Honestly, you might think your lives suck, that its intollerable to live. Been there. Done that.
You and only you can gain control over your life.
Here is another song you can use.
Accused of sexually abusing my 2 year old daughter, the law and the judges, thought that as a "Guy" in a dress, it might be true.
I fought in family court, I was really close to being charged and convicted. I lost visitation, but fought even harder.
I listened to this song, thinking what she was saying was true. It is. You have remarkable strenght with in you, if you just look inside.
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(wish I could get the embed to work...)
Take a deep breath, close your eyes and ignore the rabble outside. What do you want to do. Is it real? Is it a jerk off fantacy? Maybe living a gay life style might work, maybe cross dressing on occasion. GRS isn't for every one. Its not some thing you can come back from. Be realistic with the truth you find inside.
Its not a race, its not a competition, its your life your working with.
Think wisely Grasshopper.