You all know that just living as trans is extremely stressfull. Trying to find employment, binding, packing, etc.
Im having a really hard time at home, wth ppl throwing away my clothes, staining them, destroyin ur other ->-bleeped-<-, ppl complaining about bills when they blow all there money and dnt pay bills, my mom telling me every detail of her sex life.
Anywhos, its going on 10mos on T (hooty hoot). Im noticing the changes start to pick up. But all of my famly uses my female name and pronouns which has lately been really getting to me. I cant fnd a job so chest surgerys gonna be awhile (i wanted to get surgical loan and do it that way but without a job not gonna happen). So i fold up a sports compression shrt.
It always bunches up in the back so have to fix it like every hour. Lately, binding has been making me severly depressed. Every time i bind its so hot and uncomfortable. I just wish i could put on a t shirt. The lack of male organs is hitting me hard too.
At least july 2, whch wil be today in 10mns im going to worlds of fun in kansas cty. Im gonna try to forget all of my problems and stress. I am worried about bathrom issues tho. But oh well. Im just gonna have a day where my life is gonna be blissfully happy.
Yeah so anywhos, go ahead and rant away just get it all out...trust me youll feel better, prolly not, but maybe.
