Being a woman means being myself.
I've spent my life having to think of how I walk, how I act, how I hold my hands as I walk, having to wear clothes that I hate & shoes that are ugly, i've spent my life pretending to be interested in boring male conversations about cars (i've never tried to feign interst in sport), i've spent my life keeping my feelings bottled up in company.
I want to spend what remains of my life not having to do any of that stuff because it's all fake. I just want to be myself.
I would love to be able to marry a man, adopt children, raise & nurture a family. I can't do this as a man as being with a man as a man just feels so wrong. How do I know that it would feel right as a woman? I just know beyond a shadow of a doubt. I just want to be myself.
I just want to be myself.
I just want to be myself.
I just want to be myself.
I can't do that as a man because i'm not a man.
