nh.jpg)
(https://i.imgur.com/lZDxQCa.jpg)
You can really see from these pics my lack of bean growth. I will hope to have small implants done when I can gather up some money.
I have been very lucky with hips waist and my shoulders, I still remain a hard grafter and mechanic most days. Still muscle mass in my upper body has fallen of me.
I'm so happy with where I am today.
Lots of Love Rachel 💖
Rachel!!!!
Bask in the glow of happiness... Embrace the power in the decisions you have made in your life and how far they have taken you down a wonderful path that had always seemed like an impossible dream.... You are Gorgeous!
Onward we go brave sisters,
Ashley 🙂💕🌸
Thank you Josie, and OMG yes that is a torture, you can actually see in my pics here there is remnants still D: I have kinda given up caring lol, unless I'm going out. But there is those tubs of mechanical soap with the grit in them? Always does a good job.
Thank you Ashley, it's amazing how those decisions have changed my life so much, they seem small now almost, but they where massive decisions at the time.
And yeah honestly I bask in it most mornings when I see the mirror, it dumbfounded me most days, its amazing!!
Thank you all 💖
Yes grainy hand cleaner, rip another layer of skin off. Nitrile gloves are good but keep poking my nails through!! Looking HOT there love wish I was that thin------
Quote from: davina61 on July 15, 2018, 01:34:58 PM
Yes grainy hand cleaner, rip another layer of skin off. Nitrile gloves are good but keep poking my nails through!! Looking HOT there love wish I was that thin------
Lol I have a box of those gloves lying in a corner, I really need to get on to using them.
And thanks, I love my slimness, its tough to keep it up though. With all the hormone changes I want to eat lots more than ever D:
Quote from: davina61 on July 15, 2018, 01:34:58 PM
Yes grainy hand cleaner, rip another layer of skin off. Nitrile gloves are good but keep poking my nails through!!
One thing that helps is putting hand lotion on your hands before you start work. It plugs up the pores with something that can be washed off when your done.
@Rachel_Christina Great photos Rachel what an Incredible change!, you look amazing!
Sonja.
Thanks Sonja! :'3 I feel amazing :)
Quote from: Dena on July 16, 2018, 02:45:28 AM
One thing that helps is putting hand lotion on your hands before you start work. It plugs up the pores with something that can be washed off when your done.
Years ago when I turned wrenches professionally for a few years I used a product that was essentially a firm lotion (not oily). Either the name was Liquid Gloves or it was billed as such. I use gloves now exclusively as I don't want grease or cuts.
Rachel you are stunning in that skirt! I'm jealous.
Judi
hi everyone!! So today is my one year anniversary of starting HRT! I figure now's probably a good time to post here lol. I'm gunna start with pics from last July, these were taken just before I started HRT. I'm gunna have 5 sets of pics, each set will have me dressed as a woman and one of me in male mode
(https://scontent-ort2-1.xx.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/37265756_205172233687719_5846740878420344832_n.jpg?_nc_cat=0&oh=b46036970e1ce9ee9e39eb4757a13c40&oe=5BC5AD2A) (https://scontent-ort2-1.xx.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/37425272_205172373687705_7467833588025655296_n.jpg?_nc_cat=0&oh=3e583bd29ea0dfaf7628bbea446587c1&oe=5BD0DD47)
these next 2 are from September 2017, these are a couple weeks after my doctor increased my dose
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another estrogen increase in December!
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and one more estrogen increase in April
(https://scontent-ort2-1.xx.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/37301777_205171827021093_7220108700550168576_n.jpg?_nc_cat=0&oh=a9fec41e8ce08ff9462d37b33bdb019a&oe=5BE5D655) (https://scontent-ort2-1.xx.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/37347239_205171873687755_450857676432211968_n.jpg?_nc_cat=0&oh=3a1cd3ab438ab35c6e3cf29c9f27fda6&oe=5BD0FA2D)
and these final two are from today. I've been on the same dose since April, I go back to the doctor again in a month and I don't think he's going to allow me to go any higher with the estradiol, I don't think my hormone levels are up where he wants them quite yet, so I'm going to ask about injections
(https://scontent-ort2-1.xx.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/37319461_205172347021041_8260064301755138048_n.jpg?_nc_cat=0&oh=a9ab1aa93ced22262aecf24732df368a&oe=5BE559D5) (https://scontent-ort2-1.xx.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/37261540_205172293687713_5557966450171314176_n.jpg?_nc_cat=0&oh=1e5a8c14032cdd91549cd0bd5a7f1359&oe=5BCB8FBE)
I don't really have any male mode pics anymore since I came out in May, so that last one is me dressed up and then one of me after a job with very minimal makeup
Quote from: Rachel_Christina on July 15, 2018, 05:37:55 AM
As today is my two year anniversary on Hormones I though that this could be funny to post.
I think honestly seeing this reminds me of just how lucky I am(unfortunately not in the boob department though)
3-4 years ago,
(https://i.imgur.com/GxqspNg.jpg)
(https://i.imgur.com/ZZsRNnx.jpg)
And now this was taken yesterday :') was gonna throw the skirt out and thought I'd give it another go
(https://i.imgur.com/cQJNmFQ.jpg)
(https://i.imgur.com/5xG02hp.jpg)
(https://i.imgur.com/VVyj9nh.jpg)
(https://i.imgur.com/lZDxQCa.jpg)
You can really see from these pics my lack of bean growth. I will hope to have small implants done when I can gather up some money.
I have been very lucky with hips waist and my shoulders, I still remain a hard grafter and mechanic most days. Still muscle mass in my upper body has fallen of me.
I'm so happy with where I am today.
Lots of Love Rachel 💖
Rachel!!! :)
You looked pretty hot before I have to say :O
But now, holy crap!! How many times a day are you getting hit on by guys?
Love u :)
-Jessica
Looking good Maddie, it's mental all the changes that can happen from this whole process. Even more changes will come too! X3
Thanks Jessica. Ha they can be persistent buggers men. I don't go out to often though, so I avoid em at the best of times lol
And thanks Judi, to think I was gonna toss it D:
@Maddie86 Looking great - Amazing journey for you, I also loved seeing those photos of you at the wedding. Wow look at the size of those pumpkins!! (not being cheeky...) those red leggings with the dark patterning look really good on you.
Take care,
Sonja.
Quote from: Rachel_Christina on July 18, 2018, 04:09:22 AM
Looking good Maddie, it's mental all the changes that can happen from this whole process. Even more changes will come too! X3
thank you!
Quote from: Sonja on July 19, 2018, 07:41:58 PM
@Maddie86 Looking great - Amazing journey for you, I also loved seeing those photos of you at the wedding. Wow look at the size of those pumpkins!! (not being cheeky...) those red leggings with the dark patterning look really good on you.
Take care,
Sonja.
thanks!
yup, leggings and pumpkins, I'm definitely an Autumn girl! Fall is the best!
Omg! I was this person!! ... 7 years ago
(The afters were posted on other threads, but haven't taken any pics lately so I'll add em here for some contrast!)
Hope everyone is well!
Andi[emoji173](https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20180720/3f5ff2fba239cd52cb3e3c3be1dc10c9.jpg)(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20180720/474e786bf2bd9f24d41470ddd3f9f78b.jpg)
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Or at least hopefully I didn't already post em here!.. anyway!! The before is one I came across I wanted to share!
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And well, what the heck!! Maybe the before didn't even upload[emoji28] I'm on the ball today!!(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20180720/13540f121967a8cbd02081a0d3363423.jpg)
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Quote from: Andi H on July 20, 2018, 05:13:16 PM
Omg! I was this person!! ... 7 years ago
(The afters were posted on other threads, but haven't taken any pics lately so I'll add em here for some contrast!)
Hope everyone is well!
Andi[emoji173](https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20180720/3f5ff2fba239cd52cb3e3c3be1dc10c9.jpg)(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20180720/474e786bf2bd9f24d41470ddd3f9f78b.jpg)
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Hi Andy,
I love how you are able to fish and look so femininely elegant at the same time. I adore the pink tank top. You look awesome and so natural.
Si
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Quote from: Sienna Grace on July 21, 2018, 05:30:44 PM
Hi Andy,
I love how you are able to fish and look so femininely elegant at the same time. I adore the pink tank top. You look awesome and so natural.
Si
XX
So really beautiful - congratulations - getting a lot jealous here ..
Posts like yours keep me going, so seriously thank you for this -
Luv N Hugz
Katie
Thank you, Sienna and Katie!![emoji173][emoji272][emoji254][emoji259]
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Pre pre hrt (had no idea what I had in store for me ;D )
6mths Hrt
(https://vgy.me/Kb7DBD.jpg)
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Leap of faith with FFS @7 mths mexico
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10mths in feeling happy
(https://vgy.me/mJomqQ.jpg)
12 mths feeling good about myself
(https://vgy.me/q4w1kE.jpg)
(https://vgy.me/bdtDMT.jpg)
(https://vgy.me/wBLtV3.jpg)
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And as usual this thread never ceases to amaze. Every last one of you is a beacon of hope.
Quote from: Drexy/Drex on July 22, 2018, 09:12:08 PM
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Drexy,
As I said on your other thread, your transformation is nothing short of spectacular! The contrast between your before and after pictures is just amazing and the process has taken years, if not decades off you! I hope you won't mind me asking but how old are you?
Thank you for being such an inspiration,
Amanda
OMG that was a crazy transformation Drexy!
De Nada Amanda..... 55😉
Thank you Rachel...... yes I guess it was/ is 😅
Watching yours was inspiring!
Quote from: Drexy/Drex on July 23, 2018, 03:11:06 AM
De Nada Amanda..... 55😉
Wow - I'm speechless!
I have to confess that I asked because I suspected that we were of a similar age from the 'before' photo (we are) but if I hadn't seen it and had only seen the 'after', I would have guessed late 30s. What you have achieved is an inspiration to all of us and just proves that it's never too late.
I look forward to further updates.
Amanda
Drexy!... You Done Good My Friend!!!...🙂
KILLIN' IT BIG TIME!!!!! 🙂 I knew you were goin' places from day one... Congrats on getting through all that this takes with style and enjoy all of the life that follows!!!
Onward we go my friend!!!
Ashley 🙂💕🌸🦋🙏
Quote from: Drexy/Drex on July 23, 2018, 03:11:06 AM
De Nada Amanda..... 55😉
Thank you Rachel...... yes I guess it was/ is 😅
Watching yours was inspiring!
@Drexy/Drex
Hi Drexy,
I just wanted to say, I find your transition inspiring, you look so beautiful in your avatar photo X
Sonja
Thank you Sonja😊
Drexy your changes are stunning, proof of what is possible. Wow. So beautiful now and your smile is so natural.
Thx Kendra 😊 yes it took some work ....there a fair bit of.makeup there but it's a big improvement....now I just have to get as slim as you and look as good as you el natural ;) that's the goal look good without smoke and mirrors ....but I guess every woman puts on her face for the day light or heavy.... isn't ffs marvelous...
True the smile is a happy one ....first time I've seen it
ok, so the pics I posted last week don't show off how I really was before transition. I found a pic of me playing guitar in November of 2016, which was 3 months before I decided that I needed to transition. In November 2016 I still drank every night and I was about 300lbs. The pics I posted last week started in July of 2017 when I was 7 months sober and weighed around 220
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Here's a pic I took saturday night at my apartment. quite the difference :)
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I'll say, going to the bass is a big step.
But on a serious note, that is a remarkable transition for sure and you look great.
Quote from: Maddie86 on July 25, 2018, 07:47:43 AM
Here's a pic I took saturday night at my apartment. quite the difference :)
Vive la différence!
Maddie, wow! What an incredible difference - and in such a short amount of time.
Quote from: Colleen_definitely on July 25, 2018, 07:55:17 AM
I'll say, going to the bass is a big step.
Colleen my thoughts too! LOL
Maddie, I really like your bass. I love the natural finish. I have a Fender from '73 with a natural finish that has a similar look. And the the change in you - wow! Absolutely amazing. You saved your life in many ways friend.
Drexy, that is absolutely amazing. You look fantastic now. In your before pics, to me you have a somewhat sad or melancholic look about you. You absolutely glow in your after pics.
Quote from: Maddie86 on July 25, 2018, 07:47:43 AM
ok, so the pics I posted last week don't show off how I really was before transition. I found a pic of me playing guitar in November of 2016, which was 3 months before I decided that I needed to transition. In November 2016 I still drank every night and I was about 300lbs. The pics I posted last week started in July of 2017 when I was 7 months sober and weighed around 220
(https://scontent-ort2-1.xx.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/37757592_213471299524479_3765322116719706112_n.jpg?_nc_cat=0&oh=80d87d06414d19f5ce8604bc76e431a1&oe=5BC7CBB3)
Here's a pic I took saturday night at my apartment. quite the difference :)
(https://scontent-ort2-1.xx.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/37703404_211962283008714_1592349113423233024_n.jpg?_nc_cat=0&oh=02f291cc250d3bb25fd25a8106dcf0c6&oe=5BE2523E)
@Maddie86Dear Maddie: Wowzers!!! That is quite a "before and after" comparison. You are not only a shadow of your former self but the HRT did it's magic for sure.
Results such as you have shown do not come easily as you are certainly aware. The weight loss alone takes fierce determination and sheer willpower. Then there are the other items such as hair, makeup, grooming, clothing, body movements, etc... CONGRATULATIONS to you for showing us that your hard work has paid off.
Thank you so much Maddie for posting this... a great encouragement to all that read your thread.
Obviously as your journey continues more things are in store for you, please keep posting your updates as you have been.
Hugs and well wishes,
Danielle
aww thanks everyone!
Quote from: Colleen_definitely on July 25, 2018, 07:55:17 AM
I'll say, going to the bass is a big step.
I've actually been playing bass since I was 13! I tried guitar a couple times before that but couldn't get the hang of it, then I started it again when I was 17 and since then I've had bands where I've done both. I like guitar but I feel like I'm more creative when I'm playing bass
Quote from: BrianaJ on July 25, 2018, 08:57:51 AM
Colleen my thoughts too! LOL
Maddie, I really like your bass. I love the natural finish. I have a Fender from '73 with a natural finish that has a similar look. And the the change in you - wow! Absolutely amazing. You saved your life in many ways friend.
Thanks! The bass is a Warmoth that I put together myself. I picked a body with a really nice wood grain and then I finished it with tung oil. I don't really care for the headstock on it but it plays nice and sounds amazing! And i'm kinda jealous, I've been wanting a 70's Fender bass for years! I'd probably go with either a mocha or natural P-bass! maybe some day lol
Quote from: Alaskan Danielle on July 25, 2018, 10:14:48 AM
@Maddie86
Dear Maddie: Wowzers!!! That is quite a "before and after" comparison. You are not only a shadow of your former self but the HRT did it's magic for sure.
Results such as you have shown do not come easily as you are certainly aware. The weight loss alone takes fierce determination and sheer willpower. Then there are the other items such as hair, makeup, grooming, clothing, body movements, etc... CONGRATULATIONS to you for showing us that your hard work has paid off.
Thank you so much Maddie for posting this... a great encouragement to all that read your thread.
Obviously as your journey continues more things are in store for you, please keep posting your updates as you have been.
Hugs and well wishes,
Danielle
Thanks! yes, the weight loss alone is hard, it was a lot easier before starting HRT! I've started jogging again after taking a break for a while and it's harder on me than it used to be, and I don't really lose weight anymore, I just pretty much have to work out to maintain the same weight. I do still eat like a pig though, just take a look at my posts in the cooking section of the board!
and I agree, all the hair and makeup and mannerisms can be quite overwhelming! In a way I'm glad I stayed in the closet for a bit while I got used to some stuff. I think I've got my hair down pretty well but I'm still learning a lot about makeup, even though I'm getting better at it I still have a ways to go, but I'll get there :)
I dont think I've ever posted my boy pics before. This was one year ago, I'd been on hormones for ages anyway, but its the best I can do:
(https://i.imgur.com/NW0RutW.jpg)
and one year later
(https://i.imgur.com/Yv2ZZGB.jpg)
Quote from: Maddie86 on July 25, 2018, 07:47:43 AM
ok, so the pics I posted last week don't show off how I really was before transition. I found a pic of me playing guitar in November of 2016, which was 3 months before I decided that I needed to transition. In November 2016 I still drank every night and I was about 300lbs. The pics I posted last week started in July of 2017 when I was 7 months sober and weighed around 220
(https://scontent-ort2-1.xx.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/37757592_213471299524479_3765322116719706112_n.jpg?_nc_cat=0&oh=80d87d06414d19f5ce8604bc76e431a1&oe=5BC7CBB3)
Here's a pic I took saturday night at my apartment. quite the difference :)
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Incredible!
I want to post my before and after. Can someone tell me how to post pictures------Thanks!
Quote from: Danielle M on July 25, 2018, 04:56:42 PM
I want to post my before and after. Can someone tell me how to post pictures------Thanks!
Sure-
What you need to do is sign up with a photo hosting site like imgur or one of the others available, Photobucket is no longer allowed though
Load up your pic.s on the hosting site you choose then you can embed them in your post, make sure to use img brackets so your photos show
Quote from: Danielle M on July 25, 2018, 04:56:42 PM
I want to post my before and after. Can someone tell me how to post pictures------Thanks!
@Danielle M I can send you a PM with simple instructions, would that be OK??
Danielle (the Alaskan one)
Thanks that would be great
Quote from: Danielle M on July 25, 2018, 04:56:42 PM
I want to post my before and after. Can someone tell me how to post pictures------Thanks!
I use the tapatalk app on my phone so it's just like posting pics on any other social media site from there
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Quote from: Danielle M on July 26, 2018, 08:55:43 AM
Thanks that would be great
@Danielle MDear Danielle, I am sending you simple picture posting instructions now... look at your inbox soon.
I will be looking forward to seeing any pictures that you feel free to post.
Hugs,
Danielle (the Alaskan one)
Hit 19 months on HRT can not believe how fast it went
pre HRT
(https://i.imgur.com/XhVMk36.png) (https://i.imgur.com/HtSpuaq.jpg)
19 months
(https://i.imgur.com/3ioKBIo.jpg)(https://i.imgur.com/t5sn1MA.jpg)(https://i.imgur.com/lzXsUYC.jpg)(https://i.imgur.com/ujAnhcS.jpg)
Quote from: natalie.ashlyne on July 26, 2018, 03:12:01 PM
Hit 19 months on HRT can not believe how fast it went
pre HRT
(https://i.imgur.com/XhVMk36.png) (https://i.imgur.com/HtSpuaq.jpg)
19 months
(https://i.imgur.com/3ioKBIo.jpg)(https://i.imgur.com/t5sn1MA.jpg)(https://i.imgur.com/lzXsUYC.jpg)(https://i.imgur.com/ujAnhcS.jpg)
Wow
much better - best choice ever that you made. You are truly gorgeous.
Katie
:angel: :angel: :angel: :angel: :angel:
Quote from: Maddie86 on July 25, 2018, 07:47:43 AM
ok, so the pics I posted last week don't show off how I really was before transition. I found a pic of me playing guitar in November of 2016, which was 3 months before I decided that I needed to transition. In November 2016 I still drank every night and I was about 300lbs. The pics I posted last week started in July of 2017 when I was 7 months sober and weighed around 220
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Here's a pic I took saturday night at my apartment. quite the difference :)
(https://scontent-ort2-1.xx.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/37703404_211962283008714_1592349113423233024_n.jpg?_nc_cat=0&oh=02f291cc250d3bb25fd25a8106dcf0c6&oe=5BE2523E)
Seriously impressive ...with determination like that you can do anything
Ps you look pretty 😉
Quote from: BrianaJ on July 25, 2018, 09:00:40 AM
Drexy, that is absolutely amazing. You look fantastic now. In your before pics, to me you have a somewhat sad or melancholic look about you. You absolutely glow in your after pics.
Yes quite right Briana ...I used to look at these threads wondering if I would ever get that happy smile and shining eyes....
So far so good 😊
Quote from: Drexy/Drex on July 26, 2018, 04:27:24 PM
Seriously impressive ...with determination like that you can do anything
Ps you look pretty 😉
aw, thank you! :)
Quote from: natalie.ashlyne on July 26, 2018, 03:12:01 PM
Hit 19 months on HRT can not believe how fast it went
wow you look great!
Thank you Katie Again :)
Maddie86 Thank you as well and you look great yourself :)
Looking good Natalie! Some serious changes right there.
only a year .....so natural looking ..... effortlessly female😘
Wow Emma, your "best you can do" is pretty darn
best! :-) I think you look awesome. Are those sisters with you?
Quote from: emma-f on July 25, 2018, 10:35:06 AM
I dont think I've ever posted my boy pics before. This was one year ago, I'd been on hormones for ages anyway, but its the best I can do:
(https://i.imgur.com/NW0RutW.jpg)
and one year later
(https://i.imgur.com/Yv2ZZGB.jpg)
(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20180727/bf144f7b2a8a07de15583ebffc45d0bf.jpg)
Top left: after walking around in 100 degree heat at the Grand Canyon in July 2005.
Top right: third stop on "pub walk" in London 2007
Bottom two are from this month, 17 months HRT.
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Quote from: BrianaJ on July 27, 2018, 08:39:33 AM
Wow Emma, your "best you can do" is pretty darn best! :-) I think you look awesome. Are those sisters with you?
Thanks hun. No, they're two ex girlfriends weirdly enough! One from when I was about 5. The other a teenager!
Quote from: TonyaW on July 27, 2018, 09:30:50 AM
(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20180727/bf144f7b2a8a07de15583ebffc45d0bf.jpg)
Top left: after walking around in 100 degree heat at the Grand Canyon in July 2005.
Top right: third stop on "pub walk" in London 2007
Bottom two are from this month, 17 months HRT.
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What an amazing change Tanya!
Quote from: TonyaW on July 27, 2018, 09:30:50 AM
(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20180727/bf144f7b2a8a07de15583ebffc45d0bf.jpg)
Top left: after walking around in 100 degree heat at the Grand Canyon in July 2005.
Top right: third stop on "pub walk" in London 2007
Bottom two are from this month, 17 months HRT.
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@TonyaW
Wow Tonya - Incredible change! and you look really good! attractive definitely - but you also have a happy glow about you in your new photos!! awesome!
Sonja.
It's incredible how much younger we all look after transitioning and I mean ALL. This still blows my mind.
Hugs
Jessica
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It's been quite a ride since HE took that selfie on the left. Must have been 4-5 years ago. The one on the right is a selfie from last weekend.
It's never too late...
Happy #TransformationTuesday [emoji847][emoji847]
Jessica
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Quote from: JessicaSondelli on July 31, 2018, 10:16:59 AM
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It's been quite a ride since HE took that selfie on the left. Must have been 4-5 years ago. The one on the right is a selfie from last weekend.
It's never too late...
Happy #TransformationTuesday [emoji847][emoji847]
Jessica
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You look amazing.
Quote from: JessicaSondelli on July 31, 2018, 10:16:59 AM
(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20180731/a6531d227c2b5c49ed1ab72f8f489bf8.jpeg)
It's been quite a ride since HE took that selfie on the left. Must have been 4-5 years ago. The one on the right is a selfie from last weekend.
It's never too late...
Happy #TransformationTuesday [emoji847][emoji847]
Jessica
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You look amazing Jessica, and you are so right. The difference is crazy
Quote from: JessicaSondelli on July 31, 2018, 10:16:59 AM
(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20180731/a6531d227c2b5c49ed1ab72f8f489bf8.jpeg)
It's been quite a ride since HE took that selfie on the left. Must have been 4-5 years ago. The one on the right is a selfie from last weekend.
It's never too late...
Happy #TransformationTuesday [emoji847][emoji847]
Jessica
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Wow Jessica you look amazing. It's hard to believe that was you 4-5 years ago. You definitely look 10 years or more younger.
Glad to see you posting again. :)
Take care,
Paige :)
Quote from: JessicaSondelli on July 31, 2018, 10:16:59 AM
(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20180731/a6531d227c2b5c49ed1ab72f8f489bf8.jpeg)
It's been quite a ride since HE took that selfie on the left. Must have been 4-5 years ago. The one on the right is a selfie from last weekend.
It's never too late...
You look stunning like I said model material ......you really are inspirational girl🤔😘
Happy #TransformationTuesday [emoji847][emoji847]
Jessica
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Quote from: JessicaSondelli on July 31, 2018, 10:13:52 AM
It's incredible how much younger we all look after transitioning and I mean ALL. This still blows my mind.
Hugs
Jessica
Nope not me........I stopped having birthdays when I turned 40 so I still look my age..................... ::)
Quote from: emma-f on July 27, 2018, 02:09:36 PM
What an amazing change Tanya!
Thanks. Day to day it's hard to see so I had to dig up some old pictures for a side by side.
Quote from: Sonja on July 28, 2018, 10:22:28 PM
@TonyaW
Wow Tonya - Incredible change! and you look really good! attractive definitely - but you also have a happy glow about you in your new photos!! awesome!
Sonja.
Thanks. Sometimes I see a glow in the mirror but never seem to capture it in selfies. Nice to know a little of it does come through the camera.
Quote from: JessicaSondelli on July 31, 2018, 10:16:59 AM
(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20180731/a6531d227c2b5c49ed1ab72f8f489bf8.jpeg)
It's been quite a ride since HE took that selfie on the left. Must have been 4-5 years ago. The one on the right is a selfie from last weekend.
It's never too late...
Happy #TransformationTuesday [emoji847][emoji847]
Jessica
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I would never guess that those two people have inhabited the same body.
Quote from: I Am Jess on July 31, 2018, 06:54:19 PM
Nope not me........I stopped having birthdays when I turned 40 so I still look my age..................... ::)
I stopped counting them, didn't know you could stop having them.
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Jessica S's before and after are remarkable such a huge difference. I wonder who did her FFS. They did a great job.
Quote from: Danielle M on August 01, 2018, 09:56:33 AM
Jessica S's before and after are remarkable such a huge difference. I wonder who did her FFS. They did a great job.
The little blue pills did my FFS[emoji23][emoji23] no knife has ever touched my face. Patience is the essence I guess... It takes time.
Hugs
Jessica
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(https://farm2.staticflickr.com/1797/43787336551_1670a4ff7f_m.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/29HkxCt)046 (https://flic.kr/p/29HkxCt) by Claire Labus (https://www.flickr.com/photos/150862552@N05/), on Flickr
One of the few pictures of me pre HRT.
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Me about 4 days ago.
@Artesia
Wow what a difference some HRT, some new clothes and some genuine happiness can make for a person!!
Congrats you look great
Take care
.Liz
Quote from: JessicaSondelli on August 01, 2018, 11:19:12 AM
The little blue pills did my FFS[emoji23][emoji23] no knife has ever touched my face. Patience is the essence I guess... It takes time.
You are so fortunate to transition when you did. I transitioned when I was age 66 and I needed FFS. The Estradiol helps, but us late transitioners do need FFS more than you younger girls.
Fantastic photo BTW.
Jessica.....how many years are you into your transition please ?
Quote from: Drexy/Drex on August 02, 2018, 12:23:31 AM
Jessica.....how many years are you into your transition please ?
Hi Drexy, I started hormones in March 2016
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Thanks Jessica.wow incredible....😊 btw I should have looked at your ticket 🙄
I was looking through some photos from my old phone when I came across one that was taken 6 years ago. I've kept a couple of my old shirts and still had the one in the picture. I figured it would make a good who wore it better. So here is a before and after that is exactly 6 years apart......
(https://farm2.staticflickr.com/1817/43798652031_148a94cafb_o.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/29JkxjX)
Hmmm Jess, I don't know. Before looks like a laid back "What's up bro?" California kind of dude. Relaxed and just fine. The after looks like Jess in grubbies ready to hang out around the house for the evening. Just fine also. Although I will say I like the necklace(s) way better on Jess. ;-)
Quote from: I Am Jess on August 02, 2018, 01:56:54 PM
I was looking through some photos from my old phone when I came across one that was taken 6 years ago. I've kept a couple of my old shirts and still had the one in the picture. I figured it would make a good who wore it better. So here is a before and after that is exactly 6 years apart......
(https://farm2.staticflickr.com/1817/43798652031_148a94cafb_o.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/29JkxjX)
Everyone here is clearly cheating and posting pictures of two different people! ;D
(Seriously though, again, amazing. I feel like I haven't had anywhere near the effect everyone else seems to have had. :-X)
Quote from: Roll on August 03, 2018, 07:06:52 PM
Everyone here is clearly cheating and posting pictures of two different people! ;D
(Seriously though, again, amazing. I feel like I haven't had anywhere near the effect everyone else seems to have had. :-X)
Girl, at not even 8 months HRT, you're still considered a toddler ;-) Give it some time, especially facial changes take a lot of time.
Quote from: JessicaSondelli on August 04, 2018, 12:48:22 PM
Girl, at not even 8 months HRT, you're still considered a toddler ;-) Give it some time, especially facial changes take a lot of time.
Impatience is a symptom of youth!!!...Ellie (Roll) is going to outshine us all... I've told her that... I don't think she it believes yet... but she will.... and she will make this world her own!
Jessica... Such wonderful changes and such gorgeous photography to show off your beauty! You have traveled far gorgeous girl!!!
Claire (Artesia) I absolutely love your recent pic... your beautiful joy speaks volumes about how far you have come in this last year... hope has brought you far! Congrats and thank you for sharing my beautiful sister!!!
Jess!!!... What can I say that hasn't been said?... You continue to inspire and exemplify what it means to make our life anew with courage and hope... I am always honored to call you sister, gorgeous girl!
Onward we go brave sisters!
Ashley 😀❤️🌻
But I dun wannnnnnnaaaaaaaaaaaa be patient! ;D
Quote from: Roll on August 06, 2018, 03:23:07 PM
But I dun wannnnnnnaaaaaaaaaaaa be patient! ;D
@Roll Dear Ellie: I have always mentioned in my comment responses on variious threads around the forums about HRT that
patience is required for all that are on their HRT journey....
@tgirlamc (Ashley) is very correct about that...
and I know that you know it too!!!
What I hear a lot of lately about most things that we all want, especially from the younger crowd:
"I want it All and I want it NOW"
Again be patient
everyone on HRT... and especially those that are
just starting HRT.Hugs, Danielle
A friend posted a picture from the 90's of me, so I thought I'd post my "trying to be manly" photo and something from now.
(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20180812/156e89a5c6082f21030a0407ea9a6e1b.jpg)(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20180812/329bb6bb0136d173c534432a2403d7bc.jpg)
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I can defeatedly see who is smiling more ....
All I can say is wow, you have certainly changed oh so much for the better. Love your smile so much.
Keep loving, keep smiling,
Luv n Hugz
Katie
:angel: :angel: :angel: :angel: :angel: :angel: :angel:
Quote from: Roll on August 06, 2018, 03:23:07 PM
But I dun wannnnnnnaaaaaaaaaaaa be patient! ;D
Me too little sister
Don't worry about Danielle, I want it all now as well (I'm inpatient..) , and I'm only a little (just) older than you - lol . There is nothing wrong in being passionate about your future, just make sure that you are safe and cared for.
We will both be gorgeous, as we already are in fact.
Hugz galore
Katie
:angel: :angel: :angel: :angel:
After having a super nice 44th B'day together with my youngest daughter today I felt the urge to create a new Before and After.
Clockwise: 1) Last week and 2) this week on our US Roadtrip. 3) Last years birthday 4) Before breakdown and on my highest weight 5) 22 years old on my first trip to the Americas 6) Teenage years
All the best to all you lovely ladies [emoji847](https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20180813/7b3064d995b3ca3c1eab658796c53f0e.jpg)
Quote from: Thessa on August 12, 2018, 09:48:36 PM
After having a super nice 44th B'day together with my youngest daughter today I felt the urge to create a new Before and After.
Clockwise: 1) Last week and 2) this week on our US Roadtrip. 3) Last years birthday 4) Before breakdown and on my highest weight 5) 22 years old on my first trip to the Americas 6) Teenage years
All the best to all you lovely ladies [emoji847](https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20180813/7b3064d995b3ca3c1eab658796c53f0e.jpg)
@Thessa Wowzers.... great pictures showing wonderful transformation achievements.
Thank you for sharing....
... and HAPPY 44th BIRTHDAY :icon_birthday:
Hugs,
Danielle
Quote from: Alaskan Danielle on August 12, 2018, 09:54:13 PM
@Thessa
Wowzers.... great pictures showing wonderful transformation achievements.
Thank you for sharing....
... and HAPPY 44th BIRTHDAY :icon_birthday:
Hugs,
Danielle
Thank you so much Danielle [emoji5]
It's been a while since I seen you Thessa, but you are looking great in your latest pics, you are looking very natural now! Keep going girl 💖
@Thessa Wow amazing transformation, you're looking great!
Sonja.
Quote from: Sonja on August 13, 2018, 03:28:32 AM
@Thessa Wow amazing transformation, you're looking great!
Sonja.
