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New Girl
« on: June 01, 2005, 03:58:25 pm »
Hi everyone. My name is Trisha Rai, it's the femme name that I've chosen for myself. This is basically my story so far:

It started when I was about four or five.  I looked at the girls around me and thought - why can't I be like one of them? I began looking closely at women and how they acted. I began trying to imitate them at home. This lasted until I was about six.

For about the next three years I think I was just "normal" and I had to desire to feel or act feminine.

But at about nine the urge returned and since it hasn't gone away. My urge to be feminine is growing stronger and stronger everyday and I'm starting to become desperate. I have been caught in lipstick and nail polish but never actually fully crossdressed. But I have a very strong feeling my mom knows that I've been CD. She admitted she found skirts, blouses, bras, and lingerie in my closet. She however, doesn't recognise me to be a constant CD and doesn't know how deep my feelings go...for me it's not just about CD it's about being the girl that I am Trisha - all the time.

I become Trisha everyday I can - when I'm home alone. That's when I become happy.

My true feelings about being Trisha have been locked up until rents are really religious if I came out I don't know what could happen.



Re: New Girl
« Reply #1 on: June 01, 2005, 04:39:43 pm »
 :) Sounds so much like me trisha , im glad you didnt wait as long as i have to do anything about it ,
lots of good wishes for you ...  hugs Ellen :)


Re: New Girl
« Reply #2 on: June 01, 2005, 08:30:59 pm »
Pleasant Hello to you Trisha and Welcome to Susans’s most wonderful place.

Please feel free to join in on the conversations and be yourself here (=

Rose Dawson

Re: New Girl
« Reply #3 on: June 02, 2005, 01:55:29 am »
Trisha - I can't say as my parents ever caught me with clothes or lipstick but they certainly knew something was "wrong" when I insisted on playing the part of Glenda the Good Witch from The Wizard of Oz in my elementary school play :o

Nevertheless, you'll find much comfort and support here at Susan's Place. Again, welcome!



Re: New Girl
« Reply #4 on: June 02, 2005, 07:58:18 am »
Welcome to Susans Trisha.

This is a wonder ful place to be.  Join in, ask questions, but most of all enjoy yourself here.


Re: New Girl
« Reply #5 on: June 08, 2005, 03:18:45 am »
 :)hi-  i am just like  you in wanting to crossdress -  but my  family  would never  understand   and they  would turn  against  me.  i don't  know  what to do.


Re: New Girl
« Reply #6 on: June 08, 2005, 03:38:04 am »
Everybody in my family knows except my brother who lives with me (because I share a room with him, so that would be weird). It's not hard coming out to family and I'm still young.


Re: New Girl
« Reply #7 on: June 08, 2005, 03:48:33 am »
hi-  in my family  it woud be next to impossible   to  express   my  feminine  desires.
your  family  must  be   more open-minded  than mine.  good luck to you  in  your
openness  with your  family-  i wouldn't  dare  come out of the closet with my family.
tonigirl7777 >:( >:( >:(