Yay, so I'm stoked! I'm going on a road trip today with a bunch of guys. We are all going together to Indy to attend Gen Con, a gaming convention. (anyone else going?) Then we are all going to room together most likely and it's going to be a blast and I'm thrilled ...
And scared to death ...
Not because of the company, these are great guys, but because living in such proximity to other people raises the chances of my secret being discovered. The chances of them going through my own personal luggage has got to be rare I would think. However if they find my prosthetic glue or my harness for my goodfella (I could get lucky, it's possible) or the dildo itself ... or, or, or they walk in on my while I'm peeing. Or they all pull over to piss in the bushes?? Do guys do that? I have my travel mate but I'm not perfect with it and sometimes it leaks ...
Overall I'm thrilled because they asked me to go with them. They are all straightish and they think I'm gay and still want me around. It's a good feeling ... but I'm still worried.
How worried should I be?
Also I need to show my AAA card to get the room discount everyone is counting on. My card still has my old name on it. Fortunately everything else has my new legal name of Eric on it on the AAA card has Erica so I good chance they won't notice? (My legal name is Eric Paul and I still go by Paul. I just thought the Eric would be helpful for situations like this ...)
You can probably tell I'm hyper at the moment with excitement. I should possibly calm that down a notch or two
