Ok here goes:
When did you first start realizing transition could be right for you?
26-Feb-2010
How long after this realization did you come out?
immediately
How long after coming out did you start therapy?
1 month
How long after starting therapy did start trying to go full time?
1 week
How long after that did you change your name?
4 - 5 month (only for usage no doc change possible without GRS for German citizen)
How long after that did you start hormones/surgery/etc?
3 month after starting therapy gone on HRT
1 year 6 month after starting therapy (scheduled for this Sept.)
etc?
at 4 loved to try on girl pumps and funky red boots
at 5 found out that girls do not have what I had. (->-bleeped-<-e!)
at 8 want to cut of little extra with scissor (but scared of bloody mess and hiding by mum)
at 14 was called "having run away from a circus by tram conductor at MINOR attempt to x-dress
at 22 first x-dressing while in Air force (big time feeling at "home")
at 23 marry girl use to placate GID (but not aware what I'm doing)
at 24 have son with girl, have no father feelings only for girl giving birth (very big deal, jealous!)
at 26 next x-dressing for party (love myself, big time at "home")
at 28 girl has lesbian affair, self want to commit suicide for having no boobs and vagina
at 34 divorce, start taking ballet and dancing lessons and 101 hobbies, biking, windsurfing, etc.
at 35 - 38 doing therapies, group, primal, gestalt, EST like I AM and Joyspring, deliverance
from 34 - 44 going through more then 1/2 century girl friends, all relationships are failures
at 44 move back to Germany from SA take along current girl friend
at 63 relationship long finished for years ending in final bust-up
at 64 "system crash" (epiphany) realize girl inside very horrible crazy experience as in can't be!
at 65 done >1 year RLE and HRT with planned GRS for June 2011 now September 2011.