Thanks a lot Sonja! Most of the time I'm also feeling amazing. [emoji2] Just a few things could be smoother but I'm working on it. [emoji6]
Quote from: Rachel_Christina on August 13, 2018, 02:36:43 AM
It's been a while since I seen you Thessa, but you are looking great in your latest pics, you are looking very natural now! Keep going girl [emoji178]
Rachel Christina, I'm very busy building my kingdom. [emoji73][emoji6] I'm infrequently lurking but I fall asleep often while doing it.
Thank you for the compliment!
Everything feels now somehow normal (most of the time) and I assume that causes the natural impression.
It's now more than a year that I officially changed my name and gender marker.
It's astounding
Time is fleeting
[emoji2]
These photos are about five years apart.
(https://www.susans.org/forums/gallery/0/medium_27028-140818160333.png)
Thank you. Yes I am soooooo much happier now than I ever was then.
It only took 40 some years to get there, but I'm looking at it as life version 2
Kitty
Quote from: Katie Again on August 12, 2018, 05:42:40 PM
I can defeatedly see who is smiling more ....
All I can say is wow, you have certainly changed oh so much for the better. Love your smile so much.
Keep loving, keep smiling,
Luv n Hugz
Katie
:angel: :angel: :angel: :angel: :angel: :angel: :angel:
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Quote from: KarynMcD on August 14, 2018, 04:06:10 PM
These photos are about five years apart.
(https://www.susans.org/forums/gallery/0/medium_27028-140818160333.png)
@KarynMcD Wow Karyn - that's an amazing difference! you look radiant in your newer photo! and I really like your avatar photo too! 5 years apart, may I ask if you've been on hrt for that time? Your skin is looking very clear too - I assume you've have hair removal etc?
Sonja.
Quote from: KarynMcD on August 14, 2018, 04:06:10 PM
These photos are about five years apart.
(https://www.susans.org/forums/gallery/0/medium_27028-140818160333.png)
@KarynMcD Wow-whee..... I would think that your old male friends would not recognize the new you....
When I was first transitioning and went full-time I would get out of the shower and see a stranger with unfamiliar body features in the mirror.... now, it is just a normal everyday thing to see myself as a woman in the mirror.
Very dramatic change for the better!!!! you look terrific.
Hugs,
Danielle
Quote from: KarynMcD on August 14, 2018, 04:06:10 PM
These photos are about five years apart.
(https://www.susans.org/forums/gallery/0/medium_27028-140818160333.png)
Girl you are looking incredible!
It's always amazing to see what changes are possible and how it can impact our wellbeing.
May I ask you how many years you are on HRT?
Wow you girls are outstanding 🙏🙏🙏🙆
Quote from: Sonja on August 14, 2018, 04:35:18 PM
5 years apart, may I ask if you've been on hrt for that time? Your skin is looking very clear too - I assume you've have hair removal etc?
Quote from: Thessa on August 14, 2018, 08:55:53 PM
May I ask you how many years you are on HRT?
I was 45 in the first picture and I'm 50 now. I've been on HRT for about 3 1/2 years now. I transitioned about 1 1/2 years ago.
I had laser on my face. It got rid of most of the dark hairs but I still have plenty of grays. It grows a lot slower now, so I just shave real close in the mornings.
Quote from: Alaskan Danielle on August 14, 2018, 04:43:50 PM
Wow-whee..... I would think that your old male friends would not recognize the new you....
There was a period of time after I transitioned where if you hadn't seen me for three or more months, you wouldn't recognize me. Some friends would just walk right by me. I'm like "Hello!"
Quote from: KarynMcD on August 15, 2018, 09:32:06 AM
I was 45 in the first picture and I'm 50 now. I've been on HRT for about 3 1/2 years now. I transitioned about 1 1/2 years ago.
I had laser on my face. It got rid of most of the dark hairs but I still have plenty of grays. It grows a lot slower now, so I just shave real close in the mornings.
There was a period of time after I transitioned where if you hadn't seen me for three or more months, you wouldn't recognize me. Some friends would just walk right by me. I'm like "Hello!"
@KarynMcD
50!!?? LIAR ...........-- joking, God I hope I have skin as smooth as yours at 50........
Nice!
Sonja.
Quote from: Sonja on August 15, 2018, 06:12:08 PM
@KarynMcD 50!!?? LIAR ...........-- joking, God I hope I have skin as smooth as yours at 50........
Nice!
Sonja.
Quote from: KarynMcD on August 16, 2018, 10:56:07 AM
Yeah, I get that a lot.
Estrogen is a wonder drug when it comes to appearing youthful. Twice I have had people disbelieve my age.
In the bank last year, the teller swiped my card and read my info on her screen. She said, "This is not your card." I explained that I had not yet had time to get my name changed. She said, "No, it's not that. There is no way you are 62!"
Then, last week, someone had a hard time believing I was 63.
Of course, cis women of my age have been off E for quite a few years.
I was lost... :(
(https://farm5.staticflickr.com/4265/35671667391_3ddac6970a_k.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/WmbBW8)Untitled (https://flic.kr/p/WmbBW8) by Ashley Campbell (https://www.flickr.com/photos/156388176@N05/), on Flickr
(https://farm1.staticflickr.com/931/41750778490_d05250eae2_z.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/26BnDSs) (https://flic.kr/p/26BnDSs) by Ashley Campbell (https://www.flickr.com/photos/156388176@N05/), on Flickr
But...Now I'm found... :)
(https://farm2.staticflickr.com/1854/29164355447_4be7e0d2dd_b.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/Lr9WNB)Untitled (https://flic.kr/p/Lr9WNB) by Ashley Campbell (https://www.flickr.com/photos/156388176@N05/), on Flickr
(https://farm2.staticflickr.com/1870/29164346207_e242827284_b.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/Lr9U4i)Untitled (https://flic.kr/p/Lr9U4i) by Ashley Campbell (https://www.flickr.com/photos/156388176@N05/), on Flickr
(https://farm2.staticflickr.com/1861/30234402588_7f1a65cc83_h.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/N4Hdxf)Untitled (https://flic.kr/p/N4Hdxf) by Ashley Campbell (https://www.flickr.com/photos/156388176@N05/), on Flickr
(https://farm2.staticflickr.com/1864/44053671272_3d8a1ec71f_b.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/2a7SzEq)Untitled (https://flic.kr/p/2a7SzEq) by Ashley Campbell (https://www.flickr.com/photos/156388176@N05/), on Flickr
Onward we go brave sisters!!!
Ashley :)
You never cease to amaze Ashley 😊
Quote from: Drexy/Drex on August 17, 2018, 09:47:15 PM
You never cease to amaze Ashley 😊
Thank You My Friend!!!... We have both journeyed far in life!!!
Onward we go!!!
Ashley 🙂💕🌸
@tgirlamc Dear Ashley......
Your pictures certainly show and amazing and beautiful transformation and a successful transition journey.
Seeing the photos that you post are wonderfully encouraging to all.
Thank you for sharing.
Hugs,
Danielle
Quote from: Alaskan Danielle on August 17, 2018, 11:49:29 PM
@tgirlamc
Dear Ashley......
Your pictures certainly show and amazing and beautiful transformation and a successful transition journey.
Seeing the photos that you post are wonderfully encouraging to all.
Thank you for sharing.
Hugs,
Danielle
Thanks so much for the sweet words sister!!!... I think you do a pretty good job of providing encouragement around here yourself 🙂👍
Onward we go brave sister!!!
Ashley 🙂💕🌸
July 2014 to July 2018
I ride 500 miles for a charity for runaway kids. Most are LGBT kids that the "parents" say to get out of the house and don't come back. Sorry I digress. This year we rode some of the same roads as 2014. I posed for a redo.(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20180818/6026785648496a33a1e3f5c2813ce3ef.jpg)(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20180818/891bbb40e75b4b20a39ba621a235faad.jpg)
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Quote from: Denise on August 18, 2018, 02:31:19 AM
July 2014 to July 2018
I ride 500 miles for a charity for runaway kids. Most are LGBT kids that the "parents" say to get out of the house and don't come back. Sorry I digress. This year we rode some of the same roads as 2014. I posed for a redo.(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20180818/6026785648496a33a1e3f5c2813ce3ef.jpg)(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20180818/891bbb40e75b4b20a39ba621a235faad.jpg)
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@Denise Dear Denise:
Thank you for your recent update and photos. Certainly your before & after comparison shows amazing transition progress.
I also do a lot of charity runs and volunteer in various events. I don't do any riding as you do, but I do the runs and walks frequently and also do some things for the hospital and local retirement home.
Not only is it a good thing to do, but it is also a wonderful way to meet like-minded people that can eventually become good friends... or possibly more ;)
Anyway Denise, it is wonderful to have you return again to the forums...
Hugs,
Danielle
Ok. Here goes.
My before picture was back in 2013. An attempt to be what everyone else expected me to be.
(https://i.imgur.com/WdIWgLu.jpg)
My after picture was yesterday. One year HRT. I'm holding out for the Grandma look.
(https://i.imgur.com/aOX836R.jpg)
Be gentle!!!
Hugs,
Donica.
Quote from: Donica on August 18, 2018, 10:28:11 AM
Ok. Here goes.
My before picture was back in 2013. An attempt to be what everyone else expected me to be.
(https://i.imgur.com/WdIWgLu.jpg)
My after picture was yesterday. One year HRT. I'm holding out for the Grandma look.
(https://i.imgur.com/aOX836R.jpg)
Be gentle!!!
Hugs,
Donica.
Hi Donica,
Isn't it amazing how much time and effort we put into the notion of living our life to what we perceive as the expectations of others?... In the long run, it is a losing game ...not only for ourselves but, for our loved ones as well who have never even truly met the person they think they know... " To thine own self be true" is far from a selfish concept or approach to life.... It is a journey towards personal truth.... From darkness to light
Congrats on the one year mark in your journey of truth.... Your "after" shows a woman who is tired of hiding... a woman seeking what is true... a woman who has journeyed far to step finally into the light.... a beautiful woman...
Onward we go brave sister
Ashley 💕🌺
Quote from: tgirlamc on August 18, 2018, 01:14:19 PM
Hi Donica,
Isn't it amazing how much time and effort we put into the notion of living our life to what we perceive as the expectations of others?... In the long run, it is a losing game ...not only for ourselves but, for our loved ones as well who have never even truly met the person they think they know... " To thine own self be true" is far from a selfish concept or approach to life.... It is a journey towards personal truth.... From darkness to light
Congrats on the one year mark in your journey of truth.... Your "after" shows a woman who is tired of hiding... a woman seeking what is true... a woman who has journeyed far to step finally into the light.... a beautiful woman...
Onward we go brave sister
Ashley 💕🌺
Thank you Ashley! I must say, HRT has really worked it's magic for you. Your after picture is stunning. Rock it girl!!!
Hugs,
Donica.
@Donica Your grandma look is fast approaching... I love the progress that you have pictured in the before & after photos in your ONE YEAR of HRT..... and hang on .... much more exciting changes to come your way.
Thank you for sharing.
Hugs,
Danielle
Quote from: Donica on August 18, 2018, 10:28:11 AM
Ok. Here goes.
My before picture was back in 2013. An attempt to be what everyone else expected me to be.
(https://i.imgur.com/WdIWgLu.jpg)
My after picture was yesterday. One year HRT. I'm holding out for the Grandma look.
(https://i.imgur.com/aOX836R.jpg)
Be gentle!!!
Hugs,
Donica.
Thanks Danielle! You are always so wonderfully kind and warm. I can't wait for the changes to come :D.
Hugs,
Donica.
Quote from: Donica on August 18, 2018, 02:46:02 PM
Thank you Ashley! I must say, HRT has really worked it's magic for you. Your after picture is stunning. Rock it girl!!!
Hugs,
Donica.
Awwww!... Thank You for the sweet words my dear sister!!!... I'm afraid I can't attribute all my changes to HRT alone.... There was considerable contribution by Dr Deschamps-Braly and Dr Ousterhout 😀
Onward we go brave sisters!!!
Ashley 😀💕🌻
Here is mine. 3 years apart. Hrt 1.5 years. Full time +1 year.
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Quote from: cdhd2001 on August 19, 2018, 08:25:44 AM
Here is mine. 3 years apart. Hrt 1.5 years. Full time +1 year.
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Oh wow .. where's my thumbs-up button?? I'll go with a smile .. :icon_mrhappy: .. maybe a simpler smile is more suitable :)
Quote from: Denise on August 18, 2018, 02:31:19 AM
July 2014 to July 2018
I ride 500 miles for a charity for runaway kids. Most are LGBT kids that the "parents" say to get out of the house and don't come back. Sorry I digress. This year we rode some of the same roads as 2014. I posed for a redo.(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20180818/6026785648496a33a1e3f5c2813ce3ef.jpg)(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20180818/891bbb40e75b4b20a39ba621a235faad.jpg)
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WOW Denisa!!! That is so wonderful of you to ride 500 miles for that charity for runaway kids. That's why your legs are so beautiful. You have a big heart girl. I'm glad to see someone step up to help these children. Your after picture is beautiful but, I think your legs are beautiful in your before picture too ;).
Hugs,
Donica.
Quote from: cdhd2001 on August 19, 2018, 08:25:44 AM
Here is mine. 3 years apart. Hrt 1.5 years. Full time +1 year.
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Definitely a beautiful difference. Very feminine at 1.5 years HRT.
Hugs,
Donica.
Quote from: cdhd2001 on August 19, 2018, 08:25:44 AM
Here is mine. 3 years apart. Hrt 1.5 years. Full time +1 year.
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wow! I would have never known.
Quote from: Donica on August 18, 2018, 10:28:11 AM
Ok. Here goes.
My before picture was back in 2013. An attempt to be what everyone else expected me to be.
(https://i.imgur.com/WdIWgLu.jpg)
My after picture was yesterday. One year HRT. I'm holding out for the Grandma look.
(https://i.imgur.com/aOX836R.jpg)
Be gentle!!!
Hugs,
Donica.
Wow impressive...... What a change..... 😊
No makeup, no HRT yet, doing exercises like acupuncture for my eyes and chin....of course makeup can make the eyes look better and same with making the chin appear more v-shaped or narrower but for the sake of being natural i decided against makeup. If the exercises and acupuncture works i may not need plastic surgery for my chin...i'm hoping i dont honestly. :-X
(https://i.imgur.com/fwnpfEZ.jpg)
Obviously this is only a "before" transitioning picture...
Here is another pic... :o
(https://i.imgur.com/0WrveMa.jpg)
This is probably my best picture (with makeup)...
(https://i.imgur.com/wOMnRhw.jpg)
That's all for now maybe until i get on HRT or something...
Quote from: hiddengirlsheila on August 21, 2018, 09:52:55 PM
This is probably my best picture (with makeup)...
(https://i.imgur.com/wOMnRhw.jpg)
That's all for now maybe until i get on HRT or something...
@hiddengirlsheila Dear Sheila:
Wow-whee... you look absolutely terrific in your new picture that you posted.
Your makeup and your hair ... and your eyebrows... all of that gives a very feminine appearance for you.
What are your plans to start HRT, or is that even something that you have planned at this time???
As you keep refining your look, you should have minimal problems passing in the future ...just by the looks of your photo.
I will say Wow-Whee one more time, you deserve it!!! ;)
Thank you for sharing... please continue to keep us all updated on your plans and progress.
Hugs and well wishes,
Danielle
Quote from: hiddengirlsheila on August 21, 2018, 05:03:29 PM
No makeup, no HRT yet, ...
(https://i.imgur.com/fwnpfEZ.jpg)
Obviously this is only a "before" transitioning picture...
You look fantastic now without make up or HRT! :icon_rockon:
Just wait until you have a few years of HRT. You are going to look fabulous.
You are not a hiddengirl anymore!
Hi thank you for the compliments! It's nice to know i can look feminine even without HRT or transitioning although you can still transition without HRT, there are several things you can do that i did some research on the internet from which i am in the process of doing right now. I need hair removal or electrolysis as well, i have to shave every other day, i grow hair really fast and its annoying and i hate it, on the second day after shaving i lose the nice smooth skin i had. FFS is a possibility for my chin but i want to see how HRT affects my facial appearance first. Of course it cannot get rid of the male bone structure of my face which is a shame. I'm more concerned about it giving me breast development as that is more important in my opinion. BA is an option, implants, ect, but genital surgery and BA would be the last thing on my list to do for transitioning. My boobs dont have to be extremely big, they just have to be boobs lol. I'm not looking for DD cup breasts, though that would definitely be amazing.
I will keep you all updated on my progress and plans, and um starting HRT right now, i first need to see a therapist which i have found two of them that could refer me to a transgender friendly doctor for HRT but i need at least 5 sessions with her first and she charges 60 dollars per session which isnt too bad. It's feasible lets just say that.
By the way i am making no alterations or anything to my photos if that has you wondering, just using makeup that i bought. That's the only alteration or enhancement i using for myself like lipstick, eyeliner, mascara, eyeshadow, ect. What's the point in making unrealistic changes to my pictures when its pretty much fake. The point of being transgender is to be more of your authentic and genuine self.
This is another picture, i have a lot of pics, actually, but sorry they are so blurry. My camera is not very good.
(https://i.imgur.com/y3c2jxX.jpg)
(https://i.imgur.com/qqhx6eg.jpg)
It's amazing with just a little makeup can do, i dont have to use a lot either. I admit the lighting in my room and such makes some pictures look better and more vibrant. In person you would see me as just a pre-transitioned transgender or perhaps a drag queen or crossdresser (which i'm not either one of those)...i'm transgender and a woman inside. My real and true personality is a woman, my tendencies, habits, behavior, my brain, its all female and this came naturally without influence. I was born this way but it sucks my current body doesnt match and this prevents me from living life and experiencing it genuinely and to the fullest as a woman because the wrong male body hijacked my true self like a genetic deformity that occurred which is just a mistake but i came to this realization a long time ago when i was really young. Life makes more sense that i am really a girl all things considered. I never had the fancy or sudden desire to WANT to be a woman, i already knew i was always and of course when people say its a delusion or a mental disorder, they arent very informed because a female brain was ingrained into me since birth and my body doesnt have to match the gender of my brain and vice versa, we're brainwashed thinking it absolutely has to. My perception of myself is a girl and simply i am incongruous with my male body and being a male, why should the physical body limit us to what and who we are? Being raised male or female just because you were assigned that when you were born and because of your physical body, that's pretty tragic in my opinion. Men cant even show emotion and compassion like a woman or he will be frowned upon...
I should make this pic in particular my avatar pic...i dont know.
Quote from: hiddengirlsheila on August 23, 2018, 04:19:43 PM
> I should make this pic in particular my avatar pic...i dont know.
YES!
Ok that is an encouraging yes, lol. I have other pictures though, i'm trying to see what would be the best one. I'm hoping that i fix and correct the damage of my masculinity soon, all my pictures would be great then and i wont even have to wear makeup probably. I'm forced to live as a male right now, well in my dad's eyes anyway which i definitely hate having been raised and brought up as male, it feels strange and awkward even though my behavior and inclinations has always been female and my dad may not be surprised i am transgender due to a few reasons as when i'm not around him i live as a female but he has suspected me of embracing womanhood many times and also the way i understand and relate to other women on a very familiar and personal level. I feel out of place in this male body, why oh why is it such a despair and trauma to be comfortable in my own skin, like i mean cis gender people accept their bodies, its not much different for a transgender to accept and be accepted to have their body be changed to match their real gender. Why the bigots make such a big deal out of it i have no idea and its stupid. Living in a body that is an illusion and opposite of your real self is a sad way to go, that conflict will always be a problem as long as you let it persist even if you try to cope. A prisoner wants to break out of prison as much as they try to cope with it, they still want to be free and live life like a normal person. I was confused and traumatized that my body was wrong and knew i was different. I'm glad there is hope and a way to resolve this issue through transitioning physically and people wont continue to misgender me anymore when i'm out in public, i'll be seen as the real me by everyone and finally get to experience true life being more of the woman i always was.
You think this might be my best picture or is avatar worthy? :)
(https://i.imgur.com/MhFDyRu.jpg)
@hiddengirlsheila YES INDEED...
Very avatar worthy.
You are looking very good... this is my favorite picture that I have seen of yours.
Hugs,
Danielle
Quote from: hiddengirlsheila on August 25, 2018, 08:19:06 PM
You think this might be my best picture or is avatar worthy? :)
(https://i.imgur.com/MhFDyRu.jpg)
Quote from: hiddengirlsheila on August 25, 2018, 08:19:06 PM
You think this might be my best picture or is avatar worthy? :)
(https://i.imgur.com/MhFDyRu.jpg)
Rockin' it Sheila!!! 👍
Quote from: hiddengirlsheila on August 25, 2018, 08:19:06 PM
You think this might be my best picture or is avatar worthy? :)
(https://i.imgur.com/MhFDyRu.jpg)
Looking great
[emoji106]Sheila!
Hope everyone is well!!!
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Quote from: hiddengirlsheila on August 25, 2018, 08:19:06 PM
You think this might be my best picture or is avatar worthy? :)
(https://i.imgur.com/MhFDyRu.jpg)
Perfect picture for your avatar Sheila! Rock it girl!
Quote from: Andi H on August 26, 2018, 09:39:18 AM
[emoji106]Sheila!
Hope everyone is well!!!
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There she is!!!... Wonderful changes little sister!!!... Lookin' gorgeous and happy!!!! 😀
Hugs!!!
A 😀💕🌻
Thanks, Sis!!![emoji173][emoji137]♀️
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This picture is good too albeit a little blurry...unfortunate but my face looks like it has extremely soft features in this one.
(https://i.imgur.com/UpuOi88.jpg)
Bottom line though, i need HRT, not sure about FFS yet. I have to see how good HRT does in feminizing my face more but the only thing i see that might need some work done is my chin but my chin is smaller than my ex girlfriends. Her chin stuck out a bit. It was a bit oval shaped though. >.> I'm looking more for a v shaped to match my heart shaped face which it kind of already is.
I'm not looking for perfect features nor to look like a super model though as amazing as that sounds. Hair removal is a must as well though but HRT feminizing me more and subsequently giving me breast development too sounds nice. Thank you for all the encouragement, compliments, and support everyone. It does motivate me even more to transition now but i have to take things a step at a time, first i need to see a therapist.
Quote from: Donica on August 18, 2018, 10:28:11 AM
Ok. Here goes.
My before picture was back in 2013. An attempt to be what everyone else expected me to be.
(https://i.imgur.com/WdIWgLu.jpg)
My after picture was yesterday. One year HRT. I'm holding out for the Grandma look.
(https://i.imgur.com/aOX836R.jpg)
Be gentle!!!
Hugs,
Donica.
You look happy. (and way better than before!)
Hugs,
Jen
Quote from: hiddengirlsheila on August 25, 2018, 08:19:06 PM
You think this might be my best picture or is avatar worthy? :)
(https://i.imgur.com/MhFDyRu.jpg)
Totally avatar worthy! All of your pictures posted are, but I love your smile in this one :)
Thank you. Believe me, its hard to smile when i know i dont look completely female and have some masculine features still without HRT and my dysphoria gets turned on more a little bit but its only appropriate to smile in a picture i guess. I wanted other people's input and opinion on how i look because i wasnt really sure, when i look at myself i see a lot of maleness that needs fixing and correcting but i guess i do look feminine for still being pre-transitioned.
I'm glad i can achieve (with little effort on the makeup) a quasi feminine image, meaning not fully, but almost to where it is convincing without HRT. There are several ways to present a more feminine image without HRT, not all transgender people go on HRT but i plan to in the near future. HRT and damaging my hair folicles for a few years with laser removal will totally enhance my image to being very feminine even without makeup. The goal is to be feminine without makeup honestly as not all girls wear makeup or even lipstick. I'm not striving to be a super model, just more of my real female self to make me more comfortable and content and happy and also so that people wont get my gender wrong anymore and see me as the woman i always was meant to be but i wont go out in public in woman clothes even on HRT until a year or two has passed. I'm only 30 years old, i dont want to transition late as a more youthful appearance also makes you more feminine. Wrinkles, saggy skin, ect contribute to being less feminine with less softer features but there's anti-aging products out there and your diet will also help stop the decay process of aging, getting the proper nutrition and vitamins and minerals as well will make you healthy not just on the inside of your body. Testosterone will also continue to make me more masculine as i age so i need to be on HRT before it becomes more of a challenge to look feminine.
I already have the long female style hair (that's not a wig in my pictures), with HRT it will be better. I dont know what i should do first HRT or hair removal? How much does laser removal or electrolysis cost? I know HRT is kind of cheap and can be covered by insurance, specifically anthem blue cross and shield. Genital surgery will be expensive if insurance doesnt cover it. BA and implants i'm not sure about, i want to see how HRT affects my breast area.
Now full body pictures i'm very reluctant about, i barely have boobs, and i'm overweight. I'm my own worst critic. I might develop a female hip sway and tone up my butt a little bit with diet, supplements, whey protein, and exercises.
Anyways, this is a picture of me semi smiling...its ok i guess but i'm not smiling most of the time other than pictures so this is what i usually look like...
(https://i.imgur.com/a9JsnAF.jpg)
Quote from: JLT1 on August 26, 2018, 04:15:39 PM
You look happy. (and way better than before!)
Hugs,
Jen
Thank you Jen! Oh yes, so very mush happier now!!!
Hugs,
Donica.
Quote from: Drexy/Drex on August 19, 2018, 10:42:45 AM
Wow impressive...... What a change..... 😊
Thank you Drexy!
Hugs,
Donica.
Is it ok if i post a few more pics? :)
By the way laser hair removal is 50 dollars a session here per body part and HRT is relatively cheap 1500 dollars a year...very capable of making that work out even without insurance and i have been saving up money (for a vacation) but i think i'll use it for transitioning instead. I have more than enough patience for HRT to really make changes happen, i'll feel better with my dysphoria just for being on HRT and knowing it is doing something for me albeit slowly. The estrogen hormones will do good for my female brain too putting me more at ease and less anxiety. BA and GRS will be the last things i plan to do (if i can do them and afford it), i will someday but not immediately so it will be a long ways into the future probably. FFS is 8000 dollars but not all of us need that and i already have a pretty feminine face so i think HRT will be the cherry on top for making it look more feminine without FFS. FFS might be cheaper than 8k just because i wouldnt need a complete makeover of my face since its not extremely masculine, just some parts of it would need surgery like my chin i guess.
Problem is, i'll be doing all this behind my dad's back, he might eventually notice the changes HRT would be making...i cringe when that day happens as i am scared about that. :-X
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Quote from: hiddengirlsheila on August 30, 2018, 05:34:04 PM
Is it ok if i post a few more pics? :)
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@hiddengirlsheila Dear Sheila:
Yes, of course you can post more pictures....
...and you can post them on this thread and there are a couple other existing threads that have to do with posting photos, transitions pics, passing pics, etc..... and you can start a new thread to post your pictures on if you wish.
Wishing you well,
Danielle
Quote from: hiddengirlsheila on August 30, 2018, 05:34:04 PM
Is it ok if i post a few more pics? :)
By the way laser hair removal is 50 dollars a session here per body part and HRT is relatively cheap 1500 dollars a year...very capable of making that work out even without insurance and i have been saving up money (for a vacation) but i think i'll use it for transitioning instead. I have more than enough patience for HRT to really make changes happen, i'll feel better with my dysphoria just for being on HRT and knowing it is doing something for me albeit slowly. The estrogen hormones will do good for my female brain too putting me more at ease and less anxiety. BA and GRS will be the last things i plan to do (if i can do them and afford it), i will someday but not immediately so it will be a long ways into the future probably. FFS is 8000 dollars but not all of us need that and i already have a pretty feminine face so i think HRT will be the cherry on top for making it look more feminine without FFS. FFS might be cheaper than 8k just because i wouldnt need a complete makeover of my face since its not extremely masculine, just some parts of it would need surgery like my chin i guess.
Problem is, i'll be doing all this behind my dad's back, he might eventually notice the changes HRT would be making...i cringe when that day happens as i am scared about that. :-X
@hiddengirlsheila - Don't forget you can also use fillers around your face which is a lot cheaper but effective for feminising the face.
Just tell your dad you've been moisturizing your face so it doesn't get old and wrinkly. done. But getting rid of any beard shadow is going to be way more noticeable than just smooth skin, its a colour change and people will notice when it doesn't change over the course of a few weeks/months - but hey - this is the path we're on.. ;)
Sonja.
Thank you Danielle for being so nice, warm, and friendly towards me and your support and encouragement. It's good to have sympathizers among us and we each give each other more strength to dealing with our gender dysphoria.
@Sonja, True contouring the face is much cheaper than 8k. Someday i might get FFS just to make it no doubt to people that i am really female since most people judge by physical outside appearance but for now hormones and makeup will have to do. I just cant go overboard with the makeup, that's all. FFS wont magically solve anything other than me not having to wear as much makeup which would be great but its more to have other people see a more female face, yet, it wont change that i already know i am female inside, it will just make me feel more confident to go out in public as a female i suppose and it will lower my social anxiety. I guess it can be considered a stepping stone to appearing and becoming more of my female self yet is 8k worth spending that makeup can also do without having my face cut open and bleeding with the incisions? As that sounds painful i would imagine. I'm also doing exercises and acupressure to narrow my chin.
Indeed that my dad will notice i no longer grow hair and not just facial hair, he will wonder why and he will notice that i will start to grow breasts being on HRT...the hair removal will be obvious to him especially since i complained to him about my body hair before but the growing breasts and being more feminine might indicate to him that i am taking some kind of medication (for other issues i have) that is causing that to happen and he will want me to stop taking it, at that point i will have to reveal to him i am transgender and on HRT...he may not be surprised due to a few reasons. For one thing, a few years ago i told him i was a woman after my therapist at the time breached confidentiality which she wasnt supposed to do but he just shrugged it off and probably doesnt think about it anymore. He wrote it off as i'm just more compassionate and emotional than most "guys"...this time he will still probably go into denial and i will have to explain to him some things but he has picked up on subtle signs and indications of my natural womanhood and female tendencies when he was around me in the past. He even asked if i was gay at one point and said he would have to quit making gay jokes...nope not a gay "man" even though i'm bisexual and not lesbian either, but sexuality has very little to do with gender identity.
Alright, so I usually do a one pic/two pic before-and-after, but I want to do a brief montage - somewhat for my own benefit. This has been an evolution and will continue to be so, one that I have a habit of losing sight of and forgetting my progress as a result. So here goes..
(https://image.ibb.co/favAue/IMG_1854.jpg)
Summer of 2015
(https://image.ibb.co/mRGiEe/IMG_5399.jpg)
Spring of 2016 - a few months before I came out as gender fluid
(https://image.ibb.co/habiEe/IMG_6874.jpg)
Summer of 2016, I came out as GF and dove into makeup experimentation
(https://image.ibb.co/cEZs7z/IMG_6754.jpg)
Late 2016, I had finally "realized" I was trans and began coming out to family and close friends. This was first time out as a girl with my BFF, was called "miss" by the hunky bartender
(https://image.ibb.co/dfBuLK/IMG_0249.jpg)
My mother and I on my birthday January 2017, I came out publicly as transtioning
(https://image.ibb.co/kUK3Ee/IMG_1979.jpg)
Summer of 2017, I'd been on hormones for a few months and really started to see changes..I had also ditched my wigs, was out full time, and had chosen my name, Aria
(https://image.ibb.co/jcjQSz/IMG_2974.jpg)
November 2017, I was one of six girls at an overnight getaway, the only trans one but was fully accepted by everyone I was with
(https://image.ibb.co/k8s10K/IMG_5144.jpg)
Sometime early spring of this year, I was seeing much more of me without the need of tons of makeup
(https://image.ibb.co/deMTfK/eb6ebb5d_5c57_41ca_9c95_cadc71f042ac.jpg)
Last week, wearing only mascara. I don't always see girl without makeup, but I really come through here
(https://image.ibb.co/fqsekK/2f7941c0_9142_4266_9413_2f218790f32c.jpg)
And finally, my current favorite pic of me, taken two days ago
@ds1987 Wowzers... thank you for posting your transition timeline pictures. You have amazingly transformed into a very beautiful woman. I am so happy for you and your success.
It is very encouraging to other members here to see your progress all during your journey to date.
Again, thank you for sharing.
Hugs and well wishes,
Daniellesnipped photos to save space:
Quote from: ds1987 on September 01, 2018, 12:05:04 PM
Alright, so I usually do a one pic/two pic before-and-after, but I want to do a brief montage - somewhat for my own benefit. This has been an evolution and will continue to be so, one that I have a habit of losing sight of and forgetting my progress as a result. So here goes..
Summer of 2015
Spring of 2016 - a few months before I came out as gender fluid
Summer of 2016, I came out as GF and dove into makeup experimentation
Late 2016, I had finally "realized" I was trans and began coming out to family and close friends. This was first time out as a girl with my BFF, was called "miss" by the hunky bartender
My mother and I on my birthday January 2017, I came out publicly as transtioning
Summer of 2017, I'd been on hormones for a few months and really started to see changes..I had also ditched my wigs, was out full time, and had chosen my name, Aria
November 2017, I was one of six girls at an overnight getaway, the only trans one but was fully accepted by everyone I was with
Sometime early spring of this year, I was seeing much more of me without the need of tons of makeup
Last week, wearing only mascara. I don't always see girl without makeup, but I really come through here
And finally, my current favorite pic of me, taken two days ago
Wow Aria!!! That is an amazing transformation. You look wonderful. Keep rockin it girl!
