You're not leaving, you want attention. I get it.
You're young and on HRT, albeit a low dose. You're fine. Learn to love yourself.
This board is here for you to rant to, and We ALL need that from time to time. I remember having a pity fest for 2 pages. But I realized I had to get over it, I had to stop playing the victim. You need to do the same. All that we go through is hard...it really, really is. But we can control our outlook for the most part, and we are the master's of our own fate. I could get into all the hardships of my life(and there are many), and get myself obsessed with how hard things are, but you know what? That doesn't help me move forward. I spent most my life doing that. And while HRT finally gave me the edge to start thinking clearly, it was ultimately up to me to take a step back and say "no!" with blood and thunder, to all the things I allowed to get me down.
So, no, you aren't leaving. GTFOY, know that you are loved, if for nothing else than purely being alive, and trudge on.