There really isn't a huge point to this post, I just felt like having a bit of a chat.
Lately, I've tried to shut down my transsexual/transgender feelings and just started to live my life. It feels good, I'm not expecting anything from myself but to have some laughs and to have some fun. Confidence and positivity is a real downfall for me, so it's a real nice change not to acknowledge my sometimes crippling feelings!
I really want to experiment with my hair to try and feminize my face some more. I think that straightening it might "girl me up" some more (which I'd love!) and perhaps a colour change, say blonde. What do you think? Do you think it would help at all? (That's me in my profile picture by the way, makeup and all. The first girly picture I have taken and the first time I ever applied make up.) Can you see me being a tall, skinny, straight haired blonde girl? Or do my brunette curls just suit me?
Living near the beach, I am always tempted to try on a bikini and start sunbaking. Sounds like it'd be fun! I think I could pass (admittedly, I'd have to loose the body hair hehe).I think I have some slightly feminine hips (nothing to brag about) and I am skinny (self-conscious in boy mode, that's for sure), but hey, everyone is different, and hopefully these turn out to be some advantageous assets!
I'm feeling good lately. Although last night I couldn't really find a good think about being a guy. It was one of those nights, you know, nothing works for you? You get frustrated and you can't think of a reason why you should cheer up and see the good in yourself. What do you think? Can you girls give me a good reason to like being a guy?
(I am aware of the irony of asking transgendered girls about the benefits of being a guy, but I'm hopeful that your feminine beauty and thoughts can insight me!)
How are you all today? I hope you are all going well.
Tell me a bit more about yourself.
What are you feeling lately?
What are your thoughts?
How has your transition been lately?
Have you had some good experiences going out as a girl lately?
Anything you like! I'd loveeee to talk to you all!
Take care, hope to hear from you soon.
Lots and lots and lots of love,
Karlee.x