Hugs,
Donica.
Quote from: ds1987 on September 01, 2018, 12:05:04 PM
Alright, so I usually do a one pic/two pic before-and-after, but I want to do a brief montage - somewhat for my own benefit. This has been an evolution and will continue to be so, one that I have a habit of losing sight of and forgetting my progress.
(https://image.ibb.co/fqsekK/2f7941c0_9142_4266_9413_2f218790f32c.jpg)
And finally, my current favorite pic of me, taken two days ago
Awesome. Wow, you are beautiful.
Hugs,
Jen
@ds1987
Wow Aria - that's an amazing change, and you're looking great!! Love your last pic and your avatar pic - great photos of a new you! and lovely to see you with your mum - that's really nice!
Take care,
Sonja.
Aria, can you please answer this question for me, was that miraculous change all due to HRT alone or did you get surgeries? I would appreciate it if you can answer thank you.
Meh, here is another picture of me pre-transitioned/HRT...i think the lighting of the picture makes me look sexier though lol. I might put this picture up as my avatar. What do you think?
(https://i.imgur.com/QmdhTno.jpg)
I found out that chin augmentation is 2500 dollars, i'll eventually be able to afford that but the makeup and contouring is doing a good job so far. There are cisgender and biological women with big chins, specifically asians and some other ethnicity so i dont know if its absolutely necessary to get my face cut open just for a slight narrowing that acupressure and chin exercises cant eventually accomplish as there is a girl who does those and she had plastic surgery done on her chin and she still does the yoga chin exercises as eventually your muscles in your chin area get used to being adjusted to the exercises you are doing and they tighten up and it stays that way permanently. The other thing is eyelid surgery to make them less droopy but again applying makeup, mascara, and styling your eyelashes (or getting fake eyelashes) can resolve that (which most women do anyway regardless of their naturally bigger eyes) and i would still do it after the surgery. Doing massaging and acupressure to your eyes will help too. Eyelid surgery is very expensive so i doubt i'll get that. For now without vaginoplasty (which is 12000 dollars) and GRS, i need HRT and hair removal. BA is another thing i might do in the future but HRT will give me breasts even if they might be a small cup size. I have to get more protein and exercise to lose weight and also get a bigger and more toned butt too to what i like to call an "apple of a butt".
Good morning Sheila,
This is all with HRT so far, no surgeries. I've been considering various facial surgeries, though a recent surge in dysphoria is pointing to others first...
(https://image.ibb.co/ev5bXz/b23ac6d9_b411_4ff0_9df4_9e0a32dbc4e4.jpg)
This is me with no makeup and in a less flattering light than the second to last pic in my earlier post. Although you can still see a lot of the changes, I'd say this might be more accurate to what I look like. I've been considering eventual FFS for my chin, forehead, and orbital bones. Makeup does a lot for me, but I don't want to feel the need to wear it nearly as much anymore. Bone doesn't change, though cleaning my brows, preliminary hair removal, smiling genuinely, and the joy in my eyes have feminized me a lot more than I'd expected.
So I guess it's a mixed bag as to how I feel about my looks. I see this pic and a lot points to "feminine," "androgynous" at the least. But my desire to have FFS stems more from not wanting to see what I was when I look at who I am, which is its own can of worms...
Honestly you really are doing quite well in the feature department. Working on your chin, nose, and brow wouldn't hurt but even without makeup I don't think you're really in need of any of them.
I can relate though. Do I really need any work? Considering how people gender me, no. But I still have that nagging feeling when I look in the mirror or photos.
Based on my pictures and i had boobs from HRT and also softer features from HRT, what would you think people would gender me as in public? Note i'm kind of a big girl 5'10 tall and a bit overweight...I dont think i need much surgery other than my chin which i might not need surgery for that either but at least its one of the cheapest things of FFS to get done. I thought it would be much more than 2500 dollars which is surprising that its the cheapest area of FFS. Dont get me wrong thats still very expensive because i dont have a ton of money right now. :(
I think my nose is fine, of course it could be more narrow but people really arent going to look at my nose when judging whether i am female or not. I do but if i look female in everywhere else people arent to say "oh the nose you're a man"...my eyebrows could use lifting but i think they are ok. I should trim and shape them more i suppose. Other than that though, hair removal and HRT are a must (for me). I'll worry about BA, breast implants, GRS, getting a vagina, and getting a bigger butt later which mostly comprises my bottom region that people really dont judge and wont even see because i'm not walking around nude and naked. You should transition only for yourself though. :D
(https://i.imgur.com/V8Mcm9o.jpg)
Would my hair look better if it was a lighter brown color? Just wondering...it used to be blonde when i was a child like my mom's hair but it turned dark brown. :-\
Quote from: hiddengirlsheila on September 03, 2018, 12:51:08 PM
Would my hair look better if it was a lighter brown color? Just wondering...it used to be blonde when i was a child like my mom's hair but it turned dark brown. :-\
I'd say just adding some highlights would be your best bet. I dont find it flattering going too far from your natural hair color.
Quote from: Harley Quinn on September 03, 2018, 01:38:39 PM
I'd say just adding some highlights would be your best bet. I dont find it flattering going too far from your natural hair color.
@Harley Quinn I fully agree with you. Drastic hair color changes are not always a good thing.
Highlighting and less drastic color touch ups are great however.
I have always been a blonde but at my age (38) my hair is becoming less vibrant blonde and has been getting a touch of grey coming in so when I go to the hair salon, depending on the mood I am in, I will get it colored back to my original natural blonde that my hair was back in the day. .... makes me feel younger too, and I always get compliments when I do that...
The big benefit of NOT doing drastic hair color changes is that when the roots start showing, it is usually not as big of a deal as it would be with the more drastic color change.
Thanks for sharing your thought on this.
Hugs,
Danielle
What do you mean by highlights?
I wont go to the beauty/hair salon until i'm out of the closet as transgender and on HRT and stuff...for now i try to make it as feminine as possible without going there. Do you mean highlights like a hairband or something or a ribbon? I would have to take those off when i'm around my dad until i am "out".
Fortunately i dont have any grey hairs but i always thought lighter hair colors were more feminine, of course there are girls with black hair and they are cisgender girls but me personally i wish i had lighter color hair mostly because i kind of want to look like my mom as she is so beautiful which i have more of her features than my dad's other than my chin but i guess i can see how a drastic color change might be a bad thing. I wouldnt want to make it too obvious that i dyed my hair then people would wonder if i'm hiding something or i dont take care of my hair properly. My hair looks a lot better than it used to about a year ago and it has grown pretty long. My dad will suggest i get hair cut soon and i'm going to say "no" because short hair will make me look more like a man especially since i'm not on HRT yet. I have no problem with cutting some hair in front of my face to get it out of my eyes though but a men's hair cut "no thanks!". My dad knows i like long hair so it shouldnt be an issue but he doesnt really know or understand the reason why i do ( heck he has long hair too and probably longer than mine but he keeps it in a pony tail) even though hes suspected me of being womanly before. Of course some cisgender women prefer short hair but (to me) having long hair is a stable to having a feminine appearance. When you think long hair you dont immediately think "guy", long beautiful hair is more of a feminine thing to be honest, not to say that some men dont have long beautiful hair though. Not trying to get into gender stereotypes so dont get me wrong. :)
Yes, I was referring to hair coloring at a salon. Careful on trimming the front while growing out the back... you could end up with a mullet.
Yeah i'm not worried about that, i doubt i will even get a haircut. I want my hair to be even longer than it is now and to flow beautifully. Ugh my chin though even on HRT my chin wont really change will it? 2500 dollars for the chin fix...ouch. That is very possible once i get my dream job though after i finish school because my income will be through the roof and i could possibly get rich if i'm freelance and dont work for anyone but do my own thing. At least my cheeks are ok. GRS is the last thing as that is 12000 dollars. I hate my male genitals but i dont have that kind of money right now and no one is going to see what is in between my legs. I need to lose some weight too, get a wider hip, bigger butt, ect. BA and implants are kind of iffy because HRT will give me breasts and i'm not looking for extremely huge breasts or anything...just enough to say "oh there's some female boobs". Trans women on HRT seem to get some pretty nice big boobs anyways like a C cup, ect. Besides there are ways to get bigger boobs without spending thousands of dollars on breast implants and a lot of women do them like massaging the breasts with certain oils.
Another thing that is bothering my dysphoria is without my makeup my eyes are droopy and tired looking, this can be fixed with acupressure and massaging the eyes though but it can take months to see any results. Eye drops can help too. Eyelid surgery is 7000 dollars, that's awful. Even vision treatment like LASIK for your eyes is cheaper than a cosmetic treatment for your eyes which makes no sense. Hair removal is crucial, since i'm Sicilian i am kind of hairy, even my mom has hair on her arms....laser hair removal and HRT are pretty cheap so its all i can do for now. My chin will continue to bother me until i can get it fixed though or if acupressure and exercises can narrow it a little. I've only been doing them for 2 weeks, i heard it can take like 2 months to see your chin look different but i can always contour my chin too but that is kind of difficult. Sigh...wish i was born a cis woman.
Anyways which of these two pictures should be my avatar picture? :D
(https://i.imgur.com/7DVheVB.jpg)
(https://i.imgur.com/KSylzgn.jpg)
I personally like the first one better...
It's a personal choice, but I like the 2nd. The first one is more blurred and overly edited to give you a very lazy eye... but if you like it, roll with it sweetie. Either would be good.
Quote from: Harley Quinn on September 03, 2018, 03:21:14 PM
Yes, I was referring to hair coloring at a salon. Careful on trimming the front while growing out the back... you could end up with a mullet.
Mullets were awesome...in the 80s, along with fanny packs, leg warmers, shoulder pads, and Madonna inspired fashion trends😀
Quote from: Harley Quinn on September 04, 2018, 10:53:10 AM
It's a personal choice, but I like the 2nd. The first one is more blurred and overly edited to give you a very lazy eye... but if you like it, roll with it sweetie. Either would be good.
Yeah i'm wearing too much makeup in the first one too. In the second its more mild and my eyes do look better in the second. I do have a lazy eye though which is my right eye and it makes me look weird sometimes. Honestly without HRT to give me more softer features i cannot look very feminine without makeup. I look like a feminine "man" without makeup but not like a real girl. I think most trans women do wear makeup a little bit to hide "some" masculinity even if they are fully transitioned. HRT and FFS can only do so much and it cant completely change how you look because of bone structure which is sad but that's life. I edit some of my pics a little bit with google photos to enhance the pic because my phone camera sucks but the pics are genuine. I also use the program Inpaint to remove what might be a little beard shadow if i dont shave good enough which i normally do shave to where my beard shadow isnt that noticeable.
Also i found out that i look much more feminine with a more rounder face if i give a big smile. :)
Quote from: hiddengirlsheila on September 04, 2018, 12:00:06 PM
Yeah i'm wearing too much makeup in the first one too. In the second its more mild and my eyes do look better in the second. I do have a lazy eye though which is my right eye and it makes me look weird sometimes. Honestly without HRT to give me more softer features i cannot look very feminine without makeup. I look like a feminine "man" without makeup but not like a real girl. I think most trans women do wear makeup a little bit to hide "some" masculinity even if they are fully transitioned. HRT and FFS can only do so much and it cant completely change how you look because of bone structure which is sad but that's life. I edit my pics a little bit with google photos to enhance the pic because my phone camera sucks but the pics are genuine. I also use the program Inpaint to remove what might be a little beard shadow if i dont shave good enough which i normally do shave to where my beard shadow isnt that noticeable.
Also i found out that i look much more feminine with a more rounder face if i give a big smile. :)
I was born with strabismus in both eyes, so both of my eyes eyes turned outwardly, and I was fortunate to have corrective surgery when I was five; anyway, I like your facial shape and chin in the first picture, and since you seem to like it also, I will comment that it looks like it may be realistically achievable for you with some HRT, weight loss, and perhaps some FFS if you wanted to choose that option, but as far as a profile picture, I think the 2nd picture would probably be your best choice. Best wishes😊
Quote from: MissyMay2.0 on September 04, 2018, 12:12:17 PM
I was born with strabismus in both eyes, so both of my eyes eyes turned outwardly, and I was fortunate to have corrective surgery when I was five; anyway, I like your facial shape and chin in the first picture, and since you seem to like it also, I will comment that it looks like it may be realistically achievable for you with some HRT, weight loss, and perhaps some FFS if you wanted to choose that option, but as far as a profile picture, I think the 2nd picture would probably be your best choice. Best wishes😊
Thank you, i'm glad you like my pics. I posted several pictures on here already. I mostly wanted to show fellow trans girls that they can look feminine without HRT if they cant do it at the present time. It mostly involves makeup though which may or may not be a problem for some of us if you dont have a lot of experience with makeup.
Anyways...i have dual astigmatisms in both my eyes too. I wear glasses and contacts. I need LASIK surgery. My vision is 20/60...that's almost legally blind. My eyes are seriously messed up both outwardly (without makeup) and inwardly.
Thank you for the compliments. I may use the second picture or one of the other pictures i posted in this thread. I have one more picture i could post here of me giving a big smile...ugh its hard to smile though when i havent even started to transition yet. I notice many of us girls look much happier once we start HRT and stuff. Dysphoria kicks into overdrive when i look at some of my pictures and when i look at myself in the mirror sometimes...i'm overweight, hairy, ect...i need laser hair removal and HRT to set me up on a good path.
There is some ramifications with FFS, for instance the cost is astronomical and that will empty my wallet pretty bad but i think i only need a chin fix. My droopy eyelids can be resolved with makeup. My nose looks ok, my cheeks are ok, my eyebrows could be shaped more but that's about it. I look at an app called Faceapp and my female self has a slightly more narrow chin but that's the only noticeable difference. The eyes are bigger too but not all women have huge eyes and they still use makeup. My ex girlfriend who was cis used makeup for her eyes...i dont know, i'm taking things a step at a time first. I need to get on HRT and remove my hair first...that is the first step most of us take for those of us who want to fully transition which i do eventually.
Hi everyone you all are looking wonderful and so many changes it is amazing
This pics are taken 24 months apart
2016 2018
(https://i.imgur.com/2C0fX7D.jpg) (https://i.imgur.com/gIKe8gu.jpg)
(https://i.imgur.com/Sc796BT.jpg)(https://i.imgur.com/tQbS4C3.jpg)
(https://i.imgur.com/y7CiVE3.jpg)
Quote from: natalie.ashlyne on September 06, 2018, 04:05:39 AM
Hi everyone you all are looking wonderful and so many changes it is amazing
This pics are taken 24 months apart
2016 2018
(https://i.imgur.com/2C0fX7D.jpg) (https://i.imgur.com/gIKe8gu.jpg)
(https://i.imgur.com/Sc796BT.jpg)(https://i.imgur.com/tQbS4C3.jpg)
(https://i.imgur.com/y7CiVE3.jpg)
I'm always in awe [emoji173] also just noticed the change in your outfit colors I love that [emoji4]
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Quote from: Harley Quinn on September 03, 2018, 01:38:39 PM
I'd say just adding some highlights would be your best bet. I dont find it flattering going too far from your natural hair color.
Not necessarily! I haven't sported my natural hair color for a quite a while. I did, however, experiment a lot before going blonde. I played with brown-reds and plums, tried bronze/orange, then jumped into fantasy colors with pink, purple, and blue...and blonde is where I'll stay I think.
I really don't think I could have pulled off blonde as a boy, though
While looking trough my hard disk I found a full size body picture of the old me. As far as I know there are only 2 of those and just a handful of facial pictures. Not until I transitioned, now I have many a day. :)
Thought to share:
2011 - 2018
(https://www.susans.org/forums/gallery/0/57991-090918092650.jpeg)
Hey All...
That was then (early 50s)...
(https://farm2.staticflickr.com/1790/43143124431_6574d7c2f7_b.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/28JpMNX). (https://flic.kr/p/28JpMNX) by Ashley Campbell (https://www.flickr.com/photos/156388176@N05/), on Flickr
(https://farm1.staticflickr.com/931/41750778490_c7ad2685a8_k.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/26BnDSs)Untitled (https://flic.kr/p/26BnDSs) by Ashley Campbell (https://www.flickr.com/photos/156388176@N05/), on Flickr
This is now (age 57)... I was lost... but, now I'm found...
(https://farm2.staticflickr.com/1859/43671105955_67efb855e8_k.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/29x4QjF)Untitled (https://flic.kr/p/29x4QjF) by Ashley Campbell (https://www.flickr.com/photos/156388176@N05/), on Flickr
(https://farm2.staticflickr.com/1850/30713944738_19e6e8029a_b.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/NN5ZHm)Untitled (https://flic.kr/p/NN5ZHm) by Ashley Campbell (https://www.flickr.com/photos/156388176@N05/), on Flickr
(https://farm2.staticflickr.com/1870/43671104425_08ac4b5d26_k.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/29x4PSi)Untitled (https://flic.kr/p/29x4PSi) by Ashley Campbell (https://www.flickr.com/photos/156388176@N05/), on Flickr
(https://farm2.staticflickr.com/1844/44266627361_4421332b13_k.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/2arG368)Untitled (https://flic.kr/p/2arG368) by Ashley Campbell (https://www.flickr.com/photos/156388176@N05/), on Flickr
(https://farm2.staticflickr.com/1894/29642605017_0bb3cb7b36_k.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/Maq6JR)Untitled (https://flic.kr/p/Maq6JR) by Ashley Campbell (https://www.flickr.com/photos/156388176@N05/), on Flickr
A few thoughts for those who have found themselves here and are starting to realize that their life, will not truly be THEIR life... until a few changes are made...
Let go of the things that no longer serve you... Let go of the pretense... Let go of the armored shell you have worn for a lifetime to serve the expectations of others and to protect the woman inside... She needs protection no longer.... She is tired of hiding and more courageous than you know... Let her prove that to you....Let her step out of the dark and feel the light upon her face....
Embrace the things that express your inner truth... Show the world and those you Love ...Finally... Who you truly are... Embrace the liberation found in jumping off a cliff in your life even though you don't completely know what lies below... There is a quote I like by Martin Luther King...
"Faith is taking the first step even when you can't see the whole staircase."
It is never too late.... CHOOSE to see how you will make it so... not the reasons you cannot... A journey of a thousand steps is taken one at a time...Don't get lost in the details... Keep moving forward!!!... In the end, your life will be what you make it... So,... Make it glorious!... make it what you want... make it what you need.... Make it a life well lived... Leave regrets behind you where they belong... All shall be well...
LIVE LIFE... LOVE LIFE...
Onward we go brave sisters,
Ashley 🙋♀️💕🙏🌺
@tgirlamc - Ashley you Gem!! I always find your words inspiring! Love your photos - but today I'm particularly fond of the ones of you in your dress - why you ask? Because its my birthday this month and 2 hours ago I plucked up the courage to email my wife what I really want for my birthday, after some back and forth conversation on facebook messenger - and checking out my choices she said "Ok cool, order them", so I did - 2 dress's on sale ordered!!, one black tea dress, one floral wrap casual dress.........!!!!!!!!!!! I AM SO EXCITED!!! - My wife is buying me 2 dresses for my birthday!!!!! and possibly a pair of new heels or flats but we'll see.
Just like you said - "In the end, your life will be what you make it... So, make it glorious... make it what you want... make it what you need.... "
So now comes the dilemma - I was going to take photos in my new femme shirt & jumper (as you know) she got me for fathers day but now.....? certainly can't do dress swap on public beach/sandbar...I'll have to see what works the best at home first.
So with xmas coming up I'm thinking of asking for a makeup kit - so I don't have to keep using(stealing) her stuff...
Oh happy days!
Sonja
Quote from: tgirlamc on September 09, 2018, 08:56:02 PM
> Onward we go brave sisters,
Ashley 🙋♀️💕🙏🌺
I agree.
(https://www.dropbox.com/s/0j7r6gv3zsrcr9d/1984%20Palouse%20WA.JPG?raw=1)
Me in 1984 - age 21(https://www.dropbox.com/s/k426ax6ggw7tjle/October%202013.JPG?raw=1)
2013 at age 50(https://www.dropbox.com/s/opsmqevug8edylh/20171111-2P5A9682.jpg?raw=1)
November 2017 at age 54, with Saha (https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php?action=profile;u=56498) and Bethany (https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php?action=profile;u=55278).
(https://www.dropbox.com/s/qpb239njmczapn3/2018-08-11%2012.40.45.jpg?raw=1)
August 2018(https://www.dropbox.com/s/7wu0tsc1fzju91u/2018-09-07%2023.16.56.jpg?raw=1)
Yesterday - Saha (https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php?action=profile;u=56498), me, and Bethany (https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php?action=profile;u=55278)(https://www.dropbox.com/s/i9jexm3stfxm5ql/2018-09-03%2017.49.01.jpg?raw=1)
September 2018 - age 55I turned 55 today, and just starting many good things in life. I get to live twice!
Kendra and Sonja!!! ... Birthday Girl and Birthday Girl soon to be!!! 😀🎂💕💕💕🎂😀
Kendra... HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR SISTER!!!! double nickels!!! 😀👍... You look gorgeous, happy and at home with the wonderful second life that is yours to make in the manner you choose... Onward brave sister!!!!
Sonja!!!... Thank You, as always, for the kind and heartfelt words you offer to me and to many here... It has been a pleasure watching your enthusiasm for the process of transforming your life... You are seeing that all the things we see as large problems blocking our way can be worked out... new perspectives... new avenues found... All the pieces of this puzzle will come together for you and they will form a a beautiful picture and a beautiful life.... All shall be well little sister!!!
Hugs!!!
Ashley 😀💕🌻
Definitely a big change. Not to say you weren't handsome in your old life, but I think it a change for the better. Enjoy your second life.
Edit: Oh and do send your bikini picture to Danielle for her Hot Sweaty picture montage. WhooHoo! Rockin it at 55 girl!
Hugs Kendra!
Donica.
There is a secret to a feminine face...subliminals...certain exercises and ect...who needs to spend a ton on surgery...many people get more attractive in other ways.
Also subliminals and exercises can feminize the body as well including growing breasts and getting rid of hair.
WOW!! to the last few lots of pictures. Its really quite inspiring. More so infact I think. I have quite a way to go before I post anything as a comparison in this forum Im sure, as im closer to before than after :)
Please keep inspiring.
Luv n Hugz
Katie
;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D
Quote from: hiddengirlsheila on September 10, 2018, 10:30:30 AM
There is a secret to a feminine face...subliminals...certain exercises and ect...who needs to spend a ton on surgery...many people get more attractive in other ways.
Also subliminals and exercises can feminize the body as well including growing breasts and getting rid of hair.
Show me
clear and unfiltered before and after pictures (from all angles) of those who have tried " subliminals and exercises" and I will recommend a good FFS surgeon for them when they're ready, because positive thinking can't remodel bones, which is what FFS surgeons do.
Quote from: Kendra on September 09, 2018, 11:22:44 PM
I agree.
I turned 55 today, and just starting many good things in life. I get to live twice!
Kendra, not that you weren't nice looking before, but I think as someone else mentioned, you're wayyy better now. You really have a happy glow about you.
Ashley, you look awesome as always. I love that dress. (p.s. I had to take a close look at that pic of the old you on the ski hill. You really resemble a past boss of mine. )
Thank you! I have never been happier.
For the majority of my years I had abandoned the thought of transition, didn't think it was possible. Although a lot of change had to start from within I couldn't subliminally wish-away the thick dark red beard I'd had since age 16. ;) That and several other details required serious work.
Every set of photos on these and previous pages shows what people have accomplshed by making long term decisions, taking action against challenges small and large, and following through with what is possible.
Quote from: BrianaJ on September 11, 2018, 09:53:23 AM
Ashley, you look awesome as always. I love that dress. (p.s. I had to take a close look at that pic of the old you on the ski hill. You really resemble a past boss of mine. )
Hi Briana!!!... Thanks for the kind words sister!!!... The dress is a Betsey Johnson... My favorite designer!!! 👗👍😀
I'm glad I don't look as much like your old boss anymore... He probably didn't get to wear floral dresses much while saying "Get back to work!!!!" 🤪
I haven't been up snowboarding since transition... It was one of my many activities that I threw myself into back then... in retrospect, I think my pattern of immersing myself in things like that was to keep the dysphoria at bay... I've been playing with the idea of getting up there this season though!!! We'll see... I am going to be a grandma in January and maybe it's best that I'm not in a body cast from trying to hit down rails and boxes after a 5 year break!!! Lol 😀
Thanks again for the sweet words sister!!!
Onward we go!!!
Ashley 😀💕🌻
Snowboarding and FFS have similarities. Wake up with bruises and a numb forehead.
Quote from: Kendra on September 11, 2018, 10:29:58 AM
Snowboarding and FFS have similarities. Wake up with bruises and a numb forehead.
You're supposed to snowboard
around the trees, silly.
Quote from: hiddengirlsheila on September 10, 2018, 10:30:30 AM
There is a secret to a feminine face...subliminals...certain exercises and ect...who needs to spend a ton on surgery...many people get more attractive in other ways.
Also subliminals and exercises can feminize the body as well including growing breasts and getting rid of hair.
I listened to a MtF binaural beat and withing 5 minutes I was totally horny. I woke up an hour later. I really don't remember much of that time, but I know I must have been rough with myself. I honestly felt a little violated. Not to mention sore.
TMI I know, but I thought I would share it.
Quote from: Kendra on September 11, 2018, 10:29:58 AM
Snowboarding and FFS have similarities. Wake up with bruises and a numb forehead.
:D
Oh, so that's what happened!
(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20180911/f5dcf3ab590c8c4be750617a5e6a4456.jpg)
Quote from: Michelle_P on September 11, 2018, 11:22:01 AM
:D
Oh, so that's what happened!
(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20180911/f5dcf3ab590c8c4be750617a5e6a4456.jpg)
Ms. Paquette, do you not remember anything about the person who smacked you with a snowboard?
Quote from: Michelle_P on September 11, 2018, 11:22:01 AM
:D
Oh, so that's what happened!
Quote from: Steph2.0 on September 11, 2018, 11:29:24 AM
Ms. Paquette, do you not remember anything about the person who smacked you with a snowboard?
Either that or she fell off the fridge .......
Quote
Quote from: Michelle_P on September 11, 2018, 11:22:01 AM
:D
Oh, so that's what happened!
Quote from: Steph2.0 on September 11, 2018, 11:29:24 AM
Ms. Paquette, do you not remember anything about the person who smacked you with a snowboard?
Either that or she fell off the fridge .......
There was two of 'em! They slipped me a mickey and almost 'ad their way with me, but I think I gave as good as I got! Last I heard they were both in a hospital. I bet they are part of the same gang that waylaid
@Kendra .
Quote from: Michelle_P on September 11, 2018, 12:19:20 PM
Either that or she fell off the fridge .......
There was two of 'em! They slipped me a mickey and almost 'ad their way with me, but I think I gave as good as I got! Last I heard they were both in a hospital. I bet they are part of the same gang that waylaid @Kendra .
Yeah, we laid them mooks out good, I tells ya!
Quote from: MissyMay2.0 on September 11, 2018, 09:40:01 AM
Show me clear and unfiltered before and after pictures (from all angles) of those who have tried " subliminals and exercises" and I will recommend a good FFS surgeon for them when they're ready, because positive thinking can't remodel bones, which is what FFS surgeons do.
Dont misunderstand, i have actually heard subliminals can give you supernatural powers but dont quote me on that. The brain is an amazing thing though. :D Anyways i'm not saying surgery or FFS is totally not required for perfect feminization but not all of us need a complete makeover of the face. Like me for example, i already have some pretty soft and feminine features to my face, high cheeks bones, ect other than my chin which is mostly a double chin which exercise for the chin area and overall exercise and a good diet will help get rid of because when i was younger i had a pretty oval face without a double chin but i gained a lot of weight. I need to get my butt bigger and become a "whooty" and wider waistline and hips also. HRT and hair removal cant get me those other than developing female breast tissue and perhaps softening up my face even more but it cant do much for my chin unfortunately. :(
Quote from: Michelle_P on September 11, 2018, 11:22:01 AM
:D
Oh, so that's what happened!
(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20180911/f5dcf3ab590c8c4be750617a5e6a4456.jpg)
Jeez it looks so sore Michelle, hope the healing goes well. Can't wait to see the results.
Quote from: Michelle_P on September 11, 2018, 11:22:01 AM
:D
Oh, so that's what happened!
(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20180911/f5dcf3ab590c8c4be750617a5e6a4456.jpg)
Looks like you caught an edge on a black diamond run and tomahawked big time!!!
Happy healing Michelle!
Can't wait to see the unveiling!!!
Healing hugs!!!
Ashley 😀💕🌻
@Michelle_P Dear Michelle: OUCH As it is many times stated
"no pain, no gain"I hope that you are not in a lot of pain and discomfort considering the surgery that you endured....
hopefully
@Laurie is taking care of your every need as I am sure that she is doing...
It will be exciting for all of us and especially for you as the healing progresses... I am certain that you will cry tears of joy when you can finally see the "new you" in the mirror.... all of this happens slowly so patience is required for sure, but it will be well worth it all.
Thank you for sharing.
Hugs and well wishes,
DanielleQuote from: Michelle_P on September 11, 2018, 11:22:01 AM
:D
Oh, so that's what happened!
(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20180911/f5dcf3ab590c8c4be750617a5e6a4456.jpg)
(https://www.dropbox.com/s/vkrxaoa79ch2nq8/2018-05-23%2010.23.25.jpg?raw=1)
May 23, 2018 (https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php/topic,230933.msg2141364.html#msg2141364) - snowboard not included
Quote from: Kendra on September 11, 2018, 03:42:07 PM
(https://www.dropbox.com/s/vkrxaoa79ch2nq8/2018-05-23%2010.23.25.jpg?raw=1)
May 23, 2018 (https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php/topic,230933.msg2141364.html#msg2141364) - snowboard not included
@Kendra Dear Kendra:Thank you so very much for posting your encouraging picture of yourself regarding your own FFS....
Without a doubt, the results as shown in your Avatar/Profile photo and other recent photos that you have posted around the various threads
are absolutely amazing...
All that others see when they look at you is a beautiful woman with a beautiful face.
Thank you for sharing with us all.
Hugs and hugs,
Danielle
Here's a 40 year difference. In high school I always wore my hair long and had perms. I guess it was a way to cope with my gender issues.
(https://farm2.staticflickr.com/1898/43902435884_deca647eb9_o.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/29TvsDJ)
Quote from: Michelle_P on September 11, 2018, 11:22:01 AM
:D
Oh, so that's what happened!
(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20180911/f5dcf3ab590c8c4be750617a5e6a4456.jpg)
Considering the all the work you had done.... you turned out pretty good...
I too look forward to your results
Quote from: Kendra on September 09, 2018, 11:22:44 PM
I agree.
(https://www.dropbox.com/s/0j7r6gv3zsrcr9d/1984%20Palouse%20WA.JPG?raw=1)
Me in 1984 - age 21
(https://www.dropbox.com/s/k426ax6ggw7tjle/October%202013.JPG?raw=1)
2013 at age 50
(https://www.dropbox.com/s/opsmqevug8edylh/20171111-2P5A9682.jpg?raw=1)
November 2017 at age 54, with Saha (https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php?action=profile;u=56498) and Bethany (https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php?action=profile;u=55278).
(https://www.dropbox.com/s/qpb239njmczapn3/2018-08-11%2012.40.45.jpg?raw=1)
August 2018
(https://www.dropbox.com/s/7wu0tsc1fzju91u/2018-09-07%2023.16.56.jpg?raw=1)
Yesterday - Saha (https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php?action=profile;u=56498), me, and Bethany (https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php?action=profile;u=55278)
(https://www.dropbox.com/s/i9jexm3stfxm5ql/2018-09-03%2017.49.01.jpg?raw=1)
September 2018 - age 55
I turned 55 today, and just starting many good things in life. I get to live twice!
Wow impressive 👍😉😊
Quote from: I Am Jess on September 11, 2018, 04:10:25 PM
Here's a 40 year difference. In high school I always wore my hair long and had perms. I guess it was a way to cope with my gender issues.
(https://farm2.staticflickr.com/1898/43902435884_deca647eb9_o.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/29TvsDJ)
OMG Jess! Your afro back then! Looked really thick though.
Difference is insane though! It's funny I have like two old pics of me as a guy
Quote from: I Am Jess on September 11, 2018, 04:10:25 PM
Here's a 40 year difference. In high school I always wore my hair long and had perms. I guess it was a way to cope with my gender issues.
(https://farm2.staticflickr.com/1898/43902435884_deca647eb9_o.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/29TvsDJ)
Jess... So nice to have a fellow survivor of the Disco Era on here... 🤪 Thankfully the world was able to survive and move on!!! 😀
Looking gorgeous my dear sister
A 😀💕🌻
Being new to Susan's, I had never been to this thread before. And, while I admit to not actually reading all 71 pages, the main thing I have learned from this thread is:
Really good looking guys make really good looking women...
