During work I was passing by a transsexual who I used to look for, for support. The same one mentioned a few times towards the beginning of my blogs, really. So anyway, it was just a coincidence, and she was on the phone anyway, but I happened to hear something on my way...
She was talking about a roommate of hers she is (or already had) kicking out, and talking about the kinds of terms for moving in...and it's what she specifically said that really bothers me. She said that she told him "He's not moving in with a girl, he's moving in with a transgender!" (On the bit of 'transgender' She has a weird set of terminologies, from what I understand) ....Seriously? Oo; The very person who was trying to push for me to rush my transition through is really talking that way about herself? =>.o; I'm...just at a loss. I don't understand how anyone goes through all the stuff about transition, to finally be their target sex, only to say they aren't it. X.x; I know I say that transsexuals that transitioned are still transsexuals, but, at least I'll say they are the men and women they as well are, rather than that 'a transsexual's just a transsexual'...
I dunno, the whole thing irks me. I thought about what kind of person teaches a transitioning person to think like that, and then I remember just how much I don't care very happily for that person[/b] either. When that teaching person found out I was attracted to women, she said that I couldn't be that way, because it was 'lesbianoge'. (You mean the English language isn't butchered enough? >>; ) I mean, what, are transsexuals really not the sex they are transitioned towards, or are gay people not real? ---Big hole-dig statement, and I should've called her out on it. She's also the person who asked, when I mentioned I wanted to transition, that 'So you want to grow breasts?' bluntly. It threw me out of the loop for a couple reasons, (Breasts are something that I get...uhm....'excited' about, so it easily feels like a trap question. Secondly, it was underplaying my desire to generally have a woman's body to go with my mind) so when I gave a meek response she thought I wasn't serious even though I was trying to learn about transitioning.
It's just really touchy...I also really don't like that friend's stance with relationships. (the first mentioned one) She is always trying to be with boys, but she never really digs deep into relationships because she thinks that the only boys who like MtFs are the types of ->-bleeped-<-s who want non-ops for their origin-sex's qualities. I can't figure out what kind of mindset it takes for acting that way.
So mreh...all-in-all, there's a good reason I stay distant from her. Notably, there were two major people who know about my transsexuality at my work. There was her, and there was one of my managers. Now almost everyone in my work knows. There was one major person who know I started on hormones. ...Nobody at my work knows. How interesting. >.>;
Sorry, just needed to get all of this off my chest ^^; I say to make room for something else to be there =O! XD
