soooo i came out!
not to all three though, one of them got pretty sick. But i talked with the other two, and ... they were really relieved. they started imagining that i had really awful things to confess

. Also they are really glad that we are two girls and two guys instead of one girl and three guys as they were expecting.
i expected there'd be a "so that's why!" reaction that i've had before, but that didn't come... well they did immediately accept that i'm girl and they are going to support me as best as they can. and told me that whenever i feel bad now i'll have all of them there so i'm no longer alone.