So, I don't know if it is just me, but usually after a large exam, or after we finish doing something big at university, like writting an scientific article, or when we have a extended holiday my first impulse is to go out and celebrate. Let's gather everyone and drink our asses off
But the people I attend university with only gather in select small groups and only those groups. People who date, do stuff with their dates nearly exclusively. People who live with roommates, do stuff with people they live with. Even if you go out to the same place, it is more a coincidence than anything else and you might just be alone, because they remain in those groups
This doesn't happens because I am trans, it is not some kind of prejudice. It is the same with everyone else. When I look at facebook, the pictures of nightouts include always the same groups together, it is a bit sad really. I look at my classmates and feel sorry for them, and a bit sorry for me too, because I feel we are wasting beautiful years away because we can't really open to each other, we can't let others inside our lives, maybe even to hurt us and then forgive them. It seens we are afraid and we are losing the very important experience of letting everyone influence each other.
