Have lots of reasons for being non-op.
Cost. Had a serious medical issue (family was told I wouldn't live to morning).
That put me out of employment and onto disability.
Reputation - I was always considered the stable, successful one and adviser to others.
Due to HRT my down there parts are basically non-functional. Shrank more then 50% in size and rarely show any arousal.
My 2nd ex-wife stole basically all my assets. She left while I was at work taking all bank, cash, household, etc.
I love being feminine, but I don't have to have a vagina.
Very demeaning I know, but I was naive I guess I never knew about trans until seeing a porn video at about 21. It really hit me, they were the best of both worlds. Again, I know those are not trans positive images.
I was raised in a household of myself and 4 women. I feel more at home with women. I love looking at beautiful women. Have always been jealous of the sexy, attractive attire. Most male things are BORING.
I have had what I'd call bi experiences. I didn't initiate them, but did place myself where they could happen. I love looking at beautiful women, but would rather have a male partner.
The fact my "male equipment" is of little use has no impact, that's fine. I still have no desire to be surgically induced CIS genitals.
Just my take
DeniseGrace