;D
And, Ashley, Quarter Dome and Nevada Falls early in the season? You were a total stud, which goes perfectly with your total studette now...
Kate
Quote from: KatieP on September 14, 2018, 09:44:50 AM
Being new to Susan's, I had never been to this thread before. And, while I admit to not actually reading all 71 pages, the main thing I have learned from this thread is:
Really good looking guys make really good looking women...
;D
And, Ashley, Quarter Dome and Nevada Falls early in the season? You were a total stud, which goes perfectly with your total studette now...
Kate
@KatieP
Ha!... Thanks for the studette rating Kate!!!... that was on my 50th birthday... the hike down was pretty hairy by way of trails that were officially still closed and, for good reasons!... iced over with steep drop offs and chunks of ice bigger than old Cadillacs that had tumbled down and were blocking the trails... it was a good day... the calm before the storm in a way... At that time I didn't foresee any great changes in my life ahead but, a year or two later... the dysphoria I thought I had successfully buried well enough started hitting me like a freight train and I decided to finely look a bit closer at what had been going on under the surface for my whole life... Better late than never!!!
Onward we go brave sister!!!
Ashley 🙂🌸❤️
(https://farm2.staticflickr.com/1790/43143124431_6574d7c2f7_b.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/28JpMNX). (https://flic.kr/p/28JpMNX) by Ashley Campbell (https://www.flickr.com/photos/156388176@N05/), on Flickr
(https://farm2.staticflickr.com/1870/43671104425_08ac4b5d26_k.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/29x4PSi)Untitled (https://flic.kr/p/29x4PSi) by Ashley Campbell (https://www.flickr.com/photos/156388176@N05/), on Flickr
Quote from: Rachel_Christina on June 29, 2017, 02:06:38 PM
I think HRT has been good to me and I will soon hit my 1 year mark :)
Started at 26.
I hope my changes can encourage people, because back when I started it was hard to see the girl inside.
I had stopped wearing female clothes when I could only see a man. It was probably 15 year since I wore female clothes, before transition obviously lol
This entire process has changed my life in every way for the better.
I am in no way finished, but it can only get better :)
Love yas 💕
Rachel 💋
@Rachel_Christina You give me hope among my feelings of hopelessness. I'm just barely drinking age, and can't transition for the next 2 years due to financial agreements regarding school. I'm really worried that by the time I start HRT I'd be pushing it since 25 seems to be the rumored cutoff for more passable results. Thank you. I hope I have as much luck as you did.
Aww BriBri thank you.
You are gonna have to stay strong and positive.
Don't worry about what might and might not happen.
I can see you are in a tough position. You gotta keep going and keep focused on the goal, but don't be letting the trans problems effect your schooling too. School and how successful we are at it will really help with transition too. Financially mostly anyway.
I will tell you I only started living full time at the beginning of this year.
Here I am, on my first day of my new job on Friday, first job as woman too btw.
(https://i.imgur.com/tKAfpcD.jpg)
This is with nothing more than hormones, all natural, natural hair no implants no facial surgery nothing. And at 28
The only surgeries I'm considering right now is maybe a BA and bilateral orchi.
Talk to people here, they will show you so much is possible.
I would say what you can do right now is look after your skin and hair. Eat healthy and stay fit.
I think all these things help a smooth transition.
Grow out your hair too. My hair was something, the only thing actually that I could kind of grow out through all my life that kept me kind of sane. It was the wee attachment I had to my feminine side
Stay strong girl, 💖 Rachel
Quote from: Rachel_Christina on September 16, 2018, 02:13:57 AM
This is with nothing more than hormones, all natural, natural hair no implants no facial surgery nothing.
So... You are saying this is the "Before" picture? OMG... ;D
Kate
Quote from: BriBriMW on September 16, 2018, 01:51:08 AM
@Rachel_Christina You give me hope among my feelings of hopelessness. I'm just barely drinking age, and can't transition for the next 2 years due to financial agreements regarding school. I'm really worried that by the time I start HRT I'd be pushing it since 25 seems to be the rumored cutoff for more passable results. Thank you. I hope I have as much luck as you did.
@BriBriMW Dear BriBrMW:
Thank you for sharing your thoughts here on various threads here the Forum and for your recent posts and replies.
Many of our members are aware of your arrival here and you can be expecting them to share their thoughts with you relevant to you questions and concerns as some have already done.
This is the right place for you to be to find out what others have done that may have been in your circumstances.
Be aware that there are a lot of members here that can identify with your situation as you feel free to share it.
Please allow me to warmly WELCOME you to Susan's Place.
You will find this a safe and friendly place to share with others and to read about others similar trials, tribulations, and successes.
It is nice that you had signed up so you can share with others and involve yourself with some give and take with other like-minded members. When frustrated or if you have successes you can share it here if you wish and receive support from others and offer support to others. ....
***It's a very good chance that you might find that you will make some new friends here.
Please come in and continue to be involved at your own pace.
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@BriBriMW Oh, and another thing BriBriMw:
Just before I let you have your posting back so that other members can comment on your posted thoughts..... would you please stop by the Introductions Forum (https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php/board,8.0.html) to tell more members about yourself and your arrival here on the Forums. You can include some brief information about yourself so other like-minded members will be able to share with you, and you with them.
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Enjoy your time here on the Forums, I trust that you will find this an enjoyable and informative experience.
Best wishes to you.... and again, Welcome to Susan's Place
Danielle
Quote from: KatieP on September 16, 2018, 05:53:34 PM
So... You are saying this is the "Before" picture? OMG... ;D
Kate
Haha no unfortunately before, having my hair that long would have had me battered. Lol that's how you know
I thought, maybe, it was time enough to do a before/after. I'm close to the 1 year mark of self-awareness and 7 months HRT.
The before: My Brother and I at a camping trip in 2014. I'm the one standing (in case it wasn't obvious)
(https://i.imgur.com/hkNbwS7.jpg)
The current. Well, you've seen some current in my thread and my profile picture
.. let me dig ....
At the same time as my profile picture:
(https://i.imgur.com/NghO16B.jpg)
I don't remember if I shared this one from one month ago
(https://i.imgur.com/WEAwIpk.jpg)
I think I need a proper photo session as opposed to phone selfies.
I think that last picture is a new avatar candidate. And no it wasn't obvious. I could only guess by your hair color. You are a night and day difference. Looking good Faith! BTW! I love your hair.
Hugs girl!
Donica.
Quote from: Donica on October 02, 2018, 09:39:32 AM
I think that last picture is a new avatar candidate. And no it wasn't obvious. I could only guess by your hair color. You are a night and day difference. Looking good Faith! BTW! I love your hair.
Hugs girl!
Donica.
@Faith Dear Faith: I fully agree with what
@Donica stated..... about using your last picture in that your set of 3 as your new Avatar/Profile picture.
(If you have not noticed by now, I am always updating and changing mine.... girls want change!) Like she said, we can all guess by your hair color and to me I can see that even back then you had beautiful hair as you do now.
Thank you for posting and keeping all of us tuned in to your journey.
Hugs and hugs,
Danielle
Quote from: Donica on October 02, 2018, 09:39:32 AM
I think that last picture is a new avatar candidate. And no it wasn't obvious. I could only guess by your hair color. You are a night and day difference. Looking good Faith! BTW! I love your hair.
Hugs girl!
Donica.
Quote from: Alaskan Danielle on October 02, 2018, 10:46:24 AM
@Faith
Dear Faith:
I fully agree with what @Donica stated..... about using your last picture in that your set of 3 as your new Avatar/Profile picture. (If you have not noticed by now, I am always updating and changing mine.... girls want change!)
Like she said, we can all guess by your hair color and to me I can see that even back then you had beautiful hair as you do now.
Thank you for posting and keeping all of us tuned in to your journey.
Hugs and hugs,
Danielle
Everybody loves my hair :D And yes, my hair has always been this way. I started turning gray in my teens. By late 20's it was 50/50 on color; by mid 30's? it was as it is now. My hair always had volume and softness (no, you can't feel softness in a picture, trust me - it is though). The primary difference now is length. I've had it shoulder-blade length before but never this long, especially in the front.
I cannot make that a profile picture, I simply cannot look at it that much. The one I have is OK because of distance.
thanks for the compliments.
Faith
Quote from: Faith on October 02, 2018, 11:01:21 AM
Everybody loves my hair :D And yes, my hair has always been this way. I started turning gray in my teens. By late 20's it was 50/50 on color; by mid 30's? it was as it is now. My hair always had volume and softness (no, you can't feel softness in a picture, trust me - it is though). The primary difference now is length. I've had it shoulder-blade length before but never this long, especially in the front.
I cannot make that a profile picture, I simply cannot look at it that much. The one I have is OK because of distance.
thanks for the compliments.
Faith
@Faith Dear Faith:Obviously it is completely your choice about pictures that you want on your threads and postings.... absolutely no more pressure coming from me. Your followers however are seeing all of your pictures as a celebration of your continued and successful journey toward your goal....
Yes, you are most welcome for our complimentss....
"A smart girl always and gladly accepts compliments!"
HUGS,
Danielle
Amazing transition Faith. Very impressive. I love your picture with the blouse. For only 7 months you're making me jealous... I didn't have that kind of change in 2+ years.
Quote from: Harley Quinn on October 02, 2018, 01:08:06 PM
Amazing transition Faith. Very impressive. I love your picture with the blouse. For only 7 months you're making me jealous... I didn't have that kind of change in 2+ years.
Thank you Harley.
... I'm trying to find the right words to express my thoughts, It'll probably come out wrong ...
I really appreciate peoples comments, like yours, helping me see myself from a different perspective. There's a lot that I can't see for myself and it does get me down at times.
People seem to like my pictures, I can barely look at them. I want to see more of what other people see :( I do know that the changes that I see are beyond anything I expected, especially at my age in a relatively short time.
My recent outing proved that to me. To pass 100% to people that don't know me with no one realizing until a misgendering comment was made. Really solidified the changes for me.
Quote from: Faith on October 02, 2018, 01:37:41 PM
Thank you Harley.
... I'm trying to find the right words to express my thoughts, It'll probably come out wrong ...
I really appreciate peoples comments, like yours, helping me see myself from a different perspective. There's a lot that I can't see for myself and it does get me down at times.
People seem to like my pictures, I can barely look at them. I want to see more of what other people see :( I do know that the changes that I see are beyond anything I expected, especially at my age in a relatively short time.
My recent outing proved that to me. To pass 100% to people that don't know me with no one realizing until a misgendering comment was made. Really solidified the changes for me.
I completely understand not seeing the changes in the mirror. I'm told that I have a feminine face and I Can't see it without make-up. I am literally 2 different people before and after a couple brush strokes. I don't think it gets easier not being our own worst critics... but the changes are definitely there for you my dear. 🙂
Quote from: Harley Quinn on October 02, 2018, 01:41:45 PM
I completely understand not seeing the changes in the mirror. I'm told that I have a feminine face and I Can't see it without make-up. I am literally 2 different people before and after a couple brush strokes. I don't think it gets easier not being our own worst critics... but the changes are definitely there for you my dear. 🙂
I'm told that I have a feminine face
I'm One!! I've envied your look since the first photo that I saw. And thank you again for your positive comments.
Faith
Quote from: Faith on October 02, 2018, 01:48:34 PM
I'm told that I have a feminine face
I'm One!! I've envied your look since the first photo that I saw. And thank you again for your positive comments.
Faith
Here's my pre-hormone photo
https://i.imgur.com/b7j2eIh.jpg
Rare no makeup photo... 3 years on hormones. (I had laser today. ::) )
https://i.imgur.com/6mImDeX.jpg
And after a bit of color... (just make-up no filters)
https://i.imgur.com/B04vMb1.jpg
Quote from: Harley Quinn on October 02, 2018, 01:53:34 PM
Here's my pre-hormone photo
...
Rare no makeup photo... 3 years on hormones. (I had laser today. ::) )
...
And after a bit of color... (just make-up no filters)
...
The pre you can see the guy, you can also see the potential. pre made up a bit I bet passed fine.
The no make-up, I don't see a guy, just lacking a bit of your style.
The third, what's to say. Stylin' :)
That's not to say I don't see the progression of change. I can still picture in my head some of your facial profiles that you had posted. Like the rest of us, you're harder on yourself.
Keep smiling
Faith
Images no longer available or I would possibly have agreed
Katie Jade
x xxxox
Sorry, I don't usually leave my photos up. I have terrible anxiety and a fleeting self image.
Quote from: Harley Quinn on October 02, 2018, 05:02:50 PM
Sorry, I don't usually leave my photos up. I have terrible anxiety and a fleeting self image.
@Harly QuinnFrom what I have seen of you when I have occasionally caught your photos up on your posts,
you have absolutely NOTHING to be anxious about....
....you are beautiful and appear to be the lovely woman that you are now and are becoming.
Hugs and well wishes,
Danielle
Quote from: Harley Quinn on October 02, 2018, 05:02:50 PM
Sorry, I don't usually leave my photos up. I have terrible anxiety and a fleeting self image.
I watched as they came in.
First, a huge +1 to every comment about you not needing to think others will see the ghost you think is inside you. You are absolutely beautiful!
Second, I have total Lip Envy! Your lips, even in the first picture are so textbook feminine and pretty it's almost distracting... ;D
Kate
Quote from: KatieP on October 02, 2018, 07:33:31 PM
I watched as they came in.
First, a huge +1 to every comment about you not needing to think others will see the ghost you think is inside you. You are absolutely beautiful!
Second, I have total Lip Envy! Your lips, even in the first picture are so textbook feminine and pretty it's almost distracting... ;D
Kate
LOL yeah the first picture was pre-hormones. Thank you. I am working on my self image issues... I like my pictures 1 minute and hate them the next. It's a terrible cycle.
Quote from: Alaskan Danielle on October 02, 2018, 05:26:04 PM
@Harly Quinn
From what I have seen of you when I have occasionally caught your photos up on your posts, you have absolutely NOTHING to be anxious about....
....you are beautiful and appear to be the lovely woman that you are now and are becoming.
Hugs and well wishes,
Danielle
Thank you Danielle. I try to see it. I truly do... I have a ways to go, but I am working on seeing myself despite my skewed self perception. Being off hormones for surgery doesnt help... it will get better in December I'm sure.
Was going to wait for 1year HRT but 10 months update .(https://i.imgur.com/30Ba8q9.jpg)(https://i.imgur.com/ZUgrVvC.jpg)
Quote from: davina61 on October 03, 2018, 03:43:25 AM
Was going to wait for 1year HRT but 10 months update .(https://i.imgur.com/30Ba8q9.jpg)(https://i.imgur.com/ZUgrVvC.jpg)
So many "before" pictures have the same features: Lack of a smile, dead eyes, a pall of sadness. And the "after" pictures just explode with joy. Yours are no different. Just wonderful!
Stephanie
Oh My! That can not be the same person in those photos. Davina looks so happy and content.
Judi
I had to put the man clothes on for grandsons christening after being me for 3 months so that's the miserable face!!!
Quote from: Harley Quinn on October 02, 2018, 05:02:50 PM
Sorry, I don't usually leave my photos up. I have terrible anxiety and a fleeting self image.
Dear Harley!
I've seen pictures of you before. I didn't get to see your latest pictures as you took them down before I could see them. I'm not sure I understand your anxiety and fleeting self image? As I recall, you are a very beautiful women.
Wow Davina! You have definitely transitioned well.
Hugs ladies! Lookin good!
Donica.
Well. Its finally time. Before and after.
Before is a low quality pic because I didn't often take them. Roughly 2014 or 2015 probably, Thanksgiving. After is today. Almost 10 months hrt. 8 lasers. No makeup, no padding.
(https://i.imgur.com/7B0DlrT.jpg)
(https://i.imgur.com/XKjcdfP.jpg)
Quote from: Roll on October 06, 2018, 06:47:01 PM
Well. Its finally time. Before and after.
Before is a low quality pic because I didn't often take them. Roughly 2014 or 2015 probably, Thanksgiving. After is today. Almost 10 months hrt. 8 lasers. No makeup, no padding.
(https://i.imgur.com/7B0DlrT.jpg)
(https://i.imgur.com/XKjcdfP.jpg)
So love your progress Ellie.
I'm almost at 9 months HTR so a still a little wait for me to post pics here, but you are looking so lovely you should be very proud and happy of your progress.
Love your story so very much, bless.
Luv n Hugz
Katie
:-* :angel: :angel: :angel: :angel: :angel: :angel: :angel: :angel: :angel: :angel: :angel: :angel: :angel: :angel: :angel: :angel: :angel: :angel: :angel: :angel: :angel: :angel: :angel: :angel: :angel: :angel: :angel: :angel: :angel: :angel: :angel: :angel: :angel: :angel: :angel: :angel: :angel: :angel:
Quote from: Roll on October 06, 2018, 06:47:01 PM
Well. Its finally time. Before and after.
Before is a low quality pic because I didn't often take them. Roughly 2014 or 2015 probably, Thanksgiving. After is today. Almost 10 months hrt. 8 lasers. No makeup, no padding.
(https://i.imgur.com/7B0DlrT.jpg)
(https://i.imgur.com/XKjcdfP.jpg)
What a difference some happiness will make...Congrats...you look great and I am not sure who is in that old photo but certainly not the woman I see before me...couldn't be. :)
Take care
Liz
Ellie dear your looking swell, we don't think that much has changed but HRT does wonderful things. XXXX Davina
(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20181007/6f815ec6ebfc7de99fe6ae668ec56d1a.jpg)
Everyone is always so nice to me so here is another timeline! These get more fun every time.
(-5 years from starting on hrt, - 3 months starting on hrt , and 8 months hrt which was a couple weeks ago )
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Quote from: Courtney.lane408 on October 07, 2018, 04:51:57 AM
(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20181007/6f815ec6ebfc7de99fe6ae668ec56d1a.jpg)
Everyone is always so nice to me so here is another timeline! These get more fun every time.
(-5 years from starting on hrt, - 3 months starting on hrt , and 8 months hrt which was a couple weeks ago )
Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
Well you haven't aged, actually you appear to be looking younger!
All you ladies look pretty. If I met any of you, I'd be a bit taken aback to know you were "guys" before because you all look so effortlessly female now!
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It's been a while since I posted a before-and-after. The before pic is from 2011. The after is from last month.
(https://farm2.staticflickr.com/1905/43375844700_6de0e34eb1_z.jpg) (https://farm2.staticflickr.com/1980/43375861920_0052eb6a56_b.jpg)
Wow, KathyLauren!!!
While I can't see the eyes in the old one, or the ears in the new one, using the traditional face mapping clues, by my eye, they aren't the same person...
Wow. Just wow...
Kate
Quote from: KathyLauren on October 08, 2018, 06:19:55 PM
It's been a while since I posted a before-and-after. The before pic is from 2011. The after is from last month.
(https://farm2.staticflickr.com/1905/43375844700_6de0e34eb1_z.jpg) (https://farm2.staticflickr.com/1980/43375861920_0052eb6a56_b.jpg)
Speechless!! [emoji50][emoji7]
Quote from: KathyLauren on October 08, 2018, 06:19:55 PM
It's been a while since I posted a before-and-after. The before pic is from 2011. The after is from last month.
(https://farm2.staticflickr.com/1905/43375844700_6de0e34eb1_z.jpg) (https://farm2.staticflickr.com/1980/43375861920_0052eb6a56_b.jpg)
@KathyLauren Dear Kathy... 7 years makes quite a big difference in your appearance ..... quite an amazing change for sure.
I definitely see a big difference in the appearance of your face.
Kathy, you are an absolutely beautiful woman.
Thanks for sharing with your fans..
Hugs and hugs,
Danielle
Quote from: Courtney.lane408 on October 07, 2018, 04:51:57 AM
(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20181007/6f815ec6ebfc7de99fe6ae668ec56d1a.jpg)
Everyone is always so nice to me so here is another timeline! These get more fun every time.
(-5 years from starting on hrt, - 3 months starting on hrt , and 8 months hrt which was a couple weeks ago )
Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk
@Courtney.lane408 Very nice progression of your HRT progress, and in only 8 months!!!
As beautiful as you are not, there will surely be more to come...
...hang on tight for the exciting ride, it gets even better.
Thanks for posting your timeline.
Hugs,
Danielle
Hi everyone,
I'm now past the year and a half mark of my transition... I honestly didn't know if I'd make it this far.
So, over the last 6 months, the largest difficulty has been not being able to repress my emotions nearly as effectively, and so having to consistently fight harder to keep myself from spiraling downward. This has given me a stronger impetus to fix my problems, and, as a result, I'm much healthier mentally than when I started transitioning. But, yeah, the emotional ups and downs of a 29 y.o. messed up woman who's just now learning how to handle being a woman, after spending most of her life as guy, can be pretty intense.
The effects on my relationships, dating and my likelihood of getting harassed aren't nearly what I'd feared they'd be. This is largely due to luck, but FYI, if a part of you fears that you may end up alone for the rest of your life and constantly laughed at, like a part of me feared, that part may be wrong.
Anyway, to those on the fence, as someone who used to live as a straight guy who could never seriously imagine that they'd transition, the potential for an unimaginably happier life existed for me and may exist for you.
Pre-Transition
(https://i.imgur.com/7B8B139.jpg)
1 year and 6 months
(https://i.imgur.com/r6VsFML.jpg)
looking good
Quote from: autumn08 on October 15, 2018, 01:27:39 AM
Hi everyone,
I'm now past the year and a half mark of my transition... I honestly didn't know if I'd make it this far.
1 year and 6 months
(https://i.imgur.com/r6VsFML.jpg)
Isn't it wonderful to be young when you transition. The changes happen so fast.
Us older ladies just envy you younger girls because we need much more work done than you do and we take much longer to achieve a passable appearance.
Thanks the support ladies :)
And I'm sorry, Dani, that it took or is taking longer for you to get to where you want to be. I admire, though, how you're paving the way for trans women in your age group.
Autumn08,
No need to feel sorry for me! ;D
I am finally living the life I should have many years ago. I just needed a few more surgeries to become myself.
My only regret is not following my own inclinations when I was a teenager, but I am here now and I love it! ;) :-*
Quote from: KathyLauren on October 08, 2018, 06:19:55 PM
It's been a while since I posted a before-and-after. The before pic is from 2011. The after is from last month.
(https://farm2.staticflickr.com/1905/43375844700_6de0e34eb1_z.jpg) (https://farm2.staticflickr.com/1980/43375861920_0052eb6a56_b.jpg)
Definitely a big difference Kathy. 7 years does make a big difference.
Hugs,
Donica.
Quote from: davina61 on October 03, 2018, 03:43:25 AM
Was going to wait for 1year HRT but 10 months update .(https://i.imgur.com/30Ba8q9.jpg)(https://i.imgur.com/ZUgrVvC.jpg)
Wow, look at you Davina. Your before picture reminds me of a distinguished gentleman I once se in a movie, but now your are a beautiful lady.
Rockin the looks girl!
Donica.
Quote from: Roll on October 06, 2018, 06:47:01 PM
Well. Its finally time. Before and after.
Before is a low quality pic because I didn't often take them. Roughly 2014 or 2015 probably, Thanksgiving. After is today. Almost 10 months hrt. 8 lasers. No makeup, no padding.
(https://i.imgur.com/7B0DlrT.jpg)
(https://i.imgur.com/XKjcdfP.jpg)
Ellie! I think I commented on your pictures in your Roll thread. You are definitely looking cis to me girl.
Hugs,
Donica.
Quote from: autumn08 on October 15, 2018, 01:27:39 AM
Hi everyone,
I'm now past the year and a half mark of my transition... I honestly didn't know if I'd make it this far.
So, over the last 6 months, the largest difficulty has been not being able to repress my emotions nearly as effectively, and so having to consistently fight harder to keep myself from spiraling downward. This has given me a stronger impetus to fix my problems, and, as a result, I'm much healthier mentally than when I started transitioning. But, yeah, the emotional ups and downs of a 29 y.o. messed up woman who's just now learning how to handle being a woman, after spending most of her life as guy, can be pretty intense.
The effects on my relationships, dating and my likelihood of getting harassed aren't nearly what I'd feared they'd be. This is largely due to luck, but FYI, if a part of you fears that you may end up alone for the rest of your life and constantly laughed at, like a part of me feared, that part may be wrong.
Anyway, to those on the fence, as someone who used to live as a straight guy who could never seriously imagine that they'd transition, the potential for an unimaginably happier life existed for me and may exist for you.
Pre-Transition
(https://i.imgur.com/7B8B139.jpg)
1 year and 6 months
(https://i.imgur.com/r6VsFML.jpg)
I hear you Autumn. The emotional rollercoaster can be one heck of a ride. I'm only a little over 13 months and still learning to control my emotions. Lovely before and after pictures girl.
I agree with you that getting harassed isn't nearly as bad as we thought they'd be. Pretty cool so far.
Hugs,
Donica.
Quote from: Donica on October 16, 2018, 03:28:19 PM
I hear you Autumn. The emotional rollercoaster can be one heck of a ride. I'm only a little over 13 months and still learning to control my emotions. Lovely before and after pictures girl.
I agree with you that getting harassed isn't nearly as bad as we thought they'd be. Pretty cool so far.
Hugs,
Donica.
oh can so agree with that, its soo hard to remain cool calm and collected in public and at work. sort of that weird middle part we go thru.. never truly fitting in , like umm what do i do point.. hahaha, like the dam box i fit in no longer fits.
Quote from: autumn08 on October 15, 2018, 01:27:39 AM
Hmm, well you look great! Yes, managing my emotions has been super hard the past couple of months. I just made 1 year on hrt a couple weeks ago. I feel like I'm starting to understand things better... I started about the same age as you and now I feel like I need relive some things I missed out on.
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Well as some may have noticed i took the plung and updated my profile pic with one thats one week old.. gulp.. what the heck yolo, also i will be updating this after my makeup session... i always resisted, because i dont see much change.. also in december i have a makeup session with a makeup artist.. soo i cant see the changes that others do, FYI i turned 40 last month :)
also here are a few pics of me.
First pick of me two years ago (April~May 2016) a couple days after my ex and kids moved out of the country back to new zealand.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Ffarm2.staticflickr.com%2F1959%2F44490153995_288d06094a_b.jpg&hash=a8679b378242ca77a7b542ca41b2b021e5e500f8)
This one is 2 months ago or so...and i couldnt be bothered fixing my hair up too much, just a quick snap to try to see the changes and well only real photo from that month.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Ffarm2.staticflickr.com%2F1971%2F44680337484_40539de139_b.jpg&hash=d3ff04955efb25925308fa5e2fa7d2c5cabc49cb)
and this one my second makeup attempt, yeah i suck at contouring and such.. been practising mostly my liquid eyeliner skills. and have organised lessons with a professional. i want her to pluck my brows as she sees fit to get the best look.. kind of why i havent touched them :)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Ffarm2.staticflickr.com%2F1920%2F44490155055_93ccc93896_b.jpg&hash=04ce343a9cd082d5c96dc0bc04607bcd0c073d50)
@Veronica ADear Veronica:It is great to see your photos.... so nice to see and to follow your progress in your journey.... and you updated your Avatar/Profile with your new picture too!!! :)
I will be looking forward to following your postings and seeing your "after makeup session" photos when you feel free to share them.... and as you are discovering doing your own makeup can take practice. Other grooming procedures such as plucking and shaping your eyebrows, styling your hair
(I notice that your hair is is longer now), manicures and pedicures, jewelry including earrings, bracelets and necklaces, clothing choices, shoes, body mannerism and body movements ... and of course voice, will also do a lot to improving your passable appearance.
You might consider keeping your past pictures for reference as you continue to transition. I found that, in my case, monthly photos allowed me to clearly see HRT changes that were happening.... nothing usually happens with HRT really fast, but monthly seemed to be a good time frame for me.
Thank you for sharing and posting your photos....
Hugs and well wishes,
Danielle
Quote from: Veronica A on October 18, 2018, 06:34:03 AM
Well as some may have noticed i took the plung and updated my profile pic with one thats one week old.. gulp.. what the heck yolo, also i will be updating this after my makeup session... i always resisted, because i dont see much change.. also in december i have a makeup session with a makeup artist.. soo i cant see the changes that others do, FYI i turned 40 last month :)
also here are a few pics of me.
First pick of me two years ago (April~May 2016) a couple days after my ex and kids moved out of the country back to new zealand.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Ffarm2.staticflickr.com%2F1959%2F44490153995_288d06094a_b.jpg&hash=a8679b378242ca77a7b542ca41b2b021e5e500f8)
This one is 2 months ago or so...and i couldnt be bothered fixing my hair up too much, just a quick snap to try to see the changes and well only real photo from that month.
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Ffarm2.staticflickr.com%2F1971%2F44680337484_40539de139_b.jpg&hash=d3ff04955efb25925308fa5e2fa7d2c5cabc49cb)
and this one my second makeup attempt, yeah i suck at contouring and such.. been practising mostly my liquid eyeliner skills. and have organised lessons with a professional. i want her to pluck my brows as she sees fit to get the best look.. kind of why i havent touched them :)
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Ffarm2.staticflickr.com%2F1920%2F44490155055_93ccc93896_b.jpg&hash=04ce343a9cd082d5c96dc0bc04607bcd0c073d50)
Quote from: Alaskan Danielle on October 18, 2018, 10:02:27 AM
@Veronica A
Dear Veronica:
It is great to see your photos.... so nice to see and to follow your progress in your journey.... and you updated your Avatar/Profile with your new picture too!!! :)
I will be looking forward to following your postings and seeing your "after makeup session" photos when you feel free to share them.... and as you are discovering doing your own makeup can take practice. Other grooming procedures such as plucking and shaping your eyebrows, styling your hair (I notice that your hair is is longer now), manicures and pedicures, jewelry including earrings, bracelets and necklaces, clothing choices, shoes, body mannerism and body movements ... and of course voice, will also do a lot to improving your passable appearance.
You might consider keeping your past pictures for reference as you continue to transition. I found that, in my case, monthly photos allowed me to clearly see HRT changes that were happening.... nothing usually happens with HRT really fast, but monthly seemed to be a good time frame for me.
Thank you for sharing and posting your photos....
Hugs and well wishes,
Danielle
thank you for that, yes makeup does take practise. i just dont want to get bad habits of doing something wrong, I have an eidetic memory. pretty much remember every thing (like i recall the conversation where, date, time of day, weather where we were sitting,etc.. its a curse really). I actually had to practise with a doc years ago to no consciously always recall every detail all the time. that coupled with my perfectionist personality is a bad combo... been working on that with my current therapist. hence why i avoided learning to do makeup from youtube help videos and want to learn how to contour with an expert and get lessons. and then practise,i think i will get not cheap stuff more middle of the road quality to practise.. who knows.
Quote(I notice that your hair is is longer now)[/size], manicures and pedicures, jewelry including earrings, bracelets and necklaces, clothing choices, shoes, body mannerism and body movements ... and of course voice, will also do a lot to improving your passable appearance.
yeah i keep my hair shoulder length.. its fairly thin, just increased my blockers and E which seems to have worked stopping it from falling out. i have no idea how to style my thin short hair and at a loss at that. been trying to find short hairstyles that would work with me.. very hard..also dont have any RL friends who are transitioning or cis female to get help with. i keep trying to make the support group meetings and keep ending up all over australia for work.
to be honest i dont like necklaces (never have), or earrings.. tho the latter is on my mind often and yeah prob get them pierced later. as for clothes i am more a jeans, top kind of gal..grew up in the 80s/90s. :) my height makes most of other styles almost impossible unless i make my own dresses. as for body mannerism/movements, i am learning to let everything flow and walk correctly. its hard to to act all male (but i must as work mates dont know yet), when i just want to be me confident in myself and how i move. 30 plus years of being sure i move correctly to fit in, is hard habbit to break.
lastly i am seeing a voice therapyst, and wow them excercises are hard.. love doing them, easy to blow most of the evening way (10min every hour) and messing about. i hardly watch tv, play xbox or such..
Quote from: Veronica A on October 18, 2018, 02:55:34 PM
thank you for that, yes makeup does take practise. i just dont want to get bad habits of doing something wrong, I have an eidetic memory. pretty much remember every thing (like i recall the conversation where, date, time of day, weather where we were sitting,etc.. its a curse really). I actually had to practise with a doc years ago to no consciously always recall every detail all the time. that coupled with my perfectionist personality is a bad combo... been working on that with my current therapist. hence why i avoided learning to do makeup from youtube help videos and want to learn how to contour with an expert and get lessons. and then practise,i think i will get not cheap stuff more middle of the road quality to practise.. who knows.
yeah i keep my hair shoulder length.. its fairly thin, just increased my blockers and E which seems to have worked stopping it from falling out. i have no idea how to style my thin short hair and at a loss at that. been trying to find short hairstyles that would work with me.. very hard..also dont have any RL friends who are transitioning or cis female to get help with. i keep trying to make the support group meetings and keep ending up all over australia for work.
to be honest i dont like necklaces (never have), or earrings.. tho the latter is on my mind often and yeah prob get them pierced later. as for clothes i am more a jeans, top kind of gal..grew up in the 80s/90s. :) my height makes most of other styles almost impossible unless i make my own dresses. as for body mannerism/movements, i am learning to let everything flow and walk correctly. its hard to to act all male (but i must as work mates dont know yet), when i just want to be me confident in myself and how i move. 30 plus years of being sure i move correctly to fit in, is hard habbit to break.
lastly i am seeing a voice therapyst, and wow them excercises are hard.. love doing them, easy to blow most of the evening way (10min every hour) and messing about. i hardly watch tv, play xbox or such..
