How do I afford it all? I don't. I have pretty good insurance through my employer, but it specifically excludes SRS/GRS. It doesn't even cover therapy under a GID/GD diagnosis. Aside from irregular visits to the therapist out-of-pocket and infrequent shopping trips to Kohl's or JCPenny, I am pretty much stuck financially. I can't even go full-time non-op right now because portions of my workplace not under my employer's control are significantly trans-hostile. I'm working to find a better job, but the market stinks so very bad around here right now. It really gets me down at times, but I just sock away what little money I can spare and tell myself it's gotta get better eventually. At least I have a core group of friends who know the truth and accept me for who I am and a wonderful spouse who loves me even more now than before, if that's possible.
Oof, I just realized how late (er, early) it is. Between being tired and having a high dysphoria night, I think it's time to go to bed and recharge for tomorrow. Nite all!