Hello i am a brand new person to Susan's place

Well i have noticed random but happy to have changes but this one i didn't expect, i have suddenly become quite needy to tell my girl friends but not the guy friends to be honest never was gonna tell them... they are very sexist boys i don't think they need to know. OK so before i carry on i am 17 and well i have told 4 of my girl friends but well only one of them is still my friend in act shes like my super friend now

anyways the other 3 were out of town friends who i didn't know well so that's all good. OK so the image everyone has ever known of me is this always wants to fight tough guy

( complete act that here and there work break down when a boy actually hit me i always burst into tears) never the less i am nothing like the boy they knew :angel:and well how do i tell them because i love them and i want them to stay my friends.
I was just wondering what suggestions and ideas you girls have to help me be excepted and forgive for completely lying about who i was. Ah yes note that this crazy boy act came along because when i started at the school i was just like any other girl in the way i did anything but then EVERYONE bullied :(me so i became Mr tough boy lol

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Please be kind and helpful in your replies and i hope Susan's place is as helpful and accepting as i hear it is MWA thanks in advance!