...Lilly, i know i'm a bit young but weren't the doctors saying "The sooner you realise the better"... well, i was born as a female about 18 years ago... and i never been feeling like that, i always wanted to do what boys do go out with my friends playing in the mud and stuff... By the age of 15 i started to take hormones (and yes before you ask, i took them under supervision of a doctor) and started to dress like a boy and soon enough i registered as a boy in school cause nobody knew i actually was a girl... I stopped taking the hormones almost for 1 year now, not telling anyone. I felt miserable and like a freak. I was in between of two genders and decided to continue now... but i dont know how to explain that to everyone i know so good...