I've been raped twice, and I generally don't even feel anything toward the two men who did it, just that, especially since I'm in a devastating financial situation that was caused by severe post-traumatic stress disorder, I could have sued them and received financial damages. However, there were so many specifics, laws, and statute of limitations about my cases that I didn't have a chance. The first time I was a minor too, and my parents did nothing when I went to them for help, neither did anyone else. Effectively, no one knows about what has happened to me; as of right now, the first man was in trouble with the law for the very same crime he did to me, but settled in court with the defendant and somehow got out of trouble, and the second man, I've been in contact with more than one of his victims, one whom he molested and drugged multiple times.
I wish a lot of my high school bullies would feel my wrath though. I plan on it, when I achieve a bit of notoriety in the film world. I'm going to seek all of them out, stalk them, "run into them", and explain my success since school. I honestly feel like you have to be in control of your own karma, just don't do anything illegal. Sadly, all my highschool bullies were cute guys I had crushes on, so if by any chance they were now nice to me, I'd probably just melt and ask them to hang out. So to avoid those feelings, I would wish some of them were dead.
