Words from deep within me.....

[TaylorMade]

For many years I have been looking in the mirror...and I don't know the person looking back at me...I don't know the face, the skin, the curves...who is this stranger...?

Touching this flesh, like touching someone Else's body..The feeling is not there, no sensation..Why cant ppl understand, why cant they see what is for the best, can they not see the realness of me crying out under the deadend skin and having to hide everything in like a deserted tomb??..maybe they do and they are happy and like what they are use to seeing, comfortable in there own selfishness, there wants they don't see the realness from beneath me.

This town will not allow me to change..this town will not accept it..I know where I need to be..others call the name I own under this skin ...they call me threw the mirror...They know were I need to roam..but they are there, and I am here. They see the real me..

The reality stares back at me like a doubled edged sword..To much time has past to find a way out now...And the stubbornness inside me keeps things at bay and my dreams into nightmares now.

People from my past stand like road blocks with there fingers in there ears and looking away, saying.."I know whats best for HER", SHE, the FEMALE.

Do they hear the screams of the real me, can they handle it, if I live again.??, If I break from this tomb?..No I think not.

[phantom_heart]

I see you, Taylor. I am one voice at the other side asking you to come through. The road to rebearth requires a death. To lose the "woman" they think you are and embarace the man that you are. If only the world could be accepting. For some acceptance will come with time, and others will never accept. Take a breath, and know you are not alone. I am here with you, i may be far away now but it wont be like that forever. Know that you are not alone. That this board and others like it are full of people struggling, of men that have made it to the other side and can tell you thier storys.

Know that you are loved and that whatever you chose...whatever path you take. You will not walk it alone.

I love you.

[KrisRenee]

Telepathy??? no really, It's like you spilled my heart onto the page, but it's your heart.  It's really strange how alike we are.  Because everything you wrote also applies to me.  I feel very selfish saying this, but it's so true.  I just want you to know, that from a guy in the same place as you, you are loved.  I don't even know you, and because you were brave enough to go out there and express how you feel, I love you.  If you ever just want to talk, to someone you can relate to, let me know.  Facebook, email, anything, your call.
~Aiden