@Veronica A
Hi Veronica,
Thank you for sharing your pics, brave girl. Youtube can be your best friend when it comes to makeup tutorials - it has everything you need. Also you're very wise to let a pro shape your eyebrows, a fair number of people don't get the right shape and often also over pluck them leaving a massive gap in the middle. One thing I would like to say is - excellent getting a pro to teach you makeup!! but while you're working on your makeup skills I would say - eye shadow - where to apply it, what colours and how much is a very difficult thing to get right and look good - I would encourage you to leave it out until you get good on the other stuff and then slowly introduce subtle shades and build up your skill there. just my opinion.
I don't have my ears pierced atm - so I wear magnetic earrings.
Take care,
Sonja.
Quote from: Sonja on October 18, 2018, 07:08:26 PM
@Veronica A
Hi Veronica,
Thank you for sharing your pics, brave girl. Youtube can be your best friend when it comes to makeup tutorials - it has everything you need. Also you're very wise to let a pro shape your eyebrows, a fair number of people don't get the right shape and often also over pluck them leaving a massive gap in the middle. One thing I would like to say is - excellent getting a pro to teach you makeup!! but while you're working on your makeup skills I would say - eye shadow - where to apply it, what colours and how much is a very difficult thing to get right and look good - I would encourage you to leave it out until you get good on the other stuff and then slowly introduce subtle shades and build up your skill there. just my opinion.
I don't have my ears pierced atm - so I wear magnetic earrings.
Take care,
Sonja.
thanks, for a long time i was scared too post anything.. for one i dont see the changes others do. for i see so much dude there, lastly well my skills suck. the videos are soo quick and often the items arent listed in the description below or they are not available where i live and have to find the equivalents. Also different advice and most of them are similar methods. and due to my skin etc i want to learn from an artist on what to do and practise and go from there. your eye shadow idea makes sense, a lot of sense actually.
thanks very much
V
Quote from: Roll on October 06, 2018, 06:47:01 PM
Well. Its finally time. Before and after.
Before is a low quality pic because I didn't often take them. Roughly 2014 or 2015 probably, Thanksgiving. After is today. Almost 10 months hrt. 8 lasers. No makeup, no padding.
(https://i.imgur.com/7B0DlrT.jpg)
(https://i.imgur.com/XKjcdfP.jpg)
What kind of sorcery is this? You look great Ellie! Share some of that magic.
Bari Jo
Okay, I'm going to show my one year of progress pict. It might be more like one year and a month. The before pict is from a few years ago. It took me a while to find one where I smiled, but it was appropriate since that was the day I bought my formal Chinese smoking jacket. The one year on hrt picture is with the formal ladies Chinese dinner jacket I prefer now:) Oh, I wish I was young like these kiddies, but I'm doing with what I have. Be kind, but be honest. Edit added a couple more.
(https://www.dropbox.com/s/w3sqy6l2qj7qbsb/Bari_Jo_Before.jpg?raw=1)(https://www.dropbox.com/s/h3rzf4n3u5vexee/bari_jo_before2.jpg?raw=1)
(https://www.dropbox.com/s/jq1ahl55kly2twp/DSC_0323.jpg?raw=1)(https://www.dropbox.com/s/z0odrh63yn51smi/Facetune__01.jpg?raw=1)
Bari Jo
You and your brother look a lot alike, Bari Jo. But you are definitely better-looking. ;)
Me in 7th grade, 1977
(https://www.icecreamonmars.com/forum/wcf/index.php?attachment/12251-7th-grade-jpg/)
This is me in 2013, when I was 169 pounds - the heaviest I've ever been in my life. I was drinking a lot of beer and this is just about the time I quit drinking and started a low dose estrogen patch.
(https://www.icecreamonmars.com/forum/wcf/index.php?attachment/12249-before-jpg/)
Here I am in 2015, about two years on a low estrogen dose
(https://www.icecreamonmars.com/forum/wcf/index.php?attachment/12252-2015-jpg/)
Here I am now - from about two weeks ago
(https://www.icecreamonmars.com/forum/wcf/index.php?attachment/12250-bar-jpg/)
These are all from a year to about a couple months ago.
(https://www.icecreamonmars.com/forum/wcf/index.php?attachment/12253-33092213-2499035980111324-7623868418449473536-n-jpg/)
(https://www.icecreamonmars.com/forum/wcf/index.php?attachment/12254-39980163-2679922765355977-7836222605269925888-n-jpg/)
[imghttps://www.icecreamonmars.com/forum/wcf/index.php?attachment/12256-home-2018-jpg/]http://[/img]
(https://www.icecreamonmars.com/forum/wcf/index.php?attachment/12255-full-body-jpg/)
(https://www.icecreamonmars.com/forum/wcf/index.php?attachment/12256-home-2018-jpg/)
I've not had any surgeries, so this is all from HRT, and losing about 20 pounds.
Wow, gg, that is amazing! No way that grumpy-looking old guy in photo #2 is related to the the pretty woman in the last couple of pictures!
Quote from: gg on October 20, 2018, 03:40:10 AM
> I've not had any surgeries, so this is all from HRT, and losing about 20 pounds.
gg, wow! Such an inspiration.
And Bari Jo you're lookin great.
Christ. Everyone has had such dramatic transformations, while I just went full circle and ended up looking like an androgynous skate punk. Again.
Androgynous skate punk sounds punk totally sounds like a great look to me. We all have our moments. I'm nearly always misgendered, but when I get the ma'am or a great picture, I'll take it!
Bari Jo
Quote from: gg on October 20, 2018, 03:40:10 AM
I've not had any surgeries, so this is all from HRT, and losing about 20 pounds.
Well I'll Be, you look amazing..makes me jealous :)
Bari looking good
Quote from: Bari Jo on October 20, 2018, 11:48:18 AM
Androgynous skate punk sounds punk totally sounds like a great look to me. We all have our moments. I'm nearly always misgendered, but when I get the ma'am or a great picture, I'll take it!
Thanks! It lends a special perspective, I suppose. It makes me laugh a bit when people mistake me for a teenage boy at my age, but I think that's a general tomboy/immortal issue.
I'm diggin' the short pink hair in either of your more recent pics. But the Chinese jacket is especially cool. ;D
Pre Transition
(https://i.imgur.com/Sbkjk10.jpg)
11 months on HRT
(https://i.imgur.com/JwAJr8d.jpg)
4 weeks after FFS
(https://i.imgur.com/MZ5chTc.jpg)
Quote from: KathyLauren on October 20, 2018, 05:54:10 AM
Wow, gg, that is amazing! No way that grumpy-looking old guy in photo #2 is related to the the pretty woman in the last couple of pictures!
Thank you!
QuoteNo way that grumpy-looking old guy in photo #2 is related to the the pretty woman in the last couple of pictures!
Right? Thank you again. I feel so much happier now, and everyone that knows me notices it. I feel very blessed.
Quote from: Kendra on October 20, 2018, 07:58:02 AM
gg, wow! Such an inspiration.
And Bari Jo you're lookin great.
Thank you, Kendra. :)
Quote from: Becca Kay on October 21, 2018, 07:18:23 PM
Pre Transition
(https://i.imgur.com/Sbkjk10.jpg)
11 months on HRT
(https://i.imgur.com/JwAJr8d.jpg)
4 weeks after FFS
(https://i.imgur.com/MZ5chTc.jpg)
Wow Becca Kay just wow what a difference...you are not recognisable from your original picture. You look fabulous
Liz
@Bari Jo
Wow - you look great! I love that womens chinese jacket you're wearing - and it looks great with your pink hair - I'm actually quite jealous - I LOVE pink coloured hair. You rock!
@gg
What a transformation!! You are a very attractive women, I love all your new photos, particularly your avatar photo - Well Done!
@Becca Kay
Amazing as I've said recently already, also I love your fashion style.
All of you girls are an inspiration!
Take care,
Sonja.
It always amazes me how much everyone's appearances change here! Just incredible!
So I'll throw out my pics here too.
(https://farm5.staticflickr.com/4185/33935692734_4934311d4c.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/TGMi9A) (https://farm4.staticflickr.com/3680/32840232275_b376fdd6a4_k.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/S2YLVi)
(https://farm5.staticflickr.com/4501/38064144742_346d8d8577_k.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/ZZAG6C) (https://farm1.staticflickr.com/870/41072527951_e3f9204228_k.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/25zrrBD)
(https://farm1.staticflickr.com/844/43230137532_a71f058d2f_z.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/28S6KLQ) (https://farm1.staticflickr.com/848/43592444222_72c557472b_k.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/29q7EVU)
(https://farm2.staticflickr.com/1971/45288982312_fe5f65172b_k.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/2c12SAC) (https://farm2.staticflickr.com/1980/44637180684_d64a4127d3_k.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/2b1rdFw)
;D
Before HRT, 1.5 year HRT
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Quote from: gg on October 20, 2018, 03:40:10 AM
I've not had any surgeries, so this is all from HRT, and losing about 20 pounds.
That is a
stunning transformation. Your hard work paid off in spades, darling!
Quote from: josie76 on October 25, 2018, 04:43:50 AM
It always amazes me how much everyone's appearances change here! Just incredible!
So I'll throw out my pics here too.
(https://farm5.staticflickr.com/4185/33935692734_4934311d4c.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/TGMi9A) (https://farm4.staticflickr.com/3680/32840232275_b376fdd6a4_k.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/S2YLVi)
(https://farm5.staticflickr.com/4501/38064144742_346d8d8577_k.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/ZZAG6C) (https://farm1.staticflickr.com/870/41072527951_e3f9204228_k.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/25zrrBD)
(https://farm1.staticflickr.com/844/43230137532_a71f058d2f_z.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/28S6KLQ) (https://farm1.staticflickr.com/848/43592444222_72c557472b_k.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/29q7EVU)
(https://farm2.staticflickr.com/1971/45288982312_fe5f65172b_k.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/2c12SAC) (https://farm2.staticflickr.com/1980/44637180684_d64a4127d3_k.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/2b1rdFw)
;D
Before HRT, 1.5 year HRT
(https://farm5.staticflickr.com/4227/33935699654_c145d2d22d_h.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/TGMkcU) (https://farm2.staticflickr.com/1975/31523744088_1a6db922e2_h.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/Q2DqR7)
Wow, your looking really lovely now, and only 18 months, hope I get as good a result.
Luv nHugz
Katie
:-* ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D :angel: :angel: :angel: :angel: :angel: :angel: :angel: :angel:
Quote from: Bari Jo on October 19, 2018, 01:05:53 PM
Okay, I'm going to show my one year of progress pict. It might be more like one year and a month. The before pict is from a few years ago. It took me a while to find one where I smiled, but it was appropriate since that was the day I bought my formal Chinese smoking jacket. The one year on hrt picture is with the formal ladies Chinese dinner jacket I prefer now:) Oh, I wish I was young like these kiddies, but I'm doing with what I have. Be kind, but be honest. Edit added a couple more.
Bari Jo
God girl. You are so beautiful and feminine and it kills me you think you aren't. When your hair grows out a tiny bit more (a lot of cis women are misgendered with short hair, remember that!) you are never going to get misgendered. One day you are going to wake up and just suddenly realize you haven't heard a sir in weeks.
Quote from: josie76 on October 25, 2018, 04:43:50 AM
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@josie76
Hey Josie - Love this last photo of you, looking sweet, pretty & feminine! fantastic
Sonja.
looking great everyone
I posted this in FFS board but I thought I would post here.
Surgeon was Dr Walton in Chicago.(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20181028/8b253897843f9196d473b9376cfc9e2f.jpg)(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20181028/4c1fd688216ef47a12399cb2bc72df20.jpg)(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20181028/7286076bc25a7b3d0c2c601b06e926cd.jpg)
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Quote from: josie76 on October 25, 2018, 04:43:50 AM
I feel like I would have gotten along with you well before your transitioning but even better now. And that's not just going by pictures either lol
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Thanks, Katie, Sonja, Allison! ;)
Quote from: Denise on October 28, 2018, 01:04:49 PM
I posted this in FFS board but I thought I would post here.
Surgeon was Dr Walton in Chicago.(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20181028/8b253897843f9196d473b9376cfc9e2f.jpg)(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20181028/4c1fd688216ef47a12399cb2bc72df20.jpg)(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20181028/7286076bc25a7b3d0c2c601b06e926cd.jpg)
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@Denise Dear Denise:Absolutely amazing and dramatic results....
I trust that you are extremely happy with the outcome.
Thank you for sharing.
Best wishes for your future. Please continue to keep us all updated.
Danielle
The photo on the left is from the day I officially started my transition by meeting with a therapist for the first time. I remember posting that picture here and getting some flack from some people because of how I looked. That was in February of 2015 and I walked out of that session with a referral for HRT. The one on the right is from September of this year when I attended the Vanguard Awards here in Los Angeles. It has been an amazing few years and I never thought when I was starting out that I could look as good as I do now. I can't wait to see what additional changes occur over the next few years.
(https://farm2.staticflickr.com/1966/44912766954_54f5cea8d4_o.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/2bqMESW)
Jess
Looking better than ever and shame on those comments that were made.
Keep going your inspiring us all
Luv n Hugz
Katie
:-* ;D ;D :-* :-* :-* :angel: :angel: :angel: ;D ;D ;D ;D
Quote from: elle's bells on October 25, 2018, 08:05:52 AM
That is a stunning transformation. Your hard work paid off in spades, darling!
Thank you so much. I feel so happy with my life now. You are incredibly beautiful, so good job yourself!
I really love seeing the before and after photos of everyone. Before I transitioned I was obsessed with the them, along with the videos on Youtube. For those just starting out - I know how you feel. We all do. Just know that the changes come slowly, but they do come.
Besides the physical changes, the emotional and mental changes are wonderful too. :)
clockwise from top
pre hrt, 6mths hrt
and the present... 1.5 yrs so far
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Quote from: Drexy/Drex on November 11, 2018, 05:18:09 AM
clockwise from top
pre hrt, 6mths hrt
and the present... 1.5 yrs so far
You're looking fabulous Drexy! Your skin is fantastic!
Quote from: Drexy/Drex on November 11, 2018, 05:18:09 AM
clockwise from top
pre hrt, 6mths hrt
and the present... 1.5 yrs so far
(https://vgy.me/bqxrFc.jpg)
looking fabulous Drexy [emoji3]
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Well this came up on my timeline with google photos so I figured I would post them
Nov 19 2016 Nov 19 2018
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who'd have thought..... certainly not me
You look fabulous take a bow girl
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Thanks Liz😘😘😘😘
Quote from: Drexy/Drex on November 25, 2018, 01:58:06 AM
(https://vgy.me/wdve4R.jpg)
(https://vgy.me/1yATok.jpg)
who'd have thought..... certainly not me
Wow incredible transformation!!
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Wow Drexy you look fantabulous! What an amazing change.
Thanks for the kind words..... still a work in progress but I'm further than i ever thought i could be😊
Quote from: Drexy/Drex on November 25, 2018, 01:58:06 AM
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who'd have thought..... certainly not me
I thought!!!... But,... WOW ALL THE SAME MY FRIEND!!!... 😀👍🌈🔥⚡️🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🤬❤️❤️🙏
I knew you had the mindset to journey far and were ready for all that was to come... As a friend of mine used to say here...
"Let's get this party started!" 😀🎉🎉🎉👍
Onward we go!!!
Ashley 🙋♀️💕🙏🌻
OMG Drexy, that is incredible!!!
I'm just beginning again. I wanted to start transitioning in high school but I struggled with coming out. I've always been good with makeup so that helps some. Anyway these pics are almost exactly a year apart. The one on the left was around thanksgiving last year. The one on the right was last Thursday. I've lost 50 lbs and finally decided to be done with the denial beard once and for all. Wigs for now until my hair gets long enough but this is almost my natural color in this wig. Just a hint of red to it. I'm still not on HRT so I'm sure my look will get better over time but for now, I'm at least mostly happy with my look most days
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Quote from: Sky1090 on December 02, 2018, 11:36:13 AM
OMG Drexy, that is incredible!!!
I'm just beginning again. I wanted to start transitioning in high school but I struggled with coming out. I've always been good with makeup so that helps some. Anyway these pics are almost exactly a year apart. The one on the left was around thanksgiving last year. The one on the right was last Thursday. I've lost 50 lbs and finally decided to be done with the denial beard once and for all. Wigs for now until my hair gets long enough but this is almost my natural color in this wig. Just a hint of red to it. I'm still not on HRT so I'm sure my look will get better over time but for now, I'm at least mostly happy with my look most days
(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20181202/7e183ae3752085baed8e3e5ec0d196bf.jpg)
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@Sky 1090
You are starting from a wonderful point little sister!!! An amazing life of beautiful and unexpected discoveries awaits you!!!.. Live Life... Love Life!!!
Onward we go!!
Ashley 🙋♀️💕🌻
Quote from: Sky1090 on December 02, 2018, 11:36:13 AM
I'm just beginning again. I wanted to start transitioning in high school but I struggled with coming out. I've always been good with makeup so that helps some. Anyway these pics are almost exactly a year apart. The one on the left was around thanksgiving last year. The one on the right was last Thursday. I've lost 50 lbs and finally decided to be done with the denial beard once and for all. Wigs for now until my hair gets long enough but this is almost my natural color in this wig. Just a hint of red to it. I'm still not on HRT so I'm sure my look will get better over time but for now, I'm at least mostly happy with my look most days
I can see why you wanted the denial beard (I like that term). Your chin is very feminine, and the rest of your face now looks excellent. You will probably be able to phase out a lot of your makeup over time. You look great!
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Quote from: RandyL on December 02, 2018, 12:17:13 PM
I can see why you wanted the denial beard (I like that term). Your chin is very feminine, and the rest of your face now looks excellent. You will probably be able to phase out a lot of your makeup over time. You look great!
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The term denial beard was actually stollen from an Arizona trans woman named Samantha. I love her story and I can see a lot of myself in her transition. I loved her term denial beard and adopted it myself. I also have denial tattoos that need to get reworked into something more feminine now lol
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Quote from: Sky1090 on December 02, 2018, 11:36:13 AM
The one on the left was around thanksgiving last year. The one on the right was last Thursday.
On the right suits you more. The denial beard... Not so much. I know I had a bit of a denial beard about 3 months before starting hrt. You have a good start to your transition and you'll go far [emoji4]
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Quote from: tgirlamg on November 30, 2018, 11:28:42 AM
I thought!!!... But,... WOW ALL THE SAME MY FRIEND!!!... 😀👍🌈🔥⚡️🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🤬❤️❤️🙏
I knew you had the mindset to journey far and were ready for all that was to come... As a friend of mine used to say here...
"Let's get this party started!" 😀🎉🎉🎉👍
Thank you my inspirational friend😘
as we know moxy ops do it better😉
Onward we go!!!
Ashley 🙋♀️💕🙏🌻
Quote from: Sky1090 on December 02, 2018, 11:36:13 AM
OMG Drexy, that is incredible!!!
I'm just beginning again. I wanted to start transitioning in high school but I struggled with coming out. I've always been good with makeup so that helps some. Anyway these pics are almost exactly a year apart. The one on the left was around thanksgiving last year. The one on the right was last Thursday. I've lost 50 lbs and finally decided to be done with the denial beard once and for all. Wigs for now until my hair gets long enough but this is almost my natural color in this wig. Just a hint of red to it. I'm still not on HRT so I'm sure my look will get better over time but for now, I'm at least mostly happy with my look most days
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Thank you..... wow just one year.... you have fabulous bone structure.... you look amazing
and with more to come
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1 year so far started at 25. Looking like FFS may happen next year! If any of you knew all the medical changes I went through in the past 18 months you'd be surprised.
I just found this picture from 2011 when I was searching for a file today. This is when I weighed almost 170- which is the heaviest I've ever been in my life. This photo shocked even me. I am a totally different person now - unrecognizable from then.
(https://www.icecreamonmars.com/forum/wcf/index.php?attachment/12304-ron-bike01-jpg/)
This is a photo of me from 8 years ago before everything when I was still trying to make do with a completely closeted lifestyle, a year before my daughter was born versus me 5 months into HRT. I don't see too drastic a change yet (aside from getting older) Honestly, I was never very masculine to begin with.
(https://i.imgur.com/ku88v04.jpg)
(https://i.imgur.com/KqquvWb.jpg)
Quote from: elle's bells on December 08, 2018, 03:33:59 PM
This is a photo of me from 8 years ago before everything when I was still trying to make do with a completely closeted lifestyle, a year before my daughter was born versus me 5 months into HRT. I don't see too drastic a change yet (aside from getting older) Honestly, I was never very masculine to begin with.
(https://i.imgur.com/ku88v04.jpg)
(https://i.imgur.com/KqquvWb.jpg)
You are gorgeous!
Quote from: gg on December 08, 2018, 02:47:48 PM
I just found this picture from 2011 when I was searching for a file today. This is when I weighed almost 170- which is the heaviest I've ever been in my life. This photo shocked even me. I am a totally different person now - unrecognizable from then.
(https://www.icecreamonmars.com/forum/wcf/index.php?attachment/12304-ron-bike01-jpg/)
Night and day difference! Your gorgeous! I can't believe that's the same person
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Quote from: elle's bells on December 08, 2018, 03:33:59 PM
This is a photo of me from 8 years ago before everything when I was still trying to make do with a completely closeted lifestyle, a year before my daughter was born versus me 5 months into HRT. I don't see too drastic a change yet (aside from getting older) Honestly, I was never very masculine to begin with.
(https://i.imgur.com/ku88v04.jpg)
(https://i.imgur.com/KqquvWb.jpg)
I can see the differences. If not in your physical appearance, in your happiness. You just look elated in the second picture. I know how it feels to not be very masculine. I'm the same way. I have a very feminine bone structure in my face. Hence why I grew a "denial beard" to hide it. So glad I'm done with all that nasty scruff now!!
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I've already posted in here, but if you look at my Instagram, you'd know I love before and after. I haven't fully transitioned yet and am still pre HRT. I have to wear a wig as my natural hair is still SUPER short and I can't make it compliment my face yet. Yet another before and after for me. My best friend didnt recognize me the first time I met him as Skyler. He walked right by me even though I was sitting on the hood of my car lol
Picture on the right was a year and a half ago at my brothers wedding. I was 45 lbs heavier and had managed to try to make a scruffy, patchy beard work for me. Smiling generally wasn't in my agenda then. I look at my old Facebook account and realized that I never showed my face. My phone blocked it, or my hand, or someone/something else. Now I have no problems with a camera or mirror. I feel like I'm finally me
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What a crazy 11 months. Just posted this before and after to Instagram and thought I'd share! (https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20181209/ffba80dfc582603db4d853fa69a15692.jpg)
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One picture is from late 2016 (still male mode) and the other is from mid 2018
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Goodness, you look a million times better, and you have a real smile now. Really impressed with your transformation, love it.
GoGoGO lady..
Luv n Hugz
Katie
:-* ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ::) :angel: :angel: :angel:
Quote from: Katie Jade on December 09, 2018, 05:24:29 PM
Goodness, you look a million times better, and you have a real smile now. Really impressed with your transformation, love it.
GoGoGO lady..
Luv n Hugz
Katie
:-* ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ::) :angel: :angel: :angel:
Thank you. Microneedeling resurfaced my entire face and neck (I would not do that again, because it hurt a lot for more than a week), and I think some makeup and the long hair make a difference, to. I had not done any surgical intervention with my face, which means that all the structural bone elements of the face are still the same in both pictures.
Quote from: Dietlind on December 09, 2018, 07:57:11 PM
Thank you. Microneedeling resurfaced my entire face and neck (I would not do that again, because it hurt a lot for more than a week), and I think some makeup and the long hair make a difference, to. I had not done any surgical intervention with my face, which means that all the structural bone elements of the face are still the same in both pictures.
Microneedling is very worth it. I do it.
Quote from: GingerVicki on December 09, 2018, 08:03:36 PM
Microneedling is very worth it. I do it.
But it hurts like hell!
The befores/afters on this page are phenomenal. Wow.
And Dietlind you lost several decades between those two photos!
Quote from: Dietlind on December 08, 2018, 09:46:56 PM
One picture is from late 2016 (still male mode) and the other is from mid 2018
(https://i.imgur.com/6HdK9jr.jpg)
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Amazing! You look WAY younger too. I read that you've done micro needling.Did you do that yourself at home? I have three different derma-rollers and I've done it maybe twice but never stuck with it. How long did you do it for?
You look great!
Thank you everyone for the kind words. I'm definitely in less turmoil now, internally than I was then though I certainly had an abundance of happy times even as a man.
Quote from: gg on December 10, 2018, 01:29:02 AM
Amazing! You look WAY younger too. I read that you've done micro needling.Did you do that yourself at home? I have three different derma-rollers and I've done it maybe twice but never stuck with it. How long did you do it for?
You look great!
No, I had it done in a spa. They use a machine for this, almost like a laser, just a little smaller. They go very deep into the skin. And after that i got special stuff (3 different things) to put onto the skin twice a day. 3 weeks later I had an appointment, and they did a bade shaving to remove all dead skin, followed up with a chemical peel. I have 3 more of these sessions coming, I have still skin flaking off, about 6 weeks after the procedure, and have now other stuff to put on. It sure seems to remove all the very fine hairlike type wrinkles, and any sun damaged spots from the skin.
I feel that the before picture is a bit bad because of the lightning conditions, I never had a red nose in my life (I hardly drink any alcohol :angel:). But I thinks the professional microneedeling and some makeup did a good job (but boy, did it hurt), the longer hair may help, too. I am contemplating some Botox injections to reduce some still prominent wrinkles around my eyes.
I had my eyebrows treated to be a little more visible.
Quote from: Kendra on December 10, 2018, 12:24:44 AM
The befores/afters on this page are phenomenal. Wow.
And Dietlind you lost several decades between those two photos!
Thank you! I am now taking way more care of my facial skin than I did ever before (I did basically nothing or my poor face)
I feel that all the before and after pics here show an absolutely amazing change in the appearances!
It is hard work to get there, but once one sees all the beautiful faces, it shows that this work payed of very well!
Keep up the good work girls, and we'll show them how amazingly good we can look!
Hey All... I haven't done one of these for a while so... Here we go! 😃
This was then... Early 50s... 😟
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This is now... Age 57... I was lost but... Now I'm found...🙋♀️
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A few thoughts for those who have found themselves here and are starting to realize that their life, will not truly be THEIR life... until a few changes are made...
Let go of the things that no longer serve you... Let go of the pretense of the false persona, it is not you... Let go of the armored shell you have worn for a lifetime to serve the expectations of others and to protect the woman inside... She needs protection no longer.... She is tired of hiding and more courageous than you know... Let her prove that to you....Let her step out of the dark and feel the light upon her face....
Embrace the things that express your inner truth... Show the world and those you Love ...Finally... Who you truly are... Embrace the liberation found in jumping off a cliff in your life even though you don't completely know what lies below... There is a quote I like by Martin Luther King...
"Faith is taking the first step even when you can't see the whole staircase."
It is never too late.... CHOOSE to see how you will make your life an expression of who you truly are... not the reasons you cannot... A journey of a thousand steps is taken one at a time...Don't get lost in the details... Keep moving forward!!!... In the end, your life will be what you make it... So,... Make it glorious!... make it what you want... make it what you need.... Make it a life well lived... Leave regrets behind you where they belong... All shall be well...
LIVE LIFE... LOVE LIFE...
Onward we go brave sisters,
Ashley 🙋♀️💕🌸🙏
@tgirlamg
You always look amazing and so happy! Thanks for sharing.
When you said 50's I thought you meant 1950 for a second. As I scrolled through the pics it took my brain a second to realize you meant your age... hahaha
Ahh, the way my brain works.
~Mindy
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Quote from: Melinda@heart on December 10, 2018, 02:42:08 PM
@tgirlamg
You always look amazing and so happy! Thanks for sharing.
When you said 50's I thought you meant 1950 for a second. As I scrolled through the pics it took my brain a second to realize you meant your age... hahaha
Ahh, the way my brain works.
~Mindy
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@Melinda@heart
Mindy!!!
Thank you so very much for the sweet words, my Beautiful Sister!!!...
Ha!, My mind is famous for sometimes taking a bit of a circuitous route from point A to point B 😃
Onward We Go Brave Sister!!!
Ashley 🙋♀️💕🙏🌸
Quote from: tgirlamg on December 10, 2018, 02:04:35 PM
Hey All... I haven't done one of these for a while so... Here we go! [emoji2]
This was then... Early 50s... [emoji45]
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This is now... Age 57... I was lost but... Now I'm found...[emoji137][emoji3601]
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A few thoughts for those who have found themselves here and are starting to realize that their life, will not truly be THEIR life... until a few changes are made...
Let go of the things that no longer serve you... Let go of the pretense of the false persona, it is not you... Let go of the armored shell you have worn for a lifetime to serve the expectations of others and to protect the woman inside... She needs protection no longer.... She is tired of hiding and more courageous than you know... Let her prove that to you....Let her step out of the dark and feel the light upon her face....
Embrace the things that express your inner truth... Show the world and those you Love ...Finally... Who you truly are... Embrace the liberation found in jumping off a cliff in your life even though you don't completely know what lies below... There is a quote I like by Martin Luther King...
"Faith is taking the first step even when you can't see the whole staircase."
It is never too late.... CHOOSE to see how you will make your life an expression of who you truly are... not the reasons you cannot... A journey of a thousand steps is taken one at a time...Don't get lost in the details... Keep moving forward!!!... In the end, your life will be what you make it... So,... Make it glorious!... make it what you want... make it what you need.... Make it a life well lived... Leave regrets behind you where they belong... All shall be well...
LIVE LIFE... LOVE LIFE...
Onward we go brave sisters,
Ashley [emoji137][emoji3601][emoji177][emoji254][emoji120]
Absolutely gorgeous Ashley! I would not have guessed 50s. You lost 15 years at least!
Little upsetting to see Dodgers apparel since I'm a Cubs girl but I'll get over it lol
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So my phone reminded me of what I looked like two and a half years ago. Holy scary who invited the angry Jesus?
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Quote from: Sky1090 on December 10, 2018, 06:32:57 PM
So my phone reminded me of what I looked like two and a half years ago. Holy scary who invited the angry Jesus?
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I have to say that I like your later looks way better, actually way, way better!
@Dietlind... I did three sessions of the microneedle too!... Good Stuff! :)
Quote from: Sky1090 on December 10, 2018, 06:07:48 PM
Absolutely gorgeous Ashley! I would not have guessed 50s. You lost 15 years at least!
Little upsetting to see Dodgers apparel since I'm a Cubs girl but I'll get over it lol
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@Sky1090 Thanks for the sweet words little sister!!! You have come far as well and you're just getting warmed up! Amazing things await you girl! It will be a pleasure to see your life blossom fully for you!... :)
The Dodgers pic was taken at, what was sadly, the last game of the world series... My husband ( A Giants Fan... I know!... We have a mixed marriage! :) )... and I flew down there... I had a great time despite the Boston victory!... We will get them next year!!! :)!!!
If seeing me in Dodgers gear upsets you... I advise you to stop scrolling now little sister... I don't want to be responsible for causing too much trauma to a Cubs fan!!! :) If you do proceed, you'll see that the series loss was not due to a lack of support on my part!!! :)
GO DODGERS!!!(https://farm5.staticflickr.com/4905/44114323040_270a2576e8_k.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/2aderjy)Untitled (https://flic.kr/p/2aderjy) by Ashley Campbell (https://www.flickr.com/photos/156388176@N05/), on Flickr
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Onward we go to next season!!!
A :)
As a wimpy interseex guy I was never into any of those rough sports (except ice hockey, but that is up in te nort lant not a sport, but a style of living - our kids are born with hockey skates on their feet), but after living 40+ years in Wisconsin, I hear now very surprisingly that there are other football teams in the US except the Packers????
Quote from: Dietlind on December 10, 2018, 10:56:09 PM
As a wimpy interseex guy I was never into any of those rough sports (except ice hockey, but that is up in te nort lant not a sport, but a style of living - our kids are born with hockey skates on their feet), but after living 40+ years in Wisconsin, I hear now very surprisingly that there are other football teams in the US except the Packers????
Hey Dietland!!!
I played ice hockey for about 7 years while growing up until I was 14... surprisingly hockey was a big deal in LA when I was young...( GO NORTH HOLLYWOOD! ) 😀... it was the only team sport I ever enjoyed doing... I was more into the. surfing, snowboarding and running type things that didn't require a lot of interaction with others!!!... I never followed any sports in my life but my husband's love for baseball finally rubbed off on me!... GO DODGERS!!!! 😀
Onward we go!!!
