Some of you might've caught my earlier rant about my on and off weight obsession. Well, its morphing into a slightly healthier weight obsession, where I'm working out a lot more and trying to eat better instead of starving myself. I lost another 3-4 pounds, which is awesome, but its got me worrying that it'll make my chest look a lot more prominent (which was a fear of my boyfriend's a few months back when this first started bugging me, he suggested that if I just stayed pudgy my moobs wouldn't look odd).
I can't go out without wearing two binders and at least a hoodie, they're that bad. At least to me. Everyone else says its passable and fine, but I've gotten misgendered (recently) even layered to hell and back, so I'm not taking any chances. On one hand, I'm thinking the weight loss might help because my tritop won't roll up and turn into some kind of wonky bra, and at the same time, well...it just seems a little obvious that it'd make that ->-bleeped-<- up there look at lot more prominent.
Luckily, I don't have to worry about my hips (lack thereof) or butt (same thing). It's just the chest that worries/stresses/pisses me off.
Anyone have any input on this? It's worrying me, because I absolutely need to lose weight, but I can't stand the idea of those goddamn things being any more of a hassle.