Hello everyone. My name is Wes. I will be 40 yrs old in a month and a half *Head desks* No, seriously, I am ok with that..I think...no...really..I am ok! Hehe..Ummm I have known I was transgendered since I was about 7 years old in one way or another. I didn't know what transgendered was back then of course but I knew I was more a boy than a girl. I have 2 children from my first marriage..why was I married and why did I have kids if I am a TG? Well, it's simple really..I wasn't 'out' at the time and that was what my friends and family suggested "That's what a nice young woman did", got married and had kids. I had told my husband before we were married but I guess he thought that it was a phase and when I told him 10 years later I wasn't happy with my body, it broke us up. After my divorce I went on T to start transitioning...but things went downhill again and I was placed in that..."You have kids and this isn't the time to be selfish" part of my life...so, I took myself off of T for my kids' sake (Which I regret now) and now that they are both grown and moved on, I find myself broke and unable to get back on T again just right now. I am seeking a job but it's been hard to do here in Chicago right now when you don't have a lot of skills, schooling or experience...But I am damned and determined. One day my life WILL be back on track..I hope. =) So..anyway..that's me..Nice to meet you all and look forward to getting to know some other people that are like myself and learn from you all or develop some friendships. =)