A 🙋♀️💕🌻
Quote from: tgirlamg on December 10, 2018, 09:41:15 PM
@Dietlind... I did three sessions of the microneedle too!... Good Stuff! :)
@Sky1090 Thanks for the sweet words little sister!!! You have come far as well and you're just getting warmed up! Amazing things await you girl! It will be a pleasure to see your life blossom fully for you!... :)
The Dodgers pic was taken at, what was sadly, the last game of the world series... My husband ( A Giants Fan... I know!... We have a mixed marriage! :) )... and I flew down there... I had a great time despite the Boston victory!... We will get them next year!!! :)!!!
If seeing me in Dodgers gear upsets you... I advise you to stop scrolling now little sister... I don't want to be responsible for causing too much trauma to a Cubs fan!!! :) If you do proceed, you'll see that the series loss was not due to a lack of support on my part!!! :)
GO DODGERS!!!
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Onward we go to next season!!!
A :)
I can't complain about the team wear especially when you wear the colors so well lol. Hey we can't win them all here in the Windy City. Sometimes just gotta give into the wear mat coast. It could be worse. You could be a Yankees fan lol.
Baseball is the only sport my fiancé and I can get into. Don't get me wrong, I love hockey (go Hawks!), but I just don't find myself as into it as I used to be. Maybe it's just cause we're in a slump this year lol.
I too was never into the team sports growing up. I'd rather strap on my skis for a day, go rock climbing, hiking or mountain biking. I enjoy being with nature rather than people most of the time lol.
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Quote from: tgirlamg on December 10, 2018, 11:40:11 PM
Hey Dietland!!!
I played ice hockey for about 7 years while growing up until I was 14... surprisingly hockey was a big deal in LA when I was young...( GO NORTH HOLLYWOOD! ) 😀... it was the only team sport I ever enjoyed doing... I was more into the. surfing, snowboarding and running type things that didn't require a lot of interaction with others!!!... I never followed any sports in my life but my husband's love for baseball finally rubbed off on me!... GO DODGERS!!!! 😀
Onward we go!!!
A 🙋♀️💕🌻
Here you go tgirlamg, it shows my ignorance about any of the American team sports names (well, I am kind of a new comer to this country, I live here for barely some 40+ years :angel:), I did not even know that the Dodgers were a baseball team!
And yes, I have herd about the Anaheim Ducks, but up north one just mildly smiles about them! People up north feel that only the Minnesotans, the Wisconsinites, the Michiganers and the Canadians have any idea what to do with hockey skates on their feet. Everybody else uses them for ice dancing!
Hugs
Linde
Hey everyone!! Haven't been keeping up around here, been busy living life! I think I added one of these before here or on another thread, but thought together they nicely show some of this journey.
Hope you're all well!!! And as my dear big sis says, onward!![emoji137]♀️[emoji173][emoji173][emoji173][emoji173][emoji319][emoji951]️(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20181211/2160bfb15dc29a31a83e74076bae6baa.jpg)(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20181211/134a16768a884bf9838f20b2ddf8afe2.jpg)(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20181211/137e7b8a5998de7bd3b443de9ffd1ded.jpg)(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20181211/08923804bbdde9cdb9a74846c6595f2f.jpg)(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20181211/b934785ecaa4a7c912b1c34684ef3175.jpg)
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Quote from: Andi H on December 11, 2018, 09:09:15 AM
Hey everyone!! Haven't been keeping up around here, been busy living life! I think I added one of these before here or on another thread, but thought together they nicely show some of this journey.
Hope you're all well!!! And as my dear big sis says, onward!![emoji137]♀️[emoji173][emoji173][emoji173][emoji173][emoji319][emoji951]️(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20181211/2160bfb15dc29a31a83e74076bae6baa.jpg)(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20181211/134a16768a884bf9838f20b2ddf8afe2.jpg)(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20181211/137e7b8a5998de7bd3b443de9ffd1ded.jpg)(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20181211/08923804bbdde9cdb9a74846c6595f2f.jpg)(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20181211/b934785ecaa4a7c912b1c34684ef3175.jpg)
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There's my busy little sister!!! 🎉🎉🎉💕💕💕 Princess of the Frozen North!!! Looking GORGEOUS girl 🌺 Lotsa Hugs and Love!!! 🙋♀️
Quote from: Dietlind on December 11, 2018, 08:05:39 AM
Here you go tgirlamg, it shows my ignorance about any of the American team sports names (well, I am kind of a new comer to this country, I live here for barely some 40+ years :angel:), I did not even know that the Dodgers were a baseball team!
And yes, I have herd about the Anaheim Ducks, but up north one just mildly smiles about them! People up north feel that only the Minnesotans, the Wisconsinites, the Michiganers and the Canadians have any idea what to do with hockey skates on their feet. Everybody else uses them for ice dancing!
Hugs
Linde
@Dietland
I know you take these things pretty seriously up there in the north my friend!!! We moved from LA to northern CA when I was 14... My home ice rink in LA was damaged in the Northridge earthquake and not rebuilt with the rest of the mall... I suspect, had a rink been damaged up there where you are... it would have been back in tip top shape the next day!!! First things first!!!
Quote from: Sky1090 on December 11, 2018, 05:02:52 AM
I can't complain about the team wear especially when you wear the colors so well lol. Hey we can't win them all here in the Windy City. Sometimes just gotta give into the wear mat coast. It could be worse. You could be a Yankees fan lol.
Baseball is the only sport my fiancé and I can get into. Don't get me wrong, I love hockey (go Hawks!), but I just don't find myself as into it as I used to be. Maybe it's just cause we're in a slump this year lol.
I too was never into the team sports growing up. I'd rather strap on my skis for a day, go rock climbing, hiking or mountain biking. I enjoy being with nature rather than people most of the time lol.
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@Sky1090
Thanks again for the sweet words little sister!... I think there is a lot to be said for individual pursuits that allow you time to contemplate... I love my running days along the ocean listening to music... it really keeps me in a good place mentally... I think all the many hours spent reflecting on my life while running and surfing are what lead me to transition!
GO CUBS GO!! (Unless they are playing the Dodgers!) ... and Onward We Go!!! 😀
Ashley 🙋♀️💕🌻
Quote from: Andi H on December 11, 2018, 09:09:15 AM
Hey everyone!! Haven't been keeping up around here, been busy living life! I think I added one of these before here or on another thread, but thought together they nicely show some of this journey.
Hi Andi, you look great. Who's that guy in your pics??
Hey Sky, maybe we need to do an intervention on Ashley to help her see the right way when it comes to baseball teams. Everyone needs some help now and then to get on the right path. Although, I do love the "all you can eat" hotdog section at Dodgers Stadium. They're absolutely awful hotdogs but I still love it. LOL
Quote from: Andi H on December 11, 2018, 09:09:15 AM
Hey everyone!! Haven't been keeping up around here, been busy living life! I think I added one of these before here or on another thread, but thought together they nicely show some of this journey.
Hope you're all well!!! And as my dear big sis says, onward!![emoji137]♀️[emoji173][emoji173][emoji173][emoji173][emoji319][emoji951]️(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20181211/2160bfb15dc29a31a83e74076bae6baa.jpg)(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20181211/134a16768a884bf9838f20b2ddf8afe2.jpg)(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20181211/137e7b8a5998de7bd3b443de9ffd1ded.jpg)(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20181211/08923804bbdde9cdb9a74846c6595f2f.jpg)(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20181211/b934785ecaa4a7c912b1c34684ef3175.jpg)
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A pretty rough looking guy turned into a pretty good looking girl! Magic, just magic!
Quote from: BrianaJ on December 11, 2018, 12:30:08 PM
Hey Sky, maybe we need to do an intervention on Ashley to help her see the right way when it comes to baseball teams. Everyone needs some help now and then to get on the right path. Although, I do love the "all you can eat" hotdog section at Dodgers Stadium. They're absolutely awful hotdogs but I still love it. LOL
I think my big sister has her team priorities just right.......
GO BLUE!
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Quote from: I Am Jess on December 11, 2018, 06:31:15 PM
I think my big sister has her team priorities just right.......
GO BLUE!
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At Last!!! The voice of reason!!! 😀... Looking Gorgeous Sis!!!
You can take the girl out of LA but, ... Ya can't take the LA outta the girl 🙋♀️👍
GO DODGERS!!!Onward!!!
A 🙋♀️💕🌻
So this is no before and after but I do plan to recreate this with my fiancé after transitioning completely. Shhhh she doesn't know lol. So I guess you can consider this the before...
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Quote from: BrianaJ on December 11, 2018, 12:30:08 PM
Hey Sky, maybe we need to do an intervention on Ashley to help her see the right way when it comes to baseball teams. Everyone needs some help now and then to get on the right path. Although, I do love the "all you can eat" hotdog section at Dodgers Stadium. They're absolutely awful hotdogs but I still love it. LOL
Like I said, could be worse lol. At least these west coasters like the right shade of blue and not that dark navy Yankee color lol
Could be even worse. Could be Sox fans [emoji1787][emoji1787]
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Quote from: Sky1090 on December 11, 2018, 07:35:24 PM
So this is no before and after but I do plan to recreate this with my fiancé after transitioning completely. Shhhh she doesn't know lol. So I guess you can consider this the before...
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Awwww!!!... TOTALLY ADORABLE PIC!!! We will keep the re-creation on the down low little sister!!!... I'm honored you can see that us west coasters have a place in the world just like everyone else!!!
#westcoastersRpeople2
Hugs!!!
A 🙋♀️💕🌻
Quote from: tgirlamg on December 11, 2018, 07:54:39 PM
Awwww!!!... TOTALLY ADORABLE PIC!!! We will keep the re-creation on the down low little sister!!!... I'm honored you can see that us west coasters have a place in the world just like everyone else!!!
#westcoastersRpeople2
Hugs!!!
A [emoji137][emoji3601][emoji177][emoji258]
Lmao you're too funny. It's all in fun. I love the hiking in California and would move just for that. it's just a shame cost of living is so insane
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Quote from: Sky1090 on December 11, 2018, 08:07:24 PM
Lmao you're too funny. It's all in fun. I love the hiking in California and would move just for that. it's just a shame cost of living is so insane
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Hiking around here often is in the cost of living!!! 😀... It is a bit crazy when you look at the fact you could buy a mansion elsewhere for the cost of a fixer upper shack near the water here but, we are acclimated to the costs... I'm a CA native but I did live in both Colorado and Iowa for a couple years in the early 2000s which gave me some nice perspective and my husband and I get to other states a couple times a year... NM, AZ, and TX mostly... They hold some appeal but, if we ever moved ...I would be dreaming about this slice of heaven where we live now... I would like to see Chicago one of these days... My mom went to University of Chicago and was a Miss Chicago back in the 40s...
Onwards we go little sister!!!
A 🙋♀️💕🌻😀
Quote from: Sky1090 on December 11, 2018, 07:35:24 PM
So this is no before and after but I do plan to recreate this with my fiancé after transitioning completely. Shhhh she doesn't know lol. So I guess you can consider this the before...
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Awww can't wait to see it!!
Quote from: tgirlamg on December 11, 2018, 08:34:01 PM
Hiking around here often is in the cost of living!!! [emoji3]... It is a bit crazy when you look at the fact you could buy a mansion elsewhere for the cost of a fixer upper shack near the water here but, we are acclimated to the costs... I'm a CA native but I did live in both Colorado and Iowa for a couple years in the early 2000s which gave me some nice perspective and my husband and I get to other states a couple times a year... NM, AZ, and TX mostly... They hold some appeal but, if we ever moved ...I would be dreaming about this slice of heaven where we live now... I would like to see Chicago one of these days... My mom went to University of Chicago and was a Miss Chicago back in the 40s...
Onwards we go little sister!!!
A [emoji137][emoji3601][emoji177][emoji258][emoji3]
There's so much to do here! I grew up and still live on the south side of the city but the north side is where the best parts are in my opinion.
I used to spend more time in California when my grandma lived out there. She recently moved back here due to health reasons but her house is still there. I'll have to be out there to go through things at some point. She lived in Upland. I remember the views of Mount Baldy from her garden. Simply beautiful
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I'm stuck here in the frozen tundra of Minneapolis but I am a Chicago girl born and raised. GO CUBS ( sorry Ashley - don't delete my text tomorrow LOL )
I grew up down the street from Wrigley back when we were 'free range' kids and used to sit in the bleachers for $1.25 OMG I am OLD !!
No better day than a day at Wrigley where nobody is watching the game and just enjoying the outdoor party. Although the last time I was there was to see Dave Matthews Band.
Lived in Wrigleyville in my late 20s - what a blast !!
Quote from: KimOct on December 11, 2018, 11:39:16 PM
I'm stuck here in the frozen tundra of Minneapolis but I am a Chicago girl born and raised. GO CUBS ( sorry Ashley - don't delete my text tomorrow LOL )
I grew up down the street from Wrigley back when we were 'free range' kids and used to sit in the bleachers for $1.25 OMG I am OLD !!
No better day than a day at Wrigley where nobody is watching the game and just enjoying the outdoor party. Although the last time I was there was to see Dave Matthews Band.
Lived in Wrigleyville in my late 20s - what a blast !!
No worries on the Cubs Sis!!!... I realize geographic allegiance can sometimes be a factor in these matters!!!... 🙋♀️💕🌻
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I tried to put more pics up but this is driving me nuts. ???
Quote from: KimOct on December 11, 2018, 11:39:16 PM
I'm stuck here in the frozen tundra of Minneapolis
See, there is your problem. I was stuck up there for 40+ years, and I finally made the decission to never ever get cold feet again, and move to the gulf coast in southern Florida!
But you have to see the positive side up there, 6 months of the year without mosquitos!
Thank you, Ashley, Briana, and Dietlind!![emoji137]♀️[emoji173][emoji173][emoji173]
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Oh no...not you too Jess!!! We're gonna need a TEAM for this intervention. LOL As I mentioned, I do love going to games there though, especially Cubs-Dodgers games. Although I don't wear Cubs attire there anymore after an ugly incident that happened to us a few years ago.
Sky - I love the pic! So sweet... Makes me miss home. I love Wrigley and that whole north side area. And you are brave being a Cubs fan being a sout sider over by der in Sox land.
OMG Kim I can so identify with what you wrote. I grew up in the western burbs but we used to take the train in and catch the red line right to the door. We'd get those bleacher seat tickets and then do a little moving around if you know what I mean. ;-) I love Minneapolis-St. Paul too. I don't dig the winter there, but I can, ummm...endure it if I had to. We used to visit there frequently on our way up north to the boundary water areas.
Quote from: BrianaJ on December 12, 2018, 08:36:02 AM
We used to visit there frequently on our way up north to the boundary water areas.
You all have been really tough guys! I lived there 40+ years and have not been once at the boundary waters!
I just used to go to the Met stadium to wach the North Stars play hockey!
Quote from: KimOct on December 12, 2018, 02:27:58 AM
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I tried to put more pics up but this is driving me nuts. ???
KIM!!!
You must have been up late cursing at your computer but, congrats my dear and BEAUTIFUL sister on first... how far you have come since we first met years ago!!! 😃👍 and second for getting the pic posted... I know my first efforts to get one to post were not without some degreee of frustration!!!
Lotsa Love and Hugs!!!!
A 🙋♀️💕🌸
Thanks Ashley - You were a huge help. Yeah the pic thing still has me confused but one of them magically worked.
Quote from: BrianaJ on December 12, 2018, 08:36:02 AM
... way up north to the boundary water areas.
Quote from: Dietlind on December 12, 2018, 02:41:43 PM
You all have been really tough guys! I lived there 40+ years and have not been once at the boundary waters!
For those readers here who are not familiar with Boundary Waters Canoe Area (BWCA), it is on the Minnesota/Canada border near Lake Superior. In the 1600's and 1700's the area was totally wilderness except for French fur trappers who used birch bark canoes to travel the area. The area is full of lakes with short trails between the lakes where the French trappers would carry their canoes on their backs from one lake to the next. Then go back to get their supplies and furs, taking as many trips as necessary.
Today this area is one of the true wilderness areas left in the lower 48 states. Only Alaska can boast more wilderness. It is managed and protected by the Minnesota Dept of Natural Resources and they have maps of the trails and they control access to maintain the wilderness experience.
Many years ago I did a week long canoe trip deep into the area. No phone, no electricity, few roads and nothing that resembles civilization. You carried everything for your trip on your own back. We carried our food, tent, sleeping bags, clothes and life vests in our canoe when we could and on our backs when we would portage between the lakes. We paddled about 6 miles a day in our aluminium canoe, making camp at each overnight stop.
This wilderness is definitely a challenge but it has it's rewards.
Quote from: KimOct on December 12, 2018, 02:27:58 AM
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I tried to put more pics up but this is driving me nuts. ???
Might consider going to imgur? It's free. You have the option to hide pics from the public and it's easy to get a link called "BBC Code for message boards and forums" which always works to share here.
Here's a WAY before picture of me and my mom.
:)
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Quote from: gg on December 13, 2018, 02:15:22 PM
Here's a WAY before picture of me and my mom.
:)
Do I see a tint of red in the hair?
Quote from: GingerVicki on December 13, 2018, 02:23:10 PM
Do I see a tint of red in the hair?
Yes!
Hi Ginger! I still have my red hair too. So far I've never dyed it.
Well 11 days and I will be at my 2 year mark on HRT
From this
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To this
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(https://i.imgur.com/0BmdYVP.jpg)(https://i.imgur.com/j9B8QJA.jpg)
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Quote from: gg on December 13, 2018, 02:15:22 PM
Here's a WAY before picture of me and my mom.
:)
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@gg
GG!!! I LOVE IT!!!...
Looks like we are close to the same era judging by the car, clothes and hair styles!!!... I see you are in SoCal... Was that pic perhaps taken in the San Fernando Valley? It's got that vibe!!!
I saw a couple of your other "before" shots... Congrats on boldly moving forward to claim what you need in this life... You have come far sister!!!!
Onward we go!!!
Ashley 🙋♀️💕🌻
Quote from: natalie.ashlyne on December 13, 2018, 05:33:43 PM
Well 11 days and I will be at my 2 year mark on HRT
From this
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To this
(https://i.imgur.com/besPFoK.jpg)(https://i.imgur.com/cVWAPOz.jpg)
(https://i.imgur.com/0BmdYVP.jpg)(https://i.imgur.com/j9B8QJA.jpg)
(https://i.imgur.com/40r3W6M.jpg)
Congrats Little Sister!!!... looking Gorgeous!!! I am hitting my 5 year HRT mark in 2 weeks!
Onward we go!!!!
A 🙋♀️💕🌻
Quote from: natalie.ashlyne on December 13, 2018, 05:33:43 PM
Well 11 days and I will be at my 2 year mark on HRT
From this
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(https://i.imgur.com/5h2d8Z9.jpg?1)
To this
(https://i.imgur.com/besPFoK.jpg)(https://i.imgur.com/cVWAPOz.jpg)
(https://i.imgur.com/0BmdYVP.jpg)(https://i.imgur.com/j9B8QJA.jpg)
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Quite a change to the way better looks! From my professional side I have to disapprove of that tongue piercing. It could become the source of some really nasty infections, I have seen some ugly ones!
Quote from: tgirlamg on December 13, 2018, 05:43:54 PM
Congrats Little Sister!!!... looking Gorgeous!!! I am hitting my 5 year HRT mark in 2 weeks!
Onward we go!!!!
A 🙋♀️💕🌻
Thank you Ashley That is cool my 2 year mark is December 24, When is yours? You look amazing yourself you are my inspiration :)
Quote from: Dietlind on December 13, 2018, 07:15:14 PM
Quite a change to the way better looks! From my professional side I have to disapprove of that tongue piercing. It could become the source of some really nasty infections, I have seen some ugly ones!
Thank you Dietlind :) I had my tongue ring since I was 18 and no infections so far I do take it out alot I only put in in usually when I am going out or just to have some fun. :)
Quote from: tgirlamg on December 13, 2018, 05:41:50 PM
@gg
GG!!! I LOVE IT!!!...
Looks like we are close to the same era judging by the car, clothes and hair styles!!!... I see you are in SoCal... Was that pic perhaps taken in the San Fernando Valley? It's got that vibe!!!
I saw a couple of your other "before" shots... Congrats on boldly moving forward to claim what you need in this life... You have come far sister!!!!
Onward we go!!!
Ashley 🙋♀️💕🌻
Hi Ashley!
I was born in 1964 and the photos were taken at our home in Bellflower, Ca.
:)
Quote from: gg on December 13, 2018, 07:40:23 PM
Hi Ashley!
I was born in 1964 and the photos were taken at our home in Bellflower, Ca.
:)
That's a 1966-67 Ford Fairlane in metallic Beige Mist, probably 289 V8.
Quote from: gg on December 13, 2018, 07:40:23 PM
Hi Ashley!
I was born in 1964 and the photos were taken at our home in Bellflower, Ca.
:)
Hi neighbor, I lived next door in Norwalk from 1961 to 1977!
Perry
Quote from: natalie.ashlyne on December 13, 2018, 07:29:45 PM
Thank you Dietlind :) I had my tongue ring since I was 18 and no infections so far I do take it out alot I only put in in usually when I am going out or just to have some fun. :)
That is goo, because cleanliness here is really next to godliness! Sometimes we can have a real nasty kind of bacteria in our mouth, and it just wants to settle in inside cavities where saliva cannot really get it!
Quote from: Kendra on December 13, 2018, 08:09:47 PM
That's a 1966-67 Ford Fairlane in metallic Beige Mist, probably 289 V8.
Who says women don't know their cars?
Quote from: Kendra on December 13, 2018, 08:09:47 PM
That's a 1966-67 Ford Fairlane in metallic Beige Mist, probably 289 V8.
I'm pretty sure that's my dad's Buick Riviera :)
Quote from: Perry on December 13, 2018, 08:36:08 PM
Hi neighbor, I lived next door in Norwalk from 1961 to 1977!
Perry
Nice. I moved to Arizona when I was 7 and moved back here 9 years ago.
If anyone is in Southern California and would like to meet some day, I'd really like that.
Quote from: gg on December 13, 2018, 07:40:23 PM
Hi Ashley!
I was born in 1964 and the photos were taken at our home in Bellflower, Ca.
:)
@gg @Perry
Hi GG!!
I was born in '61 so I have a few years on you... I was born in Burbank and grew up around Hollywood, Studio City and North Hollywood... used to get down your way to play hockey against Norwalk and I remember "Japanese Deer Park" in Buena Park.... I heard they had to close because the LA smog killed all the deer!!!....
edit... I just looked them up on Wikipedia... looks like it wasn't the smog...😢
History
The park first opened in 1967[1] at 6122 Knott Ave.[2][3] It was a Japanese-themed amusement park that featured shows and traditional Japanese buildings in an environment where deer roamed free (inspired by Nara Park). Its gate featured a torii.[4]
An episode of the detective drama Mannix, entitled "Overkill" was filmed there in early 1971.
The park closed in 1975 when it was sold to the Movieland Wax Museum. Facing mounting red ink, the owners began giving the deer lethal injections, claiming they had tuberculosis. Almost 200 were euthanized before authorities ended the practice.[5]
Onward we go little sister!!!
Ashley 🙋♀️💕😀
Quote from: natalie.ashlyne on December 13, 2018, 07:29:45 PM
Thank you Ashley That is cool my 2 year mark is December 24, When is yours? You look amazing yourself you are my inspiration
Hey a Little Sister!
I think I am officially 5 years on the 29th!!!
Hugs and Love!!!
A 🙋♀️🎉🎉🎉🎉
Quote from: elle's bells on December 13, 2018, 05:02:54 AM
Might consider going to imgur? It's free. You have the option to hide pics from the public and it's easy to get a link called "BBC Code for message boards and forums" which always works to share here.
Thanks Elle - Ashley mentioned that code but I saw nothing on flickr. I will try imgur instead.
Well..... I got everything uploaded on imgur no problem then got a BBC link for message boards and forums - then clicked on the insert image icon above here on this page. Nothing. I tried posting between the sets of parenthesis and within in them. Any clue what I am doing wrong?
You need to copy/paste link , works on mine .
Quote from: gg on December 13, 2018, 11:55:40 PM
I'm pretty sure that's my dad's Buick Riviera :)
I'm loving the car talk here! I'm a photographer and one of my favorite subjects in vintage cars. I know nothing about them, but I love their lines and body details. Congrats to Kendra for her impressive guess!!!
Amie June
Quote from: Kendra on December 13, 2018, 08:09:47 PM
That's a 1966-67 Ford Fairlane in metallic Beige Mist, probably 289 V8.
I think you are right. I thought it was the 1964 Riviera my dad had, but I confused it with the car in this picture, from a few years earlier. That's me and my mom :)
1964 Riviera in the back. The car was stolen and trashed, but my dad got it back and repainted it black.
(https://www.icecreamonmars.com/forum/wcf/index.php?attachment/12317-20150507-114929-jpg/)
Talking about classic cars. This is my little baby, a 1961 Triumph TR4 Roadster, equipped with optional weathering gear!
(https://i.imgur.com/qOqCiCf.jpg)
And because I have a lesbian orientation, it is still a chick magnet! >:-)
Quote from: KimOct on December 15, 2018, 12:46:15 AM
Well..... I got everything uploaded on imgur no problem then got a BBC link for message boards and forums - then clicked on the insert image icon above here on this page. Nothing. I tried posting between the sets of parenthesis and within in them. Any clue what I am doing wrong?
Don't use the insert image icon. Just take the BBC link you got from Imgur (or Flickr) and paste it into your message as text. It already containes all the necessary codes to display it.
Ah Bellflower, I remember that place fondly. My great grandparents lived there from the 40's until they died. I wonder what happened to their old house. It was a glorious combination of some of the worst interior design trends of the 50's and 60's.
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Thank you Kathy and Ashley.
So I have not done any FFS - 80 hours electro - Estrogen and Juvederm injections 18 months ago which have faded.
I don't look all that much different other than long hair and makeup. I guess my face has softened a little bit. Although I don't look cis I do hope that I look different enough to be perceived as who I am.
Pictures are in chronological order from pre transition to current.
Kim, You look so different from the person you were before. I don't recognise the person in the before photos as being the same person. Your facial features are already soft, feminine and you do look womanly, I actually don't think you need FFS.
~Dee.
Thanks Dee - I am a total hypocrite regarding FFS but I admit it. That's why I posted a thread about it recently.
I have successfully transitioned but I am not yet at peace regarding physical GD.
On one hand I feel like the desire to have FFS is my own internalized transphobia but on the other hand I want to look like a cis woman since I can't be one.
My physical GD is what I think is my final hurdle.
All compliments are welcome. I have my fishing pole out LOL. But if you are truly just being polite then please skip.
And in seriousness any constructive criticism is welcome - just be kind. I would consider any suggestions.
Quote from: KimOct on December 15, 2018, 08:58:12 PM
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Thank you Kathy and Ashley.
So I have not done any FFS - 80 hours electro - Estrogen and Juvederm injections 18 months ago which have faded.
I don't look all that much different other than long hair and makeup. I guess my face has softened a little bit. Although I don't look cis I do hope that I look different enough to be perceived as who I am.
Pictures are in chronological order from pre transition to current.
Kim!!! 🙋♀️
There's My Sister!!!! 😀👍 🎉🎉🎉
You are looking Gorgeous!!!... I'm going to refer you to my words from the other day in your Passing/FFS Thread...
"... Complicating matters is the fact that we can feel that we lose all ability to assess our own changes or make any accurate judgement about how others see us..."
You have traveled a lot farther than you seem to realize here Sis!!! The old and new pics are testament to that fact!!!
Onward we go Girl!!!
A 🙋♀️💕🌻
You are such a good sister - I am fortunate and hope that I can do the same for others. :)
Well, I broke the rules with obscene pictures before so I'll update to something s little more family friendly lol. Sorry moderators...
Managed to find one picture of before from my brothers wedding 18 months ago. Note Beardsley McGee refusing to smile... i mean come on, it's your brothers wedding! Sadly, I never really smiled in pictures. If I did it was forced. Hell, lucky you can even see my face in this picture. I typically hid behind my hand or phone to hide my face. Cannot wait to start hormones and progressing towards finally living full time as myself.
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I can't say much about your guy looks, but I sure like the girl look. You are a darn pretty girl!
Quote from: KimOct on December 15, 2018, 10:46:43 PM
Thanks Dee - I am a total hypocrite regarding FFS but I admit it. That's why I posted a thread about it recently.
I have successfully transitioned but I am not yet at peace regarding physical GD.
On one hand I feel like the desire to have FFS is my own internalized transphobia but on the other hand I want to look like a cis woman since I can't be one.
My physical GD is what I think is my final hurdle.
All compliments are welcome. I have my fishing pole out LOL. But if you are truly just being polite then please skip.
And in seriousness any constructive criticism is welcome - just be kind. I would consider any suggestions.
In your last picture you appear to be an attractive, middle aged woman, around 45- 50 years old :)
I don't know Kim, I see a pretty significant change as I scrolled down from pic to pic. Your eyes in particular. I do wish you could see what we see. And I have to say, you looked so sad in some kind of way in the pic where you were sitting on the park bench.
Quote from: Sky1090 on December 20, 2018, 08:50:17 PM
Well, I broke the rules with obscene pictures before so I'll update to something s little more family friendly lol. Sorry moderators...
Managed to find one picture of before from my brothers wedding 18 months ago. Note Beardsley McGee refusing to smile... i mean come on, it's your brothers wedding! Sadly, I never really smiled in pictures. If I did it was forced. Hell, lucky you can even see my face in this picture. I typically hid behind my hand or phone to hide my face. Cannot wait to start hormones and progressing towards finally living full time as myself.
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Sky, I would have never even be able to tell your not on HRT yet. Your facial features look so feminine to me. I'm jealous girl!
Lisa
Quote from: Lisa89125 on December 21, 2018, 01:01:29 PM
Sky, I would have never even be able to tell your not on HRT yet. Your facial features look so feminine to me. I'm jealous girl!
Lisa
Thanks hun :)
I'm seriously my own worst enemy. Like, I'm absolutely happier and more comfortable in my body now for the most part. I still have this issue of totally judging myself though. I look in the mirror and all I see is beard shadow and that guy in the first picture. I can carry myself with confidence as long as I'm with someone. If I'm alone though? Forget it. It's comments like yours that give me the confidence to be me. It would just be nice if dysphoria could give me at least a 24 hour break lol
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Quote from: Sky1090 on December 21, 2018, 01:14:28 PM
Thanks hun :)
I'm seriously my own worst enemy. Like, I'm absolutely happier and more comfortable in my body now for the most part. I still have this issue of totally judging myself though. I'm my own worst critique. I look in the mirror and all I see is beard shadow and that guy in the first picture. Hmm, I see a pretty lady who looks gorgeous!!! :)I can carry myself with confidence as long as I'm with someone. If I'm alone though? Forget it. Your weakness is also my weakness. I'm fine when I am with someone. On my own, Forget it. It's comments like yours that give me the confidence to be me. Awww, Thank you sweetie! It would just be nice if dysphoria could give me at least a 24 hour break lol I'd like it if dysphoria would take a vacation.
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Lisa
Well I think it is safe to say I do see a few changes
2016
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2018😊
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Quote from: natalie.ashlyne on December 21, 2018, 04:08:26 PM
Well I think it is safe to say I do see a few changes
2016
(https://i.imgur.com/2C0fX7D.jpg)
2018😊
(https://i.imgur.com/S9t3jd8.jpg)
You sure have changed a lot!
Quote from: natalie.ashlyne on December 21, 2018, 04:08:26 PM
Well I think it is safe to say I do see a few changes
2016
(https://i.imgur.com/2C0fX7D.jpg)
2018[emoji4]
(https://i.imgur.com/S9t3jd8.jpg)
Oh just a few changes lol. You look great!
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Quote from: natalie.ashlyne on December 21, 2018, 04:08:26 PM
Well I think it is safe to say I do see a few changes
Did you have ant FFS?
Thank you @Dietlind @Sky1090 @GingerVicki you are all wonderful and no unfortunately I have not had FFS that is one of my dreams I had to give up my FFS and BA fund to get my car fixed than buy a new one so I will be waiting a little while longer.
Quote from: BrianaJ on December 21, 2018, 09:12:41 AM
I don't know Kim, I see a pretty significant change as I scrolled down from pic to pic. Your eyes in particular. I do wish you could see what we see. And I have to say, you looked so sad in some kind of way in the pic where you were sitting on the park bench.
Wow Briana - That is perceptive - the photographer of that pic was my girlfriend at the time and she was putting me through hell - I will skip the soap opera - she proclaimed her love but didn't treat me like it. Very perceptive of you - I tried to hide the pain. My eyes in the final pic - Yeah some false eyelashes kind of helped :D
Nikki - You are so sweet 45 -50 LMAO !!!! The pic is a year old I am 58 but THANKS.
Quote from: natalie.ashlyne on December 21, 2018, 04:08:26 PM
Well I think it is safe to say I do see a few changes
2016
(https://i.imgur.com/2C0fX7D.jpg)
2018😊
(https://i.imgur.com/S9t3jd8.jpg)
wow hell yeah amazing
Yeah Natalie - no kidding :)
Thank you @Drexy/Drex @KimOct you both are looking wonderfully pretty yourselves.
