saying goodbye to this $h!tty world

[~RoadToTrista~]

  I'm not too optimistic.

[jamie nicole]

i found out that the man that was to be my first (post op) had been doing nothing but using me.  so my answer was a handful or two of psych meds and a bottle of vodka.  whether it was fate or not, my best friend came for me after we talked on the phone.  so, after a few days in the icu and psych ward, I'm home now.

[~RoadToTrista~]

I'm always wrong when I'm not optimistic it appears.

I'm glad you didn't do anything too drastic. A 'friend' of mine commited suicide a few weeks ago.

[Beth Andrea]

Welcome home Jamie!

(((hugs)))

[Caith]

Thank goodness you survived, Jamie.
Please take care of yourself.  We love you.

[Randi]

I thought about it not very many days ago-but thinking about it is all I did (although it was the closest to actually doing it that I have come).

Glad to see you are still around!!!

Randi

[jamie nicole]

i just dont understand why some men have to be the way they are.  looking back, was he really worth having my stomach pumped and waking up with black teeth from the activated charcoal they forced down my throat.....then the embarassment of looking over from my bed and seeing a stranger sitting in a chair by the door who when I asked what they were doing..."oh, i have to sit with you" and then the feeling of being treated like a child in the psych ward?  The answer is F*** NO!! I may not be a beauty queen but I can certainly do much much better than you!

[CarlieElizabeth]

Welcome home, and no one is worth your life and I hope your feeling better now. Please be safe I was worried for you hugs and kisses.

[azSam]

Wow Jamie, I'm sorry that happened. I'm VERY happy that you're alright now. Please tell your friend that I said Thank you.

[Pinkfluff]

I may not be a beauty queen but I can certainly do much much better than you!

This is the attitude to have. I know life sucks, it sucks terrible for me right now, but that is no reason to let the, well you know, win. Don't do their dirty work for them.

[cynthialee]

Thank you for coming back to let us know your fate.
You had a number of us worried sick.

Please please please if you ever start feeling like this again go to the chat and start talking. Let someone know what is going on in your head.
We care and worry over eachother around here ya know....

[Janet_Girl]

Welcome Home.  No man is worth your life.  Hang there and you will see that some body loves you.  Actually a loot of somebodies.