Actually, you know what, FreshGuy, I'm going to make a statement that will likely get me in trouble, but it needs to be said..
Based on the details you have provided, I don't think you are trans at all, not even in the slightest.. I do think you need to speak to a mental health professional.
You claim not to have dysphoria, you claim to now want to be a woman - how do you get that you are trans from that?
Seriously, get some help and stop posting the same thing here over and over again, it's not helping you and it's not helping any one else.