Quote from: tgirlamg on December 10, 2018, 02:04:35 PM
Hey All... I haven't done one of these for a while so... Here we go! 😃
This was then... Early 50s... 😟
(https://farm2.staticflickr.com/1790/43143124431_6574d7c2f7_b.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/28JpMNX). (https://flic.kr/p/28JpMNX) by Ashley Campbell (https://www.flickr.com/photos/156388176@N05/), on Flickr
(https://farm1.staticflickr.com/931/41750778490_c7ad2685a8_k.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/26BnDSs)Untitled (https://flic.kr/p/26BnDSs) by Ashley Campbell (https://www.flickr.com/photos/156388176@N05/), on Flickr
(https://farm1.staticflickr.com/914/28273694127_5a1c21842b_k.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/K5s5dX)Untitled (https://flic.kr/p/K5s5dX) by Ashley Campbell (https://www.flickr.com/photos/156388176@N05/), on Flickr
This is now... Age 57... I was lost but... Now I'm found...🙋♀️
(https://farm5.staticflickr.com/4881/45016768225_1a1fef00ef_k.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/2bzYGQi)Untitled (https://flic.kr/p/2bzYGQi) by Ashley Campbell (https://www.flickr.com/photos/156388176@N05/), on Flickr
(https://farm5.staticflickr.com/4817/44321923700_ffa1c2e541_k.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/2awzrLh)Untitled (https://flic.kr/p/2awzrLh) by Ashley Campbell (https://www.flickr.com/photos/156388176@N05/), on Flickr
(https://farm5.staticflickr.com/4823/45879603972_ab135e6728_k.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/2cUdXQG)Untitled (https://flic.kr/p/2cUdXQG) by Ashley Campbell (https://www.flickr.com/photos/156388176@N05/), on Flickr
(https://farm2.staticflickr.com/1954/31046752938_fde5a2fc0f_k.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/PiuHZL)Untitled (https://flic.kr/p/PiuHZL) by Ashley Campbell (https://www.flickr.com/photos/156388176@N05/), on Flickr
(https://farm5.staticflickr.com/4877/45032617575_567ca35d3a_k.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/2bBnWhX)Untitled (https://flic.kr/p/2bBnWhX) by Ashley Campbell (https://www.flickr.com/photos/156388176@N05/), on Flickr
(https://farm5.staticflickr.com/4871/45896205662_d31644da05_k.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/2cVG3WJ)Untitled (https://flic.kr/p/2cVG3WJ) by Ashley Campbell (https://www.flickr.com/photos/156388176@N05/), on Flickr
(https://farm5.staticflickr.com/4846/32057937488_fc086adfab_h.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/QQRiW9)Untitled (https://flic.kr/p/QQRiW9) by Ashley Campbell (https://www.flickr.com/photos/156388176@N05/), on Flickr
A few thoughts for those who have found themselves here and are starting to realize that their life, will not truly be THEIR life... until a few changes are made...
Let go of the things that no longer serve you... Let go of the pretense of the false persona, it is not you... Let go of the armored shell you have worn for a lifetime to serve the expectations of others and to protect the woman inside... She needs protection no longer.... She is tired of hiding and more courageous than you know... Let her prove that to you....Let her step out of the dark and feel the light upon her face....
Embrace the things that express your inner truth... Show the world and those you Love ...Finally... Who you truly are... Embrace the liberation found in jumping off a cliff in your life even though you don't completely know what lies below... There is a quote I like by Martin Luther King...
"Faith is taking the first step even when you can't see the whole staircase."
It is never too late.... CHOOSE to see how you will make your life an expression of who you truly are... not the reasons you cannot... A journey of a thousand steps is taken one at a time...Don't get lost in the details... Keep moving forward!!!... In the end, your life will be what you make it... So,... Make it glorious!... make it what you want... make it what you need.... Make it a life well lived... Leave regrets behind you where they belong... All shall be well...
LIVE LIFE... LOVE LIFE...
Onward we go brave sisters,
Ashley 🙋♀️💕🌸🙏
Ashley, Thanks for reposting...
OMG...what an amazing transformation physically. And you seem so happy in all your recent photos. ....beautiful.
You are a true inspiration!
On my way from 200 lbs now about about 176 (at the low times), and planning to get to 160. Fixing my hair is a big deal for me. It pretty good, but with some pattern baldness. The rest is coming a long one day at a time.
Happy holidays
Karen
@Karen ... Thank you so very much for your kind words dear sister... One day at a time is the proper approach... not focusing solely on the destination but, finding the joy, lessons and opportunities in every step along the way... the destinations we imagine when we start transition are just a stepping stone to all that follows...
The top 3 photos above, from my former approach to life ... are about all the smile I used to be able to muster... pictures speak 1000 words... which is why I post them... (saves a lot of typing! 🤪😃👍)
All good things to you and Happy Holidays!!! 🙋♀️🎄
Onward we go brave sister!!!
Ashley 🙋♀️💕🌻
What a coincidence that I came on here to post now and found a post from Ashley. Love ya Sis!!
So I am going to do this anyway - Look away if you are squeamish LOL!!
I posted a couple of weeks ago a before and after - the after all done up etc.
So I started thinking - how much of the difference is the hair and makeup and how much is actually my face?
So I saved a picture of me close up - no smile on purpose and took one of me this morning rolling out of bed after 4 hours sleep. I wanted to compare 2 lousy pics to see how much change there was. 2 1/2 yrs apart. Just estrogen and 80 hours of electro. No makeup at all. YIKES !!
(https://i.imgur.com/Hsrdrat.jpg)
(https://i.imgur.com/kYILuf3.jpg)
Can't believe I am posting such a lousy picture but I thought it would be interesting to compare the 'real' before and after so I am seeing this the first time as I post it.
Yeah that really is me in the avatar LOL. No photoshop just fixed up.
The second picture depicts a woman after 4 hours of sleep only, who just rolled out of bed! What did you expect? The sight of a Cosmopolitan title page model?
;D LMAO thanks !!
You still look great @KimOct what a big difference and well little sleep makes anyone look not so perfect so you are doing totally great :)
So inspiring!!!
Quote from: tgirlamg on December 24, 2018, 11:35:27 AM
@Karen ... Thank you so very much for your kind words dear sister... One day at a time is the proper approach... not focusing solely on the destination but, finding the joy, lessons and opportunities in every step along the way... the destinations we imagine when we start transition are just a stepping stone to all that follows...
The top 3 photos above, from my former approach to life ... are about all the smile I used to be able to muster... pictures speak 1000 words... which is why I post them... (saves a lot of typing! 🤪😃👍)
All good things to you and Happy Holidays!!! 🙋♀️🎄
Onward we go brave sister!!!
Ashley 🙋♀️💕🌻
Quoteauthor=Melissa_fox link=topic=210798.msg2215110#msg2215110 date=1547679951]
So inspiring!!!
@Melissa_fox
Awww!... Thank You Melissa!!!
I seek to inspire here when I can... There is nothing more sad to me than someone feeling like they can't take that chance to REALLY LIVE THIER LIFE.... instead of just going through the motions... life is what you make it and I want everyone to have the life they want in their heart of hearts...
Onward we all go brave sister!!!
Ashley 🙋♀️💕🌻
Does this count as a glow up [emoji4] guy picture is 4 months before I started transition in September 2017. Girl picture is from yesterday! Started my transition January 2018, just made it past the 1 year mark! Sorry if I seem like I'm bragging, I'm just so damn proud of how far I've come in 13 months!!!
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Quote from: jess2179 on January 17, 2019, 12:38:12 PM
Does this count as a glow up [emoji4] guy picture is 4 months before I started transition in September 2017. Girl picture is from yesterday! Started my transition January 2018, just made it past the 1 year mark!
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@jess2179 Dear Jess:
Looking good.... for ONE YEAR you have made amazing progress!
Thank you for sharing.
Hugs,
Danielle
Quote from: jess2179 on January 17, 2019, 12:38:12 PM
Does this count as a glow up [emoji4] guy picture is 4 months before I started transition in September 2017. Girl picture is from yesterday! Started my transition January 2018, just made it past the 1 year mark! Sorry if I seem like I'm bragging, I'm just so damn proud of how far I've come in 13 months!!!
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I vote for the girl, and nothing but the girl. She is a real cute one!
Jess!!!... You should be proud!!! You have traveled far and you are looking Crazy Mega-Gorgeous!!!
Hugs!!!
A 🙋♀️💕🌸
Quote from: tgirlamg on January 17, 2019, 04:20:57 PM
Jess!!!... You should be proud!!! You have traveled far and you are looking Crazy Mega-Gorgeous!!!
Hugs!!!
A [emoji137][emoji3601][emoji177][emoji254]
Thanks Ashley! feeling great [emoji4]
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Quote from: Dietlind on January 17, 2019, 02:07:39 PM
I vote for the girl, and nothing but the girl. She is a real cute one!
Me too Dietlind, id vote her all the time! Thanks for responding! I'm about to give up on this website no one responds to me lol.
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Quote from: jess2179 on January 17, 2019, 06:50:25 PM
Me too Dietlind, id vote her all the time! Thanks for responding! I'm about to give up on this website no one responds to me lol.
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Don't give up! we cannot afford to loose such a cutie as you are. Otherwise the entire website would be full of old hags like me!
I have to say, this is the first time that I did see you posting, I don't know why. Others may not have seen it either?
Remember, sometimes our lives get that busy that one cannot look into the forum for a while, and by that time your post moved out of the action area, and we miss it.
Just hang in there girl, and let us participate a little in your journey!
Hugs
Linde
Quote from: jess2179 on January 17, 2019, 12:38:12 PM
Does this count as a glow up [emoji4] guy picture is 4 months before I started transition in September 2017. Girl picture is from yesterday! Started my transition January 2018, just made it past the 1 year mark! Sorry if I seem like I'm bragging, I'm just so damn proud of how far I've come in 13 months!!!
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You look fantastic! I'm really hoping I can progress like that...
Quote from: Sky1090 on January 17, 2019, 08:54:21 PM
You look fantastic! I'm really hoping I can progress like that...
Thanks Sky you look great in your avatar from what I can see! I'm blessed I could get ffs last month with such a good surgeon, am attractive, have supportive friends, family, and a good career that supports me. makes it pretty easy to be honest, like what was I so afraid of ha!
I think I'm about to move to a new city, go stealth, and start fresh living more or less a cis normative life again just on the other side of the fence this time! Life is good [emoji3590][emoji3590][emoji3590]
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Before and after, huh?
OK, me 8 months before I crashed and almost ended myself, me my first month full time and about 5 months of HRT, and me, now.
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Quote from: Michelle_P on January 18, 2019, 12:48:23 AM
Before and after, huh?
OK, me 8 months before I crashed and almost ended myself, me my first month full time and about 5 months of HRT, and me, now.
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At least you were a friendly looking guy, but I like you way better as a friendly looking lady!
I've only been on hormones since November 2018. This is me before HRT, 30 days on HRT, and 54 days on hrt. The other pictures are more current. (https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20190118/fca13049e77a2a0a08702780660061fb.jpg)(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20190118/ccfdcee7e96c5eb6cdbe00f2ac29e583.jpg)(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20190118/3a33b7acccbc40a6abb4dd3a5bd46b67.jpg)(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20190118/16d21cb9e5ccdb3704b3f72c874ab6f0.jpg)(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20190118/ed71034b0847ee23cdaf000fbff78237.jpg)
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Quote from: LadySkylarThomasMTF on January 18, 2019, 10:47:53 AM
I've only been on hormones since November 2018. This is me before HRT, 30 days on HRT, and 54 days on hrt. The other pictures are more current.
I see a pretty ugly guy starring at me, and a pretty nice looking lady smiling at me. i prefer to deal with the lady!
Quote from: LadySkylarThomasMTF on January 18, 2019, 10:47:53 AM
I've only been on hormones since November 2018. This is me before HRT, 30 days on HRT, and 54 days on hrt. The other pictures are more current. (https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20190118/fca13049e77a2a0a08702780660061fb.jpg)(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20190118/ccfdcee7e96c5eb6cdbe00f2ac29e583.jpg)(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20190118/3a33b7acccbc40a6abb4dd3a5bd46b67.jpg)(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20190118/16d21cb9e5ccdb3704b3f72c874ab6f0.jpg)(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20190118/ed71034b0847ee23cdaf000fbff78237.jpg)
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Hey Skylar!!!
I ❤️ All the recent pics!!!... You are looking Femme,Gorgeous and... Gloriously Happy with it all!!!... (as you should be! 🤗)
Wishing you all good things, amazing discoveries and continued success!!!
Onward we go brave sister!!!
Ashley 🙋♀️💕🌸
Quote from: tgirlamg on January 18, 2019, 12:07:45 PM
Hey Skylar!!!
I [emoji3590] All the recent pics!!!... You are looking Femme,Gorgeous and... Gloriously Happy with it all!!!... (as you should be! [emoji847])
Wishing you all good things, amazing discoveries and continued success!!!
Onward we go brave sister!!!
Ashley [emoji2320][emoji177][emoji254]
Awww thank you so much. That makes me so happy to hear that from you. Actually I was following you on my old profile (Lady Skylar) because I was so inspired by your transformation, and how beautiful you are. I always hoped that my transition would be as successful as yours has been to you. I'm your fan lol....
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Quote from: LadySkylarThomasMTF on January 18, 2019, 12:53:39 PM
Awww thank you so much. That makes me so happy to hear that from you. Actually I was following you on my old profile (Lady Skylar) because I was so inspired by your transformation, and how beautiful you are. I always hoped that my transition would be as successful as yours has been to you. I'm your fan lol....
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@LadySkylarThomasMTF
Awww Skylar!!
I am very touched by your sweet words and, absolutely honored if I, in any way, helped to inspire you to move you closer to the life you want and the new heights you are finding yourself attaining!!!... So many more good things await you sister!!!... Please feel free to PM me if I can ever be of help along the way!!!
Onward we go brave sister!!!
Ashley 🙋♀️💕🌻
Here is me in 2017 compared to 2018... The major change from my side is that I am way more happy [emoji4][emoji4][emoji4](https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20190118/3db08b76c59ad87c2dab9158e7761954.jpg)(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20190118/8665e503ac22a01f21dbe9dda2dec575.jpg)
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Quote from: Sabrina Hope on January 18, 2019, 03:14:58 PM
Here is me in 2017 compared to 2018... The major change from my side is that I am way more happy [emoji4][emoji4][emoji4](https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20190118/3db08b76c59ad87c2dab9158e7761954.jpg)(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20190118/8665e503ac22a01f21dbe9dda2dec575.jpg)
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@Sabrina Hope
Hey Sabrina!!!
Happy is what all this is truly about... not the "trying my best" smiles we struggled to summon up in our lives before but, the real " this is me... this is finally me!!!" Kind of smiles that grace these pages...
Congrats on finding the HAPPY and... Looking GORGEOUS while doing it!!!
Onward We Go Brave Sister!!!
Ashley 🙋♀️💕🌻
Quote from: Sabrina Hope on January 18, 2019, 03:14:58 PM
Here is me in 2017 compared to 2018... The major change from my side is that I am way more happy [emoji4][emoji4]
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And you look way better!
This is my 1st attempt at this and I'm still a little nervous about it!
8 months HRT, but started at 68 yrs old so I guess that I can't be too disappointed.
Pre-HRT
(https://i.imgur.com/QqXpztL.jpg)
8 Months HRT (and limited make-up skills!)
(https://i.imgur.com/rAQbQKt.jpg)
Quote from: Katie Ellen on January 23, 2019, 01:32:40 PM
This is my 1st attempt at this and I'm still a little nervous about it!
8 months HRT, but started at 68 yrs old so I guess that I can't be too disappointed.
Pre-HRT
(https://i.imgur.com/QqXpztL.jpg)
8 Months HRT (and limited make-up skills!)
(https://i.imgur.com/rAQbQKt.jpg)
@Katie Ellen
Hey Sister!!!
No need to be nervous!... You are looking beautiful and much more yourself in the "after"... I am putting in a special sister to sister request though!!!... next time, lay the nerves aside and smile with the joy of finally claiming the truth that you have carried hidden for a lifetime!!! 😀💕
Congrats on the 8 month mark and may all good things be yours as you continue along your path!!!
Onward we go brave sister!!!
Ashley 🙋♀️💕🌻
I don't know if I should post it's only been 3 1/2 months, but I can't help it I just found an old ID.
me in 8/2015
(https://i.imgur.com/DcdmjNX.jpg)
1/2019
i tried to capture the same unhappy face
(https://i.imgur.com/HoMww7y.jpg)
(https://i.imgur.com/e7LqzaV.jpg)
Quote from: GingerVicki on January 23, 2019, 03:44:57 PM
I don't know if I should post it's only been 3 1/2 months, but I can't help it I just found an old ID.
me in 8/2015
(https://i.imgur.com/DcdmjNX.jpg)
1/2019
i tried to capture the same unhappy face
(https://i.imgur.com/HoMww7y.jpg)
(https://i.imgur.com/e7LqzaV.jpg)
There is a big change already. Your face has rounded and you are also glowing in your last one. [emoji4] keep it up girl!!! [emoji3590]
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Quote from: Sabrina Hope on January 23, 2019, 03:50:41 PM
There is a big change already. Your face has rounded and you are also glowing in your last one. [emoji4] keep it up girl!!! [emoji3590]
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I looked and I was like where are my lower jaw muscles. My facial hair is white and silver from the laser hair removal. I am not longer a red beard! But my nose looks bigger :(
(https://i.imgur.com/DcdmjNX.jpg)
I think everyone has seen it and my hair is coming back.
(https://i.imgur.com/Vb7tiOQ.jpg)
Quote from: GingerVicki on January 23, 2019, 03:44:57 PM
I don't know if I should post it's only been 3 1/2 months, but I can't help it I just found an old ID.
me in 8/2015
(https://i.imgur.com/e7LqzaV.jpg)
There you go, the smile is all it takes! And actually that silly hat in your avatar looks enough like long hair to make you looking pretty girlish!
Quote from: Dietlind on January 23, 2019, 06:13:19 PM
There you go, the smile is all it takes! And actually that silly hat in your avatar looks enough like long hair to make you looking pretty girlish!
I love that hat! I've had that for 4 years. Last year I had to out when it was -30F and my head was still warm. I can't imagine life without my hat during winter.
Super grumpy before(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20190124/bea4ef9fb7d048e4dadfb7eabb268152.jpg)
And significantly less grumpy(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20190124/40c6ddff8b4e1118f04a1c7578828016.jpg)
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Quote from: AoifeB on January 24, 2019, 01:52:36 AM
And significantly less grumpy(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20190124/40c6ddff8b4e1118f04a1c7578828016.jpg)
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Very nice. I am jealous of your eyes and lips.
Quote from: GingerVicki on January 24, 2019, 01:56:16 AM
Very nice. I am jealous of your eyes and lips.
Thanks, my eyes always get comments! Even before transitioning.
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Quote from: AoifeB on January 24, 2019, 02:04:30 AM
Thanks, my eyes always get comments! Even before transitioning.
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You are working with a lot.
Quote from: AoifeB on January 24, 2019, 01:52:36 AM
Super grumpy before
And significantly less grumpy
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Wow, leaps and bounds in such a short time... looking lovely!
Hi everybody,
I did promise a 1 yr HRT photo comparison, so selected a few photos in timeline, so...
(https://i.imgur.com/yGpPFP8.jpg)
6 years ago, unhealthy, very overweight, angry, depressed and just not nice to be with. Life lost almost..
(https://i.imgur.com/tDfBwzh.jpg)
18 months ago, lost a load of weight, decision made and on non-prescribed meds.. about to start counselling
(https://i.imgur.com/Ody9jEd.png)
Out at home, wife aware of where I am, and in full sympathy bless her.
(https://i.imgur.com/NHIBvAW.jpg)
First time out to support group, under counselling, talking with Gender specialists, looking forward to controlled medication, getting in control
(https://i.imgur.com/fObid4j.jpg)
6 months HRT, living alone but starting to be me
(https://i.imgur.com/xS4zRik.jpg)(https://i.imgur.com/yhdk27V.jpg)(https://i.imgur.com/Fe0Jjsx.jpg)(https://i.imgur.com/0mgxVpQ.png)
Me last few months of 2018
(https://i.imgur.com/Eg2DtT2.jpg)(https://i.imgur.com/tl9aCt7.jpg)
6 weeks full time at work and inhibitions all but gone.
I have to go - shopping to do.
Take care
Luv n Hugz
Katie
:-* ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D :angel: :angel: :angel: :angel: :angel: :angel: :-* :-* :-* :-* :angel: :angel: :angel: :angel:
(I dont think I'm too bad for 56... loving it all)
Wonderful progress for just a year! Congratulations!
Quote from: Katie Jade on January 24, 2019, 01:43:02 PM
Hi everybody,
I did promise a 1 yr HRT photo comparison, so selected a few photos in timeline, so...
(https://i.imgur.com/yGpPFP8.jpg)
Who is that ugly, grumpy guy in that picture?
I like the woman in the last pics way better!
nice going
Quote from: jess2179 on January 17, 2019, 08:56:27 PM
Thanks Sky you look great in your avatar from what I can see! I'm blessed I could get ffs last month with such a good surgeon, am attractive, have supportive friends, family, and a good career that supports me. makes it pretty easy to be honest, like what was I so afraid of ha!
I think I'm about to move to a new city, go stealth, and start fresh living more or less a cis normative life again just on the other side of the fence this time! Life is good [emoji3590][emoji3590][emoji3590]
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Wow Jess you look great!!! Congrants on your success.
Congratulations on your success. Love the new "you"
"Another one saved"
Onward sister.
Quote from: Sophiaprincess2019 on January 24, 2019, 11:51:36 PM
Congratulations on your success. Love the new "you"
"Another one saved"
Onward sister.
@Sophiaprincess2019 Dear Sophiaprincess2019: Thank you for becoming of Susan's Place and the Forums and for your several postings so far.
As you post here on the forums you will be able to exchange thoughts and comments with others that are experiencing many of the same things that you are.
This is the right place for you to be to find out what others may have to say that may have been in your circumstances and with your questions and concerns.
There are a lot of members here that will be able to identify with your situation as you continue to feel free to share it.
I also want to warmly
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You will find this a safe and friendly place to share with others and to read about others similar trials, tribulations, and successes.
As you are certainly aware you can share with others and involve yourself with some give and take with other like-minded members. When frustrated or if you have successes you can share it here if you wish and receive support from others
and offer support to others. ....
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Please plan to find your way to the Introductions Forum (https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php/board,8.0.html) to tell us about yourself so that more members will be aware of your arrival.
Thank you again for coming to Susan's Place and being involved in the Forums here.
Best wishes to you,
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Quote from: Dietlind on January 24, 2019, 04:50:07 PM
Who is that ugly, grumpy guy in that picture?
I like the woman in the last pics way better!
You're not the only one, Life is so positive now, so I#m being careful, but making so many new friends ... what can I say, thank you Dietlind for your supportive and nice comment :)
Luv n Hugz
Katie
:-* ;D ;D ;D :-* :-* :-* :angel: :angel: :angel: :angel: :angel: :-* :-* :-* ;D ;D ;D ;D
Quote from: Katie Jade on January 25, 2019, 08:40:43 AM
You're not the only one, Life is so positive now, so I#m being careful, but making so many new friends ... what can I say, thank you Dietlind for your supportive and nice comment :)
Luv n Hugz
Katie
:-* ;D ;D ;D :-* :-* :-* :angel: :angel: :angel: :angel: :angel: :-* :-* :-* ;D ;D ;D ;D
Always Katie, always! It is really an amazing change you did from a not so attractive looking man (at least not on that picture), to a nice and with it looking woman!
Quote from: Harley Quinn on January 24, 2019, 01:48:38 PM
Wonderful progress for just a year! Congratulations!
Sorry, I forgot to thank you Harley - Yes a year makes a difference, but not just physically. Mentally Im loving stuff and being included now, rather than consciously shunning stuff and deliberately excluding myself because of ancient peer pressure and GD and those hellish feelings.
Life is mine now - you will see that in the times to come :). No one will easily take that from me. Again.
So thanks again to you, and everyone who comments to all of us girls - we do need the support.
Take care
Luv n Hugz
Katie
:-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* ??? :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-*
At my parents house and found a couple of 8 year old gems. I guess there's a little difference lol
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Quote from: Sky1090 on January 25, 2019, 05:58:40 PM
At my parents house and found a couple of 8 year old gems. I guess there's a little difference lol
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If that is you in the uniform, you were a little kid at that time! I like the girl way better!
Quote from: Dietlind on January 25, 2019, 07:13:26 PM
If that is you in the uniform, you were a little kid at that time! I like the girl way better!
That is me lol. I was 21 in the pictures. Taken some time between November and December 2011
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Quote from: Sky1090 on January 25, 2019, 07:41:51 PM
That is me lol. I was 21 in the pictures. Taken some time between November and December 2011
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You looked like a baby boy!
Puddle pirates! ;D
It's a nice change for sure.
Quote from: Sky1090 on January 25, 2019, 05:58:40 PM
At my parents house and found a couple of 8 year old gems. I guess there's a little difference lol
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Awesome gems. You look good.
Quote from: Colleen_definitely on January 25, 2019, 08:58:14 PM
Puddle pirates! ;D
It's a nice change for sure.
Lol yes puddle pirates. I trained as a maritime enforcement specialist and boarding officer. Never got a chance to use it in Chicago lol. Sat behind a desk 95% of the time
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Quote from: Sky1090 on January 26, 2019, 07:53:34 AM
Lol yes puddle pirates. I trained as a maritime enforcement specialist and boarding officer. Never got a chance to use it in Chicago lol. Sat behind a desk 95% of the time
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Don't they do any boarding on Lake Michigan? There was always the chance to catch a vessel from Wisconsin!
Gotta catch those cheese smugglers.
Though sadly they shut down the illicit poutine traffickers coming from the great white north...
Quote from: Katie Ellen on January 23, 2019, 01:32:40 PM
This is my 1st attempt at this and I'm still a little nervous about it!
8 months HRT, but started at 68 yrs old so I guess that I can't be too disappointed.
Pre-HRT
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8 Months HRT (and limited make-up skills!)
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Katie - I am 58 so I am another member of the late transitioner club. I think you look great. Really. I don't believe it when others say it about me and you probably don't either but you really do. Your two pictures look like two different people. Neither of us can expect to look like 25 yr old women. We are 'mature' women LOL. But that doesn't mean we have to look like blue haired 90 yr old grannies.
You are doing great. Get over the nerves and let us see a smile - you will be even prettier !!
Quote from: tgirlamg on January 18, 2019, 01:56:54 PM
@LadySkylarThomasMTF
Awww Skylar!!
I am very touched by your sweet words and, absolutely honored if I, in any way, helped to inspire you to move you closer to the life you want and the new heights you are finding yourself attaining!!!... So many more good things await you sister!!!... Please feel free to PM me if I can ever be of help along the way!!!
Onward we go brave sister!!!
Ashley 🙋♀️💕🌻
Skylar As another member of the Ashley fan club I felt the need to jump in. Ashley definitely gets a lot of attention because of her looks. Some of which are surgical but a lot of it is hard work putting in tons of miles running and living right.
But the reason I am in the Ashley fan club is because of who she is. It would be easy to be very self involved because of her physical transformation and what has become a wonderful life but Ashley keeps giving back to those of us following in her footsteps. And as someone that knows first hand she is also a very good friend to have as well.
Just wanted to point out that her beauty is far more than skin deep. Love ya Sis.
Quote from: KimOct on January 28, 2019, 01:50:56 AM
But the reason I am in the Ashley fan club is because of who she is.
AMEN, Sister!!!
Katie - I am 58 so I am another member of the late transitioner club. I think you look great. Really. I don't believe it when others say it about me and you probably don't either but you really do. Your two pictures look like two different people. Neither of us can expect to look like 25 yr old women. We are 'mature' women LOL. But that doesn't mean we have to look like blue haired 90 yr old grannies.
You are doing great. Get over the nerves and let us see a smile - you will be even prettier !!
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Kim - Thanks. You're right though. I don't really believe it when someone says I look good. Right or wrong, sometimes it seems like compliments are handed out to be kind and encourage us. I'm sure everyone means well, but sometimes it's hard to really believe. I have a lot of photos that I wouldn't want anyone to ever see!
OK. How do you get your quote to come out in that little blue box????
Quote from: Katie Ellen on January 28, 2019, 09:18:11 AM
OK. How do you get your quote to come out in that little blue box????
You have a close quote tag, but you need an open quote tag, too. Like this, but without the blanks: [ quote ]
Quote from: Dietlind on January 18, 2019, 10:52:56 AM
I see a pretty ugly guy starring at me, and a pretty nice looking lady smiling at me. i prefer to deal with the lady!
Thank you so much Dietlind. I prefer the smiling lady myself lol...
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Quote from: Katie Ellen on January 28, 2019, 09:16:17 AM
Katie - I am 58 so I am another member of the late transitioner club. I think you look great. Really. I don't believe it when others say it about me and you probably don't either but you really do. Your two pictures look like two different people. Neither of us can expect to look like 25 yr old women. We are 'mature' women LOL. But that doesn't mean we have to look like blue haired 90 yr old grannies.
You are doing great. Get over the nerves and let us see a smile - you will be even prettier !!
Kim - Thanks. You're right though. I don't really believe it when someone says I look good. Right or wrong, sometimes it seems like compliments are handed out to be kind and encourage us. I'm sure everyone means well, but sometimes it's hard to really believe. I have a lot of photos that I wouldn't want anyone to ever see!
Compared to me, you are all young children! You just have to continue to live your dream, no matter how old you are (I am still dreaming of to be the cover girl of Cosmopolitan >:-) >:-) >:-) :angel:), you have to make the best of it! I feel that life is still a ball for me, and i still hope that I will have gotten SRS before have to leave this world!
I will post a more recent in a couple weeks (on my 3 year hormone anniversary), but here is my before and 2.5 year.
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Quote from: KimOct on January 28, 2019, 01:50:56 AM
Skylar As another member of the Ashley fan club I felt the need to jump in. Ashley definitely gets a lot of attention because of her looks. Some of which are surgical but a lot of it is hard work putting in tons of miles running and living right.
But the reason I am in the Ashley fan club is because of who she is. It would be easy to be very self involved because of her physical transformation and what has become a wonderful life but Ashley keeps giving back to those of us following in her footsteps. And as someone that knows first hand she is also a very good friend to have as well.
Just wanted to point out that her beauty is far more than skin deep. Love ya Sis.
Yes, I agree with you. Ashley @tgirlamg is always commenting on here and making all of us girls feel validated. But the stories of her own transition chronicles have inspired me quite deeply for sure. Whether or not she has had surgery has no bearing on why I am a fan of hers. It's her loving and accepting personality that makes me a fan of hers...
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Quote from: KathyLauren on January 28, 2019, 09:24:10 AM
You have a close quote tag, but you need an open quote tag, too. Like this, but without the blanks: [ quote ]
Thanks KathyLauren
Quote from: Harley Quinn on January 28, 2019, 09:40:54 AM
I will post a more recent in a couple weeks (on my 3 year hormone anniversary), but here is my before and 2.5 year.
I would not want to meet the guy, the girl is way prettier!
Quote from: Dietlind on January 28, 2019, 10:32:01 AM
I would not want to meet the guy, the girl is way prettier!
Looks much happier, friendlier, and approachable.
Quote from: KimOct on January 28, 2019, 01:50:56 AM
Skylar As another member of the Ashley fan club I felt the need to jump in. Ashley definitely gets a lot of attention because of her looks. Some of which are surgical but a lot of it is hard work putting in tons of miles running and living right.
But the reason I am in the Ashley fan club is because of who she is. It would be easy to be very self involved because of her physical transformation and what has become a wonderful life but Ashley keeps giving back to those of us following in her footsteps. And as someone that knows first hand she is also a very good friend to have as well.
Just wanted to point out that her beauty is far more than skin deep. Love ya Sis.
Quote from: KatieP on January 28, 2019, 08:24:53 AM
AMEN, Sister!!!
Quote from: LadySkylarThomasMTF on January 28, 2019, 09:48:39 AM
Yes, I agree with you. Ashley @tgirlamg is always commenting on here and making all of us girls feel validated. But the stories of her own transition chronicles have inspired me quite deeply for sure. Whether or not she has had surgery has no bearing on why I am a fan of hers. It's her loving and accepting personality that makes me a fan of hers...
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@KimOct @KatieP @LadySkylarThomasMTF
My Dear Sisters!!!
All I can say is WOW!!!!... What a wonderful way to start the day!!! 😀
Waking up to such sweet words was a real treat! Thank you all for taking the time to write them 💕🙏🌺
Your words were especially welcome after the last day or two... I've been engaged in a little skirmish with an old adversary... self criticism... we still do battle still, now and again...
