So ok, heres an odd thing. I've come to notice that people generaly like me more these day. At first I only noticed it En Fem. But I'm one of those that can't tell work. I work out on big ol oil rigs.... In the ocean. it's complicated. Well even out here where I have to play a boy. So any time I leave my room. I have been more liked. At this point I'm a male-fail for sure. They have seen me with ear rings in. and well lots of things. But every one likes me better. some people have even said they like me now and they don't know why but I used to seem mean. o.o
When I look in the mirror I can't see the boy. I know all the things I have changed and that they are why but well. I'm starting to look cute. ^.^ My lazer removal has really done great and now that the HRT is helping it I'm down to like 5% of the hair I had so well I look either young or feminine.
I think if I jsut keep letting the hair grow out and the HRT work, no one will be even remotly supprised when I'm ready to come out. But well if what I have been seeing is any indication they won't give me the old fankenstine treatment either.
I guess mostly I'm looking for honest evaluation of my chances of coming out any keeping my job, but only if you can do that with a positive spin xD. so maybe not so honest. Just tell me I'm not crazy to think I have a chance?
