OMG,
there are still "his" best suits hanging in the cupboard? "His" cordovan brogues. Are they still "his", - or has "she" (me) now inherited them?
Does "she" now have to atone for "his" sins in the past?
So would "she" have to atone for "his" sins of omission, etc. in the past?
Those are just two examples and the curious thing is, looking back, I still see "him" having bought those suits, and shoes, and "him" (me) having committed those sins of omission.
And I get a very, VERY sad feeling welling up inside. GID saying hello once again.
This starts to sound like a split personality, and being at least a little disturbing - I just realize.
Is this normal? Gender identity repression work it's way right back into our present? Really?
This SO has the flavour of GID!
After (in my case) having had this earth-quake-epiphany, things changed, fast, drastic and with much speed. Yet not every edifice of the past has crumbled. My past was still "his" past, up to this point.
Will we have to get used to this, without yet resorting to a new set of lies?
This is scary, not sure what your experience is about all that.
So we be the owner of HER male business suits now, really?
Hey, THAT just sound like a lie, at least to me right now.
Little weirded out for now,
Axelle