I think many of the battles and challenges we face must be revisited...refought... reprocessed... new perspectives reached and new lessons absorbed about the meaning of all this stuff... There is so much for us in this of great value but, some messy battles are often fought to get there... there is value in the struggles ... they make the joy of liberation and happiness all the more sweet!!! 🤗
I had posted some pics in the fabulous thread the other day and then taken them down when the self criticism whispered in my ear... I feel well past that now after a battle well fought... I will post some pics and a few more words on this subject in a few hours after I get home from an appointment!!!
EDIT... I did so here...
https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php/topic,242326.msg2219563.html#msg2219563
Many Thanks to you all again for your kind and well timed words... They mean more than you know!!!!
Onward we go brave sisters!!!
Hugs and Love,
Ashley 🙋♀️💕🌻
Quote from: Katie Ellen on January 28, 2019, 09:16:17 AM
Kim - Thanks. You're right though. I don't really believe it when someone says I look good. Right or wrong, sometimes it seems like compliments are handed out to be kind and encourage us. I'm sure everyone means well, but sometimes it's hard to really believe. I have a lot of photos that I wouldn't want anyone to ever see!
@Katie Ellen
Hi Katie Ellen!!!
There are many battles along this journey and self image is a huge one for all of us... if you read my post above, you will see it is a battle that still flares up on occasion for me as well...
I started the transition ball rolling at 52 and will be 58 in a few months... It is easy for us to focus on negativity if we allow ourselves to do so but, I would encourage you to always be gentle with yourself and move towards perspectives that best serve your goals... This process of finally making our lives into what we need... after a lifetime of them being less than that, is a glorious thing... not to be missed...
If I can ever help you navigate the challenges and share the victories ( you will have many!!! ) Please don't hesitate to let me know!!!
Onward we go brave sister!!!
Ashley 🙋♀️💕🌻
As Ashley mentioned and I will paraphrase - this is not a linear process. Definitely 2 or 3 steps forward and one step back. I still struggle with some of the things that I advocate to overcome. Is that hypocritical? I don't think so. Rather it shows that this is an up and down journey just like everything else in life.
Keep trying to move forward - live your real life - love yourself and others. And I will keep striving to do the same.
Thank you Ashley and Kim!
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And a pretty girl is the result!
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@krone6
Hey Sister!!!
You are looking Gloriously Gorgeous!!!... Congrats on how far you have journied in a short time!!!... More amazing things await you girl!!! 🌸
Onward we go!!!
Ashley 🙋♀️💕🌻
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@krone6
You look lovely! Very natural and pretty - good for you!
Take care,
Sonja.
Quote from: Rachel_Christina on July 15, 2018, 05:37:55 AM
As today is my two year anniversary on Hormones I though that this could be funny to post.
I think honestly seeing this reminds me of just how lucky I am(unfortunately not in the boob department though)
3-4 years ago,
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And now this was taken yesterday :') was gonna throw the skirt out and thought I'd give it another go
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You can really see from these pics my lack of bean growth. I will hope to have small implants done when I can gather up some money.
I have been very lucky with hips waist and my shoulders, I still remain a hard grafter and mechanic most days. Still muscle mass in my upper body has fallen of me.
I'm so happy with where I am today.
Lots of Love Rachel 💖
Omg, rachel. You are so lucky to be so beautiful
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Omg, rachel. You are so lucky to be so beautiful
Thanks Vikingbb03, suppose it's just luck of the genetic draw. And whole load of hormones X3
I still can't believe that girl in this picture is really me considering just three months ago I was him. I'm really loving life so much. (https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20190210/dda380b19bc8faad10723bdebb22becc.jpg)(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20190210/8d9353dff2179f9022f57f16c0d4ed86.jpg)
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Quote from: LadySkylarThomasMTF on February 10, 2019, 05:47:43 PM
I still can't believe that girl in this picture is really me considering just three months ago I was him. I'm really loving life so much. (https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20190210/dda380b19bc8faad10723bdebb22becc.jpg)(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20190210/8d9353dff2179f9022f57f16c0d4ed86.jpg)
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You sure did change a lot, and to the way better, I have to say!
Quote from: Dietlind on February 10, 2019, 06:16:39 PM
You sure did change a lot, and to the way better, I have to say!
Thank you for the kind words.
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Quote from: LadySkylarThomasMTF on February 10, 2019, 05:47:43 PM
I still can't believe that girl in this picture is really me considering just three months ago I was him. I'm really loving life so much. (https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20190210/dda380b19bc8faad10723bdebb22becc.jpg)(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20190210/8d9353dff2179f9022f57f16c0d4ed86.jpg)
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Believe it Sis!!!! 😃👍
Nice ax collection!... I Love Ibanez!... I only have one guitar these days but, try to fire it up at least a few times a week.
Hugs!!!
A 🙋♀️💕🌸
Quote from: tgirlamg on February 10, 2019, 07:11:25 PM
Believe it Sis!!!! [emoji2][emoji106]
Nice ax collection!... I Love Ibanez!... I only have one guitar these days but, try to fire it up at least a few times a week.
Hugs!!!
A [emoji2320][emoji177][emoji254]
lol, I have quite a few. I believe I'm down to about 13 left now. I had to sell a bunch when I sold my house, and studio. No room in my rental homes in Vegas or Florida. The Ibanez was custom made for me by Ibanez. Maybe soon I'll post a video of some cover songs. I thought it would be cool to be in an all transgender band. Next year I hope to move back to Vegas permanently and buy another house with a studio.
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Quote from: LadySkylarThomasMTF on February 10, 2019, 07:25:59 PM
lol, I have quite a few. I believe I'm down to about 13 left now. I had to sell a bunch when I sold my house, and studio. No room in my rental homes in Vegas or Florida. The Ibanez was custom made for me by Ibanez. Maybe soon I'll post a video of some cover songs. I thought it would be cool to be in an all transgender band. Next year I hope to move back to Vegas permanently and buy another house with a studio.
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I have always toyed with the idea of an all trans band... I wanted to call it "The Transistors"... but, other than that have no song references that refer directly to trans things at all...
Onward we go brave and musical sisters!!!
A 💕🙋♀️🌸
Well I certainly doubted that I would ever feel good enough to post in this thread back when I started transition but it can be amazing what hormones and time can do for us!
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Quote from: josie76 on February 12, 2019, 05:32:25 AM
Well I certainly doubted that I would ever feel good enough to post in this thread back when I started transition but it can be amazing what hormones and time can do for us!
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What a difference It definitely looks as if two entirely different persons were photographed!
Quote from: josie76 on February 12, 2019, 05:32:25 AM
Well I certainly doubted that I would ever feel good enough to post in this thread back when I started transition but it can be amazing what hormones and time can do for us!
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Josie!!!!
Congrats Little Sister!!!! You are Officially Killin' It!!!! Beautiful, Femme & Radiating!!! My favorite is the smiley tank top shot!!!
Hugs and Love!!!
Ashley 🙋♀️💕🌻
Josie, this is a fantastic timeline for many people who worry a lot about what they will look like. I see huge changes from the early photos and I think for wearing casual clothes you look amazing. I see plenty of women where I live that remind me a lot of you. I look forward to seeing more over a period of time.
Definitely some big changes Josie.
Your skin has changed so much. So much more glow to it!
Its a sign that certain stresses in your life have been removed, and that you are on the right path.
Your body knows it!
Thankyou ladies! It took a while before I began to see myself in the mirror instead of that guy. That is something that was really hard in the beginning. Even though there are traces of testosterone I still see, I pass in the general public. That was one of my biggest concerns starting this journey.
Something I wish all those who are doubting themselves at their start could know, hormones make huge changes and can be a lifesaver for us!
So here is my first 2 years of living recorded in pictures. :D
Looking great Josie
I remember when I started this journey, I remember looking in the mirror and thinking that I was going to be 'one ugly woman'. Then I found the 'before and after' photos of others, and they gave me hope. I don't know if this set of photos will help anyone else, but I wanted to post them in honor of my one-year full-time anniversary. So far my only surgery has been a trachea shave. I wish all of you the best of luck on your journeys.
Love always -- Jessica Rose
Feb 2017 - March 2018 - Feb 2019
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FIbeNgYl.jpg&hash=d537a32d45acbc6b86d6ef4b3599adebd6680602) (https://imgur.com/IbeNgYl)
Well I see some more improvements on all of you you all look wonderful. What differences it is amazing you are all beautiful. :) this is my updated pics
(https://i.imgur.com/0To3Yb1.jpg)(https://i.imgur.com/XNkMjwW.jpg)
Jessica Rose your changes are amazing.
Natalie, those look like two different people completely!
Quote from: natalie.ashlyne on February 16, 2019, 05:18:29 AM
Well I see some more improvements on all of you you all look wonderful. What differences it is amazing you are all beautiful. :) this is my updated pics
(https://i.imgur.com/0To3Yb1.jpg)(https://i.imgur.com/XNkMjwW.jpg)
Definitely a huge difference and you look better now! But I know that you know that ☺[emoji6]
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Quote from: natalie.ashlyne on February 16, 2019, 05:18:29 AM
Well I see some more improvements on all of you you all look wonderful. What differences it is amazing you are all beautiful. :) this is my updated pics
(https://i.imgur.com/0To3Yb1.jpg)(https://i.imgur.com/XNkMjwW.jpg)
While I totally concur that you look much better now, your before and after pictures lend weight to a "theory" I have: Hot guys make cute girls...
;D
Kate
Quote from: natalie.ashlyne on February 16, 2019, 05:18:29 AM
Well I see some more improvements on all of you you all look wonderful. What differences it is amazing you are all beautiful. :) this is my updated pics
(https://i.imgur.com/0To3Yb1.jpg)(https://i.imgur.com/XNkMjwW.jpg)
Natalie,
I think the downward bangs look good on you. :)
Chrissy
Quote from: Dietlind on January 26, 2019, 09:05:18 AM
Don't they do any boarding on Lake Michigan? There was always the chance to catch a vessel from Wisconsin!
Oh there are boardings in Lake Michigan. I was stationed at an admin office though. Tasked with the ultra dangerous task of transporting sensitive documents to the national archives most of the time lol
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Yikes! Found some old pics going through a picture frame. It's been a while since I've seen these. In order, 1998, 2001, 2002, 2003, 2004, 2009, today. Funny how high school year book photographers can pull a smile out of you when you are at your lowest. I remember that day perfectly. Forced to wear a suit and tie and 3 days earlier, my mom made me cut my hair because she didn't want me to look like a girl in my year book photo... and yes, I played football lol. I was starting bench warmer and was typically daydreaming about being one of the cheerleaders
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Hi everyone. I'm early in my journey but put together my progress so far:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi64.tinypic.com%2Fs0x4rd.jpg&hash=7f49f3143685cf11db6d30eff43bc4f738237d0e)
Getting there.
Sophia
Quote from: Sophiaprincess2019 on February 18, 2019, 07:59:25 PM
Hi everyone. I'm early in my journey but put together my progress so far:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi64.tinypic.com%2Fs0x4rd.jpg&hash=7f49f3143685cf11db6d30eff43bc4f738237d0e)
Getting there.
Sophia
Even if the girl is pre HRT, I like her better! If she just would smile a little more, she would even look better!
Quote from: Sophiaprincess2019 on February 18, 2019, 07:59:25 PM
Getting there.
Sophia
You have a great start. Your hairline is amazing and a little time and your features will soften a lot. Thank you for sharing.
Thanks Ladies.....here's one of me smiling:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi66.tinypic.com%2F219zbxt.jpg&hash=27ff63adba4485cb7021b7dbd73234891d251ed5)
Cheers ladies!
Sophia
14 months today[emoji3590](https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20190220/d9cde17d8a31bd487710117575b15321.jpg)
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Quote from: jess2179 on February 20, 2019, 10:30:22 AM
14 months today[emoji3590](https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20190220/d9cde17d8a31bd487710117575b15321.jpg)
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Some mediocre looking dudes, and some pretty girls, is what I can see on those pics!
@Jessica_Rose
@jess2179
@Sophiaprincess2019
@Sky1090
@natalie.ashlyne
wow you girls Rock! you are such an inspiration!! - I'm always amazed and encouraged by these amazing transition pics!
Thank you so much for sharing them.
Take care,
Sonja.
Quote from: Sonja on February 20, 2019, 10:29:13 PM
@Jessica_Rose
@jess2179
@Sophiaprincess2019
@Sky1090
@natalie.ashlyne
wow you girls Rock! you are such an inspiration!! - I'm always amazed and encouraged by these amazing transition pics!
Thank you so much for sharing them.
Take care,
Sonja.
You're awfully pretty yourself, Sonja!
Hugs x 2,
Sarah From Chitown
[emoji257]
Quote from: SarahWithin on February 20, 2019, 10:38:50 PM
You're awfully pretty yourself, Sonja!
Hugs x 2,
Sarah From Chitown
[emoji257]
@SarahWithin
Thank you Sarah - you really made my day - you're very kind,
Hope you have a lovely day,
Sonja XO
Quote from: jess2179 on February 20, 2019, 10:30:22 AM
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You are so cute. Congratulations on 14 months. [emoji3]
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Quote from: jess2179 on February 20, 2019, 10:30:22 AM
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Yep. Another example of Hot Guys Make Cute Girls!
Although in this case the girl is way cuter than the guy was hot...
;D
Kate
Quote from: LadySkylarThomasMTF on February 21, 2019, 06:32:12 PM
You are so cute. Congratulations on 14 months. [emoji3]
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Thanks!
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Quote from: KatieP on February 21, 2019, 10:54:46 PM
Yep. Another example of Hot Guys Make Cute Girls!
Although in this case the girl is way cuter than the guy was hot...
;D
Kate
I would say cute guy make hot girl in her case [emoji7]
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Quote from: Sabrina Hope on February 23, 2019, 08:25:56 AM
I would say cute guy make hot girl in her case [emoji7]
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si vrai!
Kate
I Just got my new Drivers License in still needs some improvements Really bad pic but ya still see some changes
(https://i.imgur.com/ruLk3DS.jpg)(https://i.imgur.com/c3vE3N2.jpg)
all over the world they have special cameras that take bad photos just for official documents!!!!!
Quote from: davina61 on March 06, 2019, 10:17:07 AM
all over the world they have special cameras that take bad photos just for official documents!!!!!
Yea that is for sure i don't think that many people have good pics on official documents lol
Quote from: natalie.ashlyne on March 06, 2019, 10:34:53 AM
Yea that is for sure i don't think that many people have good pics on official documents lol
On my last DMV appointment, when I complained about my picture, they said, "If it doesn't look like a mug shot after a bad night, it's not a DMV picture..."
Sooooo true....
Kate
Here are a couple of before and after pictures I thought I would share. Amazing what 4 1/2 months of estradiol and spironolactone will do to change your looks. So far I'm happy with the way my results are going. I'm sure it will only get better, at least I hope so. I'm really looking forward to the day my gcs is completed. I'm so happy to finally be living MY life. (https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20190327/4bd4e4f801a1a5985742adf7b697381b.jpg)(https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20190327/38f4e563546803e4dcbea502fd100b7b.jpg)
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Ok all these pics were taken the same day March 27 but different years I just happened to wear the same choker as today it matched my uniform lol.
2014
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2018
(https://i.imgur.com/owSlcc9.jpg)
2019
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20 mths .....
Quote from: natalie.ashlyne on March 27, 2019, 10:45:54 PM
Ok all these pics were taken the same day March 27 but different years I just happened to wear the same choker as today it matched my uniform lol.
2014
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2018
(https://i.imgur.com/owSlcc9.jpg)
2019
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Looking great!
Hey All!!!
I hope that all who read this are feeling the promise of the days ahead!!!... It has been a while since I have updated a post here and I think this thread holds a lot of value... Those starting or considering moving forward towards what they want are jumping off a cliff of sorts... HOPEFUL.. that what lies awaiting them at the bottom... will be better than the life they have known at the top...
As the saying goes... a picture paints a thousand words...There are lessons and opportunities in all we perceive... Look carefully through this whole thread... study the faces... hear the thousand words in each post for they speak words that will propel your journey... Hope, Dreams, Possibilities not previously ours to consider. Liberation and Amazing Discoveries await you to claim them...
Me in my early 50s a couple years before transition... I was lost
(https://live.staticflickr.com/931/41750778490_c7ad2685a8_k.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/26BnDSs)Untitled (https://flic.kr/p/26BnDSs) by Ashleyl (https://www.flickr.com/photos/156388176@N05/), on Flickr
(https://live.staticflickr.com/914/28273694127_5a1c21842b_k.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/K5s5dX)Untitled (https://flic.kr/p/K5s5dX) by Ashley (https://www.flickr.com/photos/156388176@N05/), on Flickr
(https://live.staticflickr.com/1790/43143124431_6574d7c2f7_b.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/28JpMNX). (https://flic.kr/p/28JpMNX) by Ashley (https://www.flickr.com/photos/156388176@N05/), on Flickr
Now I am found...
(From the last month or so... I will be 58 next week)
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A few thoughts for those who have found themselves here and are starting to realize that their life, will not truly be THEIR life... until a few changes are made...
Moving from a life that holds little true meaning for you... Towards one that does... Is always the correct direction of travel...
Let go of the things that no longer serve you... Let go of the pretense of the false persona, it is not you... Let go of the armored shell you have worn for a lifetime to serve the expectations of others and to protect the woman inside... She needs protection no longer.... She is tired of hiding and more courageous than you know... Let her prove that to you....Let her step out of the dark and feel the light upon her face....
Embrace the things that express your inner truth... Show the world and those you Love ...Finally... Who you truly are... Embrace the liberation found in jumping off a cliff in your life even though you don't completely know what lies below... There is a quote I like by Martin Luther King...
"Faith is taking the first step even when you can't see the whole staircase."
It is never too late.... CHOOSE to see how you will make your life an expression of who you truly are... not the reasons you cannot... A journey of a thousand steps is taken one at a time...Don't get lost in the details... Keep moving forward!!!... In the end, your life will be what you make it... So,... Make it glorious!... make it what you want... make it what you need.... Make it a life well lived... Leave regrets behind you where they belong... All shall be well...
LIVE LIFE... LOVE LIFE...
Onward we go brave sisters,
Ashley 🙋♀️💕🌸
Inspiration words Ashley thanks for posting, I enjoyed reading your post today. I agree completely "let go of things that no longer serve you". And your pictures, they speak for themselves, you look great today, not lost, but found !
Have a wonderful day from up north a bit....
Cynthia -
15 months on hormones and 3 months post ffs! (https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20190424/32dc32b12e99253ee302e462ab0eb9ff.jpg)
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Quote from: CynthiaAnn on April 24, 2019, 02:00:44 PM
Inspiration words Ashley thanks for posting, I enjoyed reading your post today. I agree completely "let go of things that no longer serve you". And your pictures, they speak for themselves, you look great today, not lost, but found !
Have a wonderful day from up north a bit....
Cynthia -
Thanks for the sweet words my friend and sister!!! 🌸🙋♀️💕
Quote from: jess2179 on April 24, 2019, 05:59:39 PM
15 months on hormones and 3 months post ffs! (https://uploads.tapatalk-cdn.com/20190424/32dc32b12e99253ee302e462ab0eb9ff.jpg)
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Looking Gorgeous and finally... FREE!!! Little Sister!!! 🤗 It was such an honor to have shared a bit of your journey with you!!!.. So much amazing life awaits you!... Love it all...Live it all... 🌸🙋♀️💕
Onward we go brave sisters!!!
Ashley 🌼
Quote from: tgirlamg on April 24, 2019, 07:58:26 PM
Thanks for the sweet words my friend and sister!!! [emoji254][emoji2320][emoji177]
Looking Gorgeous and finally... FREE!!! Little Sister!!! [emoji847] It was such an honor to have shared a bit of your journey with you!!!.. So much amazing life awaits you!... Love it all...Live it all... [emoji254][emoji2320][emoji177]
Onward we go brave sisters!!!
Ashley [emoji272]
Haha thanks for keeping me sane over text during my ffs [emoji854]
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Quote from: tgirlamg on April 24, 2019, 01:24:25 PM
As the saying goes... a picture paints a thousand words...There are lessons and opportunities in all we perceive... Look carefully through this whole thread... study the faces... hear the thousand words in each post for they speak words that will propel your journey... Hope, Dreams, Possibilities not previously ours to consider. Liberation and Amazing Discoveries await you to claim them...
Me in my early 50s a couple years before transition... I was lost
OMG, you are gorgeous and an inspiration to say the least! If I could look 1/2 as good as you do I would be ecstatic! Without combing through your threads I would give anything to know what procedures or diet you were on and who your physicians were! There is no way I would have ever thought you were in your 50's let alone in your 50's before transitioning, you look nothing like your before pictures!
Quote from: KristySimsx on April 24, 2019, 09:35:04 PM
OMG, you are gorgeous and an inspiration to say the least! If I could look 1/2 as good as you do I would be ecstatic! Without combing through your threads I would give anything to know what procedures or diet you were on and who your physicians were! There is no way I would have ever thought you were in your 50's let alone in your 50's before transitioning, you look nothing like your before pictures!
@KristySimsx
Little Sister!!!
It is nice to meet you!!! Welcome aboard! 🙋♀️... I saw your pic from Las Vegas and you avatar the other day and you look Absolutely...GORGEOUS!!! 🎉🎉🎉🎉 🤗👍... Bask in the glow of that and move forward towards making your life into whatever you choose!!!
Thank you so much for the kind and generous words... I often speak at the local university and these kids can make you feel the distance in age between us but they often have me pegged in my 30s so that certainly doesn't come unaccompanied by good feelings!!!
To answer your questions... I had two 11.5 hour facial procedures in 2015 with Dr Deschamps-Braly with Dr Ousterhout sitting in as well... my GRS was also in 2015 with Dr Bowers... I do have a pretty good diet... about 75% paleo and am active with running and surfing... lost about 35 lbs of my upper body surfing muscle the first year of HRT so I am hanging out around 134 pounds these days!
If I can be of any help as you plot and navigate the road ahead, Please do not hesitate to PM me!...I can answer any and all questions in excruciating detail!!! 🤪.. It would be an honor to help you in any way I can little sister!!!
Onward we go brave girl!!!
Ashley 🙋♀️💕🌻
(https://i.vgy.me/jLioUt.jpg)
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Quote from: Drexy/Drex on April 26, 2019, 06:46:15 PM
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Drexy!!!
You have traveled so very far my beautiful and special friend!!!... Let the joy of that fill your heart even on the hard days!... I knew there was a special light that burned in you from the first!!!
Hugs, Love and Onward We Go!!!
Ashley :)
Drexy!!!
You have traveled so very far my beautiful and special friend!!!... Let the joy of that fill your heart even on the hard days!... I knew there was a special light that burned in you from the first!!!
Hugs, Love and Onward We Go!!!
Ashley :)
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Thank you my inspirational lovely 🥰
I never thought I would be posting in here 😊
Quote from: tgirlamg on April 24, 2019, 01:24:25 PM
Hey All!!!
I hope that all who read this are feeling the promise of the days ahead!!!... It has been a while since I have updated a post here and I think this thread holds a lot of value... Those starting or considering moving forward towards what they want are jumping off a cliff of sorts... HOPEFUL.. that what lies awaiting them at the bottom... will be better than the life they have known at the top...
As the saying goes... a picture paints a thousand words...There are lessons and opportunities in all we perceive... Look carefully through this whole thread... study the faces... hear the thousand words in each post for they speak words that will propel your journey... Hope, Dreams, Possibilities not previously ours to consider. Liberation and Amazing Discoveries await you to claim them...
Me in my early 50s a couple years before transition... I was lost
(https://live.staticflickr.com/931/41750778490_c7ad2685a8_k.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/26BnDSs)Untitled (https://flic.kr/p/26BnDSs) by Ashleyl (https://www.flickr.com/photos/156388176@N05/), on Flickr
(https://live.staticflickr.com/914/28273694127_5a1c21842b_k.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/K5s5dX)Untitled (https://flic.kr/p/K5s5dX) by Ashley (https://www.flickr.com/photos/156388176@N05/), on Flickr
(https://live.staticflickr.com/1790/43143124431_6574d7c2f7_b.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/28JpMNX). (https://flic.kr/p/28JpMNX) by Ashley (https://www.flickr.com/photos/156388176@N05/), on Flickr
Now I am found...
(From the last month or so... I will be 58 next week)
(https://live.staticflickr.com/65535/46758021405_9a26cada1d_k.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/2eeR5JR)Untitled (https://flic.kr/p/2eeR5JR) by Ashleyl (https://www.flickr.com/photos/156388176@N05/), on Flickr
(https://live.staticflickr.com/65535/33811202678_9f951d805a_h.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/TvMfAj)Untitled (https://flic.kr/p/TvMfAj) by Ashley (https://www.flickr.com/photos/156388176@N05/), on Flickr
(https://live.staticflickr.com/7887/33691397598_76fd936169_k.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/TkcdHu)Untitled (https://flic.kr/p/TkcdHu) by Ashley (https://www.flickr.com/photos/156388176@N05/), on Flickr
(https://live.staticflickr.com/7804/47538593671_943bbdc1db_k.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/2fqPHFn)Untitled (https://flic.kr/p/2fqPHFn) by Ashley (https://www.flickr.com/photos/156388176@N05/), on Flickr
(https://live.staticflickr.com/4914/32663517588_f9e000314b_b.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/RLn4Nm)Untitled (https://flic.kr/p/RLn4Nm) by Ashleyl (https://www.flickr.com/photos/156388176@N05/), on Flickr
A few thoughts for those who have found themselves here and are starting to realize that their life, will not truly be THEIR life... until a few changes are made...
Moving from a life that holds little true meaning for you... Towards one that does... Is always the correct direction of travel...
Let go of the things that no longer serve you... Let go of the pretense of the false persona, it is not you... Let go of the armored shell you have worn for a lifetime to serve the expectations of others and to protect the woman inside... She needs protection no longer.... She is tired of hiding and more courageous than you know... Let her prove that to you....Let her step out of the dark and feel the light upon her face....
Embrace the things that express your inner truth... Show the world and those you Love ...Finally... Who you truly are... Embrace the liberation found in jumping off a cliff in your life even though you don't completely know what lies below... There is a quote I like by Martin Luther King...
"Faith is taking the first step even when you can't see the whole staircase."
It is never too late.... CHOOSE to see how you will make your life an expression of who you truly are... not the reasons you cannot... A journey of a thousand steps is taken one at a time...Don't get lost in the details... Keep moving forward!!!... In the end, your life will be what you make it... So,... Make it glorious!... make it what you want... make it what you need.... Make it a life well lived... Leave regrets behind you where they belong... All shall be well...
LIVE LIFE... LOVE LIFE...
Onward we go brave sisters,
Ashley 🙋♀️💕🌸
Ashley, you look as pretty as you always do. Have you ever even taken a bad picture? Lol
Ashley, I just noticed you said you are 58! You look amazing. I think you have the fountain of youth stashed at your house someplace.
Quote from: Julia1996 on April 28, 2019, 12:24:03 AM
Ashley, you look as pretty as you always do. Have you ever even taken a bad picture? Lol
Awwww! Thanks for the kind and generous words little sister!!! You are very sweet!!! 🤗🙏🌻
Quote from: Julia1996 on April 28, 2019, 12:27:17 AM
Ashley, I just noticed you said you are 58! You look amazing. I think you have the fountain of youth stashed at your house someplace.
Shhhhh!!!.... 🤭... I do.... but... Shhhhh!!!! 🤪💕🙋♀️🌺👍
Ashley, that is awesome! Gives me great hope!
Thank you,
Bea
Quote from: Bea1968 on April 28, 2019, 11:52:47 AM
Ashley, that is awesome! Gives me great hope!
Thank you,
Bea
Hope is the fuel that carries us forward in this journey little sister... 🌻
A few thoughts on the subject...
https://www.susans.org/forums/index.php/topic,233543.msg2082707.html#msg2082707
I hope it will always carry you to amazing places! 🌺💕
Onward we go brave girl
Ashley 🙋♀️💕🌻
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Starting
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A couple months in
(https://live.staticflickr.com/4468/37974942591_478c729ba9_k.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/ZRHvpv)SUNP0266 (https://flic.kr/p/ZRHvpv) by Claire Labus (https://www.flickr.com/photos/150862552@N05/), on Flickr
A little further in
(https://live.staticflickr.com/1819/42883466675_6ba679ba61_b.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/28ksYB6)IMG_0361 (https://flic.kr/p/28ksYB6) by Claire Labus (https://www.flickr.com/photos/150862552@N05/), on Flickr
Still later
(https://live.staticflickr.com/65535/47069549024_237422afc9_z.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/2eHnK3G)8226 (https://flic.kr/p/2eHnK3G) by Claire Labus (https://www.flickr.com/photos/150862552@N05/), on Flickr
Christmas 2018
(https://live.staticflickr.com/65535/47806695662_24db106fef_h.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/2fQvP4u)IMG_20190313_151455_01 (https://flic.kr/p/2fQvP4u) by Claire Labus (https://www.flickr.com/photos/150862552@N05/), on Flickr
January
(https://live.staticflickr.com/65535/47859067771_58eba1e2af_k.jpg) (https://flic.kr/p/2fV9esT)IMG_20190515_190622499 (https://flic.kr/p/2fV9esT) by Claire Labus (https://www.flickr.com/photos/150862552@N05/), on Flickr
Today, no makeup and didn't shave
I'm actually feeling pretty good about how I'm looking. At least most of the time.
Artesia!!!!
That smile in the last pic says it all little sister!!! Congrats on all you have made happen to fashion the life you choose!!! You are Beautiful 💕🤗💕
Hugs, Love and Respect...
Onward We Go Brave Sister!!!
Ashley 🙋♀️💕🌻
Quote from: tgirlamg on May 15, 2019, 07:06:55 PM
Artesia!!!!
That smile in the last pic says it all little sister!!! Congrats on all you have made happen to fashion the life you choose!!! You are Beautiful 💕🤗💕
Hugs, Love and Respect...
Onward We Go Brave Sister!!!
Ashley 🙋♀️💕🌻
I think the last four have the biggest and most authentic smiles I've ever had.
Quote from: Artesia on May 15, 2019, 07:26:29 PM
I think the last four have the biggest and most authentic smiles I've ever had.
They are well deserved little sister!!! That's what finally claiming our true life looks like!!!... Ya done good girl!!!! 💕🤗💕
Hugs!!!
A 🙋♀️🌸💕
Artesia, so awesome to see this!
I'll always remember. You are one of the people I was thinking about when I decided to come out to my parents... one of the last stumbling blocks before I started with medical changes. Knowing you had done the same, and written about your experience, and then you hit the accelerator.
You inspired me, along with so many others here. And now I have the life I want.
Kendra
Quote from: Kendra on May 15, 2019, 09:48:44 PM
Artesia, so awesome to see this!
I'll always remember. You are one of the people I was thinking about when I decided to come out to my parents... one of the last stumbling blocks before I started with medical changes. Knowing you had done the same, and written about your experience, and then you hit the accelerator.
You inspired me, along with so many others here. And now I have the life I want.
Kendra
Thank you, but I'm nothing special. I'm a scared little girl, just trying to get by in the world. This past week I broke down crying because I couldn't be a mommy. I have a bad habit of hiding when I'm down. I'm trying to just be as confident as the other girls on here.
June 2017
(https://i.imgur.com/prpBYKH.jpg)
March 2019
(https://i.imgur.com/gseouzj.jpg)
Still a long way to go but I feel more comfortable and myself now.
Amazing after looking at all your pictures it really gives me hope of what could still be. Very inspirational.
So i took a photo then looked at one of my old photos and noticed a difference, granted the change could be from age, but im hoping its from hrt. Anyway the left photo is from when i was 18 before hrt and the right photo is of me at 24 3.5 years on hrt.
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Absolutely stunning Angelique
« on: February 04, 2020, 12:38:46 pm »
It has been three years since I started my journey. I don't recognize the person on the left anymore...
Feb 2017 -- March 2018 -- Feb 2019 -- Feb 2020
(https://i.imgur.com/OODQdxu.jpg)
Lost in The Crash of 2024, so here we go again. ;D
Me as a young man:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FvYyqRSL.jpg&hash=2a1047b4a444cba09d9bc1ab35627b8db14e1bda)
Me as an old woman:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2Fm8e8MPo.jpg&hash=c3c801c2ed030630bcc6924b5a6d11640f6a9d94)
Me with a hotdog:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FMFJMZ6L.jpg&hash=3a061093383e2ee40f5e22cc1dfdca118076a75f)
Me as a bobblehead:
(https://www.susans.org/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fi.imgur.com%2FyWT1c2b.jpg&hash=9f94736134a2d0471e029ee8d3f8016009385db7)
« on: March 22, 2021, 06:46:46 pm »
Tomorrow marks four years since I started HRT. When I started this journey, I looked into a mirror and told myself that I was going to 'make one ugly woman'. Sometimes I don't mind being wrong. HRT helped, and surgery did the rest. No photoshop filters, just a little makeup. For some reason, these photos make me cry.
Love always -- Jessica Rose
February 2017 - March 2018 - February 2019 - February 2020 - March 2021
(https://i.imgur.com/hiNo8hI.jpg)