Um, well hey everyone my name's Clare like the tittle suggests ^^ , I am currently a male but I am going to try and become Clare publicly or at least to close relations until I get comfortable with it...
I am 18 and in love with reading and writing and have always been a bit of a softie

but I never thought of becoming an FtM until a few years ago, and it's slowly been something I have wanted. I was a bit of a "crosser" privately and just always kept it to myself figured that it was a simple thing up until I had a huge emotional breakdown(over family), and the idea of being Clare always made me feel bit better.
I have gotten better at handling things and dare I say stronger? and at this point I want to tell my mother at least that this is what I want.
Though I haven't started anything formerly I hope that it will all go smoothly, though I hardly even know what "all" is I actually need some direction but I now have a goal to strive for

I don't think the road will be easy or even fun but I want to be who I think I should be, and I figured this nice little community is what I need for support. And I think that though I can't offer much I will support others as well
Oh! by the way please feel free to ask any questions, just expect some return ^.^